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Sometimes, when you get caught up in the moment,

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you forget who you truly are. My name is Mo,

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and I've come a long way. You see, I was a dancer.

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Well, an exotic dancer. And there was this one

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time a guy asked for a VIP service. I'd never

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gotten a VIP before because I was a new dancer.

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And the stage, where everyone gets to see you,

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was where I'd normally be. But this guy picked

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me out from among four other dancers and said

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he wanted a VIP session with me. At the time,

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I was elated. And I accepted, of course. But

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little did I know, it would change the whole

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trajectory of my life. In the VIP session, we

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had fun. I mean, it was amazing. And I didn't

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know anything about this guy besides the fact

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that he had some kind of money. Anyway, I did

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my thing. We lasted about half an hour to 45

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minutes, and he paid me, and I went on my way.

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But then he returned two days later and requested

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the same thing. It was like that for about a

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month straight, and I was bound to get content

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with a life like that because, I mean, he paid

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double what my other VIP colleagues made. So

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I was good. Until he stopped showing up. I probably

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got ahead of myself, waiting for him to walk

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in. I didn't even want to go on stage. But he

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didn't show up for an entire week. Just left

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me hanging. I didn't even know what to think.

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Anyway, I went back to the stage and started

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doing what I was supposed to do. And two weeks

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later, he showed up again. He requested me, of

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course. I didn't want to show that I was upset

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or emotional about it. So I just said okay and

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went to do my thing. Now, when I opened the door,

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He wasn't even sitting on the chair designated

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for him. He was standing in the middle of the

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room with two guys dressed in black suits and

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shades. I mean, there was no need for the shades.

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The room is, like, dimly lit red. So he was standing

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there like he was waiting to carry out instructions.

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I was confused. I didn't know anything about

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this guy. And here he was, looking at me like

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I'd committed a crime. I'm talking fresh cut.

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Neat fade, sculpted beard, maroon tailored suit,

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just impeccably dressed. So you're bringing company

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now? I asked, lifting a brow. He chuckled at

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my statement. I mean, if that's what he wanted,

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I was down, as long as he was willing to pay

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more for it. But he simply shook his head and

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told me to have a seat, on the same chair he

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was supposed to sit on. I sat. You know, even

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though we don't plan on doing anything, the moment

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I walk in, it's five hundred bucks, right? But

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he ignored me and sat on the couch at the other

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end of the small room. I leaned forward, elbows

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on my knees. So, what is this about? His men

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moved to the door. I looked around. Wait, am

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I in some kind of trouble or something? No, he

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said. Then what is this about? I have a proposition

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for you. A proposition? As in? How about you

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become my woman? I don't do relationships. Aside

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from dealing with abusive, cheating men, I didn't

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want to get caught up with a guy while working

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at a strip joint. It's not a relationship. It

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will be more like a beneficial arrangement. I'm

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sorry. I don't understand what you're saying.

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I'm going to take care of you. In what way? Are

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you always this chatty? When I have to be. He

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laughed. Let's just say, you won't have to work

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another day in your life. I mean, it sounded

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like a dream come true. But I didn't believe

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it. Not yet. I want you to tend to my needs.

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Whenever I want. However I want. I'm going to

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put you in an apartment. You can shop, work,

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or do whatever you please. All you have to do

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is just be ready for me. I leaned back in the

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chair. Is this man dying? Does he have a disease?

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I know his dick is working and he's handsome.

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So what really is his problem? And what's in

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this for you? What's in it for me? He said. I

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get a beautiful woman to have my way with and

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to show off at company events. Company events?

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Yes. You'll be at my side when I request it.

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And when I'm not by your side, what am I doing?

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As I said, whatever you want. If you want to

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sleep all day, shop, work another job that's

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not in the escorting or strip business, then

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go ahead. Yeah, but why me? It was a question

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I shouldn't have asked, but why me? out of all

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the people in the club and all the elegant, exclusive

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women outside. Why me? Andre is young, fit, and

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handsome. He can definitely have anything. How

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was I able to get this kind of blessing, if I

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should call it that? Maybe it's a curse. I'm

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new. I'm not experienced in any of these things.

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But yet, he chose me. I chose you because I like

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you. Isn't that what I'm supposed to do? Am I

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a bet? No. He sighed. I have a very demanding

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job. I live in a city across the country. Finding

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women who can keep up with my hectic lifestyle

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and doesn't demand an emotional connection is

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difficult. So, you came to my town for a stripper?

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They love less. No strings attached. I tilted

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my head. I see. What? Why not one in your city?

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I prefer exclusivity. Are you married? No, I'm

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not. And I don't have kids. Hmm. What? Nothing.

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Any more questions? Not right now. He smiled.

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So, are you up for it? I feel like you're holding

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a gun to my head. Don't I get time to think this

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through? No. But I can always move on to the

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next person. I sighed. I hated these things.

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But I also didn't want to pass up a good opportunity.

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I exhaled. Tomorrow, I'll send a car for you.

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They'll bring you to my place where we'll start

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a contract. You'll sign it. Read through it,

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of course. And then we'll begin. I've already

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spoken to your boss. He agrees. He agrees? Why

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would my boss speak on my behalf? Did he know

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I would accept this? I mean, it's a steal of

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a deal, but still. I do have my own mind. I stood.

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Before I agree to this, I'd like a $30 ,000 signing

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bonus, just in case this falls through. Because

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this... I motioned around the room. This is what

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pays my bills. Done, he said without hesitation.

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I sighed. This is really happening. This is fucking

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happening. Shit. Then he stood, reached into

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his suit jacket, and pulled out a few hundred

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dollar bills. I think this should cover our time

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here, he said, handing me the cash. One of his

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men opened the door. Wait, I shouted. What's

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your name? Andre Valentino. And yours? Moesha.

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Moesha Dunn. Farewell then. I'll see you tomorrow,

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Moesha. I gave him a slow nod, and he disappeared

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behind the door. I exhaled a large breath I didn't

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even know I'd been holding, and flopped back

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down into the chair. Shit. My life is about to

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change. Now... It's been about a year and a half

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since I signed that contract with Andre, and

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I've never regretted doing it. My life has made

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a complete 360, and I don't regret any of it.

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I'm healthier, cleaner, and well -respected because

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of him. I live in a two -bedroom condo, and most

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of the time I just do my online work. I promote

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products, and I go out whenever I feel like it.

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Part of the contract included a $20 ,000 monthly

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salary to help with expenses. But I didn't really

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have any, because André paid for everything.

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All I had to do was show up when he expected

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me, have sex with him when he needed it. And

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that was that. But not everything is sunshine

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and rainbows. Somewhere along the line I became

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attached to this man. He made me feel seen in

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so many ways. He takes care of me. He just does

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what he has to do. I fell in love with him. Or

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at least, I thought I did. Until one night I

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went out to dinner, and I met someone else. In

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my contract, it says I can date whomever I want,

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as long as I don't have sexual relations with

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them. And honestly, I think that's fair. So whenever

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Andre isn't around, or doesn't need me, I go

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out. I date. Not too often, but it happens. And

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five months ago, I happened to fall for someone

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else. Someone who's available, stable, and here.

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Someone I can relate to. Someone who gives me

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companionship. I haven't told him about my situation,

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but I did tell him I'm not ready for a sexual

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relationship. He's willing to wait. However,

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I'm torn. I'm not sure what to do about it. I

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mean, I like Bevan, but is he really worth ending

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things with Andre? I could finally live my life

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without strings attached, but… is he the one

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I throw everything away for? I have dinner with

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him tonight and it scares me. It scares me because

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we've been dating for five months, and the last

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two dates felt like he was getting serious. He's

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been using words like us and our in sentences.

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I should call it off. But what if Bevan is truly

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for me? And then… I haven't seen or heard from

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Andre in two months. The longest he's ever gone

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with no contact. I guess he's busy with work.

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But still, he's out there doing God knows what

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while I'm stuck in relationship limbo. Is this

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how my life is going to be until I get old? What

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if Andre is tired of me and throws me out for

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a younger chick? I might be set for a few years.

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But can I really do this online thing forever?

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Ugh. Dinner with Bevan goes well, and as we're

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having dessert, he gets up and bends on one knee,

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proposing to me. I sit and stare at him in awe

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because I never expected him to do it. At least

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not this early in the relationship. We'd only

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been dating five months for Pete's sake. But

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I stupidly say yes. I say yes without thinking

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about Andre. Huh? This marriage the proposal

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What do you mean? I? Ripped the ring off my finger

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I I have to think about it. He sighs with relief.

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Oh Yes, I thought you were just blowing me off

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This is serious, and we've only been dating for

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a few months, you know He nods How about you

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keep the ring and get back to me when you have

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an answer no rush? But it would be nice to get

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an answer soon. I smile softly. I give him a

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small peck on the cheek and end the night quickly.

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The moment the door closes, I rush to my bathroom,

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throwing up over the sink. I feel ill. What did

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I just do? And with shaky hands, I message Andre.

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S .O .S. I can't sleep. It's 2 a .m. and my mind

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is racing. I can't think about anything except

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what just happened. I just gave a man… a cold

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shoulder, and I just texted Andre using his emergency

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word. I've never texted him before. He has always

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been the one to reach out. But in the contract,

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it's clearly stated. If I ever wanted to end

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things, I should text S .O .S. Did I? Did I really

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want to end things with him? He hasn't responded.

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and I don't think he ever will. But then, I hear

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a noise, and when I step into the living room,

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Andre is standing there, alone, in the dark,

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wearing his black trench coat. It's raining outside.

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He's drenched. I fetch a towel and toss it to

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him. He takes it without hesitation and begins

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drying his wet, slicked hair. I flick on the

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lights and lean against the wall. I don't think

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about anything else but being with him right

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now. He is exactly the man he says he is. And

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I love that about him. Andre flings the towel

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aside and shrugs off his jacket. S .O .S. He

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breathes as a whisper. It sounds more like a

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feeling of betrayal. We need to talk. Can we

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do this after? Seeing him unbuttoning his shirt

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sends me into a daze. I inhale a deep breath.

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All I had to do was send that message, and he

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shows up in a matter of hours. He sheds his shirt

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and steps closer, his tanned, muscular chest

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hypnotizing me. My breaths are shallow now because

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I'm scared of what I'm about to let go of. He

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kisses me, and I kiss him back. Andre holds my

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face and kisses me deeply. It's nothing I've

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ever felt before it feels different it feels

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open I Moan over his kisses looping my arms around

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his neck taking his tongue down my throat It's

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the first time I've ever felt this wanted by

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him He reaches for the button of my pajamas and

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pops it free He cups my breasts trailing kisses

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down my cheek then my neck I inhale sharply As

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he lifts me onto him, he guides me into the bedroom.

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He lays me gently onto the bed and suckles my

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nipples. I run my fingers through his hair. So

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soft, so silky. He releases me and fills his

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mouth with the other. I moan beneath him. It's

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the first time I've truly felt his wantonness

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for me. He's always been a good lover. But tonight?

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Tonight? It's different. Andre lifts my legs,

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slowly sliding my pajama pants down. His touch

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is reverent, like he's afraid I'll vanish if

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he moves too fast. He kisses the insides of my

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thighs, letting the silence stretch between us.

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Then he pulls me to the edge of the bed and kneels,

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eyes locked on mine, as he slips my panties off.

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This is familiar. It's so familiar. But this

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time, it's different. Maybe it's been too long.

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Maybe it's because I texted S .O .S. Maybe it's

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the weight of everything unspoken pressing in

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around us. I don't care. Because this man, he

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has always treated me like I matter, like I'm

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more. His gaze travels over me like he's memorizing

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me, devouring me. I part for him. breath catching

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as he runs his fingers through my heat. He murmurs,

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voice low and almost broken. I shiver beneath

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him. He leans in, lips brushing my folds then

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dragging his tongue up slowly. I twitch beneath

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the contact. He murmurs again. Every roll of

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his tongue sends heat through my belly. Mmm.

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Ah. Mmm. Hard. Air knocked from my lungs as he

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fills me completely. He doesn't move. Not yet.

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He just stays there, buried inside me, staring

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into my eyes. Then he pulls me closer, lifting

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me until we're face to face. He groans low in

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his throat, gripping my hips. My body trembles

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beneath him, and he doesn't give me the satisfaction

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of ending. He always cuts me short, like the

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wicked man he claims to be. This man is everything

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I want, everything I need, and more. How can

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I leave him? How can I replace him? I don't want

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anything but him. This is a reality check. I

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don't need Bevan. I don't want Bevan. I never

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loved Bevan. He was only a distraction, because

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the man, the mystery, Mm. Ah. Ah. Mmm. Hmm. I

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want to cry. Scream. Come. Everything at once.

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His voice is unraveling. He's unraveling. He

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says breathlessly, yes. I cry. Fucking yes! My

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body arches. My muscles clench. The orgasm crashes

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through me like a wave, dragging my voice with

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it. He groans. loud, broken, as he releases inside

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me, throbbing deep, still holding me like I'm

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slipping away. We don't speak. We don't move.

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We just breathe. And for a moment, it feels like

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nothing outside this room exists. We stay like

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this for some time, bodies entwined like forever

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lovers, until he lifts off me and stands. You

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said we needed to talk. Did you mean everything

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you said a while ago? I ask. He nods. Yes. I

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want you to marry me. Can I ask what happened?

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Why I haven't heard from you? Am I allowed to

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ask that? He eyes me. I turn my face away. But

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he leans over the bed and touches my chin. I

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was trying to get everything right for you. I

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thought of a home. Something we can call home,

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back in my city. Are you willing to move? I nod.

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A family? I nod again. He sighs with relief.

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I wanted to do this, but I wasn't sure if you

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wanted a relationship. I want it now. Then you're

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with me. I am. What was the SOS about? I shake

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my head. I wanted to see you. Good. I feel ill

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lying to him like this. But now that I know what

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I want, there's no sense explaining anything.

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It's going to wreck me to explain to Bevan that

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I no longer want to be his wife. But it's for

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the best. Andre pulls me off the bed and kisses

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me. Then he leans into my ear. Call that lame

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motherfucker and tell him you're marrying me

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instead You have met the end of sugar daddy Stay

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tuned for my brother's girlfriend part three

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