I have completely rebranded this channel. A couple
months back, I changed the profile picture. It
used to be a black background with just an older
picture of me. And then I changed it to the picture
it's currently at, which is a picture of me last
summer out in nature. Just green, natural looking
background. And that happened a couple months
ago when I changed profile picture, but recently
I changed the show title. So all the way up until
maybe like a week ago around, which was this
June, June, 2025, all the way up until then,
the title of this podcast was called Ascend Momentum.
And if you don't know the story, I'll tell you.
Two summers ago. So right now this I'm recording
this video on July 3 2025. Two summers ago, almost
today, like two summers ago, maybe tomorrow or
the next day, I don't know, was when I decided
to start entrepreneurship and Yeah, I was doing
stuff like in high school. I was doing Well,
I was in high school when I started this but
earlier in high school like freshman year I was
trying to learn how to code a video game and
then sophomore year I was trying to learn how
to code or no, and then junior year. I was trying
to learn how to code websites and then Junior
summer going into senior year was when I started
actually taking it seriously Or actually, no,
it was, it was just going, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Wait, what am I even saying? Junior year was
when I started reading books. And that's when
I started reading books on entrepreneurship,
like Unscripted by M .J. DeMarco and The Millionaire
Fastlane by M .J. DeMarco. And I was also reading
other books too. But. That was when I really
decided that I was gonna be an entrepreneur like
that was when I was going all in I was not going
to college and I already had wanted to do that
like ever since I I've always hated school and
Going into high school. I remember I was an eighth
grader and I was sitting in the high school cafeteria
in this presentation because I had to pick my
classes and I was just Not I just didn't care.
I didn't want to do this. I didn't like school
But I just kept going along and then when I realized
I had to go to college after high school unless
I was making money then I Was like, okay. I got
to figure this out. So I started learning how
to code video games code websites like I said
and then Summer going into senior year was when
I really figured out what I wanted to do, because
I made an LLC. I decided to go all in and actually
decide that this is my path now. So I made an
LLC. I used Tragi BT to come up with the name.
It was called Ascend Momentum. And it was gonna
be, or no, actually, that's not what actually
happened, because what actually happened was,
I was trying to figure out what kind of business
I wanted to make. And I didn't know, but I did
know, I heard the other day that someone complimented
my face and how I didn't have that much acne.
So I was like, oh sure, let's just make an acne
business. And so the LLC was called Stop Acne
LLC. And I actually filed that LLC. Not with
the state, yet. I filed it with an online filing
business called Zen Business. luckily two days
later I actually changed it and changed it from
stop acne to Z to ascend momentum and that was
because I didn't want to do acne and I was still
trying to figure out what I wanted to do but
around that time I was reading a book called
expert secrets by Russell Brunson and he said
to just document your life so I was like okay
well The thing that I'm actually interested in
right now is self -improvement. So let me just
document myself doing self -improvement. And
I had considered entrepreneurship a part of self
-improvement and that was what I was interested
in. I was learning about entrepreneurship, so
I started a podcast of me just talking about
self -improvement and my current self -improvement
venture, which was entrepreneurship. Obviously
no one listened. I actually think that Someone
some people did listen. I actually think that
more people listened for the first couple months
or first year Than they are now, which is kind
of crazy. Like no one's listening to this podcast
right now maybe like I think I'm getting a hundred
downloads a month and that's a very good month,
I think but when I first started I was getting
like eight nine ten downloads a day and Basically
I was just doing daily uploads on that and Then
over time and but my real focus was to do the
To document my journey practice my content creation
while trying to figure out what I actually wanted
to do because I thought that I was trying to
find the business that I wanted to make. But
over time, I actually started taking the constant
creation more and more seriously and self -improvement
more and more seriously until I am where I'm
at now, which is I've gone, I'm focused on the
YouTube channel. And originally, I had just started
the YouTube channel called Ascend Momentum to
have another place to distribute this podcast
to. But... over time I actually changed my, I
started taking it more seriously and started
recording actual videos. I'm not doing that anymore,
but I started having this podcast as video recordings
and I bought like a webcam and then eventually
I kept taking it more seriously until I finally
decided to unlist my entire podcast off of my
YouTube channel and make self -improvement YouTube
videos. And after a while of doing that, I actually
ended up re -uploading all of those, like re
-public, publicizing all of those podcasts, old
podcast episodes, so those are still on my channel,
and they're still public, but just so I wanted
people to see my journey, even though there's
a lot that you don't see. But, long story short,
now I'm at the point where this podcast is completely
separate from my YouTube channel. This podcast
is still just me documenting my journey because
it's actually funny because I started this podcast
as a way to document my journey to try and figure
out what I actually wanted to do. And what I
actually wanted to do was YouTube self improvement
videos. So I actually did end up figuring it
out. But now I have this podcast which is a whole
separate entity to my YouTube channel. am still
maintaining it because it's only like it's only
like a one or two hour investment each month
and I think it's well worth the investment because
I really like the concept of Documenting my journey
even if it's just once a month and there's a
lot of stuff that I have learned and a lot of
stuff that happens in the month that I don't
actually talk about simply because one I either
don't think to talk about it or Yeah, probably
just because I don't think to talk about it and
obviously you can't instill 30 days worth of
experience in a one hour long podcast episode
But I still really like the concept of documenting
my journey especially when my channel starts
to starts to boom Like that's when this podcast
will really start to feel special. Right now
this podcast is just kind of whatever, just kind
of a dump of all of these podcast episodes. But
proportionately, like in exact ratio to how successful
my YouTube channel is, is how valuable this podcast
will seem. And I really like that. So that's
what I'm doing and I changed this podcast title
to the creator journey. I Still I I still am
NOT like oh, that's the best name ever like this
is the best branding ever I'm still not like
totally 100 % on board But it's definitely better
than a send momentum and it did come out of my
own brain like a send momentum was a mix between
brainstorming and also using chat GBT but The
creator journey was actually I spent months like
I've actually been thinking about changing my
podcast name and I've I've done intermittent
brainstorming sessions over the past couple months
of trying to figure out what to change it to
and the name that I'd like to best that kept
repeating kept showing up during these brainstorming
sessions is the creator journey and that's simply
because that's a literal description of what
this podcast is and a huge inspiration. I am
not currently listening to this podcast, but
I used to listen to this podcast all the time.
It's called the diary of a CEO and that podcast
is a huge inspiration to this one because the
title is literally It describes what the podcast
is in literal terms The guy is a CEO the host
and he also has other CEOs or other highly successful
individuals on the show and it's basically just
their diary they're just spewing out all these
different ideas and that's exactly how I think
of my Video or my podcast which I actually was
thinking of doing the diary of a creator But
that just seemed way too close like that was
another name that was that repeatedly came up
when I was doing my brainstorming diary the diary
of a creator or the the creator journey and The
diary of a creator is Abbreviated in the same
exact way as the diary of a CEO. So I didn't
think that it would be a good Play or a good
move to use that name and just because I I wanted
it to be more original and That I actually liked
the diet or I actually liked the creator journey
better So that's what the title of this podcast
is it's the creator journey And I was also thinking
of just making it James Radzynski like that's
the title, but my YouTube channel is that and
I don't think that that would be a good idea
to have the podcast title James Radzynski because
podcast is different to a YouTube channel because
a YouTube channel is more of like a personal
brand but a podcast is more of like I don't know,
while I'm just saying that I thought of the Joe
Rogan what is it called the Joe Rogan experience
or something like that but even that is still
like brand it's not Literally Joe Rogan. It's
the Joe Rogan experience so that's why I chose
the creator journey and Another the the catalyst
that caused me to finally pull the trigger and
change the title was because the other day I
I found myself with like I think five dollars
in my bank account and I had probably $800 worth
of yearly subscriptions coming up in the next
10 days and I had no means of making money my
YouTube channel is still at I think now it's
at like 399 subscribers I'm getting like 20 views
a video and Most of those views are me I'm going
to be totally honest. I've been rewatching my
videos. Not to like pump up the views, but I've
just been rewatching my videos because I genuinely
just love them. But most of those views are from
me. So I'm probably only getting like five views
per video. I'm not lying to you right now. And
the catalyst that caused it was that I needed
yearly subscriptions. And I needed $800 within
10 days. So I had to go I pretty much dropped
my YouTube channel like not not dropped it but
like I focused all of my efforts on making $800
and I didn't want to just do manual labor because
that's like I don't want to do that. I would
rather do something that I can actually get better
at so I decided to invest all of my efforts into
editing, becoming a freelance editor. And I have
attempted to do that in the past. I did serious
research on how to do it and applied for many
different jobs, unsuccessfully. But I actually
figured out, during that time, I learned what
you need to have. And it's this thing called
a show reel. And it's like a 30 to 60 second
clip showcasing all of your skills. and who you've
worked for in the past. But basically you're
just trying to sell yourself to the client. And
I made myself a showreel. It took maybe like
four days. But I made a 60 second showreel and
I posted it to a brand new YouTube channel called
James Edits. And it... actually made like a title
and thumbnail I made it very like it's it's literally
the process that I followed was identical to
the way I make my actual YouTube videos and the
style is identical too and the title was called
60 or getting your film edited in 60 seconds
and the thumbnail was just a picture of of me
smiling holding up my fingers kind of like a
scissors like holding up my fingers like scissors,
like I'm cutting. And then over that is just
a close up of DaVinci Resolve editing timeline
and just like the different assets being cut.
And it was a old video timeline that I had. So
basically I made that and then I posted that
link onto ours on to like reddit on to Facebook
on to Discord servers all over and the thing
ended up getting like 50 views. I think only
one view came from actual YouTube's browse and
that view got like a 3 % average watch time so
the Pretty much but the when I did post the link
the average watch time was like 40 seconds which
is four 40 seconds out of the 60 second video,
which is I think pretty good. I mean, obviously
it's not perfect because you want like 99 % or
100%, but I think it was pretty good. Like considering
the fact that I still suck at this at YouTube
or maybe not suck, but considering the fact that
I'm, I only have two years of experience, but
Spoiler alert, I did not get any jobs. I didn't
get any money. So I ended up having to cancel
those yearly subscriptions. And you know what
those yearly subscriptions were? My business,
my LLC stuff. So that was my Zen business subscriptions.
And in fact, it wasn't actually $800. It was
only like $400. Still, I actually believed it
was $800. So I acted like it was $800. And then
I realized it was only $400. But I ended up canceling
those subscriptions. And in order to do that,
I had to dissolve my LLC. And that only cost
like $5. But basically, I dissolved my LLC, which
was fine because I didn't really use it anyways.
And the LLC was called Ascend Momentum LLC. And
I dissolved that. And that was the catalyst that
caused me to change this show's name. Because
I never really liked to send momentum. It was
just like a just get started thing. Like, start
now and figure it out along the way. And I always
had the intention to change it, but I didn't
know what to change it to. And now I know what
to change it to, the creative journey. And now
I'm fine with that. So over the past couple weeks
I've been transferring all of my different accounts
from my old Ascend Momentum email to my new personal
email, which is jamesradzinski at gmail .com.
And that's because I'm canceling that email account.
So now, before I was spending like, $400 a year
on my business and now I'm spending zero or I
still have like my monthly subscriptions for
Photoshop and all that stuff, but that's really
just for my YouTube channel before I was spending
like $400 a year on literally nothing like just
maintaining and I'll see that I was not using
so I've cut expenses which is good and That is
that's why I That's basically why I haven't posted
in a couple weeks. Right now on my YouTube channel,
I haven't posted a video in like two weeks. First
of all, it was because I was on vacation and
then I got back and I started working on this
really long video. I wanted to make a 45 minute
movie about my entire self -improvement philosophy
up to that point. And I had literally... Nearly
like I mapped out the entire video. I had my
all of the points all the different ideas Like
the different concepts. I had that mapped out
my entire philosophy mapped out and then I started
scripting it and then I just I realized that
I wasn't really inspired and So that's when I
started making that editing showreel and then
after I was done with that I Started working
on the video that I'm working on right now, which
is a 15 minute video on basically my not my entire
philosophy, but I I It's called this What is
it called this interactive video will change
your life and that that's me Introducing a brand
new concept into the self -improvement niche
I found this YouTube channel called legardo films
and They make interactive videos like literal
video games. It's actually crazy where you get
to click the number keys on your keyboard or
click the arrow keys and it takes you to different
sections in the video and they organize it so
it's like okay we're chasing after this bad guy
click use the number keys on your keyboard to
choose where to go and then you can choose between
the park use the car or go into the house and
like the park you have to click the three you
have to click on number three on your keyboard
the car you have to click on number four, or
the house you have to click on number five. And
then there are different maps, like different
paths that you get to go down, like different
paths that you get to go down based on your choice.
So it's like choose your own adventure, but on
a YouTube video. And I thought that that concept
was so cool. And so I basically stole that idea.
and changed it to how it would work on a self
-improvement video. This is my first time making
that type of video, so I mess up a lot. I didn't
really know how to make it so great. I wanted
it to be subjective and not objective, meaning
instead of having a Well, first of all, instead
of having different choices to go to that would
progress the story, instead of having story timeline
choices, I changed that concept to be a sales
funnel. Like a, what is it called? A survey funnel.
So I learned of this concept. by a guy named
Russell Brunson, and then later, Ryan Leveque.
He wrote a book called Ask. And in that book,
he talked about survey funnels. And it's basically
where you go onto the website, and you're prompted
with different questions. So like, this hair
company will say, OK, what type of hair do you
have? Curly, straight, wavy. And then you answer,
and then it will go to the next question. What
color is your hair? Next question. And then pretty
much all of the, in the conventional, like the
one, in like the one, the most simplest survey
funnel, pretty much all of the questions don't
really matter except for the last one. The last
question will place you into different buckets.
So however you answer the last question will
change Where like what video you're sent to so
once you answer all the questions you're sent
to a different video and it's like a a sales
letter video and That video is specifically tailored
based off of how you answer that last question.
So they would actually record like three or four
different original videos based off of the three
or four different answers that you would have
for the last question. And so I basically used
that concept and combined it with the interactive
video concept where in this video that I'm making,
the first, the intro is literally me saying,
Oh, you want to change your life? Okay, let me
ask you a few questions. And then you answer
the questions by using your keyboard, okay? And
the questions that I used, I wanted them to be
subjective in the sense to where they could change
day to day. For example, what time of day is
it? Are you watching this video during the nighttime
or the daytime? And the reason why I wanted to
do that was because I wanted it to feel more
playful in a sense. But I'm not sure if that
was the best idea or the best decision. I don't
know. This is my first time making this type
of video. But what I could have done and said
was, are you fat, skinny, or average? And then
that would have sent to different videos. For
example, if someone was fat, then I would say,
okay, like... lose weight or whatever that's
just an example and then if they were skinny
I would send them to the video of oh let's get
jacked or you know and that was that that's basically
the way that I'm structuring this video it's
a brand new original concept in the self improvement
niche and I think that I don't actually know
if it'll do good I I I don't have any knowledge
on YouTube because All of the videos like my
best thumbnail my best packages like video packages
that I've came up with ever Like with the coolest
looking thumbnails the coolest tight like the
best titles were my most recent seven videos
those are like My for example my most recent
one is 60 seconds till you're reading a book
and then the first one of those seven that group
of seven is This is why you're not motivated
all of those seven videos were my best Packages
that I've ever made on YouTube But they got like
20 views each and like I said most of those views
are me So I don't know anything about YouTube
at this point. I'm just doing whatever and Basically,
yeah right now what I'm doing is I'm very inspiration
based so like I said I was working on a 45 -minute
self -improvement movie with my entire self -improvement
philosophy in it and with an actual storyline
and everything. And it was gonna be like almost
like a memoir or an autobiography of myself,
but a fictional. So like it was gonna be historic
fiction of me. How I learned all of these my
entire self -improvement philosophy and I was
gonna go through each of the different concepts
and I really like that idea but Making longer
long really long form videos like that like making
a five minute video Takes a long time. That's
why I've been making really short videos like
one minute long videos because I Really want
to be able to just pump out the reps but making
like 10 minute videos, like the most recent 10
minute video that I made in this style was why
you keep feeling to change your life, that took
like two and a half weeks to make. And I was
working, I was grinding. And so that's why I
don't really wanna make these long, long, long,
long type of videos, but that's what I'm making
right now. I'm making a 15 minute video. Luckily,
most of that video is just idle, it's me. If
you go and watch that video, when I'm done making
it, you'll understand what I mean by idle. It's
like, by the end of each section, I say, OK,
click on this button to continue your journey.
And then it's literally just me. In video games,
there are idle animations. So when you're gone,
like when you're AFK, which means you're away
from the keyboard, when you're not using any
of the controls, you're the player in the video
game is standing still. But usually in a lot
of video games, there are animations that the
player, the character, does. So it might start
moving around, or start jumping around, or pretend
like it's punching a punching bag right in front
of it while it's just passing the time. And so
that's what I've been doing. That's what I'm
doing in this video too, of me literally just
standing there waiting for the person to select
the correct key on the keyboard. So a lot of
the 15 minutes is gonna be just idle time, so
it won't take a lot of time to produce for. But
it's still gonna take a long time to make this
video. I've been working on it for I don't know
how long, but I've really only been working like
one or two hours a day. And that's what I'm getting
into. When I was making those seven videos, my
seven most recent videos, which were the first
one was this is why you're not motivated, and
then the last one was 60 seconds until you are
reading a book. When I was making those videos,
for the first four weeks, I was super inspired.
As in, super driven. And it was closer to effortless
than not. But around like week four or five,
my energy plummeted. And I talked about this
in last month's episode. But basically, I realized
that that is very indicative of, am I on the
right path? And during that time period of those
four weeks when I was super inspired, I wasn't
really reading that much books, because I wasn't
really inspired to read that much books. I just
wanted to work. But now I'm the complete opposite,
where I am just working maybe like one or two
hours a day, but I'm reading a lot. And I feel
like there's just so much to learn, so much information
that can expand my worldview that I want to integrate
into my knowledge base or my worldview. Excuse
me. And so I've been really instead of fighting
that urge which I've done in the past where I
just really like in the past I'm like, I really
just want to grind. I just want to make sure
that I'm just working all day, but But I would
fight it. And I wasn't inspired. So I would work
all day. But a lot of that time was just wasted.
And I wasn't really motivated. So I wasn't producing
that much. But when you're inspired, you produce
a lot. And so that's why I've been really listening
to my inspiration. paying attention to where
I should direct my energies. If I don't want
to read and I just want to grind and work, then
I'm going to go all into that because that will
help me produce the most and grow the most. But
now, for example, I don't really want to work
that much. Yeah, I'm working like one or two
hours a day. But I really just want to read a
lot I feel like there's so much stuff that I
need to be aware of that will dramatically affect
my future and dramatically affect the way I go
about my current life and That's what I've been
leaning into. I've just been reading many hours
every day so and it's And like who knows maybe
in like two weeks I'll be like I'm done with
reading and I just want to work like go all in
and that's I feel like it's more There's a book
that I'm reading right now. It's called the language
older than words and he mentioned this concept
of he just said this thing in passing of like
It was just this one sentence. He said I don't
even remember it, but it was something about
the difference between a like producing like
linear production mindset and Cyclical or something
like that. I don't even know But I don't even
know if this was what he meant. I actually don't
think this is what he meant, but it it made me
think of this concept or Maybe invent this concept.
I don't know It brought this concept to my attention
of the difference between linear production and
cyclical evolve. Like cyclical, like seasonal,
what's the word? This is the first time that
I've really put to words what I'm trying to say
right now, but linear production would be what
I said before, where I have to be grinding eight
hours every day for seven days a week for. or
maybe like six days a week for every single day
until I make enough money, for example, or just
indefinitely for the rest of my life because
that will help me grow the most and that will
ensure that in the future I'll have the most
successful business. Like that's linear production.
Every single day I have to put in eight hours
every day, the same amount of work. maybe even
increase the intensity over time. But then there's
another concept of seasonal like cyclical like
the cyclical nature of things and that would
be like how I just described how maybe one day
I'll be like for four weeks straight I will want
to do nothing other than just work. Like my entire
day is just me working, eating, and then working.
and then going to bed. Not reading, not doing
anything. Maybe reading for like an hour every
day or 30 minutes or like 10 minutes if I'm lucky.
But for the most part, my focus is just working.
But then after like four weeks, I kind of just
stop and my inspiration shifts. And that's the
seasonal nature. So in the macro grand scale
of things, the earth goes through seasons. summer
right now as of recording this video and then
we're gonna go into fall and then winter and
then spring and then summer and then it just
repeats that is also kind of like how My work
is where I go through seasons season of just
absolute grind For YouTube but then it's kind
of like chill that was me on vacation and now
I'm kind of in the Just I need to expand my worldview
so much Like I just need to expose myself to
so much information on these books I just need
to read as many as many of the right types of
books as possible right now And that's the season
that I'm in right now. So I I've been really
paying attention to that lately being aware of
where my inspiration is Once it wants to be directed
towards, if that makes sense. But that's basically
all I wanted to say. Right now, I'm just focusing
on reading. And this video that I'm working on,
I have finished every single step, because I
have this whole... Have this whole system that
I go through this whole video checklist Google
Docs that I actually make a copy of every single
time I make a new video and the first step is
like coming up with a Packageable idea and then
coming up with the title coming up with three
or actually coming up with like brainstorming
a lot of titles brainstorming a lot of Package
like a lot of thumbnails and then obviously picking
one title and then picking like three or four
thumbnails and then And then I come up with like
the intro, the structure, outline, all that stuff.
And then I do the script and then the shot list,
which the shot list is just all of the visuals
on the screen. And then after that, I do, I start
recording and I also take the thumbnail picture.
I make the thumbnail and then I edit. And then
after that, I make the music and then I deliver
it and post the video. But right now I'm in the
the phase I just finished the shot list so I
have actually printed out my shot list and I'm
ready to I'm ready to start filming but I'm I've
I'm barely working so I'm really focused on reading
so I have no idea when this video is gonna come
out and that's probably not a good mindset I'm
very aware that that's a bad mindset actually
but Really just want to read that's where my
priorities are and here's why here's why I want
to read because there's a Obviously, I'm very
young. I'm 19 years old So I don't know everything
and even if I was 70 years old even if I was
a hundred years old I still would not know everything
like that statement applies to everyone not just
the youth but I'm very aware of this one concept,
and this concept is that whatever I'm exposed
to, like there are ideas out in the world that
I'm not aware of currently, but if I was exposed
to them, then my entire worldview would undergo
a transformation, and everything I do after that
point will be completely different. For example,
two and a half years ago, I heard of this book
called Reality Transurfing, and I started reading
it. And that book completely fundamentally altered
my worldview. And as a result, everything about
my life changed. Like the entire trajectory of
my life changed simply because I was exposed
to this new idea. And that's kind of what I'm
really paying attention to right now. I know
that I, like I'm at the point where I'm kind
of in despair because I only am getting like
five to, I'm getting like 20 views each video.
And like I said, most of those views are me.
I'm in despair because I'm not getting views,
but I also have a knowledge, like a quiet knowledge
in my mind that I am actually pretty decent at
making videos. Like my views are trash, but I'm
pretty decent. Like sure, I still suck because
I only have two years of experience. But if you
look at my most recent videos like oh They just
look so good like the thumbnails just started
getting really good and Just when you look at
my channel it looks legit And so I have it's
like it's like a clashing I have this quiet knowledge
that I'm pretty good and Like people that I meet
for example just the other day. I took the train
I biked all the way down to the train station,
and then I took the train all the way to the
Indiana Dunes and I was just walking along the
beach talking to people and I met this guy he's
a salesman and I told him about my channel he
didn't look at it right away but when he left
he looked at my channel on his phone and he sent
me this voice message saying that it was like
really good and then I've gotten that same exact
response to Lots of different strangers, like
people my mom talked to, they're like, oh, what?
How is he not have more views? Maybe it's just
people trying to be nice, but I feel like there's
a difference because a year ago, for example,
no one was saying that. No one was given like,
whoa, how are you only at 400 subscribers? People
were like, oh yeah, your videos are so good,
but they would say it differently than they are
now. I hope you understand what I'm saying, but
basically I have the the two different clashing
ideas in my mind of despair because I'm having
No results on my videos, but also a quiet knowledge
that I actually know I actually kind of know
what I'm doing like sure I I still suck and I'm
still Totally ignorant on how to do good on YouTube,
but I feel like here actually I've been phrasing
that wrong. I don't know what I'm doing, but
I know that I will know what I'm doing, if that
makes sense. Sure, maybe now, at this very moment,
I might not be worthy of blowing up on YouTube,
but I know that I'm really close to being able
to do that. And I also know that I'm capable
of developing that skill to do that, because
I have evidence. I have knowledge that I am able
to do that. Two years ago, I barely was good
at anything in life. And yeah, sure, I got a
lot better at soccer. But there was no creative
pursuit that I had experience in to where I was
able to improve a lot. And so I didn't have that
knowledge that I could get better at something,
that I could build professional level skill.
something but for the past two years I've been
practicing and working on my craft on YouTube
and I've actually gotten a lot better so I have
real knowledge of the fact that I can get better
and so it's more of like a knowledge of instead
of a knowledge of my own greatness it's more
of a knowledge of my own impending greatness
or my own ability to achieve greatness if that
makes sense so that's that's why That's where
I'm at right now. But how this relates to me
reading books and in the season of wanting to
expand my worldview, it's because I know that
I have this quiet knowledge that I know that
I'm capable of having a very successful YouTube
channel. But how that turns out is actually going
to be highly influenced by what ideas I'm exposed
to right now. For example, like I said when I
read Reality Transurfing, my entire life trajectory
changed for the way better and also the message
that I share on my YouTube channel changed because
of Reality Transurfing. Like Reality Transurfing,
those principles are completely ingrained, intertwined
with my message on my YouTube channel. And so
that's where I'm at right now where I'm trying
to find more ideas, more life -altering ideas
like that that will completely change my future
trajectory. And it's tough to find those types
of video or those types of that type of information.
Like Reality Transurfing I got accidentally by
watching a YouTube video of Iman Ghaji. He was
talking about Like these books, and he just mentioned
Reality Transurfing. And it wasn't even a YouTube
video. It was a YouTube short of some other person
taking a, like cutting up that original YouTube
video. Or it was like an interview with Iman
Gaji or something like that. Basically, I've
accidentally discovered Reality Transurfing.
But now I'm trying to intentionally discover
more life -altering, more fundamental ideas like
that. I'm trying to find it. That's where I'm
at right now. I'm trying to expose myself to
a brand new worldview that will make my future
message way more powerful and way better. It's
hard for me to articulate that, but I hope you
understand. That's it for this month. Peace.