WEBVTT 00:00:00.300 --> 00:00:02.879 Hey everyone, welcome back to the almost living 00:00:02.879 --> 00:00:07.740 podcast. This is episode 8 And let's just let's 00:00:07.740 --> 00:00:13.439 just jump into it I'm doing pretty good. I worked 00:00:13.439 --> 00:00:19.839 this morning at 6 I took a lift to work Sometimes 00:00:19.839 --> 00:00:22.059 that's just a part of the self -care routine 00:00:22.059 --> 00:00:26.440 Sometimes that extra 20 minutes really means 00:00:26.440 --> 00:00:35.759 everything Yeah, lifted to work and Had my air 00:00:35.759 --> 00:00:40.020 pod case and I was I opened it up to pop something 00:00:40.020 --> 00:00:42.479 in and you know, maybe listen to a podcast or 00:00:42.479 --> 00:00:46.420 something and It was empty. I left my air pods 00:00:46.420 --> 00:00:51.100 at my apartment all day and I was like, oh Lovely, 00:00:51.759 --> 00:00:56.530 but it was fine. It was pretty chill. Um It's 00:00:56.530 --> 00:00:59.509 also like cold in New York again, which is very 00:00:59.509 --> 00:01:02.490 annoying It was like literally gorgeous a few 00:01:02.490 --> 00:01:07.310 days ago like perfect spring day like You know 00:01:07.310 --> 00:01:12.890 70 degrees sunny warm, but not hot like just 00:01:12.890 --> 00:01:17.069 beautiful and Now it's cold again, and I also 00:01:17.069 --> 00:01:19.750 think it's like low -key hailing I was outside 00:01:19.750 --> 00:01:21.950 and it looked like rain and then I literally 00:01:21.950 --> 00:01:24.799 got hit by a piece of ice so Don't know what 00:01:24.799 --> 00:01:27.719 the fuck's going on, but I was fooled. I was 00:01:27.719 --> 00:01:29.579 fooled by the fake spring I was like, oh my god, 00:01:29.579 --> 00:01:33.420 we made it like we're over the hump and We're 00:01:33.420 --> 00:01:36.019 definitely over winter, but we're in the weird 00:01:36.019 --> 00:01:41.180 in between where it's like Yeah, it's just it's 00:01:41.180 --> 00:01:47.840 just kind of a fucking mess but um Yeah, I want 00:01:47.840 --> 00:01:54.599 to start off by talking about capitalism Which 00:01:54.599 --> 00:01:57.439 you know, if you know me, you know, I just love 00:01:57.439 --> 00:02:02.959 me some fucking capitalism Yeah, I mean I I talked 00:02:02.959 --> 00:02:06.260 in the last episode about my new Work schedule 00:02:06.260 --> 00:02:09.319 as of December where I have two jobs and I'm 00:02:09.319 --> 00:02:12.780 working At 6 a .m. Four days a week and then 00:02:12.780 --> 00:02:15.639 I'm usually working. I Basically have one day 00:02:15.639 --> 00:02:19.039 off most most weeks today. I actually have two 00:02:19.039 --> 00:02:25.729 days off, which is so exciting but yeah I've 00:02:25.729 --> 00:02:29.009 I've been burnt out for a while I am so tired 00:02:29.009 --> 00:02:37.610 and it is it's just so crazy like just like the 00:02:37.610 --> 00:02:42.849 normalization of of living this way um because 00:02:42.849 --> 00:02:47.770 I I already have ADHD as I've talked about many 00:02:47.770 --> 00:02:51.159 many times I have issues with motivation I have 00:02:51.159 --> 00:02:54.020 issues with like executive function and like 00:02:54.020 --> 00:02:57.659 doing things But especially when you're living 00:02:57.659 --> 00:03:00.020 under capitalism and you're working working two 00:03:00.020 --> 00:03:03.740 jobs It's really hard and I try not to beat myself 00:03:03.740 --> 00:03:06.879 up when I don't Utilize my very limited free 00:03:06.879 --> 00:03:10.479 time to do things that are quote -unquote productive 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:17.800 And I literally so like I have this pair of jeans 00:03:17.800 --> 00:03:24.419 that There I've had for like At least three years 00:03:24.419 --> 00:03:27.919 maybe like four three four years They're just 00:03:27.919 --> 00:03:33.180 these awesome like baggy Very I guess you could 00:03:33.180 --> 00:03:35.699 say very it gives like early 2000s, you know, 00:03:35.719 --> 00:03:39.379 like just huge ass jeans, but like fitted like 00:03:39.379 --> 00:03:43.680 they're kind of They're they're not low -waisted, 00:03:43.680 --> 00:03:48.650 but the waist is It fits me, but it hangs off 00:03:48.650 --> 00:03:55.009 just a little bit so If I'm wearing like Usually 00:03:55.009 --> 00:03:56.509 you can kind of see my underwear. I don't know 00:03:56.509 --> 00:04:00.050 why I'm like going into the Fucking details of 00:04:00.050 --> 00:04:01.750 these jeans. They're just really comfortable. 00:04:01.750 --> 00:04:06.310 I love them. They're super cute and I I have 00:04:06.310 --> 00:04:08.569 I have a pair of skinny jeans that I have gotten 00:04:08.569 --> 00:04:10.930 that I've been able to work with but for the 00:04:10.930 --> 00:04:13.689 most part I don't really like a skinny jean or 00:04:13.689 --> 00:04:16.519 I just don't like any It doesn't have to be skinny 00:04:16.519 --> 00:04:20.259 any gene where I can't move and I'm not like 00:04:20.259 --> 00:04:23.120 if I can't like bend my leg It makes me feel 00:04:23.120 --> 00:04:26.100 claustrophobic So that's why I love these jeans 00:04:26.100 --> 00:04:28.360 because it feels like wearing sweatpants like 00:04:28.360 --> 00:04:32.060 they're so giant and comfortable So I wear them 00:04:32.060 --> 00:04:34.980 a lot. I've worn them a lot over the years and 00:04:34.980 --> 00:04:37.879 a few months ago I noticed that a hole started 00:04:37.879 --> 00:04:41.339 to form in the crotch and at first it was just 00:04:41.339 --> 00:04:44.040 like little hole I was like oh okay I took note 00:04:44.040 --> 00:04:45.899 of it and I was like damn like that sucks like 00:04:45.899 --> 00:04:49.139 these are my favorite jeans and the hole just 00:04:49.139 --> 00:04:50.980 started to get bigger and bigger and bigger and 00:04:50.980 --> 00:04:54.800 bigger and I knew in my head and I don't know 00:04:54.800 --> 00:04:57.439 how to sew or I didn't know how to sew and I 00:04:57.439 --> 00:05:00.579 was like I just need to like you know sit down 00:05:00.579 --> 00:05:03.439 one of these days and just like sew these sew 00:05:03.439 --> 00:05:05.379 this whole clothes and you know watch a video 00:05:05.379 --> 00:05:06.819 or whatever the fuck and figure out how to do 00:05:06.819 --> 00:05:11.569 this and y 'all don't understand how daunting 00:05:11.569 --> 00:05:16.230 this task seemed to me like i was just like oh 00:05:16.230 --> 00:05:18.490 my god like i just don't have the time or the 00:05:18.490 --> 00:05:22.170 energy to like fucking sit down and do this shit 00:05:22.170 --> 00:05:26.050 like i don't um and so the hole just continued 00:05:26.050 --> 00:05:28.209 to grow and grow and grow and then it became 00:05:28.209 --> 00:05:31.189 like two holes and it was just like something 00:05:31.189 --> 00:05:34.470 where i was constantly like and also like at 00:05:34.470 --> 00:05:37.769 my job at my coffee job We have to wear pants, 00:05:37.870 --> 00:05:39.769 you know, I can't wear like sweatpants or anything 00:05:39.769 --> 00:05:41.870 else and I don't own a lot of pairs of pants 00:05:41.870 --> 00:05:46.089 So i'm rotating out like my four fucking pants 00:05:46.089 --> 00:05:49.170 that I like find comfortable and whatever to 00:05:49.170 --> 00:05:52.050 wear like every single week, so i'm wearing the 00:05:52.050 --> 00:05:56.149 jeans that have the hole in them and It's just 00:05:56.149 --> 00:05:58.370 getting bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger 00:05:58.370 --> 00:06:03.910 um anyways, I say all about to say I finally 00:06:03.910 --> 00:06:10.300 patched the hole up like week ago On one of like 00:06:10.300 --> 00:06:14.019 I was working that morning and I think I I took 00:06:14.019 --> 00:06:16.699 the jeans and my little sewing kit that I had 00:06:16.699 --> 00:06:19.639 bought and I put it in my tote with me so that 00:06:19.639 --> 00:06:23.000 after work I went to the library and I made that 00:06:23.000 --> 00:06:30.120 my task And I did it and it took like not long 00:06:30.120 --> 00:06:33.339 at all like 15 minutes and I was like oh okay 00:06:33.339 --> 00:06:35.720 so this this task that i've been putting off 00:06:35.720 --> 00:06:40.560 for months has genuinely taken no time like what 00:06:40.560 --> 00:06:44.579 but that is i mean one that's ADHD ADD but that's 00:06:44.579 --> 00:06:51.399 also just like i feel like it's honestly Like 00:06:51.399 --> 00:06:54.100 that's just that's what capitalism is It's like 00:06:54.100 --> 00:06:57.060 I I have not had the time or the energy to do 00:06:57.060 --> 00:06:59.740 this like very basic simple task and it's the 00:06:59.740 --> 00:07:01.180 problem has been getting worse and worse and 00:07:01.180 --> 00:07:02.920 worse because it's just like every day I go to 00:07:02.920 --> 00:07:05.420 work and then I get off and it's like I'm so 00:07:05.420 --> 00:07:08.779 tired that I don't want to even do anything for 00:07:08.779 --> 00:07:14.339 my own joy or my own comfort or whatever and 00:07:14.339 --> 00:07:17.740 It's wild but the hole is closed. I'm very proud 00:07:17.740 --> 00:07:23.360 of myself and I'm happy that I also like Like 00:07:23.360 --> 00:07:25.759 yeah, it literally was not hard at all. So I'm 00:07:25.759 --> 00:07:29.360 like, okay I can sew things I can close things 00:07:29.360 --> 00:07:34.040 up but something else that I have put off for 00:07:34.040 --> 00:07:36.959 months and I'm finally like able to confront 00:07:36.959 --> 00:07:39.759 because it's just gotten to a point where I can't 00:07:39.759 --> 00:07:43.199 ignore any longer is So with my work schedule, 00:07:43.199 --> 00:07:48.000 whatever I am on my feet so much. I'm on my feet 00:07:48.000 --> 00:07:53.490 all day and so I'm constantly wearing shoes and 00:07:53.490 --> 00:08:00.350 This is like This is something I've never truly 00:08:00.350 --> 00:08:03.870 actually sat down and thought about and like 00:08:03.870 --> 00:08:08.529 done any research about until now, but like Shoes 00:08:08.529 --> 00:08:13.089 are not made for your feet like the average shoe 00:08:13.089 --> 00:08:16.189 It's not even when you look at shoes when you 00:08:16.189 --> 00:08:18.930 look at heels when you look at anything it's 00:08:18.930 --> 00:08:24.879 like an Equal, you know, it's circular But it's 00:08:24.879 --> 00:08:28.759 like What am I trying to say? It's um, it's like 00:08:28.759 --> 00:08:34.299 a centered Like The shoes are not shaped how 00:08:34.299 --> 00:08:35.759 feet are shaped. That's what I'm trying to say. 00:08:35.759 --> 00:08:39.440 I don't know why I'm having trouble. Um Shoes 00:08:39.440 --> 00:08:43.500 are not shaped like feet like most people your 00:08:43.500 --> 00:08:46.559 feet You know people have different toes, but 00:08:46.559 --> 00:08:50.279 for the most part like It's a slant. You know 00:08:50.279 --> 00:08:53.960 your big toe is high. It's higher than your pinky 00:08:53.960 --> 00:08:57.299 toe And it you know from your big toe to your 00:08:57.299 --> 00:09:00.399 pinky toe it it's going down That's not how shoes 00:09:00.399 --> 00:09:03.659 are shaped shoes are just like it's it's like 00:09:03.659 --> 00:09:08.460 even it's all It's it's a cosmetic like it shoes 00:09:08.460 --> 00:09:11.379 are made to look fashionable like which you know 00:09:11.379 --> 00:09:14.059 understand like you want to have Cute shoes if 00:09:14.059 --> 00:09:17.679 you have to wear shoes every day but like Literally 00:09:17.679 --> 00:09:20.340 majority of the shoes are not fucking actually 00:09:20.340 --> 00:09:23.600 like that I know I know what that's obvious, 00:09:23.740 --> 00:09:26.440 but I do it's actually not because people don't 00:09:26.440 --> 00:09:29.240 really talk about it. No one really mentions 00:09:29.240 --> 00:09:34.940 it and Like converse I used to I still have the 00:09:34.940 --> 00:09:37.460 pair but I haven't worn them because I literally 00:09:37.460 --> 00:09:42.559 wore the shoes So much that the souls have started 00:09:42.559 --> 00:09:44.820 to protrude and so i stopped wearing them because 00:09:44.820 --> 00:09:46.960 i was like i'm scared of like being out in public 00:09:46.960 --> 00:09:49.440 in these like the bottom of my shoe literally 00:09:49.440 --> 00:09:53.759 just falling off um but like i love i used to 00:09:53.759 --> 00:09:55.679 love converse like i like the way they look once 00:09:55.679 --> 00:09:57.980 you break them in they're just you know a nice 00:09:57.980 --> 00:10:01.539 looking shoe but they're so first of all they're 00:10:01.539 --> 00:10:05.899 so narrow but they're it's like that i think 00:10:05.899 --> 00:10:09.259 is a perfect example of just like how you're 00:10:09.259 --> 00:10:12.529 we're cramming Our shoe we're carrying our feet 00:10:12.529 --> 00:10:16.490 where our toes are like supposed to spread out 00:10:16.490 --> 00:10:19.649 Y 'all I don't know. I I'm not trying to ramble 00:10:19.649 --> 00:10:22.570 about this for 20 minutes But I watched a video 00:10:22.570 --> 00:10:25.629 on it last night because basically, okay I'm 00:10:25.629 --> 00:10:27.389 sorry. This is all over the place. I say all 00:10:27.389 --> 00:10:31.409 that to say I Since I've started working so much. 00:10:31.409 --> 00:10:36.710 I have been I have developed foot pain and ankle 00:10:36.710 --> 00:10:42.919 pain and I have like this corn on one of my toes 00:10:42.919 --> 00:10:45.100 okay we're getting we're getting real i don't 00:10:45.100 --> 00:10:48.000 care i have a corn on one of my toes basically 00:10:48.000 --> 00:10:50.539 it's it's just essentially like when there's 00:10:50.539 --> 00:10:53.639 a bunch of pressure and a bunch of friction calluses 00:10:53.639 --> 00:10:55.539 will start to form and calluses are normal we 00:10:55.539 --> 00:10:57.320 all have calluses to a certain degree on our 00:10:57.320 --> 00:11:00.899 hands on our feet whatever but when a callus 00:11:01.129 --> 00:11:03.629 you keep experiencing that same friction that 00:11:03.629 --> 00:11:06.629 a corn will develop and a corn is basically just 00:11:06.629 --> 00:11:09.149 a callus but when you put pressure on it it starts 00:11:09.149 --> 00:11:12.789 to hurt and it's like a sharp pain. So I have 00:11:12.789 --> 00:11:15.429 that on one of my feet and it's literally to 00:11:15.429 --> 00:11:18.549 the point where like when I get up in the morning 00:11:18.549 --> 00:11:22.750 and I put my shoes on and I immediately feel 00:11:22.750 --> 00:11:26.009 that pressure like my feet already hurt like 00:11:26.009 --> 00:11:28.129 it's not even just like oh it's a walking around 00:11:28.129 --> 00:11:32.690 like no my feet hurt so I have known for a few 00:11:32.690 --> 00:11:35.309 months now that I'm like I have to get new shoes 00:11:35.309 --> 00:11:37.669 like because my shoes that I have are literally 00:11:37.669 --> 00:11:40.750 from high school you know like I just I get shoes 00:11:40.750 --> 00:11:43.169 new sometimes but it's not something that I'm 00:11:43.169 --> 00:11:45.490 doing often like shoes are expensive and it's 00:11:45.490 --> 00:11:49.190 also like it's a whole event to get new shoes 00:11:49.190 --> 00:11:52.190 and I buy new shoes online sometimes too but 00:11:52.190 --> 00:11:54.029 like I feel like with shoes you really have to 00:11:54.029 --> 00:11:57.039 try them on know how they feel so that's why 00:11:57.039 --> 00:11:58.960 it's just something I never want to fucking do 00:11:58.960 --> 00:12:01.940 like I don't want to go to like a DSW and spend 00:12:01.940 --> 00:12:07.259 five hours walking around in shoes but Do I do 00:12:07.259 --> 00:12:09.279 actually have to do that because I've been putting 00:12:09.279 --> 00:12:11.899 this off again because of capitalism and because 00:12:11.899 --> 00:12:14.460 of the fact that I'm so tired That I don't want 00:12:14.460 --> 00:12:17.580 to dedicate my only free time to like doing a 00:12:17.580 --> 00:12:20.379 chore So I've just been putting it off. But y 00:12:20.379 --> 00:12:22.860 'all it's really getting ridiculous. My feet 00:12:22.860 --> 00:12:28.899 hurt so bad and it's to the point now where I 00:12:28.899 --> 00:12:33.220 have ankle pain and It's like the front of my 00:12:33.220 --> 00:12:38.399 foot. It's my shins. It's all of it and um it's 00:12:38.399 --> 00:12:40.399 getting really scary and i've been like trying 00:12:40.399 --> 00:12:44.019 to google like shoes with wide toe boxes because 00:12:44.019 --> 00:12:46.820 that's really what it is is i was like i was 00:12:46.820 --> 00:12:49.659 like okay i'm experiencing this pressure on my 00:12:49.659 --> 00:12:53.799 toe so like i must have wide feet and so i've 00:12:53.799 --> 00:12:56.740 been looking at shoes for wide feet but that's 00:12:56.740 --> 00:12:58.860 the thing is i don't have wide feet my feet are 00:12:58.860 --> 00:13:01.720 pretty narrow it's just the toes like my feet 00:13:01.720 --> 00:13:04.159 aren't literally normal it's just the fact that 00:13:04.159 --> 00:13:10.710 shoes not made to fit feet like they're you it's 00:13:10.710 --> 00:13:13.509 normal to squeeze your toes together and have 00:13:13.509 --> 00:13:15.230 your toes be squeezed together all day and I 00:13:15.230 --> 00:13:17.529 watched a whole YouTube video of this guy talking 00:13:17.529 --> 00:13:19.490 about like recommending different shoe brands 00:13:19.490 --> 00:13:22.889 talking about what makes a shoe healthy for you 00:13:22.889 --> 00:13:28.870 and Yeah, I mean it's just crazy like he explained 00:13:28.870 --> 00:13:31.210 very briefly but like your your toes like your 00:13:31.210 --> 00:13:34.190 feet like that's a pretty important part of your 00:13:34.190 --> 00:13:36.779 body it That's you're balancing your whole body 00:13:36.779 --> 00:13:38.259 on that so your feet need to be strong and they 00:13:38.259 --> 00:13:41.039 need to be healthy and your toes Do as well because 00:13:41.039 --> 00:13:44.220 they're supposed to splay and allow like, you 00:13:44.220 --> 00:13:46.639 know If you're going on your tippy toes or anything 00:13:46.639 --> 00:13:50.779 like that. It was it was so It was eye -opening. 00:13:50.799 --> 00:13:54.059 I'm not even fucking gonna lie to you like and 00:13:54.059 --> 00:13:57.539 I just it's something that I need to do now because 00:13:57.539 --> 00:13:59.940 I like I'm It's gonna get to a point where I 00:13:59.940 --> 00:14:01.539 have to go to like a doctor or something and 00:14:01.539 --> 00:14:05.259 I don't want to have to do that So he's just 00:14:05.259 --> 00:14:10.080 like damn trying to find shoes with with wide 00:14:10.080 --> 00:14:12.679 toe boxes and it sucks because so many shoes 00:14:12.679 --> 00:14:19.120 are really cute, but I just I Know like it's 00:14:19.120 --> 00:14:22.559 actually When I get home and I get to take my 00:14:22.559 --> 00:14:27.139 shoes off like it is like wow like feeling my 00:14:27.139 --> 00:14:32.679 toes being able to Just be normal and not be 00:14:32.669 --> 00:14:37.070 Crunched into a shoe is really nice. But yeah, 00:14:37.149 --> 00:14:41.149 I don't know that's that's been Something I have 00:14:41.149 --> 00:14:46.389 been Tapped into recently. I just ordered a new 00:14:46.389 --> 00:14:49.269 pair of shoes and they're like low -key like 00:14:49.269 --> 00:14:53.590 barefoot shoes The shoes that are like really 00:14:53.590 --> 00:14:56.370 flat and they have a wide toe box and that's 00:14:56.370 --> 00:14:58.299 the thing is So many shoes that are good for 00:14:58.299 --> 00:15:00.799 your feet are really ugly, but I don't even care 00:15:00.799 --> 00:15:03.240 anymore because, like, I have to get rid of these 00:15:03.240 --> 00:15:07.759 shoes that are causing me pain. Anyways, we're 00:15:07.759 --> 00:15:09.860 done with the feet talk. I'm sorry if that was 00:15:09.860 --> 00:15:12.799 extremely uninteresting, but to me, it's very 00:15:12.799 --> 00:15:17.940 important. So, yeah. Y 'all, like, look into 00:15:17.940 --> 00:15:20.720 the shoes that you're wearing, truly, especially 00:15:20.720 --> 00:15:23.139 if you experience any discomfort throughout the 00:15:23.139 --> 00:15:26.649 day, like that. It should not be normal, but 00:15:26.649 --> 00:15:29.129 for me it has been normal for the past few months 00:15:29.129 --> 00:15:36.669 because I just have not had the time. Um... Yes. 00:15:37.570 --> 00:15:40.450 Yes. And I, the other day I got off work and 00:15:40.450 --> 00:15:43.909 I went to go to this place to get these shoes 00:15:43.909 --> 00:15:48.590 that I saw online that came up. Um, when I, I 00:15:48.590 --> 00:15:51.789 searched like shoes, like yes, shoes with white 00:15:51.789 --> 00:15:55.429 toe boxes and it's also fucked up because Half 00:15:55.429 --> 00:15:57.970 of the like all of the shoes that I saw that 00:15:57.970 --> 00:16:01.029 came up It was you know when you see the shopping 00:16:01.029 --> 00:16:03.690 thing like it was just it was it said sponsored 00:16:03.690 --> 00:16:06.429 products So I'm like are these even like is this 00:16:06.429 --> 00:16:08.570 what I'm actually looking for or is this just 00:16:08.570 --> 00:16:11.409 what Google is trying to? Sell to me like I don't 00:16:11.409 --> 00:16:14.269 know. But anyways, I went to the store in person 00:16:14.269 --> 00:16:16.970 to try on the shoes and it was in Soho it was 00:16:16.970 --> 00:16:20.549 called like G you I think I had never heard of 00:16:20.549 --> 00:16:23.340 the store The shoes were cute. It was like these 00:16:23.340 --> 00:16:27.860 ballet sneakers, but I I had to get the fuck 00:16:27.860 --> 00:16:32.879 out of there just out of the area I Hate I hate 00:16:32.879 --> 00:16:38.500 Soho it is disgusting All of the rich people 00:16:38.500 --> 00:16:42.820 and that's the thing too with it warming up It's 00:16:42.820 --> 00:16:46.559 like cool and it's also not cool that once it 00:16:46.559 --> 00:16:50.000 warms up then everyone is out Because I don't 00:16:50.000 --> 00:16:53.299 want to see rich people. I don't. I don't. And 00:16:53.299 --> 00:16:55.860 that's one thing that really fucking sucks about 00:16:55.860 --> 00:16:59.960 New York. There's so many people here with money 00:16:59.960 --> 00:17:04.759 and it just makes me feel so not even poor. It 00:17:04.759 --> 00:17:09.619 just reminds me that like this is my life and 00:17:09.619 --> 00:17:12.140 I unfortunately have to work and all of us have 00:17:12.140 --> 00:17:15.309 to work. But like So many people I'm just like 00:17:15.309 --> 00:17:18.990 what do y 'all do? It's just people walking around 00:17:18.990 --> 00:17:22.630 with like fucking 10 shopping bags from like 00:17:22.630 --> 00:17:26.349 all these bougie ass places Like what do y 'all 00:17:26.349 --> 00:17:29.029 do for work? I'm like walking crossing an intersection 00:17:29.029 --> 00:17:32.930 in this girl in a Convertible who looks to be 00:17:32.930 --> 00:17:35.509 about 17 years old is like driving through and 00:17:35.509 --> 00:17:43.000 I'm like, oh my god like I really Just can't 00:17:43.000 --> 00:17:46.819 I can't do it. I hate it. It's such a soulless 00:17:46.819 --> 00:17:53.480 place to be Yeah, that's all I have to say about 00:17:53.480 --> 00:17:59.579 so ho I Like work pretty close to there so it's 00:17:59.579 --> 00:18:02.079 it's you know I'm never like going out of my 00:18:02.079 --> 00:18:05.180 way to go there, but From walking through or 00:18:05.180 --> 00:18:06.700 there's you know somewhere near there. I need 00:18:06.700 --> 00:18:17.799 to go. It's just like oh, hey Hey, lol Um Let's 00:18:17.799 --> 00:18:25.420 talk about some pop culture, I guess I Guess 00:18:25.420 --> 00:18:29.259 we can do that. I guess I want to talk about 00:18:29.259 --> 00:18:35.099 dochi because Dochi said something on threads 00:18:35.099 --> 00:18:38.880 that pissed everybody off and I am currently 00:18:41.139 --> 00:18:44.960 Finding it should have been more prepared. Sorry 00:18:44.960 --> 00:18:49.799 Dochi said on threads People act like it's a 00:18:49.799 --> 00:18:52.079 crime to dislike cats when they genuinely aren't 00:18:52.079 --> 00:18:54.140 friendly animals, they don't want to be domestic 00:18:54.140 --> 00:18:55.960 Just leave them alone. Like it's not organic. 00:18:55.960 --> 00:18:58.799 I'm sorry be for real It's so rare that cats 00:18:58.799 --> 00:19:01.000 are immediately lovey without years of pain and 00:19:01.000 --> 00:19:03.279 work put in y 'all be scratched and beat the 00:19:03.279 --> 00:19:08.809 fuck up by your own animals I can't So she said 00:19:08.809 --> 00:19:12.589 that on threads Everyone got pissed off, you 00:19:12.589 --> 00:19:15.549 know, obviously the cat people and I just want 00:19:15.549 --> 00:19:19.829 to give my two cents because I Grew up with a 00:19:19.829 --> 00:19:24.690 dog in my house who like I begged my parents 00:19:24.690 --> 00:19:29.430 for legitimately two years straight for a dog 00:19:29.430 --> 00:19:32.930 like and When I say that I genuinely mean every 00:19:32.930 --> 00:19:34.789 single day. Can I have a dog? Can I have a dog 00:19:34.789 --> 00:19:40.000 camera dog? Writing letters Putting you know 00:19:40.000 --> 00:19:41.819 writing can I have a dog on little pieces of 00:19:41.819 --> 00:19:44.299 paper tying it to a balloon like throwing it 00:19:44.299 --> 00:19:48.240 into my parents room like making presentations 00:19:48.240 --> 00:19:52.819 like I'm not I I begged okay, cuz I love dogs 00:19:52.819 --> 00:19:56.720 or I Even before I had I'd ever really had one 00:19:56.720 --> 00:19:59.180 I knew that I loved dogs just from my interactions 00:19:59.180 --> 00:20:01.380 and I to this day love dogs I'm definitely a 00:20:01.380 --> 00:20:05.220 dog person So I had a dog growing up My first 00:20:05.220 --> 00:20:08.299 experience living with cats was in college. Both 00:20:08.299 --> 00:20:11.619 of my best friends had a cat and we all lived 00:20:11.619 --> 00:20:14.480 in a house together. And so that was my first 00:20:14.480 --> 00:20:17.920 time living with them. And since then, I've honestly 00:20:17.920 --> 00:20:21.200 lived with so many cats. I feel like every roommate 00:20:21.200 --> 00:20:24.619 that I have had has had a cat. Um, cause I mean, 00:20:24.720 --> 00:20:28.380 hey, cats are popular. I think amongst, I feel 00:20:28.380 --> 00:20:31.460 like amongst Gen Z, like, I don't know. I feel 00:20:31.460 --> 00:20:36.009 like Because I think it's just like they're super 00:20:36.009 --> 00:20:39.829 easy In the sense that like yeah, you don't have 00:20:39.829 --> 00:20:41.690 to walk them. They're like pretty independent 00:20:41.690 --> 00:20:50.289 whatever So I Before I ever had lived with a 00:20:50.289 --> 00:20:52.009 cat I definitely was a person where I was like 00:20:52.009 --> 00:20:56.029 I don't like cats I've lived with them now and 00:20:56.029 --> 00:20:58.990 I think cats are cool They can be cool and obviously 00:20:58.990 --> 00:21:02.599 every animal every cat is different Know some 00:21:02.599 --> 00:21:04.740 cats that are evil and I know some cats that 00:21:04.740 --> 00:21:06.180 are really really sweet the cats that I live 00:21:06.180 --> 00:21:08.420 with right now is super clingy and touchy She's 00:21:08.420 --> 00:21:11.680 like literally the kindest cat I've ever met. 00:21:11.680 --> 00:21:18.640 It's kind of crazy um but I Definitely don't 00:21:18.640 --> 00:21:21.980 think what dochi said was wrong I'm not gonna 00:21:21.980 --> 00:21:26.240 lie because that is I do hold that opinion and 00:21:26.240 --> 00:21:29.400 like This mate. I don't know. I feel like you 00:21:30.440 --> 00:21:34.859 Feathers are gonna be ruffled, but I Don't I 00:21:34.859 --> 00:21:37.680 don't like that about cats that you know I of 00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:40.980 course respect it like that is how I am we're 00:21:40.980 --> 00:21:43.859 like You know you have to like build that trust 00:21:43.859 --> 00:21:47.299 in order for me to you know, whatever give affection 00:21:47.299 --> 00:21:50.759 That's most people but cats are like that where 00:21:50.759 --> 00:21:54.960 you have to you know build that trust up and 00:21:54.960 --> 00:21:59.109 Work towards it for them to like you cool respect 00:21:59.109 --> 00:22:03.609 it awesome great i don't like that in a pet because 00:22:03.609 --> 00:22:08.250 i think if i am going to you know go adopt an 00:22:08.250 --> 00:22:11.690 animal and bring them into my house and have 00:22:11.690 --> 00:22:15.410 them not be paying any rent paying for any groceries 00:22:15.410 --> 00:22:24.210 paying for anything um i think that you me i 00:22:24.210 --> 00:22:29.880 want unconditional love from an animal and that's 00:22:29.880 --> 00:22:31.920 what I love about dogs is you really don't have 00:22:31.920 --> 00:22:34.980 to do anything they will most likely be nice 00:22:34.980 --> 00:22:39.500 to you um so I find that annoying about cats 00:22:39.500 --> 00:22:42.799 I think you know I don't want to have to like 00:22:42.799 --> 00:22:46.119 do a bunch of work to make an animal like me 00:22:46.119 --> 00:22:51.480 and The end where she's like people be scratched 00:22:51.480 --> 00:22:53.039 up and beat the fuck up by their own animals 00:22:53.039 --> 00:22:56.759 is also a true statement like every fucking person 00:22:56.759 --> 00:23:00.420 I know who has a cat constantly has scratches 00:23:00.420 --> 00:23:04.359 up and down their arm and tears and fucking bruises 00:23:04.359 --> 00:23:07.660 and all types of shit from and and like my best 00:23:07.660 --> 00:23:10.380 friend in college like yeah, her arms would be 00:23:10.380 --> 00:23:14.400 tore up and It was just like, you know, yes TV's 00:23:14.400 --> 00:23:20.210 just I like no No, I can't do that cuz I my um 00:23:20.210 --> 00:23:23.650 my best friend my like one of my roommates in 00:23:23.650 --> 00:23:30.529 college She had a cat and I would play with her 00:23:30.529 --> 00:23:32.750 cat and the cat would be cool and then all of 00:23:32.750 --> 00:23:36.250 a sudden the cat would unleash its fucking knives 00:23:36.250 --> 00:23:40.109 of claws and it's sharp ass teeth and start like 00:23:40.109 --> 00:23:44.740 bite like no, I'm not doing that and yeah i feel 00:23:44.740 --> 00:23:47.059 like that's pretty normal sort of normalized 00:23:47.059 --> 00:23:50.660 to for cats to just like switch up like that 00:23:50.660 --> 00:23:53.480 i don't like it i don't like it and that's not 00:23:53.480 --> 00:23:57.500 my thing um so yeah i don't think doji was wrong 00:23:57.500 --> 00:23:59.660 i think she's entitled to have her own fucking 00:23:59.660 --> 00:24:01.799 opinion i don't understand why everyone is like 00:24:01.799 --> 00:24:04.440 up in arms especially because cat people talk 00:24:04.440 --> 00:24:06.660 shit about dogs all the time and are like dogs 00:24:06.660 --> 00:24:08.619 are so gross and they're so needy and they're 00:24:08.619 --> 00:24:10.500 this and they're that it's like We're all entitled 00:24:10.500 --> 00:24:12.880 to have our opinions. Um, but anyways, let me 00:24:12.880 --> 00:24:14.420 move on. I've been talking about this for like 00:24:14.420 --> 00:24:20.539 four fucking minutes. Um, what else? Chapel Rowan. 00:24:20.819 --> 00:24:24.299 This is something small, but I just, she's funny. 00:24:24.579 --> 00:24:28.099 I feel like if I were famous, I would be like 00:24:28.099 --> 00:24:31.380 Chapel Rowan. Like there's this video going around 00:24:31.380 --> 00:24:36.819 of her right now. Um, she's like outside of something 00:24:36.819 --> 00:24:40.339 somewhere trying to get somewhere and paparazzi 00:24:40.339 --> 00:24:42.740 are, you know, being paparazzi and being annoying 00:24:42.740 --> 00:24:45.519 and then she's recording them and being like, 00:24:45.519 --> 00:24:47.700 yeah, so like these are the people that aren't 00:24:47.700 --> 00:24:50.220 listening to my requests and are disrespecting 00:24:50.220 --> 00:24:56.140 my boundaries and blah blah blah blah blah. And 00:24:56.140 --> 00:25:00.079 I don't know, like I think it's real and I honestly 00:25:00.079 --> 00:25:05.079 I've had some like, Chaperone has annoyed me 00:25:05.079 --> 00:25:12.650 in the past because like her Take on Her takes 00:25:12.650 --> 00:25:16.170 with boundaries and all of that is very real 00:25:16.170 --> 00:25:19.089 but I do remember there was a point where she 00:25:19.089 --> 00:25:22.549 was like complaining about You know just like 00:25:22.549 --> 00:25:28.049 being famous and you know how it's Hard and how 00:25:28.049 --> 00:25:31.170 it's you know frustrating not having your privacy 00:25:31.170 --> 00:25:34.890 and not having this not having that and you know 00:25:34.890 --> 00:25:38.640 complaining a lot and like Don't know I feel 00:25:38.640 --> 00:25:45.460 I Have different feelings about it like I totally 00:25:45.460 --> 00:25:53.019 Part of me is like, okay, I understand it's annoying 00:25:53.019 --> 00:25:56.799 but if you don't want to be famous if you don't 00:25:56.799 --> 00:25:59.599 want to deal with that then delete your Instagram, 00:25:59.599 --> 00:26:03.799 you know, delete your social media and go away 00:26:03.799 --> 00:26:05.819 for a few months and and people will forget about 00:26:05.819 --> 00:26:08.740 you and You know, it's not that you I don't know 00:26:08.740 --> 00:26:11.019 like you can do music and you can do your own 00:26:11.019 --> 00:26:12.940 shit But you're famous now that is what it is 00:26:12.940 --> 00:26:15.000 if you don't want to be famous anymore than like 00:26:15.000 --> 00:26:17.819 I said delete your social media Create an alias 00:26:17.819 --> 00:26:20.380 and maybe do your music under that I don't know 00:26:20.380 --> 00:26:22.660 how it really works Like once you're already 00:26:22.660 --> 00:26:25.539 famous like trying to rid yourself of that fame 00:26:25.980 --> 00:26:29.099 but you can't have your cake and eat it too like 00:26:29.099 --> 00:26:32.140 you can't have all of the benefits of being rich 00:26:32.140 --> 00:26:35.819 and famous you know like not having to live under 00:26:35.819 --> 00:26:37.420 fucking i mean you live under capitalism but 00:26:37.420 --> 00:26:40.099 not having to like actually experience the weight 00:26:40.099 --> 00:26:42.400 of capitalism and like going to a fucking job 00:26:42.400 --> 00:26:46.920 that you hate and not having a life that you 00:26:46.920 --> 00:26:51.759 want to live like if you're gonna be famous You're 00:26:51.759 --> 00:26:54.180 gonna be rich then you need to deal with being 00:26:54.180 --> 00:26:57.380 rich and famous if you don't want to do that 00:26:57.380 --> 00:27:01.079 Then you don't have to So that is how I feel 00:27:01.079 --> 00:27:06.160 sometimes but I also do like I you know, I've 00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:07.980 had my thoughts I think everyone has about like 00:27:07.980 --> 00:27:10.500 what would it be like to be famous, but I truly 00:27:10.500 --> 00:27:12.279 don't think I could fucking handle that I think 00:27:12.279 --> 00:27:15.259 I would get extremely agitated very quickly and 00:27:15.259 --> 00:27:17.579 I would be overstimulated because Mitch I'm already 00:27:17.579 --> 00:27:20.210 overstimulated leaving my apartment and you know 00:27:20.210 --> 00:27:23.589 having to deal with a random man like Catcalling 00:27:23.589 --> 00:27:25.769 me and saying some crazy shit to me that already 00:27:25.769 --> 00:27:28.589 takes so much energy out for me to have to like 00:27:28.589 --> 00:27:32.410 rebuttal and be like fuck you Stop talking to 00:27:32.410 --> 00:27:35.250 me. So I can't imagine being a celebrity and 00:27:35.250 --> 00:27:37.369 having You know every time you leave the house 00:27:37.369 --> 00:27:39.609 people not only bothering you but like knowing 00:27:39.609 --> 00:27:42.410 who you are harassing you trying to take pictures 00:27:42.410 --> 00:27:45.789 whatever that sounds terrible, but again if you 00:27:46.160 --> 00:27:50.680 Don't know I don't know because it's like Yeah, 00:27:50.680 --> 00:27:53.460 I mean you can't be a celebrity and not deal 00:27:53.460 --> 00:28:01.119 with that so I Don't know but I do think Celebrity 00:28:01.119 --> 00:28:05.319 culture stand culture all of that is Unnecessary 00:28:05.319 --> 00:28:08.559 it's getting out of hand and That brings me to 00:28:08.559 --> 00:28:12.220 the next thing that I wanted to talk about which 00:28:12.220 --> 00:28:19.730 was Rihanna and A few days ago, this woman shot 00:28:19.730 --> 00:28:23.670 at Rihanna's house, shot at the outside of her 00:28:23.670 --> 00:28:33.670 house. And, you know, that happened. And they 00:28:33.670 --> 00:28:36.630 found this woman's Facebook and her social media 00:28:36.630 --> 00:28:42.349 and she has had, she's made so many posts and... 00:28:42.569 --> 00:28:45.730 and talked about Rihanna in a way that's like 00:28:45.730 --> 00:28:48.250 very strange like there's a video of her where 00:28:48.250 --> 00:28:51.809 she was like yeah Rihanna like I know you want 00:28:51.809 --> 00:28:56.630 to be me and you're you have this giant forehead 00:28:56.630 --> 00:29:01.130 and God is punishing you like genuinely genuinely 00:29:01.130 --> 00:29:06.069 very insane like I she like there's some psychosis 00:29:06.069 --> 00:29:12.380 or something happening here but that situation 00:29:12.380 --> 00:29:18.779 and so many other things, I just feel like celebrity 00:29:18.779 --> 00:29:22.000 culture, stan culture, it's got to stop because 00:29:22.000 --> 00:29:29.119 that is so scary and we have created this environment 00:29:29.119 --> 00:29:32.799 where people feel like they know people who are 00:29:32.799 --> 00:29:36.420 famous or people who are on the internet and 00:29:36.420 --> 00:29:42.220 yeah, it's like It's really it's just not it 00:29:42.220 --> 00:29:45.980 isn't okay. It's not and but I also don't know 00:29:45.980 --> 00:29:52.140 how if celebrities are a thing and the Concept 00:29:52.140 --> 00:29:54.039 of famous people is something that exists. I 00:29:54.039 --> 00:29:58.279 don't know how we're how I Don't know how that 00:29:58.279 --> 00:30:01.519 can exist without there being you know, so many 00:30:01.519 --> 00:30:04.900 negative consequences You can't be known by so 00:30:04.900 --> 00:30:07.640 many people and not experience the negatives 00:30:07.640 --> 00:30:11.680 of that And I don't know I just I think it's 00:30:11.680 --> 00:30:15.000 fucking crazy and stupid like who cares these 00:30:15.000 --> 00:30:17.819 people are like normal people they just have 00:30:17.819 --> 00:30:20.940 a ton of money like that's the only thing that's 00:30:20.940 --> 00:30:22.200 special or different about them though they have 00:30:22.200 --> 00:30:24.039 money and then you know some of them have talent 00:30:24.039 --> 00:30:30.400 that's it like that's all it's not it's not that 00:30:30.400 --> 00:30:34.599 deep and it is just really scary and disturbing 00:30:34.599 --> 00:30:38.640 because like you know Selena she was murdered 00:30:38.640 --> 00:30:42.359 by someone who was a supposed like super fan 00:30:42.359 --> 00:30:46.640 and you know that that's something that happens 00:30:46.640 --> 00:30:49.519 like it is so scary just the way that people 00:30:49.519 --> 00:30:53.279 foster these relationships with people that they 00:30:53.279 --> 00:30:59.380 don't fucking know um so yeah I being a celebrity 00:30:59.380 --> 00:31:04.200 sounds horrible um just like everything about 00:31:04.200 --> 00:31:13.319 it like I my dream I say this all the time and 00:31:13.319 --> 00:31:16.940 I'm like being funny, but I'm also not like I 00:31:16.940 --> 00:31:21.779 also am dead serious. I just want to be a micro 00:31:21.779 --> 00:31:25.160 influencer like a niche micro influencer on like 00:31:25.160 --> 00:31:28.079 literally Instagram like I just want to be one 00:31:28.079 --> 00:31:30.559 of those bitches who's like a quote -unquote 00:31:30.559 --> 00:31:33.160 model, but like I don't want to actually have 00:31:33.160 --> 00:31:39.559 to Do I don't want to have to do any? Like I 00:31:39.559 --> 00:31:42.119 just want to take pictures I just want to post 00:31:42.119 --> 00:31:46.740 pictures of myself on Instagram And have that 00:31:46.740 --> 00:31:51.880 be my job Like that's it and I don't like I don't 00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:54.940 think that's too much to ask for like I just 00:31:54.940 --> 00:31:59.140 want to Post pictures on Instagram and have that 00:31:59.140 --> 00:32:02.180 be my job and like people do that like people 00:32:02.180 --> 00:32:05.960 do that I don't want to have to actually disclose 00:32:08.039 --> 00:32:12.180 personal things about myself I say on my podcast, 00:32:12.559 --> 00:32:19.259 but Yeah, I just want to be like a Little tiny 00:32:19.259 --> 00:32:21.279 influencer where it's like I can you know live 00:32:21.279 --> 00:32:22.819 a normal life No one really knows who the fuck 00:32:22.819 --> 00:32:27.160 I am. I can go out be normal cool but I just 00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:30.940 have clout and so I get shit for free and I get 00:32:30.940 --> 00:32:34.099 to do like fun modeling shoots and get like PR 00:32:34.099 --> 00:32:40.059 like I don't know that is literally my my dream 00:32:40.059 --> 00:32:47.039 I just want to do that or Or like travel influencer 00:32:47.039 --> 00:32:50.880 also would be cool any influencer really even 00:32:50.880 --> 00:32:54.359 though I Think influencers can be annoying as 00:32:54.359 --> 00:33:01.799 fuck Yeah, that would be cool I don't know guys, 00:33:01.799 --> 00:33:12.579 I don't know What else Do I want to talk about 00:33:12.579 --> 00:33:16.019 I guess we can talk about like media and stuff 00:33:16.019 --> 00:33:21.819 I saw that there's this new show on Netflix That 00:33:21.819 --> 00:33:27.039 is a dating show where basically it's basically 00:33:27.039 --> 00:33:32.160 Love No, it's not below his blind at all It's 00:33:32.160 --> 00:33:33.900 it's basically just literally dating show where 00:33:33.900 --> 00:33:36.980 they don't know the ages of each other then like 00:33:36.980 --> 00:33:40.220 the only clip I saw was these this woman and 00:33:40.220 --> 00:33:44.000 this man and She was beautiful. She was gorge 00:33:44.000 --> 00:33:46.680 and she was like, do you know how old I am? And 00:33:46.680 --> 00:33:49.900 he was like no and she was like I think she said 00:33:49.900 --> 00:33:54.420 she was 56 and she did not she looked like I 00:33:54.420 --> 00:33:57.180 would have thought like maybe 30 or early 30s 00:33:57.180 --> 00:34:00.859 She said she was 56 And then he was like, he's 00:34:00.859 --> 00:34:02.980 like, okay. He's like, you know how old I am 00:34:02.980 --> 00:34:06.460 She was like no and then it was like a long long 00:34:06.460 --> 00:34:09.139 pause like build up and then it just cut that 00:34:09.139 --> 00:34:11.579 was like the little teaser I saw but yeah, I 00:34:11.579 --> 00:34:13.440 guess it's this new show coming out. I think 00:34:13.440 --> 00:34:18.380 that's really stupid like Okay, cool. I get it 00:34:18.380 --> 00:34:21.460 But I don't understand like that doesn't really 00:34:21.460 --> 00:34:25.260 after Couple times. I don't under I don't see 00:34:25.260 --> 00:34:28.079 how that could be that entertaining or interesting 00:34:28.079 --> 00:34:31.559 To just see people date and then they just do 00:34:31.559 --> 00:34:34.360 an age reveal like genuinely who gives a fuck 00:34:34.360 --> 00:34:40.360 I Don't know the state of Netflix the state of 00:34:40.360 --> 00:34:44.019 like Netflix dating shows. Oh my god. Wait, this 00:34:44.019 --> 00:34:47.219 is what we should talk about Netflix dating shows 00:34:47.219 --> 00:34:50.639 bad trash and let's talk about love is blind 00:34:51.519 --> 00:34:56.599 because i saw this clip that literally or i watched 00:34:56.599 --> 00:35:00.320 a whole youtube video about it actually hashtag 00:35:00.320 --> 00:35:06.860 weed brain um saw a saw this clip okay so love 00:35:06.860 --> 00:35:11.739 is blind hello like hello love is blind love 00:35:11.739 --> 00:35:14.219 is blind is a show where they get a bunch of 00:35:14.219 --> 00:35:16.500 people together and they're dating and they're 00:35:16.500 --> 00:35:20.280 in pods they cannot see each other Hence the 00:35:20.280 --> 00:35:23.599 name and it's an experiment where they're trying 00:35:23.599 --> 00:35:26.679 to figure out if love is blind Obviously, it's 00:35:26.679 --> 00:35:30.079 not Obviously, it's not and so many people have 00:35:30.079 --> 00:35:32.840 made jokes about it and there are memes about 00:35:32.840 --> 00:35:36.739 how like the people on love is blind or will 00:35:36.739 --> 00:35:40.519 try to Figure out what the person that they're 00:35:40.519 --> 00:35:43.440 talking to looks like by asking questions where 00:35:43.440 --> 00:35:46.900 they'll be like Yeah, so would you say like? 00:35:48.460 --> 00:35:53.599 Would you say um You know if you're at like a 00:35:53.599 --> 00:35:55.599 you know family reunion And you guys are having 00:35:55.599 --> 00:35:57.739 a bunch of food like what kind of food would 00:35:57.739 --> 00:36:00.360 you are you guys preparing? You know for like 00:36:00.360 --> 00:36:01.900 your dinner or whatever like you know trying 00:36:01.900 --> 00:36:04.820 to find out like what race they are or like Do 00:36:04.820 --> 00:36:08.659 you would you say that you're? active Do you 00:36:08.659 --> 00:36:13.360 like to work out like you know? What you know 00:36:13.360 --> 00:36:16.340 like it's just I'm not giving good examples, 00:36:16.579 --> 00:36:19.860 but like trying to do, trying to ask like roundabout 00:36:19.860 --> 00:36:22.139 questions to get an idea of what they look like. 00:36:22.539 --> 00:36:25.920 I have only seen I think one season of Love is 00:36:25.920 --> 00:36:28.699 Blind and the season that I saw was the one where 00:36:28.699 --> 00:36:32.880 it went pretty viral. It was, there was the woman 00:36:32.880 --> 00:36:37.500 on there who said that she gets told that she 00:36:37.500 --> 00:36:41.369 looks like Megan Fox. It was this whole thing. 00:36:41.469 --> 00:36:44.610 Oh my god. It was so oh my god I'm like I'm getting 00:36:44.610 --> 00:36:46.849 flashbacks like cringe flashbacks cuz she's in 00:36:46.849 --> 00:36:49.050 these these pods, right? They're in the pods. 00:36:49.050 --> 00:36:52.710 They're talking and I don't know if he asked 00:36:52.710 --> 00:36:55.130 or if she just brought it up. Maybe he did ask 00:36:55.130 --> 00:36:57.030 maybe he did ask it That's also funny. Like they'll 00:36:57.030 --> 00:37:01.010 be like, yeah, so, you know When people say you 00:37:01.010 --> 00:37:03.190 look like a celebrity like who would they say, 00:37:03.329 --> 00:37:05.050 you know, who do you usually get like it's just 00:37:05.050 --> 00:37:08.929 so whatever So either he asked I don't fucking 00:37:08.929 --> 00:37:11.389 remember but she was talking about she was a 00:37:11.389 --> 00:37:15.170 flight attendant and she was talking about What 00:37:15.170 --> 00:37:17.469 she usually hears when people say that she looks 00:37:17.469 --> 00:37:20.289 like a celebrity and she was like, yeah, like 00:37:20.289 --> 00:37:26.090 I always get um What's her name? Machine gun 00:37:26.090 --> 00:37:31.429 Kelly's wife And then the guy that she was talking 00:37:31.429 --> 00:37:32.969 to I think his name is Jimmy I don't know why 00:37:32.969 --> 00:37:37.789 I remember his name Jimmy was like, he's like 00:37:37.789 --> 00:37:40.409 looking, looking down, looking kind of confused, 00:37:40.550 --> 00:37:45.389 and then he's like, oh wait, Megan Fox? He like, 00:37:45.630 --> 00:37:47.969 he gets this smile on his face where he's like, 00:37:47.989 --> 00:37:50.829 he's like machine gun Kelly's wife, like who? 00:37:51.510 --> 00:37:55.159 And then he's like, wait, Megan Fox? And she's 00:37:55.159 --> 00:37:57.400 like, yeah, yeah, yeah. And it's also like, bitch, 00:37:57.400 --> 00:37:59.019 you knew what you were doing. You knew what you 00:37:59.019 --> 00:38:00.800 were doing. Say Megan Fox. Like, you know her 00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:03.460 fucking name. Don't say Machine Gun Kelly's wife. 00:38:03.960 --> 00:38:07.679 Megan Fox has been famous and been more famous 00:38:07.679 --> 00:38:11.420 for longer than Machine Gun Kelly. Like, no one 00:38:11.420 --> 00:38:15.900 cares about him. But she knew what she was doing. 00:38:15.940 --> 00:38:19.539 She wanted him to figure it out. But he was like, 00:38:19.539 --> 00:38:22.199 he was like, Megan Fox? And she was like, yeah, 00:38:22.199 --> 00:38:24.440 like. she's like i don't know i think it's just 00:38:24.440 --> 00:38:27.280 like um we both have dark hair and light eyes 00:38:27.280 --> 00:38:32.199 but of course he hears that and he is getting 00:38:32.199 --> 00:38:36.980 so excited because megan fox like sex symbol 00:38:36.980 --> 00:38:41.239 um beautiful woman who by the way i think has 00:38:41.239 --> 00:38:43.639 a bbl now it's kind of disappointing but anyways 00:38:43.639 --> 00:38:50.280 um yeah he like and i mean you can't blame him 00:38:50.280 --> 00:38:54.059 like Also, I mean that's just the the whole crux 00:38:54.059 --> 00:38:57.300 of the show like People tell you they give you 00:38:57.300 --> 00:38:59.639 bits of information and then you're imagining 00:38:59.639 --> 00:39:02.699 you're you're forming this person in your brain 00:39:02.699 --> 00:39:04.679 because that's what the fuck the only thing that 00:39:04.679 --> 00:39:08.980 you can do like you know, and so anyways, they 00:39:08.980 --> 00:39:12.840 meet and I don't think anything was actually 00:39:12.840 --> 00:39:19.940 ever said where he was like Or did he? I'm sorry, 00:39:20.099 --> 00:39:23.000 y 'all. It's been a while since I saw this season. 00:39:24.159 --> 00:39:27.880 But anyways, the point I'm trying to make by 00:39:27.880 --> 00:39:30.519 telling that whole fucking story is that she 00:39:30.519 --> 00:39:32.820 does not look like Megan Fox. And so I think 00:39:32.820 --> 00:39:35.840 she was kind of wrong for saying that. And I 00:39:35.840 --> 00:39:38.760 mean, yeah, she definitely was just the dark 00:39:38.760 --> 00:39:40.840 hair and the light eyes, but that doesn't mean 00:39:40.840 --> 00:39:42.940 that you look like someone. Just means you guys 00:39:42.940 --> 00:39:48.500 have the same hair and eye color. But... Yeah, 00:39:48.500 --> 00:39:52.099 it's a problematic show because people come on 00:39:52.099 --> 00:39:54.079 and they're like, you know, I want to find love 00:39:54.079 --> 00:39:56.679 and I don't want to but unfortunately attraction 00:39:56.679 --> 00:40:00.420 is important it is and that's not like That's 00:40:00.420 --> 00:40:04.860 not That's not a bad thing Attraction is not 00:40:04.860 --> 00:40:07.960 everything but it is important and so having 00:40:07.960 --> 00:40:10.619 a whole whole dating show where people aren't 00:40:10.619 --> 00:40:12.119 seeing each other and then you're getting them 00:40:12.119 --> 00:40:15.780 together like it's obviously not like It is going 00:40:15.780 --> 00:40:20.389 to end in them breaking up in them divorcing 00:40:20.389 --> 00:40:25.829 whatever the fuck anyways fast forward to the 00:40:25.829 --> 00:40:28.889 most recent season i have not watched it but 00:40:28.889 --> 00:40:30.889 i saw this clip on tiktok and then i watched 00:40:30.889 --> 00:40:37.409 a youtube video um where someone was like just 00:40:37.409 --> 00:40:43.840 talking about this guy but he was basically This 00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:46.420 guy and this girl they have now moved out of 00:40:46.420 --> 00:40:48.320 the pods because basically you're in the pods 00:40:48.320 --> 00:40:52.440 You will talk to everyone and then you'll find 00:40:52.440 --> 00:40:55.039 you're like top people and then out of those 00:40:55.039 --> 00:40:58.619 top people the You'll come to a consensus. I 00:40:58.619 --> 00:41:04.139 guess whatever and Then the guy I guess picks 00:41:04.139 --> 00:41:08.440 whoever he wants to propose to and then they 00:41:08.440 --> 00:41:12.789 get Get have a proposal and then they're engaged 00:41:12.789 --> 00:41:15.590 and then I think they are put together to like 00:41:15.590 --> 00:41:18.590 live together in like houses apartments, whatever 00:41:18.590 --> 00:41:23.010 um, and then it's like a I guess It's a real 00:41:23.010 --> 00:41:25.590 engagement and then they're just seeing you know, 00:41:25.849 --> 00:41:29.690 if it's going to end in a marriage I think I 00:41:29.690 --> 00:41:32.070 think I don't know. It's been like I said years 00:41:32.070 --> 00:41:36.869 since I saw that season um, but this guy is with 00:41:36.869 --> 00:41:42.630 his partner that he chose um and he's talking 00:41:42.630 --> 00:41:46.510 to her and he's like he's basically like they're 00:41:46.510 --> 00:41:48.630 sat down on the couch and he's just like yeah 00:41:48.630 --> 00:41:52.889 I don't know like I guess I just don't know how 00:41:52.889 --> 00:41:56.190 to say this but you know in the real world like 00:41:56.190 --> 00:41:59.849 outside of the pods like I'm usually into someone 00:41:59.849 --> 00:42:05.130 who's like who I don't know who fucking like 00:42:05.130 --> 00:42:10.619 who goes to fucking like Pilates every day And 00:42:10.619 --> 00:42:17.239 she's like, okay. Yeah, I guess like, what do 00:42:17.239 --> 00:42:21.980 you mean by that? And he's like, it's even worse 00:42:21.980 --> 00:42:24.559 that he can't just outright say it and be like, 00:42:24.599 --> 00:42:27.079 I just want someone who's skinny or I just want 00:42:27.079 --> 00:42:31.559 someone who is thinner. Like it would be honestly. 00:42:32.510 --> 00:42:35.869 More respectable if he just said that but he's 00:42:35.869 --> 00:42:39.170 like tiptoeing around and he keeps bringing up 00:42:39.170 --> 00:42:42.570 the fucking Pilates and being like I don't know. 00:42:42.570 --> 00:42:44.969 I just like I just I just want someone who does 00:42:44.969 --> 00:42:47.550 fucking Pilates every it's like Okay, but what 00:42:47.550 --> 00:42:49.630 do you mean by that? Also, she could do Pilates 00:42:49.630 --> 00:42:52.070 every day You don't know that like anyone can 00:42:52.070 --> 00:42:56.250 do Pilates every day like that doesn't equal 00:42:56.250 --> 00:43:01.480 a certain body type, but of course in Like, you 00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:02.880 know, in the fat phobic society that we live 00:43:02.880 --> 00:43:07.760 in, you assume that someone who is working out 00:43:07.760 --> 00:43:10.579 every day is doing so to be skinny or whatever. 00:43:11.400 --> 00:43:13.699 Or you assume that someone who's doing Pilates 00:43:13.699 --> 00:43:16.420 every day would be skinny. But it's so, it was 00:43:16.420 --> 00:43:20.119 such a weird way to say that, to be like... Just 00:43:20.119 --> 00:43:22.019 want some I don't know who fucking does Pilates 00:43:22.019 --> 00:43:24.340 like I just want someone who fucking does blood 00:43:24.340 --> 00:43:26.940 I'm gonna put that on my my hinge profile like 00:43:26.940 --> 00:43:29.340 that's it like every prompt like I just want 00:43:29.340 --> 00:43:35.440 someone who does Pilates like sorry Sorry but 00:43:35.440 --> 00:43:40.699 Yeah He's like yeah, I just want someone does 00:43:40.699 --> 00:43:45.659 fucking Pilates and and He was like he was like 00:43:45.659 --> 00:43:48.800 I just want someone does fucking Pilates And 00:43:48.800 --> 00:43:51.760 also take a shot every time I say Pilates So 00:43:51.760 --> 00:43:53.420 I just want someone who does fucking Pilates 00:43:53.420 --> 00:43:59.079 and just has a you know, a different And she 00:43:59.079 --> 00:44:02.659 was like what like a different body type and 00:44:02.659 --> 00:44:05.360 he was like Yeah, I guess I don't know. It's 00:44:05.360 --> 00:44:09.760 like why are you being so like? Don't pussyfoot 00:44:09.760 --> 00:44:12.480 around what you need to say just say it. That's 00:44:12.480 --> 00:44:14.239 what you mean. Yes, you want someone who has 00:44:14.239 --> 00:44:17.190 a different body type like if you're going to 00:44:17.190 --> 00:44:21.710 be an asshole be that don't don't half ass it 00:44:21.710 --> 00:44:25.170 like i don't know it was it was crazy but she 00:44:25.170 --> 00:44:32.530 was like she was like that yeah i mean she was 00:44:32.530 --> 00:44:34.429 like that hurts like obviously she's like wow 00:44:34.429 --> 00:44:39.550 like that's really hurtful um she's like i don't 00:44:39.550 --> 00:44:41.929 i don't know why you would say like yeah you 00:44:41.929 --> 00:44:44.739 want me to like you want someone who goes to 00:44:44.739 --> 00:44:49.500 fucking goes to Pilates like and She but you 00:44:49.500 --> 00:44:52.059 know, she was getting offended obviously as anyone 00:44:52.059 --> 00:44:54.199 would when their partner is like, hey I'm not 00:44:54.199 --> 00:44:57.019 attracted to you because you're a whale and you 00:44:57.019 --> 00:45:02.800 need to get in the fucking gym But then he was 00:45:02.800 --> 00:45:05.920 like Reacting to her being upset about it and 00:45:05.920 --> 00:45:08.099 he was like, that's not even what I meant Like 00:45:08.099 --> 00:45:11.599 I didn't even mean it that way What did you mean 00:45:11.599 --> 00:45:16.679 exactly? like what? but then the the gag is that 00:45:16.679 --> 00:45:18.320 because i watched this like video where the person 00:45:18.320 --> 00:45:20.340 who actually had seen the season was breaking 00:45:20.340 --> 00:45:24.559 it down and she was very upfront like in the 00:45:24.559 --> 00:45:29.239 pods about how she's not someone who is super 00:45:29.239 --> 00:45:31.300 active or you know wants to like work out and 00:45:31.300 --> 00:45:33.440 it's not even like like she hadn't she looks 00:45:33.440 --> 00:45:35.960 she's an average woman she has an average body 00:45:35.960 --> 00:45:39.280 type i would say like you know she's not necessarily 00:45:40.309 --> 00:45:42.989 Not not necessarily like an athletic body type 00:45:42.989 --> 00:45:46.389 where she's like super toned and muscly But she's 00:45:46.389 --> 00:45:48.329 not overweight by any means like she is just 00:45:48.329 --> 00:45:52.550 a normal human being But she was like, yeah, 00:45:52.630 --> 00:45:56.550 I mean I like never gave you that impression 00:45:56.550 --> 00:46:01.210 that I you know, I'm super active or I like to 00:46:01.210 --> 00:46:06.250 do that and Yeah, it was just super fucked up 00:46:06.250 --> 00:46:08.230 and then he basically they had that conversation 00:46:08.230 --> 00:46:10.409 and then he was like I'm gonna go after the girl 00:46:10.409 --> 00:46:13.090 I actually want who was another girl who was 00:46:13.090 --> 00:46:15.269 in the pods who was engaged to another man because 00:46:15.269 --> 00:46:16.329 you know, that's the whole thing is they get 00:46:16.329 --> 00:46:20.030 engaged so he Goes and talks to her and then 00:46:20.030 --> 00:46:21.570 also that was a whole nother thing Like he was 00:46:21.570 --> 00:46:23.409 talking to her and he was being so gross and 00:46:23.409 --> 00:46:24.829 he was like drunk I don't even know they were 00:46:24.829 --> 00:46:28.949 at some event I guess but he was just drunk and 00:46:28.949 --> 00:46:33.250 like Being so gross and being like, yeah, like, 00:46:33.309 --> 00:46:35.190 you know whoever I didn't want to like, you know 00:46:35.190 --> 00:46:37.130 want to like have sex with them like whatever 00:46:37.130 --> 00:46:41.489 it's like, oh Okay, like it'll like okay. Yeah, 00:46:41.489 --> 00:46:44.309 that makes sense. But it'll like you're drunk. 00:46:45.570 --> 00:46:55.369 Um Yeah, I I Love I love reality TV. I I like 00:46:55.369 --> 00:46:58.690 I've talked about that and every now and then 00:46:58.690 --> 00:47:02.440 I can tap into Dating show but they're always 00:47:02.440 --> 00:47:06.099 just like it's not to find love. It's for entertainment 00:47:06.099 --> 00:47:09.179 So I completely like I watch it I get entertained 00:47:09.179 --> 00:47:12.840 by it. I just never understand people who go 00:47:12.840 --> 00:47:19.880 on it and You know are like wanting to find any 00:47:19.880 --> 00:47:22.219 sort of like actual love it's like why do you 00:47:22.219 --> 00:47:24.539 think you're gonna go on a fucking show where 00:47:24.539 --> 00:47:27.619 you're blind dating and you're gonna come out 00:47:27.619 --> 00:47:30.960 on the other end with husband or a wife and then 00:47:30.960 --> 00:47:33.880 like have kids and be married and be happy like 00:47:33.880 --> 00:47:40.639 that Doesn't make sense It doesn't make sense. 00:47:40.719 --> 00:47:44.719 I don't know if y 'all remember this show from 00:47:44.719 --> 00:47:51.179 Like a couple years ago Was called it was called 00:47:51.179 --> 00:47:54.059 it was the ultimatum but they had a queer ultimatum 00:47:54.059 --> 00:47:57.079 and it was so fucking messy and I oh my god I 00:47:57.079 --> 00:47:58.900 remember watching this in college with my BFFs 00:47:58.900 --> 00:48:04.380 and it was like fucking wild but basically Couples 00:48:04.380 --> 00:48:08.619 couples who exist in the world go on to the show 00:48:08.619 --> 00:48:13.539 because I guess like don't know i don't remember 00:48:13.539 --> 00:48:15.260 necessarily i don't think that it was because 00:48:15.260 --> 00:48:18.659 they were having issues per se but a lot of them 00:48:18.659 --> 00:48:22.980 were just like or maybe it was it literally was 00:48:22.980 --> 00:48:25.860 just a show where couples would come on and they 00:48:25.860 --> 00:48:29.719 would switch partners and try that out for a 00:48:29.719 --> 00:48:35.079 few weeks um or like whatever the time was and 00:48:35.079 --> 00:48:37.420 then at the end they would choose if they wanted 00:48:37.420 --> 00:48:40.559 to stay with their partner or go with a new partner 00:48:41.789 --> 00:48:45.469 And it was so messy for obvious reasons because 00:48:45.469 --> 00:48:48.610 I mean the whole premise of the show is fucking 00:48:48.610 --> 00:48:51.750 messy But then it was also lesbian. So it's like, 00:48:52.050 --> 00:48:54.929 you know, this shit is gonna be a train wreck 00:48:54.929 --> 00:49:02.130 But it was just like And low -key was it polyamorous 00:49:02.130 --> 00:49:04.190 like I'm trying to remember cuz I feel like there 00:49:04.190 --> 00:49:08.230 were I Don't know. It was crazy. It was it was 00:49:08.230 --> 00:49:13.019 like a really interesting time Yeah, I remember 00:49:13.019 --> 00:49:16.039 just seeing that it's also like if I'm in a fucking 00:49:16.039 --> 00:49:19.940 relationship and my partner God forbid is like 00:49:19.940 --> 00:49:22.400 let's go on this dating show where we get to 00:49:22.400 --> 00:49:24.019 Date other people like I think genuinely a lot 00:49:24.019 --> 00:49:26.300 of the couples were like we just want to like, 00:49:26.599 --> 00:49:28.820 you know an experience like spicings up bitch 00:49:28.820 --> 00:49:32.539 Okay, you want an experience? You're my partner 00:49:32.539 --> 00:49:35.000 and you want an experience you want to you want 00:49:35.000 --> 00:49:36.639 to go on a dating show and date someone else? 00:49:36.639 --> 00:49:39.239 I'll give you an experience. Oh I'll give you 00:49:39.239 --> 00:49:42.099 experience. You'll you'll never forget Like what 00:49:42.099 --> 00:49:46.440 are you talking about? That is so creepy like 00:49:46.440 --> 00:49:48.960 okay, you want to go on the oh, no. Well, let's 00:49:48.960 --> 00:49:50.699 just end it here. How about you just go on the 00:49:50.699 --> 00:49:58.119 show like what? And then also the gag is like 00:49:58.119 --> 00:50:01.539 you have There are a couple couples on there 00:50:01.539 --> 00:50:03.880 who would like they switch and they do the things 00:50:03.880 --> 00:50:06.079 and they go on the dates and you know They mingle 00:50:06.079 --> 00:50:08.619 they're all mingling and then the like someone 00:50:08.619 --> 00:50:10.239 would be getting jealous. We're just like hey 00:50:10.239 --> 00:50:14.630 so real But why are you on the show? Like, why? 00:50:16.050 --> 00:50:20.730 Why? Why would you do that? Why would you do 00:50:20.730 --> 00:50:24.449 that? All this talk about reality TV and dating 00:50:24.449 --> 00:50:27.369 shows has me kind of wanting to start one. Or 00:50:27.369 --> 00:50:32.429 maybe I'll watch This Love is Blind. But then 00:50:32.429 --> 00:50:34.230 I don't want to get pissed off. I don't know. 00:50:34.269 --> 00:50:38.889 We'll see. All right. Well, I think I've been 00:50:38.889 --> 00:50:42.500 talking for long enough. Hope this was interesting. 00:50:42.599 --> 00:50:49.840 I hope you had fun. I had fun Yeah, thank you 00:50:49.840 --> 00:50:52.139 everyone for listening. I will see you guys next 00:50:52.139 --> 00:50:54.039 week. Bye