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Welcome. Thank you. Yeah, that's exciting. So you are, are you all part of a life group?

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Yes. Yes. You are not the same one. Not the same one. Heidi and I are in the same one.

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Okay. I'm in a men's life. Okay. So Bill meets Thursday mornings. What about you guys? Every

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other Tuesday night. Yes. Great. So I'm just going to let everyone know if they're not familiar with

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what a life group is, what a life group is. So some groups call them small group or some churches

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call them small groups. But here at Trinity, we have life groups and they stand for learning.

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Does anyone know what the I stands for? Innovation. Innovation. What else am I saying for? Imagination.

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What does I stand for? I don't know. I just go. What about the F? Fellowship. Fellowship. And? E.

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Evangelism. It's not evangelism actually. So this is more of an internal thing.

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My name is Elizabeth. I could just stand for Elizabeth. Encouragement. I'll remember that

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for next time. I love that word encouragement. It is. And we see that in our small groups. And

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actually that's how the early church began was people met in larger groups, but they also met

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in the small groups. And that's how people developed in their faith. And we still see that

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as effective today, don't we guys? All right. So we were talking about Joseph. We've been doing

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that for a while now and today was about his dream job. And I actually love that Rob talked

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about it not being necessarily his dream job, but God's dream for him through his work. But we have

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to talk about our dream jobs, especially when we were kids here. So we all had one, I'm sure.

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We all had a dream job that we wanted to do. We want to be when we grew up. Let's hear it guys.

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What was something that you wanted to do when you were little? You go Jen. Actually, I wanted to be

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a psychologist. I did. Why? Because I just, the idea of a young one, but I just liked the idea of

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helping people. And I used to read all of these different self-help books and I was just curious.

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Yeah. You're interested. Yeah. I was just interested. So yeah, that was my dream job.

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You dreamed about a psychologist. I wanted to be a ballerina. Me too. Yes. The body was not the

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right kind. I didn't even take dance lessons. So I just- No, I did. Did you? Yeah. But I don't think

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I had the hip turnout and stuff. No. Did you stand on your toes? I did. I did point work. Yeah.

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See, that's so normal. Ballerina, psychologist ballerina. I don't know. Maybe I need help. I

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don't know. And what would you build? Well, I think I'm supposed to answer a police officer or

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astronaut, but I think I really wanted to be either a nurse or a therapist.

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Oh, you're hilarious. You're so funny. Then I have to ask, in the service today, so Rob likes to do

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little polls sometimes, which one did you answer? There were eight different jobs that he polled us

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on. I believe there was pilot, there was video game developer. Do you remember that? As he was

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during the service, which one did you vote on? Actually, Elliot voted for me because I said none

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of them. And he said, what about musician? And I said, well, no, because I didn't like the idea of

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gigging at night. Just assuming. No. I guess as a musician, you could freelance. You can probably

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do the daytime. So, okay, if you put it that way, the musician, because any of the other ones really

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appeal to me. So, sorry, Rob, not even Anglin Priest. Sorry. Not everyone's calling. What about

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you? I don't remember the eight. I don't have the list in front of me. I was banking on Heidi having

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a somewhat decent short-term memory here. No, I think I may have been thinking about something

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else during that eight. Which sometimes I do. I go off on rabbit trails. Right. All right. Sorry

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to throw that out there. She's going to rewatch the sermon. She's going to get back to us next

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week. It was on the 1115 to Heidi. That's true. Yeah. I'm sorry. What about you, Bill? Which one

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did you vote on? There was a couple that interest me. A musician appeals to me. But Anglican minister

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was something that was considered for myself early on. Yeah. Can I say that would be interesting?

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If you were an Anglican minister, that would be interesting. If he were an Anglican minister.

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Yes. That would be really interesting. There's always time. Go for it. You got time.

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There's a little part of me that still would like to be a deacon. There's some hoops to jump through

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create some difficulties. Ministry or ordained ministry was something early on that was

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considered for me and that I thought about. Then I realized that everything that I wanted to do in

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ministry, Christian ministry, I could do without being ordained. That is a fantastic segue,

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I think, into our conversation here today. That you don't have to be ordained to do God's work.

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We see in Genesis, we were just reading, that Joseph's title could best be described as minister.

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Why don't we as a group come up with maybe a definition for what a minister is? What do you

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think a minister is? What do they do? What are some words maybe that jump out? Servanthood.

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Serving the people that you're leading at the same time. Using the gifts that you have to serve.

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Definitely a pastoral component to being a minister, caring for other people.

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One thing I just throw out there is just meeting other people's needs.

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In some ways, do you think that our society would find it hard to consider

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everyone being able to be a minister? Or do you think that that is something that

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everyone would be able to do? I think it would be difficult because of the definition of what

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people think a minister is. Because even for me, in today's sermon, that was new to me. That was

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really new to me because growing up a minister was like rock, like a priest. With a title.

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Yeah. But when you think about the word ministering, it makes sense that you minister. But for

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the society out there, the secular society, they wouldn't understand. They wouldn't understand that.

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They would put a religious attachment to it, I think. Yeah, I agree with that. I would add that,

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I think given the larger definition, I think we all can be, or we all should be, ministers if we

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can meet people where they're at and be a positive Christian presence in their lives.

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So in what ways is your current calling, whether it be in your family life or in your job,

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a minister? In which ways do you see yourself as a minister? And if you haven't thought that before

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yet either, I guess that's okay too. We can kind of unpack that today. I don't know. As a parent,

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I feel like I'm a minister. Within the parameters of every relationship, you can consider yourself

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a minister. Professionally, I'm a psychotherapist, so I look at that as a calling and a ministry role.

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I am a minister to the people that are my clients. But even from moment to moment,

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right? You're having a conversation with a person that you've just met. You can minister to them.

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You can listen to what their needs are. You can be an attentive, caring, compassionate person.

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Yeah, that's so true. And I think you just described pretty much what I do in my job,

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even though I'm a career consultant. And what I do is when people lose their position, their job,

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I support them and tell them how we're going to help them move forward. And there's an opportunity

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to do that, to support them. In some cases, I get really lucky and find out that the person's a

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Christian. And that's usually God driven. And so then I have the opportunity to remind them

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of who they are and who they belong to and the fact that this is just another step in a direction

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that God wants them to go. And it's really rewarding to be able to do that. But yeah,

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I think that in the role that I'm in, I have that opportunity. That's what Heidi described. I have

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that opportunity to do that, which is a blessing, really. Right. Yeah. I think we get stuck in

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thinking that minister is like, oops, I'm not used to this technology. We get used to thinking

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of it as being this big, huge thing. And it doesn't need to be. It can be this little teeny moment.

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It takes the pressure off. Yeah. Ironically for me, I think I'm in the least minister role that

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I've ever been in my life or my working career. Anyway, for those who know me, I worked in Christian

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ministries and in the nonprofit sector and started the dam and was the executive director of the

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Beedon Food for Change Food Bank and Mystography for 10 years. Now I'm working at a telecommunications

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company building testing equipment for the internet. Wow. So a little outside of my...

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It's a bit of a change. But I think if anything, what that has taught me is that

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being a minister is not so much what you do, but who you are. And so you can be a minister in a

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full-time Christian ministry. You can be a minister in a secular nonprofit organization. You can be a

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minister working your job, whatever that job is. There's people... I enjoy working with my hands

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right now. It's certainly less frustrating than working with people. You think?

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I can tell. I've done both now. You're onto something.

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But there's still people around and you can still take time to show care and concern and love for

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your coworkers and for people that... clients and your vendors and all that kind of stuff.

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Whatever job you're doing. Love it. I love it. Now we're just going to flash forward to the New

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Testament and we're going to look at something that Jesus said when he was discussing one of his

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parables. He said, he who is faithful with little will be faithful with much. Now that's found in

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Luke. And I just want to see if we can reflect on that statement, how we think that was reflective

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in Joseph's life. And then we're going to sort of apply it maybe to our own lives. I'll just

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read it again. He who is faithful with little will be faithful with much. How do we see that in Joseph's

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life, do you think? I think it didn't matter if he was in prison or if he was overseeing all of the

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storehouses of Egypt, that he was following God's plan for his life, that he was using whatever he

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had to minister. Yeah. And we saw that in Potiphar's house as well. Yeah.

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He was just being the person that he is. He was faithful with God and he never changed that.

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He never wavered from that. He always remained the same. Always having faith in God, never

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questioning why God, why, but just sort of taking what God put in front of him.

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So why do you think that we may sometimes find it hard to be content and faithful to God in the

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work that we're doing? And let's use the term work loosely, not necessarily in a career.

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Because the work is hard. I often wonder as I drive to work, I think, what is this about?

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This is sitting with other people suffering. It's not an easy gig. And yet he doesn't say it's going

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to be easy. He doesn't say the work is going to be smooth even. But he does say that he's going to,

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like Rob said in the sermon, I was listening, that God provides what you need to do to do the job,

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the work that he's calling you to do. Right. Yeah.

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Echoing what's already been said, I think it's not so much about the amount of responsibility

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that you might have in your job. So it's less about what you do and more about who you are.

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Or in the case of Joseph's story over decades, it's who you're becoming. So when you start out

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and you're being trusted with a little, it is a test. It's a test of not so much about capacity,

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but worth, self-worth and who God is growing you to become.

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And I just, I wonder if you think that our society contradicts what you just said, Bill.

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There's so much emphasis and I see this for our young people and those who are going into

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university, into college and trying to find that perfect job that fits you and find your perfect

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calling and so much stress on finding that perfect job. Do you think that that can maybe

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be counterintuitive or counterproductive to staying faithful in the work and the place

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that you find yourself right then and there? Wow. Do you think counterproductive? I don't know.

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Well, it gets in the way of thinking about God's long-term plan. If you think you need to be

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landing where you're supposed to be five years out of university. But that's actually not,

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God uses all of the seasons of your life and builds and builds and builds. It took me

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till I was in my mid forties to go back to school to become a psychotherapist. But I look back over

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my life and he had been doing it from the very beginning. He'd been planting these seeds all

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along the way and building me up to be the person professionally that I am now. And like Joseph,

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you would not have seen that coming. No, no, no. And I still don't see it coming because I'm at

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Wycliffe right now part-time and it took me five years to get there because I kept thinking, well,

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why am I going there? Like I already have a current worm. Why do I want to do this? And then

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I made myself believe that it was because I wanted to go deeper, but God has a plan. I sense that he

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has a plan for me. And something that I've always focused on is spiritual direction. And when I look

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at my life at church and my, in my journey, God's put me in so many different ministries

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to give me different sort of big picture of what church is and how to serve. And it's always been

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pastoral. So he's kind of already put me in that direction, but it can be counterintuitive if your

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focus is on what you have to become rather than who you are and who you belong to. That's when it

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can be counterproductive. Wow. So I think you kind of already alluded to this next question.

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It's in the next question, we have this in our sermon questions for this week,

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the difficult trials Joseph went through equipped him for his ultimate ministry. Can you relate to

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that? And I'm not saying you're in your ultimate ministry yet. Nope. No, no, no, no. I'm just saying

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I'm not in my ultimate ministry right now. So you can sense that. Yeah. There's hope for the future.

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Yeah. The, I think COVID and the pandemic, like many of us, it just kind of threw us for a loop,

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threw me for a loop, changed up a bunch of stuff for me. And so I'm still kind of, you know,

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kind of figuring out what's next, but I'm, I'm, I'm hopeful that, you know, whatever that is,

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that I've been preparing for that each step of the way. So that's, that's, that's, that's my hope.

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Right. Yeah. Yeah. Hold on to it. For me and for all of us. I think it's the hard stuff. Like it's

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the hard, tough moments that God uses to actually reveal himself to you in a way that when things

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are easy and smooth, you don't necessarily see. Right. And so it's in the revealing that you start

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to understand also who you are. Right. Who he's calling you to be, who he's created you to be.

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Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And just getting through, through those really difficult times when you just don't

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want to, you just want to wallow in it rather than listen to God and then, and understand that he's

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trying to teach you something. I like wallowing. That's one of my favorite things. Yeah. Or he

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lets you run around the mountain because I did a lot of running around the mountain because, you

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know, we put it in front of me and I'm well, what if we try this instead? Well, go ahead and run

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around the mountain. But it allows you then when you're looking at, like when I'm looking at what

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I'd like to do, when I'm walking alongside someone, I understand it because I've been through it. And

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that, you know, you don't want to be, you lose your faith and you become, and I always say to God,

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you made me so human. It's not my fault. You know, when it comes to emotions, cause we want to hang

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on to those emotions rather than understand that it's a sign that something's wrong or you have to

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do something about it, but God is right there to help you. But you somehow, you don't want to look

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in that direction because it's hard. It's hard to get through difficult times. Well, that's great.

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Listening to that, it reminds me that that compassion is not only a gift, but it's also

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a learned skill. So as we go through life and we experience things ourselves, we can be more

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compassionate to others. So during, certainly during those difficult times or stressful times

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when we rely on God and our family and friends to get us through it, we can, you know, on the other

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side, we can, we can be that support for others. But I think, and I kind of go in the last couple

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of years for me, it's not the difficult and stressful times or the busy times are almost

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easier to bear. It seems because the last couple of years have been pretty slow for me. So the

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difficult thing for me is just kind of understanding who I am and preparing for what's next in that low

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time or in that slow time. So, well, it's actually interesting that you're talking about slow times

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and more exciting times and lower and higher. And we're currently doing a study at Trinity

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for four weeks. It's called Joseph When Life is a Roller Coaster. So that just reminded me

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of how life can be. It's not a straight path, is it? There's ups and there's downs. So if we're

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riding high, we know that a low time is probably coming soon, but it also gives us hope. Like Bill

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said, that we know that we know that there's going to be changes as well in our lives. And so in

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Genesis, our question number eight in the sermon questions is we see Pharaoh providing for Joseph

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everything that he needs to do his job. And let's just substitute the word job there for his ministry.

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How has God provided for you in your life or in your career? Maybe in ways that you don't think

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you'd be able to do on your own. I guess God really does provide for us really everything that we need.

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So how have you seen his provision? There's three words that come to mind immediately when

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when I'm hearing the question and community, relationship and mentoring. So on a larger

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scale, being part of a healthy Christian growing community has benefited me through the years,

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for sure. And my relationships, most importantly, my relationships with my wife and my daughters,

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but also friends, lifelong friends that I've had have been very encouraging and very supportive and

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motivating me to do what I need to do or what I have done. And then last thing, mentors,

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I'm just a very strong believer in mentors. I was involved a lot in youth mentoring in different

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jobs or roles that I've had and just feel that it's so important to be mentored

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in order to develop yourself. But even beyond that, to mentor someone else as part of your own growth

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and process and learning in terms of faith and discipleship. So both are important.

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So I think for me, I did mention all the different ministries that God gave me the opportunity to be

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a part of, but I think before I even got there, I had to understand that I could have a relationship

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with God of my own and that it was important to have a community, but it was also important to

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have a relationship with him so that when he was providing for me, I could hear him

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above the noise. Because if you don't connect with God on that level, you can't hear him.

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And sometimes when you do connect with him, you can't hear him, but at least you know that you

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have a relationship. You know that he hears you and at times when you don't want to hear him,

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he's still going to put it in front of you. I have a Moses complex. As soon as he tells me,

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I'm going to do something, it's like, not me, somebody else. But he still puts me through it.

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And every time he does that, it reminds me that he's right there and he's going to provide what I

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need. I just need to let him do it, stand back and just let him do it. So it's having that strong

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faith in who he is in my life. Thanks Jen. I think for me, when you look at Joseph and how he got

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that whole, especially at the end, like he even got the wife and the family and everything,

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like power and everything. And I think for me, it's helpful to remember that provision doesn't come

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in big splashes like that. A lot of times provision often comes in small moments.

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Like I, so I see five clients a day and if you can imagine sitting and listening to suffering five

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hours consecutively, it's a lot. And when I first started doing this work, it was, I would always

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feel that I would not have enough. I would not have enough in my own energy stores, in my

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own energy stores, in my mental focus, in my ability to be empathetic. And what I realized is

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that God gives me what I need one hour at a time. It's sort of like manna in the desert. Daily bread.

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He's not going to give you more than you need, but he gives you what you need. And so to circle back

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to that financially, relationally, emotionally, all of the things that you need will come as you,

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because God knows, God knows exactly what you need for any given moment of your life. And he will

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meet you there and give you what you need. Yeah. I love that. Thanks guys. So before we wrap up,

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where do you think you're going to go after hearing this sermon, knowing that in your role,

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as in your jobs, in your families, that you are a minister. And like Heidi said, it's not necessarily

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just in the big things. It can be in the day to day, minute to minute conversations. How can we

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grow up and move on with our lives as ministers as we go forward outside of the church today?

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To remember that I'm responsible, right? Like that I can't run away from that responsibility. I loved

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Rob's connection with baptism as sort of like the welcoming into that role. And to remember that

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since I was baptized, I've had that responsibility, right? So just to remember that it's not something

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you can sort of sidestep. Yeah. I think being a leader and a servant in everything that you do.

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And I think there's in some jobs, people might have jobs where they don't consider themselves

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a leader. They might consider themselves more of a servant. But I think in whatever role we are,

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we do play the role of a leader and a servant. And I think if we kind of examine that or figure

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what that is situationally for where we are right now, then I think we'll benefit and those around

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us will benefit from that. And I think just continuing to draw on God and knowing that He is

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the center of all of it. And it's not just me and I'm not just doing a job, but it's centered around

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who God is in my life and what my responsibility is, Heidi said, and how I serve as Bill said.

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That's really important that we remember that. And that we don't, you know, if we step away from

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that, then it becomes something completely different. So we just need to stay focused on that.

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Stay focused. And as Jesus said, whatsoever you do to the least of those you do to me. So really,

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He's in the mix the whole time, isn't He? Well, thanks guys. This has been a great conversation.

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I almost want to see if Bill could maybe join your lady small group sometimes.

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This is a really good report. I was just saying, I know I said I'd be in your life group. I've been so

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encouraged by listening to you guys. I want some of that every two weeks. Maybe we need to have a life

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mingle. He may come and never leave. You can have the men's life group and the women's life group

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come together for a social. I think we're on to something next week. Stay tuned.

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Stay tuned. All right. So that's going to be it. We've got 1115 service starting soon, everybody.

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So maybe we'll have you back again soon, but thank you very much. So thank you to Heidi,

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to Bill and to Jen for the great conversation. And we'll see everyone again next week for

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another conversation. It's been a pleasure. Thank you. Thank you so much.

