So the story behind my why I really think it really stems from coming from a family that
was built around like love and nurturing, but there was a lot of suffering. My mom suffered from an
autoimmune disease. My dad worked so many hours to provide for our family. All I really knew was
scarcity with money, but I, I was definitely not scarce in love. And so as a child, I think it's
hard to differentiate because you're in pain because you see your, your mom, who I was so
close with in physical pain. And then my dad was in emotional pain and financial pain. And, but here
we were all connected. We were a family of seven and we love to do things together. So I think it
was hard for me to differentiate what that meant. And so for me, it was the lack of money equals pain.