WEBVTT 00:00:04.429 --> 00:00:07.169 I didn't bring my pajamas, of course. The night 00:00:07.169 --> 00:00:10.050 stop wasn't planned. I have to sleep in my underwear 00:00:10.050 --> 00:00:13.169 and a t -shirt. Me too, darling. We'll get over 00:00:13.169 --> 00:00:17.050 it. Besides, the sheets are very clean. It's 00:00:17.050 --> 00:00:19.489 not that. It's just that I feel a little embarrassed 00:00:19.489 --> 00:00:22.230 in my baggy t -shirt and my underwear. I'm wearing 00:00:22.230 --> 00:00:25.190 my usual cotton boxers with the blue ducks. I 00:00:25.190 --> 00:00:28.050 know they look pathetic. They look great on you, 00:00:28.109 --> 00:00:30.510 chick. They are so cute, and then you are fine 00:00:30.510 --> 00:00:33.689 with anything. I wear very modest underwear. 00:00:34.109 --> 00:00:36.090 I don't care about these things. You, on the 00:00:36.090 --> 00:00:39.170 other hand, have very elegant underwear, a matching 00:00:39.170 --> 00:00:41.829 t -shirt and shorts, black with white and silver 00:00:41.829 --> 00:00:46.009 piping. Yeah, I like to treat myself well. It's 00:00:46.009 --> 00:00:48.369 Calvin Klein. The one I did the underwear shoot 00:00:48.369 --> 00:00:52.590 for? That. You have a practically perfect physique, 00:00:52.850 --> 00:00:55.270 lean and muscular. You don't have an ounce of 00:00:55.270 --> 00:00:58.070 belly. Are you trying to tell me in a nice way 00:00:58.070 --> 00:01:01.530 that I'm still pretty fit for my age? No. I'm 00:01:01.530 --> 00:01:03.829 saying you're fit overall, not for your age. 00:01:04.150 --> 00:01:07.109 I try not to let go, my boy. It's not warm in 00:01:07.109 --> 00:01:10.030 here at all. I think I'll keep my socks on. Loose 00:01:10.030 --> 00:01:12.510 underwear and wool socks. I must be really ridiculous. 00:01:13.349 --> 00:01:16.549 Anything but ridiculous, believe me. Now let's 00:01:16.549 --> 00:01:18.349 get under the covers and have a good night's 00:01:18.349 --> 00:01:36.349 sleep. All right, Johnny. Good night. Johnny. 00:01:36.790 --> 00:01:39.709 Yes? This summer duvet is a little too light, 00:01:39.790 --> 00:01:43.409 don't you think? Yes, it's a bit chilly. I would 00:01:43.409 --> 00:01:46.170 say cold. Yes, it's May. But we are in the high 00:01:46.170 --> 00:01:47.989 mountains and the heating should be kept on at 00:01:47.989 --> 00:01:50.170 night too. On top of that, we don't have pajamas. 00:01:50.689 --> 00:01:53.510 I thought. Did you think? Here, I was thinking 00:01:53.510 --> 00:01:55.170 we could push the loungers together and keep 00:01:55.170 --> 00:01:57.150 each other warm a little. Are you that cold, 00:01:57.329 --> 00:02:01.730 little sparrow? Yes. And then I feel alone. Alone? 00:02:01.890 --> 00:02:05.409 What do you say? If we are here together? Just 00:02:05.409 --> 00:02:08.650 physically. You treat me like a stranger. I don't 00:02:08.650 --> 00:02:10.889 treat you like a stranger at all. I treat you 00:02:10.889 --> 00:02:12.990 like a baby marmot who needs sleep so he can 00:02:12.990 --> 00:02:17.069 wake up rested tomorrow morning. Yes, but baby 00:02:17.069 --> 00:02:19.629 marmots have fur. We should have brought a couple 00:02:19.629 --> 00:02:22.030 of fur coats to the room, instead of leaving 00:02:22.030 --> 00:02:24.770 them all in the car. I think you're exaggerating 00:02:24.770 --> 00:02:27.030 a bit. I don't know what to tell you. Despite 00:02:27.030 --> 00:02:29.789 the socks, my feet are freezing. Maybe you got 00:02:29.789 --> 00:02:32.310 too cold when you were changing your furs, bare 00:02:32.310 --> 00:02:35.770 -chested at 3 ,000 meters. My fault. But no, 00:02:35.930 --> 00:02:37.930 it's not your fault. I'm just very sensitive 00:02:37.930 --> 00:02:40.110 to the cold. You don't have a little fever, do 00:02:40.110 --> 00:02:42.810 you? No, no fever. Apart from the cold, I'm fine. 00:02:42.949 --> 00:02:45.050 Just a little stomachache because of all that 00:02:45.050 --> 00:02:47.870 alcohol. I'm stupid. I know I shouldn't drink 00:02:47.870 --> 00:02:50.349 so much. In the past, I've had some pretty serious 00:02:50.349 --> 00:02:53.930 liver problems. Hepatitis from injection? Little 00:02:53.930 --> 00:02:58.509 sparrow? Gianni. I thought so. You have to be 00:02:58.509 --> 00:03:01.990 careful, darling. You are easy prey to all the 00:03:01.990 --> 00:03:04.430 seductions. It is easy to push you to do the 00:03:04.430 --> 00:03:07.409 wrong things. Why did you never tell me about 00:03:07.409 --> 00:03:10.189 it? I would have stopped you from drinking spirits. 00:03:10.750 --> 00:03:13.210 Anyway, if you have a stomachache, you really 00:03:13.210 --> 00:03:15.969 need to stay warm. Listen, the beds are quite 00:03:15.969 --> 00:03:19.409 wide, almost a queen size. There is no need to 00:03:19.409 --> 00:03:22.110 push them together. There is room for two. Come 00:03:22.110 --> 00:03:25.810 on, come here. Can I really? Of course you can. 00:03:34.379 --> 00:03:36.840 I feel much better now. Can I stay like this? 00:03:36.979 --> 00:03:40.139 Or does it bother you? Of course you can, Angel. 00:03:43.139 --> 00:03:47.240 Johnny, I have to ask you something. What? I 00:03:47.240 --> 00:03:49.400 don't know if what you told me was true. You 00:03:49.400 --> 00:03:51.360 said you were in love with me, but then you forgot 00:03:51.360 --> 00:03:53.900 about it within a few hours. I mean, I didn't 00:03:53.900 --> 00:03:57.020 understand anything. I said some nonsense, little 00:03:57.020 --> 00:04:00.460 puppy. What nonsense? That you loved me? No, 00:04:00.479 --> 00:04:03.560 that I forgot. Obviously you can't fall out of 00:04:03.560 --> 00:04:07.020 love in a matter of hours. But then... Yes, of 00:04:07.020 --> 00:04:09.539 course, darling. I'm still in love with you. 00:04:09.860 --> 00:04:12.379 Gianni, I have the impression that you really 00:04:12.379 --> 00:04:15.400 love me. And I hope I'm not wrong. You're not 00:04:15.400 --> 00:04:17.660 wrong, actually. I have feelings for you that 00:04:17.660 --> 00:04:20.560 are quite rare in their kind. Not the usual crush, 00:04:20.699 --> 00:04:25.079 I mean. Really? Really. So I want you to know 00:04:25.079 --> 00:04:28.759 something. I feel them for you too. This is very 00:04:28.759 --> 00:04:32.160 generous of you. Why do you say generous? There 00:04:32.160 --> 00:04:34.660 is no need for generosity to love you. You are 00:04:34.660 --> 00:04:38.040 a special man. Intelligent. Attractive. Charming. 00:04:38.379 --> 00:04:41.160 Cultured. Witty. Completely different from all 00:04:41.160 --> 00:04:43.800 the other people I have known. And then, you 00:04:43.800 --> 00:04:46.259 have that surreal irony that makes you absolutely 00:04:46.259 --> 00:04:49.839 irresistible. Irony is necessary for living, 00:04:49.980 --> 00:04:53.279 my angel. If you take things seriously, it's 00:04:53.279 --> 00:04:56.519 over. It's all so terribly sad and mediocre, 00:04:56.879 --> 00:05:00.180 everything so grey, and you are a ray of light. 00:05:00.810 --> 00:05:03.689 I can't help but love you. You always say beautiful 00:05:03.689 --> 00:05:06.250 things to me, Gianni, thank you. You have no 00:05:06.250 --> 00:05:09.410 idea how much I need it. That's what I think, 00:05:09.449 --> 00:05:18.670 honestly. Gianni, if you want, I'm ready. Ready 00:05:18.670 --> 00:05:22.410 for what? Ready to do whatever you want. Now! 00:05:23.069 --> 00:05:26.769 What do you think I want, little Marmot? I don't 00:05:26.769 --> 00:05:30.519 know. I thought... Well, I thought you wanted 00:05:30.519 --> 00:05:33.180 to make love to me. Of course I want it, my little 00:05:33.180 --> 00:05:35.939 one. I'm wanting it with all my being, and believe 00:05:35.939 --> 00:05:39.019 me, I have to exercise considerable self -control 00:05:39.019 --> 00:05:43.019 not to let go. You don't have to exercise any 00:05:43.019 --> 00:05:45.540 self -control, Gianni. Just let yourself go. 00:05:45.879 --> 00:05:50.639 I cannot. You can't. But why? Far be it from 00:05:50.639 --> 00:05:54.319 me to be a moralist. That's not my style. That's 00:05:54.319 --> 00:05:56.800 not the point. I want to be absolutely honest 00:05:56.800 --> 00:05:59.600 with you. This is not the first time I've come 00:05:59.600 --> 00:06:01.899 here in the company of some male, and we actually 00:06:01.899 --> 00:06:05.939 had sex. Here, you see, but then... Be careful 00:06:05.939 --> 00:06:08.680 with my words, honey. I never use words at random. 00:06:08.879 --> 00:06:12.000 I said we had sex. I have no intention of having 00:06:12.000 --> 00:06:14.420 sex with you. It has nothing to do with how I 00:06:14.420 --> 00:06:17.959 feel about you. Johnny, I don't understand. I've 00:06:17.959 --> 00:06:20.180 always thought the opposite. That is, that loving 00:06:20.180 --> 00:06:22.560 a person is the ideal condition for having sex. 00:06:22.759 --> 00:06:26.480 In fact, I think it's the only one. Sex without 00:06:26.480 --> 00:06:30.639 love... He's squalid. Of course, chick. But it 00:06:30.639 --> 00:06:33.579 depends on the circumstances. In this case, if 00:06:33.579 --> 00:06:36.480 we have sex, we destroy everything and we will 00:06:36.480 --> 00:06:39.360 end up never seeing each other again. Is this 00:06:39.360 --> 00:06:42.720 what you want? Mind you, if you say yes, I'll 00:06:42.720 --> 00:06:45.319 do as you wish. Because I would never want to 00:06:45.319 --> 00:06:47.660 see you again if you told me that you were okay 00:06:47.660 --> 00:06:50.040 with something like that. And then we might as 00:06:50.040 --> 00:06:52.300 well have a memorable fuck and leave it at that. 00:06:52.519 --> 00:06:55.420 No, Gianni. Absolutely not. I don't know what 00:06:55.420 --> 00:06:57.779 to do with the memorable fuck if we never see 00:06:57.779 --> 00:07:00.740 each other again. Well then, my little face, 00:07:01.100 --> 00:07:04.300 we have to continue to be like this, just hugging 00:07:04.300 --> 00:07:07.560 each other. But why? I really don't understand 00:07:07.560 --> 00:07:10.060 your reasoning. I really want it. I wouldn't 00:07:10.060 --> 00:07:13.699 feel forced at all. Baby, I know that at your 00:07:13.699 --> 00:07:16.819 age you have strong sexual instincts, but believe 00:07:16.819 --> 00:07:19.439 me, it's not really the case that you vent them 00:07:19.439 --> 00:07:22.319 on me. Better alone in the bathroom instead. 00:07:22.800 --> 00:07:25.329 I'll wait for you here. What are you talking 00:07:25.329 --> 00:07:27.610 about, Gianni? You make me ashamed. I would never 00:07:27.610 --> 00:07:30.569 do something like that. I'm not a beast, huh? 00:07:30.870 --> 00:07:33.209 Even if you keep comparing me to all the little 00:07:33.209 --> 00:07:37.129 animals you can think of. I imagined so. Because 00:07:37.129 --> 00:07:41.170 deep down, you are as candid as an angel. No, 00:07:41.189 --> 00:07:43.730 you're wrong. I've done some pretty dirty things 00:07:43.730 --> 00:07:46.050 in the past. And it's not the first time I've 00:07:46.050 --> 00:07:48.310 had a homosexual relationship. I've already had 00:07:48.310 --> 00:07:51.889 two. I imagined this too. The conversation is 00:07:51.889 --> 00:08:17.160 timely. Then we'll talk about it again. Johnny, 00:08:17.279 --> 00:08:19.740 seriously. I don't understand why I can't do 00:08:19.740 --> 00:08:22.509 it with you. You're the only person I would do 00:08:22.509 --> 00:08:25.509 it with right now. I loved a woman very much, 00:08:25.569 --> 00:08:27.850 the one with whom I had my son, but I can't love 00:08:27.850 --> 00:08:30.870 her anymore because she humiliated me. It would 00:08:30.870 --> 00:08:33.330 be strange if it were the other way around. You 00:08:33.330 --> 00:08:36.769 can't love someone who humiliates you. Exactly. 00:08:37.049 --> 00:08:39.570 I'm still fond of her. And to tell the truth, 00:08:39.730 --> 00:08:42.149 I have sex with her every now and then. I like 00:08:42.149 --> 00:08:44.769 it physically, but every time I feel dirty. It 00:08:44.769 --> 00:08:49.129 means you are healthy. Healthy in soul, I mean. 00:08:49.600 --> 00:08:52.100 It is the soul that loves, not the body. And 00:08:52.100 --> 00:08:54.539 if the soul sees the body doing bad things, it 00:08:54.539 --> 00:08:58.860 feels bad. Yes, that's exactly it. Instead you 00:08:58.860 --> 00:09:01.440 make me feel special and beautiful. I feel like 00:09:01.440 --> 00:09:04.000 I'm flying when I'm with you. So why is it wrong 00:09:04.000 --> 00:09:07.409 for us to have sex? Listen to me, Sparrow. I 00:09:07.409 --> 00:09:10.710 told you before that you have to use words appropriately. 00:09:11.049 --> 00:09:13.850 You two studied classical studies, so you know 00:09:13.850 --> 00:09:16.509 it. Things should always be called by their name. 00:09:16.629 --> 00:09:19.330 Otherwise, as Orwell and Epicurus teach, the 00:09:19.330 --> 00:09:21.509 perception of reality is completely altered. 00:09:21.850 --> 00:09:25.450 Yes, I know. So give things a name. What is the 00:09:25.450 --> 00:09:27.950 name of the thing you would like me to do to 00:09:27.950 --> 00:09:31.570 you now? Here. Definitely something non -violent, 00:09:31.809 --> 00:09:34.830 non -vulgar. Try to give it a name, darling. 00:09:35.340 --> 00:09:37.840 What do you call that, something non -violent 00:09:37.840 --> 00:09:43.279 and non -vulgar? Johnny, I... Sorry, I'm embarrassed. 00:09:43.919 --> 00:09:47.159 And then, you didn't tell me what you want, but 00:09:47.159 --> 00:09:50.799 what you don't want. Basically, you're telling 00:09:50.799 --> 00:09:53.059 me that you don't want me to abuse your adorable 00:09:53.059 --> 00:09:57.100 little ass, or am I wrong? No, you're not wrong. 00:09:57.240 --> 00:09:59.360 It wouldn't really be in keeping with your character, 00:09:59.519 --> 00:10:03.330 even if... Even if... Well, I guess it wouldn't 00:10:03.330 --> 00:10:05.029 be the first time you've done this, since you 00:10:05.029 --> 00:10:07.169 used to come here with your little friends. Of 00:10:07.169 --> 00:10:09.629 course, the animal in me has often taken over. 00:10:09.970 --> 00:10:12.649 But is that what you want? No, Gianni. This would 00:10:12.649 --> 00:10:14.669 degrade your image in my eyes. It hurts me even 00:10:14.669 --> 00:10:16.210 to think of you doing these things with other 00:10:16.210 --> 00:10:19.769 boys. Perfect. So tell me what else you would 00:10:19.769 --> 00:10:22.129 like me to do to you, or what you would like 00:10:22.129 --> 00:10:25.110 to do to me. Gianni, dammit, you're crucifying 00:10:25.110 --> 00:10:28.129 me! Crucifying why? Because I forced you to call 00:10:28.129 --> 00:10:32.330 a spade a spade? Yes, I know. You're right. I'll 00:10:32.330 --> 00:10:34.730 try to answer. I would like you to make me something 00:10:34.730 --> 00:10:38.950 sweet. Sweet? Yes, I understand. But let's give 00:10:38.950 --> 00:10:41.350 this something sweet a name. Do I really have 00:10:41.350 --> 00:10:44.570 to? Absolutely yes. Otherwise you don't look 00:10:44.570 --> 00:10:45.370 things in the face.