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Now it's been over a week since I've seen or heard from Reed. He never bothered to message me

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after he left me in front of my apartment, and I never bothered either. I figured it should

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stay like that since this started with the fundraiser. I don't need any distractions,

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but lately I find myself drifting off into space, just like I'm doing now, when I should be writing

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my paper. Reed McIntyre likes sex, he's an addict. But why did he even think to tell me?

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Is it because he thought I wanted more? Well, I did, but not in that way. I just preferred his

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company. But now, as I'm sitting here, I can't get over his words. He has sex and pretends it's me.

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Me. He even wants to rub his dick all over my face. What else does he want to do to me?

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I should be grossed out by it, but it's so fucking hot. Ugh, I've seemingly ruined the one good thing

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I had going for me. And when I say one, I mean one. I've never had a sexual partner, much less a

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boyfriend. It's embarrassing, I know, seeing that I'm 21, but as you already know, I have my reasons.

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And they are perfectly valid. So when a guy as handsome as Reed shows interest in me, it's a

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blessing. It's fucking entertainment. Given our history together, I would say that it would be

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safe to engage him. Right? I feel bad for bailing on our date. The one he'd paid for. He had only

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been venting and I had totally shut him out just like those bullies did to him back in high school.

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I grab my phone and open his chat, sending him a hey, and about a minute later,

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three dots appear at the bottom of the screen showing that he's writing something.

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Then it stops, and I feel sick to my stomach because I probably ruined everything.

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I set my phone down to rethink my life and Reed responds with,

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I continue the conversation and we are back and forth like nothing ever happened between us.

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But in my mind, I know something did and I just can't let it slide.

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Me. Reed, we need to talk. Immediately, my phone vibrates with a call. I answer,

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I answer, talk about what? I need to see you in person. When? I glance at the papers spread

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across my bed and shove my penicide. Now? Then I'll see you in ten. He ends the call and a little

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part of me feels excited. I feel turned on by the fact that he's interested in whatever I have to

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say. Honestly, this has never happened with any guy. I've never really felt any sexual or wanted

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attraction to anyone else but him. And like a child getting ready to go to the candy store,

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I rush to my bathroom to fix myself and get ready. Twenty minutes later, I'm standing in the middle

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of Reed's living room watching him fetch a glass of water for me. I don't even know what to do or

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say. When he hands me the glass, I take a sip. You know you can sit, right? He says. I take a seat

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in the chair opposite his. So what do you want to talk about? I, I uh, I'm sorry about the other day.

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I shouldn't have stormed off. I should have just... No, it was me. Your reaction is very valid. I dumped

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all my creepy shit on you in a matter of minutes. I shouldn't have told you that. I don't know what

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the fuck I was thinking. He sighs out loud. I will fully understand if you don't want to have anything

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to do with me. It's really... I like you. I cut him off. His head whips up. What? I, I like you.

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You do? I nod. But I said, you did hear what I said, right? I nod again. You, you think about me

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while having sex? Think? I get off on you, April. It's sick, don't you think? I, I think it's hot.

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He blinks up at me. Is that, is that normal? I ask. I have no idea how these things go.

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So my best bet is that people do what they have to do to feel good. He shakes his head and laughs.

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No, no, April. What I do is not normal. It's like a fixation on you. Everyone I fuck, I pretend it's you.

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Oh. Yeah. We sit in our thoughts for some time. So, uh, what were you doing before you texted?

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Studying. Well, trying to get some work done on my paper.

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Oh, shit. I can drop you back now if you want. No, it's fine. I can get to it tomorrow. You sure?

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Yeah, it's not much of a big deal. Well, what do you want to do? Want me to whip you something up to

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eat? Nah, I ate before I came here. Oh. He taps his knees with his fingers. I don't want us to stop

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talking. I like what we have. Oh, okay. Yeah, sure. I like it too. Can I ask you a question?

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Yeah, anything. What are you thinking right now? He chuckles. Are you sure you want to know?

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It's the reason why I asked, right? He lets out a breath. Well, since we barely know each other,

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I won't say what's exactly on my mind. Please, oblige me. I'm a big girl. I want us to fuck.

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I clear my throat. As a matter of fact, I don't want to fuck. I want to taste and feel every

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goddamn inch of you. Hmm. What does that mean? Well, you're right. We barely know each other,

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and doing any of that is way out of the question. Right. You're totally right.

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Right. Reed seems a bit disappointed, but he's about to get undisappointed because I'm not about

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to leave here without feeling some type of way. I want to get off just like I've done with my

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fingers, but not with an actual penetration. I fear my flesh is too weak to handle anything of the sort.

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All I know is that I'm not leaving here empty-handed. Can I ask you another question?

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Definitely. If I ask you to do some things, will you do it?

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That depends. Things like what? I want to see you naked. Well, without all of that layering.

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My face heats with embarrassment. Did I just say naked? I pointed his navy blue hoodie suit.

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He smiles. Well, that can be done. And what do I get in return? You have my presence.

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He laughs. Well, you did say I was your weakness. He laughs again,

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and it's quite refreshing to see him smile. His teeth are straight and so goddamn white.

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You? My weakness? Then his face goes straight. You are absolutely fucking right.

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Reed slides the hood off his head, revealing his unruly, dirty, blonde hair.

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I inhale a breath when he slowly begins to unzip the sweater. Reed sheds the hoodie and

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my mouth fucking drops. I've seen these things on social media and everywhere else,

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but never in real life. Reed McIntyre has a sleeper build, like a fucking bodybuilder.

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He looks so normal with the hoodie, but the moment he rips it off, it's game over.

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I stare at him, unblinking. Do you like what you see?

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I nod. I was not expecting this. He flexes his biceps and somehow he has awakened a fire within

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me. My clit is jumping, and it's so fucking noticeable that I squeeze my legs together.

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I sit back on the couch and peer at him. I think he likes me watching him.

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What else? He prods. Are you saying that I can make you my puppet?

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I say jokingly. You can make me whatever you want. I'm here to please.

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I should stop this. I've never gotten this far with anyone or even myself.

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Everything has always been about getting ahead in life, but seeing him like this and being here in

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this space makes me want to do the most. There's no telling if this will ever happen again,

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and according to my sister, I should live in the moment. I should enjoy life once in a while.

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Then take off your pants. Read Izmy, and I stare back at him.

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He drops his pants. He is rock solid beneath his briefs.

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I... I can't help it. My breaths are noticeably harder now,

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and I'm afraid that I may be having a panic attack.

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April? He moves to pull his pants up, and I stop him.

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Wait. I breathe. If this is making you uncomfortable, then...

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No. It's um... It's just that I've never... You know...

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I shrug one shoulder. His eyes widen.

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Wait. You're a virgin?

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I nod, feeling completely embarrassed for being one.

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Oh, shit.

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He drags his palm down his face.

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I'm sorry. I... I just assumed you weren't because you're so beautiful and all,

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and I hear guys talk about you a lot. I... I automatically thought...

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Guys talk about me?

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All the fucking time, April. So much that it boils my fucking blood.

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Oh. For the three years I've been at this school, not once has a guy approached me.

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I've never been asked out on a date or handed a note.

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Maybe I was so caught up in my studies and getting ahead that I never noticed.

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I guess that explains why there was a bidding war at the auction.

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I sigh.

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You have no idea how beautiful and amazing you are.

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You have the perfect skin, hair, and God, April. You've got the brains.

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Reed crosses the room and sits next to me.

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You are so focused and hell-bent on finishing your degree,

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and I find nothing else sexier than that.

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And do you want to know what else I think?

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I nod slowly.

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I think it's fucking incredible that you're keeping yourself pure.

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That you're untouched. Gives me more to think about, April.

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More like what?

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That I know that there isn't a man on this earth who has touched you,

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and you're all mine. That you belong to me.

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I might as well belong to him.

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Because at this very moment, I am thinking of giving this man my virginity.

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But I won't, because I'm not ready for it as yet.

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It's better to remain like this so I can keep my head on while I'm doing my studies.

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I don't want to get caught up in anything such as an unexpected pregnancy or STD of some sort.

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I can't allow myself to be trapped. But I can have fun.

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You won't have to worry about me, April.

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Because I won't force you to do anything that you don't want to do.

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What if... what if I want something else?

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Something else like what?

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I bite my bottom lip wondering if I should ask for something outrageous like this.

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I've always had the thoughts, but to say it out loud,

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to even ask someone to do it is criminal.

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April.

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He prods.

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I want to watch you do it.

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Reed leans back, surprise covering his face.

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Watch me do what? Have sex?

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I shake my head.

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No, watch you play with...

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My eyes drift down his briefs.

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Reed lifts a brow.

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You want to watch me jack off?

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Yes.

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I'm patiently waiting for you to come back.

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I'm patiently waiting for him to say no,

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and it's insane to even ask a question like that.

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But he stays quiet.

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Is that a no?

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Reed stands.

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I don't think I can ever say no to you, April.

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I'm just shocked that you would ask something like that.

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I just never, you know, thought you would be like that.

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Like what? A perv?

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Fuck no, April. You're in no way next to a pervert.

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You're more like a godsend.

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So you're okay with me asking for that?

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I'm more than okay.

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Reed stretches his hand out to me, and I take it, standing.

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Come.

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Where are we going?

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I don't want to do this here. We go into the other bedroom.

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Do you fuck your friends there?

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I know I shouldn't have asked, but I'm genuinely curious and a bit jealous.

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I don't shit where I eat, Ape.

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If I'm fucking or paying for a fuck, I book a hotel.

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No one on or off the campus knows where I live, and I prefer it that way.

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But I know where you live.

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That's because I let you.

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You're the only one I've ever brought here besides my two cousins.

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He pulls me upstairs and opens the second door on the right.

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It's a bedroom with a king-sized bed, two lamps, and an accent chair opposite the foot of the bed.

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The lighting is more like a soft yellow.

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It's quite a cozy small room, to be honest.

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And I'll take this any day over my dorm.

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Reed points at the accent chair.

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Sit over there.

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I gladly obey him.

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Are you sure you want this?

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Yes.

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If it gets too much, then you can tell me to stop.

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I know I would never tell him to stop.

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Reed fingers the waistband of his briefs for a few seconds, then peers at me.

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My eyes aren't on his.

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It's dead set on his erection that's hiding beneath the briefs.

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He pushes it down his legs and outsprings his cock.

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I inhale a deep breath.

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It's so red and swollen, thick, and long.

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Reed stays still as I admire him, his bulbous cock.

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Just a minute.

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He disappears into the joining bathroom and returns with a towel, spreading it across the foot of the bed.

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Are you comfortable?

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He asks.

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Very.

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Good.

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Reed takes a bottle of clear gel and pumps it onto his dick just before wrapping his fist around his leg.

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He begins massaging in a clockwise direction, pumping it slowly from the base of his penis to the swollen tip.

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You like that?

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He breathes.

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He moves to the side of the bed and mounts it.

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He's on his knees, hovering his cock over the towel.

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My eyes are fixated on his hands sliding up and down his slick girth.

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This is my new obsession.

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This is my new obsession.

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He is my new obsession.

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Reed McIntyre has no idea what can of worms he has just opened.

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Because watching him get off on the fact that I am watching him this pure ecstasy.

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Reed's stomach dips and his hips jerk forward, sending his thrust forcefully through his fist.

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I cross my legs, keeping them tightly closed to control the throbs between my legs.

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I don't know if it's the gel or him, but the tip of his penis is dripping wet.

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I lick my lips as he moves his thumb over his opening.

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And God, it's sexiest fuck.

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Shit.

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He moans.

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I don't even know what's more erotic.

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Watching him get off or the slapping sound of his fist against his bare flesh.

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Reed's head lulls back as he quickens his pace.

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April.

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He moans.

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I cross the room and stand at the foot of the bed.

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Reed's body stiffens at the side of me.

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I want to touch you.

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I say with shaky breaths.

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Reed's cold, wet hand reaches for mine.

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He is gentle.

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He's careful.

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If you do this, then I'm going to come in less than a minute.

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Two minutes.

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I say.

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Fuck.

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Two.

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I demand.

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Reed is still holding my hand and it's so fucking sticky.

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Fine.

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He grunts.

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But the moment he places my hand on his cock, he starts hyperventilating.

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Fuck.

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Fuck.

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I use this as an opportunity to stroke him, to feel the thickness of his length.

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His cock is so slimy that I want to lick it.

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I want to taste him.

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I want to bury his length in my mouth.

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But I can't.

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Oh God, April.

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I'm gonna.

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Reed gasps when I cover my mouth with his length.

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He tightens his fist around my dark curls and yanks me further onto him.

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His dick pulsates, hitting the roof of my mouth.

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I force him down my throat, hollowing my cheeks.

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Reed groans out loud, sending echoes across the room.

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He bursts into my throat and I swallow.

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I take all, coaxing every bit of him.

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He begins thrusting into my mouth with pure carnality,

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palming the back of my head and yanking me forward.

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How sweet can this man's cock be?

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I suck him off, teasing and gliding my tongue over the tip of his penis.

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He's whimpering, weakening.

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Reed's cock goes dead in my mouth, but I don't want to stop.

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April, fuck.

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Reed yanks me off and pulls me towards his lips, devouring my tongue,

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and snatching all the air from my lungs.

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He's gone full rogue, pulling me down on the bed, grinding, biting,

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claiming my face, cheeks, neck.

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I break the embrace when his hand slips beneath my top.

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Reed?

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He flies off of me as if I'm venomous.

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Fuck.

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It's fine.

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He rakes his fingers through his hair.

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I, I got carried away.

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But I stopped you and you listened.

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That's what's important.

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What? What was that?

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What was what?

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That thing you did with your throat.

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It made me come in your mouth.

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I, I don't know.

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I just did what felt right.

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What felt good to me.

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That was fucking amazing, April, but, but it can't happen again.

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This can't happen again.

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The moment the smile touched my lips, he took it back from me.

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Because you're threading in dangerous grounds.

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I want you to stay pure. I want you to stay focused on your work.

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If we continue to do what we just did, I will claim you.

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I will fuck you, Ape.

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Then I guess I should go then.

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I guess so.

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I slide off the bed and brush past him, heading downstairs.

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Reed follows me and he's still butt naked.

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He looks good.

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So fucking good that I'm rethinking my virginity.

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He collects his joggers and slips them over.

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Then he slips on his hoodie.

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Let me get my keys.

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All I can think about is his nakedness from moments ago.

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And I don't think it'll ever go away.

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By the time I get back home, it's almost midnight.

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I loosen my seat belt and reach for the door handle, but he stops me.

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April.

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Yes.

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As hard as it is for me to be saying this right now.

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I want the best for you, even if it means isolating you from myself.

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What are you talking about?

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When I said I wanted you to stay pure, I meant it.

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I can't see you again.

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I'm sorry.

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You're a good girl and I'm the worm that gets the apple.

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What the fuck is that supposed to even mean, Reed?

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It means that I cannot see you again.

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At least not until you finish your degree.

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I am a distraction.

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I'm not a distraction.

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I'm not a distraction.

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I am a distraction, something you don't need in your life right now.

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What the fuck?

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Isn't that supposed to be my decision?

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Right now, it's not yours.

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We can talk, but only through calls or texts.

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After tonight, you won't be seeing me, April.

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Are you serious right now?

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As a fucking heart attack.

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I hiss at him.

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One day you'll understand.

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What I understand is that you're a total asshole.

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I just sucked off your cock and now you're just throwing me aside?

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Reed drags his palm down his face.

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No, it's not like that.

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Never mind.

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I know exactly what this is.

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I open the door and slam it shut walking around the car.

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Goodbye, Reed.

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And fuck you.

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Not long after I get inside, a text from Reed appears.

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I try to ignore it, but I read it anyway.

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Reed.

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It's going to be fucking hard to stay away from you given my shortcomings, but it's for a good.

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Don't hate me, Ape.

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You will be my forever addiction and now I'm yours.

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I gape at the last lines of the text, hating the fact that it's true.

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Reed McIntyre was never my addiction.

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School was.

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But now that I've gotten a taste of him, I may never recover.

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This is also why I could never stop talking to him.

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Me.

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Good night, Reed.

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Reed.

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Good night, Ape.

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And now Reed McIntyre lives rent free in my head and I might just fuck him by the end of the week.

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You have met the end of the highest bitter, part three.

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Thank you for listening to Kamala.

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Thank you for listening to Kamaya's Closet.

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This is the end of season two and I hope you enjoyed this journey with me.

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Now that this season is over, you can now look forward to a new beginning with season three.

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For updates on the release of episode one, please subscribe or follow this channel.

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Talk to you soon, Raiders.

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Bye.