So the big question is this, how do young men like us who didn't listen to society
who are on our own, how do we grow and improve ourselves so that we can live a
better tomorrow? That is the question and this show will give you the answers. My
name is James Radzinski and welcome to the Ascend Momentum Show. Welcome back,
welcome back. Today was a good day. Today is Tuesday and I didn't have school
yesterday so today was the first day back from for school and I'm beginning to
realize that school is like I am not getting any value out of school so
pretty much I'm not paying attention in my classes that often anymore but I'm
still doing all the work because I'm playing it smart. I'm trying to, I, life
will get worse for me if I don't do my work and if I start failing out of school
but if I simply just stroll along, still do my work, just don't pay attention as
much during class, I think I'll be fine and I've been really going deep into this
CIA document so a couple episodes back I posted an episode saying how this
declassified CIA document changed my life. I read that entire document over the
weekend and I talked about a little bit yesterday I think but I'm slowly starting
to uncover the truth. Like our reality is not as it seems. There's more to life
than what we've been led to believe and I already know that I'm becoming to, I'm
beginning to uncover it so what I did today at school I was talking like
yesterday here let me actually tell you this yesterday I was, I started to want to
buy the tapes so let me explain. The CIA document that I read is about this
gateway program it's called the gateway process from Monroe Institute and it was
basically in the 80s the CIA did like the the army actually did an entire
assessment on that program and that program is all about getting into deep
enough meditation using tapes like recorded audio tapes to help sink your
brain into a certain frequency to allow you to get deep deep into meditation to
points where you can like time travel and go out of your body. Like you can
literally leave your body so that's crazy that is crazy I I want to believe it. I
think I believe it but I know that my brain I think I think what's happening
is I've convinced myself to believe it but deep down my brain thinks that it's
not true but I'm really excited because I will get my brain to actually believe
it through giving it proof. I'm going to actually do this stuff and I'm actually
going to give my brain proof. So there's the way it is is there's focus levels so
right now we're on focus one we're just fully in tune with reality just baseline
consciousness and then there's some focus levels in between I don't I don't
know all them but once you get to focus 10 that's when you get into like a deep
relaxed deep relaxed meditative state and that's where you're deeply relaxed in
your consciousness as expanded. Alright so then what then there's like focus 12
which I forgot what focus 12 was and then focus 15 is where you can start to go
back in time like you can time travel to the past and then focus 21 is time
traveling into the future and there's more those are just the ones that I
remember like I said I just learned about this stuff this weekend and all
like I just looked up CIA or the analysis and assessment of the gateway
process first link that pops up is CIA's website and it's just a PDF I printed
it out I printed that whole thing out and now I'm I'm looking for all of the
PDFs that are about this and I'm just printing them all out so when I read the
analysis and assessment of the gateway process I realized that page number 25 was
just not there so I had to go on to this website I looked up page number 25 missing
and then it's just it was an article like a blog post and then I scrolled down
and they gave the whole PDF so then I printed out page 25 and then I was
showing my friend about this stuff and he was looking into it and he found a
different PDF argue article basically giving a it's like a four page article
or four page like description of the gateway process I think it was from
Monroe Institute so I printed that out today at the school I printing all these
all this stuff out at my school which is funny I'm printing out declassified CIA
documents at the school I don't care no I don't think they care either it doesn't
really matter so I print that out and then I found another website or another
article I think it was like 30 pages or something like that I didn't really read
it but it was a it was another declassified CIA document and I read the
first page and it said like this is not like this is only intended for first the
first class of the gateway experience or something like that and if you if it's
not for you or not intended for you you may not experience the same results or
you may experience like downsides or something like that I just printed that
whole thing out and I'm gonna read that as well so I'm diving deep into this
stuff and that's context so let's go back to the gateway experience the Monroe
Institute they have this it's an actual like business I'm pretty sure it's like
an actual thing that they're selling so they're selling a course and they're
selling like a bunch of CD tapes like they sell on their website mp3 audio
files a different format and then a CD and they have this thing called waves so
they have a bunch of different courses and CDs that they're offering but one of
the things that I am that I saw most like that I wanted to do most was their
actual gateway process wave one through eight so there are eight different
waves that they offer and that just basically means there are eight
different CDs that they have to offer and you're supposed to listen to them
and like master them essentially in sequential order so you're supposed to
start at wave one and wave one's focus is getting into focus level 10 focus 10
so it's basically for the beginners just like me so that's the whole goal of that
wave to get to focus 10 and they do it through it's just like an awe it's a CD
or mp3 player so you're basically put on headphones and then listen to that while
you're meditating so I was like oh cool so yesterday I I realized that and I
like discovered that so I was slowly but surely like convincing myself to buy it
yesterday I wanted to buy it but I didn't I was kind of holding myself back and
wave two I'm I don't know I didn't look through all of the stuff but I assume
wave two goes into focus 12 and then wave three is focus 15 and then so on so
forth until eventually you can actually get out of body experiences where you
literally leave your soul leaves your body and then you can like fly I don't
even know how it works but I'm really excited to get into this stuff and I'm
not even sure if it takes that much practice like maybe a couple weeks or
months to get out of body experience so it'll be pretty quick and I but with
that said I don't have headphones so I looked up the headphones they use and
they use this I forgot I forgot what it was called but just look up like what
type of headphones does Monroe Institute use for the gateway process and they
have like this frequently asked questions page and they they gave the exact
type of headphones they use they're like 60 to $80 60 to 90 I got them on
Amazon for like 60 bucks and I ordered them today but that's not the only thing
I ordered I ordered the wave one CD which was 115 dollars on the website but it
was only like 75 dollars on Amazon so I bought on Amazon and then I also bought
a CD player because I don't have a CD and I also don't want to listen to it on
my computer or on my phone because I have a rule where I don't bring my phone
into my room and so I don't want to have that stuff in my room and my room is
like the best most optimal space in my house for meditating and I also when I'm
meditating I don't want to have any electronic devices that have access to
the internet near me because even if it's not in sight if it's in the
perximity of me it's uh it like just messes with you even subconsciously so I
don't even want to deal with any of that so I bought like an old CD player for 20
bucks well not an old one but a new one but CD players are old because we don't
use that anymore but so I bought a CD player 20 bucks that is basically
battery or outlet and I'll probably just use the batteries because that's best
for my purposes and you can connect your headphones to it so that's what I did
I'm I bought the CD player and then I'm just gonna pop the CD in and then
connect my headphones to it and then just lay down in my room my room is like
the perfect room for meditating it's got absolutely nothing in it except for a
fan my alarm clock which plays white noise so I have in my room is basically
noise canceling let me actually let me just explain to you my room because I
spent like a good weekend setting it up perfectly exactly how I like it so
imagine a blank room just a square room and my room is not that big it's
probably 20 feet I want to say maybe 20 by 20 I don't know it's it barely fits a
twin bed so I well it fits a twin bed but like I couldn't fit like a king or a
queen in there so my room is pretty small but it's perfect for me so imagine a
blank room empty room there's a window on the opposite wall to the left of the
door so the door to get into the room is in the middle of wall one and then wall
two is just the right wall three is directly parallel and then wall four is
the left that's how I'm gonna explain it so in the middle of wall one is the door
the entrance and then on wall three just to the left is a window and then wall
four to the right near the window is my closet and the closet door opens towards
inside of my room that's context now I'll tell you all the objects that are in
my room so on my window I nailed blackout curtains so I actually like got a
hammer and nailed it in so my room can get pitch black but I can also put light
in it by opening up the curtains so my room can get pitch black almost as dark
as a cave and that's on my window and then on my door going on wall one the
door going into my room I nailed Kurt blackout curtains as well so that blocks
out all the light as well and plus that seconds as it blocks out all of the light
and the noise and it keeps my room cool like ventilated because it like basically
traps all the air into my room so it just allows all the AC to flow properly
and stay in my room because we have an old house it's like 150 years old or
something like that and the door doesn't close like it just closes but it doesn't
like shut and it's it's this whole thing but I I basically created a cave by
putting those blackout curtains so I'm basically like completely concealed in
my room like I can't eat I cannot even hear people outside because I have a lot
of white noise going on and let me explain this so in the corner of wall
one and four just to the left of the entrance is my on the floor is a hatch
restore to so I have that alarm clock and that plays white noise whenever I
tell it to and it just like plays white or pink noise actually and then just to
the right of it on wall three on the floor is a fan and that's facing towards
my feet of the bed and I'll explain where the bed is in a moment so and then
just on wall one just to the right of my door is the vent for the air conditioner
on the floor all right so and then on the corner between wall two and three is on
the floor is my bed so I use a tatami mat so if you don't know what that is it's
basically the mat that Samurais slept on and it's made of grass and it's like a
very firm to lay on it's basically like laying on the floor but I love it I
sleep on a tatami mat and then I also use a buckwheat pillow that has a cotton
like pillowcase and then a silk pillowcase over it so the buckwheat pillow
is made of cotton like the actual pillow part and then the pillowcase is silk so
that's good and then I have a cotton blanket that I wear now I actually got
that this weekend the cotton blanket for bedtime and then just to the side of
that bed is my air purifier so I have an air purifier right next to my bed and
then I also have like my metal straws in a cloth in like a cotton container and
then I have like my notebook pen some stop like alarm like timers that I got
and then my tape like surgical tape or medical tape or whatever it's called for
taping my mouth at night and what else is there I think that's it and then on the
fan I have a ceiling fan as well so I've got basically my fan my ceiling fan my
air purifier and my alarm clock all making white noise so my room is perfect
in that sense and then it's dark it's pitch black in there and it's like cooled so
I've except for the fact that after a while of laying on my back my back gets
like it starts to hurt so I'm gonna have to fix that I'll probably lay on a
blanket but other than that it's like the perfect room for meditating because
it's soundproof so I can't hear anything that happens outside of it so that's all
context so now let me explain my plan I bought the CD player and I bought the
headphones so I'm gonna I'm gonna keep all that stuff in my closet because I
like to store all my stuff in my closet I don't like having stuff in my room so
I'm gonna keep that stuff in my closet and then I'm going to take it out when
I'm ready and then when I do it I'm probably gonna lay out the cotton blanket
on the bed and then put my pillow my buckwheat pillow down and then lay on
top of the cotton blanket on top of my mat and then lay on my pillow so that
will be comfortable and I'm just gonna put the headphones on pop in the CD and
start listening to the tape and just lay down on my back and then just be
extrude like completely motionless so that's basically what I'm planning on
doing and the CD won't come for like eight days eight or nine days it won't
actually know like six till around six to eight days six to eight days it won't
come till which is fine I'll wait I'm excited though and this first phase like
that you can look it up look up wave one what is it called wave one gateway
experience CD and then read that description it's on hemisync
hemisync or something like that that's from hemisync and then read the
description it's like basically teaching you all the basics and getting into
focus 10 so depending on how long it is like if it's an hour long I'll definitely
do it before before school at like six in the morning but if it's longer I'm
definitely gonna do it over the weekend I'm gonna like set out time to do it
because this is definitely something that I want to do like legitimately I
spent like 200 bucks buying all the gear for it there's only like a hundred
fifty or a hundred sixty or seventy around there but I'm definitely getting
into it and that's only wave one and I predict that I'll be able to outgrow
wave one fairly quickly like within the week or two weeks so I'll definitely buy
wave two once I feel I'm ready for the next step but I'm definitely I'm definitely
gonna be doing it on the weekends but I might try and figure out how I can do it
before school I'm probably gonna do it before school because I've been studying
before school reading trans surfing but maybe every other day I'll study and then
every other day I'll read or what am I saying one day I'll study and then the
next day I'll meditate maybe I'll do like an alternating thing I don't know
we'll see but I think this stuff may help increase my energy like my focus
levels as well that's another thing I found that I'm not able to focus that
well especially if like I'm not able to focus as well as I think I should be
while I'm like studying my transfer thing while I'm studying the book and so what
I think I'm gonna be doing is well I have been working on this but I kind of I
kind of lost a lot of progress over the weekend but I'm definitely gonna be
focusing on a lot over the next following weeks to months is my breathing
because I predict that my energy and my focus levels my attention is not to where
it should be simply because my breathing is not proper like my breathing is how
most people breathe which is not good but before all this modern stuff happened
like before that 1800s during the Industrial Revolution we were all
breathing like it practically perfectly and so but since all this modern day
stuff actually maybe it was even before I don't know but when we were hunter
gathers like when we were still living in the prairies hunting our animal
hunting our food like thousands of years ago our breath our breathing was
perfect and I remember hearing this quote where I don't know the quote but it
went something like this imagine I'm gonna just explain you the context
imagine you're living the life of a hunter gatherer so imagine you're living
the life of a human 10,000 years ago and you're standing in the middle of nature
in the middle of like a prairie like a grass field and your breath is like
silent your breath your breathing is not even noticeable that's how efficient of
your breathers we're supposed to be it's not even noticeable and I know that you
guys can hear my breathing throughout my podcast sorry about that by the way but
hopefully it's definitely gonna be getting better over the following weeks or
months but I want to go back to that prairie visualization imagine you're a
human living 10,000 years ago you're just standing in the middle of a grasslands
your breathing is absolutely calm you're just standing there you're extremely
present in the moment you feel the wind on your back you feel you have no shirt
on you feel all of the little hairs on your back swaying back and forth from
the gusts of the wind and you feel your hair flowing around you can feel the
sun shining on you it's not too hot it's not too cold you're extremely present
in the moment you're very calm and comfortable you're just present you're
just being there now that serenity like that I don't know if this means that but
that serenity and bliss like that enlightened feeling that calmness that
all of the feelings that that human being 10,000 years ago was feeling is what
we're supposed to be at but if you were to place a modern human anyone even me if
you're to place anyone in that same environment there would be anxious
uneasy their breathing would be uneven they would be over breathing they would
be they wouldn't be able to enjoy the moment as well as the hunter-gatherer
does they wouldn't be able to feel as high energy levels like that hunter-gatherer
has extremely high energy levels for many reasons but one of the big reasons is
their breathing and they also wouldn't have as good focus their focus would be
scattered for many reasons like TikTok Instagram all the internet stuff but one
big reason is their breath breathing I'm fairly certain that breathing enhances
your focus so that human 10,000 years ago will be able to hold their focus hold
their attention on one thing for a very long time and their focus intensity will
be very high but a modern human will not that would be an interesting
comparison if you're able to time travel take like the average human being from
today and send them back in time or even yeah send them back in time and just
compare to the two or even take the average human being from 10,000 years
ago and bring them forward and just compare that human to what we've become
what we've grown into I think the differences will be disturbing and like
I'm not above this like I am a product of society as well but I'm working towards
changing it and I will change it I will revert back to what we're supposed to be
at it's just a slow long and slow process slowly but surely and breath is one of
the steps along the way your breathing is so important it's so crucial so vital
that is that big that is just so I'm just thinking about that gateway
experience I'm so excited to get into that that's like I'm very excited for it
and if you guys are interested in it too I recommend reading transfer from first
to be honest because all this stuff that I learned in the CIA document I'm still
having a hard time like I want to believe it and I think that I believe it
like I'm like oh yes let's do this but I have a feeling that deep down in my mind
like deep down my mind thinks that it's not real that's what it believes it
actually believes that it's not real it knows that it's not real so I simply
just have to do it and give it proof that it's where it works and it's real and
that's just but I feel like if I were to read that CIA document one year ago from
like one year ago today it I would have gotten a completely different reaction I
would have just I probably wouldn't have even finished it the article but if I
did finish it I probably would have just dismissed it all because it was so far
outside of my worldview but once I started reading Transurfing like once I
read Transurfing then like my worldview got completely like shattered and it
just completely changed and then once I started studying it the second time
through it started changing even more and so now I've gotten to the point where I
can actually begin to accept that document and all the things that it has
to say and it definitely helps that it's the CIA that like published it because
the CIA to me is an extremely credible source especially since it was
classified at one point like they were trying to hide it from the public so it
all just makes sense I mean it doesn't make sense to me like a lot of this stuff
I cannot even understand oh excuse me a lot of this stuff I can't even understand
but I definitely plan on rereading it eventually but I'm very excited to learn
all this stuff I'm starting to discover the truth like I'm starting to unveil
the truth and I know that I started reading less than a year ago like maybe
like I started reading in September of last year but towards the end of
September I'm pretty sure that's when I started maybe September or October but
now it's let's just say it's been a year so I've been reading for one whole year
only one year and my mind has changed so much and a lot of the books that I read
this year I wouldn't have gone back and read again like there are some books that
I did not I should I probably would have been better off reading something else I
definitely would have been better off reading something else but I'm glad I
read it because it took all those books to get to the right books and now I've
gotten to the right books and I've got like multiple years worth of books in
line so I'm definitely gonna keep busy and I'm sure I'll find more books and
I'll discover more books along the way it's only been one year and it's only
been like six months less than six months since I got Transurfing like on I
bought Transurfing on Amazon and I'm pretty sure like they have a print on
demand thing so I bought it and then they printed it so and on the back cover
there's like a barcode and it says the date it was printed and it was like March
17th or something so it's been less than six months and today is no today is
September 5th it's only been six months like it's been less than half a year
since I started actually changing my worldview with Transurfing only six
months and I've made so much progress I'm actually starting to believe in like
out-of-body experiences and all this stuff so imagine the progress I can make
in six months especially since I've only got one two three I've only got three
months left of school that is insane I've got October November and December
because I graduate in December so I've got a little over three months left of
school and then I'm done for school forever I'm done with school forever in
three months that is extremely inspirational and motivating for me
let me get some water
so I've been lifting for a little over two years now but I like to consider when
I when I was asked when I started self-improvement I didn't really know
the answer but after a couple days like this was a couple months ago when this
happened but after a couple days of reflection I decided that the day where
I actually started self-improvement was when I've read my first self-improvement
book now for some context I had been lifting for a year at that point this
was let's just say September 20th let's just I don't know the actual day but I
know the month and it was towards the end of September last year of 2022 so for
context at that point I was watching self-improvement YouTube videos for quite
some time Hamza some other people and then I was also lifting and I'm pretty
sure that's about it I was like taking cold showers as well sometimes I wasn't
very disciplined but I was doing a lot of self-improvement stuff but I don't think
that I actually started self-improvement and I was meditating as well I think but
I don't think that I actually started self-improvement until like until I
actually started for real until I got my I read my first book which was the
oxygen advantage I didn't even apply most of that stuff I just the only thing I
applied was nose breathing that's pretty much it but then I read a different
book called how to break up with your phone didn't apply that but I didn't
apply the stuff in the book but I like took the concepts and changed it and
actually started slowly started to break up with my phone and then I read a
different book I forgot what the next book I read was but I just kept on
reading more and more and more and I just kept on learning so much until
eventually like I just started buying the books and then I started a collection
in my closet have so much books a lot of them I haven't even read but once I
started reading that's when I actually started to grow and then once I'm
actually found a friend who is on a similar path on self-improvement that's
when I started to grow exponentially and I'm enjoying the benefits of it all and
what I'm trying to say is it took me a year to get to this point of learning
and I've only been learning about business and actually focusing on
building a business for less than three months like maybe two months actually
let's just say two months it's only been and I'm on episode 48 of my podcast but
all what I'm trying to say is none of this stuff happens right away and that's
what I've come to terms with this stuff is not gonna happen right away it's not
gonna happen overnight but it will happen and that's what I keep reminding
myself about me fixing my breathing like it's not gonna happen overnight every
single morning I track my bolt score it was at 19 seconds like last Thursday and
I I didn't focus on my breath at all over the weekend and it dropped down to 10
seconds this morning so I basically lost all my progress in my breathing from one
weekend but my intention is still strong and I know that eventually I'll get
there it's just a little hump in the road and with my reading with learning
all of this stuff I'm trying to just consume all of the all of the
trans surfing all of the stuff on that reading list it's not gonna happen overnight
but I will get there it will happen it won't happen in one day but it will happen
in one month it won't happen in one month but it will happen in one year that's
like the difference between one day and one day times seven is crazy like if you
were to look back if you're on self-improvement and you just look back
on the day you made no progress but if you stack that day seven times and you
look back on the week oh you made a little progress but then once you stack
it like 30 times and you look back on the month oh wow that's a lot of progress
like I was looking back on my journal and I realized that I made so much
progress simply just in the last month and then when the big things start
happening three months ago I was still like scrubbing my body with estrogenic
soap my testosterone was low I hadn't even focused on my testosterone now my
test is like super like way higher I already know that it's way higher I cut
out all of like most of the estrogenics in my life and I'm enjoying the benefits
of that I'm actually getting a test I'm gonna take a test on my birthday which
is in 12 days so it won't it probably won't come back until later so on episode
60 or 61 whatever I'll around that time I'll take my test the test
testosterone test and then I'll send it in and then it may take a week or two so
you probably by around episode 70 or 75 I will definitely have results for my test
testosterone and then that was three months ago now let's look back at six
months ago I hadn't even read Transurfing yet six months ago I was
still watching YouTube six months ago my brain was scattered my test was low I
was jacked but not as jacked I like I wasn't tan because it was the winter
time like so many things were bad I wasn't healthy like I wasn't eating
healthy I was still I was eating healthy but not healthy if that makes sense I
was eating like chicken and rice but I was smothering my chicken and barbecue
sauce that had like 20 grams of sugar and I was eating seed oils and then when
you look back one year ago I hadn't even read any books I didn't know anything I
was still I think I was still going to college and then like you can just keep
going further and further back two years ago I never even lifted the weight I was
skinny and that was just two years I remember like two years ago when I was
first like I think I was watching TikTok and self-improvement I was watching a lot
of self-improvement stuff on TikTok for many years like even during COVID which
was like the lockdown like 2020 like three years ago more than three years ago I
think I was watching self-improvement stuff like I've been watching self-improvement
stuff for a long time I just didn't take action until like a year ago or two years
ago or whenever and like I remember in the beginning when I was looking at the
videos and I remember like I think it was Hamza that said this he was like I
locked in for like three years and that's it just three years and I was on
self-improvement for three years or he like locked in on his business his
lifting and he basically got everything he wanted in life for in three years now
I've been locked in for one year is when I started reading but ever like ever
since one year ago that's when I actually started to lock in but slowly but
surely I started locking in more and more and more until now I've like been
locked in and I'm sure in three months from now I'll be even more locked in but
what I mean by that is like I don't watch I don't watch YouTube anymore I'm
doing all of my I'm hitting my routine every single day I'm lifting
consistently I mean I've been lifting consistently since I started but like
I'm just doing everything that needs to be done every single day I am locked in
but to the point where I will get what I want eventually and he said it took him
like three years I don't know the actual number but I'm just saying three years
for example three years until if you're locked in for three years that's when you
get everything and I was thinking like three years there's no way I'm gonna do
that like I'm not gonna be locked in I'm just gonna go my own pace slow and
steady and then slowly but surely I started adding more and more things and
then slowly but surely actually started to get more and more locked in until
eventually I actually got to like locked in phase and then that was nothing
compared to where I'm at now so now I'm even more locked in so the point is don't
like like I never dropped everything over one day it took like a year of build
up to get to where I am and if I were to start over first before I would start
over I would write down everything I would figure out the most optimal order
and then I would just start when I would start out if I had to start over I
would just just slowly but surely cut out many things add more things slowly
but surely start lifting drinking more water fixing my diet slowly but surely
cut out my phone start learning reading books start meditating clear my mind all
of this stuff it's also a process but one year ago like one year just happened
like that just like boom instantly while you're in it present it seems like
it's going slow when you want results quick but if you just look back one
year ago like if I just I remember one year ago today I was having like
flashbacks of like one year ago when I was sitting in class and I was having
woken up at like five in the morning just gone to the gym sitting in first
period and then I remember like I was having flashbacks comparing that to now
now I'm still waking up at I'm waking up at four in the morning but instead of
going to the gym I'm studying and then I'm going to school and then going to the
gym after and I have a half day at school it's all just it's all just slow
and steady incremental improvements and that's why I'm treating like business
the same way I know I'm not gonna make a million dollars literally overnight I'll
make a thousand dollars in week one or I'm just giving the example it's been
like two months and I haven't made any money but I'll make a thousand dollars
week one ten thousand dollars week two and then like a five thousand dollars
week three and then I'll make twenty thousand week four like it's gonna happen
but it's not gonna be right away and then eventually after like three years I'll
be making millions like the three years marker it's only been one year it's only
been six months since I started reading Transurfing my life is so different now
so I'm lately I've been thinking like I just want to read all these books right
now I try to rush everything but I know that it's what happens on the day-to-day
that really matters like I I studied Transurfing on the day-to-day that's
when it made the impact like one day of studying does not do anything but one
day of studying over the course of like three months that's a big difference like
I studied Transurfing for like two months now I think one or two months for
the second read through and my worldview is definitely shifted even though I'm
reading the same exact thing I'm just rereading it and studying it writing
notes talking about all my podcast which I'm definitely gonna be making another
Transurfing principles episodes sometime soon I'm gonna double up the episode
because not this weekend but next weekend I'm going out of town again to go to
where am I going I'm going to my sister's college for family weekend so I'm
going there and I won't be able to record that day so I'll I'll have to have
like another episode scheduled so I'm definitely gonna do what I did last time
again and have another Transurfing principles which I might have to make
two again because it's been a while since I did the last Transurfing
principles and I have a lot more notes so I might have to make multiple days but
just find my me because I'll probably have to slowly start to add up more and
more episode scheduled just in case I can't go I can't record in Florida I'm
planning on recording in Florida but I just want to I might end up scheduling
more just in case because I'm going to Florida in like three weeks from now in
like 20 days I'm going to Florida so I might not be able to record but I'm
definitely going to try but I'm going to but just in case I'm gonna I might
have some stuff scheduled that's pretty much where I'm at I'm probably not gonna
check my analytics for a while because if I didn't check for like three weeks and
it only went up like a couple hundred downloads it's no point it's not worth
checking every day because checking my analytics on the podcast if I check
every day and it's always around the same it's it's just demotivating and so I'm
not trying to do that I'm trying to just focus on recording the podcast don't
worry about the numbers because like I said a couple episodes back maybe
yesterday I said this I think it was yesterday actually yesterday I said
Russell Brunson talked about how he was very grateful that he didn't check his
analytics until three years after he like three years into his podcast so he
was recording and uploading consistently for three years and he never
checked the analytics and then three years after he checked it and then he was
very grateful because if he would have checked early on he would have been
demotivated because just he would have had nobody like he would have not had any
progress but right now essentially I'm doing all this stuff for me like that's
that's my motivator I'm doing it for me I'm right now I'm just trying to get the
biggest number possible episodes wise or I'm just trying to track my progress so
I can look back on and be like oh that's what happened and I'm also trying to do
it because I know that this is a huge crucial path and a huge step towards
achieving my goals achieve getting my dreams come true and recording the
podcast the podcast is gonna be monumental in my business because if I
can build a business around this podcast then I mean I'm home free from there
like you like that's basically once this business once this podcast gets big
then it will be for you guys but right now very few people are listening like
less than 10 people per episode are listening maybe 20 but I own I have
seven average rolling subscribers which is an RSS statistic thing RSS.com and
so right now I'm basically doing it for me because there's not very many people
listening but once the big numbers start rolling in then it will transfer to doing
it for you guys like I'm still positioning myself to do it for you guys but
I can't I physically like I simply can't comprehend doing it for people that
aren't even listening you know I don't know if I'm explaining this properly but
essentially nobody is listening and so I can't comprehend that people are
listening like maybe yeah I'm doing it for people in the future but there's no
one listening like there's there are people listening but there's no one there's not no one
meaning not 10,000 people like 10,000 people are not listening and so I can't
fit like comprehend doing it for people maybe I won't even be able to comprehend
doing it for 10,000 people because I simply can't see them it's just a number
on the screen maybe that's actually the case because there are seven people
listening right now and I am saying that I'm not doing it for anyone but those
seven people are real hello by the way yeah I don't know this is this is all
just me mumbling away I'm just talking but I'm really looking forward to that
CD coming in wave one I will definitely be talking to you guys about my progress
but let me get some water I want to talk to you guys about the heart in the mind
it's a term in Transurfing it's a thing it's the concept that I learned in
Transurfing where everyone has a heart and a mind that everyone has a soul the
soul and the heart are the same thing they're synonyms for each other and the
heart and the mind if you can unify them then you can get whatever you want the
world will help you achieve your goals and that was just conceptual in my brain
up until a couple days ago when I read the CIA document on the analysis and
assessment of the gateway process because in that document in the first like
paragraph of the actual content it was called the paragraph was titled
hypnosis and it was talking about how there are two hemispheres of the brain
there there's a left brain and the right brain now I may be getting these mixed
up but the left hemisphere of the brain is your logical your analytic side so I
was like oh that's the mind that's that's the mind piece of the heart in the
mind and then the right side is the emotional it knows things it feels
things and then I was like oh that's the heart so then slowly as I was reading
more and more for example you can basically put the left side to sleep and
only speak directly to the right side and you can basically hypnotize someone
like you can say that they have their left no their left leg is numb and you
and they will their left leg will become numb because the right side the right
brain believes everything like it takes everything literally and it believes
everything that is it said to it because it trusts the left side of the brain
because the left side is analytical and so all that stuff connected that the
heart in the mind is a real thing I knew I was I wanted to believe that it was a
real thing and I was starting to believe it but that CIA document really pushed
it forward to like it gave me scientific like information that oh the left side is
your mind and your right side is the heart and let's go back to that hypnosis
thing where you can basically put the left side to sleep and then speak
directly to the right side you can you don't just like you you don't just have
to do like oh your left leg is numb you can say you enjoy extreme focus like
extremely good focus and extremely good memory and the brain will do what needs
to be done to get that memory and the focus you will actually receive that so
that is the hypnosis thing and that is just so like I was so wow that I was
very surprised and shocked when I saw that because not necessarily some shocked
but I was very excited because I made that connection to Transurfing and there
was a lot of connections throughout that CIA document that I made with
Transurfing a lot of that stuff goes hand-in-hand but I'm starting to uncover
the truth I don't know that much stuff right now but I'm slowly starting to
uncover the truth and be able to learn and actually experience the other side
right now I'm still in the matrix essentially I don't usually like to say
that word but I really think that I'm in the matrix now like I thought that I was
starting to escape it a couple like over the past year I'm still I'm I have been
escaping it but I think that I still am in the matrix but I'm starting to swallow
that red pill and I'm starting to learn all this new knowledge and learn all
this information that is just life in reality itself I know that there's a lot
more to life that we've been led to believe I don't know what I don't know
the secret but I know that I'll uncover it slowly but surely over the following
months years I predict that I'll from one year from today even no I predict
that by 2024 which is three months in three months from now I will have no it's
actually a three and a half months three and a half months from now I will have
discovered a lot and learned a lot because this month I'm going to finish
Transurfing then once I get home from Florida I'm gonna be actually starting
to study the reading list from the guy that awoke me to the reality that reality
just isn't how I think it is and that there's a lot more so I'm going to be
reading the reading list he suggested to uncover the secret and I will have
definitely read like at least 10 of those books maybe not maybe at least if I if
that reading method of one reading one book a day works I will definitely have
read like half of that reading list maybe of like a fourth of the reading list
and I'll definitely have uncovered a lot of the truth but if I decide to go and
read normally how I normally do then I'll definitely have read like at least
five or six of them of those books and you change after one book you change
after two books so once I get five or six books in of the right books it's
gonna be a game changer 2024 like is gonna be huge I locked in 2023 and I'm
not even done with 2023 but I was running down my stats at the beginning of
2023 like my weight how much income I made like just little stats and I
definitely will have grown a lot on that stuff to wrap things up don't forget to
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