1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 I'm a rock hero 2 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:17,000 You tune into All In, All Family 3 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:29,000 Starring King Josh, it seems to be too busy 4 00:00:31,000 --> 00:00:36,000 What it do, what it do, this your boy King Josh 5 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:42,000 And you rocking with All In, All Family 6 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:47,000 On today's episode you kicking it with your boy King Josh 7 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:51,000 And today's episode is basically going to be about maturity 8 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:55,000 Basically about the mental state of the mind 9 00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:58,000 You know, shit 10 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:04,000 Basically, can you grow the fuck up basically, what I'm saying, can you grow up 11 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:09,000 Are you officially healed to grow 12 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:12,000 That's what I am bringing to you today 13 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:18,000 I'm going to bring some hot topics, I'm going to bring some realness to it 14 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:26,000 But we are back for season 2 15 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:39,000 So, I just want to say, how everybody been bro 16 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:43,000 What's been good with the people 17 00:01:48,000 --> 00:01:52,000 What's been up people 18 00:01:52,000 --> 00:02:00,000 Did you take the time to listen to the words of last season 19 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:03,000 That's what I'm asking 20 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:09,000 Did you take the time to grow 21 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:13,000 Like you supposed to do last season 22 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:20,000 And are you taking the time now to heal 23 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:29,000 Yeah baby, yeah 24 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:36,000 But, I'm happy man 25 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:44,000 My vibration was low, but I am happy 26 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:51,000 Growth is a lot of things man 27 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:57,000 But when you realize your growth 28 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:01,000 Man, I can't tell you 29 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,000 I can't tell you 30 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:09,000 It's just like 31 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:14,000 It's like the suspense of it 32 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:17,000 You did 33 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:21,000 So I'm very happy man 34 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:27,000 Because I feel like a lot of people 35 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:33,000 Didn't understand 36 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:37,000 Didn't feel where I was coming from last season 37 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:40,000 But a lot of people did 38 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:43,000 And I'm happy to be 39 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:47,000 You know, giving out that guidance 40 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:50,000 Like 41 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,000 If you was in a bad relationship last, you know, shit 42 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:57,000 A couple weeks ago and you finally just said fuck it 43 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:01,000 Be proud of yourself 44 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:06,000 Be very proud of yourself 45 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:11,000 You are on your path of growth 46 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,000 If you stood up for yourself 47 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:20,000 And it was the first time that you ever felt like you ever stood up for yourself 48 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:24,000 Be proud of yourself man 49 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:29,000 I am proud of you 50 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:34,000 If you started your dream 51 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:40,000 Kuna Matata, I am proud 52 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:45,000 It's a lion in the jungle 53 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:48,000 You feel me? 54 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:52,000 Not like that, but raw, you know what I'm saying 55 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:57,000 But I am proud man 56 00:04:57,000 --> 00:05:04,000 I am proud of the aspect of the person that you became 57 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:13,000 I am proud that you are stepping into yourself 58 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:19,000 Be proud 59 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:24,000 You took a step up in maturity 60 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:27,000 You took a step up in growth 61 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:33,000 You took a step up in life in general 62 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:44,000 Now for the people that are still holding on to little things 63 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:48,000 Something like them little friendships 64 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:53,000 Don't worry about them friendships right now 65 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:56,000 The friendships going to weed itself out 66 00:05:57,000 --> 00:05:59,000 Our mom and dad has told us that 67 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:04,000 Man greatness is around the corner for 2024 68 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:10,000 It ain't nothing like it, do you hear me? 69 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:15,000 Nothing like it, nothing, nothing 70 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:19,000 It ain't nothing like it 71 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:26,000 Man I am so proud because 72 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:31,000 I was about to give up after the first season on the Pied Crab 73 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:35,000 But I said I am going to work harder, I am going to go harder 74 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:37,000 And that's my mentally growth 75 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:41,000 Because usually I just quit shit and go to the next thing 76 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:44,000 But I am sticking with something 77 00:06:45,000 --> 00:06:48,000 My urge is just making me stick with it 78 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:57,000 Man so part of you are mentally growing physically 79 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:02,000 There is not too many people that can do that shit 80 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:04,000 There is not 81 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:07,000 Some people still stuck in 1999 82 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:12,000 2000, 2005 83 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:16,000 Some people still stuck in 2010s 84 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:20,000 You have to let that shit go dude 85 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,000 You are too fucking grown man 86 00:07:24,000 --> 00:07:27,000 Girl you are too fucking grown for this shit 87 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:34,000 See I wish I would have had somebody to tell me the real 88 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:40,000 But you can't find real so it's hard 89 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:44,000 So you have to dig in yourself and find the real 90 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:49,000 But I know I ain't the only one that 91 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:52,000 Sometimes you be around a lot of people 92 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,000 And you see the fake shit 93 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:56,000 And you scan in the fake shit 94 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:59,000 But you stand back 95 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:02,000 You know what I am saying 96 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:05,000 You grind more and more 97 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,000 Because it's never going to stop you 98 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:14,000 But you feel like you are the only real person in that circle 99 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:18,000 If you feel like you are the only real person in that circle 100 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:20,000 Around a bunch of 101 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:22,000 I say hyenas 102 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:29,000 If you are a lion and you surround a bunch of hyenas 103 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:32,000 There is no scar going down 104 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:35,000 So you are going to go down too 105 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:43,000 You have to build yourself around the people that are built like you 106 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:47,000 The lions that are built like you in that kingdom 107 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:50,000 You following it through somebody else's footsteps 108 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:53,000 That's not helping you 109 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:07,000 Trying to be in somebody else's footsteps 110 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:09,000 Not going to help you 111 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:14,000 Trying to be in somebody else's footsteps not going to help you 112 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:20,000 It's not 113 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:23,000 Nothing is going to help you 114 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:27,000 I guarantee nothing will help you 115 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:36,000 Because you don't want the help 116 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:43,000 You don't 117 00:09:46,000 --> 00:09:51,000 And to the strong ones it's hard because we don't ask for the help 118 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:54,000 We don't ask for it 119 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:56,000 We just go along with it 120 00:09:57,000 --> 00:10:00,000 We pretend like we need the fucking help 121 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:05,000 Bro 122 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:11,000 Think about the deepest moments that you done been through in your fucking life 123 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:24,000 And you had to overcome them obstacles by your fucking self 124 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:29,000 Think about the times that you was on your own 125 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:33,000 And couldn't find the help 126 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:40,000 And nobody wanted to give you that help 127 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:46,000 So you had to learn on your own 128 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:51,000 You stronger than what you is 129 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:54,000 I been telling you that bro 130 00:10:54,000 --> 00:11:04,000 But you going to keep fighting it and fighting it and trying to resist when it's coming out more and more who you are 131 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:07,000 You want to still be in the club shaking ass 132 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:10,000 You want to still you want your free drinks 133 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,000 You want to be in the club trying to get every girl it is 134 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:17,000 You want to dress up every weekend cool do it 135 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,000 But don't that shit get old 136 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:25,000 You can't stay young forever 137 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:32,000 Don't you have morals don't you have goals that you want to reach 138 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:38,000 Don't you have principles that you trying to teach 139 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:43,000 Come on man 140 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:50,000 You done got out that relationship 141 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:54,000 But how long you going to stay out that relationship 142 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:03,000 If you say that person do little girl or little boy things 143 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:13,000 How long you going to go how long can you stay away from them little boy and little girl things until you get ready to go back 144 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:26,000 If you go back make sure that person is going to 145 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:28,000 You see what I'm saying 146 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:36,000 You cannot get in a car with somebody that's not grown 147 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:40,000 Because both of y'all on the same mission is going to crash bro 148 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:48,000 That is always like it's a golden rule to that like it's always been dealt that way 149 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:56,000 But you can't figure out lust from love 150 00:12:56,000 --> 00:13:03,000 You don't want to know about lust from love 151 00:13:03,000 --> 00:13:05,000 Now do it 152 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:09,000 You just want lust 153 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:17,000 We want so much 154 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:21,000 But we don't put it in detail how we want it 155 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:28,000 We don't try to sit here and grow for what we want 156 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:35,000 We just 157 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:39,000 Hey wait on tomorrow tomorrow is another day 158 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:41,000 Tomorrow is another day 159 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:43,000 Tomorrow is another day is another day 160 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:45,000 It's not 161 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:49,000 You can look at the world and the world can look at you 162 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,000 But how you going to look at the world 163 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:55,000 But the world don't even look at you the same 164 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:59,000 You call the weirdest motherfucking people crazy 165 00:13:59,000 --> 00:14:03,000 You call the craziest people weird 166 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:07,000 You call the smart people liars 167 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:13,000 And the dope boys the smart 168 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:17,000 You call the smart people liars 169 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:21,000 You call the smart people liars 170 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:27,000 And the dope boys the smart people 171 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:29,000 I don't get that 172 00:14:33,000 --> 00:14:37,000 We attract them to the opposite but 173 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:43,000 Do opposites supposed to attract 174 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:47,000 I'm just asking 175 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:53,000 Because of opposites attract 176 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:59,000 That means we feign for things that we don't need 177 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:05,000 We seek for things that we don't have value to 178 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:09,000 I can't figure that shit out 179 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:11,000 I can't 180 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:17,000 It's hard for me to figure this shit out 181 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:21,000 Not knowing 182 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:37,000 Not knowing that this shit is real 183 00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:43,000 It's hard for me to understand 184 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:47,000 That I feel like 185 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:53,000 We need more attraction, abstraction 186 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:57,000 To detail 187 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:05,000 That's the way I feel 188 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:15,000 Our heart ain't gotta be cold all the time 189 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:19,000 Don't you want to grow? 190 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:25,000 Don't you want to reach the next stage? 191 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:27,000 You see what the next stage is like for you? 192 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,000 How it's set up for you? 193 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:35,000 Don't you want to break that generational curse? 194 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:45,000 That's something that I want to ask 195 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:51,000 Do you want to break that curse? 196 00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:57,000 Do you actually want to live for today? 197 00:16:57,000 --> 00:17:01,000 Or die for tomorrow? 198 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:13,000 I don't get it 199 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:21,000 I don't 200 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:23,000 I don't 201 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:29,000 I want to create my own world 202 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:33,000 I want to grow 203 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:37,000 I want to be that millionaire 204 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:39,000 I live like I'm rich every day 205 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:43,000 I don't have to have everything and everything 206 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:47,000 Because I live and feel rich every day 207 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:51,000 That's my growth 208 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:57,000 Because when you get money 209 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:01,000 How you gonna spend money? 210 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:07,000 Is you gonna blow the shit? 211 00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:11,000 Is you gonna mature with the shit? 212 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:17,000 Shit, I can hear some people that's out there like this in they mind 213 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:23,000 You hear me? 214 00:18:23,000 --> 00:18:27,000 I can hear some people that's like this 215 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:35,000 And some people like this 216 00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:41,000 I don't give a fuck what I do with the money 217 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:45,000 Come on man 218 00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:49,000 You gots to give that fuck bro 219 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:53,000 You gots to care 220 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:59,000 You can't take money with you 221 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:03,000 And the crazy thing is 222 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:09,000 When we get the money 223 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:13,000 You don't look at the homeless 224 00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:17,000 You don't try to build homes and houses for the homeless 225 00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:23,000 And do shit like 226 00:19:23,000 --> 00:19:29,000 Getting them a motherfucking 227 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:33,000 Like going through a motherfucking 228 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:37,000 Little thing where they can get their lives together 229 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:39,000 Get back on track 230 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:43,000 One step at a time programs 231 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:47,000 Bounce back on your feet 232 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:51,000 Give them jobs inside of you 233 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:55,000 Give them jobs inside of 234 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:59,000 The structure that you trying to build for your community 235 00:19:59,000 --> 00:20:03,000 You don't do that 236 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:07,000 But you caught yourself growing because you went back and helped your community 237 00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:11,000 That's not it man 238 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:15,000 Every person has a life 239 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:19,000 And if they choose not to do or will 240 00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:23,000 I will sit you outside their kingdom 241 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:27,000 And let you see other flurries why you didn't want to change your life 242 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:31,000 But when you do you are always welcome to come back and change your life 243 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:35,000 That's the type of person I am and if I ever get that type of money 244 00:20:35,000 --> 00:20:39,000 That's the growth in me to do something like that and not just think of myself 245 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:43,000 Be greedy by myself 246 00:20:43,000 --> 00:20:47,000 But we are so envious and so greedy 247 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:51,000 To the point where 248 00:20:51,000 --> 00:20:55,000 Who want the next person to make it 249 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:59,000 Shit 250 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:03,000 I don't think nobody do 251 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:07,000 Who want the person to be seen 252 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:11,000 Shit nobody wants to be seen 253 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:15,000 Why I don't know 254 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:19,000 Do you understand it? I can't 255 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:27,000 Can you make them care? No 256 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:31,000 I can talk to them and give them all the information to try to make them download tocare 257 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:35,000 But once they don't care 258 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:39,000 You walk away 259 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:43,000 Because a person 260 00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:47,000 Will see a good hearted person 261 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:51,000 And knowing that that person cares 262 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:55,000 And they will act like they would care deceive you 263 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:59,000 Manipulate your minds act like you care 264 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:03,000 And you will be doing things for them 265 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:07,000 No man 266 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:11,000 No 267 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:15,000 You don't do no shit like that 268 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,000 When you do it against your own brother you do it against your own sister 269 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:23,000 Because we learn manipulation at a young age 270 00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:27,000 And it's hard to get out of manipulation and deception 271 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:31,000 It really is 272 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:35,000 But 273 00:22:35,000 --> 00:22:39,000 To know and understand yourself 274 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:43,000 To realize manipulation 275 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:47,000 Deception overbearing 276 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:51,000 Loyalty everything 277 00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:55,000 If you never read the 48 laws of power 278 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:59,000 Go read it 279 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:03,000 Them laws are not laws 280 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:07,000 Them laws are to manipulate to get advanced 281 00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:11,000 In your life 282 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:15,000 Bro now 283 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:19,000 You have to learn the structure 284 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:23,000 You have to learn everything that is what it is 285 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:27,000 You can't learn everything just by trying to 286 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:31,000 Live out of fantasy, live out of dream 287 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:35,000 Isn't that such a thing? 288 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:39,000 Why? 289 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:43,000 Why are you trying 290 00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:47,000 You live out of fantasy but you can make a dream a reality 291 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:51,000 A fantasy is only a fantasy but a dream is only a reality 292 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:55,000 Because it's real 293 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:59,000 It's how I know 294 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:03,000 Have you ever been in a dream that makes it feel so real 295 00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:07,000 To the point where you have to wake up and see 296 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:11,000 Is it real life or not 297 00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:15,000 It's real 298 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:19,000 You don't want to 299 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:23,000 People don't want to believe that 300 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:27,000 Lifeers don't want to believe that 301 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:31,000 Everybody have to believe something 302 00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:35,000 You believe what they put on TV 303 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:39,000 You will never grow if you trying to be the people that on TV 304 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:43,000 You will never grow from that shit 305 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:47,000 Some of these podcasters will hold you back 306 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:51,000 Put you away 307 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:55,000 Sacrifice you 308 00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:59,000 Just like it is in the streets 309 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:03,000 Everything is the same 310 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:07,000 It's just on different levels 311 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:11,000 Your whole team 312 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:15,000 Will get together against you and sacrifice you and knock you off 313 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:19,000 Just so they can eat better 314 00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:23,000 When their time was coming 315 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:27,000 You know 316 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:31,000 People will envy you 317 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:35,000 So much 318 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:39,000 They want to be like you 319 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:43,000 They want to talk like you 320 00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:47,000 They will throw every piece of dirt on your name 321 00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:51,000 Whatever the streets say about you 322 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:55,000 They will run back and tell what the streets say about you 323 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:59,000 The streets don't even know 324 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:03,000 The fucked up thing is there ain't nobody talking in the streets 325 00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:07,000 Ain't nobody saying nothing in the streets 326 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:11,000 Once a rumor gets started 327 00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:15,000 It's spreading 328 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:19,000 It's like a wildfire 329 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:23,000 You can't stop it 330 00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:27,000 But they'll do anything to tarnish your 331 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:31,000 Who you are 332 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:35,000 Come on man 333 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:39,000 I live for today but I die for tomorrow 334 00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:43,000 Like I told you one time already 335 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:51,000 I don't care 336 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:55,000 I don't care if a person throws dirt on my name 337 00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:59,000 Because my record is squeaky clean 338 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:11,000 What you want is something that you can't have 339 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:15,000 And that's my light 340 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:19,000 My growth makes my light shine brighter 341 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:23,000 Is it like your light shines brighter 342 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:27,000 When your growth is there man 343 00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:31,000 It is, it shines 344 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:35,000 Brighter when your growth is there 345 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:39,000 Your energy is 346 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:43,000 Heating so hard to the point where 347 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:47,000 Everything in the room is brightening up 348 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:51,000 But 349 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:55,000 You think people won't 350 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:59,000 Try to stop you on your growth path 351 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:03,000 That's the reality of it because 352 00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:07,000 Now you gotta show your maturity 353 00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:11,000 That's when maturity come in 354 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:15,000 See maturity is different from growth 355 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:19,000 You know what I'm saying, maturity shows the growth 356 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:27,000 And that's what people don't understand 357 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:31,000 Your growth is gonna have to show 358 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:35,000 Through maturity 359 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:39,000 You can't sit here and hold on to a pattern 360 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:43,000 That don't even 361 00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:47,000 Try to sit here and fit your wave of life 362 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:51,000 It's not such thing 363 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:55,000 Shit if I could sit here and do some shit 364 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:59,000 Man I'd do it, but I know 365 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:03,000 It don't fit my lifestyle, I know it don't 366 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:07,000 Fit me 367 00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:11,000 I don't, I'm not, I'm gonna tell you something 368 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:15,000 It's different when you've been here 369 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:19,000 And you've seen everything you've been around so 370 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:23,000 It's different 371 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:27,000 When you just get in here 372 00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:31,000 And you still don't know 373 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:35,000 Everybody just out here for their name 374 00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:39,000 To be in the streets, I'm not leaving a legacy 375 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,000 For the fucking streets, I'm leaving a legacy 376 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:47,000 By showing my growth and maturity how this man, damn he went from this to that 377 00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:51,000 His life went from 378 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:55,000 This to up here 379 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:59,000 I wanna show people that 380 00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:03,000 You know 381 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:07,000 I'm not gonna, one thing about it 382 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:11,000 I would sit here and listen to anybody fucking live streaming 383 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:15,000 But I feel like your live streaming might tie in with my live streaming 384 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:19,000 And I wanna, I'm gonna ask you how you 385 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:23,000 How you worked your way about this, you know what I'm saying 386 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:27,000 Like I'm gonna literally ask you how you feel 387 00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:31,000 About this, how you gonna grow mentally about this 388 00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:35,000 I'm not gonna sit here 389 00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:39,000 And think everything 390 00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:43,000 You know, man your life ain't shit, nah I wanna know 391 00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:47,000 You probably don't get through worse shit than I have 392 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:51,000 Until you step a day in my motherfucking 393 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:55,000 Shoes and life, you'll never understand me 394 00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:59,000 I just grow from 395 00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:03,000 A lot of people 396 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:07,000 A lot of people didn't think I was gonna come back after my mother passed y'all 397 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:15,000 My momma didn't even think I was gonna come back after my daddy passed 398 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:23,000 But I've been the strongest child out the family 399 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:27,000 My whole life because I done been through so fucking much 400 00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:31,000 And everybody around me can't say they done been through 401 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:35,000 What I done been through because 402 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:39,000 The choices you made cost you to make that and sit up in jail 403 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:43,000 Or your choices made you 404 00:31:43,000 --> 00:31:47,000 The way you are 405 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:51,000 My choices didn't make me the way I am, I chose my choices wisely 406 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:55,000 They didn't make me the way I am, I chose my choices wisely 407 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:03,000 That's just real talk 408 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:07,000 I didn't sit here and complain 409 00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:11,000 I didn't sit here and hey 410 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:15,000 God had my back the whole way 411 00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:19,000 The whole way of life, I always trusted him 412 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:23,000 I never trusted no man behind my back 413 00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:27,000 No friend, no brother, no sister 414 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:31,000 Nobody 415 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:35,000 I trusted him, that's the only person that was gonna either 416 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:39,000 Let me take myself down 417 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:43,000 Even if I was gonna take myself down 418 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:49,000 I trusted myself to him and that's what I chose, I gave my life to him 419 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:53,000 So that was growth and maturity for me right there 420 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:57,000 And I've been seeing it ever since 421 00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:01,000 You know I stopped hanging out all night 422 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:05,000 I stopped doing all the nonsense that wasn't even valid for my life bro 423 00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:09,000 I stopped hanging around with people that 424 00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:13,000 Really didn't, really say they love me but don't love me 425 00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:17,000 You hear me? 426 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:21,000 These type of motherfuckers that don't give a fuck about me 427 00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:25,000 So why should I give a fuck about them? 428 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:29,000 My life had to keep going 429 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:33,000 Cause it's only me that's gonna be in the way 430 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:37,000 Cause it's only me, just like it's only you 431 00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:41,000 Ain't nobody out here finna 432 00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:45,000 Give you the handout that you want 433 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:49,000 Give you the bullshit, nah they not 434 00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:53,000 They literally not 435 00:33:53,000 --> 00:33:57,000 Nobody ain't finna sit here and tell you 436 00:33:57,000 --> 00:34:01,000 Your rights and from your wrongs 437 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:05,000 Why they finna tell you that? 438 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:09,000 They'll wait for you to fall, crumble, go down 439 00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:13,000 They'll happy you down 440 00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:17,000 They'll happy you down, that's the most happiest thing ever 441 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:21,000 They feel like they need to feed you 442 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:25,000 They feel like you need them 443 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:29,000 But your growth and maturity say otherwise 444 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:33,000 You always need a person that was 445 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:37,000 Always genuine to you, to a person 446 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:41,000 Genuine is a artifact that you know 447 00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:45,000 And that you see 448 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:49,000 It's not what you 449 00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:53,000 It's based on actions 450 00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:57,000 It's not based on words, genuine is based on actions 451 00:34:57,000 --> 00:35:01,000 I'm so genuine to the point where 452 00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:05,000 Well if you did fuck shit 453 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:09,000 Hey, alright cool 454 00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:13,000 I ain't really trippin cause I don't trip on shit 455 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:17,000 Never gonna trip on nothing cause if you trip on it 456 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:21,000 It shows your character and that's a part of your maturity 457 00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:25,000 Because your character is based on how you act and how you receive things 458 00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:29,000 And how your reaction of things 459 00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:33,000 Play out 460 00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:37,000 People can't, people will call you, people think you 461 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:41,000 In my city, sweet 462 00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:45,000 A lick, but when you 463 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:49,000 When God break that character and show that monster in you 464 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:53,000 That let's you know 465 00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:57,000 Period, don't fuck with me 466 00:35:57,000 --> 00:36:01,000 Because to you 467 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:05,000 I'm nobody, but to others 468 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:09,000 I'm somebody, it's a difference 469 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:13,000 And I want people to know that 470 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:21,000 I'm not gonna sit here and 471 00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:25,000 Wait 472 00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:29,000 For a person to catch up 473 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:33,000 My path is already, he's written my path 474 00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:37,000 He's written it, I'm already on it 475 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:41,000 You is, you have to get on your own 476 00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:45,000 To succeed 477 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,000 Well everywhere I work bruh 478 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:53,000 I can't, like everywhere I work 479 00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:57,000 I won't compromise, so 480 00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:01,000 I lose a lot of jobs for not compromising 481 00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:05,000 I'm always gonna tell the truth 482 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:09,000 And I know when I speak 483 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:13,000 The truth is real cause I stand alone when I speak the truth 484 00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:17,000 My mom always say 485 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:21,000 I stand alone for what's right and what's righteous 486 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:25,000 And I do 487 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:33,000 But in life 488 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:37,000 I separate myself because 489 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:41,000 I'm a way different animal, I'm too quiet 490 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:45,000 I'm too peaceful, too humble 491 00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:49,000 I'm too mature 492 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:53,000 To be with the dumb shit 493 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:57,000 That's not me 494 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:05,000 But in reality 495 00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:13,000 I love everybody 496 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:21,000 I love every freaking body 497 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,000 But 498 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:33,000 In our boys to the side 499 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:37,000 I hate dumb shit 500 00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:45,000 So I never judge a person 501 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:53,000 For what they done to me 502 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:57,000 What they done to others 503 00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:01,000 What they said about me or what they said about others 504 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:05,000 And you shouldn't either 505 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:09,000 But progression is your next step 506 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:13,000 Progression is coming soon 507 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:17,000 And you gotta see how your progression 508 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:21,000 Is gonna pop out on you 509 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:25,000 Progression gonna check your maturity levels 510 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:29,000 Progression gonna check your character 511 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:33,000 And it gonna check your most important things a lot 512 00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:37,000 Your heart 513 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:41,000 Your heart 514 00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:45,000 Is your beating soul 515 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:53,000 And I just want y'all to know that 516 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:03,000 But on these last couple minutes 517 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:07,000 I just want to shout out everybody that been listening bro 518 00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:13,000 I love y'all man and I thank y'all 519 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:15,000 Yeah 520 00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:19,000 Without y'all I wouldn't be doing this shit 521 00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:23,000 I can't wait to give y'all these merchandise 522 00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:27,000 I can't wait to bring it to you like I said 523 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:33,000 I really want y'all to get a message in through this 524 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:37,000 Because at any day and any moment 525 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:41,000 Anything can happen to them 526 00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:45,000 And the ones 527 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:49,000 That's been 528 00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:53,000 I say betrayed 529 00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:57,000 Hurt, stabbed in the back 530 00:40:57,000 --> 00:41:01,000 Caught figs, everything 531 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:05,000 I love you bro 532 00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:09,000 Because I've been one of them people 533 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:13,000 Nobody knows what your mind is going to 534 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:17,000 What you are trying to do or become in your lifetime period 535 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:21,000 But trust your process 536 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:25,000 Trust the love 537 00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:29,000 And most important trust yourself man 538 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:33,000 Because the growth is near 539 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:37,000 You kicking it with me all day 540 00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:41,000 So I ain't even trying to make it like 541 00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:45,000 Hey Queen E, she had to work tonight 542 00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:49,000 Black Tape, E.B.Hell and B and this so 543 00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:53,000 You kicking it with me 544 00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:57,000 So I'm going to give you the inspiration 545 00:41:57,000 --> 00:42:01,000 Then I come back with the real shit, I come back with the funny shit 546 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:05,000 And then you know the shit at me 547 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:09,000 I'm going to make sure we talk some real shit at the end 548 00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:13,000 Because like I told you, if nobody going to tell you they love you 549 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:17,000 I love you bro, I care about y'all 550 00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:21,000 Because y'all care about me by listening to this show 551 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:25,000 By tuning in, by spreading the word 552 00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:29,000 Subscribe, subscribe, subscribe please 553 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:33,000 Like I said, we back and we ain't going nowhere 554 00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:37,000 We ain't going nowhere, we stronger than hell 555 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:41,000 And nobody going to stop us from getting to our dream 556 00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:45,000 Nobody 557 00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:49,000 It's a 24 hour thing 558 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:53,000 Life has its ups and downs but God 559 00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:57,000 Puts stuff in front of you to make you realize what you need to focus on more 560 00:42:57,000 --> 00:43:01,000 Sometimes it's yourself 561 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:05,000 Sometimes it's your dream 562 00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:09,000 And sometimes it's the relationship as well 563 00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:13,000 To never give up on something that you know 564 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:17,000 Expires you 565 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:21,000 But you will have to sacrifice things that will 566 00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:25,000 Demise you 567 00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:29,000 Real talk 568 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:33,000 So don't never give up 569 00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:37,000 Don't never back down 570 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:41,000 Continue to grow, to continue to get power 571 00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:45,000 Continue to move forward, continue to press on 572 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:49,000 Because this your boy King Josh 573 00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:53,000 AKA King Yash 574 00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:57,000 You know how I like that, I'm like call me and stuff King 575 00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:01,000 Yash 576 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:05,000 This your boy King Yash 577 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:09,000 Shout out to my co-host Queen E Black Tape 578 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:13,000 And you've been tuned in to another episode of All In 579 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:17,000 All Famine 580 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:21,000 We got two more coming back, back 581 00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:27,000 Let's get it baby