There are moments in my work, in this work of
supporting women and stepping into their feminine
power. There are these moments that make me feel
completely overwhelmed, completely full to a
level that I sometimes struggle to even connect
to these feelings that are so expensive and so
big and now is one of those moments. Through
embodiment work I'm learning that Quite often,
connecting to very positive, beautiful, inspiring,
expansive feelings can be as difficult as connecting
to the negative ones, whatever we label negative.
Connecting to pain can be as difficult as connecting
to the pleasure of receiving confirmation and
validation of the importance of the work I do.
It happens quite often, and now is one of those
moments. Today, I've been reading applications
for our scholarship program within feminine bar
blueprint course that we launched on the 10th
of April. And I got really, really deeply overwhelmed
by reading the letters from women who apply for
the scholarship to enroll into this course. They
make my heart expand so much. that it feels overwhelming
to a level that I can't even feel much until
I stop, become present with these feelings and
allow them to actually expand and then sink in
in me. And I would like to talk a little bit
about it, about our abilities to truly feel and
this reaction of the body that can sometimes
happen that makes us disassociate because we
learn early on that feeling so much can be unsafe
or unwelcome in this current world. But before
I dive in, let me tell you about what is it that
makes me feel so expansive today. And again,
I'm recording this podcast completely spontaneously.
I was just drinking my coffee and reading these
applications. And then I got so overwhelmed and
all these insights started coming up. And I also
read in one of the applications how this podcast
has been so supportive to a woman living in Mali
Maldives that I was like, wow, this work matters.
And I want to share more with people out there
who are listening, who are receiving. And they
actually do receive. And this work truly matters.
And here I am seeing the confirmation. So I got
inspired to just go and record. Yeah, record
about these feelings and record about this scholarship
and record about this course and record about
the mission that we have behind it and all the
efforts and all the work we put behind Phil,
behind this podcast, behind this course that
is upcoming, and to express gratitude to all
the women who are joining, to all the women who
are sending messages, to our patrons who make
the scholarship possible, to our teachers who
make this incredible course possible, and to
myself. for staying in this work and for working
hard relentlessly for years, making sure that
we are growing this mission for the world. And
then I also want to share about this ability
to receive. goodness and validation and gratitude
from others and how difficult it can be sometimes
and how powerful it is to learn to truly receive
and this is something we will be exploring in
the course as well because receiving gratitude,
receiving praise can be hard and it can cause
contractions in the body, it can cause us kind
of refuse and self -sabotage our own success
and it can feel even dangerous and painful. But
when we work on this sensation, we can learn
to open up the receivership much more and create
more abundant and meaningful lives. So let's
begin step by step with this impromptu podcast
that's going to be raw and completely unedited.
So firstly, about the mission that we have at
Phil. how you can be part of it and how you can
be with us on it and support it in any way or
learn from it and be and receive from it. We
started feel around three years ago myself and
my business partner Patrick who is a powerful
masculine presence behind this project protecting
and supporting this project and myself. the woman
who has experienced a lot growing up in a less
privileged country with much less rights for
women, much less opportunities for women, and
then moving to a big city like London, to a big
city of London, and making it in the business
world, becoming a successful established entrepreneur
at a very young age, learning how to be successful,
how to make money, how to deal with big jobs,
how to hire people, fire people and strive and
work hard, learning the masculine way to success
because I wanted to prove myself that it is possible
to be a woman and achieve. And then learning
that learning masculine rules is not exactly.
The best way because there is also my feminine
essence and intuition and creativity and playfulness
and sensuality and harmony that was there before
I started learning all these new masculine roles.
And then realizations that it's actually not
all about just being completely feminine or completely
masculine, but it's about creating balance. And
balance is needed not just within me, but in
the entire world. And the feminine has been so
suppressed and shamed that there is now misbalance.
There is way too much masculine, way not enough
feminine and also Lack of understanding of the
power of harmony and balance and lack of understanding
of each other, lack of understanding of ourselves.
And yes, me as a girl who actually was really
in my feminine flow since my very young age and
understanding things about the body through yoga
and tantra from a very young age and then forgetting
it in this business world and then coming back
to it. how I've been on this journey and when
we started field together with Patrick who is
a man on a spiritual path, on his tantric path,
but also a man who knows how to create impact
through business in the world. Together we came
to start this project, to share with women and
to show women how they can connect to their body,
their inner wisdom and balance their energies,
connect to their feminine power and then create
more impact in the world. create more healing,
more peace, more real progress. Not the harmful
progress we currently have, but the real progress
for the world. To help each other rise and to
help men rise and to help create more balance
and more love in the world. We came together
with Patrick to Start Feel and to create this
online project that would provide women with
education, with tools, with access to amazing
teachers and with access to courses. that will
guide them to their own truth, that will not
teach them kind of a script or a rigid methodology
of embodying their own power, but would provide
them with a path and with tools to actually just
access their own power inside, because it's all
there. And we started this project and now it's
been over three years and we have an incredible
network of teachers, an incredible network of
teachers who are genuinely doing the work. And
we collaborate together and we co -create together
all these events, all these programs. And after
three years of all this research about what is
it that women truly want and need, we came with
the conclusion that we want to be running these
foundational courses to help women to just start
the path to reconnection. to find their feminine
power, to understand what is feminine energy,
what is masculine energy, how to balance the
two, how to respect their inner masculine and
nurture it, and how to respect their inner feminine
and nurture it, how to connect to their sexual
energy, sexual energy within that is so pure,
that is so innocent, that is so creative, how
to reconnect with it, how to heal the body. How
to use ancient wisdom and tools and very simple
practices that everyone can do at home. to feel
connected, to be connected, to live and lead
from their hearts and from their wounds, how
to connect to pleasure, to eroticism, to self
-expression, how to unlock their voices, how
to let them speak their truth and therefore make
impact, how to build more meaningful relationships
by understanding people around them and accepting
them and helping them rise and helping them to
unlock their own powers as well. So we decided
to start this foundational course that is going
to start on the 10th of April 2025 in just a
few weeks, actually in less than two weeks from
now, we are going to start this incredible course.
And this course is going to create this foundational
knowledge in each woman that will then guide
her entire life. The aim of this course is to
show a woman that inside of her there's so much
wisdom and as long as she connects to her body,
as long as she releases all these fears and insecurities
and limiting beliefs that the society has put
on us, just release them and then find the power
within and nurture it daily. Her entire life
is going to be incredible. She'll learn to be
more abundant, to attract abundance, to attract
meaningful projects, to make more money and safety
for herself in her own way that truly works for
her. She will learn to be healthy because she
will honor her body and make choices that are
aligned with the needs of her body and her soul.
She'll embrace her pleasure and as a result become
confident and magnetic and shine light on everyone
she is around with. She's going to be her true
self confident and empowered. And this course
is going to be truly, truly powerful. It brings
together 11 incredible teachers I personally
know and work with and they are all amazing,
handpicked and they will deliver incredible,
incredible practices and knowledge to women directly.
We will have a private community group where
all women can engage together and stay on top
of the course and co -create this change and
be connected and supported. We will have a lot
of classes, all of them will run live and all
of them will be available as recordings because
we have women from all over the world joining
this course. And of course, sometimes we need
this time flexibility and ability to just catch
up with our own time. And we will have sex magic
rituals and self -pleasure rituals. We will learn
to self -pleasure in a... ourselves to God, to
divinity. We will learn simple tools to release
stress daily. We will learn to also focus in
the real world and apply this knowledge to everyday
reality. There is a lot of flexibility in this
course. We created it from our hearts to make
sure it serves every woman and every woman can
find a way to actually receive this knowledge.
So busy mothers, busy entrepreneurs, people who
are on other time zones, they will all be able
to find a way to engage in this course that is
meaningful because of all the tools that we provide.
And we also opened scholarship places for this
course because we know, although we made this
course as a very affordable offering compared
to the investment necessary to receive this knowledge,
This usual investment to receive this knowledge
would cost thousands of dollars in one -on -one
coaching, in retreats, in workshops, in trainings,
in books, in courses. And we pack all this knowledge
in a three -month course that is taught live
by top teachers so that every woman can receive
this at just a few hundred dollars price. which
is really, really, really worth it. The value
of this course is much higher, but we're making
it possible for way more women to access this
knowledge because that is our aim. But we also
know that there are women out there who live
in countries with lower GDP, where there are
much lower salaries, much less opportunities
for them. There are places out there where women
do not have access to jobs that truly make money.
And there are also women out there who are young
students without parental support, without partner
support, and they still need this work. And there
are women there out there who are doing work
in social services that doesn't pay much, but
they support the community. There are women out
there who truly need this work, but even a few
hundred dollars is a bit too much for them, and
we know that. And therefore, we also created
scholarships. And our scholarships are supported
by patrons. And patrons are abundant people who
truly believe in the need for feminine energy
in the world. And they are happy and grateful
to be able to support scholarship places by putting
their own money into this course, by buying patron
tickets and sponsoring women who cannot afford
it to enroll. And then they are grateful to see
the progress and to see the impact of their money.
which is beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. We
have amazing patrons. We have women patrons.
We have men patrons who are there just to support.
They're not getting anything back. They're just
there to support and I'm deeply grateful for
their high vibration in the world, for their
abundance. I personally know each patron, I personally
met each patron, all of them are incredible people
and just another proof, they are another proof
that we all want more peace and love in the world
and we are there to support each other in the
community. So today I've been reading scholarship
applications and oh my God, first of all tears
on my eyes and the pain for the world, how many
women out there are still struggling in truly
connecting to their bodies due to so much trauma,
so much conditioning and so much pain that can
happen to us, especially when we're young. And
I can definitely relate to that as I also had
a sexual trauma when I was a kid and I know how
much it can affect the way we relate to our bodies
and our femininity and our sexuality. We have
quite a few applications from women who had experienced
such a trauma and who are aware of it and who
recognize that they would like to relearn how
to relate to their body in a loving way. And
although our this course is taught by trauma
-informed people, we all give classes at a trauma
-informed to make sure that people who have a
trauma understand how to approach it deeper.
I just need to give a disclaimer that this course
is not healing trauma, because it's a course.
It teaches you the tools and practices and gives
you community support. But if you have a very
deeply deep trauma that is still unintegrated,
I still need to let you know that you need to
seek one -on -one support for trauma integration,
because that is very unique and touches really
deep places. And if you're listening to this
and you relate to this, I'm just reminding you
that it is important to seek one -on -one support
from a trauma specialist to make sure you integrate
it truly. And yeah, thank you for acknowledging
and being here if you're here. And with the scholarship
places. I just want to say thank you to everyone
who is submitting them, everyone who is listening
to this podcast and therefore applying for a
scholarship because they're finding out about
it, and everyone who is truly sharing their truth
and enrolling into this work, enrolling into
this course to receive this transmission. I'm
very grateful. I've been really deeply touched
today when I was reading them. We have women
enrolling into this course both on scholarship
and on real enrollment tickets from countries
like Australia and Canada and the US and Mexico
and India and Maldives and Sri Lanka from, of
course, from Paris and from Spain and from Portugal
and from the UK and from all over Europe. We
have women joining from all over the world. And
it's so beautiful to see this movement, see this
movement happening. And I want to say thank you
to all who is enrolling at the full price because
this helps us to make this course possible. It
helps all of the teachers to do their work. It
helps us to make this course possible and to
reach more women with it and to give you this
transmission and to give you this value and to
give you this knowledge. Big, big, big gratitude.
You still have time to enroll. If you want to
enroll into this course, you can learn all about
it in the course description. And I'm just saying
all of that because it is truly an important
work. It is truly, truly a powerful work. I've
received so much from this work for myself. I've
changed my entire life. I am so free. I know
it's so possible for everyone. Takes more time
for some, takes less time for others. But as
long as we commit to personal practice and we
continue being curious and learning, we can truly
step into our feminine power and live incredible
lives. And you know what? Women can have it all.
We can have money and success and also love and
softness and freedom. And this is what we want
to show with this course. Beyond the toxic stories
that women have to choose between being successful
and masculine or a mother material. Beyond...
All this limitation that we put in ourselves,
either we are sexy and erotically alive or we
are good women. You know, all of that is not
true. We don't have to choose. We can be erotically
alive and abundant and powerful and smart and
intelligent and ambitious and successful. And
we can be mothers and we can choose not to be
mothers and we can... be in relationships or
we can choose to be single. We can also have
the most epic relationships where there is love
and sex and pleasure and connection and honor
and respect. We can have it all in all areas
of life. And our job is not to try to grab something
from the outside. To have that? To gain that?
To take that? Not at all. Our job is to release
all the lies that's been told us over generations
and generations and generations. To release all
those lies, all those disempowering, limiting
beliefs that were put on us so that we don't
have that power. And to just reconnect to that
power that is inside, in our wombs, in our bodies,
in our yonis, in our hearts. This is the aim
of the course and I hope you are listening to
this and if you're listening to this and if you
feel called to this work that you'll take a leap
and join us. It is going to be truly powerful.
I am 100 % sure and I believe in it so much.
So thank you for listening to this impromptu
episode that I recorded without knowing the concrete
aim of it. If you want to join the course, please
do so before the 10th of April. We have different
tiers of pricing to reward people who are joining
earlier. So tier one price, which is 444 US dollars
is finishing on Monday the 31st of March. And
then the price goes up and we still have Our
scholarships open for women who truly can't afford
this work, but really need it. And we have patron
opportunities open. If you're feeling abandoned
and you want to contribute to this work, you
can also join us as a patron. My name is Maria
Grinina. I'm the founder of Feel, an embodiment
teacher and love sex relationship coach. And
I dedicate my entire life to this work. Thank
you for listening to this podcast with love.
from us, from feel.