Listen to your heart. So this I was originally taught or I originally learned
about this concept in a book called Reality Transurfing and I learned about
it and I didn't really, I never really applied it. It was just one of those
concepts that kind of seemed foreign and I didn't really, I didn't really
understand what it meant or even bother to try and apply it. And let me just
explain. There's the heart and the mind. So in Transurfing the heart is basically
it knows everything. It has emotions and it feels things and it tells you things.
It sends kind of messages to your mind and then the mind is like the logical
analytical thing that perceives and takes in information and kind of makes
decisions based off of that. But the mind only analyzes things and it only
thinks. It doesn't really know but the the heart knows. So I read Transurfing,
never really applied it and then I read it a second time and then I started to
get into it and I started to actually think about the heart and the mind and
still I didn't really apply it too much but I started like being more conscious
of it and actually started to listen to it a little bit more in my heart. Like
during certain things if I felt tense I would just listen to my heart and figure
out what it's like what's wrong. And this has actually helped me a lot. So you
could probably tell that it's pride. I'm pride due for a haircut. I haven't had a
haircut in a couple months and it's because I had the last haircut I had was
not good. Actually not the last one, the second to last one I had. It was not good.
So I've told this story before but it was wintertime last year, a couple months ago,
about like eight months ago maybe. And I remember I this was back when I was going
to the gym every morning at like six in the morning and I'd be done by eight. So
I go I went to the gym and then this was on a day where there was no school. I went
to the gym and I biked to the haircut place. Great clips. And I didn't actually
need a haircut but I was just told that I needed a haircut by certain messages that
I heard. I just heard passing comments like oh when you get a haircut. And those
were just I didn't actually need a haircut and my hair was like just on the
verge of looking good. And for some context the best I'd ever like the best
hairstyle that I'd ever had was in the beginning of the year junior year. Beginning
of the school year, my junior year. So around about one year ago. And the hairstyle
looked similar to this. Just like long wave, like long hair with I don't even
know how to describe it but people say like the beaver flow. And so I had that
haircut and then I got it cut unfortunately and it was terrible. And
then I grew it out again and then I got it cut. And this time when I got it cut
I should have grown it out longer. But when I went after the gym it was this
cold day. I was just sitting outside of the haircut place waiting for it to open.
I was waiting there for like 10 minutes. And I was the first one there because it
was just opening. And I was like looking inside and I already felt
inner tension. Like my heart was screaming no get out of here. Like this is
not a good idea. And I was looking inside and I saw a bunch of red flags. Like
they're open like 15 minutes late. They were dressed like one of the
people in there she was dressing like one of the employees was dressed like
she just got out of a nightclub. And then once I actually ended up walking in
they like she would smell like smoke. Just like a lot of red flags. And when I was
standing there at the tree for literally 10 minutes I was just 10 to 15
minutes I was just standing there watching. And that's whole time my heart
was screaming like no get out of here. Like this is not a good idea. And mind you
I was studying transfer at the time. Like I was aware of the heart in the mind.
And I was like oh this is the Russell the morning stars. But my logical reasoning
analytical mind basically said no. And then it gave a very reasonable argument
against leaving. And it basically said no I need a haircut. Like everyone
told me that. So I decided to stay based off of the convincing of my mind. And
then I it was my it was time to it was open finally. And I walked in got my
haircut and she took probably an hour and a half to cut my hair. Like it was the
longest haircut I had ever had. And I was just sitting there smelling the smoke
the whole time. And it was just not a good experience sitting there. And then
when I looked at my hair she finally after like an hour and a half she finally
showed me the mirror. And I looked at it and I was not happy. I was just like
absolutely like deeply saddened. Or you know how it gets when you get your
haircut and then you look at yourself and it's not good. Like that that was the
emotion I was feeling extremely like hurt. And then there was two reasons. Or
there's one thing I did after that. I just said she was like oh yeah is this
good. And I was like yes it's good thank you. And then I paid and left. But the
reason why I did that was because one I didn't think that she could actually
make it any better. And two I didn't want to bear sitting in that chair any
longer. Because my emotions were on a like an all-time high. Not an all-time high.
But my emotions were at their tipping point. And the reason why I tell you this
story is because I learned about the the whispering of the Russell the morning
stars is what it's called the Whispering of the Heart. I learned about that and I
knew what it was. I was aware of it when it when it was happening. Yeah I still
didn't act. I still didn't listen to it. And that was a huge mistake and ever since
then. Like when I was at school after that I was like not bullied but people
kind of made fun of my haircut. And they like made it known that I made a
mistake getting haircut. And you know how that is. If if you have a haircut one
day and then it's a bad one. You go in public. Like especially with at school
people are brutal. So ever since that I decided to actually listen to the Russell
the morning stars. And the one thing is if you don't listen to the Russell the
morning stars it's nearly always negative. Whereas if you listen to the Russell
the morning stars it's nearly always neutral. Is what I come to learn. Because
there's a few times that when I did listen to the Russell morning stars and I
decided to not act or do act or whatever the case may be. I decided to listen to
my heart and as a result the like nothing happened. Which one could see that as
like not even being valuable. But me doing that that negative it was probably
saving me from an even worse thing. Like going back to the situation where I was
leaning against that tree right outside of the haircut place. If I simply just
walked away it would just been a neutral situation. Nothing bad would have
happened. I would have just gone on to school just like that. But I decided to
ignore the Russell morning stars so something bad happened and it affected
me for like three four months in the future once. And so my hair finally grew
back. And ever since that I got one more haircut from that point and I had a
similar experience but I didn't. I actually had a better haircut. But there's
this one dude that I respected who said you should have grown it all out. Like you
should have grown it out. So ever since that I decided to grow it out just like
how it is now. And I am kind of due for a haircut. Like I've heard that but I'm
kind of to be honest with you guys I'm afraid. Like I'm fearful of getting a
haircut because I don't want to go back to great clips because I've never had a
like good experience there. And I'm also I don't know where else to go because
the last time I had a haircut the bad one I just told you about that was at
great clips. But another time I had a haircut in the beginning of junior year
right when I had this amazing hairstyle that I actually liked to get rid of
this hairstyle I went to this one barber shop and it was terrible. Like the dude
was late I had a similar experience and it was the worst. It was a terrible
haircut as well. So I'm I'm literally afraid to get a haircut. But the reason
I'm telling you all this is because I want to just nail in how important it
is to listen to the heart. Your heart knows everything. And I've over the past
couple weeks in my humanities class we get 20 minutes on Mondays and 20 minutes
on Fridays to read independent reading book. And so I didn't want to read my
personal books because when we first started I was reading Transurfing and I
didn't want to have to bring that to school and I didn't want to bring it
because I wanted to focus on it. And it's kind of hard to focus and like study it
at school. But so I chose to read the Alchemist which was on my list but I
what I had no intention on actually getting to it any time soon. So it was a
perfect opportunity to read the Alchemist. And the Alchemist is basically a I
don't know like the vocab words for books but I think it's a novel. It's
basically like a story about a boy who pursues his personal legend. It's
basically his life purpose. So he pursues that and it's just his journey, his
adventure along the way. And I'm very glad that I read it because I read it. I
just finished it today and I've been reading it pretty slowly over the past
two months actually ever since like school started I've been reading it. And
it's because I only have like 20 minutes on Mondays and Fridays and a lot of the
times like it gets we don't get it. Like for example today we didn't have any
reading time because we're watching a movie instead. So there's a lot of time
but none of this matters. But the moral of the story is I read the Alchemist and
I'm very glad I did because I saw a lot of transfer from principles in it. And I
I'm glad that I read it after reading Transurfing two times so that I can
actually understand the wisdom and see the wisdom there. Because if I were to
have just read it before Transurfing then I wouldn't have seen the wisdom in it
and I wouldn't have thought anything special of it. But since I read it
after learning about Transurfing and studying it I learned so much and I
like got a chance to actually apply my knowledge kind of. There was many parts
for example there was one part where I'm blanking on now but there's a oh yeah
so there's one part where he has to cross the desert and pretty much he's
crossing the desert and he talks to this person and he said and I'm trying not to
like spoil anything so he talks to this guy who's kind of like his guide at that
stage of his journey and he is basically he basically says his guide says
listen to your heart so the boy the main character literally just listens to his
heart for hours and he becomes like fluent in the language of the heart and
he like gets the point where he can speak to the heart and listen to it all
day long and just the way he spoke just really I really liked it and there's
one one point where he was able to this is a spoiler so if you plan on reading
it then you should probably skip ahead so there's one point where he had to turn
into the wind like literally turn into the wind and then he was talking he was
basically sitting on top of a he was in the desert sitting on top of like this
rock and he was talking to the wind or no he was talking to the desert through
the language of the world which is like the the heart I think and then the desert
told him to talk to the wind and then he talked to the wind and then the wind
told him to talk to the Sun and then the Sun told him to talk to the writer
which is like the hand the hand that wrote that wrote it all so basically
God he told him the Sun told him to talk to God and then what he realizes that he
became fluent in the language of the world and then the language or the sorry
this stuff is fresh in my mind so I don't really I'm not I'm not extremely
well-versed in this yet but he basically found out that the soul of the world is
a part of the soul of God and that he is a part of God or he is God
essentially he he found out that he is God and he is capable of performing
miracles so then he was able to actually turn into the wind and that's what he did
he turned into the wind and then like flew over to a different part of like
the desert and then manifest back into his physical body but he basically learned
how to listen to the heart and that he spent like hours days months just
listening to the heart because he was walking through the desert in solid not
in solitude because he had his guide with him but there was a long stretches where
they were not talking at all and he would just sit in the silence listening to his
heart speak all day long and that's really something that made me think
because I learned about Transurfing and I don't really listen to my heart that
often I just have become more kind of sensitive to inner tension for example
one huge lesson that I learned today let me get some context over the past so I
met my friend Franklin and we were kind of like on our own paths we're and then
when we met we kind of started to like converge our paths and then our paths
basically became one for quite some time a few weeks or months and we were
basically like doing the same exact things for those weeks and months so our
path was the same and then we started to kind of split ways a little bit and I
didn't notice this I wasn't conscious of this but I was kind of trying to like
control like in Transurfing there's a term like your grip of control I was
basically trying to like control the situation and try and keep him on my
path which was not good obviously because I was having a lot of inner
tension and I was really tense especially over the past week around him and
then I became conscious of this literally like yesterday and then I talked
to him about it and it made sense so I like talked about it and then instantly
released the burden and then I said it's because I'm trying to like control you
I'm not allowing you to be you and then he said that makes a lot of sense because
he was feeling something similar I don't know to what extent but doesn't really
matter and I realized that I have to let him go his own path and allow myself to
go my own path and that's one extremely valuable thing that I learned about
listening to my heart because I figured that out by listening to my heart and
it's helped tremendously because now we're both kind of splitting paths and
going our own ways which is fine like everyone has their own path and now I'm
conscious of not controlling the situation just releasing the grip and
allowing him to be him and allowing myself to be myself that's a
transurfing principle actually allow allow yourself or be yourself and allow
others to do the same and that's what I was feeling and doing and then I became
conscious of it and now I'm doing that so that's that's kind of what a huge
lesson that I learned today but I'm really okay so I just finished the
alchemist and now I'm gonna be I am okay so today is Friday and over the next
couple days I'm gonna be reading a lot because I have a three-day weekend so
tomorrow Sunday and Monday I have no school and this is another thing I want
to talk about school I was talking with my with my other friend today about
he's one year younger than me so he's a junior and he's basically kind of in a
situation we're both in a situation where we're realizing that school is like a
lie and this is something that I think I'm starting to uncover I wrote one
thing that I realized I was reading the 10x this easier than 2x and one thing
that you need to one habit that he had or one like exercise he had us do in that
book is to write down all of your past 10x achievements and then also write down
things that you want and so I wrote down my past 10x achievements five of them
and then I also wrote down something that I want and I wrote down a few things
that I wanted and this was last night when I wrote this down but the 10x I
wrote down this morning but last night wrote down the things I wanted which one
of the things I wanted was to discover the truth and this is because I have been
on this quest for discovering the truth ever since I ever since that one day
then I realized that I was focusing on my physical body for self-improvement but
not my like mental ever since that day I was on a quest to discover the truth
now unknowingly until just like recently a month ago maybe so for the past like
seven months a little maybe over seven months I've been on a quest to discover
the truth and it's been a slow process but I was extremely I'm extremely lucky
because I've been on the right path like in the most beautiful world's website
there's a reading list and in that list he are in like the blog article he says
that you can spend 40 years reading 40,000 books and still not get anything
of it and this reading list that he has the ultimate reading list for human
beings on that website is a straight cut to the chase straight to conscious
awakening like revolution inducing reading list and so that's like the
foundation so the first book he said to start it with is reality
Transurfing so for the entire journey that I was trying to discover the truth
I was reading reality Transurfing so I was already building my foundation which
is huge because I didn't even realize when I started reading Transurfing and
even when I like for the past couple months like until one month ago when I
learned about this website I didn't realize that I was trying to discover
any truth but I was on the path to discovering the truth whether I knew
it or not and so when I read this article the most beautiful world the
ultimate reading list for human beings the reading list when I read this I
realized that I need to discover the truth and I'm sorry I'm saying discover
the truth a lot but it's important so when I wrote down last night in my one
teen like things that I want I wanted to discover the truth and finally after a
few like after a month of discovering these new books you know over the next
couple days I'm going to be starting them and I'm gonna be reading a lot
because I want to start them quick I want to start them as soon as possible
because they all came except for Toofty the priestess which by the way is not
even on the reading list but I want to read that I want to throw in a
Transurfing book because that's the next book that Vanem's on wrote after
reality Transurfing and I want to maintain like my knowledge and build
more knowledge and so over the next couple days over the weekend I'm gonna
be spending like all day locked into my room finishing 10x's easier than 2x and
then create don't capture and I'm gonna dive into these books because they are
straight to conscious awakening discover the truth and the guy who compiled
the reading list Jean Pascal Riemann actually wrote a book himself and as you
guys heard over the past couple days as well as today I have been talking about
how school is a lie and I want to drop out even though I have like two months
until I graduate and these books basically I got I was under the
impression I got the impression that he basically led me to believe that the
reading lists bit kind of made him drop out of school and pursue his dreams in
his life and then he wrote a book called Dancing After the Music Stops and
you know how on the back cover there's kind of like a summary or description of
the book on the back cover of Dancing After the Music Stops he says this book
is the type of book that will make you want to drop out of school and chase
your dreams or start your life so if I'm already on the fence I don't know if
it'll be a good thing or a bad thing to read these books but I'm gonna go
straight in because I am red pill all the way red pill this is one of the biggest
lessons that I learned when I started reading Transurfing when I I started
reading Transurfing I couldn't really handle it not even a lot I was pacing
my the hallway in my house like this with my hands on my head just like
stressed out because excuse me let me get some water have hiccups I was walking
around my house like stressed out because no one else around me knew about
this stuff everyone else was still blue pill they're still kind of under the dream
they're like heavily sedated by the pendulum still and they they don't even
know anything about this stuff and if I were to talk to them about it then they
would just reject everything so I'm over here a 17 year old high school student
struggling away trying to figure out like what is going on in the life because
the first couple chapters of Transurfing destroyed like absolutely shattered my
worldview and basically discredited every single thing that I came to believe
is true and said that it's not how it seems so my entire life was flipped
upside down when I started reading that and I couldn't handle it so I stopped
reading it and then it wasn't until I met Franklin my friend that I talked about
a lot and we started rereading we or we started reading it again like it wasn't
until I had a companion to read it to so I could have someone to confide in and
so I could get through this moment or this like phase of my life get through
the red pill phase with someone else so that's why I was able to do that because
but I came to realize that the red pill even though I was like it was too
overwhelmed to handle it I probably would have gotten back to Transurfing
eventually I don't know how long it would have taken but I probably would
have gotten back to it and just pushed through on my own but I realized that the
red pill is so important because the red pill is the truth and it's a hard pill
to swallow it's a hard truth but not everyone wants to take it but those who
take it are way better off than those who don't and that's why even though I may
regret learning about all this stuff because I have two months left and it
may be like torturous being at school knowing all this knowledge for two months
I think it'll be worth it because honestly knowledge opens up doorways
I'm a firm believer in this because when I started reading Transurfing all of
like the majority of my doors in my life were closed because I didn't even know
they existed so a door that's open but you don't know exists is closed to you
because you don't even know it exists so once I started learning and started like
for example the first book that I read Oxygen Advantage taught me to nose
breathe now nose breathing was a was an open door but I didn't know it existed
like I knew that you could breathe through your nose but I didn't see the
benefits of it until I learned the knowledge of how valuable nose breathing
is and then it became a visible door that was open and I started to breathe
through my nose and then my life improved because of it and all the other
things imagine the the world of opportunities like our world is inf...
like not infinite but our world has so like infinite different possibilities
there are so many different things that you don't even know exists in this world
like I've just been living in this small little town for my entire life and yes
I've traveled but there's so much more to this world than like this tiny little
two square mile town that I'm living in so imagine all of the open doors that
are just hidden from you and reading I read in the most beautiful world this
one quote that said like you can just unlock the truth for reading and then
it's like it knowledge is the enemy to tyranny or something like that pretty
much knowledge is power and I've heard this all my life knowledge is power
knowledge is power yeah whatever never thought anything of it until I started
reading the right books yes oxygen advantage good book it's not really
that powerful knowledge to know yes how do okay how to win friends and influence
others is a powerful knowledge to know but transurfing is like the most
powerful knowledge that I've ever had the most powerful knowledge that I've ever
like that book in hindsight looking looking at like my past that is the
moment when I realized that knowledge is power because I've been able to achieve
one thing with transurfing so far go to funnel hacking life I was able to fly
across the country as a high school student alone with just my friend fly
across the country and listen from great world-class speakers about business
and entrepreneurship while I'm still in high school I was able to do that all by
myself with my friend we were both all by ourselves I was able to go to a hotel
and this is because I visualized the song like I visualize all of this stuff and
transurfing there's there is a visualization is a part of transurfing
and so there's one thing I'm visualizing right now and it's me surfing the waves
with a black surfboard that has in gold letters 2 comma club X written on it
that's what I'm visualizing right now and that symbolizes me surfing in Hawaii
free financially free because I'm in the 2 comma club X which basically means I
made 10 million dollars a year that's my goal and right now I have a hundred
percent success rate for the things I visualized actually that's not sure I
visualize the house one time for a few weeks but I decided against it because
I didn't really want it it was just kind of a placeholder so I could feel like I
was being productive but quickly I transitioned that to
fun hacking live and then I've achieved fun hacking live now I'm visualizing
surfing and I will achieve that as well because it's inevitable as long as I
maintain my route and maintain visualizing it then I'll achieve it
like it's just no other choice but this is extremely important because this
allowed me to start thinking big reality trans surfing allowed me to start
thinking big like before I thought that I was gonna have to be miserable with
the rest of my life working a career after being in college after being a
college educated kid I thought that I was gonna have to follow the traditional
path and then once I read unscripted by MJ DeMarco I realized no I'm throwing
all that away get rid of college I'm not doing that that radically shifted
everything but I didn't know what to do so then I read dot com secrets expert
secrets traffic secrets now I know what to do now I'm taking action and then I
read trans surfing two times and that book absolutely destroyed my entire life
that didn't destroy my life but it ripped everything I knew apart in my mind
because now I realize that this my whole life I was placed in this life right I
was placed here but I'm still here because my thoughts are confirming it my
thoughts are continually producing it like pretty much the way the world works
is we're all placed in random spots like you could be placed in a poor house
middle-class house upper-class house extremely wealthy house you could be
placed anywhere and your initial like starting area yes that matters but only
to the extent that it kind of creates the first starting point and as humans we
have a tendency to follow this feedback loop which this feedback loop is we
basically look at look at our world and then express our relationship to it and
then the world express reflects that relationship back into reality and then
we look at that new reality and then we express and we just repeat and now we're
in a loop so that's our tendency so that's why when everyone is placed in
their initial spots they're usually they usually tend to stay in that initial
spot their whole life because they're in this loop this feedback loop and it's
endless unless you break the cycle so what you do is you're placed in the
world right now and placed in the middle class and my whole life I was in this
loop where this is like my life this is my world this is basically my lot in
life this how it's gonna be for the rest of my life and then I started to
destroy that loop I started to stop it and reverse it now what I do is I
express my relationship to the world so now I could constantly now I know to
constantly consciously choose my relationship to the world so I express
positively or I express surfing like that's my goal so I my relationship to
the world is that the world takes care of everything and it helps me move
towards my goal in the most quickest way possible and everything that happens
leads towards my goal and everything happens that everything that happens to
me happens for my goal basically so now first I express my relationship then
the world since the mirror it reflects it back so now that is reality but there's
a delay between the relationship being expressed and it being reflected the
mirror has a delay so now I have to just hold maintain my relationship and hold
it steady and then once it becomes reality then I can like be in that new
feedback loop because previously right like before my loop was kind of keeping
me stuck in this place of middle class but once I reverse the loop then I can
reverse it back and kind of go back to how it was before except now the loop
will be from a different starting point and now I'll be in a much better
position so now it'll kind of just keep going forward in this new spot of being
ten million dollars a year surfing living in Hawaii that's that's that's
basically how the world works and that's all of this stuff I learned because I
read this 750 page long book two times and I'm gonna I plan on reading again and
the guy who wrote that book which is five books combined by the way guy who
wrote that book Vadam's own he also wrote a few other books Toofty the
Priestess it fat Priestess it fat I think it's called those two books are kind of
like prequels and sequels to each other and then there's one more which is like
78 days of Transurfing which I plan on reading in the future and then there's
another which is like Transurfing in Your Pocket which is just like quotes
compiled from the books which I will read again or not again but I will read in
the future so I'm gonna be reading all of his books but like this worldview is
extremely important because it opened up so much doors now the first seven books
like I want to go back to this reading list like I said knowledge is power and
knowledge opens up new doors that or reveals doors that were always open that
you didn't realize were open so I got seven new books in from the reading
list one of them is not which is Toofty but six new books from the reading list
and they are Journeys out of Bodies which is by Robert Monroe who is who wrote a
book on out of body experiences which is gonna be extremely beneficial because
right now I'm practicing his meditations using the Hemi-Sync so I'm
practicing the Gateway experience with Hemi-Sync and I'm gonna be reading his
book so that's that and then I actually have a feeling that that will make me a
lot more inspired to go harder on this meditation because lately I've I've been
literally falling asleep during the meditations and I thought it was because
of my sleep schedule was messed up it may still be that but probably because I'm
still trying to like catch up but that's that's where I'm at with that so I
haven't really been progressing forward in the meditations but this book is good
and then the other book the next book Die Wise and Come of Age which are both
by the one author I forgot his name but both of those books are Gene Pasco
Riemann's like number one and number four favorite books of all time and he
said that these are the books that he gives out as a gift most like Die Wise
is his most given gift and I other than that I don't know anything about it so
and I've never heard of it but I'm excited for that and I don't know what
benefit I'll come out of it but I'll definitely be telling you guys as I
learn it more and then Ascent on Humanity or Ascent of Humanity I forgot
what it was but that's by Eisenstein I forgot his first name but he I read about
it on his back like you know how sometimes on books the back is either a
description of the book or it's like praise and it's like reviews on Ascent
of Humanity it's reviews and one of the reviews was he his work goes stands along
with like the greats of our time like his book is legendary and then on Gene
Pasco Riemann's website most beautiful world he actually said that this book is
lays out the foundation to how the world really works and it lays out the
foundation to the truth so I'm excited for that because I don't even know what
to expect I don't know how the world works I think I know how the world works
but after reading Transurfing I know that that is exactly what the
pendulums code into my mind I know exactly what I'm taught to know so I
think I know how the world works but I don't because pendulums don't gain any
benefit from me going my own way and me knowing the truth but these books will
allow me to learn the truth and then all right so the Daiwis come of age journey
out of body Ascent of Humanity and then the Egypt code I thought that it was I
read the back which on this book is a description of the book and it's pretty
much not about how just what I got off the back I'm I think that it's not about
how the pyramids the Egyptian pyramids were aligned with the stars not about
how but why and then I also kind of read some reviews a little while back and
they were saying that it's like a spiritual and it's like a groundbreaking
breaking work on Egyptology and kind of like spirituality so I have no idea how
that's gonna come like how that's gonna come together don't know much about it
but that's the Egypt code so then I got Toofty which is book written by
Valamzon it's about reality Transurfing and my friend listened to like the
beginning of the audiobook of it and he said that it's basically about how
Valamzon like basically tells you exactly what to do exactly what he would do if
he were to go like start from scratch and what he would do on like for applying
the prince Transurfing principles and then the last one what is it so we've
got come of age die wise a son of humanity journey out of bodies Toofty
the Egypt code there's one oh dancing after the music stops this book was
written by Gene Pascal Rehman and who's the author of the most beautiful world
website and compiled the reading list of what I'm reading and dancing after the
music stops is not necessarily on the reading list but he like mentioned it in
that article and he said it's a compilation of the past three years of
his life reading all the books on the reading list as well as his trips
throughout the like trips around the world so I think that this book will be
an excellent start to this reading list I'm gonna be reading all seven at the
same time using a reading method of read one book until I lose focus then the
next then the next interspersed with push-ups and just repeat and cycle
through them all and this book will if this is a compilation of all the books
I feel like it'll be an excellent book to begin with so like I said I was talking
to my friend the one that is one year younger than me today about because he
wanted to hear about like what's going on with my life and just get some updates
because I haven't seen him in a few weeks and he is reading Transurfing he's like
in the beginning of Transurfing and he's starting to uncover the truth as well
and we're talking like we're just sitting in the hallway but people passing by and
we're like I just said like schools a lot and he's like I know like I don't
like sitting here doing something that I know I'm not like I know it's not helping
me and pretty much all my life I had the feeling that schools a lie like I had
the feeling that I knew that there was more and I knew that schools a waste of
time but it wasn't till I started reading and reading the right books until I
realized that yeah this is terrible so that's why I'm really I'm just really
looking forward to this stuff today I'm gonna try and get like an hour maybe
30 minutes of reading and then tomorrow I'm gonna spend like all day reading 10x
because I want to finish that now to talk about yesterday yesterday's episode I
was talking about how I am not focusing on quality for my podcast and I feel like
that's especially evident over the past couple episodes like this is episode 79
and ever since like 70 episode 74 was my best episode I've ever recorded in my
opinion and ever since that I kind of was down which brings back up one point
and I just I kind of forgot about it until just now I've had a lot of best
episodes until I beat it so for example I'm pretty sure episode 20 or 21 was my
best episode that I recorded at the time and then literally the next episode was
the worst episode I've ever recorded and then that happened like that kind of
pattern repeated over the following like weeks and months to where I kind of
realized that it's kind of like a wave like I build up to where I get gradually
better and better episodes until I reach a peak and that's my best episode I
ever recorded and then I instantly plummet kind of like a wave and then I
and now that's my lowest point and I start building up again and then I'm at
a peak but this next peak is higher than the last peak and then I instantly
plummet but this time this like down part this low point is like the baseline is
a little bit higher than the previous baseline so this is my first best up
this is my first worst episode and then this is my second worst episode and then
over the weeks it this baseline gets higher and higher and higher which is
why I feel like these past couple days have been my work like terrible episodes
yet they're still better than like episode 5 or episode 26 or I don't even
know but they're still better than those episodes because my baseline is higher
because my skills developing so that's what I that's kind of my thought process
between behind like focus on quantity for recording but in the 10x is easier
than 2x you need to be focusing on quality because Mr. Beast focused so much
on quality if one episode is bad or he thinks that it's not good he scraps it
no matter how much money and time he's invested in it he scraps it because he's
focused on quality and as a result he became the big biggest youtuber in the
world he's a billionaire like he knows he did not do that on accident did it on
purpose and he knew exactly what he was doing and I'm kind of just focusing on
quantity hoping that over time my baseline gets higher and higher and higher
and then over time I'll be able to get better and better and better but I'm not
sure how to improve my quality because I want to maintain this quantity because I
definitely see the benefits in my life on this like I the amount of practice like
this is episode 79 and so I've basically had like 75 plus hours practicing like
maybe like I've had around 70 hours of practice probably podcasting and as a
result I've had I've able to find my voice start to figure I've been practice
my speaking like I'm able to speak a lot more fluidly like before I was I was
re-listening to my first episodes I didn't even post and I sounded like a
robot and I'm just so like that quantity of practice is extremely beneficial for
me so but I want it to be beneficial for you guys which is why I fear that I have
like long episodes that no one's even gonna listen to yet or they'll listen to
the first like five minutes and then lose interest when it takes me like six
minutes to get into the flow or it or I don't say like the best content until
like 30 minutes in when I'm in the flow so that's kind of what I fear so I want
to improve my quality to get people to listen and to actually make it so people
want to stay the whole time because I know it's possible to maintain and out
like an even in so I post hour-long episodes I used to listen to hour and a
half long episodes like I listened to Diary of a CEO modern wisdom where are
the other ones on purpose there's a I don't even know there's a few other but
I listened to those and those were like hours hour and a half long episode an
hour hour and a half like those were long episodes and I was like listening the
whole time and even if one episode was kind of boring I was still able to I
still kind of pushed it through and I was able to I realized that yes there's
gonna be there was gonna be like goods hidden gems in the middle or the end of
this episode so I should stay the whole time so that's kind of but I gotta figure
out what like what they're doing that I'm not doing that will allow me to grow
so maybe it's actually a good idea to go and listen to some of those episodes and
see what they're doing maybe that's a good idea I'm not sure and yesterday I
was like looking up right after the episode I was looking up like how to
get better at podcasting there's one thing that I realized is that they said
don't go into information overload mode which I think I do a lot to try and fill
the time because I look back I look at the time there's like 53 minutes in so I
look at how long I'm recording and I'm like oh there's like 30 minutes left I
have to talk and talk and talk and fill the time but that gets you guys confused
and then it also kind of like takes away from the main point so if I just say the
main point then move on but the thing is I'm not sure if I'll be able to learn
enough lessons throughout the day to just go boom boom boom boom and like go
through point to point to point I don't know which is why I'm excited to get into
these books because as you guys could probably tell episode 74 was like the
peak of the wave and it was right when I finished reading Transurfing and right
when I learned about this 10x Azizah 2x so I was on the peak of my
Transurfing knowledge and I was just beginning to learn about this new
mindset that goes along with Transurfing and so that's how I prepared that I
just came up with it out of the blue this metaphor of how life works like the
foundation is your worldview and then the castle or the house or the shack that
you build on top that foundation is like the strategies and then the
decoration is the tactics and in hindsight maybe that's not how life works
but maybe that's like the list of priorities you should focus on maybe
since the foundation is the most important piece to building a building
whether it's the shack or the massive castle or mansion granted the shack
needs a much less sturdy foundation than the mansion but both still need a
foundation so that's why maybe instead of that's how the world works maybe
it's actually that's the order of importance that you should like the
order of value you get out of each so maybe that's how you should study maybe
you should focus all in on worldview which is why I'm very glad that I got
into worldview in the first place because I'm early in my life so if I just
build this very strong foundation then I can start to build a bigger and bigger
things because right now my foundation is like this when I first started my
foundation was like this it was like very small I'm sorry I've I forgot that a
lot of people aren't looking on YouTube so I gotta act like you guys can't see
me so when I first started Transurfing my foundation was as small as my
fingertip it was very tiny it was fragile and then my foundation moved slowly
but surely it gained width gained strength as I was reading Transurfing and
now my foundation is as big as my hand like metaphorically speaking my my
foundation which is my worldview and so if I spend like my early life maybe the
next couple years or soon less I don't know just focusing on my foundation
building as strong as possible then I can make it as big as possible and then
I'll be able to build a castle on top of it and that castle represents my life
like would you rather your life be a shack or do you want your life to be a
castle I don't know about you but I would prefer it to be a castle and guess
what you can actually choose you can choose the shack and or you can choose
the castle my friend George he's the one that's younger one-year younger he I was
talking like I said I was talking to him today and he is getting into acting
like that's his goal his goal his life goal is to win an Oscar and he is
actually today he was he's just looking into worldview and today he we were
talking and then we were like leaving because he had to go get lunch and I was
going home so we were leaving each other but we're in the hallway and he was like
well will I make it he yelled to me will I make it referring to like will he
achieve his goals and I said yes and then I said if you choose if you choose to
when in hindsight I should have just said if you choose like only if you choose
to because it's not for me to say whether he will make it or not like that's
all that's his decision like it's his decision whether he wins an Oscar or not
like that may sound crazy to some people but it's true that's how the world works
like Jeff Bezos Mr. Beast Russell Brunson like all these people did not
accidentally stumble upon their achievements like they didn't accidentally
do that and that's something that people intuitively understand but when it comes
to their own life they find it hard to believe like they kind of understand that
they didn't like Mr. Beast didn't accidentally create a massive YouTube
channel like he didn't accidentally do that he didn't just one day stumble
across this and then happen to do it no he purposely chose to through his
actions and his thoughts like I was listening to I was watching I watched a
video yesterday he literally spent hours all day he would spend all day on a
call with like four other youtubers for a thousand days just talking about things
that they learned like that's no accident he did that on purpose that's
through his actions as well as his thoughts and so you can choose anything
you want like you just have to make like you just have to make your and the way
you make your choices through your actions and thoughts those are those are
the two ways to impact reality and I'm starting to believe that your thoughts
are way more powerful and we have way more of an influence over your life
than your actions but that's pretty much it so you you will make it if you
choose so learn how to choose and then choose to wrap things up don't forget to
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