WEBVTT 00:00:01.719 --> 00:00:09.519 Guys is this thing on? What is up besties it 00:00:09.519 --> 00:00:12.359 is your host Zoe and I am back with another freaking 00:00:12.359 --> 00:00:15.539 episode on the Did I Overshare podcast today? 00:00:16.179 --> 00:00:19.339 How have you guys been? I love talking to you 00:00:19.339 --> 00:00:21.859 guys sitting down. It is almost Christmas. Well, 00:00:21.879 --> 00:00:24.440 we're like six days away. I don't know I don't 00:00:24.440 --> 00:00:25.859 know the math, it didn't count, but I'm gonna 00:00:25.859 --> 00:00:28.039 assume because it's literally next week. But 00:00:28.039 --> 00:00:30.879 I hope you guys are so far having a great December, 00:00:30.879 --> 00:00:34.640 I am. And honestly, this month has been full 00:00:34.640 --> 00:00:37.240 of blessings and I hope yours has been too. And 00:00:37.240 --> 00:00:41.740 if not, I hope it gets better. But today, today, 00:00:41.820 --> 00:00:45.140 today, today's episode is why I post intentionally. 00:00:45.780 --> 00:00:48.619 Because I have asked you guys many times before, 00:00:48.719 --> 00:00:51.259 I was like, oh, do you guys care that I don't 00:00:51.259 --> 00:00:54.369 post on a schedule? Everybody said no, I'm gonna 00:00:54.369 --> 00:00:55.850 be so honest Nobody said everybody said they 00:00:55.850 --> 00:00:57.310 didn't care that I didn't post on a schedule 00:00:57.310 --> 00:00:59.630 right because most people watch Kind of freely 00:00:59.630 --> 00:01:01.969 as they want anyway, and then like what they 00:01:01.969 --> 00:01:04.750 want to watch at the time But I'm going to explain 00:01:04.750 --> 00:01:06.909 why today because I know it might seem a little 00:01:06.909 --> 00:01:10.810 unconventional especially in today's age I feel 00:01:10.810 --> 00:01:13.310 like every single time I go on social media or 00:01:13.310 --> 00:01:15.920 tick -tock or you know somewhere and somebody's 00:01:15.920 --> 00:01:17.900 trying to give content advice to people it's 00:01:17.900 --> 00:01:19.859 like you need to post every day you need to post 00:01:19.859 --> 00:01:20.980 every day because you're gonna get seen more 00:01:20.980 --> 00:01:23.359 you need to do this no matter what tired sad 00:01:23.359 --> 00:01:26.340 whatever the fuck you need to post i don't agree 00:01:26.340 --> 00:01:29.640 with that at all personally that's me and that's 00:01:29.640 --> 00:01:32.840 how i navigate my content right now for my personal 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:35.459 tiktok i do tend to post very frequently on there 00:01:35.459 --> 00:01:37.340 i'd say like at least five out of seven days 00:01:37.340 --> 00:01:41.620 a week just because i I mean I do normal everyday 00:01:41.620 --> 00:01:44.519 stuff and that's what I post so I I can stay 00:01:44.519 --> 00:01:46.780 on top of that for my podcast though I like to 00:01:46.780 --> 00:01:50.879 be Extremely intentional with my podcast if that 00:01:50.879 --> 00:01:55.060 makes sense um I don't like putting myself in 00:01:55.060 --> 00:01:58.299 a spot where I feel like I'm forced to make content 00:01:58.299 --> 00:02:01.700 because in my in My head my podcast is my baby. 00:02:01.780 --> 00:02:04.560 I love my podcast it helps me it helps everyone 00:02:04.560 --> 00:02:08.000 around me It helps you guys. I love my podcast 00:02:08.000 --> 00:02:10.860 wholeheartedly And I would never want to get 00:02:10.860 --> 00:02:13.360 up here on a day where I don't feel motivated 00:02:13.360 --> 00:02:15.479 to talk, where I feel like I'm forcing myself 00:02:15.479 --> 00:02:17.460 to say something after I just looked up everything. 00:02:17.479 --> 00:02:19.639 It's not even coming from the heart. I would 00:02:19.639 --> 00:02:24.719 never force myself to post content in that way. 00:02:24.819 --> 00:02:27.180 I wouldn't. Just because I feel like since I 00:02:27.180 --> 00:02:30.719 am a self -help podcast, it needs to be self 00:02:30.719 --> 00:02:32.419 -help, right? And like I said, my podcast helps 00:02:32.419 --> 00:02:34.800 you guys, but it also helps me. If I feel like 00:02:34.800 --> 00:02:37.419 I'm getting nothing out of this and this is just 00:02:37.419 --> 00:02:40.080 forced, then why am I doing it anyway, right? 00:02:40.340 --> 00:02:43.039 This is my dream. I love my podcast. I put every 00:02:43.039 --> 00:02:46.240 single thing into it, but it's like, I'm not 00:02:46.240 --> 00:02:49.860 going to put out content I don't like. I'm not. 00:02:50.120 --> 00:02:52.719 And I know that might seem, especially if they're 00:02:52.719 --> 00:02:54.500 like, oh, if you wanna work with brands, if you 00:02:54.500 --> 00:02:56.240 wanna do this, you need to post consistently, 00:02:56.460 --> 00:03:00.439 brands need to see consistency. I am consistent. 00:03:00.639 --> 00:03:04.180 I have never abandoned my podcast once. but I 00:03:04.180 --> 00:03:07.060 post with intention so it's not it's not at the 00:03:07.060 --> 00:03:10.180 same time weekly now I've never been like three 00:03:10.180 --> 00:03:12.439 weeks it's usually like every other week but 00:03:12.439 --> 00:03:14.599 honestly it's sometimes honestly I might post 00:03:14.599 --> 00:03:17.819 twice a week it's simply if I feel like talking 00:03:17.819 --> 00:03:20.580 because if I feel like my what I say is gonna 00:03:20.580 --> 00:03:23.319 make a difference then I want to talk about it 00:03:23.319 --> 00:03:25.159 right and that's what I'm gonna do and that's 00:03:25.159 --> 00:03:28.199 what I'm gonna strive to do always because I 00:03:28.199 --> 00:03:30.580 just feel like that will benefit everybody the 00:03:30.580 --> 00:03:35.719 most you know if that makes sense and Getting 00:03:35.719 --> 00:03:40.240 into the deeper part of it. So why I feel like 00:03:40.240 --> 00:03:43.560 okay? I feel like everybody does say you know 00:03:43.560 --> 00:03:46.060 if you want anything Big if you want this to 00:03:46.060 --> 00:03:48.639 be your full -time job if you want this you have 00:03:48.639 --> 00:03:51.539 to do it the cookie cutter way. You have to follow 00:03:51.539 --> 00:03:53.620 the rules. You have to do this, you have to do 00:03:53.620 --> 00:03:55.039 this, you have to post like five times a day 00:03:55.039 --> 00:03:57.680 so people see you and consistently you have to 00:03:57.680 --> 00:03:59.819 match the algorithm and so many different things. 00:04:00.520 --> 00:04:03.580 I don't think that's true. I don't. Because I 00:04:03.580 --> 00:04:05.419 think if you are intentional, the right people 00:04:05.419 --> 00:04:08.139 will find you. Brands will find you. People who 00:04:08.139 --> 00:04:11.139 want to hear you, listen to you, and you know, 00:04:11.159 --> 00:04:13.080 see what you're about, they will find you and 00:04:13.080 --> 00:04:15.680 they will hear you. And I think that so if you 00:04:15.680 --> 00:04:20.000 are on This journey of trying to start a podcast 00:04:20.000 --> 00:04:22.240 because I do have a lot of people actually text 00:04:22.240 --> 00:04:23.779 me and they're like Oh, hey, how'd you start 00:04:23.779 --> 00:04:26.060 your podcast? I would love to get into it more 00:04:26.060 --> 00:04:28.220 depth like in more in depth So if you guys want 00:04:28.220 --> 00:04:32.139 an episode on that, let me know. Okay, but I 00:04:32.139 --> 00:04:34.079 just feel like that is a whole bunch of hubba 00:04:34.079 --> 00:04:37.800 -loo Okay, like I just don't there's no rules 00:04:37.800 --> 00:04:40.139 to this and people always make it seem like there 00:04:40.139 --> 00:04:44.740 are rules to content There's not at all And I 00:04:44.740 --> 00:04:46.560 feel like when I'm watching other people's content, 00:04:46.620 --> 00:04:49.220 I can kind of tell when it is scheduled, when 00:04:49.220 --> 00:04:52.240 it's forced, when it's not meant to be. Like, 00:04:52.379 --> 00:04:56.220 it's not, it's not genuine. You don't seem happy. 00:04:56.339 --> 00:04:58.160 You don't, like, there's no spark there. I don't 00:04:58.160 --> 00:05:00.180 feel a connection with you, right? And I hope 00:05:00.180 --> 00:05:01.839 you guys feel a connection with me when I am 00:05:01.839 --> 00:05:03.899 talking to you because I never want to force 00:05:03.899 --> 00:05:07.980 myself to show up, right? I feel like that's 00:05:07.980 --> 00:05:11.610 unfair to myself in a way. And I think I always 00:05:11.610 --> 00:05:13.569 was hard on myself about it because it's like 00:05:13.569 --> 00:05:16.069 I I kind of talk to myself I'm like if I'm not 00:05:16.069 --> 00:05:17.750 showing up clearly, I don't want to be that bad. 00:05:17.769 --> 00:05:19.629 I don't want it that bad. I'm not a hard worker 00:05:19.629 --> 00:05:22.589 I'm not grinding. I'm not doing this. No, I am 00:05:22.589 --> 00:05:26.449 I'm just also choosing peace and Mental clarity 00:05:26.449 --> 00:05:28.490 at the same time because like I said, this is 00:05:28.490 --> 00:05:32.290 a self -help podcast if I'm not helping myself 00:05:32.290 --> 00:05:38.810 Then who am I really helping? You know and Just 00:05:38.810 --> 00:05:41.329 don't know I I really felt inspired to make this 00:05:41.329 --> 00:05:45.149 video today because I Honestly in a way I kind 00:05:45.149 --> 00:05:46.689 of wanted to explain myself because I didn't 00:05:46.689 --> 00:05:49.170 know if some people do watch my podcast like 00:05:49.170 --> 00:05:51.529 listen to my podcast They're like, oh, why doesn't 00:05:51.529 --> 00:05:53.290 she like why she not consistent because a lot 00:05:53.290 --> 00:05:56.250 of the podcasters I listen to it's like oh new 00:05:56.250 --> 00:05:58.509 episodes every Monday or new episodes this that 00:05:58.509 --> 00:06:02.990 the other I can't I can't. It's just like when 00:06:02.990 --> 00:06:06.470 something is so deep to me and when I love something 00:06:06.470 --> 00:06:09.870 so much, I never want to be phony, if that makes 00:06:09.870 --> 00:06:13.209 sense. I never, and okay, wait, hold on. As a 00:06:13.209 --> 00:06:16.310 talker, as a talker, forcing myself to talk will 00:06:16.310 --> 00:06:21.089 never work. Never. Like if I have to make scheduled 00:06:21.089 --> 00:06:24.209 content, right, and I have to look up... you 00:06:24.209 --> 00:06:26.050 know a topic or something like that it's not 00:06:26.050 --> 00:06:28.029 it's not genuine in my opinion because why do 00:06:28.029 --> 00:06:29.750 i have to research something and why is it not 00:06:29.750 --> 00:06:32.490 coming off the dome now granted researching some 00:06:32.490 --> 00:06:35.310 stuff for outside purposes 100 % yes yes we always 00:06:35.310 --> 00:06:37.029 want to hear different perspectives and learn 00:06:37.029 --> 00:06:38.949 gather insight in that and that is what i do 00:06:38.949 --> 00:06:41.910 but a lot of the times i like speaking from my 00:06:41.910 --> 00:06:44.410 heart i like speaking what is on what's heavy 00:06:44.410 --> 00:06:46.449 on my mind right now you know what do i want 00:06:46.449 --> 00:06:50.339 to talk about what do i want to Engage in with 00:06:50.339 --> 00:06:52.399 you guys and you know want you guys to learn 00:06:52.399 --> 00:06:55.040 because I also feel like I'm a very spiritual 00:06:55.040 --> 00:06:57.120 person Okay, I'm a very spiritual person and 00:06:57.120 --> 00:06:59.839 a lot of the times I get put through certain 00:06:59.839 --> 00:07:03.980 lessons to talk about for my podcast right and 00:07:03.980 --> 00:07:06.699 that's what I think because I go through I have 00:07:06.699 --> 00:07:08.500 been through so much and I continue to go through 00:07:08.500 --> 00:07:11.639 so much and I feel like I can relate to a lot 00:07:11.639 --> 00:07:13.660 of the world and you know share my perspective 00:07:13.660 --> 00:07:16.060 but also hear others and learn from that and 00:07:16.060 --> 00:07:18.759 you know vice versa which I feel like another 00:07:18.759 --> 00:07:21.860 reason why it's so important to be intentional 00:07:21.860 --> 00:07:24.339 and not force my content. Now, I do think it 00:07:24.339 --> 00:07:26.199 is different when you are like, let's say a bigger 00:07:26.199 --> 00:07:28.560 creator, right? I'll be there soon. I'll be there 00:07:28.560 --> 00:07:32.689 soon. When you are a bigger creator. And let's 00:07:32.689 --> 00:07:34.209 say you have, because I remember watching someone 00:07:34.209 --> 00:07:35.889 and they were like, oh yeah, I have like 20 brand 00:07:35.889 --> 00:07:38.050 deals going on right now, so I have to post scheduled 00:07:38.050 --> 00:07:40.930 content. Now I think that is separate from your 00:07:40.930 --> 00:07:42.850 normal everyday content, because now posting 00:07:42.850 --> 00:07:44.949 something with a brand, that has to be scheduled, 00:07:45.129 --> 00:07:47.490 right? Because you have to work with this brand, 00:07:47.589 --> 00:07:49.850 you have to work in like dates, different times, 00:07:50.129 --> 00:07:52.170 you know, that's different. And I don't think 00:07:52.170 --> 00:07:56.829 that per se is forced and fake and unauthentic, 00:07:56.850 --> 00:07:59.790 I don't agree with that, right? But I do think, 00:07:59.879 --> 00:08:03.339 If you're doing your own work and you don't feel 00:08:03.339 --> 00:08:05.699 drawn to talk about it or you don't want to and 00:08:05.699 --> 00:08:07.300 you just feel like you're forcing yourself to 00:08:07.300 --> 00:08:09.740 get up, that energy is felt through the screen. 00:08:10.199 --> 00:08:11.920 Like I said, I can feel when something's forced. 00:08:12.319 --> 00:08:14.920 Not all the time. Not all the time. But a lot 00:08:14.920 --> 00:08:18.759 of the times I can and it just doesn't feel right 00:08:18.759 --> 00:08:21.980 for me to do it in my practice just because like 00:08:21.980 --> 00:08:26.250 I love my podcast so much and I think It's already 00:08:26.250 --> 00:08:29.209 fucking huge. Do you know how many countries 00:08:29.209 --> 00:08:32.889 I am listened to in y 'all? 500. I am listened 00:08:32.889 --> 00:08:36.490 to in over 500 countries y 'all. That makes me 00:08:36.490 --> 00:08:39.110 shit myself every single time I see it. Every 00:08:39.110 --> 00:08:40.610 time I go to look at my analytics, I'm like, 00:08:40.690 --> 00:08:44.409 oh my god. Oh my god. You guys are everywhere 00:08:44.409 --> 00:08:49.149 and I love you so much and I just, I would hate, 00:08:49.610 --> 00:08:52.559 hate to give you guys information that - feels 00:08:52.559 --> 00:08:55.460 fake, that feels unauthentic, that doesn't feel 00:08:55.460 --> 00:08:58.500 like me, because it's my podcast. Now granted, 00:08:58.600 --> 00:09:00.379 my podcast is a business, I need to run it like 00:09:00.379 --> 00:09:04.220 a business, and I do, but I run it very strategically. 00:09:04.720 --> 00:09:07.440 And now, I don't know if anybody else, I've never 00:09:07.440 --> 00:09:10.679 seen anybody else that I have watched or seen 00:09:10.679 --> 00:09:14.379 content -wise approach it like this. And now, 00:09:14.460 --> 00:09:17.259 in the future, I really, I hope this doesn't... 00:09:18.159 --> 00:09:21.059 affect me negatively in a way I don't think anything 00:09:21.059 --> 00:09:23.059 will if I'm being honest because when you when 00:09:23.059 --> 00:09:25.320 you work from the heart you get blessed okay 00:09:25.320 --> 00:09:28.980 but I I think it is a new approach because I've 00:09:28.980 --> 00:09:31.820 never seen it I've never seen anybody say hey 00:09:31.820 --> 00:09:35.480 I'm just going to post authentically but I'm 00:09:35.480 --> 00:09:37.299 not gonna give it up in the process I'm going 00:09:37.299 --> 00:09:40.159 to continue to straight true to myself and learn 00:09:40.159 --> 00:09:41.919 because every single day first of all we already 00:09:41.919 --> 00:09:44.259 know kind of the situation I've been in these 00:09:44.259 --> 00:09:46.870 past couple months yeah So we know the situation 00:09:46.870 --> 00:09:50.370 I've been in this past like you know a couple 00:09:50.370 --> 00:09:54.309 months so I think it is even bigger to me now 00:09:54.309 --> 00:09:58.929 to stay true to myself but also never give up 00:09:58.929 --> 00:10:01.210 because I have seen like a lot of the times in 00:10:01.210 --> 00:10:03.769 the struggle you a lot of people give up on their 00:10:03.769 --> 00:10:07.029 dreams right I won't but instead I'm gonna share 00:10:07.029 --> 00:10:11.809 them with you and now that part I'm also I was 00:10:11.809 --> 00:10:13.710 hard on myself at first about it because I was 00:10:13.710 --> 00:10:17.029 like okay well How much information do I want 00:10:17.029 --> 00:10:19.309 to share with the world? You know and I still 00:10:19.309 --> 00:10:22.690 haven't shared a lot of it a lot of The rest 00:10:22.690 --> 00:10:25.090 of my life and everything that has happened and 00:10:25.090 --> 00:10:26.769 everything I've been through and learned and 00:10:26.769 --> 00:10:28.370 you know went through and what we'll get there 00:10:28.370 --> 00:10:30.529 We'll get there. Okay, because it is a learning 00:10:30.529 --> 00:10:34.009 process. It is extremely vulnerable to do because 00:10:34.009 --> 00:10:37.610 it's like when I have Thousands and thousands 00:10:37.610 --> 00:10:41.149 and thousands of people listening to me. It's 00:10:41.149 --> 00:10:43.480 kind of nerve -racking it is because it's like 00:10:43.480 --> 00:10:47.039 damn I'm telling these people the deepest darkest 00:10:47.039 --> 00:10:52.299 parts of myself it's scary it is extremely scary 00:10:52.299 --> 00:10:58.139 and it's hard to show up consistently but you 00:10:58.139 --> 00:11:00.980 must right and I think that's why it is even 00:11:00.980 --> 00:11:03.860 more true like better to stay intentional why 00:11:03.860 --> 00:11:05.840 you do it if you hear my dog in the background 00:11:05.840 --> 00:11:10.129 please Please don't mind him, okay? But I think 00:11:10.129 --> 00:11:12.929 that's why it's even more important to stay true 00:11:12.929 --> 00:11:16.289 and intentional to your work because your message 00:11:16.289 --> 00:11:20.049 could impact people more than you think. Now, 00:11:20.049 --> 00:11:22.230 I do have people text me all the time and just 00:11:22.230 --> 00:11:24.350 tell me how much they love my podcast and how 00:11:24.350 --> 00:11:28.370 much it helps them, and that means so much to 00:11:28.370 --> 00:11:30.210 me. Like, y 'all don't even, I'm not gonna get 00:11:30.210 --> 00:11:32.769 fucking emotional, okay? But y 'all don't know 00:11:32.769 --> 00:11:37.399 how much that means to me. As someone who felt 00:11:37.399 --> 00:11:40.360 like she wasn't seen her entire fucking life 00:11:40.360 --> 00:11:45.080 to finally get to a point where it's like but 00:11:45.080 --> 00:11:49.039 yes it is you know what y 'all i'm out of breath 00:11:49.039 --> 00:11:51.440 y 'all i just had to run down something downstairs 00:11:51.440 --> 00:11:54.019 i try to come back in like everything was fucking 00:11:54.019 --> 00:12:00.240 normal but it's not i'm out of breath and i god 00:12:00.240 --> 00:12:03.179 i forgot what the fuck i was talking about but 00:12:03.179 --> 00:12:09.330 yes i love my podcast with every fiber in me, 00:12:09.470 --> 00:12:13.049 okay? So I want to make sure I'm giving you guys 00:12:13.049 --> 00:12:17.509 the best content, which is why I post when I 00:12:17.509 --> 00:12:21.210 feel drawn to talk about it. Because I think 00:12:21.210 --> 00:12:25.309 at the same time, not to get all woo -ha, I feel 00:12:25.309 --> 00:12:28.350 like my podcast is a huge lesson for me, right? 00:12:28.649 --> 00:12:32.490 But also, it's a big educational opportunity. 00:12:32.610 --> 00:12:35.259 And honestly, I don't know if I want to do this 00:12:35.259 --> 00:12:38.559 on like a Patreon or something but I want to 00:12:38.559 --> 00:12:42.519 start hitting the spiritual side of my life because 00:12:42.519 --> 00:12:46.139 it plays such a heavy role in my life and I know 00:12:46.139 --> 00:12:48.340 not everybody's into that right so that's why 00:12:48.340 --> 00:12:49.519 I was like I don't know if I should do it on 00:12:49.519 --> 00:12:52.899 Patreon or not because I I have the coolest experience 00:12:52.899 --> 00:12:54.919 recently like first of all I'm a death doula 00:12:54.919 --> 00:12:58.480 and a normal doula bitch it is so fucking cool 00:12:58.480 --> 00:13:01.519 spiritually I would love to talk about that um 00:13:02.120 --> 00:13:04.360 and I would love to talk about so much more so 00:13:04.360 --> 00:13:06.600 y 'all just let me know what you want to hear 00:13:06.600 --> 00:13:08.879 or if I should make it like a Patreon exclusive 00:13:08.879 --> 00:13:11.580 type of thing where I do like weekly spiritual 00:13:11.580 --> 00:13:15.019 episodes and talk about all that shit and all 00:13:15.019 --> 00:13:18.500 that stuff um but yeah I just this episode was 00:13:18.500 --> 00:13:21.360 a short one but I feel like a very important 00:13:21.360 --> 00:13:23.600 one that I wanted to sit down and talk to you 00:13:23.600 --> 00:13:26.240 guys about because I wanted you guys to see a 00:13:26.240 --> 00:13:29.610 little bit of me and how I operate and how I 00:13:29.610 --> 00:13:33.009 function and why I do what I do for you guys 00:13:33.009 --> 00:13:37.889 and I can't wait to see us get even bigger and 00:13:37.889 --> 00:13:41.309 like I just I just know the growth I've already 00:13:41.309 --> 00:13:43.409 had is insane and I know it's gonna get even 00:13:43.409 --> 00:13:46.210 bigger like this podcast is fucking huge bigger 00:13:46.210 --> 00:13:49.009 than I can even imagine and I love you guys so 00:13:49.009 --> 00:13:53.629 much and you guys bring me joy and peace every 00:13:53.629 --> 00:13:57.620 single day and just know like we always say growth 00:13:57.620 --> 00:14:02.440 is not linear but it is beautiful and you know 00:14:02.440 --> 00:14:05.159 one day i'll be 30 sitting on this pocket god 00:14:05.159 --> 00:14:12.080 damn god that's okay 30 40 and thriving um one 00:14:12.080 --> 00:14:14.220 day i'll be 30 sitting behind this podcast and 00:14:14.220 --> 00:14:16.399 then we'll be able to reflect how much we have 00:14:16.399 --> 00:14:19.639 grown as a team and a collective also let me 00:14:19.639 --> 00:14:21.279 know if you guys would like me to open a patreon 00:14:21.279 --> 00:14:24.620 period i have one up but Opened it a very very 00:14:24.620 --> 00:14:26.759 long time ago. We could do like where you guys 00:14:26.759 --> 00:14:28.440 come through We could have like girl talks where 00:14:28.440 --> 00:14:30.980 I invite you guys in to talk and you know other 00:14:30.980 --> 00:14:33.860 people comment and stuff like that So just really 00:14:33.860 --> 00:14:36.000 DM me let me know if y 'all would be down for 00:14:36.000 --> 00:14:37.740 this follow Did I over share on Instagram because 00:14:37.740 --> 00:14:40.480 that's really where I post also my main page 00:14:40.480 --> 00:14:45.759 z o ex e Everything is in the show notes down 00:14:45.759 --> 00:14:48.100 below so you can find it all and of course this 00:14:48.100 --> 00:14:50.379 video is on YouTube I love you guys so much, 00:14:50.379 --> 00:14:53.240 and I I really hope you enjoyed this quick episode 00:14:53.240 --> 00:14:56.139 I think my next one will probably be about what 00:14:56.139 --> 00:15:00.279 I have learned in 2025 because it has been a 00:15:00.279 --> 00:15:05.460 year bitch Been a fucking year right and you 00:15:05.460 --> 00:15:11.399 know hating hating as bitches still I Hope you 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:14.250 like this video Hope you like it. I hope you 00:15:14.250 --> 00:15:18.490 like it girl um But life is great life is beautiful, 00:15:18.490 --> 00:15:21.549 and I'm so happy to be sharing it with you guys 00:15:21.549 --> 00:15:25.990 in growing and learning and Loving I also need 00:15:25.990 --> 00:15:28.110 one of my big episodes gonna come out. It's probably 00:15:28.110 --> 00:15:30.629 gonna be very long It's gonna be an episode on 00:15:30.629 --> 00:15:33.649 control Which has been very spiritual for me, 00:15:33.649 --> 00:15:37.570 but also very Impactful on my everyday life I 00:15:37.570 --> 00:15:39.789 want to do an episode on control and how you 00:15:39.789 --> 00:15:41.710 truly are in no control in your life And you 00:15:41.710 --> 00:15:44.250 really have to learn that so I'm gonna have that 00:15:44.250 --> 00:15:46.190 one coming up soon I really don't know the order 00:15:46.190 --> 00:15:48.129 those are gonna be in but they've been little 00:15:48.129 --> 00:15:49.730 things I've been working on inside like if you 00:15:49.730 --> 00:15:52.309 guys see my notes They're full when I get ideas. 00:15:52.350 --> 00:15:55.090 I just jot them fucking down and my my thing 00:15:55.090 --> 00:15:57.789 is full of them So it's never that I don't have 00:15:57.789 --> 00:16:00.509 the ideas. I always have ideas It's whether I 00:16:00.509 --> 00:16:02.350 feel motivated to talk about it like do I feel 00:16:02.350 --> 00:16:03.870 like I'm in the right spot to talk about this? 00:16:04.039 --> 00:16:06.779 Because I if I feel like if I'm uneducated about 00:16:06.779 --> 00:16:09.559 it or don't know where I'm sitting at spiritually 00:16:09.559 --> 00:16:14.379 or personally I can't spread the word So yeah, 00:16:14.379 --> 00:16:17.080 but I love you guys so much. Please be sure to 00:16:17.080 --> 00:16:19.100 leave a five -star rating and review. I have 00:16:19.100 --> 00:16:23.659 one review so far Let's get it to three or four 00:16:23.659 --> 00:16:26.039 or even more And I love you guys so much, and 00:16:26.039 --> 00:16:29.419 I hope you have an amazing December and a merry 00:16:29.419 --> 00:16:32.440 motherfucking Christmas Okay, okay. I love you 00:16:32.440 --> 00:16:34.230 guys so much Bye!