WEBVTT 00:00:01.760 --> 00:00:10.339 Guys is this thing on? What is up besties it 00:00:10.339 --> 00:00:13.220 is your host zoe night back with another freaking 00:00:13.220 --> 00:00:16.379 episode I'm a dead. I over share podcast today. 00:00:16.500 --> 00:00:19.899 I'm filming in a new spot all comfy cozy in the 00:00:19.899 --> 00:00:24.179 bed I hope you guys had a great weekend, you 00:00:24.179 --> 00:00:27.019 know yesterday was definitely supposed to be 00:00:27.019 --> 00:00:30.339 filming day, but I did not film dude My homework 00:00:30.339 --> 00:00:33.820 has been tearing my ass up, oh my goodness. Mind 00:00:33.820 --> 00:00:35.960 you, I feel like I'm in the hardest classes, 00:00:36.100 --> 00:00:38.659 because I don't do numbers, right? Like, I hate 00:00:38.659 --> 00:00:43.259 math. Is that even real? Like, is it real? Where 00:00:43.259 --> 00:00:45.840 the fuck are we at? And I'm quite literally taking 00:00:45.840 --> 00:00:48.579 accounting, again, a different type of accounting, 00:00:48.979 --> 00:00:52.859 economics, bro. Marketing's not that bad. But 00:00:52.859 --> 00:00:58.189 like, accounting and economics together? i'm 00:00:58.189 --> 00:01:00.789 going quite literally insane and of course those 00:01:00.789 --> 00:01:03.609 are the two classes that have the most homework 00:01:03.609 --> 00:01:08.810 and like i'm going crazy i think i spent like 00:01:08.810 --> 00:01:11.969 six hours yesterday just trying to finish my 00:01:11.969 --> 00:01:13.950 accounting because i'm trying to be civil and 00:01:13.950 --> 00:01:17.269 i'm trying to learn and you know get it all right 00:01:17.269 --> 00:01:21.329 but goodness it is taking the life out of me 00:01:21.329 --> 00:01:25.230 so yeah my brain she was shut off yesterday she 00:01:25.629 --> 00:01:29.290 she was shut off because what the hell um but 00:01:29.290 --> 00:01:31.629 yeah i don't really have anything to get into 00:01:31.629 --> 00:01:34.030 other than today's episode so yeah i'm really 00:01:34.030 --> 00:01:36.469 excited um today's episode i don't really know 00:01:36.469 --> 00:01:39.010 what i'm gonna title it yet it's gonna be like 00:01:39.010 --> 00:01:44.370 um be like a fall reset fall not a checklist 00:01:44.370 --> 00:01:47.170 have you guys been seeing the videos of like 00:01:47.170 --> 00:01:50.150 oh my gosh this is the big locket this is like 00:01:50.150 --> 00:01:53.049 the big healing moment or yada yada yada and 00:01:53.049 --> 00:01:55.900 so many other things if you have this is kind 00:01:55.900 --> 00:01:59.680 of this is kind of that but if you haven't that's 00:01:59.680 --> 00:02:03.939 also okay because you know what some of us don't 00:02:03.939 --> 00:02:07.000 see it maybe i'm just chronically online but 00:02:07.000 --> 00:02:09.340 yeah that's what today is going to be and i kind 00:02:09.340 --> 00:02:13.060 of just want to go over some steps i'm taking 00:02:13.060 --> 00:02:17.020 to you know lock in like they say or prepare 00:02:17.020 --> 00:02:21.360 myself or become the best version of me directly 00:02:21.360 --> 00:02:24.969 so yeah I'm gonna be going over the steps on 00:02:24.969 --> 00:02:27.090 how I can do that, how you guys can do that, 00:02:27.110 --> 00:02:30.409 how we can achieve it together. You know, and 00:02:30.409 --> 00:02:33.830 finally glow up and be healthy and get life together, 00:02:34.169 --> 00:02:39.050 okay? So yeah, where do I want to start? I don't 00:02:39.050 --> 00:02:42.370 really know. Okay, no, I know where I want to 00:02:42.370 --> 00:02:45.430 start. So where I want to start is, so what I 00:02:45.430 --> 00:02:50.370 do with myself first. What do I not like? You 00:02:50.370 --> 00:02:53.300 know, what's not going right? Maybe not going 00:02:53.300 --> 00:02:55.919 right per se, but what do I want to change? What 00:02:55.919 --> 00:03:00.379 do I need to see the biggest change of Coming 00:03:00.379 --> 00:03:02.300 up right for these next couple months for the 00:03:02.300 --> 00:03:06.599 end of the year for me to lock in So for me, 00:03:06.620 --> 00:03:08.500 I kind of ranked everything like one through 00:03:08.500 --> 00:03:10.919 five. I made like the big list categories like 00:03:10.919 --> 00:03:17.039 oh health money sleep mental health like Hobbies, 00:03:17.439 --> 00:03:21.000 you know stuff like that in my lowest ones were 00:03:21.000 --> 00:03:26.080 definitely health and another one. Oh, sleep. 00:03:26.419 --> 00:03:29.520 I'm back, guys. Sorry about that. But yeah, what 00:03:29.520 --> 00:03:32.120 I rated lowest was health and sleep. So for me 00:03:32.120 --> 00:03:34.960 personally, and I think maybe self care was down 00:03:34.960 --> 00:03:37.219 there as well. Those are like my bottom three. 00:03:37.539 --> 00:03:40.280 But for me, I did health bottom because personally, 00:03:40.939 --> 00:03:43.159 I feel like I could be better. And I don't think 00:03:43.159 --> 00:03:45.360 pregnancy is helping with that at all. Like I 00:03:45.360 --> 00:03:49.419 quite literally. Go after every single craving. 00:03:49.419 --> 00:03:51.800 I have like oh my gosh. Well the baby wants it 00:03:51.800 --> 00:03:55.919 so We must be the baby. Okay, and that's not 00:03:55.919 --> 00:03:57.939 good. That's good, and I definitely know my water 00:03:57.939 --> 00:04:00.639 intake I needed to do this before but I definitely 00:04:00.639 --> 00:04:03.219 need to do it now. I'm getting so dehydrated 00:04:03.219 --> 00:04:08.219 so Health was definitely my bottom my bottom 00:04:08.219 --> 00:04:12.819 score because I'm like I definitely need to up 00:04:12.819 --> 00:04:16.139 this and you know be healthier with this in Get 00:04:16.139 --> 00:04:18.600 better and because when I eat better, I truly 00:04:18.600 --> 00:04:21.779 do feel better like I I always was one of them 00:04:21.779 --> 00:04:24.899 people I'm like, mmm, no, they're lying. This 00:04:24.899 --> 00:04:27.040 is clearly just for social media No, it's not 00:04:27.040 --> 00:04:30.000 when you feed yourself better and you you know, 00:04:30.120 --> 00:04:31.540 treat yourself good You treat your body right 00:04:31.540 --> 00:04:32.720 and you're eating the things you're supposed 00:04:32.720 --> 00:04:35.399 to and you know drinking of water you truly do 00:04:35.399 --> 00:04:39.220 feel better like more motivated you have so much 00:04:39.220 --> 00:04:43.120 time for everything and Just I just have so much 00:04:43.120 --> 00:04:45.740 more clarity in life, and I know that might sound 00:04:45.740 --> 00:04:49.360 dumb, but I truly do So I definitely had that 00:04:49.360 --> 00:04:54.540 at the bottom, but then what I say sleep My sleep 00:04:54.540 --> 00:04:58.660 so okay, so I'm a night owl right I am extremely 00:04:58.660 --> 00:05:03.779 a night owl, but for sleep I like I Just stay 00:05:03.779 --> 00:05:07.060 up all night doing bullshit. I don't do anything 00:05:07.760 --> 00:05:10.879 Worth doing like sometimes. Okay. I'll have those 00:05:10.879 --> 00:05:16.680 motive motive like What I have them motivating 00:05:16.680 --> 00:05:19.860 nights There we go. I have those motivating nights 00:05:19.860 --> 00:05:22.139 where I'm like, okay, let's get this done. Let's 00:05:22.139 --> 00:05:24.439 do a rebrand Let's make life feel better and 00:05:24.439 --> 00:05:29.240 let's do this that the other yes, okay Barely 00:05:29.240 --> 00:05:32.199 barely. Oh my goodness. Like I'm barely doing 00:05:32.199 --> 00:05:34.240 anything. I'm literally just scrolling on tik 00:05:34.240 --> 00:05:37.910 -tok. I think last night I I watched sushi mukbangs 00:05:37.910 --> 00:05:41.730 for two hours. What the fuck is that doing for 00:05:41.730 --> 00:05:44.829 me, okay? That's literally rotting my brain from 00:05:44.829 --> 00:05:47.250 the inside, first of all. Second of all, it's 00:05:47.250 --> 00:05:50.569 not fucking productive. Get it together. So, 00:05:50.910 --> 00:05:53.569 I had that down there because, like, my screen 00:05:53.569 --> 00:05:55.750 time and my sleep, they really do go hand -in 00:05:55.750 --> 00:05:58.490 -hand, and then I'll just sleep all day like, 00:05:58.689 --> 00:06:02.649 ugh, lord, lord. And also relating to the health 00:06:02.649 --> 00:06:04.529 when I don't eat what I need to be eating or 00:06:04.529 --> 00:06:07.459 drinking enough water. my sleep, I'm also way 00:06:07.459 --> 00:06:10.699 more tired and fatigued. So, kind of all over 00:06:10.699 --> 00:06:12.779 the place. But what I did have listed at the 00:06:12.779 --> 00:06:14.579 top, because I do want to point out, okay, here 00:06:14.579 --> 00:06:16.000 are things I want to fix, but here's what went 00:06:16.000 --> 00:06:19.519 good. So, I think what went good is I'm mental. 00:06:20.100 --> 00:06:23.399 I am very about me now. I'm very driven for what 00:06:23.399 --> 00:06:27.060 I want to do, creativity -wise as well. I feel 00:06:27.060 --> 00:06:29.399 like I have been putting my all into my work 00:06:29.399 --> 00:06:32.040 and what I want to do. And I have just been giving 00:06:32.040 --> 00:06:35.660 it my 100, giving it my all. And I have actually 00:06:35.660 --> 00:06:38.319 been seeing a lot of growth from it. And it makes 00:06:38.319 --> 00:06:40.439 me feel good to do my work, to do my podcast, 00:06:40.519 --> 00:06:44.180 to make videos, to talk to you guys. But also 00:06:44.180 --> 00:06:46.620 growth in myself makes me feel really good. So 00:06:46.620 --> 00:06:48.240 I had that up there. And that's something I want 00:06:48.240 --> 00:06:51.420 to continue out, you know, forever. But especially 00:06:51.420 --> 00:06:53.319 these next couple of months. I feel like these 00:06:53.319 --> 00:06:56.319 months are like really going to shape me. My 00:06:56.319 --> 00:06:58.420 finances. And this might be a weird one for me 00:06:58.420 --> 00:07:03.480 to talk about right now, but. I don't know, with 00:07:03.480 --> 00:07:06.120 having no job, well, this is my job, so let me 00:07:06.120 --> 00:07:09.459 not say that. With having no week to week paychecks, 00:07:09.560 --> 00:07:13.699 right, at the moment, at the moment, I think 00:07:13.699 --> 00:07:16.980 I've handled finances really good, rather than 00:07:16.980 --> 00:07:19.860 what I've previously done, and I also didn't 00:07:19.860 --> 00:07:22.500 stress about it. I'm very much kind of like, 00:07:22.839 --> 00:07:24.980 hey, I'm the magnet now. People are coming to 00:07:24.980 --> 00:07:27.120 me. I get everything I want, and I don't have 00:07:27.120 --> 00:07:30.149 to lift a finger to do it. which is also extremely 00:07:30.149 --> 00:07:33.009 extremely big that i want to talk about today 00:07:33.009 --> 00:07:35.810 in um this like reset because if you really want 00:07:35.810 --> 00:07:38.230 to manifest how are we going to get there right 00:07:38.230 --> 00:07:41.689 because a lot of the times what i carry so much 00:07:41.689 --> 00:07:44.170 and i i don't like to acknowledge it but i do 00:07:44.170 --> 00:07:46.009 and i don't know why i do i've tried so hard 00:07:46.009 --> 00:07:49.490 to combat it but those negative self -thoughts 00:07:49.490 --> 00:07:52.269 right because it's like i can tell myself verbally 00:07:52.269 --> 00:07:54.430 out loud oh hey this is what i'm gonna do we 00:07:54.430 --> 00:07:56.670 already have it this is mine you gotta gotta 00:07:56.670 --> 00:08:00.550 gotta And then in my head I'm like, no. But, 00:08:00.550 --> 00:08:03.069 but, but it's hard, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.069 --> 00:08:03.569 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.569 --> 00:08:03.910 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.910 --> 00:08:03.930 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.930 --> 00:08:03.930 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.930 --> 00:08:03.930 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.930 --> 00:08:03.930 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:03.930 --> 00:08:04.050 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:04.050 --> 00:08:04.050 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:04.050 --> 00:08:06.389 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:06.629 --> 00:08:14.589 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, 00:08:14.589 --> 00:08:26.459 but, but, but, but, but, but, but, Without that 00:08:26.459 --> 00:08:28.879 negative part of my brain telling me the opposite, 00:08:29.500 --> 00:08:31.920 we can do so much good. We can do so much good, 00:08:32.000 --> 00:08:34.100 guys. And I don't know, like I said, I don't 00:08:34.100 --> 00:08:37.460 know why I have it, where it comes from. And 00:08:37.460 --> 00:08:39.399 maybe it's just because it's something I've dealt 00:08:39.399 --> 00:08:42.759 with my whole life and I've always been overly 00:08:42.759 --> 00:08:45.000 positive. So it's like my brain thinks, OK, bitch, 00:08:45.059 --> 00:08:47.279 you've been positive your whole life. But in 00:08:47.279 --> 00:08:49.740 the back of your mind, you still always thought 00:08:49.740 --> 00:08:52.210 this. So it's like, what's really gonna change 00:08:52.210 --> 00:08:53.529 now? You've been like this forever. It's not 00:08:53.529 --> 00:08:56.129 like you're randomly positive now. No, bitch, 00:08:56.129 --> 00:08:58.710 you've been like this forever. So I think my 00:08:58.710 --> 00:09:01.649 brain really has to grasp, hey, we have to make 00:09:01.649 --> 00:09:03.029 this change. It's gonna be hard to speak, but 00:09:03.029 --> 00:09:05.289 we have to make this change, because I am worth 00:09:05.289 --> 00:09:09.330 it. And when stepping into this fall, I kind 00:09:09.330 --> 00:09:12.730 of really am thinking about and trying to go 00:09:12.730 --> 00:09:15.909 for every single little thing I want, right? 00:09:16.860 --> 00:09:20.860 I'm thinking about every small thing I can do 00:09:20.860 --> 00:09:24.259 and like if I want like okay for example, right? 00:09:24.840 --> 00:09:27.860 We know the car I have right now. It's a 2009 00:09:27.860 --> 00:09:33.059 Nissan Right glovebox backseat air works on one 00:09:33.059 --> 00:09:35.679 and two. We're trying that fix right now. Also, 00:09:35.679 --> 00:09:39.580 um Bumper like low -key. It's literally what 00:09:39.580 --> 00:09:43.200 I have down there with zip ties like Tires always 00:09:43.200 --> 00:09:45.460 flat like this is this is where I'm at, right? 00:09:45.659 --> 00:09:49.019 And I'm here. I accept where I'm at. But I'm 00:09:49.019 --> 00:09:53.720 also telling myself, hey, I don't like money 00:09:53.720 --> 00:09:55.500 finds me overnight. Success finds me overnight. 00:09:55.659 --> 00:09:57.759 Peace finds me overnight. I don't have to lift 00:09:57.759 --> 00:09:59.639 a finger. I don't have to do this. And I'm telling 00:09:59.639 --> 00:10:03.980 myself this so hard that I truly want to like 00:10:03.980 --> 00:10:07.139 I will work my ass off by the time November hits 00:10:07.139 --> 00:10:09.820 around my birthday. I want to be driving a Mercedes. 00:10:11.569 --> 00:10:13.289 And let's say, God forbid, you know, I'm not 00:10:13.289 --> 00:10:14.490 even gonna say God forbid, it's not a Mercedes, 00:10:14.549 --> 00:10:16.289 because it's gonna make me a Mercedes, right? 00:10:16.590 --> 00:10:18.169 Because that's where I'm gonna be. That's where 00:10:18.169 --> 00:10:19.850 I'm going to be, and I see that for myself, and 00:10:19.850 --> 00:10:21.470 I am doing everything in my power. How can I 00:10:21.470 --> 00:10:23.929 get there? That is what I'm focusing on. So I'm 00:10:23.929 --> 00:10:26.129 really focusing on all the things that I really 00:10:26.129 --> 00:10:28.389 want, even if it's like small things, which is 00:10:28.389 --> 00:10:30.409 like, girl, that's stupid, because I'm not really 00:10:30.409 --> 00:10:33.690 one to, oh, like, hey, I love designer like this, 00:10:33.769 --> 00:10:36.049 right? I'm not, but there's one designer thing. 00:10:36.689 --> 00:10:39.649 That I really fuck with and I really want so 00:10:39.649 --> 00:10:43.950 bad inside red go yard bed and I really really 00:10:43.950 --> 00:10:46.870 want that and I I feel like I'm gonna get it. 00:10:46.870 --> 00:10:48.830 I know I'm gonna get it I want to use it for 00:10:48.830 --> 00:10:51.070 a diaper bag, but I also just want it to fucking 00:10:51.070 --> 00:10:55.649 have it's cute as fuck so I Will fit I will fit 00:10:55.649 --> 00:10:57.450 and I've been telling myself that every day, 00:10:57.450 --> 00:10:59.850 but I also wake up and tell myself every day 00:10:59.850 --> 00:11:03.350 Okay, how good can it get? How good can get show 00:11:03.350 --> 00:11:05.590 me how good it can get I'm quite literally a 00:11:05.590 --> 00:11:08.480 magnet I'm quite literally a magnet for every 00:11:08.480 --> 00:11:11.480 single thing I want. Right? It's going to get 00:11:11.480 --> 00:11:13.120 so good for me and it's gonna get so beautiful 00:11:13.120 --> 00:11:15.639 and guess what? I don't even have to stress about 00:11:15.639 --> 00:11:18.080 it. Not an ounce of me has to stress about anything. 00:11:18.580 --> 00:11:20.740 I don't have to stress. I don't have to worry 00:11:20.740 --> 00:11:22.779 how this is gonna work out, how it's gonna play. 00:11:23.259 --> 00:11:25.860 Because I don't need to know the behind the scenes 00:11:25.860 --> 00:11:28.700 of everything. I don't. All I need to know is 00:11:28.700 --> 00:11:31.220 that I'm here, I got it, and this is where we're 00:11:31.220 --> 00:11:35.000 at. Right? And I think that's been so important. 00:11:35.919 --> 00:11:39.580 my like shift like my mindset shift because I'm 00:11:39.580 --> 00:11:42.539 just like hmm this is where I'm at and I'm so 00:11:42.539 --> 00:11:46.980 grateful to be here and I'm just so excited to 00:11:46.980 --> 00:11:48.980 Be loved with this like I talk about it like 00:11:48.980 --> 00:11:51.519 I already have it especially with my podcast 00:11:51.519 --> 00:11:54.000 my podcast is the love my life my podcast is 00:11:54.000 --> 00:11:59.240 my baby and I'm just kind of like hmm hmm it's 00:11:59.240 --> 00:12:01.679 crazy that a million people listen to me a day 00:12:01.679 --> 00:12:06.009 it's crazy that I have over a billion streams 00:12:06.009 --> 00:12:09.629 and a billion downloads and let me tell you ever 00:12:09.629 --> 00:12:12.110 since I used to have days right where I would 00:12:12.110 --> 00:12:13.769 look at my analytics because I look at my podcast 00:12:13.769 --> 00:12:16.789 analytics every day I used to have like every 00:12:16.789 --> 00:12:18.750 day when I used to look at my analytics it would 00:12:18.750 --> 00:12:21.690 be like oh you're down this week you're down 00:12:21.690 --> 00:12:23.450 this day you know you're not constantly getting 00:12:23.450 --> 00:12:25.070 listeners you're getting listeners okay when 00:12:25.070 --> 00:12:28.340 your episode comes out But that's it right when 00:12:28.340 --> 00:12:29.940 I tell you ever since I've been speaking to myself 00:12:29.940 --> 00:12:32.519 like this and I finally put myself in my podcast 00:12:32.519 --> 00:12:35.840 full -time And I'm kind of like hey, this is 00:12:35.840 --> 00:12:38.039 this is how it's gonna be period This is how 00:12:38.039 --> 00:12:40.659 it's gonna be no matter what right I have gotten 00:12:40.659 --> 00:12:43.240 myself there every day. I look at my podcast 00:12:43.240 --> 00:12:49.110 analytics. They're up like what? 12 % I think 00:12:49.110 --> 00:12:51.450 12 % the last time I looked and it's like more 00:12:51.450 --> 00:12:53.789 and more people more and more people because 00:12:53.789 --> 00:12:57.330 it's like the Energy doesn't lie like it's just 00:12:57.330 --> 00:13:01.710 there like I can't explain it truly when you're 00:13:01.710 --> 00:13:03.549 saying it to the naked eye might make no sense, 00:13:03.549 --> 00:13:08.009 right? You just have to be delusional And is 00:13:08.009 --> 00:13:11.970 it delusional if it's gonna come true? No, oh 00:13:11.970 --> 00:13:15.809 You dead ass just have to speak so much positivity 00:13:15.809 --> 00:13:18.340 into yourself every single day and you will get 00:13:18.340 --> 00:13:20.539 what you want and you're like oh this might seem 00:13:20.539 --> 00:13:23.259 hard this might seem so out of reach it's not 00:13:23.259 --> 00:13:26.200 it's not because right after i get my mercedes 00:13:26.200 --> 00:13:28.679 you want to know what i'm gonna do i'm getting 00:13:28.679 --> 00:13:32.179 me that six bedroom house that's what i'm gonna 00:13:32.179 --> 00:13:35.580 do next because what i got stuff going i got 00:13:35.580 --> 00:13:37.980 plans i need to get done and i will get them 00:13:37.980 --> 00:13:40.259 done and guess what i'm going to be happy as 00:13:40.259 --> 00:13:42.080 fuck while doing it which is why i could not 00:13:42.080 --> 00:13:43.700 stay at that job which is why i could not do 00:13:43.700 --> 00:13:46.250 this And I think leaving it at the time frame 00:13:46.250 --> 00:13:48.610 I did is also so important because I'm like, 00:13:48.690 --> 00:13:52.309 hey, I'm choosing myself. I'm choosing what I 00:13:52.309 --> 00:13:54.190 want to do and I'm choosing what is going to 00:13:54.190 --> 00:13:57.570 change my life. Right. And not even change our 00:13:57.570 --> 00:14:00.610 lives. Like we could be talking about like, um, 00:14:01.049 --> 00:14:03.070 social media wise, money wise, like so many different 00:14:03.070 --> 00:14:04.850 things, but that's not what I'm aiming for. Right. 00:14:05.110 --> 00:14:07.549 But yeah, no, I don't know where I left off. 00:14:07.610 --> 00:14:08.990 Sorry. My phone keeps running out of storage. 00:14:09.049 --> 00:14:10.690 But like I said, you know, one day we're going 00:14:10.690 --> 00:14:14.330 to have a camera. One day, we will have a camera, 00:14:14.490 --> 00:14:19.429 okay? But more of the story with this fall reset, 00:14:19.590 --> 00:14:24.190 right? I am pushing myself and I want, what I'm 00:14:24.190 --> 00:14:25.429 saying to myself, I hope you guys know what I'm 00:14:25.429 --> 00:14:27.529 saying to you guys as well. It wanted to be something 00:14:27.529 --> 00:14:30.070 you guys reflect on and think about within yourselves 00:14:30.070 --> 00:14:32.990 as well. I'm thinking about, hey, what do I wanna 00:14:32.990 --> 00:14:34.590 keep? What do I wanna get rid of? What worked? 00:14:34.629 --> 00:14:38.169 What didn't work? But also, what do I want? And 00:14:38.169 --> 00:14:41.230 I need to become so deeply rooted in what I want. 00:14:42.139 --> 00:14:44.679 That nothing can change my mind, you know, I'm 00:14:44.679 --> 00:14:46.159 here. This is what I want This is what's meant 00:14:46.159 --> 00:14:48.220 for me and this is what's coming Just a matter 00:14:48.220 --> 00:14:50.419 of time and it could be now could be tomorrow, 00:14:50.419 --> 00:14:53.620 right? But it's coming at the end of the day. 00:14:53.720 --> 00:14:56.500 I'm so confident that it's coming You know, I 00:14:56.500 --> 00:14:58.179 wouldn't be making these steps. I wouldn't be 00:14:58.179 --> 00:15:00.240 quitting my job. I wouldn't be doing You know 00:15:00.240 --> 00:15:02.879 20 different other things if I did not think 00:15:02.879 --> 00:15:06.179 it was coming Right because i believe in myself 00:15:06.179 --> 00:15:08.919 that much so it's really just is mindset switch 00:15:08.919 --> 00:15:11.679 you need to have not it's not about materialistic 00:15:11.679 --> 00:15:14.740 things or you know. Other things is really your 00:15:14.740 --> 00:15:17.320 mental your brain carry so much like there's 00:15:17.320 --> 00:15:20.159 a whole study on science that i that i look at 00:15:20.159 --> 00:15:23.299 and i i try to incorporate it in my daily date. 00:15:24.779 --> 00:15:26.919 I'm sorry i'll bring the brain is fucking me 00:15:26.919 --> 00:15:30.019 up and my day to day life okay i really do try 00:15:30.019 --> 00:15:33.000 to incorporate it and it's. I'm gonna, I wanna 00:15:33.000 --> 00:15:35.720 butcher it, all right? But it's something about 00:15:35.720 --> 00:15:40.340 where nothing can happen unless you see it or 00:15:40.340 --> 00:15:42.879 you think of it, right? So it's like, once I 00:15:42.879 --> 00:15:46.039 start seeing this thing all the time, that's 00:15:46.039 --> 00:15:48.059 when the atom occurs and that's when my brain 00:15:48.059 --> 00:15:50.620 sees it and it literally starts creating its 00:15:50.620 --> 00:15:54.200 own fucking reality. So an example they use for 00:15:54.200 --> 00:15:58.659 this, he was like, okay, I wanted a new car, 00:15:58.820 --> 00:16:01.580 right? Didn't do anything about it. So I didn't 00:16:01.580 --> 00:16:04.639 get a new car. And then I told myself, hey, I 00:16:04.639 --> 00:16:06.340 really want this new car. So you want to know 00:16:06.340 --> 00:16:09.720 what I did? I drove to the dealership every single 00:16:09.720 --> 00:16:12.100 day, looked at the car I wanted. Sometimes I 00:16:12.100 --> 00:16:15.080 even test drove it. But I drove by this dealership 00:16:15.080 --> 00:16:18.600 every single day. And guess what? Not even a 00:16:18.600 --> 00:16:21.120 month later, he got that car. You want to know 00:16:21.120 --> 00:16:22.940 why? Because he put his mind to it and he believed, 00:16:22.960 --> 00:16:25.059 hey, I'm going to get this car. So let me put 00:16:25.059 --> 00:16:27.080 myself in the shoes like I already have it. Like 00:16:27.080 --> 00:16:29.590 what I'll do, I'll drive through neighborhoods 00:16:29.590 --> 00:16:32.610 that I'm obsessed with right and I'll just keep 00:16:32.610 --> 00:16:36.509 going and going because I see myself here right 00:16:36.509 --> 00:16:38.990 I see myself here one day I'll look at the dream 00:16:38.990 --> 00:16:43.029 car I want every day because I see myself here 00:16:43.029 --> 00:16:46.429 I see myself here this is what I plan to do I 00:16:46.429 --> 00:16:48.370 look at my podcast analytics every day and then 00:16:48.370 --> 00:16:51.610 I look at higher ones and I'm like hey this is 00:16:51.610 --> 00:16:54.649 me I already see it I already see it I already 00:16:54.649 --> 00:16:57.009 know what I want I already know what I have this 00:16:57.009 --> 00:17:01.629 is mine So it's something truly like the belief 00:17:01.629 --> 00:17:05.569 has to be there and I want us to take this Into 00:17:05.569 --> 00:17:08.309 this new season, right? First of all fall is 00:17:08.309 --> 00:17:11.109 already beautiful already lovely and already 00:17:11.109 --> 00:17:15.329 full of so much growth already But it needs to 00:17:15.329 --> 00:17:18.089 be a time what because it's about to start getting 00:17:18.089 --> 00:17:21.130 cold Probably not why I'm at I'm at but it's 00:17:21.130 --> 00:17:23.690 gonna start getting cold right and what do animals 00:17:23.690 --> 00:17:26.250 do they hibernate? They try to get all their 00:17:26.250 --> 00:17:29.559 shit together And they rest. So this needs to 00:17:29.559 --> 00:17:33.640 be a time of rest, but also very smart, logical, 00:17:34.920 --> 00:17:37.960 like constructive rest, if that makes sense. 00:17:38.180 --> 00:17:39.900 You need to be able to rest, but you also need 00:17:39.900 --> 00:17:43.599 to be so hardworking that you're getting where 00:17:43.599 --> 00:17:46.420 you want to be. So by the time we hit next year, 00:17:47.319 --> 00:17:49.940 spring, spring, summer, we have what we planned 00:17:49.940 --> 00:17:52.759 on. You know what? We got it last winter, but 00:17:52.759 --> 00:17:55.539 guess what? It's summer now. I want even more. 00:17:55.819 --> 00:17:59.880 I want even more. And that's kind of what today's 00:17:59.880 --> 00:18:01.779 episode was about. It was short, fun, and all 00:18:01.779 --> 00:18:05.359 over the place. But that's kind of where I wanted 00:18:05.359 --> 00:18:07.920 to push today. You guys won't see it, but if 00:18:07.920 --> 00:18:10.420 you follow my main TikTok, I've been posting 00:18:10.420 --> 00:18:13.380 on there every day, getting my content up. I 00:18:13.380 --> 00:18:15.599 literally just printed out, I made kind of like 00:18:15.599 --> 00:18:18.720 another vision board, but a real life one. I 00:18:18.720 --> 00:18:20.160 reprinted out all the pictures on where I want 00:18:20.160 --> 00:18:22.960 my life to be in these next four months, and 00:18:22.960 --> 00:18:26.200 I taped them all up on my closet door. I'm gonna 00:18:26.200 --> 00:18:28.700 go do some other stuff after but something I 00:18:28.700 --> 00:18:30.880 can visualize and look at every day and say hey 00:18:30.880 --> 00:18:33.140 This is what I want. Why do I want it? How am 00:18:33.140 --> 00:18:35.200 I gonna get it? What's my time frame on this 00:18:35.200 --> 00:18:37.859 also say yourself timeframes? Hey, I'm gonna 00:18:37.859 --> 00:18:40.980 get this before October Mm -hmm. No choice. No 00:18:40.980 --> 00:18:42.720 if ands or buts I'm getting this before October. 00:18:43.000 --> 00:18:46.079 Thank you. Thank you in advance. Love you Right, 00:18:46.140 --> 00:18:48.559 that's how I speak to myself speak to yourself 00:18:48.559 --> 00:18:51.259 with such high class and also I'm gonna be honest 00:18:51.259 --> 00:18:53.660 those subliminals do work. I love high frequency 00:18:53.660 --> 00:18:57.410 guru. Oh Like subliminal they really just transform 00:18:57.410 --> 00:19:01.309 your mind. You're like, oh Now I think so positive 00:19:01.309 --> 00:19:04.990 about myself. I love it. But yeah That's really 00:19:04.990 --> 00:19:07.170 all I had to talk about and I know it was kind 00:19:07.170 --> 00:19:08.630 of just a rambling session But I hope it was 00:19:08.630 --> 00:19:11.049 a fun session for you guys. It was fun for me. 00:19:11.049 --> 00:19:14.029 You're very comfy cozy and fun But yeah, I love 00:19:14.029 --> 00:19:16.210 you guys so much and I really hope you guys did 00:19:16.210 --> 00:19:21.359 enjoy this episode You did leave a light in rating 00:19:21.359 --> 00:19:24.519 like on YouTube, rating on any streaming app 00:19:24.519 --> 00:19:26.759 you're on, and review if you've been inclined. 00:19:27.180 --> 00:19:29.779 And follow Did I Overshare podcast on Instagram 00:19:29.779 --> 00:19:34.099 and TikTok, and my personal, you know, social 00:19:34.099 --> 00:19:36.680 medias, which are Z -O -E -X -E -E on Instagram 00:19:36.680 --> 00:19:39.920 and TikTok as well, and YouTube. So yeah, I love 00:19:39.920 --> 00:19:43.119 you guys so much, and I will see you later on 00:19:43.119 --> 00:19:45.890 this week. So yeah, I hope you guys have a really 00:19:45.890 --> 00:19:47.950 good September. I feel like September is gonna 00:19:47.950 --> 00:19:50.109 be full of so many blessings and I have so much 00:19:50.109 --> 00:19:52.089 news for you guys. But yeah, I love you guys 00:19:52.089 --> 00:19:55.789 so much and I hope you guys have a great rest 00:19:55.789 --> 00:19:58.349 of your week. Love you. Bye.