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and enjoy the message. And we have an extra special

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treat for you on Mother's Day. Jess, why don't

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you introduce? We have my friend Noelle Rhodes.

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She was at the women's event on Friday night.

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Noelle, if you want to come out. Yes, Noelle

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is from Bagel Land. So she is from New Jersey.

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So she is my Jersey friend and happens to be

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the sister -in -law of Sherry Rand. She is a

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comedian. She is a podcaster. She is a pastor

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and a preacher. And she is just so full of the

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Spirit of God. And she just delivers in such

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an authentic way that I knew that I wanted to

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have you here with us this weekend. And so I

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am so honored to share the stage with you because

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you're such a gift. And she's a mom. And she's

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going to tell you all about that. So welcome,

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Noelle. Noelle Rhodes. Hey, welcome to the 1005

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service, or what I like to call Hunger Games

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Church Parking Lot Edition. Right? If you found

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a space today, you are favored from God. Wow,

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I'm looking at all you guys, and you are gorgeous.

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I mean, this is a good -looking group. I was

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just talking to someone out there who told me

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that she graduated in 1987 from Williamsport

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High School, and she looked like she was 16 years

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old. And, you know, I do tell people this. I

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mentioned this on Friday, that my husband is

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pretty good -looking, and he's from this area.

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And my sister -in -law, you've seen her. She's

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stunning, right? Sherry is gorgeous. And I thought

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it was jeans, but I'm pretty sure it's your water.

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It's the Potomac River. I'm going to stick my

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face in the Potomac River before I leave. I am

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throwing away all my snail mucin and I'm bottling

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up that water because you guys are good looking.

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I am a missionary turned stand -up comedian,

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which is a little weird, I know. And as I mentioned

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before, I've been married for 22 years. That's

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not a brag. That's Jesus, okay? And therapy and

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investing in a California king bed, all right?

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I like to just be real and be honest because

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sometimes speakers come and they're like, oh,

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I've been happily married. Our family is perfect.

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That's not true here, okay? I know that I'm hard

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work. And I know that those 22 years haven't

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all been happy. And, you know, partly because

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I'm always driving my husband nuts with how much

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I overshare to strangers. Anybody the oversharer

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in the relationship? I see some hands. I see

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a hand. I see a hand. Okay. Recently, my husband

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said to me, he's like, why are you telling the

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Amazon delivery guy that you are low on progesterone?

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And I was like, Troy, we see him every single

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day, okay? It was time. And this is for his safety,

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all right? All the women who are going through

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perinatal menopause, right, you're saying amen,

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right? Because it makes us crazy. We need this

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progesterone in our body. All right. So he is

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from this area. He graduated from Williamsport

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High School. Anybody? Okay. Go Wildcats. He was

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very supportive of me coming here. He said, Noel,

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I'm so happy you're preaching on Sunday. He couldn't

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be here with me today. But he's like, please,

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please, please remember my family lives there,

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okay? like just behave right and I mean I'll

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be honest you I am not a wife of noble character

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I'm a wife that's trying really hard that's what

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I'm doing you know but we've been married and

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we've got two gorgeous kids okay two teenagers

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I'm obsessed with them they're mildly interested

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in me Which is fine, you know, I've accepted.

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I'm just the unpaid Uber driver is what I am

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to them. But I love them, love them dearly. And

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the last thing you know about me is that, as

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Jess mentioned earlier, I am from New Jersey.

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For which I say, I'm sorry. That's all I can

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say, I'm sorry. I grew up in a very Italian -American...

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very Christian home in New Jersey, okay? So my

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childhood was basically a crossover episode of

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The Chosen and The Sopranos. Okay? Like, we love

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Jesus, but we also know a guy who knows a guy

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that can get you a really good deal on a new

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car. You know what I mean? My mom's name is Patty.

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And nobody loves Jesus like Patty loves Jesus.

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But let me tell you something about my mom. She's

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five foot. I think she'd want me to say that

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she's five foot one because she's doing Pilates

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now. But she's five foot, and she's a little

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scary, all right? Like, I think she'd give Jesus

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a hard time if she thought she needed to. I always

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think about this. Like, if I was one of the 12

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disciples, she'd be calling me every single day,

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okay? And she'd be like, Noel, where are you?

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Oh. You're with him healing lepers. Okay, put

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him on the phone right now, please. Hi, Jesus,

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it's Patty. Listen to me. If my daughter gets

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leprosy, so help me God, your Father in heaven,

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I will lose my mind. And you will have to come

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and heal me. Capisce? Capisce. That is my mom.

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I do make fun of my mom a lot in my stand -up.

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She's very gracious. But today is Mother's Day,

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and I do want to honor her. And I want to tell

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you that my mom, she just really believes in

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people and believes that God is for people no

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matter what. And when I was nine years old, we

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were in a church, and a teenage girl became pregnant.

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Now, this was the 90s, okay? And the church decided

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they were going to kick out this girl from the

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church. And my mother was like over my dead body.

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And she actually threw that girl a baby shower,

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helped her get through nursing school, and was

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by her side when she gave birth to her baby daughter.

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So basically, my mom is a bad for Jesus, okay?

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And I just want to say that because I give her

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a hard time. I really do. She's awesome. My dad,

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people always ask me, like, what's your dad like?

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Is he kind of like Mafiosa with, like, you know,

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the hair coming out of the shirt and the gold

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chains? My dad is an accountant who writes poetry,

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okay? and collects art, all right? Yeah, so like

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when people are like, how did you get into stand

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-up? I'm just telling them about my parents,

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and they're like, okay, that checks out. You've

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got a weird life, yeah. My parents were just

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some crazy cats. They got saved in the Jesus

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movement in the 70s. Anybody here get saved during

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that time? Anybody at all? No, oh, see, there's

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always a hippie that's ready to be like, I was

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there. They got saved, they raised me, and they

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told me all, about Jesus. And I just, I always

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like to tell that to people so they understand

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where I'm coming from. Like I know the Jersey

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Jesus, you know, just tells it like it is. But

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my parents told me about Jesus and I'm so very,

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very thankful and that I even get to tell you

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about Jesus today. And this is going to be the

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second part of the Inked series. Did anybody,

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was anybody here last week? It was good. I listened

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to it. Chris did a great job. But before we get

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into that, I want to let you know I want to confess

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something to you. I don't have any tattoos, okay?

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I think this might be the first time I walked

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into a church and I feel judged for not having

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any tattoos. Now, I saw a sign that said, come

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as you are, okay? I don't have any tattoos. I

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just have weird moles, all right? So I'm really

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sorry about that. I do think about, you know,

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maybe getting a tattoo one day. What I'd like

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to get is my Wi -Fi password tattooed on my arm

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because I have more screenshots of that on my

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phone than pictures of my children. Anybody else?

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Okay. Yeah. But, yeah, I'm really excited to

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talk to you about tattoos because I find them

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fascinating. Someone has decided to permanently

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put something on their body. And that's a big

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deal. There's a story behind that, right? And

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the reason why I find that so important is I

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really want to tell you today, I'm just going

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to give you the punchline right from the get

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-go. I want to tell you that knowing that you

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are permanently Jesus's, that you belong to him,

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will change your perspective when you are going

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through a storm. And I'm going to be talking

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to people today who are going through some storms

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right now. Now, before we get into the story

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I'm about to tell you, I got to tell you the

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pre -story. Is that okay? This is the prequel

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part of this story. But basically what happens

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is Jesus is with his disciples, and he's teaching,

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and there's a huge crowd. Thousands of people

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are there, okay? And they've been listening to

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Jesus for such a long time. that they get a little

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bit hungry. Anybody hear the story of the five

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loaves and two fish? Okay. If you haven't, that's

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okay. I'm going to tell it real quick. But basically

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Jesus is teaching and all these people are hungry

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and there's nowhere to feed them. There's no

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food. There's nothing. And Jesus turns to his

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disciples and said, where can we buy some bread?

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And they're like, we do not have enough money

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to buy these people bread. But then one of the

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disciples said, hey, there's a kid here with

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five loaves and two fish. And Jesus takes that

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little Lunchable and feeds thousands and thousands

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of people with it. It's amazing, right? That's

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amazing. I'm actually more impressed that thousands

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of hangry people were together and did not kill

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each other. I think that's the miracle, okay?

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But Jesus does this amazing miracle of provision,

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and everybody's really excited about it. It says

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that the people were like, this could be the

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prophet. And in fact, Jesus knew that he was

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getting kind of popular. The scriptures actually

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say that he withdrew because he knew they wanted

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to force him to become king. It says that in

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John 6. So he withdrew and his disciples, you

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know, they gathered the 12 loaves of bread that

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was left, the 12 baskets of bread that was left

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over. And they're waiting for Jesus. Because

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there's a plan to go to Capernaum, and to go

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to Capernaum, which is kind of like their home

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base, they have to cross a lake, a pretty big

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lake, okay? So I want to just quickly read to

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you, we can read it together actually, the scripture

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of what we're going to talk about today. John

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6, starting with verse 16. When evening came,

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this is after the big awesome miracle, His disciples

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went down to the sea, got into a boat, and started

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across the sea to Capernaum. Darkness had already

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set in, but Jesus had not yet come to them. A

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high wind arose and the sea began to churn. After

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they had rowed about three or four miles, they

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saw Jesus walking on the sea. He was coming near

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the boat and they were afraid. But he said to

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them, it is I. Don't be afraid. Then they were

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willing to take him on board, and at once the

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boat was at the shore where they were heading.

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Sometimes, sometimes we know that God has called

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us to something. Has anyone ever been given a

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vision what God wants them to do or God wants

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them to go or something they know that God is

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going to have? And it's on the other side. Anybody

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hear what I'm talking about? And you're waiting

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and you're waiting and you're waiting and like

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Jesus hasn't come yet. So you start to row without

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him. And in this case, that's what happened with

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the disciples. And I always wonder, I'm like,

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why did they leave Jesus behind, you know? But

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I'm sure they were like, you know, probably somebody's

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going to give him a ride, you know? And everybody

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was really excited about Jesus. They were leaving

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like a really high mountaintop moment. And that

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is something that a lot of us who have been walking

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with the Lord know we're talking about. Like

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you've seen God do some cool things. God has

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set people free from addiction. God has restored

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marriages. God has miraculously, provided. And

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so you are like, all right, awesome. I see where

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I'm supposed to go. I'm just going to get on

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that boat and go. But Jesus was not in the boat.

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And that's kind of fine, you know, to row and

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row and row, especially because some of these

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disciples were fishermen. I mean, it wasn't like

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outside their skill set. They knew what to do.

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But rowing and rowing and rowing is fine until

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you hit a storm. And sometimes when we hit a

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storm in life, like losing a job, marital crisis,

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taking care of a parent who is dying, and the

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storm comes completely out of nowhere, you start

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to feel exhausted. And you're kind of going,

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wait a second, Lord. What gives? Why is this

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storm happening right now? I just saw you do

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amazing things in my life. I saw miracles, and

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now I'm stuck in the middle of a storm that I

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cannot control. Is anybody with me today? Do

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you know what I'm talking about? Because let

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me tell you something. Storms don't RSVP. They

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just show up, okay? They're like your neighbor's

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three -year -old who shows up on your lawn with

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a popsicle and no pants on, okay? They don't,

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they're not waiting for the invitation, and that's

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like the storm. You're like, where did this come

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from? I want to tell you about a time in my life

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with my husband when we were... deciding to become

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missionaries to Northern Ireland. And it was

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2009. It was the middle of a recession. And people

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were like, you are never going to raise enough

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money to be missionaries in the UK. And my husband

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is a man of faith. And he was like, you know

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what, babe, we're just going to buy the tickets

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to go and we're going to. We're going to believe

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that God is going to provide. And I was like,

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wow, you're crazy. Okay. But I guess this is

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what we're going to do. And so we bought the

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tickets. And the very next day, a check was mailed

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to us that covered everything we needed to be

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able to go to North Ireland. Isn't that amazing?

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That is a miracle of provision, right? We moved

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to Northern Ireland. We leave our family and

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friends back in Jersey. We take our two babies

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to Northern Ireland. We work for a church and

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an organization that had been around for 20 years

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serving the children in Northern Ireland only

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to have to shut it down one year that we were

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in there. There was some sin that was happening

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in the church leadership and it was exposed.

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And actually, we did not realize it, but we were

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in the middle of a storm. And we had to close

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the church and the ministry down one year into

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being on mission. I was like, what? I was in

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the middle of a storm. I didn't know what was

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going on. I mean, for years, Sherry knows this.

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For years, we had been wanting to move to Northern

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Ireland. We finally get the moxie to go. We finally

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get the provision. And then one year later, it's

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over. And at that time, my son was three years

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old. He wasn't speaking. We did not know what

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was going on. I talked a little bit about that

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on Friday. I mean, it was like wave after wave

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after wave. And I was like, hey, babe, you know

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what we should do? Let's just go back to New

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Jersey and be like Starbucks baristas. I'm done.

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Like I don't want to, I just don't want to like

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do the ministry thing anymore. I don't know what

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God was calling us to, but I guess it wasn't

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this. Because I was like so tired of the storm.

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And I know there's people in this room right

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now who are feeling major discouragement because

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you believe that God has called you to something,

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but you are stuck in the middle, and you do not

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know how to get out. And that's how I really

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felt. It was really a really rough time. And

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I was trying to kind of make it work, and I was

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getting more exhausted, like the disciples who

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were rowing for three to four miles. I wasn't

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getting anywhere. And then what I started to

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experience, which I think a lot of us do when

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we're in the middle of a storm, is fear. I started

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to become afraid. Like, what bad thing is going

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to happen next? Do you hear what I'm saying?

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I did not know what was coming. And I really

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feel like one of the things that happens to a

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lot of us is we experience fear, and it clouds

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our vision of who Jesus is. You see, Jesus started

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to walk on the water to those disciples, and

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they did not recognize him. It says that as he

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walked towards them, they were afraid. I remember

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being in that season, and I felt like I had heard

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God wrong. I felt like I was not qualified to

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be in ministry. I felt like it was a big joke.

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I didn't want to tell anybody back home because

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there were people supporting us, and I want to

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be like, hey, remember when we were working at

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that church? That's over. We had nowhere else

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to go. I was so deeply discouraged. My friend

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Lori called me, and she lived in a different

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city in Northern Ireland, in Derry, London Derry.

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She was also a missionary, and she said to me,

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Noelle, I have a word for you. And she goes,

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I feel like you are in the middle of a tornado.

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And all the furniture has been up. Your house

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is uprooted. Everything is kind of flying around,

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flying around, flying around. But I want you

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to know when the storm stops, all the pieces

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are going to be in place. And when she told me

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that, honestly, I was like, I don't want to be

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in the tornado. Right? But I knew that something

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about what she was saying was right. Jesus walks

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towards these disciples. They were afraid. And

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he says something really important. He says,

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it is I. Don't be afraid. Now, this is really

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important because that phrase, it is I, is translated

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in the ancient Greek as ego eimi, which means

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I. I am. Now God said that to Moses at the burning

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bush when Moses was like, who should I tell the

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people is sending me? And God said, tell them

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I am sent you. That is the name of which God

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calls himself because he is all things that we

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will ever need. He is the beginning. He is the

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end. He is above. He is before. He is. Over every

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single thing, he is the great I am. And the God

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who was talking to Moses at the burning bush

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is now walking on the water to these disciples

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who quickly forgot of the great miracle they

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just experienced and we're now in the middle

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of a storm and we're afraid. And you know what

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I want to say to some of us here who are in that

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storm, who's feeling afraid? You're feeling a

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little bit of shame because you're like, I should

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know better. I should know better. But you know

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what? read the gospels, those disciples, they

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should have known better a lot of times, right?

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But Jesus is not on the shoreline going, oh,

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these guys, come on. No, he is walking towards

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them and he's saying, I am here. And then they

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led him into the boat. This part of the story

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reminded me of something, okay? It's a story.

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About when I was nine months pregnant, and it

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was Christmas time. This was a long time ago.

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And I don't know about you, but when you're nine

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months pregnant, you don't want to do anything.

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You just want to sit and do nothing. And my dad,

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my sweet dad, who likes to collect art and write

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poetry, he said, I'm going to make the Christmas

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gift easy this year for you. I have got this

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original artwork commissioned, this painting

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right here, and it was about this big. Not big.

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He's like, all you got to do is just have it

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framed for me for Christmas. And I was like,

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easy peasy. You know, that's awesome. And I remember

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it was a Sunday and my husband said, do you want

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to come with me to, you know, get a Christmas

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tree? I said, nope, nope. I'm going to go get

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this picture framed and it's going to be done

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with because my dad's hard to shop for. And he

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said, cool. And he left and I went to go look

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for the picture, the painting, and it was gone.

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This is an original artwork commissioned. For

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my father. And I panicked, okay? I'm nine months

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pregnant, running from room to room, looking

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for this painting, cannot find it anywhere. Now

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what you need to know is at the time we were

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youth pastors and we were living on the church

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property, and there was a dumpster outside. And

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I thought, surely the painting is in there. So

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me and my nine -month body, which basically looks

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like a cheese ball on two toothpicks, okay? We

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push. We, I'm talking in third person. I pushed

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the chair up against the dumpster. I jumped in

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the dumpster, starting to look for this painting.

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And not very long goes by, and the lid to the

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dumpster falls down. And I am trapped in that

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dumpster. with some squirrels and possums, okay?

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I was freaking out and they were like crawling

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up. It was like so horrible, okay? And I believe

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that Jesus is real because my nine -month pregnant

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cheeseball body was able to jump out of that

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dumpster and get out of there as fast as I could.

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And I'm like crying. I got like scratches on

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my face. It was so weird. But I walked into the

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house. I look on the dining room table and there's

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the painting. And so, I get it framed and I give

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it to my dad on Christmas. And I was like, I

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got a funny story about this one. And I tell

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my dad about what I did. And you know, he doesn't

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laugh. He goes, I don't think that's funny at

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all. He goes, you're my daughter. You belong

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to me. You could have just called me and I'd

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come and help you find it. And I always thought

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about that. Because I think a lot of us find

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ourselves in really... Panic situations. We're

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in the storm. We don't know what to do. We don't

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know how to help that child with addiction. We

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don't know how to get out of the financial pressure

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that we're under. And we're just scrambling like

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we're in a dumpster. And we forget that we have

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a father. We have a God, the great I am, that

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is willing to get into the boat with us. Do you

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hear what I'm saying? You don't have to clean

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that boat before he gets in. You don't have to

00:25:02.599 --> 00:25:05.519
have that reason, like an excuse for like, okay,

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Jesus, this is why the storm is happening. Just

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so you know, it's not my fault. I didn't know.

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No, he already knows. And he's walking towards

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you today. He does not care that you've been

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doubting. He's going to make that productive

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doubt in your life. And he's going to reveal

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himself to you and say, I am here. And you're

00:25:26.869 --> 00:25:28.630
going to let them in that chaos. You're going

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to let them into that boat. You're going to navigate

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that storm. And guess what? You are going to

00:25:32.650 --> 00:25:44.730
get to the other side immediately. I had the

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privilege of being able to pick the tattoo that

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we're going to talk about today. And I really

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loved it. Because I picked this passage before

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I picked this tattoo. It's from Lauren Shu. I

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don't know if she's here today, but if you are,

00:26:01.119 --> 00:26:04.779
I'd love to meet you afterwards. She writes this.

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You ready for this? Buckle your ears. In early

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2016, my family faced the devastating tragedy

00:26:13.380 --> 00:26:18.460
of divorce. Talk about a storm. As a mom of two

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very young boys, I had no idea how to face this

00:26:21.500 --> 00:26:25.339
new reality as I battled deep depression, dark

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thoughts, and utter hopelessness. Some of us

00:26:28.789 --> 00:26:32.430
can relate to that right now. To make matters

00:26:32.430 --> 00:26:36.829
worse, we were forced to sell our home and faced

00:26:36.829 --> 00:26:42.029
a period of homelessness in the process. As time

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went on, I found God showing up in all my dark

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places and reminding me that I was held. Not

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a week went by that I wasn't approached by someone

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I did not know to pray for myself and my children.

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God also spoke to me through my Avengers -obsessed

00:27:05.019 --> 00:27:10.559
sons. God uses everything, okay? And they reminded

00:27:10.559 --> 00:27:13.319
me that everyday superheroes don't necessarily

00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:15.779
look like they have super strength or they fly

00:27:15.779 --> 00:27:18.839
or carry shields and hammers. They whisper words

00:27:18.839 --> 00:27:22.049
of encouragement. positivity, and show tremendous

00:27:22.049 --> 00:27:24.430
bravery despite their situation or circumstance.

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The strength, adaptability, and perseverance

00:27:27.890 --> 00:27:30.690
my children showed during this time gave me a

00:27:30.690 --> 00:27:34.609
new hope and inspiration to keep going and keep

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showing up. Here's the good part. In the summer

00:27:37.930 --> 00:27:42.509
of 2016, I was baptized in the Potomac River,

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which we know keeps you young, of fresh starts

00:27:50.940 --> 00:27:56.799
and a change. In 2019, I got this tattoo to honor

00:27:56.799 --> 00:27:59.380
the superheroes who helped me through one of

00:27:59.380 --> 00:28:02.220
the darkest times in my life and never let me

00:28:02.220 --> 00:28:04.119
forget that their mom is their Wonder Woman.

00:28:04.670 --> 00:28:09.210
Shortly after, I began to use my testimony to

00:28:09.210 --> 00:28:11.849
inspire others through Divorce Care Group here

00:28:11.849 --> 00:28:17.569
at HCV. And my story is proof that what the enemy

00:28:17.569 --> 00:28:22.809
wanted to use to harm us, God used for good.

00:28:24.589 --> 00:28:33.460
Okay. You know what? God did not wait for Lauren

00:28:33.460 --> 00:28:36.279
to get it all together before he started showing

00:28:36.279 --> 00:28:41.579
up. You hear what I'm saying? God is not waiting

00:28:41.579 --> 00:28:44.119
for you to get it all together, to have the right

00:28:44.119 --> 00:28:49.299
mindset. He is already on the water, and he is

00:28:49.299 --> 00:28:52.940
telling you he is the great I am, and he wants

00:28:52.940 --> 00:28:56.619
you to receive that today because that's where

00:28:56.619 --> 00:29:02.630
the peace is. And what I want us to do is I really

00:29:02.630 --> 00:29:05.130
want us to do some serious prayer. Because I

00:29:05.130 --> 00:29:06.710
hear that this church believes in the power of

00:29:06.710 --> 00:29:10.430
prayer. Correct? And look, there are people in

00:29:10.430 --> 00:29:13.170
this room that have been feeling really discouraged.

00:29:14.309 --> 00:29:16.329
And they need us to pray for them. And there

00:29:16.329 --> 00:29:19.309
are people that I know that God wants to set

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free from the fear of the storm that they're

00:29:22.170 --> 00:29:26.150
in. And to give them that confidence and that

00:29:26.150 --> 00:29:28.970
strength to be in that boat with him because

00:29:28.970 --> 00:29:31.950
he's going to get them to the other side. There's

00:29:31.950 --> 00:29:35.710
no other ending, right, Patricia? You're getting

00:29:35.710 --> 00:29:38.650
to the other side. And you're going to be like

00:29:38.650 --> 00:29:41.950
Lauren telling your story about how God showed

00:29:41.950 --> 00:29:46.640
up for you in the most darkest place. Guess what?

00:29:46.799 --> 00:29:49.579
It was scary, but he got you through. And he's

00:29:49.579 --> 00:29:52.619
going to show you how to turn your anxiety into

00:29:52.619 --> 00:29:57.410
anthems of prayer and praise. You're not going

00:29:57.410 --> 00:29:59.269
to be in that boat freaking out. You're going

00:29:59.269 --> 00:30:01.750
to be on that boat holding Jesus' hand with your

00:30:01.750 --> 00:30:05.109
eyes focused, and you are going to see him fulfill

00:30:05.109 --> 00:30:07.490
the purposes that he has placed in your life.

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You're not crazy, by the way. He really did speak

00:30:09.890 --> 00:30:11.950
to you, but you got to go through these storms.

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He's going to use them in your life to mature

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you and strengthen you, but you will not be overwhelmed

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or you will not drown in those storms, okay?

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So here's what I want to do, okay? I want us

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to pray. And if you are someone here this morning

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who is feeling very discouraged, particularly

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about your calling because you're in this storm

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and you feel like the storm is holding you back

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from what you feel like God wants you to do,

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I want you to either stand or raise your hand,

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whatever you feel comfortable doing, and the

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people around you are going to pray for you that

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God would give you a revelation that you are

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permanently his. And this storm doesn't change

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that. And the doubt that you've been experiencing

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doesn't change that. Okay? So that's you. If

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you've been feeling discouraged, that you haven't

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seen God's purposes fulfilled in your life because

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you're in this storm, I want you to stand or

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raise your hand. Okay? Awesome. If you are someone

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who is in a storm right now, and you feel a lot

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of fear and your vision of who Jesus is in your

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life feels clouded and muddy, I want you to stand

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or raise your hand because God is going to make

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it very clear that he is the great I am. So just

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stand or raise your hand, okay? Now, if you are

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somebody who is not in a storm right now, but

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you know and you love Jesus, I want you to get

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around those people. And I want as many people

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as possible, by the way, okay? If you've got

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to cross an aisle, go and pray and lay hands

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on these folks. Because guess what? You've been

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in a storm. You know what it's like. And we believe

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in the power of prayer. Yeah, there's some people

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over here that need prayer. Is everybody covered?

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Does everybody have a? We're just waiting now.

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As many people as possible. If you still need

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a prayer partner, just raise your hand. If you

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still need somebody to get around you, make sure

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we get everybody back there in the back. Come

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Holy Spirit. Jesus, I thank you that you are

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in this room right now. There's no doubt about

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that. I thank you that you are the great I am.

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I thank you, Lord, that we are yours. We are

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yours, even when we try to do things on our own.

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We are yours, even when the storms hit. And Lord,

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I thank you that the purposes that you have for

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our lives will not be derailed by the storms

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that we're going through right now. And God,

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I pray for the people who have stood up, who

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have raised their hands. I pray, Lord, that they

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would hear you speak to them and say, it is I,

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do not be afraid. I pray, Lord, that you would

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break off shame. I pray that you would break

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off fear. And I pray that you would give them

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a clear vision of who you are. They do not need

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to know what's going to happen next. Lord, I

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pray they would just know who you are, Jesus.

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And I pray that would be the picture in their

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mind. That would be the hope, Lord, that they

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find. And Lord, I thank you for what you are

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going to do because you are going to get them

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to the other side because they belong to you,

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Jesus. They are permanently yours, God. So Lord,

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as a church, we just say thank you for doing

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this, Lord. We believe that you will do it in

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your powerful, powerful name, Jesus. Amen. Amen.

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Amen. And you can continue if you still are getting

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ministered to. Continue to pray. It's just a

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beautiful picture of the family of God, just

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the way you're loving and supporting each other

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through prayer. And thank you, Noelle, for that

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powerful message. If you're here today and you

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don't know who Jesus is, if you don't know the

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great I am in your life, and you're like, I...

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I hear what she said, but I just, I'm not sure.

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And you're ready to jump in the boat or you're

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ready to allow Jesus to get in your boat. We

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just pray this simple prayer here at the vineyard.

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And we can all pray it together if you're more

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than welcome. If you'd like to pray with me.

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Jesus, I'm broken, full of doubt, shame, regret,

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fear. I believe. You're God's son. I believe

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you're the great I am. Come into my life. Set

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me free. Heal my heart. Forgive me. I want new

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life. I want to follow you for the rest of my

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life. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen. Amen. And

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we have a few words of knowledge today. If you

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are struggling with nerve damage or sciatica,

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if that's you, we have the prayer team over here

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on the side of the stage. People are still here

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to pray for you. If you have a ringing in your

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ears, we had a word that somebody might have

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ringing in their ears, come over and get prayer.

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If there's prayer that you need for something

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else, don't leave this house of miracles today

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without receiving from God. You came here today

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for a purpose and a plan, and God does not want

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you to leave without experiencing his presence.

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All right? Thank you. All right. Everybody can

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stand. Moms, thank you so much for sharing your

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Mother's Day with us. Thank you for the people

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who brought the moms today. We have mimosas out

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in the cafe. We also have temporary tattoos.

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And we are just... So excited to celebrate with

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you today. I can't wait till next week. We're

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going to continue the Inc. series. Have a great

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day. God bless you and see you later. Love you.
