This is All In All Family Starr and Ken Josh and I'm Queenie
What's good, what's good with you people? This your boy Ken Josh and I'm Queenie
and you tuned in to another episode of All In All Family
This episode is called Real Life Experiences
You know we're going to talk about real life, we're going to talk about real experiences that we don't have through life
You know good experiences, bad experiences, congratulations experiences, best moment experiences, you know this life experiences period
But Queenie how you holding it down, excuse me y'all, on hump day?
It's alright, I guess it's alright, that's all I can say
I'm about to get to fighting with that Pauline out there but that shit whooping my ass out there man
I'm telling you I want to get out there and just start shooting it but what am I going to hit?
Not nothing, not nothing, like these niggas in the streets just hitting nothing
But on this episode we going to get into some real topics so let's get into it
So Queenie how's it going buddy?
It's going good and cake Josh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, so on this episode like I said it's real life experiences
So on this topic right here, what is the worst real life experience you ever had?
The worst real life experience I ever had was doing something dumb and being preoccupied at the same time
Okay, okay, explain more on that
Don't judge me y'all, okay I had this spring girl, got a lot of kids trying to run around hand buildings
I got my two, yeah I don't mind watching your kids so in all I had a total of like seven at the time
Yeah about seven kids at the time in my house and I'm trying to fix them something to eat, talking on the phone with they mama
Did something stupid and it exploded in my face and when I say I had, I was hollering from the top of my lungs
I had two youngest ones in the kitchen with me, they surrounded me during the whole little situation
Man it was just bad, it was just bad, I would never recommend that to nobody
Yeah that sounds like a hell of a five worst experience
Yeah cause during the healing process I looked like a peeled grapefruit
My worst experience? My worst experience is, don't judge me people, don't judge me
My worst experience is breaking into the school just to steal some ice cream and sandwiches
Why?
Cause we all got healed up that night, 11, 12 years old with some grown ass men trying to steal ice cream and sandwiches at the school
Come on y'all we gonna go get some ice cream, they on drugs, we don't know
We going to the school with them, go up in there and I'm talking about a rack open that get the whole thing
All boxes, while toting across the street, Napoleon just whoop whoop whoop whoop
I looked and said worst experience of my fucking life
Man when I say that man made us put all our ice cream back, took the ground one down that down town and then made our momma now whoop our ass
My momma said what you up in there stealing ice cream for? I said I was just helping
Wow wow wow wow
Worst fucking experience of my fucking life, do you hear me?
That taught me right there never to steal stupid shit
You can't tell me today to go pick up some gum or go steal some ice cream from no store, no nothing cause I'm always thinking about what happened when I stole that ice cream
Y'all don't know though, I was hungry man, I was eating them bitches coming out of school
Oh wow
I was hot bro at 12 years old, I was getting hot at 11 but I started getting high like high high when I was like 13
But smoking that blood that day at 12, I was high
We were just getting out of man, I was ready to get ready to smoke smoke
I don't think my cousin said we gonna calm our nerves before we go in though
Man we got over the cafeteria, my partner say yeah I need some trays to take home
I said what the fuck we need you with trays? He was like I don't know I'm just trying to see y'all, I got plates and shit at the house
I said we got plenty more plates at the house, we good
He bust out and said no you don't, no you don't
I said nah you need it, y'all you know what you need at the house
He said what? I said go down there and get some tissue, some napkin and some bleach cause y'all don't wash your ass down there at child house
And that nigga said I'm finna whoop your little brother ass
It was a fun day but it was the worst day, it became the worst day cause the ass whooped bruh
When I said I just was hittin, fa fa fa fa fa, I did like that, like she start swinging any type of way
Like booty tying my ass bruh
That nigga that girl slapped the cheek, this right cheek right there, I was boom
And then everybody at school was like ah ha you got caught stealing ice cream ah ha
And they were on camera stealing ice cream, suspended
I said man this a bitch
Caught us stealing ice cream and now we get suspended and we weren't even at school
But y'all was on camera
We was on camera but we was on the camera
Exactly
That's the most fucked up thing
Like some worst days can also be fun days though
You know you can make them, they can be fun days but turn into worst days for you
It all depend on the people you with and the people you hang out with
And the people you try to do for and try to help
It can also backfire in your face, you see what happened to Queen E
Pow
Yeah, I don't do that
But man crazy thing is we move like
We move so smooth through this
And that's the best like blessed thing that people don't understand
Like
Your worst days can also turn out to be like better days
Like we done had worse situations
Trust me like my worst situation was
Going to jail knowing
It was my fault but I should have stuck with my first mind
And made my
Made that play in one whole walk
Instead of trying to make two plays at once
Like I done had that worst day
Like that true worst day feeling
Yeah
One of my worst worst days and one of my biggest fears
Was going to jail
That's everybody fucking worse
I only went for a day but that shit felt forever
Man that's the worst day of them all man
That's one day that we wouldn't even wish on
I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy
Because at the end of the day I jail ain't for nobody
You know what I'm saying like
That's one of the worst days like damn what I do
Like what the fuck I'm you know
You be thinking
Like how could I did this shit right
How could I move this shit like
What could I have done differently to prevent this
That's that day where you really just start thinking in there
You know what I'm saying
Now you start thinking about what can
What's your outcome
You need to be much
What you going to do when you get out of here
You open that bitch probably just for two to
Two hours maybe four
Sometimes you open that bitch for twenty four
It all depends
Since I ain't shit I was open that bitch
I was open that bitch and Raymond
For like seven days
I wouldn't wish Raymond on nobody
Oh no
I went down there it was hell
I'm telling you something
Raymond
Raymond is different bro
Raymond is his own penitentiary in his own
That's our jail in Mississippi
People don't understand like
Y'all don't see that's made him
National news
Like these are our jails
That are here for real like how a jail
Was like these are penitentiaries
There are no jails
Every jail down in Mississippi is not a fucking
Jail it's a penitentiary I guarantee you
I guarantee you
It's a fucking penitentiary
And I bro
Know when you get to the
It's before you even get to the
Bag like you open that
And you open that before you can
Get to the bag like you just up in
General population right now
Before you know you're in a little
Cage
Before you get ready
They get you a little caught back there
Because somebody finna get released
Somebody finna go home
You finna get pulled back there
That's how it is for the men
Yeah you gonna sit up and be one
For a minute
But shit you finna get processed back there
To get ready to go back there to B2 B3
You know what I'm saying
Shit this finna go to
Like I said that was my worst day
But it was my best day because
I was telling that old white bitch like
You ain't finna you don't know
You don't need my signature on shit
I'm finna get bailed out
I been bailed out since yesterday
Man that motherfucker got down and said
Ayy
Ayy sus
What
Pack yo shit
I said I ain't got no shit
That woman said
Ah here we go with this shit again
She said
Come on
I said to them niggas y'all want this shit
I had
Peanut butter sandwiches
I was fasting in that bitch
I didn't want no food no none
I'm finna sit here and not eat
I thought I'm going
I thought I'm going to go in meditation before I sit here
And not eat on y'all ass
Ayy bro what's how I mean
I was telling them in spirit like ayy bro
Shit only 4444
Thousand people are angels and they
True the angels out here and you can be
Chosen but you have to know who
Are chosen
And he was like
I was scaring someone
I was going back some of my people were reading
The bible some of them niggas was sitting here
I told them I said man I don't know what we talking about
Go read the bible nigga
Understand what 144
Thousand mean out of 12 nations
Every nation got 144
Thousand angels
Out of 12 nations
That means it's millions
Millions of nations
Of people and nations but only 144
Thousand out of each nation
Will rise
Think about this
But back to you know
Like
Real life reality
You know
People don't understand like
Real life is reality nigga
Real life experience
Like it's reality
That's why I say that
Real life experience is reality
It's built in reality
The decisions that you make
Is your reality
So like that's why I say like
I don't have some
My best moments have been
My best moments have been seeing my kids
Come out
Half of them because I fell out on her
I ain't never seen
But one thing about it
I always get with one of their props because
It's two things
Two reasons
They push out something that we
Can't handle
They had a patience for something
We can't have patience for
And on top of that
They create
They create for their kids
They make shit happen
That mean they create
A lot of people don't know what
Created means
Creative means
If you can create anything that can
Anything that like
Can bring income to you
Without doing crazy shit
Like sometimes you might have to do crazy shit
We ain't gonna sit here
And not disrespect you on it
But I like
My best moments was seeing my baby momma push my kids out
My best moments was seeing
My baby momma push my kids out
My best moments was seeing
My kids growing up
My momma seeing my kids before she passed
Like I say
My best moment was probably
2020
I did everything
I fucking
Nobody told me I couldn't do in 2020
That's how I feel in 2024
The same way
Like that's how I feel like something big
Is gonna happen and I'm gonna have another
Best moment in my fucking life
Because it's the same way
It's the same feeling of 2020
I exploded on the scene
In 2020 like
Like in that job
Like
I say I started in April
You know what I'm saying
And
It was just I was like it's crazy
Because now
I start posting pictures
You know
But it's different with this
Now the downloads
Come in
And I'm doing this
And I started around the same time in spring
I started
April 8
Yeah April 8
At catalog at 2020
Come on man
And then I killed
I'm talking about boom
I jumped out with a car
In a month
I stacked up
$10,000 in
Wait 4 months
Them boys were asking how much money
I was trying to see my chicks trying to see how much money
I'm making
I was
Like that's why I got this same
Feeling about this podcast
Right now like this is one of
My best moments
Then doing it with the people that like
I really have a connection with not
Like people that I feel like just trying
To cross me in waves
Because they see that
I'm bigger and better than them
You see you see you see what I'm saying
Like
This is a moment where I'm finna sit here
And I'm finna get ready and enjoy with people
That I know I love being around
Like
I know how like
Remember 2020 was the biggest pool party I had
Period
So
Come back around
2020
2024
I'm in a pool party this is a podcast
And I feel the same way about it this year
Like I know like
What's finna jump off
And I want everybody alone for
The ride because it's finna be fun
You just gotta have
Faith and you just gotta
Motivate yourself that we all
Gonna have
We all gonna be meeting there
Period
Cause the best moment is
Real life shit
Me
Like me bro like
The best moment
Was leaving my house knowing
My snake was
Aluse in the house
And I couldn't get back to the house
And these people
Didn't want
Didn't come out of their room for like
Two days
Then I
My momma tried to portray it like a week
But my cousin said I ain't come out of the room for like
Two days
So I said how the fuck
Who the ass in the door
They were like shit
That was goddamn shit
They was uh little PJ
With ass in the door like
PJ must knew what the snake was
Then
And I kept putting it together
I said how the fuck PJ find
The snake
PJ had the snake
Knowing that PJ could do what the fuck he wanted
To do long as he was like
In that fucking room
You know like
Best moments like that when you teaching
Your little cousin how
To control the house
How to get over
On your aunties
And uncles and grandmas
And shit
But still do it in a funny way
That they love you they ain't gonna judge you
For it
I told y'all last night the story about like
My granddad
But before I do that
Queenie what is your best moments
Some of my best moments are
When I became a mom
When I seen my first child walk
Across the stage
For his first graduation
My second one
Walk across the stage for his first
Graduation
Oh
Getting my first department on my own
Finding my first house on my own
Getting my first job on my own
That's about it
That's about it really
Well nah I'll take that back
Being in a happy relationship
Finally
Is one of my proudest moments
Mainly
Well not mainly but you know
Is one of my proudest moments
His
I guess when you
Have experienced one of those
Best moments is
Just helps you
It gives you confirmation
Of you being able to achieve
More in life
Like for the ones who
Graduated college
Top of their class or graduated
High school top of their class
Congratulations to all of you
That is one of your proudest moments
And you wear that crown
And wear it high
I don't give a fuck if you graduate
And you didn't get the job
You wanted to you had to start off there
To make done or anything
You think about this every day
And you always think about this
You are someone that you know
That can
Do anything because you graduated
Your first of your fucking
Phase
Maybe even the first of your family
First of anything a lot of people
Have been like you don't understand
You can be the first boy first girl
Graduating your family
You can be the first boy
First girl to
Be a doctor lawyer
In your family
Bruh I always
Think of that shit like you have it
People are out of it
Stop saying like
I wish I could have did
More fuck more you
Did what you could enjoy what you
Got
That's how you enjoy the
Best life
I mean like the best times in life
Yeah
What are some of the
Saddest times
That you experienced
My saddest times
Would be losing like
Losing my best friend
Losing my mom
Losing like losing my daddy
Like somebody that
You know he still
Had his words through life
That still got me helped me get through
You know losing like
One of my best friends
Losing
You know cutting off friends
That you know like really looked up
To really like had brotherhood
With
You know what I'm saying like that's like
That's the hardest thing for me
Right now as a person that I'm
Handling that I'm going through with
Is
Finna have to get ready to cut off
Somebody that I looked up to for years
You know what I'm saying like
I really had love for
He was my brother
You know but
Hey
To each his own you know
You
In that
I'm in a different mind frame
And you in a mind frame
Of
Other things
You know and
Envy and I see
It in your eyes and in your heart
That's what makes me
Like it's hard for me
Now because I'm figuring I have to cut this
Person off and that's probably the
Last person
Like
Of my friends that I really
Had trust and I really
Fuck with
So that's like
The saddest moment that I
Go through because I know like after
That I have nobody else like
As a friend
That I can just really fuck with because my
Other friends are cross seeds
I don't have friends here
So it really fucks with me
Because you know like I said my
Best friend Tuk is over there
That's my ace
Boom coon like ride or die
And it's hard because shit
We don't even see each other
Like that
What we do is like
Shit bro
You know we catch up we real brothers
We ain't no hating
I ain't none of this shit envy or men
Is real brotherhood and that's what I respect
About Tuk Tuk
And I always been like that with us
But the other one
That's here you know
Shit he always gonna be like
A brother to me but
I just can't fuck with him
On that level after what I heard
And people
Said you the main culprit
That told him
You know I was told the rumors
And shit like I can't
I can't like
Everybody not gonna say the same person
Over and over
You know what I'm saying
So shit
It is what it is
Like one thing I learned
You can't tell nobody how to be a
Driver and you barely
Can handle the wheel yourself money
And that's just real talk
That you
Can't motivate nobody if you
Not doing the righteous shit
You can't tell nobody shit that you
Ain't doing that just cause
What you been through
You chose everybody choose to do
Dumb shit in life
You chose to do the dumb shit
You chose that path
I chose to sit here
And do another path because I know
My life was burning out
And fucking 16 years
Old I knew I was fucking
Going to go down the hole
Right then and there
So you can't tell me
I been that bad ass
You know people I always want to tell you
More and more but they don't
Know truly know about you
And man this person didn't really
Hook back up until
What about 14 years
Ago
To be honest
14 years
Today we been knowing each other since
I was born
When we wasn't ever close
Like this
And I really feel like
When people hear your name
And people say good shit about you
And people talk about you
Like he cool yeah he like this
Here people will start evening you bro
Like I
Never wanted to grow my hair out
This is the first time
In my life that I just wanted to try some shit
And I wanted to do it alone
But I can't
Everybody else want to do the same shit
You know what I'm saying like
I came back fresh haircut
Looking good
Feeling better
You know big shoulders
You know I was
Feeling good after my mom passed
I came back a whole different person
And the person go back and say
Now he on appeals
How you gonna sit here and tell
Somebody some shit like that I don't give a fuck
You drunk or not how the fuck you gonna tell
Somebody some shit like that
If I am if I am I am
If I am not I am not
That's my business to tell
That's my business to tell my life
That's my business to tell what the fuck I do
In my life
That's my business to spread rumors on my life
Because you hear what
Other motherfuckers go back and tell you
Because they hating
Everybody know
Josh do not have fucking money
Signing tattoos on his fucking wrist
But everybody want to see him procrastinate
And look stupid
And shit but then when I get mad
And upset y'all niggas don't know how to
Handle this shit
Because ain't no person in this world whoop my ass
Besides one
Maybe two
That because I feel like I was soft then
I got soft
By taking care of my mama
I feel like I had to let people
For some reason
Just I had to be there
For her so I just give up right then
In the middle of the fight and think about her
People don't understand the sacrifices
And shit like that
If I kill this person
Or I beat this person up
Because I can't stop when I'm done
When I fight
I might beat this person till I kill him
Let me get on this bro
I'll stop in the middle of the fight
And boom
Come on bro
You think I ever
Right
It ain't now time that I ain't
In this world can't now a nigga say
Josh ain't never helped me do nothing
Josh ain't never
Gave a damn
On that one we gonna switch it up
What was one of the funniest
Moments life experiences
You've been through
My funniest moment was
Just last year
When I had all my kids together
And
People just saw us
Just being us
Like
Like he really is
Like a father
He really is just
He really do play with his kids
He really do have conversation with his kids
He really do
Enjoy his kids around him
Them always gonna be
My funniest moments
Chilling with my daughters
They getting older so I'm chilling with them
You know
Chilling with my
Chilling with my sons
You know what I'm saying
Like it's
It's magical and then you got
Three other people
Just right there and they be like
You know what I'm saying
Like I still
Take care of my step daughter
I don't fuck with her mama period
My mama just straight up
I ain't gonna lie if I said I said
She listen she listen I don't care
Just a ho
But I don't want that little girl
To grow up like that period
And
You know my little two step
Like step son like they
Like they so crucial to the point
Where I see one of them like
He live like I see me
Living in him right now
Like period like
You ain't gonna be able to fuck with him when he get old
That's how I look at him
Like shit
Him and Jace like
Y'all ain't gonna be able to fuck with
Him and I got a laid back one
Like he just to himself like to play games
And he see
That's the other version of me like
I'm just to myself
Like I rather be to myself doing
What I do love to do
And shit that's how
I feel like I feel
Happy with joy and have fun
Moments by
You know experience and
Like family
Like
That's the most thing that bring me joy
Cause I never got to experience family
So I experience family
When that part of life
Comes you know what I'm saying like when that happen
My kids her kids get together
Like that's family moment
Like you can't take
That fun moments
The best moments away from
That you can't
Okay
Speaking of kids
When you say you like
Spend time with your kids alright
Yeah
Okay
What was the funniest
Moments you had when
He was with your kids
Man when I
I had we was on live
Like one day
On Facebook
And
We was going
We was driving
I had all of them in the car like we was driving
And
It was funny to me
Because
I went in the store
To get some and they had
They was like
They go daddy they go daddy
They go my daddy they go my daddy
And I was like
You know I go back and look at the video at the end
I was like these niggas
Actually turned up by seeing me come out
The store
And it was fun because they were all
Singing that song man
And you can't take that joy away from me
Like they all in the car
Singing the song
Even the oldest one like
They go my daddy they go my daddy
Dude when you got kids that
Like that bro
That is my most
Beautifulest funnest moment in
History
Because they brought so much joy to let me know
They love their daddy bro
No matter what
They love
Their daddy
So that's like the most
Funnest part to me like the best moment
Especially just hearing this song
They go my daddy they go my daddy
They go my daddy
And you just hear
My little boy started off
But then everybody else just start catching on
And they go my daddy
They go my daddy and they were like
They were finna get a remix to end until
They stopped and I got to the car
So it's just
Fun like I said it's just fun
I don't say life
Life is beautiful
But what is your most funnest moment?
Uh
My most funniest moment?
I was upset about something
And I was cooking dinner
And my youngest child
Just come running there say some random shit to me
He just bust out and say
My baby daddy I said
I couldn't help myself but
Started laughing it was just
Too funny and too cute
Cause of how he talk
That had to be one of my funniest moments
My kid is the character
He's his own little comedian
He don't even mean no harm by it
He just that's just him
That's just how he is
So sometimes I have to say
Hey look I apologize in advance
About what this child says
Cause that's just him
I ain't teach him that
Hey I really know it
I met him a couple times
And I'ma tell you like this smart kid
But would trip you the hell out
Do you hear me? You love him Adele
Like I said you would love him soon you meet him
Cause soon as
Nigga
Boy the first time I met him
Boy that boy nigga about to KO somebody
I'm talking about about to KO that
And put that ass to sleep for good
Do you hear me?
Hey but funny story
Right quick right
The first time I really met Nigga
Man alright so
We up in there chillin right
We up here like you know
We chillin we having a little smoke session
You know grown folks
But the moment
So high she you know
She go up in there and go to sleep for a minute
You know what I'm saying so we understand
So Nigga say he tired too he go up there
He go to sleep
So what we open that door
Nigga you sound like a motherfuckin hurricane
I'm talking about
Have you ever felt like
Have you ever been wrestling
And you just rock bottom somebody
Ass like hard to the floor
Are you stone cold stoned or somebody
And your ass just hit straight floor like
You did that real stone cold stone
Man that how somebody
Hit nigga ass on top of that bed
Bro cause that nigga fail
That nigga say wow
I looked
I looked in the room
I'm trying to be nose you know what I'm saying
When I look in the room
I say god damn
That nigga just kiss the shit out that floor
Mama
Tired like a
Motherfucker bro
Man all of a sudden bro
I just hear that nigga
I'm talking about the way he
Kiss that motherfuckin floor his body
Hit that floor twice that what made me check
The room floor like that what made me
Check the room door from the get go
You ain't never heard nobody just nobody
Like body just hit no floor
And just bounce up like a basketball
And come back down bro
Man that nigga body hit that floor
Cause he was on the bump
The top bunk he rolled off that bitch
And he missed the bottom he
I was like how the fuck you missed the bottom
Bump head and that's the biggest bump head
That's the bottom
Your man missed the whole bump head
So I knew the nigga was flying in his sleep or something bro
Man the man hit the top of that bump head
Man and just rolled off and said
Pow
Like he would like he would bounce in the ball
Pow
He would kiss the floor
Twice
I looked in that bitch
Oh he dead
Shit let's go
Let's go
I said y'all hear that body just
Fall off the top of the motherfucking
Bunk
So everybody put the
Blanket over their head
Everybody put the blanket over their head
So I put the blanket over my head
Like I just witnessed murder bro
Like you think I'm bullshitting
I just sat down and put the blanket
Over my head and said I ain't see shit
Just look
Nigga never got out that floor
I don't tell you he got out that floor
He said I gotta go pee and he got out that floor
And said ah ah ah
He would hurt man
He slapped the shit out that floor man
I ain't never seen a little nigga slap a floor like that bro
From the top
Bump head from the bottom
The top of the bump head
To the bottom
And guess what the person that was in there
Never broke fucking sleep
Cows or nothing
Like motherfuckers didn't hear nothing
Up in their room bro
She had to been tired
When I say
I ain't never seen a motherfuckers slap that floor
And a motherfuckers ain't wake up
Man that's straight wood floor bro
I'm talking like you bouncing
The basketball
Like that type of shit man
That man slap that floor
Kiss that floor y'all
And the way that man kiss that floor
He said mwah
And she never woke up
Never broke scry
Never turned her head over
I said ooooh
Back this shit up we finna go to jail
Put the cover over my head
In there time bro
Cause I said what
If he don't get up
In the next 30 minutes he dead
And he unconscious one
That's a 30 foot fall to me
I don't give a fuck
That's a 30 foot fall
It's really a 70 foot fall
But that's a 30 foot fall
At that bum bed bro
When you kissing the floor at 5 years old
I'm talking about that nigga said
Mwah
Mama never looked over and said
Who the fuck is mwah
I don't think he heard what hooooh
Hooh like she was in a Titanic
And they was sinking nigga
Hooh
I said oh she finna die
In this one bro
We all finna go to jail
I ain't never seen a baby
Just mwah
Mwah
Kiss the floor
Queen he look
I look
We finna go to fucking jail
Yeah yeah yeah we is
Yeah the fuck we is
Told the producer and everybody
Pack this shit up let's go
The time to fucking roll
Why?
No this baby just failed
We going to jail
We can't sit here recording this house
Man but we done had some
Fun moments it's love moments
But I can tell you one thing
The best moments of our lives
Is just now feeling start
Like I say
We have to sit here and understand
Like the people we have in our
Lives right now
Hey guy we need everybody out
Take them on take the good ones
On the Johnny with you
And don't look back
And that's something that
Me and Queen E both have to learn
And you too
You have to learn in this life
Stop looking back
Time to stop looking back
Is over with
We have to go forward
A lot of people don't know about
Forward
So leave them backwards
And you move forwards
You can't change what's going to be tomorrow for you
Tomorrow might be riches
Somebody might be holding
Your hand that's holding you back
And you going to be
Asked out
Stop letting people control you
Stop letting people have that
Much power over you
This is King Josh
And I'm Queen E
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