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Hey y'all whether it's morning evening or afternoon I'm just glad that you guys had decided to

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vibe with me the one and only E and for those of you who are new welcome to the channel Vyme with E

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I'm so glad you guys had decided to tune in with me you know whether it's morning evening or afternoon

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I'm just glad that you was able to tune in with the one and only E

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and as always and for the ones that are new every episode I do every vibe is something special

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so what I would like for you guys to do is to sit back relax and enjoy hearing my voice

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whether you want to go or on the move I just want you guys to sit back relax and get in tune to

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what's popping today for how I'm feeling with this vibe okay so let's get into it today's vibe of

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the day is peace yes today's vibe of the day is peace and the reason why I decided to talk about

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peace is because ever since school started within I think what four weeks ago yes four weeks ago

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this week makes four weeks I've really just been on this I guess you'll say spiritual journey but I

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prefer to call it cleansing journey within myself especially when it comes to like when school

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in the school time I be in that zone where I'm just focused on my academics going to work and

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now focusing on my business but most of all focusing on my peace so that impacts with my mental

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health as well like mentally like going to school is no joke and I know it's a few of y'all out here

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that's listening to me or know people that's going to school or y'all going to school for a career

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that y'all are really trying to fulfill and it's not easy especially when you're in college it's

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not easy at all like working on your first second third fourth degree it's not easy and that's why

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when it comes to peace that's all I want and if the people around you is not respecting your

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peace you are throwing the pieces up and let them go okay and that's another thing too like I had to

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I had to slide back or some people in some things because it's like when you are working on something

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for yourself you do not want anyone or anything to mess it up for you if you're on that spiritual

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journey or cleansing journey whatever you prefer to call it you are in that prime time of your life

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where you are just wanting nothing but the best for you and that's where peace also plays a significant

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role when it comes to me but not only just me but y'all out there as well for yourself others around

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you and so on and so on so let me give y'all a little bit of you know some words of encouragement

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from the black book once again if you guys are new here and there I'll pull out some things for my

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little black book and if you want to see what a little black book is y'all can check it out on my

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youtube channel the one and only e and I believe it will say the first ever behind the scenes video

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of me and it basically just me like getting prepared for every broadcast so y'all can check

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out with that as well and don't forget to follow me on there as well okay so let's get into it

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peace is crucial for our well-being and progress like I mentioned it fosters safety stability and

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cooperation where we are like are properly in that we're in that space that we want peace we can solve

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problems constructively and with empathy respect and diversity with peace this is just this is

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just the foundation for stability development and human rights and the provincial of our plan

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that also impacts like you know with everybody else in the world you know we need peace and harmony

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and things like that it's our shaping representation to strive for peace and work together to create a

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just and harmonized world now let's get a little bit deeper into like when it comes to us like what

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guys mentioned earlier if you want a spiritual cleansing journey so you know peace is essential

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for our well-being and progress it reduces stress and fosters social harmony empathy and

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understanding it's our shaping responsibility try to strive for peace and create a just and

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harmonized world for us with that being said peace begins with in peace begins with the things around

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us so also you know before sometimes you know they'd be like oh how you won't try to have peace for

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yourself but you don't have peace around you and that's a big step to you when you are in that space

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where you're getting prepared for the peace and everything like that you need to make sure that

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the setting around you understands what's going on and if they don't that's where you just you know

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shoot shoot them out of their life or shoot whatever that is out your life because when it comes to

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your peace baby it's not going to be played with at all and peace is such an important aspect of our

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life like it's not just about the absence of like you know the war and things like that that's going

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on with us but peace is very important because in order for us to be great be able to do the

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masamis make sure this project is set make sure everything is set and done we got to make sure

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we have peace and peace can mean a lot of things peace and quiet peace of sanity peace and harmony

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etc etc and that's why like every time here and there after every episode i tell y'all peace and

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blessings or peace and happiness because everybody deserves that type of peace i don't care what you're

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going through or what's going on whatever the case may be you deserve to have peace you deserve to

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have peace even if you gotta have peace for five minutes do what you gotta do matter of fact i take

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that back peace don't have no time limits only at all if you gotta have peace for a good three four

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five months to do it minutes if you gotta have for seconds minutes hours days weeks months years do it

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because when you have peace when you're at peace till you are able to have a clear mind clear vision

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you're able to have a lot of things that you had your mind set on to be able to do it like for example

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like i mentioned with school when it comes to school like right now i'm a social work major for those

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i don't know i'm a social work major and from my school my university you have to have a lot of

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like the recommendations and the requirements to even be in the program now let me tell you something

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i'm in the program thank god i have i remember i got my exam is going to do in the summer right

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before school was ready start literally i think three days before the school started i got my

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acceptance letter and from that point i felt that peace and then i said okay i'm gonna be at peace a

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little bit more because i got my letter i'm so proud you know like i say here in there too you even

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if you gotta pray to god on your knees i don't care where you at or what you're doing if you gotta pray

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to god if you gotta cry while you pray do it because i did and that brought peace to me and it still

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brings me peace until this day because man i want to tell you i like this prayers really work everything

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you do whoever you pray to believe in things like that please like talk to them talk to them or be

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believing in universe and things like that you know i don't i don't go against anybody's beliefs

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would you what you have to do in order to find peace within your life within that situation

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like i tell like i say like i tell people it's the times where i had to distance myself from

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people and things because they were just not the vibe they were just not what i'm looking for and

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that's not bringing me peace it's just bringing me raw raw or it's just going to turn into raw raw

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so you know how they say red flags once you see them red flags you need to jump on them

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and hand them right in there because if that red flag interrupts your peace of harmony baby

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you let it go you need to let it go and the reason why i also i mainly want to talk about

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peace is because like i said i'm in this spiritual cleansing journey right now for myself i'm focused

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on working you know working my two jobs getting this bachelor's degree i said i am going to be on

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my peace and keys because now like i mentioned that i'm in the program i have to be on my peace

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and keys i cannot let nobody disturb my peace especially what comes to my business too you

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know you gotta just i want you all to take a few seconds like just to really close your eyes and

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think on a lot of things that brings you peace or let alone you want to bring you peace like

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another thing too that it makes me giggle but now i understand why people say it a person can bring

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you peace and i always used to say like how can a person bring me peace if you know sometimes you

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don't want to be around people and you know and i was doing some research and looking and they was

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like sometimes your partner most of the time people say your partner or whoever you're dealing with

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at the time if they're there in your corner you know they're down the ride for you making sure you're

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good you okay and x y and z those are the ones that's bringing you peace if it's people in your

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life that's not bringing you peace such as like if they're your friends and family and who at them

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though was going on with their life and they don't respect it they'd let them go and when i

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when i thought about it i was like oh my god because on my instagram my main page i've seen

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this quote this little you know instagram quote whatever and it was like be my peace i'm already

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in college when i seen that i giggle put then in the back of my mind i'm like it makes sense because

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it's like you you're in college if you're in college working at job and things like that you want

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somebody that's going to be around you that's able to bring you peace and harmony and that's able to

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be there for you within thinking thing and i always believe vice versa because if you want to be

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safe i'm going to be my peace i have to be his peace and return because you trying to take on a big load

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that you did not have to sign up for at all you know and that's another thing too like when people

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are willing to be your peace and willing to be there for you in tough situations and stuff like

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that you have to honor them people you have to give them people their flowers because there's a lot

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of people out here that don't give two shits if you're out here to be like damn oh you gotta find

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yourself dang don't forget about me when you in the middle of it what mother what better than a

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minute i know you did not just i know you just not just i know that why you did not just sit out jump

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up if i come to you and say look right now what we used to do like we used to hang out every now and

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then you know you don't know how it is like if you listen by all the time and you can't believe

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blah blah and hang out with them that much because you got you you got shit to do you got things that

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need to be handled and they don't respect that they're not your true friends or your family members

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they're not true people and you cannot have them around you and the reason why i say that is because

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at times when people need their peace or need to find peace they start to move out a lot of things

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in people i'm not a lie to you and the journey of me within this journey that i have within you

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know my cleansing spiritual for peace within the semester i've weighed out a lot of things in people

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like it was so crazy at the conversation with mom last week and i was like you know mom over the summer

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i worked and i was really really on top of my podcast i feel like i'm slipping a little bit

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y'all because is he like sometimes like i don't want to talk about i don't want to feel like i'm

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repeating the vibe over and over but sometimes you might want to you know i look back on certain

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episodes that are like written or look listen to and be like damn i should have said this or

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damn should have said that but you know it never hurts to go back you know and you know it never

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hurts to go back just to be like damn i said that damn that's working for me or damn i should add

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that whatever you know it's never too late but yeah i mean my mom was talking i was just like

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wow like i remember over the summer like i used to really want to do this do that and i would always

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be with my best friends or y'all most of the time now i feel like i don't have no time for y'all at

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all but you know some people i had to let go within the midst of me you know within the summer

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too up to now because it wasn't this the thing like i said also within the friends podcast i'd rather

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lose contact then fall out with a person through beef because at times when it comes to beef within

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a generation as well we hold on to things and we move a certain way about it and that's not

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bringing any peace to neither you i wouldn't say the other person or you know me because it's like

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say for instance like you know you have a friend and you guys just had a scrub or whatever

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and your friends they were holding it over your head but you're not that's not bringing peace

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and then they keep you know throwing a little shot and stuff and you let that fuck up what you're

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doing for your peace you gotta really let that go and i try and try to like you know really just

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sit down with people and just like you know face to face let the know what's going on because

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sometimes i don't like texting sometimes i don't even like being on the phone i'd rather see you

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a person to like map out explains to you what's going on rather than having you you know because

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messages oh my god words and messages will have the person that get all against smart you know

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certain punctuation emojis and she like that we do it i ain't very locked up that we have me like

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what is she trying it's not is he trying to get something you know so i be like oh call me face

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on me or where you at let's go sit down we'll have a good brunch or a drink or whatever because

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i don't maybe i'm you know maybe i'm over reading it or not understand what you're saying you know

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and that's nothing that you don't want to mess up your peace just by you miss reading something

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that turns into it's like a misunderstanding and things like that i always like i don't type

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person like i just want i like to talk regardless even if it's a female small situation i'd rather

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talk it out like adults than do shit like kids like you know be on the internet go back and forth

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have everybody like oh my god who's talking about who they did i can't stand that because that just

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drives me nuts and that affects your peace so when it comes to peace you know i'm just saying like

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this do you know i think what you're going to what you're not going to tolerate when it comes to your

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peace when it comes to your peace you got to think of what you're going to tolerate and who are you

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tolerating so say if you want a peaceful journey to healing whatever the case may be if you have

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a group of people or a person that's there for you that's really giving you peace and really you

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know being by your side and it has to be vice versa like that's what i tell you all the time like

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if you're in my corner like you're doing the beyond for me i'm going to be on for you back because

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like me as a type person i am i don't have my hand out i'm always the one having my hand out to help

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you i'm here to lend a hand but i just don't have my hand out when it's time for help because at times

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i'm afraid and i've been like that since i was a kid you know and sometimes i just be like i need

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to stop doing that because you know sometimes when you ask for help if you really need it it's

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really genuine people out here that's willing to help you like you know and your family but i feel

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like if outside of my immediate family and the ones i call my family's like my friends my best

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friends anybody outside of them i would feel like it'd be good or bad because you know i feel like

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it'll mess up my peace i feel like dang i asked for help and i'm like is it sincere or is it not

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sincere because you could tell the difference when a person's being sincere and when a person's being

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being very very nasty and don't and just doing bullshit so you know when it comes to that peace

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i always say like if it's a personal somebody in your corner that's really being your peace and they

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understand your story what you're going on like if you go to school you got a business you working

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for a career you a career you got a family things like that if they are helping you mentally

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mentally or physically you know helping you get out being on that other stuff mentally helping

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you like helping you find ways to relax your mind take your mind off things and stuff baby you need

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to give them their flowers now now and you have to do the same thing for them i don't care they

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don't want you to do it for them do it just surprise me because that shows appreciation you know i

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feel like thank you was not enough i feel like i gotta do something i was like i gotta show you

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better than i could tell you like thank you like sometimes the actions will speak louder than the

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words especially when it comes to your peace like your actions will show louder your actions will

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show louder than the words like i could sit up here all day and tell you all i'm at peace with

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my inner self that's what i have on my phone i had that since i was in the 10th grade on my phone

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that i'm at peace with my inner self because these were moments in my life where i just was not at

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peace but i'm taking that reminder every day with a grand assault and saying you are going to find peace

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within everything that brought you some bullshit in your life even if it's a person or not every day

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i find peace within myself like if not in the shitty day i'm going to find something to replace

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that shitty moment and replace it with peace happiness harmony because the thing like i believe

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in that saying all the time y'all know i'm quick to say but y'all know i'm quick to have a saying

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and if you knew y'all i love saying old saying like especially from the old folks from the old folks

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i love that saying bad times don't last forever because they don't a lot so y'all not bad times

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don't last forever i don't care how big or smaller situation is bad times don't last forever especially

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like if you feel like it's just keep going going i just feel like like i mentioned all the time

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whoever you believe pray all that too drop to your knees or drop however you pray to that believer

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things like that talk to them i'm telling you it's been times where i decried i cried shouted

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everything within prayers because they work and especially when we come to your peace like it'll

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be times where well i ain't gonna say times every time i pray i always talk about my peace

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because peace is something that cannot be taken away from you nobody can take your peace away

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from you i don't give a damn how much money that person got how big they are how popular how

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you're not taking my peace you're not taking my sanity you're not taking anything away from me

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and the only way a person can take that away from you is if you allow that shit to happen

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like i mentioned you notice rare flags within a person within instant seconds especially just by

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simple conversation the body language their way of how they're communicating with you if you're

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telling them a serious situation like this say for instance if your guys any one of you out there

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that's on your spiritual peaceful journey i'm gonna tell you all this i commend y'all for

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and i'm so proud of you and you're doing good and keep going don't give up because you are almost

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at that crossword where you want to be out of care if it takes you seconds minutes days hours

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weeks months years to get to that piece of sanity that you that you really need in your life

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if you need to do more see somebody talk somebody move as they are you know you're not going to

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see somebody talk somebody move escalate whatever do it baby because you deserve it and this is for

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your peace and sanity this is the piece of happiness that you need i don't care what it is

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as long as you are at peace and saying you want to sign that piece of saying that's all that

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matters to me but like i said you'll see when a person don't even talk that let's see me off

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like i tell everybody i'm gonna keep it scratched out to you my content is raw and uncut half of

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the time the stuff may or may not be you know scripted like you know the stuff about a little

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black book so yeah i'm gonna have some air or some pauses and all but like i said it's raw and

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uncut everything i'm saying is from the top of my brain this is everything that's coming now that

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you're hearing is just me talking me and that mic where i had this mic in my face excuse me i have

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yet i've had the time of my life like i just can't stop talking and when the topic slash the vibe

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is so so so like deep and i feel like it needs to be escalated oh i'm not gonna stop and i might

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get tongue tied but i'm gonna come back and i'll be all right now okay so yeah i'm gonna get that

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out of the way it's for y'all to have like damn all these un-paw stuff but yeah you know when

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this one uncut is uncut is wrong give it to you hardcore wrong like off the dome type stuff so yeah

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but yes the only way that somebody can honestly take something away from you if you allow it

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when it comes to my piece i'm not letting you take it for granted i'm not letting you fuck it up

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if i i just know i'm not i can't because it's like if i tell you i'm on this journey i mean

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like i don't even have to tell you i'm gonna show you better i can motherfucker tell you and if you

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see how i'm moving and you feel like it's me and fake your phony i'd rather you approach me about it

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than doing some shady shit you know people will be talking about you behind your back or talking to

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susie barb or sherley or stuff about you and ricky bobby and mike about you instead of coming to you

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and that at times can really fuck your piece up because now if you're supposed to be my friend

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or family whatever the damn case may be why couldn't you come to me as an adult to explain yourself

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on how you felt against me rather than going to sherley ricky and mike barbara and all them

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saying what's going on because they're gonna tell me and then you know sometimes once you address

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somebody the messenger the message always gets fucked up and i don't like playing telephone

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i'm like i'm wrong i don't want to play no telephone if you had a problem with me address it don't

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be telling nobody about it if they don't even know what the hell's going on too so like i said when

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it comes to your piece y'all don't be afraid if you got to take people out add people in take things

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out and it in for your peace and sandy doing if you got to move away do it if you got to like

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move a bigger smaller environment or atmosphere or whatever the case may be do it because this is

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for you and your piece matters that piece is going to help you especially when it comes to your mental

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when you're at peace with your inner self there's nothing or nobody in this world that can change

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that from you unless you were allowing and i know a lot of people that bear any situations that they

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were at peace and then they try to find a good in the motherfucker and that made them like fuck up

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their peace that hurt me to the core because i was like that at one point in time it could be a

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relationship friendships other case may be it take you a while to get back to that piece like i'm

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not even alive to y'all especially in kind of relationships if you've been in a physical verbal

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you know abuse relationship and it brought your peace to like so low like south like to the point

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where you had low self-esteem and stuff like that like i said if it had to take you months years weeks

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days however long just to get yourself together do it don't put yourself out there on the front

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line when you know you're not ready you got to make sure you're 100 ready i'm not right lies y'all

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it took me a while to even get back on the scene of even wanting to deal with people when it comes

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to friendships and relationships because of what had happened to me and i feel like the pandemic

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really not only just over my eyes but a lot of people's eyes like being cooped up in the house

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or wherever you were for those for that long it drives you nuts but it's good or bad like you

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you weigh out what you want what you want what you don't want to happen what not to happen

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but like i said even though the pandemic too we still go through shit like we going through this

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game viruses the people want to act up and this that you know for me it was rough like it was really

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rough high school but i was down there literally like at the end didn't see a lot um you know

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relationships huh it ended friendships it just grew apart things like that but once the pandemic

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you know died down and stuff i was just like okay within the pandemic with you know being cooped up

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in the household with the rest of my family and stuff i learned a lot about me let alone them too

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and about the things that didn't bring me peace and things that do bring me peace you really got

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a really really really got to thank them people and them things that brought you peace like the

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new hobbies like i've been writing since i probably was in middle school writing has been one of the

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many ways for me to express myself an outlet for everything if i don't want to say it verbally

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i'm going to say it on a pen and pad like old fashioned pen and page is really just it does something

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for me like that's why like as a social worker when i used to have my practice and when i was a human

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counseling major at ccbc i always was quick to say you know what do you like to do will bring you

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peace do the things that bring you peace and to forgive and forget those issues and stuff

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bite it down or get a symbol like a candle burn that candle until it's done that's where all the

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emotions go away don't let that badass negativity energy or that person come back into your mind

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disrupt your peace because you don't need that shit like i said if it was a person verbally

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physically abusing you it's hard to learn how to forget and forgive i'm telling you because it is

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and even if it's not even if it wasn't verbally or physically abused well they just

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do something that really triggered you to like you don't want to assume the same on everybody

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but sometimes it's like if that person does it to me it's going to make me have flashbacks trust me

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i'm speaking from my own experience like it's best you come to friends and in the dating scene

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it's just like i don't want to keep you know throwing that oh my god you're acting like how i've

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been to this before i don't want to have to get you know we always have ourself that and yes it's

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going to take time like everything takes time but once you're fully 100 ready for you to go out on

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that front line do it baby do it do it for you don't be feeling peer pressure anything to do it

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don't force yourself to do it if you know you're not a hundred percent at peace with that or if

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you're not a hundred percent ready you know you have to i feel like everything you do you have to

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give your all no matter what it is no matter how big or small it is you just have to be mentally

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and physically prepared to give that situation or that person you're all because it's not even

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kind of a person if they really really want to be your peace harmony and they know that they're

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going to you and they're showing that stuff and stuff like they show all that stuff for you

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you need to give them their flowers you need to honor them because there's a lot of people out

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here that doesn't you know they don't have that and would die and kill for that you know so when it

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comes to that peace y'all i say this mentally that peace will bring you so much like if you have

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the gold places to find peace do it like waterfalls hiking in the woods i feel like connecting with

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nature really really bring you peace really really bring you peace and i always said i want to be like

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how Lisa left i was like when she had the moments where she was like look i can't do it i need to

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disappear she would go be with nature and when i see you know within the documentary they made the

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tlc one you know a kiki Palmer um kiki kiki Palmer little mama and i forgot her name when they

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really like you know did the story or whatever i was just like wow and then i started you know

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doing research on like how does nature really helps you in ways and nature really helps you

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bring peace nature like it even expands your horizon on the things around you so like when i

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went like i used to go outside like wouldn't it would get warm outside when you get warm outside

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i go outside at night and i'm like wow and like now i'm old i'm like you barely see any stars no more

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like i would really go outside and look at the stars and just think and talk to the person i believe

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in which is god and then the people you know that i don't have no more like my grandparents

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who and things like that it gave me a sense of peace to be with nature because i felt connected

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to them even though they're not physically here they're here still and i was like that's my sense

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of peace that was my sense of peace even if i don't have to go outside i'd be up at night talking to

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them some type of way i'm going to connect with them because that's what brought me peace even if

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you have to go outside nature walks dogs whatever gem whatever you got to do to find you peace baby

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do it because peace is a part of the mental and the mental deserve everything it deserves it deserves

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nothing but a hundred percent eight plus it it don't need no bcdfg don't need no bullshit because

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it's that mental is really really strong your brain functions all the time like you'd be surprised

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things you remember sometimes things you forget but i'm telling you when it comes to remembering

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things it's wrong it's really strong especially when it comes to things that fucked up your peace

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harmony and everything or happiness things like that you have to be able to

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to you have to really be able to cooperate with it but most of all be able to learn how to forgive

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forget i'm not going live it took me three years to forgive and forgive and forget a person that

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really hurt me like it took me so long to really like forgive and forget and i forgave that person

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but i also told myself i'm at that point where am i like i can't let things like that fuck up my peace

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because i'm at a because i'm on a path right now i want to be nothing but an amazing social worker

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i'm gonna work with children families so you know like when they say when you work in careers with

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people you know especially when it's involving their mind and things that you know trauma things

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like that you have to be able to learn how to maneuver it maneuver it such as like put your

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personal feelings out there but i feel like you're human but don't show them all the time like you

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know i'm the social worker i can't be the client you know and you're my client can't turn into my

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social worker you know like i don't you know you can't break down in front of me because like oh

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my god it's like are you professional now if we talk about like if we're talking on like an emotional

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level on a level that gets me emotional yes but if everything they do and saying that if i'm

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making me emotional it's like okay what's going on but yes like that's why i'm really strong

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but when it comes to peace especially with people around me i come on top are you okay and they say

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no i'd like oh they say yeah you could tell what a person is okay and not just by the tone of voice

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they're like yeah i'm okay or they're like yeah i'm okay i'd like what's going on i'm like are you sure

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i'm like are you sure sure they were like no you probably i'm like if you're not sure you need to

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let that out some type of way i'm not going to force you now i'm gonna put no pressure on you

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because you know that's not how i am but you know if you need me i'm here i don't give a damn if i'm

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at work school home just pick up that phone talk to me or if you need to link up with me talk let

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me know if you want me to come to your house dormitory let me know or if you know you have a

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person in your life outside of your family like your friends you know the one you call your

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position you're broke on that your fake cousins and girls and all that and they're really the true

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meaning of a person that brings you peace call them be it open ear for let them be that open

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ear for you and vice versa if they're going through things you be that open ear for them

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you you be there from x y and z so when i say this to say when it comes to your peace make sure that

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you are evaluating everything and everyone that is not an is my new piece because when it comes to

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you preparing yourself to even you know get back to things what you're doing make sure you're 100

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percent well because you don't want to have the same issues you don't want to have flashbacks you

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want to have a new sleep new slack new pace new everything you would have new everything

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so i really hope this helps someone because that's my whole ordeal when it comes to these episodes

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is to help somebody in need because that's how most of the podcasts that i listen to help me

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it gets me emotional because it's like it's really strangest out here that's really

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oh excuse me i'm teary eyed that's really out here that's really really really like

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helping you giving you cheat codes on how to succeed in life or helping you get through things

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or helping you just in general like with your phone it's crazy especially like tiktok instagram

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facebook twitter you know if you talk into something with talking about something to someone

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it will show you an ad about what she was talking about or it'll show you something that's

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impacting your situation and i remember like it's been times where i would be upset and i'd

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be like oh my gosh what am i going to do this this is not bringing me peace i'll bring me happiness

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and i would have to find something to replace that that thing when that person that made me feel

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shitty or it was shitty to replace that shittiness with happiness and every day i'm learning on how to

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have that sense of have being at peace with my inner self each and every day when i wake up go to bed

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things like that when i'm in the public figure when i'm in the public too like whatever like i'm in

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the public you know public place with people and things like that i have to remember like you know

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i can't take everything that a person is saying to me to the heart because it's not that serious the

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only thing you could really take though like really you tell us if you really got to get

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serious if they put their hands on you okay where does it occur to me from my fault

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but yes i sleeve you guys with this to say i really really hope that you guys that are on your

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spiritual cleansing journey of peace or on that road to peace etc x y z or know someone that's on

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that level or path of willing to find peace for the better for themselves i want you to honor them

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i want you to you know not be all up on them but you know let them know that you're there for them

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let them know they're doing a good job i'm proud of you because it's not easy it's not and if they're

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doing it in ways like the healthy way of finding strategies you know going to the waterfalls sitting

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with nature things like that rather than you know getting addicted to these substances please praise

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them also to the ones that's on substances please try to help them but if they don't want to help

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you know just let them know that they're here for you that you're there for them you're here for them

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okay so nevertheless i wish y'all nothing but peace of blessings please please please stay safe

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out here because it's still hot as hell it's still summer spring don't start till what the second week

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the second to last week the fall don't start till what the second to last week of september

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so y'all please stay safe out here please stay hydrated and things like that within that nature

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and like i said please be nice to others like don't be afraid to you know give that person

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their flowers no matter what it is a bigger small achievement you know just give them their flowers

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please y'all do not forget to follow me on instagram at vibing.with.e as well as they

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posted you know to stay stay personal things stay alert things like that and that's vibing.with.e

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that that was a mouthful y'all but yes i love you guys please stay safe out here please please

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please do your best behavior and do what's best for you you will hear from me next time bye