1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,320 Hey y'all whether it's morning evening or afternoon I'm just glad that you guys 2 00:00:04,320 --> 00:00:10,860 had the sides of Bob with me. Yes, E, I'm your host with the most is when it comes 3 00:00:10,860 --> 00:00:17,840 to this vibe is okay. So y'all already know the drill and for those of you who 4 00:00:17,840 --> 00:00:23,640 are new welcome whether you want to go or on the move I just want you guys to 5 00:00:23,640 --> 00:00:28,680 sit back relax and enjoy hearing my voice because as always if it wants to 6 00:00:28,680 --> 00:00:34,440 are new every vibe of the day is special and every vibe of the day is real. 7 00:00:34,440 --> 00:00:42,480 Real, raw, uncut and all that good shit. Okay, so let's get into it. Today's vibe of the day is risk. 8 00:00:42,480 --> 00:00:48,000 The reason why today's vibe of the day is risk because within the past couple of 9 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:53,400 days I just don't want to take risk on things that will impact my life even if 10 00:00:53,400 --> 00:01:01,360 it gives me a good or bad outlook. Regardless I just want to you know say 11 00:01:01,360 --> 00:01:06,720 I did it like I took that risk on myself and whether like I said whether the 12 00:01:06,720 --> 00:01:10,920 outcome is good or bad it don't matter. Long as I did it I took that risk I took 13 00:01:10,920 --> 00:01:17,160 that over on doing something and set up a crash landing like I always do. So let's 14 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:20,420 be into it. First I'm gonna start off with a little bit of facts from the black 15 00:01:20,420 --> 00:01:25,840 book about risk that you already know or y'all don't know the ones who are new. I 16 00:01:25,840 --> 00:01:30,880 do a little something something from out my big black book and I write down stuff 17 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:35,640 on the topics that I'm talking about like the vibe of the day is gonna be write it 18 00:01:35,640 --> 00:01:40,040 down you know get you prepared so I give a little background then I go in with 19 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:46,760 whatever I want to talk about. So let's be into it. So when it comes to risk, risk 20 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:53,800 is referred to the possibilities of lose like a loss or harm occurring due to 21 00:01:53,800 --> 00:02:01,160 uncertain events or you know crisis. Now before I get into it I feel like when it 22 00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:06,240 comes to risk everybody like oh you taking a risk and it's a big outcome. 23 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:11,280 It's never people talk about the positive of when it comes to taking a risk 24 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:15,080 let's take it off on things. It's always we take it at risk that shit ain't good 25 00:02:15,080 --> 00:02:18,200 for you like what you want to do. 26 00:02:18,200 --> 00:02:22,160 Instead of like oh you took that risk that shit gonna be good for you you know 27 00:02:22,160 --> 00:02:27,320 you went you know it's always bad and when I was doing my research and then 28 00:02:27,320 --> 00:02:33,080 like writing my own like damn I feel like you know when you hear the word risk 29 00:02:33,080 --> 00:02:36,920 it's like you know risky like that shit really risky like you're sure you want to 30 00:02:36,920 --> 00:02:41,840 do that instead of like damn you took the risk and that shit helped you. No I always 31 00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:46,360 hear like you really gonna take a risk are you sure that shit gonna help you? 32 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:52,760 Let's just see how that go. So yeah it's like it is the chances there's 33 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:58,040 something like undesirable or unexpected will happen that can involve 34 00:02:58,040 --> 00:03:03,400 with good or bad. Risk can also be a factor in many other areas in life such 35 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:07,840 as health safety and security. Understanding and maintaining risk is an 36 00:03:07,840 --> 00:03:12,720 important aspect of decision-making in both personal and professional content. 37 00:03:12,720 --> 00:03:17,040 Now let me stop right there. I didn't realize it like I said every time when you 38 00:03:17,040 --> 00:03:20,880 talk about risk you know risk factors and taking risks on things people always 39 00:03:20,880 --> 00:03:25,000 like are you sure you want to take their risk on that shit because what if the 40 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:30,960 outcome is bad? What if the outcome fuck you up? It's never I feel like it's never 41 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:34,600 people saying oh take that risk you never know like it probably change your 42 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:39,760 life if I do good for you like taking risks I honestly feel like is one of the 43 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:45,600 key things that it challenge you is a challenge like do I want to do this and 44 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:51,000 if I do do this is it going to put a good pack on my life or bad impact? 45 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:55,720 Cuz I'm gonna lie at times like when I was younger I will always think that oh 46 00:03:55,720 --> 00:04:01,560 I'm taking a risk and it's always gonna be some bad shit come out of it. Instead 47 00:04:01,560 --> 00:04:04,840 like I'm older now I always think why not take the risk you never know what 48 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:08,640 happened especially if it's impacting when it comes to professional coming to 49 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:14,280 like anything professional wise college my business or any job I'm like I'm 50 00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:18,400 taking a risk I'm taking that oath making sure this risk it turns out to be good 51 00:04:18,400 --> 00:04:23,400 you know you got to put some positivity you got to manifest shit because if you 52 00:04:23,400 --> 00:04:27,440 don't manifest shit praying on that stuff on it it's not gonna come and then 53 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:31,880 when you listen to people you know trying to downplay you and shit it's like 54 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:37,120 and it also have you back pedaling like do I want to take this risk or do I just 55 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:43,280 want to say fucking and you know I don't like that so yeah but when it comes to the 56 00:04:43,280 --> 00:04:47,080 personal aspect I feel like it depends on like your family friends you know when 57 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:50,960 it's there like your health your safety relationship things like that I ain't 58 00:04:50,960 --> 00:04:54,160 gonna lie sometimes the risk that we take especially come out of families like 59 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:56,520 do you want to fuck with this motherfucker do you don't want to fuck with these 60 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:59,760 motherfuckers or do I want to fuck with them you know give them benefit it out 61 00:04:59,760 --> 00:05:02,640 same thing with friends I want to fuck with her give her the benefit it out do 62 00:05:02,640 --> 00:05:06,400 I want to fuck with him like same thing relations to do I really want to take 63 00:05:06,400 --> 00:05:14,120 that risk of trying to see how me and you go or if I take that risk and that 64 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:19,200 shit fuck up is like Dan so I feel like this has pros and cons like everything 65 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:23,960 and everything that we do in life comes with pros and cons but you never know 66 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:29,480 until you put that shit in action so sometimes like we get stuck in all ways 67 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:34,240 by we be like oh shit that shit ain't gonna work up until you take that risk 68 00:05:34,240 --> 00:05:40,000 and see how that shit comes out in the outcome that's all they tears your 69 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:44,320 answers right there but I feel like I always tell people think positive don't 70 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:47,080 think negative because when you think negative you're gonna get a negative 71 00:05:47,080 --> 00:05:52,840 result and when you think positive you're gonna get a positive result so when 72 00:05:52,840 --> 00:05:57,120 it comes to like respect is taking you know trying to share in all that everything 73 00:05:57,120 --> 00:06:03,560 you do from now on listen to me if this don't help someone if it don't help a 74 00:06:03,560 --> 00:06:08,800 lot of people hopefully help someone where you are putting yourself up to 75 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:12,400 take a risk challenge whatever always think positive don't think negative 76 00:06:12,400 --> 00:06:15,880 because if you do that shit ain't going to work because I think positive like even 77 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:20,720 if you got play a song you got to write about it do whatever it is for you to 78 00:06:20,720 --> 00:06:25,960 manifestation because I don't care how big or small that risk is if you feel 79 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:31,120 as though deep down you ready to do that shit do it I'm telling y'all because 80 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:37,240 it's the many times I would have a procrastinate one shit be like I don't 81 00:06:37,240 --> 00:06:39,760 want to do that shit because I already know right then that shouldn't gonna 82 00:06:39,760 --> 00:06:43,240 work out I get into it and it's like fuck it but let me tell you something 83 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:49,960 it's been times where I took a risk on shit and that shit stuck with me and 84 00:06:49,960 --> 00:06:54,240 some shit I took the risk my gosh and I'm not coming fucking back so it's like 85 00:06:54,240 --> 00:06:58,240 you know don't procrastinate just try like you know just try and see what's 86 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:02,320 up you know some things fit you some things don't fit you but that's just to 87 00:07:02,320 --> 00:07:07,320 see for us like what fits us and what doesn't so taking risks and the risk 88 00:07:07,320 --> 00:07:12,360 factors of doing shit I'm telling y'all that shit is like amazing like wow 89 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:18,240 like you never know until you try so don't be afraid to try okay if you don't 90 00:07:18,240 --> 00:07:22,080 help a group of people I hope what I'm saying help somebody and that's what my 91 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:29,400 podcast about I took the risk of doing this shit because like I said like if 92 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:34,440 you're new here I'm gonna tell you I procrastinated on doing this because I 93 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:39,200 was just like people gonna talk shit about me people gonna do this he won't do 94 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:43,720 that better but I had to remember I'm taking that risk for me because what I 95 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:47,800 want to do and I've been wanting to do this for a long time regardless of what 96 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:54,200 I'm gonna say about me it don't matter because words can't hurt you you know 97 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:58,520 that saying sticks and stones may break my bones but words ain't gonna hurt you 98 00:07:58,520 --> 00:08:04,280 okay I don't give a fuck how it sound how you try to make it sound words ain't 99 00:08:04,280 --> 00:08:07,840 gonna hurt you sticks and stones gonna hurt me and somebody try to put a fist 100 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:12,000 at me as fun but your words is not gonna hurt me that's another thing too I 101 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:17,560 want you to like my whole motive when it comes to my podcast and every vibe is 102 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:21,800 to give you all like a lesson like it's like a lesson like I feel like I'm 103 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:28,600 teaching y'all I'm giving y'all the jewels that a lot of people need you know 104 00:08:28,600 --> 00:08:32,200 like we learn from each other I like to learn from people especially from the 105 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:35,560 older people you got to learn from each other especially my generation too I 106 00:08:35,560 --> 00:08:40,080 feel like we have to learn from each other but sometimes we got to learn from 107 00:08:40,080 --> 00:08:45,080 within the older generation because they know it is sometimes the older 108 00:08:45,080 --> 00:08:48,320 generation got to learn from us because some things they don't know so like when 109 00:08:48,320 --> 00:08:52,520 you take a risk of doing things like people like I wouldn't do that shit but 110 00:08:52,520 --> 00:08:58,120 you got to do it you never know until you try so yeah risk factors of taking 111 00:08:58,120 --> 00:09:01,840 risks on things you never know it's how you try but I always tell people in 112 00:09:01,840 --> 00:09:09,200 myself every day if anything is possible anything is possible and I wake up 113 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:14,160 every day playing the song like you know I play a song every day just to help me 114 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:19,960 get through the day because anything can happen anything like risks taking 115 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:23,640 things can happen even if it's good or bad even if I don't take a risk on 116 00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:27,400 certain stuff but I feel like every day is like a risk like it's decision-making 117 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:31,440 do you want to do this do you don't want to do that if I do this is gonna do this 118 00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:38,880 by X Y and Z so I'm telling y'all like that's why I say if my if my words of 119 00:09:38,880 --> 00:09:42,920 encouragement don't help a group of people I just hope it helps somebody 120 00:09:42,920 --> 00:09:48,600 because I'm telling y'all somebody can help you and you don't even know them 121 00:09:48,600 --> 00:09:54,080 telling y'all so yeah take that risk take the risks of learning to learn 122 00:09:54,080 --> 00:09:58,840 want to do things that you never done before or take that risk on something 123 00:09:58,840 --> 00:10:03,160 that you could cry but the correct thing on it make it come to reality turn that 124 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:08,360 dream to reality okay because like if you don't take that risk it's like oh 125 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:13,000 shit I should do this I should do that tomorrow is not promised baby if you 126 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,640 want to go out there start that business do it you don't like the school do it 127 00:10:15,640 --> 00:10:19,840 when those were school do it you want to do this in that XYZ do it because 128 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:23,800 tomorrow is not promised even though at times the risk that we take like I said 129 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:28,520 it might not be good as long as you tried that's what people feel the way I 130 00:10:28,520 --> 00:10:33,840 see when you take this you're trying even if it don't work out you tried and if 131 00:10:33,840 --> 00:10:39,360 it don't work try again you know that's just a call for try again like it's a 132 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:42,040 process with a lot of stuff to you so when you take this small things as a 133 00:10:42,040 --> 00:10:46,400 process sometimes like you get from the get go or sometimes like okay a little 134 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:49,320 bit more practice and you be good but if you take the more practice and you just 135 00:10:49,320 --> 00:10:54,400 be like alright forget it is what it is you might come back next week two months 136 00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:58,880 from now a year from now you know it takes time when you do certain things 137 00:10:58,880 --> 00:11:04,920 but I'm telling y'all when y'all take risk or shit just keep an open mind be 138 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:08,960 open minded don't be small minded I don't like small minded people because they 139 00:11:08,960 --> 00:11:13,760 always think one situation they don't think about this the next one you know 140 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:17,840 plan B plan you know they don't think like that it like oh I'm gonna focus on 141 00:11:17,840 --> 00:11:22,160 this one this plan this plan on work it's like fucking no you got to take the 142 00:11:22,160 --> 00:11:27,280 risk one shit because there's a lot of things out here that you just be like 143 00:11:27,280 --> 00:11:32,760 damn I'm gonna take that risk and do it it could be a person place thing I'm 144 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:37,520 kid just take that risk and don't be afraid of going it just go out there and 145 00:11:37,520 --> 00:11:45,800 drive but always keep an open mind so that's getting to the positive side of 146 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:52,400 taking a risk taking risk can have a positive impact when it leads to success 147 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:57,800 achieving of goal achieving of goals personal growth and development however 148 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:03,280 it's important to balance fight to the balance balance but potential rewards 149 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:10,000 with the potential risk and to take calculation risk rather than reckless 150 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:16,160 ones okay with that being said like I said you never know until you try especially 151 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:24,520 when it comes to the success okay prime example I mean use my business it 152 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:30,480 turned out to be a success to me because on the 15th they make three months since 153 00:12:30,480 --> 00:12:40,440 I've been doing this three not a ton I probably would have said after the first 154 00:12:40,440 --> 00:12:46,080 month I probably said fuck it but I'm not because this is what's the sex this is 155 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:50,600 success for me when I look at the numbers the rating sometimes I have my 156 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:55,000 ups and my downs even though I'm still gonna keep moving because you never know 157 00:12:55,000 --> 00:13:00,640 I'm trying to make I'm not gonna try I am gonna make this podcast be global 158 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:05,080 because it takes time I'm taking that risk factor every day like I said 159 00:13:05,080 --> 00:13:09,120 sometimes is the numbers are high the numbers are in the middle is low 160 00:13:09,120 --> 00:13:15,040 whatever it takes a lot of time it takes time to get to success it does it do 161 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:19,800 but that's the key don't give up because I took this risk and this risk to me is 162 00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:25,440 going successfully and I hope it gets so successful to a point where I have my 163 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:29,320 own like had radio station stuff like that I manifest stuff like that so 164 00:13:29,320 --> 00:13:33,480 that's another thing to we take risks manifest that shit that you want for 165 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:38,160 yourself manifest all the things that you worship pray everything for because 166 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:42,720 you never know until you put that shit in motion get it together like hand 167 00:13:42,720 --> 00:13:47,240 that blueprint out you'll be a bad motherfucker I'm telling y'all I'll be a 168 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:51,200 bad motherfucker if y'all do that shit don't be scared just don't know what 169 00:13:51,200 --> 00:13:55,520 time's gonna be scary but like I said tomorrow's not promised do that shit 170 00:13:55,520 --> 00:14:00,400 right now like now you hear me I know y'all find those somebody like they 171 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:04,520 actually talked about me not too much I know how they go not too much on me but 172 00:14:04,520 --> 00:14:10,560 I'm telling y'all do it do it because you never know like that shit get pop 173 00:14:10,560 --> 00:14:14,880 and rolling you don't you never know don't stop keep going if it don't look 174 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:18,880 good okay don't stop keep going keep going keep going till you see that 175 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:24,640 process till you see that blueprint you had out come to life okay don't stop 176 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:30,600 keep going all right now that's what it comes to like a part of achieving your 177 00:14:30,600 --> 00:14:34,600 goals too when you take that risk or doing things when it comes to I don't 178 00:14:34,600 --> 00:14:40,360 care education wise job wise whatever the case may be don't start until you see 179 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:45,760 what you been manifesting praying for whatever you had that blueprint desires 180 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:50,080 stepping on whatever don't stop till you see that shit don't stop especially 181 00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:54,280 when it comes to like anything in your life like you mentioned like I mentioned 182 00:14:54,280 --> 00:14:58,480 when it comes to the personal growth development success and achievements like 183 00:14:58,480 --> 00:15:02,440 don't give up y'all because it's hard out here is people out here that's scared 184 00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:09,120 to take that risk I'm telling y'all I watch a lot of I watch a lot of park 185 00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:15,160 bar cases listen to a lot of bark podcasts like I listen to these people I 186 00:15:15,160 --> 00:15:21,240 listen to my people my black people say like it took me a risk of me to do a 187 00:15:21,240 --> 00:15:27,640 lot of shit out here because you know I see a lot of people do it is sometimes 188 00:15:27,640 --> 00:15:33,440 they're outcome being come out right but for them it came out right just 189 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:36,400 because they kept going even though at first it was like fuck this ain't what 190 00:15:36,400 --> 00:15:40,360 I wanted but they stopped they kept going they found many they were open-minded 191 00:15:40,360 --> 00:15:44,800 they found many ways many strategies and had people in a corner was helping them 192 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:48,880 get to where they wanted to be so by them taking that risk and by that risk 193 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:55,720 that they took made them where they at today was fucking success they achieved 194 00:15:55,720 --> 00:16:01,000 the goal what a personal growth everything that was the key for them 195 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:04,200 like right in there when they start seeing stuff like whatever they wanted to 196 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:09,200 see like the money numbers records whatever it was it was okay I got this 197 00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:14,000 shit in the bag especially when it comes to artists I feel like they take risk 198 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:18,360 every day like you take a risk every day like it's hard I feel like it's like a 199 00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:22,440 one-point time I feel like it was hard to get out of them but now I feel like it 200 00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:25,880 depends it depends now I ain't gonna take that back it depends it's hard to get 201 00:16:25,880 --> 00:16:29,800 recognition especially as a black person because certain stuff people like you 202 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:33,640 take that risk and everybody doing the same shit but that's the thing you could 203 00:16:33,640 --> 00:16:38,680 take a risk and be the same category as a person but who this was stand out more 204 00:16:38,680 --> 00:16:45,200 ah you see well getting out like you know rappers stuff like that they all took 205 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:49,400 their risk some of them are not getting the recognition that another person's 206 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:54,160 getting but it takes time it's not like nobody's listening to them but you know 207 00:16:54,160 --> 00:16:59,040 you want to be know you want to be the ones talk you want to be talked about it 208 00:16:59,040 --> 00:17:04,200 takes time and I always believe I believe in the same like right now it's not 209 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:08,840 your time but like you're doing it like don't get that do that shit but right 210 00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:13,120 now it's not the time to have like that light on you right now that's it's not 211 00:17:13,120 --> 00:17:19,640 time for you to start but I see you I see you took that risk and our apology for 212 00:17:19,640 --> 00:17:23,200 that but it takes time for me to some of attention and I'm not asking I don't 213 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:26,040 want to be the same attention sometimes even I don't care if it's good or bad 214 00:17:26,040 --> 00:17:32,720 sometimes I'm like yeah I got like him on the spot but you know sometimes like 215 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:35,720 when you take that risk you know you gotta think like are you ready to take 216 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:39,480 this risk are you ready for all this pain stuff like that but you gotta think 217 00:17:39,480 --> 00:17:43,840 like once you and it's like fuck it I want it I'm here for my takey I did this 218 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:47,880 in my cell I said this I manifest it so shit I gotta deal with the 219 00:17:47,880 --> 00:17:52,240 consequences and it's okay even if the consequences are good or bad you got to 220 00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:57,840 take that shit on a chin and get this shit rolling okay and now let's get into 221 00:17:57,840 --> 00:18:04,920 the damn cons you already know that ain't done a good but it is life taking 222 00:18:04,920 --> 00:18:11,600 a risk can have a negative impact when it leads to future or under like 223 00:18:11,600 --> 00:18:19,520 under messed under messed it undesirable outcomes experiencing failure can also 224 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:26,760 have like a psychological impact such as of loss of confidence or increased fear 225 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:31,520 of taking a risk in the future now that part right there when I did the research 226 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:37,960 and I was like it had me reflect on things that happened to me when I was 227 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:46,080 younger because like when I was younger I played sports and like high school like 228 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:54,960 freshman type and I realized y'all certain sports I tried and I didn't do 229 00:18:54,960 --> 00:19:00,000 like it wasn't for me I took that risk on doing it and then you know you don't 230 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:03,760 make the team and stuff like that it just he fucked you up cuz like I don't 231 00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:09,000 want to do this shit again it's like I always tell myself oh yeah I want to play 232 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:14,520 volleyball I tried y'all to the damn practices and stuff 233 00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:18,880 but after that I was like fuck it I was like right and I said okay we're doing 234 00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:24,760 in college I had a drive no more to do because I'm like these girls they look 235 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:29,520 like they go hard I've seen the way they hit in the ball and all that I'm like 236 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:34,440 fuck that shit cuz sometimes I am a lot you are sometimes like certain risk that 237 00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:39,400 we do take we manifested and then we get into it and it's so many times we do it 238 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:45,200 it's like you lose confidence and it takes a hell of a while to gain your 239 00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:51,640 confidence back especially at a young age it takes time to build yourself and 240 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:58,160 it takes time to do a lot when it comes to risk factors I'm not even honest to y'all 241 00:19:58,160 --> 00:20:01,600 especially like when it's something you really really want to do and times is 242 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:06,320 like it's pros and cons that comes to this shit and it's like you have to be 243 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:10,920 prepared and ready for this shit even though it's like like I said at times the 244 00:20:10,920 --> 00:20:17,240 risk that we take it be like damn I did that shit damn I feel like that I feel 245 00:20:17,240 --> 00:20:22,240 like that I feel like that motherfucker but then you take that risk to feel like 246 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:28,720 I feel like a piece of shit I really put myself there out on the line like I'd 247 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:34,640 like what the fuck why would I do this like I'm really like I feel like it's 248 00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:40,160 such a boss to me and my confidence like hella damn and I don't want to do this 249 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:45,760 shit again so somebody bring it up or say it I'm gonna zap the fuck out because 250 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:53,040 that risk that fucked me up now I know all of us that's listening including me 251 00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:57,520 had that moment in our life like damn I took this fucking risk and this shit 252 00:20:57,520 --> 00:21:01,640 blew up in my fucking face I did everything I did this and I'm like damn 253 00:21:01,640 --> 00:21:08,640 fuck what the fuck I'm doing wrong what I do wrong but at times like you think it 254 00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:14,920 you gotta see it for yourself to see how who's gonna be how I go and like I 255 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:20,440 said when I tried to do volleyball stuff I was just like this shit ain't it it's 256 00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:24,200 like it's ain't it and I don't think I'm gonna do it and I'm gonna just keep it 257 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:29,240 pushing I watch y'all I go to your game support you know but you will not see my 258 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:34,760 ass out there because like I tried tried so many times and I'm like my best is 259 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:39,240 not good enough but the thing is you know like that ain't work I said let me try 260 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:43,560 some other shit that's nothing to at times it's hard to like get your room 261 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:49,000 back you know at the one obstacle like what the one door closes another one 262 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:53,360 will open I always leave that to saying that's another y'all know I love them 263 00:21:53,360 --> 00:21:58,440 saying it's like a window closes another one will open so the volleyball didn't 264 00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:04,040 work I play soccer I know shit about soccer not even a goddamn thing but I 265 00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:08,600 knew how to kick it which way to kick it where not to kick it I was like shit I 266 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:13,600 don't know shit but up until I took that risk that's like okay I make the 267 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:17,000 volleyball team let me try something else I'm still be active I'm still be an 268 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:22,440 active person because I told myself I want to play sports and I won't stop so I 269 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:26,360 did soccer I didn't realize y'all at first I was like what the fuck am I doing 270 00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:30,480 but then like I kept going in going practice everything coaches was on my 271 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:35,440 ass and all that stuff I'm like damn I took a risk I want something that I did 272 00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:42,160 want to do cuz the first door I went to they closed in my face another another 273 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:46,880 door open and it was something I didn't want and that's nothing to sometimes 274 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:52,960 the doors they were one door closes the other one opens and that door sometimes 275 00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:58,200 I feel like it's a mystery door it's a surprise of a mystery because like damn 276 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:03,880 I didn't want to play soccer I know shit about soccer but then I took that risk 277 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:13,320 because I turned the bad risk into a positive risk by playing soccer I went 278 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:16,880 to practice I was a part of the team they was like okay I can put you on the team 279 00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:22,280 you can learn it's okay I was like gosh y'all I tell y'all I can kick a ball but 280 00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:26,520 you know it's certain ways you got to kick you got to kick it in not outer and 281 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:31,400 I like from that moment like as I kept practice at practice I started you know 282 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:35,880 getting real close my teammates and stuff I was unstoppable I fell in love 283 00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:41,320 with soccer I was like wow I took a risk on something that I didn't want to do 284 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:47,880 because of something excuse me I really wanted to do didn't work out for me but 285 00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:53,480 like I said it takes time like it didn't happen overnight it takes time even 286 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:57,600 though I did lose my confidence it's like I felt like I gained the bag by doing 287 00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:01,920 something at least that fit into the category it was a sport and that's 288 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:08,040 nothing to people felt I realized okay just because one risk factor fucked up 289 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:12,360 blooping your face that doesn't mean that another one is gonna come even though 290 00:24:12,360 --> 00:24:15,920 it might not you feel like it's not for you that's how I felt about soccer it 291 00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:20,880 wasn't for me but I'm telling you just take that risk and try if you want to 292 00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:24,800 try something it's not gonna hurt you when you try it's not gonna hurt but you 293 00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:29,880 know just try they gonna hurt you just see how I go and when you do shit like 294 00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:35,480 that you like they home you know it's you know people have their own you know 295 00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:40,360 feelings like oh this shit work would it work trust me I've been there and we go 296 00:24:40,360 --> 00:24:43,840 through it every day like it take a risk factor on everything even the people 297 00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:49,000 around you y'all like I take a risk every day on certain things that I do 298 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:54,520 because like well from from Baltimore if you're not more in you got to take a 299 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:59,480 risk every month fucking day like you guys take a risk because like damn do I 300 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:05,440 want to go out this month go ahead or if I take this risk and I go here at this 301 00:25:05,440 --> 00:25:09,640 time and leave at this time should be good or should I if I do take this 302 00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:14,520 way I'm gonna be like fuck listen to this and you know like so you got a really 303 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:19,480 like you got a really not really be I really feel your piece of you guys 304 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:22,960 lots of y'all especially when it comes to people cuz like sometimes like 305 00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:29,600 Baltimore is semi-big but it feel like it's so small-ass world cuz it'd be like 306 00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:34,480 motherfuckers from everywhere like one person probably know your people you 307 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:41,160 probably know that like it's crazy it's crazy so like at times you got to take a 308 00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:46,960 risk on who you want in your life and who you want to try to put in your life 309 00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:53,200 like especially when it comes to relationships y'all my guard is up and I 310 00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:59,320 can admit that now like my guard is up it been up for three years like I can't 311 00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:05,280 just let any and anybody in my life because I feel like I'm taking a risk is 312 00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:09,520 sometimes that risk that's not a risk y'all I'm procrastinating I don't think 313 00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:13,880 I'm trying every day to let that guard down when trying to let somebody back in 314 00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:18,240 my life and it's not easy and I know y'all can relate someone can relate to 315 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:23,800 this like it's not easy to give somebody a chance it's not easy to risk that 316 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:29,280 factor of that little voice in your head let alone your mental emotional feelings 317 00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:33,760 it's hard because it's like when you took a risk on that first person like I 318 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:38,640 said like there one there once you want something happening that door closes and 319 00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:43,080 the other one open sometimes is like it takes time especially when it comes 320 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:46,680 to relationships and talk to stages or whatever the case may be it takes time 321 00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:53,640 because I feel like I'm in my 20s it takes this I just realize like it takes 322 00:26:53,640 --> 00:27:00,080 time for me to even let people in to my life because it's like a person I am I'm 323 00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:05,160 buried to myself I don't like too much attention I don't even like be a put on 324 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:12,520 the spot is just like certain things I just that just can't take because I've 325 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:16,200 been there done that like certain risk I took with people like you know gay these 326 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:20,920 people to be the first of the doubt and no disrespect at all of them you know like 327 00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:25,480 I wish them never be some blessings but I'd be like damn the risk that you take 328 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:29,800 you learn you learn from everything that you do I don't give a fuck if it's good 329 00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:35,760 obey like you learn from every risk every damn thing you do because like I 330 00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:44,120 feel like life is like it's like you playing chess not checkers like you 331 00:27:44,120 --> 00:27:48,040 gotta really navigate on things like are you willing to take that risk with 332 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:54,360 that person are you really really willing to give this person this thing are 333 00:27:54,360 --> 00:27:58,480 you really willing to spend time with this person are you willing to spend 334 00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:02,160 the rest of your life with such a shit like that with their relationship wise 335 00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:07,920 when it comes to family and friends lies are you really ready to take this person 336 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:10,840 in your family serious all these people in your family seriously it's good come 337 00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:14,920 on and we you know you gotta have you gotta ask these question I did because I 338 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:19,560 ain't realized you like every day is like you're doing chess not checkers with a 339 00:28:19,560 --> 00:28:23,480 lot of shit when it comes to risk you take like the family members 340 00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:28,920 harsh it's like it's hard since like your pain you're like you're really like 341 00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:35,080 damn I wanna I want to give you the benefit of the doubt I'm gonna take I 342 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,840 won't take that risk and give you the benefit of doubt but when you give me 343 00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,840 the benefit of the doubt sometimes it's like alright they did good sometimes like 344 00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:49,680 oh you did good and you didn't fuck that so I mean like y'all when it comes to 345 00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:55,120 this risk is tricky is a very tricky game and we play that game every day 346 00:28:55,120 --> 00:29:00,440 because you take risk on everything you want to do say where eat like if I take 347 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:07,200 this risk on going out to the club and I know where I'm from and I know what 348 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:11,320 time these I know where I'm at I'm gonna take that risk on going but I'm gonna 349 00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:16,120 take that risk on bringing my black ass home early you know like some it's like 350 00:29:16,120 --> 00:29:21,880 every day you risk a lot of stuff it's like okay if I don't go to class I'm 351 00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:26,440 risking myself to be a heavy bag great or if I don't go to class I'm risking 352 00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:30,880 myself to take somebody with some answers you know like but like give me some 353 00:29:30,880 --> 00:29:35,120 update on what's going on stuff like that but I'm telling y'all risk it plays 354 00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:39,400 it's a tricky game it is a very very tricky game it is very tricky but it's 355 00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:43,920 like you got to be able to play that game you got to be able to like be ready 356 00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:48,480 to face that person or that place or dang whatever you want to take that risk 357 00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:52,720 on like every day like I say y'all we take a risk on everything and we don't 358 00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:57,880 know it it's like the choices that we make we're fighting on the episode I made 359 00:29:57,880 --> 00:30:02,320 about choices like the choice that we make also reflects scheme you on a risk 360 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:08,760 that we take so many choices that we made can impact the risk of we take the 361 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:14,240 take the risk that we take like even if it's good or bad it's like the choice 362 00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:19,080 that we made me try and the risk even was a little bad even when you go we try 363 00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:28,200 like you got keep that word in mind y'all try try try I'm telling y'all child you 364 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:39,360 least a part of this things you try and you like damn this is happen wow 365 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:45,720 it be shocking like sometimes I'm like wow I really tried this and it was a good 366 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:52,200 impact however sometimes when I trust us I just be like hmm I'm putting myself up 367 00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,160 for something that I know is probably gonna be wrong but like you know you 368 00:30:55,160 --> 00:31:06,920 don't know y'all never know just take that race so yeah everything else is 369 00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:16,000 rather cut like this I feel whatever I feel that's how I feel somebody got here 370 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:20,720 you know cuz like somebody probably out there feeling the same way it is hard 371 00:31:20,720 --> 00:31:24,520 the time to take that risk on willing to communicate with people I'm telling y'all 372 00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:29,520 like I see this I've been in y'all shoes I tell you I'm still in your shoes 373 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:34,080 because I thought it's like take it a risk or doing certain shit it does hurt 374 00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:39,160 you sometimes I put like the adult this should go eat me up and then sometimes I 375 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:44,560 don't play maybe like within that moment is not and sometimes it do bite you in 376 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:49,080 the ass but like no you try it don't matter I don't give up this 377 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:55,080 ball the risk you trying to do I'll give you try it cuz who gives a shit what you 378 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:58,960 like you know for you the choice that you made the worst out of it impact the 379 00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:02,920 risk of what you want to do even if it's good enough it's like you because this 380 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:10,440 is your life okay if you want to turn up turn up it's whatever like it's like 381 00:32:10,440 --> 00:32:15,360 this fucking me ball you gonna do this shit or not take that risk and see how 382 00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:20,960 it like affect you see what it takes you see where that should take you don't 383 00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:27,120 just be like damn I'm taking that risk and I don't know you can't do this thing 384 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:32,680 to I thought myself to a lot you can't predict what's going to happen it's 385 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:37,440 how it happened like especially like when you in college you like damn I know 386 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:50,200 I'm a fuck this shit up you know you gotta you can't like predict the 387 00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:54,720 shit you can't predict the risk cuz sometimes I predict that way so many 388 00:32:54,720 --> 00:33:00,080 times like it's not happy like that's like that's like they say the tongue is 389 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:04,840 the best very powerful so be careful to see that you say because what you say 390 00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:12,280 so many times or you know say so many times that shit gonna happen like every 391 00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:18,280 day I say power shit to myself because every time we're like I come home from 392 00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:22,400 work or school have a shitty day if I was today I'm not gonna have a shitty 393 00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:27,280 night cuz I'm not gonna have that shit on me I'm taking a risk every day like if 394 00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:31,280 my baby shitty I'm not going to be a shitty cuz when you go to be a shitty 395 00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:36,400 it's hard your mind is still like it's still thinking about what the fucking 396 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:40,040 words or what happens so you gotta take that risk on do I want to continue having 397 00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:45,800 a shitty day or do I want to flip that shit and have a decent calm cool and 398 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:50,480 collect day I'm telling y'all like the risk that we take is shit in life is not 399 00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:54,680 easy it's not easy shit that we do in life is not easy but I'm telling y'all we 400 00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:58,360 have our good and bad moments like a scale good and bad but you got to make 401 00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:06,120 sure you're prepared for whatever comes with it okay like whether or not people 402 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:11,080 should take this the pin on the situation in the individual circumstances 403 00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:16,280 taking this can lead to positive outcomes such as success achieving gold 404 00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:23,400 and per in personal growth unlimited the decisions to take this should be a base 405 00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:31,280 on a careful consideration of the prediction benefits in risk as well as 406 00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:43,080 the personal values in my heart you so yeah like I'm saying y'all like everything 407 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:53,440 we do in life is a tricky it's a fucking tricky game it's chess not checkers okay so 408 00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:59,320 keep that in mind every day is a game and you guys see are you built for this 409 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:04,200 year are you going to survive and this shit cuz like I said tomorrow is not 410 00:35:04,200 --> 00:35:09,080 promise you want to take that risk take that risk right now baby set this shit 411 00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:14,960 right now don't sit and wait to see that shit fall in your legs I'm telling y'all 412 00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:18,320 it would be for shit to get done you gotta put your foot you gotta put the 413 00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:22,600 pattern to the damn no that shit ain't gonna happen nobody's gonna give us a 414 00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:26,160 deal especially with something that you want that should a easy it's nothing 415 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:30,320 that we do with life is easy it's not but you gotta take a risk on seeing but 416 00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:34,520 the fuck can you do it what you can't do it's a risk let me go for you was gonna 417 00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:37,580 be bad at the end of the day like I said we got hit that mark that that three 418 00:35:37,580 --> 00:35:47,040 letter word that three letter word in mind we tried though you try try try try 419 00:35:47,040 --> 00:35:55,480 try try they see just keep that in mind that you try but I'm trying I'm a try 420 00:35:55,480 --> 00:36:01,560 or you're trying watch I either one of three just keep them in mind especially 421 00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:09,720 trying try and try try and try keep that in mind y'all don't be afraid take 422 00:36:09,720 --> 00:36:15,160 that risk over how big or small it is to take it and that's the thing to 423 00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:19,640 sometime you take the risk keep it to yourself it's how you want to see how I 424 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:24,600 go so I'm a guy or not to y'all some of the shit I took a risk I kept that shit 425 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:31,680 to myself and the outcome was like damn wow I didn't know sometimes I am a 426 00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:36,720 messy all the time the best that we take you tell people and it's like they 427 00:36:36,720 --> 00:36:44,240 already like praying on your damn downfall like damn but damn like why are 428 00:36:44,240 --> 00:36:50,240 you doing that to me so much I noticed anything you do you take that risk 429 00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:56,960 that you make whatever tells you so may down whatever whoever you believe pray 430 00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:03,040 to whatever say to them don't tell it to the people I'm no like y'all it's hard 431 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:06,800 it's hard not to tell it when you fuck with what's going on but sometimes I 432 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:10,360 was like you want to surprise them too because shit you're surprising your damn 433 00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:14,720 self I take these damn wisdom shit I'm surprised that's not every day of the 434 00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:18,920 choices of the risk that I take like I tell y'all telling y'all like the risk 435 00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:29,000 that we take every day is like damn with our thought like I'm trying to take a 436 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:34,840 risk today I'm thinking about a risk today I want to do I want to break that 437 00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:39,320 guard down I want to stop being stuck in my ways when it comes to talking to 438 00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:45,920 dude I'm not rushing it but I'm taking if I take that risk and see what how to 439 00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:50,000 come into the good of me like okay cool but like I said long as I try I'm a 440 00:37:50,000 --> 00:38:01,400 truck cuz I'm trying to let it down and now I'm a try to see what's up so as 441 00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:10,080 always I'm leave y'all with this I'm leave off with this do not ever second 442 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:17,640 guess yourself do that shit try try to take that is both back power try cuz 443 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:28,240 the wall is not promise we're playing hex not checkers and when I lose baby 444 00:38:28,240 --> 00:38:37,680 longer you try try to do it you know try to do it your turn and I'm probably 445 00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:42,600 regardless of the outcome is even good or bad but lollies I don't care because 446 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:46,680 money is I'm proud of you cuz you're taking a risk on something that you 447 00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:54,200 took a long time to over to overcome I'm by you if no one wants a I'm gonna 448 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:59,640 say I'm proud of you cuz it's hard to take risk on shit it is hard so as 449 00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:04,600 always I wish y'all nothing but peace and blessings it's getting warm outside 450 00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:10,640 so please be safe out here wherever you're at please be safe please please 451 00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:14,760 manifest nothing but good vibes to yourself even when we have our city 452 00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:19,240 days we need to remember like we remind ourselves like good motherfucking vibes 453 00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:27,080 only super motherfucking good vibes okay and yeah stay positive y'all and stay 454 00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:30,400 blessed and you guys will hear from me 455 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:37,360 everywhere but whatever y'all is to me should be y'all know is that so yeah 456 00:39:37,360 --> 00:40:03,440 that will hear from me when y'all hear from me hopefully next Wednesday bye