WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.960 Welcome to this very special episode of the Feminine 00:00:02.960 --> 00:00:06.139 Power Podcast where you get to listen to the 00:00:06.139 --> 00:00:09.900 voices of women from different countries, different 00:00:09.900 --> 00:00:13.580 backgrounds, different ages on the path of feminine 00:00:13.580 --> 00:00:17.609 embodiment. All these women have been through 00:00:17.609 --> 00:00:21.010 our three months initiation into feminine power 00:00:21.010 --> 00:00:24.410 called Feminine Power Blueprint and in this episode 00:00:24.410 --> 00:00:28.589 they are sharing what it is like to receive learnings 00:00:28.589 --> 00:00:31.530 rituals and embodied practices that show them 00:00:31.530 --> 00:00:34.149 the power of their body their feminine energy 00:00:34.149 --> 00:00:36.429 and their sexual energy and what changes in their 00:00:36.429 --> 00:00:41.420 lives I find This kind of things, listening to 00:00:41.420 --> 00:00:43.939 other women's stories, particularly important 00:00:43.939 --> 00:00:46.880 and empowering because this is one of the most 00:00:46.880 --> 00:00:50.240 important ways we learn and we get inspired from 00:00:50.240 --> 00:00:53.780 our sisters, from other women. If you're just 00:00:53.780 --> 00:00:56.609 jumping in here and it's your first time On this 00:00:56.609 --> 00:00:59.549 podcast, my name is Maria Grenina. I'm the founder 00:00:59.549 --> 00:01:02.469 of Feel, a feminine embodiment platform helping 00:01:02.469 --> 00:01:05.090 women from all over the world to connect to their 00:01:05.090 --> 00:01:07.590 bodies and experience the magic of their bodies. 00:01:07.750 --> 00:01:10.010 And I'm also a love sex and relationship coach 00:01:10.010 --> 00:01:13.090 with a tantric approach. My passion, my devotion, 00:01:13.230 --> 00:01:16.370 my mission is to support women in reclaiming 00:01:16.370 --> 00:01:20.310 their balance and power and building a life where 00:01:20.310 --> 00:01:23.950 they have it all. when we stop trying to live 00:01:23.950 --> 00:01:26.310 by the rules never created for us created by 00:01:26.310 --> 00:01:30.150 patriarchy and start living in alignment with 00:01:30.150 --> 00:01:33.030 our energy with our cycles with our body everything 00:01:33.030 --> 00:01:35.989 changes we get to access our gifts our feminine 00:01:35.989 --> 00:01:39.569 magnetism become more confident deeply alive 00:01:39.569 --> 00:01:42.310 and magnetic to all that we desire because it 00:01:42.310 --> 00:01:46.170 is natural for us women to receive to create 00:01:46.170 --> 00:01:49.090 and to enjoy and this is what i wish for all 00:01:49.090 --> 00:01:51.950 women and this is what we teach inside power 00:01:51.950 --> 00:01:55.250 blueprint how to align with our feminine energy 00:01:55.250 --> 00:01:58.590 how to access our sexual energy reclaim it for 00:01:58.590 --> 00:02:02.030 ourselves and live in pleasure and therefore 00:02:02.030 --> 00:02:05.090 create more love money and power in our lives 00:02:05.090 --> 00:02:08.569 so now let's get to the stories of women who've 00:02:08.569 --> 00:02:10.889 been going through this journey and hear how 00:02:10.889 --> 00:02:13.949 it is going for them and it once again I'm sharing 00:02:13.949 --> 00:02:18.030 this because I find this is just one of the most 00:02:18.030 --> 00:02:20.889 potent ways to learn to be inspired by the journeys 00:02:20.889 --> 00:02:25.069 of others and see then how it is for ourselves 00:02:25.069 --> 00:02:27.750 to transform. And if you're interested in joining 00:02:27.750 --> 00:02:29.689 Feminine Power Blueprint, you can learn more 00:02:29.689 --> 00:02:32.330 in this episode description. Our next cohort 00:02:32.330 --> 00:02:35.550 begins on October 2nd. So if you're interested, 00:02:35.710 --> 00:02:38.409 make sure to join before then. Now let's listen 00:02:38.409 --> 00:02:42.050 to Angela. She's based in the UK and she's been 00:02:42.050 --> 00:02:45.250 curious around tantra and embodiment for some 00:02:45.250 --> 00:02:47.550 time before joining the course. So now let's 00:02:47.550 --> 00:02:52.590 listen to her story. I'm Angela and I grew up 00:02:52.590 --> 00:02:58.189 in London and I have always I think for the last 00:02:58.189 --> 00:03:02.370 few years like a number of years got into meditation 00:03:02.370 --> 00:03:05.889 and been interested in somatic work and then 00:03:05.889 --> 00:03:11.289 I became really curious about tantra and I thought 00:03:11.289 --> 00:03:14.229 oh it's so hard to kind of get hold of something 00:03:14.229 --> 00:03:18.770 so deep yeah and so I was like sort of looking 00:03:18.770 --> 00:03:21.729 around the periphery of all of these things and 00:03:21.729 --> 00:03:25.110 like some yoga practice here and meditation there 00:03:25.110 --> 00:03:28.930 and like life can be so chaotic and like I've 00:03:28.930 --> 00:03:31.030 come on a very long life journey like everyone 00:03:31.030 --> 00:03:34.469 does everyone has a story don't they? So yeah 00:03:34.469 --> 00:03:38.490 I found like the last five years to be incredibly 00:03:38.490 --> 00:03:47.960 um I suppose like life changing and yeah. Beautiful. 00:03:49.039 --> 00:03:51.979 And you say you started your curiosity around 00:03:51.979 --> 00:03:54.620 Tantra. And what is it that you're finding there 00:03:54.620 --> 00:03:58.379 so far? What sparks your curiosity? I think it's 00:03:58.379 --> 00:04:03.699 really like, wow, there's non -duality comes 00:04:03.699 --> 00:04:06.120 into it. But more than anything else, it's like, 00:04:06.379 --> 00:04:09.580 how can we really be present with ourselves? 00:04:10.259 --> 00:04:14.199 And in terms of like, a relationship. It's like 00:04:14.199 --> 00:04:16.000 the fundamental relationship is with yourself 00:04:16.000 --> 00:04:18.899 first. And I was curious about it from like, 00:04:19.000 --> 00:04:21.480 oh, how would I bring that into relationships? 00:04:21.860 --> 00:04:24.319 And then I thought, well, if you're not in a 00:04:24.319 --> 00:04:26.339 relationship, how can you start with yourself? 00:04:27.279 --> 00:04:30.500 So yeah, that was my point of there's like from 00:04:30.500 --> 00:04:32.980 people that I'd heard of as like seen things 00:04:32.980 --> 00:04:36.889 from and I was like, this curiosity. Yeah and 00:04:36.889 --> 00:04:38.829 you know it's beautiful that you mentioned relationship 00:04:38.829 --> 00:04:40.269 with yourself because this is where everything 00:04:40.269 --> 00:04:43.310 starts and it's interesting that for me as a 00:04:43.310 --> 00:04:45.350 tantra practitioner people come hey I would like 00:04:45.350 --> 00:04:46.930 to learn some tantra and most people think it's 00:04:46.930 --> 00:04:49.029 a couple practice that is just about sex and 00:04:49.029 --> 00:04:52.120 they're like Okay, so this is exactly that you 00:04:52.120 --> 00:04:54.680 would like to learn. And in reality, when people 00:04:54.680 --> 00:04:56.800 get interested just because of sex, it's also 00:04:56.800 --> 00:05:01.199 perfect. And in that conversation, important 00:05:01.199 --> 00:05:03.779 bit is, well, even if you want to have the most 00:05:03.779 --> 00:05:05.860 epic tantric sex, you have to start with yourself. 00:05:06.540 --> 00:05:10.180 Yeah, who doesn't? But it still starts with yourself. 00:05:10.480 --> 00:05:13.500 You cannot just start with your partner. to practice 00:05:13.500 --> 00:05:16.339 Tundra practices because unless you feel your 00:05:16.339 --> 00:05:19.160 own presence and unless you can feel energy, 00:05:19.319 --> 00:05:21.339 there is nothing else you can really do. And 00:05:21.339 --> 00:05:23.879 people end up, oh, I'm not into it because they're 00:05:23.879 --> 00:05:25.540 like really bored sitting in front of each other 00:05:25.540 --> 00:05:27.199 and breathing and not understanding what that 00:05:27.199 --> 00:05:30.100 is supposed to feel. Because first you need to 00:05:30.100 --> 00:05:32.459 feel the energy and that's a personal practice. 00:05:32.500 --> 00:05:37.540 So I'm really aware of our life force energy. 00:05:39.209 --> 00:05:43.449 It was like the pandemic. I was in hospital with 00:05:43.449 --> 00:05:48.509 COVID and then they said that I had this rare 00:05:48.509 --> 00:05:51.810 autoimmune condition and that I had it affected 00:05:51.810 --> 00:05:55.029 my heart. And then I went on this journey to 00:05:55.029 --> 00:05:58.529 rebuild my life from scratch because it was like, 00:05:58.529 --> 00:06:02.329 yeah, touch and go. And from that, it was like, 00:06:02.569 --> 00:06:03.970 even though I'd been on a bit of a spiritual 00:06:03.970 --> 00:06:07.389 path before that, after that, it was like, that's 00:06:07.389 --> 00:06:11.639 what. like helped me like really kind of see, 00:06:11.720 --> 00:06:14.100 well, what can you do? Not what you can't do, 00:06:14.139 --> 00:06:17.699 not the limitations of like my life force energy, 00:06:17.920 --> 00:06:21.339 even though I was like so unwell in a hospital 00:06:21.339 --> 00:06:24.019 bed and the weakest I've been, it was still there 00:06:24.019 --> 00:06:26.959 in me and I used that. So that's kind of carried 00:06:26.959 --> 00:06:32.579 me and like then when I saw Fear Woman and I 00:06:32.579 --> 00:06:35.000 saw a few things and I was like, oh, that seems 00:06:35.000 --> 00:06:39.750 so kind of... special and like a container. And 00:06:39.750 --> 00:06:42.810 then when I saw the thing for the feminine blueprint, 00:06:43.029 --> 00:06:45.410 I was like, well, I'd already come so far that 00:06:45.410 --> 00:06:48.329 I was like, all of the things that were being 00:06:48.329 --> 00:06:51.670 spoken of that was like, you know. that might 00:06:51.670 --> 00:06:55.129 kind of bring it together for me and yeah like 00:06:55.129 --> 00:06:57.889 I'm aware of my life force energy but it's like 00:06:57.889 --> 00:07:01.430 how do we really harness that because we can 00:07:01.430 --> 00:07:03.949 have moments we're like we're so grounded and 00:07:03.949 --> 00:07:06.250 we're like yeah we know what we're doing and 00:07:06.250 --> 00:07:08.670 we are going out and receiving and then other 00:07:08.670 --> 00:07:13.250 times it's like oh yeah and that's that's the 00:07:13.250 --> 00:07:15.750 chaos of life and then you learn how to weave 00:07:15.750 --> 00:07:18.709 it all and move it and contain it and understand 00:07:18.709 --> 00:07:22.680 it's not always one way, it's this whole situation 00:07:22.680 --> 00:07:25.680 that we're going through as humans. So it was 00:07:25.680 --> 00:07:29.120 really cool to it. Yeah. I thought that's like 00:07:29.120 --> 00:07:34.240 a program over a period of time where I can actually 00:07:34.240 --> 00:07:38.660 dedicate that like sort of honoring myself. Yeah. 00:07:38.980 --> 00:07:43.660 And honoring my like sensuality and exploring 00:07:43.660 --> 00:07:46.819 this aspect, which up to that point, it's, you 00:07:46.819 --> 00:07:50.220 know, you make some time and it's it's rushed 00:07:50.220 --> 00:07:53.699 and it's like it's not like I don't know I always 00:07:53.699 --> 00:07:56.860 felt a lot of shame and growing up Catholic and 00:07:56.860 --> 00:07:59.899 there's yeah it's like you might talk about it 00:07:59.899 --> 00:08:03.040 a little bit with friends but not that much and 00:08:03.040 --> 00:08:05.779 it's like you have to like to tune into this 00:08:05.779 --> 00:08:08.939 other part you have to find people that are kind 00:08:08.939 --> 00:08:13.279 of oh yeah on that path so it was Yeah, being 00:08:13.279 --> 00:08:15.240 in a community is so important for this work. 00:08:15.699 --> 00:08:18.160 And we women have always been together in the 00:08:18.160 --> 00:08:20.800 spaces, we've had sisterhood, we've been gathering, 00:08:20.860 --> 00:08:24.839 especially in rituals. I'm finding this... ritual 00:08:24.839 --> 00:08:28.180 space, one of the most important parts for us 00:08:28.180 --> 00:08:30.480 women to truly thrive. Because a lot of people 00:08:30.480 --> 00:08:32.620 say, oh, yes, women need to be together, sisterhood, 00:08:32.820 --> 00:08:35.820 but what does that for us? And it's really a 00:08:35.820 --> 00:08:38.399 ritual space because there is quite a big difference 00:08:38.399 --> 00:08:42.360 to going to a pub and having a drink with someone, 00:08:42.539 --> 00:08:44.299 and yes, it's a women -to -women connection, 00:08:44.500 --> 00:08:48.039 great, to having an honoring ritual space where 00:08:48.039 --> 00:08:50.820 you get to share really deep things with each 00:08:50.820 --> 00:08:54.259 other. and practice together. It's very different 00:08:54.259 --> 00:08:57.259 and super nourishing. I love women's work. Yeah. 00:08:57.919 --> 00:09:02.539 So that was like why I was kind of enticed to 00:09:02.539 --> 00:09:05.059 sign up. And I was like a little bit intimidated. 00:09:05.259 --> 00:09:07.320 I was like, Oh my gosh, who's going to be in 00:09:07.320 --> 00:09:09.860 this circle of women and they're going to be 00:09:09.860 --> 00:09:12.600 so far on their journey. And what I found was 00:09:12.600 --> 00:09:15.460 real acceptance for where everyone was to begin 00:09:15.460 --> 00:09:18.929 with. And also, like, the pressure, it's like, 00:09:19.009 --> 00:09:21.070 if you can't make it, if you can, it's like, 00:09:21.250 --> 00:09:25.990 don't put yourself under this, like, guilt or 00:09:25.990 --> 00:09:28.750 this or that. And I felt that was so refreshing 00:09:28.750 --> 00:09:33.309 to kind of start a course in that way. Yeah. 00:09:33.570 --> 00:09:36.269 Yeah. Yeah, I love that. I love that you mention 00:09:36.269 --> 00:09:38.960 it because... But our entire education system 00:09:38.960 --> 00:09:42.419 is really structured and punishment based. Don't 00:09:42.419 --> 00:09:44.399 make it that you're not going to make that. And 00:09:44.399 --> 00:09:46.460 then there is a lot of actual disengagement. 00:09:46.940 --> 00:09:49.360 I know that maybe for some people they get motivated 00:09:49.360 --> 00:09:52.139 this way, but a lot of people don't. We need 00:09:52.139 --> 00:09:55.340 more celebration and more permission. And with 00:09:55.340 --> 00:09:57.500 this course and with all the feminine work, I 00:09:57.500 --> 00:09:59.940 believe there needs to be a lot of space so that 00:09:59.940 --> 00:10:02.899 people can have their own life journey while 00:10:02.899 --> 00:10:04.840 having this journey as well. Because whatever 00:10:04.840 --> 00:10:07.559 happens and there are the moment. when we get 00:10:07.559 --> 00:10:09.279 discouraged because, oh, I missed two sessions. 00:10:09.320 --> 00:10:12.059 So I will never go back to this thing. And that 00:10:12.059 --> 00:10:14.879 is something we want to not put into place because 00:10:14.879 --> 00:10:17.980 people have their own lives and their own individual 00:10:17.980 --> 00:10:20.039 divine guidance will bring them to where they 00:10:20.039 --> 00:10:22.240 want to be. So I love that you appreciate that. 00:10:22.559 --> 00:10:24.980 And it was, it has been really special, like 00:10:24.980 --> 00:10:28.940 joining live, like actually feeling that energy. 00:10:29.019 --> 00:10:31.080 Like how can you feel that in a group we're all 00:10:31.080 --> 00:10:34.519 online, but it does happen. And then Like the 00:10:34.519 --> 00:10:36.639 trends you say, transcending time and space for 00:10:36.639 --> 00:10:38.539 those who can't make it live or another time 00:10:38.539 --> 00:10:41.419 zone. It's like whenever I've tuned in, like 00:10:41.419 --> 00:10:45.120 not live, then I've kind of. for like the women 00:10:45.120 --> 00:10:48.480 in the group. Yes. Yes, it helps so much. Because 00:10:48.480 --> 00:10:50.340 I also have taken lots of online courses for 00:10:50.340 --> 00:10:52.980 myself. And when people gave all this permission 00:10:52.980 --> 00:10:57.679 and also communicated that they are transcending 00:10:57.679 --> 00:10:59.639 the diamond space. And then if you're watching 00:10:59.639 --> 00:11:01.639 the recording, you're welcome and you're welcome. 00:11:02.059 --> 00:11:04.899 That makes such a difference. We want to be appreciated. 00:11:04.980 --> 00:11:08.210 And this is something the world wants to embrace 00:11:08.210 --> 00:11:10.090 now, or at least I want the world to embrace 00:11:10.090 --> 00:11:14.210 that. Appreciation, space, permission. Yeah, 00:11:14.330 --> 00:11:16.570 then moving your self -permission. Yeah. Yes, 00:11:16.629 --> 00:11:18.370 I'm going to be waiting for permission, like 00:11:18.370 --> 00:11:22.970 to do stuff, to move. Oh, I love that you've 00:11:22.970 --> 00:11:25.230 been to many life classes. That's how I saw you. 00:11:25.269 --> 00:11:27.389 I was like, this girl really does that. This 00:11:27.389 --> 00:11:34.009 is amazing. The consistency, so having like twice 00:11:34.009 --> 00:11:37.879 a week and just that, okay, one session will 00:11:37.879 --> 00:11:40.279 be explaining. And then it's like, it starts 00:11:40.279 --> 00:11:43.600 to, I find you're listening and you're, you're 00:11:43.600 --> 00:11:46.549 having that inquiry. it goes into your unconscious 00:11:46.549 --> 00:11:48.250 and then you leave it there. And so then when 00:11:48.250 --> 00:11:50.350 it comes to the practice, you're not like, what 00:11:50.350 --> 00:11:52.210 is this? What's that? It's like, you're just 00:11:52.210 --> 00:11:55.370 trusting more. So it was like, I really liked 00:11:55.370 --> 00:11:58.309 the structure and like the journey of who you 00:11:58.309 --> 00:12:02.370 had when teaching throughout it. Yeah. Yeah. 00:12:02.549 --> 00:12:05.129 Tell me about your favorite learnings and how 00:12:05.129 --> 00:12:06.909 you're implementing them in your life now. Oh 00:12:06.909 --> 00:12:10.669 my gosh. So I always try to lead from the heart 00:12:10.669 --> 00:12:13.409 as a person. I think that's so important. We 00:12:13.409 --> 00:12:17.090 can quite easily get caught up with what's wrong 00:12:17.090 --> 00:12:21.269 or like, you know, be upset with people or, but 00:12:21.269 --> 00:12:25.409 actually like it cuts through everything. And 00:12:25.409 --> 00:12:29.309 you did a beautiful meditation around that. And, 00:12:29.309 --> 00:12:32.889 and even like from the first session where we 00:12:32.889 --> 00:12:34.990 were doing non -linear movement, I was like, 00:12:35.289 --> 00:12:38.590 Hey, I've done this before. I never celebrated 00:12:38.590 --> 00:12:41.590 doing this before, like in my body and just kind 00:12:41.590 --> 00:12:46.580 of. trusting that that actually is like the work. 00:12:46.799 --> 00:12:49.080 And I think sometimes we intuitively are doing 00:12:49.080 --> 00:12:51.019 stuff in life, whether we're dancing or this 00:12:51.019 --> 00:12:54.080 or that. And it's like, that's good for us. That's 00:12:54.080 --> 00:12:58.659 really good. But yeah, so many, like so many 00:12:58.659 --> 00:13:03.440 teachings. I thought of masculine and feminine, 00:13:03.460 --> 00:13:05.940 like the relationship between that polarity. 00:13:07.179 --> 00:13:09.500 that has been brought to light in such a different 00:13:09.500 --> 00:13:13.740 way now. And that kind of like sitting in my 00:13:13.740 --> 00:13:16.759 presence and holding both. And I always thought 00:13:16.759 --> 00:13:19.360 of it, oh, the masculine is doing and the feminine 00:13:19.360 --> 00:13:22.980 is just, you know, kind of wishing around and 00:13:22.980 --> 00:13:27.070 like floating and it's... I have a very different 00:13:27.070 --> 00:13:30.429 relationship with these parts of myself now. 00:13:31.750 --> 00:13:35.190 This one is so important. When you learn to hold 00:13:35.190 --> 00:13:38.690 yourself and have this balanced masculine inside, 00:13:39.149 --> 00:13:41.909 it lets you know you're safe. I'm here for you. 00:13:42.190 --> 00:13:44.549 Just feel so much better to work through life 00:13:44.549 --> 00:13:48.129 like that. That groundedness and that kind of 00:13:48.129 --> 00:13:52.000 seeing. um we can bring in the creativity and 00:13:52.000 --> 00:13:55.080 the play and all of that it's like kind of honoring 00:13:55.080 --> 00:13:58.500 both sides yeah yeah and i always thought oh 00:13:58.500 --> 00:14:01.179 you've got to like heal your masculine before 00:14:01.179 --> 00:14:04.500 you can like i always had a very different understanding 00:14:04.500 --> 00:14:08.059 so Yeah, I love that. And Maya's brought so much 00:14:08.059 --> 00:14:11.200 wisdom of this subject when she brings it to 00:14:11.200 --> 00:14:13.919 the table. I just love it so much. I find that 00:14:13.919 --> 00:14:17.139 very important for people to learn healthy, masculine 00:14:17.139 --> 00:14:19.940 and feminine, sacred union with Zine. This literally 00:14:19.940 --> 00:14:22.820 changes your entire life because you start understanding 00:14:22.820 --> 00:14:27.259 that you can be both and you need both because 00:14:27.259 --> 00:14:29.179 women very often when they get into feminine 00:14:29.179 --> 00:14:32.100 work, then they just embrace cows and flow and 00:14:32.100 --> 00:14:35.590 like just create absolute uncertainty in their 00:14:35.590 --> 00:14:38.389 lives as a result but all of that is really beautiful 00:14:38.389 --> 00:14:41.470 if there is presence and safety as well and it's 00:14:41.470 --> 00:14:46.149 just amazing when people do that. Like having 00:14:46.149 --> 00:14:51.309 the time and space, like the self -pleasure, 00:14:51.629 --> 00:14:55.049 the sex magic, the kind of what are we manifesting 00:14:55.049 --> 00:14:57.850 here and how can we bring that into self -pleasure? 00:14:57.929 --> 00:15:01.210 I mean that's kind of like probably a lot of 00:15:01.210 --> 00:15:03.490 people would be attracted to the course for that 00:15:03.490 --> 00:15:07.429 and all different reasons. And I was like, okay, 00:15:07.470 --> 00:15:10.090 there was a curiosity there about how you would 00:15:10.090 --> 00:15:14.409 teach it. Like, you know, Lucy would, and it 00:15:14.409 --> 00:15:17.769 was so liberating. And also there was another 00:15:17.769 --> 00:15:22.090 session too, and just help them alive. Yes. Yeah, 00:15:22.090 --> 00:15:26.129 we should celebrate feeling alive as women. Exactly. 00:15:26.389 --> 00:15:29.389 Yeah, I think there are parts of the world and 00:15:29.419 --> 00:15:32.779 like women are so shunned and still can't express 00:15:32.779 --> 00:15:35.820 themselves in these ways. So it is such a privilege 00:15:35.820 --> 00:15:38.539 to be able to do that. Which culture are you 00:15:38.539 --> 00:15:42.639 coming from? So I have got some German in me 00:15:42.639 --> 00:15:46.419 and so European. My mum, well, she was born in 00:15:46.419 --> 00:15:48.820 New Zealand, but yeah, kind of European. Very 00:15:48.820 --> 00:15:52.960 interesting because, you know, like we, especially 00:15:52.960 --> 00:15:56.129 European women, definitely have a very, very 00:15:56.129 --> 00:15:58.690 strong witch wound. Yeah. So it's been really 00:15:58.690 --> 00:16:02.149 on the land in generations, like women have been 00:16:02.149 --> 00:16:04.769 fully cut out from their magic, from their sexual 00:16:04.769 --> 00:16:07.649 power, from their expression. Anything that we 00:16:07.649 --> 00:16:11.029 do, right? We like run and shout and cry and 00:16:11.029 --> 00:16:13.970 burn and move and dance. All of that was considered 00:16:13.970 --> 00:16:16.590 witchy. So for a lot of women, it's very hard 00:16:16.590 --> 00:16:19.409 to now even embrace that, especially in the UK. 00:16:19.710 --> 00:16:24.710 I can be quite nervous and yeah, so I'm, I think 00:16:24.710 --> 00:16:29.570 like, the confidence in me is there when I'm 00:16:29.570 --> 00:16:34.149 relaxed. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. So I feel relaxed 00:16:34.149 --> 00:16:38.629 right now. That is great. Sometimes I have to 00:16:38.629 --> 00:16:41.090 kind of fake it till I make it. Which is normal, 00:16:41.370 --> 00:16:45.409 right? It's life. But yeah, I think when you 00:16:45.409 --> 00:16:48.409 have that kind of, that religious lens on growing 00:16:48.409 --> 00:16:50.990 up. It's like, you know, some people can and 00:16:50.990 --> 00:16:53.690 can't talk to their parents about sex, about 00:16:53.690 --> 00:16:56.370 stuff, life, big things, and others can. They 00:16:56.370 --> 00:16:59.370 have a beautiful relationship like that. In that 00:16:59.370 --> 00:17:04.019 honesty, that exchange. Yeah, it all comes, a 00:17:04.019 --> 00:17:06.380 lot of comes from our upbringing. But I'm lucky 00:17:06.380 --> 00:17:09.880 I've got sisters. Yeah, it's great. It's interesting 00:17:09.880 --> 00:17:12.380 because I'm only beginning to really share things 00:17:12.380 --> 00:17:14.839 with my sisters properly. We had a very different 00:17:14.839 --> 00:17:18.799 journey and had to go separate ways first to 00:17:18.799 --> 00:17:21.599 come together back. due to different relationships 00:17:21.599 --> 00:17:24.440 we have. But when you have sisters, especially 00:17:24.440 --> 00:17:26.960 younger ones, I mean, for me, because I'm older, 00:17:27.140 --> 00:17:29.240 that's the only experience I have, I'm finding 00:17:29.240 --> 00:17:32.440 it so nourishing to be able to give advice and 00:17:32.440 --> 00:17:35.920 answer questions for sisters if they were afraid 00:17:35.920 --> 00:17:38.980 to ask parents. And then it's like, no, I go 00:17:38.980 --> 00:17:43.880 to my aunt, this is sister. That's amazing. Yeah. 00:17:44.079 --> 00:17:46.240 But for women who don't have sisters, like that's 00:17:46.240 --> 00:17:48.579 where sisterhood is so important. You can find 00:17:48.579 --> 00:17:50.859 non -blood sisters. Exactly. They're out there 00:17:50.859 --> 00:17:53.140 and you can find that in life, just meaningful. 00:17:53.799 --> 00:17:56.119 Yeah. It's so different when you can find advice 00:17:56.119 --> 00:17:58.839 from another woman or a tip or just someone to 00:17:58.839 --> 00:18:01.440 hold space. And now in the modern world, we're 00:18:01.440 --> 00:18:04.640 just so isolated. Most women just live in cubicles, 00:18:04.660 --> 00:18:08.519 like far away from each other. Very few go to 00:18:08.519 --> 00:18:11.859 community spaces. So maybe we are very aware 00:18:11.859 --> 00:18:14.500 and we do the work, but actually in reality, 00:18:14.940 --> 00:18:17.039 a lot of women just sleep completely isolated. 00:18:17.140 --> 00:18:20.700 Yeah, really. That's really sad. Yeah. I hope 00:18:20.700 --> 00:18:22.500 more women, especially those who are listening. 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:25.359 Come on guys, let's come together. It felt like 00:18:25.359 --> 00:18:28.299 a retreat over three months. Like I've never 00:18:28.299 --> 00:18:31.539 been to a women's only retreat. I can just imagine 00:18:31.539 --> 00:18:35.140 it just like being like this, but yeah, they're 00:18:35.140 --> 00:18:39.200 very different, but it had that sort of essence. 00:18:40.759 --> 00:18:45.480 So there was so much learning and so much kind 00:18:45.480 --> 00:18:49.690 of, you meet people and even though it's online 00:18:49.690 --> 00:18:53.650 it didn't diminish anything because the energy 00:18:53.650 --> 00:18:55.910 the presence like what they were sharing all 00:18:55.910 --> 00:18:59.309 their magic was it came through and like who 00:18:59.309 --> 00:19:03.210 you chose like to do all these like these sessions 00:19:03.210 --> 00:19:06.309 and it worked like the journey of it it worked 00:19:06.309 --> 00:19:09.369 the containers like the layering it's like we're 00:19:09.369 --> 00:19:12.950 gonna go deep now and yeah um i was familiar 00:19:12.950 --> 00:19:17.390 with david yeah and um i've done i've kind of 00:19:17.390 --> 00:19:20.890 heard some of his method like his um hypnosis 00:19:20.890 --> 00:19:26.339 before Yeah, he was great. How was his concepts 00:19:26.339 --> 00:19:28.259 on money? And actually, how was the money chapter? 00:19:29.799 --> 00:19:34.140 His concepts on money is just, yeah, you really 00:19:34.140 --> 00:19:38.519 have to trust that there's no limitations. Yeah, 00:19:38.599 --> 00:19:40.720 I have to go back to that. I think that was really 00:19:40.720 --> 00:19:43.059 nice now. I'm like, there's a few that I've missed. 00:19:43.200 --> 00:19:44.700 There's a few that I want to listen to again, 00:19:44.700 --> 00:19:49.279 and I will. And yeah, it was being with people 00:19:49.279 --> 00:19:53.720 that are living. embodied themselves, that makes 00:19:53.720 --> 00:19:57.059 a difference and it really shows. It's not like, 00:19:57.160 --> 00:20:02.079 oh, I teach yoga class. They're kind of living, 00:20:02.279 --> 00:20:04.759 breathing this work. Yeah. I think it's very 00:20:04.759 --> 00:20:06.640 important when you find teachers and mentors, 00:20:06.920 --> 00:20:09.839 they're important to check in into, do you believe 00:20:09.839 --> 00:20:12.660 their lifestyle? Do you believe how they live? 00:20:13.059 --> 00:20:15.240 Not so much what they say they teach, right? 00:20:15.619 --> 00:20:18.839 Because yeah, in the world of influencers and 00:20:18.839 --> 00:20:21.039 Instagram and all of that, there's film out there. 00:20:21.079 --> 00:20:24.680 So much out there. When I find, when I search 00:20:24.680 --> 00:20:26.940 for me, I think for my personal development mentors 00:20:26.940 --> 00:20:30.200 and teachers, I just look at how they live. That's, 00:20:30.200 --> 00:20:32.200 that's the checkpoint. It's not their social 00:20:32.200 --> 00:20:35.359 media. It's like, do I want even a little bit 00:20:35.359 --> 00:20:38.500 my life to look like theirs? And only then it's, 00:20:38.559 --> 00:20:41.119 if yes, then yeah, then it's interesting to work 00:20:41.119 --> 00:20:44.119 with them. Otherwise, yeah. So we need to be 00:20:44.119 --> 00:20:47.839 careful. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's how I say it 00:20:47.839 --> 00:20:50.690 throughout. I'll say it there. the community 00:20:50.690 --> 00:20:52.970 of like these beautiful women and everyone was 00:20:52.970 --> 00:20:55.849 sharing and like the telegram group and it made 00:20:55.849 --> 00:20:59.910 it feel like live, you know, alive as well. But 00:20:59.910 --> 00:21:03.289 like, oh, this came up to me or I've realized 00:21:03.289 --> 00:21:05.970 this or I've had this like revelation in life. 00:21:06.049 --> 00:21:09.569 And it was like, that was so cool. Yes, I love 00:21:09.569 --> 00:21:12.809 that. Even for me, when I'm running this journey, 00:21:13.150 --> 00:21:15.549 just every message matters so much because you 00:21:15.549 --> 00:21:17.789 want to feel the work. You want to see what's 00:21:17.789 --> 00:21:19.910 happening. It's just so important. So I really 00:21:19.910 --> 00:21:22.509 appreciate people who share. A lot of people 00:21:22.509 --> 00:21:27.349 are also... It takes something to share. It really 00:21:27.349 --> 00:21:30.849 takes something. So thank you for that. I think 00:21:30.849 --> 00:21:34.150 what you put in, you get out of anything. But 00:21:34.150 --> 00:21:37.650 even if you're witnessing other people and not 00:21:37.650 --> 00:21:41.009 feeling... if you're feeling shy. Yeah, it's 00:21:41.009 --> 00:21:43.589 all perfect. There are a lot and that's why there 00:21:43.589 --> 00:21:45.890 is the beauty of a group because some people 00:21:45.890 --> 00:21:48.230 are there to witness and that's their healing 00:21:48.230 --> 00:21:50.250 journey and some people are there sharing and 00:21:50.250 --> 00:21:52.390 they're the cheerleaders and then that's what 00:21:52.390 --> 00:21:55.170 creates this common space and that's why being 00:21:55.170 --> 00:21:57.670 in a space really helps. There's no pressure 00:21:57.670 --> 00:22:00.470 camera on, camera off and for some things you 00:22:00.470 --> 00:22:02.910 might want camera off, for other things you might 00:22:02.910 --> 00:22:11.019 just not, you know. Show us a real freedom. freedom. 00:22:11.019 --> 00:22:14.259 That's so important. And what about your life 00:22:14.259 --> 00:22:17.880 now? Do you have any exciting plans? What's next? 00:22:18.240 --> 00:22:20.539 Well, I love that these practices, it's like, 00:22:20.660 --> 00:22:23.160 how long have I got? And I wanted at the beginning 00:22:23.160 --> 00:22:26.440 of this to be like, I want to bring in a daily, 00:22:26.480 --> 00:22:30.180 daily thing because that consistency is going 00:22:30.180 --> 00:22:34.720 to help me so much. Yeah, that's coming. So whether 00:22:34.720 --> 00:22:37.799 it's like our full hour ritual or 15 minutes 00:22:37.799 --> 00:22:40.539 and I always like journaling, but I'm not great 00:22:40.539 --> 00:22:43.920 at doing it every day. But it feels like a lot 00:22:43.920 --> 00:22:47.380 is unlocking for me. Yeah, a lot is unlocking 00:22:47.380 --> 00:22:49.799 and a lot will keep unlocking because this is 00:22:49.799 --> 00:22:52.440 all in our bodies. In our bodies, we have all 00:22:52.440 --> 00:22:54.740 these energies living in us and our magnetism 00:22:54.740 --> 00:22:57.799 and life changes when our energies change. Daily 00:22:57.799 --> 00:23:03.150 practice, I'm just putting my hat on of the women's 00:23:03.150 --> 00:23:06.430 advisor. So important. And whenever we implement 00:23:06.430 --> 00:23:08.710 an embodied daily practice, because a lot of 00:23:08.710 --> 00:23:10.890 people now know how to meditate, which is fantastic. 00:23:11.170 --> 00:23:13.230 And so it's so important once you learn to quieten 00:23:13.230 --> 00:23:17.470 your mind, it's perfect. But we women need... 00:23:17.579 --> 00:23:20.019 the body, you need the sensuality, you need the 00:23:20.019 --> 00:23:22.799 movement. So we have the womb and she needs that. 00:23:22.960 --> 00:23:25.619 Like that's it. We can understand that's the 00:23:25.619 --> 00:23:27.539 reason why guys don't have that. That's why they 00:23:27.539 --> 00:23:29.339 didn't come up with it. That's why we don't have 00:23:29.339 --> 00:23:31.480 it in the marketing so much because originally 00:23:31.480 --> 00:23:33.240 men have been controlling all the money and all 00:23:33.240 --> 00:23:36.380 the purchasing decisions. So that's why we don't 00:23:36.380 --> 00:23:38.920 have that as a common sense. But it is really 00:23:38.920 --> 00:23:42.579 important for us to put some oil on the body 00:23:42.579 --> 00:23:51.309 to feel some pleasure and daily. Yeah. Blowing 00:23:51.309 --> 00:23:54.690 down your environment. Exactly. Yeah. Whether 00:23:54.690 --> 00:23:59.569 that's, um, yeah, putting the oil on the music 00:23:59.569 --> 00:24:01.589 or what you enjoy. It's like, okay, I'm going 00:24:01.589 --> 00:24:05.289 to create my space. This is for me. Yeah. Yeah. 00:24:05.289 --> 00:24:08.049 Yeah. Suddenly you do that. Yeah, that's perfect. 00:24:08.589 --> 00:24:10.849 I love like when you write your reactions and 00:24:10.849 --> 00:24:14.339 like your insights from the practice. Perfect. 00:24:15.640 --> 00:24:18.299 Can you imagine how far it's going to get you? 00:24:18.539 --> 00:24:20.640 Like, it's going to be amazing. It's just dancing. 00:24:21.119 --> 00:24:23.900 Exactly. Yeah, it's been wonderful. And like 00:24:23.900 --> 00:24:26.380 I've told friends about it, you know, their reactions 00:24:26.380 --> 00:24:31.779 have been varied and compressed. Like, I am bent. 00:24:33.160 --> 00:24:37.240 Same for me. But they can see that it's giving 00:24:37.240 --> 00:24:41.990 me so much, like... the glow, the kind of, wow, 00:24:42.150 --> 00:24:46.809 you know, this is, this is enriching. So all 00:24:46.809 --> 00:24:50.529 you can do is like, share that kind of, you know, 00:24:50.650 --> 00:24:53.289 your energy with the world and whether people 00:24:53.289 --> 00:24:55.890 are then curious and, you know, want to join 00:24:55.890 --> 00:24:59.190 you and like, let's go to this thing together. 00:24:59.930 --> 00:25:02.230 No, I do have some friends that are more in tune 00:25:02.230 --> 00:25:06.140 as well. Yeah, that's amazing. Be brave, because 00:25:06.140 --> 00:25:08.619 I think this might be really out of people's 00:25:08.619 --> 00:25:13.460 comfort zones, but actually, you've created something 00:25:13.460 --> 00:25:18.259 that is safe. It feels like it's delicious. It's 00:25:18.259 --> 00:25:20.339 delicious, and you can say that, and it's like, 00:25:20.420 --> 00:25:22.720 what is it going to be? Don't worry. There's 00:25:22.720 --> 00:25:26.319 a bit of curiosity. If you wanna make that time 00:25:26.319 --> 00:25:30.119 for you, this will, you'll keep to it, because 00:25:30.119 --> 00:25:34.180 it's so giving. It's like... Yeah, exactly. Oh, 00:25:34.259 --> 00:25:37.200 thank you so much. I think you've done so well. 00:25:37.480 --> 00:25:39.759 I'm so surprised. So flawless. I don't think 00:25:39.759 --> 00:25:44.539 I will need to do much editing. Oh, wow. I'm 00:25:44.539 --> 00:25:50.079 just so grateful. Yeah. Yeah, I feel really like 00:25:50.079 --> 00:25:55.279 I've come home to myself and there's more. There's 00:25:55.279 --> 00:25:57.440 so much more. And I think it does give you this 00:25:57.440 --> 00:26:02.000 like sense of you have power in you yeah oh thank 00:26:02.000 --> 00:26:04.160 you so much it was exactly what we want to bring 00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:07.640 into the world oh that was angela based in the 00:26:07.640 --> 00:26:10.920 uk and i'm so excited for her journey to continue 00:26:10.920 --> 00:26:13.380 and for her to be experiencing more and more 00:26:13.380 --> 00:26:17.000 of her power and pleasure and aliveness and really 00:26:17.000 --> 00:26:19.779 live the most fulfilling life and now let's go 00:26:19.779 --> 00:26:24.359 to rhyme rhyme I'm so proud of her. She is a 00:26:24.359 --> 00:26:28.339 self -made entrepreneur musician. Her songs are 00:26:28.339 --> 00:26:31.500 played by hundreds of thousands of people and 00:26:31.500 --> 00:26:35.400 her recent song was featured in the movie Baby 00:26:35.400 --> 00:26:38.519 Girl. It was Nicole Kidman when she goes to dance. 00:26:38.700 --> 00:26:42.279 That's her. song is playing in the club. So Rhyme 00:26:42.279 --> 00:26:45.539 has been working on embodiment and feminine masculine 00:26:45.539 --> 00:26:49.039 energy balance to have the most epic career and 00:26:49.039 --> 00:26:51.599 an amazing life as a woman. And so now she's 00:26:51.599 --> 00:26:53.920 sharing how it's been going for her. Hi, everyone. 00:26:54.279 --> 00:26:57.220 My name is Rhyme. I wanted to share that I've 00:26:57.220 --> 00:26:59.500 been doing so much reprogramming in Woodley. 00:27:00.019 --> 00:27:02.420 And even though I wasn't able to do some of the 00:27:02.420 --> 00:27:05.940 lessons when it was originally scheduled, delaying 00:27:05.940 --> 00:27:08.559 it and doing it. Now was actually better for 00:27:08.559 --> 00:27:12.460 me and I trust that process. I think in the past 00:27:12.460 --> 00:27:14.900 I would have been so stressed about missing things 00:27:14.900 --> 00:27:18.240 I was a very like control need like, you know, 00:27:18.339 --> 00:27:20.779 there's a schedule I mean I live in Japan so 00:27:20.779 --> 00:27:24.619 schedule so important and I finally have kind 00:27:24.619 --> 00:27:27.619 of really deeply let go of that because I trust 00:27:27.619 --> 00:27:30.880 the process of When things are meant to align 00:27:31.279 --> 00:27:34.079 And sitting in a space of receiving through this 00:27:34.079 --> 00:27:37.880 embodiment program has just so fundamentally 00:27:37.880 --> 00:27:41.779 helped support myself. And I feel like not only 00:27:41.779 --> 00:27:45.720 has my feminine become stronger, but my masculine 00:27:45.720 --> 00:27:48.220 has too. And one thing I'd love to share with 00:27:48.220 --> 00:27:51.480 you all today is like, the best part about this 00:27:51.480 --> 00:27:55.190 is being able to help other women and having 00:27:55.190 --> 00:27:59.170 these conversations with other women and other 00:27:59.170 --> 00:28:02.809 female creatives in my industry and voicing these 00:28:02.809 --> 00:28:04.910 things and having tools that we've learned through 00:28:04.910 --> 00:28:07.190 this program to be able to voice them and sit 00:28:07.190 --> 00:28:11.650 stronger has profoundly shaped my whole experience. 00:28:11.650 --> 00:28:15.009 I just want to say to everyone, maybe if you're 00:28:15.009 --> 00:28:16.589 not on the call today and you're watching this 00:28:16.589 --> 00:28:19.789 on a live recording, it's okay. It all comes 00:28:19.789 --> 00:28:22.730 at the right time and trust the process and thanks 00:28:22.730 --> 00:28:25.640 for showing up and I'm sure There's so many things 00:28:25.640 --> 00:28:29.400 we want to say and share and do, but, you know, 00:28:29.680 --> 00:28:31.519 feeling it is the most important thing. That's 00:28:31.519 --> 00:28:34.480 why I love the fact that Maria has created feel 00:28:34.480 --> 00:28:38.400 because I've finally learned how to feel. And 00:28:38.400 --> 00:28:40.859 I don't know if you all know the movie Baby Girl 00:28:40.859 --> 00:28:45.119 with Kid Min being the big boss. Yeah. So my 00:28:45.119 --> 00:28:47.960 song was in that movie and it went really well. 00:28:48.039 --> 00:28:49.819 It's where she's in the club and she's raving. 00:28:49.980 --> 00:28:51.359 Well, she's not raving yet, but she walks and 00:28:51.359 --> 00:28:54.339 she's like, where's my guy? Anyway, so like the 00:28:54.339 --> 00:28:56.839 whole theme of my year has been like this kind 00:28:56.839 --> 00:28:59.880 of, you know, big woman boss who's also struggling 00:28:59.880 --> 00:29:03.750 internally with... you know like wanting to feel 00:29:03.750 --> 00:29:06.609 supported and like vulnerable and then there 00:29:06.609 --> 00:29:09.450 are so many aspects to that movie just being 00:29:09.450 --> 00:29:12.069 such a reflection and tone setting of my year. 00:29:12.390 --> 00:29:15.009 Finding like ways and loopholes and you know 00:29:15.009 --> 00:29:18.430 hustling that kind of man's world industry but 00:29:18.430 --> 00:29:22.710 it like aligns into this you know how I can be 00:29:22.710 --> 00:29:25.730 still strong as a woman like this woman Muriel 00:29:25.730 --> 00:29:29.309 who I'm now like musing over. as a businesswoman, 00:29:29.789 --> 00:29:33.130 as creatively, but also like stand, similar to 00:29:33.130 --> 00:29:37.289 what Natalie just said, like standing in my truth 00:29:37.289 --> 00:29:40.470 more and not waiting for that permission. We 00:29:40.470 --> 00:29:44.410 have to speak it into existence and musically 00:29:44.410 --> 00:29:48.970 I do that and then this blueprint has just been 00:29:48.970 --> 00:29:53.089 really great to further enhance that and revisit 00:29:53.089 --> 00:29:55.650 these things I didn't have opportunities to do. 00:29:56.940 --> 00:29:59.519 Yeah, we need more, we definitely in the music 00:29:59.519 --> 00:30:02.619 industry need more powerful women. That was Rhyme. 00:30:02.680 --> 00:30:04.599 I'm so so proud of her and if you're curious 00:30:04.599 --> 00:30:07.660 about her music, I'm also linking it in this 00:30:07.660 --> 00:30:10.460 episode description. It is really good and I 00:30:10.460 --> 00:30:12.579 love listening to some of her songs on repeat. 00:30:13.019 --> 00:30:16.609 Now let's go to Nathalie. Natalie is also based 00:30:16.609 --> 00:30:18.390 in the UK and I had a chance of interviewing 00:30:18.390 --> 00:30:21.329 her in person. There will be a separate podcast 00:30:21.329 --> 00:30:24.730 episode coming out with her as she's been sharing 00:30:24.730 --> 00:30:27.250 really deep insights about her life. It is fascinating 00:30:27.250 --> 00:30:29.309 to listen to a journey of a woman who is now 00:30:29.309 --> 00:30:31.769 going through her Kundalini awakening through 00:30:31.769 --> 00:30:35.150 understanding of what it is that it means to 00:30:35.150 --> 00:30:38.549 be a fully alive woman and someone who has left 00:30:38.549 --> 00:30:41.390 her corporate career behind and really stepped 00:30:41.390 --> 00:30:45.549 into unknown and start experiencing. absolute 00:30:45.549 --> 00:30:48.609 magic of life right now so I'm excited to share 00:30:48.609 --> 00:30:51.009 that episode and for now let's listen to a small 00:30:51.009 --> 00:30:53.650 snippet I feel free now yeah it does feel like 00:30:53.650 --> 00:30:56.329 a weight lifted off my shoulders yeah but my 00:30:56.329 --> 00:30:58.730 whole life I've like definitely shut it down 00:30:58.730 --> 00:31:03.190 mm -hmm yeah I felt like whatever was my internal 00:31:03.190 --> 00:31:05.630 reality I never found environments I'm not saying 00:31:05.630 --> 00:31:07.630 this as the victim version of myself but there 00:31:07.630 --> 00:31:09.390 weren't like supportive environments for the 00:31:09.390 --> 00:31:12.569 boys to come out well I started searching because 00:31:12.910 --> 00:31:17.910 I was completely living from a place of trying 00:31:17.910 --> 00:31:21.990 to meet the world where they expected me to be 00:31:21.990 --> 00:31:26.630 met. Very common. But more importantly, I felt 00:31:26.630 --> 00:31:30.029 really disconnected from something that I felt 00:31:30.029 --> 00:31:31.970 like I lost for a very long time. There was a 00:31:31.970 --> 00:31:34.750 part of me that I never fully lived into that 00:31:34.750 --> 00:31:37.609 was so alive in me. It felt like such a calling. 00:31:38.109 --> 00:31:40.980 It's so obvious to so many people but me. Like 00:31:40.980 --> 00:31:42.640 everybody was telling me these things and I'm 00:31:42.640 --> 00:31:44.599 like, no, like that's how shut down I was to 00:31:44.599 --> 00:31:46.980 my to my truth. And I was like, what would it 00:31:46.980 --> 00:31:49.519 feel like to just like go to an event that is 00:31:49.519 --> 00:31:51.039 around this world? You know, like what would 00:31:51.039 --> 00:31:52.339 it feel like? I remember just starting to look 00:31:52.339 --> 00:31:55.140 at your Instagram pages and being like, I was 00:31:55.140 --> 00:31:56.539 thinking to myself, like, that would be nice. 00:31:56.660 --> 00:32:00.059 Like, why did you just go? And then I saw there 00:32:00.059 --> 00:32:02.799 was the Feminine Power Blueprint. And when I 00:32:02.799 --> 00:32:04.359 was looking at it, I was like reading about it, 00:32:04.359 --> 00:32:06.299 like I had a full embodied experience. It was 00:32:06.299 --> 00:32:08.960 just like. Very light like I felt so good. So 00:32:08.960 --> 00:32:11.420 I signed up right away. The course was amazing 00:32:11.420 --> 00:32:15.440 It was I am definitely not the same version of 00:32:15.440 --> 00:32:17.720 me from when I started the course really really 00:32:17.720 --> 00:32:23.980 really no and I found it Like it was Pleasurable 00:32:23.980 --> 00:32:27.500 it was fun. It was like a joy to be a part of 00:32:27.500 --> 00:32:30.319 and it was so rewarding as well Like the gains 00:32:30.319 --> 00:32:33.500 that that transformed within me as well by doing 00:32:33.500 --> 00:32:37.859 these practices. Yeah, I learned a lot And for 00:32:37.859 --> 00:32:41.039 me, my big takeaway was like, even if the practice 00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:43.940 is simple, it doesn't mean it's not super profound 00:32:43.940 --> 00:32:46.099 and you're gonna have crazy results from that. 00:32:46.480 --> 00:32:48.599 So consistent practice with those embodiment 00:32:48.599 --> 00:32:50.440 practices was really powerful for me and I started 00:32:50.440 --> 00:32:52.339 integrating that into like my everyday life. 00:32:52.799 --> 00:32:55.140 And starting the day that way, it changes your 00:32:55.140 --> 00:32:59.359 whole life. It really does. Yeah, claiming it, 00:32:59.680 --> 00:33:03.039 owning it. and also take away time like discovering 00:33:03.039 --> 00:33:06.019 and exploring like making this space just showing 00:33:06.019 --> 00:33:10.839 up for it in like a loving or ritual kind of 00:33:10.839 --> 00:33:13.660 way changes like just that intention changes 00:33:13.660 --> 00:33:17.950 the whole experience and then It really does 00:33:17.950 --> 00:33:19.630 pour out. And then that pours out into people 00:33:19.630 --> 00:33:22.329 you interact with. Like it really is so beautiful. 00:33:22.750 --> 00:33:25.509 Within myself. Well at first it got reflected 00:33:25.509 --> 00:33:28.049 to me through people who do the practice. You 00:33:28.049 --> 00:33:30.450 definitely do feel it from people. You see women 00:33:30.450 --> 00:33:33.349 who are so beautiful and so comfortable in their 00:33:33.349 --> 00:33:37.369 bodies and just relax. And they don't meet whatever 00:33:37.369 --> 00:33:40.410 standard Instagram has at the moment. But yet 00:33:40.410 --> 00:33:42.970 they're so magnetic and there's something about 00:33:42.970 --> 00:33:44.769 them that pulls you in. So you see it through 00:33:44.769 --> 00:33:47.789 other women that like that remind you of that. 00:33:48.349 --> 00:33:50.490 And then you can also notice how you feel when 00:33:50.490 --> 00:33:52.349 you're trying to not be yourself. Like you just 00:33:52.349 --> 00:33:55.450 feel very trained. You feel very like empty and 00:33:55.450 --> 00:33:56.829 then you just feel like, you know what I mean? 00:33:57.029 --> 00:33:58.930 You're not feeling it. You're not feeling it. 00:33:58.950 --> 00:34:02.509 So I feel, I definitely feel. Like I always have 00:34:02.509 --> 00:34:04.509 a little bit of pleasure within now and I feel 00:34:04.509 --> 00:34:07.589 super magnetic now and it's very interesting 00:34:07.589 --> 00:34:09.829 while some things and structures have been like 00:34:09.829 --> 00:34:12.349 dying like people like Opportunities have just 00:34:12.349 --> 00:34:15.710 been coming my way and people from the past conversations 00:34:15.710 --> 00:34:18.389 like I know what I'm doing is working Yeah, like 00:34:18.389 --> 00:34:20.309 you just know you can trust it now. You don't 00:34:20.309 --> 00:34:22.510 have to prove that it works. It's like it's just 00:34:22.510 --> 00:34:25.289 true Yeah, it's just true. So that makes you 00:34:25.289 --> 00:34:27.769 even more like oh, yeah, let's relax into it 00:34:28.079 --> 00:34:31.780 And now let's go to Jamie. Jamie is based in 00:34:31.780 --> 00:34:35.559 Canada. She's an artist who is connecting to 00:34:35.559 --> 00:34:39.159 her power, to her creativity through embodiment. 00:34:39.659 --> 00:34:43.480 So let's listen to how it's been for her. I mean, 00:34:43.539 --> 00:34:46.690 there's nothing like this, right? So, but I'd 00:34:46.690 --> 00:34:49.730 say that like I've done more cerebral thinking 00:34:49.730 --> 00:34:52.730 through rather than kind of embodied practices. 00:34:53.309 --> 00:34:55.289 I haven't done something like this before. So 00:34:55.289 --> 00:34:57.590 yeah, I loved that. Like I loved that there was, 00:34:57.670 --> 00:35:00.429 we were listening, like there was kind of thinking 00:35:00.429 --> 00:35:02.949 and listening to start and then really embodied 00:35:02.949 --> 00:35:06.550 experience in the same week. I asked this different 00:35:06.550 --> 00:35:09.750 parts of myself that I hadn't, many layers were 00:35:09.750 --> 00:35:13.699 spoken to through. our introduction to the teachers 00:35:13.699 --> 00:35:17.000 that you invited into the group. So, and that 00:35:17.000 --> 00:35:19.880 they were accessible by telegram also was really 00:35:19.880 --> 00:35:26.119 special. But I feel that I have more choice, 00:35:26.500 --> 00:35:28.480 more, I have more tools, I have more choice, 00:35:28.500 --> 00:35:32.840 I have like a broader, wider horizon now. And 00:35:32.840 --> 00:35:35.239 there's so much more I want to revisit. Like 00:35:35.239 --> 00:35:37.860 there's, there's so much There's just so much 00:35:37.860 --> 00:35:42.159 to the course that I feel like in this process 00:35:42.159 --> 00:35:46.239 of recognizing that alternate path, there's like 00:35:46.239 --> 00:35:49.980 a part of me, a voice inside of me that is just 00:35:49.980 --> 00:35:55.780 like really clear, really calm, really trusting, 00:35:56.300 --> 00:36:00.619 really sure, really confident, really patient, 00:36:00.840 --> 00:36:03.760 and really in touch with the heart space, like 00:36:03.760 --> 00:36:07.679 really in an emotional space. And I think that 00:36:07.679 --> 00:36:11.460 that's feminine empowerment to me, is that part 00:36:11.460 --> 00:36:14.960 in me, not even a version of me, but a part of 00:36:14.960 --> 00:36:19.860 me that is kind of a giant, sitting up tall, 00:36:20.119 --> 00:36:24.539 wearing a crown, getting into water. I think 00:36:24.539 --> 00:36:27.420 it is a lot about choice. It is a lot about knowing 00:36:27.420 --> 00:36:30.940 that we have A, more power than we could ever 00:36:30.940 --> 00:36:34.530 imagine, and B, we have we have choices that 00:36:34.530 --> 00:36:37.909 maybe we don't even know until we're inside of 00:36:37.909 --> 00:36:41.730 experiences with our full, complete, holistic 00:36:41.730 --> 00:36:46.469 embodied self. So yeah, that's how I'm experiencing 00:36:46.469 --> 00:36:51.050 my own feminine power. These were Angela, Rhyme, 00:36:51.170 --> 00:36:54.610 Nathalie and Jamie, women from the UK, Canada 00:36:54.610 --> 00:36:59.130 and Japan. And I'm so, so honored to be sharing 00:36:59.130 --> 00:37:02.710 their stories with you and so grateful to them 00:37:02.710 --> 00:37:05.989 for speaking and for sharing their voice. If 00:37:05.989 --> 00:37:08.469 you would like to also join the Feminine Power 00:37:08.469 --> 00:37:12.590 Blueprint, it begins in just a few days on October 00:37:12.590 --> 00:37:17.250 2nd, 2025. 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I invite you 00:39:14.519 --> 00:39:16.739 to go to this episode description and click on 00:39:16.739 --> 00:39:19.340 the link feminine power blueprint and see for 00:39:19.340 --> 00:39:22.539 yourself. There you're also able to download 00:39:22.539 --> 00:39:24.880 the full syllabus to see all of the classes and 00:39:24.880 --> 00:39:28.000 dates and times. And you're also able to see 00:39:28.000 --> 00:39:30.559 a video where I walk you through the entire syllabus. 00:39:30.679 --> 00:39:34.320 I'm excited to welcome new women into our new 00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:36.559 course. Go hard and begin this journey soon. 00:39:36.860 --> 00:39:39.519 Until the next time, Maria Grinina here, your 00:39:39.519 --> 00:39:41.760 host of the Feminine Power Podcast.