Are you a student?
Are you part of?
Western civilizations system their school system the factory
Well, if you are so am I I am a senior and
I'm just starting to learn about how it's a
Complete system designed to turn you into a drone turn you into a mindless zombie
That's obedient. That will be a good citizen a
Good citizen to support the whole
It will put you in debt
Get you a job that will barely pay any bills
and
What's more is that?
I'm learning all about this stuff right now and I
Have a feeling that big things are gonna be happening soon
Right now more than ever
We need to be going down a spiritual journey. We need we all need to start going down
our own journey through spirituality because I
Know that
Big big changes are coming soon in the world and life as we know it
I
Have a feeling that people are starting to learn about this truth. I am no I'm not the first
There's been many before me and there's many to come and
Actually, I
Saw a video I
Was just on YouTube to check I was trying to check something. I was just being I was just being dumb
So I was on YouTube
just before this and there was an ad that popped up a video ad and it was Imam Ghatzi and I was intrigued because I
hadn't watched Imam Ghatzi since literally I saw that one TikTok
That one of his fan accounts made of him
Saying to read reality Transurfing
So I hadn't watched him in a long time and the reason why I was on YouTube was because I was gonna check
Hamza's channel to see if he does long form videos
like one hour long videos and
So I clicked on his most recent video and an ad popped up of Imam Ghatzi saying
something about saying all about all of this stuff about
like there's a whole system designed against you and
The school system
All this stuff and he brought up this one thing of the Greeks
the ancient Greeks
kind of
algorithm or
Principles there he said there's five principles that the ancient Greeks used
that lead to success and Aristotle did it
Alexander the Great did it
They became great
and
this whole
like ad was
Just so he can get people
Into this live event kind of thing and it's a free it's basically a free webinar is what I saw as
and I predict he's gonna be selling a course or
something on it because I
Notice that he was following
like everything that I learned from Russell Brunson
his advertisement led into a
funnel which was just a
opt-in page and
Then once you opted in it led you to a thank you page
With a video on it that had you go further down and join a
What's app group and all that?
and
So I assume that he's gonna be selling something on the event and I did sign up for the event
But I'm not sure if I'll actually watch it
But the interesting thing is that
that popped up like he's doing that right now and I'm just learning about this stuff
I'm just starting to learn about
how the school system is rigged against us and I'm starting to learn about how
The school system is so rigged and it's been indoctrinating us. It's been brainwashing our minds for
Ever since we started going
There's many different. There's a few things that I kind of came to awareness of
That it's doing to us
First of all, it's implanting in us a fear of death
This is Western civilization
Western culture we have a fear of death like it's not considered like a normal natural thing. It's considered like a disease
And I was talking my friend about that today and he had read a lot about stoicism
And he actually said that the Stoics did not fear death and
Then when you're fearing death, you're not really living you can't live until you're you accept death
So fear of death is one of the biggest things that
We have to get over as
individuals
because
This the society we live in has basically implanted that into us and as a result we're much less
Lively we're much we don't enjoy life. We don't live life nearly as much because all
fears that we have
stem from one root fear and that is the fear of death
Every single fear you have fear of spiders
fear of losing your job fear of
the unknown everything
Stems from the fear of death
And so it just makes sense that and people are
Paralyzed in fear like people tend to be trapped by fear like they try to stay in their comfortable job because they're afraid
And so fear is a very powerful
powerful tool to use to keep an individual
in their place and to prevent them from
Going and achieving greatness achieving success in their own individual life fear is a great tool to basically motivate a
citizen to stay a part of the machine stay a cog in the greater hole to
maintain
the whole vehicle because if
Everyone was just going on going off to greatness and being successful going down a spiritual journey just going for their own
virtues
Well, then the societies we know it would not be nearly the same it would actually not
Probably not exist as it is right now in this current state
and
so in order for our
System that we're basically living in to even survive
It needs to
put in some
things into place in order to keep its citizens as just that citizens and
One of the things is the fear of death because like I said the fear of death is basically the root cause to all other fears
It's that one big domino in Russell Brunson's book expert secrets
He talks about the one big domino that you have to topple in order to believe
So basically if you're trying to convince someone of Christianity the one big domino that you have to the one big false belief
You have to help them overcome is the Bible if you can get them to believe in the Bible then they'll
believe in Christianity
That's the one thing and so for me. I see
like escaping from society or at least
educating myself and
basically freeing myself from this
Mental prison physical prison all this stuff
There are a few big dominoes that I have to topple a few limiting beliefs that I have to topple into my mind
Like the inner and I do this through the inner work and
I see one of the big dominoes probably one of the bigger dominoes is
The fear of death
Which is why I'm after I'm done with the book that I'm on right now dancing after the music stops
Which I'm almost I'm over halfway done with it
Once I'm done with that book the next book I'm gonna be reading is die wise
Which I have a prediction. I haven't read like much of it
I just read like the forward
but I have a prediction that
that book will actually
help to shed some light on the fear of death and it helped to
Give me some insight on how I can actually go about fixing myself because
The way I see it so
Right now I have a core three which are the three things that I'm
I'm focusing on in my life the only three things that I'm really paying much attention or
the only three things that I
Am focusing on right now and the core three are
Spirituality which I'm doing through meditation
World view which I'm doing through books and
And documentation which I'm doing through this podcast as well as my tiktoks and YouTube shorts
and
So the way I see it is I learn it's kind of like a funnel
I learn about
many different things through reading and
then I kind of I apply it or I actually take action on
Helping myself fix that in my mind through meditation or I use meditation to kind of consolidate that and lock it into my mind and
Then I document it all on this podcast
So first I read so for the example that I gave above or before I read about I
Have this idea that
The fear of death is a huge issue that I need to overcome, but I don't even know how to
Go about that. So I need to learn more about it
So I'm gonna be reading
I'm gonna change my worldview of fear of death through reading get some insights and learn a lie
Read die-wise and then when I'm learned as I'm learning all this
I'll be meditating on it and
Meditating more to discover more as well as applying it so
one of the things that I did was
Using this method I learned about the gateway experience and then I learned that
Expectations are only holding you back. So then what I did was I added
Expectations into my energy conversion box
So I always place expectations in the box and then I closed off and put it to the side during my meditations
And then another thing I did was add in an affirmation. I hold no
expectations for what will or should happen during these
meditations and that
Tremendously improved that expectations and I
Hold very little expectations anymore
So that is an example of me using learning
Like adding to my worldview and then taking action on actually doing the inner work in my meditations
And then I documented it just now and I've documented it before on the podcast
so
this
basically method I'm doing to kind of just completely yield my brain from all this brainwashing to educate myself and
Basically get set myself free from this indoctrination that we've experienced
That's the method I'm doing and it's it's a it's a process. I'll be honest
But there's one thing and there's this one thought that crept up in my mind a
few times actually and it's I would be so much further ahead if I hadn't gone through the school system if I just had
like an
Optimal life, I'd be so much further ahead
Which may be true, but you can't change the past and
One thing that came up is this
This feeling or this thought came up
well once I get through this school system and once I overcome it and once I like
Get rid of all this
Junk in my head and even once like the second I'm done
My soul will be so much stronger
Simply because I made it through that
experience
so my soul has the experience of
What just happened?
So I'll be I'll actually be a lot better off
so it can go either way and
Who knows?
Maybe it would have been better if I didn't go to school. Maybe
It's actually better if since I did go to school and I have this opportunity to heal
No one knows which way would have been better
But you know what I can actually choose for myself
The outcome I can actually choose for myself what it will be
And that's one of the concepts I learned in Rowdy transfer theme
Like you can never know if a
Event that happens to you is truly for your good or to your detriment like let's say you get fired
You can't know if it's to your
To your good or to your detriment, but you have the right and the ability to choose for yourself
which one
Will be the outcome bet positive or negative
And you do that through your attitude and so that's the same thing that I'm doing with this school system
I have the right to choose whether it's beneficial to my life or not
And I feel like one of my mistakes was lately I've been really
Choosing the negative I've been choosing for it to be a negative
impact on my life when
I still have the opportunity to make the choice to have it be a positive impact on my life
So that's what I'm doing and
Another thing that school like basically teaches us to do is not want is to not want to be
Right here right now
For example when you're sitting in a classroom
And you don't want to be here like no one wants to no one wants to be in class
and so
school basically teaches you
Very subtly
throughout the years
To not want to be here
Right now like to not want to be here
And that's why we see so many people like after they leave school
Still maintaining that habit of not wanting to be here
Like I always find myself looking up at the clock like oh, I don't want to be here right now
And it's gotten to the point where it's just ingrained in my subconscious where I don't even consciously think about it
I just look up at the clock
And then see how much time is left and I don't even think about the fact that I don't want to be here because my subconscious already knows it's so
It's so deep into my identity into my like self
That I don't even have to consciously think about it anymore
And so this habit is brought with me all over the place
Even during well not necessarily during good times, but like all all the time
And I've talked to a few adults as well like I asked one adult and he said
I asked him do you ever
Experience not wanting to be here like throughout your life. Do you ever have the feeling like oh, I don't want to be here
And he said yeah all the time
The only time I'm not feeling that is when I'm at home laying on the couch
watching TV
And so I was like oh, yeah, because that is exactly what school does to you like that is one of the things that school teaches
And so as a result one of the things that
I know I want to tell you another thing
love is like the
greatest force of all on this planet like
Everything is run by love
and so one thing that I came to the conclusion of is
I need to actually love being at school and it's extremely hard to do. I'll be honest, but I have to
Not hate it. I have to absolutely love school
Why you may ask because
The very thing that school wants me to do is to hate it to react negatively to
endure through
School and not want to be there
That's part of the the conditioning
So in order to combat it since I've made the choice to still go to school. I have 65 days as of recording this
I have 65 days until I'm done with school
So I've I've made the condition or I've made the the
decision to
maintain and to
Finish out the school year to finish out high school
and so
As a result I I'm basically going there. It's already been decided. I'm going for the rest of
the year or the semester
And so in order to like prevent further social conditioning and start to reverse it
I have to teach myself to love going to school. I have to teach myself
And it's going to be a process of inner work. I have to teach myself
relearn to love school
Which I was telling my friend about that today. I was like
I just told him exactly what I told you just now and
He was like that makes a lot of sense. It's kind of like it's like coordination, but
Even more
It's like coordination
on steroids essentially
and
I was thinking like that is true
You have to love going to school
But it's also it serves another purpose to start the healing process as well as combat the effects of social conditioning from school
And that'll be extremely powerful and extremely useful tool
I remember in the beginning of the school year. I was thinking that it was going to be an amazing opportunity to
practice being in the
belly of the beast in the middle of the pendulum
And practice staying awake being near a bunch of zombies and staying awake
And it has proven much more difficult than
And it then I expected
To be honest, I haven't made as much progress on the inner work side during school as I was expecting but
I definitely am starting to learn a lot more and uncover a lot more truths about school
And there's one thing I want to talk to you about
The weirdest like
On my bike ride home from school
So everything was going normal there in school
and then
When I got on my bike
just a bike to the gym because I went to the gym right after this right after school and
Just things felt so strange. I saw so many weird things
And I was like am I dreaming like so many times during that bike ride
I was questioning am I even dreaming and I always did like a bunch of reality tests to verify that I was still awake
in physical waking life
And I was awake
And it was just the weirdest thing. It was also like I was the most
aware and conscious that I'd ever been on that bike ride
And I was like running my rebel my resident energy balloon
I was just constantly like running it during that like pretty much the whole bike ride
And it was just an awesome thing because that was the most conscious and the most aware that I've ever been
And then once I got into the gym
There was like this
extremely weird
like
Thing that I experienced like there was three
Old ladies that I'd never seen before
that all had gray hair
That I don't think either of any of them like really knew each other that well
but I was I just walked into the elevator and they were there and
They were like talking to each other very strangely
And then like
They were I was like walking behind them and walking towards the locker room and they like got to the women's locker room and
This one lady was just like
Like I don't know it was just a very weird
Experience and I just like whoa what is going on right now? Am I dreaming?
Like I was constantly like questioning if I'm even dreaming right now because that is just extremely weird experience
And so so many times today. I was like whoa my dreaming
Which is very inspiring because
That was just like popping up randomly. I wasn't intentionally trying to do that
Which is like that's exactly what needs to be happening during my actual dreams when I see crazy weird things
I need to be thinking that
So that's a good like habit that it's not even habit because I haven't really intentionally
Practiced it but that's something that is happening
And then on my bike ride home similar or even in the gym like a lot of the times I was like
There's a lot of weird things
And then on my bike ride home a similar thing happened just weirdness
I was conscious like the whole time and then I came to this realization that
like
my reality kind of feels like a dream right now
Like everything kind of feels like a distant memory
And that only happened like that actual thing only happened for a few brief moments
Like there were a few brief moments where like my physical reality my current reality right now
Actually felt like a dream or actually felt like a past memory
Which was actually very inspiring because
I then realized that
I don't know if I read it in Transurfing, but I'm pretty sure I heard that if you get
to a point like that where you're
Like everything feels weird
And you kind of sense change
That is good because that means that changes are happening on your lifeline
And you'll be able like that means you're moving closer to your goals
Excuse me and
So
I
I did all that and I was extremely present during
During my bike ride and then
There was a lot of times where I was thinking
That I had like higher levels of awareness higher consciousness
And it just felt like it too. I was like so ready to get my meditation down for the next
Like the next meditation that I had
And then once I got home I started cooking and I literally just fell asleep right away. I just lost all that consciousness
I don't know what's what it was because I was asleep a lot of the day at school as well
I think that when I'm at school and when I'm home
I lose I am very low consciousness like I'm very low level of awareness
And then I
Hit my meditation
Today and I was like falling asleep. It was I was like losing focus a lot
But I always kept bringing it back like fairly fairly quickly as well
so
That's another good thing because before I was like I did before I knew about this
every time I would bring
Like my focus back or bring my attention back to the middle and actually wake up
Before I knew about that
Or this one thing that I'll tell you in a moment
Before I always like got
Disappointed because I had I had fallen asleep and I got disappointed because more and more I was bringing my attention back
And I was disappointed because that meant that I fell asleep
But then I realized that it was actually good because I was like waking I was waking myself back up
But that was it and then I realized that
In Transurfing I reread one of the things where he said it actually doesn't matter if you fall asleep or not
What matters is
The habit to always bring it back always bring your attention back like that's what matters the habit to bring your attention back
And so like I'm actually very glad that even though today's meditation
Or at least after the afternoon's meditation
Was not very successful in the means of my focus because I was literally falling asleep the whole time
even though
It was not it objectively. It wasn't very successful. I see it as very successful
Because I am proving to myself that I have developed this habit to bring my attention back more and more
Which is very relieving because I remember
The stage when I just decided to
Focus on waking up and it was like a couple months ago like
Five months ago, maybe four months ago
I had just started reading Transurfing the second time and I'd made the decision to wake up and in the beginning
I was waking up maybe like four times a day
And then slowly but surely I
Was waking up more and more times during the day and I had to like use a lot of time
During the day and I had to like use a lot of
my willpower like I had to
Manually do it a lot
And I remember those were probably like the toughest mentally challenging days not like not like
Not like how it is now where
I'm like mentally
Torn because I'm going to school even though I'm learning that school is destroying my soul
It's not like that
But it's like
I'm waking up and I'm like it's a mental challenge. It's a it's
It's like a healthy challenge
And so those were like the hardest times like mental
Challenge wise even though it was very healthy
And
But it was so worth it because now I have the habit I have the habit to always wake up
Now I had to develop the habit to always wake up especially during times when
I I know that I'm I have a tendency to fall asleep often
Which are during school as well as at home
Because on the bike ride I've proven today that
I was the most conscious I've ever been
And I have a feeling that it's going to get better and better because this gateway experience
Is actually changing the game for me me meditating with the gateway experience is actually radically changing things
because I'm starting to
Like literally even during my dreams
I'm starting to remember it a lot more and I'm way more conscious during my dreams
Even though I've only had one situation in the past like month where I was like
lucid
I can tell that I'm getting a lot more like I'm a lot more it's better and better
And so that's like the gateway experience is exactly what needs to happen
So
Like lately I've been really locking into my spiritual journey
And it's for good reason because I'm really starting to believe that
I'm more than my physical body and I'm really starting to believe that it's those that
educate themselves those that
Radically that allow the truth to destroy themselves over and over and over again
And those that chase spirituality and go on their spiritual journey are those that are actually successful
My first time reading Transurfing I couldn't handle the truth. I'm gonna be honest. I stopped reading it and then
And then I started again, but then it was still hard, but I was able to push through it that that time and I read it two times but
Then I read
Dancing after the music stops and I was reading I don't know if it was this morning or yesterday, but
He said that basically
Allow the truth to destroy you
Like always chase the truth and allow it to destroy you over and over and over again
and that was really what I needed to hear because
Now that gives me something to lean on to
Allow the truth to destroy me
Because it's good like that's a good thing that means that I'm going red pill and I'm like actually
Exposing myself to all this stuff and I'm actually learning about this stuff and the truth will set you free
Pretty sure Jesus said that the truth will set you free
So always chase the truth
And always get better and better and better
So this spiritual journey is
Like the more and more I read about it the more and more it confirms my suspicion of how
Just how valuable it will be for my growth as a human and growth as a soul
And I'm
I haven't yet achieved any crazy events other than one
Unusual event yesterday in my meditation where
I had an instant moment of light shining into my eyes even though my room was dark
No one came in my room. My room is basically locked
and
My room is pitch black because I haven't optimized with curtains. So my room is pitch black. There was no way
I could have had light shining my eyes. So it was all in my head
And so that was like the first
weird thing that I had with um
meditation and I have been doing this for a little over a month
But I think that now is when I'm starting to
Can I'm going to start experience a lot more
um interesting things because
The whole first month of meditating with the gateway experience
Was just focused on focus 10 and I don't think that you really
Experience much in focus 10
And then focus 12 is when you start to experience things and so I had that one experience yesterday
and
It was just for an instant just a moment where my whole entire like eyes lit up
Like my eyes were closed but like my entire screen or my entire like mind like imagination or my
Inner screen that I was like it's usually just black just instantly lit up with light
And then instantly left once I came conscious of it
and so that was uh experience and I haven't experienced anything other than that but
You guys are gonna be
listening along the way the documentation
This is an extremely
valuable thing that I'm doing for myself and for you guys
And I'm so grateful that I've started documenting when I did because
I started documenting maybe like a a week or a month after I like started getting
Decided to like get into business
And so I'm basically documenting my entire entrepreneur journey
because I have been
Like really the only real action that I've taken
Has been documented on this podcast
For entrepreneurship
And this is
Like I just started getting into spirituality
So this is going to be documenting my entire spiritual journey as well
So it's going to be cool
To show you guys like step by step what I'm doing as well as
My progress
Like to show you guys just that you can do it as well like I'm I'm a normal person
I'm starting to like excel a lot more and starting to push
Against mediocrity
So I'm starting to become great
But one year ago. I was just a normal average kid
And I say average
with
The truth that average normalcy normalness
Is mediocrity
Why is it that we live in a society where it's normal and okay, and it's actually
Better to be mediocre in the social sense because the moment you start
doing
Excelling people like raise their eyebrows people kind of move away
We live in a society where it's considered normal to be mediocre
To do nothing in your life to be average
When I would I want to mention bring up that ad that I saw of iman got you
where
It's it's actually
In greek in ancient greek. I'm sure that it was considered normal an average to be great and to excel
Like i'm sure their definition of normal or average
was
Lightyears ahead of ours
So it's all about a
It's all about your environment
And that's one thing
I read in dance after music stops. How can you expect to be nothing other than mediocre if you're surrounded by
mediocre objects mediocre job mediocre house mediocre car mediocre husband wife
mediocre kids like all
Mediocracy if you're surrounded by all mediocracy, how can you expect to be?
Great, how can you expect to be nothing other than mediocre?
And that's something I realized I am surrounded by all mediocracy
And i'm starting to phase it out of my like worldview
I'm starting to not notice it as much like especially when I first got
Uh when I first like stopped going on my phone. I would notice people on their phones all the time
But now I don't it's not really a part of my attention anymore
I don't pay much attention to it anymore and that's happened with many different things
And so I'm wondering like
What can I do to
Kind of phase out all this mediocracy because i'm still financially dependent
So I can't just like actually I could move out
but
That would be that wouldn't be normal right like that wouldn't be like
I'm
you guys can see that i'm still under the influence of
social conditioning
I still have a long path ahead of me
of fixing of like healing myself from all this
Because i'm still too scared to make the leap
But I don't know because maybe i'm holding on to something maybe i'm taking advantage of this
Because I have all the resources I need to be successful right here right now. So I might as well
gain success right here right now because I've got a lot of things that
If I just move if I just moved out, I probably wouldn't be able to do for example
Podcast I don't have a macbook. I don't have a computer. I just have a pc so I wouldn't be able to bring that around with me
Another example well actually no that's not right. That's not true because I could just go on my phone and record the podcast on my phone
So that's another excuse
Another thing is meditation with the gateway experience
But I could just bring it
It's another excuse
So I don't even know things are I'm starting to like destroy my limited beliefs
And I don't know there's a lot there's a lot
This is a crazy world that we live in
And
Like I'm learning that we're all like the world is dying
Like I always knew that global warming was the thing I always knew that
That global warming was gonna kill the world
But I never really cared to be honest because I was just I was just a normal average person right no one cares about global warming
they all have the
Knowledge they all have the
like
Information they all obtain
the information that
Yes, in like the year 2050 the world is gonna die or whatever
Everyone like most people know that global warming is a thing and it's gonna wipe us all out
But no one really cares and I I was the same up until
Maybe a week ago
Now I'm starting to realize that this is actually like legit
I always knew it was legit, but now I'm starting to realize that
Like that's in 10 years. I won't even be 30 when the effects start happening
Maybe I'll be 30. I don't know
Yeah, I'll be 30 when the effects start happening in 2035
So
And it's also the thing that
Gene Pasco-Rieman the author of Dancing After The Music stops he constantly reminds us he constantly says there is no hope yet
There is only hope
We are all like the world is surely going to
collapse
Yet there is a hope that we can do
Yet there is a hope that we can make things better
Like we are on course to a guaranteed
demise of our
entire world
Yet there is still hope and I am unsure what that hope is but
Gene Pasco-Rieman constantly reminds me and he had read all of these books in the ultimate reading list for human beings
he read all those books and he is basically passing on all the knowledge
Not all of the knowledge, but he's passing on
A lot of the stuff that he learned in his book Dancing After The Music stops
As well as on his website the most beautiful world he passed on the entire reading list that he recommends reading
And he said start with dye wise
Which I I've only read the introduction to dye wise and I'm not gonna read
I'm not gonna start it until I'm done with Dancing After The Music stops, but
I had bought all the first
Uh, actually that's not true. I bought like five of the books. I bought Journeys Out Of The Body
Which is like number 130 or something. It's really far down on the list
I bought 2FD, which not even on the list
I bought Dancing After The Music stops, which is not on the list, but he did recommend
He did say check it out because he wrote it
And then I bought the first like within the first 10
Dye wise is number one come of age
I believe is number two or three and then Ascent of Humanity is two or three or something like that
and then the Egypt code is maybe like five or six
And so I believe that dye wise is probably the first one that I should read and then come of age and then
Or no, dye wise then Ascent of Humanity and then come of age
And then the Egypt code and then Journeys Out Of Body
Or I want to read Journeys Out Of Body soon
So I don't know
I'm not gonna plan all of it. All I know is that I want to do dye wise right now
Because it's so interesting that like I just like I don't even think Jean Pasco reman brought it up
That the the root of oh no Jean Pasco reman did bring up
That we have a fear of death in our society
But then I brought it back to this one thing that I learned. I'm pretty sure I learned it in a book called tools
And it's like a psychology book
And I
I read that the root of all of our fears the root like the root of all of our fears is the fear of death
And so the simple fact that
I hadn't ever even thought of that
Like seriously, I've I've known it
For a long time, but I didn't really give it some serious thought
Now that I'm starting to realize like we're in a world of conditioning. I'm starting to become aware of all this stuff
It just seems like the fear of death since it's the root of all fears since fears are what holds me back like
Just earlier. I listed all the reasons why I couldn't
Just leave and move out right now
But then I debunked them and that just shows my limiting beliefs as well as my fear fear of
the unknown fear of moving out which all
Roots from the fear of death
And so if all of this stuff is rooted from the fear of death if that's my one big domino
Maybe the fear of death is the root of all the many beliefs
If that's my one big domino it would make great sense
to learn about that next
To really lock in on dying and death and really
Heal myself in that regard because
other other cultures throughout time
They
Didn't they never fear death like there are other cultures that did not fear death and that it was part of like their culture
And they celebrated it rejoiced it
Yet our culture sees it as an ill like sees it as a disease
That needs to be cared so it sees that as something unnatural
And that's resulted with us being in a fear of it
So it just makes sense to
Start to destroy that fear it's all about doing the inner work and healing yourself from
This civilization this culture this
Conditioning that's been
Put into our minds for years
So when you start doing that inner work
You begin to heal
Then that allows you to actually gain success
Ema and Gazi said
Most people don't do the inner work and that's why they're not successful
Like most people that are coming up
To success like me right now. I'm on the coming up
I'm on the come up
Most people don't do this inner work
Like if I was just doing the physical work like
podcasting
I will not have nearly as much success. I really believe that the inner work is everything
I believe that the inner work
Will carry me like the inner work is 99%
The inner work is 99% of the reason why I will gain success
Yeah, I'm podcasting to be honest. I'm not doing much. I'm not doing thumbnails. I'm not editing
I'm just like editing the sound to make a higher quality
I'm not doing anything like literally all I'm doing is
Post like recording podcasts and then posting it. That's it. Like I'm doing very minimal work
All I'm doing like my entire day is dedicated to the inner work
Reading all this stuff destroying these world destroying this worldview that I have
Getting a little discovering the truth
Allowing the truth to destroy myself. It's all dedicated towards the inner work
The truth will set you free and it's all about the inner work. I am starting to
Get ideas of going into solitude
Retreating into nature on my own and being in solitude for years
months or years
With nothing but a few journals a few pens
And maybe a book or two that we cannot that I could study like
Transurfing or other books as I learn more
I'm starting to get those ideas
Renting a cabin in Alaska
And staying there for six months
In solitude
I don't know the logistics of how it would work how I'd get food. Maybe I'd have to hunt. I don't know
I don't know how to hunt. I've never hunted before but I would figure it out real quick if my life depended on it
With just solitude just me in nature discover the truth
And I'm also getting other thoughts like as I'm reading dance at the music stops. He's telling all the stories
He's saying a lot of stuff
Getting more thoughts of adventure going on my own adventures
throughout the world
Doing crazy things like there's one story that he talked about when he was in like
I don't know where he was. He's somewhere in South America
or Mexico
uh
And he was driving his Jeep and he was surrounded by a gang of kids or probably not kids but like a gang of
the guys
and
He was talking about how
people like society
Western society would say just give up everything just give them
Give them your wallet. Give them your computer. Give them everything. Just give it up
Just save yourself save your life
And that that is another thing that stemmed of the fear of death
It stemmed from the fear of death and you know what he did he was surrounded by a gang they could take him out in one moment
Pretty sure they had guns
And instead what he did is he literally just said to the leader or whoever was near his door
He said he gave he handed him like a 20 a $20 bill or however much money
that is the equivalent of in that country's money and then he handed that to him and said
Go over there and buy everyone some beers
And so he literally did that and went into the store and bought everyone some beers
And then he was literally admitted into their gang
For $20
He just bought them some beers and that's it
And he was like out just for that
Which is crazy because
He could have just given them everything
given up everything
But instead he doesn't have the fear of death
So then he did so he just decided to do something crazy
And in the beginning he would in the beginning of the book he was talking about how people
When he decided to go out on his own adventure of the world
People said oh you'll die or they basically said a bunch of times that you'll die
People have such like it is so ingrained in us to have a fear of death that we don't want to start living
Our fear of death is preventing us from living
So like even now when I'm trying to convince you guys of this
How powerful the how much the fear of death is holding us back
It's really starting to make me really want to get into this like this is the next phase in my spiritual journey
Of my inner work journey
And when I'm gonna be honest when I first started recording today's episode
Yeah, I wanted to focus on I was gonna read die wise, but I wasn't nearly as convinced as I am now of how important
the
fear of death is
Which is
It just goes to show how valuable the third piece of my core three is the core three is
worldview spirituality
and documentation
Me I am proving to myself over and over and over again how valuable documenting is
for myself
Not even talking about you guys
simply just for myself because
I am teaching you guys
Which is actually strengthening and solidifying me and then when I get into the flow I start
bringing in random things and making a bunch of connections and then I start like
Reminding myself of a bunch of stories that I heard
And reminding and keep on explaining a lot of stuff
Documentation is actually so valuable. It's extremely valuable and
Uh like many times throughout the past couple weeks. I've been debating whether I should maintain a one hour
daily podcast
or
Cut it down
To like 10 minutes 30 minutes
Or cut it cut out to every other day once a week. I don't know
And after today's episode, I think that I'm gonna maintain the one hour daily
It may be hurting my quality, but it's definitely helping myself
improve a lot faster
Just for what I said before
When you teach when you explain you strengthen your own understanding you get a much greater understanding for
Whatever you're learning and it's only going uphill from here. It's an uphill from here
Because 65 days until I'm not at school
I'm getting closer and closer and actually over the following weeks
I'm gonna be lots of things are happening next week. I basically have
school on monday and tuesday
and then
half of I get this
I have I get to school at 10 a.m. On wednesday
and so basically
I and then I have no school on thursday and friday and then I have the weekend
So I have a four-day weekend next week
So that is like a huge break already in of itself
Even on the two normal two-day weekends. I grow so much. I learn so much because I literally read all day
And I feel like my podcasts are higher quality on the weekends
Because I am learning a lot more so I can say a lot more
So next week is like four-day weekend and then
I'm going on a one-week long vacation
So what that means is that I'm gonna not record at all during that entire vacation
I'm gonna take the entire week off
And what I'm gonna do to prayer for that is right now I have seven episodes scheduled ahead of time
So now I have to get another seven to make up for that
So over the next month I have to get to 14
scheduled episodes which is gonna be the most I've ever had
But it'll be worth it because then I'll have that entire week off
And a week of refresh a week of rest is essential
Rest is essential for creative work for work in general, but especially creative work
And I'd say this is creative work
and
I had originally learned about this concept of how valuable rest is
When I back when I was playing video games, I would literally grind out this video like video games all day every day all week
And then I remember one time when
I was playing this one game for so long literally every day
And then I had to take like a week off and then I was so much better when I got back
Like yeah, I was a little rusty when I got back but once I got the rust off and got back into it
I was so much better like rest is actually so valuable
and so
in 65 days, I'm gonna be done with school
but in
One month in like 30 days
I'm gonna be taking an entire week off
And it's higher week off
Which is the most I've ever taken off ever since I started podcasting
So that'll be huge for me that'll be huge for my growth
And it'll be huge for my spiritual journey because I do plan on meditating every day at the beach
during that time
And I plan on getting to
Pretty advanced at focus 12 to the point where I can evoke it
Without the tapes and I actually think that I can evoke it without the tapes already because over the weekend I did
I was just laying on my
I was just like
In silence in solitude in my room over the weekend
And there was just this point of time where I was like, oh, I might as well meditate
But I didn't want to put on the actual headphones. So I just meditated normal and I achieved focus 10 easy
And I believe I reached focus 12 because I felt like my
Consciousness expanding and I don't know if that's just something that my mind is doing
like just
But I I like to think that it is me entering focus 12 that that kind of feeling that I get it like a tingly
In sensation that I'm my mind is actually expanding. That's that's what I feel when I get to focus 12
My a tingling sensation in my mind of expanding
And I feel that when I get to focus 10 or not 10
11 when I say 11 and then when I say 12 I feel it both times and then when I leave focus 12
I kind of feel like the reverse. It's like
It's like um coming back in
It's like a weird sensation. I can't really describe but it kind of feels like the opposite of that
That's the best way to describe it. Um, I feel that going from 12 to 11 to 11 to 10
But that's it for today's episode. So
And also before I wrap it up, I want to say one last thing
I do have off days and today I expected to be an off day
but like I was I came downstairs to start recording and
When I sat down, I just did not want to record for some reason
I I was starting to like jot down my notes and
Like nothing was coming to mind. I was writing down a few things but not enough
And that's why I got on youtube
Because I was just being dumb and I wanted to distract myself
Yeah, I still managed to make a pretty good episode I believe
So
Everyone has off days and over the past couple weeks. I remember
like
I remember thinking
What will I answer people when I'm successful?
When they ask the question did you always think you were successful because I remember james clear
said that if you were to ask him
Or if you were to tell him that you were from the future and you and you told him that you he made
New York Times bestseller list
James clear would have like cried in relief because that that was how much he knew
That he was going to be successful
And so I'm kind of thinking that like no one knows that they're going to be successful. No one knows like
Truly, they're not 100 confident
But they do it anyways and they get success like everyone who's ever experienced any success during their period of
Coming up
They don't know
And I'm in a similar situation and it's those who actually push through and continue on
Who actually gained success so that's it for today's episode
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