1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:05,460 So that's what we can give out to build His kingdom, to compel them to come into the kingdom, 2 00:00:05,460 --> 00:00:08,480 go into the highways and byways, compel them to come in. 3 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:10,360 What's going to compel them? 4 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:13,440 Telling them that they're lousy sinners and that they're going to go to hell? 5 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:17,120 Well, that will scare some people enough to come into the kingdom. 6 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:20,280 It's the goodness of God that leads men to repentance. 7 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:22,160 That's what the Bible says, right? 8 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:26,200 So it's through that goodness and loving kindness that people get healed too. 9 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:36,120 The best thing for trauma ever. 10 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:41,960 God promises in Joel 2.28 to pour out His Spirit on all humanity. 11 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:43,600 Welcome to Global Outpouring. 12 00:00:43,600 --> 00:00:46,320 We contend for that promise outpouring. 13 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:52,600 We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring. 14 00:00:52,600 --> 00:00:54,000 I'm Philip Bus. 15 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:55,000 And I'm Sharon Bus. 16 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:56,800 Welcome to the podcast today. 17 00:00:56,800 --> 00:01:02,440 We're so glad to welcome a dear friend of many years, Valerie Melroy, who is going to 18 00:01:02,440 --> 00:01:10,000 be one of our speakers at our upcoming convention 2024, June 11th through 14th. 19 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:17,120 And we're going to be talking today about the outpouring of the Father's love. 20 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:18,880 Thank you so much for joining us today. 21 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:20,920 We're so glad that you're with us. 22 00:01:20,920 --> 00:01:24,520 Before we get started with this wonderful discussion that we're going to have with Valerie 23 00:01:24,520 --> 00:01:29,400 Melroy, we want to encourage 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And if you want to respond and tell us what's going on in your heart or something that you 35 00:02:15,320 --> 00:02:22,480 want us to do a podcast on or a prayer request, just let us know how we can help you. 36 00:02:22,480 --> 00:02:26,520 So Valerie Melroy, thank you so much for joining us today. 37 00:02:26,520 --> 00:02:29,560 We really, really appreciate you being with us. 38 00:02:29,560 --> 00:02:30,560 Thank you. 39 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:31,560 It's so good to be here, Philip and Sharon. 40 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:34,440 We appreciate this time and love you so much. 41 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:36,080 Oh yeah, yeah. 42 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:39,400 You know, we've known each other a good many years. 43 00:02:39,400 --> 00:02:43,400 I don't necessarily want to say how many, but a good many. 44 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:48,640 And you were on our staff for quite a while, a long, long time ago. 45 00:02:48,640 --> 00:02:53,600 And we knew your mother, she was a part of our ministry and your sister also. 46 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:58,480 And just tell us a little bit about your upbringing and your history and how you came to the Lord 47 00:02:58,480 --> 00:02:59,480 and etc. 48 00:02:59,480 --> 00:03:00,480 Sure. 49 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:01,480 I'd love to share that. 50 00:03:01,480 --> 00:03:05,640 I'm so grateful and I honor both of my parents, my mom and my dad. 51 00:03:05,640 --> 00:03:09,420 And it was my mother that had the ferocious hunger for more. 52 00:03:09,420 --> 00:03:13,080 We grew up in a United Church of Christ church. 53 00:03:13,080 --> 00:03:18,800 And when the pastor's wife taught me in Sunday school that the story about Noah and Jonah 54 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:23,880 and all these things weren't really true, they were just good stories in the Bible, 55 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:29,640 my mother decided that this is not a church that maybe we should be in. 56 00:03:29,640 --> 00:03:34,240 And she and my father talked to the pastor, he was not willing to change their stance. 57 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:40,040 And so we started looking for somewhere else to go and ended up in an assembly of God church. 58 00:03:40,040 --> 00:03:43,040 Well, how did it happen? 59 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:49,400 So, my mother and five of her friends, many of whom you know, Penny Drexel who lived down 60 00:03:49,400 --> 00:03:53,840 there, Sandy Thomas who also traveled with Sister Gwen and so forth, Kitty Christie who 61 00:03:53,840 --> 00:03:55,440 just passed away by the way. 62 00:03:55,440 --> 00:03:56,760 Oh, hadn't heard that. 63 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:01,960 Yeah, but Randy Smith, mother-in-law and so forth, got together every Tuesday and prayed 64 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:06,040 for six or more hours in the 60s and 70s. 65 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:10,440 And just searched for God and just pressed in and said, Lord, we see what it says in 66 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:12,600 Acts, we want to do this. 67 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:15,800 We know there's more of you than we even know or have experienced. 68 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:16,800 We want more. 69 00:04:16,800 --> 00:04:18,760 And they kept pushing in. 70 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:24,840 They went down to John Poole's church in Philadelphia, which is back then a big deal, miracles every 71 00:04:24,840 --> 00:04:27,600 Tuesday night or whenever they went. 72 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:31,320 And I went my first time down there, a lady who never played the piano before got up and 73 00:04:31,320 --> 00:04:34,720 played this melodious music and said it came from heaven. 74 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:36,960 And it sure did sound like it. 75 00:04:36,960 --> 00:04:40,320 There were signs and wonders and miracles there. 76 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:46,240 So I started about 10 or 11 really seeking the Lord deeper myself. 77 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:51,880 And I remember when one Sunday we went to the Assembly God Church, my father was at 78 00:04:51,880 --> 00:04:53,240 home, he wasn't feeling well. 79 00:04:53,240 --> 00:04:56,100 It was the first day I took Holy Communion. 80 00:04:56,100 --> 00:05:01,880 And that day when I came home, my father at that point then was writhing in bed with pain. 81 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:03,240 My mother bought home Penny. 82 00:05:03,240 --> 00:05:05,300 Penny came with us to pray over my dad. 83 00:05:05,300 --> 00:05:10,480 And I went into my bedroom, I fell on my knees and started crying and weeping for my dad. 84 00:05:10,480 --> 00:05:12,620 My dad and I were very close. 85 00:05:12,620 --> 00:05:15,400 And I started speaking in tongues, never did before. 86 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:17,520 Yeah, it was cool. 87 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:19,840 My mother already had the baptism, not me. 88 00:05:19,840 --> 00:05:21,920 You weren't even seeking it, were you at that point? 89 00:05:21,920 --> 00:05:25,820 No, I mean, I was asking for everything that I could get from God. 90 00:05:25,820 --> 00:05:28,840 And I knew my mother had it and her friends had it and they talked about it. 91 00:05:28,840 --> 00:05:30,880 So I said, I want more Lord. 92 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:32,920 But at that point, it just came out of me. 93 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:38,200 He just came out of me words and Penny walked by my bedroom and I was so loud. 94 00:05:38,200 --> 00:05:42,740 She came in and said, you got the baptism, you come pray for your dad. 95 00:05:42,740 --> 00:05:45,340 So I went in at 11 years old, laid my hands on him. 96 00:05:45,340 --> 00:05:47,960 He was instantly healed at that moment. 97 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:49,760 Glory to God. 98 00:05:49,760 --> 00:05:54,200 Yes, never had a problem with his gallbladder after that. 99 00:05:54,200 --> 00:05:59,920 So that's the kind of home we had, let's say, as far as seeking God. 100 00:05:59,920 --> 00:06:07,280 My parents' relationship, that was tenuous, but the seeking God really pressed for, I 101 00:06:07,280 --> 00:06:12,000 don't know, well, since my mother passed and even my father then too, he didn't believe 102 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:16,600 in the baptism before that day, but he believed in the baptism and about two months later, 103 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:18,240 he was baptized in the Holy Spirit. 104 00:06:18,240 --> 00:06:24,480 So my mother, when she was, I guess, six years old, she wanted to be a missionary. 105 00:06:24,480 --> 00:06:27,240 So she pressed into that and prayed and prayed. 106 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:32,840 And God did end up taking her in India and Africa and Canada with the Cree Native Indians. 107 00:06:32,840 --> 00:06:34,480 And where else did she go? 108 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:40,360 She went to Europe and even in United States, various places and really ministered to people. 109 00:06:40,360 --> 00:06:45,740 She became an expert in deliverance, being taught by Derek Prince and then an expert 110 00:06:45,740 --> 00:06:47,120 in spiritual warfare. 111 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:53,640 So she was also like a lioness and didn't fear anything. 112 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:58,140 So I really got a lot of boldness and a lot of love and the knowledge of Holy Spirit and 113 00:06:58,140 --> 00:06:59,640 Jesus from her. 114 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:04,480 And then my dad had amazing compassion for people with mental illnesses. 115 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:08,720 And he's the one who really introduced me to my destiny as much as my mother, I would 116 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:09,800 say. 117 00:07:09,800 --> 00:07:15,320 My mother spiritually, yes, my dad in the natural spiritual, if I can say it that way, 118 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:20,480 because at 15, he said, let's go to Norristown State Hospital, which was a state hospital 119 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:23,520 for people with mental illness, and let's volunteer there. 120 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:26,000 They said they need to volunteers on a sign. 121 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:29,880 So we went there, I was 15, and I thought it was fascinating. 122 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:38,800 I met Queen Victoria and I met all these people and I'm like, oh my gosh, this is fascinating. 123 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:43,600 And of course, I didn't know much about hallucinations and delusions and schizophrenia, but I was 124 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:44,600 fascinated. 125 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:51,760 So when I was a senior in high school, I was almost 50 years ago now, I was able to go 126 00:07:51,760 --> 00:07:56,520 to a community service program and volunteer at Norristown State Hospital three times a 127 00:07:56,520 --> 00:07:59,120 week in my senior year. 128 00:07:59,120 --> 00:08:04,940 And I fell in love with the whole population of people who were diagnosed with mental illness 129 00:08:04,940 --> 00:08:07,160 and mental health challenges. 130 00:08:07,160 --> 00:08:09,120 And it really transformed my entire life. 131 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:15,280 So it was both my mom and my dad, who my honor profusely, who helped me to become who I am 132 00:08:15,280 --> 00:08:16,280 today. 133 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:17,280 Wow, that is so beautiful. 134 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:18,700 That is so beautiful. 135 00:08:18,700 --> 00:08:24,760 So fast forward, now you've done a lot of things on the mission field, but the Lord 136 00:08:24,760 --> 00:08:33,460 put you into a business kind of ministry where you are not overtly ministering, but you're 137 00:08:33,460 --> 00:08:35,000 covertly ministering. 138 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:37,360 Tell us how that started and what you're doing. 139 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:39,040 Sure, I'd love to. 140 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:45,040 I'm the co-founder and CEO of what our organization called Voice and Vision Incorporated. 141 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:53,080 It's a public health charity, and I started it actually with a Jewish man in 1997. 142 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:58,460 And because it was built on Judeo-Christian values, that's permeated through everything 143 00:08:58,460 --> 00:08:59,460 we do. 144 00:08:59,460 --> 00:09:01,240 It's there, you can see it. 145 00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:05,080 We don't, however, claim ourselves as faith-based. 146 00:09:05,080 --> 00:09:09,400 So if you look on our website, you won't see a lot about faith per se. 147 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:13,320 We have some written some articles and blogs, and we do have a prayer team, which we advertise 148 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:17,520 on our website, and we do get prayer requests actually by email. 149 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:21,160 But we started that really to get the voice of people who have mental health challenges, 150 00:09:21,160 --> 00:09:25,440 addictions, and disabilities, and to help create a vision in the system and services 151 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:32,720 and with individuals and families that brings hope, healing, and help to those in our community 152 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:38,020 and our neighbors right now in the southeastern area of Pennsylvania. 153 00:09:38,020 --> 00:09:44,600 So that's been very fulfilling as a, I would say, I call it a ministry. 154 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:45,740 Other people may not see that. 155 00:09:45,740 --> 00:09:46,800 They would call it a career. 156 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:51,760 I did get a master's degree in human services, which by the way was a miracle because I did 157 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:54,440 not have a bachelor's or an associate's degree. 158 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:55,440 Wow. 159 00:09:55,440 --> 00:10:01,280 I know, but I needed a master's degree to get the job to start the nonprofit. 160 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:05,400 And so the Lord knew that three or four years in advance of that. 161 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:10,160 And when I was volunteering at Norristown State Hospital, someone came to me and said 162 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:17,000 that Lincoln University, which is a historically black and African American university or college, 163 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:19,760 is offering a master's degree for experience. 164 00:10:19,760 --> 00:10:20,760 Wow. 165 00:10:20,760 --> 00:10:21,760 Yeah. 166 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:26,200 So in two and a half years, I wrote down all my experience, including all the experience 167 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:28,200 I had with the end time handmaidens. 168 00:10:28,200 --> 00:10:33,120 And Mr. Gwen had written me a letter or you, and she signed it, whoever wrote that letter. 169 00:10:33,120 --> 00:10:36,640 And then all the other ministries that I had volunteered with and worked with and churches 170 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:42,400 and all, and all the other jobs that I had done primarily at Norristown State Hospital. 171 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:46,960 And they grandfathered me in with an associate's and a bachelor's and I got a master's degree. 172 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:47,960 Wow. 173 00:10:47,960 --> 00:10:49,960 And it was absolutely amazing. 174 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:54,480 And because of that, then I was able to start this work and this nonprofit. 175 00:10:54,480 --> 00:11:01,600 And so we've been now 26 years, we're in business and in between I've gone on short term missions 176 00:11:01,600 --> 00:11:02,600 and all. 177 00:11:02,600 --> 00:11:06,560 And every day I feel like what I do is a mission and a ministry. 178 00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:10,640 And it wasn't until I came home from one of the mission trips that I went on that I got 179 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:15,400 so depressed and I said, Lord, and this was after already being at Voice and Vision 15 180 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:19,680 years and doing so much work and doing good work and expanding so much. 181 00:11:19,680 --> 00:11:23,120 And you have to know, Voice and Vision, we hire everybody who either has a mental health 182 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:27,780 challenge, an addiction, a disability, or as a family member of someone. 183 00:11:27,780 --> 00:11:31,400 So we were doing a lot of ministry within the staff, you know, praying for people or 184 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,840 at least building them up, helping them, hope deferred. 185 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:35,840 That's a big deal. 186 00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:37,240 We help people with that. 187 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:41,080 But when about 15 years in, I had gone to the mission field several times and I came 188 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:45,440 home and I wept for almost six weeks, Lord, when am I going to be in the mission field? 189 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:47,320 When am I going to be in the mission field? 190 00:11:47,320 --> 00:11:50,200 And I heard the Lord say, you are in the mission field. 191 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:51,200 It's true. 192 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:58,600 And then I started listening to Lance Wallnau and Ed Silvosa and all Dennis Peacock, all 193 00:11:58,600 --> 00:12:04,880 these amazing men of God who were talking about marketplace ministry and marketplace 194 00:12:04,880 --> 00:12:06,240 missions. 195 00:12:06,240 --> 00:12:12,640 And then I realized that I am very much in the mission field every day and I'm very much 196 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:17,900 a marketplace minister and a marketplace prophetic person and a marketplace apostle and a marketplace 197 00:12:17,900 --> 00:12:20,400 administrator and whatever he needs me to be. 198 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:24,760 I'm going to be that on any given day for him in that place. 199 00:12:24,760 --> 00:12:30,240 And so now when I go in the mission field and come back, it's not a push me and pull 200 00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:31,720 you like I'd rather be here. 201 00:12:31,720 --> 00:12:32,880 I'd rather be there. 202 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:34,320 It's a flow. 203 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:35,320 And God did that. 204 00:12:35,320 --> 00:12:40,040 Abba Father did that for me in his great love to really show me the truth about who I am 205 00:12:40,040 --> 00:12:43,000 and how important the marketplace is. 206 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:46,360 And you know, someone prophesied, I'm trying to remember who it was. 207 00:12:46,360 --> 00:12:50,700 I don't think it was Bob Jones, but somebody prophesied that the next big outpouring was 208 00:12:50,700 --> 00:12:52,040 going to be in the marketplace. 209 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:55,720 So I think it's going to be everywhere actually personally. 210 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:59,880 But I think for those of us in the marketplace, the opportunity we have is to get the people 211 00:12:59,880 --> 00:13:05,160 that aren't going to walk into a church and who may not hear from other Christians at 212 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:10,080 the Walmart or at the, I don't know what stores you have out there at the, what do you have 213 00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:11,080 the lion? 214 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:12,080 Whatever grocery store. 215 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:13,080 Yeah. 216 00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:21,960 So we play a very unique role in the whole scheme of the kingdom to catch, not to catch, 217 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:25,400 not just people, but we can catch the billionaires. 218 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:30,080 We can catch the millionaires where they might not be so enticed by the church. 219 00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:31,080 Yeah. 220 00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:32,080 Yeah, it's true. 221 00:13:32,080 --> 00:13:38,840 And you know, it's interesting to me that sometimes we who are full-time ministry in 222 00:13:38,840 --> 00:13:44,640 the more classical way of expressing it at this point anyway, and you know, the kind 223 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:53,240 of surrounding ourselves with spirit-filled believers and developing mature relievers, 224 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:55,440 you know, rather discipling into maturity. 225 00:13:55,440 --> 00:13:56,520 I'm not talking about age. 226 00:13:56,520 --> 00:14:01,840 I'm talking about bringing people up into a higher level in the kingdom. 227 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:09,000 And you know, we're very surrounded by kingdom where you are surrounded by the world and 228 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,340 the people that you hire. 229 00:14:10,340 --> 00:14:13,440 You're not necessarily hiring believers. 230 00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:18,320 You're hiring people who you mentioned the qualifications that they need to have a mental 231 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:21,480 health issue or be a family member of a mental health issue. 232 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:28,320 So you're going to have all kinds of people around you, but you are in a place where you 233 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:35,000 can be speaking to them of the things of the kingdom without them even necessarily knowing 234 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:38,080 that they're getting kingdom principles brought to them. 235 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:42,020 And the day will come when they'll be ready for more instruction. 236 00:14:42,020 --> 00:14:47,080 But you're busy plowing the ground and at the right time planting seeds and watering 237 00:14:47,080 --> 00:14:49,880 seeds and things like that, right? 238 00:14:49,880 --> 00:14:51,120 Absolutely. 239 00:14:51,120 --> 00:14:56,000 And about 12 years ago, I said to the Lord, what do we need to break through? 240 00:14:56,000 --> 00:15:01,680 Because we were in one county doing two or three programs and I knew there was much more 241 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:02,680 for us to do. 242 00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:04,460 I'm like, Lord, how do we get a breakthrough? 243 00:15:04,460 --> 00:15:10,640 And yes, we were praying with some of the folks in our organization and we always have 244 00:15:10,640 --> 00:15:12,680 hope that our values are so good. 245 00:15:12,680 --> 00:15:19,280 We believe in limitless possibilities within each individual and we just, you know, we 246 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:21,580 love and we do excellent work. 247 00:15:21,580 --> 00:15:25,760 So that's some of our values and we accept people for who they are when they show up. 248 00:15:25,760 --> 00:15:28,960 We don't say you need to be different ever. 249 00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:32,960 And you know, you just live the life of Christ and it's an amazing testimony. 250 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:36,900 But about 12 years ago, I said, Lord, what do we need to break through to expand it to 251 00:15:36,900 --> 00:15:39,720 really help more people and to be more places? 252 00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:42,040 And he said, you need intercession. 253 00:15:42,040 --> 00:15:44,240 And I said, Oh, intercession. 254 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:45,960 And he said an intercessory prayer team. 255 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:47,680 I'm like, that's perfect. 256 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:51,880 So I started, you know, I got out my computer and I started emailing all my best intercessor 257 00:15:51,880 --> 00:15:52,880 friends. 258 00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:57,600 He said, Nope, I want you to send an email out to everybody in your organization. 259 00:15:57,600 --> 00:16:00,200 And I said, Lord, we don't have that many Christians here. 260 00:16:00,200 --> 00:16:01,480 He said, it doesn't matter. 261 00:16:01,480 --> 00:16:06,800 They just need to come to agreement on the mission and on the prayer. 262 00:16:06,800 --> 00:16:10,760 And I said, okay, because it says we're two or three agree touching anything. 263 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:15,200 And if they come in my name, well, it was two of us that were coming in his name. 264 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:19,680 Well, we had people come in his name that didn't even know they were coming in his name. 265 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:26,240 Born again, we had a Jewish person come who was not religious. 266 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:34,420 And in the beginning, she started praying like, and I hope I wish maybe well by a year 267 00:16:34,420 --> 00:16:38,200 in she's like, and Lord, I'm asking. 268 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:40,160 And we had people come of other faiths. 269 00:16:40,160 --> 00:16:42,880 We had people come with no faith. 270 00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:49,560 And fast forward 12 years later, over five or 600 prayer, no more than that sessions. 271 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:56,240 Oh, yeah, whatever that is in 12 years, every single week, we now at that point, our budget 272 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:59,440 was like $250,000. 273 00:16:59,440 --> 00:17:02,540 And we reached probably about 500 people. 274 00:17:02,540 --> 00:17:06,360 Now our budgets, a million 400,000 somewhere around there. 275 00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:11,200 And we reached 10s of 1000s of people through some of the things we write and veteran work 276 00:17:11,200 --> 00:17:12,200 and so forth. 277 00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:16,560 And that's really strictly off the strategy of prayer. 278 00:17:16,560 --> 00:17:20,120 And it wasn't in well, everybody needs to be a Christian, they all need to speak in 279 00:17:20,120 --> 00:17:22,740 tongues and they all need this certain thing. 280 00:17:22,740 --> 00:17:27,280 It was the fact come into agreement around what God wants. 281 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:31,080 And the people that have the heart that will come into agreement, they're welcome. 282 00:17:31,080 --> 00:17:33,320 And God has done amazing things. 283 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:39,680 We have gotten strategies on how to get programs from other providers who what you would call 284 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:44,200 the big gun providers, like we're a little whitter pistol and they're like a 357 Magnum. 285 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:48,440 I'm probably shouldn't use a gun analogy these days. 286 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:55,320 But if you think about it, if you think of those two things, you can think of the difference. 287 00:17:55,320 --> 00:17:59,920 So if you look at it at that time, in our sphere of influence, that's what we would 288 00:17:59,920 --> 00:18:03,960 have looked like, and we've been able to not steal programs, but programs that were 289 00:18:03,960 --> 00:18:09,520 not doing well under those bigger providers, because they needed a personal attention and 290 00:18:09,520 --> 00:18:14,240 a different touch, we've been able to take and expand dramatically. 291 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:19,220 So God had given us strategies of things that even people said there's no way you could 292 00:18:19,220 --> 00:18:21,320 do that, that we've been able to do. 293 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:23,520 But it's simply because of the prayer. 294 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:29,680 Another testimony, we were so far into debt, let's say, with our line of credit, because 295 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:32,480 we kept saying yes to things and didn't get the money. 296 00:18:32,480 --> 00:18:37,240 So if anybody knows me, yes, I mean, I'm a strategist, but I'm a person of mercy. 297 00:18:37,240 --> 00:18:42,800 So somebody came from the VA, Veterans Affairs, the hospital near us and said, Would you help 298 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:44,840 a veteran? 299 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:45,920 And he really needs help. 300 00:18:45,920 --> 00:18:48,760 I see that you're helping people at North Town State Hospital. 301 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:50,500 And I said, Don't tell me about him. 302 00:18:50,500 --> 00:18:53,600 And I had a veteran on staff and I said, Do you have any money for this? 303 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:54,600 And they said no. 304 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:56,040 And I said, Okay. 305 00:18:56,040 --> 00:19:00,020 So we paid our veteran to work with their veteran. 306 00:19:00,020 --> 00:19:02,440 And in a matter of a year, it transformed his life. 307 00:19:02,440 --> 00:19:08,600 He was a person who was an old time veteran, was stuck in his room every day, didn't go 308 00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:15,080 out except for twice a month to McDonald's when the caseworker took him for groceries. 309 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:16,600 I know it's so sad. 310 00:19:16,600 --> 00:19:20,600 Within a year, he was out going to the VFW. 311 00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:21,800 He was playing pool. 312 00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:22,800 They took the train. 313 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:24,760 They went to the zoo. 314 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:30,160 And about a year and a half later, he flew out to his daughter's wedding in another state. 315 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:36,800 And so we did those kinds of things, but we lived off of a little bit of a line of credit. 316 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:39,320 And so it wasn't a good thing. 317 00:19:39,320 --> 00:19:44,720 And so we started praying, Lord, we did all this as unto you. 318 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:45,720 It's not right. 319 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:50,520 You know, I repented for not having good money management, but having a bleeding heart. 320 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:57,720 I just figured the Lord would always provide to someone on our team said, we're going to 321 00:19:57,720 --> 00:20:00,200 believe the God for a $50,000 check. 322 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,680 So we said, okay. 323 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:06,240 So for one year, we prayed and said, Lord, we just believe in you. 324 00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:08,040 We thank you for a $50,000 check. 325 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:10,600 Lord, we thank you for a $50,000 check. 326 00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:13,120 So a year went by, our line of credit is up to the max. 327 00:20:13,120 --> 00:20:14,880 We have a $100,000 line of credit. 328 00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:15,880 We're up to $99,000. 329 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:19,580 I mean, we have to do the work and then get reimbursed from the county. 330 00:20:19,580 --> 00:20:20,640 That's why it would get so high. 331 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:23,160 So it would go down, but it would go right back up. 332 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:24,160 Let me make it clear. 333 00:20:24,160 --> 00:20:27,200 We did not spend $100,000 doing other things. 334 00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:33,400 Some of that money is waiting to get reimbursed from the county, but we were $50,000 overspent. 335 00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:39,280 So we got a new contract with the county, one of the local counties, we got a new contract 336 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:44,080 and we were building the program and we put in a budget that we thought we needed for 337 00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:47,280 that year because you don't know when you're actually going to hire staff. 338 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:50,880 You don't know when you're going to get the rent, the office building that you need and 339 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:51,880 all that kind of stuff. 340 00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:55,840 So you put in what you think you're going to get from day one. 341 00:20:55,840 --> 00:21:03,360 So at the end of that year contract, we had $50,000 that we did not spend and we went 342 00:21:03,360 --> 00:21:06,520 to the county and said, can we pay off our line of credit? 343 00:21:06,520 --> 00:21:07,520 And they said, yes. 344 00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:08,520 Hallelujah. 345 00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:11,040 And it went down to zero. 346 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:17,160 So that came in the form of a way we thought maybe some philanthropists would love what 347 00:21:17,160 --> 00:21:23,280 we do, but no, it came from a government contract that we still have now and they've expanded 348 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,480 our contract there year after year. 349 00:21:25,480 --> 00:21:30,280 We're getting another expansion this year and it's just amazing that God did that. 350 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:35,480 So those stories we just have seen, I could give you multiple stories and then transforming 351 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:37,200 people's lives and strategies. 352 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,560 Yeah, that's what we want money for. 353 00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:44,840 It's not to say, oh, this is how much money we have, but money translates into helping 354 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:50,480 people and now helping people much more wisely because when I became the executive director, 355 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:53,440 now CEO, I didn't know a lot about how to run a business at all. 356 00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:55,220 I knew nothing actually. 357 00:21:55,220 --> 00:21:56,220 I was a people person. 358 00:21:56,220 --> 00:22:01,720 I knew how to create programs and how to help people, but did not know how to run a business. 359 00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:07,960 Now I know how to run a business, but I still ask for all the strategies every day. 360 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:12,800 That's what I appreciate about you is how you get Holy Spirit strategies. 361 00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:17,240 Now tell us about the outpouring of the Father's love. 362 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:23,040 Yeah, so around that same time, and this was, well, let's say around 2000 and I went to 363 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:24,280 the mission field a couple of times. 364 00:22:24,280 --> 00:22:30,640 In fact, I went to Tibet with you, Sarah and Philip and the end time handmaidens and it 365 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:34,080 opened my life to missions again and it was amazing. 366 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:35,840 And I started going after that. 367 00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:37,760 So my heart was longing to be there. 368 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:43,320 So I would see myself more as a missionary than executive director and then my church, 369 00:22:43,320 --> 00:22:46,240 I was doing the youth ministry and it was exploding. 370 00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:51,280 I mean, we had kids that were unchurched that would come, partly because I said, Lord, how 371 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:52,280 do we get the kids? 372 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:54,000 And he would say, well, go to Jimmy's football game. 373 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,640 I'd show up one of the kids' football game and he would invite three of the football 374 00:22:57,640 --> 00:23:01,120 players on his team to come and then he'd invite his cousin. 375 00:23:01,120 --> 00:23:04,600 And so again, strategies, how do you get this thing to grow? 376 00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:08,160 Because they have models for that and all, but whatever. 377 00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:09,400 So the Lord said that. 378 00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:14,160 So I mean, the youth group was going strong and then the Lord made me lay that down and 379 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:15,640 I was brokenhearted. 380 00:23:15,640 --> 00:23:21,320 And then I was working with the women at that church and then I was on the prayer team and 381 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,440 the church stopped me from praying for people then. 382 00:23:23,440 --> 00:23:24,880 And it's just everything. 383 00:23:24,880 --> 00:23:26,120 My mother died. 384 00:23:26,120 --> 00:23:30,680 I just had this series of extreme losses. 385 00:23:30,680 --> 00:23:36,400 My marriage fell apart and I had to move out from serious issues that were happening in 386 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:40,920 the home and take my youngest children with me. 387 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,280 And so my mother passed. 388 00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:47,000 I got complaints against me at work and so much happened. 389 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:52,200 And I was totally stripped of every title for the most part I felt and every ministry 390 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,080 and everything that I was doing. 391 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:59,120 And you know, the teaching then was you have to know who you are in the Lord. 392 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:01,560 And I was crying and I'm like, Lord, who am I now? 393 00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:02,560 Who am I now? 394 00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:03,560 Who am I? 395 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:07,060 And I kept asking that for like six weeks and I heard nothing. 396 00:24:07,060 --> 00:24:11,240 And I said, okay, Lord, I don't know who I am, but who the heck are you? 397 00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:14,200 I don't even think I know you and I don't think I like you. 398 00:24:14,200 --> 00:24:15,200 Oh, wow. 399 00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,480 Yeah, I said that to God. 400 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:19,800 I said God, because I knew Jesus already. 401 00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,000 I loved him and he loved me. 402 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:25,480 You know, he was now my husband in many ways because I was separated. 403 00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:27,880 But God, I thought, who are you? 404 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:33,000 And I wondered and I can't ever compare myself to Jesus on the cross, but he said, my God, 405 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:35,040 my God, why have you forsaken me? 406 00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:42,720 That was a cry from his heart where he felt alone and he felt left in some regard. 407 00:24:42,720 --> 00:24:44,200 And so I wouldn't even compare. 408 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:45,200 I'm not saying that. 409 00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:49,280 But when I felt forsaken in everything that I knew who I was and everything that I knew 410 00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:55,480 who God was, I didn't understand where he was and who he was and how I related to that 411 00:24:55,480 --> 00:24:59,920 and how I related to him and then how I related to everybody else. 412 00:24:59,920 --> 00:25:02,840 So then I said, OK, God, who are you? 413 00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:06,720 And then he began to show me as Abba Father. 414 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:11,880 And you know, I realized I never really had a relationship till that moment with a loving 415 00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:19,280 God, only a God who could give me, who could take away, who could interact on his terms 416 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:25,680 only, not on anything that I needed or wanted, but only when he wanted to, if he wanted to. 417 00:25:25,680 --> 00:25:31,620 And I realized at this point now, God is a loving father. 418 00:25:31,620 --> 00:25:36,040 And then he showed me, he said, what did I say about Jesus? 419 00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:40,640 And he took me to the scripture when Jesus went under the water and came up, he said, 420 00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:45,080 this is my beloved son in whom I am well pleased. 421 00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:52,040 And I went, my goodness, and he said, I didn't call him prophet, savior, healer, deliverer, 422 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,240 all these things that I could have called him. 423 00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:56,360 I called him son. 424 00:25:56,360 --> 00:26:01,600 That's who you are, my beloved son in whom I am well pleased. 425 00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:07,800 And at that moment, I embraced that scripture that says all creation is groaning for the 426 00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:09,840 manifestation of the sons of God. 427 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:17,320 Because you know, the son of God, Jesus, encompassed everything of the kingdom. 428 00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:26,720 And if he was to go and eat with a tax collector, or he was to go and feed 5,000, or he was 429 00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:33,360 to go and cleanse a leper, he did whatever he saw the father do and said whatever he 430 00:26:33,360 --> 00:26:36,080 saw the father say. 431 00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:40,400 And the Lord drew me into his bosom and said, this is who you are. 432 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:46,680 I want to send you and anoint you and you to receive it and understand that every day 433 00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:52,300 you will go wherever I want you to go, do whatever I want you to do and say whatever 434 00:26:52,300 --> 00:26:53,860 I want you to say. 435 00:26:53,860 --> 00:27:00,040 So whether it's next door with chicken soup for a sick neighbor or across the other side 436 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:07,160 of the world and pray over a leader in Kenya who is having a hard time in his community 437 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:11,560 to establish the kingdom there, you're going to do that. 438 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:17,140 And I'm going to empower you through my spirit, my son, to do this. 439 00:27:17,140 --> 00:27:20,380 And they're going to work with you like that scripture in the Bible that Jesus ascended, 440 00:27:20,380 --> 00:27:23,000 but he worked with the disciples to do the work, right? 441 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,000 Yes. 442 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:28,840 And I'll tell you what, right then I could lay down every title, everything that people 443 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,800 called me, Oh, Valerie's a prophet. 444 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,000 Oh, Valerie's a minister. 445 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:37,200 Oh, Valerie's, I could lay everything down and I could just say, Lord, I'm a son. 446 00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:40,680 If people are more comfortable because I'm a woman saying a daughter, that's okay with 447 00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:41,680 me. 448 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:42,680 Men are the bride of Christ. 449 00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:43,680 Women are sons of God. 450 00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:44,680 That's right. 451 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:47,240 You know, you lay it all out there and you do whatever God said. 452 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:51,920 But I have to tell you, it took me at least three years to build that trust. 453 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:57,160 And soon after the Lord started showing me how much he loved me as a father and how precious 454 00:27:57,160 --> 00:28:01,440 I was as a son or a child of his, how precious. 455 00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:07,200 So as the Lord was showing me who he was, then I began to get curious about who I am 456 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:08,200 now, right? 457 00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:10,560 So now I'm the son, but do I have to do anything? 458 00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:12,020 Because I'm a doer, right? 459 00:28:12,020 --> 00:28:13,520 You know that about me. 460 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:14,520 I'm a doer. 461 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,680 So that means if I'm a son, I must do something, right? 462 00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:21,960 And I forgot a little bit about wait to get the orders, you know, like do what I see you 463 00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:24,920 do, say what I hear you say. 464 00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:29,880 And I ran ahead of myself a little and I was in a meeting and a prophet gave me a word. 465 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:32,000 You've been asking the Lord who you are. 466 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:33,600 They may have said what you should be doing. 467 00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:35,680 And he said, it's a surprise. 468 00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:38,840 And at that point, I'm still learning to trust Abba. 469 00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,320 And I said, oh no, it is a good surprise, isn't it Lord? 470 00:28:42,320 --> 00:28:48,780 And that was probably a year after I started getting understanding the love. 471 00:28:48,780 --> 00:28:54,960 Three years went by and I really began to trust and to love and understand and listen 472 00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:58,160 and do what he said and saw a great fruit come from it. 473 00:28:58,160 --> 00:28:59,160 Do what he did. 474 00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:03,520 I saw him do and say what I heard him say and I saw a great fruit from it. 475 00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:06,760 Someone else gave me a word that said the Lord has a surprise for you. 476 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:08,080 And I said, I can't wait. 477 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:09,840 It's going to be a good one. 478 00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:19,680 So it took me a good three years, I think, to really begin to accept, to heal, to embrace 479 00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:20,680 and to understand. 480 00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:26,120 And I'm still, how can we comprehend the love of God, of Abba Father, of Jesus and Holy 481 00:29:26,120 --> 00:29:27,120 Spirit? 482 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:32,200 I mean, I'm still like I have a saying and I say, God, when you get good, you get gooder. 483 00:29:32,200 --> 00:29:33,440 How much gooder can you get? 484 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:38,340 Because I just don't know how else to say it because better, yes, better, but it seems 485 00:29:38,340 --> 00:29:43,000 like because it says he's good, but then he gets gooder and then it's even better and 486 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,920 better and even more excellent and more extravagant. 487 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,120 And times sometimes are really bad. 488 00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:49,600 Don't get me wrong. 489 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:53,440 When those three years ended, I've not gotten to a point where I said, God, you're not good 490 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,320 all the time. 491 00:29:55,320 --> 00:30:01,320 And so he worked in me when I was stripped of everything, then began to understand and 492 00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:06,800 got an outpouring of his love in my heart and not just his love in my heart, but an 493 00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:11,120 embrace in my soul, like a hug. 494 00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:16,600 And at one point, like if you put your hands together and you put them tight together and 495 00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:21,120 just your palms and everything, it's all tight together and you open it only a tiny bit and 496 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:24,000 you look in there, it's dark as can be. 497 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:28,880 And he said, Valerie, that's where you are in the darkest time. 498 00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:30,720 People might think that's where the enemy is. 499 00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:34,320 He says, no, you're in the palms of my hand. 500 00:30:34,320 --> 00:30:36,600 Like put the hands together. 501 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:41,720 And I'll tell you what, after that, testing him out to see, do you really love me, however 502 00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:42,720 I did it? 503 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,320 And he just kept showing me his goodness. 504 00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:50,960 There's no doubt in my mind, no doubt in my soul or in my spirit how good he is and how 505 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,800 wonderful and how loving and how kind. 506 00:30:53,800 --> 00:30:59,400 And I have to say of all the ministries that God uses me for at this point in my life, 507 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:04,520 and it could be prophetic, it could be deliverance, it could be inner healing, but the most that 508 00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:11,800 I've seen recently is helping people with Abba's love and the woundedness of loved wounds 509 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:14,880 in their hearts from a mother or father. 510 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:15,880 Yeah. 511 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:16,880 Yeah. 512 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:17,880 Yeah, it's huge. 513 00:31:17,880 --> 00:31:18,880 It's huge. 514 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:23,800 The wounds, especially that come as children, because some of the wounds that we get in 515 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:29,480 our lives are a result of our own stupidity and our own mistakes that we make. 516 00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:34,820 And some of the wounds are wounds of other people hurting us that we have given a certain 517 00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:36,460 amount of trust. 518 00:31:36,460 --> 00:31:39,840 And so they can hurt us more because we trust them. 519 00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:46,360 But then there's the wounds of childhood where there's absolutely nothing that the child 520 00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:49,200 has done to cause that. 521 00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:51,240 And so those wounds are so devastating. 522 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,240 Yeah. 523 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:56,280 You know, when the Toronto move was going on, because you got really touched there. 524 00:31:56,280 --> 00:31:57,280 I did. 525 00:31:57,280 --> 00:32:00,320 I was listening and it was they call it the father's heart. 526 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:03,440 And it was kind of known as the Toronto blessing. 527 00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:04,440 Yeah. 528 00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:08,800 But that wasn't when you're listening to a leadership interview. 529 00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,200 It was the father's heart. 530 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,200 Yeah. 531 00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:12,200 And we saw that. 532 00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:13,640 And what did a lot of people do? 533 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:18,000 Kind of like with Rodney Howard Brown started with him was the laughing. 534 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:19,000 Yeah. 535 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,000 Just the laugh. 536 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,800 All the joy because of everything they've been through. 537 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:28,320 It's like God took all the pain out and just replaced it with joy. 538 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:31,520 And so nothing they could do but just fall on the floor. 539 00:32:31,520 --> 00:32:32,800 You know, a lot of them. 540 00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,480 And, you know, it was just the most amazing thing. 541 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:36,480 Yeah, God does. 542 00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:39,960 Well, our father does these marvelous things. 543 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:43,720 You know, when Moses said to the Lord, show me your glory. 544 00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:47,560 And he took him up on the mountain and he hid him in the cleft of the rock and he roared 545 00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:48,920 his name twice. 546 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:54,720 The first thing that he said about himself is that he's compassionate. 547 00:32:54,720 --> 00:33:01,360 And that word in the Hebrew comes from the same root word as the word for womb. 548 00:33:01,360 --> 00:33:09,320 In other words, the uterus of a mother, that there's something about a woman's compassion, 549 00:33:09,320 --> 00:33:13,680 a mother's compassion that supersedes anything else. 550 00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:20,120 Because I just saw something in an article where it talked about how, and I'll put that 551 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:28,580 into the show notes, this article about how it's been found that the DNA of the mother, 552 00:33:28,580 --> 00:33:32,600 some of it ends up in the child other than just the chromosomes. 553 00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:36,080 You know how you get half your chromosomes from your mother and half from your father. 554 00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:43,120 No, actually a piece of the mother's DNA is found in the child and vice versa. 555 00:33:43,120 --> 00:33:48,480 But a part of the child's DNA ends up staying in the mother. 556 00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:54,720 So there's something that happens even in the physical that causes a belonging that 557 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,640 we have with each other that should be healthy. 558 00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:00,400 And sometimes it's not. 559 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:06,440 But what I'm saying is that our heavenly father, first thing he says about himself has to do 560 00:34:06,440 --> 00:34:08,000 with motherly love. 561 00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,240 It's beautiful. 562 00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:15,960 So the healing that we need from childhood wounds comes from our father giving his motherly 563 00:34:15,960 --> 00:34:17,560 love. 564 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:22,640 When he breathed into Adam, he formed Adam out of the dust of the ground and he breathed 565 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:24,500 into him. 566 00:34:24,500 --> 00:34:28,900 Before he separated whatever it was he separated, whether it was a rib or something else, doesn't 567 00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,240 really matter. 568 00:34:30,240 --> 00:34:31,640 It says rib. 569 00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:41,680 He had put into Adam of his likeness and he introduces himself to Moses as a compassionate 570 00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:45,280 mother first. 571 00:34:45,280 --> 00:34:51,760 So I think that when he created Adam, he had a likeness of himself that had both male and 572 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,760 female and he separated the female out of the male. 573 00:34:54,760 --> 00:35:02,120 So all I'm saying is our father has both mother and father compassion that we all need and 574 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:03,120 it's healing. 575 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:08,400 And so you've seen people healed over and over and over again. 576 00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:10,280 Can you tell us a story or two? 577 00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:12,800 Yes, I can actually. 578 00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:17,320 And the trauma, I wanted to mention something about trauma and this will be some of the 579 00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:22,920 testimonies and I'm going to give you some of the most recent ones because I was in the 580 00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:29,600 Middle East recently and then I was in Germany last year and I've been around people that 581 00:35:29,600 --> 00:35:30,600 minister and deliverance. 582 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:34,280 They holler at the demons and they're strong and they go after the demons and I minister 583 00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:35,280 and deliverance too. 584 00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:40,280 That's not the point, but someone who's had a lot of trauma, sometimes that's very scary 585 00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:44,040 and you have demons and if they're not really rooted and they don't understand the Lord 586 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:47,580 yet and they're not strong in the spirit and all, that's very difficult. 587 00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:55,400 But the love of the Father heals and sometimes it's the healing touch or the healing, just 588 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,520 the healing presence around someone and telling them you love them. 589 00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:02,160 But we minister to one young woman and she had had deliverance the year before. 590 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:06,600 She had been diagnosed with schizophrenia, post-traumatic stress disorder, all these 591 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:11,400 different diagnoses and she came to the ministry that we were doing. 592 00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:15,640 We were doing a conference on intercession and I was teaching on how to intercede for 593 00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:19,680 people with mental health challenges and how to minister to people. 594 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:24,520 And she came and then she drove out of that before we had a chance to pray with her and 595 00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:28,020 they said, because tomorrow we're going to pray with people and it was very interesting. 596 00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:32,760 She drove three hours away and then she said, no, I want to go and get prayer. 597 00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:37,560 She drove three hours back and someone that I was with thought we should just go in for 598 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:42,240 deliverance and I heard the Lord say, no, I want you to just minister my love. 599 00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:45,240 And I said, okay, Father, what does that look like? 600 00:36:45,240 --> 00:36:47,720 So I stood in for her mother. 601 00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:50,080 I said, I'm your mother now. 602 00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:54,240 I'm just explaining to her, you think you would do that with someone with schizophrenia 603 00:36:54,240 --> 00:36:58,200 who has hallucinations, illusions anyway, but I did what the Lord said. 604 00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:01,160 I did what the Lord said for her. 605 00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:02,720 And I just said, I love you. 606 00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:04,720 And she could not even look at me in my eyes. 607 00:37:04,720 --> 00:37:09,960 And I just said, I want you to know I love you and I want you and I desire you. 608 00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:12,480 And you are so worthy to be born. 609 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,080 I'm so glad you were born. 610 00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:15,120 I'm so glad. 611 00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:16,600 She said, I can't receive love. 612 00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:18,560 I can't, I can't receive love. 613 00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:22,180 She said, I even when I became a prostitute, she had been on drugs. 614 00:37:22,180 --> 00:37:23,220 She was a prostitute. 615 00:37:23,220 --> 00:37:27,920 She said, I would go home to my mother's home and tell her I'm prostituting just for her 616 00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,720 to say, would you stop it? 617 00:37:29,720 --> 00:37:31,600 Just so I could see that she loved me. 618 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:34,300 And she never told me even to stop that. 619 00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:36,200 She said, I just can't receive love. 620 00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:37,800 I don't know how. 621 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:41,080 I said, honey, I love you. 622 00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:44,240 And I repent for everything as your mother. 623 00:37:44,240 --> 00:37:50,560 I repent for everything your mother said and did and everything she didn't do that would 624 00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:53,800 have blessed you and that would have honored you and would have let you know that you're 625 00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,440 wanted and desired. 626 00:37:56,440 --> 00:38:00,920 And I just said, the Lord had me say these amazing things over her of who she was. 627 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,040 I didn't know her. 628 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:03,920 He spoke about her gifts. 629 00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:05,900 He spoke about her callings. 630 00:38:05,900 --> 00:38:10,040 He spoke about her talents, her beauty, her attributes. 631 00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:15,600 I mean, he spoke as a father would that really loved their child and knew them. 632 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:20,760 As a mother would who could nurture, it was this nurturing, beautiful time. 633 00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:27,360 I mean, I was overwhelmed with feeling the love of the father ministering to this young 634 00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:28,360 woman. 635 00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,440 And I would make her look in my eyes and she'd look away. 636 00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:32,400 And then I'd say, look at me. 637 00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:36,940 And I'd make her look in my eyes until she would not take her eyes off me. 638 00:38:36,940 --> 00:38:40,600 And all of a sudden you just saw everything melt away. 639 00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:47,560 And she started crying and she started just her whole demeanor, her whole look, everything 640 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:49,400 changed. 641 00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:53,960 And then she was able to tell me at the end, she forgave her mother and she was able to 642 00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,120 say, I love you. 643 00:38:56,120 --> 00:39:00,360 And so it was another day that we were there. 644 00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:05,440 And one of the last services we ended up praying for someone who had bad knees. 645 00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,560 And so this woman who we prayed for sat in a chair. 646 00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:14,120 She was the first one up to go lay hands on her knees and looked at her and prayed over 647 00:39:14,120 --> 00:39:19,000 her knees and over amazing transformation. 648 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,220 Because before that she wasn't really talking to people. 649 00:39:21,220 --> 00:39:22,660 She was shying away. 650 00:39:22,660 --> 00:39:24,500 She was introverted, isolated. 651 00:39:24,500 --> 00:39:28,680 She was the first one that went over there and kneeled before her and laid hands on her 652 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:30,440 and started praying for her. 653 00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:35,120 And at one point before that in worship, I just went over to her and I had a heart ring 654 00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:39,260 on my hand and I took it off and I said, this is yours now, honey. 655 00:39:39,260 --> 00:39:43,960 This is for you to know that Abba Father will always love you no matter what. 656 00:39:43,960 --> 00:39:46,200 And that I will love you no matter what. 657 00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,200 And I looked at her and I said, I love you. 658 00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:49,960 And she looked at my eyes and received it. 659 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:53,400 So just that transformation in her. 660 00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:55,920 So there were several other people similar. 661 00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:59,760 It wasn't the same thing for everybody because everybody's different. 662 00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:05,080 But it was again, just ministering Father's love. 663 00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,000 Sometimes it's getting to a lie. 664 00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:11,200 Most of us believe some kind of a lie at some point and we have to get to the truth. 665 00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:15,920 But in order to want to face the lie like I'm no good, I'm worthless, I'm unworthy, 666 00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:21,080 I'm unloved, I have no power, whatever the lie is, you know, everyone has their own. 667 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:22,640 Some of them are similar. 668 00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:27,760 You have to have someone in a place of love to be able to experience that and then invite 669 00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:29,240 Jesus in with the truth. 670 00:40:29,240 --> 00:40:33,420 It's so beautiful, a very beautiful part of inner healing. 671 00:40:33,420 --> 00:40:35,560 But really ministering that love and standing in. 672 00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:39,840 Then we had another man there and he hadn't slept for a very long time. 673 00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:40,840 I didn't know this story afterwards. 674 00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:42,440 He hadn't slept for a very long time. 675 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:43,940 He had been homeless. 676 00:40:43,940 --> 00:40:45,540 They had diagnosed him with schizophrenia. 677 00:40:45,540 --> 00:40:48,760 It seems that sometimes that's what a lot of people get diagnosed with, either that 678 00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:50,400 or bipolar disorder. 679 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:54,600 And lots of times, of course, that's an accurate diagnosis because of the symptoms. 680 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:56,760 But you know, I don't look at any of that stuff. 681 00:40:56,760 --> 00:41:01,520 But he sat in the sessions and just stared ahead. 682 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,960 And it's a little bit scary, but you know, I wasn't scared. 683 00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:07,560 But you know what I mean, other people might have looked at him, but he was very, he was 684 00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,560 a big man. 685 00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:11,840 So they asked me to pray for him and I prayed for him. 686 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:15,960 And the Lord said he was wounded seriously by his mother. 687 00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:16,960 And I said, OK, Lord. 688 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:20,420 And he said, OK, so you need to stand in that place. 689 00:41:20,420 --> 00:41:21,420 So I did. 690 00:41:21,420 --> 00:41:25,440 And I just stood in the place with a great mother's love and the father's heart. 691 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:27,200 Just remember that it's both. 692 00:41:27,200 --> 00:41:31,280 It's a duality thing because the mother and the father, that's why we have to have a mother 693 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,280 and a father. 694 00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:36,000 You know, you have the father's heart, the mother's nurturing, the father's love. 695 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:40,480 And he was delivered inner healing set free and healed. 696 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:43,760 And that night he had slept the first night all the way through. 697 00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:47,320 And they couldn't even remember when he had done that in a long period of time. 698 00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:48,820 He was refreshed the next day. 699 00:41:48,820 --> 00:41:49,820 He was so excited. 700 00:41:49,820 --> 00:41:51,520 He came up and gave me a kiss on the lips. 701 00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:57,520 I'm like, oh, so I was a little bit taken back by that. 702 00:41:57,520 --> 00:42:00,880 Oh, when are you coming again? 703 00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:01,880 Thank you, dear sister. 704 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:02,880 Thank you, dear sister. 705 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:03,880 Thank you, dear sister. 706 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,000 I'm like, oh, glory to God. 707 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:13,240 But you know, I'll tell you what, just this last week in my own church, someone had said, 708 00:42:13,240 --> 00:42:19,840 you know, I'm not feeling like I'm hearing from God. 709 00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:26,280 And I said, and I felt Father say he is hearing from me, but he doesn't really know it. 710 00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:29,240 And so I drove down a little bit, asked him what God told me to ask him. 711 00:42:29,240 --> 00:42:32,400 I might want to tell the whole story because it's his story. 712 00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:34,200 And the Lord said, minister the Father's love. 713 00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:39,040 Of course, I'm a woman, but you know, Father is like you said, he has the heart of a mother, 714 00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:40,040 right? 715 00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:45,540 To the nurturing of a mother, the strengths of a father and the protection of a father. 716 00:42:45,540 --> 00:42:49,680 And so I just minister Father's love to him and said, what a wonderful son. 717 00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:55,840 And I encouraged him to go home and say, teach me, Father, who you are, teach me about your 718 00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:58,440 father attributes. 719 00:42:58,440 --> 00:43:01,320 And he had a backstory about a father, of course. 720 00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:06,240 And then he remembered, oh my gosh, I had prayed last week and when I woke up, I got 721 00:43:06,240 --> 00:43:07,240 the answer. 722 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:09,240 I do hear. 723 00:43:09,240 --> 00:43:15,120 But because of that block that the enemy had, that lie that you don't know Father, you don't 724 00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,120 hear the Lord, blah, blah, blah. 725 00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,900 You know, when the Father's love was open to him and he felt it, I just had my hand 726 00:43:20,900 --> 00:43:23,720 on his heart, spelled very tenderly. 727 00:43:23,720 --> 00:43:30,520 He was able to even remember an instance and was excited about going home and hearing more. 728 00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:33,320 So again, this isn't hard. 729 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:38,760 It's ministering the compassionate love that the Lord gave to me when I told him, I don't 730 00:43:38,760 --> 00:43:39,760 think I like you. 731 00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:44,120 Then he didn't say, well, get away from me then. 732 00:43:44,120 --> 00:43:50,440 You know, he said, let me draw you to my breast and show you who I am. 733 00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:51,920 Let me draw you in. 734 00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:53,280 Come sit in my hand here. 735 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:54,280 You know what I mean? 736 00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:58,480 Like when I saw that picture, which could be like a womb because it was dark inside there, 737 00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:00,120 two hands. 738 00:44:00,120 --> 00:44:05,840 So that's what we can give out to build his kingdom, to compel them to come into the kingdom, 739 00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:08,800 go into the highways and byways, compel them to come in. 740 00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,720 What's going to compel them? 741 00:44:10,720 --> 00:44:13,800 Telling them that they're lousy sinners and that they're going to go to hell. 742 00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:17,520 Well, that will scare some people enough to come into the kingdom. 743 00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:20,660 It's the goodness of God that leads them to repentance. 744 00:44:20,660 --> 00:44:22,540 That's what the Bible says, right? 745 00:44:22,540 --> 00:44:26,800 So it's through that goodness and loving kindness that people get healed too. 746 00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:28,880 Best thing for trauma ever. 747 00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:34,200 So yes, I just can't say enough about the love of God and I want to experience it more 748 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,240 and more and get to know him more and more. 749 00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:39,940 And we won't know him in his fullness until we get there, I believe it. 750 00:44:39,940 --> 00:44:45,360 Yet we can have encounters with him that we know beyond any shot of a doubt that God is 751 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:49,400 good all the time, no matter what we face, no matter what our children face, no matter 752 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:56,000 what we face it with our boss or wherever we are, that he's always, always, always good. 753 00:44:56,000 --> 00:44:57,000 Amen. 754 00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:02,680 Well, we're looking forward to you ministering at our convention that's coming up June 11 755 00:45:02,680 --> 00:45:03,680 through 14th. 756 00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:08,840 And I trust that God is going to use you in a powerful way at that event and that we hope 757 00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:10,960 that folks that are listening are going to come. 758 00:45:10,960 --> 00:45:17,840 You can go to our website, globaloutpouring.org and find more information under events. 759 00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:19,600 And we hope you can get here. 760 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:24,120 And if you can't get here, then follow us on YouTube or Facebook on our global outpouring 761 00:45:24,120 --> 00:45:28,440 channel on YouTube or our global outpouring Facebook page. 762 00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:31,400 Those are in the show notes here as well. 763 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:34,020 So Valerie, would you just pray for our listeners? 764 00:45:34,020 --> 00:45:37,080 Because I feel like there are some people that are really resonating with what you're 765 00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:38,080 saying. 766 00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:39,080 Yes, I'd love to. 767 00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:41,240 Thank you, Abba Father. 768 00:45:41,240 --> 00:45:42,720 We just thank you Lord. 769 00:45:42,720 --> 00:45:48,000 Abba, we just thank you for your great love and your great loving kindness, your tender 770 00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,000 mercies, Lord. 771 00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:53,640 Father, in this world where so many people are wounded, Lord, so many in the church, 772 00:45:53,640 --> 00:45:58,360 Father, when I go in and ask, so many have depression or anxiety or experience great 773 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:02,920 trauma or great fear, Lord, or sadness and grief and sorrow. 774 00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:06,640 And yet Father, you're good all the time. 775 00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:10,080 Your loving kindness endures forever. 776 00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:15,280 Lord, we just pray Father that you would begin to touch in a deeper way each person listening, 777 00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:20,120 Lord, as they cry out and say, Father, show me your great love. 778 00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:24,320 Father, let me know more of you and experience more of you. 779 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:30,400 Father, I just pray Lord, as you did for me, that you would heal every wound, that you 780 00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:40,240 would touch every grief and sorrow and expose it and let it become joy and beauty instead 781 00:46:40,240 --> 00:46:44,400 of ashes, Lord, the oil of joy for mourning. 782 00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:49,440 We just thank you Father that for your great love, Lord, we thank you for Jesus, you who 783 00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:56,260 died for us and rose again and who love us and show us the Father's love. 784 00:46:56,260 --> 00:47:00,120 You do, Lord, because you said, I and the Father are one. 785 00:47:00,120 --> 00:47:04,600 And so many, Lord, I knew I knew you, Jesus, but not in your fullness because I didn't 786 00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:10,680 know Abba, Lord, like you knew Abba, but yet you and Holy Spirit taught me. 787 00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:15,840 Holy Spirit, thank you that you indwell within us and that you teach us and draw us. 788 00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:22,120 You're the spirit of truth and you teach us, show us all truth about Jesus, about Abba. 789 00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:27,120 You give us the strategies even to know Jesus and Abba better. 790 00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:30,240 And we thank you for Father, Son and Holy Spirit. 791 00:47:30,240 --> 00:47:32,520 I just bless the people, Lord God. 792 00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:36,840 I pray for all those that are wounded, Lord, and those that have people with mental illnesses 793 00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:43,160 in their family or addictions, Lord, disabilities, those that have people that are suffering, 794 00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:48,920 even sometimes these depressions that all manifest in heart disease, Lord, and diabetes 795 00:47:48,920 --> 00:47:53,520 and other cancers and so forth, Lord, a woundedness does as well and trauma. 796 00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:59,640 So, Lord, we pray for healing of those deep wounds and those deep sorrows and those deep, 797 00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:01,680 deep sadnesses and fears. 798 00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:05,640 And oh, that only you can get to, Lord, that only you can get to. 799 00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:10,600 A good therapist can begin to touch, but Lord, you can get to the innermost parts of the 800 00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,160 being with your loving kindness. 801 00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:16,640 We just pray that you'd pour out right now in Jesus' name. 802 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,760 And Father, we thank you. 803 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:22,200 The world is longing for that outpouring of Father's love. 804 00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:26,360 And we thank you, Father, that each one of us that's listening, each one of us that's 805 00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:32,640 speaking, will take that love out, Lord God, and transform the places that we go to, Lord, 806 00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:36,400 and touch the lives of those we come in contact with. 807 00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:43,080 And let us hear what you tell us to say, and then we'll say it and do what you want us 808 00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:44,480 to do, and we'll do it. 809 00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:45,480 We'll be obedient. 810 00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:46,480 We say, yes, Lord. 811 00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:47,480 Here am I. 812 00:48:47,480 --> 00:48:48,480 Send us. 813 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:49,480 We will do it. 814 00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:50,480 In Jesus' name, amen. 815 00:48:50,480 --> 00:48:51,480 Amen. 816 00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:54,880 Well, thank you so much for being with us, Valerie. 817 00:48:54,880 --> 00:49:00,760 That's a real blessing to have you, and we look forward to your ministry coming up soon. 818 00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:01,760 Thank you. 819 00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:02,760 Thank you. 820 00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:03,760 Thank you. 821 00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:12,800 If you 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