Where did this vision come from?
This vision came from my own healing journey.
I was the woman that was closed and rigid and hated men subconsciously basically.
Actually, I hated women as well.
I come from a family of big T traumas and, you know, I was shown or made to believe in my childhood
that masculine men were dangerous and scary and abusive and harmful.
And then I was, I witnessed that women were manipulative and not trustworthy.
And so for years in my own life and in my own journey, I, yeah, just didn't really trust anyone,
including myself.
And I found myself at the helm of a $60 million business.
And, you know, they say if you want to know yourself, get in a relationship or start a business.
And that business really put me through my paces and started to force me in a way to look at myself
and my patterns and my behaviors and how I was showing up in the world.
And I started to heal.
I started to understand what masculine and feminine energetic story and it started to understand
what masculine and feminine wounding was.
And I went on a journey to, yeah, uncover all the ways in which I was a part of the problem,
in which I was perpetuating this cycle of pain.
And from that journey, I discovered, I guess, this ethos, this desire, this devotion to living as love
and inviting everyone on this journey to start to turn the pointing fingers inwards
and start to take responsibility for the ways we show up in the world, in our life and in our business.
So how has this vision, I mean, helped you at this point, like from where you were at
and where you've come?
Yeah, I want to say I thought money was the answer.
I built a really big business and I had really nice things.
And I was running away from who I was as a child, from my childhood, from where I grew up.
And I wasn't really paying attention to where I was running to.
I had this awareness that money in some capacity was going to get me out of the situation,
the life that I was in out of the...
I want to say I thought it was going to help me break the generational trauma because we were poor.
So obviously, then if I became rich, I wouldn't have the same issues.
But my trauma followed me.
The generational stuff followed me.
Money didn't get me out of dealing with my trauma or doing any healing.
In fact, in some ways, money just exasperates what's inside and brings it to the surface
to be seen because you then have the time and the time to think about it.
Because you then have the time and the resources to deal with it.
It's just some people choose to deal with it and some people choose to continue to avoid it.