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Where did this vision come from?

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This vision came from my own healing journey.

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I was the woman that was closed and rigid and hated men subconsciously basically.

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Actually, I hated women as well.

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I come from a family of big T traumas and, you know, I was shown or made to believe in my childhood

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that masculine men were dangerous and scary and abusive and harmful.

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And then I was, I witnessed that women were manipulative and not trustworthy.

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And so for years in my own life and in my own journey, I, yeah, just didn't really trust anyone,

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including myself.

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And I found myself at the helm of a $60 million business.

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And, you know, they say if you want to know yourself, get in a relationship or start a business.

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And that business really put me through my paces and started to force me in a way to look at myself

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and my patterns and my behaviors and how I was showing up in the world.

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And I started to heal.

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I started to understand what masculine and feminine energetic story and it started to understand

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what masculine and feminine wounding was.

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And I went on a journey to, yeah, uncover all the ways in which I was a part of the problem,

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in which I was perpetuating this cycle of pain.

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And from that journey, I discovered, I guess, this ethos, this desire, this devotion to living as love

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and inviting everyone on this journey to start to turn the pointing fingers inwards

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and start to take responsibility for the ways we show up in the world, in our life and in our business.

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So how has this vision, I mean, helped you at this point, like from where you were at

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and where you've come?

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Yeah, I want to say I thought money was the answer.

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I built a really big business and I had really nice things.

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And I was running away from who I was as a child, from my childhood, from where I grew up.

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And I wasn't really paying attention to where I was running to.

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I had this awareness that money in some capacity was going to get me out of the situation,

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the life that I was in out of the...

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I want to say I thought it was going to help me break the generational trauma because we were poor.

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So obviously, then if I became rich, I wouldn't have the same issues.

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But my trauma followed me.

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The generational stuff followed me.

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Money didn't get me out of dealing with my trauma or doing any healing.

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In fact, in some ways, money just exasperates what's inside and brings it to the surface

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to be seen because you then have the time and the time to think about it.

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Because you then have the time and the resources to deal with it.

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It's just some people choose to deal with it and some people choose to continue to avoid it.