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The more this world is erupting into the conditions and the shapes it in,

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you know, this is the only respite you get during the week.

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This is it.

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And if you truly are a seeker and a lover of the Lord,

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it's okay. Amen.

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I'm just telling you, I'm having a struggle because I feel like sometimes I go way too long.

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So you just pray that the Lord help me.

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It may be the enemy.

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It's not Sister Kathy.

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She don't tell me that.

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Except the other night at that other little church, she said that was way too much.

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So, at least it wasn't y'all.

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Thank you Lord, He needs it.

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Hebrews 10, again at verse 19.

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And I know how distracting that rain on a tin roof is.

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My eyelids are heavy too.

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Listen to that.

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And in the presence of the Lord, I tell you what we could do.

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And it might be the most spiritual thing I could do.

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We could dim these lights.

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We could sit on our seats.

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We could let them come back up and just play softly, worship.

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And we could meditate on them.

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I'm telling you, we could get our minds on the Lord.

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Some of you would sleep.

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I might even sleep.

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But when we woke up 30 or 40 minutes later, I guarantee you we'd leave out of here refreshed having been in His presence.

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We would.

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At least eight or nine of us would.

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But we're not going to do that. We're just going to turn it up and preach over the rain.

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Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus.

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By a new and living way which He had consecrated for us through the veil, that is to say His flesh.

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Having a high priest over the house of God.

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Let us draw near with a true heart.

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And full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water.

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Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering.

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For He is faithful, that promised.

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Let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works.

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Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together as some did this morning.

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But exhorting one another and so much the more as you see the day approaching.

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We're going to recap some of what we talked about last week.

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Critical but stable.

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And when we got near to the end, the whole premise was the end of those points that I just ran through.

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And that's the hope that we need.

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That was the strength for the week that was ahead.

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And I felt like we just had to rush by it.

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Because we did.

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Because I'd already preached way too long.

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So we're going to hurry up and get to that.

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And see what the Spirit of the Lord will say to the church this morning.

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And that we be renewed and refreshed in His grace and by His Word.

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Father, I love you.

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I thank you for your Word.

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I need your help today, Lord.

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Lord, such a moment to try to discern this atmosphere.

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I almost had them turn the lights down.

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But Lord, I need your help.

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I need your grace.

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I need your touch.

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I need your guidance this morning that we would simply do what would be pleasing to you.

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And edifying to the body of Christ that we leave here lifted up in your grace.

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So help me today, Lord.

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Help us together.

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As we are the family of God.

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We are the Hopewell family of God.

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And Lord, as we're here together today, just simply to be enriched by your grace.

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Touched by your glory.

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And empowered by your Spirit.

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We love you and we thank you in Christ's holy name.

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Amen and amen.

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You can be seated.

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Critical but stable.

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Understanding that we may live in the flesh but we don't war after the flesh.

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The weapons of our warfare are mighty through God.

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So the pulling down of strongholds.

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Taking captivity every thought that comes against the knowledge of God.

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And every imagination that lifts itself against the knowledge of Christ.

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So if we're in the flesh but we're not of the flesh.

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We're alive as they're not supposed to be lived in accordance to the flesh.

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But to the yearning of the Spirit that's in us that has been resurrected by his grace and his precious blood.

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And the redemption of Christ that we have received through repentance.

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And through the washing of this pure water that we've read in our text today.

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We're grateful and thankful this morning that he is our Savior.

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As we're living in this world is what Paul would tell Timothy.

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He said the Spirit speaks expressly that in the last days there's going to be some difficult times.

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Pairless times would come.

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And then he began to identify and give some identifiers of the types of people and the characteristics that people are going to take on.

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But he wasn't necessarily talking about the world as he was writing to Timothy.

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He's talking about the condition of the latter church.

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And how that men would heap to themselves with itching ears.

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Wanting people to come tell them everything is OK.

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And that any way you want to live is an OK way to live.

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Just you be the dictator of your heart.

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Men would be lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God.

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Lovers of themselves disobedient to parents.

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The conditions of the latter times that he was writing to the young evangelist, pastor, preacher.

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He would actually tell Timothy to stir up the faith that is in him.

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Stir up your own faith, the gift of God that is in you.

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It wasn't the world that I was in referencing to.

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It was the church as the things coming against the church.

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Culture of corruption and abuse of power.

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It's in the church.

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Laws of truth.

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It is the church we're in referencing.

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A crisis of knowledge.

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It's the church not having any knowledge.

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People are destroyed because of the lack of knowledge.

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It's expressive individualism.

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We want to be our own self.

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We cannot be our own self and be Christ.

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You're either his or you're yourself.

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And if you're his, you have to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow after him.

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We must keep his commandments and allow his commandments to be the dictate of our heart and of our life.

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We must be in obedience to his word and to his teaching.

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Thus we have the great commandment.

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Going to all the world, teaching them to observe everything that I've taught you.

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And baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and of the Holy Ghost.

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There is instruction that we must have and dictates that we must live by.

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It moved into that age of digital distraction where hyper personalization has come in.

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And I think that's where we are living today.

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And not only just in the world, but it's the church world in which we are living.

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It has been the devil's mission.

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You know, the lion that goes about roaring and seeking whom he may devour.

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It's the church that he's looking to devour.

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It's you that he's looking to destroy.

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It's you that he's looking to cast down.

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And that's the reason we have what the Lord told us.

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That the thief cometh not but to skill, teal, skill, teal and destroy.

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And I'll get it out in a minute.

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Steel, kill and destroy.

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But it's also understood what the Lord said for us concerning himself.

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He said, but I have come that you might have life and that you might have it more abundantly.

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And we have this more abundant life living in the age in which we're living if these are the issues

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that are confronting the church, not necessarily the world,

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but the issues of cultural dictates against the church.

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And we are falling in and going by that flow.

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So if we take that good look and we take that critical evaluation of everything that's around us,

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I believe that we, the church, need to resume and get back to the basic tenets of our faith.

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And here the author of Hebrews says, having therefore brethren bold as to enter in to the holiest by the blood of Jesus.

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Now, hear me.

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That's the only way we receive anything at all.

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It's by his sacrifice, by the giving of his blood.

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It's a new and living way.

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I love it that he just made the point to let everyone know that Christ is alive.

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He is not dead.

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He was crucified.

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He was buried.

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But he also rose again.

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And he's alive today.

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And at the right hand of the Father, and at the right hand of the Father,

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he's ever making intercession on your and my behalf.

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It's not caught him by surprise at the dictates of this world and the condition of his church.

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He's already forewarned it.

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He already declared that it was going to come to pass.

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But yet now here we are living it out.

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But what I desire to do is be opposite of those in whom he described that in the latter times the church would be.

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I am desiring to be the one who understands that Christ is the Lord of all and not only of all,

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but he is especially the Lord of my life.

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And I wish to and desire to bend the desire of my heart and the will of my life to take on his will

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that those who are lost and hurting and dying around us have a hope for eternity and not only a hope for eternity,

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but then I tell you people need a hope for the day in which they are living and the only hope that they can have

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and the only hope that is found, the only assurance that we receive is through Christ.

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And that is the peace that is dictated under the hearts of the believer.

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And we need to lead people to the peace of God.

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And if you lead them to the peace of God, you lead them through the blood of Jesus Christ.

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My, my, my, there's no greater soothing agent in this world than the precious shed blood of Jesus Christ.

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It is the soothing for the soul.

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It is the peace that overshadows the mind and passes all understanding by a new and living way,

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which he has consecrated for us through the veil, that is to say his flesh.

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He died physically at Calvary and having a high priest over the house of God.

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Hear what he declares.

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Let us draw near with a true heart.

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That is you and me.

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If we're going to live out his commandments and his will in his way, then we must draw near to him.

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And the only way to draw near to him is to have a true and pure heart.

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And the only way to have a true and pure heart is to have your old heart regenerated by the work of Christ.

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Hallelujah. And become a new creature, a new creation, because old things pass away.

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I think we drag around too many old things, old characteristics, old desires, old lusts, old drives of our old lifestyle.

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I'm here to declare to you today it's time that we lay them all aside.

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Truly the author was correct when he declared, let us lay aside the weight and the sin which does so easily beset us.

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And then he declared, looking unto Jesus, who is the author and the finisher of our faith.

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What does that mean?

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He is the originator and he is the one who completes it.

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He is the completion of your faith. Why?

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Because it was his faith in the Father when he surrendered his will,

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that when he laid down his life, he would also raise it up again.

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Oh, come on this one. It's the same quickening power.

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So we determine the questions that are asked. How are we going to live?

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How are we going to live out this life?

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We have a high priest over the house of God as we draw near with a true heart in full assurance.

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That's the reason the songwriter penned the words to blessed assurance, Jesus is mine.

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Oh, what a foretaste of glory, divine.

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I'm here to tell you today the foretaste of glory that is ahead your way

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is the relationship that you have in Christ right here and right now.

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If my hope is only in eternity, then I become a man that's most miserable.

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But the hope that I have is the here and now that will carry me into the eternity

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because I have an assurance that he will watch over and he will keep

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and he is able to do what he proclaimed to me that he would do

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and that the sins that he washed away will remain washed away.

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I have an assurance.

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This assurance is a faith, assurance of faith.

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Having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience.

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As you read the book of Hebrews, you'll find that word sprinkled many times.

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It's a theme there and it's in reference to Exodus 29.

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As there is a command from God for the sprinkling,

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the sanctification of the temple and all of the vessels,

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the blood was to be sprinkled.

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It was to be set apart, can I tell you?

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Our hearts have been sprinkled, but more than a sprinkling,

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there's been a plunging hallelujah.

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You go read in Exodus as his thumb is dipped in blood

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and it is applied on the corners of the altar,

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but then it says I want you to pour the rest of it out.

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Hey, my God, I feel like I've been poured out on this morning.

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I cannot help but be reminded of his grace that is accompanied by his blood

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and the assurance that is added into my life.

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When I think about it and I look at it and I see the condition of our culture

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and I hear those who are working in our schools,

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who have been mandated to do things that are against their faith,

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it breaks my heart, but it lets me know that we're living right on time

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with a prophecy of the word of God, that we're living right in the age and the time.

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The people that was prophesied and told in those last days,

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perilous, troublesome times are here.

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Oh, and men become lovers of themselves more than God,

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but we can't allow the church to be that way.

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You and I must let our heart be arrested by the grace and the love of God

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and fall in love with him over and over and over anew.

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We must be revived in our love because if our love is revived,

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the assurance is renewed and if the assurance is renewed,

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we want to declare to all his good hope and help.

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but they were because the content of our heart was driven by evil

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before our salvation experience.

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The only desire we had was to please the flesh.

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Because we no longer hear that we must crucify our flesh.

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We don't hear that much.

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You could go to 10 or 20 churches around town this morning

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and probably not even hear a reference to it.

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we must have our hearts continually sprinkled from an evil conscience.

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Because look, when you leave here,

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you're going to rub elbows with the world all week long.

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Thus, the reason with Peter and Christ's encounter at the foot washing,

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when he finally understands what Christ is doing,

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he wants a whole bath, he says,

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look, you don't need me to wash you from head to toe.

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You bathe before you got here.

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All I need to cleanse is what is dirty.

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Oh, come on, somebody,

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so that we may have this assurance of the hope that is within us

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and having our bodies washed with pure water,

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which is the washing of his word.

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Hallelujah.

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That's the reason I think this initiative of Revive 75 will be so,

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I think, revealing to some of us,

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because as we begin to get in his word,

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it'll begin to reveal who we are and what we are and where we are with him.

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It'll call a cleansing.

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It'll cause a washing and a renewing of our hope and our faith.

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I don't recommend starting in James.

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Somebody told me this morning, said, man, I've got into that,

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and I started in James.

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I said, oh, no.

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It's good to start with John, get the love of God,

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before you get on over to that.

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Oh, there's a reality check when you read the book of James,

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especially if you've got a tongue problem.

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Oh, Lord.

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Let me move on.

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Let us not be washed with pure water.

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Let us hold fast the profession of our faith.

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Let us hold fast the confession of our faith.

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How many of you have confessed Christ as Lord

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and repented of your sins just by straw pole?

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Here we are receiving an instruction that was received by the Church of the Day

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for the Hebrews.

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Let us hold fast the confession of our faith.

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You know, it's so easy to let our confession go.

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It's so easy to lighten up and slack up on our profession,

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but we've getting the instruction.

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you've got to hold fast the confession of your faith without wavering.

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It would be James that would say that a double-minded man is unstable

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in all of his ways.

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He would talk about a man who was in and out like the waves of the sea.

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It would roll in upon the shore and then roll out.

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Hallelujah.

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Can I tell you this morning, I do not mind you having up and down experiences

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because that is the roller coaster of life.

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That is the sea of life that we are on.

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There's high moments, there's mountains, and there's low moments

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that they are valleys.

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Hallelujah.

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You need to be in all the way.

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You may be up and you may be down,

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but we cannot be wavering in our commission

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and we cannot be wavering in our commitment.

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We must remain committed to the assurance that is over our life

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and draw near unto Him.

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Hallelujah.

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Letting our hearts continually be sprinkled and consecrated

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and set apart so that we may be for His good work and His good use.

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Without wavering, why?

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Why should we be steadfast?

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Why should we hold fast?

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Why should we get a secure grip?

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Why should we take a firm wrap around the confession of our faith?

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Because He is faithful, that promised.

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That's why.

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He has never given up on you.

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He has never forsaken you since you became His,

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and He purchased you with His precious blood.

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He's never failed you.

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Well, He hadn't done this, He hadn't done that, but what did He do?

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I'm telling you, God doesn't always do what we tell Him to do.

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My Lord, He does what He knows is His will to be done in our life

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which will benefit us, and sometimes He allows you to go through the storm

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and doesn't take you out of the storm.

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Sometimes you grieve and tears stroll down your face

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because He did not do as you dictate to Him,

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but draw near to Him and hold fast to your confession

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because God has never, ever lied to you.

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The songwriter said He never promised you a rose garden.

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What He did promise you was a cross.

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What He did promise you was in this life you shall have tribulation.

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Not maybe, not possibly.

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You're going to go through some things,

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but He didn't leave you with the thought of tribulation.

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He said, but be of good cheer because I have overcome the world.

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Yes, things are critical, but my God, we are stable because His faith is in us.

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because He is faithful who promised.

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He just never promised us He would do what we told Him to do.

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He's proven that fact to me time and time again.

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I am so glad that He didn't do a few things the way I told Him to do it.

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Don't you think that Israelites ought to be,

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when Moses told God to go ahead and destroy them,

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okay, I'm with you now, get rid of them, we'll start over.

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Now what God told Moses, He said, I'm tired of this bunch of heathens.

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I'm going to wipe them out and I'll start over with you.

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But Moses interceded on the people's behalf.

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Okay, God, I'm ready. Take them out.

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We'll do it your way.

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Well, we better use what we got.

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I'm so glad that He didn't do what I instructed Him to do from time to time.

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I'm so glad that His ways are higher than mine.

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I'm so glad that His thoughts are above my thoughts.

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I'm so glad that He's God, infinite, and here I am, finite.

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I'm so glad that when things I can look back to and I say, Oh God, forgive me for that.

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Forgive me for asking for that. Forgive me for instructing that.

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Forgive me, Lord.

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I find myself progressing as Apostle Paul.

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God, have your way in my mind because I know I'll mess it up if I start talking.

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Let's hold fast without wavering.

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Don't waver, folks. I'm telling you, up and down is okay because life stinks sometimes.

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If everybody did the right thing, it would be different.

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We'd be in heaven.

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But obviously we're not.

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We're not there yet.

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I'm only passing through.

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So as you stop and evaluate some of the crises that's going on in your life

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and the critical situations and conditions that you're trying to live your way through right now,

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let me just remind you, you're only passing through.

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You're only going to have to come through this thing one time,

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and then it's going to be different after you get through this time

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when the life in your flesh is over and your spirit renews,

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refreshes, revives, and resurrects.

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Hallelujah.

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And when you receive that new body, it's all going to be worth it.

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It's all going to be worth it.

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Let's consider one another.

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I think that's part of the problems.

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We don't consider each other.

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I think that's the reason it's part of the great commandment.

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What's the greatest of commandments, they ask Jesus.

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Thou should love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, all thy soul,

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with all thy mind, everything that's within you.

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Unless you love your neighbor, like you love yourself.

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We've got to consider each other as we're going through this life.

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That's the reason Paul would say, you know, I'm going to mourn with those who mourn,

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and I'm going to rejoice with those who rejoice,

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because I'm considering the plight of their journey.

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we become selfish in our own journey.

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because it's about us and not about him.

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And if it's about him, then we consider others who are also in the journey of life,

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on the sea of life, and we consider their ups and we consider their downs.

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because we are within the limits of our hope,

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and we are within the limits of the trust and the faith that we have in God,

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so long as we stay within the parameters of his word.

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And we are faithful to him who is faithful, that promised,

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and we allow our faith, and we draw near to him.

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And as we draw near to him, the hope that is instilled in us causes us to rise,

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rise above the circumstance and situations.

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How do we do it?

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Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together,

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as the manner of some is, but exhorting one another,

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so much more as we see the day approaching.

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How do we live in this life?

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What manner of life are we going to live?

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As I told you last week, we must have an affirmation.

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There must be a response in your faith.

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You have to have a Daniel response.

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As Daniel 1 and 8 says,

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But purpose he and his heart that he would not defile himself with the portion of the king's meat,

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nor the wine which he drank.

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I think today that we are giving in too much.

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We are giving up too much ground.

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We are giving over too much to the king's wheel.

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And we are taking in the intoxicating things of the world that the king of the world has to offer.

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And we are bringing it in.

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And we are trying to sprinkle the unholy things with blood to make them holy.

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And it doesn't work that way.

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It will never work that way, child of God.

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But there must be a purposing in your heart that you will refuse to participate

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in the things of this world that bring your soul down,

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your life down and abstract your relationship and divide you from God's grace

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and divide you from God's glory.

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But somewhere along the way there must be a purposing in our hearts that we will refuse.

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And when there is the refusal, then the grace of God whom we stand for will enable us to do what we have to do.

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Oh, Daniel, he had to stand after a 10-day trial period of him eating vegetables

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and his friends eating vegetables and drinking only water.

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And when the chief unit came back, they were in better shape, more fair,

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the scripture said, than all the others.

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And therefore he took away the king's meat and he took away the king's wine.

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We got too many winebibbers trying to creep into the church today,

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wanting to intoxicate themselves on the things of this world.

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But he said, no, we're going to separate.

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We're going to stand for God and for God alone.

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And God didn't fail them in their stance.

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And at one point when there was a search through all the land,

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as the king had a dream and would refuse to tell the wise men what the dream was

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so that he would get a correct interpretation.

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He said, if you can't tell me, you're all going to die.

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Daniel got word of it, sent word to the king and said,

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hey, there's someone here who can tell you what your dream is and the interpretation thereof.

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He set himself to pray and God revealed to Daniel the king's dream.

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And when he revealed it to the king, the head of gold all the way down to the feet of iron and clay,

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he revealed it to him, my Lord, God will not forsake you in your stance for him.

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Oh, how do we know that Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, they made their own stance. Amen.

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And when after this revelation of what this dream was, Nebuchadnezzar had this idol built about 90 feet tall.

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And the decree went across the land that everybody is to bow and everybody is to worship that image.

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When the music plays at the striking of the first chord, everybody in the land is supposed to bow.

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Isn't that the dictates of the world in which you and I are coming up in now?

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There is a demand that we bow. I'm not going to bow.

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I am not going to bow. I am not going to bow.

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Oh, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, they were they were sort of in favor and they got brought before the king.

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And before the king, they begin to answer. He said, Well, I'll tell you what I'm going to do, gentlemen.

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I'm going to have the band strike up one more time.

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And when the band strikes up one more time, you'll have your opportunity to bow.

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Maybe you didn't hear it. Maybe you didn't understand it.

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00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:33,000
But I'm going to give you one more opportunity.

472
00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:38,000
And I love the response of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego.

473
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:42,000
He said, Oh, King, it doesn't bother us to answer you.

474
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:47,000
In other words, you can do what you want to because we're still not going to.

475
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,000
But we know this one thing.

476
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,000
Their declaration was this in the assurance of their faith.

477
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:55,000
They said, Our God is able.

478
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:59,000
But here's where faith soars off the chart. Our God is able.

479
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:06,000
But if not, if he still doesn't do it, if we have to go into the furnace, just throw us in.

480
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:09,000
We're not going to bow. We're not going to give in.

481
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,000
You got to have a response today.

482
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:21,000
And your response must be with David and those who stood in days of I will not bow.

483
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:27,000
And if he doesn't get me out of it, that's OK, too.

484
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:33,000
Because it doesn't change the fact that he is able if he wills.

485
00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:42,000
So don't get your feelings hurt if his will is for you to go in the furnace.

486
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:50,000
Oh, I'll tell you a great ending to that story would have been if God would have shown up before they stoked up the fire.

487
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,000
But that wasn't when he showed up.

488
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:56,000
They heated it up. The old king was furious.

489
00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:59,000
I'm talking about throw the coal to her boys.

490
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:05,000
Get her seven times hotter than you ever had it before and bind them up and throw me in.

491
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:07,000
What does it matter whether they're tied or not?

492
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:10,000
You're throwing them in a furnace.

493
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,000
It doesn't matter for bound up or not.

494
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:15,000
If it's seven times hotter, you know it had to be hot.

495
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:19,000
So their their bonds were going to melt like flax or like wax.

496
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:21,000
They weren't going to be on them very long anyway.

497
00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:24,000
But it was just because the king was offended.

498
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:26,000
Bind them up and throw them in.

499
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,000
Oh, I love the story.

500
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,000
They march them down.

501
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:37,000
And when the door was open, those who held them and were about to cast them in because of the heat, they fell down dead.

502
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:41,000
Shadrach, Meshach and Abinago walked into the furnace.

503
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:46,000
My God, I'm looking for some people who are ready to walk on in.

504
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:51,000
Oh, my God, they could have saw that their guards had fallen and tried to escape.

505
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:56,000
But no, no, no, no, they refused to bow because they knew God was able.

506
00:32:56,000 --> 00:33:01,000
And not only was he able, but he proved himself.

507
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:08,000
Don't panic because it's getting hot.

508
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:13,000
It may get a whole lot hotter.

509
00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:18,000
You may walk in feeling like you're alone.

510
00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:24,000
But once you get in, you're you're not alone.

511
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:30,000
Even a heathen pagan had enough sense to look over down into the furnace.

512
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:40,000
Hey, one, two, three, four.

513
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,000
Did we not throw three in?

514
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,000
Yeah, OK.

515
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:48,000
We didn't throw them, but they walked in.

516
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:56,000
Who is this fourth man?

517
00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:02,000
That I see in the fire, like and to he had no idea what God looked like.

518
00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:07,000
But he likened them unto any other deity that he may have worshiped.

519
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:09,000
He's like a god in there.

520
00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:14,000
He's not only like a god, he is the god.

521
00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,000
Hallelujah.

522
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:18,000
You may go in, child, but you won't go alone.

523
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:20,000
He's in there waiting for you.

524
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:24,000
And when you get in the midst of the fire, he'll see that you come out on the other side.

525
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,000
You will not be damaged.

526
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:27,000
You will not be heard.

527
00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,000
You will not be burned.

528
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:36,000
You will not even smell like smoke.

529
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:50,000
Depending upon our response, we're going to have to make a very calculated response in our future concerning our faith.

530
00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:54,000
I believe that with all my heart.

531
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:58,000
You cannot be wishy washy in the days that are ahead.

532
00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:59,000
Well, how soon?

533
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,000
I don't know how soon.

534
00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:08,000
You don't have to be a prophet to read the signs of the times to see that it's coming our way.

535
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:14,000
I read where they arrested a young street preacher the other day.

536
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:25,000
They arrested him on a noise ordinance because he was reading the Bible and an LGBTQ and whatever other letter you want to throw on it.

537
00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:27,000
Rally.

538
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:32,000
He was standing off to the side, had him a bullhorn.

539
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,000
He wasn't preaching.

540
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:37,000
He was reading the scripture.

541
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:44,000
If you want a devil to squirm, I dare you to read the scripture.

542
00:35:44,000 --> 00:35:50,000
The next time one shows up front of you, start reading the scripture.

543
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,000
You mean out loud?

544
00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,000
Yes, I mean out loud.

545
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:54,000
Why?

546
00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:58,000
Because that's the confession of your faith.

547
00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:01,000
That's the assurance of your faith.

548
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:05,000
And when you look the devil in the eye, I'm telling you, he may start falling and screaming.

549
00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:07,000
He may come after you.

550
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:25,000
But let him come on because greater is he that is in you than he that is in this world.

551
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:30,000
It's got to be an affirmation in your life.

552
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:37,000
You've got to affirm that Jesus is Lord and God is who you serve.

553
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:40,000
Can't stand on the fence much longer.

554
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:41,000
You know what?

555
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,000
That gets you.

556
00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:45,000
You stand on the barbed wire fence straddle.

557
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:48,000
You're going to be sore.

558
00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:53,000
You're going to have a hole in your britches and you're going to have to explain it to your mother when you get home.

559
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:57,000
What were you doing?

560
00:36:57,000 --> 00:37:05,000
Because you were told not to cross the fence.

561
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:10,000
There's got to be an affirmation in your life.

562
00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:14,000
Joshua chapter 24.

563
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:17,000
Joshua is making the declaration.

564
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:21,000
You've got to choose who you're going to serve.

565
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:25,000
Are you going to serve the gods of Egypt or the gods of this land?

566
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:28,000
Are you going to serve the god of your fathers?

567
00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:29,000
You've got to make up your mind.

568
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:31,000
You've got to make your own affirmation.

569
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:37,000
I'm about to release you into the promise and the blessing and the inheritance of the promised land.

570
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:40,000
I'm about to let you go and let you have it.

571
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:46,000
But as you leave this place today, you have to make a declaration of affirmation.

572
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:48,000
You've got to say it.

573
00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:50,000
You've got to declare it.

574
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:55,000
But then I think a little bit of Pastor Waters rose up in old Joshua.

575
00:37:55,000 --> 00:38:00,000
Something come up his spine.

576
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:04,000
All of a sudden he looked at him and said, you can do what you want to do.

577
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:07,000
You can serve them if you want to.

578
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:13,000
But as for me and my house, I'm telling you right now as I'm up above and looking on y'all,

579
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:17,000
as for me and my house, we're going to serve the Lord.

580
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,000
You do what you think is necessary.

581
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,000
You do what you think you need to do.

582
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:24,000
That day they made a proper declaration and affirmation.

583
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:27,000
They declared Jehovah will be our God.

584
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:32,000
It still didn't matter to him because he made up and purposed in his heart.

585
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:33,000
He said, I'm not going to bow.

586
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:35,000
You do what you want to.

587
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:38,000
I've been on the side of the mountain where the glory of God was.

588
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:44,000
I was up just below Moses as the mountain is shaking and quaking and the finger of God is riding the teakum.

589
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:48,000
I was there.

590
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:51,000
So you do what you think is necessary.

591
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:54,000
Might I tell you and instruct you that this morning?

592
00:38:54,000 --> 00:39:00,000
If you think you know better than I, if you think you know better than the forefathers who laid out

593
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:05,000
and dictated the tenets of our faith, then you do what you want to.

594
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,000
Hello?

595
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:13,000
But as for me in this pulpit, as long as I'm behind it, I'm going to make an affirmation and a declaration.

596
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,000
I'm going to preach the word of truth.

597
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:20,000
If you want to put your sin, you put it on, you'll put it all the way to hell.

598
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:24,000
Hello?

599
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:28,000
All the way.

600
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:40,000
I got to get off of that one.

601
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:49,000
There has to be a declaration in your heart, affirmation, but there has to be a determination.

602
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:53,000
We were singing an old song as growing up in church.

603
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:58,000
I am determined to hold out to the end.

604
00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:00,000
Jesus is with me.

605
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,000
On him I can depend.

606
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,000
For I know I have salvation.

607
00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,000
For I feel it in my heart.

608
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:14,000
I am determined to hold out to the end.

609
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:17,000
Not enough folk determined anymore.

610
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:20,000
But I'll tell you what your determination will get you.

611
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:25,000
If you are determined as Jacob was determined in Genesis 32, 25 through 32,

612
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:32,000
if you have that determination in your life, that you're not going to let go, you're not going to let loose.

613
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:34,000
Jacob had been a lot of things.

614
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:38,000
He was a healer, he had been a deceiver, thus his name proclaims it.

615
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:40,000
He's the heal catcher.

616
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:45,000
He deceived his dad, he tricked his mom, he lied to his brother, he done all sorts of things.

617
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:48,000
But somewhere along life, God got a hold of old Jacob.

618
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:49,000
Why?

619
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:52,000
Because he knew that Jacob was a posterity of the covenant.

620
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,000
And over on the other side, he got a hold of old Jacob's heart.

621
00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:58,000
And Jacob is going back to Bethel.

622
00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:02,000
My God, some of us need to make another journey and get back to Bethel.

623
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:05,000
And he met God. Bethel was where he had that vision.

624
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:08,000
As he's running away from home, he's running away from what he did.

625
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,000
He's running away from his brother because he knew he saw what's going to take his life.

626
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:17,000
As he ran as far as he could run until he gave out, he sat down to camp.

627
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,000
And there was a stone that he made for a pillar.

628
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:27,000
And as he laid his head upon that stone, in the midst of the night, hallelujah, a vision was revealed to old Jacob.

629
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,000
There is a ladder extended from the heavens to the earth.

630
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:33,000
The men of God and the angels of God are going up and down.

631
00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:34,000
My, my, my, my.

632
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:37,000
I'm here to tell you when God reveals something to you.

633
00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:45,000
He woke up the next morning and he said, surely God has been in this place and I did not even know it.

634
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:48,000
And there he named the place which was called Luz.

635
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:52,000
He renamed Bethel, meaning the house of God.

636
00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:53,000
My, my, my.

637
00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:57,000
He journeys from the house of God, goes through some other trials and tribulations,

638
00:41:57,000 --> 00:42:04,000
and finally begins to make his way back toward home and make his way back toward the covenant promise that he was going to fulfill.

639
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:08,000
And oh, on the night of his camping, my Lord, he sent his family over.

640
00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:13,000
He sent all of his possessions over because he heard that his brother was on his way.

641
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:14,000
He was in sight.

642
00:42:14,000 --> 00:42:20,000
The dust of his camp was getting near and he hoped that his children and his grandchildren and his family

643
00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:24,000
and everything going in front of him would ease the anger of Esau.

644
00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:25,000
But that wasn't what done it.

645
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:29,000
My Lord, it was in the midst of the night that the angel of the Lord began to wrestle with him.

646
00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:33,000
Oh, he wrestled with a man until the breaking of the day.

647
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,000
And the man begins to say, turn me loose and let me go.

648
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:47,000
And Jacob said, I will not let you go until you bless me.

649
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:53,000
You read that story, you'll see that he was smote in the hollow of his thigh.

650
00:42:53,000 --> 00:42:58,000
And he still wouldn't let go.

651
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:05,000
Sometimes you've got to read these stories a couple hundred times to get the full revelation of them.

652
00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:09,000
Because every time you go back and read it again, God's going to show you something else.

653
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,000
Because you never get it all the first time through.

654
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:14,000
I looked at that again this morning.

655
00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:18,000
He smote the hollow of his thigh and he wrestled on.

656
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:20,000
He didn't give up. He didn't stop.

657
00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:21,000
He didn't let go.

658
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:23,000
The man had another appointment he had to attend to.

659
00:43:23,000 --> 00:43:24,000
He said, turn me loose.

660
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:28,000
He said, I am not going to let you go.

661
00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:31,000
Can I tell you today, you don't have to worry about that with God.

662
00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:33,000
He doesn't have another appointment to rush off to.

663
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:38,000
And don't let the enemy convince you to turn him loose because you're suffering a little bit of pain.

664
00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:42,000
Don't let go because the suffering of your pain could be the marker of your faith.

665
00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:43,000
Hallelujah.

666
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:47,000
When Jacob left that place, the man asked him, what is your name?

667
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:49,000
And he says, why do you want to know what my name is?

668
00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:55,000
And I can see him wrestling around in the dust, one in a headlock, the other in a full bar, Nelson somehow or another.

669
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:58,000
And both of them screeching and he's got a thigh out of joint.

670
00:43:58,000 --> 00:44:00,000
And he says, why do you want to know what my name is?

671
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:01,000
What's your name, boy?

672
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,000
My name is Jacob.

673
00:44:03,000 --> 00:44:06,000
Not anymore.

674
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:07,000
Not anymore.

675
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:09,000
I'm changing your name.

676
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:10,000
You don't have the authority.

677
00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:12,000
Oh, yes, I came with the authority.

678
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:18,000
Your name shall no longer be Jacob.

679
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:23,000
Some of us need a little change.

680
00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:34,000
If you don't let go, if you don't turn loose, your blessing is on its way.

681
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:36,000
Don't let go.

682
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:39,000
Turn loose.

683
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:50,000
So then you'll your determination will turn into a declaration that's affirmation before you respond.

684
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:55,000
And you'll be with old you'll be the king David.

685
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:56,000
Yeah.

686
00:44:56,000 --> 00:44:59,000
Some 27 and one, the Lord is my light, my salvation.

687
00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:02,000
Whom shall I fear?

688
00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:05,000
But that's not the most familiar declaration to all of us.

689
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:14,000
The most familiar declaration of David is the Lord is my shepherd.

690
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:19,000
I shall not want.

691
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:22,000
Well, I wonder how many of you is in here wanting tonight.

692
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,000
This day, I don't even know where I'm at.

693
00:45:25,000 --> 00:45:27,000
Don't know what time it is.

694
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:32,000
How many of you could be one of the places what's known as the dark night of your soul?

695
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:36,000
It could be the darkest point of your existence since you've ever known it.

696
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:41,000
I'm here to tell you if it's that dark, he is your light and he is the light of your salvation.

697
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:45,000
And if he's a lot of your salvation, your declaration is this.

698
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:54,000
The Lord is my shepherd and I shall not want because you follow the psalmist through that declaration.

699
00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:56,000
He's led by still waters.

700
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,000
He's led in the green pastures.

701
00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:06,000
He's led into the enemy's camp where he is now having a table prepared before him that he sits at the table amongst all of his enemies.

702
00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:08,000
You will see him in his declaration.

703
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:15,000
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I'll fear no evil for thou art with me.

704
00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:20,000
You'll hear him declare thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.

705
00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:23,000
Thou anointest my head with oil.

706
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:25,000
You are the healing agent.

707
00:46:25,000 --> 00:46:27,000
You are the salve and the balm of my life.

708
00:46:27,000 --> 00:46:42,000
You are my shepherd and his declaration is surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.

709
00:46:42,000 --> 00:46:48,000
What a declaration.

710
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:58,000
You get to the point where you can declare those things, you'll find yourself with Christ.

711
00:46:58,000 --> 00:47:03,000
You'll find your confession.

712
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:16,000
I shared with you, I think, last week that Gethsemane was the victory point for Calvary.

713
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:23,000
After Gethsemane, Calvary was a formality.

714
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:28,000
The whipping post, a formality.

715
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:36,000
The purple robe to be laid on him, formality to fulfill the text.

716
00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:45,000
His visage to be marred, his look and his countenance to be marred beyond recognition.

717
00:47:45,000 --> 00:47:56,000
His fulfillment had already been stated.

718
00:47:56,000 --> 00:48:02,000
It wasn't Calvary, it was at the foundations of the world in the beginning of time.

719
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:11,000
And before time began, he was slain.

720
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:21,000
Our confession of victory becomes his will for our life.

721
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:28,000
Nevertheless, Father, not my will, but thy will be done.

722
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:39,000
If there would be another way, if there is another way that I wouldn't have to drink this bitter cup, but I know there's not.

723
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:46,000
So not my will, but thy will.

724
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:56,000
When you get to the place in the victory of your faith, that in every aspect, circumstance or situation,

725
00:48:56,000 --> 00:49:02,000
you may have to pray to that field as though your sweat becomes his great drops of blood.

726
00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:12,000
But if you confess his will and not yours, his victory will be yours.

727
00:49:12,000 --> 00:49:18,000
Because you see, our faith is even our victory.

728
00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:22,000
It's our confession.

729
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:31,000
That confession leads to a proclaiming, as Paul would proclaim,

730
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:35,000
for me to live is Christ and to die is gain.

731
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:46,000
But as confession leads to this, the life that I now live, I don't live by my own, by myself, by my own will, by my own desire.

732
00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:52,000
But I live by the faith of the Son of God.

733
00:49:52,000 --> 00:49:55,000
Is that how you're living today?

734
00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:59,000
Is that how you're making it today?

735
00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:03,000
Is that your confession? Is that your proclamation?

736
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:12,000
Would it be where he would declare in Acts 20, none of these things move me?

737
00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:19,000
We are to be steadfast.

738
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:23,000
We are to hold fast.

739
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:31,000
We are to run at the first sign of resistance.

740
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:34,000
We must endure.

741
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:38,000
Stand with me as I close today.

742
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:46,000
That proclamation leads you.

743
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:51,000
Romans 8, we are saved by hope, but hope that is seen is not hope.

744
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:55,000
For what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for?

745
00:50:55,000 --> 00:51:04,000
But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.

746
00:51:04,000 --> 00:51:19,000
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God and to them who are the called according to his purpose.

747
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:26,000
Who shall lay anything to the charge of God's elect, it is God that justifieth.

748
00:51:26,000 --> 00:51:34,000
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ shall tribulation or distress, persecution, famine, nakedness, peril or sword.

749
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:39,000
As it is written, for thy sake we are killed all the day long.

750
00:51:39,000 --> 00:51:44,000
We are counted as sheep for the slaughter.

751
00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:55,000
Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

752
00:51:55,000 --> 00:51:59,000
Listen to verse 38.

753
00:51:59,000 --> 00:52:01,000
Here's a proclamation.

754
00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:29,000
I am persuaded that neither death nor life nor angels nor principalities, powers, things present or things to come, nor height nor depth nor any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

755
00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:36,000
That proclamation leads you to the acceptance of Peter's hope.

756
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:40,000
This is how we're going to make it.

757
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:46,000
Chapter one, first letter of Peter.

758
00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:48,000
Verse three.

759
00:52:48,000 --> 00:53:14,000
Blessed be the God and father of our Lord Jesus Christ which according to his abundant mercy have be gotten us again into a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead to an inheritance incorruptible undefiled that fades not away, reserved in heaven for you.

760
00:53:14,000 --> 00:53:18,000
Don't let go.

761
00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:33,000
For you who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation wherein you greatly rejoice though now for a season if need be.

762
00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:37,000
You are in heaviness through manifold temptation.

763
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:54,000
For the style of your faith being much more precious than of gold that perish though it be tried with fire might be found unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.

764
00:53:54,000 --> 00:54:16,000
For the God of the Lord Jesus Christ is not seen you love in whom though now you see him not yet believing you rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory receiving the end of your faith even the salvation of your soul.

765
00:54:16,000 --> 00:54:23,000
Father I love you today.

766
00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:28,000
I need your help this morning.

767
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:32,000
I thank you Lord for your touch today.

768
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:38,000
I thank you for your word.

769
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:46,000
Speak to our hearts and minds today.

770
00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:54,000
Lord all of us have some kind of critical situation most likely going on in our life.

771
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:57,000
We're here.

772
00:54:57,000 --> 00:55:01,000
We're stable.

773
00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:04,000
Like old Jacob I've made up my mind.

774
00:55:04,000 --> 00:55:06,000
I'm determined.

775
00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:10,000
I am not going to let you go.

776
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:13,000
I'm not going to turn loose.

777
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:19,000
I'm going to hold on.

778
00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:22,000
While every head's bound.

779
00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:26,000
How many of you been having a little bit of a struggle.

780
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:33,000
Some kind some situation something that just kind of been a little bit draining on your faith.

781
00:55:33,000 --> 00:55:36,000
Lift your hands up.

782
00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:41,000
A little training.

783
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:45,000
Heavenly Father.

784
00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:48,000
Hands are up across this room.

785
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:53,000
Thank you for your word today encouraging us not to let go.

786
00:55:53,000 --> 00:55:57,000
I pray for each one with a lifted hand.

787
00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:02,000
And every other with a heavy heart and a heavy mind.

788
00:56:02,000 --> 00:56:05,000
I pray today Father.

789
00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:09,000
That you would minister to them.

790
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:15,000
In a special special way.

791
00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:16,000
Touch their heart.

792
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:19,000
Touch their mind.

793
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:40,000
Empower them this morning as they leave this place.