1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,800 What's good, what's good? 2 00:00:06,800 --> 00:00:09,160 You rocking with all in, all family. 3 00:00:09,160 --> 00:00:14,480 This is your boy King Josh and you rocking with your girl Queen E. 4 00:00:14,480 --> 00:00:15,960 What's up with the Queen E? 5 00:00:15,960 --> 00:00:16,960 What's up? 6 00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:18,960 Man, shit, shit, rough weekend. 7 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:19,960 Really? 8 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:20,960 Hell yeah. 9 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:21,960 What happened? 10 00:00:21,960 --> 00:00:26,960 Shit, got kicked out the house over four chicken tenders. 11 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:27,960 How that happen? 12 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:30,640 Shit, I thought it was mine. 13 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:33,640 That's what she said with the kids, Mille. 14 00:00:33,640 --> 00:00:34,640 Oh man. 15 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:35,640 Yeah. 16 00:00:35,640 --> 00:00:36,640 Well, my weekend was good. 17 00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:37,640 This was up, man. 18 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:41,960 Well, today's topic is going to be about self-improvement. 19 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:43,960 Y'all, welcome to the show. 20 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:48,960 Sit back, relax, and let's get it. 21 00:00:48,960 --> 00:01:02,280 Welcome, welcome back. 22 00:01:02,280 --> 00:01:05,280 Let's get it, people. 23 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:06,280 Shit. 24 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:10,960 Every day I continue in the fucking struggle. 25 00:01:10,960 --> 00:01:11,960 That's all I can tell you. 26 00:01:11,960 --> 00:01:16,960 Every day is a struggle about black people. 27 00:01:16,960 --> 00:01:23,960 But on another topic, today we is on the self-improvement day. 28 00:01:23,960 --> 00:01:34,960 Self-improvement means how to improve not the body, but the mind and the heart and the 29 00:01:34,960 --> 00:01:35,960 soul. 30 00:01:35,960 --> 00:01:45,960 So E, first question of the day is, what can a black woman improve herself on these days? 31 00:01:45,960 --> 00:01:52,960 There's a lot of things that a black woman can improve herself on, such as improve on 32 00:01:52,960 --> 00:02:02,960 her attitude, improve on her appearance, how she views certain things. 33 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:06,960 I can agree with you on that. 34 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:07,960 I can agree with you. 35 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:08,960 Can sexy read? 36 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:13,960 No, no, I mean, yeah, your music, yeah, I don't fuck with it, but you get your money 37 00:02:13,960 --> 00:02:16,960 that type of way. 38 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:19,960 But everybody can't be sexy read. 39 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:20,960 No. 40 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:23,960 Everybody can't be sucky. 41 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:24,960 No. 42 00:02:24,960 --> 00:02:29,960 And I know everybody can't be Beyonce. 43 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:31,960 Hell no. 44 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:37,960 But it's about self-improving yourself to be better than Beyonce, better than sucky, 45 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:42,960 better than sexy read, better than Dirt, better than NBA Youngboy, better than yourself. 46 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,960 As a black man. 47 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:49,960 Man, today is just going to be about fun, relaxing. 48 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:50,960 We're going to chill. 49 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:51,960 We're going to have fun. 50 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:52,960 We're going to laugh. 51 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:54,960 We're going to kick it. 52 00:02:54,960 --> 00:02:57,960 So get your glasses, sit back, relax. 53 00:02:57,960 --> 00:02:59,960 I'm going to get into some topics. 54 00:02:59,960 --> 00:03:02,960 It's going to be some harsh topics. 55 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:04,960 It's going to be some crazy topics. 56 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:09,960 It might be some funny topics, but we're going to give it to you all. 57 00:03:09,960 --> 00:03:11,960 All right. 58 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:15,960 First topic of the day is, like I say, is self-improvement. 59 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:18,960 Self-improvement is the most important thing in the black culture. 60 00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:20,960 Black people don't understand. 61 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:25,960 Your environment is not who you are. 62 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:28,960 It's not where you are from. 63 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:34,960 If you look up the word ghetto, it is a Greek word. 64 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:37,960 Meaning distance. 65 00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:42,960 Meaning separation. 66 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:43,960 Not distance, divorce. 67 00:03:43,960 --> 00:03:45,960 My bad on that, people. 68 00:03:45,960 --> 00:03:46,960 I'm getting high right now. 69 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:50,960 I'm sorry. 70 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:56,960 But on another topic, we are trying to help people self-improve. 71 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:58,960 Motivational things. 72 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:01,960 Separating yourself from others. 73 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:04,960 Being your own god and your own goddess. 74 00:04:04,960 --> 00:04:07,960 Being your own king or your own queen. 75 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:09,960 Not who they say you are. 76 00:04:09,960 --> 00:04:14,960 Not who you say or try to be. 77 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,960 It's a lot of people that's being different people. 78 00:04:17,960 --> 00:04:19,960 People that they see. 79 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:22,960 People that's entertaining to them. 80 00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:25,960 That's not, nah, bruh. 81 00:04:25,960 --> 00:04:32,960 If you can't be yourself, shit, who are you in this world? 82 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:35,960 Huh, Erica, like elaborate on that for me. 83 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:39,960 Like who can't, if you not yourself, who are you in this world? 84 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:41,960 I can only be myself. 85 00:04:41,960 --> 00:04:43,960 That's the only thing I know. 86 00:04:43,960 --> 00:04:48,960 I don't portray myself as being somebody else that I know nothing about. 87 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:52,960 I am who I am. 88 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:53,960 I don't know. 89 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:57,960 A lot of people don't understand that. 90 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:03,960 But you gotta guide yourself to something bigger. 91 00:05:03,960 --> 00:05:04,960 Right. 92 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:08,960 If you had a goal, what would be a goal? 93 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:17,960 Not any type of goal, but a goal to reach and give back to. 94 00:05:17,960 --> 00:05:24,960 So in other words, you're saying what is my initial goal in life to give back to? 95 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:27,960 Yeah. 96 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:36,960 My initial goal is being the person that I was born to. 97 00:05:36,960 --> 00:05:46,960 Not just letting society and social media dictate what type of person that I am. 98 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:52,960 Because when we watch music videos, when we was kids, we were like, oh, I want to be just like that when I grow up. 99 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:54,960 I want to be just like that when I grow up. 100 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:56,960 I want to have what he got. 101 00:05:56,960 --> 00:05:58,960 Now look at us when we grow up. 102 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:02,960 In the same music videos we were watching back in the day, look where we are now. 103 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:06,960 We ain't made it no further than where they are. 104 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:09,960 And people don't understand that. 105 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:18,960 Like a lot of people we can progress, but it depends on how fast we progress. 106 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:28,960 It depends on how fast we can get our mind out of this matrix system, this program system that they have us living in. 107 00:06:28,960 --> 00:06:30,960 But you got to understand something. 108 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:35,960 Now nothing happens fast but a crash. 109 00:06:35,960 --> 00:06:37,960 Yeah. 110 00:06:37,960 --> 00:06:49,960 So if I was you, I would pace myself to make my improvement better. 111 00:06:49,960 --> 00:07:01,960 Because the more you keep upsetting yourself with I need this, I want to get this, I want to do this, I want to do this, I want to do that, you got to understand something. 112 00:07:01,960 --> 00:07:02,960 Keep this in your mind. 113 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:05,960 The only thing that happens fast is a crash. 114 00:07:05,960 --> 00:07:07,960 Slow down and take your time. 115 00:07:07,960 --> 00:07:13,960 You're more likely to succeed better than you did when you were trying to move at a fast pace. 116 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:15,960 And that's just real talk. 117 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:27,960 If you move, this is like, you got people in this world that's speed balling through shit. 118 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:30,960 I know because sometimes I'm one of them. 119 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:36,960 You know, but you got people that speed balls through a lot of shit in this world. 120 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:46,960 And that is something that is like hard for people to do is like slow themselves down. 121 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:54,960 You can't rush success because you have something more important to do after you get that success. 122 00:07:54,960 --> 00:08:00,960 You don't understand, some people don't understand the work that some people didn't put into in this world. 123 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:05,960 Just like the younger generation, how they think everything is supposed to be handed to them. 124 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:07,960 We didn't grow up like this. 125 00:08:07,960 --> 00:08:12,960 We had to work for what we wanted. 126 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:13,960 We really did. 127 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:15,960 Like we really had to go. 128 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:18,960 We had to go out there and work for what we wanted. 129 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:22,960 And then when we got it, we were satisfied. 130 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:25,960 But you got the younger generation now. 131 00:08:25,960 --> 00:08:30,960 When they get the work for what they want and then when they get it, they're not satisfied. 132 00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:32,960 They're trying to get more. 133 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:34,960 And that's wrong with society now. 134 00:08:34,960 --> 00:08:36,960 Everybody's trying to be better than each other. 135 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:39,960 And we should all be equal. 136 00:08:39,960 --> 00:08:40,960 I mean, you should want more. 137 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:41,960 Don't get me wrong. 138 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:42,960 You should want more. 139 00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:43,960 Yeah, you should want more. 140 00:08:43,960 --> 00:08:48,960 But it's not the type of more that's going to get you into greed. 141 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:50,960 You see what I'm saying? 142 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:55,960 I can bless you with riches. 143 00:08:55,960 --> 00:09:00,960 Some people it's easy to entice them with greed because they have that mindset. 144 00:09:00,960 --> 00:09:04,960 They built that mindset around it. 145 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:06,960 I mean, yeah. 146 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:11,960 But a lot of people entice greed. 147 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:17,960 Enticing greed is walking on borderlines. 148 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:30,960 You want to be like a person to a certain point as your mind frame is not there. 149 00:09:30,960 --> 00:09:34,960 You do some backstabbing shit. 150 00:09:34,960 --> 00:09:46,960 I look at it like stock market and trade centers, how these people invest so much money to get more back. 151 00:09:46,960 --> 00:09:53,960 That's an enticement of greed. 152 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:55,960 Everybody want the enticement. 153 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:57,960 And that's what it is. 154 00:09:57,960 --> 00:10:00,960 Like stocks is greed. 155 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:10,960 You know, because the more you invest, there's a percentage chance that you'll get more back, 156 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:16,960 depending on how high the stock market or that trade is at that time. 157 00:10:16,960 --> 00:10:18,960 And you never know. 158 00:10:18,960 --> 00:10:22,960 Some people invest in some good stocks and bonds. 159 00:10:22,960 --> 00:10:26,960 But you got to understand the chances that you're taking with it. 160 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:31,960 That stock market could crash at any moment. 161 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:34,960 And you left nothing. 162 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:36,960 Now you're upset with the whole world. 163 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:39,960 Now everybody's all about your own. 164 00:10:39,960 --> 00:10:44,960 You got to learn how to take ownership of the shit you put yourself in. 165 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:51,960 Nobody put a gun to your head and said invest it in that brand and you'll get this amount of money back. 166 00:10:51,960 --> 00:10:53,960 And you did that. 167 00:10:53,960 --> 00:10:55,960 Now look at you. 168 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:57,960 It's about self-improvement. 169 00:10:57,960 --> 00:11:05,960 If you can't self-improve yourself, make your motto who you are, you're not self-improvement. 170 00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:10,960 I ain't just talking about no I'm going to wake up and do this and now self-improvement, 171 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:23,960 that means maturing the brain more, reading, meditating, fasting, something that's good for the soul so it can enrich its enticing. 172 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:25,960 Self-motivation. 173 00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:31,960 Wake up every morning and give yourself some self-affirmation, positive affirmation. 174 00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:40,960 Start your day off with positive thinking, positive, not positive questioning, but positive confirmations within yourself. 175 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:53,960 If you don't have positive confirmations, if you don't have something to go on, something to, I mean, yeah, don't get me wrong, our kids push us to the limit. 176 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:57,960 But this is something that we wanted when we were kids. 177 00:11:57,960 --> 00:12:03,960 So how can we push ourselves in something that we know that we need? 178 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:06,960 Because we know that we have to have it. 179 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:08,960 We have to have it. 180 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:11,960 Like, it ain't no question about it. 181 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:14,960 You know we have to have it. 182 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:28,960 But it's a point asked, how can I self-improve myself, my soul, my brain, my habits, my maturing? 183 00:12:28,960 --> 00:12:34,960 You know, you can't walk in self-improvement if you don't have the mindset. 184 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,960 Because you're always going to fall flat back to zero. 185 00:12:37,960 --> 00:12:45,960 For example, years ago, I was a job force going through little issues or whatever. 186 00:12:45,960 --> 00:12:55,960 And the lady that taught me this helped me realize a lot of things in life at that time. 187 00:12:55,960 --> 00:13:05,960 Whenever I started feeling down, what she told me to do every morning, well, every night before I'd go to bed, was to take a strip of paper, 188 00:13:05,960 --> 00:13:09,960 write some positive things on it, fold it up. 189 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,960 It's like the fortune cookie method. 190 00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:21,960 Fold it up, put it in a little box, and then every morning you shake that box, you pick up whatever you wrote on that piece of paper, 191 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:23,960 and you repeat it over and over. 192 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:27,960 And that's what's going to stick in your head all throughout the day. 193 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:34,960 If you don't keep that mind, if you don't keep that little notation in your head for that whole day, you're not going to have a good day. 194 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:39,960 I can say it works, but I can say it's different strokes for different folks. 195 00:13:39,960 --> 00:13:41,960 Yeah, that's true. There's different strokes for different folks. 196 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:46,960 But for me, it kind of helped me with certain things at that time. 197 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:52,960 I gained the confidence to be kind of a people person back then. 198 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:59,960 Yeah, but you know, self-improvement is on you. 199 00:13:59,960 --> 00:14:07,960 You know, like some, I'm going to tell you something, and this is the realest shit that you can ever hear. 200 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:12,960 Self-improvement is based on yourself. That means you. 201 00:14:12,960 --> 00:14:22,960 That means if you have a thought as you can talk to people, but you don't want to be around people, it's cool. 202 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:30,960 It's a thought as you have to be an intellect to society. 203 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:34,960 You don't have to be social. You just have to be an intellect. 204 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:44,960 You just have to be in the. You have to know because it's two worlds that you live in, that you really live in. 205 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:52,960 You live in a spiritual balanced world and you live in the matrix. 206 00:14:52,960 --> 00:15:02,960 This is what you say. Hey, I don't watch the Simpsons and I haven't seen the dome and the fireman. 207 00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:06,960 Yeah, we done. We know this. They're rockets take off at an angle. 208 00:15:06,960 --> 00:15:12,960 We know all this, but the self-improvement method. 209 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:15,960 What are you going to do to improve it? 210 00:15:15,960 --> 00:15:33,960 Right. It's improving your mind is what you don't think is what you know is what you're what you got to do to feed the soul to unlock your knowledge period. 211 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:50,960 Because I'm just being honest, you can't go to church and you can't go to no pastor and no pastor can't tell you, hey, put I'm going to call God and I'm going to let you talk to him. 212 00:15:50,960 --> 00:16:01,960 No, it's only one man that ever that talked the word. 213 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:05,960 His true name was eating up. 214 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:12,960 And they left him out the Bible because he told the truth. 215 00:16:12,960 --> 00:16:28,960 People don't understand self-improvement is about the mind knowing the truth, knowing the truth, accepting the truth, accepting the truth, but also bettering yourself and living by the truth and living by the truth. 216 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:37,960 And living by you and living by your moral code is more to black people than what it is. 217 00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:41,960 It's more to self being to what it is. 218 00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:59,960 Like if you go deeper into this stuff, self-improvement, you fast, you read, you nurture the mind, you feel Mother Nature. 219 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:12,960 I'm talking about barefooted, no motherfucking socks, no crops, no bubbly, none of this shit. 220 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:14,960 I told you what I used to do. 221 00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:19,960 I flip-flopped broke, I throw them in somebody's ditch and I can't walk barefooted enough. 222 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:25,960 You have to feel like, do you know Mother Nature? 223 00:17:25,960 --> 00:17:35,960 It's a whole different side. If you look at the school system, it imprised us to be a prison system. 224 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:40,960 Because if you look at schools and you look at the prison system, everything is like a classroom. 225 00:17:40,960 --> 00:17:46,960 You had doors everywhere. It was just a classroom. It was just twenty-some kids to a cell. 226 00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:53,960 We just went home. We spent eight hours there. We just went home. 227 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:57,960 That just taught us. 228 00:17:57,960 --> 00:18:01,960 I don't think you learning in prison is a lesson. 229 00:18:01,960 --> 00:18:04,960 It's different from teaching in a lesson. 230 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:10,960 But they say you combine it together is teaching a lesson. 231 00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:18,960 It's difficult. It's more shit to what it is than what you see in this fucked up ass world. 232 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:23,960 But you have to self-improve yourself and balance yourself out. 233 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:29,960 Because can't no motherfucking preacher tell you nothing, bro. I don't give a damn. 234 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:32,960 I fuck with Gino. 235 00:18:32,960 --> 00:18:41,960 Man, I listen to him because he puts it in perspective that it hits where I think he meditates. 236 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:47,960 I think he talks. He goes up there and talks to God. 237 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:54,960 But T.D. Jake, Mr. I'm getting swallowed. 238 00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:56,960 Hell nah. 239 00:18:56,960 --> 00:19:01,960 Joel Austin, man, I used to like that phrase to wake up every Sunday morning. 240 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:03,960 Me and my mama, God rest her soul. 241 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:06,960 We'd get up in the morning. We'd get dressed and everything. 242 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:08,960 And sit in the front row and watch Joel Austin. 243 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:13,960 But then when I realized, like, bro, this man didn't want to let people in for the flood. 244 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:15,960 This man and scoundrels. 245 00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:18,960 I'm like, God damn. 246 00:19:18,960 --> 00:19:23,960 But then I look, and then when I just come back to home, I just look at the preachers. 247 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:29,960 Everybody want a big church. Everybody want a big church. 248 00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:34,960 Bro, man, it's about a money movement. 249 00:19:34,960 --> 00:19:36,960 It's about money. 250 00:19:36,960 --> 00:19:38,960 I don't give a damn. 251 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:46,960 If they take $10 out the motherfucking church money to put it in their own pocket, 252 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:52,960 what are they fucking doing using the church's money? 253 00:19:52,960 --> 00:19:55,960 God can't. God ain't got no cash up. 254 00:19:55,960 --> 00:19:58,960 He ain't got time. He ain't got zeal. 255 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:00,960 He ain't got none of this new shit that we... 256 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:03,960 He ain't got none of this shit. He don't know nothing about no money. 257 00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:09,960 We give him $10, he probably won't even know how to give us a chain back. 258 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:11,960 It ain't about money. 259 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,960 It never been about money or racism. 260 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:21,960 It's been about holding black people back from self-improvement. 261 00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:29,960 Because if they find out who they really and truly are naturally... 262 00:20:29,960 --> 00:20:33,960 Man, bro, y'all are really... 263 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:36,960 You don't even know how to... Y'all go crazy. 264 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:39,960 Y'all really kill these folks. 265 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:44,960 And y'all are the elder to these folks because they're younger than you. 266 00:20:44,960 --> 00:20:46,960 White people didn't come here until... 267 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:53,960 White people weren't found until 6,600 years after we've been here. 268 00:20:53,960 --> 00:20:57,960 It's been about self-improvement. 269 00:20:57,960 --> 00:21:01,960 Look what they got. Everyone about self-improvement. 270 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,960 Everyone about self-improvement. 271 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:06,960 Let me ask you a question. 272 00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:08,960 Everyone about self-improvement. 273 00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:15,960 Why would... Why I ain't let the black women... 274 00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:25,960 Out of all things, all people, the black natural woman, who took care of white kids? 275 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:32,960 Who raised some of their grandfathers who still... 276 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:39,960 But on some real shit... 277 00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,960 Why didn't they let the black... 278 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:45,960 Why they oppressed the black woman for longer than the black male? 279 00:21:45,960 --> 00:21:50,960 Think about this shit. 280 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:54,960 See, people don't understand when you meditate... 281 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:57,960 You're going to a spiritual world. 282 00:21:57,960 --> 00:22:00,960 See, you don't know nothing about hell and heaven. 283 00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:03,960 Hell and heaven resides in you. 284 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:05,960 It's the bottom chakra that's hell. 285 00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:10,960 The top chakra is heaven. 286 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:15,960 People don't understand that. 287 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:21,960 Your sexual attention keeps you in hell. 288 00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:23,960 Like, real talk. 289 00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:29,960 Your mind, frame, and living of how you live keeps you in hell. 290 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:34,960 That's what makes you feel like you in hell. 291 00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:44,960 The same people that been killed, shot, stabbed, is come back with incarnation. 292 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:49,960 That ain't no lie. 293 00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:51,960 You're going to go back to school. 294 00:22:51,960 --> 00:22:55,960 You're going to go back through all of it when you get to heaven. 295 00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:57,960 People don't understand. 296 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:00,960 In the Bible, Jesus said he would create his own... 297 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:03,960 He created his own kingdom. 298 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:08,960 And those who follow him... 299 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:11,960 Is welcome to his kingdom. 300 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,960 People don't understand that. 301 00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:20,960 You can build your own heaven through this shit, bro. 302 00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:23,960 See, self-improvement is bigger than what it is. 303 00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:25,960 Some people scared. 304 00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:30,960 Some people don't like it when you cross them lines. 305 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:33,960 I cross them a lot. 306 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,960 I don't give a damn. 307 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:37,960 I promise you, I don't. 308 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,960 I always cross lines. 309 00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:43,960 You tell me don't cross it, I'm going to cross the street anyway. 310 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:45,960 It can be a full-blown 18-wheeler, 311 00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:49,960 and he knock the shit out of me, and I'm going to still cross the street. 312 00:23:49,960 --> 00:23:56,960 Just because you told me, I can't. 313 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:58,960 That's just a ho... 314 00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:00,960 It ain't hard-headed. 315 00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:02,960 It's just knowing. 316 00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:07,960 Like, when your eye open, you see shit. 317 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:11,960 You see people angels. 318 00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:14,960 You see the demons that surround... 319 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:19,960 You see the demons that might be surrounding them, trying to get them. 320 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:25,960 You're going to see that angel protect them, fight them off at all costs. 321 00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:28,960 You ever through the night walk through the motherfucking house, 322 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:33,960 and you just think you're seeing a shadow, and it's just a regular fucking shadow. 323 00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:36,960 And he's like, damn, how that shadow move so quick. 324 00:24:36,960 --> 00:24:38,960 But that shadow big, it look like a big puff-head. 325 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:44,960 Every time you catch the end of it, it look like a little wing. 326 00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:46,960 Yeah, that's it. 327 00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:48,960 That's your angel. 328 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:51,960 See, some people don't have it. 329 00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:54,960 But see, people don't know how angels look. 330 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:57,960 Because they think angels is human form. 331 00:24:57,960 --> 00:25:00,960 Hell, nah, man. 332 00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:02,960 See, self-improvement is motivation. 333 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:04,960 Motivation is always to yourself. 334 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:05,960 You have to dig deeper. 335 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:09,960 Because like I say, church can't tell you about Christ. 336 00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:12,960 They are run by the fucking Catholics. 337 00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:17,960 How they going to tell you how the self-improvement and Catholics ain't self-improve yet? 338 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:23,960 They've been lying to us still all these years. 339 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,960 Hell, Jesus was here before 1600s. 340 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,960 How the fuck J come up in the... 341 00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:36,960 How can J come up in the fucking alphabet in the 1500s? 342 00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:37,960 You tell me that. 343 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:43,960 Self-improve your mind on it. 344 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:50,960 If J didn't come in until the motherfucking end, you tell me this like real talk. 345 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:55,960 You tell me, Queen E, I want you to answer this question. 346 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:56,960 Hold on, we got a real question. 347 00:25:56,960 --> 00:26:01,960 Hold on, let's slow it down, alright, Queen? 348 00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:06,960 So, we got a question. 349 00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:12,960 If J didn't come in until the 1600s and it's 80 Bibles 350 00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:22,960 and the Catholic only took 66 books and put it in the Bible 351 00:26:22,960 --> 00:26:28,960 and they run the Baptist Methodist, all churches, 352 00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:36,960 all that money they collect goes to the Vatican, 353 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:45,960 what you think that is called? 354 00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:48,960 It's a felony. 355 00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:51,960 It's a felony. 356 00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:53,960 Money laundering. 357 00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:54,960 You? 358 00:26:54,960 --> 00:27:01,960 That's money laundering. 359 00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:06,960 But see, anything that's corrupt is good. 360 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:07,960 You see? 361 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:18,960 Now, if you get to black folks, I corrupt them, we good. 362 00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:28,960 See, what I'm finna do is, I'm finna take the black man away from the home, 363 00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:33,960 I'm finna get them women a chick. 364 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:38,960 A chick! 365 00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:43,960 Then I'm finna sit here, oh, they need food stamps too. 366 00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:47,960 So, let's take that out the man money too. 367 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:54,960 Let's tear this home shit up. 368 00:27:54,960 --> 00:28:00,960 Oh, what they come out with first, oh, you got them welfare dollars. 369 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:04,960 Big ballin'! 370 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:09,960 Welfare dollars. 371 00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:11,960 That changed a lot. 372 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:24,960 See, that took the self-motivated black woman that fought for years through oppression 373 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:31,960 and made them lower their standards for little shit like that. 374 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,960 To feed off? 375 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,960 No. 376 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:37,960 It ain't come from that. 377 00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:41,960 See, the product of your violence, we gonna break that down later on. 378 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:42,960 I'm gonna come back to that. 379 00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:46,960 But see, this right here is different. 380 00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:53,960 This right here shows you how I'm gonna keep the black woman oppressed. 381 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:58,960 See, you all, see, everybody think it's about the males. 382 00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:06,960 No, it's about the one queen on this earth 383 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:14,960 that can reproduce more than anything in this world. 384 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:15,960 Think about it. 385 00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:26,960 Housewives back then, 50s, 60s, 60s on down, 60s down to 1800s, 1600s, 1400s. 386 00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:30,960 It was black women popping babies. 387 00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:33,960 It wasn't no four, five, six kids running around here. 388 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:36,960 They knew it was 11, 12 kids at a time. 389 00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:40,960 It was too many overpopulating. 390 00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:47,960 Now they're trying to fix it where they're trying to have full control of a woman's body. 391 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:51,960 They don't want a woman to have so many kids in one household. 392 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:52,960 My point exactly. 393 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:54,960 Why you, I'm gonna tell you something. 394 00:29:54,960 --> 00:30:00,960 Why you think they sit here and took the, see, people don't know. 395 00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:04,960 It's deeper what it is to this abortion shit. 396 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:07,960 Why they fighting so hard for this abortion shit? 397 00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:18,960 Because they know, they know that, okay, we took the abortion thing off. 398 00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:20,960 We overpopulated. 399 00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:22,960 Maybe we need to bring that back. 400 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,960 No, they stand with the abortion thing. 401 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:28,960 You going to get an abortion, you going to jail. 402 00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:31,960 That's what they trying to tell you. 403 00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:34,960 But you can't tell nobody. 404 00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:38,960 I'm going to tell you something. 405 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:46,960 When it's illegal snatching kids around this bitch, how is it illegal killing kids around this bitch then? 406 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:47,960 You tell me that. 407 00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:54,960 If it's illegal snatching kids up around this bitch, it's illegal killing kids, bro. 408 00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:59,960 Because they still considered a murder or a homicide. 409 00:30:59,960 --> 00:31:01,960 Let me ask you a question. 410 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:11,960 That means everybody that voted for that bill to get passed, for abortions to get passed there first, should be all in jail. 411 00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:13,960 Because them are murderers. 412 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,960 Because they what? 413 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,960 They thought of it. 414 00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:22,960 They premeditated it. 415 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,960 They did everything. 416 00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:26,960 See, that's the point. 417 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,960 The consequences are handed down to the lower class. 418 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,960 The higher class ain't not going to suffer the consequences. 419 00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:35,960 They want you to suffer the consequences. 420 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,960 See, the black woman is everything to the nation. 421 00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:43,960 People don't understand that. 422 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:57,960 Black people and Mexican women are the two most valuable things to this nation because they reproduce quicker, faster than any other race. 423 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:00,960 Chinese people can't have kids like that. 424 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:01,960 Y'all think so? 425 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:05,960 They produce two kids. 426 00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:11,960 You ain't never seen a motherfucker trying to man up here with nine kids. 427 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:16,960 You ain't never heard of a China nigga with over five, six kids. 428 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:20,960 Unless he from the ghetto. 429 00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:23,960 Do they even have ghettos in China? 430 00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:25,960 Yeah, they got hoods. 431 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:26,960 They got mobs. 432 00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:29,960 That's one of the things. 433 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:30,960 They don't want people. 434 00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:33,960 And we go to war with. 435 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,960 I ain't bringing a motherfucking gun. 436 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,960 I'm bringing a bomb. 437 00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:43,960 That nigga with swords over there is not playing. 438 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:49,960 You don't have to drop a bomb on that because if they start flipping through the air and shit like Jackie Chan, I ain't got shit to do with it, bro. 439 00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:50,960 I just want my own chicken. 440 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:54,960 I can go home. 441 00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:55,960 That's it. 442 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:57,960 I ain't got time for all this shit. 443 00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:01,960 I'm trying to tell you, people crazy. 444 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:19,960 They're just like, man, if you look and flip the self-improvement, if you sit here and flip the map upside down, you know where the fuck you at. 445 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:23,960 Find a map on your phone, flip it upside down. 446 00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:34,960 Flip it upside down and you'll know where the fuck you at and take an old picture of Egypt and take an old picture of America and flip it upside down. 447 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:37,960 That's how you know everything backwards in this world. 448 00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:39,960 What's up is what's down. 449 00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:40,960 That's an old saying. 450 00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:42,960 What's up is what's down. 451 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:46,960 People don't ever understand that saying because they're like, what comes up must come down. 452 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:48,960 No, what's up is down. 453 00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:50,960 What's down is up. 454 00:33:50,960 --> 00:34:01,960 Think about this shit, bro. 455 00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:04,960 Everything is motherfucking sacred. 456 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,960 They try to keep it a secret. 457 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:17,960 I tell you, you have to sit here and self-motivate yourself because a pastor not going to tell you what's really going on. 458 00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,960 It's a business. 459 00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:24,960 When the fuck do you have to go to school to preach, bro? 460 00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:26,960 You never heard of no pastor school? 461 00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,960 I ain't never heard of no motherfucking preacher school where you got to go to school and preach, bro. 462 00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:31,960 God instilled that shit in you. 463 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:32,960 You just preach the word. 464 00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:34,960 How do you become an ordained minister? 465 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:38,960 They don't take courses online or nothing like that. 466 00:34:38,960 --> 00:34:41,960 Shit, most of these niggas get that shit online. 467 00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:42,960 Sounds about right. 468 00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:43,960 Is that just like T-Mobile? 469 00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:45,960 Get them on TV? 470 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:46,960 Shit. 471 00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:50,960 You are ordained minister for your wedding for about $5. 472 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:53,960 $5 T-Mobile. 473 00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:55,960 That's just crazy shit. 474 00:34:55,960 --> 00:35:08,960 Then at the same time, you look at, bro, they made sure love don't exist no more. 475 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:11,960 What's your definition of love? 476 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:19,960 Shit, that 1950 shit, my grandma and granddaddy had, I'm going to cuss you out, you going to cuss me out, but you ain't going nowhere. 477 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:20,960 Where you going? 478 00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:21,960 I ain't going. 479 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:22,960 You go. 480 00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:23,960 I ain't going nowhere. 481 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:24,960 We stuck. 482 00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:25,960 Oh, we stuck. 483 00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:28,960 56 years later, I can't stand you. 484 00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:30,960 Can't stand your ass, Nino. 485 00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:32,960 What's your die? 486 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:34,960 You going to die for me, bastard. 487 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,960 That's that type of love. 488 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:41,960 That's that type of love, like that's that type of love, like, where, like. 489 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:42,960 That sounds like toxic love. 490 00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:43,960 That ain't toxic. 491 00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:50,960 That's that real love, like, where y'all know each other to the point where, shit, regardless of the point, it's just love. 492 00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:52,960 Regardless of the point, what y'all say. 493 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:54,960 You can't find that type of love with nobody else. 494 00:35:54,960 --> 00:35:57,960 You can't find it these days, period. 495 00:35:57,960 --> 00:35:58,960 You not going to find it. 496 00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,960 Because everything is based off of technology. 497 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:06,960 Everybody look at Facebook and if somebody post something that say. 498 00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:10,960 Like, fuck that 6 real shit. 499 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,960 Look at that 6 real song. 500 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:17,960 Fuck my baby daddy. 501 00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:20,960 What's the other song the bitch got? 502 00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:22,960 Tell my son, fuck her ex. 503 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:24,960 All type of shit. 504 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:32,960 Look at the songs they put out for people to realize, like, look at this stupid shit, like, look at this shit like that. 505 00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:35,960 Look at the songs they put out to my son. 506 00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:40,960 I just want to, I just want to top, let's make love for one night. 507 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:41,960 Just give me top. 508 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,960 The fuck? 509 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:47,960 Tonight this bitch finna be blowing up my goddamn phone. 510 00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,960 To my son, I thought you loved me. 511 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:51,960 Bitch, this was on a one night stand. 512 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:55,960 Some people don't even know the real true meaning of love. 513 00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:57,960 Man, nobody, don't feel like they don't. 514 00:36:57,960 --> 00:36:59,960 It's a whole different millennium. 515 00:36:59,960 --> 00:37:06,960 Where people just, people just getting together for financial assistance. 516 00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:07,960 Like real talk. 517 00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:12,960 If you don't say you love me, you going to love me. 518 00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:15,960 My flaws, everything that I come with. 519 00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:18,960 People don't, look, people can say this. 520 00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:20,960 Love me for me. 521 00:37:20,960 --> 00:37:23,960 D-days. 522 00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:29,960 People ain't built, people feel like they D-day. 523 00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:34,960 A lot of motherfuckers rolling up with our daddy. 524 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:38,960 So they only see what they see. 525 00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:44,960 A man is not, a man can't teach a man that's not there. 526 00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:49,960 That's how I'm wondering how the fuck the pastor's still getting taught. 527 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:54,960 And if Jesus or Enoch or God ain't came down here taught these, 528 00:37:54,960 --> 00:38:00,960 or Noah ain't taught these sons of bitches nothing. 529 00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:04,960 I mean, do people really just wake up one day and say, 530 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:08,960 I want to be a pastor and open my own church? 531 00:38:08,960 --> 00:38:10,960 Shit, I woke up, shit. 532 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:16,960 I woke up two days ago, shit, to my son, I'm going to build me a church. 533 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:18,960 And do what? 534 00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:22,960 A smoking church. 535 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:25,960 Shit. 536 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:30,960 Hold on, praise God. 537 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,960 Because this the crazy thing, man. 538 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:38,960 And this what I tell people, like, if God was so bad, bro, 539 00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:45,960 why would he want to kill us for the mistakes that we made? 540 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:53,960 Why would he want to wipe the world out for the mistakes that we didn't make? 541 00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,960 It's not us that he wiping out. 542 00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:01,960 It's the other side that he want to wipe out. 543 00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,960 See, some people understand angels are only here for us, 544 00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:10,960 angels are only here for us at late time, and they're my rare human beings. 545 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,960 I don't want to, it's hard. 546 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:16,960 My mama and grandma used to tell me that shit. 547 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:20,960 I'm the rare child like I ever seen. 548 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:24,960 I was like, man. 549 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:26,960 What that supposed to mean? 550 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:31,960 I'm just here to do a test, is it? 551 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:33,960 I'm not materialized by shit. 552 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:40,960 Like, bro, I don't, like, I get shit, possess it, 553 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:47,960 because I know this is what's coming in the future. 554 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:52,960 It's something that you get, that you possess, and you hold on to, 555 00:39:52,960 --> 00:39:59,960 because in the future you will have it, and people will understand it. 556 00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:05,960 They tell us, oh, stop being, you using imaginary, you using your imagi, 557 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,960 don't use your imagination, reading rainbow. 558 00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:10,960 You see they cut my nigga's shot off there, that was my shit. 559 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:12,960 Reading rainbow, you couldn't tell me shit. 560 00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:15,960 Reading rainbow. 561 00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:18,960 You couldn't tell me nothing. 562 00:40:18,960 --> 00:40:24,960 But at the end of the day, it's to stop your imagination, 563 00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,960 because your imagination is real, man. 564 00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:31,960 Whatever you, think about it, when you was a kid, 565 00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:34,960 everybody had that imaginary frame, bro, 566 00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,960 and you saw your imaginary frame. 567 00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:41,960 You played with your imaginary frame. 568 00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:43,960 You saw the realness. 569 00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:49,960 You saw people that you didn't suppose to see. 570 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:56,960 That's how I know shit is real, bro. 571 00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:04,960 The only thing you gotta do is just self-motivation, bro. 572 00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:12,960 That means self-improvement, self-re-inflect. 573 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:15,960 Let your past go, because your past will hinder you 574 00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:18,960 through any blessing that you hold on to. 575 00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:25,960 A soul that's angry at a lot of shit will not pass on to the next level. 576 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,960 I realize that shit, because I would have made that a lot of shit 577 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:30,960 when my mom would have had it. 578 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:35,960 But sometimes you just have to smile and keep going. 579 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:36,960 You gotta look at it. 580 00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:40,960 A lot of people have been through a lot of shit in this world, man. 581 00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:43,960 Especially the motherfuckers that y'all think on the street. 582 00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:48,960 Nah, sometimes God chooses the ones to be homer, 583 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:56,960 because their kingdom awaits them. 584 00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,960 You have to actually want it. 585 00:41:59,960 --> 00:42:04,960 And you gotta actually want to have a piece of it. 586 00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:06,960 Because if you don't want it, you playing with it. 587 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:10,960 Because once you're on this spiritual road, you can't go back. 588 00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:14,960 Ain't no turning no back, bro. 589 00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:20,960 Ain't no, oh, nah, your ass finna do this, your ass finna do that. 590 00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:22,960 Ain't no, nah, nah, nah, nah. 591 00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:24,960 You think you finna go back on those streets and hustle? 592 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,960 You got me fucked up. 593 00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:29,960 You think you finna go back become a murderer? 594 00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:33,960 Nah, get it up. 595 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:36,960 You think you finna go back and do all the drugs you wanted to do back then? 596 00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:43,960 Nah, stop it, palil. 597 00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,960 Everybody thought shrooms was a bad drug. 598 00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:50,960 But shrooms connect you, because it grows out the earth. 599 00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,960 And this mother earth is dead. 600 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:57,960 So it's connecting to you on a higher level. 601 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:03,960 But they don't want you to have shrooms, because shrooms is really a part of your, 602 00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:11,960 really a part of your natural eating source. 603 00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:15,960 Yeah. 604 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:20,960 You're gonna hallucinate like hell if you eat 12 of them. 605 00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:21,960 But that's what I realized. 606 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:34,960 If you can fast for 32 days, you can live for 32 days. 607 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:43,960 You'll be the hungriest motherfucking in the world, but you just know you gonna do it. 608 00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:48,960 The best thing to do is hate it or love it, man. 609 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:54,960 But you gots to sit here and self-motivate yourself. 610 00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:57,960 Love ain't gonna come. 611 00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:03,960 Everything that you want ain't gonna come unless you don't self-motivate yourself. 612 00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:07,960 Look in yourself, release your past, release all that. 613 00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:15,960 Because if you don't, you can't smile every day. 614 00:44:15,960 --> 00:44:20,960 All you're gonna do is put yourself through misery and pain. 615 00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:26,960 You're gonna weaken the body, weaken the heart, weaken the mind, weaken the soul. 616 00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:29,960 And they're gonna make you weak. 617 00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:31,960 And you're gonna fall for anything. 618 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:37,960 The devil gonna come in and attack you in so many ways, he gonna hit you left and right, boom, boom, whapapapapam, uppercuts. 619 00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:39,960 Don't Mike Tyson your ass. 620 00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:42,960 Down goes Frasier. 621 00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:45,960 But that's just real talk. 622 00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:51,960 You got to understand life is what it is. 623 00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:56,960 But you can make it better. 624 00:44:56,960 --> 00:45:01,960 Love is only what you gonna think about what tomorrow is. 625 00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:08,960 And to my young black men, bro, put these, put them down, bro. 626 00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:13,960 Because you hurting innocent people, especially in this city. 627 00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:23,960 And tomorrow is gonna be a good ass topic because we gonna get deep off in this city, in the heart of the streets of this city, of this city, bro. 628 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:26,960 It's crazy, man. 629 00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:27,960 Where's the balance? 630 00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:30,960 Where's the structure? 631 00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:34,960 All across the world, the nation, it's just in Mississippi. 632 00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:41,960 Hometown, Haiti, everything, well, like, come on, bro. 633 00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:50,960 Barbecue, shout out to you, you know. 634 00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:54,960 You know, big hum. 635 00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:56,960 I said over here, I don't give no fuck. 636 00:45:56,960 --> 00:46:00,960 This is life. 637 00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:09,960 You know, you got to take matters in your own hands sometimes to force your own government. 638 00:46:09,960 --> 00:46:10,960 You got to sit here. 639 00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:12,960 I ain't saying go cause a riot. 640 00:46:12,960 --> 00:46:14,960 Don't shine one on people. 641 00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:18,960 Because I ain't finna get out there with that ass. 642 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:24,960 You looking for the shit started, shit started, and a half time, I said, oh, he finna go to jail. 643 00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,960 Damn, they locked that boy up. 644 00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:32,960 Oh, no, they got John John in there, hell no. 645 00:46:32,960 --> 00:46:35,960 That's just me, though, bro. 646 00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,960 And we done had fun. 647 00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:40,960 It been a good podcast. 648 00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:42,960 But tomorrow, we got to get deep off in this region. 649 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:47,960 We got to figure out a solution to the problem, bro. 650 00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:54,960 And tomorrow, I'm taking Facebook, and we take Instagram calls from everybody. 651 00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:59,960 We going to let you speak your mind on how this shit really needs to stop, bro. 652 00:46:59,960 --> 00:47:02,960 Give us your opinion. 653 00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:06,960 We want your opinion. 654 00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:08,960 Real talk. 655 00:47:08,960 --> 00:47:11,960 Y'all stay safe. 656 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,960 Stay blessed. 657 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:17,960 Love and prosperity. 658 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:19,960 But this is All In. 659 00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:21,960 All family checking out. 660 00:47:21,960 --> 00:47:23,960 I'm King Josh. 661 00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:24,960 I'm Queen E. 662 00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:26,960 I'll catch y'all tomorrow. 663 00:47:26,960 --> 00:47:28,960 Catch me at 7 o'clock tomorrow. 664 00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:30,960 Catch her at 7, 30 tomorrow. 665 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:31,960 I'm just playing. 666 00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:32,960 Catch her at 7 o'clock. 667 00:47:32,960 --> 00:47:34,960 She right here with me tomorrow. 668 00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:39,960 Same time, same location, baby. 669 00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:44,960 We are going out.