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This is going to be a quick episode because it's

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gonna be my last episode I've realized a lot

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of mistakes that I've made I've had a goal and

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I've been approaching it totally wrong for the

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past couple years and AI was actually how I discovered

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it because I did a full audit on all of the experiences

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that I've had and things that I've worked towards

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and then it basically cleansed it down into the

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reasons or the causal factors in play or I don't

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even know what it did but it basically I described

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all of the contexts that I've been working towards

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and then It asked me questions about those contexts

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to basically refine it so that it removed the

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narrative because there's a big issue that I

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have where I Operate a lot in mine in my own

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narrative. So I rely on my own internal story

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to be coherent instead of relying on reality

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and as a result I'm misaligned with reality and

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I never touch or get feedback from reality. And

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so I end up spending years working on something

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that is fruitless. And so that's exactly where

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I'm at right now. I have realized, so basically

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I got this huge pool of data that described all

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of my conditions. without the narrative. So I

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described my narratives of like, oh, I made this

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or I learned this skill or I did this for X amount

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of years. And then it asked me questions about

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each of them that were targeted to refine it

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and remove the narrative and just describe it

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as it is. And so then I had this whole huge pool

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of data and I pasted it. And I played around

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with it. I, like, pasted it into different AIs.

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I read it. I asked different questions about

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it. And I've basically come to the conclusion

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that I am lacking contact with reality. I've

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spent the past, definitely the past two and a

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half years without contact to reality for all

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of my pursuits, but also for the past five years.

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Working on all of my different pursuits like

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in high school and stuff like that and so as

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a result I am In a situation where I am very

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miscalibrated and I need to fix it and So I am

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going to finish this podcast Goodbye