1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,400 Lord, fill me up with the oil of the Holy Spirit, 2 00:00:02,400 --> 00:00:06,300 that I'll be 100% obedient to the leading of the Holy Spirit. 3 00:00:06,300 --> 00:00:08,740 I've said that prayer almost daily. 4 00:00:08,740 --> 00:00:10,800 And I think of that now as Lord, 5 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:13,980 I am 100% obedient to your leading, 6 00:00:13,980 --> 00:00:16,080 what you telling me to do. 7 00:00:16,080 --> 00:00:20,380 And it took this second stroke for me to get to that point. 8 00:00:20,380 --> 00:00:23,280 I just think, well Lord, look what you've done. 9 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:36,360 God promises in Joel 2:28 to pour out His Spirit on all humanity. 10 00:00:36,360 --> 00:00:38,440 Welcome to Global Outpouring. 11 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:41,200 Where we contend for that promised outpouring, 12 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:43,480 We equip for that outpouring, 13 00:00:43,480 --> 00:00:46,480 that we may engage in that very outpouring. 14 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:47,740 I'm Philip Buss. 15 00:00:47,740 --> 00:00:50,180 And I'm Sharon Buss. Welcome to the podcast today. 16 00:00:50,180 --> 00:00:52,080 We're so glad that you're with us. 17 00:00:52,080 --> 00:00:56,120 And we have with us a dear friend of many years, Sherry Grubelnik. 18 00:00:56,120 --> 00:00:59,920 She has been through some things. 19 00:00:59,920 --> 00:01:02,760 Have you ever been through some things? 20 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:05,000 Just in case you've been through some things, 21 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:08,600 I want to encourage you to stay tuned to listen 22 00:01:08,600 --> 00:01:14,500 how God has been working in Sherry's life to make her an overcomer. 23 00:01:14,500 --> 00:01:23,980 And if she can be an overcomer, so can you. 24 00:01:23,980 --> 00:01:27,240 We're so glad that you're with us on this podcast today. 25 00:01:27,240 --> 00:01:31,380 But before we get started, I just want to encourage you to go to our website, 26 00:01:31,380 --> 00:01:36,760 globaloutpouring.net, and make sure that we have heard from you, 27 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:42,000 at least that you get on our email list so that we can stay in touch with you. 28 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:45,740 Something should happen and something comes up and you want to know about it. 29 00:01:45,740 --> 00:01:51,280 You need to be attached to us on that email list so that we can stay close 30 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:54,740 and share the heart of the Lord as he gives it to us. 31 00:01:54,740 --> 00:01:57,480 And there's so many other things that are on our website, 32 00:01:57,480 --> 00:02:01,120 including a place where you can find our blogs 33 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:03,920 and read the things that the Lord has been giving us. 34 00:02:03,920 --> 00:02:08,620 And you can give a donation to help us keep going with this podcast. 35 00:02:08,620 --> 00:02:12,660 We would love to get acquainted with you in that area as well, 36 00:02:12,660 --> 00:02:16,000 because if you're being fed by this, it would be wonderful 37 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,760 if you could help us to pay it forward. 38 00:02:18,760 --> 00:02:22,240 So today we have with us our dear friend Sherry Grubelnik. 39 00:02:22,240 --> 00:02:26,740 We've known each other for a good many years, decades, I would say. 40 00:02:26,740 --> 00:02:31,140 And we've had her with us on a podcast before. 41 00:02:31,140 --> 00:02:36,160 If you remember the podcast that we did with the grandmas 42 00:02:36,160 --> 00:02:38,760 that made a big difference in the city of Lubbock, 43 00:02:38,760 --> 00:02:41,160 making it a sanctuary city for the unborn. 44 00:02:41,160 --> 00:02:44,000 That was an amazing podcast. 45 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:46,960 And Sherry was a part of that group and helped out 46 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:51,900 with what was going on in Lubbock, Texas to save lives. 47 00:02:51,900 --> 00:02:56,600 And so we just welcome you, Sherry, to be with us again 48 00:02:56,600 --> 00:02:59,740 and share some more of the details of your life 49 00:02:59,740 --> 00:03:03,420 and how the Lord has made you an overcomer by His Word. 50 00:03:03,420 --> 00:03:07,180 Praise God, I'm so happy, happy, happy to be here. 51 00:03:07,180 --> 00:03:08,880 Thank you, Jesus. 52 00:03:08,880 --> 00:03:10,520 Amen. 53 00:03:10,520 --> 00:03:13,260 As we progress in this podcast, telling the stories 54 00:03:13,260 --> 00:03:16,300 that Sherry thinks-- that Sherry's been through, 55 00:03:16,300 --> 00:03:18,420 you're going to find out how amazing it is 56 00:03:18,420 --> 00:03:20,260 that she's even here today. 57 00:03:20,260 --> 00:03:22,260 So before we get started with that part, 58 00:03:22,260 --> 00:03:24,640 let's just go back to kind of the beginning. 59 00:03:24,640 --> 00:03:26,700 What kind of an upbringing did you have? 60 00:03:26,700 --> 00:03:29,700 Were you a churched child, or not? 61 00:03:29,700 --> 00:03:32,240 I grew up in the Methodist Church. 62 00:03:32,240 --> 00:03:34,820 We went to church Sunday morning, Sunday night, 63 00:03:34,820 --> 00:03:36,480 and Wednesday afternoon. 64 00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:39,120 We grew up with the Apostles' Creed, 65 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:40,660 quoting it over and over and over. 66 00:03:40,660 --> 00:03:42,980 But we knew the Father, the Son. 67 00:03:42,980 --> 00:03:45,620 They kind of skipped out on the Holy Spirit. 68 00:03:45,620 --> 00:03:48,160 And really not until I was introduced 69 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:49,920 to End-Time Handmaidens. 70 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:53,200 And when Amber was born, the Holy Spirit came to Dale and I. 71 00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:56,600 When Amber was born, we were born [again] at the same time. 72 00:03:56,600 --> 00:03:58,400 The Word all of a sudden came to life. 73 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:00,240 And we knew that there was more. 74 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:02,700 And we just hungered for more and more and more 75 00:04:02,700 --> 00:04:04,540 of the Holy Spirit. 76 00:04:04,540 --> 00:04:07,580 I was thankful for the upbringing that I had, 77 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:10,980 that my parents taught me to be kind and generous 78 00:04:10,980 --> 00:04:13,920 and to love each other and to love Jesus. 79 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:15,880 So I did grow up with that. 80 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:18,860 I just kind of missed out on that Holy Spirit movement 81 00:04:18,860 --> 00:04:21,500 in tongues and with raising our hands, 82 00:04:21,500 --> 00:04:23,860 I thought, oh, that's not for me, but whoa, 83 00:04:23,860 --> 00:04:25,800 then here comes End-Time Handmaidens. 84 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:28,040 Yeah. 85 00:04:28,040 --> 00:04:30,240 Yes, and that was the name of our ministry 86 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:33,300 before the Lord gave us the name Global Outpouring. 87 00:04:33,300 --> 00:04:35,600 So yeah, that's amazing. 88 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:38,700 So how old is Amber now? 89 00:04:38,700 --> 00:04:42,240 She is 43 years old. 90 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:46,720 Oh my, so you've been connected to us for quite a while. 91 00:04:46,720 --> 00:04:49,520 I'm 73 now, so yeah. 92 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:50,620 Wow. 93 00:04:50,620 --> 00:04:53,320 So let's just talk about Amber. 94 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:56,520 When Amber was born, what did the doctors tell you? 95 00:04:56,520 --> 00:05:00,960 When she was born, they brought her up beside me 96 00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:03,360 and the whole time I carried her, 97 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:06,900 they didn't do, back then they didn't do the sonogram 98 00:05:06,900 --> 00:05:10,060 and all that where they could see the baby. 99 00:05:10,060 --> 00:05:14,500 They brought her up beside me and she was tiny, tiny, tiny. 100 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:17,400 She had the smallest head and what they did 101 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:20,240 is they did probably a sonogram of her head 102 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:22,380 and they thought, does she have a brain? 103 00:05:22,380 --> 00:05:24,740 But they said, yes, she has a brain. 104 00:05:24,740 --> 00:05:27,520 But her head size, it was small. 105 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:30,420 She was real tiny, so everything was small. 106 00:05:30,420 --> 00:05:34,160 And at that time, I know that Dale and I, 107 00:05:34,160 --> 00:05:36,520 when she was born, we were born again. 108 00:05:36,520 --> 00:05:38,920 Just the Lord led us into so much 109 00:05:38,920 --> 00:05:42,400 and calling about the miracles and signs and wonders. 110 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:45,340 I mean, it was an introduction to all of that. 111 00:05:45,340 --> 00:05:47,840 People started calling us and saying, 112 00:05:47,840 --> 00:05:49,700 you need to pray for her to get healed. 113 00:05:49,700 --> 00:05:52,040 And I'm thinking, what are you even talking about? 114 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:55,780 And I said, Lord, I'm gonna go to the Good News Bookstore 115 00:05:55,780 --> 00:05:57,380 and I want you to point out a book. 116 00:05:57,380 --> 00:06:00,980 And so I told Him, I said, this is what I need, 117 00:06:00,980 --> 00:06:02,080 a book on miracles. 118 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:04,380 And it was Kathryn Kuhlman, "I Believe in Miracles." 119 00:06:04,380 --> 00:06:06,960 I took it home, I started reading it and I said, 120 00:06:06,960 --> 00:06:09,620 Lord, I'm having a hard time believing 121 00:06:09,620 --> 00:06:11,460 that this could happen today. 122 00:06:11,460 --> 00:06:14,460 I said, Lord, I'm gonna call back to that bookstore, 123 00:06:14,460 --> 00:06:17,600 put somebody on the line that has an understanding of it. 124 00:06:17,600 --> 00:06:20,840 Two people answered the phone, one person stayed on 125 00:06:20,840 --> 00:06:22,740 and that person, when I told them, they said, 126 00:06:22,740 --> 00:06:26,240 oh, I've been to the Kathryn Kuhlman meetings. 127 00:06:26,240 --> 00:06:28,740 I thought, well, Lord, You knew exactly who to keep on there. 128 00:06:28,740 --> 00:06:31,380 And at that time, I thought I'm taking Amber 129 00:06:31,380 --> 00:06:33,820 to Kathryn Kuhlman, but I didn't realize 130 00:06:33,820 --> 00:06:35,820 that Kathryn Kuhlman was already in Heaven. 131 00:06:35,820 --> 00:06:38,260 And so I found out that a Father Diorio, 132 00:06:38,260 --> 00:06:41,720 which you know, I found out that he was gonna be 133 00:06:41,720 --> 00:06:42,960 in Las Vegas, Nevada. 134 00:06:42,960 --> 00:06:44,960 And I told my father, I said, 135 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,560 "I feel like I need to take Amber there to be prayed over." 136 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:49,100 And my dad said, "You know, 137 00:06:49,100 --> 00:06:51,540 I don't think you really have to go there to be prayed for." 138 00:06:51,540 --> 00:06:53,800 But he said, "if that's where your faith is, 139 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:54,940 I'll get you there." 140 00:06:54,940 --> 00:06:56,680 And so they paid for my ticket. 141 00:06:56,680 --> 00:06:59,940 I got to fly all the way to Las Vegas, Nevada. 142 00:06:59,940 --> 00:07:02,080 And they lined up in a circle all the way around 143 00:07:02,080 --> 00:07:03,540 that big Coliseum. 144 00:07:03,540 --> 00:07:06,520 He laid hands on every single person. 145 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:10,020 And when he came to Amber, she just kind of went back 146 00:07:10,020 --> 00:07:12,420 like that, you know, I didn't know anything 147 00:07:12,420 --> 00:07:14,920 about being slain in the Spirit or anything. 148 00:07:16,120 --> 00:07:18,060 I just thought, well, Lord, I don't know what You did, 149 00:07:18,060 --> 00:07:19,600 but thank You what You did. 150 00:07:19,600 --> 00:07:20,660 Wow. 151 00:07:20,660 --> 00:07:25,660 So as Amber grew, she had some learning disabilities. 152 00:07:26,700 --> 00:07:28,700 Is she even verbal now? 153 00:07:28,700 --> 00:07:30,940 She's basically nonverbal, 154 00:07:30,940 --> 00:07:34,380 except we communicate very well, expressive. 155 00:07:34,380 --> 00:07:37,540 And she understands me and I understand her. 156 00:07:37,540 --> 00:07:39,620 When we go to church, like I said, 157 00:07:39,620 --> 00:07:42,980 she has a spirit realm part of her. 158 00:07:42,980 --> 00:07:45,220 When people have prayed for her before, 159 00:07:45,220 --> 00:07:47,080 she's slain in the Spirit. 160 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:48,720 She'll put her little head down. 161 00:07:50,220 --> 00:07:51,300 Caught away. 162 00:07:51,300 --> 00:07:52,620 She'd been caught away. 163 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:57,700 When we go to church and when the praise and worship music 164 00:07:57,700 --> 00:07:59,760 is going, she always dances. 165 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:02,400 They let her even come up to the prayer team. 166 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:04,740 She gets to pray with the people that are there. 167 00:08:04,740 --> 00:08:07,040 She goes straight to who needs prayer. 168 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,640 The people in the congregation, they always say, 169 00:08:09,640 --> 00:08:12,040 "she came right when I needed it." 170 00:08:12,040 --> 00:08:15,240 She'll hug them and she'll take her hand 171 00:08:15,240 --> 00:08:18,420 and just pat their face and it's amazing. 172 00:08:18,420 --> 00:08:19,680 And she'll go get other people 173 00:08:19,680 --> 00:08:22,560 and drag them over there to be praying for these people. 174 00:08:24,420 --> 00:08:29,100 So Sherry, you have recently had two strokes. 175 00:08:29,100 --> 00:08:31,400 Can you tell us about those? 176 00:08:31,400 --> 00:08:33,940 The first one was February, March. 177 00:08:33,940 --> 00:08:36,600 It was, I'd call it a mild stroke. 178 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:39,380 And I got through it really, really fast. 179 00:08:39,380 --> 00:08:42,900 In that stroke, I lost really my memory of things. 180 00:08:42,900 --> 00:08:44,540 I thought, Lord, I'm losing my memory. 181 00:08:44,540 --> 00:08:46,140 I couldn't remember my name. 182 00:08:46,140 --> 00:08:48,180 I couldn't remember Amber's name. 183 00:08:48,180 --> 00:08:49,740 I couldn't remember birth dates. 184 00:08:49,740 --> 00:08:51,980 I couldn't remember people's names. 185 00:08:51,980 --> 00:08:54,780 During that time, I could pray in my prayer language 186 00:08:54,780 --> 00:08:56,120 that whole time. 187 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:57,460 So I prayed in my prayer language 188 00:08:57,460 --> 00:09:00,100 and I could say the Lord's Prayer, those two things. 189 00:09:00,100 --> 00:09:02,800 So I just kept repeating them over and over and over. 190 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:05,500 And then Mary, my daughter, she came 191 00:09:05,500 --> 00:09:07,800 and she got the word out for everybody to start praying 192 00:09:07,800 --> 00:09:09,140 for me. 193 00:09:09,140 --> 00:09:11,400 Whole lot of people started praying for me, 194 00:09:11,400 --> 00:09:13,240 got bombarded with prayer. 195 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:15,800 And all of a sudden, I looked over at this little plaque 196 00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:18,640 that I hadn't been able to read that had Nana written over. 197 00:09:18,640 --> 00:09:21,240 I looked at it and all of a sudden I could read Nana. 198 00:09:21,240 --> 00:09:23,720 And then all of a sudden I could read everything. 199 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:26,020 I was even driving after that one. 200 00:09:26,020 --> 00:09:30,460 That stroke was what they call a mild stroke. 201 00:09:30,460 --> 00:09:33,700 The second stroke was in the middle of June. 202 00:09:33,700 --> 00:09:37,700 And the second stroke was more of a traumatic stroke. 203 00:09:37,700 --> 00:09:39,860 It was way harder. 204 00:09:39,860 --> 00:09:41,800 I was in the same hospital, but I 205 00:09:41,800 --> 00:09:45,740 was in the trauma stroke department on their floor. 206 00:09:45,740 --> 00:09:49,700 And I'd hear crying and moaning and groaning. 207 00:09:49,700 --> 00:09:51,420 And I thought, wow, Lord. 208 00:09:51,420 --> 00:09:53,820 And I asked Mary, I said, why is it so different? 209 00:09:53,820 --> 00:09:57,340 She says, because your stroke is more severe, 210 00:09:57,340 --> 00:09:58,860 that you had to be in a place where 211 00:09:58,860 --> 00:10:00,580 you got this kind of care. 212 00:10:00,580 --> 00:10:02,320 And I thought, wow, Lord. 213 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:04,260 I wanted to go back to that first place. 214 00:10:04,260 --> 00:10:05,620 And I was sad. 215 00:10:05,620 --> 00:10:08,720 When I heard them moaning and groaning, our new son-in-law, 216 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:11,040 he came in and I said, Isaiah, would you 217 00:10:11,040 --> 00:10:13,380 please go down there and pray for them? 218 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:14,500 So he went down there. 219 00:10:14,500 --> 00:10:16,300 He prayed in his prayer language. 220 00:10:16,300 --> 00:10:18,700 He left a business card with them. 221 00:10:18,700 --> 00:10:20,740 And it was that woman's daughter. 222 00:10:20,740 --> 00:10:23,100 And so that woman's daughter called in a few days. 223 00:10:23,100 --> 00:10:26,780 And she said that her mother had gotten to go home 224 00:10:26,780 --> 00:10:28,820 and that she is doing so great. 225 00:10:28,820 --> 00:10:31,860 The nurses said that after Isaiah prayed for her, 226 00:10:31,860 --> 00:10:34,860 it was the most peaceful night that they had had. 227 00:10:34,860 --> 00:10:36,100 And I believe in that. 228 00:10:36,100 --> 00:10:38,460 And at that time, and I don't know 229 00:10:38,460 --> 00:10:42,220 if it was because this woman was confused in her head. 230 00:10:42,220 --> 00:10:43,340 I don't know that part. 231 00:10:43,340 --> 00:10:48,020 But I believe that if you are in these places, 232 00:10:48,020 --> 00:10:49,980 if you've been saved, and if you've 233 00:10:49,980 --> 00:10:51,480 been filled with the Holy Spirit, 234 00:10:51,480 --> 00:10:53,420 the Lord will get you out of it. 235 00:10:53,420 --> 00:10:55,620 He'll bring you out of whatever you're going through. 236 00:10:55,620 --> 00:10:57,180 He'll bring you out of it. 237 00:10:57,180 --> 00:11:00,420 This stroke attempted, I'm just going to say attempted. 238 00:11:00,420 --> 00:11:01,420 It didn't get it. 239 00:11:01,420 --> 00:11:04,660 But to take out my left peripheral in both eyes, 240 00:11:04,660 --> 00:11:07,180 which I still battle with that right now, 241 00:11:07,180 --> 00:11:09,140 with my vision in the left. 242 00:11:09,140 --> 00:11:10,140 I'm going to therapy. 243 00:11:10,140 --> 00:11:13,100 But if you take a piece of paper and I write the alphabet, 244 00:11:13,100 --> 00:11:14,420 the alphabet's written on it. 245 00:11:14,420 --> 00:11:16,660 And they tell me circle the alphabet. 246 00:11:16,660 --> 00:11:18,380 I miss it. 247 00:11:18,380 --> 00:11:21,300 Not even circling the alphabet at all. 248 00:11:21,300 --> 00:11:24,740 But it just shows me where the therapy needs to be 249 00:11:24,740 --> 00:11:27,140 and where the healing needs to be too. 250 00:11:27,140 --> 00:11:30,100 And I have a therapist that I said, please go back in there. 251 00:11:30,100 --> 00:11:32,260 I said, you can take your therapy, 252 00:11:32,260 --> 00:11:34,820 what you need to do in therapy and even medicine, 253 00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:35,780 if that's what's needed. 254 00:11:35,780 --> 00:11:37,820 I said, but most important thing, 255 00:11:37,820 --> 00:11:40,460 lead them to the Lord that they be saved 256 00:11:40,460 --> 00:11:42,140 and filled with the Holy Spirit. 257 00:11:42,140 --> 00:11:45,260 And I think that these places are going to be emptied. 258 00:11:45,260 --> 00:11:46,100 Amen. 259 00:11:46,100 --> 00:11:46,940 Amen. 260 00:11:46,940 --> 00:11:47,780 Yes. 261 00:11:47,780 --> 00:11:48,820 Amen. 262 00:11:48,820 --> 00:11:50,860 Even now I'm still in recovery. 263 00:11:50,860 --> 00:11:52,140 I'm still recovering. 264 00:11:52,140 --> 00:11:53,860 My vision is still coming. 265 00:11:53,860 --> 00:11:55,860 It's being healed. 266 00:11:55,860 --> 00:11:57,580 And I do, I put the word over it. 267 00:11:57,580 --> 00:11:59,140 I plead the blood. 268 00:11:59,140 --> 00:12:00,740 I've learned to battle in that realm. 269 00:12:00,740 --> 00:12:02,540 But the physical part of it too, 270 00:12:02,540 --> 00:12:05,140 because I'm having to walk out, going to therapy, 271 00:12:05,140 --> 00:12:06,300 actually going to therapy. 272 00:12:06,300 --> 00:12:07,900 So it's kind of two prong. 273 00:12:07,900 --> 00:12:11,420 It's in the spiritual realm and in the physical realm. 274 00:12:11,420 --> 00:12:13,220 I want to add one thing. 275 00:12:13,220 --> 00:12:16,460 There was a verse that I said through both strokes. 276 00:12:16,460 --> 00:12:19,060 And when I opened my eyes, I'd say, 277 00:12:19,060 --> 00:12:22,180 this is the day that the Lord has made. 278 00:12:22,180 --> 00:12:24,220 I will rejoice and be glad in it. 279 00:12:24,220 --> 00:12:26,060 And again, I say rejoice. 280 00:12:26,060 --> 00:12:28,260 And Mary Baker, a good friend of mine, she said, 281 00:12:28,260 --> 00:12:30,020 that's not just a little request. 282 00:12:30,020 --> 00:12:31,860 She said, that's a command. 283 00:12:31,860 --> 00:12:35,260 The joy of the Lord has seen me through so much. 284 00:12:35,260 --> 00:12:36,780 That's wonderful. 285 00:12:36,780 --> 00:12:39,980 Now you told me earlier today when we were chatting 286 00:12:39,980 --> 00:12:43,460 that you heard from the Lord. 287 00:12:43,460 --> 00:12:48,020 You got enough vision back since this latest stroke. 288 00:12:48,020 --> 00:12:50,780 You got enough vision back that you could walk. 289 00:12:50,780 --> 00:12:53,140 And what was it the Lord said to you? 290 00:12:53,140 --> 00:12:56,900 He said, and this is from the scripture that says, 291 00:12:56,900 --> 00:12:59,980 I'm healed and made every wit whole. 292 00:12:59,980 --> 00:13:02,860 That right there, it made every wit whole. 293 00:13:02,860 --> 00:13:04,740 He put on my arm in me. 294 00:13:04,740 --> 00:13:06,180 He said, walk. 295 00:13:06,180 --> 00:13:10,220 He just kept saying walk and then run and then dance. 296 00:13:10,220 --> 00:13:11,940 And so I'd go outside. 297 00:13:11,940 --> 00:13:14,740 Mary helps with Amber almost every day 298 00:13:14,740 --> 00:13:17,980 and from nine in the morning until five in the afternoon. 299 00:13:17,980 --> 00:13:20,500 So it frees me up to go for a walk. 300 00:13:20,500 --> 00:13:22,860 So I took out and I started walking. 301 00:13:22,860 --> 00:13:25,820 Instantly I start praying in my prayer language 302 00:13:25,820 --> 00:13:30,580 and I named it WWC, walk with compassion. 303 00:13:30,580 --> 00:13:33,380 I'm not going out there just to walk for exercise. 304 00:13:33,380 --> 00:13:35,020 I'm walking with compassion. 305 00:13:35,020 --> 00:13:38,820 And I said, Lord, you put people in front of me. 306 00:13:38,820 --> 00:13:41,060 You give me Holy Ghost encounters 307 00:13:41,060 --> 00:13:43,740 and I'll be a hundred percent obedient 308 00:13:43,740 --> 00:13:47,060 to everything you tell me to say and not say 309 00:13:47,060 --> 00:13:49,300 and a hundred percent obedient to do everything 310 00:13:49,300 --> 00:13:52,580 you tell me to do and go every place you tell me to go. 311 00:13:52,580 --> 00:13:55,980 And I've been going through our neighborhood. 312 00:13:55,980 --> 00:13:58,300 I'm claiming it for God Almighty. 313 00:13:58,300 --> 00:14:00,380 I'm pleading the blood of Jesus. 314 00:14:00,380 --> 00:14:04,340 I'm praying salvation for every household and the family. 315 00:14:04,340 --> 00:14:06,460 I've gotten to pray for so many people, 316 00:14:06,460 --> 00:14:10,020 so, so many people, even going across a busy street. 317 00:14:10,020 --> 00:14:12,540 And it got real busy and I didn't wanna tempt the Lord. 318 00:14:12,540 --> 00:14:15,540 I said, Lord, send an escorting angel. 319 00:14:15,540 --> 00:14:17,860 And as soon as I said that, the guy that, 320 00:14:17,860 --> 00:14:20,820 it was his wife that I was gonna go to pray over, 321 00:14:20,820 --> 00:14:23,260 he, right there he was, right there on my side. 322 00:14:23,260 --> 00:14:24,940 And he said, do you need help? 323 00:14:24,940 --> 00:14:26,180 And I said, yes. 324 00:14:26,180 --> 00:14:27,860 So he got me to where I need to go 325 00:14:27,860 --> 00:14:30,660 so I could pray for this woman that needed prayer. 326 00:14:30,660 --> 00:14:31,820 I thought, well, Lord. 327 00:14:31,820 --> 00:14:32,860 His wife. 328 00:14:32,860 --> 00:14:35,580 It was his wife. 329 00:14:35,580 --> 00:14:37,660 So yeah, I got to pray for, 330 00:14:37,660 --> 00:14:39,580 I got to pray with both of them. 331 00:14:39,580 --> 00:14:42,500 I'm gonna be going back and I feel that the Lord's 332 00:14:42,500 --> 00:14:44,980 gonna have me take communion back to them. 333 00:14:44,980 --> 00:14:48,380 I do wanna say that after this second stroke, 334 00:14:48,380 --> 00:14:51,020 which was the traumatic one, 335 00:14:51,020 --> 00:14:55,620 I have never felt more alive than I do right now. 336 00:14:55,620 --> 00:15:00,260 I have never felt closer to the Lord than I feel right now. 337 00:15:00,260 --> 00:15:04,300 No matter when it's been, I, the Lord, 338 00:15:04,300 --> 00:15:07,260 he allows us to go through what he allows us to go through 339 00:15:07,260 --> 00:15:09,300 so we can turn around and share the Lord, 340 00:15:09,300 --> 00:15:11,060 share the love of the Lord with others 341 00:15:11,060 --> 00:15:12,140 that go through the same thing. 342 00:15:12,140 --> 00:15:15,260 And I think that's what's happening to me too. 343 00:15:15,260 --> 00:15:17,180 Wow, that is beautiful. 344 00:15:17,180 --> 00:15:19,740 You know, it reminds me of that scripture 345 00:15:19,740 --> 00:15:22,780 about the fiery trial that is to try you. 346 00:15:22,780 --> 00:15:27,420 And we spoke about this in our last podcast about how, 347 00:15:27,420 --> 00:15:29,380 it's like being in school. 348 00:15:29,380 --> 00:15:33,500 You go to school and you're working on learning a subject. 349 00:15:33,500 --> 00:15:36,060 You're learning a part of a subject. 350 00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:40,260 And you learn, you listen, you read, you practice, 351 00:15:40,260 --> 00:15:44,060 you do the exercises, and then you have a test. 352 00:15:44,060 --> 00:15:49,060 And the test shows whether you learned this or not. 353 00:15:49,420 --> 00:15:54,100 So once you pass the test, then you go on to the next level 354 00:15:54,100 --> 00:15:55,780 and you'll learn something else. 355 00:15:55,780 --> 00:15:57,140 And that's what you're doing. 356 00:15:57,140 --> 00:16:01,380 You are learning to be an overcomer in all of these things. 357 00:16:01,380 --> 00:16:05,780 So let's circle back and let's talk about Amber. 358 00:16:05,780 --> 00:16:10,620 I got into this kind of a whole routine of going places 359 00:16:10,620 --> 00:16:14,980 for her to be prayed for and people to lay hands on her. 360 00:16:14,980 --> 00:16:17,020 And finally I had a dream. 361 00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:20,260 And in the dream, the Lord appeared to me. 362 00:16:20,260 --> 00:16:21,380 He was real. 363 00:16:21,380 --> 00:16:24,380 And I said, you're here, you're right here, please. 364 00:16:24,380 --> 00:16:25,420 Heal Amber. 365 00:16:25,420 --> 00:16:27,780 And he said, don't worry about Amber. 366 00:16:27,780 --> 00:16:29,540 He said, she's fine. 367 00:16:29,540 --> 00:16:31,980 He said, you need to get on with more important things 368 00:16:31,980 --> 00:16:32,860 like your faith. 369 00:16:32,860 --> 00:16:34,860 And I thought, wow, Lord, okay. 370 00:16:34,860 --> 00:16:37,740 So whenever I thought, that's what I really, 371 00:16:37,740 --> 00:16:40,820 I just started really searching the Lord 372 00:16:40,820 --> 00:16:42,340 and building my faith. 373 00:16:42,340 --> 00:16:45,340 And at that time I would pray for Amber. 374 00:16:45,340 --> 00:16:46,780 And this wasn't that long ago. 375 00:16:46,780 --> 00:16:49,500 This was before all these strokes started happening. 376 00:16:49,500 --> 00:16:50,860 I'd pray for her. 377 00:16:50,860 --> 00:16:52,420 I'd cry for her. 378 00:16:52,420 --> 00:16:55,900 And I said, Lord, I believe, help my unbelief. 379 00:16:55,900 --> 00:16:58,780 So before these strokes happened, that's where I was at. 380 00:16:58,780 --> 00:17:01,660 Since these strokes have happened, I believe. 381 00:17:01,660 --> 00:17:04,420 And I know now that I'm gonna be healed. 382 00:17:04,420 --> 00:17:06,340 I know Amber is gonna be healed. 383 00:17:06,340 --> 00:17:09,220 She's gonna be speaking the oracles of God. 384 00:17:09,220 --> 00:17:11,780 That's what the prophetic word was over her. 385 00:17:11,780 --> 00:17:13,420 And the Lord told me the other day, 386 00:17:13,420 --> 00:17:15,700 he said, cup your hand over her ear. 387 00:17:15,700 --> 00:17:18,540 So I started cupping my hand over her ear. 388 00:17:18,540 --> 00:17:20,620 And I whisper, I don't whisper in her ear, 389 00:17:20,620 --> 00:17:21,940 I talk in her ear. 390 00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:24,380 And she just, her eyes get real big. 391 00:17:24,380 --> 00:17:26,300 Cause I always knew that she could hear, 392 00:17:26,300 --> 00:17:28,500 but how well she could hear, I didn't know. 393 00:17:28,500 --> 00:17:31,780 Prophetic words over Amber was that the Lord 394 00:17:31,780 --> 00:17:34,740 was gonna speak through her and that she would be singing, 395 00:17:34,740 --> 00:17:37,660 that she'd be speaking the oracles of God. 396 00:17:37,660 --> 00:17:40,220 And Ellie Matts, when she came through, she saw her 397 00:17:40,220 --> 00:17:42,700 and she said, something is holding her tongue. 398 00:17:42,700 --> 00:17:44,220 I don't know what it is. 399 00:17:44,220 --> 00:17:48,220 And then Rhea Van Rinsburg from South Africa, she came. 400 00:17:48,220 --> 00:17:51,460 She saw Amber and she said, something's holding her tongue. 401 00:17:51,460 --> 00:17:52,340 I know what it is. 402 00:17:52,340 --> 00:17:53,980 And I said, well, what is it? 403 00:17:53,980 --> 00:17:55,940 And she said, it's God. 404 00:17:55,940 --> 00:17:59,060 God is holding her tongue until man is ready. 405 00:17:59,060 --> 00:18:02,260 I said, man, get ready, come on, get ready. 406 00:18:02,260 --> 00:18:04,900 And I think that man is ready. 407 00:18:04,900 --> 00:18:07,620 And that her voice, her singing, 408 00:18:07,620 --> 00:18:09,100 all of that's gonna be released. 409 00:18:09,100 --> 00:18:12,380 And when I believe, because I remember one time 410 00:18:12,380 --> 00:18:15,420 I went to one of the schools with Sister Gwyn Shaw, 411 00:18:15,420 --> 00:18:16,500 they're in Ingottal. 412 00:18:16,500 --> 00:18:20,300 And she said, I believe because of the word that says, 413 00:18:20,300 --> 00:18:23,300 I knew you before you were ever even formed, 414 00:18:23,300 --> 00:18:24,540 you've been knit in the womb. 415 00:18:24,540 --> 00:18:27,540 She said, I believe these kids that have that kind 416 00:18:27,540 --> 00:18:31,020 of a challenge, that they volunteered to come 417 00:18:31,020 --> 00:18:33,500 at the way that they are, man, I grabbed onto that. 418 00:18:33,500 --> 00:18:34,820 I thought, amen. 419 00:18:34,820 --> 00:18:36,860 And so I put that in the book 420 00:18:36,860 --> 00:18:39,100 because I think there are other people, 421 00:18:39,100 --> 00:18:41,900 there's a lot of people that think, well, 422 00:18:41,900 --> 00:18:43,900 there's something wrong with my baby. 423 00:18:43,900 --> 00:18:45,940 They told me my baby has Down syndrome 424 00:18:45,940 --> 00:18:48,860 so they wanna abort the baby and they abort the baby. 425 00:18:48,860 --> 00:18:49,740 And they shouldn't have. 426 00:18:49,740 --> 00:18:52,300 And they find out later, if they have the baby, 427 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:53,820 then the baby's fine later. 428 00:18:53,820 --> 00:18:57,180 But that because of the sonogram, they get into fear 429 00:18:57,180 --> 00:18:59,060 about something being wrong with the baby 430 00:18:59,060 --> 00:19:00,140 and they abort them. 431 00:19:00,140 --> 00:19:02,540 And I think that's part of what's happening 432 00:19:02,540 --> 00:19:05,900 in our government too, that they make it easy to do that. 433 00:19:05,900 --> 00:19:09,220 And so I do believe, I believe these children 434 00:19:09,220 --> 00:19:10,860 are angels aware. 435 00:19:10,860 --> 00:19:13,060 And that's the name of the book that someday 436 00:19:13,060 --> 00:19:15,300 I'm almost finished with it now. 437 00:19:15,300 --> 00:19:17,940 I'm gonna finish it because of what I've been through. 438 00:19:17,940 --> 00:19:21,180 I finished it years ago, but I never got it published. 439 00:19:21,180 --> 00:19:23,220 And I said, even at one of the conventions 440 00:19:23,220 --> 00:19:25,140 and people come up to me and say, 441 00:19:25,140 --> 00:19:27,820 that prophesy over me at the convention. 442 00:19:27,820 --> 00:19:30,420 They say you have books in you, not just one book, 443 00:19:30,420 --> 00:19:31,700 but many books. 444 00:19:31,700 --> 00:19:33,180 And I thought, okay. 445 00:19:33,180 --> 00:19:35,900 I just thought, why Lord, why was this book 446 00:19:35,900 --> 00:19:37,260 not being published? 447 00:19:37,260 --> 00:19:40,980 And he said, it's like a hen sitting on the egg 448 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,140 waiting for it to hatch. 449 00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:43,740 He said, it's just not ready yet. 450 00:19:43,740 --> 00:19:45,580 Well, now the Lord told you something about that, 451 00:19:45,580 --> 00:19:46,420 didn't he? 452 00:19:46,420 --> 00:19:47,460 Which part? 453 00:19:47,460 --> 00:19:49,700 So what did he say after the stroke? 454 00:19:49,700 --> 00:19:53,020 After the stroke, I don't think that he specifically 455 00:19:53,020 --> 00:19:57,060 said about that, but what he did say is as you're healed, 456 00:19:57,060 --> 00:19:58,460 Amber's healed. 457 00:19:58,460 --> 00:20:02,460 That book wasn't completed because I didn't have the faith 458 00:20:02,460 --> 00:20:03,700 that Amber would be healed. 459 00:20:03,700 --> 00:20:06,380 But now because of the stroke I went through, 460 00:20:06,380 --> 00:20:10,340 I do believe that Amber will be healed and I will be healed 461 00:20:10,340 --> 00:20:12,660 and that she will speak the oracles of God 462 00:20:12,660 --> 00:20:13,700 and that she will sing. 463 00:20:13,700 --> 00:20:15,460 And that's part of the book. 464 00:20:15,460 --> 00:20:18,500 That's hope for a future for these moms and dads 465 00:20:18,500 --> 00:20:20,220 that have children that they think, 466 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:21,740 that they're carrying these children. 467 00:20:21,740 --> 00:20:23,380 They think something's wrong, 468 00:20:23,380 --> 00:20:25,820 that there is hope for, that they'll know 469 00:20:25,820 --> 00:20:28,060 that it's not to be aborted, 470 00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:32,420 that it is a call on their life and on that baby's life 471 00:20:32,420 --> 00:20:34,820 and that the Lord's gonna use that. 472 00:20:34,820 --> 00:20:36,980 So I believe that's true with Amber. 473 00:20:36,980 --> 00:20:39,620 I mean, it is, it's been true with Amber 474 00:20:39,620 --> 00:20:42,660 because it says the Lord allows us to go through 475 00:20:42,660 --> 00:20:43,900 what he allows us to go through. 476 00:20:43,900 --> 00:20:45,620 So we turn around and share the love of the Lord 477 00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:46,860 with those that go through the same thing. 478 00:20:46,860 --> 00:20:50,180 And so I've had a ministry at some of the churches 479 00:20:50,180 --> 00:20:53,540 just ministering to the parents of these children 480 00:20:53,540 --> 00:20:55,300 and praying with them. 481 00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:58,820 So, and Amber is a blessing. 482 00:20:58,820 --> 00:21:02,780 Even though she's, she is not what you would call normal, 483 00:21:02,780 --> 00:21:04,420 whatever that is. 484 00:21:04,420 --> 00:21:06,820 I've heard that normal is a setting on the dryer. 485 00:21:08,940 --> 00:21:13,260 But even though she's nonverbal, the Lord uses her, 486 00:21:13,260 --> 00:21:15,620 as you said, to pray for people. 487 00:21:15,620 --> 00:21:18,820 So she's an amazing person. 488 00:21:20,020 --> 00:21:23,900 We've spent time with her and she's just wonderful. 489 00:21:23,900 --> 00:21:27,420 She's loving and she's fun. 490 00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:32,020 She lights up when she's, you can tell when she's happy 491 00:21:32,020 --> 00:21:34,180 and you can tell when she's not too, 492 00:21:34,180 --> 00:21:38,460 but she doesn't have to be verbal to express those things. 493 00:21:38,460 --> 00:21:40,220 That's right, that's right, that's right. 494 00:21:40,220 --> 00:21:43,780 And that's why we need to have room for people 495 00:21:43,780 --> 00:21:48,780 that aren't what you might think normal or imperfect. 496 00:21:49,260 --> 00:21:51,260 Do you know anybody that's perfect? 497 00:21:51,260 --> 00:21:52,100 I don't. 498 00:21:52,100 --> 00:21:52,940 I don't. 499 00:21:52,940 --> 00:21:53,780 Except Jesus. 500 00:21:53,780 --> 00:21:55,260 That's right, that's right. 501 00:21:55,260 --> 00:21:58,340 And you know, these special needs kids, you know, 502 00:21:58,340 --> 00:22:01,060 to me, they have a ministry 503 00:22:01,060 --> 00:22:03,500 and a lot of people never even recognize that. 504 00:22:03,500 --> 00:22:05,500 They think, oh, there's something wrong with them 505 00:22:05,500 --> 00:22:08,300 or they can't talk or they can't think or whatever. 506 00:22:08,300 --> 00:22:10,900 If they've been saved and have the Holy Spirit in them, 507 00:22:10,900 --> 00:22:15,300 now I'm saying if I'm thinking the Lord has a window 508 00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:18,100 right there for some reason, I don't know why I think that, 509 00:22:18,100 --> 00:22:21,300 but I just think the Lord uses these children 510 00:22:21,300 --> 00:22:24,820 and then he uses them as a ministry to other people 511 00:22:24,820 --> 00:22:27,940 because they represent love and that's what Jesus is. 512 00:22:27,940 --> 00:22:28,980 He's love. 513 00:22:28,980 --> 00:22:32,580 And I mean, most of these, the Down syndrome kids 514 00:22:32,580 --> 00:22:35,900 and Amber just, if that offends somebody, 515 00:22:35,900 --> 00:22:37,420 by the way I'm saying it, forgive me, 516 00:22:37,420 --> 00:22:40,500 but that they are loved 517 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:43,740 and they don't know not to love people. 518 00:22:43,740 --> 00:22:45,180 You know, they love people. 519 00:22:45,180 --> 00:22:46,620 So yeah. 520 00:22:46,620 --> 00:22:49,580 The other thing about Mary, my daughter, Mary, 521 00:22:49,580 --> 00:22:52,180 in the acknowledgement of this book 522 00:22:52,180 --> 00:22:53,580 that I'm gonna finish, 523 00:22:53,580 --> 00:22:56,780 I knew it wasn't just acknowledgement. 524 00:22:56,780 --> 00:22:58,660 I knew it wasn't the perfect timing, 525 00:22:58,660 --> 00:23:01,380 but there's gonna be a chapter in there 526 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:06,020 and it's gonna be Mary, you know, I birthed Mary. 527 00:23:06,020 --> 00:23:08,140 I gave up my time. 528 00:23:08,140 --> 00:23:11,020 I gave up a job to be with Mary. 529 00:23:11,020 --> 00:23:15,140 And now Mary, because of the love of Jesus Christ, 530 00:23:15,140 --> 00:23:18,020 has turned around now for me. 531 00:23:18,020 --> 00:23:20,500 She, with the hospital, she came to see me. 532 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:23,100 She brought me flowers, just like when I took, 533 00:23:23,100 --> 00:23:25,060 you know, I don't know that I ever, 534 00:23:25,060 --> 00:23:28,140 when she was born, there was flowers and all that. 535 00:23:28,140 --> 00:23:29,700 I don't remember the details, 536 00:23:29,700 --> 00:23:33,940 but everything that I did for her, she is doing for me now. 537 00:23:33,940 --> 00:23:36,260 And I can't tell you, I just think, 538 00:23:36,260 --> 00:23:40,420 well, Lord, more people need to be connected in that way 539 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:43,100 for their mothers and mothers to the daughters 540 00:23:43,100 --> 00:23:44,780 and daughters to the mothers. 541 00:23:44,780 --> 00:23:49,780 And for Mary, she just, she has, she's made me laugh. 542 00:23:50,020 --> 00:23:52,900 She understands me when Dale does not understand me 543 00:23:52,900 --> 00:23:55,500 because she's been there with me through it all. 544 00:23:55,500 --> 00:23:57,380 She takes me to appointments. 545 00:23:57,380 --> 00:23:59,220 She takes me to therapy. 546 00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:00,660 She picks me up. 547 00:24:00,660 --> 00:24:02,620 She brings food. 548 00:24:02,620 --> 00:24:05,100 Now, Dale is really the one that's cooking for me now 549 00:24:05,100 --> 00:24:05,940 and for Amber. 550 00:24:05,940 --> 00:24:09,380 He takes care of me in a most excellent way 551 00:24:09,380 --> 00:24:11,900 with the food for me and Amber. 552 00:24:11,900 --> 00:24:13,820 So he's got a ministry too. 553 00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:16,140 I'm trying to kind of help him too. 554 00:24:16,140 --> 00:24:17,900 Cause he's a good cook too. 555 00:24:17,900 --> 00:24:18,980 He's a good cook. 556 00:24:18,980 --> 00:24:21,140 The Lord sent an excellent spirit. 557 00:24:21,140 --> 00:24:22,340 And that was the other thing. 558 00:24:22,340 --> 00:24:24,780 Every place that I've gone, I said, Lord, 559 00:24:24,780 --> 00:24:28,100 wherever I'm going, would you put an excellent spirit 560 00:24:28,100 --> 00:24:29,340 on those that are around me? 561 00:24:29,340 --> 00:24:33,060 And that's happened every place I've been, every therapy. 562 00:24:33,060 --> 00:24:36,020 When I was at the therapy center for two weeks, 563 00:24:36,020 --> 00:24:37,740 the people that were there, 564 00:24:37,740 --> 00:24:40,300 they had an excellent spirit on them. 565 00:24:40,300 --> 00:24:43,260 Wow. I thought, wow, Lord, you're the one that did that. 566 00:24:43,260 --> 00:24:44,100 You did that. 567 00:24:44,100 --> 00:24:44,940 Beautiful. 568 00:24:44,940 --> 00:24:46,020 Beautiful. 569 00:24:46,020 --> 00:24:47,780 Oh, that's wonderful. 570 00:24:47,780 --> 00:24:50,460 And so let's bring that back around to you 571 00:24:50,460 --> 00:24:54,580 because you are not fully healed yet. 572 00:24:54,580 --> 00:24:59,500 You're not fully back to what your normal course of life was, 573 00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:01,860 but God is using you. 574 00:25:01,860 --> 00:25:03,900 He's using you as an intercessor. 575 00:25:03,900 --> 00:25:07,500 He's using you as you walk the streets of your neighborhood. 576 00:25:07,500 --> 00:25:10,820 He's using you, you knock on people's doors, 577 00:25:10,820 --> 00:25:14,580 you engage them in conversation as you go by, 578 00:25:14,580 --> 00:25:19,020 and you're ministering to people in your weakness. 579 00:25:19,020 --> 00:25:19,860 Amen. Amen. 580 00:25:21,500 --> 00:25:23,140 Amen. Wow. 581 00:25:23,140 --> 00:25:26,820 And I'm always, when I come back home after my walk, 582 00:25:26,820 --> 00:25:28,060 Mary will say, how was it? 583 00:25:28,060 --> 00:25:31,580 And I say, wow, it was awesome. 584 00:25:31,580 --> 00:25:33,660 And you still have to go, I don't wanna walk. 585 00:25:33,660 --> 00:25:35,380 I don't wanna go for a walk. 586 00:25:35,380 --> 00:25:37,780 Man, I look forward to it now 587 00:25:37,780 --> 00:25:40,940 because it is a walk with compassion. 588 00:25:40,940 --> 00:25:43,380 And if you walk through the neighborhood with compassion, 589 00:25:43,380 --> 00:25:45,020 you're walking with Jesus. 590 00:25:45,020 --> 00:25:46,460 You're sharing Jesus. 591 00:25:46,460 --> 00:25:49,940 So man, time, and it goes fast for me too. 592 00:25:49,940 --> 00:25:51,220 My feet don't hurt. 593 00:25:51,220 --> 00:25:52,980 My ankles don't hurt. 594 00:25:52,980 --> 00:25:54,940 I went to Austin not long ago 595 00:25:54,940 --> 00:25:57,300 before all this stuff started happening. 596 00:25:57,300 --> 00:25:59,060 When I went up the stairs in the Capitol, 597 00:25:59,060 --> 00:26:00,420 I was huffing and puffing. 598 00:26:00,420 --> 00:26:01,860 I think, not now. 599 00:26:02,820 --> 00:26:06,220 I'm better now than I ever was. 600 00:26:06,220 --> 00:26:08,540 Physically, I'm better, so I know that 601 00:26:08,540 --> 00:26:11,180 whatever the Lord calls me to do, 602 00:26:11,180 --> 00:26:12,780 I'm gonna be able to do it. 603 00:26:12,780 --> 00:26:14,580 He's enabled me to do it. 604 00:26:14,580 --> 00:26:17,780 And I tell him, yes, you tell me what to do 605 00:26:17,780 --> 00:26:19,100 and what not to do. 606 00:26:19,100 --> 00:26:20,300 And I'm listening. 607 00:26:20,300 --> 00:26:25,020 I'm a, Sister Gwen, that prayer that she wrote that one time, 608 00:26:25,020 --> 00:26:28,420 it says, Lord, fill me up with the oil of the Holy Spirit 609 00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:30,660 that I'll be 100% obedient 610 00:26:30,660 --> 00:26:32,340 to the leading of the Holy Spirit. 611 00:26:32,340 --> 00:26:34,780 I've said that prayer almost daily. 612 00:26:34,780 --> 00:26:36,860 And I think of that now as, Lord, 613 00:26:36,860 --> 00:26:40,020 I am 100% obedient to your leading, 614 00:26:40,020 --> 00:26:42,100 what you telling me to do. 615 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:46,380 And it took this second stroke for me to get to that point. 616 00:26:46,380 --> 00:26:48,940 I just think, well, Lord, look what you've done. 617 00:26:50,100 --> 00:26:53,180 People look at me like, are you all right? 618 00:26:53,180 --> 00:26:57,220 Oh yeah, I'm better than I ever been, yes. 619 00:26:57,220 --> 00:26:58,700 Isn't that wonderful? 620 00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:01,060 You know, what you just said a moment ago 621 00:27:01,060 --> 00:27:03,100 reminded me of something that the Lord spoke 622 00:27:03,100 --> 00:27:04,380 to Bobby Connor. 623 00:27:04,380 --> 00:27:07,100 And he brought it out, I've heard him say it before, 624 00:27:07,100 --> 00:27:10,220 but he brought it out at the beginning of 2023. 625 00:27:10,220 --> 00:27:13,220 And he said that the Lord said, 626 00:27:13,220 --> 00:27:16,620 I finally found me people weak enough to work in. 627 00:27:17,500 --> 00:27:18,340 That's awesome. 628 00:27:19,260 --> 00:27:23,380 And he said, not weak in morals, not weak in ethics, 629 00:27:23,380 --> 00:27:27,300 not weak in character, weak in their own ability. 630 00:27:27,300 --> 00:27:28,380 Yeah. 631 00:27:28,380 --> 00:27:30,380 Died to themselves, amen. 632 00:27:30,380 --> 00:27:31,220 Yeah. 633 00:27:31,220 --> 00:27:34,140 And he said, I have found me a group of people 634 00:27:34,140 --> 00:27:36,020 that's embraced John 15, five, 635 00:27:36,020 --> 00:27:38,140 without me you can do nothing. 636 00:27:38,140 --> 00:27:39,060 Oh, wow. 637 00:27:39,060 --> 00:27:39,900 Wow. 638 00:27:39,900 --> 00:27:40,900 That's so good. 639 00:27:40,900 --> 00:27:42,660 And Philippians 4, 13 says, 640 00:27:42,660 --> 00:27:44,820 but I can do all things through Christ 641 00:27:44,820 --> 00:27:47,060 who infuses me with inner strength. 642 00:27:47,060 --> 00:27:48,060 Yeah. 643 00:27:48,060 --> 00:27:48,900 Yes. 644 00:27:48,900 --> 00:27:51,580 If I can interject the scripture we had earlier, 645 00:27:51,580 --> 00:27:55,380 talked earlier, you know, it was 1 Peter chapter four, 646 00:27:55,380 --> 00:27:56,700 that was 12. 647 00:27:56,700 --> 00:27:57,940 Now this is King James. 648 00:27:57,940 --> 00:28:00,820 Beloved think and not strange concerning the fiery trial, 649 00:28:00,820 --> 00:28:02,500 which is to try you. 650 00:28:02,500 --> 00:28:05,700 As so some strange thing happened unto you. 651 00:28:05,700 --> 00:28:09,940 Verse 13 says, but rejoice in as much as ye are partakers 652 00:28:09,940 --> 00:28:14,300 of Christ's sufferings, that when his glory shall be revealed, 653 00:28:14,300 --> 00:28:17,820 he may be glad also with exceeding joy. 654 00:28:17,820 --> 00:28:18,660 Beautiful. 655 00:28:18,660 --> 00:28:20,700 You know, that's just really, 656 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:23,420 and it's sometimes to realize that scripture, 657 00:28:23,420 --> 00:28:25,460 sometimes you have to go through something. 658 00:28:25,460 --> 00:28:26,300 Yeah. 659 00:28:26,300 --> 00:28:28,020 Philip, when you read that while ago, 660 00:28:28,020 --> 00:28:30,140 that really, it hit home for me. 661 00:28:30,140 --> 00:28:34,420 I was thinking, yes, amen, that scripture is so true 662 00:28:34,420 --> 00:28:37,620 that, you know, that we go through these, 663 00:28:37,620 --> 00:28:39,460 it's really getting rid of the dross. 664 00:28:39,460 --> 00:28:43,460 I think, you know, that we come out as pure as silver, 665 00:28:43,460 --> 00:28:46,500 you know, and I believe that's what it is, 666 00:28:46,500 --> 00:28:48,060 but praise God. 667 00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:49,700 I'm thanking the Lord. 668 00:28:49,700 --> 00:28:54,700 What Isaiah, my new son-in-law, he said, suffer well. 669 00:28:54,940 --> 00:28:57,260 When he'd tell me that, when he came up to see me, 670 00:28:57,260 --> 00:28:59,460 he'd say, we have to learn to suffer well. 671 00:28:59,460 --> 00:29:00,940 And at first I'm thinking, 672 00:29:00,940 --> 00:29:03,300 I don't want to learn to suffer well. 673 00:29:03,300 --> 00:29:07,060 I'm thinking, okay, well, now I see what you're saying. 674 00:29:07,060 --> 00:29:10,020 I think, yes, we're gonna suffer well, wow. 675 00:29:11,420 --> 00:29:14,100 Let me read it to you in the Passion Translation. 676 00:29:14,100 --> 00:29:15,180 Okay. 677 00:29:15,180 --> 00:29:17,740 1 Peter 4.12, beloved friends, 678 00:29:17,740 --> 00:29:21,780 if life gets extremely difficult with many tests, 679 00:29:21,780 --> 00:29:24,700 don't be bewildered as though something strange 680 00:29:24,700 --> 00:29:26,460 were overwhelming you. 681 00:29:26,460 --> 00:29:27,660 Instead, verse 13, 682 00:29:27,660 --> 00:29:32,500 instead, continue to rejoice for you in a measure 683 00:29:32,500 --> 00:29:34,980 have shared in the sufferings of the anointed one 684 00:29:34,980 --> 00:29:38,860 so that you can share in the revelation of his glory 685 00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:42,300 and celebrate with even greater gladness. 686 00:29:42,300 --> 00:29:43,140 Yeah. 687 00:29:43,140 --> 00:29:44,860 Wow, wow, wow, wow. 688 00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:48,820 That touches my heart, that reaches my heart, amen. 689 00:29:49,700 --> 00:29:51,580 Thank you so much, Sherry. 690 00:29:51,580 --> 00:29:54,740 We really appreciate you being with us today. 691 00:29:54,740 --> 00:29:56,740 And we're just so proud of you 692 00:29:56,740 --> 00:29:59,180 that you are being such an overcomer, 693 00:29:59,180 --> 00:30:03,740 that you are keeping your attitude so sweet 694 00:30:03,740 --> 00:30:07,620 and trusting in the Lord and standing on his word. 695 00:30:07,620 --> 00:30:11,940 And it's causing you to get brand new great faith. 696 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:15,380 So Sherry, before we close, I would like to ask you, 697 00:30:15,380 --> 00:30:20,380 if you, out of the experiences of how you are going 698 00:30:21,300 --> 00:30:25,500 in your weakness in the strength of the Lord, 699 00:30:25,500 --> 00:30:28,300 can you pray for our listeners? 700 00:30:28,300 --> 00:30:29,780 Absolutely. 701 00:30:29,780 --> 00:30:30,620 Yes. 702 00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:33,220 Father, I come to you now, right now, 703 00:30:33,220 --> 00:30:35,740 in the name of your precious Son, Jesus Christ. 704 00:30:35,740 --> 00:30:37,900 And Father, I'm gonna wait on You. 705 00:30:37,900 --> 00:30:40,060 I don't wanna pray what I'm thinking, Father. 706 00:30:40,060 --> 00:30:43,340 I'm gonna wait on You to pray through me, Father. 707 00:30:43,340 --> 00:30:44,180 Thank You, Father. 708 00:30:44,180 --> 00:30:48,260 [praying in tongues] 709 00:30:48,260 --> 00:30:51,860 Father, I know that You know every person that's listening. 710 00:30:51,860 --> 00:30:54,100 Father, I know that You're touching hearts 711 00:30:54,100 --> 00:30:57,380 in certain areas, Father, that You're quickening them. 712 00:30:57,380 --> 00:30:59,380 Father, to hear what You're saying, 713 00:30:59,380 --> 00:31:01,700 not what I'm saying, but what You're saying. 714 00:31:01,700 --> 00:31:06,100 And Father, just You're renewing hope for a future, Father, 715 00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:08,340 that they won't think that this is it, 716 00:31:08,340 --> 00:31:10,620 that they don't have much life left in them, 717 00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:13,860 or that they've slowed down, this, that, or the other. 718 00:31:13,860 --> 00:31:16,940 But Father, You have a plan to prosper them 719 00:31:16,940 --> 00:31:19,740 in all their ways and not harm them. 720 00:31:19,740 --> 00:31:22,020 And Father, because of salvation 721 00:31:22,020 --> 00:31:24,180 and because of being filled with the Holy Spirit, 722 00:31:24,180 --> 00:31:28,220 because of You, Father, there is no pit so deep 723 00:31:28,220 --> 00:31:29,420 that You're not there. 724 00:31:29,420 --> 00:31:32,580 There's no darkness so dark that You're not there, 725 00:31:32,580 --> 00:31:34,460 that You never give up on us. 726 00:31:34,460 --> 00:31:36,540 You never leave us, Father. 727 00:31:36,540 --> 00:31:39,060 And I just thank You, Father, for making that 728 00:31:39,060 --> 00:31:41,540 more of a reality to every person 729 00:31:41,540 --> 00:31:43,260 that's listening to this podcast, 730 00:31:43,260 --> 00:31:46,100 that they're gonna know that they know that they know 731 00:31:46,100 --> 00:31:47,420 that You're for them. 732 00:31:47,420 --> 00:31:49,140 You are not against them. 733 00:31:49,140 --> 00:31:51,700 And Father, that You're building them up 734 00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:54,180 to be everything that, Father, 735 00:31:54,180 --> 00:31:57,340 everything that You have called them to do, Father. 736 00:31:57,340 --> 00:32:01,020 And Lord, that You have a plan for them, Lord. 737 00:32:01,020 --> 00:32:04,300 And I thank You that that plan will be complete 738 00:32:04,300 --> 00:32:06,860 until the day of Christ Jesus. 739 00:32:06,860 --> 00:32:09,420 You don't leave them halfway, Father. 740 00:32:09,420 --> 00:32:13,260 You don't leave them on the side of the road, Lord. 741 00:32:13,260 --> 00:32:16,460 You finished the work that You started 742 00:32:16,460 --> 00:32:18,700 that only You can finish, Father. 743 00:32:18,700 --> 00:32:21,260 So I thank You for completing every person 744 00:32:21,260 --> 00:32:23,300 that's listening right now and that's thinking, 745 00:32:23,300 --> 00:32:25,940 oh, I'm going through this and I'm going through that. 746 00:32:25,940 --> 00:32:27,580 Father, You know who they are, 747 00:32:27,580 --> 00:32:31,500 that You're completing them in Christ Jesus, father, 748 00:32:31,500 --> 00:32:36,020 that You're renewing their hope for a future, Father. 749 00:32:36,020 --> 00:32:39,100 Lord, renew their hope for a future, Father. 750 00:32:39,100 --> 00:32:42,020 That they're not thinking, well, they told me this, 751 00:32:42,020 --> 00:32:44,140 they told me that, the doctor said this, 752 00:32:44,140 --> 00:32:45,540 the doctor said that. 753 00:32:45,540 --> 00:32:47,980 Oh, the reports are this, reports are that. 754 00:32:47,980 --> 00:32:50,460 We don't believe the report of the enemy. 755 00:32:50,460 --> 00:32:53,660 Only the report of God and it's a good report. 756 00:32:53,660 --> 00:32:56,020 We thank You, Father, for Your goodness, Father. 757 00:32:56,020 --> 00:32:59,100 We thank you for these people that are listening right now, 758 00:32:59,100 --> 00:32:59,940 Father. 759 00:32:59,940 --> 00:33:01,020 Lord bless them. 760 00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:03,500 I ask these things in name of Christ Jesus. 761 00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:06,660 And Father, I thank You that You give them quick 762 00:33:06,660 --> 00:33:09,540 and witty ideas, Father, that Holy Spirit, 763 00:33:09,540 --> 00:33:12,460 You lead them into all fullness, Father. 764 00:33:12,460 --> 00:33:14,980 And no matter what it is, Father, 765 00:33:14,980 --> 00:33:18,340 that You give them quick and witty ideas, Father, 766 00:33:18,340 --> 00:33:21,460 on how to walk this out, how to talk it out, 767 00:33:21,460 --> 00:33:23,340 how to live it out, Father. 768 00:33:23,340 --> 00:33:24,900 Lord, I don't know where they're at. 769 00:33:24,900 --> 00:33:27,500 I don't know if they're in a rehabilitation home 770 00:33:27,500 --> 00:33:29,860 or a hospital or anything like that. 771 00:33:29,860 --> 00:33:33,020 But Lord, You know exactly where they are, Father, 772 00:33:33,020 --> 00:33:35,740 because of salvation in the Holy Spirit, Lord, 773 00:33:35,740 --> 00:33:37,460 that you can reach out to them 774 00:33:37,460 --> 00:33:39,220 and they can reach out to you. 775 00:33:39,220 --> 00:33:41,100 And Lord, that you can renew them, 776 00:33:41,100 --> 00:33:43,380 revive them, restore them, Lord, 777 00:33:43,380 --> 00:33:45,900 from the top of their head to the soles of their feet, 778 00:33:45,900 --> 00:33:49,420 inside out in Jesus precious name, amen. 779 00:33:49,420 --> 00:33:50,260 Amen. 780 00:33:51,340 --> 00:33:55,660 [♪ Music And Voice Over And Music Continues...] 781 00:33:55,660 --> 00:33:57,540 If you enjoyed today's podcast, 782 00:33:57,540 --> 00:34:00,620 please subscribe, rate, and review this podcast 783 00:34:00,620 --> 00:34:04,100 on Apple podcasts or wherever you listen to podcasts. 784 00:34:04,100 --> 00:34:06,380 Your review helps the podcasting platform 785 00:34:06,380 --> 00:34:08,700 suggests this podcast to other listeners 786 00:34:08,700 --> 00:34:09,740 who are also looking 787 00:34:09,740 --> 00:34:12,220 for a great move of the Holy Spirit. 788 00:34:12,220 --> 00:34:14,980 Check out our website at globaloutpouring.org 789 00:34:14,980 --> 00:34:19,560 To find out more information, read our 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