1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,880 Isn't it funny how messed up life can be? 2 00:00:02,880 --> 00:00:07,040 Why do we wait until something extreme to make a change? 3 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:12,440 Five days ago, I made a very dangerous move that could veer the course of my life. 4 00:00:12,440 --> 00:00:16,160 One that could put me between a rock and a hard place. 5 00:00:16,160 --> 00:00:19,680 A few days ago, I brought a date to a special event. 6 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:25,240 But before I get into that, let me give you a history of why that is such a big deal for me. 7 00:00:25,240 --> 00:00:29,040 Ever since I was 13, I knew what I wanted in life. 8 00:00:29,040 --> 00:00:31,840 I had everything planned out to a T. 9 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:38,720 I would go to college, get my law degree, and a few years after that, I would marry the love of my life. 10 00:00:38,720 --> 00:00:42,200 By age 40, I should already have at least three kids. 11 00:00:42,200 --> 00:00:44,160 Sounds perfect, right? 12 00:00:44,160 --> 00:00:49,320 Well, I did get some parts of my dreams right. 13 00:00:49,320 --> 00:00:52,560 I'm a lawyer, a very good one in fact. 14 00:00:52,560 --> 00:00:56,840 So good that I'm retained by some of the most powerful politicians. 15 00:00:56,840 --> 00:01:00,280 But to say that I'm married, I'm still working on that. 16 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:03,280 Let's just say I'm a bit reserved. 17 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:04,680 And kids? 18 00:01:04,680 --> 00:01:10,960 Well, before I get a kid or two, I want to ensure that they have a stable home and a present father. 19 00:01:10,960 --> 00:01:14,400 So far, I haven't ticked off those things from my list. 20 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:16,160 And that's all my fault. 21 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:19,160 You see, I'm waiting for a specific guy. 22 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:22,760 And I know with my stature and beauty, I can get anyone I want. 23 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:24,240 But that's the thing. 24 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:25,880 I don't want anyone. 25 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:28,120 I want Trevor Toretto. 26 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:33,680 Trevor Toretto is one of the sexiest, handsome, well-built, manly man I've ever known. 27 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:37,480 We met in college and I distinctly remember our first class. 28 00:01:37,480 --> 00:01:43,200 He had sat behind me and had been clicking his goddamn pen so loud and so goddamn fast 29 00:01:43,200 --> 00:01:47,680 that I turned around, grabbed it, and flung it across the room. 30 00:01:47,680 --> 00:01:51,920 To this day, I have no idea where that pen landed. 31 00:01:51,920 --> 00:01:57,240 But only after I got rid of the pen, I realized how beautiful this man had been. 32 00:01:57,240 --> 00:02:01,800 To top it off, the bastard had leaned forward and whispered in my ear. 33 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:03,320 Took you long enough. 34 00:02:03,320 --> 00:02:10,080 I was mad, fuming, so pissed that after class I made it my mission to give him a piece of my mind. 35 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:17,920 However, that did not work out as planned, because he ended up inviting me out to a pizza date. 36 00:02:17,920 --> 00:02:21,840 And we made out in his car for two fucking hours. 37 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:24,720 By day four, he'd been talking to another girl. 38 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:30,240 In addition, fate fucked with us because my new best friend Charlotte had been dating his best friend. 39 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:36,680 It had been awkward at first, but then we got used to it, and even though we never spoke about a kiss in our date, 40 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:45,680 Trevor had made it clear how infatuated he'd been with me, and how someday we would make the perfect couple. 41 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:49,920 It's toxic, to be honest, because he was leading a fast life. 42 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:56,240 While I had been that celibate girl who cared more about her studies than fucking around with guys. 43 00:02:56,240 --> 00:02:58,400 And I think he knew that. 44 00:02:58,400 --> 00:03:02,080 The sad thing about all this is that I cared too much about him. 45 00:03:02,080 --> 00:03:05,840 It's like I was obsessed with this man, and I still am. 46 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:11,680 When we graduated, I thought things would have gotten better because Trevor had finally asked for us to be official. 47 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:18,640 However, within a month he said he couldn't do it, that he didn't want to hurt me and he preferred to see other girls. 48 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:23,440 I had no idea what that meant because I was only thinking about my list. 49 00:03:23,440 --> 00:03:27,200 I wanted Trevor to be that guy I married and settled with. 50 00:03:27,200 --> 00:03:31,440 To be that guy to have my babies with, but when he said he wasn't ready, 51 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:37,200 I somehow felt like I wasn't good enough, that I didn't have what all the other girls had. 52 00:03:37,200 --> 00:03:44,080 And after, what seemed like hundreds of therapy sessions, I came to realize that the problem hadn't been me. 53 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:48,800 It was actually him, that he didn't think he was good enough for me. 54 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:53,280 I was the prize, and he didn't earn the right to win me. 55 00:03:53,280 --> 00:04:00,880 Anyway, over time, I forgot about my list and buried myself in work, trying to become the best I could ever be. 56 00:04:00,880 --> 00:04:06,560 I didn't bother holding on to any of my relationships because no one seemed to match Trevor's energy. 57 00:04:06,560 --> 00:04:10,880 But despite ditching the list, the last two years had been rough. 58 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:15,040 I still had this idea about the guy I wanted to marry and have my kids with, 59 00:04:15,040 --> 00:04:18,960 and no one seemed to match my vision other than Trevor himself. 60 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:23,200 I focused my attention on a man who had no interest in me. 61 00:04:23,200 --> 00:04:29,200 There were many times I threw up in the washroom whenever he brought a date to any function or event I went to. 62 00:04:29,200 --> 00:04:33,920 It had reached to a point where I had gotten anxiety attacks whenever I saw him. 63 00:04:33,920 --> 00:04:37,920 And then I got a wake-up call when I visited my gynecologist. 64 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:42,880 My egg count was low and my chances of getting pregnant were decreasing with age. 65 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:46,000 That day had been the scariest of my life. 66 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:52,400 There I was, a big shot lawyer with tons of money and no kid or husband or anything to show for it. 67 00:04:52,400 --> 00:04:57,520 I'm happy, yes, but it's also nice to share or create life with someone. 68 00:04:57,520 --> 00:05:02,560 I'd sunken into depression for some time, asking God for a sign. 69 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:07,120 Then, out of nowhere, Charlotte invites me to a golf tournament. 70 00:05:07,120 --> 00:05:09,280 And there I met Sean. 71 00:05:09,280 --> 00:05:14,320 I don't know, but I felt like it was a sign because Sean and I hit it off. 72 00:05:14,320 --> 00:05:16,320 And then we began dating. 73 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:19,040 It just felt... easy. 74 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,280 It felt good. 75 00:05:21,280 --> 00:05:28,320 Charlotte had been worried that my relationship with Sean was only a symptom of my depression or the pain of thinking that I couldn't bear any kids, 76 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:30,720 but it wasn't any of that. 77 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:33,440 Truthfully, Sean made me happy. 78 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:40,800 I felt good around him, so good that I was comfortable enough to invite him as a date to Charlotte and Jeffrey's engagement party. 79 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:48,160 I never brought dates to functions, so feeling good and empowered to invite Sean was something good, right? 80 00:05:48,160 --> 00:05:55,440 But aside from wanting Sean to be at my side at the event, I must confess that I did want to show him off to Trevor. 81 00:05:55,440 --> 00:06:01,920 I wanted to see Trevor squirm, get him jealous to a point of total discomfort for the entire night. 82 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:08,320 I knew Trevor to be territorial, so this was a kind of payback for the stress he'd put me through over the years. 83 00:06:08,320 --> 00:06:15,840 I wanted him to know that I was no longer waiting, that I had moved on completely, and piss-mad he'd gotten. 84 00:06:15,840 --> 00:06:21,360 Like, why would you even be angry about anything I do when it's clear that you have no interest in me? 85 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:28,320 I mean, I know there's no doubt that Trevor is fond of me, but why act the fool when you had clearly been the one to bring dates 86 00:06:28,320 --> 00:06:34,000 and move on with your life over the last 10 years? It's baffling. 87 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:41,280 Speaking of baffling, why the fuck is my self-cleaning vacuum cleaner rotating in the same corner for the past five minutes? 88 00:06:41,280 --> 00:06:47,280 It's like I'm watching TV, but I'm also hearing the damn thing whirring and grinding itself in the corner. 89 00:06:47,280 --> 00:06:50,480 I thought it was cleaning, but it's not. 90 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:53,920 My door buzzes, followed by four knocks. 91 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:55,760 Just a second. 92 00:06:55,760 --> 00:07:02,000 I'm not expecting anyone, but then again, it can always be Charlotte stopping by for a little chit-chat. 93 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:03,360 Charlotte? 94 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:07,920 Why didn't she call? It's probably my neighbor with my package from downstairs. 95 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:13,520 When I check the peephole, my heart flies into my throat. Shit. 96 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:18,320 I take a quick glance at myself to make sure I'm proper and smooth out my shirt. 97 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:21,440 I open the door, clenching my teeth. 98 00:07:21,440 --> 00:07:26,160 What the hell are you doing here? And how the fuck did you find my place? 99 00:07:26,160 --> 00:07:28,320 What? No proper greeting? 100 00:07:28,320 --> 00:07:30,880 He smiles that devilish smile. 101 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:32,560 What do you want, Trevor? 102 00:07:32,560 --> 00:07:33,120 I... 103 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:36,480 As a matter of fact, how did you find my place? 104 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:38,400 Aren't you going to invite me in? 105 00:07:38,400 --> 00:07:39,520 No. 106 00:07:39,520 --> 00:07:43,680 Well, it's kind of hard to explain myself standing in the corridor. 107 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:47,920 I sigh out loud and open my door wider, inviting him in. 108 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:53,920 I should have turned him away because since when does the famous booked and busy Trevor Toretto ever visit me? 109 00:07:53,920 --> 00:08:00,400 He glances around my apartment as if he's taking mental pictures, then disgust plays on his face. 110 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:05,600 My apartment is huge. Not exactly what I'm accustomed to, but change is good. 111 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:10,160 You've got to embrace change because that's the only way to level up in life. 112 00:08:10,160 --> 00:08:11,760 Nyssa, apartment. 113 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:15,520 He says, and I know he's fucking lying. 114 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:18,000 How the heck did you find me, Trevor? 115 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:22,720 I knew I specifically told Charlotte and Jeffrey to never let him know where I was. 116 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:25,520 I don't want to believe that they broke their promise. 117 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:31,360 Jeffrey, because I went to your old apartment and some guy named, uh, Chester, lives there. 118 00:08:31,360 --> 00:08:33,280 I'm going to kill Jeffrey. 119 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:36,800 Part of my transformation was getting Trevor out of my mind. 120 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:40,560 And the less he knew, the better it was for me. 121 00:08:40,560 --> 00:08:42,800 Yes, I moved. 122 00:08:42,800 --> 00:08:43,680 Why? 123 00:08:43,680 --> 00:08:45,920 That is none of your business. 124 00:08:45,920 --> 00:08:49,120 It is when this apartment looks nothing like you. 125 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:51,520 I head over to the couch and grab the remote. 126 00:08:51,520 --> 00:08:53,120 Sean will be back soon. 127 00:08:53,120 --> 00:08:55,280 So you two live together in this shit? 128 00:08:55,280 --> 00:08:56,480 Excuse me? 129 00:08:56,480 --> 00:08:59,920 I'm appalled by his words because my apartment isn't a mess. 130 00:08:59,920 --> 00:09:01,360 It's just creative. 131 00:09:01,360 --> 00:09:03,280 It's chic with a bit of minimalism. 132 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:05,120 I like yellow. 133 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:06,240 Yellow is nice. 134 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:08,000 It's, it's active. 135 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:10,240 It shows that I'm open to things. 136 00:09:10,240 --> 00:09:14,160 Did I stutter? This apartment feels like a banana threw up in here. 137 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:15,920 I think I'm getting jaundice. 138 00:09:15,920 --> 00:09:17,200 Well, the door is right there. 139 00:09:18,080 --> 00:09:20,720 This isn't you, Simona, and you and I both know it. 140 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:23,040 I might say that this has Sean written all over it. 141 00:09:23,920 --> 00:09:26,240 I flopped down on the couch and fold my arms. 142 00:09:27,120 --> 00:09:28,480 Sean and I picked this spot. 143 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:30,240 Anyway, you gotta go. 144 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:33,120 He'll be back soon, and he doesn't really like you. 145 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:36,960 You think I give a fuck about that cheese stick? 146 00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:38,240 I squinted him. 147 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:41,680 I know he's in Italy for a meeting and he won't be back for the next two days. 148 00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:44,400 What the flying fuck? 149 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:46,160 I'm going to kill Charlotte and Jeffrey. 150 00:09:46,960 --> 00:09:50,560 My facial expression betrays me because Trevor smiles 151 00:09:50,560 --> 00:09:53,040 and sits on the armrest of the couch opposite me. 152 00:09:53,680 --> 00:09:54,480 Why are you here? 153 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,280 You seem to be ignoring that very question. 154 00:09:58,240 --> 00:09:59,440 Is he living with you? 155 00:10:00,240 --> 00:10:02,000 No, he just pays the rent. 156 00:10:02,800 --> 00:10:04,240 His jaw ticks. 157 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:07,040 Well, I guess that explains the saffron yellow. 158 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:08,480 I shoot to my feet. 159 00:10:08,480 --> 00:10:10,400 What do you really want, Trevor? 160 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:13,200 Did you really come here to berate and belittle me? 161 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:14,400 No, absolutely not. 162 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:19,040 Then why suddenly you care about where I live or who the fuck I'm dating? 163 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,760 And why the fuck is the color of my apartment bothering you? 164 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:25,280 He moves across the living room and holds me by the shoulders. 165 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:28,720 Come on, Sim, tell me what really is all of this. 166 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:31,040 I shrug away from him. 167 00:10:31,040 --> 00:10:31,760 All of what? 168 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:35,680 This apartment, you bringing a date to a private event. 169 00:10:35,680 --> 00:10:37,280 Everything seems off. 170 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:37,920 For you? 171 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:39,280 I know you. 172 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:40,480 Do you really? 173 00:10:41,040 --> 00:10:42,240 What's that supposed to mean? 174 00:10:42,800 --> 00:10:44,000 I let out a loud sigh. 175 00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:46,960 I am tired, tired. 176 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:50,800 If you have to ask, then what is the fucking point of explaining anything? 177 00:10:51,760 --> 00:10:55,440 He palms the side of my cheek and I hate him for doing that. 178 00:10:55,440 --> 00:10:58,160 He can be so loving and then cold and unforgiving. 179 00:10:58,800 --> 00:11:01,760 Why is he even bothering to do this with me now? 180 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:03,600 Just when I'm trying to move on from him? 181 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:05,200 You are evil. 182 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:06,960 I say in a soft whisper. 183 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:08,160 Evil. 184 00:11:08,160 --> 00:11:09,920 He thumbs my cheek. 185 00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:11,360 I love you. 186 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:14,080 I pull away from him, but he yanks me back in. 187 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:17,040 I, I'm with someone else. 188 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:19,440 Please don't do this to me, Trevor. 189 00:11:19,440 --> 00:11:21,280 You're with me. 190 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:23,120 I shake my head. 191 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:25,520 I'm not going down this road again. 192 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:27,760 I am not doing this with you, Trevor. 193 00:11:27,760 --> 00:11:29,280 I am tired of... 194 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:33,200 He kisses me, pulls me close and kisses me. 195 00:11:33,200 --> 00:11:36,240 I kiss him back, deepening it with tongue. 196 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:39,520 This man is my weakness and he knows it. 197 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:41,040 He fucking knows it. 198 00:11:41,920 --> 00:11:45,360 I would give anything to be in this man's arms, tasting his sweet lips. 199 00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:48,000 I would do anything to hold on to this. 200 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:52,400 But I know, I know it always ends in heartbreak. 201 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:53,920 I break the kiss. 202 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,720 I, I can't do this. 203 00:11:57,600 --> 00:11:58,240 I can't. 204 00:11:59,440 --> 00:12:00,080 Sim. 205 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:00,800 I'm with Sean. 206 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,640 I choose Sean. 207 00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:04,640 You always do this, Trevor. 208 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:08,000 You always see me thriving and somehow want to ruin it. 209 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:08,960 I shake my head. 210 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:11,040 This time, I choose happiness. 211 00:12:11,040 --> 00:12:12,960 I choose to be free from you. 212 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:14,880 I am ready, Simona. 213 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:15,680 I'm ready for us. 214 00:12:15,680 --> 00:12:17,200 I laugh out loud. 215 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:18,960 Are you fucking kidding me? 216 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:22,960 I have been preparing myself for the past few months to be with you. 217 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:26,400 And when I saw you show up with that cheeseball, it broke me. 218 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:27,760 It fucking wrecked me. 219 00:12:27,760 --> 00:12:30,400 A migraine hits me like a rock to the head. 220 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:31,600 Get out. 221 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:33,680 I rush to the door and open it. 222 00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:36,480 You hate to see me happy, don't you? 223 00:12:37,040 --> 00:12:42,160 I finally found someone worth pursuing and here you are with your narcissistic and conceited ass 224 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:43,280 trying to make it about you. 225 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:45,040 No, that is not true. 226 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:45,920 That is not. 227 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:46,400 Get out. 228 00:12:47,360 --> 00:12:48,960 Please don't do this to us, Simona. 229 00:12:48,960 --> 00:12:50,320 You know we are meant for each other. 230 00:12:50,320 --> 00:12:51,120 You know it. 231 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:51,680 I know it. 232 00:12:52,320 --> 00:12:54,320 Enough of this fairy tale bullshit. 233 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:56,240 I'm not falling for this mess again. 234 00:12:57,600 --> 00:12:58,640 16 years. 235 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:02,000 For 16 years I've waited for you to come around. 236 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:03,600 To be a fucking man. 237 00:13:03,600 --> 00:13:04,560 To grow up. 238 00:13:04,560 --> 00:13:06,000 I am done waiting. 239 00:13:06,000 --> 00:13:07,760 I'm finished with being a clown. 240 00:13:08,560 --> 00:13:09,920 I don't want to cry. 241 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:11,440 I do not want to cry. 242 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,000 Trevor stops in front of me. 243 00:13:14,480 --> 00:13:15,440 Please, Simona. 244 00:13:15,440 --> 00:13:16,640 I am 36. 245 00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:18,240 Too old for this nonsense. 246 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:20,080 I'm tired, Trevor. 247 00:13:20,080 --> 00:13:21,040 Tired. 248 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:23,840 I'm not even sure if I'm able to make kids anymore. 249 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:25,440 I had so many dreams. 250 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:27,040 I wanted to get married. 251 00:13:27,040 --> 00:13:28,640 Have kids. 252 00:13:28,640 --> 00:13:29,600 A beautiful house. 253 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:31,280 And a loving husband. 254 00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:34,320 But all of that went to shit the day I met you. 255 00:13:34,320 --> 00:13:36,640 But that part of me is no more. 256 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:37,760 It's gone. 257 00:13:37,760 --> 00:13:39,520 I want all of this to end. 258 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:42,320 But yet I'm here bearing myself to this man. 259 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:43,680 I really can't help myself. 260 00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:46,960 God, something is wrong with me. 261 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:48,000 Simona. 262 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:49,760 Don't, don't touch me. 263 00:13:49,760 --> 00:13:51,120 I just need you to leave. 264 00:13:51,120 --> 00:13:52,800 I'm not going anywhere. 265 00:13:52,800 --> 00:13:55,920 Trevor gets down on one knee and reaches into his pocket. 266 00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:57,120 Stop. 267 00:13:57,120 --> 00:13:59,120 Trevor, stop it. 268 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:03,200 He pulls out a dark green velvet box, my favorite color, 269 00:14:03,200 --> 00:14:04,640 and pops it open. 270 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:07,600 Well, why are you doing this? 271 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:08,960 Because I love you. 272 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:11,920 He lifts the box higher, and all I can see through blurry vision 273 00:14:11,920 --> 00:14:13,920 is the sparkle of the diamond ring. 274 00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:15,840 Will you please be my wife? 275 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:19,280 I couldn't even see anything behind all the tears. 276 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:20,240 I was foolish. 277 00:14:20,240 --> 00:14:21,280 He continues. 278 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:22,240 I was stupid. 279 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:23,440 Too immature. 280 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:25,440 I didn't think you were going to be my wife. 281 00:14:25,440 --> 00:14:27,680 I didn't think I was ready for a lifetime with you. 282 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:30,480 But deep down, I knew I was. 283 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:32,160 But I was afraid. 284 00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:34,560 Afraid that I wouldn't be good enough. 285 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:36,800 That I would have fucked up what we had. 286 00:14:37,520 --> 00:14:39,600 I knew you deserved the best there was, 287 00:14:39,600 --> 00:14:42,400 and I didn't think I was mature enough to give you exactly that. 288 00:14:43,840 --> 00:14:44,640 I shake my head. 289 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,240 You're only doing all of this because you saw me with Sean. 290 00:14:49,280 --> 00:14:49,920 Fuck Sean. 291 00:14:49,920 --> 00:14:52,720 I bought this ring a week after our New Year's Eve party. 292 00:14:52,720 --> 00:14:54,640 I bought it because I had made a commitment 293 00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:57,200 to clean up my life and make things right with you. 294 00:14:57,920 --> 00:15:01,600 It had also been the reason I didn't bring any dates to any of our functions. 295 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:03,520 I squeeze my eyes shut. 296 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:05,520 Look at me, Simona. 297 00:15:05,520 --> 00:15:06,640 I peer down at him. 298 00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:09,280 I was preparing for a moment like this, 299 00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:12,400 where I would get on my knees and ask you to be my wife. 300 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:15,280 And though I would have loved it to differ from this, 301 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:18,000 I couldn't ask for anything more than right now. 302 00:15:18,560 --> 00:15:19,440 Trevor. 303 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:22,960 I'll be damned if another day passes and I don't declare my love for you, 304 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:26,480 and I'll be fucking damned if I let some custard loving sweater wearing turds 305 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:27,200 steal you from me. 306 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:29,280 I stifle my smile. 307 00:15:30,400 --> 00:15:32,800 Now, Simona Andrea Johnson, 308 00:15:32,800 --> 00:15:34,720 will you do me the honor of becoming my wife? 309 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:37,920 I peer at the ring and sniff. 310 00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:40,240 I wanted him to writhe. 311 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:43,200 I wanted him to feel a little sense of doubt 312 00:15:43,200 --> 00:15:45,680 that I may say no for all he has put me through, 313 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:48,320 but this man is patient. 314 00:15:48,320 --> 00:15:51,040 He holds the box up and waits for my response. 315 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:55,040 I may not have kids. 316 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:58,560 You may not have an heir to carry on your family's tradition. 317 00:15:59,280 --> 00:15:59,920 I'm- 318 00:15:59,920 --> 00:16:01,120 I don't care. 319 00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:02,400 But I care. 320 00:16:03,120 --> 00:16:04,880 Then we'll do what is necessary. 321 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:07,200 Even if we have to exhaust our funds, 322 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:09,760 money is nothing when it comes to both of our happiness. 323 00:16:10,320 --> 00:16:12,240 I exhale a shaky breath. 324 00:16:12,240 --> 00:16:12,560 Yes. 325 00:16:13,520 --> 00:16:14,480 I'm sorry. 326 00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:15,360 What did you just say? 327 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:17,200 He asks with a smile. 328 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,120 I said yes. 329 00:16:19,120 --> 00:16:21,520 Trevor shoots to his feet and hugs me, 330 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:23,360 quickly retrieving the ring from the box 331 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:24,720 and sliding it up my finger. 332 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,040 He kisses me on the cheek. 333 00:16:27,040 --> 00:16:27,680 I love you. 334 00:16:28,240 --> 00:16:31,440 He kicks the door closed and tugs me roughly against him. 335 00:16:31,440 --> 00:16:31,920 Kiss me. 336 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:32,800 No. 337 00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:34,400 You kiss me. 338 00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:38,240 All I can say is that the moment his lips touch mine, 339 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:39,120 it was game over. 340 00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:42,800 I fall weakly onto him, letting him take the lead. 341 00:16:43,440 --> 00:16:45,760 This man melts every bone in my body. 342 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:48,880 Sadly, he knows I'm his weakness. 343 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:52,160 And he'll use it against me, hopefully for good. 344 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:55,440 As he peels my oversized t-shirt off, 345 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:57,280 sliding it over my head, 346 00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:00,720 all I can think about is the night we spent hours kissing. 347 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:03,280 Kissing because he'd been respectful 348 00:17:03,280 --> 00:17:05,600 to not want to deflower me in the back of a car. 349 00:17:06,560 --> 00:17:09,360 Trevor Toretto didn't think I deserved a treatment like that. 350 00:17:10,080 --> 00:17:12,000 And that was when I knew he was the one 351 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,080 that I would marry him someday. 352 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,040 Trevor lifts me into his arms. 353 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:18,640 Where's your bedroom? 354 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:19,920 I point down the hallway. 355 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:23,280 With every step, he kisses my cheek and shoulders. 356 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:25,360 God, I love this man. 357 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:29,520 He lays me gently on the bed and kisses along my chest, 358 00:17:30,080 --> 00:17:32,880 lifting my bra just enough that my nipples pop free. 359 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:37,760 And God, he can suck me like this forever. 360 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:42,640 Trevor breaks the connection and flings his t-shirt over his head. 361 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:45,200 He unzips his pants and kicks everything off, 362 00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:47,120 revealing exactly what I imagined. 363 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:48,560 I sigh. 364 00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:52,080 He mounts the bed again with his massive erection, 365 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:54,720 this time settling on his knees and between my legs. 366 00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:56,080 This. 367 00:17:56,080 --> 00:17:57,680 He tugs off my underwear. 368 00:17:57,680 --> 00:17:58,640 And this. 369 00:17:58,640 --> 00:17:59,600 He loosens my bra. 370 00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:00,720 Got to go. 371 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:05,040 I lean over to my bedside and pull the drawer, 372 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:07,280 grabbing two condoms and throwing one at him. 373 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:09,440 He eyes me, confused. 374 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:11,120 I thought I... 375 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:13,680 Not so fast, Mr. Happy Go Lucky. 376 00:18:13,680 --> 00:18:15,280 I want to do things the right way. 377 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:18,560 Get tested, get married, and then try. 378 00:18:19,680 --> 00:18:20,880 All right, fair enough. 379 00:18:20,880 --> 00:18:22,400 Can we get married after our friends? 380 00:18:23,120 --> 00:18:24,560 My eyebrow shoots up. 381 00:18:25,040 --> 00:18:26,400 He rips open the condom. 382 00:18:26,800 --> 00:18:28,400 I'm guessing that's a no. 383 00:18:28,720 --> 00:18:30,160 I want the whole shebang. 384 00:18:30,560 --> 00:18:31,520 A fairy tale. 385 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:33,200 I want it big and white. 386 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:34,400 I want it... 387 00:18:35,360 --> 00:18:36,960 He covers my mouth with his. 388 00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:39,600 And before it can register in my brain, 389 00:18:39,600 --> 00:18:41,760 Trevor splits me open and enters, 390 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:45,280 making me gasp, clutching onto his shoulders for purchase. 391 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:49,680 This man is so sensual. 392 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,920 He's smooth, patient, yet insanely good. 393 00:18:54,800 --> 00:18:57,280 His dick carefully combs my insides, 394 00:18:57,280 --> 00:18:58,560 hitting the right spots. 395 00:18:58,560 --> 00:18:59,360 Fuck. 396 00:18:59,360 --> 00:19:02,240 I moan into his sweet mouth as he dips his cock in 397 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:04,480 and out of my pussy with a precise rhythm. 398 00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:07,760 Trevor reaches down and tastes my nipples again 399 00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:09,040 with the tip of his tongue. 400 00:19:09,040 --> 00:19:12,400 I push him over and climb on top of him. 401 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:13,520 Now it's my turn. 402 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:19,360 He grips my hips, sliding his large hands up and down my skin 403 00:19:19,360 --> 00:19:21,760 as I bounce on top of his thick cock. 404 00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:24,560 Fuck. 405 00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:26,320 This is it. 406 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:29,760 This is exactly how I imagined fucking this man. 407 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:32,000 Ah, Simona. 408 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,520 He grumps under his breath, 409 00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:35,360 thrusting his hips upward into me. 410 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:37,920 I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to do that. 411 00:19:37,920 --> 00:19:42,000 I squeeze my pussy around him, letting him fill me fully. 412 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:44,080 Trevor's stomach dips. 413 00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:44,960 Fuck. 414 00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:48,960 Quickly, I'm on my back and he's pounding into me 415 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:50,240 like a fucking maniac. 416 00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:54,160 He pushes my legs wider apart and sinks his length into me. 417 00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:57,120 I'm gonna come. 418 00:19:58,320 --> 00:19:59,920 He pulls out and sinks in again. 419 00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:01,440 Trevor. 420 00:20:03,120 --> 00:20:04,640 Pace, more pace. 421 00:20:05,440 --> 00:20:06,080 He grunts. 422 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:09,200 I grapple for him as my soul leaves my body. 423 00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:10,400 Fuck. 424 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:12,000 Bliss. 425 00:20:13,120 --> 00:20:13,600 Pure. 426 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:14,800 Bliss. 427 00:20:16,160 --> 00:20:18,880 Trevor collapses on top of me and I hold him. 428 00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:20,560 I hold him tight. 429 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:24,320 We stay like this for some time until he reaches up 430 00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:26,560 and circles my nipple with his index finger. 431 00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:28,720 Move in with me. 432 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:29,600 He finally says. 433 00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:31,520 Not until we're married. 434 00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:34,160 Then I'll get you a proper condo. 435 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:36,400 What's wrong with this one? 436 00:20:37,360 --> 00:20:39,280 He lifts his head giving me that look. 437 00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:40,400 Fine. 438 00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:41,920 You can get me one. 439 00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:45,760 Trevor kisses my chest and drags off the bed. 440 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:48,160 He grabs his pants and underwear from the floor 441 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:49,760 and walks to the adjoining bathroom. 442 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:51,040 I smile. 443 00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:55,120 His brown butt is so tight I can watch it all day. 444 00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:58,400 Trevor returns and I laugh out loud. 445 00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:00,080 What? 446 00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:00,800 He smiles. 447 00:21:01,360 --> 00:21:03,520 This man has a full heart on. 448 00:21:03,520 --> 00:21:03,920 Nothing. 449 00:21:04,560 --> 00:21:06,320 It's been seven months, Mrs. Toretto. 450 00:21:07,040 --> 00:21:07,600 Seven months. 451 00:21:08,240 --> 00:21:09,760 Then I guess we should bring you up to date. 452 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,720 He grabs the second condom from the nightstand 453 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:14,080 and rips it open with his mouth. 454 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:17,280 One doubt, 365 more to go. 455 00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:19,360 I scream with laughter. 456 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:20,240 What? 457 00:21:21,360 --> 00:21:24,240 Trevor climbs onto the bed and flips me onto my stomach, 458 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:25,680 slapping me across my ass. 459 00:21:25,680 --> 00:21:35,840 Let's go, baby. 460 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,840 This is the final part of Playing for Keeps. 461 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:42,880 Thank you for listening. 462 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:46,240 Kamaya's Closet is one episode away from the end of Season 2. 463 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,040 I hope you have been enjoying this season 464 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:51,600 and is looking forward to joining me again in Season 3. 465 00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:54,800 The date of Season 3's release will be posted. 466 00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:56,240 So have no fear. 467 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:58,800 Stay tuned for your final episode. 468 00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:01,760 And if you haven't already, subscribe, 469 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,080 share, and follow me on Rumble. 470 00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:05,040 I'll appreciate it. 471 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:06,640 Thanks. 472 00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:25,520 Bye.