This is All In All Family
Stardust Boy, King Yash, it's season 2 baby, let's get it
What it do, what it do, this is boy King Yash and y'all rocking with another episode of All In All Family with your boy King Yash
What it do, what it do, my people out there
Man, today is hump day, you know what time it is, hump day is the day where we sit here and we cry in the heart as we show out
This is almost Friday, but on another topic man, this is motivation 101, self motivation 101 with your boy King Yash of season 2
I did one for you for season 1 and I gotta do one for you for season 2, so here's your motivational
Your motivational is something that you inspired of, it's something that you go for, it's something that has a burning passion that's inside you
That keeps you going, keeps you getting up, keeps you in the groove with things
See, everybody ain't expired like other people expired, you might be expired in a way where through music it'll take you away, through art it'll take you away
Through podcast and through videos, skits, tick talking, anything that might take you away from this world but it's your dream to make sure you break a family curse
The family curse is the worst thing because it been upon us for years, for ages, decades
It goes back way on, it's past the times that you don't even need to know about, something you know about but won't enlighten them
But this curse has been waved over now
Your drive is unstoppable from what you're gonna go for
You never wanted to probably work for somebody, working for somebody ain't your thing, you are your own boss, you know how you want your company to reign
Supervise anything
But what's something that drives you, something that keeps you motivated because you know you want it so bad
See, I'm driving to be the first millionaire in my family
To unbreak a curse, I'm driving to be it
I have to sacrifice a lot of things in a way and in a process and it's hard
But you will build on stronger times than anything
You know what I'm saying? It's a drive in me that I ain't never felt before that I push and makes me go harder
I was looking at Instagram the other day and I was seeing how this person said
You can't motivate others when you gotta motivate yourself
And I'm like, but what about the others give me the motivation to motivate myself
You know what I'm saying? Just on some real shit
Just think about it
Like, I choose to go on this destiny journey
Not alone, I'm bringing co-hosts and everybody because I know that this might be their dreams as well
I always push harder
I always push harder because I look at it like I have nothing bro
No family I can really just call along
Like, shit, I just gotta go forward and just go for my dream
Like, I can't wait on
I can't wait on nothing
And my co-hosts, they the same
That's why I like, that's why we got that drive about us because we won't wait, we gonna go for it
I just know one thing like, I love the way to drive this and everybody
It's that drive when you, not that drive when you driving people
Get that out your god, no, no, no, no, it's the drive internally that's inside your body that pushes you to motivate and grow
Like, growing is nothing bro, like, it's nothing, it's so easy and we think it's so hard
Growing ain't shit, man
The most worst thing of growing is fucking up, that's the worst thing
Like, you fucking up while you're growing, like, yo, that's hard
Once you just let go and let it find and just let god lead the way you let god lead you
I know like, he real
Because if I didn't know that he was real bro
Like, all the shit that I've been through after Mama Pass like, I be, I think I would have never done back the way I did
Especially for him putting an angel right there like beside me
Like, I wouldn't
I got this everlasting drive that's just gonna drive me until I know like this is where I want my dream
Like, I'm gonna say, have you been through the moments where you been just pushed down?
Like, it feel like everything was just burying you at once, but you just had that drive that every time they threw some, every time somebody like
You just felt like somebody threw more dirt on you, you shook it off and you just come back
Like, that's how I feel
I let him lead the way
You know, it's hard when you in a corner by yourself
And you feel like you ain't got nobody to call on you, man, you got every person in America you can call on bro
But when you look to that man upstairs, it's just different bro
It is
It's the eternal emotion that's in that fire, that desire, that will, that's in you to
I gotta get through this, I gotta become better, I know it's in me
I don't pray every day, but in spiritual man, I know that man walks with me
Cause I don't have to see hands just, I don't ask for things, I talk about them and let him know like that man is good, man
That's a good, bro, we have a good creator
A lot of people don't, I don't understand the ones that don't want to grow up, bro
They scared to push on to the next level, I don't think like that drives, bro
I don't care what age you with, cause I'm 33, bro
I'm not young, I might look young, but I'm not young
I might sound young, but I'm not young, yo, you check me be, no I'm just playing
I'm not young, man, I done been through turmoil, I done been through hell and back, bro
But that fire and burn style ain't never stopped me from coming straight through that bitch wide open
I don't understand the choices, I ever choice that you made, you can't go back and turn that bitch around
Fuck it
Live, you ex that motherfucker, you exed it out, you make forgiveness with it, you forgive and you keep going
Don't let nothing enter into your presence when you trying to become that person that you know you are, man
That shine and star that bright shine and star, bro
Love don't have a long name on it, there were people that don't understand, baby
You gotta have some funk on it, you gotta have that love, man
A lot of us get to have that love, and we wonder why
A lot of this not written down for, it's not right for others to see
It's not natural for us to be in here and fear
I don't use only for your creator, anything on this earth is powerful because of you
You cry, let that tear hit the ground, you just don't know you don't grow grass and you don't grow flower
You come out better than who you are, man, when you see that the other side is more beautiful on the outside than the inside
Or the inside is more beautiful than the outside
I'm just saying, when I say that, I mean literally like, fire and hail storm and burn storm, bro
You had to take a pattern, I chose not to ask for no help, I didn't
When I went homeless, I went homeless, the people that I want to go and do a podcast
And that's how they stories, and they'll tell you the stories that this man came here and helped us
Using his unemployment, getting us food, helping us eat, it's real
I went to ground zero, I started with nothing, I stayed in abandoned apartments and abandoned places, man
I really seen, did I want to be at ground zero, or did I want to grow, bro
And over these last couple years, man, I have took a flight and growth
You know, I'm never going to be the same person I was, because I don't want to be that person because that person was only that person because it had to be that person for
A person that was scared of what was going on, the outcome or what was, what he was, the problem that he was, I won't say the problem but
The person he was taking care of
Because he was scared of more of what was going to happen to him after she left
And I did, I got scared, I stayed with people and I seen the ends and out, people don't want you like this, people don't know
You got to get your mind right, you can't go out there right now, your mind not right, your mind not right
It ain't right, Josh, you got to go and get your mind right for you, you can even try to talk to people, nothing
Every day I stare, bro
Every day I stare, looking pretty, looking at the sky
Just wondering what was going on
People didn't know what I was feeling
People didn't understand what I was coming from
It truly hurt, bro, hurting, hurting
It wasn't no, hey bro, I'm like, I need to do this by myself right now
Like real talk
And I did, and I overcame
I didn't have no family call to check on me after that
And then nobody felt like everybody helped me with that, everybody think I was somewhere and I was right here the whole time, bro
I wasn't right here the whole time
When I came back, I had my mind right
Aw man, it was different
People looked at me different, they looked at me funny, the rumors had already started, the bullshit has already started
Man, I walked through clean, bro, like Jesus, you can't touch me
Because that motivation and that drive that I had had me saying, bro, whatever y'all was doing cast upon me, would not stick upon me
All these rumors, all this shit, they were trying to want it
There were people who wanted for me to make things like they were more excited
Like, people didn't know I was back and when I was back I was better than ever
I gained a little weight, got my muscles, you know, shit, God had improved me
But the test of faith was, can you stand alone?
And I still was trying to say those who wanted to be saved, but the realization of the point, I couldn't
Sometimes you just gotta let go
Ain't no situation upon that's gonna make you crazy if not doing something that you don't, that you know is holding you back from greatness
Yeah, I'm sitting here, y'all, this is why I know like this shit gonna take time, it's not gonna happen overnight
But I'm putting in my time and my effort for this shit because I know that something magical can happen to me by the end of the year
That it leaves you picked up
I wouldn't care who picks it up, just somebody that can pick it up to let me know like hey I can do this and I can feed the ones that feed me
I can sit here and put my empire down, be in my homes, charge people where I want to charge them for rent
Not because of the equity or the value, just because I want to
I'm self driven, bro
I'm self driven and standing my own line is the best thing that I ever did and something that you can do too
Then y'all ain't man takes you further because you are self driven, you are driving the car alone, nobody in your ear, nobody in your sight
You are self driven, you in this tunnel, tunnel vision, that's what you want, that's what he took, that's what Kodak was telling y'all man
Self meditate, tunnel vision, see what you gonna go and see where you gonna go because this shit is big in there man
Like I say every day I'm fighting, I'm mad at myself because I don't get to put out content the way I should
Sometimes I hope my co-hosts don't get mad but I just gotta make sure this content is put out just for us so we can make it
Because I'm not going nowhere without them two people bro, no I'm not signing a deal without them two people
I'm saying this and if you want to see him record this shit back just in case I do some fake shit like that and throw it in my face
Make sure you keep it because I know I'm not like that but I know I'm not signing nothing unless these two people are with me
I'm gonna fight more harder than I'm gonna fight in my fucking lifetime do you hear me
I hustle ain't no but I hustle to somebody, to y'all but it's bigger than I hustle to me
Excuse me, it's bigger than that
I gotta fight for it, I gotta win for it, I gotta go for it
Bro I ain't even gonna can't because I gotta make my momma proud in some type of way of me and that's how I look at this shit
I still gotta make her proud and I'm self driven to make this woman proud, my kids proud and everybody proud of me of what I'm trying to do and become
You know a lot of people hate me, I don't know why they hate me
When they don't want when people didn't want me, when people say I wasn't shit but you hate me with a passion with niggas
You can say what all you want to but niggas, I'm still trying to find out where the fucking tattoo with my wrist set with a dollar sign there because I know I don't have one down there
So I'm trying to cry and see it, you hear me?
Like don't self play me like that
So like I said at the end of the day, I still don't see this shit
I'm looking at what my motherfucking money sign stop it and everything stop it at the little J
So everybody that's trying to self down man self pity me bruh make sure you know like niggas
You know that I'm, you know like niggas don't play with me bruh
Don't hate on me bruh
Don't be, don't try to step in a self driven niggas lane when he pushing for himself or a self driven woman lane when she pushing for herself
Don't step up in a person lane anyway that's going a thousand miles per hour because you ain't gonna be able to hold on and you ain't gonna be able to stand and empty the compact when it got down stop
Do you hear me?
I'm too self driven for the bullshit and soak in some of you
Cause nobody ain't gonna stop you bruh, who gonna stop you?
Everybody already, right I came over too many plans and it's too late to stop you
Now they already see that light shine and so God already saying I'm putting everything in the works for you
Just show, just sit here, just stay structure and you keep doing this and I'm telling you your dream from the flourish
And by the time I tell you, you gonna be what I tell you and what you want
I know
Put at the end of the day
Stop it
Cause I don't see
Other people don't see what you see
At night
And y'all can see and say what you wanna say
But it's the truth
You're not gonna stop oppressing this destiny for greatness
You can't
You won't
And you never will
Especially when you have hatred in your fucking heart
Your heart is not what it is man
And I see it there bruh
Sometimes I be, you know, out my mind a little bit when I be talking but I be speaking, it's the truth
I just see it in a different context
You are self-driven, your accomplishments are about to show and flourish for itself
Don't stop waiting on the motherfucker to tell you, hey good job
Stop bruh, just keep going, be a little muck
When the motherfucker get ready to say, motherfucker gonna have to bow down to you and say it
Because the king or the god or the queen or the goddess you are is gonna be showing
It's gonna show on you
Can't nobody be you, they hate to be you
They hate to see you
Oh y'all, it's true, they hate to see you
It's that smile that they have, what's up man
It's that shit that you know they hate to be around you females
It's that shit when you know they hate when you coming
They know because when they see your blessings and abundance is upon you man
And I'm gonna tell you something
People like, well, Josh, you know, I know your mama left me somewhere
I don't, I wouldn't even know because I have a sister that is so criminalizing to the point where she probably took it for herself
Do you hear me?
Let me repeat that
I have a sister that is so criminalizing
So devious, she can break the system
But yes, she's probably got that already
So I'm not even worried about this shit
If you take from a king now, you'll try to steal from him later
And at the end of the day, you won't be in my kingdom
It's gonna be crazy because people gonna be like, why he doing such a thing like that
It's not me, it's God, asking stuff why she do herself like that
I'm gonna steal a healthy, but I'm not gonna help the like they want me to help the
Nah
I'll make sure, the main thing I'll make sure that you have a fucking house, a roof over your fucking head
That was the main thing I'll make sure
Those are your neck, you can get it on your own
But my nieces, they're my my babies
They're my mama babies
I'm gonna spoil my daughters, my sons
I'm gonna spoil them
My little cousins, I'm gonna spoil them
They can come and be cousins and get anything, uncle anything
But don't use me for a wrong factor, as I like
But self driven is what you, break down the word self
Have you made, have you made good with self?
Have you apologized to self?
Have you show self that you care about self?
Huh?
And driven, are you, are you drovin', are you drove by the material shit in life?
Are you driven to the point where you won't success, success but not the right success
Not the success that you have with your business, family and God
You just won't success
Do you won't success where you got God's power?
God first, family second and business is third?
Huh?
Answer that to me, yes or no?
I think you do, everybody got it in them
But do you have that drive where you just got the drive where
God, you just done been through so much and God know you have
He know a heart you have and he know you gonna bless the ones that he know need the blessings
And he gonna lead you to and you gonna lead by his, by him
I want that one, give me that one
Because if I can leave from God that means God gonna lead me from my family, he gonna lead me
To be a great man in my family, he gonna lead me to be a great father, a great uncle, a great cousin
The person I truly wanna be
Give me that one, give me the self driven one
That's what I want, fuck that self driven
Self driven is what, self driven is something that work man you can't take away, nobody can't take away your drive
They can't, that's a drive that can't be downloaded, reinstalled, rebooted, no nothing, it's a drive that just built in you
And a lot of us think, I ain't got that drive to eat, you got that drive
But are you willing to go, have you been to hell and back for it?
If you have then yes, are you willing to let go, are you willing to sacrifice?
That's the whole, that's where we put a pause in it right there
Because it's hard for us to sacrifice shit bro, it is, it's hard for us to pretend like we're going for sacrifice shit when we go back to it
When you sacrifice it, you know like, I'm about this shit done bro, I'm tired of doing this shit, I'm tired of waking up to this shit
I'm tired of these people talking about me, I'm tired of hearing the same shit, I'm tired of nobody having this and I'm tired of not having it
You gon' get fucking tired
So when you get tired, what you gon' do? Tell me what you gon' do
So when you get tired, ain't nobody gon' stop you
I don't know what's hard, what shit it can't be as hard as shit
You gon' to get it everyday, you gon' to pay for it everyday
You gon' to spend on it everyday, you gon' to buy it everyday, you gon' to the mall everyday
Shit bro, you gon' have to think about the shit that you know you gon' have to seriously take seriously this fucking lifetime bro
And to get to where you the fuck y'all go, you got to push it bro
You got to sit here and you got to ask God, you got to sit here and tell God I want that drive, I need that drive
And when he see you, start doing right by yourself, start guiding yourself right, that drive in you gon' activate regardless
See we ask God for it but I don't think we have to do it sit here and just say God I know you ain't steered it in us
I'm finna activate this for you, I'm finna activate this so I can sit here and get led from you
You activate that drive, ain't no stopping you, they gon' hate you, they not gon' like you
They get too fucks about you, why? It's the fucking drive that you have, they don't like it, they hate it
Always gon' hate it, cause you not bout it, they not bout it
They all gon' say he not bout it, nah y'all not bout it
That drive that you got in you gon' keep you pushing harder than you ever could in your fucking life
We're a real store man, think about a person that always had a drive that they could walk
And they finally walked, about the time they walked, they like come to a short ending
Think about it, that's the self-motivation of the drive inside you that you got
You can stop doing what you're doing today, go do better tomorrow and see the repercussions of doing better
What it leads and what it gets and you'll want to do better more than stop doing the science shit you're doing then
What we doin' now ain't nobody further description to what the fuck you supposed to be really doin'
How can't you see him break a curse when you still activating curses?
When you still telling the person, I hope you don't get this, I hope
For one people, do people like that stay the fuck away from them
That's too much hatred in their heart, too much pain in their eyes, too much bullshit to see
Leave them alone, they ain't right
The ones that got it, got that sense, got that knowledge, got this good spirit, that good heart
Man, but I'm trying to tell you man, you want to be in touch with those people more than I want to be in touch
With the people you think you want to be around
Cause self-driven is gonna drive you into some self-driven people
Nobody can drive you to straight to nobody
Real talk, if I'm crazy, I'm crazy, but I'm not sounding crazy when I said that
When you're straight, when you're driven, and you going driven, but I didn't
When you self-driven, it can lead you to self-driven folks
I was gonna say it like I was slow, but I'm not gonna say it like that
When you are fucking with nobody, you are driving to nobody
You going to town, nobody
If you want to go to self-driven town, you see a whole bunch of entrepreneurs, everybody out there
When you go to the town of nobody's, nobody's ain't fucking nobody
It's the serious talk and serious recommend of this shit
Stop acting like shit, it's just an understatement to you
Cause it's a pretend this, and it's just real talk
We need this more than we need anything else
We need somebody to get on our ass
We need somebody to speak the truth
We need that, cause if we don't have that, who the fuck are we to have?
Do you hear me? Do you feel where I'm coming from?
How does self-driving you, this season too by self-driven
If you people don't want to act the way they want, don't want to act
Hey, leave me alone, let them act the way they acting and then that shit
It's your turn, they'll see why God blessed you and they ain't blessed to others like that
Do you hear me? Be self-driven, you ain't got to worry about motherfuckers
Goddamn talking this shit to you, you're the person to talk
At the end of the day, they talking to themselves out of a blessing, baby
That's all they doing, man
That's all they doing, talking to themselves out of a blessing, big homie
That's all they doing, shawty
That's all they doing, man, I'm talkin'
They not doing nothing, hey
Now, bro, you talk about somebody else, the curse of flipping on you
Do you hear me? Stay away from that
Self-driven, baby
It's more important to be there
And like I said, I got one more show coming to you later on tonight, baby
Which is I got to go hand in some business right now
I got to go pay some bills
But this your boy, Kenyans
And I'm telling you, as a real person, bro
Stay self-driven
Stay self-cared, self-loved
Self-respected, self-honored
Self-trusted
Stay that way
That's all they gonna build up to a self-driven human being
But this your boy, Kenyans
Signing off, telling you
Stay self-driven, baby
It's about a today
And about a tomorrow
I can tell you that
Stay breezy, baby
Give me back your moments