1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:07,640 Hey y'all, whether it's morning evening or afternoon, I'm just glad that you guys had decided to vibe with me 2 00:00:08,040 --> 00:00:15,000 Yes, I'm eat. Y'all should know this by now. If not, welcome to my podcast 3 00:00:16,480 --> 00:00:20,480 So without further ado, whether you're on a go or at home 4 00:00:20,480 --> 00:00:28,280 I just want you to sit back relax and enjoy the show because today's vibe of the day is something special like always 5 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:32,080 Okay, so let's get into it 6 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:34,720 today's vibe of the day is 7 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:39,960 growth and the reason why today's vibe of the day is growth because 8 00:00:40,840 --> 00:00:43,920 This you know, I just been thinking about you know 9 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:47,320 I feel like as you get older and things in your life and you start 10 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:54,160 Taking things with a granite salt and some things you just letting go and things like that 11 00:00:54,160 --> 00:01:04,080 It's a step towards growth and a lot of people do those things because that's what's going to help them in life to be better and 12 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:10,640 We don't give those type of people a lot of praises a lot of praise 13 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:14,320 Excuse me when this happens because when it comes to growth 14 00:01:14,320 --> 00:01:21,040 I feel as though that is a sign of new relief new freedom new everything 15 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:24,320 And it doesn't have to define a person from 16 00:01:25,480 --> 00:01:33,000 Changing in a bad way some of those changes within growth is new because when it comes to growth it's higher 17 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:39,720 You know like when you start growing as a child you get in you you grow a little bit taller 18 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:44,080 You don't grow you don't go down. So when I think of growth. I think of it as like 19 00:01:44,960 --> 00:01:46,720 going up and 20 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:48,720 leveling up into things that 21 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:50,720 you want to 22 00:01:51,480 --> 00:01:57,480 Do or things that you need to do that you need to like take some things away 23 00:01:58,040 --> 00:02:03,360 Things like that. So yeah, let's get into this and I'm going to share a little bit of 24 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:05,840 a poem 25 00:02:05,840 --> 00:02:11,360 From my back my black book and it goes like this as you get older 26 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:15,440 You have to realize 27 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:20,400 Growth can mean so many things that will lead you to whether 28 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:26,440 It being good or bad than most cases people feel as though. However 29 00:02:27,520 --> 00:02:34,720 Growth nowadays at this day of age sometimes can be displayed as a crime to the people around you when it's just a 30 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,600 Positive outcome that you want for yourself 31 00:02:38,360 --> 00:02:41,320 Because to me like I mentioned as I get older 32 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:45,920 I'm big on growth when it comes to growth is a young woman that I am 33 00:02:45,920 --> 00:02:51,600 I don't want to get comfortable with things that I know that I can evolve deeply into because 34 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:58,140 I'm a sponge when it comes to a lot of stuff and I like to explore and things like that 35 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:01,440 So with that being said, you know 36 00:03:02,440 --> 00:03:05,640 Growth just can help you and evolve 37 00:03:06,240 --> 00:03:10,240 Into places and things that you never thought that you could evolve in 38 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:13,760 Like when it comes to a new chapter that has been 39 00:03:14,560 --> 00:03:21,260 Displayed to others that you are willing to change for the better when it comes to like your growth and development 40 00:03:21,640 --> 00:03:23,640 status in life 41 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:25,640 You are focused on what is best for you? 42 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:31,200 Especially when it comes to that mental y'all know I'm big on that mental especially when it comes to that mental 43 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:33,720 you have to make sure everything you do is 44 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:41,640 Is said and done like make sure this is what you want to do because it's when times where you know like back with that 45 00:03:41,640 --> 00:03:47,880 So that means about choices sometimes the choices that we make can make or break us and I feel as though when it comes to growth 46 00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:50,560 It's gonna make you it shouldn't break you 47 00:03:51,280 --> 00:03:53,280 You know and 48 00:03:53,400 --> 00:03:55,680 My definition of growth is doing things 49 00:03:56,760 --> 00:04:00,240 For the better for you when you're ready to do it 50 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:07,320 You know growth is being able to not let things that you used to get under your skin 51 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:14,680 Find a way back such as letting go of bad-ass habits and negative people and 52 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:17,960 Things that just give you a hard way to go 53 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:23,480 Just by doing that you're being able to let them things go for the better 54 00:04:23,960 --> 00:04:26,480 That will help you in the long run focused on 55 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:31,720 Your well-being and being able to express yourself more and most of all 56 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:34,360 Feeling more good about yourself 57 00:04:35,360 --> 00:04:42,200 Okay, so don't let them motherfuckers from the outside try to mess up what you got going on because 58 00:04:42,920 --> 00:04:48,880 That could be a sign of jealousy or you know them people always trying to tell you what you need to do with your life 59 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:55,480 Like you're not ready to narrate my story because I'm the author and you are the people that's watching me 60 00:04:55,480 --> 00:05:03,040 You are the people that is tuned into what's going on like I'm the director and you are tuned into what's going on to my movie 61 00:05:03,040 --> 00:05:05,040 You're not ready to tell me 62 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:07,040 What happened within this? 63 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:13,680 Life this point in my life. You're not ready. Tell me what to do and how to do it if you give me advice 64 00:05:13,680 --> 00:05:17,540 You know when it comes to things like that make sure you give advice to people is 65 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:22,880 It's legit and it's like it's sincere. Don't give nobody some 66 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:27,400 Some words of encouragement is full of bullshit. I don't like that. I don't do that 67 00:05:28,200 --> 00:05:34,920 Because like I say this to say to you give people a flowers when they hear and don't give people a flower when they gone 68 00:05:35,120 --> 00:05:37,120 Because I feel as though if you 69 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:38,800 felt like 70 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:44,000 Right there than there you seen them like they grow like you seen their growth for potential things like that 71 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,760 Let them know because I can make them feel important 72 00:05:46,760 --> 00:05:50,240 Don't wait till it gets rough and gets tough or they didn't go by the 73 00:05:50,240 --> 00:05:55,120 You know didn't go and it's something like that off the bed because a lot of people do that and I don't like that 74 00:05:55,960 --> 00:06:00,880 You know so when you think of growth growth is when you just don't let others 75 00:06:01,400 --> 00:06:06,840 Try to tear you down because overall growth can be anything that you wanted to be for you 76 00:06:06,840 --> 00:06:14,520 If you in areas in your life that you want to fix do it for you because that's exactly what you want to do and that is a 77 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:17,580 start in your new path and 78 00:06:17,580 --> 00:06:22,740 These are words of encouragement from the big black book of feet. Okay 79 00:06:24,020 --> 00:06:27,380 So with that being said ladies and gentlemen 80 00:06:28,780 --> 00:06:32,780 Don't be afraid to start over. Don't be afraid to 81 00:06:34,060 --> 00:06:36,060 start 82 00:06:36,140 --> 00:06:38,900 Living for you when it comes to your growth 83 00:06:39,140 --> 00:06:45,300 I'm gonna tell you like you know like I mentioned the example of when you're a kid you grow a couple inches 84 00:06:45,300 --> 00:06:50,300 You don't you don't shrink and I always think of growth like that because 85 00:06:51,300 --> 00:06:53,100 every year 86 00:06:53,100 --> 00:06:55,900 You are elevating into something 87 00:06:56,940 --> 00:07:00,380 That you never thought you could elevate into 88 00:07:01,140 --> 00:07:06,300 But when you sit back and look at me like oh my gosh at this point of time I 89 00:07:06,860 --> 00:07:11,580 Was trying I'm trying and trying and then it's like now. I'm not new to this 90 00:07:11,580 --> 00:07:16,260 I'm true to this, you know and y'all know I always use school as an example too 91 00:07:16,260 --> 00:07:20,940 Like you know when you were in school at times you had that one class you just like oh, I can't stand it 92 00:07:20,940 --> 00:07:28,340 I can't stand it. But once you get the hang of it do what you got to do your growth improves with that stuff 93 00:07:28,340 --> 00:07:30,340 And it's like oh it's nothing 94 00:07:33,780 --> 00:07:40,220 There comes the growth a lot of people fail to realize that growth is the most beautiful thing ever 95 00:07:40,220 --> 00:07:47,900 because a lot of people have been in stages in a life where it just been times where they felt so down and 96 00:07:48,180 --> 00:07:53,680 Then you know like I mentioned all the time to whoever you pray to or talk to or 97 00:07:54,260 --> 00:07:58,300 You know whatever surrounded by and they talk or wherever and they see 98 00:07:59,060 --> 00:08:02,420 And get the talk of the whatever and they be like you realize okay 99 00:08:02,420 --> 00:08:04,420 I got you I got you for the better 100 00:08:04,420 --> 00:08:09,900 And I'm not very likely I have a moment to where like I mentioned all the time 101 00:08:09,900 --> 00:08:13,980 I pray and sometimes I'm prayers. I had to I cried 102 00:08:13,980 --> 00:08:20,540 I ain't gonna say I had to but I cried because that's how bad it was because I was at a point in my life where I 103 00:08:21,020 --> 00:08:23,940 Just did not feel like 104 00:08:24,260 --> 00:08:25,480 Things were not 105 00:08:25,480 --> 00:08:30,060 Elevating for me and I feel like it wasn't elevating when I wanted it to elevate 106 00:08:30,060 --> 00:08:37,200 But like I say also whoever you pray to and things like that it takes time for things to come because it's not gonna happen 107 00:08:37,200 --> 00:08:43,100 Over night nothing's gonna happen overnight and if you want things to happen you have to put it in motion 108 00:08:43,100 --> 00:08:48,100 You can't just say oh, I want this to happen and make it in you think it's supposed to fall in your lap 109 00:08:48,100 --> 00:08:50,100 I don't know you got to go out there 110 00:08:51,180 --> 00:08:57,260 Excuse me and really put in that work because that shit is not gonna happen overnight and nobody's gonna give it to you and 111 00:08:58,020 --> 00:09:00,420 That's a part of growth when it comes to growth 112 00:09:00,420 --> 00:09:05,820 You got to realize you got to think you got to think and dig deeper into things like 113 00:09:05,820 --> 00:09:08,820 When it comes to you changing for the better 114 00:09:09,380 --> 00:09:11,380 That's one of the signs of growth 115 00:09:11,860 --> 00:09:17,460 Letting certain shit don't affect you no more like when I was younger certain 116 00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:23,020 Yes, we all been bullied trust me. We've all been bullied for something by someone 117 00:09:24,060 --> 00:09:26,740 That was jealous of you or try to make you 118 00:09:27,700 --> 00:09:30,540 Full because they are fucking clowny dance, so 119 00:09:30,540 --> 00:09:35,500 But I always said bullies are motherfuckers that are jealous of you 120 00:09:36,180 --> 00:09:41,780 Envy of you or got issues going on and they want to take it out on you because 121 00:09:42,300 --> 00:09:45,780 You are who you are a by you being different 122 00:09:46,700 --> 00:09:48,700 Certain people look at you that oh my god 123 00:09:49,260 --> 00:09:55,740 They think they did say they think they that or what a would oh this motherfucker. He got more money in me or she thinks she pretty 124 00:09:55,740 --> 00:10:01,220 That's bullying. I don't care people still be bullying at this big age like come on grow up 125 00:10:01,220 --> 00:10:06,060 Like why are you doing it's like it's not that serious not that deep if you want it go get it 126 00:10:07,260 --> 00:10:13,900 But the reason why bullying impacts with growth to that's why I stated it because you know at one point 127 00:10:13,900 --> 00:10:17,660 It's not everybody was bullied. I was bullied too for just being smart 128 00:10:17,780 --> 00:10:21,300 Just being a kid that knew what the hell was going on 129 00:10:21,780 --> 00:10:25,420 And I used to get all the crazy shit you were nerd you were geek 130 00:10:25,420 --> 00:10:30,900 And then they were comforting my parents. They were like, oh you were nerd you were geek out of a asshead 131 00:10:31,620 --> 00:10:38,420 This ponytail because baby eyes like this is new school. So it's like middle school, you know a lot of them people 132 00:10:38,940 --> 00:10:44,940 I've never forget the words they said and and it used to affect me to the point where oh my gosh 133 00:10:44,940 --> 00:10:46,500 I feel like I wasn't 134 00:10:46,500 --> 00:10:48,700 enough but 135 00:10:48,700 --> 00:10:53,300 You know when I started talking to people like older women at my school 136 00:10:53,300 --> 00:10:59,140 We had this organization called destiny bound and it was for females, you know that was going through things 137 00:10:59,140 --> 00:11:04,620 You know it's to uplift them show them growth and things like that and then I 138 00:11:05,180 --> 00:11:10,780 Did it and I went faithfully to every meeting in from that moment 139 00:11:11,900 --> 00:11:13,900 myself esteem 140 00:11:14,180 --> 00:11:16,180 it went up and 141 00:11:17,420 --> 00:11:21,660 Every time I feel like you know, I feel like I'm not myself 142 00:11:21,660 --> 00:11:29,780 I always think on the moment like you've grown so far within the bullshit that you dealt with when you was in 143 00:11:30,220 --> 00:11:35,580 Like 11 12 years old versus and now you down there 20 something years old 144 00:11:36,620 --> 00:11:39,860 You you know how to navigate through the shit now 145 00:11:39,860 --> 00:11:44,020 You know how to navigate through when people want to talk nasty 146 00:11:44,020 --> 00:11:48,220 You know, you're not gonna let them bring you down because you had a point right now in your life 147 00:11:48,220 --> 00:11:53,140 Where you up you evolve like you have evolved you in a place where like 148 00:11:53,860 --> 00:11:56,780 You ain't with that you ain't with that and I ain't with that 149 00:11:57,380 --> 00:12:03,740 Because you know when it like today like, you know still even when you are in your 20s 30s 40s 150 00:12:03,740 --> 00:12:07,980 people still find little things to nick pit about you because 151 00:12:08,740 --> 00:12:10,420 When it comes to growth 152 00:12:10,420 --> 00:12:15,100 You want the best for you and only you cuz like I said 153 00:12:15,100 --> 00:12:21,180 Everything you do impacts with their damn mental it does it muthafucka does people be like 154 00:12:22,100 --> 00:12:29,060 Yes, everything you muthafucka do impacts you mentally and physically especially mentally because mentally we all think 155 00:12:29,940 --> 00:12:32,260 About all the stuff that we go through to ourself 156 00:12:32,420 --> 00:12:34,260 We ain't gonna say it out loud 157 00:12:34,260 --> 00:12:39,740 Sometimes if we do say that loud isn't the comfort of our own space because I would have my mom was well 158 00:12:39,740 --> 00:12:41,740 I'd be like what the hell like oh my god 159 00:12:41,740 --> 00:12:45,100 I'm so sick of this shit, you know, I'll be saying this out loud and like 160 00:12:45,900 --> 00:12:49,100 You know you got that voice in your head that voice in your head. I'm not gonna 161 00:12:49,100 --> 00:12:53,020 I'm not gonna lie to y'all that voice in your head knows every goddamn thing 162 00:12:53,020 --> 00:12:58,700 That's right for you and sometimes we do take advantage of the little voice in our head because it's like 163 00:12:59,300 --> 00:13:03,220 It's even you know, sometimes they say your mind and your heart play tricks on you 164 00:13:03,220 --> 00:13:05,540 But I feel as though whatever the situation is 165 00:13:06,500 --> 00:13:10,220 You follow which one needs to be done and lately 166 00:13:10,220 --> 00:13:16,940 I've been following that little voice in my head because certain stuff just needs to be addressed and certain stuff needs to be done 167 00:13:17,460 --> 00:13:23,700 Especially if you are if you are on the road right now to grow to be successful to elevate 168 00:13:23,740 --> 00:13:26,940 You don't guys I'm for that bullshit. You don't have time for 169 00:13:27,620 --> 00:13:32,260 The Nick picking you got time. You don't have time to sink. You got time to go up 170 00:13:32,260 --> 00:13:39,020 You don't have time to go down to stoop down to a level with these motherfuckers. Wanna go back and forth. No 171 00:13:39,020 --> 00:13:39,860 No 172 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:43,620 We're not doing that. We're not doing it and that's why I say when it comes to growth 173 00:13:44,180 --> 00:13:50,260 You doing things for you the growth is the biggest out when it comes to growth is being 174 00:13:50,900 --> 00:13:54,340 On a pedestal to a bigger and better outcome of yourself 175 00:13:55,060 --> 00:13:59,300 being able to feel comfortable away from things and people that just 176 00:14:00,340 --> 00:14:03,740 Triggers you to do things that you don't want to do like for example 177 00:14:03,740 --> 00:14:09,100 My birthday is my birthday, you know, like where are your birthday stuff like that? 178 00:14:09,100 --> 00:14:12,460 You know, or whatever time in your life like graduates things like that 179 00:14:13,180 --> 00:14:18,780 Important things in your life. Let's say that you want to be around people that is genuine 180 00:14:18,780 --> 00:14:23,060 You don't want to be around bullshit. You don't want to be around people that 181 00:14:24,060 --> 00:14:28,180 That say they support your campaign but don't support it for real 182 00:14:28,660 --> 00:14:30,660 they just dare to 183 00:14:30,660 --> 00:14:37,300 You know get dirt and report it back to the other motherfuckers that be like oh wish he did what he got with no 184 00:14:37,300 --> 00:14:39,020 We not doing that 185 00:14:39,020 --> 00:14:41,780 and when I say this to say is because 186 00:14:42,700 --> 00:14:44,380 When you get older 187 00:14:44,380 --> 00:14:45,780 It's a lot of shit 188 00:14:45,780 --> 00:14:52,780 You just can't take no more and a lot of stuff you're not gonna allow no more like for me certain people had to cut off 189 00:14:53,180 --> 00:14:56,460 Like I had to ghosting because it's like 190 00:14:57,060 --> 00:14:59,060 When it comes to my well beings 191 00:14:59,060 --> 00:15:04,600 I want to elevate I am elevate excuse me. I don't want to I am in a 192 00:15:05,460 --> 00:15:08,180 Veloved elevating every day 193 00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:10,700 Even if it's big or small 194 00:15:10,860 --> 00:15:12,860 Everything I do I'm doing it for me 195 00:15:13,380 --> 00:15:17,740 Because this is for me and when it comes to my growth it's for me 196 00:15:17,740 --> 00:15:22,580 And if you see my growth, I thank you and if you don't I don't care 197 00:15:22,980 --> 00:15:27,900 Because I know what I'm doing and whoever see me even if they know me or not 198 00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:30,500 I appreciate you. I thank you for seeing 199 00:15:31,020 --> 00:15:33,020 You know the growth in me the 200 00:15:33,660 --> 00:15:39,540 Mature, you know, I'm being more mature and that's what people feel about us too when it comes to your growth 201 00:15:40,460 --> 00:15:45,060 Leveling up a stuff. Nobody got time for that immature bullshit 202 00:15:45,060 --> 00:15:52,100 Nobody has time for you to go back in the past because once you on that level that pedestal growth 203 00:15:52,100 --> 00:15:54,980 You want a new level you're not going down 204 00:15:54,980 --> 00:15:58,820 You're not going in the past you working up to the future when it comes to your growth 205 00:15:58,900 --> 00:16:04,460 You working on things that you want to fulfill within the present to unpack your future 206 00:16:04,460 --> 00:16:09,300 You're not sinking down to the past and to people that did this did know 207 00:16:10,180 --> 00:16:15,700 And I say this to say also when it comes to growth. I'm really big on things that I 208 00:16:16,980 --> 00:16:23,460 Find that I think that I can do and try to take you know 209 00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:29,740 Try to take advantage of you know, try to go out there and put my best forward on you know 210 00:16:29,740 --> 00:16:34,740 Living my life, you know doing things that I never thought I would do and when it comes to the growth 211 00:16:34,740 --> 00:16:41,300 That's where that comes from like when you grow and elevate you feel better. You look better your mind 212 00:16:41,820 --> 00:16:43,820 feels better your 213 00:16:44,180 --> 00:16:46,260 physically 214 00:16:46,260 --> 00:16:47,900 Feel better 215 00:16:47,900 --> 00:16:50,340 Everything about you just feel better and you look better 216 00:16:50,340 --> 00:16:55,000 But she would bother get away from that bullshit. You just like oh my god 217 00:16:55,000 --> 00:17:00,740 I feel so better you get you get happier you get healthier you stress free, baby 218 00:17:00,740 --> 00:17:06,020 You doing things that you thought you never would do because you because of the growth that you have done for yourself 219 00:17:06,060 --> 00:17:11,640 The things that you have done and elevated in and elevating for yourself. It's like wow. Oh my god 220 00:17:11,640 --> 00:17:15,340 I didn't know I could do this. I know this. I do it take advantage of 221 00:17:15,340 --> 00:17:21,660 Have it take them motherfuckers out your life if you got a block numbers to leap numbers 222 00:17:21,980 --> 00:17:26,420 Sit down talk people be like look I love you and all but I love you from a distance 223 00:17:26,420 --> 00:17:34,460 And I'm telling you sometimes it's the hardest thing to do, but some people cannot always go into certain chapters of your life with you 224 00:17:34,460 --> 00:17:40,020 And I had to learn that as well like I'm real big or family and friends if I consider you 225 00:17:40,020 --> 00:17:45,540 One of my close friends you like family and if you cross me you're done 226 00:17:45,540 --> 00:17:51,260 I don't you're done. It's been so many times where you want to see the good 227 00:17:52,260 --> 00:17:56,720 And sometimes they good is not good enough because it's like 228 00:17:57,220 --> 00:18:00,580 We're at a point in our life where you're grown 229 00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:04,760 You should know right from wrong and you should know when 230 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:11,320 When shit is genuine and when it's not and I had to learn that too like it could be people that's older than you 231 00:18:11,320 --> 00:18:16,160 That the little steady bullshit that you would think that you would do to them 232 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:22,140 But like I said, that's when that maturity in that immature shit come into like 233 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:25,160 age that's what people fail to realize too 234 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:29,160 Yes, age is a number but motherfuckers do not 235 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:32,440 Take that shit with a grand assault 236 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:39,160 Like I feel this though if you down there 25 and up you should be in a position 237 00:18:39,320 --> 00:18:43,640 Or you should know you should damn sure know right from wrong and you should know 238 00:18:44,320 --> 00:18:50,440 How to solve this and how not to solve that, you know, what to do with what not to do and people 239 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:55,920 Like I said, I don't mean to throw shots because that's not what I do, but it's just like 240 00:18:55,920 --> 00:19:02,680 Certain stuff you just can't take no more you would expect that immature behavior from kids. That's eight 241 00:19:03,120 --> 00:19:08,000 18 and under you wouldn't expect it from 18 and over because it's like okay 242 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:14,400 You grow you at that age where you need to level up. You need to get it shit done. You're not on that immature bullshit 243 00:19:17,680 --> 00:19:21,440 Nope it happens and people just fell of realize that 244 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:27,080 That's that's that was cute and all but that ain't that ain't it that ain't gonna fly 245 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:34,720 It's not gonna fly and all that it's not gonna fly like it's not and this is another reason why I brought the age up because 246 00:19:35,960 --> 00:19:39,480 I'm real like I like being around older people 247 00:19:39,480 --> 00:19:42,560 I honestly did if you two three four five ages leave for me 248 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:48,200 I like being around you because I've learned things from you and some things I learned from you 249 00:19:48,200 --> 00:19:52,920 I'm not gonna tell you until like I feel as though like one day I just you know thought out there like let me say 250 00:19:52,920 --> 00:19:54,320 I'm about you 251 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:58,120 It could be good or bad, but I like to display good because I don't like to display bad 252 00:19:58,120 --> 00:20:00,120 But if you do bad, I'm gonna let you know if I didn't air 253 00:20:01,040 --> 00:20:05,880 Do that I pick up on little jewels on people. Oh my god. I didn't know that like wow 254 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:11,560 I'm talking to you sometimes you do this you do that, you know, I like what you do things like that 255 00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:15,040 However, when it comes to the growth 256 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:19,600 Eastwood family members and friends I had to let go I 257 00:20:20,160 --> 00:20:27,000 Had to leave them where they at because I'm at a point in my life right now. I'm focused on school 258 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:30,080 my podcast and 259 00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:36,640 Making money for me because there's a lot of things in my life that I want to evolve in 260 00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:42,360 Doing I want to invest in a house. I want to have that luxury car things like that 261 00:20:42,360 --> 00:20:47,320 It's a lot of things that I want to do for me and some of them people 262 00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:51,720 I cannot bring to the brain with me because it's like I 263 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,960 Can't take it. I can't keep spoon feeding you 264 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:59,800 I can't keep being there from you when you're not there for me 265 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:06,920 I can't do that and when you know like I said a couple episodes ago when it came to men's mental health 266 00:21:07,600 --> 00:21:09,360 those people that you 267 00:21:09,360 --> 00:21:12,360 call every day to 268 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:15,600 Tell them about your problems do whatever occur to you 269 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:20,960 Do you ever want to call them and say are you okay? How you doing because it's plenty of times where I could think I 270 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:29,920 Can count on my hands being my fingers in my toes included where people would call me and don't even ask me if I'm okay 271 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:35,000 But quick to text me and call me about a drama and when I help them with the issues they're gone 272 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:41,440 They vanish and I cannot take that no more because it's like if I could be your I'm 273 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:46,720 I'm gonna be your counselor every time and you consider me as a friend and 274 00:21:47,920 --> 00:21:49,920 You don't do friend stuff 275 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:52,040 That goes for family too 276 00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:59,200 Like don't call text me when you got things going on and you not even trying to see if I'm okay or nothing 277 00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:01,480 And I'm always the one seeing if you okay or whatever 278 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:07,600 And then when is when you tell and every time I text you something just some bull is always something not so good 279 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:13,840 I'm like what yes, and when I brought the counseling part is because yes y'all I am certified as a counselor 280 00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:19,920 But I thought you know when you are counseling you get paid by the real therapist 281 00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:26,480 Counselor all that you get paid by the hour of what you do. I don't get paid by the hour for that. It's free 282 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:30,760 I'm giving you free game my time giving you all my free ability 283 00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:36,400 Okay, but I'm gonna tell y'all on the side. I'm gonna take advantage of that counseling because that's money might be it to 284 00:22:38,240 --> 00:22:45,840 But yes, I just feel it though like I can't bring them type of people into the journey that I want to go into when it comes to me 285 00:22:46,600 --> 00:22:49,520 evolving being great, you know doing 286 00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,880 big and better things because I 287 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:57,680 Just cannot take that when it comes to your growth 288 00:22:57,680 --> 00:23:03,520 Like I said, we had that growth mindset you evolving you want nothing but the best for you 289 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:09,640 And you want to be surrounded by people that's doing the same thing. You don't want to be surrounded by people that 290 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:16,680 You feel as though every time you say like you you you say your comments your 291 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:21,520 accomplishments and things like that they always try to go on top of you and that happened to 292 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:29,440 With family and your friends that happened to me too and I just step away from that bullshit because it's like I don't like that 293 00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:36,520 I don't I like I say I give my flowers when it's due I give everybody flowers when it's due and yes and times at times 294 00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:43,280 You're not gonna get your flowers when it's your time because motherfuckers don't think like you and that's what I had this conversation 295 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,000 with my former 296 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:53,280 Supervisor we had this conversation. She was like you so nice you so sweet you get people they promised us and 297 00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:58,320 Me and her are like here we here with each other and she said the same thing 298 00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:02,120 She said I do the same thing and I had to let some of them people go 299 00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:08,560 Because some of the stuff that they were doing I'm not doing that no more like I'm a whole like she was like I'm a whole mom 300 00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:12,560 I'm a whole entrepreneur and I work here 301 00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:19,520 Yes at times I want to have fun, but I can't do all the things that I was doing while I was young because one 302 00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:21,040 I'm a mom 303 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,040 to I'm an entrepreneur 304 00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:29,840 Three I have all the types of stuff going on and yes, everybody deserved to have fun have a good time, but 305 00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:35,600 All that stuff that she said that she's do what she was young that's in the past because that's not her no more 306 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:37,200 That's not me 307 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:42,000 And I had to leave them people behind because all they wanted to do she said all they wanted to do was just do that 308 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:45,440 I said no, I'm okay. I catch up with y'all next time 309 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:47,520 because she's 310 00:24:47,520 --> 00:24:52,400 elevating to be somebody that she's been dreaming for in 311 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:59,040 That's where she at today. She's at that point right now in her life where she is 312 00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:08,960 Elevating she's involved she evolved to be the person that she manifests to be and I'm so proud of her shout out to you 313 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:15,680 Shout out to you babe. Shout out to you. Shout out to all of you that I see on facebook and scams 314 00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:19,840 We'll talk to you that are elevating and doing things 315 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:22,720 for you 316 00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:28,160 You you're growing and you're in this new chapter of growth that is that 317 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:30,720 You just took 318 00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,240 breath 319 00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:34,080 A grain of salt 320 00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:35,600 And did that shit 321 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:41,040 I don't care how old you are but I guess people I know like they went to college. They down there pushing 30 322 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,640 That ain't stopped them like they got their associate's degree 323 00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:47,120 bachelor's masters 324 00:25:47,120 --> 00:25:48,080 You know 325 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:53,440 They are doing the damn thing and that's what I like because there's been times where people be like 326 00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,720 This is the thing also that I don't like with people for this though 327 00:25:57,520 --> 00:26:03,600 When you evolving when you want to be in that chapter in your life when it comes to grow people think you're changing 328 00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:09,040 Yes, I'm changing for the better like don't you want to see me do better? 329 00:26:09,360 --> 00:26:17,360 I don't want to stay in this. I don't want to say stagnant to things that I know that I can evolve in and I know my potential 330 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:23,280 That's what a lot of people fail to realize too. People have a lot of potential and things that 331 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:29,120 People fail to realize that people do not want to stay comfortable in certain positions 332 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:33,360 Like nobody wants to stay comfortable in the position that they know that 333 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:37,760 They can evolve in they can be further and they can go up to the top 334 00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:45,360 Nobody want to stay at a position for all their life like for example for me. Yes, I work two jobs and I'm going to school 335 00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:47,600 For a career 336 00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:51,040 I'm not going to have these jobs that I'm having forever because 337 00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:55,200 Once I get to that point where I'm finished school 338 00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:59,840 For me to get to that point of my career to get my foot in the door of my career 339 00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:08,240 Yes, I'm going to have to you know, tell the jobs I have now like thank you for all your services and all that I appreciate it 340 00:27:08,720 --> 00:27:12,880 But baby, I gotta move on. I gotta move on up. I'm not 341 00:27:13,360 --> 00:27:15,920 Excuse me. I'm not staying stagnant to 342 00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:18,560 an environment 343 00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:22,560 And I know it's not for me because that's where the growth and know your worth come from 344 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:28,800 A lot of people fail to realize nobody want to say stagnant into positions where they know that they can evolve in and be 345 00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,440 better 346 00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:37,120 And this is why I say to you gotta be careful on the people you vent to the people you 347 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:39,280 mess with 348 00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:44,320 Relationship wise in the company you keep around because it goes to show 349 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:49,520 How supportive they are and it goes to show how much they want to 350 00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,160 You involve in their life as well? 351 00:27:52,560 --> 00:28:00,400 Like I said, like some people I had to ghost or let them know like this can I can't keep continue doing this because 352 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:08,560 When you give more flowers when you throw out more confetti more flowers at them and then when it's your time 353 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:11,920 They don't want to give you all your confetti and flowers 354 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:16,960 Done. It's done. It's done. And also do not keep 355 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:24,080 Trying to find the good and then if they always come into you with bad because that's going to mess up your growth development 356 00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:24,960 stage 357 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:31,200 I had to learn it's the hard way like I know at times like I said to I have a soft spot when it comes to 358 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:33,200 tears 359 00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,200 Because you know when the tears come 360 00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:41,200 That's the sound of like you broke you but I also had to realize you could cry a cry river all done to me 361 00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:47,200 It's and you still won't do the same bullshit you done to me before and yes, I'm saying this to say because I've seen this 362 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:53,200 happening and it has happened to me and people feel the realize that people don't understand that 363 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:55,760 when you are 364 00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:58,320 Surrounded by the people 365 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:04,320 That you say you love them so deep they're love the love you have for them is downhill 366 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:11,360 Make sure you you stand at ten toes on that don't be saying that just to say it so that they can feel some way 367 00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:16,560 No, like I mentioned within the love episode. Don't be throwing that L word out 368 00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:22,320 If you're not genuine about it and you're not showing that real love and support because boy 369 00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:25,760 and you and when that person tell you 370 00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:31,600 As the grown woman or man that they are they come to you as the bigger person 371 00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,160 Don't be surprised just take it 372 00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:38,000 And let it be that and people just feel the realize that oh my god 373 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:42,240 You want to do this because you think you're better than me. It's not thinking nobody's better than nobody 374 00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:46,320 It's just that people know when it's time when it's time when it's their time 375 00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:48,720 to go and be 376 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:54,800 Better and they know when people time is up, you know like them shows flavor Flavor New York 377 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,600 You had the clock and you didn't get your clock. Your time is up 378 00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,440 Your time is up. There's the time looking at it like 379 00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:03,520 like 380 00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:06,320 I believe in the sand y'all know I love the sayings 381 00:30:07,360 --> 00:30:09,360 God brings people into your life 382 00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:14,880 for a reason in first seasons and I've seen that happen like 383 00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:19,840 And I will never never 384 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:26,800 Question god on the things that he has done for me because it opened my eyes up more 385 00:30:26,800 --> 00:30:30,320 And it made me realize god knew this person wasn't here for me 386 00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:35,200 God knew that this situation was not good for me because it would not help me 387 00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:39,360 involve and be better for me to go up into the 388 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:41,280 lifestyle 389 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:45,360 Chapter things like that that I need to for me to be better 390 00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:49,440 And a lot of people fail to realize this too 391 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:53,200 When people want good for they sell 392 00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:59,680 Why must y'all bring old bullshit up if somebody wants to 393 00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:01,840 Change for the better 394 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:09,040 Let them change for the better. Let them evolve. Let them move up. Let them go on that elevator. Let them go 395 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:15,200 Up levels don't let them go down to the levels that you want because you don't want to see them do good 396 00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:21,520 And yes, that's what people sometimes fail realize too that then people trying to tear you down trying to make you 397 00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:25,600 You stoop to their level. No, don't do that because at the end of the day 398 00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:31,760 They're gonna be the same ones trying to be all up in your face trying to be you know, I don't like that 399 00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:33,920 I don't like that 400 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:40,320 If you genuine if you my real friend or you my family member that wants the best stuff for me 401 00:31:41,120 --> 00:31:47,200 Be happy for me and understand it and that's what people fail to realize too when it comes to people wanting 402 00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:49,680 to see the good 403 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:53,840 and the good of the outcome of why they changing 404 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:57,920 from the level that they want to leveling up is because 405 00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:01,920 They want better and a lot of people don't want people to 406 00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:04,400 evolve 407 00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:08,800 The lot of people don't want people to evolve because they jealous sometimes with jealousy coming 408 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,560 Oh, they just don't want you to think you better than them. But I feel like that's jealousy too 409 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:19,360 Everybody is entitled to feel the way they feel but I feel as though this like I said when it comes to growth 410 00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:23,360 Do not let that little bullshit affect you 411 00:32:24,320 --> 00:32:26,320 Don't do it because like I said 412 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:33,040 Whoever you pray to believe it and things like that they're doing things for a reason because they know 413 00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:41,440 They know what's going on whoever you believe in and pray to they're watching your surroundings and they 414 00:32:41,440 --> 00:32:48,560 You know they do and they work by saying you got to go. Oh, you got to go. Oh, hey 415 00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:53,440 He needs to come here. Oh, you need to be close with she 416 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,880 I'm telling you 417 00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:03,360 Ever since I had to go sometimes ghosting is not good job. Please. I know sometimes not good 418 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:05,600 but sometimes you have to because it's like 419 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:10,400 I'm on a path where I want better for myself 420 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:14,720 I don't want to be stagnant to a position that made me 421 00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:17,040 question 422 00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:24,320 Myself and affect me from being in this stage that I am now like I tell you all the time like when it came to this podcast 423 00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:26,400 I didn't tell nobody 424 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:32,400 Everybody found out the same dag one time on June 15th 425 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:37,680 5 30 p.m. Or all platforms and some people got some text messages 426 00:33:37,680 --> 00:33:40,400 It was a surprise. It wasn't like 427 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:44,240 Not gonna lie. I mean I told my parents that was about it 428 00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:48,960 That was about it that knew the whole blueprint and stuff 429 00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:53,440 But my friends not so much because it was just like, you know 430 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:56,080 I want to make sure this was right and I 431 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:59,200 You know want to fill a hit up like oh girl 432 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:03,920 Did you see that because sometimes you don't need to tell people your plans you just need to do it 433 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:07,840 Like when it comes to you like with growth when you want to level up 434 00:34:08,160 --> 00:34:13,280 Don't tell nobody do it if you feel it though you need to level up you need to step out 435 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:19,680 And show out do it don't tell nobody because sometimes it's not dead love. It's not real 436 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:20,880 It's not genuine 437 00:34:20,880 --> 00:34:25,360 So if you feel it though you want to step out bro or sister do it for you because that's what you want to do 438 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:31,600 And that's the sign of growth and that's what I applaud for people when it comes to their growth because a lot of people feel as though 439 00:34:31,600 --> 00:34:38,400 Oh, you know too like when you come when you grow up in a neighborhood and stuff and they like always from the same neighborhood 440 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,800 You know right from wrong. So 441 00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:43,360 I'm not like that no more like that saying 442 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:49,200 You could take a chick out the hood, but you can't take the hood out of a chick. Okay 443 00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:53,200 Like okay. Yeah, me and you like people feel a bit like too 444 00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,640 Yeah, we're from Baltimore 445 00:34:57,040 --> 00:34:58,480 but 446 00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:05,520 I don't have to do everything that the bottom millions are doing. I don't have to do that. I don't 447 00:35:06,240 --> 00:35:09,120 Yes, I love my city and I'm gonna put on for my city 448 00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:12,000 But I'm not gonna fall stagnant into the 449 00:35:12,240 --> 00:35:14,880 Bull that's going on in my city because that's not me 450 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:21,440 Yeah, I'm a part of the population of being from here, but I'm not a part of that population that's fucking up here 451 00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:25,280 Okay, my goal is to 452 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:30,160 To put a big impact on the city in a positive way and not a negative way 453 00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:36,560 My goal is to make sure young girls and young boys see that 454 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:40,640 No matter where you come from you could be able to level up 455 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:42,800 But also do not forget where you come from though 456 00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:47,200 Don't forget where you come from because a lot of people forget where they come from 457 00:35:47,440 --> 00:35:51,760 They go all these places think they from there. No, you just lived there, baby. You know where you from 458 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,560 You know where you from? 459 00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,560 You know 460 00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:59,360 So I say this to say 461 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:06,080 I leave this with y'all to say when it comes to growth think of that mindset of 462 00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,800 You want to do better 463 00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:10,960 You doing whatever you want to do 464 00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:14,880 Do it for you, but also remember this 465 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:21,360 Don't let people don't let small-minded people mess up with you out going on 466 00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:27,280 Don't let people that have the little minds and things like that little, you know 467 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:33,200 comments and little sniggles and giggle giggles and little subliminals on a 468 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:39,920 Social media get to you because they're doing that because they are ashamed let alone or embarrassed 469 00:36:40,160 --> 00:36:43,760 To tell you to your face like a grown-ass person supposed to 470 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,760 But 471 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,360 Like I said, we're not going down. We're going up 472 00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:52,480 We're not letting that bullshit bring us down 473 00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:59,600 We're elevating we're involving we're moving on up to bigger things to bigger and better things 474 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:04,000 We're not sinking down to the level of the bullshit that everybody else is going through 475 00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:06,640 Okay 476 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:08,640 Whatever you want to do 477 00:37:08,720 --> 00:37:10,560 That you feel is though 478 00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:12,560 That will help you mentally 479 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:14,000 spiritually 480 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:15,520 physically 481 00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:17,520 All that good stuff do it for you 482 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:20,080 do it 483 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:28,400 Make the blueprint of all of it and if you have to let them people go that is not giving you the time the 484 00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:30,640 energy was giving you 485 00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:31,840 so much 486 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:33,840 stagnant let them go 487 00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,160 because 488 00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:42,560 You cannot always be there for everyone because everyone is not going to always be there for you. I learned that too. 489 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:47,760 You got to be there for you and you got to make sure you was good at all times 490 00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:53,840 So do is right for you and when it comes to your elevation 491 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,960 your elevating stages and things for you 492 00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:01,600 Make sure when you go into that stage that beautiful 493 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:04,160 up breaking stage 494 00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:10,160 That you feel good. You do good. Yes. We have our little moments in those 495 00:38:11,600 --> 00:38:15,200 In that, you know, we have our little moments when we doing good and stuff 496 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:17,920 But bad times don't last forever 497 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,120 Okay 498 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,840 So I hope that you guys have 499 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:28,880 Who had thought a lot about it when it comes to your growth because 500 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:32,080 you 501 00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,400 Y'all this it got me so 502 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:37,920 I'm not gonna say hi when it got me feeling like yo 503 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,880 The things that you're doing life impacts you in the way that people 504 00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:45,440 think that 505 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,440 It's like you try to shit on me 506 00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:52,960 It is that that it's just that I want better for myself and I want to grow 507 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:56,400 I want to grow into this person that I know 508 00:38:56,400 --> 00:39:03,440 So it's gonna do big things will do big things will be doing this will be doing that because that's what I want 509 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:07,920 And I know for a fact that's what you want. I know y'all want better 510 00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:13,120 So do not fall into the traps of people with any bullcrap and don't fall into the traps 511 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:18,080 So people be like I feel this way you doing this and sometimes if it's not if it's not real 512 00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:20,400 If they not put in there, I said let them go 513 00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:25,840 Let it go because when you're on the boat to success 514 00:39:26,720 --> 00:39:32,720 Nothing feels better than seeing all your dreams come to reality 515 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:36,880 When it comes to your growth 516 00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:38,880 okay 517 00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:40,080 So 518 00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:43,040 I hope you guys have an amazing day 519 00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:46,720 Like I said, whether y'all listening to this morning 520 00:39:46,720 --> 00:39:50,960 Even though afternoon I just hope that I got y'all thinking 521 00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:56,960 Oh, I mean thinking thinking because I'm teaching you like these episodes just like teaching you 522 00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:00,000 It's just teaching you even though you can't see me 523 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:05,520 But you can hear me and sometimes you know some people rather here than see and that's how it be sometimes 524 00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:07,520 I rather hear than see it 525 00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:11,520 So yes, I just hope that this episode and put a big 526 00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:18,400 And put impact on to you or to someone around you, you know, just help you period 527 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:23,040 And yes, I just hope you guys have an amazing day 528 00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:28,160 Stay safe out here because still summer make sure y'all stay hydrated 529 00:40:28,880 --> 00:40:32,240 But most of all I wish you nothing but peace and blessings 530 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:36,560 And you guys will hear from me next time 531 00:40:36,560 --> 00:40:38,560 Bye 532 00:40:38,560 --> 00:41:06,560 Bye