1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,720 Hey y'all, whether it's morning, evening, or afternoon, 2 00:00:02,720 --> 00:00:06,720 I'm just glad that you guys had decided to buy with E. 3 00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:08,840 Yes, the one and only E. 4 00:00:08,840 --> 00:00:12,560 And today, today's vibe is something special, 5 00:00:12,560 --> 00:00:14,240 like all of them. 6 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:16,320 So without further ado, first, I'm 7 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:19,520 sure that you guys had tuned in with me, especially 8 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:22,920 because we still in the peak of the new year, I guess, 9 00:00:22,920 --> 00:00:23,420 for real. 10 00:00:23,420 --> 00:00:26,320 So why not start it off with me? 11 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:28,560 You know what I'm saying? 12 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:30,400 So without further ado, whether you 13 00:00:30,400 --> 00:00:34,640 on the go or at home, I want you guys to sit back, relax, 14 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:36,600 and enjoy hearing me. 15 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:39,040 And if you're new here, hey, how you doing? 16 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:40,840 I hope you guys stay here. 17 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:44,000 And for the ones that are not new to this, but true to this, 18 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:45,840 hey, y'all, what's up with popping in? 19 00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:48,480 Let's get it through it. 20 00:00:48,480 --> 00:00:52,040 OK, so today's vibe of the day is selfish. 21 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:54,560 Yeah, selfish. 22 00:00:54,560 --> 00:00:55,640 Yep. 23 00:00:55,640 --> 00:00:57,960 And the reason why today's vibe of the day is selfish 24 00:00:57,960 --> 00:01:01,600 is because, like I said, impacting on new year, new you, 25 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:04,920 I feel like this year, I said the theme is selfish. 26 00:01:04,920 --> 00:01:11,400 The theme is selfish, taking control and doing for you. 27 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:13,000 So let's get into it. 28 00:01:13,000 --> 00:01:16,160 The reason why I selfish, I feel like 29 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:19,040 should have been the next vibe of the day, 30 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:22,880 because like I said, it's a new year and a new you. 31 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:25,680 If it's not a new you, you can still be selfish. 32 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:27,200 It's OK. 33 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:30,040 So let's get into it a little bit more. 34 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:32,760 When it comes to selfish, I think of, for me, 35 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:36,080 is taking a leap on things that you just 36 00:01:36,080 --> 00:01:38,880 need to keep to yourself. 37 00:01:38,880 --> 00:01:44,360 One thing about me, I keep a mystery on everything I do now. 38 00:01:44,360 --> 00:01:49,360 I feel like when it's time for me to pop out, I'm a pop out. 39 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:53,040 Like I said, within the new year, new year, new me. 40 00:01:53,040 --> 00:01:59,440 But so the vibe for me is pop out, taking control and being 41 00:01:59,440 --> 00:02:00,360 selfish. 42 00:02:00,360 --> 00:02:02,720 Those are the three vibes that I'm feeling this year, 43 00:02:02,720 --> 00:02:06,160 because like I said, with last year, last year, 44 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:07,800 I learned a lot about myself. 45 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:10,800 I learned what to do, what not to do, and how to do it, 46 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:16,520 and why not to feel some type of way. 47 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,200 So that's why I'm being selfish within everything 48 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:21,320 and with everybody. 49 00:02:21,320 --> 00:02:23,760 At times, people will be like, why are you being selfish? 50 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:25,400 Why are you doing this to me? 51 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:26,880 Why are you doing that? 52 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:31,240 Sometimes you got to take control on yourself. 53 00:02:31,240 --> 00:02:34,120 You got to really, really be selfish at times. 54 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:36,440 And we always, when we think of selfish, 55 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:37,800 we think about the bad of it. 56 00:02:37,800 --> 00:02:39,800 But we never think of the good, because at times, 57 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:42,080 you have to be selfish. 58 00:02:42,080 --> 00:02:44,160 And I feel like at times when people will be selfish, 59 00:02:44,160 --> 00:02:46,000 I feel like it's for a good cause, 60 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:48,160 because at times, people don't want to keep going 61 00:02:48,160 --> 00:02:53,560 in those cycles of life where they have to be there 62 00:02:53,560 --> 00:02:56,840 and open arms for people, and then nobody's there for them 63 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:57,560 like that. 64 00:02:57,560 --> 00:02:59,320 That's them being selfish. 65 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:01,160 And at times, we have our ways where 66 00:03:01,160 --> 00:03:05,720 we need to be selfish within ourselves and also 67 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:07,160 the people around us. 68 00:03:07,160 --> 00:03:10,480 So selfish, what does it mean? 69 00:03:10,480 --> 00:03:13,720 It's either of a person or action or movement, 70 00:03:13,720 --> 00:03:18,640 lack of abilities for others. 71 00:03:18,640 --> 00:03:24,120 And people is only on, and people is with only one's 72 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:29,960 own personality, personal profit or pleasure. 73 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:33,240 And people always be like, when it comes to a selfish person, 74 00:03:33,240 --> 00:03:34,760 they always think about themselves 75 00:03:34,760 --> 00:03:36,320 and never think about others. 76 00:03:36,320 --> 00:03:40,000 However, at times, you have, like I said, you got to be selfish. 77 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:42,400 And I had to learn that because I'm the type of person 78 00:03:42,400 --> 00:03:46,080 that is, like I said, I'm there for a person, open arms, 79 00:03:46,080 --> 00:03:51,360 and X, Y, Z, and doing the most and stuff like that. 80 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:56,320 And I just had to think about it. 81 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:59,280 Like, one day, I really was sitting in my room, 82 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:03,000 sitting up in my room, just thinking about it. 83 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,360 I'm like, bro, it's been so many times I've 84 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:09,720 been there for people, and I took the risk on doing 85 00:04:09,720 --> 00:04:15,840 certain stuff that I don't do at times and do things I don't do. 86 00:04:15,840 --> 00:04:19,040 But the type of person I am, I did it. 87 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:23,320 However, when it comes to my turn, 88 00:04:23,320 --> 00:04:25,240 I don't see no, everybody go go. 89 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:26,440 Everybody be self-like. 90 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,360 No, I'm not doing it. 91 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:28,160 No, I'm not doing that. 92 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:29,000 I'm not doing this. 93 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:30,280 I'm not doing that. 94 00:04:30,280 --> 00:04:37,400 The light bulb went off in my head, and it was like, child, 95 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:39,360 you need to stop being selfish. 96 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:42,160 You need to start taking control and taking matters 97 00:04:42,160 --> 00:04:45,800 in your own hands when it comes to E. 98 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:48,480 E does everything for people that she love. 99 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:49,960 E goes the extra mile. 100 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:53,240 E, I'm like, bro, I'm sitting there just thinking. 101 00:04:53,240 --> 00:04:58,520 I'm just thinking to myself, like, bro, I really do a lot. 102 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:02,040 And at times, I don't get the shit in return. 103 00:05:02,040 --> 00:05:10,120 Or you do it for a company, business, whatever it is. 104 00:05:10,120 --> 00:05:12,400 Sometimes when it comes to also the mental, 105 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:13,800 that's what I really want to focus on. 106 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:16,720 When it comes to mental, I ain't got time for nobody 107 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:19,080 to fuck up what I got going on. 108 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,440 And I was like, damn, that was hard when she said, yeah, 109 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:23,720 I ain't got time for nobody to be fucking up 110 00:05:23,720 --> 00:05:27,560 nothing I got going on, especially when it comes to my mental. 111 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:29,560 Because if you fuck my mental up, 112 00:05:29,560 --> 00:05:32,360 I'm really being selfish. 113 00:05:32,360 --> 00:05:34,920 When you tell them you had to diss us yourself, 114 00:05:34,920 --> 00:05:37,640 like right now, by the time, people be like, oh, you being 115 00:05:37,640 --> 00:05:38,920 selfish. 116 00:05:38,920 --> 00:05:42,600 Oh, you only think about yourself like, what the fuck? 117 00:05:42,600 --> 00:05:43,400 Think about it. 118 00:05:43,400 --> 00:05:49,640 My mental, me being selfish for my mental, that's fucked up. 119 00:05:49,640 --> 00:05:54,480 Sometimes you got to step away from people. 120 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:57,760 But you're not doing the things that you used to do for people. 121 00:05:57,760 --> 00:06:00,760 Like doing this, going to bat, going for war, 122 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:02,640 and all that for people. 123 00:06:02,640 --> 00:06:04,840 You see who's there for you and who's not. 124 00:06:04,840 --> 00:06:08,200 You see who's been selfish and who has not been selfish. 125 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:11,920 Just people, if I feel like some people in general 126 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:13,720 be selfish for a reason. 127 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:20,080 And some just be selfish because how they are. 128 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:22,680 And I feel like the main thing when 129 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:25,480 it comes to selfish is it packed with needs. 130 00:06:25,480 --> 00:06:30,280 And if it's impacted with your needs, some people just, 131 00:06:30,280 --> 00:06:33,640 some people put their needs first before they put yours. 132 00:06:33,640 --> 00:06:35,360 That's being selfish. 133 00:06:35,360 --> 00:06:36,680 And I'm the opposite. 134 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:40,400 I always put it others before me because I'm just 135 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:42,880 that type of loving, caring person. 136 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:47,240 And then I had to think, if it's not the people that I am 137 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:50,400 surrounded by every other day or talk to every other day 138 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:53,160 or it's very, basically, period have a type of relationship 139 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:55,240 with, it's a difference. 140 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:59,640 But if it's motherfuckers that just be coming out of nowhere, 141 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:02,680 ex-abolish, be selfish. 142 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:07,960 Because you don't want nobody disrespecting, fucking up 143 00:07:07,960 --> 00:07:09,720 what you've got going on. 144 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:13,520 Because when it comes to you being selfish, 145 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:16,280 it manifests in the various ways. 146 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:19,640 People be such as, like I said, people 147 00:07:19,640 --> 00:07:25,120 be like, oh, you put your own needs over others. 148 00:07:25,120 --> 00:07:28,880 You disregard the feelings or well-beings of others. 149 00:07:28,880 --> 00:07:32,640 Or you just constantly seeking personal growth tactics. 150 00:07:32,640 --> 00:07:35,360 Like, you put yourself before others. 151 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:38,160 Like, you give yourself that platform 152 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:41,200 before you give anybody that platform. 153 00:07:41,200 --> 00:07:43,600 Now, what I say about that is, I'm not like that. 154 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:45,480 I give my flowers when it's blue. 155 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:47,360 I give my shout-outs. 156 00:07:47,360 --> 00:07:49,320 I go to beyond. 157 00:07:49,320 --> 00:07:52,800 The only time I'll be selfish is when it comes to my feelings 158 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:54,360 and the needs. 159 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:56,480 When it comes to somebody telling me 160 00:07:56,480 --> 00:07:59,880 their accomplishments or saying, I'm giving you your flowers. 161 00:07:59,880 --> 00:08:04,160 I'm not the type of person to talk about you 162 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:07,720 or do little things to you because you're doing something. 163 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:09,240 Now, that's another thing. 164 00:08:09,240 --> 00:08:11,320 That's where that comes in. 165 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:14,160 People don't like to see you win. 166 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:18,440 You can tell who wants to see you win, who is in the middle, 167 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:19,600 like, OK, I want to see. 168 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:22,160 But it's like, girl, I don't want to see you. 169 00:08:22,160 --> 00:08:23,760 I don't want to see you win before me. 170 00:08:23,760 --> 00:08:27,560 And then there's the ones that don't want to see you do nothing. 171 00:08:27,560 --> 00:08:29,160 That's the selfish shit. 172 00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:31,000 That's one of the most selfish shit 173 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:35,760 I feel like you can ever do is down top on a person that 174 00:08:35,760 --> 00:08:40,480 really been doing what they got to do for themselves 175 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:47,600 versus people that take the shortcut scam and do the most 176 00:08:47,600 --> 00:08:49,400 and don't get it right. 177 00:08:49,400 --> 00:08:51,720 You know? 178 00:08:51,720 --> 00:08:56,560 Selfish and jealousy go hand to hand. 179 00:08:56,560 --> 00:08:59,480 I've been in situations where you wouldn't 180 00:08:59,480 --> 00:09:03,240 think the people that you consider 181 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:08,840 or is your family and friends to be selfish of you, 182 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:13,440 to be selfish towards you, so I'm sorry, and jealous of you. 183 00:09:13,440 --> 00:09:18,520 Jealousy is one of the things that ticks me off. 184 00:09:18,520 --> 00:09:19,800 Word to drink. 185 00:09:19,800 --> 00:09:22,600 Jealousy in the air tonight, I can tell. 186 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:25,000 You can tell when the motherfucking jealousy you by the way 187 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:26,600 they talk to you. 188 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:28,720 The body language, I'm big on body language. 189 00:09:28,720 --> 00:09:31,880 If your body language is giving off, like, yeah, 190 00:09:31,880 --> 00:09:35,080 I hear you, but like, I'm bother. 191 00:09:35,080 --> 00:09:36,440 Baby, I don't care. 192 00:09:36,440 --> 00:09:39,560 One thing about me when people try to brag, 193 00:09:39,560 --> 00:09:41,320 I'm like, I brag different. 194 00:09:41,320 --> 00:09:42,800 I don't even got a brag. 195 00:09:42,800 --> 00:09:44,960 I'm going to show you better than I can tell you. 196 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:46,520 I don't like a person that bragged. 197 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:48,920 That's the person that's selfish. 198 00:09:48,920 --> 00:09:51,400 Like, if you got a brag about every little thing 199 00:09:51,400 --> 00:09:55,960 you do from head to toe, the littles to the big things, 200 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:57,240 that's selfish. 201 00:09:57,240 --> 00:10:00,400 Like, when somebody compares to what you get, 202 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:05,320 somebody is on your level and you looking at them like, 203 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:07,720 you don't need to be on my level. 204 00:10:07,720 --> 00:10:10,400 Like, uh-uh, this is about me. 205 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:14,600 Like, I'm talking like, how are you going to be on my level? 206 00:10:14,600 --> 00:10:16,040 How you experience what I experience? 207 00:10:16,040 --> 00:10:17,280 Like, you ain't do what I did. 208 00:10:17,280 --> 00:10:19,440 I seen it, y'all, and I've been through it. 209 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:23,360 Like, just having a conversation with somebody 210 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:26,840 and every five minutes is about them, that's selfish. 211 00:10:26,840 --> 00:10:31,360 And playing the victim is very selfish. 212 00:10:31,360 --> 00:10:34,200 Like, how can you not own up to the shit that you do? 213 00:10:34,200 --> 00:10:37,000 How can you not own up to what has been going on 214 00:10:37,000 --> 00:10:39,080 or whatever? 215 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:42,920 People, excuse me, people, I feel like I need to realize 216 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:46,760 that at times you need to learn how to turn it on 217 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:48,080 and turn it off. 218 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:52,960 You should know when it's time to be all about you, 219 00:10:52,960 --> 00:10:55,080 then it's time to turn it off, okay, 220 00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:57,000 I'm gonna listen to her. 221 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:00,840 Even then, I feel like this is the thing that pissed me off. 222 00:11:00,840 --> 00:11:02,360 If you're having a conversation with somebody, 223 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:04,880 why every conversation is about you? 224 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:08,640 Like, you are not the motherfucking president. 225 00:11:08,640 --> 00:11:11,920 Like, why the fuck I always gotta have a conversation 226 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:14,720 with you when every five minutes is about your damn self? 227 00:11:14,720 --> 00:11:18,040 Like, damn, I thought we're having a conversation. 228 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:19,920 If that was the case, you should just make a book 229 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:22,600 or a movie or some shit about yourself. 230 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:24,920 And I just watch it or read it or listen, 231 00:11:24,920 --> 00:11:26,400 I don't fucking know. 232 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:28,960 Like, people that just do certain stuff, 233 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:32,600 like be selfish and always wanna talk about theyself, 234 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:36,640 really is like, as they say, my ick. 235 00:11:36,640 --> 00:11:37,720 That's my ick. 236 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:42,200 My ick when it comes to selfish is the way people 237 00:11:42,200 --> 00:11:47,200 maneuver around things and the way they say shit. 238 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:50,520 Like, you wouldn't think, 239 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:56,800 so you wouldn't think the people that you are related to 240 00:11:58,000 --> 00:11:59,280 would be selfish. 241 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:00,960 That alone is jealous of you. 242 00:12:00,960 --> 00:12:02,680 They don't do shit. 243 00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:04,720 I mean, you do shit, like you get to the bed, 244 00:12:04,720 --> 00:12:06,920 you get to the bed, you got a business, 245 00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:09,600 you handle your business, you get in that degree. 246 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:12,760 If you just mind your business, period, 247 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:17,680 they gotta find a way to say some bullshit, 248 00:12:17,680 --> 00:12:21,720 to be jealous, and then the jealousy, 249 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:24,600 they wanna be selfish and all that. 250 00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:27,400 That's annoying. 251 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:30,960 At this age that I'm at and I'm able to like, 252 00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:32,360 you know, I ain't gotta hear the same, 253 00:12:32,360 --> 00:12:35,960 if they had a grown folks business like that no more. 254 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:40,960 I see and understand what my mom was to say like. 255 00:12:43,160 --> 00:12:45,920 Why, you gotta be selfish. 256 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:48,880 Sometimes you gotta take matters into your own hands 257 00:12:48,880 --> 00:12:53,160 and tell people, look, I don't wanna hear it, 258 00:12:53,160 --> 00:12:54,800 it's always about you. 259 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:57,280 Now it's about me, it's my turn. 260 00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,440 I'm gonna show you how to do this. 261 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:01,080 Where's Stevie J, I'm gonna show you how to do this. 262 00:13:01,080 --> 00:13:01,920 Sign me. 263 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:04,440 I'ma get to you. 264 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:06,960 That's another thing too, people feel like 265 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:09,320 when they're doing little selfish stuff, 266 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:11,720 that's them getting to you. 267 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:13,400 Sometimes it depends on, like, 268 00:13:13,400 --> 00:13:16,480 if it's somebody I'm really, really closely, 269 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:19,080 and they do something, oh yeah, they gonna get to me. 270 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:23,080 Somebody outside, oh fuck, baby, you ain't get to me. 271 00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:24,280 That ain't getting to me. 272 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:26,120 You're getting to yourself. 273 00:13:26,120 --> 00:13:27,840 Cause I'm not giving you the satisfaction, 274 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:29,480 let alone not even giving you the time 275 00:13:29,480 --> 00:13:31,800 or the day that you want me to give you. 276 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:34,520 I'm not even giving you your little five, 15 minutes 277 00:13:34,520 --> 00:13:36,040 of fame and all that. 278 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:38,840 Especially when it comes to social media, 279 00:13:38,840 --> 00:13:42,520 and jealousy and being selfish shows a lot. 280 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:47,760 I just sit back and observe, I'll be like damn, 281 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:52,720 you being selfish, like, if you got a family 282 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:54,920 and you out here doing all the glips 283 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:58,200 and glam for yourself and your family not up there with you, 284 00:13:58,200 --> 00:13:59,800 that's being selfish. 285 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:02,920 What about me, if I'm looking like I'm looking old, 286 00:14:02,920 --> 00:14:05,920 baby, best believe, whoever I'm with 287 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,040 is going to look up to par. 288 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:09,200 So that's another thing I feel like, 289 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:14,200 when it comes to friends, if me and my girls we out, 290 00:14:16,720 --> 00:14:19,120 before we go out, we always ask, 291 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:21,640 what's going on, what's the vibe, how we feeling? 292 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:26,280 If I feel like somebody, even myself, 293 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:31,280 it's not following the vibe, that's why I speak up. 294 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:34,680 Cause if not, that's them being selfish. 295 00:14:34,680 --> 00:14:37,480 They gonna let me walk around like a fool 296 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:39,320 and not tell me what's going on. 297 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:43,080 One thing about me, I'm not gonna be selfish 298 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:44,560 to the people that I love the most. 299 00:14:44,560 --> 00:14:45,800 I'm gonna be selfish to the motherfuckers 300 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:48,040 that keep trying to play with me. 301 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:50,800 I'm gonna show you better than I can tell you. 302 00:14:50,800 --> 00:14:54,520 I leave a mystery to every motherfucking thing I do. 303 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:58,320 You gotta leave a mystery because people will be like, 304 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:03,320 hmm, I'm jelly, cause you can't post everything. 305 00:15:03,480 --> 00:15:04,320 That's nothing to learn. 306 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:05,400 You gotta keep a mystery. 307 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:08,120 And I don't really like post everything about myself 308 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:10,520 cause I don't want people with all my business. 309 00:15:10,520 --> 00:15:12,480 And I don't like being on social media like that. 310 00:15:12,480 --> 00:15:14,600 Like I don't wanna have, and then I don't like having all 311 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:16,640 that shit on my story. 312 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:18,120 Like I don't like that. 313 00:15:18,120 --> 00:15:22,800 Like between five stories is cool with me. 314 00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:25,400 The only exception would be like, you know, your birthdays 315 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:29,120 or like if you, you know, promote something. 316 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:30,040 Cool. 317 00:15:30,040 --> 00:15:32,200 On a regular basis, I'm not gonna be on my story 318 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:34,480 talking all this selfish bullshit. 319 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:37,360 I'm not doing that, you know? 320 00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:38,520 Hey, you know? 321 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:42,320 But when it comes to being selfish in a good way, 322 00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:44,480 like I said, it's time, certain stuff you gotta do for you. 323 00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:46,440 You gotta be selfish. 324 00:15:46,440 --> 00:15:48,440 You wanna take yourself out, do it. 325 00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:50,520 You wanna widen down yourself, do it. 326 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:54,920 If you used to have a vibe with somebody and, you know, 327 00:15:54,920 --> 00:15:57,280 you take a mile and like do stuff with them, 328 00:15:57,280 --> 00:15:59,760 you introduced them to a vibe and they, you know, 329 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:01,680 you thought that they were able to maintain it 330 00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:06,000 but it wasn't and you had to take it back, be selfish on it. 331 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:08,200 Because a lot of things I had to be selfish on, 332 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:10,080 I had to take back what was mine. 333 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:13,480 That's when, that's the impact of taking control. 334 00:16:13,480 --> 00:16:16,800 With me being selfish this year, taking control 335 00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:19,560 and popping out when I want to. 336 00:16:19,560 --> 00:16:21,880 It's all gonna fall in line. 337 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:23,640 It's all gonna fall in line. 338 00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:27,520 This is a new year, new me, new everything. 339 00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:29,520 When it comes to being selfish, baby, 340 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:33,000 I'm telling you this and you're getting it from me. 341 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:34,080 Do it. 342 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,560 If you feel like you gotta separate yourself, 343 00:16:36,560 --> 00:16:40,480 you gotta go in a hibernation, do it. 344 00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:44,520 And if they, the people that don't understand, 345 00:16:44,520 --> 00:16:46,000 be like, oh, that's me and selfish, be like, 346 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:48,080 hey, that's how to cookie crumbles. 347 00:16:48,080 --> 00:16:49,880 Sometimes I gotta take action. 348 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:51,560 Sometimes I gotta do what's best for me 349 00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:54,320 because I only have one life. 350 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:56,040 You only have one life. 351 00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:57,800 So live it right. 352 00:16:57,800 --> 00:16:59,520 Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. 353 00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:00,880 Sometimes it's gonna be good days. 354 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:01,960 Sometimes it's gonna be bad days. 355 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:06,680 I'm gonna say them bad days do not last forever. 356 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:08,000 They don't. 357 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,280 So with them being selfish, 358 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:14,280 even if it's for good or bad cause, do it. 359 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:17,280 Because at the end of the day, you know what's best for you. 360 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:20,240 If you gotta be selfish with your peoples, 361 00:17:22,600 --> 00:17:25,920 loved ones, whatever, friends, whatever, 362 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:27,960 people's period, do it. 363 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:29,280 You gotta be selfish with the company. 364 00:17:29,280 --> 00:17:30,640 You gotta do it. 365 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:33,640 But if you're doing it, make sure it's for a good cause. 366 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:35,520 Don't just do it just to be selfish. 367 00:17:35,520 --> 00:17:36,800 Cause there's some ignorant people out here 368 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:40,000 that just be selfish and it just rubs me the wrong way. 369 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:41,320 Like within the movies, you know, 370 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:43,840 you always got that one selfish ass that's good. 371 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:45,800 They'd always think she better than somebody 372 00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:49,440 and when it's time for her to, you know, 373 00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:51,280 have a conversation, you ask her how she's doing. 374 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:54,280 She oughta hold them, autobiography or biography 375 00:17:54,280 --> 00:17:56,760 to give you like, baby, I don't wanna hear that. 376 00:17:56,760 --> 00:17:58,000 Or bro, I don't wanna hear that. 377 00:17:58,000 --> 00:17:58,840 Like come on now. 378 00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:00,040 Like let it go. 379 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:00,880 We get it. 380 00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:01,720 We get it. 381 00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:02,560 We get the same. 382 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:03,380 And that's the other thing too. 383 00:18:03,380 --> 00:18:04,960 Sometimes like it's the same old shit. 384 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:05,920 Just a different day. 385 00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:09,160 I don't wanna keep hearing about it, you know. 386 00:18:09,160 --> 00:18:11,800 So if you gotta exit yourself from that, do it. 387 00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:13,240 Be selfish cause you know, 388 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:15,280 your ears probably will start hearing it. 389 00:18:15,280 --> 00:18:18,200 Your eyes is probably tired of seeing it, you know, 390 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:21,440 like whatever it is, you gotta take steps back, do it. 391 00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:23,520 And I feel like when you take steps back, 392 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:25,480 that also impacts being selfish. 393 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,680 Cause at times when you just move yourself away 394 00:18:27,680 --> 00:18:29,960 from things that people, you're being selfish 395 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:32,000 and you're taking control on what's yours, 396 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:35,800 you're taking control on what you need for you. 397 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:39,440 Especially when it comes to mental, spiritual 398 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:43,200 and emotional impact on you. 399 00:18:43,200 --> 00:18:45,560 The well-being and that. 400 00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:49,320 Cause I'm not gonna let nobody drain me. 401 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:53,080 And when it's my turn, they be real selfish. 402 00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:54,080 That's another thing too. 403 00:18:54,080 --> 00:18:55,720 Selfish people are not giving. 404 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:58,120 They'll give you what they want to give. 405 00:18:58,120 --> 00:19:01,280 And it'd be like probably bull or it's probably nothing. 406 00:19:01,280 --> 00:19:03,480 But they gonna give you a hard time. 407 00:19:03,480 --> 00:19:04,760 That's what I'm gonna tell you. 408 00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:07,680 Selfish people gonna give you a hard time. 409 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:10,000 Selfish people is always going to 410 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:12,920 overall make it about them. 411 00:19:12,920 --> 00:19:17,840 Like, I feel like it's ways that you could be selfish 412 00:19:17,840 --> 00:19:22,840 that people just be not thinking about the good in it. 413 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,880 And at times like I said, I thought of all the bad 414 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,960 because I've seen it, been through it, done it. 415 00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:30,840 But when it comes to selfish, I'm being selfish with my love. 416 00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:34,000 I'm being selfish with, you know, love. 417 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,680 I'm being selfish with a lot of things this year 418 00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:40,680 because I need it and you need it. 419 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:41,760 You need it. 420 00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:43,720 Don't say you don't, because you need it. 421 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:47,360 At times you need to be selfish within yourself. 422 00:19:47,360 --> 00:19:49,440 You need to take that control for yourself. 423 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:51,360 You need to really put your foot down 424 00:19:51,360 --> 00:19:53,440 and be like, all right, I'm not having that. 425 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:54,680 And I'm not gonna do this. 426 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:55,520 I'm not gonna be there. 427 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:59,520 Because I'm not gonna let nobody take nothing from me. 428 00:19:59,520 --> 00:20:02,120 And I'm not gonna let nobody feel like they 429 00:20:02,120 --> 00:20:05,040 obligated to have me feelings and type away. 430 00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:10,040 And like I said, when it comes to selfish 431 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,920 and being the center of attention, 432 00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:18,200 it feel like you're taking somebody's shine. 433 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,240 Like when, that's another thing too. 434 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:22,960 Like a lot of times when I see like a lot of people 435 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:26,160 within the black community, within my black community 436 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:29,760 have their time to shine is always that one 437 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:34,320 or group of people that is willing to be selfish 438 00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:39,320 to take that moment from you and make it their moment. 439 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:43,120 Like why can't you just be happy for somebody? 440 00:20:43,120 --> 00:20:45,760 Why can't you just be happy for a month? 441 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:48,440 If nobody is paying attention to you, 442 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:49,440 you are still the light. 443 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:50,880 That's another thing. 444 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:55,880 I didn't witness so many times people being selfish 445 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:58,640 and they don't even know they being selfish. 446 00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:02,720 Like what the fuck, bro? 447 00:21:02,720 --> 00:21:04,640 You can't do that. 448 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:06,800 Like let that person have that moment, 449 00:21:06,800 --> 00:21:09,680 let people feel the way they feel. 450 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:13,440 Cause that's fucked up. 451 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:14,880 Don't let somebody, 452 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:19,320 don't let somebody have you in that space where 453 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:24,320 you gotta be like, I don't know if I'm being selfish 454 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,000 or should I be selfish? 455 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:29,040 I feel like if you gotta do what you gotta do, 456 00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:33,000 but it's the ways on the pros and cons of selfish. 457 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:34,760 You always gotta think of the pros. 458 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,320 And I'm on the pro side. 459 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:41,280 I've been too nice to you some people. 460 00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:44,280 And I know you've been too nice to some people. 461 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:47,360 And you need to take matters into your own hands. 462 00:21:47,360 --> 00:21:49,040 You need to take control. 463 00:21:49,040 --> 00:21:50,720 You need to put your foot down and say, 464 00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:54,000 look, I'm being selfish. 465 00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,800 I'm doing what's best for me. 466 00:21:56,800 --> 00:21:59,840 And mine, and mine, cause I know y'all, 467 00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:01,680 some of y'all probably got some kids, 468 00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:04,680 some lovers, some friends, whatever. 469 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:06,000 Be selfish with them. 470 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:08,680 See me, I can't, only thing I'm being selfish with 471 00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:12,120 is my household and my very, very close friends. 472 00:22:12,120 --> 00:22:14,080 I ain't being selfish with no man. 473 00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:19,000 Like when you, I feel like when you get into a relationship 474 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:20,480 with a person, okay, be selfish. 475 00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:21,440 Like P&D, right? 476 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:24,000 Say he's selfish, he wants you all to be selfish. 477 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:27,200 Now that's another thing, it's levels 478 00:22:27,200 --> 00:22:28,680 with that type of selfish. 479 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,440 Like, whoa, whoa. 480 00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:35,560 Like, I feel like it's a good selfish 481 00:22:35,560 --> 00:22:38,320 within a relationship and I feel like it's a bad selfish. 482 00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:40,120 The good selfish is like, you know, 483 00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:41,680 they doing all the wine and down, you know, 484 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:43,000 you my only one. 485 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:44,200 Woo-dee-wootie-wootie-woot. 486 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:47,000 The bad selfish is like my controlling, 487 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:49,360 trying to take control of you. 488 00:22:49,360 --> 00:22:54,200 No, no, no, no, no, no. 489 00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:56,280 And one, like I say, within the black community, 490 00:22:56,280 --> 00:23:01,280 the media displays like, I don't see a lot of 491 00:23:02,360 --> 00:23:06,000 being selfish within a good way, within a relationship. 492 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:09,360 Back then, like the night that you got a different world, 493 00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:11,640 Cosme Show was stuff like that. 494 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,440 Within their love, there's way of being selfish was like, 495 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:17,000 it was very like, I want that. 496 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:18,960 Versus the media, it's like, 497 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:22,000 for me to be selfish, I gotta knock your ass up 498 00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:25,560 side your head and to show you like nobody, 499 00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:29,080 like nobody gonna get to you, like you mine. 500 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:31,160 Like, I don't wanna be aggressive. 501 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,960 Like, I'm not even the aggressive type. 502 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:37,160 I feel like the only time I gotta get aggressive 503 00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:39,280 is if you getting aggressive with me 504 00:23:39,280 --> 00:23:42,520 and I don't even like doing that, you know? 505 00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:45,440 But being selfish, I feel like within a relationship, 506 00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:50,440 who is like, you gotta show me, 507 00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,880 I can't believe the hearing, like you can be like, 508 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:57,040 oh, I must be so selfish to you. 509 00:23:57,040 --> 00:24:00,160 I'ma do this, I want you all to myself. 510 00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:03,240 I don't want nobody else, you don't need nobody else. 511 00:24:03,240 --> 00:24:06,640 But want, want, want, want, show me. 512 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:08,640 Don't tell me, show me. 513 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:12,520 But then the opposite, oh, they be like, nobody wants you. 514 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:14,080 And I just be like, that's abuse. 515 00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:17,120 Like, that's just like y'all abusing physically, 516 00:24:17,120 --> 00:24:19,720 mentally, emotionally, spiritually. 517 00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:21,600 Oh my God. 518 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:25,840 Like, whew, when it comes to that word selfish, 519 00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:29,400 it's so like, it's so strong 520 00:24:29,400 --> 00:24:31,560 because we always think of the negative. 521 00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:33,680 We don't really think of the positive. 522 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:35,080 But when I think of positive, 523 00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:39,400 I think of a person as a one individual, 524 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:44,200 a person that is able to stand up for themselves, 525 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,480 take control on what is theirs. 526 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:48,360 If they feel as though they need to be selfish 527 00:24:48,360 --> 00:24:50,680 what they love, selfish what they money, 528 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:52,080 selfish what they household, 529 00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:54,520 selfish what they do it. 530 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:55,640 Cause that's what I'm doing. 531 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:57,320 You gotta leave a mystery 532 00:24:57,320 --> 00:24:59,400 within everything you do and how you do it. 533 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:00,480 You gotta be selfish, 534 00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:02,480 you gotta take matters to your own hands. 535 00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:05,400 Sometimes you gotta be the H-B-I-C. 536 00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:08,800 Sometimes you really gotta do that 537 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:10,400 because like I said, 538 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,840 you'd be surprised at the people that's selfish 539 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:15,760 and you'd be surprised at the people 540 00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:19,360 that really, really is jealousy. 541 00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:22,480 And jealousy is a part of being selfish. 542 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:25,760 I feel like if you don't know, 543 00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:27,600 you don't know one day. 544 00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:30,960 You gotta really like pay attention to the signs. 545 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,240 See, one thing about me, I observe people 546 00:25:34,240 --> 00:25:36,240 and I read between the lines, 547 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:38,400 especially when it comes to social media, 548 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:39,760 certain things that people do, 549 00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:41,280 certain things that people say, 550 00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:44,040 the songs and messages, 551 00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:45,760 the way you phrase it, 552 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:47,760 your grammar, your punctuations, 553 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:50,080 emojis, the tone of your voice 554 00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,920 if you send an audio or if I'm listening to a video, 555 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:55,240 the body language, the face expression. 556 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:57,440 Y'all gotta pay attention. 557 00:25:57,440 --> 00:26:00,920 You gotta see what's real and what's not. 558 00:26:02,120 --> 00:26:04,680 What is the traits of being selfish 559 00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:07,280 and what's the traits of jealousy? 560 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:08,120 Think about it. 561 00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:09,920 Like I want y'all to just really soak, 562 00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:13,080 like let it soak in like season. 563 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,200 It just, like let's just take the moment 564 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:18,200 and think on that. 565 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,360 You know, we had those moments in our life 566 00:26:21,360 --> 00:26:23,160 when we told people, you're so selfish. 567 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:26,320 Like you being selfish, like you only think of yourself. 568 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:30,680 At times we never really asked them why they are selfish. 569 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:33,040 And most of them has very good reasons 570 00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:34,560 on why they do what they do. 571 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:37,240 And some just ask this, like, 572 00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:40,080 they just selfish just because. 573 00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:42,360 Like I always say, people that were the only child 574 00:26:42,360 --> 00:26:43,920 were selfish. 575 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:46,320 Sometimes they have their reasons 576 00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:49,640 on why they selfish and I get it, and I get it. 577 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,960 Then there's some people that grew up, you know, 578 00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:55,120 like me and I also with two or more siblings 579 00:26:55,120 --> 00:26:57,880 or one or more siblings or whatever the case may be. 580 00:26:57,880 --> 00:27:00,160 And they ask, still fucking selfish. 581 00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:02,880 I'll be like, God damn, like what the, 582 00:27:03,800 --> 00:27:06,920 but hey, some break out of it and some don't. 583 00:27:06,920 --> 00:27:09,720 But me, I haven't been selfish, like, 584 00:27:11,240 --> 00:27:13,200 when it comes to things and people, 585 00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:17,680 but myself, I'm going to be selfish when it comes to me 586 00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:21,640 and taking control of me on a deeper level. 587 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,320 I'm taking control of what to say or what not to say. 588 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:28,040 How to do this, how to do that, why this, why that, 589 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:30,080 where, all that good stuff. 590 00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:33,920 But with me being selfish this year, 591 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:36,000 it's just mainly just being selfish on things 592 00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,720 that impact with that mental. 593 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:41,000 Yeah, that's what it is. 594 00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,880 So I want you all to just keep this in mind. 595 00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:46,320 With it being selfish, you got to take control 596 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:48,160 of that mental. 597 00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:50,600 The brain is racing 24 seven. 598 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:55,600 You need to make sure, you know, all hands on deck 599 00:27:56,120 --> 00:27:59,000 and you at a place in your life where you're good. 600 00:27:59,880 --> 00:28:04,880 You don't want to feel like, oh, I'm a superhero 601 00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:08,560 of everybody, but do you have a hero? 602 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:10,880 You know? 603 00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:14,600 I know you're probably like, girl, you just mumbling, 604 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,280 like you just waiting around the bush, 605 00:28:16,280 --> 00:28:18,560 but I'm just trying to tell y'all like, 606 00:28:18,560 --> 00:28:22,720 take control, be selfish, do things that you never did 607 00:28:22,720 --> 00:28:25,680 that you just want to do. 608 00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:28,720 If you know, sometimes you are always at them events 609 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:31,560 and then when it's your turn to do stuff 610 00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:34,760 and nobody does it, be selfish within if it's an event. 611 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,040 Come up and they invite you and they come to you 612 00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:39,920 and be selfish and don't go and keep going 613 00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:40,960 and keep doing it. 614 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,000 I'm telling you, you're going to get comfortable 615 00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:45,080 and it's going to be like, okay, 616 00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:46,640 maybe I'm a breakout of it and maybe I'm not. 617 00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,640 Sometimes it's like it's meant to be. 618 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:50,960 Sometimes you have to be selfish within things 619 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:53,200 that are meant to be selfish for, 620 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:56,040 especially when it comes to when you grow up, 621 00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:57,880 when you reach the peak of your 20s. 622 00:28:57,880 --> 00:28:59,440 That's the year of being selfish. 623 00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:01,760 That's the year of you getting your bag. 624 00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:04,840 I feel like, and you get real down and dirty. 625 00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:06,040 I don't want to do this. 626 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:07,080 I don't want to do that. 627 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,600 And if it's not done like this, I don't want to see that. 628 00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:10,840 And I don't want to hear it. 629 00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:11,680 That's how I feel. 630 00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:12,760 That's how I want it. 631 00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:16,400 I'm all about, you know, getting these degrees, 632 00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:18,000 getting that money on. 633 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,800 I'm on a new level where I'm being selfish 634 00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:23,560 with things that matters. 635 00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,240 I'm not being selfish on bullshit. 636 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,760 I'm on a level where you got to be selfish 637 00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:33,760 to the point where it's going to make sense at the end. 638 00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:36,520 Just, I feel like people just do things 639 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:38,520 that don't make no sense. 640 00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:43,520 And it don't make like nothing spectacular in your life. 641 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:49,280 It don't bring no type of joy or, I don't know y'all. 642 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:51,080 That's just me. 643 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:53,680 I feel like when I'm doing something, 644 00:29:53,680 --> 00:29:56,320 the opposite way, like if I'm a nice person, 645 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:59,800 and when it's time to do like, be cruddy, 646 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,600 sometimes I'm like, dang, just don't feel right. 647 00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:07,040 But sometimes like, man, I'm selfish. 648 00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:09,880 I got a do for me and I'm a do this for me. 649 00:30:09,880 --> 00:30:11,520 And with that being said y'all, 650 00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:16,200 I hope y'all take something I said out of this 651 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:17,280 and run with it. 652 00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:19,120 If it don't help some of y'all, 653 00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:21,640 long as it helped one of y'all. 654 00:30:21,640 --> 00:30:24,600 Because I'm telling you, you got to take control. 655 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:26,600 You got to take matters into your own hands. 656 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:29,480 Sometimes you got to be selfish with others 657 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:31,120 and with yourself. 658 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:33,920 Because like I said, it's only one you 659 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:35,880 and you got to do for you. 660 00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:39,320 And if nobody wants to, I'm gonna tell you, do it. 661 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:41,240 Do that shit, do that shit. 662 00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:43,800 Do it. 663 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:47,000 If you got to take that time to just separate yourself, 664 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:47,840 do it. 665 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:49,800 And if they feel like you being selfish 666 00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:52,120 because you're putting yourself first, 667 00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:56,000 oh well, like you got to think. 668 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:57,360 Everybody has feelings. 669 00:30:57,360 --> 00:31:00,240 Some people don't take everybody's feelings of caution. 670 00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:01,520 And some do. 671 00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:04,120 Shoot. 672 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,960 With that being said y'all, I wish y'all nothing but 673 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:11,080 the past within the new year and on this day 674 00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:14,040 or whenever y'all listen to this. 675 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,880 I want y'all to be selfish within any and everything 676 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:19,480 you're doing, even with whoever you're dealing with 677 00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,200 in the ones you love the most. 678 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:25,360 You got to have that sense of urge to also 679 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:26,960 really put yourself first. 680 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,120 Really, really be selfish with yourself first 681 00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,520 before you be selfish with anybody. 682 00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:35,880 And you got to learn how to be selfish in a way that, 683 00:31:35,880 --> 00:31:39,120 you know, it don't come off so nasty. 684 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,840 That's another thing I really forgot to really dig into. 685 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,600 But I feel like it wasn't a point because 686 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:47,840 we all know, we see it, come on, like we know what's going on. 687 00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:51,880 But just y'all, I wish y'all nothing but the best. 688 00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:53,800 I hope you guys have a great week. 689 00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:56,680 Please stay safe out here. 690 00:31:56,680 --> 00:32:00,480 It's getting cold and cold by the day. 691 00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:04,240 Sometimes it's like warm, I was like cold, freezing cold. 692 00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,200 I'm like, dang, we gon' have some snow. 693 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:07,920 Like, what's going on? 694 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:12,120 But yes, please be safe out here. 695 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:13,280 I wish y'all nothing but the best. 696 00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:18,280 And you guys will hear from me next week. 697 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:22,080 Peace and blessings. 698 00:32:22,080 --> 00:32:43,080 Au revoir.