This is going to be a quick episode because it's
gonna be my last episode I've realized a lot
of mistakes that I've made I've had a goal and
I've been approaching it totally wrong for the
past couple years and AI was actually how I discovered
it because I did a full audit on all of the experiences
that I've had and things that I've worked towards
and then it basically cleansed it down into the
reasons or the causal factors in play or I don't
even know what it did but it basically I described
all of the contexts that I've been working towards
and then It asked me questions about those contexts
to basically refine it so that it removed the
narrative because there's a big issue that I
have where I Operate a lot in mine in my own
narrative. So I rely on my own internal story
to be coherent instead of relying on reality
and as a result I'm misaligned with reality and
I never touch or get feedback from reality. And
so I end up spending years working on something
that is fruitless. And so that's exactly where
I'm at right now. I have realized, so basically
I got this huge pool of data that described all
of my conditions. without the narrative. So I
described my narratives of like, oh, I made this
or I learned this skill or I did this for X amount
of years. And then it asked me questions about
each of them that were targeted to refine it
and remove the narrative and just describe it
as it is. And so then I had this whole huge pool
of data and I pasted it. And I played around
with it. I, like, pasted it into different AIs.
I read it. I asked different questions about
it. And I've basically come to the conclusion
that I am lacking contact with reality. I've
spent the past, definitely the past two and a
half years without contact to reality for all
of my pursuits, but also for the past five years.
Working on all of my different pursuits like
in high school and stuff like that and so as
a result I am In a situation where I am very
miscalibrated and I need to fix it and So I am
going to finish this podcast Goodbye