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How did you begin this? You didn't always become like right out the gates. You weren't a coach for CEO. Oh lord

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No, there's a journey involved. So yeah, let's talk about it

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Fall term freshman year. So I had a couple of started out

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in my dad was a chemical engineer and a had a phd bachelor's in chemical engineering and a phd in biochemistry and he

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Essentially raised me to think like a chemical engineer if you've got it if you've got a result

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That means there's an effect right if there's an end result you want then there is a cause for it, right?

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And so fall term freshman year one of my biggest life lessons. I developed an ulcerated colon

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Okay, right ulcerated colon bleeding

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bleeding

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colon

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right

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uncool right

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And I suffered with that for about two months and then I finally got to the doctor

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Because it took a while to five or six weeks to get in to see him and within about 20 minutes. He said to me

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Three sentences that changed the course of my life. So I had chemistry as a background if there's an effect

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There's a cause right? That's the foundation

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So he said to me gee brad if you'd have waited six weeks to come see me you'd have bled to death

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He had my attention

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And I didn't know it was that bad, but it was that bad

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Okay

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I didn't want to bleed to death

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This isn't going to happen right and then he said to me you'll never eat strawberries corn or lettuce all things

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I like though. Maybe not so much lettuce but strawberries and corn right? You'll never eat anything with roughage ever again in your life

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Wow, and my 18-year-old brain said fat chance a chance buddy. That's not happening. Then he said

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the killer was

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You have a psychosomatic disease and I knew what that meant

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You have a psychosomatic disease your emotions affect the severity of your symptoms

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Okay

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and in that instant I made

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100 commitment to conquer the disease if it's caused by my emotions

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Because that was my thought if it's caused by my emotions then I have to go back

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Find out which motions are creating that

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Study my body study my emotions and look for the patterns that created that and then reverse it because

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psychology is

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a decision process

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And so I went back in I studied Brad Brad was the beaker if you would

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I studied my emotions and over time I learned how to track patterns and eventually

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So within a year I had the bleeding stop

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Right or at least the inner meat met and then the pain which was pretty bad and constant

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If I was conscious I was in pain

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Took me about three years

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Maybe three and a half to get that conquered at least down to intermittent

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But it was still part of my life and I had to watch my diet. He was pretty accurate about that for a while

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Had I stayed that way?

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But as I studied the psychology of it and the results of that in my body eventually

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I got to a place where I remembered a single event at about 11 months old

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It was conscious normal memory at 11 months old where

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I went back and reworked that with hypnosis at age 47 18 to 47, right?

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So at 47 went back in reworked that in a single hypnosis session

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And it was it was essentially me at 11 months

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Had the lid off the diaper pail. I was curious as all get up swirling the diapers around right?

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Freaked my poor mom out and she grabbed me spanked me

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So I just assumed that I was my first spanking I went back in reworked that from an adult perspective

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Instead of a toddler perspective and that change

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Permanently changed my biology so that I no longer had colitis

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Wow

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Right? What a story what a what a highs and lows just like the hero's journey that you've been on in that story

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That's crazy. But what I learned from that is

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All of life. I'll just put this thought out for most people

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If there's an effect in your life

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There's a psychosomatic cause behind it

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If you have a struggle getting a job

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Then take a look at you and who you are and how you relate to people

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Right?

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What's your character do an analysis of your character write down all your values write down all the things you love about yourself

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All the things you admire about other people those are the high ones

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Then you go back through and do what are all the things that people yell at me for that?

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They hate about me that I don't like about me about me right and then also what is it?

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I don't like the third list is what is it? I don't like about my life

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And the purpose of blame is to shift responsibility off yourself

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That's a two-year-old emotion and if you would skill

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Right? So in order to reclaim responsibility

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You have to make the decision to conquer it. I think there's three major decisions we make when we're born

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First one is at 20 inches long when we're not verbal I'm not capable. That's the primary one

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If I'm not capable, the second one is I can't be responsible and if I'm not responsible

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Somewhere along the line we make the decision in our first year or so

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I'm not valuable and those three decisions I'm not capable. I'm not responsible. I'm not valuable

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Run our lives from our subconscious until we go back in and choose to be

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Responsible that's the one entry into those three

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And then if we choose to be responsible, then we learn capability and if we learn capability then

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We learn and infer that we're valuable

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Huge isn't it?

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Yeah

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That right there is the core of that whole journey with my kaleidos and what it taught me

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Building blocks to starting off

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Right? So you've got to choose to be responsible

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What's the difference between someone that's immature and someone that's mature? They take full responsibility for the things that they do

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Yeah

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Right? So I want to throw one more in here my my definition of integrity

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Which I just designed is described as the governing value

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There's no other word like it in the english language integrity you can come close

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But I I design I describe

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Integrity as what I believe

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That's the depth of my subconscious what I think that's my momentary consciousness

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What I say

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And what I do

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That progression

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And if they all line up together

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That's integrity

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How many how many people can say I went this whole last year and I counted the number of lies I told everyone else and myself right?

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Yeah

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And when I realized when I finally got that definition of integrity I figured I realized at the end of the year I had been tracking the number of lies I had been tracking

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The number of lies I had told consciously to other people and I realized there was only five five

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So I made the commitment to try and work to get lower

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I'm down to the point where now when I talk with people I either am in silent

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Because that's not a lie right I'm in silent or um I tell them the truth

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And I've got that now what I watch is my impulses to lie and what that is is a screen for me for how secure or insecure I'm actually feeling

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Yeah

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These these are really freaking high standards right

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Yeah absolutely they are

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You hold yourself to high standards for sure

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If you hold yourself to those high standards then insist the people around you do their best to match and that creates a different world for you

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Let me put it this way the core of everything is my self-authority

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Do I believe what I believe right and what I say what I think and I do right the core of that is what I put myself into and make decisions about that's my self-authority

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If everybody had a really good view an accurate view of their self-authority and used it consciously we would have a different world

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We wouldn't have war because we wouldn't blame other people and we wouldn't think scarcity