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Hey guys, welcome back to this coolest...

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Oh.

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Hello?

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What's up?

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This is our turn to introduce you, Mel.

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Oh, okay.

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Hello everyone, welcome back to More of Mel,

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the coolest part of the game where we pick Mel's brain

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about things that keep us up at night.

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We're your host Paige.

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And Jo.

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And on today's episode, Intel on Mel,

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we are joined by Mel,

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who will be personally violated for the remainder of this episode.

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Hmm, I don't know how I feel about that.

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Are you ready?

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I am ready, honestly.

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Although I do want to say that I do reserve the right

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to not answer any questions.

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That's fair enough, but we're not going to do that today.

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Okay.

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Please, please start.

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Get us started.

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So we'll start with the basics.

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We'll start off easy on you.

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Where are you from?

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Oh, so I'm from the Caribbean.

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Shout out Haiti.

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That's where I'm from.

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I'm from...

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Well, I was born in Miami,

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but then I moved to Haiti.

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So like I'm from Haiti, in my opinion.

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Okay, I love.

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And how old are you?

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I'm 19, turning 20 in December.

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So I'm excited about that.

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December what?

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Like what time?

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Like, I want to tell.

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It's already starting.

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Okay, December 27th, 2003.

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I'm a Capricorn Sun.

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Oh, no.

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That's all I need.

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That's all we know.

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I don't get the others.

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Like, don't ask me my big thread on this one.

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Okay, I'm sorry.

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Okay, and two things that we're dying to know.

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Your comfort show and your death row meal.

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Okay, my comfort show.

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I hate to say it, but it's for sure.

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No, I'm not saying it.

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What?

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Wait, I want to know.

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It's for sure Grayson Adams.

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Oh, my gosh.

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Yes, yes.

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I thought you were going to say American Horse.

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That's such a red flag.

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That's not my comfort show.

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Like, oh, my God.

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Joe will literally persecute me for watching America.

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Okay, me and Joe live together just preface.

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We are roommates.

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She will literally persecute me for watching American Horse

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or you would like, please leave me alone.

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Doesn't matter what time the day is.

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I will walk into the room and I just hear like screaming.

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She's not even in the room.

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It's just her fucking computer open on this like, oh.

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No.

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It's terrible.

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Okay, so Gray's Anatomy.

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Although I haven't watched, like, I don't know how many seasons

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there are.

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There's like 19.

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It's crazy because I literally just restarted it for me

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with 30 at one.

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Me too.

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Paige, I restarted like two days ago.

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Wait, yeah.

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I'm like, I restarted it in like the middle.

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So I'm watching season 10 right now.

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Oh, okay.

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I think I watched up until like season 17.

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But that's definitely my comfort show.

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It gets really bad.

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I know.

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It makes me really sad because I love that show so much.

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But death row meal.

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So I did the TikTok trend a few months ago,

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but I had a really bad experience with Pesto and like Pesto.

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Yeah, Pesto's like a huge component of my death row meal.

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So now it's kind of changed.

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I'm going to start with dessert.

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Dessert, for sure, coconut ice cream.

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I know.

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Are you starting with dessert?

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Because that's what pops up in my mind.

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So coconut ice cream and also like a family size Twix bar.

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That's crazy.

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Oh, that's amazing.

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Like coconut, like base or coconut flavored?

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Both.

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It's coconut.

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Do you like the coconut flakes?

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And as we were just talking about this, it's still good.

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I hate coconut.

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So I can't afford that.

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Wait, and Melody, where do you find the best coconut ice cream?

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Oh my god.

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Okay, plug Popeye and Haiti.

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My Haitian listeners.

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Go to Popeye, get their coconut ice cream.

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They're not paying me for this promo,

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but like it's literally the best.

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Go order it right now if you're still in Haiti.

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But like main course, I would have to break vegetarianism

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for this.

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That's so fair.

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Dude, I would love like a huge like steak with like garlic,

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butter like melting on top of it and like potatoes next to it.

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And also like a yummy cheeseburger.

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Like a yummy cheeseburger.

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Really breaking the vegetarian by this meal.

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And like a big bowl of like broccoli.

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If that's what you love so much, why don't you eat that every day?

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Are you a vegetarian?

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I am a vegetarian.

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Why don't I know that?

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I don't know.

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Wait.

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How long have you been a vegetarian?

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Almost five years.

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Do you like it?

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And what made you become a vegetarian?

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Clearly you don't because like you want steak and a burger.

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No, no, stop.

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I love being a vegetarian.

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It's just that like lately I've been having like weird cravings.

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Like I was telling Joe, I really want to have like

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crispy rice and spicy tuna.

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I just had that.

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It's so good.

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I've never had it.

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I really want it.

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You should stop being vegetarian.

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It's lame.

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Oh, she was thinking about it.

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She was like, she needs two weeks in advance to prepare.

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That's fair.

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Like I was vegetarian.

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Then I went past Teran and like I was over it.

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Eat the crispy rice tuna.

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Like I want to so bad.

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So that would probably be a part of like my appetizer and also like a

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low to shit ton of like edamame with like soy sauce.

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Soy sauce.

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And like drink obviously I need a Chardonnay, a Merlot,

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couple shots of vodka and maybe like a shot of like Yeager or something.

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Do you want any like non-alcoholic beverage like water?

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She doesn't want to remember this.

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Maybe like a cup of water.

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I think that's a good choice.

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Maybe like a cup of water and also like passion fruit juice of some sort.

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That sounds good.

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Do you like Pog?

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What is that?

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I shouldn't have said it because it's, wait, it's passion fruit.

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I think it's orange and guava.

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Oh, like POG?

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Like Pog.

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Well, they should change the name of that because that's awful.

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That makes me really sad.

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But that's my death row meal.

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Amazing.

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That's a good one.

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Thank you.

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That was a lot about humility.

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Oh.

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It says that you're really questioning your life choices.

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Yeah, basically essentially that's what my life is.

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What do we think this show says about her?

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Oh.

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I'll answer that after this.

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OK, OK.

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Can't wait.

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OK, now that we have the basis down, we're wondering why Emerson?

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You come from Haiti, very different lifestyle.

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This is good question.

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Compared to Boston.

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OK, so why Emerson?

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I actually, my dream school was and always has been and still is NYU.

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So yeah, I'm planning on going there for grad school.

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I got accepted.

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But I was like, I'm a person who gets overwhelmed very easily.

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And don't get me wrong, I love New York, but I've only ever

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been there for short periods of time.

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So I've been there for vacation, like spring break or whatever.

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And so I don't really know the lifestyle and the tales exactly.

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So I think that little freshman me would go stir fucking crazy

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in the city of New York alone.

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Like I couldn't do that.

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And I thought I always call Boston like New York on a smaller, cleaner scale.

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It's a baby step.

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Exactly.

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So I thought that like I was looking at a bunch of schools around Boston, too.

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And I don't know why I chose Emerson to be so real with you.

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Probably the scholarship.

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That's such a main component.

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Are you OK?

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And also I I feel like now in retrospect, I kind of like the fact that it was small.

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But now that I've been here for like almost two years, kind of like it's too small.

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It's too small.

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But I mean, like I can talk all my shit about Emerson, but I really do like it.

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I've had some great friendships here and like I'm able to do things like more of

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Mel like I think there's just a lot of opportunities like offered at Emerson.

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So that's why I chose Emerson.

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That's very like that answer.

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It's very honest.

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I would like to know more, but like we don't have all day.

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OK, fair enough.

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OK, so you're in college now, obviously.

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Here we are.

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So high school friendships, we must know.

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Like, do you have the friendships that like you think will last forever?

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Or do you agree with like the stigma that like high school friendships like don't

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matter as much as the college ones and the college ones are the ones that last forever?

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I don't know if I particularly agree with that.

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To some extent, I do.

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I'm not like I don't know because I have maybe two friends from high school, like three,

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like a handful maybe that I know are going to be in my life forever.

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They're going to be at my wedding.

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They're going to be at my kids like birth or not in the hospital room, obviously.

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But that's OK.

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You know what I mean?

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They're going to be there.

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Like they're going to my kids are going to call them aunt and uncle, whatever.

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So but I also feel like high school friendships like my personal experience,

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especially growing up in Haiti, things are just so tight knit in Haiti.

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And so when you fall out with someone, you fall out with someone.

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You're never going to speak to them like ever again.

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And like that's happened to me multiple times with high school friendships

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where like I'll talk to them, but it's not someone I consider a friend anymore,

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per se, whereas in college, like I don't know.

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Like you guys know my best friend, Nia.

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Like for me, that's someone very important.

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I know she's going to be in my life forever.

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I hope so.

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Like I hope either of us don't fuck up and like throw the relationship

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because obviously we're human relationships fall out always.

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But like, I don't know, I feel like to an extent, I do agree that high school

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relationships are a much more surface level kind of.

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But also high school is like the fundamental years of your life as a teenager.

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So like you have people that you go through so many steps of like people that have seen me get cheated on.

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People that have seen me go through shit with my family, people that but those people are still

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are the ones that are still in my life right now.

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So I guess you can say that like if a good relationship or friendship comes out of high school,

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then you know it's real.

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You know, that's what I was going to say.

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So like those were like your best friends in college.

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Like were those your only best friends in high school?

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Yes.

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Like did you have other best friends or were they just like friends?

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So I had I feel like in high school, I had like we had a group of like three.

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Like I'm still close to the girl but not as much like the guy like he's literally my left nutzag.

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Like he's my best friend like ever.

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Like I love him to death.

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And so like I don't know.

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And then I had a girl best friend for like almost over a decade.

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Joe knows his story and like we fell out horribly.

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Like it was just like but for me that was in a high school friendship.

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That was just like a life long quote unquote friendship that didn't last for life.

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But yeah, I did have what you can call best friends.

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But obviously since most of them are not in my life, I don't think they were best friends.

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So I don't know.

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But fuck a high school friendship honestly.

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Not really.

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If you do have high school friendships, I'm happy for you.

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I mean some are great. Some are awful.

291
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Very true.

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Like that depends on the relationship.

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I agree with that.

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But yeah, that's my answer.

295
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That's a nice answer, buddy.

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While we're talking about friends, we're wondering if you like, first of all,

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if you have ever like spotted fake friends in your life.

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And then if so, which I see you nodding your head.

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Like how do you spot that?

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Like what is a sign of like a fake friend?

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And what do you do about it?

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Okay, so I've, I don't know if I've spotted them from like,

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from like way before we were actually in a friendship.

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But during the friendship, I for sure like there were little slights or like comments or like instances where I was like,

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ooh, like I need to like take a step back and evaluate the situation a little bit more.

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But there was this one girl, oh my God,

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I think I talked about her a little bit like two episodes ago.

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But I met her freshman year of high school and automatically we kind of clicked.

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But it's again, it was such a surface level relationship because you know,

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like you're a freshman in high school, you're 14, freshly 15,

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like you meet this person that you kind of click with and you're like,

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okay, that's my best friend now.

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It's like automatically within two weeks of school week,

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we were calling each other's, each other, each other's best friends.

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And it was like, no, you were like, you did not even know where this person lived.

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Like you don't know them.

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But anyways, like we continued being like,

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quote unquote best friends for like couple months.

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And then there were just certain things that she would say or do that I was like,

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oh, you're not a real friend, like at all, like friends.

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And she'd like that just a typical thing.

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Like if we were like in a group of our male friend, like with our male friends,

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like she just like shit on me or like bash me like in front of them on purpose,

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just to like make a slight at me, which like,

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just makes her look worse.

326
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Exactly.

327
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But like at first I was like, oh, haha.

328
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But then I started realizing that, oh, you're doing the show on purpose.

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You freak.

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And then there was, I told this story, but I'm going to make it short again.

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But I was dating someone close to her and then like she claimed to be my best friend.

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But like she would just do things like in regards to me and this person's relationship.

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That was just like very fucking weird.

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And it was just like, oh, you're in love with him.

335
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Like you want to fuck on him so bad.

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You fucking freak.

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And like it was just like so weird.

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And so that that girl is for sure the number one person that I always go back to when I'm asked this question.

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Because she just did so much shit that I was like, you need to go to therapy.

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Like you need to know how to be a friend.

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Like you're not a good friend like at all.

342
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And yeah.

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Well, because then it's like, why are you in friends with you?

344
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Exactly.

345
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Like I don't understand.

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I feel like she was just keeping me around like, oh, Melody's my best friend.

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So basically she had no other friends.

348
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Yeah.

349
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Like the rest of her friends were like her cousins.

350
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That's not her friend.

351
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I'm sorry.

352
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I feel bad now.

353
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No, that's the one person.

354
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There's like a handful of people in high school that I really don't fuck with.

355
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She's number one on that list for sure.

356
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And when Melody says she does not fuck with someone, like she does not fuck with them.

357
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I would never want to cross that line with Melody.

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Oh my God, I want to see your shit list.

359
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Oh, I'll show you after that.

360
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That one?

361
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Yeah.

362
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Totally has one.

363
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Is it like long?

364
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I wouldn't say it's long, there's just like, okay, maybe like seven people on it, but I

365
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have like long descriptions of why they're on there.

366
00:14:15,800 --> 00:14:17,800
Oh, so it's like a detailed like, yeah, 100%.

367
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Okay.

368
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Yeah, I like that.

369
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Yeah, me too.

370
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I like that.

371
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I know you have one too.

372
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It's more like mental.

373
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Oh, okay.

374
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Yeah.

375
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I feel like it's like pretty short, but like, like with you, like they're on the shit list

376
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for a reason.

377
00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:31,800
Exactly.

378
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No one's creating a shit list because you're like, oh, I don't like them.

379
00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:33,800
Yeah, exactly.

380
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No, like fuck off and go away.

381
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Like your ops?

382
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It's like more than ops.

383
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It's like, it's like never come back into my life.

384
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Exactly.

385
00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:41,800
Yeah.

386
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You did like so wrong that like, yeah, I don't ever want to see your face.

387
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Yeah.

388
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It's not even like, oh, you see them walking the street and it's like funny.

389
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Yeah, like no, like don't approach me.

390
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It's like a jump scare.

391
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It's like a go to a different planet, please.

392
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That's exactly what it is.

393
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Just one.

394
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I have a feel.

395
00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:02,800
Okay.

396
00:15:02,800 --> 00:15:07,800
So like you were talking about French was from high school.

397
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So like this girl, like first impression, like how important are they to you?

398
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Like for example, like why did you become friends with this girl?

399
00:15:14,800 --> 00:15:15,800
Like what was her first impression?

400
00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:17,800
First impressions are really important to me.

401
00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:23,800
Not that I judge books by their cover, but I feel like just the first impression you

402
00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:27,800
make on a person is just an imprint in that person's brain.

403
00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:31,800
And so like I can shit on her all day, but she's a super charismatic person.

404
00:15:31,800 --> 00:15:32,800
She's so bubbly.

405
00:15:32,800 --> 00:15:35,800
She's like outwardly friendly.

406
00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:36,800
Yeah.

407
00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:40,800
But like, like once you know her, it's like you're, you're not a friend, but like she

408
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was just, she just had a great personality.

409
00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:48,800
Like from the jump, like outwardly again, obviously, but I feel like first impressions

410
00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:50,800
are very important to me.

411
00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:52,800
Are you talking about like guys too?

412
00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:53,800
Yeah, like everyone.

413
00:15:53,800 --> 00:15:55,800
Oh, for guys, it's like super important.

414
00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:56,800
Yeah.

415
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Like super important.

416
00:15:58,800 --> 00:16:05,800
I remember there was this one time I was, I think junior year, like because I had a boyfriend

417
00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:10,800
junior year of high school, but before him there was like a little, not a fling because

418
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like obviously he made a really bad first impression.

419
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So I was like, no, like get away from me.

420
00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:21,800
But we were like, we were friends, like middle school friends and like we went to high school

421
00:16:21,800 --> 00:16:22,800
together a little bit.

422
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And I invited him over to dinner at my house because my mom already knew him or whatever.

423
00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:31,800
And so like it was not anything uncomfortable.

424
00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:37,800
And so he comes over and like it was my cousin's birthday and so we were throwing a dinner

425
00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:39,800
party at my house for my cousin.

426
00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:40,800
And so I told him that.

427
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So you don't come to like a dinner party.

428
00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:45,800
You come to a dinner party like well dressed, like well put together.

429
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He's like silent on your face.

430
00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:49,800
Like pretty self explanatory.

431
00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:50,800
Exactly.

432
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And he shows up.

433
00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:56,800
I'm assuming he had just left the gym.

434
00:16:56,800 --> 00:16:57,800
Yeah.

435
00:16:57,800 --> 00:16:59,800
So his sweatshorts galore.

436
00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:00,800
It was tank top.

437
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:06,800
I think he was wearing like a sweatband on his head and I was like, my jaw was on the

438
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ground.

439
00:17:07,800 --> 00:17:10,800
Like Hailey just in launch party.

440
00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:11,800
Exactly.

441
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And I was so sick to my stomach because like this is my family.

442
00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:15,800
Like this is my embarrassing.

443
00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:16,800
It's so embarrassing.

444
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Like this is my family.

445
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Like I was courteous enough where I had like enough faith in you to like invite you to

446
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like see my family dynamic or like meet my family or whatever.

447
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And then this is how you show up.

448
00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:30,800
And like just he was making weird comments at the dinner table.

449
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Like he had manners like table manners, but like just the comments he'd be making and

450
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it was just like and you smell really bad.

451
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Like at least a shower in the locker room.

452
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Like what do you think like went through his head that was like this is okay to do.

453
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Like that's the thing because they know that this is their first impression.

454
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Like you think they would care like and it just really pissed me off and we're not friends

455
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anymore.

456
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I don't want to say because of that because he's done a lot like a lot of other small

457
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things that just really irritated me.

458
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But that was like my first like big impression of him where I was like, I need to stay away

459
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from you.

460
00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:08,800
Like I'm never starting anything with you ever.

461
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Is he on the shit list?

462
00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:11,800
He's not on the shit list.

463
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I feel like a surface level.

464
00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:18,800
Exactly. And I feel like he's just too stupid to be like to be like manipulative or like

465
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conniving.

466
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You can't blame someone for being an idiot.

467
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:21,800
Exactly.

468
00:18:21,800 --> 00:18:23,800
That's what he is for sure.

469
00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:24,800
Sorry.

470
00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:27,800
I was kind of just thinking back to like the fake friends question.

471
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You like I agree with you that first impressions are so important.

472
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But then like people can use that to their advantage and like be as fake as they can.

473
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Just to like.

474
00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:37,800
We talk about this a lot.

475
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There's a couple of people here at Emerson.

476
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I don't know if they're majoring or anything, but it's just really weird to me, especially

477
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given the fact that we're in college and like we're in our adult lives and for you to still

478
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be putting on a front and like having a fake personality.

479
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Like I get it sometimes it's good to like kind of not dim down your personality, but

480
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like kind of polish your personality at first to like make that good impression.

481
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But for you to like keep that pushing and keep it going like within a deep relationship,

482
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like you're fucking freak.

483
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It's ridiculous.

484
00:19:11,800 --> 00:19:15,800
It's like we're at the point where it's like what is the point of being in a friendship

485
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or relationship where like you can't even be yourself.

486
00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:18,800
Exactly.

487
00:19:18,800 --> 00:19:19,800
Like it makes no sense.

488
00:19:19,800 --> 00:19:20,800
Zero point to that.

489
00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:21,800
Zero point.

490
00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:22,800
And I don't like it.

491
00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:23,800
Like people.

492
00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:27,800
There's one person in particular can think of like that at Emerson and it's like I don't

493
00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:29,800
even call them a friend anymore.

494
00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:34,800
Like prior I would have but like now that I've spent like more time with them this semester,

495
00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:35,800
it's like you're an acquaintance.

496
00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:36,800
Like do you know my birthday?

497
00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:38,800
Do you know my parents are divorced?

498
00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:40,800
Do you know anything about me?

499
00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,800
Like you know nothing about me.

500
00:19:42,800 --> 00:19:43,800
So service level.

501
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:45,800
So service level and I can't deal with that.

502
00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:46,800
You don't have time for that.

503
00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:47,800
It's so useless.

504
00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:49,800
You're wasting your energy and mine like.

505
00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:50,800
Exactly.

506
00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:52,800
They're just screwing themselves over anyways.

507
00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:53,800
Exactly.

508
00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:54,800
It's very annoying.

509
00:19:54,800 --> 00:19:55,800
But yeah.

510
00:19:55,800 --> 00:19:56,800
Exactly.

511
00:19:56,800 --> 00:20:02,120
Okay and then on the topic of first impressions, obviously make your own first impressions

512
00:20:02,120 --> 00:20:08,800
on people and like not even just first impressions but just like if someone knows you kind of

513
00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:09,800
surface level ish.

514
00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:13,720
I would do like a like not a really good friend but like an acquaintance borderline friend

515
00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:15,800
like something like that.

516
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What do people most commonly misunderstand about you?

517
00:20:18,800 --> 00:20:20,800
Oh that I'm a bitch.

518
00:20:20,800 --> 00:20:21,800
Yeah.

519
00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:22,800
And you know what?

520
00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:23,800
They think you are and you're not.

521
00:20:23,800 --> 00:20:24,800
They think I am a bitch.

522
00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:25,800
Or you are.

523
00:20:25,800 --> 00:20:29,800
Okay there's like two different answers because I'm not going to lie.

524
00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:31,800
I'm always a very transparent person.

525
00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:32,800
Anyone who knows me.

526
00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:33,800
And I like that.

527
00:20:33,800 --> 00:20:34,800
I love that about you.

528
00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:40,800
If you know me for even a week you know the type of person I am like obviously surface

529
00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:41,800
level but whatever.

530
00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:48,800
I've been told multiple times like oh like within my friends like my best friend like

531
00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:53,800
my guy best friend he told me like I was afraid of you like I thought you were the biggest

532
00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:56,800
bitch ever before like I actually got to know you.

533
00:20:56,800 --> 00:20:58,800
I love intimidation though.

534
00:20:58,800 --> 00:20:59,800
Yeah.

535
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:04,800
And I feel like and not to be like oh Melody is so fun and cool and like intimidates people

536
00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:09,800
but I feel like I genuinely do like my I have a big personality and I feel like my personality

537
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:14,800
does intimidate people at times but I don't think I'm a bitch now.

538
00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:17,800
Like I don't I think I'm a really nice person.

539
00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:18,800
You can second that.

540
00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:19,800
Thank you.

541
00:21:19,800 --> 00:21:20,800
I think I'm a really nice person.

542
00:21:20,800 --> 00:21:21,800
You have your moments.

543
00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:22,800
For sure.

544
00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:23,800
I think everyone does.

545
00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:24,800
Yeah.

546
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:30,800
I think I'm a nice person now but I still have like high school me bitchy me.

547
00:21:30,800 --> 00:21:35,800
Hunt waiting to come out buried inside of me like she's not leaving.

548
00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:37,800
She's very it's a part of you exactly.

549
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:42,800
And so if someone people on my shit list if you fuck me over to get on that shit list I'm

550
00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:46,800
not going to be nice to you like and I'm not going to apologize like if someone doesn't

551
00:21:46,800 --> 00:21:51,800
mean to you like absolute bitch mode but like I'm talking like like your friends like I

552
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:56,800
feel like so many times people like like in today's day like let's be honest everyone

553
00:21:56,800 --> 00:22:02,000
is so sensitive like in the world everyone is fucking sensitive and they like they confuse

554
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:06,400
being a bitch with like brutal honesty and it's like yeah when you're brutally honest

555
00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:09,240
and someone super super sweet and like won't tell you the truth about something inside

556
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:11,800
like won't say something that you want to hear they're going to be like oh my god that

557
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:16,840
was so rude like no you just can't take like yeah exactly I like you're not a bitch like

558
00:22:16,840 --> 00:22:21,040
you're transparent like you're on exactly I agree with that wholeheartedly I feel like

559
00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:27,040
hmm like the impressions I make on people I feel like it just can go either one of two

560
00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:31,960
ways either like I suck I'm a sucky human being or either I'm like the sweetest person

561
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:38,040
ever with like that quote-unquote edgy side to me like I don't know you're so edgy you

562
00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:45,040
know I hate saying that I just don't quote me on that well I just quoted already you

563
00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:52,000
know these are really good questions guys edgy mel can you rename it to that no one would

564
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:58,600
ever listen to that I would never listen to that exactly okay so do you think like being

565
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:01,640
like called like when he like your phone was like oh I thought you were a bitch or girl

566
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:06,040
scaredy like is that an insult like you're proud of like no like well like is there an

567
00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:10,040
insult you're proud of like that someone oh is it an insult I'm proud of oh yeah yeah

568
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:15,120
being called I love being called like within a friendship where it's like oh I thought you

569
00:23:15,120 --> 00:23:19,680
were a bitch I love that it's like oh I make my impact I don't have to worry about that

570
00:23:19,680 --> 00:23:27,720
I'm glad oh yeah no you're here another insult I don't know hmm I don't know I'm trying to

571
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:35,200
think of like examples like I don't remember what on earth like I'm trying to think like

572
00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:38,720
people call me like sarcastic and like think it's like I take it offensively like you know

573
00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:41,960
like that's my people call you brutally honest yeah people say I'm really honest and they're

574
00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:46,840
like they like say it with like like a negative connotation behind it I'm like what like I'm

575
00:23:46,840 --> 00:23:51,000
not seeing the issue yeah that was the reason I liked Paige in the beginning when we first

576
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:54,680
met because she would just tell me straight up I would do it right back and she could

577
00:23:54,680 --> 00:23:57,840
take it that's how our friendship started like Joe made fun of me for having so many

578
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:02,960
pairs of blue lemon leggings first time literally first day I met her and I was like oh my god

579
00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:05,840
like she can be honest to me like that's my friend yeah yeah it's like if you're like

580
00:24:05,840 --> 00:24:09,760
oh my god I love you're like no you don't I'm 30 fucking pairs like I don't need that

581
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:15,840
many like that's not it I feel like those make for the best like foundations for friendships

582
00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:21,960
yeah because once you start off a relationship like on fake energy it's it's just not gonna

583
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:26,880
go well no it's not it's just not real and we don't have time for this not real stuff

584
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:34,320
so don't have time like we're here for a good time not a long time so fucking real I agree

585
00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:41,840
okay okay so everyone who knows you knows two things now one you're obsessed with Jason

586
00:24:41,840 --> 00:24:48,560
Tatum yeah rightfully so yeah and two every picture you take of yourself is at this upwards

587
00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:55,200
fucking angle and I need to know why it's a great angle you look good in every picture

588
00:24:55,200 --> 00:25:00,800
you take but why like where's the where's the face forward where's the left side the right

589
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:09,280
like I'm the worst part is she's getting people to join her in this place less I didn't ask

590
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:16,800
you guys to join me I did not join you I did um do you want to know about Jason Tatum first

591
00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:24,960
or the selfie I think I want to oh oh so my obsession with Jason Tatum obviously for obvious

592
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:31,840
reasons reasons he's so gorgeous gorgeous oh my god like I whatever I don't want to get

593
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:40,000
into it um but I it was actually for a guy which I hate saying that but um yeah I started

594
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:47,640
watching basketball for a guy in like senior year I think and um Jason Tatum was obviously

595
00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:53,360
big but like I feel like he's just like boosted up so much in the last year and a half yeah

596
00:25:53,360 --> 00:25:59,680
and so that started like end of senior year kind of and um last year when I was first

597
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:05,440
starting the podcast I was approached by a man in the streets and he was like hey what

598
00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:10,800
is all this gear and I was like oh like I record a podcast blah blah and then at first I thought

599
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:14,160
he was like hitting on me or something but then he goes oh like do you want to interview

600
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:17,760
someone for me at this basketball game in summerville you guys don't know this story

601
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:26,000
no what wait what yes and listen but you okay listen um and so I go oh I like I don't know

602
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:31,600
I'm not a journalist like I like if you want a sub part interview then that's fine he goes no

603
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:36,960
like that's so fun like it's only like a three minute interview it's just for like um for like

604
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:42,240
halftime just to like entertain the people on the bleachers and I was like okay like just text me

605
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:46,880
the address and so he DMs me text me the address I think it was a Sunday morning or something and

606
00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:56,880
then I woke up got ready I don't know why I look that good that day I don't know why I decided to

607
00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:04,880
look cute that day but it was for a reason and so but the gag is I I put myself in these situations

608
00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:09,280
I didn't even know who I was interviewing I don't know this man like sounds like so unsafe

609
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:15,680
all the way up in summerville like it was just very a very scary situation but I didn't think twice

610
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:21,280
about it so then I get there and then I see this huge crowd of people and so like I kind of back up

611
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:27,280
and like stay in the front like in the back of the court and so I call this guy on Instagram and I'm

612
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:34,080
like so I'm like hey like I'm here like do you like do you want to come get me because like I

613
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:38,400
don't know where to go there's like a huge crowd he goes okay like I'm gonna come get you and then

614
00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:42,880
I'm gonna like tell you about your interview and I was like okay so he comes and gets me and then I

615
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:50,080
see like Jason Tatum's head like peeking out of the crowd oh my god I shit you not I almost fell to

616
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:58,160
my knees like it was actually like so surreal and so I go sit on the bleachers like he wasn't next to me

617
00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:05,280
yet but then like um like five minutes before halftime he comes literally oh my god I literally

618
00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:11,520
he's gushing my vagina is so wet right now like I don't think you guys understand he sits next to me

619
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:18,320
and his son was there too like oh this is so cute and so like I don't even remember what I asked this

620
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:23,120
man I was in a daze the entire time how did you even like find question like the guy gave me questions

621
00:28:23,120 --> 00:28:29,680
to you literally like do you have it was I think the guy has it I'm gonna try to ask him um give him

622
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:34,720
that second Instagram call he he actually dammed me the other days of flirt with me so I was like

623
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:44,320
oh staying away is it cute no very much not but he let me meet Jason Tatum so I'm not writing him

624
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:51,200
off at all like if I need something oh best believe I'm going to him but no yeah I asked him questions

625
00:28:51,760 --> 00:28:57,840
um and that was it and then he left in a black suburban with his son that's super precious is

626
00:28:57,840 --> 00:29:01,760
this the basketball player you're telling me about that you like stood up took a picture with him and

627
00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:07,600
you were literally like up to his hips that was Jason Tatum I don't know yeah it was Jay Tatum I love

628
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:14,720
him so much what a precious little human he's so cute he's so talented perfect awesome amazing so

629
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:20,000
when are we going to a Celtic skin can we please I told you about this we have to we have to very

630
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:30,400
soon yeah but selfie angle so I don't know I wish I knew when it started I cannot tell you I think

631
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:36,080
I think it actually started like probably like senior year like second semester senior year

632
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:44,960
um I don't know why I just started doing it and I I guess I guess it's stuck I just feel like I look

633
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:50,240
because I'm a very insecure person so I feel like it kind of like skews any insecurities because the

634
00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:55,760
angle is so high up that you can't see anything and the things you do see are like so sharp and like

635
00:29:55,760 --> 00:30:03,280
tweaked kind of so I think that's why it's great and no they're phenomenal because like that's not

636
00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:09,840
what like that I'm fully aware of and that is awesome but when are we gonna take other angles

637
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:15,680
now never are we ever no but that's something we need to do forward-facing selfie okay we'll

638
00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:20,320
selfie you're out like I don't want to see forward-facing selfies from like anyone of anymore

639
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:24,400
well for the time being they'll probably come back but you mean like pictures like other people

640
00:30:24,400 --> 00:30:28,880
taking pictures of me yeah you know what I like this because it gets your face it gets your fit

641
00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:34,880
it gets the background of where you are like it's a mix of a of a selfie and like someone taking a

642
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:41,920
picture of you yeah okay so for people taking pictures of me it's really a problem for me personally

643
00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:48,320
me too yeah me too like all of us like I just hate like I I have to be like

644
00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:54,480
like fucking masterminding the entire process like that's why I hate asking people to take

645
00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:59,040
pictures of me except my mom because I know I'm gonna lose friends if I do that like it's so

646
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:04,800
annoying like I have to take 18 million pictures before I get one good one that's it's like but

647
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:09,520
like we're always our hardest critic like I bet there are so many good pictures in there oh there

648
00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:14,880
are there are oh there there are not but like I can't even talk because like I do the same

649
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:20,400
shit it's like yeah I don't know what it is page night we just settle on the bad ones yeah we just

650
00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:26,800
it like I have to take like weeks to like finally ask me like okay can I like get a picture of myself

651
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:30,560
and then I still fucking hate every single picture taken like I was just in California they're like

652
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:34,240
do you want to picture yourself I was like god no I was like I would need to be here for three

653
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:40,240
weeks to get one good picture exactly like it's just such a long process and it makes me really

654
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:48,480
sad like it makes me really sad I don't know maybe one day we'll see a picture of melody that's not

655
00:31:48,480 --> 00:31:53,600
a selfie I'm gonna take one today's not the day can I take one right now I think I'd actually

656
00:31:53,600 --> 00:32:00,560
like turn off this machine it looks completely different in the picture that's my problem I don't

657
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:06,080
look like myself like I see something in the mirror cute see something in the selfie cute

658
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:13,360
you take a selfie and you're like who the fuck is that that's like my ugly stuff sister are you

659
00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:17,840
like you look very symmetric to me because that's what I find weird it's that it flips you know

660
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:22,320
and it's like it's not what you're constantly seeing of yourself and it's so rude like I don't

661
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:26,880
know if I'm cement like I don't want to think about it stop like but then also like up at the

662
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:33,680
same goal like how does she even look good up here like it because it's like it like it like

663
00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:41,680
cinches like every part of you like jawline like body everything is like everything is in moving

664
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:47,120
inward because the angle is like I have it down to a sign oh she does I made her do her eyes close

665
00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:54,240
and like do I want to know how kind of but I'll give a tutorial later and there it is yeah

666
00:32:54,240 --> 00:33:05,360
he's our youtube channel on how to think self and I won but whatever not today not today not at all

667
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:12,000
we'll change that oh my god okay we're gonna jump in jump in the guns here but I guess this kind of

668
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:16,640
goes with the jason tatum topic what do you look for in a guy like first of all I want to know your

669
00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:24,400
type and then like qualities like what qualities do you look for in a guy looks type and then personality

670
00:33:24,400 --> 00:33:29,360
I don't I don't have a type like build your dream man right now babani

671
00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:36,320
like I feel like I have a type but it's rare that I actually stick to it and like I'll still

672
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:40,560
think people are very attractive even though they don't match up completely with my type I feel like

673
00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:46,960
a type is like not like I feel like a type is not a thing and hello I feel like a type is like not a

674
00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:51,120
thing anymore it's like your dream in and then like what you actually find out it's like no one

675
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:56,000
gets what they fucking want that's so true but that's like that's not a relationship like I'm not

676
00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:03,040
like shaming that like people don't get their type like that's okay like okay if I because all my

677
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:08,800
boyfriend like ex-boyfriends or like situations just look all so significantly different from

678
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:16,640
one another like it's actually fucking ridiculous like I I don't understand it but my last ex-boyfriend

679
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:22,800
I would say is my type okay like he was tall like he was not like muscular to the point where it's

680
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:30,960
like yeah he was built he was beautifully built like he had curly hair hazel eyes like okay yeah

681
00:34:30,960 --> 00:34:36,480
he had facial hair he did I love facial hair interesting he was very cute so like if I kind of

682
00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:42,480
rugged yeah if I were to say I had like an established type it would probably be him don't let that

683
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:48,800
get your head too big sir because don't piss me off right now but um yeah I think he's like physically

684
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:56,720
very like a very beautiful man um but I just if I vibe with a person like I vibe with them and like

685
00:34:56,720 --> 00:35:03,040
if you're cute that's a plus like it's so sad that it's gotten to that but like I mean I value

686
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:11,280
personality a lot too so as you said for qualities hmm I was actually talking about this to Joe

687
00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:16,000
sherry and sinney I have a little notebook page where it has like all my standards and everything

688
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:21,200
I look for it in a man on a page she has a chapter oh my god that makes me so happy we need to hang

689
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:28,960
out more page but um qualities you have to be you have to respect me that's a huge thing for me if

690
00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:34,160
you have to not show up in sweat you have to not fucking show up in a fucking sweat would you

691
00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:39,600
say like care about your appearance 100% that's a huge thing not like in the sense that like oh she

692
00:35:39,600 --> 00:35:45,440
cares about what other people think I look like no like be hygienic yeah be put together like that's

693
00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:54,800
all I'm asking for brush your teeth like a little shower wash your hair um I don't know like just the

694
00:35:54,800 --> 00:36:02,000
basics honestly like I love a person who is direct and doesn't beat around the bush because I am like

695
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:08,160
that I'm very much like that and so if you're gonna start confusing me might as well just leave me

696
00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:13,200
alone like don't even try to pursue anything with me because I'm not that type of person I don't want

697
00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:18,480
to be guessing what's going on like I'm at a point in my life I swear guys that like I'm acting like

698
00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:24,720
I'm 30 years old but like no like I'm at a point in my life where I I can't have people

699
00:36:24,720 --> 00:36:29,120
beating around the bush with me you like me tell me you like me don't like me tell me you don't

700
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:35,280
like me and keep it fucking push it's so tiring if not once again waste of time waste of energy

701
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:41,520
I can't do that it's like someone who's direct someone who's clean someone who respects me

702
00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:46,800
I'm hearing like bare minimum I need more like I don't I wish I made a book what's your love language

703
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:54,640
I before for sure physical touch hate that shit now don't hate it but like well do you hate it

704
00:36:54,640 --> 00:37:01,200
but like love it with the right person exactly yeah for sure um but I would say like gift giving

705
00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:08,320
I love like do you like giving them yeah I love both but I love giving people I love things like

706
00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:12,160
if you tell me you like something I'm gonna go look at it and like I'm gonna get it for you I love

707
00:37:12,160 --> 00:37:18,640
that that makes me like really happy um also like acts of service is super sweet I like that a lot

708
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:22,560
I would say like all of them I don't have they all are like I feel like I like everyone has like a

709
00:37:22,560 --> 00:37:27,040
little bit of all of them I don't feel like I have one in particular that's like oh I can't live

710
00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:35,280
without this but like I don't know guys oh this is like I'm trying to rack my brain what about like

711
00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:44,400
guys who have a lot of girlfriends I don't that's I don't know I don't I don't feel like it's

712
00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:51,120
necessarily a bad thing because on because on the one hand you have the experience like with multiple

713
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:57,680
people and so maybe like you'll get it right with me but like again on the other hand it's like

714
00:37:57,680 --> 00:38:03,760
what the fuck like why did you have to get with so like why did you have so many relationships like

715
00:38:03,760 --> 00:38:07,520
do relationships mean nothing to you and were you in love with these people were they in love with

716
00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:12,000
the people then that's a problem for me how are you in love with like five people like that makes

717
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:18,960
zero sense to me like I don't get that also like I don't want them to like act differently around

718
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:24,240
them when you're around yeah but like if they're acting a certain way even when they're like kind

719
00:38:24,240 --> 00:38:29,680
of starting something with someone else and it's like okay it goes back to like the being fake it's

720
00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:38,160
like like when like what is your actual self then like you don't even know exactly and say a joke

721
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:47,200
I'm like trying to keep talking I don't know guys I have just okay I wish I had my little notebook

722
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:54,880
with me what about like introvert versus extrovert like going out I like a mix of both because I'm

723
00:38:54,880 --> 00:39:02,720
definitely like 80% extroverted but like once I'm in that 20% I'm in there like I'm locking in doing

724
00:39:02,720 --> 00:39:08,160
what I have to do staying alone but for a guy I like someone who's extroverted I like that a lot

725
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:13,600
like it makes me feel like you're not a dull person you have substance to you not saying that introverts

726
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:18,160
are like dull or anything but I just like someone who's gonna want to go out with me who's gonna

727
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:22,800
want to socialize not your energy yeah exactly you want gonna want to do the same things I want to

728
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:29,600
do and vice versa push you exactly yeah agreed okay kind of you're gonna have to help me out with

729
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:35,200
this but like I feel like we've been shitting on guys a lot recently but like no I love you so

730
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:43,840
sometimes yeah um I feel like they I'm like trying to put this into words I have no idea where you're

731
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:49,840
going why haven't said much yet um I feel like it like goes back to like the being fake and everything

732
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:56,240
like they will lie to you but they're thinking that they're doing it for the right reason but it's like

733
00:39:58,160 --> 00:40:02,880
I think it all just like like comes down to like boys and girls because like let's be honest like

734
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:07,280
these situations are with boys and girls like it's not like men and women like they come yeah yeah

735
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:12,400
but like with boys and girls like they just don't we don't understand each other enough like because

736
00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:18,720
it's like yeah like I'm a girl who's like oh my god I just lost my dream wait I picked up mine

737
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:25,040
like they will say things to you that like they think you want to hear yes even if you don't

738
00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:30,080
fucking mean it yes or like it's like why are you saying this like I don't give a shit that means

739
00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:35,360
nothing to me yeah every girl's the same they don't care to like genuinely get to know you for who

740
00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:42,080
you are you for like what you want in a person in a partner and a friend like yeah they don't care

741
00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:46,640
at all they just treat everyone the same and it's like oh my god I don't need to hear this shit maybe

742
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:52,080
some other girl would like this but like not me like that's that's what I mean when I say surface

743
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:59,760
level relationships I can't fucking deal with that dig a little deeper like let's let's try to

744
00:40:59,760 --> 00:41:06,560
form complex relationships people like I don't I can't do it like I can't do the hi like what's

745
00:41:06,560 --> 00:41:12,160
your favorite color like and this is why I love relationships that come from friendships because

746
00:41:12,160 --> 00:41:17,040
you don't have to do that everything about the person exactly yeah that's such a fair you don't

747
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:21,680
have that awkward phase exactly how's it getting like it's just like you're my friend like oh this

748
00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:26,560
is something yeah yeah and then I happen to like you you happen to like me and then it like builds

749
00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:35,360
off of it would just be so fucking ideal what exactly agreed but like I don't know I just not

750
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:40,080
and it's not to shit on men only because I know sometimes us as women we don't make the effort

751
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:45,520
either to like try to like dig a little deeper within like our relationships with men because

752
00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:50,560
we also think guys are all the same exactly because we have that preconception notion yeah precon

753
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:57,840
preconceived preconceived notion they're like all men are the same all men are shit all men are

754
00:41:57,840 --> 00:42:03,040
this all men are that and so we go into it with that in our mind and so we don't make the effort

755
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:07,200
to dig a little deeper and try to take them seriously but even if we do try to take them

756
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:12,720
seriously there's always at one point you're gonna end up being like disappointed I don't know

757
00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:18,400
not everyone but a handful of them for sure and I feel like if they are treating like this then you

758
00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:23,440
could think I feel like my first thought would be like okay then they don't want anything more with

759
00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:28,000
me or like they don't like this is what they want this is all that they want and like this isn't

760
00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:33,600
gonna go any further but like so confusing it's so confusing because it's very easy that like

761
00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:37,360
they're not thinking that way but then it's like they're not gonna fucking tell you like they don't

762
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:44,480
know how to like okay okay so I need to ask now what like do you do you agree with the like the

763
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:50,560
the like sticking around guys like if they wanted to they would no why because I'm interested I feel

764
00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:56,800
like to an extent yes yeah but on a deeper level I don't think so because we have to take into

765
00:42:56,800 --> 00:43:04,400
consideration especially in our generation guys are fucking policies so even if he wants to he's

766
00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:09,760
probably gonna be overthinking is she gonna think this about that is she gonna like what she gonna

767
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:14,880
have in her head if I do that so right I don't think if he wanted to he would if he wanted to he

768
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:20,560
should for sure will he that's what's so frustrating because it's like I feel like 90% of the time

769
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:24,800
like if a guy were to like do something about a situation like the girl would just go with it

770
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:28,880
where it's like if the girl did it like the guy would just so easily push her away yeah I want to

771
00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:35,360
and like why is that why is that okay I don't get it fair it's not okay at all and I feel like it's

772
00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:41,520
just this thing of again double standards which is such a recurring topic especially in our generation

773
00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:48,400
again within hetero relationships whether it's friendships or loving or romantic relationships

774
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:52,480
yeah I don't understand it I'm not going to try to figure it out because I'm about done with it

775
00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:58,800
we're too old for that like I simply I don't have the energy I like I don't have time for that

776
00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:04,480
shit we just have to fuck around and ball exactly that's all we can do at this point yeah I agreed

777
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:12,560
okay so relationships what scares you most about being in one everything literally everything like

778
00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:19,200
being oh my god that's so scary like being in a relationship is actually the scariest thing ever

779
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:24,560
like do I want to not that I'm like urging or like scratching for it like it would be nice for sure

780
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:32,720
but like like trust issues commitment issues all of them like everything I have all the issues you

781
00:44:32,720 --> 00:44:40,320
like every issue regarding a romantic relationship with a man I have for sure and like don't get me

782
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:48,400
wrong I've worked on it like I go to Astro like I am a an avid therapy goer I love I love therapy

783
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:53,280
anyone everyone should be in therapy you heard it here at one point in their lives every once

784
00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:57,760
you go to therapy I don't care if your life is perfect it's not it's not there's always something

785
00:44:57,760 --> 00:45:05,440
going on but um I've definitely worked on those issues and I would I'm definitely not like completely

786
00:45:05,440 --> 00:45:10,240
a hundred percent healed from them because then I would be ready to be in a relationship not that

787
00:45:10,240 --> 00:45:16,880
I'm not like like I don't even know how to explain it's just such a duality with me and men where

788
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:24,720
it's like oh you taught you breathe next to a woman wrong I'm jumping back and like putting a barrier

789
00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:30,240
between us like and that's a me problem like that's not the person's problem that's something I

790
00:45:30,240 --> 00:45:38,080
personally need to work on because I can't expect like obviously like I don't expect them to not have

791
00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:42,720
like um female friendships or whatever I love that that makes me really happy that shows me that

792
00:45:42,720 --> 00:45:48,320
like you can treat a woman nicely like platonically that makes me really happy but it's just like

793
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:53,600
from past experiences like the past has heard like I've been cheated on like I've had just such

794
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:59,280
horrible experiences with men where it's like I like I don't know where to draw lines like how do

795
00:45:59,280 --> 00:46:04,400
you like how do you work on that for yourself like what do you do for yourself well I was single

796
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:17,520
I I am single I've been single for a solid 10 11 months now so I feel like just staying single and

797
00:46:17,520 --> 00:46:26,240
working on myself and reflecting on things that have gone wrong in past relationships and the way

798
00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:32,160
I contributed to those wrongdoings and just like really really sitting down with myself and being

799
00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:39,600
like okay like how can I improve how can I be better how can I work on this to make my next

800
00:46:39,600 --> 00:46:45,600
relationship better or like even my relationship with myself like how can I love myself because

801
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:50,720
now I've reached that point I've reached that point I love myself so much that like I love that no

802
00:46:50,720 --> 00:46:54,480
that's an amazing thing no that's another thing that scares me about being in a relationship

803
00:46:54,480 --> 00:47:01,840
because I love myself so much is my next partner going like gonna be able to like live up to that

804
00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:08,080
standard I have for myself but like you never know until you try it's not that they have to but I

805
00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:12,480
love my what are you adding on that's like what are you adding to my what are you adding well

806
00:47:12,480 --> 00:47:16,160
because like no one should ever love you as much you love yourself like I believe that one that I

807
00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:21,120
think like you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else exactly sure but like Joe's

808
00:47:21,120 --> 00:47:26,560
right like they can't live up to that standard not okay I phrased it wrong then because like

809
00:47:27,360 --> 00:47:31,760
again what are you adding that's that was my point like I love myself so much like what are you

810
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:36,400
adding that you aren't already supplying for yourself exactly because I think so highly of

811
00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:41,600
myself I love myself so much like I have people that I'm surrounded with that think highly of me

812
00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:47,840
and that love me so much too that it's like okay like if what are we doing if you're not gonna

813
00:47:47,840 --> 00:47:52,720
and obviously I'm not talking about like talking stages or whatever but like full-on boyfriend

814
00:47:54,160 --> 00:48:00,000
like full relationship whatever if you're not adding on to that then it's useless to me honestly

815
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:06,080
that's me personally again don't persecute me but like that's just me also like I'm glad that your

816
00:48:06,080 --> 00:48:11,600
standards are so high after like all the shit you've been through like and I feel like since you have

817
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:15,680
those high standards and like the next person that you're actually gonna give a chance to like

818
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:20,480
sure they could disappoint you but like you were looking for so many different things now than when

819
00:48:20,480 --> 00:48:26,720
you were before you got your heart broken and you got like mistreated and whatever yeah exactly like

820
00:48:26,720 --> 00:48:34,000
that takes a lot of work oh my god thank you you're so strong you're so brave thank you

821
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:41,360
sorry you guys thank you but no yeah go go find the therapist people like go find it there

822
00:48:41,360 --> 00:48:45,040
we're just being proud of ourselves oh okay we're going through it

823
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:53,520
oh yeah mostly to see that it's okay we're on top of another are we like are we

824
00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:58,880
that's a really good question though I like that a lot I don't even remember the question

825
00:48:58,880 --> 00:49:11,440
I'm gonna skip down to this one actually and I'm gonna ask you what your biggest red flag about

826
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:17,440
yourself is and then your biggest red flags about others this took us 20 minutes to phrase

827
00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:21,120
because like Paige and I both understood it differently we didn't we couldn't figure out like

828
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:26,560
what are your red flags like are you asking like in myself or like in others and that still doesn't

829
00:49:26,560 --> 00:49:33,040
make it so just give us both yeah please okay and myself wait what is this wait you have to get it

830
00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:36,800
like you can't phrase it like my red flag that other people would be like oh this is Melody's red

831
00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:44,640
flag okay I still don't get it Paige that's how you thought of it oh okay continue you made it

832
00:49:44,640 --> 00:49:57,120
complex I'm still gonna say it okay um my biggest red flag about myself is that I I I don't know

833
00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:02,000
okay let me do about other people and then I'm gonna ponder like that's about myself

834
00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:07,920
other people are we talking men women friendships I think do like friendships and then relationships

835
00:50:07,920 --> 00:50:17,440
okay friendships once when you're constantly being used as kind of like a doormat or like a

836
00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:23,280
therapist and then whenever it comes to your problems it's like oh like I'm fucking deaf like

837
00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:28,720
I can't hear that's my biggest red flag in friendships because like it goes both ways um

838
00:50:28,720 --> 00:50:40,720
um relationships um I would have to say I don't know okay for me like my personal red flag

839
00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:50,640
probably that I I love to jump to conclusions like it's really detrimental to him last night

840
00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:58,240
I had a moment last night guys but moments are allowed I'm over it though thank god for that

841
00:50:58,240 --> 00:51:03,760
that was a quick turn over I'm really happy for you very quick turnover but I'm proud of myself

842
00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:10,400
like I just but oh I need to tell you guys after this but um yeah that's definitely my biggest red

843
00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:20,240
flag in myself and then in relationships like someone who honestly someone who's fucking dirty

844
00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:26,240
like you know get away from me I feel like that's a basic like thing but do you like find dirty boys

845
00:51:26,240 --> 00:51:43,120
like I'm like I feel like fortunately like I've never really experienced that okay mom sign off

846
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:50,480
right now if you're listening I remember like um me when I was in my thoddy era in high school

847
00:51:50,480 --> 00:51:56,160
I remember there's this one guy like I was hooking up with and I think that's why it sucked it

848
00:51:57,840 --> 00:52:06,800
oh no like I'm scared his secretions actually make like I think I threw up I think it seems to stop

849
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:11,840
because I'm gonna go I'm gonna go oh my god I thought it was so bad

850
00:52:11,840 --> 00:52:20,640
but no it's and when the man's like sperm tastes bad that means that they're dirty drink your water

851
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:26,240
drink your water adjust your diet you fucking freak why are you eating fucking nasty ass

852
00:52:26,240 --> 00:52:32,560
like girls have to take like a cranberry pineapple pill like hello like hello can we please be serious

853
00:52:32,560 --> 00:52:39,760
like I think that's my big like griminess yeah that's that should that should be everyone's

854
00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:46,480
right yeah if you're into that go go away yeah and is that a deal breaker for you or any of those

855
00:52:46,480 --> 00:52:53,520
deal breakers 100 okay well sometimes people have red flags and it's like very good red flags

856
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:59,680
like sometimes people are like oh if they're like if they're like five ten or something and then it's

857
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:06,480
like five ten is tall joe what the fuck okay you keep thinking that I'm into like five six five

858
00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:12,240
ten like no I never said that for me I'd be like like a stupid one would be like if he's like five

859
00:53:12,240 --> 00:53:16,720
nine like that's kind of like not a red flag but that's like something that I'm not into whatever

860
00:53:16,720 --> 00:53:20,720
but that would never be a deal breaker no for me that was a stupid example but you know what I mean

861
00:53:20,720 --> 00:53:26,560
is for sure a deal breaker if you can't take the time to wash your nutsack or like your hair

862
00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:33,680
like brush your teeth like I'm gonna throw like go away like really fast I want to take another

863
00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:45,280
shower now I feel like yeah sorry guys that's okay okay I like this one okay so like you know like

864
00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:49,520
the stereotype that like boys like shouldn't show emotion well like that's not like our stereotype

865
00:53:49,520 --> 00:53:54,080
but like that's like how they're raised and everything so like when a boy is showing his

866
00:53:54,080 --> 00:53:59,920
emotions like is there a line when it's like too much because there cannot be a line I feel like

867
00:53:59,920 --> 00:54:04,400
the stereotype is like boys putting it on boys like girls appreciate a little emotion yeah it's

868
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:08,400
like but if like a group of like guy friends like if they're all like going through something like

869
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:12,880
on their own like they're never gonna talk about it like yeah it makes me really sad actually makes

870
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:18,560
you really sad too because like speak on it please you know how much better their lives would be

871
00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:26,560
yeah um they are the ones who need the therapist yeah I don't know that I've experienced non-emotional

872
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:33,440
well my dad for sure is a very like non-emotional like person I get that um but like in terms of

873
00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:39,200
like my brother my brother's always been like one to speak on his feelings and like I'm super close

874
00:54:39,200 --> 00:54:43,680
to my brother so I've never and my cousins also they always speak on their emotions when they're

875
00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:50,720
feeling mad sad hurt like and we're a very close family and I only have guy cousins like that I

876
00:54:50,720 --> 00:54:56,400
grew up with so like I've always been surrounded by guys granted they 100% had their faults like

877
00:54:56,400 --> 00:55:02,480
100% yeah but I've never been particularly surrounded by guys that would like shield their

878
00:55:02,480 --> 00:55:08,160
emotions like for the sake of themselves like they would always like speak on like even if it wasn't

879
00:55:08,160 --> 00:55:13,200
in depth they'd like say a little something like oh like something hurt me today and this is what it

880
00:55:13,200 --> 00:55:17,280
is like I don't know how to deal with it like they would always like go about it and a very crazy

881
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:21,840
yeah it's that's a culture shock I've never experienced that no but it's what's weird about it is

882
00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:27,840
that like we're Haitian and like Haitian men are very like macho yeah men don't cry and blah blah

883
00:55:27,840 --> 00:55:32,480
I just feel like it's a matter of like how we were raised kind of perhaps um but do you think

884
00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:37,200
they're like this because you're family for sure and like do you have friends back in Haiti that

885
00:55:37,200 --> 00:55:44,000
are guys that will also do the same no not the same but the total opposite like my ex-boyfriend

886
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:54,080
sorry to keep bringing you up pookie I'm so sorry um he's probably not listening but he was I think

887
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:59,200
that's one of the reasons we didn't work because I'm a very progress I hate calling myself that but

888
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:07,920
I'm fact of the matter is I'm a very progressive liberal person right he was like I don't mind

889
00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:12,720
like conservative people at all half of my family's super conservative but yeah he was conservative to

890
00:56:12,720 --> 00:56:17,440
a point where he wouldn't like he had the shield around his brain where he wouldn't keep an open

891
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:22,160
mind or like listen narrow mind exactly listen to my povs about certain things and it was like

892
00:56:22,160 --> 00:56:27,040
oh I don't like that at all so because I would imagine a future with this person and I was like

893
00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:32,880
what are we gonna tell our kids like how's that gonna go like I don't know it's just very weird

894
00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:38,240
and so he would be one to always like shield his emotions I think he cried in front of me once

895
00:56:38,240 --> 00:56:46,400
which was when he like broke up with me and that was like he would never show emotions and it was

896
00:56:46,400 --> 00:56:53,360
just really like I felt more bad for him yeah it just makes me sad because like are you okay in there

897
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:58,480
and what's so interesting is like I'm sure he felt so comfortable around you but like he still

898
00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:05,520
couldn't let that guard down yeah I don't know like I hope he's doing okay but like I don't know I

899
00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:10,960
think that's a very like also Caribbean thing like I'm not saying it's not in the US like where men

900
00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:15,280
are like that because they for sure are after being here for like one and a half years but

901
00:57:15,840 --> 00:57:21,360
like in Haiti it's because you have the social stand because we're super small too like you

902
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:30,000
guys have a huge country but we're like so fucking tiny that like you have certain social standards

903
00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:36,640
and if you don't live up to those or if you don't abide by those especially men like you're fucking

904
00:57:36,640 --> 00:57:42,640
like digging yourself in a fucking hole like people will shit on you and you're gonna get bullied

905
00:57:42,640 --> 00:57:48,720
or like harass or like it's really bad down there like in terms of like heteronormative like

906
00:57:48,720 --> 00:57:54,320
situations yeah but it makes sense like everything that you've told me about like your home life and

907
00:57:54,320 --> 00:58:02,160
like just like the state of Haiti right now yeah it's it's very like weird but I mean I don't know

908
00:58:02,160 --> 00:58:08,800
I was brought up in a very like Americanized family and so like but also very Haitian but we had

909
00:58:08,800 --> 00:58:13,920
I feel like we had different values in like most Haitian families and so that's probably why like

910
00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:18,640
my cousins or like my brother and my brother knew how to talk about like their emotions yeah

911
00:58:18,640 --> 00:58:24,400
yeah I should talk about their emotions totally it's like it's either like zero or a hundred with

912
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:29,040
them like I hear nothing or they're crying in my arms yeah it's like you need to find a balance

913
00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:32,960
because it's like no I'm not gonna like shame you for crying like exactly that's okay like you need

914
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:37,680
to cry cry yeah it's like when it's like to the point it's like you're bottling up so much that

915
00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:43,120
you're crying over like things that you shouldn't cry it's like you need to like be able to talk it

916
00:58:43,120 --> 00:58:54,880
out as well and like keep a balance you know yeah yeah I feel like we just have a few little

917
00:58:54,880 --> 00:59:02,320
random yeah we just want to know some little things bars or frats this should be like bars

918
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:09,680
like bars okay in Boston like are you thinking like bars in Haiti yeah and then rats in Boston

919
00:59:09,680 --> 00:59:17,040
like bars in Boston too like over frats for sure yeah okay what are bars like in Haiti

920
00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:22,160
like what how they different I'm taking guys to Haiti I'm fucking taking guys to Haiti you have no

921
00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:28,720
say in it like you guys must experience the Haitian nightlife shout out to ASU the best nightclub ever

922
00:59:28,720 --> 00:59:34,240
shout out to papai and their phenomenal drinks shout out shout out to Magdus and the happy hours I

923
00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:39,760
miss you guys so much shout out to Michaels and your happy hours I love you guys so much

924
00:59:39,760 --> 00:59:45,440
like literally the best bar scene best night scene I love it so much the bars are amazing music is

925
00:59:45,440 --> 00:59:51,760
great drinks are amazing yeah a little cheaper there yeah how much is a drink so cheap like at

926
00:59:52,400 --> 01:00:00,080
Magdus on Wednesday's happy hour five dollars I can't like we went to Dom Dalla how much do you

927
01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:07,040
think like a vodka Red Bull was just one singular like regular size like Dom Dalla at that venue

928
01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:13,600
eight dollars vodka cran vodka Red Bull but like still yeah that's a fucking simple as

929
01:00:13,600 --> 01:00:19,440
yeah okay it was 30 fucking dollars no like even when we go out to a bar like a club it's still like

930
01:00:19,440 --> 01:00:26,000
15 maybe 14 to 20 that's it's been like 17 okay it has yeah we have spent most like it's

931
01:00:26,000 --> 01:00:32,400
ridiculous like I can't live this life but 30 dollars was crazy 30s kind of ridiculous like

932
01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:37,120
I don't like I woke up the next day and saw like my credit card tragedy like that that's not real

933
01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:41,840
I had to cut up my credit card the other day do you want to elaborate on that?

934
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:47,600
I was just I didn't make a statement is it like still on your phone though like let's oh really

935
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:52,800
no and like they tried to send me another one and I was like no is this like a healthy like thing

936
01:00:52,800 --> 01:00:58,400
yeah wait like you cut it up so you can't use it but it's still like active it's still active yeah

937
01:00:58,400 --> 01:01:03,200
well there's there's no way to use it yeah yeah no okay you just like go to a store like I did

938
01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:09,200
I did that last semester too because it was just getting out of hand what what do you send too

939
01:01:09,200 --> 01:01:17,360
much money on shit I probably don't need like just random shit like Starbucks takes all my money

940
01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:22,880
for sure I hate that it's on the corner because it's like I'm walking class I see it I'm like the

941
01:01:22,880 --> 01:01:28,720
app makes it so fucking easy so easy I'm like guys you don't need the eight dollar coffee I know

942
01:01:28,720 --> 01:01:36,000
and like we could make coffee in our sweet you literally have like you bought like I bought the

943
01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:41,280
chi mix the matcha mix I have my espresso pot like you have everything to make what I love and

944
01:01:41,280 --> 01:01:48,320
iced and like it's just not so make it and put it in your fridge I'm gonna have one after me too

945
01:01:48,320 --> 01:01:55,680
no guys this is so no you know it's I'm breaking you out of this I haven't had one in weeks what's

946
01:01:55,680 --> 01:02:03,520
weeks thank you last week that would be weak singular not plural thank you oh weeks okay I'm

947
01:02:03,520 --> 01:02:10,160
still gonna have one I feel like okay I'm gonna look at the questions that you guys asked okay well

948
01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:15,520
she does that I have one question that I like to ask everyone I talked to okay do you agree separating

949
01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:21,680
the art from the artist 100% and fucking persecute me for it bitches like I don't give a fuck okay

950
01:02:25,520 --> 01:02:30,000
I so badly want to say an example but I think it's a little too soon I know exactly what you're

951
01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:37,040
saying I'm gonna try to think of and we blast that as you should it's it's great I could father

952
01:02:37,040 --> 01:02:43,760
stretch my hands part one but oh my god I'm so sorry this is uncut I forgot I have another one

953
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:59,360
though like what wait I'm trying to think of someone fuck it I'm gonna say it Kanye West

954
01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:06,240
I think his lyricism is beautiful production amazing he's such a phenomenal artist I agree top

955
01:03:06,240 --> 01:03:12,880
he's top 10 artist for me personally like it's insane exactly and yes I do agree that he has done

956
01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:20,240
some weird ass shit like blatantly crazy ass shit exactly like I hope I'm not disagreeing with

957
01:03:20,240 --> 01:03:25,840
no one supports him as a human but his music I'm sorry guys I will listen to fucking famous every

958
01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:36,640
morning on my walk to 8am if I don't hear homecoming like at least once a week exactly forever

959
01:03:38,960 --> 01:03:44,400
I guess like well Joes I love that song forever Chris Brown my favorite fucking song in the whole

960
01:03:44,400 --> 01:03:50,000
world like I don't care who it is I don't care I'm not gonna say that I like obviously I care what

961
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:55,600
he's done and I don't agree I don't support but you cannot sit there and tell me that that's not

962
01:03:55,600 --> 01:04:01,280
a banger yeah you hear that and you're not getting up to dance bullshit yeah I agree with you 100%

963
01:04:01,280 --> 01:04:09,200
that song's insane it's it's so good I don't know I feel like people who are who disagree with

964
01:04:09,200 --> 01:04:15,280
separating the artists from the artistry are just people who are like like guys I swear

965
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:23,040
anyone who knows me can vouch for this I am the most liberal person ever okay but some people are just

966
01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:28,880
painfully liberal it's just like it's like it's the sensitivity it's like why is everything so

967
01:04:28,880 --> 01:04:34,640
like you're fucking painfully unironically liberal and you need to shut the fuck up you have no idea

968
01:04:34,640 --> 01:04:40,160
what you're talking about like you're just finding information off of fucking tiktok and like w mag so

969
01:04:40,160 --> 01:04:44,640
shut the fuck up you have no idea what you're talking about like it's a song like it's literal

970
01:04:44,640 --> 01:04:49,600
it's three minutes of your life get over it like please you don't have to play it I'm not asking you

971
01:04:49,600 --> 01:04:54,320
to play I'm just saying don't sit there and give me dirty looks for playing it myself exactly I

972
01:04:54,320 --> 01:04:58,160
agree 100% and everyone's like oh but then like you're giving them money like listening to unspotify

973
01:04:58,160 --> 01:05:02,400
it's like they don't mean my point zero three cents like that's even how much they're already

974
01:05:02,400 --> 01:05:08,160
billionaires like like this song has been out I don't even know 15 years years it so doesn't

975
01:05:08,160 --> 01:05:14,880
matter like get over yourself it riles me up Mel it riles me up and I agree with that are you okay

976
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:20,240
would you like to add something no I'm just like reading these do you have a song well that like

977
01:05:20,240 --> 01:05:27,920
Kanye is my artist yeah yeah like it's sorry it's like what if like like Michael Jackson did so many

978
01:05:27,920 --> 01:05:32,000
fucked up things none no one's sitting there being like we can't listen I grew up listening to him on

979
01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:37,600
the fucking radio right like Michael Jackson's like probably top at least top three performers of our

980
01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:43,440
world like yeah same like it's just people oh my god like no one sat there and was like oh like

981
01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:48,240
what it wasn't he like child like pedophilia or something like that and like Michael Jackson and

982
01:05:48,240 --> 01:05:54,320
like bleaching his skin like so many controversial issues and it's like that's just who like I'm not

983
01:05:54,320 --> 01:05:57,200
saying they're being like oh my god I love him like I would love to hang out it's like no I'm gonna

984
01:05:57,200 --> 01:06:02,240
sit there and listen to every song he's ever made because it's amazing exactly I wholeheartedly

985
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:05,680
agree with that and our parents didn't sit there and tell us stop listening to Michael Jackson

986
01:06:05,680 --> 01:06:13,120
oh no me and my mom fucking watched his concert the other day on YouTube that's crazy I've never heard that

987
01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:18,640
is there a movie about him there's a documentary there is a movie it's not great I feel like it

988
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:22,800
couldn't wait what is it called when they make like the Elvis movie and like the Elton John movie

989
01:06:22,800 --> 01:06:27,840
like what is that production called I'm talking about like the new like the newer ones yeah yeah

990
01:06:27,840 --> 01:06:33,680
I don't know like I need to see one of Michael Jackson's like upbringing of their life but like

991
01:06:33,680 --> 01:06:39,920
it's not actually it's not actually him I don't know like I know there is a one just like that

992
01:06:39,920 --> 01:06:45,200
there is I'm gonna show you it it's like not the greatest quality but I like it like I think it's

993
01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:49,600
spoken a lot of the issues I think it's so interesting what's your favorite music like

994
01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:55,680
documentary my I have so many it's not documentaries but more so movies like top three because I'm

995
01:06:55,680 --> 01:07:01,920
such a fanatic I told Joe this the other day I'm like I love old music like that I think it's like

996
01:07:01,920 --> 01:07:07,040
the best type of music I don't know for me personally but do you guys know Ray Charles

997
01:07:07,840 --> 01:07:15,120
I've definitely heard the name he's a pianist blind yeah yes yes Jamie Foxx played him beautiful

998
01:07:15,120 --> 01:07:21,600
I love Jamie Foxx love Jamie Foxx beautiful depiction that's definitely number three number two would

999
01:07:21,600 --> 01:07:30,240
have to be um it's that movie called it's about um it's called what's love got to do with it it's

1000
01:07:30,240 --> 01:07:37,440
about Tina Turner guys can we watch them it's I think we have so many movies one of my top five

1001
01:07:37,440 --> 01:07:44,960
movies ever it's so good and I don't know if I have another one honestly so those are good isn't

1002
01:07:44,960 --> 01:07:50,560
there a new one coming out right now about well actually no I think I'm thinking of like the color

1003
01:07:50,560 --> 01:07:55,840
purple but that's not new at all no but I feel like there was a new like artist and I feel like

1004
01:07:55,840 --> 01:08:00,400
you're right right but I can't think of who it is Bob Marley it's coming soon wasn't that's not what

1005
01:08:00,400 --> 01:08:05,040
I'm thinking of it's a woman but I don't I feel like it's like Whitney Houston but I know it's not

1006
01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:09,520
I think it is is it Whitney Houston yeah yeah did it like just come out or like within last year

1007
01:08:09,520 --> 01:08:14,960
yeah I'm pretty sure it's Whitney Houston like I'm not the biggest fan of hers I'm not gonna watch

1008
01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:21,120
that but that's very but like she's definitely an icon oh my god why can't I think of the song

1009
01:08:21,120 --> 01:08:28,400
oh my what are you trying to think of the the song I just have that it's not the song

1010
01:08:31,840 --> 01:08:36,240
no but that's a great one too oh my god it's like the song it's about love hey

1011
01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:43,120
guys I'm really so I will always love you thank you oh why can't I think that's like really

1012
01:08:44,160 --> 01:08:49,280
yeah like that's the Whitney Houston song what okay I'll shut up now yeah okay I'm gonna ask you

1013
01:08:49,280 --> 01:08:57,920
just a couple more questions your fans this one is from a special girl named Aliyah

1014
01:08:58,480 --> 01:09:04,640
oh my god Aliyah miss you how would you describe your taste in fashion and like personal taste

1015
01:09:06,000 --> 01:09:12,080
I don't think I have a taste in fashion tbh I just like see what I like and like I try to pair it

1016
01:09:12,080 --> 01:09:17,280
with like cute things but I feel like I'm definitely like more simple than anything like love a good

1017
01:09:17,280 --> 01:09:23,200
pair of jeans love a good plane like yeah I'd say your street style yeah yeah I'd agree with that I'm

1018
01:09:23,200 --> 01:09:29,040
definitely like what I'm wearing today is kind of like whatever I'm wearing like low waist for the

1019
01:09:29,040 --> 01:09:35,200
listeners wearing low-waisted white pms with cute details on the back I thrifted for five

1020
01:09:35,200 --> 01:09:41,840
dollars I'm wearing a UC Berkeley shirt like oversized and like tucked into my bra and then

1021
01:09:41,840 --> 01:09:46,560
I'm wearing Adidas forums high tops something that I think is so fun about you is that like you

1022
01:09:46,560 --> 01:09:53,200
will do a complete 180 from like day fit to night fit and I think it's so fun that's I feel like

1023
01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:59,200
I'm a very diverse person in terms of everything like I love switching up my clothes my hair my

1024
01:09:59,200 --> 01:10:04,880
makeup just everything like I cut my hair at least two times a week like try to do something different

1025
01:10:04,880 --> 01:10:11,200
are you like good at it I'm great I would love to have to have her hair too no no no no no you told

1026
01:10:11,200 --> 01:10:16,560
me no you should see Joe when someone fucks up her hair it's not anything anyone wants to see

1027
01:10:16,560 --> 01:10:23,920
OVA cut microbangs and like that happened to me she like twirls it and snips I'm like that's not how

1028
01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:31,040
you do it oh no but yeah that's how I would kind of I didn't describe shit I'm so sorry Aliyah but

1029
01:10:31,040 --> 01:10:36,160
I feel like simple street style that kind of vibe do you have like any artists that like or like

1030
01:10:36,160 --> 01:10:40,720
people like people that I like look up to in terms of fashion not even like look up to it's just like

1031
01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:48,000
things that they wear like you really like inspiration yeah I really love what um okay don't kill me

1032
01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:55,520
again but bad bunny he's always gonna come up in every episode sorry I just love like the shit he

1033
01:10:55,520 --> 01:11:02,080
wears and I feel like it's so easily like transferable yeah like a woman style also so I think that's

1034
01:11:02,080 --> 01:11:08,080
really cool and like obviously like the fashion like street icons like the deed Hailey Bieber

1035
01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:12,880
I was gonna say like you kind of get like a little like Kylie Jenner really I feel like I see that

1036
01:11:12,880 --> 01:11:17,440
I like she that's her like most recent has been like so relaxed but like I mean obviously you know

1037
01:11:17,440 --> 01:11:22,560
she's wearing still fit it up at least ten thousand dollars on herself but like so easily like

1038
01:11:22,560 --> 01:11:28,240
repeated by like yeah yeah normal people yeah thank you I appreciate that a lot so yeah of course

1039
01:11:28,240 --> 01:11:34,880
here you go Aliyah that's my answer next one Joe okay and then we have one from Nia shout out Nia

1040
01:11:34,880 --> 01:11:41,840
I think her question is deep and do you want to do that yeah what advice would you give to girls

1041
01:11:41,840 --> 01:11:46,320
our age that are going through a rough patch I need that now should we do like certain rough

1042
01:11:46,320 --> 01:11:51,120
yeah like should we give me certain scenarios and then I'll give some advice okay someone like

1043
01:11:51,120 --> 01:11:56,080
just moving to college and like a totally different area like for you for example like when you first

1044
01:11:56,080 --> 01:12:01,440
moved here kind of also I want to preface this again back to everyone being so fucking sensitive

1045
01:12:01,440 --> 01:12:05,840
I'm not a licensed therapist so please take this advice with a grain of salt thank you

1046
01:12:06,800 --> 01:12:12,960
so for someone moving I actually had that situation kind of the other day so my cousin's ex-girlfriend

1047
01:12:12,960 --> 01:12:18,400
I'm super close with her and like we talk all the time and when she was first going into college

1048
01:12:18,400 --> 01:12:24,080
shout out Aliyah and I love you and I miss you so much she always like asked me for advice about

1049
01:12:24,080 --> 01:12:31,440
like guys or like just rough patches essentially and I was just talking to her like you just really

1050
01:12:31,440 --> 01:12:38,160
need to take it day by day like don't overwhelm yourself don't like try to take on so many things

1051
01:12:38,160 --> 01:12:41,840
when you first get into college because that's when you burn out and that's when you like

1052
01:12:41,840 --> 01:12:48,640
get so fucking depressed and like anxious when you start like overloading your shit and something

1053
01:12:48,640 --> 01:12:54,960
else I would say is like just try to branch out and like meet new people this is your time to do that

1054
01:12:54,960 --> 01:13:00,960
I was I'm I don't I don't think I'm introverted but I was very like reluctant to branch out my

1055
01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:06,240
first semester which kind of played to my detriment but like second semester I really like went out

1056
01:13:06,240 --> 01:13:12,160
there I went out a lot I like met so many new people that I love and cherish so much today

1057
01:13:12,160 --> 01:13:18,080
so I feel like branching out and not overwhelming yourself would be two of my biggest pieces of

1058
01:13:18,080 --> 01:13:21,040
advice for that that's for sure like thank you

1059
01:13:23,120 --> 01:13:25,120
um

1060
01:13:27,120 --> 01:13:28,240
oh my gosh I don't know

1061
01:13:31,200 --> 01:13:36,960
I feel like we've talked enough on like boys and we have given them too much attention what about like

1062
01:13:38,880 --> 01:13:43,200
I don't know what do we go through every time like what about someone who's like struggling to balance

1063
01:13:43,200 --> 01:13:48,800
establishing new relationships and friendships here versus like holding on to the ones back home

1064
01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:54,000
ooh that's a good one because I struggle with that too honestly so I'm really curious what you have to say

1065
01:13:54,000 --> 01:14:03,680
um I would say um that while you build your relationships in college or wherever you are

1066
01:14:03,680 --> 01:14:13,600
away from home um and like start like those relationships start flourishing and whatever don't

1067
01:14:13,600 --> 01:14:20,160
not saying that you have to like be yourself up over not talking to your home people every day but like

1068
01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:28,160
don't let those relationships hold you back or those loyalties hold you back from building new bonds here

1069
01:14:28,160 --> 01:14:33,680
because if the people back home are actually your true friends then they're not gonna mind like my best

1070
01:14:33,680 --> 01:14:40,320
friend back home I talk to him once every two weeks and like everything is the same like nothing

1071
01:14:40,320 --> 01:14:46,160
changed it's the same flow of conversation like we're we still love each other just as much and

1072
01:14:46,160 --> 01:14:49,760
like if they're your true friends and they're gonna stay in your life no matter how many new

1073
01:14:49,760 --> 01:14:55,120
relationships you build so I think that's my take on that. What about like vice versa like what about

1074
01:14:55,120 --> 01:15:03,680
wanting to talk to friends at home too much or like yeah I don't know I haven't dealt with that.

1075
01:15:03,680 --> 01:15:07,760
Like not really allowing yourself to like take advantage of the opportunities in college and

1076
01:15:07,760 --> 01:15:16,480
like the new people around you. I would say that um that kind of makes me sad for that person because

1077
01:15:16,480 --> 01:15:24,800
then you get kind of stuck in a rut right um you need not cut contact with them but kind of limit

1078
01:15:24,800 --> 01:15:31,760
your time spent with talking to them so you can try to like focus and like flourish and like put

1079
01:15:31,760 --> 01:15:38,480
water into the other relationships because if you if you're just like pushing yourself to talk to

1080
01:15:38,480 --> 01:15:45,600
that person so much it's it's not gonna be good for you because you're kind of like ignoring

1081
01:15:45,600 --> 01:15:51,600
the bonds you have here for that person kind of putting them on a pedestal kind of which is not a

1082
01:15:51,600 --> 01:15:55,840
problem like once you let that interfere with your relationships here then that's when it becomes a

1083
01:15:55,840 --> 01:16:02,880
problem I think yeah that's my take on that. I agree with that. Thank you. And also like love

1084
01:16:02,880 --> 01:16:06,960
everyone from back home and like you're gonna have them no matter what hopefully but like they're

1085
01:16:06,960 --> 01:16:12,800
not here with you like they're not going with you you can't just you can't fill them in on every

1086
01:16:12,800 --> 01:16:17,600
single little detail that's going on in your life and like they're not gonna like you can't just go

1087
01:16:17,600 --> 01:16:21,840
knock on their door and like and like sure you can FaceTime them but like is that really the same

1088
01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:26,560
like it's nice to have them and to be in contact with them when you need them or when they need you

1089
01:16:26,560 --> 01:16:31,360
or just when you want to pop in and say hi but like more than that I think it's like then you're

1090
01:16:31,360 --> 01:16:36,080
just kind of living in two lives and that's so difficult and like hard to keep up with and then

1091
01:16:36,080 --> 01:16:40,960
like yeah it's like like taking you away from this life that you have here that you're supposed to be

1092
01:16:40,960 --> 01:16:46,880
living in on your own and like building building for yourself exactly I agree with that too that's a

1093
01:16:46,880 --> 01:16:57,520
really good point yeah guys okay we have one more who do you look up to in life and in creation

1094
01:16:58,560 --> 01:17:04,160
I know who fucking asked that his dumb ass um I'm not answering the last one like I don't

1095
01:17:04,160 --> 01:17:10,400
I'm I'll answer it but like very briefly like I'm assuming he means like God or whatever yeah maybe

1096
01:17:10,400 --> 01:17:16,160
creation I'm not a religious person my family's super religious um I kind of strayed away from that

1097
01:17:16,800 --> 01:17:24,960
I don't know if there's a god like if there is bless up um I don't know personally like me

1098
01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:30,000
as of right now I don't believe in God but or like the Christian God or whatever but I do think

1099
01:17:30,000 --> 01:17:35,040
there is a greater force because I don't think we just came about just randomly for sure so I think

1100
01:17:35,040 --> 01:17:40,640
there's definitely something above like I agree with you on that but I always find myself like oh

1101
01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:44,400
my god like something's happening I'm gonna pray for this person I don't know who I'm talking to

1102
01:17:44,400 --> 01:17:48,720
but like I'm just sending that energy out into the world exactly I guess it's kind of just like

1103
01:17:48,720 --> 01:17:54,240
manifesting I was gonna say like the manifestation and yeah yeah numbers and all that I agree with that

1104
01:17:54,240 --> 01:18:00,160
I don't know like where I'm gonna go with that like in the next five years 10 years if I'm gonna

1105
01:18:00,160 --> 01:18:05,760
start believing in something I don't not sure but if it does happen then great if it doesn't then I'm

1106
01:18:05,760 --> 01:18:14,320
fine the way I am right now but um in life I look up to a lot of people um I look up to my mom for

1107
01:18:14,320 --> 01:18:20,160
sure my mom literally is my best friend in the world I think she's the most amazing person ever

1108
01:18:20,160 --> 01:18:24,720
like I'm not gonna go too deep into it because like I always talk about her but I just think she's

1109
01:18:24,720 --> 01:18:30,960
so strong and like so intelligent so driven and like you're perfect if you're still listening if

1110
01:18:30,960 --> 01:18:38,320
you're still on here but um yeah I just think she anything I need she's there like there hasn't been

1111
01:18:38,320 --> 01:18:42,640
one moment in my life where I doubted my mom would do something for me like and I think that's such a

1112
01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:49,920
beautiful thing but someone else I look up to is my her sister my godmother I think she's like

1113
01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:59,040
oh my god I love her so much like she's a close second to my mom for sure she's so cool and amazing

1114
01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:05,200
and like anytime I have like a boy problem I go to her like when we want to talk shit about her

1115
01:19:05,200 --> 01:19:10,800
son like we call each other like when we want to she's like my go-to talking shit person like I see

1116
01:19:10,800 --> 01:19:15,200
something that happened in Haiti I call her up I'm like oh my god did you see this happen she's

1117
01:19:15,200 --> 01:19:22,000
just so amazing and the most hardworking person I know like honestly like this the situation last

1118
01:19:22,000 --> 01:19:27,120
year in Haiti like she had to shut down her business and she had to run her business from home and she

1119
01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:32,880
has a dance school so it's like such a hard thing to do and she kept pushing like even though there

1120
01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:36,800
were like all these people telling her oh like you should close like there's no hope blah blah

1121
01:19:36,800 --> 01:19:44,880
and look now she opened the academy back up like she's like amazing so well yeah so she's someone

1122
01:19:44,880 --> 01:19:51,040
I like in terms of like work ethics like I look forward to her a lot and honorable mention I look

1123
01:19:51,040 --> 01:19:58,160
forward to myself call me narcissistic but forward I look up to myself but I think I'm so cool and

1124
01:19:58,160 --> 01:20:07,920
awesome like I do have my I do have my many downfalls for sure I'm a human being and like

1125
01:20:07,920 --> 01:20:14,720
totally I do fuck shit sometimes but I mean I do try to learn from it but I think I've grown

1126
01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:19,200
a lot as a human being like that's all you can do exactly I've seen myself I've been the only person

1127
01:20:19,200 --> 01:20:25,040
who has 100% been there for myself all the time and until death that's how it's gonna be I always

1128
01:20:25,040 --> 01:20:31,120
told Jo that you're you're the only person that's gonna be there on your deathbed like sometimes

1129
01:20:31,120 --> 01:20:36,640
it doesn't it doesn't make me sad because I how it should be I like how I like that I've come to

1130
01:20:36,640 --> 01:20:43,120
terms with this at 19 like I'm that is crazy that makes me kind of comfortable though like I I know

1131
01:20:43,120 --> 01:20:48,400
myself I love myself and I know I'm the only person that's gonna be there when I die like in

1132
01:20:48,400 --> 01:20:53,280
in retrospect people are obviously gonna be there physically but like you know what I mean yeah

1133
01:20:53,280 --> 01:21:01,120
but um yeah bless up melody shout out to melody um I think you're awesome when you listen to this

1134
01:21:01,120 --> 01:21:06,000
I want you to have the biggest smile on your face even though you should on yourself sometimes I

1135
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:13,680
think you're so cute awesome intelligent smart perfect yeah and I second that oh thank you okay

1136
01:21:14,320 --> 01:21:22,720
actually last question oh no no you go for it two questions we have guys mine was what's one thing

1137
01:21:23,360 --> 01:21:28,160
that you think probably no one knows about you that you want all your listeners wow listeners to know

1138
01:21:29,200 --> 01:21:32,800
wow I feel like I'm such an open book is that's what I was thinking too that's what I'm so

1139
01:21:32,800 --> 01:21:38,000
impressed about like I don't think I could ever have this because I'm so private like I couldn't

1140
01:21:38,000 --> 01:21:46,320
share half the and I love that you do thank you um there one like an any aspect of my life any

1141
01:21:46,320 --> 01:21:50,720
it could be as dumb or as serious as you want I have no idea where my head's going with this I'm

1142
01:21:50,720 --> 01:21:55,040
just I really I have no idea what I would even like I don't want to get too serious because like

1143
01:21:55,040 --> 01:22:04,240
obviously there are certain parts of my life that I keep very private but um fuck I have a super dumb

1144
01:22:04,240 --> 01:22:12,320
one yeah what is it I used to eat toilet paper all the time oh you thought that they needed to know

1145
01:22:12,320 --> 01:22:21,440
that now I'm glad I know that like I used to eat toilet can I ask for cold for you 16 I don't want to

1146
01:22:21,440 --> 01:22:26,800
say oh I have a fun one I told you this the other day I pissed my pants when I was like like in front

1147
01:22:26,800 --> 01:22:31,440
of everyone in my class when I was like 11 and it was really sad and they didn't have like like

1148
01:22:31,440 --> 01:22:36,000
the hands for me to change this you just had to like sit in your piss you didn't like go and she

1149
01:22:36,000 --> 01:22:41,360
wasn't allowed to go to the bathroom either why a little baby melody sitting here in wet pants

1150
01:22:41,360 --> 01:22:47,040
puddles on the ground unusual punishment my teacher was such a bitch because I had a UTI at the time

1151
01:22:47,040 --> 01:22:51,120
at 11 yeah and so you can get it from like holding in your I was like thinking I was like how do you

1152
01:22:51,120 --> 01:22:57,760
even know that and you know like you have to go pee all the time when you have a UTI yeah and I had

1153
01:22:57,760 --> 01:23:04,640
I think I had pissed like fucking seven times that day no and no and so I still get up and then as I

1154
01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:11,360
I take my first step and I pee my pants and it was like khakis oh my god it was just so sad and

1155
01:23:11,360 --> 01:23:15,920
embarrassing and like they may have been what do you do like you just pissed yourself like where do

1156
01:23:15,920 --> 01:23:24,080
you go from there she called your mom and she like and I stayed in a puddle of my piss today so no

1157
01:23:24,880 --> 01:23:29,840
I'm pretty sure like when it dries it doesn't dry and go away like water like it may stain

1158
01:23:29,840 --> 01:23:34,480
and the smell gets so much worse when it's dry it's like period blood when it goes onto your skin

1159
01:23:34,480 --> 01:23:41,600
and it dries up oh it's disgusting it's like so nasty yeah I'm like really sorry I'm gonna try to

1160
01:23:41,600 --> 01:23:47,200
think of a serious one hold on I'm gonna I have two right now okay I know that you danced like your whole life I think that says a lot about you

1161
01:23:47,200 --> 01:23:52,720
I know that yeah yeah what's your favorite type of dance ballet for sure a little ballerina

1162
01:23:52,720 --> 01:23:59,360
I hate to say it but yeah that's cute and I know you speak four languages which I think is really cool

1163
01:24:00,640 --> 01:24:05,440
that's your question no I'm thinking of things for you to tell your listeners last question yeah

1164
01:24:05,440 --> 01:24:16,960
I speak four languages done you know I kind of took it back nope uncut it's uncut baby it scares me

1165
01:24:16,960 --> 01:24:25,440
does that scare you melody what scares me an uncut season I don't know I don't really care no she's a brave

1166
01:24:25,440 --> 01:24:32,000
soul like I don't care and like I know I have fucking decorum yes I cuss a lot I have a potty mouth and I

1167
01:24:32,000 --> 01:24:36,640
say out of pocket shit sometimes but I have fucking decorum and I'm not gonna drop someone's name

1168
01:24:36,640 --> 01:24:41,440
I'm not gonna give too much information that's gonna like fuck up someone's life or reputation

1169
01:24:41,440 --> 01:24:45,920
like I'm never gonna do any of that because I wouldn't want anyone to do that to me like

1170
01:24:47,280 --> 01:24:51,920
I don't give a fuck like Taylor Swift says I'm not the biggest Taylor Swift fan but like if you

1171
01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:56,960
don't want me to write bad songs about you don't do bad shit like you don't want me to talk shit about

1172
01:24:56,960 --> 01:25:02,480
you don't do weird shit to me like you're gonna get talked about like that's like the same thing

1173
01:25:02,480 --> 01:25:06,480
it's like people are like you're so judgmental but it's like don't get me something to do about

1174
01:25:06,480 --> 01:25:12,000
exactly I agree with that 100% like don't fucking piss me off we're almost funny like pleasing you

1175
01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:27,920
alone yeah any more questions oh yeah I do what era are you in right now what a great question I have so many I'm in right now top three

1176
01:25:27,920 --> 01:25:37,280
eras right now I'm definitely in my hair healing era I don't think I love the head that's called

1177
01:25:37,280 --> 01:25:50,000
hair no it's her I'm in my para also peaceful oh I really like that's amazing definitely my para

1178
01:25:50,000 --> 01:25:56,160
kind of is like unbothered last era I'm trying to think of something unhinged

1179
01:26:00,080 --> 01:26:06,240
I don't know what would you say give me an era that you think I'm in right now I know I'm trying

1180
01:26:06,240 --> 01:26:14,960
to think like I want to say like are you possibly entering an era I think you're being very like

1181
01:26:15,840 --> 01:26:21,520
and not like experimental in a crazy way but like you're testing yourself and like your test yeah

1182
01:26:21,520 --> 01:26:27,680
you're going outside of your comfort zone which I'm really proud of you for another para I'm definitely

1183
01:26:27,680 --> 01:26:36,560
but what does that mean another para you're pushing air well that sounds awful but I like don't like

1184
01:26:36,560 --> 01:26:42,720
that one anymore like I'm possibly entering a new era am I gonna say what it is no probably not

1185
01:26:44,240 --> 01:26:50,480
but it's a nice one like it's definitely a scary one to like come to terms with but that's okay it's

1186
01:26:50,480 --> 01:26:57,840
like nice to test the water nothing worth having is easy you're so right yeah I know what era you in

1187
01:26:58,240 --> 01:27:03,200
oh I'm in like 18 eras right now I feel like right now maybe like

1188
01:27:05,760 --> 01:27:09,840
I thought you were in your jara oh I'm in my jara it's my joe era

1189
01:27:11,920 --> 01:27:15,600
hey just like that's so fucking stupid I haven't sticky knitted on my mirror

1190
01:27:15,600 --> 01:27:22,640
yeah I don't know what era I'm in right now I'm in a transitioning era you're in a terra

1191
01:27:23,760 --> 01:27:31,360
yeah I feel like you're in like an enlightening era I'm not feeling too enlightened but like

1192
01:27:31,360 --> 01:27:37,200
just the shit I've heard I feel enlightened for you like you're like finally like thinking about

1193
01:27:37,200 --> 01:27:44,320
things come to terms yeah I'm like coming to terms era yeah okay it's a really it's not a fun era

1194
01:27:44,320 --> 01:27:49,360
but I hope that the outcome is gonna be fun that's thing I hope it's a short era that leads to a more

1195
01:27:49,360 --> 01:27:53,760
phenomenal and exciting I think it's gonna be phenomenal and exciting for you I think it has

1196
01:27:53,760 --> 01:27:58,800
to be because I have no choice yeah because if you're down in the dumps it can only go up I can

1197
01:27:58,800 --> 01:28:05,680
that's what I'm saying I feel like I love that I'd rather not get my way and have to like work to get

1198
01:28:05,680 --> 01:28:10,720
up and like then like be so up and then plummet down oh no totally but what do you mean like work

1199
01:28:10,720 --> 01:28:15,120
your way like you know when like something doesn't go your way yeah but then like it all works out

1200
01:28:15,120 --> 01:28:18,800
and it's because like you made it work out like you didn't get what you wanted in the first place

1201
01:28:18,800 --> 01:28:23,440
but then you made something else out of it and you learned from no I totally agree just I feel

1202
01:28:23,440 --> 01:28:27,120
like this is like the third time I've done it so like now I'm just like really like I can't do it

1203
01:28:27,120 --> 01:28:31,760
anymore maybe this time you have to change your ways then yeah maybe this time if you navigate it

1204
01:28:31,760 --> 01:28:37,840
differently something good is gonna come out of it I guarantee that I'm just everything happens for

1205
01:28:37,840 --> 01:28:45,520
reason and so expect nothing get everything so oh my god I need to start quoting you oh I hope

1206
01:28:45,520 --> 01:28:54,080
we have great days I'm so excited good days ahead only well praying do you have any last words

1207
01:28:54,080 --> 01:29:06,880
yes do you guys want me to do the outro yes um so guys that was a crazy change in dynamics for sure

1208
01:29:06,880 --> 01:29:14,720
but I liked it a lot I think Jo and Paige did a phenomenal I had a lot of fun wow the questions

1209
01:29:14,720 --> 01:29:21,200
were just so good I was expecting not less but like such different you had low expectations for us

1210
01:29:21,200 --> 01:29:27,440
I didn't have no no we came in with an iPad and she was like what fucking iPad fucking Apple Pen attached

1211
01:29:27,440 --> 01:29:34,240
to it and I was like oh they mean business we were hyping away fucking business and like I'm very proud

1212
01:29:34,240 --> 01:29:39,040
of you guys and I think this is probably gonna be one of my favorite episodes and I'm really excited

1213
01:29:39,040 --> 01:29:45,600
to listen to it I think it's gonna be great and I just want to thank Jo and Paige for being here

1214
01:29:45,600 --> 01:29:53,520
today with me giving me some of their time in today's episode of more of mel intel on mel see what I

1215
01:29:53,520 --> 01:30:01,040
did there haha I'm so quirky and clever thanks for having us mel of course anytime like for the listeners

1216
01:30:01,040 --> 01:30:09,120
this is so long this is such a long episode I'm looking at the thing now wow this is crazy this is

1217
01:30:09,120 --> 01:30:14,240
longer than no it's awesome this is longer than my episode with Skyler go listen guys go listen

1218
01:30:15,360 --> 01:30:19,280
I'm sorry I can't get used to the fucking headphones in the mic just put it a little further away

1219
01:30:19,280 --> 01:30:25,040
okay but she's like see you just got louder you see I can't hear myself right okay because like

1220
01:30:25,040 --> 01:30:30,880
in and out because I think your mic's fucked up but anyways um so yeah guys I really hope you

1221
01:30:30,880 --> 01:30:39,520
guys enjoyed the many topics we discussed today um if you guys want to be on the pod any listeners

1222
01:30:39,520 --> 01:30:47,920
please um DM me or like text me like do it it's such a fun experience I'm such a fun host like

1223
01:30:47,920 --> 01:30:54,480
I'm definitely gonna grill you but it's it's gonna be fun we're gonna have a good time but yeah guys

1224
01:30:54,480 --> 01:31:02,160
I'll see you next time on episode six of more of mel love you