1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,560 So the big question is this, how do young men like us who didn't listen to society 2 00:00:06,560 --> 00:00:11,840 who are on our own, how do we grow and improve ourselves so that we can live a 3 00:00:11,840 --> 00:00:18,920 better tomorrow? That is the question and this show will give you the answers. My 4 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:26,000 name is James Radzinski and welcome to the Ascend Momentum Show. 5 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:31,280 Episode 50, welcome back everyone. 6 00:00:31,280 --> 00:00:42,920 Milestone episode. So currently I have five episodes scheduled so I have a 7 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:49,760 five-day cushion on my episodes. Well right now I have four but once I'm done 8 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:57,520 recording this episode all five. So that's I'm telling you that because next 9 00:00:57,520 --> 00:01:05,160 weekend I will be going out of town again. So I'm one of these days either 10 00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:14,120 tomorrow, Saturday or Sunday because today is Thursday and one of these days I am 11 00:01:14,120 --> 00:01:19,640 going to record two episodes in one day again like I did a couple episodes 12 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:26,840 back and it's gonna I'm gonna do it just like how I did before where I record my 13 00:01:26,840 --> 00:01:33,640 normal episode and then right after I record a Transurfing Principles episode. 14 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:40,600 So look out for Transurfing Principles part five coming soon because I haven't 15 00:01:40,600 --> 00:01:48,320 posted one in a while and I so that means that I built up a lot of notes in 16 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:55,440 my notebook for I'm just studying and the way I do it is I review all the like 17 00:01:55,440 --> 00:02:01,720 most important notes from my previous session since the last review and I make 18 00:02:01,720 --> 00:02:10,280 an episode on it but last time I did it I had nine pages I think or it was like 19 00:02:10,280 --> 00:02:16,440 ten pages or something like that of notes it was either nine or eighteen I 20 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:23,480 don't know or twelve it was it was a lot of notes more than one episode worth of 21 00:02:23,480 --> 00:02:29,080 notes so I had to make two episodes so that's why I had episode like Transurfing 22 00:02:29,080 --> 00:02:34,840 Principles part three and then part four like the next over the next couple of 23 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:42,840 days and so I'm planning on doing that again I might even do I'm proud I'm 24 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:46,640 definitely gonna do at least one Transurfing Principles episode but I may or 25 00:02:46,640 --> 00:02:51,600 may not do more because I definitely have a lot of notes to make like three 26 00:02:51,600 --> 00:02:56,680 maybe even three episodes worth of Transurfing Principles so look out for 27 00:02:56,680 --> 00:03:03,160 those in the future well let's get into today's episode I want to start things 28 00:03:03,160 --> 00:03:13,760 off by saying I am I have been looking into the gateway process a lot more and 29 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:21,520 if you guys are new here the gateway process is basically a meditation 30 00:03:21,520 --> 00:03:29,600 technique using audio like sound waves like you put a headphone put headphones 31 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:35,960 on and then you hear audio sound waves like white noise pink noise waves 32 00:03:35,960 --> 00:03:41,240 crashing wind blowing like all kinds of different noises and you hear them in 33 00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:49,840 your ears and it's hemisync so it means that your ears can hear the difference 34 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:53,960 between the two so you can hear some things in the right ear and some things 35 00:03:53,960 --> 00:03:59,440 in the left ear so I I I'm not very I'm not too knowledgeable in it yet but I 36 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:05,400 have a basic understanding of this as of now because I've spent the past like five 37 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:11,800 or six days just researching it I mean not really focusing on it but every 38 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:18,360 whenever I have downtime I look into it and I read more documents and the gateway 39 00:04:18,360 --> 00:04:23,560 process is basically a meditation where you listen to those sound waves and you 40 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:28,880 get into a deep deeper deep relaxation and then you can get into deeper and 41 00:04:28,880 --> 00:04:35,240 deeper meditations and they call these they call these different levels of like 42 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:42,720 deepness if you if you will let me say different levels of depth of the 43 00:04:42,720 --> 00:04:49,320 meditation called focus levels so right now you and I are on focus one it's just 44 00:04:49,320 --> 00:05:02,400 normal consciousness in in in waking reality then focus 10 is deep relaxation 45 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:07,720 so that's like the first focus level that they let like that you practice 46 00:05:07,720 --> 00:05:15,440 getting into because they have eight tapes so eight CDs basically and I bought 47 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:20,360 the first CD and in that first CD they it's basically all about practicing 48 00:05:20,360 --> 00:05:29,240 focus 10 and I'm really interested in in this stuff because it's all about like 49 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:34,400 self-discovery and learning about your inner self expanding your consciousness 50 00:05:34,400 --> 00:05:40,160 and a lot of this stuff goes hand-in-hand with transurfing so this stuff will 51 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:46,680 allow you to increase your energy levels and when you're in these when you're in 52 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:51,640 these meditative states you have unity of heart and mind so you're you're like 53 00:05:51,640 --> 00:05:55,720 left brain and right brain are in sync so you can apply a lot of the 54 00:05:55,720 --> 00:06:01,560 transurfing principles now transurfing if you are new here 55 00:06:01,560 --> 00:06:09,920 transurfing is the most powerful worldview out there it's it's the most 56 00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:16,920 powerful belief system and in my opinion from anything that I've seen so far I've 57 00:06:16,920 --> 00:06:23,720 I am 17 years old and I am just one year into reading so I have limited 58 00:06:23,720 --> 00:06:31,880 experience but from what I've seen so far it is the most powerful belief system 59 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:41,440 out there and it is not like people just don't know about it and people don't 60 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:45,680 practice the principles and transurfing and those who do are extremely 61 00:06:45,680 --> 00:06:53,520 successful transurfing is a book it's there's a book on it by Vadim Zell 62 00:06:53,520 --> 00:07:00,240 so Vadim Zellin is a Russian um that I looked it up and they said Russian 63 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:04,320 mystic but I don't really know what that means so I'm just gonna say he's like a 64 00:07:04,320 --> 00:07:09,480 Russian author who like knows what he's doing and he knows all about life the 65 00:07:09,480 --> 00:07:15,920 game of life and he basically right he wrote a bunch of books and the main 66 00:07:15,920 --> 00:07:21,360 books that the ones that I've read so far is reality transurfing parts one 67 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:25,600 through five so he wrote five books reality transurfing one the alternative 68 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:31,880 space reality transurfing two and I forgot all the other titles were but he 69 00:07:31,880 --> 00:07:36,680 wrote reality transurfing one through five and then after that he combined them 70 00:07:36,680 --> 00:07:43,920 all into one book and it's like a set it's like a 750 page book which is like 71 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:49,920 five books combined and I've read it once already and I'm actually more than 72 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:55,200 halfway done with my second read through and this time I'm actually studying it 73 00:07:55,200 --> 00:08:01,120 instead of just passively reading it so I'm taking a lot of notes and talking 74 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:06,600 about it on the podcast so that book will change your life if you let it it's 75 00:08:06,600 --> 00:08:12,000 changing my life and I already I can just from the difference between when I 76 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:19,560 started reading it until now just six months it's actually crazy how how much 77 00:08:19,560 --> 00:08:27,200 my worldview has changed how different I perceive things but I definitely recommend 78 00:08:27,200 --> 00:08:36,480 getting getting that book if you have not already but what I'm trying to say 79 00:08:36,480 --> 00:08:41,840 is lately I've been looking into the gateway process because I am trying to 80 00:08:41,840 --> 00:08:47,400 get better at transurfing and so one of the things that I have been doing lately 81 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:52,040 is meditating and I've been meditating pretty consistently for the past couple 82 00:08:52,040 --> 00:08:59,840 months two times a day morning and night and that has been extremely 83 00:08:59,840 --> 00:09:06,480 beneficial for me just not even just for transurfing because in his book I I 84 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:10,040 don't think that meditation is part of the transurfing technique but it's 85 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:20,080 still beneficial to do anyways so I do it but I was actually looking into this 86 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:26,760 new I was looking into transurfing so I was researching transurfing and I 87 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:32,480 discovered this website called you the most beautiful world I think it's called 88 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:38,760 I should actually go back and look but because I keep saying the website title 89 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:43,440 and I could just be completely wrong so I should check after this episode but 90 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:53,320 so attention aside that website talked about the ultimate reading list for 91 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:58,480 human beings and it he basically talked about how you can go on and read all 92 00:09:58,480 --> 00:10:02,080 these books but if they're not the right books then you're not gonna get 93 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:07,080 anywhere in life but if you you can basically unlock the truth to life 94 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:13,080 through education and he basically provided a 180 book long reading list 95 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:18,120 that will like is the ultimate reading list for human beings and the first book 96 00:10:18,120 --> 00:10:25,320 he recommended on it was reality transurfing so I found that website and 97 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:30,120 then I read the beginning which the intro it was like a blog post the intro I 98 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:35,360 absolutely loved and it already struck a chord with me it already was like I 99 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:42,200 already liked it so I kept reading and then he said the first book you should 100 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:47,760 read is reality transurfing and this will set the tone like the foundation to 101 00:10:47,760 --> 00:10:53,440 and it will allow you to expand your mind to be able to accept other truths or 102 00:10:53,440 --> 00:11:02,680 basically like that and so then he also taught or he also like said that he 103 00:11:02,680 --> 00:11:07,080 wrote his own book which was a collection of his past like three or eight 104 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:12,760 years of experience including all of the books on that reading list and his 105 00:11:12,760 --> 00:11:18,360 three-year-long road trip he went on a three-year long road trip with two is 106 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:23,000 two of his best best friends and went all the way from the northern most part 107 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:28,120 of North America to the southern most point of South America and he went all 108 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:36,200 over like the Americas and so that book was like a culmination of all of that 109 00:11:36,200 --> 00:11:42,720 stuff and so naturally I bought that book and I bought the first book on the 110 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:46,320 reading list since I had already read reality transurfing which was the 111 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:51,240 foundation to the whole reading list so I bought his book and then I bought the 112 00:11:51,240 --> 00:11:56,760 first book on the reading list which is called die wise which I had never heard 113 00:11:56,760 --> 00:12:03,320 of most of the books like 80 I'd say 80 upwards to 80 percent of the books on 114 00:12:03,320 --> 00:12:09,200 that reading list I had never heard of and he said we're game changers and I 115 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:15,560 kind of into not intuitively but I kind of subconsciously not consciously new 116 00:12:15,560 --> 00:12:22,320 but I subconsciously had a feeling that since I'm reading transurfing and that 117 00:12:22,320 --> 00:12:28,280 changed my world starting to read that I was on I was unlocked to a brand new 118 00:12:28,280 --> 00:12:35,840 like world essentially and my world just completely changed and I was kind of let 119 00:12:35,840 --> 00:12:41,360 out of my box of social conditioning because over the past 17 years I'm 17 120 00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:46,640 years old by the way over the past 17 years I have been conditioned by society 121 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:55,360 and it was shaping my brain and conditioning me to fit its needs and so I 122 00:12:55,360 --> 00:13:05,760 kind of unconsciously felt that since I read transurfing and that unlocked so 123 00:13:05,760 --> 00:13:14,520 many door like so many avenues in my life and actually greatly greatly expanded 124 00:13:14,520 --> 00:13:20,360 my knowledge of like our existence if he was recommending transurfing as the 125 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:26,560 foundation and I had already gotten that result from transurfing the first 10 126 00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:31,000 books on that list like even the first like 80 books on that list he said we're 127 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:35,880 must read and we're game changers like a lot of those books he said absolutely 128 00:13:35,880 --> 00:13:41,600 changed his life and changed the lives of those he gave to like he gave he 129 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:45,360 gifted those books to other like to his friends and family and it changed their 130 00:13:45,360 --> 00:13:52,440 lives as well and so this the fact that transurfing changed my life so much and 131 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:57,560 he's saying that's the foundation and then all of these other books changed his 132 00:13:57,560 --> 00:14:02,600 life like he didn't say transurfing changed his life I'm sure it did but he 133 00:14:02,600 --> 00:14:05,720 didn't specifically say that this was a game changer like this changed my life 134 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:11,200 he all he said was just read this book first and he said more but I can't 135 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:17,800 remember exactly what and then he went on to say as he was listing off all of 136 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:24,960 the next books he went on to say that like the first book changes life his 137 00:14:24,960 --> 00:14:30,000 his favorite book the second book changed like like every single book on that 138 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:36,560 list changes life maybe not every single one but like at least the first like 50 139 00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:42,320 books on that list were game changers for him and so that's kind of where I'm at 140 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:48,320 right now I am going to finish reading reality transurfing the second time 141 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:53,640 through and then I'm gonna be starting that reading list on on that website 142 00:14:53,640 --> 00:15:00,480 because I am trying to unlock the truth of reality but let's flat let's go a 143 00:15:00,480 --> 00:15:06,080 little bit back or let's go let's flash forward a little bit after the book came 144 00:15:06,080 --> 00:15:10,320 so I ordered the first book on the reading list and the book that that guy 145 00:15:10,320 --> 00:15:16,400 actually wrote the book he wrote is called dancing after the music stops and 146 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:21,280 I was so excited because I have been talking to you guys on this podcast 147 00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:26,000 about that reading list and I had been talking to my friend about that reading 148 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:29,360 list and I've just been thinking about that reading list and I knew that that 149 00:15:29,360 --> 00:15:35,000 was like the next part the next piece of my journey and so I was so excited and 150 00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:39,320 I told myself I wasn't gonna read another book until I finished 151 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:44,880 transurfing and I still intend to do that but I couldn't help it one night and 152 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:51,320 I actually read the introduction to Dancing After The Music stops and let 153 00:15:51,320 --> 00:15:57,920 me tell you that book just the introduction I know is gonna be great 154 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:03,320 that book he was talking he was just talking in such a way that really 155 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:09,960 resonated with me that the way he spoke in that book really spoke to me and he 156 00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:15,080 was talking all about so many things that I'm yet to learn and so many things 157 00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:24,160 that I'm starting to uncover and then I kept on reading the introduction and 158 00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:29,320 there was like this one page that had like this weird font to it and I 159 00:16:29,320 --> 00:16:35,920 read it and it was literally I read like I read it and then he had a caption 160 00:16:35,920 --> 00:16:43,200 under it and the cat I didn't read the actual part yet but I read the caption 161 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:50,400 first and he said nothing like inserting a declassified CIA document about time 162 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:57,400 travel into the introduction of your book so I was like what that's that's 163 00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:04,000 weird and then I kind of like dismissed it but then I read the the piece and it 164 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:08,360 made no sense to me like I kind of understood but it was just like one 165 00:17:08,360 --> 00:17:15,600 paragraph of the CIA document so I don't really understand it but I then I went 166 00:17:15,600 --> 00:17:21,000 back I finished that introduction went back to bed or not back to bed I went to 167 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:26,680 bed and then I kind of forgot about it for the rest of that night and the 168 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:31,520 morning after and then I remembered it at school when I was talking to my 169 00:17:31,520 --> 00:17:34,600 friend about I was actually talking to my friend about the introduction to that 170 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:39,640 book and then I actually remembered while I was talking to him and I said he 171 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:45,040 put a declassified CIA document about time travel in that book in the intro and 172 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:50,800 we were both like confused and then so I ended up looking into it on my computer 173 00:17:50,800 --> 00:17:55,800 and I actually found the entire document the CIA document it's called the 174 00:17:55,800 --> 00:18:03,960 analysis and assessment of the gateway process and that document is not that 175 00:18:03,960 --> 00:18:06,840 whole document the analysis and assessment of the gateway process is not 176 00:18:06,840 --> 00:18:13,520 about time travel itself like it's all there's only one paragraph like one part 177 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:21,880 of that entire like paper that paper the analysis the analysis and assessment of 178 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:27,760 the gateway process is like 30 to 40 pages long or something like that but 179 00:18:27,760 --> 00:18:33,800 only like less than one page is dedicated to time travel so it's not about 180 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:37,480 time travel it's about what I was talking about before the gateway process 181 00:18:37,480 --> 00:18:46,120 it's like deep meditation and self-discovery and all that stuff and so 182 00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:51,640 I read I actually printed out that entire paper at my school because we were at 183 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:54,680 school when we were talking about this so I printed it out from my school 184 00:18:54,680 --> 00:19:02,480 computer to my school printer and went to the library and print got it this is 185 00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:08,960 all my school and then I read that entire thing over that weekend which was a 186 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:15,400 couple days ago it was last weekend and today's Thursday so I read the entire 187 00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:20,800 document and there was some crazy stuff they were talking about in there but if 188 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:25,000 I were to have read that document one year ago before I read Transurfing I 189 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:28,040 would have just dismissed everything in there and I would just been like oh 190 00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:32,800 that's crazy get rid of that but after I read Transurfing I realized that that 191 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:38,280 mindset was because of the society's social conditioning and society basically 192 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:42,760 wants you to have that mindset and it's trying to hold you back and it's kind of 193 00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:48,320 hiding away the fact that we are like we have the freedom of choice and we it's 194 00:19:48,320 --> 00:19:54,320 hiding the fact of our abilities and like our it's hiding like the true nature 195 00:19:54,320 --> 00:20:00,760 of reality essentially and so after I read Transurfing I had the proper context 196 00:20:00,760 --> 00:20:08,560 to not context but I had the proper like worldview or I guess or the ability to 197 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:18,920 under sir I guess I after I read Transurfing I developed the ability to 198 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:25,240 not just instantly dismiss things that were outside of my worldview and so that 199 00:20:25,240 --> 00:20:35,400 benefited me greatly because I read that entire assessment and then I went to I 200 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:40,880 just kept researching more and more about it at school again the next week and I 201 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:46,680 found two more PDFs about it so there was one PDF about Monroe Institute like 202 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:51,360 who we are and it's like four pages long I printed that out at the same place at 203 00:20:51,360 --> 00:20:58,360 my school and then there's another PDF that I found which was the it's like the 204 00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:03,800 gateway process guidebook or journal or something along along those lines and 205 00:21:03,800 --> 00:21:10,160 it's like 25 or around there it's around 20 to 30 pages long and it's just like a 206 00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:17,760 guidebook from the military from the CIA and I printed that out as well and it's 207 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:21,480 like 20 to 30 pages long but there's a lot of pictures in it so it's not that 208 00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:27,520 much of a reading and so I printed all that stuff out so that's three PDFs that 209 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:34,960 I found to this day so but there is a lot more PDFs but there's only three that 210 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:41,040 are like actual actually for reading I found a another website called like 211 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:46,320 Stargate it's like Project Stargate and it's the CIA it's on the CIA's website so 212 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:52,800 look up like Project Stargate CIA and then it's probably the first link and on 213 00:21:52,800 --> 00:22:02,880 the CIA website they actually have listed every single they listed every single PDF 214 00:22:02,880 --> 00:22:10,360 about like relating to or not just PDF but every single document relating to the 215 00:22:10,360 --> 00:22:17,320 gateway or the CIA's experiments with the gateway process and so you know how 216 00:22:17,320 --> 00:22:21,280 on Google when you Google something and you scroll all the way down you can go 217 00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:25,320 to the next page and sometimes there's like 20 pages sometimes there's like 500 218 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:34,920 pages so on the CIA's website it's that same format so it's like PDFs all the way 219 00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:41,200 down it's like it kind of looks like a search engine but it's it's just like 220 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:44,840 documents all the way down and then once you get to the bottom of the page you 221 00:22:44,840 --> 00:22:49,760 can click on the next page or you can click on go to last page and so I 222 00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:55,760 clicked on the go to last page and it turns out there are like 600 and like 223 00:22:55,760 --> 00:23:03,280 50 six around 650 pages of documents so and on each page there's like 10 to 20 224 00:23:03,280 --> 00:23:09,520 actual documents and each of those documents is either one to like 20 pages 225 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:15,840 long so there are a lot there's a lot of information about the gateway process on 226 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:22,640 the line but I was looking through like the first page of documents and I came 227 00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:26,320 to the conclusion that most of those documents are just like scratch notes 228 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:31,920 from like the scientists and just raw data and just a lot of stuff that is not 229 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:39,080 very legible for us is not very worthwhile for us to read and so basically 230 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:46,000 I came to the conclusion after maybe 30 to 2 hours like around 2 hours of research 231 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:51,600 I came to the conclusion that there are 3 so far this is my conclusion after like 232 00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:57,520 a week of looking into this stuff there are 3 documents to read about the 233 00:23:57,520 --> 00:24:05,000 gateway process that I found online like PDFs from the like Monroe Institute and 234 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:09,280 the CIA one of them is called the analysis and assessment of the gateway process 235 00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:14,240 the other one is like Monroe Institute it's I don't know what it's called but 236 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:19,360 it's like a it's like a four-page packet about what they are and basically what 237 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:28,440 they do and how to do it and then the third one is like the gateway process 238 00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:33,320 guidebook or handbook or something like that and it's from the CIA and it's 239 00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:39,760 basically outlines like a guide outlines like all the different techniques and 240 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:45,720 then it has like paid images showing like examples of the techniques and then 241 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:51,640 there's like a guidebook page like a workbook and so those are the three 242 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:57,240 documents I have printed out so far and also by the way on the CIA's website for 243 00:24:57,240 --> 00:25:04,120 the analysis and assessment of the gateway process page number 25 is missing 244 00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:08,760 like it's the weirdest thing so I printed it out and then I didn't realize it 245 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:12,720 until I actually started reading it and then once I got to page 24 after I got 246 00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:19,640 to then after I finished 24 I flipped to it straight to 26 and so I realized I 247 00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:24,080 went back on to the PDF and it's just not there and so I looked up page number 248 00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:28,800 25 missing from the analysis and assessment of the gateway process and I 249 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:35,360 found this website with a article it's like a blog post kind of or just like an 250 00:25:35,360 --> 00:25:41,160 article and they said there was like a lot of different theories but I just 251 00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:46,200 scrolled all the way down and they posted the complete PDF so if you're gonna 252 00:25:46,200 --> 00:25:52,600 print out the or even read it I recommend looking up page number 25 missing 253 00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:56,760 from the analysis and the gateway process look that up and then find that 254 00:25:56,760 --> 00:26:02,280 website it's probably like the first one and then scroll all the way down to 255 00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:06,600 where there's a PDF and then go read it from there because that's like the entire 256 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:15,560 complete thing so that's everything about all that and the way like the gateway 257 00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:21,120 process is actually like I don't know if they're a company or like an institute I 258 00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:25,240 don't know what they are but they're selling I assume they're a company 259 00:26:25,240 --> 00:26:32,160 they're selling CDs like tapes they sell mp3s or CDs and there's one other 260 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:38,400 format but since I don't like to go on my phone and I like to use electronics if 261 00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:44,800 I don't need to I opted for the CD even though I never use CDs like the last 262 00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:52,360 time I used a CD was probably either back when I was playing Xbox and I had a 263 00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:57,840 game that was on a CD or like when I watched Star Wars because my mom my 264 00:26:57,840 --> 00:27:04,360 parents have Star Wars like the first three movies of Star Wars and on the CD 265 00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:13,040 so I never use the CD and I don't have any means anymore like to listen to a CD so 266 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:18,520 I actually went on Amazon and bought a CD player and I bought the headphones and 267 00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:24,640 then I bought that CD like the wave one because they have eight waves for the 268 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:31,640 gateway process and so I bought the first wave and it was like 80 bucks but 269 00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:38,720 it's gonna be worth it I I know it so that's basically what I did and then I'm 270 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:45,680 gonna set it up the CD player and listen to it on in my room and a little bit a 271 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:51,360 couple episodes back I actually described my entire room so I think it was on 272 00:27:51,360 --> 00:27:56,240 like the episode where it was titled how this CIA document changed my life I'm 273 00:27:56,240 --> 00:28:03,160 pretty sure I described it on that one but I could be wrong but my room is 274 00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:10,360 basically perfectly optimized for this and I figure I actually have been like 275 00:28:10,360 --> 00:28:15,560 practicing getting into this focus 10 state because focus 10 is like the 276 00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:22,080 foundation so you have to get into focus 10 to be able to get into focus 12 and 277 00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:28,080 so basically if you can practice enough and consistently get into focus 10 then 278 00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:33,520 and then strengthen your like presence in focus 10 then you'll be able to get to 279 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:41,400 focus 12 and then 15 and then 21 and like all these things so it gets so that's 280 00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:46,600 why I got number the first CD because it's focus is on focus 10 and that's 281 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:49,720 like where you start you're supposed to start in sequential order like if you 282 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:53,840 start on number eight you're either just not gonna be able to get there or you'll 283 00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:59,040 progress way too fast to where it'll actually be dangerous like I heard in 284 00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:03,920 one of the readings that they said people if they if people progress too fast 285 00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:09,480 that they're not ready for they could like lose their sense of self and I 286 00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:30,360 don't know what that means but I don't want to find out let me get some water so 287 00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:35,160 as you guys can tell I'm very excited about starting this gateway experience 288 00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:43,880 because just from the one of the very one very powerful method of marketing in 289 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:54,560 business is to share like results customer results so share the results that 290 00:29:54,560 --> 00:30:02,840 similar customers to you experienced and so right now or actually right now I am 291 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:06,960 a customer but a couple days ago I was a potential customer just reading their 292 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:12,680 content about the gateway experience and I actually read some stuff and they 293 00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:18,720 were talking about how like they're not customers but the people who were 294 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:23,480 participating in their research they were just talking about a lot of their 295 00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:29,640 like the benefits they received from it like their lives changed and one of the 296 00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:35,320 things that I read was after they reached I don't know if it was focused 10 or 297 00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:40,880 12 or 15 I don't know but after they reached focus 12 I'm just gonna say 298 00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:47,360 after they reached focus 12 and we're proficient at it their lot they actually 299 00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:51,800 found that their lives actually became more complicated like their lives 300 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:57,600 actually intensified like their actual lives real life not just their 301 00:30:57,600 --> 00:31:01,480 meditations but their actual life like their day-to-day life actually 302 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:06,720 intensified and increased in like complexity but then they were they 303 00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:11,640 actually found that they were they were given this like newfound abilities to 304 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:20,880 actually handle the new complexity of life better so essentially their life 305 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:26,640 became more complex but their skills actually became better to handle all 306 00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:33,480 that stuff and that kind of just made me think about how a couple years ago when 307 00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:40,200 I was just a normal well I should say normal kid nowadays not a normal kid 308 00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:46,560 throughout history but a couple years ago even like one year ago I was just a 309 00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:53,880 normal American kid I would always just go to school come home play Xbox watch 310 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:59,760 tiktok watch YouTube just do all of the normal stuff and my life was quite 311 00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:06,360 simple I would just go to school come home and play Xbox play video games so 312 00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:11,280 life was pretty simple I'd never really had any complications like the bit the 313 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:15,960 worst thing that would happen to me is I wouldn't be able to play Xbox in that 314 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:21,960 day and I could survive that so like one or two years ago my life was quite 315 00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:27,240 simple and then once I started reading my life actually started to gain 316 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:32,040 complexity and I didn't realize it until just now while I'm talking about this 317 00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:37,560 but my life actually started to gain complexity slowly but surely like now 318 00:32:37,560 --> 00:32:42,680 I've got more I got bigger problems I actually don't really have that much 319 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:47,560 problems anymore because I follow Transurfing but now like I have a lot 320 00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:53,000 more there's a lot more things available to me and a lot more things that I have 321 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:57,400 to take into consideration simply because I have a lot more knowledge like 322 00:32:57,400 --> 00:33:02,200 once I started reading and after I've been reading for a year my life is 323 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:09,160 definitely it's it's I'd say it's a little bit more maybe not come maybe 324 00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:14,240 complex is not the right word maybe it's like life is just a little bit more full 325 00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:19,800 I guess like two years ago when I was playing video games my life was kind of 326 00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:25,480 like let's use a metaphor my life was a line and then once I started reading my 327 00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:32,040 life turned into a square and so now my life is kind of like a square it's like 328 00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:39,920 not as simple as a line but it's like more complex than a line if that makes 329 00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:44,000 sense I'm not sure if you guys are getting me but I'm just gonna keep going 330 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:52,160 with this and then they actually like I said on the Monroe Institute document 331 00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:56,520 they actually found that their like their participants their lab rats 332 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:01,760 essentially like the people who were doing these experiments with meditation 333 00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:07,000 they found that their lives became more complex and then they found that they 334 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:14,200 were able to develop more skills to handle that complexity and so what I 335 00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:19,840 theorize what I predict will happen in the coming weeks or months as I become 336 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:27,880 more proficient at this deep meditation is my life will switch from being a 337 00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:32,840 square and it will actually turn into a cube and then it will become more 338 00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:37,640 complex that's that that metaphor is kind of what I theorize will happen I 339 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:43,960 predict that my life will become more complex and more full because when I was 340 00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:51,520 when my only like when my only worries in life was in my can be able to play 341 00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:58,560 Xbox my life was quite simple it was kind of mundane and there wasn't really 342 00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:03,680 much to it it was not very full like that represents a simple line one 343 00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:11,880 dimensional and then once I once I started educating myself and reading for 344 00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:17,880 the past year my life became more full so now I turned into a square and right 345 00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:22,760 now I'm very happy with my progress my life feels very full but then they said 346 00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:26,200 that like the way they were speaking in those documents they were talking about 347 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:32,040 how you find like you're you're like discover your inner self and you discover 348 00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:39,680 like a lot more of reality and there's I can't put into words just yet but the 349 00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:46,600 way they were speaking about these like this technique this practice just really 350 00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:51,160 made me think that once I become proficient at this my life will become 351 00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:59,040 more full and I will realize that there's a lot more like right now my worries are 352 00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:10,480 am I gonna do my homework or my worries are just basic things like am I gonna be 353 00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:15,800 able I don't even know my worries are more advanced than am I gonna play Xbox 354 00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:21,840 today but my worries are still not like to the point where I think they could be 355 00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:29,400 like right now I'm mostly worried about tangible things like like am I gonna I'm 356 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:34,040 worried about scheduling my day to the point where I can still podcast I'm 357 00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:37,440 worried about am I gonna have enough time in my day to podcast I'm worried 358 00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:45,560 about staying conscious I guess that's not I don't know but I'm worried I'm 359 00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:50,480 worried about like my health my sleep but I feel like I never really worry 360 00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:59,240 about my spiritual or my conscious awareness or like expanding my 361 00:36:59,240 --> 00:37:04,560 consciousness I never really worry about more than just the like material world 362 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:12,280 I I'm not really aware of much more than that simply because that's just the way 363 00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:19,240 society like trains our brains we are simply just unaware of more of the 364 00:37:19,240 --> 00:37:25,400 fact that there's more out there and that we are more than what we're basically 365 00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:32,360 like taught that we are I'm not I'm I'm brand new at all this information so I'm 366 00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:37,880 sorry if you guys aren't really making much sense of what I'm saying but I will 367 00:37:37,880 --> 00:37:43,640 learn more and per constantly teach you guys more and that that's one thing I 368 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:50,080 just remembered I spent like the past hour and a half before this podcast 369 00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:57,160 basically summarizing the past like week more than a week like a week and a 370 00:37:57,160 --> 00:38:02,280 half since I think it was like around a week since the last time I had a 371 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:07,160 Transurfing principles I basically spent the past hour and a half 372 00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:14,960 summarizing and like copying down all of the most important principles and notes 373 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:22,520 that I took from Transurfing over the past week and so there's this one thing 374 00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:27,720 that I remember writing down and it's the fact that in Transurfing one of the 375 00:38:27,720 --> 00:38:33,840 like things that you realize is that today is better than yesterday and 376 00:38:33,840 --> 00:38:39,200 tomorrow will be better than today and that's that's all about like going 377 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:44,600 towards your goals and but I think there's a lot more to that it's the fact 378 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:56,680 that today is better than yesterday in self-improvement in general also that is 379 00:38:56,680 --> 00:39:00,800 all about self-improvement you don't really notice much difference between 380 00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:06,080 the days like put side by side but if you were to take day one and compare it 381 00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:12,280 to day 30 you will notice a difference and then the more and more days that go 382 00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:16,240 by the more and more difference it makes and that's that's one of the things I 383 00:39:16,240 --> 00:39:23,080 had to remember yesterday actually I was kind of slacking off on the day-to-day 384 00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:28,600 activities like I practiced down seeing on my ball for ten minutes every day and 385 00:39:28,600 --> 00:39:33,680 I kind of just cut it down to six minutes but then I reminded myself that 386 00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:42,960 it's the day-to-day that actually is what matters over time and so if I do six 387 00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:49,040 minutes every day over time I'll get good results but if I do ten minutes over 388 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:53,400 day over time compared to that six minutes over every day over time the 389 00:39:53,400 --> 00:40:01,800 ten minutes is me way better than the six minutes but it's also it's also like 390 00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:08,040 me educating myself and you guys educating yourselves there's this one quote 391 00:40:08,040 --> 00:40:14,760 that was in the I think it was yeah it was on the website the most beautiful 392 00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:25,080 world website the reading list and I forgot like what it said I think it was 393 00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:32,360 from Jordan Peterson but it was basically saying that when you educate 394 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:38,240 yourself you free yourself and I've been educating myself for the past year and 395 00:40:38,240 --> 00:40:45,000 I still don't think that I'm free completely like I still I still I can't I 396 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:54,280 am free but there is a lot more and there's another thing the transfer from 397 00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:58,560 there was one sentence where he talked about the matrix so far that I was 398 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:05,560 reading that I remember he said the matrix I don't remember what he said but 399 00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:14,040 I'm basically gonna explain the we live in like a matrix and the pendulum so 400 00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:21,520 pendulums are I am not I'm like I have a conceptual idea of what they are but 401 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:25,960 pendulums are basically they steal your energy and their inflect energetic 402 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:30,960 structures that steal your energy and they are always destructive they're 403 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:36,160 always looking out for their own good but they can make basically can control 404 00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:45,760 you they basically can control you under their will once you have importance so 405 00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:53,400 if you place importance over something inner or outer then then they can latch 406 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:58,640 onto that importance and you become their adherence and you basically act 407 00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:02,760 under their will and then you kind of lose your freedom of choice because 408 00:42:02,760 --> 00:42:08,280 your destiny is in their hands and not yours and pendulums are basically like 409 00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:14,800 formed when multiple people our thoughts are aligned of the same thing and then 410 00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:25,040 that thing will become its own kind of in like in its own being I guess and one 411 00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:30,840 of the more dangerous pendulums in this society is all the information the 412 00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:36,000 entertainment and I was actually learning about this in in class today 413 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:43,560 school is a very bad destructive pendulum as well but we'll not get into that and 414 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:47,760 also this podcast my business is a pendulum like everything is pendulums 415 00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:54,840 you and I are pendulums in some degree or another so pendulums could be good 416 00:42:54,840 --> 00:43:01,120 like like the gym is a pendulum so you simply just have to find your pendulums 417 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:08,440 but that I was learning about in class today there is this one story I forgot 418 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:13,560 what it was called but this one story where it was like a dystopia where they 419 00:43:13,560 --> 00:43:20,080 would there was kind of like a hierarchy and all of the people were kind of drugged 420 00:43:20,080 --> 00:43:28,480 and entertained all day so they were entertained 24-7 like with media and 421 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:34,720 they were just watching TV 24-7 basically and then that was basically how 422 00:43:34,720 --> 00:43:40,600 they controlled the the people and it room it made me realize like that's 423 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:47,320 today pendulums are controlling us and we're kind of living in a matrix we are 424 00:43:47,320 --> 00:43:51,960 living in a matrix where pendulums are controlling us and it's getting worse 425 00:43:51,960 --> 00:44:00,880 and worse and they they pendulum strive to hide the fact of our freedom of 426 00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:15,240 choice and hide our abilities from us and this is one thing that is I'm still in 427 00:44:15,240 --> 00:44:22,760 the matrix but I'm basically taking the red pill through educating myself and 428 00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:26,720 reading all this stuff reading reality Transurfing and reading this reading 429 00:44:26,720 --> 00:44:34,880 list that I will start to read and also practicing the what is it called the 430 00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:42,000 gateway process practicing that stuff all of these things will help me break 431 00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:47,760 free and I'm documenting my journey when I first started this podcast I was 432 00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:53,600 still looking at Transurfing but I had no idea of that there was more and I had 433 00:44:53,600 --> 00:45:00,680 no I I guess I may have known there was more but I had like no idea of the 434 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:07,880 severity of the situation and I'm sure that in three months from now I will 435 00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:15,840 look back and think that I had no idea even today so I'm just uncovering the 436 00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:22,640 truth and that's like it's one of the big things that I'm really focusing on 437 00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:30,800 right now I know that and okay let me just explain this one of the principles 438 00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:36,000 of Transurfing is conscious awareness and being awake essentially so realizing 439 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:44,360 like being conscious aware that's what being awake is and I was I woke up today 440 00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:51,520 during class and I just looked around and I'm a senior in high school for 441 00:45:51,520 --> 00:45:57,600 context and I looked around the classroom and the faces were all if this was 442 00:45:57,600 --> 00:46:02,640 first period at 8 a.m. like 8 30 in the morning the faces were all like smugged 443 00:46:02,640 --> 00:46:09,040 gloomy eyed everyone was looking down and or like staring in one spot for the 444 00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:16,320 entire class period and it was just a very disheartening sight to see because 445 00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:23,000 that is like that is one of the most destructive pendulums education the not 446 00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:30,200 education but schools the schooling system the American school system is 447 00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:39,320 one of the most destructive pendulums and in the in general the American 448 00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:43,760 schooling system ends after high school like ends like high school is basically 449 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:46,840 the end of the American school system and then they can go in the college most 450 00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:52,080 people do but I'm just gonna for this the point of argument I'm just gonna say 451 00:46:52,080 --> 00:46:59,480 the American school system ends at like you're at the end of the conformity like 452 00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:04,440 by the time you get to senior year you're basically have been molded and 453 00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:10,640 shaped and you're the end product of the American school system so when you 454 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:17,280 first enter in like kindergarten or first grade you're a very cheerful kid 455 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:22,440 you're amazing if you look at a first grade classroom they're all super 456 00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:27,280 excited to be there all happy and they're all awake that's the thing they're all 457 00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:31,680 present and they're all conscious aware and then if you compare that same 458 00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:38,680 classroom to a senior year senior class like you compare that same classroom 459 00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:50,000 like 15 years later or not 15 like 10 years later you compare it the two after 460 00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:55,280 they've been a product of the American school system it's a very sad sight to 461 00:47:55,280 --> 00:48:04,320 see because it like destroys the soul it forces the soul into a box and it 462 00:48:04,320 --> 00:48:12,360 basically just turns the person into how the school system wants them to be and 463 00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:17,760 I was a I kind of I was kind of aware of this throughout my life like I always 464 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:22,440 hated the school system but I was never really never really put words to it and 465 00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:27,520 then I actually I didn't really understand that that's that that's the 466 00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:32,840 goal to like destroy you but I always like never really understood why school 467 00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:37,000 and I would always hate school I'm not in like elementary school but once I got 468 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:44,480 to middle school and high school I would always just start to hate it and then I 469 00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:53,760 realized that I realized now that it's all just part of the system it's just a 470 00:48:53,760 --> 00:49:02,440 pendulum trying to destroy you and control you and I'm still in school right 471 00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:08,280 now I have I'm very grateful that I am a part-time student now and I only have 472 00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:16,680 one semester left so it's September right now first semester and I only have 473 00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:22,000 like four classes so I only have four periods in the day and then in December 474 00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:31,960 I graduate so I'm very glad that I don't have to go that much but I still get the 475 00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:37,160 negative effects of it like it is still conditioning me and so that's like the 476 00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:42,480 biggest thing you have to be conscious aware all the time and conscious about 477 00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:50,760 it but that's that's like my thoughts on that let me get some water 478 00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:52,760 okay 479 00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:06,560 all right let's go back to the gateway process so focus 10 I've been practicing 480 00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:10,840 every single night during my meditations and in the morning since I learned 481 00:50:10,840 --> 00:50:14,600 about it like or not since I learned about it but I've been practicing for 482 00:50:14,600 --> 00:50:19,120 the past like maybe one or two days like yesterday is like probably the first 483 00:50:19,120 --> 00:50:24,720 day that I practice it or look or two days ago I don't know but I've been 484 00:50:24,720 --> 00:50:29,560 practicing it during my meditation and trying to get into focus 10 so what I do 485 00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:35,280 is I I sleep on a mat it's a time you met so it's like a hard surface and if I 486 00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:41,600 just lay on it on my back after a while my back it's sore so what I do is I I 487 00:50:41,600 --> 00:50:50,120 place my big blanket on the mat and then I put my pillow down which is a buckwheat 488 00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:54,120 pillow which is very it's like the perfect pillow for your head or for your 489 00:50:54,120 --> 00:51:03,200 neck and then I lay on top of the bed the blanket and then lay on the pillow and 490 00:51:03,200 --> 00:51:08,840 then I put another blanket on top of me which is my cotton blanket and then I 491 00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:15,600 just like relax everything and just lay on my back in like an extremely relaxed 492 00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:19,600 state and I don't have my headphones yet or the CD so I can't put my headphones 493 00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:26,600 on yet once I get that I will but I have my alarm clock my hatch restore to I 494 00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:33,560 it allows you to play what pink noise on it so I have that playing pink noise and 495 00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:40,280 then I have my fans and my air purifier all playing like fan noise like it's 496 00:51:40,280 --> 00:51:46,720 basically white noise and so my room is like perfect for that in that sense and 497 00:51:46,720 --> 00:51:53,720 so I've been practicing getting into it and last night I actually had my closest 498 00:51:53,720 --> 00:51:59,720 I think I had my closest to it so I was getting into the deep relaxation doing 499 00:51:59,720 --> 00:52:06,080 the strategy where you like flow the energy up your body and like in the 500 00:52:06,080 --> 00:52:10,440 inhale you bring all the energy in and then bring it all the way up to your head 501 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:16,040 and then hold your breath on after the inhale and then run that energy around 502 00:52:16,040 --> 00:52:22,200 your head like your brain and then you exhale and then imagine all that energy 503 00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:28,480 in your body leaving through your feet and then you inhale again and it's brand 504 00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:32,360 new energy fresh energy and you repeat it it goes all in your body and then all 505 00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:37,520 the way up into your brain hold your breath run it around and then exhale and 506 00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:43,720 then have all the body energy leaving your feet so you repeat that and then at 507 00:52:43,720 --> 00:52:48,800 the after the exhale you say two and then the next one three and then count up to 508 00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:57,120 ten and so I was practicing that on the and then I was kind of like doing some 509 00:52:57,120 --> 00:53:04,080 other stuff too but I was basically just trying to get into deep relaxation and I 510 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:10,280 like when I was I got so deep that I literally like lost my hand like I I 511 00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:15,520 was laying there and then my hand just disappeared like I couldn't feel my hand 512 00:53:15,520 --> 00:53:21,800 anymore and I could kind of feel like that it was not like I could feel that it 513 00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:28,160 was not there I kind of just like it's so hard to explain but I was I got so 514 00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:33,680 deep and then my hand just disappeared from my sensory but I could feel like 515 00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:40,480 kind of my wrist or like I could feel the energy of my hand but I couldn't feel 516 00:53:40,480 --> 00:53:45,520 my hand it wasn't numb but I just couldn't feel it it was the weirdest 517 00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:52,320 sensation and so I got I got scared like and I was trying to like I was trying 518 00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:58,960 to like combat that fear but I knew because I knew that that's like a normal 519 00:53:58,960 --> 00:54:03,040 thing but I still got scared because that was the first time I've ever 520 00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:08,480 experienced that because I literally lost my hand it's I can't explain the 521 00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:14,040 feeling but that's like the best I can do so I lost my hand and I got scared and 522 00:54:14,040 --> 00:54:17,760 I like moved my fingers to like reactivate my hand to make sure it was 523 00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:24,240 still there and I like the second I moved my fingers I felt them and so I got 524 00:54:24,240 --> 00:54:28,120 my hand back and I was like okay good and then I went back into that deep 525 00:54:28,120 --> 00:54:32,840 relaxation and I lost my hand again but now I had this knowledge that it was 526 00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:37,600 normal and I had the knowledge that I still had my hand so I can keep going 527 00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:43,960 forward with it um it's now more comfortable with that so last night that was 528 00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:52,960 like the big milestone or like stepping stone that I got in my meditations and 529 00:54:52,960 --> 00:54:59,440 I'm pretty sure that's the I'm pretty sure that that's good because I remember 530 00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:04,480 when they were explaining focus 10 they said if you're just beginning it might 531 00:55:04,480 --> 00:55:09,240 be helpful to basically like put your each body part to sleep at a time or 532 00:55:09,240 --> 00:55:14,680 get each body part to relax at a time so like start it with your feet and then 533 00:55:14,680 --> 00:55:20,400 go up to your legs and then your abdomen or whatever and so I think that 534 00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:24,400 that's what was happening with my hand where I just completely relax it and 535 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:32,960 lost it but I don't know that is like that was a crazy feeling and I'm very 536 00:55:32,960 --> 00:55:42,800 excited for it I'm very excited for getting in into focus 10 but I'm definitely 537 00:55:42,800 --> 00:55:47,560 gonna try again tonight let me get some water 538 00:55:47,560 --> 00:56:08,600 so I was just thinking about in the beginning of summer like three months 539 00:56:08,600 --> 00:56:18,640 ago I was I didn't even start my business and then I was just starting to 540 00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:22,160 think like that's the next part of my life that I have to focus on like I've 541 00:56:22,160 --> 00:56:28,160 been working on my health my fitness like all that stuff but I had not even 542 00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:34,800 like begun thinking about my business and so in the beginning of summer I kind 543 00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:40,840 of had the intuitive feeling that that's the next step of like my self-improvement 544 00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:47,760 journey working on business and I had been listening to some business podcasts 545 00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:54,400 as well but I hadn't really read anything about business and then over 546 00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:59,680 summer I kind of just locked in and then learned a lot about business and then I 547 00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:08,920 kind of like completely switched focus from business to this like new like this 548 00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:13,360 new thing of trans surfing and meditating and all this stuff and so I 549 00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:18,040 haven't really focused on learning about business in a while but I'm still like 550 00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:23,160 applying the business skills that I learned on podcasting I'm not really 551 00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:28,040 applying the skills but I'm still practicing and taking action on the 552 00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:33,640 podcast so this I still find it beneficial because even though I'm not 553 00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:39,080 like actively learning more about business I feel that right now it's 554 00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:44,920 beneficial because this is a brand new avenue of my life and I feel it will help 555 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:50,400 a lot with business because I've been learning about worldview and how your 556 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:54,080 brain is like your mind is the only thing holding you back from achieving 557 00:57:54,080 --> 00:58:00,560 success and so if I can learn all the strategies of trans surfing and learn a 558 00:58:00,560 --> 00:58:09,680 lot I'll be able to gain success fairly well and that's like I just thought that 559 00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:16,640 plus I have a lot of time but then I remembered in trans surfing I don't 560 00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:24,720 remember the exact wording but I'm basically like the belief that you have 561 00:58:24,720 --> 00:58:30,920 a lot of time left is like a fallacy it's it's not real it's like a false 562 00:58:30,920 --> 00:58:40,320 belief and so I was thinking that I have a lot of time I have all of this school 563 00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:45,880 year plus second semester I have completely off until I'm graduated with 564 00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:53,720 high school so I have a lot of time to work on myself but then again I'm kind 565 00:58:53,720 --> 00:58:57,760 of just like putting off business to the side but then again I'm building a 566 00:58:57,760 --> 00:59:04,600 strong foundation of my spiritual side of things and like my worldview all of 567 00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:07,720 this stuff I'm building a strong foundation so I don't really know I 568 00:59:07,720 --> 00:59:12,640 don't know that reminds me of another thing once you get into like focus I 569 00:59:12,640 --> 00:59:16,240 don't know if it was focused 10 or 12 but once you get into one of those stages 570 00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:22,960 you basically have like you basically have access to this higher self and you 571 00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:29,800 can ask yourself or a questions and it will be able to answer those questions 572 00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:35,240 with a expanded awareness and expanded knowledge base essentially from what you 573 00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:41,880 have of yourself and so maybe I'll ask it if I'm on the right path if I'm doing 574 00:59:41,880 --> 00:59:47,600 the right things and maybe I'll ask it if Hawaii is even my innermost goal or 575 00:59:47,600 --> 00:59:53,400 maybe I'll ask it what is my innermost goal that would just be a complete like 576 00:59:53,400 --> 01:00:00,680 I don't know that is like I'm very excited for that part of things I was 577 01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:05,840 actually thinking while I was writing my Transurfing principles down a couple 578 01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:12,320 hours ago I was actually thinking of creating a brand new journal and just 579 01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:18,120 like having it with all of like writing down all of the questions for my inner 580 01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:24,440 self I was thinking of buying another journal and labeling it questions for 581 01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:27,960 inner self and then I would just go through all those questions and ask them 582 01:00:27,960 --> 01:00:31,920 all to my inner self once I get to focus 12 actually I'm definitely gonna do that 583 01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:36,400 this is the end of the episode so I'm right away I'm gonna buy another journal 584 01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:44,960 on Amazon like right now and I'm gonna label it questions for my inner self to 585 01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:48,880 wrap things up 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