He who is forgiven much loves much.
Absolutely.
And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
He said, I'm going to go get her.
And he promises in Joel 2, 28 to pour out his spirit on all humanity.
Welcome to Global Outpouring.
We contend for that promise outpouring.
We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring.
I'm Philip Bus.
And I'm Sharon Bus.
Welcome to the podcast today.
We're so glad that you're with us.
We have a very special podcast today because we have a special guest, Lakey Goff, and she's
going to tell us her testimony of how God brought her out of darkness into his marvelous
light.
Thanks so much for joining us today.
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Yes, you.
I'm talking to you, listener.
You're important to us.
And we are here to help you to contend for the outpouring and equip for the outpouring
so that you can engage in the outpouring as it unfolds where you live.
But we want you to be ready.
This testimony is going to help you to understand some things that go on on the dark side and
how to overcome and how to be set free and see what God will do with your life like you
did with Lakeys.
So Lakey Goff, thank you so much for joining us today.
This is going to be an exciting podcast.
Thank you so much, Sharon and Philip, for having me here.
Praise the Lord.
May his name be glorified.
Amen.
That's what it's all about.
It's all about his glory.
It's all about his outpouring.
That's right.
We want to see him do everything that he wants to do.
Yes.
But there was a time in your life when you decided you didn't want to see what he wanted
to do.
But let's start at the beginning.
What kind of a home did you grow up in?
I was raised in a very loving home.
My mom was very young when they got married.
My dad is an artist and they were married in a yoga house.
I will say that that's an important part of the story.
In Memphis, yes, and also they lived on a commune here in the Ozarks Mountains in Arkansas,
actually.
Okay.
But I was the firstborn of five children and my dad was a seeker of the Lord.
He was seeking God and he had an experience on this commune they lived on and he was seeking
in the scripture and he gave his life to Jesus.
And so I was raised in a Christian home and as a baby, they lived on this commune for
a short time.
My dad is a very strong personality and he ended up taking down the symbol for home at
the commune and putting up the fish of the living.
Oh wow.
And they went ahead and asked him to leave.
Praise the Lord.
Okay.
So you were actually born while they were still in they were still seeking.
Yes.
And that's that explains a lot.
That's a generational some of the generational curses and stuff.
Okay.
And you were born on the solstice.
Yes.
The winter solstice.
Yes.
And that's in 73.
Oh, it's 73.
Yes.
And that's a significant year.
Yes.
Okay.
So your folks got involved in pro-life.
Yes.
So after my dad had an experience with the Lord and we lived near Russellville, Arkansas
on a farm with five acres and my parents had, you know, my brothers and sisters, there
were five children all together and my brothers and sisters were born at home with a midwife.
We had an organic garden.
You know, we had a dog and we went to a small non-dominational fellowship church.
Okay.
And we went to private Christian schools, very sheltered, good, pure life, lots of potlucks,
lots of good families in our church.
And that was my childhood.
I will say in me, even then I was a very curious child and I love to explore in the woods on
my own alone.
So there are some things that were in me that kind of have to do with my testimony as we
continue.
Okay.
And then your family moved to El Paso, Texas.
Yes.
My dad sold everything.
He wanted to be a doer of the word.
We had a strong conviction to help the poor and anyone else the Lord brought.
So we sold everything we own.
We sold the farm in Arkansas and we moved about a mile from the Mexican border near
Juarez in El Paso, Texas.
And we were there for two years.
We lived a very sheltered life there.
We were taught at home during the week.
On Friday nights, we went to the malls and witnessed to people.
On Saturday mornings, we went with the Catholics to the abortion clinics and picketed the abortion
clinics.
And then on Sunday, we went to church, worship the Lord, and then went over to Mexico to
feed do feedings in the slums there.
Wow.
Of course.
So you had Spanish for, you know, early on very early.
Yeah.
The Spanish language, Spanish people.
Yeah.
So then, then what happened?
So we lived in that lifestyle, you know, serving the Lord with everything we had for two years.
And then at the age of 12, my father had another spiritual experience with the Lord and said
that we were moving to Costa Rica to be missionaries.
And so once again, everything we own had to fit in a foot locker, which I remember my
dad got him at Kmart.
He brought him to our room and said everything you want, you need to fit it in there.
And so that's not a bad thing.
You know, it's a very simple living.
It's a good thing and I still live that way actually, as far as the material things not
needing.
Yeah, some very good things my parents instilled in me.
I just want to bless my mother and father.
Yes.
Yeah, I want to honor and bless my mother and father here for the good things they've
taught me.
That's beautiful.
Yes.
So you lived in Costa Rica for how long?
Yes, when I was 12, we moved down there and lived there until I graduated high school.
We were there a total of five, six years.
Okay.
And then I worked in the Nicaraguan refugee camps there.
Oh, yeah.
Eventually, my father had a resettlement camp about six miles from the Nicaraguan border.
So while the Sandinistas were coming over the war, the Sandinistas sometimes they would
cross the river, Sada Pekee, and the first place they would end up is at my dad's farm.
Oh, my he wrote a grant with another missionary and so they had this land and it was so remote
that you could only get there by a boat.
Oh, there were no roads.
Oh, my.
That's pretty remote.
Yeah.
And primitive, no doubt.
Very primitive, wild.
Wow.
So then you came back to the States and you had graduated from high school.
So then what happened?
So we were back in Russellville, Arkansas, which was our hometown.
And you know, my friends suggested I go to college, which as missionaries, we hadn't
really prepared for this.
So I just had a friend who told me about Hendricks College, so I applied and I got in and I went
to Hendricks College.
Okay.
Now, for our listeners, they don't know anything about Hendricks College.
Can you give them just an overview of what Hendricks College is like?
Yes, it's a small liberal arts college in central Arkansas.
And was originally Methodist.
Originally Methodist, but very liberal.
And the dorm that I was placed in was called Couch Hall.
So that's where the bisexuals and drugs were.
And that was so, and that's where I lived the year I was at Hendricks College.
Even back then it was...
Even back then it was.
Yeah.
So then what happened to you?
Well as soon as I was out of my dad's under his roof and his rules, my life had been so
extreme as you can tell.
And so I wanted to experience things on my own and I wanted to find God in my own way.
And my father was very concerned about me going to this liberal arts school.
Yeah, he knew what it was about.
With reason.
Because he had wisdom and he was trying to protect me.
But I did write him a two page letter.
He said if I went there, I had to go to Bible study and I wrote him a letter and I just
basically said, no, I'm on my own.
I'm doing my own thing now.
I'm going to basically do it my way.
And how did that go?
I mean, you made a list.
What kind of a list did you make?
I did.
It was very methodical about this.
I mean, I made a list of the drugs I wanted to try.
I was very much for the experience of things.
And as an artist, you know, in that curiosity, the enemy can easily early on get a hold through
curiosity.
And then of course, that very strict environment squelched some of that need to explore in
a safe way, which would be to explore the word of God.
But one of the things my father had taught me, you know, and I did agree with was that
I was to not have sex before marriage.
It seemed very logical to me.
Even with drinking and things, I had no desire, which is amazing.
Right.
But that was a thought.
Well, that's gross.
But I ended up losing my virginity through.
I was date raped.
I was raped at Hendricks College.
So as you know, that was a way for the enemy to come in and I didn't tell many people about
it.
And so the shame, right.
All the things that go with that.
For me, how it manifested was very quickly as mental illness is what they called.
So I was misdiagnosed, which is actually a word curse of being bipolar and placed in
psychiatric institutions for it was almost 20 years.
I was in and out of them and very early age.
They started giving me pharmacia, which we know is what they call mood stabilizers or
psychiatric medication is the language of the world.
Yeah.
But that didn't go well for you.
No, that eventually after 20 years of using lithium, Seroquel.
I mean, it often they would experiment with things as a new drug would come out.
Geodon.
They would just experiment.
Well, had some of the drugs that you took affected your mind?
I'm sure they had it in some way.
Yes.
But you can see between being raped and also coming from the mission field to the United
States being raped, experimenting with drugs and alcohol.
It's a combination.
Yeah.
Well, we understand on this side of all of that, that the enemy of our soul is trying
to do everything he can to ruin our lives so that we won't ever hurt his kingdom.
Right.
But we are sent here to this planet for a purpose of our father that is going to ruin
the kingdom of darkness.
Right.
Yeah.
So then what happened?
What was the next thing that happened to you?
So I continued to go to church.
The 20 years of the pharmacia in the hospitalization was one of the hardest things to break free
of.
And in that time, I was married several times and I had two children married and then divorced
and I had two children.
But the final thing that happened with that is that I was hospitalized because a lot of
the pharmacia or drugs that they give you and the side effects themselves cause like
suicidal ideation.
Oh, that's right.
Yeah.
So there were many times it wasn't even my own thoughts.
It was the results.
It's witchcraft.
You know?
And so the last time I was hospitalized was 2015 and they gave me electroshock.
Oh no.
And yes, I was already so drugged from being in lockdown that I didn't understand when I,
you know, what they were doing.
And so I was given that lost a month or more of my life, um, you know, in a wheelchair
drooling, trying to shock that out of me.
And they still do that in Arkansas at a place called Bridgeway, which I have since returned
and the Lord has healed me and healed that trauma and rewired my neurons.
Jesus Christ, the son of God has rewired my neurons.
It was a month ago.
He brought me back there and we have canceled that assignment that that will not happen
to any other people.
Amen.
So praise the Lord.
Time for that to be outlawed, I think.
That is outlawed.
It's, it's yeah, it's not humane.
So how did you start getting into other kinds of religious practices in your search for
God?
Yes.
So there was the curiosity, of course, but also there was a frustration from the time
as a little girl in the fellowship churches, seeing good people, kind people, even worshiping
God, but a lack of power.
That's it.
A lack of authority.
And I found that as I was needing to detox off of this pharmacia and these drugs that
no one could help me in the churches that even their prayers fell to the ground.
And so in 2015, I was at a, you know, a non-denominational fellowship church that I'd go with with my
husband and my children and no one could help me even though they kept praying and there
was no deliverance, no, no mention of spirits or the spiritual battle weren't we're in.
And I knew after that electroshock that I had to find a way to detox my body from that.
And so I went to yoga.
It started with simple breath work and, and my desire was to be free of the bondage and
my desire was to be right with God.
Wow.
And so it started with Hatha yoga.
There are many different forms of yoga.
It started with Hatha yoga, but it wasn't powerful enough.
So then I found Kundalini yoga, which is called royal yoga.
And it's a lineage of 10 gurus.
I'll tell you more about that, but there's a lot of chanting and mantras and breath work.
And so I was able to detox without the support of a single person, by the way, my parents
didn't, weren't in agreement with it.
My daughter, my husband at the time, my psychiatrist, even my sponsor in AA, no one agreed or supported
me to teach.
They were afraid for me because they had only known me as neat on these drugs, you know?
And so I used the yoga and moving my body and breath work and the mantras to detox.
Yes.
And you detoxed and welcomed a whole bunch of other stuff in.
Right.
Oops.
Right.
So how did that go?
Opened up.
I did not understand that the mantras, mantra means sound current and that sound.
A sound current and it's a repetition, but part of it's a focus your mind, you know,
to clear your subconscious, to heal trauma.
Now I knew that it wasn't what I was brought up with.
I mean, I have, you know, we have our case says in the word of God, we do know right
from wrong.
So I will say I knew that this was not the word of God, that this was not, but it started
in desperation.
And you never ran into somebody that had the power to be able to help you deliverance.
No, I never, I never was around anyone.
And so I went all the way with Kundalini yoga and I became a trained Kundalini yoga teacher
level one, level two, and then I started teaching others and holding women's retreats, wellness
retreats.
And then from there, you know, once you open up that door, the modalities and healing quote
unquote modalities in the new age movement, they're all very similar and you become trained
and you know, I became trained in Reiki, which is healing on with the hands.
I became trained.
I was a trained through not Marcian, which is healing through the consciousness.
I went as far as you can go.
Oh, the very first thing I did though, as I was beginning yoga, let me backtrack is
I start meditating to calm my mind as I didn't have those, that pharmacia, that those drugs
that you made up your mind, you weren't going to take them anymore.
I wasn't going to take them.
And so since, so I couldn't calm the mind and none of these Christians didn't seem,
you know, there was no power, there was anything.
So I went to a Tibetan Buddhism meditation classes first.
And I went to a retreat.
Yeah.
And I met a llama and I took refuge in Tibetan Buddhism for the very first year as I was
still learning yoga.
All of it was kind of coming at the same time.
Wow.
And you got into it deeply.
Deeply.
Yes.
And then the Tibetan Buddhism, I found that the Kundalini yoga had the most power, which
the enemy has power and he gives riches and power.
I want the Christian community to understand in the body of Christ that that is real.
These things are not made up.
One thing we found out in Tibet and people that know that there was human sacrifice in
Tibetan Buddhism in Tibet.
That was, you know, it's been for a long time.
The history of history of Tibetan Buddhism.
They don't advertise that here.
They don't advertise that.
No, it's very hidden what the power is.
It seems to be one thing, just like housewives trying to get a little calm.
Let's just meditate, quote unquote.
Right.
But what it is, is opening yourself up to demonic spirits, high demon powers.
And that is what a mantra is.
It's nothing but a chant to demon powers, whether it's Tibetan Buddhism or Kundalini
yoga or Gurmukhi or Reiki, everything that is not the word of God, that is not Jesus
Christ, the son of God is a chant to a demon power.
And you are inviting them in to channel those demons for the work of the enemy of our soul.
Wow.
And you got involved in all kinds of, uh, would you call it witchcraft as well?
Yes.
So in Kundalini yoga, the first thing they did in my training, this is really important
because you know, as believers, we daily give, we submit, it says in the word of God, it
says submit your will to God, resist the devil and he will flee.
So there's a submission of your will.
Well, in Kundalini yoga in my training, and this was like 2017, the very first thing they
did in our, our yoga training was break our will.
Oh, I didn't know this.
We did an hour.
So this does this make sense now?
Yeah.
An hour long chant called a Sat Kriya, which one of our main mantras was truth is our true
identity.
So see, you believe that you're going towards truth, but we did this chant to break our
will.
Oh my.
And so my will was broken, but I agreed to it.
Right.
So no one is doing anything against their will, but they break your will.
This is what the Lord showed me after he saved me some of the things that had happened.
If that is I'm making sense.
When you get to a level of let's we're regret, did you feel, do you feel like, well, I've
arrived, I've done all this, you know, and I got all this power.
I don't need nothing else.
What did, did you have a feeling like that?
You know, cause the devil's giving you all this false feeling of fulfillment and all
that.
But when did you realize it was wrong?
Not until my, my son, my youngest child, my son's Solomon was taken from me legally.
Did I understand because we even had mantras and chants and meditations for the legal system.
Wow.
There is a chant and meditation and Kundalini yoga for everything.
Like we have prayers from the word of God that is the truth.
Right.
Yeah.
But there was, and so there was a meditation I was doing in a chant for the court situation
that I was in in 2020 and it, nothing was moving, nothing was changing.
And then my son was actually legally taken from me.
And so I had to reach a place of completely losing everything, including custody of my
own son because that had the way the enemy blinds you, you see.
Wow.
So you, it's just like having everything ahead.
It felt like your complete control and fulfillment, but then when you use that, like for the court
case and all that, it didn't work.
So that's what kind of, did that help you wake up?
Wake up.
It's, it was the process of starting to wake up.
It was a process because the stronghold of the enemy and that, I mean, I had chanted
for almost five years daily, which I now know I was chanting and calling in demon powers.
And I was given power and I actually made money partially from, well, women's meditation
retreats, but also reading auras.
That was one of the powers I was given a channeling the dead.
I mean, all of these, all of this Cunilini yoga is nothing but a covenant of a death
covenant that it talks about in Isaiah.
They're using a lineage of 10 different gurus and they're connecting to what they call the
subtle body, which is actually just those that have already died.
Right.
To receive energy and keeping them alive through our chanting.
And that's just the tip of the iceberg.
We might have to do another podcast specifically because I want to expose the lies of the enemy.
I want to blow the cover off and I want to, because that's why we overcome by the blood
of the lamb and the word of our testimony.
We love not our life unto death and that overcoming that Jesus has walked me through is that now
for those that are out there seeking that are still doing witchcraft, that are still
meditating, that are even doing yoga practices, maybe even just Hatha yoga that they need to
know what they are coming into agreement with and they are coming into agreement with the
father of lies.
And so there's a lot in that I want to expose at some point.
Yes.
I think that's, that is a wonderful thing is people that are involved in this or know
people that are involved, they would need to know.
Don't you need to, you know, need to know.
Wow.
Yeah.
Because even the poses themselves are poses to Hindu gods in yoga, even just Hatha yoga.
But I will say on that, that's why it's so important that we understand that as believers
and followers and ambassadors of Jesus Christ, that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit.
So there does need to be, we need to honor God with our body and use it for I run now
I'm a runner.
The Lord restored my lungs and healed my lungs.
So I just want to smoke her.
Right.
I've 30 years, I was addicted to nicotine in some form.
Wow.
Yeah.
And he, he delivered me and set me free and healed my lungs.
And now I just ran a 10 K in the Little Rock marathon about two or three weeks ago, which
is a miracle.
Wow.
And he, Jesus is alive.
He's still healing people.
He's given back new body parts.
Absolutely, absolutely.
This is awesome.
Wow.
Jesus, you know, I just want to ask a couple of questions about the yoga business because
you know, so many people think that there's such a thing as Christian yoga, but that's
a misnomer, right?
It doesn't work.
Right.
The word yoga is a Sanskrit word, which means yolk.
Yoke.
Yes.
Well, that ought to spell it out for us.
And so I just want to acknowledge to all the women that are trying to heal from trauma
in their bodies and every sort of trauma they've experienced that there is a way for the Lord
to heal your body without yoga.
Yeah.
Yoga is a yolk.
And part of the thing like Shavasana, which is what you do after a yoga set, you lay down
and you open your arms and it's called, it's a corpse pose.
Oh, wonderful.
Shavasana, I want you to hear this.
Are you listening to me?
Shavasana is corpse pose and you are opening yourself up to whatever the teacher has set
the intention for, whatever mantra they have spoken.
And so if you're not coming into agreement with the Holy Spirit of God, the Ruach HaKadish,
then what are you coming into agreement with?
Right.
You are coming into agreement with demons and our battle is not against flesh and blood.
It's against powers and principalities and the rulers of darkness of the heavenly places.
And so I have seen the Christian yoga and there's another way that the Lord has.
There's a better way for us to use our bodies because you cannot separate yoga from the
Hindu religion.
Yoga is a spiritual practice based on the Hinduism religion.
Right.
Which is idolatry.
It is idolatry.
And it's an abomination to God.
It's abomination.
Which means it's disgusting to him.
Right.
Yeah.
You're putting another God before him.
That's part of the, I mean, that's the very first of the 10 commandments have no other
gods before me.
But it's so subtle and there is a need for women to use their bodies and for, and you
know, so I would just want to really acknowledge that, that I understand why they want to relax.
They want to med, they want to calm their mind.
They want to, but the Lord is the only one who can bring peace.
He's the Prince of peace.
He's the only one who can show each of us which way our bodies were made to exercise
or to stay healthy.
And our meditation on him and on his words and on his word is the answer.
If meditation is the direction you're going, you need to meditate on the word of God because
that's what gives life, not death.
Right.
It says in Psalm one, meditate on my word night and day, and then you will have good
success.
And the word meditation is mentioned many times in the word of God.
And that is to meditate on his word because his words are life.
And his words are truth.
The words of Jesus, he says that in John.
Yeah.
And then many Christians are scared of the word meditate because they think, Oh, that's
meditate means, but no, it was in the scripture long before it was in Hinduism.
Right.
Exactly.
Right.
Thank you for reclaiming that the things that the enemy has tried to take and ownership is
that now the Lord owns all of it.
And so we do meditate on the word of God.
We are meditators on the word of God, which is alive.
It's living and active.
Yes.
Absolutely.
Sharper than a two edged sword pierces between spirit and soul.
Amen.
Thank you.
Certainly does.
I've heard recently about something they call chair yoga.
Are you familiar with that?
Is that very, tell us about that.
Cause you know, I think there's people that are, that are doing it for the sake of exercise.
Yes.
And I actually, I did teach in a nursing home.
I mean, so there was like very pure intentions.
I taught chair yoga at a nursing home for about a year, Kundalini yoga, but I also taught
them mantras and meditations.
But see, that's how the it's so, so harmless.
It seems like, yes, that that's part of the, I wore all white.
I wore turbans and you know, I want to tell you that we sang chants all the time that
we were one with God.
And our main mantra was that truth was our true identity.
And we acknowledged Jesus, but as an avatar and a prophet, we did.
I am meditations.
Okay.
This is the part that the believers need to understand is that when you're blinded, the
nature of deceit is that you don't know you're deceived.
Precisely.
And so I was doing things for the community, teaching chair yoga and, and, and someone
needs to go visit people in the nursing homes with the love of Jesus and help them move
their bodies, but not through yoga.
Right.
There's a ways to stretch our bodies.
That are not yoga.
Yes.
Yeah.
I'm so glad you clarified that.
Yeah.
So how did you come out where you found the Holy spirit and you got deliverance?
How did that happen?
Yeah.
So 2020, when everything changed for everyone, I had joint custody with the father of my
son.
We had been divorced for a few years and we had joint custody and we were living in Little
Rock and 2020 the school shut down.
The playgrounds were, everyone knows what happened, you know, shut down and I wanted
to leave the city.
And so I moved to a farm in Northwest Arkansas where it was 20 acres where my son could ride
his bike, where we would be safe.
I mean, no one knew what was going on.
And so I wanted to be out of the city.
So I moved from Little Rock where we had joint custody week on week off to Northwest Arkansas
and I didn't do it legally.
I broke the custody agreement.
Oh, and with everything else going on, I mean, and so I continued the week on week off, I
would just drive, but from that a lawsuit was filed against me and I just say bless
the Lord for that trial of that lawsuit because it has saved my soul.
I just want to say what the enemy meant for evil.
The Lord turns for good.
And I just, I just want to bless everyone around that, the judges and the father of
my son right now.
I just want to bless them because from that situation, that was the darkest situation
I've ever been through.
The Lord has saved my soul.
And what is it that if you gain the whole world, but lose your soul and Jesus has restored
my soul, he renews my soul.
Amen.
Yes.
Glory to God.
So that, that going through that lawsuit and losing your son was what began to get you
back to God.
Then what happened?
Yes.
2020 is when they over a zoom call, they had a hearing and they took legal, all legal custody
of my son.
They took alimony, all my, I lost it all pretty quickly.
And I had been doing a meditation, a 90 day meditation in Kundalini yoga for guilt, guilt
for guilt with breath work and a mantra trying to get the guilt out of me.
See they have a meditation for everything.
We actually even had rebirth in meditations.
Oh, so you're reborn again.
Reborn again.
Oh, look at that.
And Jesus says that we are to be born again.
So what the enemy, that's what I'm saying.
The enemy, you know, took twists and twists.
We also had a living word, which was called the Guru Grant Sahib, which came from the Sikh
tradition.
They called it a living word for everything.
So and also like in the, in revelation where it talks about your destiny and you know,
on your forehead, it talks about your forehead.
Well, they had talked about that it's on your destiny to be a Kundalini yoga teacher laying
on of hands from the word of God.
Well we laid on with it.
So every thing you can see now, that's why the compassion I have of Jesus through me
for those that have been deceived by these practices.
Wow.
So, so then how did you come to the point where you turned to Jesus?
What was that moment like?
So now I know that it was the Holy Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit.
When I woke up one morning and like I said, I did readings often for people reading auras,
tarot, you know, psychic abilities.
And I woke up one morning after all this lawsuit had stuff had been going on.
I thought, and this must have been the Holy Spirit.
This is a lie.
Wow.
Just the tarot, you know, and I said, I'm going to burn it.
Wow.
And so I got a big pot and I put all my notes and everything.
I spent all this money and that's partly how I made my money.
And I burned the tarot and I heard the voice of Jesus Christ, the son of God say, I will
teach you everything you need to know.
I will lead you into all truth.
Wow.
And I want to say that I was used to hearing many voices.
Now the astral plane is where you go to get your information and you go down to the Akashic
record to receive.
This is all demonic.
This is like the second heaven.
And that's what you do with the psychic ability.
It's demon powers.
Right.
So I was used to going onto the astral plane.
I was there a lot actually.
And I knew many voices, but that voice I had not heard.
Wow.
And I knew it was the voice of my savior, Jesus Christ, my redeemer.
And I knew that he had put that in me to burn it.
That was grace from the beginning.
It was the grace of God.
And once I slammed that door shut or he slammed it for me, I felt the, which now I know is
the Lord, Jesus Christ, my savior to go look on my bookshelf, which was filled with esoteric
books, Tibetan Buddhist of the dead, you know, every form of esoteric book and practice.
And there was my Bible that my mom and dad had bought me when I was 16 years old.
Wow.
And it had my name on it.
Wow.
And I picked it up out of all those books and I started reading it and I thought the
Bible and I opened it up and I opened up to Psalm 119.
Oh, I love that one.
And when I, when I started reading, I saw the tarot numbers cause I was trained in Kabbalah
tree of life tarot, which means I understand Hebrew numerology and the numbers.
And I saw the first thing I saw was daylath.
I said, that's a door.
Oh yes, it is.
Oh yes.
Yes.
And so that, and I want to speak to everyone out there who's going to, who's walking through
this deliverance from yogic practices and every form of witchcraft is that the Lord
Jesus will meet you where you are in your sin.
He didn't try to fix me first.
He met me right there.
He knew that I was trained in the numbers.
And I said, my gosh.
And I said, Oh pay.
Oh, that's mouth.
Yeah.
Oh yeah.
And I knew it.
Wow.
And I started reading and that was 2020, September, 2020.
And I haven't put the word of God down since.
And I eat the word of God like a scroll night and day.
Yeah.
And so the word of God and I, and from that moment, I literally have not that Bible by
the way has completely fallen apart from me.
I had to get a new one.
You devoured it.
Yes.
Fell into pieces from me reading it.
And so Jesus Christ himself came and he taught me and it says that he did that with Paul.
He, he, he is my teacher.
No one witnessed to me.
And I want to say that too, Jesus will come and get you.
He left the 99 and he came and he got me and he was on that farm with me.
I'd lost my son.
I'd lost my money.
There were times I didn't even have gas to leave the farm and all of my identity as a
yoga teacher, all of that wealth around it, all of my friends gone, just started falling
off, but I had the Lord and his word and his word started delivering me.
First from demon powers.
Yes.
His word is life.
His word.
Absolutely.
So the things that you overcome, this is a fact of life, the things that you overcome,
you also have authority over.
That's right.
Because you've overcome it in yourself.
So that gives you an authority in prayer and an authority in ministry, ministering to people
to help them to overcome.
Like people who have been healed of something, they get authority to pray for people who
have the same thing and they get healed.
That's right.
So are you experiencing that kind of thing that the Lord is leading you to take authority
over things?
Yes, because that is it's the enemy has power, but he has no authority.
Exactly.
I want everyone listening to really understand that.
And so we've been given all power and authority with the name of Jesus and the blood of Jesus.
It's the blood of Jesus.
The blood speaks a better word.
Amen.
It's the blood of Jesus that heals us, that sets us free.
And it's the anointing that breaks the yolks.
The anointing that breaks the yolks is the blood of Jesus.
Yes.
And that is what has set me free is I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
I've been washed in the blood of the lamb.
He has no memory of my sin.
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
That's right.
And so for all of the things that the curses and all of these ways, the enemy had tried
to lure me out into the kingdom of darkness.
And now I've been transferred into the kingdom of light is how you started this podcast is
that I have authority.
I have an anointing of deliverance that the Lord has given me from walking me through
all of this for others who are suffering to be set free, that the chains are broken off
of them in Jesus name.
Amen.
So you've seen people set free.
Yes.
I've seen people set free and I have an evangelist heart because he who is forgiven much loves
much.
Absolutely.
And I mean, there's no way this is an imposter.
You can hear an impossible situation between Tibetan Buddhism, suicide, pharmacia.
I mean, all of this stuff divorces and my Jesus said, I want her.
He said, I'm going to go get her.
Well, he said that from the very beginning.
From the very he said that before you were formed in your mother's womb.
He said, I want her.
And that's why the devil tried so hard to take you out.
Right.
Because you're doing damage to his kingdom.
Now, in more recent times, the Lord has opened up something to you that really wasn't on
your radar.
But but you've seen the hand of God putting the pieces together from from your childhood
to make this the right thing.
Tell us about that.
Yes.
And I just want to say that part of the thing that I've been delivered from is that when
I lost custody, legal custody of my son, which has not been restored yet, but our times are
in his hands and he makes everything beautiful in its time.
He said the end of a matter is better than the beginning of a matter.
So praise the Lord.
He will restore that.
And my son has been saved and baptized, by the way, even in the middle of all this, both
of my children saved, baptized and delivered in Jesus name.
Glory to God.
Yeah.
And so in this, I'm an artist.
The Lord made me to be an artist.
I come from a family.
Now you have to understand in generational curses that is part of what you break off
with the blood of Jesus is that there are also generational blessings.
Absolutely.
Hallelujah.
Yes.
And so as my family has been and my mother is a believer and my father's coming back
to the Lord is that for all these generational curses that we had as we cleanse the bloodline
with the blood of Jesus Christ, the blood of the lamb.
And as we cancel and renounce this, that there are generational blessings.
And one of the generational blessings is a heart of evangelist.
My parents were missionaries, sold everything.
And I mean, I lay it all down.
He said, count the cost.
I lay it all down to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.
But there's also an anointing on my family and a blessing and a generational blessing
of creativity and of art.
And it is through our family.
And so I'm now walking where there once was a curse, I'm walking in the blessing now of
being an artist for the kingdom of God, for the glory of God.
So the door that has opened is that in September, the Secretary of State put out.
Of Arkansas.
Yes.
John Thurston put out a call to artists to design the 17th monument to honor the unborn
for the canceling of Roe versus Wade, where abortion was made illegal in Arkansas.
By the way, I bless every saint that has prayed since 1973 until now, every politician who
has followed the will of God and obeyed that led up to this place.
Praise you.
I bless all of you right now for all of your, the effectual fervent prayers of the righteous
availeth much.
And the Lord has heard your prayers.
And I say that the Senate Bill 307 that was passed by our governor who has followed the
will of God is the bill that lined out that there would be a monument to honor the unborn.
And so that's, yeah, that's what that call was about.
And so I felt the Lord tell me he wanted to build a living wall.
Okay.
An altar.
So what, what does a living wall look like?
Maybe people don't know what, what that is.
I'll tell you a little more about the design, but first a part of it is my daughter.
She's just sent me in September.
She said, look, Hey, they're, they're calling artists.
You should enter this.
And I felt the Holy spirit say yes.
And so I entered and there were people from all over the entered their designs for the
monument and I just obeyed and I sat down and I felt the Lord and you can read.
I want everyone to have a chance to read the proposal because the proposal for the monument
is a prophecy.
Wow.
That's already been fulfilled.
The good works are already finished.
We just have to walk in them.
It says in the word.
And so, and it's all backed by the word of God.
And what I felt the Lord say for that design is he wanted to create a living wall, which
is a wall that will have 1400 different kinds of plants on it.
Living plants, living plants, because he's a God of the living.
Yeah.
His word is living, right?
Living waters.
We are living sacrifices for the Lord.
And so there's nothing to add about Jesus.
That's what I need you to know.
There's nothing dead about Jesus.
And so even he doesn't even want to use cold dead marble.
He wants to use living plants that he created to bring glory to his name.
And not only that, to heal women who have had abortions and their families.
That was very strong.
That's an Isaiah 61 is the main scripture over this whole project.
And part of Isaiah 61 talks about double honor for your shame.
Oh yeah.
Yeah.
So there's double honor for shame and also for my shame as I experienced, you know, that
whatever all I've been delivered from the enemy had me held for a long time by shame
and guilt.
Yeah.
But you had been involved in the pro-life movement as a child with your parents.
As a child, yes.
So that was all part of God's planning and putting things in you to get you ready to
do this job now.
Yes, as weaving it all together in the way only that our brilliant creator could do.
Because we did work in the pro-life movement and my parents worked for crisis pregnancy
center and we had pregnant teenagers live with us as a child in El Paso, Texas.
And we marched in the rallies and picketed the abortion clinics.
And so it's just in you.
Yeah.
And it's completing my parents work that they began.
They began that work for Jesus.
Yes.
Nothing but for Jesus.
They laid down everything for Jesus.
And so now their oldest child is picking up that work.
And it's after all of that.
Wow.
So your submission was selected.
Yes, it was selected unanimously.
Really?
Yes.
And part of the design and the blueprint that the Lord gave me with the scripture is that
I've been recording the sound of waterfalls in Arkansas for over three years now while
he was healing me, while he was delivering me.
I spent a lot of time out in nature and by water, living water, it's actual water as
he would heal my trauma, he delivered me in his word.
And so I recorded all these recordings and I didn't know what they were for.
I just had them.
But he told me that those recordings were the sound of his voice.
It says in Revelation is the sound of many waters.
And it says in Ezekiel also says many waters.
And so he told me he wanted a sound loop of the sound of seven different waterfalls from
all around Arkansas to be looped coming out of the living wall so that when women come
and families come, they will hear the sound of Jesus, the sound of many waters.
And so there will be an actual sound element.
It's a full sensory experience of healing through Jesus Christ.
There's oxygen coming from the 1400 different plants.
There's going to be pollinators that live in this wall.
There's going to be birds that come and make their nest there because it says in the word
of God that even the birds have a place in his throne.
Yes.
And the wailing wall in Jerusalem, actually, there's there's a place where the birds put
their little nest.
And so you see the doves there.
Yeah, beautiful.
So, oh, wow.
How big is it?
The measurements are and all of these things, by the way, I just had to listen to the Lord
and be in his word.
But what are your measure?
Like every detail is not my opinion or decision.
It's what the Lord wants.
And we have to listen to his voice and learn to discern, you know, the voice, the spirit
of truth, the Holy Spirit.
And so the measurements are 10 feet high.
The wall will be 10 feet high and thirty three point three three three in length.
And it's curved, right?
And it's slightly, yes, curved because the space that we have proposed where the monument
will be is directly in front of the Supreme Court House of Arkansas.
And it's a curved building.
And so everything about the wall will be in harmony with the architecture, because we're
not coming into a invade.
We're coming in to the harmony of the Lord, the divine order of things.
Things are being set right.
Yeah.
Beautiful.
And there'll be a plaque with us on one thirty nine.
You know, you knit me together in my mother's womb.
We are fearfully, wonderfully made.
Oh, that's just does anybody else have a living wall or no?
There were not.
There was not.
There were not any other proposed.
And that's how we know that it's from the Lord, because like I said, I didn't come up
with this.
This is so like, whoa, it was inspiration from Jesus.
Yeah.
From heaven down to earth.
That's part of our job is from heaven down to earth.
Absolutely.
You're a brand plucked out of the fire.
That's right.
Yes.
Absolutely.
And he put filthy rags and he put new on me.
So beautiful.
Beautiful.
That's such a wonderful, wonderful testimony.
So would you pray for our listeners?
Yes, I would pray.
I would love to pray.
I thank you, God, that you are God of the living.
I thank you that you are the God of God's.
It says in your word that you are the God of knowledge.
I thank you that you are our father of a father.
You're the father of truth, the father of light.
You're our father.
And we come before you right now in the name of Jesus Christ.
Jesus, I thank you that you are our high priest forever in the order of Melchizedek.
Yes.
And I thank you, Lord God, that we can come boldly before your throne of grace in our
time of need to obtain mercy.
And Lord God, right now, I just want to obtain mercy for every person listening to the sound
of my voice, Lord God, who has been caught up, who is looking for power, who is looking
to be healed, who is looking to understand who they are and why they were created.
And Lord God, I just lift them up to the mercy seat right now, Lord God.
And I just lift them up, Lord God, and I just break off every hex, vex, witchcraft, and
enemy assignment against their lives in Jesus' name.
And I speak deliverance over them, Lord God.
It says in your word in Psalm 139 that you have searched us and you have known us.
And for those that are looking to be known, usually that's what happens when you go into
the New Age stuff.
You're looking to be known.
You're looking for your destiny.
You're looking for your purpose.
Well, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is the only one.
He created you.
He knows you.
He loves you.
He knows everything you've been through.
And so I'm just speaking right now, complete and total deliverance.
It's the chains are breaking off right now in Jesus' name.
I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over every enemy assignment on those who are listening
to the sound of my voice that it is canceled.
I render it null and void.
Hallelujah.
Thank you, Jesus.
Thank you, Lord God.
It's the blood.
It's the blood of Jesus that sets us free.
And I just want to speak over everyone who is listening that you don't have to fix yourself.
You don't have to rid yourself of anything.
You just have to call on the name of Jesus.
It says if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus Christ is
the Son of God, that you will be saved.
And so if you would just cry out to Jesus, he's knocking on the door of your heart.
If you would just cry out to Jesus, he will deliver you and set you free.
He will leave the 99 to come and get you.
And there's no one that is too far gone.
There is no sin too dark.
He said that even the darkness is as light to him.
So there is no darkness or anything that you have done that he can't forgive.
And I want to testify that if he has saved me from every wicked thing that you have heard
on this podcast, he has delivered me completely and whom the sun sets free is free indeed.
That he's going to do it for you.
Yes.
And if you ever you want prayer or you need anything, I am here to pray with you and I
encourage you to read the word of God.
It just start reading the word of God.
Hallelujah.
Thank you, Jesus.
Hallelujah.
Praise you, Jesus.
Thank you so much for being with us today, Lakey.
And we'll have to make an appointment to do a little bit deeper dive into your experiences
and explaining the things that are all about what you got into so that you can bring light
into darkness.
Yes.
Amen.
All glory to God.
And thank you so much for taking time to listen to me and to have me on the podcast and for
having me here this weekend.
I bless both of you, Phillip and Sharon.
God bless you for the work you're doing.
Thank you so much.
God bless you.
And, and for our listeners, if you want to give us any feedback, we can pass that onto
Lakey and then she can respond.
Amen.
Yes.
God bless you all.
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