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Y'all, when and if ever you meet a quiet guy that gives you that innocent geeky look, run.

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Fucking run.

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My name is Inga, and let me tell you a story about a guy I met three weeks ago.

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I went to a housewarming party for one of my work colleagues, Emery.

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Emery is like my work bestie.

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Anyway, she and her husband bought a new home and threw a party with their close friends and family.

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Their beautiful home was amazing.

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It had a pool, a garden, and even an area for barbecuing.

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However, whilst at the party, Emery introduced me to her friends and family.

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There was one guy in particular that caught my attention.

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Emery had introduced us, but it was brief because her husband wanted us to help him with something in

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the kitchen. Honestly, I wanted to talk to him some more since he had this enigmatic way about him.

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He'd come off as a guy who didn't talk much. He even seemed like he didn't want to be there,

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but came just to support the event. His name is Liam. Innocent, right?

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Liam is handsome. He has dark blonde hair and wears a six o'clock shadow beard almost all the time.

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He looks like an IT guy or the type to not see any sunlight due to the nature of his job,

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but he's cute nonetheless. Anyway, as the day went on with light chatter and appetizers,

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my eyes kept drifting to him. Somehow this dude had always been in my line of vision.

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I even caught him staring at me. But who would give him wrong? I'm beautiful.

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I'm tall, tanned, and have a full head of large, untameable curls thanks to my interracial parents.

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I even asked Emery about him again, and she just shook her head and said he wasn't my type.

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I should have listened then. And to this day, I still don't know if Emery knows what kind of guy

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he really is or if she's just going based on his demeanor. Liam is Emery's husband's friend,

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so maybe she doesn't know all the details about him. When I'd finally gotten some alone time,

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I found Liam standing at the back door sipping on a glass of fruit punch. He wasn't speaking with

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anyone. He was just there, looking calm and casual, wearing a white cotton shirt and khakis with his

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hand in a pocket. This man intrigued me so much that I couldn't stop stealing glances at him.

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Then, out of nowhere, a woman passed and bumped into him, spilling his punch across his chest and

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some on her. The woman apologized so many times it became annoying to watch. I even cringed,

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feeling deathly sorry for him. Liam waved her off and kept brushing his white shirt with his

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handkerchief as if it would magically make the shirt clean. He looked like an extra in a low-budget

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horror film. I shouldn't have approached him, but I felt compelled to help him. Sadly, I was born

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with my heart on my sleeve. I always fall victim to people who seem helpless. Besides, I found him

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to be easy on the eyes. I went up to him, reintroduced myself again, and told him how he could quickly

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get the red stains out without ruining his shirt. He seemed even more helpless and confused because

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he asked where he could buy peroxide. Then he proceeded to say that he might just throw out the

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shirt because the shirt was already ruined. So, me being myself, I tugged him through the house and

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told him to stay in the washroom. I fetched some cleaning stuff from Emery and returned to find

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him shirtless and holding the said shirt under the faucet. Let me tell you, this man was ripped.

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I got so blindsided by his masculine features that I even forgot what the hell the baking soda was for.

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Liam then attempted to cover himself and apologized for his indecency. What indecency?

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My eyes were feasting properly. The only sexy action I'd been having was through my phone screen on a

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porn site. But the guy in front of me at that time was not the same guy I dealt with three days ago.

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Indecent my ass! So, anyway, I did my thing and got the stains off his shirt. He thanked me so much

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and then asked me out for coffee. A lunch date. I accepted, of course. I told Emery and she still

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insisted that he wasn't my type. But who was she to tell me that? I needed to see on my own.

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After the first one, Liam took me out on more lunch dates and dinners. And as usual, he hadn't been the

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chatty type. I was the one to do most of the talking. But he did ask some questions to get to know more

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about me, which was nice. Over the last three weeks of dating, Liam and I had gotten comfortable with

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each other. So on Saturday, three days ago, I agreed to watch a movie at his home. He had never really

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been to my apartment except for when he walked me up to make sure I was safe.

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Him inviting me to his place was like saying he trusted me and we could make things serious.

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Well, that's what I was thinking. That and the fact that he said I would be the second woman to be at

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his home aside from his ex. Then and there I should have asked about his ex. But I really didn't want to

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make it awkward. When Liam picked me up, I was surprised when I got to his home. It was a house,

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a good sized house in a relatively nice neighborhood. It could even pass as a gated community.

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When we got inside, he showed me around. He had a nice kitchen and a small living area. The house

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was equipped with three bedrooms and three baths, inclusive of a guest bedroom. The house was

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a trust fund baby and his parents gifted him their home in their will after they passed.

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His mom died when he was 10 and his father last year with a heart attack. It was all sad as he

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explained it and I felt even more terrible for him. He was a 29 year old guy living alone and lost

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his parents to sickness. At least he was sweet and caring. Liam had truly taken care of me

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throughout those days we dated. But I guess that's how you would fatten a pig to eat it.

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We had planned on watching an action movie from his subscription app, but then he changed at the

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last minute asking if I wanted to watch a romance. I shrugged it off because I thought he was just

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trying to be accommodating. He fired up the movie and then 10 minutes into it, we were making out

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on his couch. It was all we'd ever done. To be honest, I wished he had gone further every time

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he kissed me. But I thought he was just being respectful that he didn't want to rush things.

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Liam had expressed so many times how much he was infatuated with me and how much he enjoyed my company.

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When he kissed me, I felt it. I felt his yearning, his passion, his passion for me.

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He never held back, which was also why my vagina had always been soaking wet by the time I got home.

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I craved this man as much as he did me. But things changed between us when Liam broke the kiss

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and put his hand on my chest. My brain and my pussy rejoiced at the fact that he was finally

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taking it further. I guided his large hand over me, making him feel my chest.

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Liam had begun breathing heavily as if all of this was new. He acted like a high schooler,

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nervous, sweaty and apprehensive. Maybe I had read all of it wrong, but that was how it seemed to me.

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I began unbuttoning my blouse for him to see my breasts, but he stopped me. I had had a lot of

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built up sexual tension from this man, so I was impatient. I wanted to fuck. I wanted to fuck.

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I wanted to have great sex with the man in front of me and rid my vacant cunt of the cobwebs that

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lived there. But this man was too much. I couldn't be sex deprived with him and have him toy with

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my feelings. I get that he was shy, that he didn't want to rush things, but here I was,

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bearing myself to him at my own will. And yet, he was stopping me. I began buttoning my clothes to

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leave. Wait. He had put his hand on my leg, and even something as innocent as that had me wanting

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him more. This man was electrifying and didn't know it. Don't go Inga. It can't always be like

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this. We can't spend our relationship kissing all the time. I know. Know what? What kind of games

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are you on, Liam? It's like you love getting me hot and bothered and then you shut down. You stop.

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Liam ran his fingers through his hair. I'm not on any games, Inga. I want you. I really want you.

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Then what the heck is the problem? We were in the middle of something and you stopped me. You always

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stopped me. I, I, fine. I get it. I took up my belongings and headed for the door. Now, as I'm

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sitting here on my bed, I regret pushing him. I should have just let him be. I'm not going to

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say anything. If I'm sitting here on my bed, I regret pushing him. I should have just let him be.

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Because after that, everything changed. Liam grabbed my arm. No, don't go. Let me explain.

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Explain what? I, I do things. I, I really like you, Ingaid. And I don't want to push you away.

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When he said that he did things, that should have been my motherfucking clue to get up out of his

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But no, my inquisitive ass kept listening and asking for more.

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I wanted to know why he didn't want to touch me, why he'd never gone beyond the kissing.

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You're only pushing me away by not being you.

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Liam ran his palm down his face and let out a heavy breath.

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I'm not like other guys.

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That should have been another red flag, but my thirsty ass wanted more.

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Everyone says that.

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I'm serious, Inga.

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Okay.

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I think about you all the time.

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Even when you're not here, you have no idea of the things I want to do to you.

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Hell, you can't even imagine the things I do even when you're not here and I'm thinking

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about you.

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Then why haven't you done the things you want to do?

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This is bullshit, Liam.

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Because I'm afraid of pushing you away, I'm afraid of making you leave like my ex.

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See?

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I should have asked about that heifer, but I didn't yet again.

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I'm not your ex, Liam.

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I'm me.

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Whatever you do is not going to scare me or make me leave.

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Had I known better, I wouldn't have said those words.

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Are you sure?

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Yes.

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Liam rubbed the back of his neck and sighed again.

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Liam, what the heck is it?

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He reached for my hand.

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Come with me.

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I gladly obliged because I wanted to know.

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I wanted to know what could possibly be keeping him from fucking me.

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He walked me through the hallway of his house and opened a door.

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I hadn't really noticed this door because it was behind a wall.

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But my heart began beating when the scenery changed.

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The door led down a staircase and at the end of it was another door.

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Uh, Liam?

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Do you trust me?

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I'm not going to hurt you, Inga.

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Yeah, but you're leading me to a basement.

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What the heck is down there?

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I should have run.

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This was some true crime murder shit and I was about to be a statistic.

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But yet, my curiosity got the best of me.

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Everything I knew about Liam led me to trust him.

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So I went downstairs like the idiot I was.

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I was scared and I was pretty sure he heard my heart through my chest.

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But Liam kept a firm grip on my hand so I wouldn't run.

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The door was black with three bolted locks.

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He fetched the keys from his back pockets and unlocked them one by one.

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Um, what the hell is this?

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It's me.

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The real me.

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My mouth dropped when he pushed the door.

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I fucking gasped.

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The room was dimly lit, like a witch's dungeon.

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It was filled with weird and awkwardly shaped contraptions.

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Blue lighting lit the room, making it feel like something where experiments were done.

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Chains hung from the ceiling and it had a coffin propped up against a wall on the opposite

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side.

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What the fuck?

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You have met the end of The Shy Guy, Part One.

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Stay tuned for the second and final part of this series.

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