So the big question is this, how do young men like us who didn't listen to society
were on our own? How do we grow and improve ourselves so that we can live a
better tomorrow? That is the question and this show will give you the answers. My
name is James Radzinski and welcome to the Ascend Momentum Show. Welcome back,
welcome back. So let me give you guys a quick little rundown on what's going on.
As I said in the last episode, I went to Ohio over the weekend so it's been, for me,
it's been like two days since I've recorded an episode. It's, today is Monday,
September 4th and I was out of town from Saturday to this morning. So I went to
Ohio and we celebrated birthdays with a family and I got a cotton blanket and a
pillow. So I'm really excited for that because I've been sleeping in a plastic
blanket for quite some time and that's one of the things that I wanted to change.
So I got a cotton blanket and I'm gonna use it for the first time tonight. So as
I said in the past couple episodes, I've been talking about how I'm going to be
checking my analytics in on today. Today was the day that I was gonna check my
analytics and I did. I checked my analytics and for context, I probably had
like 250 downloads last time I checked which was like two or three weeks ago
and I was getting like, I had six rolling average subscribers which is like, how
many people are watching an episode within 24 hours of its release? So I had
six. It was either five or six, something like that. So I checked my analytics today
and I was hoping for hundreds, maybe thousands of viewers. Nope, seven rolling
average subscribers. So I went up by one and I also got, I'm at 400 downloads
instead of 250. So I did not make as much change as I thought I was but I'm
still looking forward to the future because it just showed me that it's not
gonna happen easy. Like I'm not gonna get it easy. I just have to keep it. I mean
it's gonna happen easy but it's not gonna be right away. The world still has
to take time to shift for things to happen for me which is okay and I'm
waiting patiently for my order to be fulfilled but with that said, I wanted
to talk about this thing that I, so when I first started podcasting, I remember
the reason why I started podcasting was because I read a book called
Expert Secrets by Russell Brunson and in that he said if you can post once a day
every day for an entire year, so if you can post once a day for a whole year
straight, you'll never have to worry about money again and that's what he said.
So I took him up on that offer and I'm doing it. So this is episode 47.
So in like the reality of things, I'm only like, how many, let's say there's 365 so
I'm gonna cut that down to 350. So how many, two, six, seven, there's seven. I'm
probably like one seventh to one eighth way done with this challenge of posting
every day for a whole year. So let's say I'm one eighth of the way through. If it
takes 365 days to be able to be, never have to worry about money again, so
basically be financially free. If it takes 365 days, I'm one eighth of the way
done. So I was expecting to get that financial free one eighth of the way done
but he said not until 365 days, which obviously there's no clear
cut number, there's no clear cut like day, there's no certain amount of days that
it takes to do it. It's just, he just said that as like a number. He just threw it
out there. But then I remembered when he was talking about his podcast and how he
actually didn't know how to check the analytics on his podcast that he was
uploading on until like three years into his podcast. So he didn't check the
analytics for three years and he said that he was actually very grateful for it
because if he would have checked the analytics, he probably would have gotten
very demotivated and bogged down because no one would have been listening. And I
guess that's kind of what happened to me. So I was kind of not present. I wasn't
awake when I was checking the analytics. I was just really excited to check it. And
then when I saw the number, I was really disappointed and then I was scrolling
around kind of just and then I remembered this thought popped up in my
head of how Russell Brunson actually, it was thankful that he didn't check the
analytics for three years. So he didn't check his analytics for three years. So I
I'm definitely gonna be fine. Also there, I, my whole plan for making money was
based around having a lot of viewers on the podcast. So now I have to figure out
a new way and then I just remembered another transferring concept of go with
the flow and allow variations into your script. So what my whole plan was to have
hundreds, maybe even thousands of people listening to this podcast and then create
a funnel, like a page, a website offering a coaching service. So then I would
coach, I would offer a coaching service to people on my podcast and then they
would go to that website and sign up and then I would just charge like $100 an
hour and then I'd be home free from there. But obviously my plan was foiled
when everything relied on me having hundreds of viewers, hundreds of
listeners, but I don't have that many listeners right now. I only have like
seven, which is good. I'm very grateful for seven people because when I did check
my analytics a couple weeks ago, there was like two, you can check like the map
of where people are and there were two people in two different towns in America
who were like the most prevalent, like the dot. There's dots of people and then
there's a gray dot if they like downloaded a one episode and then there's a,
it gets a darker and darker until it gets like red and then it gets like a dark
orange or red color and that just shows that they downloaded a lot of episodes.
So there's like two or three people in the map that have listened to a lot of my
videos. So I'm really excited for that. I'm really happy that people are actually
listening. Some people are actually listening and what like two or two of
the people were actually listening from like the very start. I remember checking
my analytics and there was, I remember seeing that someone actually listened and
they actually like saw, I saw where like the town area where they lived in or
at least where they were listening from and they're, they're still listening to
this day. So that's pretty cool. But my whole plan relied on me having a lot,
lots of viewers listening to this podcast so I could offer a coaching but
now I have to come up with a different plan because, but this is just a variation.
Like the world has a more, a better path for me. So that obviously wasn't the
right way for it because my mind just came up with that plan and I was kind of
aware that my mind made up that plan before but now I'm aware of it. So today
is the fourth and funnel hacking live. I'm going to funnel hacking live on the
26th. So I've got like 22 days and I'm trying to get a MacBook, a MacBook Air
which is $1,100. So I have 22 days to get a MacBook Air. That's pretty much my
biggest, that's like my close goal right now. One of my near goals. Get a MacBook
Air for the trip because then I can actually record while I'm there. Well
I'll be able to record anyways. I'll probably use my friend's computer but I
would prefer my own. So that's essentially what I'm trying to do. I got a
MacBook Air and then also get a USB-C to XLR adapter if that's even a
thing because I have to be able to or I'll just get a USB-C to USB because right
now I have my microphone is an XLR cable. I'm pretty sure that's what it's
called an XLR cable and it's hooked up to a... it's actually wait yeah it's a
XLR cable that goes into a USB and then that USB is into my computer right now.
My computer is a PC. Oh that's another thing. I remember my friend, I told my
friend about how I was gonna... I was planning on getting a MacBook and he said
sell your PC. I could actually get a couple hundred for this PC but the
turnaround would have to be pretty quick because I record on this PC and if I
sell it then I'd have to have a MacBook like that day as well. I don't know we'll
figure it out. Everything will... everything will align and the closer and
closer I get like the more as the weeks go by more and more changes are
happening in my life. Like for example this weekend I was like going up to this
weekend I knew that I had to go to Ohio and I was not like I was not looking
forward to it because I have to like get off routine and I had to be under the
mercy of somebody else and I hate being under the mercy of somebody else. It's
like the worst thing ever. So last night we were up like two or three hours past
my bedtime because I was under the mercy of somebody else. So a lot of things like
got messed up in my routine over the weekend but it was not as bad as I
thought it was gonna be. Like I was able to eat my the same meals that I always
eat every single... for every single meal this weekend so I'm very happy about
that and I like my meals were fine. The only thing that was messed up was my
sleep and my water intake. Honestly the water intake was on me because I don't
like drinking water other people's water so that's just me being stupid. But the
sleep that was just that was just because I was under the mercy of somebody
else and that's one thing. Do not ever put yourself under the mercy of somebody
else. That's one of the things that I reflected on from this weekend that is
the worst thing ever. Basically if you put yourself under the mercy of someone
else the other person has like all the say on what goes on they basically
control you. This is essentially what goes on in the American dream. Like you
work for a boss you are an employee and you're under the mercy of your boss
and you're under the mercy of your company and that's like that relates to
that. But it's also like don't ever... like this is I'm under the mercy of my
parents because I'm still financially dependent. So that's one thing that I'm
trying to break free from. Do not be financially dependent because then you're
under the mercy of that person. They basically get all the say on what's
going on in your life. Except it's not actually like that. Like I still have all
the say in my life but for things that involve money I have little say and that
is not gonna happen in my future. So that's basically that's basically what's
going on. Right now I'm still podcasting every day. Episode 47 I haven't done any...
like I haven't done any advertising. Like I haven't tried to promote the podcast.
So all of this is just purely from organic traffic. All of these viewers.
400 downloads. So it takes approximately 47 episodes to get 400 downloads. That is...
I don't really know how to feel about that. But there is one thing. My
growth is not linear. That's one of the things I was talking about before I
check my analytics like last week. I was talking about how I was planning to have
hundreds maybe even thousands of viewers. Honestly the number I was thinking in my
head was like 10,000. So I was hoping to see like 10,000. And it's my rationale
behind that was I realized that posting online is not linear growth. If you're
consistently uploading every single day then you're not gonna grow linearly. And
what I mean by that is you're not gonna get two subscribers every single day.
You're not gonna get like two extra views every single day. You're gonna be
growing exponentially. So one day you're gonna be getting two views. Then the next
day five views. And then the next day ten views. And then 20 views. And then a
hundred views. Like that's exponential growth. It's like x squared. Like have you
ever looked at the graph y equals x squared? That's exponential. But y equals
x plus or y equals x plus one is linear. And so posting online is exponential. But
my thinking was since last month I got like 150 or 200 downloads. Like I was
having last time I checked I was at 250 downloads. I was thinking okay it's been a
couple weeks since then. I'll probably be at 10,000 because that's how
exponential growth works. But I think that it takes a little bit longer for
things to take off and things to pick up. There's another saying that I remember
people you only ever see the best content online. So what I mean by that is I
remember reading this in Expert Secrets I think it was. It was either expert
traffic or on one of Russell's things. But I heard that you never see new
content. What I mean by that is you there's um I forgot the examples he gave
but like you never saw people didn't watch shows. I'm not giving a very good
example. Essentially most of the time most content like from brand new
producers you don't see episode one right away. Like you you see it once they're at
episode like season five. So you don't if there's a brand new producer producing
content you don't see their stuff like right when they are just starting. Because
it takes time for there's a lot of content being produced in the internet
right now. Like hundreds of thousands, millions, billions, trillions. I don't know
how many but millions of billions of hours are uploaded to the internet of
content uploaded to internet every single day. There's lots and so and most of
that sucks. So it takes a while for the gold to float to the surface essentially.
What I mean by that is right now I'm in the sea of content. Like I'm only on
episode 47. So it's gonna take me quite some time to one hone in my craft like
practice at this so I become good at it so I can actually produce good content.
Two so I can produce another enough content for it to float to the surface and
people see it. Like it doesn't you if you just start a brand new show it's gonna
take quite some time for you to be able to like actually have a lot of people
listening because you're probably gonna be terrible. Like what where I am right
now I just started podcasting. I just started posting on my show 47 days ago
but when I actually started practicing podcasting was 47 days plus 14 days so
61 days. It's been 61 days of practice. So for the past 61 days I've been
practicing podcasting essentially and in the beginning I was doing like 10
minutes every day and then once I got to episode 15 I think it was. That's when it
got to an hour long so I was doing 10 minutes and then I ramped it up over time
and then I eventually got to hour long episodes. So it wasn't until the past
like 30 days until I was actually practicing one hour every day. So I was
practicing one hour every day for the past 30 days and I've gotten a lot better
but I am obviously not where I need to be in order to float to the surface and
turn into gold. So that's like the whole goal right now. Right now I'm just like
scrap metal on the bottom of the river so this is the analogy I'm using.
Imagine a river and in that river it's got a lot of debris inside of it and
then on the surface there's a few gold nuggets and those gold nuggets
represent all the top content producers right now. So all of the people that
people are actually listening to those are the gold nuggets and all the scrap
metal on the in like the bottom of the river that represents all of the
people that are not like being listened to that represents all the people still
working their way up. So as though that scrap metal practices, refines its skills
and then produces more and more content as both of those streams of energy like
the honing their skills plus producing content as both of those things come
like converge they'll be producing a lot of content that is good because they're
better now. So once that converges it turns and it slowly turns into gold and
then it floats to the surface of the river and then once that happens that's
when people actually start listening and then they go back and listen to their
whole journey. That's essentially what's gonna happen for me. Like I'm on episode
47 and there are gonna be some people maybe not all of them but once I'm big
once I'm gold floating on the surface of the river then people are gonna be
coming in watching me they're just gonna start like on my most recent episodes
so like let's say episode 258 they're gonna see me on 258 and then they're
gonna watch the most recent episodes like the past like seven episodes until
one structs a chord with them or like one connects with them and they actually
like what they're hearing off of one of them and then they'll just go back and
binge listen to the entire series from the beginning and then so hello if you're
one of those people hello welcome to the show I'm glad you like it and this is
my journey right now episode 47 zero income my revenue zero that's basically
where I'm at and I plan on as my skills get better which it's definitely getting
better because if you go back to episode one and even I know no one has
access to these episodes but the 14 episodes that I recorded prior I haven't
re-listened to them since I actually like recorded them for the first time so
I haven't listened to them but I know that they sucked because some of them I
was like recording it I don't even I don't even know what was going on like I
was those episodes were not good but it's been 60 days of practice and that's
the space school where I'm at so slowly I'm turning into gold and as my skills
get better and then as I produce more and more content then I'll start to float
to the surface and join the ranks of all the top content producers that's like
that's like the whole thing it doesn't happen overnight and it takes a long
time but this is the podcast thing is more of a passive thing so now that I
realize that I'm not gonna be able to use it for income for quite some time
maybe even months I have to I have to come up with a new plan I have to figure
out something new I don't know what I'm gonna do but I'm gonna figure something
out because in 13 days is when I turn yes around like 13 days until I turn 17
or 18 I turn 18 13 days so if I can create something with from now to then
and be able to sell it online and create a funnel then once I'm 18 I'll be able
to create my advertising accounts I'll be able to create the payment processor
open on my own bake account I'll be able to do all the stuff and then I'll be up
and running in business so that's pretty much like where I'm at right now
that's all I gotta come up with a new plan I'm probably gonna see you honestly
I might make a live training and I might do like a I was okay I was thinking about
the perfect webinar script so in expert secrets that he teaches about the
perfect webinar script and the perfect webinar framework and it's pretty much
him handing us like 5,000 tons of gold on a silver platter just handing it to me
like that's how valuable it is he said like one of a few of the things that he
said in that book like that book is extra secrets that book is the whole
reason why I started my own podcast and that one quote where he said if you can
post every single day for a whole year then you'll never have to worry about
money again that is why I started my podcast I was like okay it seems simple
enough seems easy enough might as well do it but there was another thing that
I'm not sure if I talked about on the podcast but there's another thing that
he said and it's if you can do a webinar once a week for an entire year for like
52 weeks or however many weeks there are in a year so 52 webinars if you can
host 52 live webinars online once a week then you will join the 2 comma club I'm
pretty sure that's what he said or he said some variation of that so
essentially if you can if you post or if you host a live webinar once a week for
an entire year you will be a millionaire that's essentially what he's saying so
the he that's two statements that he made the podcast once a day for a whole
year and the webinar once a week for a whole year so I actually think that I
might go the webinar route because I might go the webinar route or some
similar route I just I'm not sure if people actually listen or if people
actually join webinars in this niche because webinars really only work if
your customers go on webinars so that's one thing it would be a free webinar and
I just do it once a week like one day I would host the webinar and then for the
rest of the week I would just focus on getting traffic towards it and just
sending people to it and that webinar would be pretty much it would be a whole
webinar to teach all the strategies around a certain result that I'm trying
to give you guys and then it would be basically to lead into selling a course
or some sort of thing that's essentially what the webinar is I'm not sure if I
would do the webinar but I don't know there's one thing that I just remembered
when I was doing the your first funnel challenge it was like a five to six day
long event online from Russell Brunson at ClickFunnels when I was doing that
Garrett J. White was on that and I had just learned about him on that I like
read the book but I didn't really know who he was because he forwarded expert
secrets but I didn't know who he was until I watched your first funnel
challenge and he's awesome I love him but he was basically saying pick one
person like when he was on the up and coming when Garrett J. White was like
where I'm a similar situation where I'm at where he's just trying to figure out
how to make money and start his own business he had like so many books on
his bookshelf so many and then he said that he got like he just got rid of all
of them had like hired a dumpster and then took like wheelbarrows and literally
dumped all of his books in a dumpster he got rid of every single book like so
many books and that's basically what he did he got rid of all of his books and
then only focus on like I think he said seven books or four books maybe and one
of them was expert secrets by Russell Brunson so that inspired like when I
was when I heard that that inspired me to only focus on one book so I did that
but then I also wanted to read Transurfing so then I was trying to read
expert secrets and reality Transurfing both on the same like time so I was
reading expert secrets in the morning and Transurfing the night then
eventually I switched it because I wasn't retaining Transurfing enough so I
put Transurfing in the morning and reality or expert secrets at night and
then I realized that I wasn't retaining expert secrets so I ended up just
cutting out expert secrets and only focusing on one book because I found
that it doesn't actually work out reading two nonfiction books at the same
time which I had originally heard that from Timothy Ferris on the four hour
work week he said in one of the notes of the book he said after like 14 years of
reading purely nonfiction he found that it just does not work reading two
nonfiction books at the same time so that's basically why I cut out expert
secrets so I haven't actually studied Russell Brunson or marketing or anything
in like a long time a couple weeks I've just been focusing on Transurfing so I
haven't actually been keeping my brain sharp on I haven't actually been learning
more about like marketing and making money online I've just been focusing on
like living and being a human and Transurfing basically is how to win at
life so I found that it was a good it was like the better choice but it was
still a sack face not to read expert secrets let me get some water
so that's pretty much where I'm at with my books and what I just said how I found
that it didn't work reading multiple nonfiction books at the same time I am I
was reading one in the morning and one at night but I wasn't just reading them
I was studying them so I was like taking a lot of notes in my notebook and reading
them slowly like at times I was reading like three pages a day and then it was
like that was I was spending a lot of time reading them and taking a lot of
notes and I found that I wasn't really learning that much from my nighttime
study session which was expert secrets so I decided to just cut it out and only
focus on Transurfing and then I discovered this amazing website called
like the most beautiful the most beautiful or the most amazing world or
something like that and it's basically a reading list for the ultimate
reading list for human beings and that reading list is legit I would look
through it and I know that it's like that it's gonna hold the secrets to life
and it's gonna slowly I'll start to uncover the secret and learn all this
stuff so that book or that reading list is he talked it was like a blog post
where he talked about the reading list it was like Gene Pascal, Reanman or
something like that he wrote the Dancing After the Music stops he wrote
that book so that author has a website where he has the ultimate reading list
and I looked through it all amazing but he talked about in the beginning before
he actually posted the reading list because it was a blog post he talked
about how his reading strategy that he uses where you can read a book a day
like one book every day now before I was reading like a book a week during
summer break no I wasn't even reading a book of week during summer break because
I was studying but during winter break and like spring break all the times
where I was home from school I was reading a book a week and I think in the
beginning of winter break before I started studying expert and transfer
from I was reading a book a week around maybe a little bit over and I was
learning a lot like a book a week if you can read a book a week that it you'll
change as long as you read the right books like you can read all the books
in the world and still get nothing out of it but you have to it only like really
works if you read the right books and that's why this reading list is so
crucial because they all they're all the right lip the book they are all the
right books I know it because he said Transurfing is the foundation and
found Transurfing is definitely the right book but that's that he said this
reading method is a book where you can read a book a day and there's like a
hundred and eighty books on that reading list maybe like the hundred the first a
hundred are the best so if you read the first a hundred books it only take a
hundred days to get through all them so a hundred and eighty days to get through
the entire reading list essentially that is crazy that is amazing I have been
reading for like 200 300 days I've probably read no I've been reading for
over 300 days I think and I've probably read like less than 50 books now
granted I'm not sure how much information you can retain if you read a
book a day but I'm gonna try it and basically the strategy is to get seven
books all at once pick up the first one read until you lose focus so that's like
until you have to reread a sentence you just read and then switch to the next
one and then keep going and he basically said that no one has the attention
span for reading a book all the way through which makes sense because you
get bored like or you just lose and sure like you sometimes your attention
gets down like I find that a lot of the times I'm reading a lot slower like in
the beginning when I first start my reading session I'm reading fast but
then soon after I slow down my reading speed so in the beginning I'm reading
fast and then it just slows down from there and over like an hour or two hours
however long I'm reading it just gets really slow my reading speed until I
find an interesting section again and then it speeds up a little bit but then
it just always goes back down so I guess this method just keeps your reading
speed super like all all the way at high instead of lowering it down because
you're just switching books every single time your attention like gets bored
essentially so I don't know this is very it's definitely gonna be a ride it's
definitely gonna be something something that I don't even know how to explain it
but I know that there's something to this and that's another thing in I
actually bought his book dancing after the music stops I bought it and it came
like one week ago and I was so excited I told myself I wasn't gonna read it
until after I finish reality Transurfing which I haven't read it but I did read
the introduction to the book and he the way he talks in in his book just in the
introduction I already know that it resonates with me like that book is is
my book I already know that I need to read it and it's definitely valuable to
me and he talked about winning life we're not here to compete we're here to
win like this life is there's more to life he talked about he hinted that
there is a lot more to life and just the way he was talking there was a lot of
things that I just know that he's he's he knows a lot more than I do
obviously he does but I don't know I think that this guy his book is legit
and I was I was reading it and literally he literally put a declassified CIA
document about time travel in the in the introduction to his book with the
caption nothing like putting a declassified CIA document about time
travel in the introduction to your book and I read through that like snippet
like he just copy and pasted like one paragraph from that document into it and
it was talking about time travel and I read it I had no idea like it didn't
make any sense to me and then I was like oh that's cool so then I was looking up
somehow I looked up at in class CIA document about trans surfing and the
first thing that popped up was analysis and assessment of the gateway process so
I clicked on it and it was just this whole PDF and that was that was the the
document that he had it was referring to in the book and it's basically just it's
written by the US Army that's like the author but it was like one commander in
the army or something like that who wrote it essentially it was a person one of
the commanders of the army in 1983 assigned one of his like subordinates
or someone to gave someone a task to look into this research that they were
doing at Monroe in Sissu and it was called the gateway process and so his
task was to see if it was like practical for the army and so he did a lot of
research and put together like a 40 page 30 page 30 to 40 page document on the
whole thing and it was just an analysis and assessment of it of its practical
practicality and whether that it would be good for the army to use so I
actually printed it out at my school on late last Thursday like five days ago and
printed it out put it all together and read it at Ohio when I went to Ohio over
the weekend I read it all and it's definitely like I actually think that
I'm gonna do I'm gonna join the gateway process because there are some amazing
things like it was it's literally it's discovering I'm starting to discover the
truth about reality like reality in the world that we're living in so one of
the things the first things that I learned in that was so there's two
hemispheres of your mind you have the left I don't know like the exact
terminology but I'm just gonna call it the left brain and the right brain and
I believe the left brain I could have all of these mixed up but I believe it's
the left brain that's logical analytical and it's basically like the brain that
interprets all of the all of the information from the outside world and
then that left brain interprets everything it uses logic and then it
speaks to the right brain which the right brain is all emotion it believes
everything that the left side says to it and it's all emotional it feels things
it's basically like your heart and when I was reading that I had I'd been
studying Transurfing so I'm learning about the heart in the mind so everyone
has a heart which feels and knows things and it just knows everything well
it's connected to like the alternative space which is basically an information
field that knows everything that is was or will be and and then there's the mind
which is just logical and then it kind of it's like formed by society and yeah
so there's a heart in mind and the heart is basically the right side of the
brain and the mind is the left side of the brain so just with that that first
paragraph of the art like the first actual content paragraph of the document
already validated the transfer like one of the foundational pieces of
Transurfing the heart in the mind so I was studying Transurfing and it was all
just like I was assuming it was just theoretical like that was just how it
was but I wasn't given any like scientific explanations but just reading
the first paragraph of the gateway analysis of gateway process just reading
that I was given evidence scientific evidence that the heart and the mind
exists like everyone has a soul basically the heart is the soul so that was the
first paragraph and it was talking about hypnosis so basically if you like put
the left side of the brain to sleep and then tell the brain which will go
straight to the right side things it will do it because it believes everything
so if you tell the brain that your left leg is numb well then it will your left
leg will be numb because that brain will just know that it's numb now or if you
tell if you once your left brain is asleep and you tell your the patient
that they have like they have extremely focused attention like they have very
good memory and very good focus well then the right brain will believe it and
it will take action to like do that and you'll eventually you'll end up with
extreme focus and like superhuman memory basically so that's hypnosis and like
the first maybe 20 paragraphs or so is all just giving context so that he can
actually eventually explain the gateway process the actual process that they use
what so the reader can actually understand so the reader can actually
understand what like it means so that's hypnosis and then he was also talking
about transcendental meditation which talked about energy which I had just
read the energy chapter in Transurfine and that was that was something as well
so energy actually exists like free energy cosmic energy is a thing and that
you guys have got to read that analysis and assessment of the gateway process
because if I were you I would print it out like print it out your school your
work your house wherever go to the library print it out and read it all I
gotta say if you go on the CIA website page number 25 it is omitted for some
reason like it's not there so you have to look up I just looked up why like where
is page number five on the analysis and assessment of the gateway process and
then there was an article that talked to all about it and then scroll all the way
down and then they post the entire PDF so to tomorrow at school I'm actually
gonna reprint out the like page number 25 to add into my like reservoir like to
add into my paper because I printed it all out and like clipped it
together with a binder clip and then I read it because I don't like reading
PDFs online I like having it on paper so that's what I did but I definitely
recommend reading it because there I read it once and I probably picked up on
like 50% of the thing like I did not retain I did not understand most it I
did not understand most of it most of it kind of just flew by my head because
it's like complicated information he's talking about like quantum physics and
stuff like that but I'm definitely eventually in the in the near future I
don't know when but I'm definitely going to join the gateway program which is
like I don't even know what it is but I'm gonna I'm gonna get there like tapes
they they sell like audio tapes which has like all of the audio that allows you
to get into these meditative states and deep focus levels and eventually you can
get into an out-of-body experience you can time travel there's a lot of things
and this is like an entire part of the human experience that I had never even
heard of and most people don't even hear never even heard of it and don't even
believe is a thing but I I believe that it's a thing and I'm trying to actually
participate in it because that's an entire part of the human experience and
basically it's they said like seven after seven days of training five percent
of participants are able to time travel into the past and that's only with seven
days of training and I definitely plan on doing a lot more I definitely plan on
doing this like like once I move to Hawaii I'm definitely like that's gonna
be awesome I'm gonna have once I'm at Hawaii I'm gonna have that set up it's
gonna be awesome I'm gonna have my own room just for it's just gonna have like
grass or like a mat or something just give me a meditation room where I just
simply meditate and have a headset on because they they said put a headset on
and play the audio files that they provide at the gateway experience and it
basically plays like white noise it plays the exact frequencies that your
brain needs to attune to like these focus levels but there's also another
thing I actually might join these programs before I go to Hawaii or at least
get the tapes because they sell the tapes for like a couple hundred dollars
each and there's like seven stages so seven tapes I think they sell so I might
actually buy these before I go to like before I move out like I might buy these
in the near future because it actually helps attune your heart and mind to the
same frequency and these strategies actually help you to achieve your goals
quicker like they actually help for you to achieve your goals and I'm definitely
gonna reread the analysis and assessment of the gateway process at some time I
might read it at school again I might read it I don't know when but I'm
definitely gonna reread it again because it's a pretty quick read it only took me
like a couple hours but that it's definitely some serious stuff I'm
definitely starting to uncover the truth but it's gonna take I'm just I'm halfway
done with Transurfing so I've got like 350 pages left so it's basically like two
books I basically have two books left and then I'm gonna start uncovering the
truth even more Transurfing I've read all the way through so I know like what's
in it but there's still a lot of stuff I don't understand about it and obviously
honestly there's a lot of stuff I don't know either but I have a general idea of
most things in Transurfing but in these new books like the first seven books on
the reading list I don't even know what they're about like I have no idea and
Jean Pascal Reinman I think is his name the author of Dancing After the Music
Stops he actually hyped up these books so much like the first 20 or 30 books
he hyped them up so much I know that they have some serious value because he
put Transurfing before he even talked about the reading list Transurfing he
said read Transurfing first before you get into these books and I've read
Transurfing one time and one and a half times so far and if you read Transurfing
first then you read the next books I don't know I just I know that this is
serious stuff let me get some water all right so a while back I didn't really
drink that much water and then randomly I just started drinking a lot of water
all the time and then once I got my water bottle my aluminum water bottle or a
metal water bottle I don't know what it's made of super sparyl water bottle it
keeps the water cold so I drink a lot more water and it's like a container for
the water so I've been I actually drink a lot more water now and this weekend I
actually didn't drink that much water because I was out of town and I know
that's just an excuse but I was being dumb and I didn't drink any water I was
just drinking I was just eating a lot of fruit and hoping that I get water from
that but that I went to the gym today after being a little dehydrated I wasn't
even that dehydrated my what my pee was yellow but it wasn't like brown but I
was definitely not as hydrated as I normally am because normally my pee is
always white like it's always clear and so I went to the gym today hit legs my
reps were down so much I had so less so much less energy today and I think it's
because of the water but oh well I learned my lesson now that I know that
water is like extremely important I knew it was important before but now I know
that's one of the fun like it's I always knew as a foundation but I it's just I
haven't I'm starting to understand a lot more but there's also another thing a
couple days ago I talked about how I was getting magnesium magnesium powder and
it came today I took my first dose and I'm gonna take two doses one in the
morning one at night but it like gets hard it solidifies when you pour water
on it like when it's exposed to moisture it gets hard and so I put it at the
bottom I didn't know that like I knew that because I read on the on like that
container it said that but I didn't really put two and two together so I
poured it at the bottom of my cup like I normally do with all my other
supplements like creatine and cistage and salt I poured it at the bottom and it
just turned into a rock at the bottom of the cup and it stuck to the bottom of
the cup so I had to spend like 10 to 20 minutes scratching it off scraping it off
of the cup so I learned my lesson and now tomorrow I'm gonna try to just pour
it straight into my mouth or even pour it on to a spoon and then and then pour
it into my mouth I don't know what I'll do but that I definitely is definitely
not good to do that or I did hear that you pour the water in first and then
pour the magnesium in after like straight into the water and then drink it
quick before it has time to like ball up and collect to the bottom of the
bottom of the cup I don't know I'll figure it out I'm gonna take another dose
after this episode because after this episode my grandma actually I was at
Ohio so my grandma actually gave me a bunch of fresh food that she grew in the
garden so she gave me like three cantaloupes which was awesome cabbage and
like some peppers zucchini is like a bunch of other stuff but I'm really
excited for I ate the cantaloupe the best cantaloupe I've ever had in my life and
then I also she got me a cabbage because I make sauerkraut and she knows it so
she gave me a cabbage and so I'm gonna make sauerkraut right after this it's
gonna be the best sauerkraut I've ever made because it's organic and it's never
touched plastic non-gmo also very excited I'm gonna make it after this
hopefully I can get into bed in time but and tonight is gonna be the first night
that I sleep with a cotton blanket because I got a cotton blanket as well
and also I used to like two days ago last time I slept in my bed because I
was out of town this weekend but I've been sleeping like the blanket that I've
been using all my life is polyester and the I have a throw pillow that I hug
like the pillow that I use for my head is it's a buckwheat pillow that's cotton
and it's a silk pillow case so that's good but the throw pillow that I just
hug while I'm sleeping is polyester as well so I'm getting rid of the polyester
pillow and the blanket and replacing it for a down feather pillow with cotton and
for my and with a cotton pillowcase and then cotton blanket so tonight's gonna be
the first night where I actually sleep with an a healthy evan in a healthy
environment so that's good no more sleeping in a plastic blanket
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