Guys is this thing on? What is up besties it
is your host zoe night back with another freaking
episode I'm a dead. I over share podcast today.
I'm filming in a new spot all comfy cozy in the
bed I hope you guys had a great weekend, you
know yesterday was definitely supposed to be
filming day, but I did not film dude My homework
has been tearing my ass up, oh my goodness. Mind
you, I feel like I'm in the hardest classes,
because I don't do numbers, right? Like, I hate
math. Is that even real? Like, is it real? Where
the fuck are we at? And I'm quite literally taking
accounting, again, a different type of accounting,
economics, bro. Marketing's not that bad. But
like, accounting and economics together? i'm
going quite literally insane and of course those
are the two classes that have the most homework
and like i'm going crazy i think i spent like
six hours yesterday just trying to finish my
accounting because i'm trying to be civil and
i'm trying to learn and you know get it all right
but goodness it is taking the life out of me
so yeah my brain she was shut off yesterday she
she was shut off because what the hell um but
yeah i don't really have anything to get into
other than today's episode so yeah i'm really
excited um today's episode i don't really know
what i'm gonna title it yet it's gonna be like
um be like a fall reset fall not a checklist
have you guys been seeing the videos of like
oh my gosh this is the big locket this is like
the big healing moment or yada yada yada and
so many other things if you have this is kind
of this is kind of that but if you haven't that's
also okay because you know what some of us don't
see it maybe i'm just chronically online but
yeah that's what today is going to be and i kind
of just want to go over some steps i'm taking
to you know lock in like they say or prepare
myself or become the best version of me directly
so yeah I'm gonna be going over the steps on
how I can do that, how you guys can do that,
how we can achieve it together. You know, and
finally glow up and be healthy and get life together,
okay? So yeah, where do I want to start? I don't
really know. Okay, no, I know where I want to
start. So where I want to start is, so what I
do with myself first. What do I not like? You
know, what's not going right? Maybe not going
right per se, but what do I want to change? What
do I need to see the biggest change of Coming
up right for these next couple months for the
end of the year for me to lock in So for me,
I kind of ranked everything like one through
five. I made like the big list categories like
oh health money sleep mental health like Hobbies,
you know stuff like that in my lowest ones were
definitely health and another one. Oh, sleep.
I'm back, guys. Sorry about that. But yeah, what
I rated lowest was health and sleep. So for me
personally, and I think maybe self care was down
there as well. Those are like my bottom three.
But for me, I did health bottom because personally,
I feel like I could be better. And I don't think
pregnancy is helping with that at all. Like I
quite literally. Go after every single craving.
I have like oh my gosh. Well the baby wants it
so We must be the baby. Okay, and that's not
good. That's good, and I definitely know my water
intake I needed to do this before but I definitely
need to do it now. I'm getting so dehydrated
so Health was definitely my bottom my bottom
score because I'm like I definitely need to up
this and you know be healthier with this in Get
better and because when I eat better, I truly
do feel better like I I always was one of them
people I'm like, mmm, no, they're lying. This
is clearly just for social media No, it's not
when you feed yourself better and you you know,
treat yourself good You treat your body right
and you're eating the things you're supposed
to and you know drinking of water you truly do
feel better like more motivated you have so much
time for everything and Just I just have so much
more clarity in life, and I know that might sound
dumb, but I truly do So I definitely had that
at the bottom, but then what I say sleep My sleep
so okay, so I'm a night owl right I am extremely
a night owl, but for sleep I like I Just stay
up all night doing bullshit. I don't do anything
Worth doing like sometimes. Okay. I'll have those
motive motive like What I have them motivating
nights There we go. I have those motivating nights
where I'm like, okay, let's get this done. Let's
do a rebrand Let's make life feel better and
let's do this that the other yes, okay Barely
barely. Oh my goodness. Like I'm barely doing
anything. I'm literally just scrolling on tik
-tok. I think last night I I watched sushi mukbangs
for two hours. What the fuck is that doing for
me, okay? That's literally rotting my brain from
the inside, first of all. Second of all, it's
not fucking productive. Get it together. So,
I had that down there because, like, my screen
time and my sleep, they really do go hand -in
-hand, and then I'll just sleep all day like,
ugh, lord, lord. And also relating to the health
when I don't eat what I need to be eating or
drinking enough water. my sleep, I'm also way
more tired and fatigued. So, kind of all over
the place. But what I did have listed at the
top, because I do want to point out, okay, here
are things I want to fix, but here's what went
good. So, I think what went good is I'm mental.
I am very about me now. I'm very driven for what
I want to do, creativity -wise as well. I feel
like I have been putting my all into my work
and what I want to do. And I have just been giving
it my 100, giving it my all. And I have actually
been seeing a lot of growth from it. And it makes
me feel good to do my work, to do my podcast,
to make videos, to talk to you guys. But also
growth in myself makes me feel really good. So
I had that up there. And that's something I want
to continue out, you know, forever. But especially
these next couple of months. I feel like these
months are like really going to shape me. My
finances. And this might be a weird one for me
to talk about right now, but. I don't know, with
having no job, well, this is my job, so let me
not say that. With having no week to week paychecks,
right, at the moment, at the moment, I think
I've handled finances really good, rather than
what I've previously done, and I also didn't
stress about it. I'm very much kind of like,
hey, I'm the magnet now. People are coming to
me. I get everything I want, and I don't have
to lift a finger to do it. which is also extremely
extremely big that i want to talk about today
in um this like reset because if you really want
to manifest how are we going to get there right
because a lot of the times what i carry so much
and i i don't like to acknowledge it but i do
and i don't know why i do i've tried so hard
to combat it but those negative self -thoughts
right because it's like i can tell myself verbally
out loud oh hey this is what i'm gonna do we
already have it this is mine you gotta gotta
gotta And then in my head I'm like, no. But,
but, but it's hard, but, but, but, but, but,
but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but, but,
but, but, but, but, but, but, but, Without that
negative part of my brain telling me the opposite,
we can do so much good. We can do so much good,
guys. And I don't know, like I said, I don't
know why I have it, where it comes from. And
maybe it's just because it's something I've dealt
with my whole life and I've always been overly
positive. So it's like my brain thinks, OK, bitch,
you've been positive your whole life. But in
the back of your mind, you still always thought
this. So it's like, what's really gonna change
now? You've been like this forever. It's not
like you're randomly positive now. No, bitch,
you've been like this forever. So I think my
brain really has to grasp, hey, we have to make
this change. It's gonna be hard to speak, but
we have to make this change, because I am worth
it. And when stepping into this fall, I kind
of really am thinking about and trying to go
for every single little thing I want, right?
I'm thinking about every small thing I can do
and like if I want like okay for example, right?
We know the car I have right now. It's a 2009
Nissan Right glovebox backseat air works on one
and two. We're trying that fix right now. Also,
um Bumper like low -key. It's literally what
I have down there with zip ties like Tires always
flat like this is this is where I'm at, right?
And I'm here. I accept where I'm at. But I'm
also telling myself, hey, I don't like money
finds me overnight. Success finds me overnight.
Peace finds me overnight. I don't have to lift
a finger. I don't have to do this. And I'm telling
myself this so hard that I truly want to like
I will work my ass off by the time November hits
around my birthday. I want to be driving a Mercedes.
And let's say, God forbid, you know, I'm not
even gonna say God forbid, it's not a Mercedes,
because it's gonna make me a Mercedes, right?
Because that's where I'm gonna be. That's where
I'm going to be, and I see that for myself, and
I am doing everything in my power. How can I
get there? That is what I'm focusing on. So I'm
really focusing on all the things that I really
want, even if it's like small things, which is
like, girl, that's stupid, because I'm not really
one to, oh, like, hey, I love designer like this,
right? I'm not, but there's one designer thing.
That I really fuck with and I really want so
bad inside red go yard bed and I really really
want that and I I feel like I'm gonna get it.
I know I'm gonna get it I want to use it for
a diaper bag, but I also just want it to fucking
have it's cute as fuck so I Will fit I will fit
and I've been telling myself that every day,
but I also wake up and tell myself every day
Okay, how good can it get? How good can get show
me how good it can get I'm quite literally a
magnet I'm quite literally a magnet for every
single thing I want. Right? It's going to get
so good for me and it's gonna get so beautiful
and guess what? I don't even have to stress about
it. Not an ounce of me has to stress about anything.
I don't have to stress. I don't have to worry
how this is gonna work out, how it's gonna play.
Because I don't need to know the behind the scenes
of everything. I don't. All I need to know is
that I'm here, I got it, and this is where we're
at. Right? And I think that's been so important.
my like shift like my mindset shift because I'm
just like hmm this is where I'm at and I'm so
grateful to be here and I'm just so excited to
Be loved with this like I talk about it like
I already have it especially with my podcast
my podcast is the love my life my podcast is
my baby and I'm just kind of like hmm hmm it's
crazy that a million people listen to me a day
it's crazy that I have over a billion streams
and a billion downloads and let me tell you ever
since I used to have days right where I would
look at my analytics because I look at my podcast
analytics every day I used to have like every
day when I used to look at my analytics it would
be like oh you're down this week you're down
this day you know you're not constantly getting
listeners you're getting listeners okay when
your episode comes out But that's it right when
I tell you ever since I've been speaking to myself
like this and I finally put myself in my podcast
full -time And I'm kind of like hey, this is
this is how it's gonna be period This is how
it's gonna be no matter what right I have gotten
myself there every day. I look at my podcast
analytics. They're up like what? 12 % I think
12 % the last time I looked and it's like more
and more people more and more people because
it's like the Energy doesn't lie like it's just
there like I can't explain it truly when you're
saying it to the naked eye might make no sense,
right? You just have to be delusional And is
it delusional if it's gonna come true? No, oh
You dead ass just have to speak so much positivity
into yourself every single day and you will get
what you want and you're like oh this might seem
hard this might seem so out of reach it's not
it's not because right after i get my mercedes
you want to know what i'm gonna do i'm getting
me that six bedroom house that's what i'm gonna
do next because what i got stuff going i got
plans i need to get done and i will get them
done and guess what i'm going to be happy as
fuck while doing it which is why i could not
stay at that job which is why i could not do
this And I think leaving it at the time frame
I did is also so important because I'm like,
hey, I'm choosing myself. I'm choosing what I
want to do and I'm choosing what is going to
change my life. Right. And not even change our
lives. Like we could be talking about like, um,
social media wise, money wise, like so many different
things, but that's not what I'm aiming for. Right.
But yeah, no, I don't know where I left off.
Sorry. My phone keeps running out of storage.
But like I said, you know, one day we're going
to have a camera. One day, we will have a camera,
okay? But more of the story with this fall reset,
right? I am pushing myself and I want, what I'm
saying to myself, I hope you guys know what I'm
saying to you guys as well. It wanted to be something
you guys reflect on and think about within yourselves
as well. I'm thinking about, hey, what do I wanna
keep? What do I wanna get rid of? What worked?
What didn't work? But also, what do I want? And
I need to become so deeply rooted in what I want.
That nothing can change my mind, you know, I'm
here. This is what I want This is what's meant
for me and this is what's coming Just a matter
of time and it could be now could be tomorrow,
right? But it's coming at the end of the day.
I'm so confident that it's coming You know, I
wouldn't be making these steps. I wouldn't be
quitting my job. I wouldn't be doing You know
20 different other things if I did not think
it was coming Right because i believe in myself
that much so it's really just is mindset switch
you need to have not it's not about materialistic
things or you know. Other things is really your
mental your brain carry so much like there's
a whole study on science that i that i look at
and i i try to incorporate it in my daily date.
I'm sorry i'll bring the brain is fucking me
up and my day to day life okay i really do try
to incorporate it and it's. I'm gonna, I wanna
butcher it, all right? But it's something about
where nothing can happen unless you see it or
you think of it, right? So it's like, once I
start seeing this thing all the time, that's
when the atom occurs and that's when my brain
sees it and it literally starts creating its
own fucking reality. So an example they use for
this, he was like, okay, I wanted a new car,
right? Didn't do anything about it. So I didn't
get a new car. And then I told myself, hey, I
really want this new car. So you want to know
what I did? I drove to the dealership every single
day, looked at the car I wanted. Sometimes I
even test drove it. But I drove by this dealership
every single day. And guess what? Not even a
month later, he got that car. You want to know
why? Because he put his mind to it and he believed,
hey, I'm going to get this car. So let me put
myself in the shoes like I already have it. Like
what I'll do, I'll drive through neighborhoods
that I'm obsessed with right and I'll just keep
going and going because I see myself here right
I see myself here one day I'll look at the dream
car I want every day because I see myself here
I see myself here this is what I plan to do I
look at my podcast analytics every day and then
I look at higher ones and I'm like hey this is
me I already see it I already see it I already
know what I want I already know what I have this
is mine So it's something truly like the belief
has to be there and I want us to take this Into
this new season, right? First of all fall is
already beautiful already lovely and already
full of so much growth already But it needs to
be a time what because it's about to start getting
cold Probably not why I'm at I'm at but it's
gonna start getting cold right and what do animals
do they hibernate? They try to get all their
shit together And they rest. So this needs to
be a time of rest, but also very smart, logical,
like constructive rest, if that makes sense.
You need to be able to rest, but you also need
to be so hardworking that you're getting where
you want to be. So by the time we hit next year,
spring, spring, summer, we have what we planned
on. You know what? We got it last winter, but
guess what? It's summer now. I want even more.
I want even more. And that's kind of what today's
episode was about. It was short, fun, and all
over the place. But that's kind of where I wanted
to push today. You guys won't see it, but if
you follow my main TikTok, I've been posting
on there every day, getting my content up. I
literally just printed out, I made kind of like
another vision board, but a real life one. I
reprinted out all the pictures on where I want
my life to be in these next four months, and
I taped them all up on my closet door. I'm gonna
go do some other stuff after but something I
can visualize and look at every day and say hey
This is what I want. Why do I want it? How am
I gonna get it? What's my time frame on this
also say yourself timeframes? Hey, I'm gonna
get this before October Mm -hmm. No choice. No
if ands or buts I'm getting this before October.
Thank you. Thank you in advance. Love you Right,
that's how I speak to myself speak to yourself
with such high class and also I'm gonna be honest
those subliminals do work. I love high frequency
guru. Oh Like subliminal they really just transform
your mind. You're like, oh Now I think so positive
about myself. I love it. But yeah That's really
all I had to talk about and I know it was kind
of just a rambling session But I hope it was
a fun session for you guys. It was fun for me.
You're very comfy cozy and fun But yeah, I love
you guys so much and I really hope you guys did
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this week. So yeah, I hope you guys have a really
good September. I feel like September is gonna
be full of so many blessings and I have so much
news for you guys. But yeah, I love you guys
so much and I hope you guys have a great rest
of your week. Love you. Bye.