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Welcome to the Love in Context podcast of Unscripted Conversation with Ben and Spencer.

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So glad that you could join us today, whether that's from your car, office, home, church,

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or wherever you're at.

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If you want to contact us, you can email us at lovingcontext at gmail.com.

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Also follow us on Instagram at lovingcontext.

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Welcome to the Love in Context podcast, where we talk in an unscripted manner.

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I'm Spencer.

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I am Ben.

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Yeah, and there's Ben sitting across from me, because you can totally tell that's the

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case.

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Yep.

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Yep.

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I'm being friendly and waving my fingers at him in a wavy finger manner.

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That's totally a saying.

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That's something people say, right?

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We have a guest this week, somebody who actually will tolerate us.

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So my friend and also one of our pastors, Nick, is here visiting us today.

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Say hi, Nick.

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Hey, what's up?

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So, Nick, we have been friends for a long time.

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Some would say too long.

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Yeah.

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Usually that's you that says that.

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That's me.

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One of the stories that Nick and I tell on a frequent basis when we talk about knowing

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each other is he was a reluctant friend of mine.

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I met him and I told him we were going to be friends.

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He says, yeah, right.

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And I said, here we are 20 years later.

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I was right.

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He was right.

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You kept trying to get away.

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I tried to, and then just didn't work out.

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The funny thing on my end is I've heard both Nick and Ben tell the same stories from different

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perspectives and I've been like, do you sound like two different stories?

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Well, yeah.

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But it's like, there's the right one, the one I tell, and then the wrong one, which

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is the one Nick tells.

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One's a better storyteller and the other's not.

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That's all I'm saying.

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Yeah.

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That's awesome.

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That's awesome.

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So Nick, we're in Exodus and you kind of know where we've been talking about.

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And you've listened to the podcast, right?

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So you're kind of familiar.

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I'm pretty close.

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I didn't go for my weekly walk to catch up fully, but I probably have podcasts behind

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me.

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You have podcasts behind you.

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You kind of get what we do here.

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So if you have not read your Bible, you should do that.

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We should do that.

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You can pause the podcast and we're going to be reading, you're going to want to read

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Exodus 12 through 18 or up to 18.

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We're going to be talking about the things that happened in between there.

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So last week we were talking about this confrontation of Moses and Pharaoh, right?

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And we talked about how God is a God who pursues relentlessly people that we don't want to

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go after, right?

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He's after Pharaoh and he's after Egypt and he's like, I want you in my family, right?

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Because that's who God is.

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The whole point of even working through Israel is that they're supposed to bless all nations.

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God puts his people at the crossroads of the world because it's through them, all the nations

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are going to be blessed.

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The whole point is that everybody's supposed to come back.

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In fact, we're going to talk about the temple later, but like when you look at the temple

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in Jerusalem, there's like the Holy of Holies and there's the court.

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The court of the Gentiles is massive compared to the temple itself.

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It's almost like God's telling a story that it's always about all nations, right?

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And so we see in the story of the Exodus, God isn't coming and he's not beating up on Egypt,

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but he's actually challenging Egypt's gods.

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He says, you're trusting in your gods of water and your gods of afterlife, your gods of livestock,

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your gods of all these different things.

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And you're not realizing that I, the God who was the God who is the God who will be, am

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the one who is actually going to bring you through all of this.

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Like he's telling a story to the Egyptians.

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Are you going to trust me or are you going to continue to trust in your fake gods?

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And he starts to lead Israel on this journey of trust.

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Because if you, if you actually follow Israel's journey out of Egypt, it's not a direct route

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that they take.

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No, it's actually a route that you would look at on a map and be like, that's interesting.

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Like, like that's a, that's a fun route that you went.

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Why'd you do that?

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So, and if you look at their journey, like the Lord's leading them on a trust journey.

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If you look at the route they took out of Egypt, it was not a direct route.

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Because they went in a very roundabout way.

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And which once again, we're going to recommend that book, the Exodus, you almost passed over

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by Rabbi David Foreman.

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A lot of insight because that's not the first time they took that journey.

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So one of the things you want to always pay attention contextually in the word is that

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there are patterns.

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And they're important because the person who's writing is assuming that you as a Middle Eastern

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listener recognize patterns and identify what's going on.

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Like it's an assumption that you're going to actually connect those things.

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So, so here we are, like now the 10 plagues have come and Pharaoh's like, you know what?

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It's time for you to go.

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It is time for you to go.

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And so they're not just leaving, like they basically loot the entire country.

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Cause they're like, go ask your neighbors for gold and silver, which by the way, that

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gold is not going to age well, but go ask for gold and silver.

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I'm talking about something coming up in Exodus, like 32 and ask for food and for oxen.

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And so like they leave and they've got like just a ton of stuff, just a ton of stuff on

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a very broad level.

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Can we also just say that maybe when you listen to do things, God's way, it ends better than

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if you just left on your own terms.

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Like that, that's a, that's a huge takeaway from that.

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Like God has a plan.

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He's going to fund his, and you know, and Egypt is not, not poor.

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Like Egypt's a really rich country.

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Like you don't build pyramids because you're poor.

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I think it's really interesting here.

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So they're, they're headed out of Egypt.

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They're in the desert and they're being led by a pillar fire at night and a cloud during

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the day and wherever that leads, they follow.

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That's actually going to be a reoccurring theme throughout Torah is that the cloud of

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God is going to move and Israel follows.

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I really wish we could get the church to follow that idea today.

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I get nothing.

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I was just going to give you a right and a not.

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I love it.

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I was nodding my head and I had to say right out loud.

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It's so good.

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And you know, because I think a lot of times we try to build systems that we think accomplishes

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the will of God and God's like, that's cool, but I'm over here.

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I don't want you over there.

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I want you over here.

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And so frequently we try to put our strengths on display and God's like, Hey, you know your

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weaknesses.

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I can work with that.

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Those things that you're not good at when you suddenly are really good at something

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that you're terrible at, the people are like, well, clearly God had to be in this situation.

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I remember when I was first tasked with video creating and editing and stuff like that,

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I had no idea what I was doing.

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And then the church I was working at, we're going to start doing testimonial videos.

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And I was like, that's great.

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And they're like, and Spencer, you're going to make them perfect.

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And I'm like, all right, sounds good.

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And so I spent time praying about it, did the research that I could and just dove in

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and they turned out fine.

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Like they turned out fine.

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It took a lot of learning.

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There was definitely some that were more of a flop than others, but like it was something

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that the Lord had his hand in and it blessed people.

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Right, so they're coming out of Egypt, they're in the desert, they're being led, and then

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they come to this body of water and like God puts them into like a position to once again,

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he's going to put on display the judgment of Egypt's gods.

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And so then Egypt, Pharaoh looks and he's like, Oh, look at them.

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They're all confused.

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They don't know where to go.

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They don't know where they're supposed to go.

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And like, and so then he sends his entire army to come after them.

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500 chariots are bearing down on them, right?

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With the other armies.

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That's just the chariots.

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It's not like the other horses because it's not just chariots as you're mounted horses

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and like, and then you got foot soldiers and like all sorts of things.

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So Egypt's might, the pinnacle of like military might at this time.

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This is the world's superpower.

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This is not, this is not a small country coming after you.

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This is the military superpower of the time saying, okay, we are going to take back what

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And so they go and they are pursuing them in what looks like a dead end, except they're

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right in the middle of where God is planning them to be.

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So I have, I have a thought about the Red Sea and I'm sure that you're surprised that

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I have a thought about that.

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I find it really interesting that one, the people are like, you led us out into the desert

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to die.

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Like they literally just saw the pretend plagues.

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Fear inside of ice, right?

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Like this is something they just saw.

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And they're like, well, clearly now we're going to die.

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We're also kind of says to your point how fearsome this army looks.

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And this isn't the only time they do this after they cross the Red Sea, not much time

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passes before the golden calf.

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Like, like don't get too far ahead.

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That's coming up.

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But like, it's not the first time that they do this.

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Stop trying to jump to chapter three in Genesis.

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We're in chapter one, that's a previous callback joke.

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Anyways, so Nick, your experience, have you ever been in a position where everything seems

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hopeless and you're like, Oh dear God, I hope you help me.

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It's called the youth ministry.

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So good.

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Oh man.

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But really, I mean, yeah, there's just those moments in whether it's ministry or life,

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you're just like, well, here we go.

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Let's do it.

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I love that Moses comes to God.

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He's like, these people, they're, they're yelling at me.

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And to be fair, the words that they use, I mean, he's literally, they're about to kill

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him.

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So it's not like they're just yelling at him.

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It's not like, Oh, they hurt my feelings.

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They're, if his fear of his life.

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And I was like, why are you complaining to me?

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Stretch out your hand and see what's going to happen.

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Do something.

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Do something.

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And there's a piece that I think is really interesting here because this is going to

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be a really important piece later in Israel's history.

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So in chapter 14, in verse 13, Moses answers the people.

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He says, do not be afraid, stand firm and you will see the deliverance.

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The Lord will bring you today.

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The Egyptians you see today, you will never see again.

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The Lord will fight for you.

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You only need to be still.

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And then God says to Moses, he says, why are you crying out to me?

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Well, the Israelites to move on.

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And of course, if I'm Moses, I'm like, where?

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Right?

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Yeah.

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You got cliffs on each side of you.

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You have a sea in front of you and you have the world's superpower behind you.

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Right?

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Right.

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It's God logic.

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He's like, clearly you're supposed to walk through the water.

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Uh huh.

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Right?

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Yeah.

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But by the way, we were talking about Jesus having a sense of humor and he, it says like

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when he's walking on the waves, he says, it says that he's going to pass them.

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Right?

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And it's like, I just get this picture of like Jesus like waving at them as he's going

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by he's like, Hey guys, how's it going?

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Right?

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He says, stretch out your hand and over the sea and divide the water so that the Israelites

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can go through the sea on dry land.

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So what I think is interesting here is that at this point, Moses says to them, he says,

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stand and see the deliverance of God because Israel is going to walk through on dry land,

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but this isn't the only time they're going to run into water and they're going to have

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to cross water.

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After the book of Deuteronomy, Joshua is going to lead the people back into the promised

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land.

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God's going to give him instruction.

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He says, you're going to have the, the priest go in front of you with the arc of the covenant

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on your shoulders and I want you to go and walk into the river.

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And now it's a flood season.

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So the river's huge.

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And he says, when your foot hits the ground, the water won't be there.

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So one time it's stand and deliver and watch what God's going to do.

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And the other time he says, I'm not going to do anything until you put your foot out

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there.

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There's a call forward into Psalms as well.

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When it talks about the Lord delivering you from your oppressor.

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So there's two miracles happening side by side here.

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So not only is God parting the Red Sea so the Israelites can walk through, but he's

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also holding the Egyptian army at bay.

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Yeah.

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Right.

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He's saying, okay, I'm going to create a path and deliver you from this.

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And I'm going to hold your oppressors at bay so that you can safely get out of this situation.

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Yeah.

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Right.

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And I don't know, like maybe there's someone who's listening who needs to hear that.

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The Lord's like, there's deliverance that happens.

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And not only, it's not just deliverance, but he's also holding back the opposition.

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Right.

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And let's be clear.

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That doesn't happen in every situation in life.

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Right.

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There's points in scripture too, where, where there's deliverance that's happening, but

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it doesn't feel like the opposition is being held back.

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Right.

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Like, I mean, I can think of Gideon, for example, like there's deliverance happening, but it,

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but there's still huge armies and they're still under occupation.

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Right.

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So it's, I don't want to take that statement from Exodus and be like, that applies across

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the board to everybody.

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Nope.

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It's too like broadly, because it doesn't.

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Yeah.

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Right.

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But there are times where that does happen.

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Right.

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Where the, where you are being delivered from something and the opposition's being held

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at bay.

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Right.

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And we see with that, like, like I said, sometimes God is going to come and deliver you.

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Yeah.

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Sometimes he's going to say, you need to take a step.

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Both of those are moves of God.

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And so it becomes really important that we learn to hear the voice of God.

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See where the cloud is.

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If we're listening to our voice, my voice is going to lead me into bad places often.

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Yeah.

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My voice thinks that I need another cheeseburger, right?

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Always.

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Always need another cheeseball.

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I need, and with that cheeseburger, I should have some cheesecake.

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Oh, you're sensing a theme.

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It's a lot of dairy, right?

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Yeah.

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That sounds like, and then when you get done, you don't do this.

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Nick, Nick is adamant.

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Like cheese is not a flavor.

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Cheese is just, it's whatever I could take it or leave it.

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Man, we're going to put that on a coffee mug for you.

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She's just whatever I could take it or leave it.

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Yeah.

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So that's the cream, that's where it's at, but cheese itself is just whatever.

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Cheese itself.

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Yeah.

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I do want to direct, there is some interesting things going on in the Hebrew.

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So we're always going to direct back to Vama podcast and Bible project have some really

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great insights into what's going on in Hebrew.

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We're not going to focus so much on that because they do a great job.

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We're not going to retrod old ground.

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How hard is it, how hard is it to sit back and wait for God to come through?

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I mean, you think about, I just think about so many times in my life where it's youth

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ministry.

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I did youth ministry for a long time where, you know, I started youth in the youth ministry

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as a youth pastor.

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Things were just crazy good all the time, chaotic and weird stuff happened, but the

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ministry was just phenomenal.

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And then I think of times, you know, youth ministry seasonal, you got springtime and

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that's just like, that's the time of growth and you hit summer and then, and where we're

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at we're seasonal literally.

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So we're in Alaska summertime is like all the kids are out fishing, you know, doing

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stuff with family travel.

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Great.

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Now they know we're in a fishing place.

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I just mess with Alaska bro.

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Fishing is everywhere.

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What are you talking about?

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And well, they're not in fear rings.

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The joke that we have around here is like, if you're doing a youth ministry event and

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it's in the summer and the day is beautiful, you better move that thing to a boat.

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Yeah.

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Otherwise no one's showing up.

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That's legit.

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Move it to a boat and there better be some rods and reels.

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Nothing's happening.

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Or not, or like, or you're just not, or you're going to be sitting there by yourself being

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like, why didn't anybody come?

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Yeah.

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It's cause you weren't fishing.

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And then you get right into the, into September and it's like late August and September and

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you're like starting ministry all over again.

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We hit Christmas, you know, it's big, it's great.

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Lots of parties.

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So what I, what I hear you saying is that like the actual waiting on the Lord is not

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hard, but it's hard and maybe emotionally emotionally, it can be super draining.

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Cause it's like, I just convinced the board to give me all this money to do so and so

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idea and nothing is happening.

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Like very, very like that's a downer and it's a downer for seven days and then it turns

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14 days cause didn't work again and you know, not that 10 kids showing up instead of 50.

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That's a downer.

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10 kids is actually pretty great.

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Right.

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You know, in the long run, it's just interesting.

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Yeah.

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Just, you just got to wait it out and just wait for the Lord to do his thing, especially

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over the longterm.

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So I have a kind of a older, I guess I'll use the word mentor, but he was kind of doing

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different youth ministry in my high school when I was in high school and I had a discussion

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with him recently.

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He knows Spencer really well and he was talking about how doing ministry with my group of

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kids that I was in in high school, how it was very emotionally draining for him and

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how we sucked the life out of him just cause you know, was it we or was it you?

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It wasn't me actually.

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I was, I mean, I wasn't helping, but it wasn't me personally, but just out of that group

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of kids being in ministry that he put, he put a lot into us.

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Like he really did.

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He was above and beyond when it came to relationship building and getting to know us really well.

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And he's always just like, you're, you know, in this conversation I have with him is like

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your group, I put so much into you guys and nothing came out of it.

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I think he's like, you're the only one who's stuck around in ministry or in life, like

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the only one there.

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And so for him, that's a good example.

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Like he poured a lot into these kids and visually or what he sees today, which doesn't mean

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everything is no fruit from it, which is kind of a, not the best feeling.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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It's hard.

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I can relate to that.

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Like I remember the youth ministry job that I had where there was about 40 students that

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were coming and there's one student I had an impact on.

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Right.

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And it, and that's tough.

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Like even as a ministry leader, that's tough to be like, okay, I'm here for this season

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in time and you're expecting the God to move in mighty powerful ways that you're perceiving

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from an earthly perspective.

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And then God's like, all right, you're going to have impact on one person.

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Right.

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It's it's a totally different mindset that we have to shift into sometimes of being like,

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okay, who's that?

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Who's the one or two people in our lives that we know the Lord wants us to reach out to?

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Right.

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Right.

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I think it's hard to see metaphorically the Pharaoh bearing down on you.

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Right.

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And you can even see the cloud between you and Pharaoh.

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And then God's like, oh, by the way, I split the sea.

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Now you get to walk through it.

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Isn't like, this is a weird thing.

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Okay.

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I mean, you're walking through water on both sides, right?

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Like this is, this is a crazy thing to do.

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I mean, I know that they've just seen crazy, but like it's tough.

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I mean, like that, that'd be terrifying for me.

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Like, listen, I, I trust God.

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Right.

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But that water's real wet.

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And like, so they go through, but here's the thing that I think is really interesting.

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So it says that once they're most of the way through the angel of the Lord goes from the

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back of them.

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Right.

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And it goes back to the front of them.

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So now there's nothing between Egypt and the Israelites.

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Now if you're a Pharaoh at this point, how does your brain go?

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Okay, now I got them.

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Is this, is this really your thought?

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Now I got them.

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Except I know that I have been a little Pharaoh sometimes and I'm like, oh, this is my chance

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to finally get what I want.

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And I plunge head first right into the middle of a sea that's about to crash on me.

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God's like, I'm going to step away from it.

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And I'm like, I'm going to run into that.

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Right.

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And I actually feel myself where Pharaoh is a little bit.

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Yeah.

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And the other thing that's important to note on this is we're not talking about a river.

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Right.

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We're not talking about like, oh, a river.

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It's going to take everybody 15 minutes to walk across this thing.

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We're talking at a distance.

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I don't know the exact distance, but we're talking a distance to where it is likely that

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they might've had to actually camp out on the sea floor for a night or two to get across.

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Right.

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And the water sustaining being departed on both sides.

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But to get down a couple thousand feet and be like, all right, we're crossing this.

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And then to be like, okay, we got to make camp so we can rest.

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Right.

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Talk about trust.

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Yeah.

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And what the Lord's doing.

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Yeah.

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It's a ton of trust.

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I mean, it's no wonder that through the rest of the Bible, we're referencing back to the

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Exodus because God is doing some truly awesome things here.

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And specifically, he's putting his character on display because even in this situation,

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like Pharaoh has gone after him.

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And I understand like people are going to go read back on hardened the heart and blah,

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blah, blah.

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Okay.

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Go back and actually do some research.

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Go read some rabbi de reforman, like go read some stuff about the Hebrew because what's

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happening is not what you think is happening.

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Right.

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But in this situation, like Pharaoh is still going to like go and pursue and get what he

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wants and like all these different things.

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But God is still giving grace to Pharaoh in the middle of this.

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He's not telling me he has to come into the water.

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Right.

499
00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:07,400
I wonder because there is the rabbinic conversation about if Pharaoh had answered Moses initially

500
00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:12,280
and let them go out and actually worship, would God have taken them through the Exodus

501
00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:15,520
or would he have actually changed Egypt, right?

502
00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:18,040
Brought Pharaoh into relationship with him.

503
00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,560
I'm entering a thought experiment.

504
00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:20,560
Thought experiment.

505
00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:21,560
Yes.

506
00:22:21,560 --> 00:22:23,320
Do not take this as biblical doctrine.

507
00:22:23,320 --> 00:22:24,320
Right.

508
00:22:24,320 --> 00:22:30,840
I wonder if there's not an invitation here to Pharaoh again to trust Yahweh.

509
00:22:30,840 --> 00:22:31,840
Yeah.

510
00:22:31,840 --> 00:22:32,840
Right.

511
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:33,840
Yeah.

512
00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:34,840
It wouldn't be out of his character.

513
00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:36,040
It would not be out of his character at all.

514
00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:39,800
Like that's totally within the character of who God is.

515
00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:44,520
And I just, I think the tendency sometimes when we read the story is we're like, oh,

516
00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:46,440
you know, God has just beaten up on Egypt.

517
00:22:46,440 --> 00:22:52,480
Well, God also loves Egypt, but he's got to take his people out to put a story on display

518
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:54,520
because it's more important than one nation.

519
00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:58,360
It's actually about all nations.

520
00:22:58,360 --> 00:23:02,640
So the next thing that happens in here is they all sing a song together, which by the

521
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:06,920
way, if we want to talk about spontaneous worship, right?

522
00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:08,320
That's this right here, right?

523
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:09,320
Yep.

524
00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:10,320
That's it.

525
00:23:10,320 --> 00:23:11,320
Yeah.

526
00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:14,200
We should try this on Sunday sometime, like just coming up with like a whole song because

527
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:17,440
like the song of Moses and Miriam is very long.

528
00:23:17,440 --> 00:23:21,760
I think that, you know, we should probably like try to come up with something like this

529
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:22,760
long.

530
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:24,840
It's got enough words, right?

531
00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:25,840
Right.

532
00:23:25,840 --> 00:23:29,120
I think that, I think that the media people in the back would be very upset with, they

533
00:23:29,120 --> 00:23:31,440
try to catch up with like, okay, what are the words now?

534
00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:32,440
Yeah.

535
00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:33,440
Right.

536
00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:36,200
Once you're off, you're off.

537
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:38,720
So people who are listening who don't know, Spencer actually plays drums.

538
00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:41,400
He'd probably be the only one that doesn't need help.

539
00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:42,800
He would just keep playing drums.

540
00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:43,800
Right.

541
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:44,800
Yeah.

542
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:46,200
Side note on that.

543
00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:50,640
So when we had this inspiration a few weeks ago and you messed up the lyrics, you're like,

544
00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:51,640
oh, my bad.

545
00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:53,680
I was like, no, that represents the AG.

546
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,680
What are you talking about?

547
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:58,760
Oh man.

548
00:23:58,760 --> 00:23:59,760
So great.

549
00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:00,760
Yeah.

550
00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:04,320
I was, I was so focused on getting to verse two that I started to sing those lyrics instead

551
00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:05,520
of verse one.

552
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:10,640
I think that the natural reaction to God doing incredible things is absolutely worship.

553
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:11,640
Yeah.

554
00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:12,640
Right?

555
00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:13,640
Yeah.

556
00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:19,800
I think one of the issues is we have a tendency to think worship is just song, whereas worship

557
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:22,320
is not limited to just what you say.

558
00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:26,320
It's more encompassing of like, how do you live your life?

559
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:27,320
Yeah.

560
00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:28,320
Right.

561
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:31,720
And every time I see something like this in scripture, I do ask the question, where are

562
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:35,600
they physically at in this moment?

563
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:39,120
And the answer is they just entered into a desert.

564
00:24:39,120 --> 00:24:46,000
Like they didn't cross the Red Sea, get to a lush green garden and be like, everything

565
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:47,080
is great.

566
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:48,080
They crossed the Red Sea.

567
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:49,720
They're like, we were delivered.

568
00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:53,280
They praise God, but now they're sitting in a desert with nothing.

569
00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:54,280
Right?

570
00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:57,840
With nothing except for what they carried through the Red Sea.

571
00:24:57,840 --> 00:24:59,240
Right.

572
00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:04,000
And so to be in a spot where it's like, okay, God, you delivered, we're going to worship,

573
00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:05,000
we're going to praise you.

574
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,280
We're going to honor you.

575
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:10,320
Even though all we have is what's on our backs right now.

576
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:11,440
Right.

577
00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:14,880
But they've seen, you know, I mean, in their defense, like they've seen like God do some

578
00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:15,880
crazy things, right?

579
00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:18,520
And so they're excited because like, Hey, they're oppressors.

580
00:25:18,520 --> 00:25:20,120
The whole armor is just wiped out.

581
00:25:20,120 --> 00:25:21,120
Yeah.

582
00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:22,120
Right.

583
00:25:22,120 --> 00:25:23,120
Like that's cool.

584
00:25:23,120 --> 00:25:24,120
Yeah.

585
00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:26,040
And they're like, they're like, woo, our God's better than your God.

586
00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:27,600
You know, like that's like their thing.

587
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:28,600
Right.

588
00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,600
That's the exact words I written in excess.

589
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:33,160
It says sing in high pitch voice.

590
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,720
Worship is nothing more than responding to what God is.

591
00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:36,720
Yeah.

592
00:25:36,720 --> 00:25:37,720
Yeah.

593
00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:38,720
Right.

594
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:39,720
I think of that song Waymaker, right?

595
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:43,620
We sing, you know, Waymaker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper, Light in the Darkness.

596
00:25:43,620 --> 00:25:47,000
But the tag on that is that is who you are.

597
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:48,000
Right.

598
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,600
And worship is a reaction to who God is.

599
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:58,560
Because I think when we have God in a proper view, we recognize the nature of God as love

600
00:25:58,560 --> 00:26:01,200
and mercy and grace and goodness in the world.

601
00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:04,520
Our natural reaction is going to be to worship.

602
00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:06,000
Right.

603
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:09,040
I can edit that pause.

604
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:11,680
No, we're leaving it there.

605
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:12,680
Yeah.

606
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:15,000
But we pause on the idea of worship though for a little bit.

607
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:16,000
Yes, please.

608
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:17,000
Yeah.

609
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:18,000
We've all led worship before, right?

610
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,000
Yeah.

611
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:21,920
Around this, at least us sitting around this coffee table in my living room.

612
00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:23,920
We've all led worship.

613
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:28,640
And there's seasons where we see great signs of deliverance like this.

614
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:29,640
Yeah.

615
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:30,640
Right.

616
00:26:30,640 --> 00:26:32,480
Where we're leading worship, the spirit is moving.

617
00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:36,120
There's also been times where I've led worship where I'm walking into it feeling completely

618
00:26:36,120 --> 00:26:37,120
empty.

619
00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:38,120
Right.

620
00:26:38,120 --> 00:26:43,080
Like where I'm walking into it being like, I got like little to nothing to offer right

621
00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:44,460
now.

622
00:26:44,460 --> 00:26:48,720
And if I'm honest, some of those times have been the most powerful worship times I've

623
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:51,680
been a part of where the Lord's like, all right, you got nothing.

624
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:52,680
Don't worry.

625
00:26:52,680 --> 00:26:53,680
I got you.

626
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:54,680
Right.

627
00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:55,680
Right.

628
00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:56,680
My dog's agreeing upstairs right now.

629
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:57,680
Where he's worshiping.

630
00:26:57,680 --> 00:26:58,680
Yeah.

631
00:26:58,680 --> 00:26:59,680
Yeah.

632
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:00,680
He's praising Jesus right now.

633
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:03,000
All of creation is respected in creation.

634
00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:07,280
So, but there's times where I've come into worship having nothing to offer.

635
00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,720
And the Lord just moves in a mighty powerful way.

636
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:10,720
And he's like, don't worry.

637
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,720
You got nothing.

638
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:12,720
He's like, I got you covered.

639
00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:17,800
Well, if you take my nothing and add it to God, it's incredible.

640
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:18,800
Right?

641
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:22,720
It's actually better than if I have a bunch and I bring it and add it to God.

642
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:25,520
Because usually he has to prune away the things that aren't good about me.

643
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:31,520
Speaking of things that aren't good, almost immediately Israel runs into an issue.

644
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:36,200
Now I want to be like, I want to be like really like in their defense.

645
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:37,640
The desert is hot.

646
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:38,640
Yes.

647
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:39,640
True.

648
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:41,620
Like it's so hot.

649
00:27:41,620 --> 00:27:46,480
So in our town, if it gets to like 85 degrees, I see people running around in tank tops and

650
00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:48,200
shorts and they're like, it's so hot.

651
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:50,840
The desert is way hotter than that.

652
00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:51,840
Right.

653
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:56,680
I complain when I haven't had my second cup of coffee for the day.

654
00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,120
They don't have water to drink.

655
00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:00,160
Right.

656
00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:05,920
You can just imagine like, you ever wake up and your throat, it just feels like somebody

657
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:08,680
stuffed like a bunch of cotton balls down there.

658
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:09,680
Yeah.

659
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:10,680
Right.

660
00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:15,520
So imagine like going an entire day where you're that dry.

661
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:18,800
Put yourself in this, because I think one of the things we need to do when we talk about

662
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:22,040
the Israelites is we need to first of all realize that we're grafted into the story

663
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:23,480
and we wouldn't be any better.

664
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:27,520
In fact, we'd be much worse because we're Americans and so we would not do well in the

665
00:28:27,520 --> 00:28:28,520
desert.

666
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:31,120
Well, especially where we're from, I just like to tell people, I was like, yeah, people

667
00:28:31,120 --> 00:28:32,120
were here.

668
00:28:32,120 --> 00:28:33,720
They just like to complain about the weather.

669
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:34,720
Yeah.

670
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:35,720
Doesn't matter what it's doing.

671
00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:37,080
They just like to complain about it.

672
00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:38,080
Yeah.

673
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:43,160
So yeah, if we were in the desert, there's definitely some people in this town that I'm

674
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:46,120
like, yeah, I don't want you with me if we're going to go to the desert.

675
00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:47,120
Yeah.

676
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:49,200
Nick, you go to Hawaii, right?

677
00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:50,800
When it's really nice and sunny.

678
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:51,800
Absolutely.

679
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:52,800
He loves Hawaii.

680
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:57,200
Nick is like, if Alaska and Hawaii had a baby, it'd be Nick.

681
00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:58,200
Right?

682
00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,200
Interesting.

683
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:00,200
Yeah.

684
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:05,560
So when you're out there and it gets way more sunnier and you're still by the ocean, but

685
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,840
like seriously, how much do you have to hydrate?

686
00:29:07,840 --> 00:29:08,840
A ton.

687
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:09,840
Yeah.

688
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:11,400
I mean, I'm drinking an obscene amount of water.

689
00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:18,280
So they're going and the first place that they go to is this place they go and drink

690
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,760
the water and it's bitter.

691
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:24,080
Now I've had some nasty water, but I never described it as bitter.

692
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:25,120
Right?

693
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,680
But it's some bitter, bitter water.

694
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:28,680
Right?

695
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:30,720
And the people start grumbling against Moses.

696
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,520
Now once again, on being their defense, it's hot.

697
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:36,360
It's real hot.

698
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:40,160
So Moses, like he cries out to God and God shows them to take a piece of wood, which

699
00:29:40,160 --> 00:29:43,040
I mean, I guess apparently that's how you treat water in God's economy.

700
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:46,640
He was like, throw a piece of wood in there and it just purifies this water.

701
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:50,240
But then God issues them a ruling and instruction and puts them to the test.

702
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:51,240
Right?

703
00:29:51,240 --> 00:29:57,840
And like this, they come and there's like one well, there's like one piece of water.

704
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:01,360
But then the crazy thing that happens after this is that when they move on from it, there's

705
00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:05,880
this place that they go and they stay, it's called a lean and there's 12 springs, but

706
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:11,280
there's also 70 palm trees, which let's be honest, you're in the desert, palm trees.

707
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:14,400
Yes, please hide somewhere under the shade.

708
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:20,760
And I think it's really interesting that sometimes we go and we complain about the water at Mara

709
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:23,920
and God's like, well, I'm trying to take you to a lean.

710
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:24,920
Right?

711
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:25,920
Yeah.

712
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:32,360
Like we get so caught up in where we are that we forget where we're going.

713
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:33,880
Yeah.

714
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:36,000
This is a theme in Israel's life.

715
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:37,000
Theme in our life.

716
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,000
It's a theme in our life.

717
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,000
Yeah, too.

718
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:43,920
And in the life of Israel, this continues over and over where they'll be like, why are

719
00:30:43,920 --> 00:30:44,920
we here?

720
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:46,160
Lord, why'd you bring us here?

721
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:47,160
What are we doing here?

722
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:49,920
God's got something bigger in store.

723
00:30:49,920 --> 00:30:51,800
We do the same thing in our lives.

724
00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:58,640
I mean, I can think of time and time again in my life where I'm like, okay, God, why?

725
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:00,160
Like why'd you bring me here?

726
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,960
Did you just bring me here to suffer, to be in pain?

727
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:06,000
And the Lord's like, no, no, no, you're on the journey.

728
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,920
I'm taking you from one place to another.

729
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:12,360
And when you get there, you're going to realize how good it is.

730
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:13,520
Right.

731
00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:18,000
And with that said, please don't equate good with easy.

732
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,000
Right.

733
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:22,280
Like I think all too often we can be like, oh, it was good.

734
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:25,080
And then just kind of think in our heads like, oh, it meant it was easy.

735
00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,280
That's not what it means at all.

736
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:32,520
Like having something good in your life can be very difficult, but it can be good.

737
00:31:32,520 --> 00:31:33,520
Yeah.

738
00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:34,520
Right.

739
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:40,000
So one of the things that Nick and I like to do is work on cars.

740
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,840
The end result can be really good.

741
00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,040
Have we gotten to an end result yet?

742
00:31:45,040 --> 00:31:47,480
Or he said it can be.

743
00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:48,480
Potential in the future.

744
00:31:48,480 --> 00:31:51,160
Currently we have two projects that are like half ripped apart.

745
00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:53,040
We're like, oh, okay.

746
00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,200
But the end result can be really good.

747
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:58,400
The journey getting there though, it can be a little rocky.

748
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,400
A little.

749
00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:00,400
Right.

750
00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:04,320
So we were this, hopefully there's some car people on this podcast that are listening,

751
00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:08,440
but we were, we were swapping out a valve cover gasket on a car.

752
00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:09,440
Those are words.

753
00:32:09,440 --> 00:32:12,080
And Ben is not a car person.

754
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:14,840
And everything's going smooth in this.

755
00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:15,840
And then we get too smooth.

756
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:16,840
Too smooth.

757
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:21,760
And then we get to this last bolt to pull ahead to get to the valve cover gasket and

758
00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:23,880
the bolt snaps.

759
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:26,640
And we're like, well.

760
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:27,640
We done.

761
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:28,640
We're done.

762
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:29,640
Right.

763
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:34,040
And then at the end of the day, the owner of the car is able to get their car fixed.

764
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:37,440
All these things, everything ended out well.

765
00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:39,040
And the journey was worth it.

766
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:40,040
Yeah.

767
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,040
Right.

768
00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:42,040
It was a good time.

769
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:43,040
It was a good time.

770
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:44,040
We can look back on it and we had a good time.

771
00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:46,800
So side note, the owner of the car did not speak good English.

772
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:50,320
So like the whole time he was like, I don't know what you're saying.

773
00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:52,360
Just trusting that you're saying good things.

774
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:53,360
Yeah.

775
00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:56,640
This is the person that you told to come to me for their car advice, right?

776
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:57,640
Uh-huh.

777
00:32:57,640 --> 00:32:58,640
Yeah.

778
00:32:58,640 --> 00:33:01,160
I don't think you've ever asked how to fix anything with your car.

779
00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:02,160
Yeah.

780
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:06,240
Anyways, the very roundabout, but the point being is that there's always a, there's a

781
00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:07,440
journey to something.

782
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:08,440
Right.

783
00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:09,840
And Israel is going through this journey.

784
00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:14,040
The Lord's taking us through this journey and he wants to lead us to a good spot, but

785
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:16,840
there's going to be seasons of feeling like we're in the desert.

786
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:17,840
Yeah.

787
00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:20,320
When you're running into this, okay, so like first it's going to be Mara and then it's

788
00:33:20,320 --> 00:33:21,320
going to come up.

789
00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:23,160
Like they're going to complain about not having food, right?

790
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:26,280
Which cause once your thirst is taken care of, what do you think about food?

791
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:27,280
Right?

792
00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:28,280
Yeah.

793
00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:29,280
Like they're in the desert.

794
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:30,280
Right.

795
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:32,120
But so God actually provides for them.

796
00:33:32,120 --> 00:33:33,880
They're literally get manna from heaven.

797
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:37,800
Like if you don't know manna actually literally means what is this?

798
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:38,800
That's what manna means.

799
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:39,800
It's what is this?

800
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:40,800
Because they don't know.

801
00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:42,880
I mean, it's weird as like the whole thing is what do you mean?

802
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:44,880
They just collected bread from the ground.

803
00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:45,880
Yeah.

804
00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:46,880
Right.

805
00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:47,880
That's, that's a crazy thing.

806
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:48,880
Yeah.

807
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:49,880
That's how I get bread.

808
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:52,200
I just go out and just, dude, that's not bread.

809
00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:53,200
Yeah.

810
00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:54,200
That's not bread.

811
00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:55,720
That's not bread.

812
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:59,960
And so like, well, you're to your point, don't equate easy with good.

813
00:33:59,960 --> 00:34:02,040
They're going to have this bread that they're going to be able to eat.

814
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:05,000
But what do you have to actually do?

815
00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:07,560
You got to actually collect the bread, right?

816
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:10,400
You're going to see the extent of my bread making skills here.

817
00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:11,400
Okay.

818
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:12,400
You've got to collect it.

819
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:16,440
You've got to do what you do to make stuff into bread.

820
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:19,320
Like it bread isn't just, they didn't just collect the manna and suddenly it was bread.

821
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,120
They had to actually make it into bread.

822
00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:22,120
Yes.

823
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:23,120
Every day.

824
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:24,120
Yes.

825
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:25,120
Right.

826
00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:27,880
And so on the sixth day that they collect for the Sabbath.

827
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:29,200
Right.

828
00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:32,840
And there's this invitation is, Hey, I'm going to provide for you, but you got to come and

829
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:33,840
meet me.

830
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:37,800
It's not just like, like bread wasn't showing up in their, in their tent in the morning.

831
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:41,520
I also think it's interesting because God is also like, he's, he's giving them a lot

832
00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:45,320
of chances to learn how to trust him because on the sixth day they have to collect twice

833
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:46,320
as much bread.

834
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:50,720
I do think it's actually worth noting here that it actually does say that when they go

835
00:34:50,720 --> 00:34:55,520
and collect the bread, nobody had too much and nobody had too little.

836
00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:58,880
Like so we need to credit the Israelites with actually doing what God told them to do.

837
00:34:58,880 --> 00:34:59,880
Yeah.

838
00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:02,160
Cause they're going to make mistakes, but they're also occasionally going to do it,

839
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:03,600
do exactly what God tells them to do.

840
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:04,600
Yeah.

841
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:09,400
And then you also need to credit God with providing what you need, not necessarily what

842
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:10,400
you want.

843
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:11,880
Oh man.

844
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:13,600
Hold on a second.

845
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,400
That'll preach all day to Americans.

846
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:16,400
Yes.

847
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:17,560
Yes, it will.

848
00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:20,680
But here you see they were provided for their needs.

849
00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:23,440
Culted and purification of water so they could drink it.

850
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:28,200
And then also in the provision for shade, also in the provision of manna, right?

851
00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:30,080
They're provided for their needs.

852
00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:37,040
Now what God did not do is God did not send a caravan of camels to carry them to the promised

853
00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:38,040
land.

854
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:39,040
Some great alliteration.

855
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:46,200
I have one big overlying theme I was thinking about as we're going through this.

856
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:52,560
It's kind of like Israel is going through all of this, even getting to the Red Sea,

857
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:57,880
getting through the Red Sea, getting a time of like celebration and worship, then getting

858
00:35:57,880 --> 00:36:03,520
water not great, and then it's excellent and then getting food.

859
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:08,400
But we know there's this undercurrent of that they're, they're kind of still thinking about

860
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:11,240
Egypt because it's comfortable.

861
00:36:11,240 --> 00:36:13,080
It's a bad comfortable.

862
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:16,920
It's a stability, but it's a bad stability.

863
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:21,320
But it's better than the unknown that they're headed to.

864
00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:27,100
And I see that a lot, a lot of people's lives in general through any walk with the Lord.

865
00:36:27,100 --> 00:36:30,040
It's like, it's like, oh, this is so much better.

866
00:36:30,040 --> 00:36:36,080
And we see that sometimes in younger, those young in the faith, it's like super exciting.

867
00:36:36,080 --> 00:36:40,040
And then things get, there's a little unknown sometimes for some of them, depending on their

868
00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:41,040
past.

869
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:43,800
I just think it's an interesting thing for the Israelites.

870
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:48,760
It's like that comfort of what was behind them is always better than that super hot

871
00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:50,640
terrible desert in front of them.

872
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:51,640
Yeah.

873
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:56,040
So if I was to ask you how the world take it, if people became comfortable with the

874
00:36:56,040 --> 00:37:03,080
unknown in their lives, if people are comfortable with the unknown.

875
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:04,080
Yeah.

876
00:37:04,080 --> 00:37:05,080
Yeah.

877
00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:06,940
Because so I'll preface it a little bit more.

878
00:37:06,940 --> 00:37:12,560
So like the known is comfortable for us, right?

879
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,560
We will stay in bad situations because we understand them.

880
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:16,560
Yeah.

881
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:17,560
Yes.

882
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:18,560
Right.

883
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:19,560
So like the known is comfortable for us.

884
00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:25,120
I know people who stay in horrible work situations because they know they're going to get a paycheck.

885
00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:26,120
Right.

886
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:27,120
Right.

887
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:34,080
I know people who have stayed in abusive relationships because they know there's actually some stability

888
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:38,080
there of what they can expect, even though everything they can expect is horrible.

889
00:37:38,080 --> 00:37:39,080
Yeah.

890
00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:40,080
Right?

891
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:43,160
So those are not good situations, but they're known situations that people are comfortable

892
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:44,160
with.

893
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:45,160
Right.

894
00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:49,200
So the idea of becoming more comfortable with the unknown, the idea of, okay, I'm going

895
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:54,640
to step out of this job because it's going to be healthier for me in the long run, even

896
00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:57,040
though I don't know where my next paycheck is going to come from.

897
00:37:57,040 --> 00:37:58,040
Right.

898
00:37:58,040 --> 00:37:59,040
Right.

899
00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:01,840
Or I'm going to step out of this abusive relationship knowing that potentially I'm not going to

900
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:03,320
have a roof over my head.

901
00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:04,320
Right.

902
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:05,320
And trust the Lord in that.

903
00:38:05,320 --> 00:38:06,320
So that's kind of what I was getting at.

904
00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:12,440
Like, what would it be like if people became more comfortable with the unknown and essentially

905
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:14,960
trusting in the Lord and what he's promised of him?

906
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:15,960
Totally.

907
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,200
So this is actually a conversation I had with Pastor Clint.

908
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:24,200
Clint, not that long ago, we were having discussion with, me and Clint are in the community quite

909
00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:31,960
a bit and we're involved in a lot of different organizations and athletic stuff and just

910
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:35,560
people in general, we just meet a lot of people in the community.

911
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:37,520
We're just relationship kind of people.

912
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:41,360
That's how we've done all ministry anyway.

913
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:45,520
And so his thing was the discussion we were having is like, we keep meeting these people

914
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:49,560
and everybody's just like, well, I don't really need, you know, my life's okay.

915
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:50,560
It's fine.

916
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:51,560
It's not great.

917
00:38:51,560 --> 00:38:56,720
There's nothing special, but I don't need, you know, a savior in my life because, you

918
00:38:56,720 --> 00:39:00,480
know, it's not, I don't feel terrible about anything.

919
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:03,560
Like I'm not, but it's like, well, do you want it to be better?

920
00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:10,040
It would be nice if my life was a little better, but you know, it's not, you know, if I am

921
00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:15,440
a Christian or I'm connected to Christianity, I mean, some people might not like, you know,

922
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:17,040
friends might not like me.

923
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,800
Relationships I have might take that as offensive.

924
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:21,820
Christianity has strong stands on things.

925
00:39:21,820 --> 00:39:24,320
Maybe I'm still working out what I feel.

926
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:27,360
It's a really, that's a place of comfort.

927
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:28,360
It's that great comfort.

928
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:34,040
You know, I don't know, I don't have an opinion on what the future holds or if who's holding

929
00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:37,640
this all together, the chaos of the universe, but it's better.

930
00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,000
I don't know.

931
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:42,800
Just being like the comfort of being American is like, cool.

932
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:43,800
We get money.

933
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:44,800
We take care of ourselves.

934
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:45,800
We can play video games.

935
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:48,120
We can distract ourselves from reality.

936
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:49,120
This is great.

937
00:39:49,120 --> 00:39:54,920
Or we can connect with something greater, build, connect with the spirit of God, know

938
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:55,920
who this is.

939
00:39:55,920 --> 00:40:01,040
You know, we know us three, obviously, and those listening, I hope all understand like

940
00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:07,400
how awesome it is having that faith and following through into this unknown.

941
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:09,280
I mean, it is.

942
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:12,360
And like, I'm not, I'm not so afraid of the unknown.

943
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:18,480
Like I don't like, I just do things like I, you know, that's just, I'm just going to live

944
00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:20,080
out life and do it.

945
00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:23,080
Well, let me, let me ask you this because you have been married a little bit longer

946
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:25,580
than I have, not much, but a little bit.

947
00:40:25,580 --> 00:40:27,320
Do you remember being a bachelor?

948
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:28,320
Yeah.

949
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:29,320
By yourself?

950
00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:30,320
Yeah.

951
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:38,400
Like there was, I had one set of sheets, you know, sometimes, you know, if, if I spilled

952
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:45,080
something on them and, and the thing is, is that like I had four or five plates, three

953
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:46,080
forks, right?

954
00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:48,360
Just, I had a lot of cheese in my fridge.

955
00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:50,720
I just, I wanted to say that.

956
00:40:50,720 --> 00:40:53,080
I quote unquote, you can't see me doing the air pods.

957
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,080
I cleaned my apartment, right?

958
00:40:55,080 --> 00:41:00,040
I've been married for closer 13 years now.

959
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:02,280
I have thought back to my apartment.

960
00:41:02,280 --> 00:41:05,400
That thing was gross, right?

961
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,600
That thing was disgusting.

962
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:12,080
Can you imagine if I had been like, well, life is pretty good now, you know, I've got

963
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:16,440
a job, I've got an apartment, I've got, but I would have missed out on relationship with

964
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:20,360
my wife, which is not easy, but incredible, right?

965
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:22,600
Like being married is not easy guys.

966
00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:26,160
Like it is, it is a, you should be working at your marriage.

967
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:30,240
Like on some level it's easy, but on a real level it's not because you're taking two people

968
00:41:30,240 --> 00:41:33,720
who are not the same and you're building a life together.

969
00:41:33,720 --> 00:41:36,360
I would have missed out on having my kids.

970
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:43,200
I can't even imagine now stepping from where I am back to where I was.

971
00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:46,200
I think a lot of that with like the fear of the unknown, people are like, well, it's pretty

972
00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:47,200
good.

973
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:51,920
And I think what the church has done incorrectly in my opinion is we've tried to make people

974
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:55,680
feel so bad about where they are, right?

975
00:41:55,680 --> 00:42:01,200
That we're like, where you are sucks, you know, total depravity.

976
00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:02,480
You're a liar.

977
00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:03,920
You're a murderer.

978
00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:05,640
You're a thief.

979
00:42:05,640 --> 00:42:09,960
And the invitation of God is like, there's something better here.

980
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:13,260
There is life actually worth having.

981
00:42:13,260 --> 00:42:14,720
There is constant companionship.

982
00:42:14,720 --> 00:42:18,480
You're like, as much as you can get close to God, your life is going to get better.

983
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:19,480
Right?

984
00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:24,640
Because we've been, I've been a follower of Christ for like all my life, but really passionately

985
00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:27,680
since my sophomore year in high school.

986
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:33,480
Every time I get closer to God, I hit a new level of life that I didn't know was possible.

987
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:34,800
Right?

988
00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:40,320
The problem is we're trying to scare people into following God and it's invitational.

989
00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:45,200
There's an invitation with God and he's not going to force you to come to this table because

990
00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:48,640
he's a good father.

991
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:53,000
So I've worked in youth ministry a long time and I've heard a lot of youth ministry analogies.

992
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:54,160
So I'm going to give you one.

993
00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:58,760
So as a youth pastor describing like what it's like to live without Jesus.

994
00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:04,280
And he's like, in his words, he was like, it's like living in a house without a toilet.

995
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:06,680
He's like, you still got to poop somewhere.

996
00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:07,680
Right?

997
00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:12,920
Imagine that you are just pooping in your living room and you're okay with it.

998
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:17,140
And like, even like my junior high boys at the retreat were like, that's disgusting.

999
00:43:17,140 --> 00:43:19,080
You would never do that.

1000
00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:22,360
For those of you who are listening, who are in youth ministry, you're like, it's impressive

1001
00:43:22,360 --> 00:43:26,360
that this guy found an analogy that disgusts junior high boys.

1002
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:27,360
That's pretty amazing.

1003
00:43:27,360 --> 00:43:28,360
Yeah.

1004
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:29,360
They were like, that's disgusting.

1005
00:43:29,360 --> 00:43:31,560
And he's like, and you know what Jesus is doing?

1006
00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:34,880
He's knocking at the door being like, Hey, I'll clean that up for you.

1007
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:35,880
Yeah.

1008
00:43:35,880 --> 00:43:36,880
Right?

1009
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:38,780
He's not, he's not sitting there judging you.

1010
00:43:38,780 --> 00:43:42,880
He's not coming in and being like, look how disgusting this is.

1011
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:45,080
Look how deprived you are.

1012
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:47,400
He's saying, Hey, I see that.

1013
00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:50,160
Let me take care of that for you.

1014
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:57,160
The analogy ended with him saying, Hey, you can live with this, with this in your life

1015
00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:02,180
or he can say Jesus come in and take this from me.

1016
00:44:02,180 --> 00:44:07,480
And I think there's a, there's a, the ability to see generationally as well.

1017
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:12,440
So with your analogy, you're pooping in the living room and like, so that might be okay

1018
00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:13,440
for a week.

1019
00:44:13,440 --> 00:44:22,200
But what about when you're a month in or when you're seven months in three years, a decade.

1020
00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:24,600
And so we're all in our mid thirties.

1021
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:25,600
You less of your mid.

1022
00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:28,120
But yeah, but there are speeds.

1023
00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:29,800
I get to speak at your guys's funeral.

1024
00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:32,800
There are people.

1025
00:44:32,800 --> 00:44:39,560
Uh, well, if I, I want my ashes taken home and everybody's Tupperware.

1026
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:40,560
Yeah.

1027
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:41,560
Oh no.

1028
00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:45,480
I'm going to walk up and be like, Oh look, they're moving.

1029
00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:47,360
But I want all the Tupperware returned.

1030
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:48,360
So good.

1031
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:49,360
Sounds good.

1032
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:50,360
Okay.

1033
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:51,360
So coming back to this idea, right?

1034
00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:52,560
So we're in our mid thirties.

1035
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:57,200
Like we went to high school with people or your college with people that said, Oh, my

1036
00:44:57,200 --> 00:44:58,680
life is good a certain way.

1037
00:44:58,680 --> 00:44:59,680
And they never changed.

1038
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:00,680
Right.

1039
00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:04,360
Here we are 10 years later, 12 years later, 20 years later.

1040
00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:08,680
And I see the effects of 10 to 20 years of that life on people.

1041
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:09,680
Yeah.

1042
00:45:09,680 --> 00:45:12,240
And in a real way they do too, because a lot of them are in therapy.

1043
00:45:12,240 --> 00:45:14,960
They've gone to jail and now they're coming back out.

1044
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,560
And guys, I'm not, it's not just that.

1045
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:18,880
Like it's little things in your life too.

1046
00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:20,320
Like generational trauma.

1047
00:45:20,320 --> 00:45:23,800
Maybe you had between you and your parents in high school that you never dealt with.

1048
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:24,800
Yeah.

1049
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:29,200
Now you don't even talk to them and now you don't even want to be a parent because it

1050
00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,200
was so bad for you.

1051
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:32,200
Yeah.

1052
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:33,200
Right.

1053
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:38,940
And so God gives invitation and, and in the manna, the quail, like everything that's going

1054
00:45:38,940 --> 00:45:42,480
to come after this, there's an invitation given to Israel.

1055
00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:43,480
Yeah.

1056
00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:47,400
Are you going to trust me or not?

1057
00:45:47,400 --> 00:45:48,400
Sometimes they do.

1058
00:45:48,400 --> 00:45:49,400
Yeah.

1059
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:50,400
Spoiler alert.

1060
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:52,620
A lot of times they don't.

1061
00:45:52,620 --> 00:45:55,720
And I just think it's great that God has patience with them in the middle of that because that

1062
00:45:55,720 --> 00:45:57,280
is something that we can hold onto.

1063
00:45:57,280 --> 00:45:58,280
Yeah.

1064
00:45:58,280 --> 00:46:01,720
God is going to have infinite patience with people who struggle to trust him.

1065
00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:02,720
Yeah.

1066
00:46:02,720 --> 00:46:08,920
He's going to have no patience with people who don't desire to trust him at all.

1067
00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:13,480
And let alone people who say they follow him, but don't trust him.

1068
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:14,480
Right.

1069
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:19,680
That can be a hard pill to swallow to like self-examine yourself and be like, you know,

1070
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:25,440
I say I follow Jesus, but do I really, do I really trust him and what I'm doing?

1071
00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:27,360
Do I trust him to lead in my life?

1072
00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:28,360
Right.

1073
00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:33,440
And, and one of the themes that I see throughout these chapters is Israel doing that, right?

1074
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:35,640
Like they have, they're, they're following God.

1075
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:36,640
Right.

1076
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:40,000
And they go through these cycles of like, God, why'd you leave me here?

1077
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:41,720
And God's patient with them.

1078
00:46:41,720 --> 00:46:43,720
He shows them who he is.

1079
00:46:43,720 --> 00:46:45,160
And then like, okay, this is awesome.

1080
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:48,760
They start following again and they're like, oh God, why'd you leave me here?

1081
00:46:48,760 --> 00:46:53,040
Because going, going into chapter 17, you run into the same issue with water again,

1082
00:46:53,040 --> 00:46:55,320
where they're like, where's the water?

1083
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:56,320
Right.

1084
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:57,320
Where's thirsty again?

1085
00:46:57,320 --> 00:46:58,320
And then they're in defense.

1086
00:46:58,320 --> 00:46:59,320
They're in a desert.

1087
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:00,320
Right.

1088
00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:01,320
Where's the water?

1089
00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:02,320
Where's thirsty again?

1090
00:47:02,320 --> 00:47:03,800
And God's like, okay, let's split this rock open.

1091
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:04,800
Right.

1092
00:47:04,800 --> 00:47:06,800
And you have water.

1093
00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:07,800
Yeah.

1094
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:13,400
And so you, you have this kind of theme that happens throughout these few chapters of yes,

1095
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:14,400
it's good.

1096
00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:15,400
Oh man, I'm deprived.

1097
00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:17,720
I need this God providing and being patient.

1098
00:47:17,720 --> 00:47:19,160
Yes, it's good.

1099
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:22,200
And then continues on.

1100
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:24,240
There's like just a ton of up and down.

1101
00:47:24,240 --> 00:47:29,920
I think that learning how to worship in the desert solves a lot of our problems.

1102
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:30,920
Yeah.

1103
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:33,120
We like to worship God on mountain tops.

1104
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:34,120
Yeah.

1105
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:38,600
But we also need to know how to worship God in valleys.

1106
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,480
I think there's two sides to this.

1107
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:41,480
Yeah.

1108
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:47,000
So when you're equating this through our spiritual lives, I, I think people can have their own

1109
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:50,120
perception on what the green pasture looks like.

1110
00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:51,120
Oh, sure.

1111
00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:52,760
You mean Psalm 23?

1112
00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:53,760
Yeah.

1113
00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:58,400
So like, I think people can have their own perception on that of being like, well, if

1114
00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:03,080
everything was going good, this is what my life would look like.

1115
00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:04,560
Right.

1116
00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:08,020
Let's push back on that and let's just say, okay, maybe God's version of good is different

1117
00:48:08,020 --> 00:48:10,560
than your version of good.

1118
00:48:10,560 --> 00:48:14,000
And maybe you need to get to a spot where you're okay with that.

1119
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:19,440
Maybe you're supposed to walk in blessing and prosperity and it has nothing to do with

1120
00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:20,440
money.

1121
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:21,440
Yeah.

1122
00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:23,520
And it has nothing to do with comfort.

1123
00:48:23,520 --> 00:48:27,680
Maybe your life is supposed to be blessed so that all nations can be blessed.

1124
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:28,680
Right.

1125
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:31,880
I think when you're talking about worshiping in a desert, we need to understand good times

1126
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:35,640
and desert times from God's perspective of what those look like.

1127
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:37,440
And not just from our own perspective.

1128
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,000
Yeah.

1129
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,640
Because the Lord's going to provide what you need and not necessarily what you want, but

1130
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:44,200
he's going to provide what you need.

1131
00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:50,680
And so worshiping God in the desert, that's a skill that is very difficult.

1132
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:51,680
Yeah.

1133
00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:54,000
It's a skill that we need to foster though.

1134
00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:55,000
Yeah.

1135
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:56,000
You know?

1136
00:48:56,000 --> 00:48:57,000
Yeah.

1137
00:48:57,000 --> 00:49:00,360
To say, I have nothing, but yet God, I'm going to give you everything I have.

1138
00:49:00,360 --> 00:49:01,360
Right.

1139
00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:05,800
Because those desert times are when we feel like we got nothing, nothing to offer, nothing

1140
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:07,180
to give.

1141
00:49:07,180 --> 00:49:09,840
We feel like life is pointless.

1142
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:14,680
Those are the times when people tend to feel depressed, anxious, suicidal.

1143
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:16,680
Those are the times when that happens.

1144
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:20,040
And to be like, God, I have nothing, but I'm going to praise you anyways.

1145
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:24,440
And then God's being like, okay, let me show you what I can do with that.

1146
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:25,440
Yeah.

1147
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:28,040
It's good.

1148
00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:32,840
So the other thing that I think about that we can pull from Torah in this is that this

1149
00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:35,120
is prior to the giving of the law.

1150
00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:36,120
Yeah.

1151
00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:37,120
Right.

1152
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:39,680
They have not been given the words from God yet.

1153
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:43,480
So he's going to have a lot of patience with them here because he hasn't told them what

1154
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:45,360
he expects of them yet.

1155
00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:46,360
Right.

1156
00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:53,200
They've just been pulled out and like every piece of context they have comes from Egypt.

1157
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,200
You know?

1158
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:55,280
So if you don't have food, who do you complain to?

1159
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:56,280
Your leader.

1160
00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:58,240
If you don't have water, who do you complain to?

1161
00:49:58,240 --> 00:49:59,240
Your leader.

1162
00:49:59,240 --> 00:50:03,120
So everything is going to be contextualized from an Egyptian perspective at this point.

1163
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:06,000
Like their understanding of priests, their understanding of sacrifice, their understanding

1164
00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:09,720
of worship, it's all going to be colored by their understanding in Egypt.

1165
00:50:09,720 --> 00:50:13,240
And so we need to have patience with the Israelites as they're walking through here.

1166
00:50:13,240 --> 00:50:22,040
Now, modern context of that, how many times are we trying to fire hose brand new believers

1167
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:26,600
with the gospel before they even know how to follow God?

1168
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:27,600
Right?

1169
00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:28,600
You know what I mean?

1170
00:50:28,600 --> 00:50:31,280
The second they say yes, we're like, okay, you got to stop swearing.

1171
00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:35,880
You got to stop, you know, like you just give the list, right?

1172
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:37,060
Okay.

1173
00:50:37,060 --> 00:50:39,080
Give God a chance to actually work with them.

1174
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:40,080
Right?

1175
00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:41,080
Right?

1176
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:44,160
Correct me if I'm wrong, Nick, but I don't think we fix people.

1177
00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:47,640
No, we definitely do not fix people.

1178
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:48,920
Yeah.

1179
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,000
Like that's a work of the Holy Spirit.

1180
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:52,120
Absolutely.

1181
00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:54,160
And I think we partner with him for sure.

1182
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:59,320
Like we work with people, but it's actually the Holy Spirit who changes people and learning

1183
00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:02,400
how to be patient in the desert with people when they're learning how to hear the voice

1184
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:05,400
of God, bearing with them.

1185
00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:06,400
Right?

1186
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:07,400
Right.

1187
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:08,920
Two different ways you can look at it.

1188
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:10,520
So like relationships take time.

1189
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:11,520
Yep.

1190
00:51:11,520 --> 00:51:12,520
That's one.

1191
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:13,520
That's one.

1192
00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:16,600
But from an Americanized standpoint, we don't view things in the context of relationships.

1193
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:19,920
We view things in the context of accomplishments and work.

1194
00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:24,580
So like if you were to like give an analogy that would paint a good picture of someone

1195
00:51:24,580 --> 00:51:30,560
coming to know Jesus and then like leaning into that and growing in their faith, pretend

1196
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:32,360
like you switched careers.

1197
00:51:32,360 --> 00:51:33,360
Uh huh.

1198
00:51:33,360 --> 00:51:34,360
Right?

1199
00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:36,920
Are you going to know everything about your new career right away?

1200
00:51:36,920 --> 00:51:40,160
And are you going to do that perfectly?

1201
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:43,960
Like I mean, Nick would, but Nick would, because Nick's like Superman, but you're just not

1202
00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:45,920
going to know everything right away.

1203
00:51:45,920 --> 00:51:46,920
Yeah.

1204
00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:47,920
Right?

1205
00:51:47,920 --> 00:51:52,600
So like when the church started working construction years and years ago, right?

1206
00:51:52,600 --> 00:51:56,720
It started off with like, Hey, this is how you use a nail gun and this is how you don't

1207
00:51:56,720 --> 00:51:59,180
shoot a nail through your hand.

1208
00:51:59,180 --> 00:52:00,340
Good information to know.

1209
00:52:00,340 --> 00:52:01,680
Good information to know.

1210
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:02,680
Yeah.

1211
00:52:02,680 --> 00:52:03,680
Right?

1212
00:52:03,680 --> 00:52:07,760
It didn't start with like, here's the intricate details of framing, finished carpentry, plumbing,

1213
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:08,760
electrical, all that.

1214
00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:12,680
It was, it started off with like, here's how you don't hurt yourself.

1215
00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:13,680
Right.

1216
00:52:13,680 --> 00:52:14,680
Right.

1217
00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:18,000
And I think, I think we as a church could take a note from that when we're dealing with

1218
00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:21,560
new believers, dealing with people who've just come to know Jesus.

1219
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:27,920
It's like, okay, let's step by step, just walk with them in relationship and show them

1220
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:35,120
what is good and how to draw closer to Jesus in a way that is helpful for them.

1221
00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:41,240
I think sometimes in church and in church leadership, it's like, I guess I'll use the

1222
00:52:41,240 --> 00:52:42,460
word new converts.

1223
00:52:42,460 --> 00:52:49,000
Those who just gain relationship with, with Jesus, it's kind of terrifying because it's

1224
00:52:49,000 --> 00:52:52,280
should be messy and it is messy.

1225
00:52:52,280 --> 00:52:57,280
And when you're in a church leadership position and this person is, you know, starting to

1226
00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:01,000
get into the congregation and they say things and they cause a little bit of trouble.

1227
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:04,320
If you don't have a board and a system and a leadership team, who's just like, we're

1228
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:10,640
cool with all of that, which, you know, our church is pretty cool with all that, like

1229
00:53:10,640 --> 00:53:11,640
been around a while.

1230
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:17,240
Man, it can cause more issues and it can cause issues in the leadership team because it's

1231
00:53:17,240 --> 00:53:20,640
like new Christians are messy.

1232
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:26,640
Like there is stuff they say and do or think they're doing proper or they heard a YouTube

1233
00:53:26,640 --> 00:53:32,120
video and they don't know, you know, they don't have, I'll use the word discernment

1234
00:53:32,120 --> 00:53:34,240
of what they're saying or hearing.

1235
00:53:34,240 --> 00:53:35,240
They're just passionate.

1236
00:53:35,240 --> 00:53:40,600
It gets a little messy and it can get terrifying, especially if there's not a maturity of the

1237
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:46,520
team to handle that and patience of our brothers and sisters, the mature Christians just being

1238
00:53:46,520 --> 00:53:48,880
like, Hey, that's, you know,

1239
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:52,840
my dad's been a ministry leader for a long time and one of the things that he's dealt

1240
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:57,360
with is he's always had a passion and a heart for like, okay, how do we reach the hard to

1241
00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:59,240
get to people?

1242
00:53:59,240 --> 00:54:06,000
And so he one time had a mom come up to him and was like, Hey, my kid was in a youth program

1243
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:11,240
that your organization was leading and they heard the F word and his response was like,

1244
00:54:11,240 --> 00:54:12,840
that's a great place for them to learn.

1245
00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:13,840
Great problem.

1246
00:54:13,840 --> 00:54:14,840
Yeah.

1247
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:16,280
That's a great place for them to learn that word.

1248
00:54:16,280 --> 00:54:18,920
And the mom was like, what do you mean that was a great place?

1249
00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:22,200
He's he's like, well, it's going to be dealt with in a good way here.

1250
00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:23,720
That F word was faith, right?

1251
00:54:23,720 --> 00:54:24,720
Yes.

1252
00:54:24,720 --> 00:54:30,160
It was, it was Buffalo according to my son.

1253
00:54:30,160 --> 00:54:33,520
This is a great place for them to learn that type of language because it's going to be

1254
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:39,480
dealt with in a healthy way versus he was like, your kid could be learning that language

1255
00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:43,160
in a public setting where it's not going to be dealt with in a healthy way.

1256
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:48,760
For us as ministry leaders to be like, okay, how do we engage that in a good way?

1257
00:54:48,760 --> 00:54:53,920
So we're not ostracizing people, but also at the other end of the spectrum that people

1258
00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:58,920
who have been believers a long time are seeing that like, Oh, okay.

1259
00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:00,680
They're not in the same place we are.

1260
00:55:00,680 --> 00:55:03,440
They haven't been saying yes to Jesus for 20 years.

1261
00:55:03,440 --> 00:55:06,840
They've been saying yes to Jesus for 20 minutes on the flip side of that.

1262
00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:11,160
There are people who say that they said yes to Jesus for 20 years and I promise you it's

1263
00:55:11,160 --> 00:55:12,160
been about 20 minutes.

1264
00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:13,160
Oh yeah.

1265
00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:14,160
Yeah.

1266
00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:15,160
Yes, I agree.

1267
00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:16,160
Yeah.

1268
00:55:16,160 --> 00:55:19,840
There is a problem of adult babies in the church, right?

1269
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:21,320
I did not laugh into my mic.

1270
00:55:21,320 --> 00:55:22,320
Yeah, there is.

1271
00:55:22,320 --> 00:55:23,900
I mean, let's be real honest.

1272
00:55:23,900 --> 00:55:26,240
We know who they are and we love them.

1273
00:55:26,240 --> 00:55:27,960
We want to see God do great things.

1274
00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:30,960
They struggle with mashed potatoes.

1275
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:31,960
Right.

1276
00:55:31,960 --> 00:55:35,600
And when I'm talking about spiritual food, they struggle with mashed potatoes and they're

1277
00:55:35,600 --> 00:55:36,960
like, Oh, this is deep.

1278
00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:39,200
I was like, it's mashed potatoes, right?

1279
00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:40,520
And it's like instant mashed potatoes.

1280
00:55:40,520 --> 00:55:42,280
So they're not even lumpy, right?

1281
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:43,280
That's what they're struggling with.

1282
00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:44,280
They're in infancy.

1283
00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:45,280
They're still running around in diapers.

1284
00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:47,480
They still don't know how to hear the voice of God.

1285
00:55:47,480 --> 00:55:48,480
This is a problem.

1286
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:49,480
Yeah.

1287
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:50,480
Right.

1288
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:52,920
And so both of those things are messy.

1289
00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:53,920
Yeah.

1290
00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:54,920
Yeah.

1291
00:55:54,920 --> 00:56:00,580
So what are our big takeaways from this section is that sometimes God is going to come in

1292
00:56:00,580 --> 00:56:02,240
and he's going to deliver you.

1293
00:56:02,240 --> 00:56:03,240
Yeah.

1294
00:56:03,240 --> 00:56:07,760
And sometimes he's going to require you to take a step to Nick's point.

1295
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:11,280
You have to be willing to be fearless and embracing the unknown that God's bringing

1296
00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:15,060
you into because otherwise you're going to stay in your old bachelor pad and never move

1297
00:56:15,060 --> 00:56:16,560
into the family you're supposed to be in.

1298
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:17,560
Yeah.

1299
00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:18,560
Right.

1300
00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:23,120
And I think one of the other takeaways is the Lord's provision isn't going to come all

1301
00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:24,120
at once.

1302
00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:25,120
Yeah.

1303
00:56:25,120 --> 00:56:28,380
Like the provision happened throughout the journey.

1304
00:56:28,380 --> 00:56:32,760
So if you're thinking the Lord's going to provide everything you need all at once and

1305
00:56:32,760 --> 00:56:35,460
you're going to be set, that's not how it works.

1306
00:56:35,460 --> 00:56:39,440
The provision happened over time throughout the journey.

1307
00:56:39,440 --> 00:56:43,680
And it's a good thing it did happen because if the Lord gave Israel all the food and all

1308
00:56:43,680 --> 00:56:48,880
the water that they needed to make this journey, chances are they wouldn't have made it.

1309
00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:50,320
Chances are they would have run out.

1310
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,120
Or they never would have gone anywhere.

1311
00:56:52,120 --> 00:56:53,120
Yeah.

1312
00:56:53,120 --> 00:56:54,120
Yeah.

1313
00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:55,120
All right.

1314
00:56:55,120 --> 00:56:57,040
Well, we want to thank Nick for being with us this week.

1315
00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,320
I had a few words.

1316
00:56:58,320 --> 00:56:59,320
Yeah, that's good.

1317
00:56:59,320 --> 00:57:02,520
We've already established in this podcast that Ben talks too much.

1318
00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:03,720
We just want to thank you for being here.

1319
00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:04,720
We really appreciate you.

1320
00:57:04,720 --> 00:57:07,440
We'll probably have you on in a future episode, chat about some things.

1321
00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:12,120
But if you have comments, questions, please send us an email, loveandcontext at gmail.com.

1322
00:57:12,120 --> 00:57:15,160
You can also follow us on Instagram at loveandcontext.

1323
00:57:15,160 --> 00:57:18,400
If you find somebody who you think might benefit from this type of conversation, please feel

1324
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:19,600
free to share.

1325
00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:23,040
If you found us somewhere other than Apple and Spotify, I'm confused, but that's where

1326
00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:24,040
we are.

1327
00:57:24,040 --> 00:57:25,040
Yeah.

1328
00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:27,560
And we would love to hear from you.

1329
00:57:27,560 --> 00:57:28,560
Yes.

1330
00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:30,840
Like we say these things like, hey, contact us.

1331
00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:35,360
And I know every podcast says that at the end of it, but we would genuinely love to

1332
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:38,760
hear from you, whether you like what we said or whether you didn't like what we said.

1333
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:40,240
We would still love to hear from you.

1334
00:57:40,240 --> 00:57:42,200
Even if you're Spencer's sister.

1335
00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:43,600
Even if you're Spencer's sister.

1336
00:57:43,600 --> 00:57:44,600
Yeah.

1337
00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:45,600
What about Tiffany?

1338
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:46,600
Yeah.

1339
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:47,600
Yeah.

1340
00:57:47,600 --> 00:57:48,600
What about Tiffany?

1341
00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:49,600
I was going to say Josephine today.

1342
00:57:49,600 --> 00:57:50,600
That's perfect.

1343
00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:51,600
Tiffany or Josephine.

1344
00:57:51,600 --> 00:57:52,600
He's got multiple sisters.

1345
00:57:52,600 --> 00:57:53,600
Daniel was closer.

1346
00:57:53,600 --> 00:57:54,600
Was he?

1347
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:55,600
He was a little nicer.

1348
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:56,600
Oh, closer.

1349
00:57:56,600 --> 00:57:57,600
Yeah.

1350
00:57:57,600 --> 00:57:58,600
All right.

1351
00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:00,800
Well, thanks for listening until next time.

1352
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:02,640
Thank you so much for listening today.

1353
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:08,160
We hope you enjoyed this podcast and we hope that you got something out of it.

1354
00:58:08,160 --> 00:58:14,600
If you have any questions, please contact us at loveandcontext at gmail.com.

1355
00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:18,400
You can also follow us on Instagram and message us through there.

1356
00:58:18,400 --> 00:58:21,400
Instagram is love and context.

1357
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:27,280
Again, loveandcontext at gmail.com or Instagram are the two ways to get a hold of us if you

1358
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:28,440
would like.

1359
00:58:28,440 --> 00:58:29,560
Thank you once again.

1360
00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:31,880
We really appreciate you being here.

1361
00:58:31,880 --> 00:58:32,880
God bless.

1362
00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,880
So Nick, this is a podcast.

1363
00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:39,960
You can't shake your head.

1364
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:42,960
You actually have to say something.

1365
00:58:42,960 --> 00:58:45,960
There you go.

1366
00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:46,960
Oh man.

1367
00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:47,960
So.

1368
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:50,680
Nick is adamant like cheese is not a flavor.

1369
00:58:50,680 --> 00:58:52,440
Cheese is just it's whatever.

1370
00:58:52,440 --> 00:59:21,000
I could take it or leave it.

