1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:09,720 You are now tuned in to the epicenter of geek news with your host the slippery online streamer 2 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:17,840 warlord with the skills to back it up Fergie and the master of Marvel the cinema showstopper 3 00:00:17,840 --> 00:00:25,960 chaotic this is tenacious geeks 4 00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:33,400 Hey guys this is Jake the chaotic while we have some downtime I figured I would re-upload a few 5 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:44,040 episodes from my other podcast ADHD guys featuring Fergie and figured we'd show you the full birth of 6 00:00:44,040 --> 00:00:54,640 the ho-dindja now bear with us we were still learning this was episode 12 I was trying to 7 00:00:54,640 --> 00:01:00,680 think of a good intro to give you guys but screw it just get right into it so this is part one of 8 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:06,080 call me the home ninja enjoy 9 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:13,080 all right welcome to another episode of ADHD with James and Will I'm James I'm Will and we got a 10 00:01:13,080 --> 00:01:20,320 very special guest this week go ahead and introduce yourself sir hi everybody I'm Fergie I am a twitch 11 00:01:20,320 --> 00:01:25,040 former twitch streamer just switched over to Facebook if you want to find me on Facebook it is 12 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:30,720 Fergie F-E-R-G-I just to be simple not to be confused with that singer from the black eyed 13 00:01:30,720 --> 00:01:35,360 peas yeah yeah we just have the same last name so you know it's just it is what it is is that even 14 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:41,120 her last name Fergusson is actually her last name her name is Stacey Ferguson yeah that's why that's 15 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:46,480 why it's Fergie I don't know what it is every Ferguson I have ever met has been called Fergie 16 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:51,920 I agree every single Ferguson I've ever met they go by their last name and nobody knows their first 17 00:01:51,920 --> 00:01:59,360 name that's yeah it's just like we're just a flock of Fergs I mean the first ASAP Ferg yeah 18 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:05,680 like I don't even know what that guy's name is we just know him as ASAP Ferg so Ferguson apparently 19 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:10,800 yep exactly maybe like that was something I was curious about that because like Fergie's last 20 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:14,800 name being Ferguson and I was like well I wonder if ASAP Ferg is last name Ferguson I looked it up 21 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:19,280 yep it's Ferguson once I read that fucking close the window and I was over it are you are you all 22 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:26,400 related to probably I mean you're missing a whole lot of black my man yeah but still I haven't done 23 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:32,240 my genealogy I'm gonna need that number for ASAP who fucking knows bro I'm gonna need that ASAP 24 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:41,440 phone number bro at that family meeting ASAP other Ferg from one Ferg to another like can you do 25 00:02:41,440 --> 00:02:46,960 this all right my man I can't rap for shit but what's up what's good Fergie it's funny because 26 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:52,400 he actually can rap though see we rapped we used to rap together and rap together yeah yeah see 27 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:57,360 no I just memorize other people's lyrics and I'm happy with that so if anybody you get to if 28 00:02:57,360 --> 00:03:03,920 anybody does want to check him out he's on my shit he goes by General Zerg with a Z not an F yep so 29 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:11,360 just be and that was huge Toy Story fan growing up like Emperor Zerg growing up like we never 30 00:03:11,360 --> 00:03:17,360 stopped being Toy Story fans I mean adult now so like I mean it got pretty fucking adult on the 31 00:03:17,360 --> 00:03:22,800 last one dude for fucking real they're talking about abandonment and shit like I mean that shit 32 00:03:22,800 --> 00:03:28,400 hit way too close to home I had to turn it off it's like you go away yeah that was my favorite 33 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:36,800 shit got real my favorite was Forky trash I say that Forky was dope randomly throughout the day 34 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:44,800 oh your fucking place trash yeah I will I will seriously because trash trash I'll look at other 35 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:52,560 people's worlds trash I work with two Hispanic dudes and just start walking around trash like 36 00:03:52,560 --> 00:03:59,120 fuck that's a man dude it's like I put it in that's not written a racial issue racial statement I'm 37 00:03:59,120 --> 00:04:03,840 not saying it to be mean I mean the timing I'm just clearing it up yeah no I'm not saying it to be 38 00:04:03,840 --> 00:04:09,360 mean but like dude I've listened to so much like Hispanic music at work bro I just I have to put 39 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:17,200 in my headphones I can't do it no more I can't do it no more dude I'll listen to absolutely anything 40 00:04:17,200 --> 00:04:23,120 the only time I've gotten any guff was when classical popped on other than that like depending 41 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:28,480 on the classical I'd be like part parquet like I mean now because I work with Hispanic people 42 00:04:28,480 --> 00:04:33,920 randomly if I can just talk so no now all of a sudden you can speak fluent no not fluent no it's 43 00:04:33,920 --> 00:04:41,760 broken as shit like no it's American white trash Spanish it's not fluid yes white trash yeah what 44 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:48,880 do they call that Spanglish Spanglish yeah but here's the thing fucking um I've played like I have a 45 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:56,080 Hispanic guy that I work with David dude's cool as oh dude they're funny as shit oh you're taking 46 00:04:56,080 --> 00:05:02,480 shit at me sometimes funny or fuck and here's the thing like he'll be like hey man what's up with 47 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:08,480 the music because I always I always have music going on and that motherfucker will sit there and 48 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:14,800 I'll I'll jam oldies all day long because it that's the most I love like job neutral music like 49 00:05:14,800 --> 00:05:19,760 there's upbeat and then there's soft and you know sensual like in case you're in one of those tight 50 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:25,600 spots well everybody loves old school rock too well here's the thing it also doesn't have any 51 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:32,400 curse words a lot of times these new age songs fucking bitch I fucking did this to this Halloween 52 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:38,320 stripping and it's like it's like at that point like you just get annoyed you can hear the same 53 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:45,040 tempo repeatedly for only so fucking long yeah that's why I stopped like stop following like 54 00:05:45,040 --> 00:05:51,840 hardcore mainstream a long time ago like a long time I mean there's some there's some that I like 55 00:05:51,840 --> 00:05:58,560 but then I also don't really listen to newer shit oh no but whatever tyga has been putting out lately 56 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:03,280 is dope see I haven't even fucked you last thing I heard from him was Rack City dude and that was only 57 00:06:03,280 --> 00:06:09,200 because I was in the strip club bitch I'm T Rob blood on my paws it's like he's been taking like 58 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:14,320 all of the old nostalgic music we grew up listening to and remixing them all oh shit and like oh it's 59 00:06:14,320 --> 00:06:20,080 great he did that one with uh he took two live crew oh shit we want some pussy and remixed it 60 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:24,720 into a dope song you've heard that one hold on don't say into a dope song that shit was dope 61 00:06:24,720 --> 00:06:33,440 when it came out I know that's a classic storytime time out tech storytime with will fucking so I was 62 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:38,400 in a in a retirement community I was helping my buddy's grandma work on her car I would say that 63 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:44,400 is not a good intro well I said no here's the thing it had a fucking golf course and shit like 64 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:48,320 people are just cruising on these golf buggies to get home and shit it was it was actually really 65 00:06:48,320 --> 00:06:58,000 fucking cool bro I'm in a car I'm in old school legacy had fucking crazy stereo loud exhaust and 66 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:04,960 I had all the windows down yeah and that song came on and I fucking cranked it all these fucking old 67 00:07:04,960 --> 00:07:15,920 geriatric cats are sitting up there like and I'm just we want some it was the funniest shit because 68 00:07:15,920 --> 00:07:21,600 one dude almost crashed his little fucking go car his golf cart because he's trying to like what is 69 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:27,760 this whippersnapper doing and I'm just like driving like an idiot like I wasn't even going fast I was 70 00:07:27,760 --> 00:07:32,160 going like I was going like five miles an hour the speed limit in there was 15 and I'm like you're 71 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:40,320 not there being a dipshit it was so funny and it was the best just I wish I had a camera just to 72 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:49,440 look at their reactions because that was like too perfect fuck yeah if I if I had like you know how 73 00:07:49,440 --> 00:07:55,360 girls nowadays like that tik tok trend like oh I wore these and then I went to the grocery store 74 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:59,040 and had my camera in my back pocket and then they just still shot people staring at their ass or 75 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:05,360 something yeah I wish I had like GoPros on my car so that I could fucking just so you can go back 76 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:12,400 and watch the 360 cameras up on the on the roof no just to get that car that car was a death trap 77 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:19,200 on its own no matter how you look at it it like there was a drunk lady violation yeah there was a 78 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:25,520 drunk lady so my mom used to live right next to a bar a drunk lady I remember that in the both of my 79 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:32,400 fucking passenger doors oh here's the thing here's the thing they were angled this like opposite 80 00:08:32,400 --> 00:08:38,000 directions but somehow she made it across bam tried to straighten out bam hit my rear door 81 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:44,320 tonight come out like because the one car I ever owned that had an alarm bitch the fuck and she's 82 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:49,600 like she's like why are you calling the police cuz bitch like you just hit my car trying to drive 83 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:57,360 off what are you talking about because bitch it was so bad because I just terrible I did not get it 84 00:08:57,360 --> 00:09:02,960 and then after like the ladies in cuffs her mom and sister show up because it wasn't her car she 85 00:09:02,960 --> 00:09:08,000 had no license she was all she was very fucking evidently insert chameleon air song try and catch 86 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:13,200 me riding dirty right and so her mom and sister was sitting up there like I don't know why you 87 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:20,320 called the police my mom was right there and I'm sitting up there my mom didn't say anything to 88 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:27,040 them I was like you stupid bitch and I start going off the deep end on these ladies and 89 00:09:27,040 --> 00:09:33,600 my mom's like hey shut up he shut up I don't know if you've caught on to any of these episodes you 90 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:41,440 listen to you listen to mama yeah you listen to mama have you is my mom then you know if you know 91 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:46,640 you know I've only met her a couple of times but like oh yeah no she's my mom she she definitely 92 00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:53,360 carries fucking herself she's a beast yeah she was very sweet very when I met her very sweet 93 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:58,480 then when you did I never gave her I never had the opportunity to piss her off to find that out in 94 00:09:58,480 --> 00:10:04,240 the stories that I'm hearing he got in and he got out real quick hey I mean sometimes that's the way 95 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:09,120 it has to happen she looked at me and be like I've met you before haven't I yes ma'am like oh you're 96 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:17,120 so sweet you're familiar man I remember it was always the yes ma'am then she left me the fuck 97 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:32,320 hello uh-huh that was it that's all you needed to know the one thing is that and when you call you always say hello yep I can't even tell you how many times I had girls trying to call to talk to me and don't you know how to fucking say hello and then I get 98 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:42,560 cussed out and in trouble because I didn't let them know beforehand to say hello I'm like I got I didn't know they were calling I called and got cussed out because I didn't say hello I was like hey 99 00:10:42,560 --> 00:10:57,520 you definitely have like when you were younger like when you called certain people you remembered how to answer the phone after your butt like one time your buddy got their ass chewed out so they chewed your ass out or like you just got chewed out because you were already to that point with the family 100 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:08,560 you get double chewed out you got ass the fucking phone bro you really you just got us both chewed the fuck out you're lucky I don't fight you like right like and here's the thing it's always the worst when they're friends that know exactly 101 00:11:08,560 --> 00:11:13,520 you know the fucker you knew this you knew this and still fucked it up 102 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:16,560 she just took ten seconds off my life 103 00:11:16,560 --> 00:11:22,800 yeah exactly but here's the thing especially if you were around frequently she's fucking you up too 104 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:25,600 oh yeah oh yeah there ain't no way that was me 105 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:28,560 dude yeah my parents my parents did the same shit to you too yeah 106 00:11:28,560 --> 00:11:32,800 yeah you forgot your manners at the door you're getting your ass kicked out 107 00:11:32,800 --> 00:11:34,080 you rode my mom's bus didn't you 108 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:34,560 yes I did 109 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:35,280 that's what it yeah 110 00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:38,400 his mom was my school bus driver growing up 111 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:41,520 my mom's still to this day my stepmom still to this day is a bus driver 112 00:11:41,520 --> 00:11:46,800 that's legit she's not driving she went back she went back to regular ed though she's not driving 113 00:11:46,800 --> 00:11:56,320 she's got she's got uh yeah since uh she's got like started riding the bus stuff to go to school my mom's like nope I'm driving regular ed bus so I can drive my baby 114 00:11:57,200 --> 00:12:00,560 she sounds she sounds like a saint because I don't have the patience for it 115 00:12:00,560 --> 00:12:02,400 oh dude she is a fucking saint bro 116 00:12:02,400 --> 00:12:04,240 yeah she's the sweetest lady 117 00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:09,360 just as she will it's like your mom's super sweet but bro if you were one of the kids you're gonna fuck you up 118 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:11,200 yeah you know you're gonna fuck up 119 00:12:11,200 --> 00:12:12,160 you gonna learn today 120 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:18,320 I remember we brought uh the hot tub over there uh-huh to their house she started cussing everybody out 121 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:23,760 because it almost fell oh dude and we had mama wanted her hot tub what did we have was it like 122 00:12:23,760 --> 00:12:29,440 we were using fucking pvc pipe to try to roll it across the lawn and shit from the street of this little hill 123 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:32,480 yeah we couldn't carry it so we rolled it standing up 124 00:12:32,480 --> 00:12:34,400 bro it's so funny oh it was so funny 125 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:37,760 rolling it and then somebody was in the back they'd grab the pipe put it in the front 126 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:41,520 go in the back grab the pipe put it in the front and it almost tipped over she's out there you 127 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:45,120 motherfuckers you better not fuck under the hot tub 128 00:12:45,120 --> 00:12:47,120 even my dad's out there helping us half drunk 129 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:50,320 oh man he's like oh god don't get me in trouble 130 00:12:50,320 --> 00:12:54,000 he's like don't piss your mama you're fucking helping old man 131 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,000 right yeah all right it was so great 132 00:12:56,800 --> 00:12:58,320 today I want to touch on 133 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:04,640 you know well since you two said you you rapped together before music what is the song that 134 00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:10,480 like hit you to the core currently oh dude fucking lucas graham seven years 135 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:14,000 still oh they came out like four years ago 136 00:13:14,000 --> 00:13:17,520 oh bro dude it was fun I hadn't listened to that song me and the old lady were going through a 137 00:13:17,520 --> 00:13:21,280 really tough spot I was fighting fucking like coming out of fighting depression real hard 138 00:13:21,280 --> 00:13:24,720 and shit like that like coming out of it yeah and like I was sitting there before work bro 139 00:13:24,720 --> 00:13:28,640 and like this song came on I'm like oh yeah bro this is my cut like I haven't listened to this 140 00:13:28,640 --> 00:13:32,560 shit and I was sending you get emotional bro dude fucking the second verse started and I'm 141 00:13:32,560 --> 00:13:39,680 fucking crying I'm like why why like I don't understand this like every time that song always 142 00:13:39,680 --> 00:13:43,200 makes me feel some type of way like yeah I think it's like it's a good ass song though 143 00:13:43,200 --> 00:13:46,880 I think it's an amazing song especially like the end of it like when he's talking about like 144 00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:50,480 you know I hope I still have my you know hope my kids will come and see me and shit like that 145 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:55,920 and like yeah I mean that's real you know yeah like growing up the way that I did and shit like 146 00:13:55,920 --> 00:13:59,760 that my dad being a long-haul truck driver and shit and growing up in a step family like 147 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:06,400 dude I think about that shit heavily still to this day like you know the classic you know young dad 148 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:11,280 stuff like fuck am I gonna be good enough like you know oh dude we all go through that so hard 149 00:14:11,280 --> 00:14:19,280 we all go through that every day so hard dude mine is um save me by jelly roll oh dude somebody 150 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:24,480 say yeah I love that song it doesn't even matter like I understood what he went through because 151 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:28,800 I've you know you've been through him oh yeah not been through you followed him oh yeah so I've been 152 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:33,200 a jelly roll fan for a long time so like we know I just recently heard him okay dude I've been I've 153 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:39,360 been a jelly roll fan since that song was like straight 100 pure oh about and so like references 154 00:14:39,360 --> 00:14:46,720 from him and friends of his and going to prison oh yeah drug addiction alcohol addiction but even 155 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:52,400 if you listen to it those words speak oh volume just about anything volumes yeah like I've never 156 00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:58,480 been to prison I've never I've had an addiction I'm not saying I've been in jail I mean I've been to 157 00:14:58,480 --> 00:15:04,000 jail I've never been to prison yeah I've been counting time in jail yes I did a month I didn't 158 00:15:04,000 --> 00:15:08,960 do anything crazy but not enough I want to stay on the air yeah she did a couple I did a couple 159 00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:15,200 weeks a month it's not even that bad no it's it's not like but for me the shittiest part about being 160 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:19,680 locked up or like just the whole concept of it and like what I was experience that I did it's the 161 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:24,480 isolation like the fucking not having anything to do okay whatever it's being stuck in that little 162 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:30,000 room with that many fucking people and it's like oh god no I don't like this the longest sit down 163 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:36,160 I had was what I got sentenced to nine months serve seven yeah but yeah it was just the fact 164 00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:40,080 that like okay so I've never been to prison I never had a drug addiction like that right but 165 00:15:40,080 --> 00:15:46,320 something about that song just saved me from myself well that's it well you know it doesn't 166 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:50,480 have to be an addiction to anything for you to be fighting like no I don't know about like 167 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:54,480 that's what I mean yeah for the previous episodes dude like depression's a bitch but it's like it'll 168 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:59,280 hit it is so I'll be I'll be in my truck driving and that song will come on my playlist and just 169 00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:04,800 next thing I know there's tears coming down I don't even know what it's about I call that hit in that musical G-spot you know 170 00:16:04,800 --> 00:16:11,360 like I don't know about that because the name of the episode right there musical G-spot oh geez I hope 171 00:16:11,360 --> 00:16:19,360 not but um clickbait no but mine mine is dear alcohol by Dax that shit that was a good song 172 00:16:19,360 --> 00:16:26,080 because that will he that he points out a super significant part to you well yeah because he he 173 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:31,600 actually in one of the verses he actually says that he's chasing that man um that he is when he 174 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:36,720 drinks he's cocky confident and doesn't know how much think like it's almost like he fucking hits 175 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:44,720 because I I remember I've told stories on here like I was just a fucking I didn't care yeah like 176 00:16:44,720 --> 00:16:48,480 that doesn't matter when you're going to jail like that's what totally that attitude is what 177 00:16:48,480 --> 00:16:55,280 led me going to jail it's almost like selling drugs oh no I I most times I made it that made my uh 178 00:16:55,280 --> 00:17:00,000 great escape before the police showed up well it's almost like he listened to our podcast and then 179 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:05,520 wrote that for you like that was you've literally explained that's what no you explained that entire 180 00:17:05,520 --> 00:17:10,720 song already well and that's what that's almost word for word it's not even though it's not even 181 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:14,880 that it's necessarily written for him like a good artist like a truly good artist like Dax or jelly 182 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:21,280 roll or like just two that we've been talking about like we'll write music that calibrates 183 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:27,600 to multiple different people like yeah even if they have no I didn't mean like he actually relevant 184 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:31,760 yeah no I get what you're saying but like I wanted to break that down a little bit more so like 185 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:36,000 essentially like people that aren't like us that have been involved in music and like to make music 186 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:42,080 and have for years like and more is not like a hobby instead of necessarily like a full passion 187 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:45,920 like we've dabbled and done our own thing of course we have to understand what we're doing 188 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:50,640 what we're playing with how to understand I'm not gonna lie and I know you'll back me up on this but 189 00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:57,440 it's really hard to put your emotion into a song if it's not if it's not something that you are not 190 00:17:57,440 --> 00:18:03,680 fully like not even you like for me I had a hard time writing anything personal in anything I wanted 191 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:10,080 to wrap well the reason I've I feel like I like I can confidently stand on stating that that's 192 00:18:10,080 --> 00:18:15,920 because nine times out of ten men are conditioned to yeah it's like no absolutely you don't want to 193 00:18:15,920 --> 00:18:20,480 share that innermost part of yourself because it's been frowned upon and looked down it was like okay 194 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:25,520 if I put this out what we're preaching what's gonna happen about like men's mental health 195 00:18:25,520 --> 00:18:29,680 I wish it would have came like 10 years ago people have been preaching about women's mental health 196 00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:36,880 and like everybody else's mental health that's not a male the in yeah but now it's now it's being more 197 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:42,400 except yeah now it's accepted it's like okay yeah we were we were raised completely fucking wrong 198 00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:49,440 like oh yeah no no we weren't raised wrong it is from an emotional standpoint from an emotional 199 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:54,560 standpoint we were completely raised wrong yeah absolutely like mental health like structure we 200 00:18:54,560 --> 00:19:00,560 were we were brought up and fucking built into our head to you do not show emotion you fucking 201 00:19:00,560 --> 00:19:08,320 bottle that shit up and if you're not then that's okay I mean it's not big Sean he had a line and he 202 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:14,320 was talking about like school taught him how to do certain things but not how to um how to handle 203 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:24,160 anxiety like shit like that like oh fact or how to do your taxes yeah but on the like fuckers with 204 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:30,400 that like I'm actually really happy that men's mental health is actually being talked about 205 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:35,520 like really not this big taboo thing anymore like well I mean it's still in the in that realm it's 206 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:40,080 still under that umbrella but there are more people there are more men that are actually 207 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:46,960 openly talking about their shit like me yeah well I'm a fucking open book now but you just 208 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:52,320 seen me five years ago dude for real you're not gonna know shit until it explodes yep and so 209 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:59,920 I that's why I say I really wish that this was more of a fucking thing 10 years ago well that's 210 00:19:59,920 --> 00:20:05,760 maybe in my adulthood I could have handled life you know it's so like knowing not stepping forward 211 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:10,880 all three of us being fathers sitting here like the best thing that we can do having that past 212 00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:14,800 traumatic experiences and stuff like that is do the best that we can you gotta get a little bit 213 00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:21,840 closer sir to raise our kids to raise our kids to understand that that is okay yeah like don't let 214 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:26,800 anybody talk down to you because you're upset or you're frustrated like I turned 30 this year if 215 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:32,880 I get extremely frustrated about something like I'll start crying like for absolutely no reason 216 00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:37,120 like just because I'm purely frustrated to that point like completely random but I gotta say this 217 00:20:37,120 --> 00:20:41,840 you guys you guys realize you have the same birthday just so you know really you don't have 218 00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:46,720 to say it on the air yeah how are you doing but yes you guys share the same birthday yeah birthday 219 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:50,720 buddy I just wanted to throw it out what is anybody gonna do with my birthday oh shit he mentioned 220 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:54,400 birthday so I just I had to put that out that you guys do share a birthday that's cool same thing 221 00:20:54,400 --> 00:21:01,120 with my sister 89 okay 92 nice I just wanted to I didn't mean to interrupt but I just want to throw 222 00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:10,400 that out there I'll tell you off you guys in your Gemini shit okay it makes it makes eyes twitch 223 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:17,680 keep my scales over here bro anyways but anyways yeah so it's funny because I'm turning 32 yep 224 00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:24,720 yeah no I'm past that yeah you know what my 30th birthday was by far one of the best because I was 225 00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:32,320 actually sober yeah that was that was the year I decided I'm done and where you're at now yeah 226 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:40,800 like yeah now I'm it's weird like I will admit you know how many from like how many different people 227 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:47,440 I've met or known like personally that have gone that have gotten sober like I have heard that line 228 00:21:47,440 --> 00:21:51,920 so many times but it feels weird yeah no it's just it's weird it's not that it feels weird 229 00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:57,040 because it doesn't like and correct me if I'm wrong it's not that it feels weird it's just the 230 00:21:57,040 --> 00:22:03,840 fact of that switching even from that even a long time afterwards like it's just weird you're in 231 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:10,800 scenarios where like if you put yourself in that scenario before like yeah no like for instance 232 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:16,880 nope it's not gonna go down exactly like for instance concerts right yeah before I bet they're 233 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:22,160 way more enjoyable fucking sober now well when I was when I maybe not the mosh pit I don't know 234 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:29,520 for real I don't like crowds right I hate crowds so for years I never went to concerts and um so 235 00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:35,920 with that I just avoided them and if I was there I was hammered out of my mind because that's the 236 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:40,320 only time you can enjoy actually well he could just not even enjoy the crowd just be in the crowd 237 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:47,440 yeah exactly like drunk mosh pit here's the thing I the um the hospital bill after some of them 238 00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:51,840 afterwards see me I was always bigger than everybody so it didn't really matter to me 239 00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:57,520 no see it matters to the little guy I never went into the mosh pit because I'm like no no no no 240 00:22:57,520 --> 00:23:01,840 no I didn't I get clocked and from like being a fighter so like I started trying to Muay Thai 241 00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:05,920 and stuff at like 12 grew up boxing my cousins and like the side yard and shit like that started 242 00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:11,200 cage fighting is in high school as an amateur like somebody tagged me hard enough bro it's just 243 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:16,400 instantaneous like okay wait wait wait wait yeah see to me I'm looking for the big dude because 244 00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:20,240 he's the one that's gonna throw me into the next dude and then that's where the fun starts well and 245 00:23:20,240 --> 00:23:25,360 see that's the thing the people that I know that go to mosh pits aren't trying to just bump like 246 00:23:25,360 --> 00:23:29,760 they're doing they want to old school fucking like 90s mosh pit fucking they're throwing hands and 247 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:35,280 elbows yeah see but the fun part is being thrown okay I don't mind being thrown around like that's 248 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:40,880 dope but I'm not trying to catch a fucking right hook and then no nobody the fuck literally just 249 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:45,280 focus on that motherfucker beat their ass and then just go back so it like no I'm not trying to 250 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:51,360 catch a question hang on okay my so my thing is is like write it down I went to write the question 251 00:23:51,360 --> 00:24:01,680 down I went to a fucking um oh what is it it's fucking really serene it's like a damn it there 252 00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:07,840 was this group called pathfire the reggae there's a reggae concert okay super mellow super fucking 253 00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:14,320 chill I'm losing my mind I got hammered because there's too many people it's not hype enough for 254 00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:19,440 you no it's not even that it wasn't hype enough it was just the crowd around people crowd anxiety 255 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:27,040 and so I'm sitting up there I'm like fuck these people my lady's in the back just she's dancing 256 00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:34,160 by herself she's I'm about to fight five dudes that have nothing to do with her for no fucking 257 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:39,200 reason no reason in it was just because they're too close it looked foolish but then there was 258 00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:45,040 this dude a couple of buddies that were a couple of guys I never met before actually like one of 259 00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:51,040 them he's a friend now his name's Brody he was a fighter but he was actually making sure I was 260 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:56,160 straight like there was a fire pit outside and I just sat by it and just that's cool drinking 261 00:24:56,160 --> 00:25:00,800 myself to death dude most and he was just like hey how you doing how you feeling you want to 262 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:06,160 try and go inside if you don't that's cool we'll hang and he completely missed the entire concert 263 00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:11,120 hanging out with me like complete stranger and like that's fucking cool I had him on facebook 264 00:25:11,120 --> 00:25:16,000 me and him like we'll say something every once in a while right and fucking like that's the 265 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:24,480 coolest shit but then being sober I went to fucking um what was it messed uh bowling for soup and 266 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:29,760 real big fish I'm still mad about that bowling for soup concert dude I wanted to go so bad it was so 267 00:25:29,760 --> 00:25:36,000 weird because they're like yeah everybody jump I'm still working on my crowd anxiety so suddenly 268 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:42,400 there's a bunch of sweaty grown ass men like jumping like rubbing against me I'm like I'm gonna 269 00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:49,440 hurt everyone you all will die big concerts like that'd be fine yeah but you also like performed 270 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:55,600 in concerts it definitely there's a difference in my caliber of stage fright and yours no being up 271 00:25:55,600 --> 00:26:00,320 on stage is a whole different kind of stage fright even having a microphone like the only reason this 272 00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:07,600 is okay for me is because I see everybody who sees me and I'm not in front of a whole spectator 273 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:11,360 that's what I'm saying bro you when you have a bunch of little beady ass eyes pointing back at 274 00:26:11,360 --> 00:26:19,360 you bro like it's a my buddy Jeff's been trying to get me to fucking like karaoke like oh yeah 275 00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:23,680 see and that's what like I gotta be in the mood for that shit no I've never done it off I'll sing 276 00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:28,400 karaoke all night no I've never done it that's the way I'll stand next to him in the fucking 277 00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:32,720 if I'm getting pushed to do it if people are like go sing go sing them not fuck you I ain't doing it 278 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:38,960 no he's the kj he's the kj at a bar in town and he fucking he's like one of these days I'm gonna 279 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:44,560 fucking get you I'm gonna get you I'm gonna get you bitch because as far as I've heard I actually 280 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:49,760 have a good singing voice and I wouldn't know your voice sounds like that the thing for me puppy 281 00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:56,880 no so his cousin is the kj or was the kj at oscars for the longest time okay yeah yeah that's my 282 00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:04,000 cousin yeah okay so big shout out duane yeah we love that guy um every single weekend he's at three 283 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:11,600 monkeys now is he oh he's the kj yep um shout out to them too but um every weekend when I was there 284 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:16,160 drinking he already knew exactly what song I wanted to sing and so I'm already up there as soon as I 285 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:22,000 come walking up he goes I got you I got you and it was always that bartender song no bartender 286 00:27:24,880 --> 00:27:29,920 I don't know why but it was always that song because it's just fun and then I did just sing 287 00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:34,480 that song and be dumb like I tried bohemian rap city one time that was I was not having that 288 00:27:34,480 --> 00:27:48,000 oh no I can not do I did you have to there's certain songs to like if you're gonna sing those 289 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:52,320 songs you gotta do it good like if you butcher it bro you're gonna get laughed at you're gonna get 290 00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:56,880 booed but that's the best part when you're like you're gonna get booed if you're gonna do that 291 00:27:56,880 --> 00:28:01,120 then you make sure it's like super super late in the night everybody's already fucking hammered so 292 00:28:01,120 --> 00:28:06,960 they can't tell either way I've actually gotten like people have been mad as fuck at me because 293 00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:11,920 like friends of mine will go up there and they'll fuck they'll be too drunk to fucking even hold the 294 00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:19,200 mic and I'm like boo I paid I paid good money for this show this sucks and then stay and then 295 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:23,360 here's the thing somebody in the crowd would be a white knight and be like hey hey don't pick on 296 00:28:23,360 --> 00:28:28,240 him it's like trying me and I drove that motherfucker here bro that's one of my homies I get to do this 297 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:34,560 what you talking about bro I got the homie pass where's your pass at bitch you talk shit see what 298 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:39,760 happens motherfucker exactly like you boo my friend watch what happens next I'm gonna smack you so 299 00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:46,080 quick now I'm gonna give you the will smith treatment yep you're about to be chris rock 300 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:51,440 keep my friend's fucking name out of your mouth 301 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:58,880 I do have a question for you okay that's a serious question for you will yeah 302 00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:06,400 you gotta stop laughing first I know stop making me laugh um I'm trying to figure out the best way 303 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:12,880 to word it but essentially what's the weirdest experience you've had uh being sober compared 304 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:18,080 to being drunk other than a concert you hold on and then I got another one after that just to stack 305 00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:24,880 on top of it that's okay um like the weirdest just out of fucking mind experience like it depends 306 00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:28,960 like are you talking about good bad and different well just because you general because you explained 307 00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:34,720 how it was weird you know going from what you were to how you are now it's been a few years you've 308 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:40,640 been sober so I guess but doing something drunk compared to how you do it sober is an example of 309 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:45,040 like the difference between like what you would not even the difference but like just the weirdest 310 00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:51,600 experience you've had that's so completely off the weirdest experience I've had yeah is facing myself 311 00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:57,520 that's been the weirdest and hardest fucking part of it I think that is like the realest 100 312 00:29:57,520 --> 00:30:01,600 percent answer you're gonna give me that I got serious that's not what I was expecting 313 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:07,200 because I mean that's the truth that's the whole heart that's the part of recovery that a lot of 314 00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:12,240 people don't pay attention to yeah they don't like that's one of those things it's in the fine 315 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:17,040 print well that's it you're trying you're trying to fix a problem you're the problem if you don't 316 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:21,280 handle what's causing that or how to deal with that problem how are you going to fix it well the 317 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:25,360 thing is is that a lot of uh like in a lot of the groups a lot of people they'll they'll tell 318 00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:30,320 they'll tell it for an impactful story they'll tell their story for an impact which is great 319 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:36,800 because it is like the people who did it I mean I don't I don't personally go there anymore but I 320 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:41,680 will forever be grateful for rock bottom recovery in Vancouver and I do believe they have another 321 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:49,760 one in Kelso if you're looking for help definitely look them up they're fucking killer but it's it 322 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:59,120 my choice in recovery was I like I mentally geared it differently like everybody's talking about 323 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:06,560 uh like in the rooms everybody was talking about how recovery changed their life and things like 324 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:14,160 that and living with your sickness but what I wanted to do is have that uh have that recovery 325 00:31:14,160 --> 00:31:22,080 but at the same time still exist so what that room taught me was how to face my addiction and 326 00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:28,480 what I decided outside of that room is to live with that like I needed to have a life because 327 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,720 the time spent in those rooms was very important significant but at the same time 328 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:42,000 the lessons I learned can only go so far if I'm just staying in a room that makes sense so I left 329 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:48,880 that seat in order for someone else who needs it more than me and if people hit me up and 330 00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:55,680 want to talk about their recovery that's why I post my uh that's why I state what my fucking 331 00:31:55,680 --> 00:32:01,840 Instagram is like hit me up yeah it's not an issue to me like that's the that's the whole purpose of 332 00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:07,600 recovery fan mail hitting you up haven't you yeah I have and I really do hope that like 333 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:14,080 I've been helpful in the beginning steps of their recovery like whether it be me on the mic talking 334 00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:21,840 about my life my experiences hopefully that helps somebody if it does fuck yeah if it doesn't I 335 00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:26,160 don't know what to tell you big shout out to them too for actually making yeah exactly like oh yeah 336 00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:30,000 to you're fucking you're amazing because you had the courage to hit up a fucking 337 00:32:30,000 --> 00:32:36,880 random person a voice on a fucking mic on the internet spotify exactly or whatever you're 338 00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:43,600 listening to it like so kudos to them you're absolutely amazing you're gonna fucking make it 339 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:51,040 all you got to do what it what worked for me was realizing that I needed to do something greater 340 00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:57,040 than myself my existence is greater than me so at the beginning it was being a father 341 00:32:57,040 --> 00:33:01,760 everything I do is fine dude that fuck that gave me such such a huge out like different 342 00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:08,240 changes exactly really it changes really because when I started realizing that my behavior was 343 00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:16,400 you know impact kind of it will it irrational yeah it was I was I was out of control I couldn't 344 00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:23,840 fucking like I have said time and time again I wrecked my own marriage oh yeah like yeah that's 345 00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:29,360 that's what happened I did that and it's because at that point in time I was on ability for your 346 00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:36,240 actions exactly I only had the tools that I was equipped with and with a shitty upbringing I 347 00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:40,880 didn't have many tools or the tools that you had weren't the correct ones that you needed no no he 348 00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:46,960 had tools they were just dull no they weren't even needed they were even in those he said I 349 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:53,920 need a hammer why'd you give me a socket wrench like why do I have a spoon you know like dude we're 350 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:59,200 gonna escape from Alcatraz in this bitch I got my spoon hey bro it was but that's the thing that was 351 00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:04,800 the tool I had to use to get out of that so the tool I was equipped with that little fucking punk 352 00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:10,880 ass spoon I had to get it work I had to yeah I had to make it work to get out of that steel trap in 353 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:15,120 my head oh absolutely so you know a question for him too yeah it came from the 354 00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:22,160 with the way I guess uh how to reword it I guess um so I guess what what had weirder experiences 355 00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:31,360 so what had I guess what what has had the fuck how do I say this like 80 80 80 HD brain trying to 356 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:35,600 fucking say something the right way it happens every day time that's the worst part of it for me is 357 00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:39,920 like trying to figure out like I'll start your brain will say it a lot faster and more articulate 358 00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:45,200 than any other dude it comes out you're like dude I sound your mouth is like 10 miles behind dude how 359 00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:49,040 do you think I feel when I listen to some of these episodes because he'll send me the masters before 360 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:55,040 it airs and I'm just sitting up there I sound like a dumb ass it's like why you made me look bad bro 361 00:34:57,200 --> 00:35:02,160 I'm just there's a lot of fucking buzz so I nitpick it myself oh dude we all do we're all 362 00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:07,520 our biggest fucking names I hate to say but we are 15 times in five minutes we are 363 00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:15,840 our worst critics oh we are our worst enemies like just in any way shape or form you are hilarious 364 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:19,520 that's what brings the comedy about it like hey he'll help me out he'll be like I don't like it I 365 00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:26,480 want to rerecord it our first episode actually he I told him nothing I'm 100% said I'm gonna 366 00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:32,320 rerecord it I want to rerecord it we came here to rerecord the whole goal was to rerecord the first 367 00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:39,760 episode and it turned into episode two here's the reason why here's the reason why because 368 00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:48,320 Captain Beatboop over there decided next week that's what happens when you don't get to when 369 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:52,480 you don't have any say you just relinquish the tech part and all that control bro you have no 370 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:58,000 control at that point no I don't you're just the voice you just get to drop your pants and say let's 371 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:04,960 go bro Captain Beatboop we're gonna rock and roll if I can at least spit on it first bro you ready 372 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:14,640 to party I'm ready for this party you want your boat Georgie like fuck man I do I go to pantywise 373 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:18,720 so often because I got his face paint tattooed on my head and it's actually pretty nice but so 374 00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:26,000 kid you do you know which generation of pantywise is that? that's the newer generation that is I like his face paint better from the new one because it 375 00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:30,880 actually connects instead of the original one where it was just the out smile with the slits in the eyes 376 00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:35,360 no you're not getting me no Tim Curry's always gonna be the best no no I'm not saying I'm not 377 00:36:35,360 --> 00:36:42,800 saying I'm saying face paint I like the face paint better for the new one that's it though the original it fucking 378 00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:51,600 hey yo calm down pantywise pantywise fucked me up yes I was bro I was a kid I was a I was a kid and I 379 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:59,440 was at a friend's birthday party I was at a friend's birthday party right this is after I had read the book it and watched it 380 00:37:00,720 --> 00:37:07,680 so I'm sitting there fucking like I'm at my buddy's birthday party like me and him didn't like we were 381 00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:14,080 we were cool he's tripping we didn't really hang out outside of school but we were we we we was acquaintances we was cool 382 00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:21,440 it wasn't all the way I said you have to invite everybody in the class I'm certain that's why I got an invite so I show up 383 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:28,400 and I'm you know I'm starting like there's he's in the rolodex there's like 20 kids that I didn't know 384 00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:35,920 and suddenly I realized not only am I the darkest one there shit but I'm just sitting I'm tripping I'm like 385 00:37:36,720 --> 00:37:42,000 these white kids are crazy dude that is the damn truth though they leave the door open they yell 386 00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:46,880 at people I don't I don't get it why are you cussing at your mom you're seven stop it like 387 00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:53,040 she's gonna get you that is the goddamn truth though bro because I was not 388 00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:58,400 sure like raised like by a traditional white family fuck no bro I grew up in the hood like 389 00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:04,720 yeah exactly I grew up with this bro like what's up I grew up with this fool bro but the mom fucking she 390 00:38:04,720 --> 00:38:10,640 she got a clown and the clown was sitting up there I don't know what like if this story doesn't end 391 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:17,360 with this motherfucker having red balloons and a fucking like paper boat bro so he's sitting there 392 00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:23,920 and what uh what performers normally do is the person uh like especially with children they want 393 00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:29,120 to hone in on the one that's not seeming to be the most excited because if these other kids are 394 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:34,800 excited already you get that kid the shock and awe everybody's gonna explore right it's the so he 395 00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:40,640 would he saw my discomfort and he's like oh hey buddy fucking pulls out a red fucking balloon 396 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:45,520 and he's just sitting up there and he's trying to do all these tricks with it I punched him dead in 397 00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:51,360 his nose I flattened the fuck out of that little red nose that sounds like he said squeak yeah 398 00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:58,000 pretty much and then here's the fucked up part dude couldn't he didn't even get his money 399 00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:04,560 oh she's like why did you and fucking she took over the mama berry reigns and fucking started 400 00:39:04,560 --> 00:39:11,920 cussing old boy out like what did you do to him really he didn't do shit no he didn't he was just 401 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:19,920 performing and got fucking blasted in the face by a kid and so like I will forever feel guilty about 402 00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:26,080 that but if you spooked me I don't give a fuck bro like you go get these hands are rated E for 403 00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:33,920 everyone like every single one clans included man I was tripping and fucking and she was and it was 404 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:40,320 funny because after that she's like oh are you okay man she had to go biddies I'm not okay 405 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:50,320 hug me more help me yeah so it was it was an interesting fucking life lesson okay I'm gonna 406 00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:54,480 change it from there because I was gonna say I feel like we're extremely off fucking topic from 407 00:39:54,480 --> 00:40:01,360 what we wanted to start with that's how with I'm like I've been thinking I'm like dude I should 408 00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:06,080 totally say something but this is way too good let's change topic a little bit and let's let's 409 00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:14,240 talk about you you're our special guy hang on hang on shit shout out to Dax jelly roll and 410 00:40:14,240 --> 00:40:20,320 Lucas Graham yes shout out to all of you thank you for making music that not only impacted us 411 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:24,560 and impacts us to this day but everybody else who listens even for me entire shit jelly roll 412 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:34,240 Ryan up church struggle Jennings I listen if you could have just seen what just happened 413 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:42,160 it's like he lagged he just if you play video games and you like watch your ping go from like 414 00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:48,240 you said 110 for like 10 seconds and then come back that's totally what just happened like 415 00:40:48,240 --> 00:40:55,840 latency but I just recently heard up church one of his songs which one um 416 00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:02,080 we let's go a lot of fucking hollar boys oh dude hell yeah dude that's not good like it's great so 417 00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:08,960 I could give you a fucking whole roster yeah me too oh I'm I'm certain but I like my oldies 418 00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:14,480 oh no I'm at work it's funny because I'm sitting up there listening to work at work 419 00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:19,920 my boyfriend's back and you're gonna be oh my god dude I've ever heard that song and god knows how 420 00:41:19,920 --> 00:41:24,480 long and everybody's sitting up there like what the fuck is this guy listening to and I'm just 421 00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:32,480 fucking I have said this many times I'm an 80s pop fan bro this is so funny too this is long before 80s 422 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:40,080 I know no he's just saying him in general my superset like genre like so my super started 423 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:45,600 calling me slow gems because I'll be sitting up there listening Casey and Jojo singing my ass off 424 00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:50,640 inside of a tank fucking building shit like I'm welding them laying underneath a bunch of shit 425 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:56,880 you can't see me but you can hear the sparks and me and just I'm just singing my little 426 00:41:56,880 --> 00:42:02,960 fucking heart out not even a shit oh you hear his fucking candy ray oh yeah dude that song's my shit 427 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:09,360 oh fuck yeah dude that song's my shit anyway so great okay we're done with the music story 428 00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:14,400 there's your intro okay we can sit that could be its own fucking episode as you like to say 429 00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:18,800 I'm gonna change the topic a little bit I love this I want to talk about our special guest here 430 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:26,480 baby lock the doors and turn the lights down though I'm gonna give it to you soft and slow 431 00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:35,840 what I really just want to like throw it on your man I want to like just kind of throw off the vibe 432 00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:39,760 a little bit just because it'd be funny and everybody would know it you spin me right round 433 00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:49,120 baby I will sing that song all day long I forgot who actually like wrote it and performed it originally 434 00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:57,440 but that gentleman turned into a gentlewoman oh shit and he's like a good techno like he spun 435 00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:08,960 right round yeah oh 100 180 gender reveal no I'm kidding man no you it's like blonde with 436 00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:15,680 tiggle bitties tight like pleather everything it's it's it's different it's way different 437 00:43:17,200 --> 00:43:30,880 yeah anyway so like you yeah no I like it yeah right what is this I love that project I like it 438 00:43:30,880 --> 00:43:38,560 Picasso I fucking love that sound anyway that in the little fucking blue that fucking sound 439 00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:51,200 you just gotta hit him with the Vita cadivi like it's not even that's amazing bing bong 440 00:43:51,200 --> 00:44:06,160 fucking life hit him with the Vita cadivi oh my god oh no no no no you just made will like 441 00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:12,240 shrink gut chuckle just so you know that's really hard to do the word you're looking for is boisterous 442 00:44:12,240 --> 00:44:21,920 laugh I like gut I'm glad I can get you to laugh for real oh dude I love laughing anyway 443 00:44:21,920 --> 00:44:28,960 yeah okay go ahead Charlie Chaplin no Charlie Chaplin I'll forever live by this quote he said 444 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:34,000 a day without laughter is a day wasted I'll never forget that oh so fucking real I may give my 445 00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:39,280 mission to not only laugh but to try to also get everybody else to laugh yeah I can't even tell you 446 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:45,440 how many goofy fucking people are sitting they're just out there everybody's goofy I will get I will 447 00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:53,280 get random voicemails from this guy he'll go hey fuck you out of nowhere like okay dude that would 448 00:44:53,280 --> 00:44:58,800 just brighten my day for no reason I'm like what the fuck dude I fucking every time be no fuck you 449 00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:05,120 send like videos where the person's like hey I got you something and give them the finger it's the best 450 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:11,200 I got you something to target real nice half off like fuck you're free oh man you've been doing 451 00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:16,000 to let each other for years hey okay me and this guy we texted each other and then it went on to 452 00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:21,040 Facebook for a while and it was every single text was like just talking shit to the other oh dude it 453 00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:26,000 was so funny oh yeah you might this but my car is faster oh but my dick's bigger oh but my hair's 454 00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:31,360 longer and just just the dumbest shit like no I got a better KD on Call of Duty like bitch I'm 455 00:45:31,360 --> 00:45:37,600 farther on destiny like like really just shit like that bro is where it ended up first for days dude 456 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:42,160 see that's awesome for we got to the point where it would be like a lot of the times with our 457 00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:46,800 sarcastic smart assness along with ADHD like they're quick like the messages are pretty quick like 458 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:50,720 once we can open them normally it's something right back I think I got screenshots of them too 459 00:45:50,720 --> 00:45:55,120 dude it got to the point where it would take like an hour sometimes for one of us to come up with 460 00:45:55,120 --> 00:45:58,640 something because we're like we think of something then have to like read back to you because we've 461 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:03,200 already said it and like then you notice you've said shit a couple of times already but the other 462 00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:07,040 one hadn't noticed yet you've seen they've said a couple of things that like repeated shit are you 463 00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:11,680 like oh bro we're fucking up oh it was fun right like we gotta we gotta give this a break for now 464 00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:18,640 see me I'll send videos but I send videos all day of fucking goofy ass funny shit 465 00:46:19,360 --> 00:46:23,760 just dumb shit oh yeah here's the weird part my baby mom will be sending tiktoks and shit to 466 00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:28,880 each other all day just random dumb shit here's the weird part is it went from text messages 467 00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:34,000 to facebook comments oh bro other people are sitting there watching us they're like dude 468 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:38,800 literally you would think we hate each other bro we are arguing like we've literally and it's about 469 00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:42,560 something we literally feel the exact same way and then like I'd have my friends jumping in 470 00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:46,960 decided just to be like no I'm gonna be the fucking devil's advocate today and normally it's this 471 00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:52,320 fucker yeah and then I'll hit that one nerve where I'm like oh it's on now bitch like I love you see 472 00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:57,200 but see devil's advocate makes you think because me oh yeah oh absolutely I'm never opposed to 473 00:46:57,200 --> 00:47:02,640 playing devil's advocate here's one thing depending on topic but I mean I will always I will always 474 00:47:02,640 --> 00:47:08,800 think of Mike Tyson because he's like everybody's got a plan thank you thank you say that to him 475 00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:15,120 oh nope I love you fucking pussy I'm gonna put a mouthpiece in right after I say it hey hey hey 476 00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:25,760 I'm gonna say I'm gonna say it but like way over there fuck you see my thing is is like 477 00:47:27,920 --> 00:47:34,320 hey I so my I'm gonna be giggling like a little bitch the whole time hell yeah be sitting up there 478 00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:39,680 getting the brakes beat off you're gonna be laughing you know what is worth it yeah exactly 479 00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:46,880 it's so bring the volume down boys okay calm it down he's fucking like when people want to sit 480 00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:54,240 there and try and comment on something but like not even like for instance I posted uh my old 481 00:47:54,240 --> 00:47:59,920 runner for sale right I had a solid prize ran drove thing was actually in great shape well 482 00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:06,240 you're giving it to you're missing a window given it's almost 40 oh hell no yeah and they worked 483 00:48:06,240 --> 00:48:12,080 good enough that's just a little shit yeah but like these are people who like one dude's like oh 484 00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:16,880 you want that much for that and so me and him are going back and forth but he's just being a 485 00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:26,240 pretentious fuck and so uh one of the admins was like yeah stop like what the fuck and then the dude 486 00:48:26,240 --> 00:48:34,400 tried to like say uh because I told him like me I'm a man I'm gonna handle it like such so you you 487 00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:39,680 have enough energy maintain that and come to my door oh they never do you want to feel froggy 488 00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:48,960 motherfucker exactly let's get this cracker like an egg for you so I love that so this is so funny 489 00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:55,600 here's the funny part so he hops on there and he's like oh yeah I'm done and I was like actually 490 00:48:55,600 --> 00:49:04,080 and I checked him like on his his quote unquote knowledge of my truck and fucking and then I was 491 00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:10,800 like now you can be done he's like you might want to watch what you say on the internet yeah he's 492 00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:15,520 like you might want to watch what you say on the internet warriors you'd be amazed at what you can 493 00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:20,400 find on the internet here's the funny part my profile doesn't have shit on it it has old shit 494 00:49:20,400 --> 00:49:26,880 like I used to work at these places but his had where he actively works what town he lives in and 495 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:35,360 his wife had all the same shit connected to him like really like you're talking to me about what 496 00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:41,280 is on the internet I'm literally looking at your fucking face okay we're recording again we had a 497 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:49,120 little interruption sorry people um you left off on punching somebody in the mouth no Mike Dyson 498 00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:57,840 oh yeah no it was the internet oh yeah the internet oh yeah the internet the internet always wants to make somebody punch in the mouth 499 00:49:57,840 --> 00:50:04,080 but that guy he fucking he was trying to say like watch what you who you talk to like 500 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:10,160 they ain't gonna do shit my thing is I was like hey just let me know I'll give you my address 501 00:50:10,800 --> 00:50:15,120 oh he's like why the fuck would I want to come out there whoa hopefully you come with that same energy 502 00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:21,360 so he's sitting there and he's like you'd be amazed at what people can find on the internet well dummy 503 00:50:21,360 --> 00:50:30,400 I found you your wife where you work it's all on your shit it's all on public forums like it I didn't 504 00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:34,000 have to go outside of Facebook to know where you're at okay so 505 00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:42,640 if you're that down don't talk shit that keyboard saves nothing nope I mean do you guys remember swatting 506 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:48,560 do you guys remember swatting do yes that's still happening oh yeah people are still doing that to 507 00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:55,440 streamers and shit I'm gonna I'm gonna do facts okay anyways speaking of the swatting because that 508 00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:59,920 a lot of people did it over live streams oh dude that was a huge thing for like big so it was always 509 00:50:59,920 --> 00:51:05,200 while they're watching it so has anybody ever threatened that for you because so I am not let's 510 00:51:05,200 --> 00:51:12,000 turn the focus on you because you are our guest you are a live streamer and that actually is in my wheelhouse of what I do in one of the 511 00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:20,720 passions that I have you are a live streamer you play video games you're online all the fucking time as much as I can be going so I am I am a 512 00:51:20,720 --> 00:51:26,960 Facebook streamer I stream Call of Duty I stream Fortnite I'm gonna start dreaming I'm gonna start streaming Destiny once I get a couple 513 00:51:26,960 --> 00:51:37,280 you're dreaming about Elden Ring streaming um I don't have the attention span for that dude it's rough dude so the only one I've been trying to get him to play it I would start 514 00:51:37,280 --> 00:51:46,880 playing it get like three fucking hours into it and be like fuck this this is fucking bullshit I'm done fuck you I have been trying to get him to play something that's not Call of Duty 515 00:51:46,880 --> 00:51:54,240 it's just dude I'm a die-hard first person shooter like I would be playing it's not even the first person shooter it's just Call of Duty you just play Warzone 516 00:51:54,240 --> 00:52:02,720 it's because that's the only thing that Destiny is a first person shooter I get all the all the new age but the new age when you go only when you go into multiplayer 517 00:52:02,720 --> 00:52:12,960 what do you think for Destiny? Destiny is technically a third person shooter no the whole game is first person unless you have unless you're like using a special weapon or a sword that's right 518 00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:27,280 that's right it's the only time it goes it was relics I did I did I used to play Destiny and then just dropped it like I've always been maybe the first maybe the first one was a little different but the second one is like all first person yeah so yeah it's it's pretty much first person so I was it 519 00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:57,240 always been a die-hard Call of Duty person Halo one of my really good friends was a major league Halo player when we were younger back in high school Gary yeah hello I didn't know that I did not know well mine was also mostly black ops and black ops 2 but yeah so Gary was like Halo 3 and Halo 3 and Halo 3 I played in tournaments for those I played Halo 2 one time it was a fluke I got bro I did the age-old shit I gotta stop playing the fucking game because I got my ass 520 00:52:57,240 --> 00:53:27,200 whoop he uninstalled I was before they installed I know but that's still that's my favorite term uninstall the game pretty much because I'm sitting there and I'm like that's what I did with fucking warzone I'm sitting up there I'm like yeah yeah like I can play through the story just fine because the NPCs are fucking easy like boom one shot either you die or they die but you but now like I mean shit even years ago you get shot by a six-year-old and he's calling 521 00:53:27,200 --> 00:53:56,080 you a bitch yeah the modern warfare to lobby all the duty lobby I mentioned that all days do you know and then the do I still do that shit that doesn't surprise me that dated yourself what happened right nowadays kids are fucking bro I tried to I jumped on warzone for one round because I exited in the middle of the fucking match 522 00:53:56,080 --> 00:54:26,040 I'm sitting up there I didn't know you had to fucking parachute so suddenly my goofy ass is in the air where am I going because these guys my whole team is going off to the left I don't know the controls yet so I'm like oh shit oh shit oh shit I wind up in the far fucking right of the fucking map so as they're eliminating all these people because obviously they were much better players than me 523 00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:55,000 they're killing the shit out of people and all of a sudden I'm the only survivor of our group and I'm spending the whole time running across the map trying not to die in for through caldera it was so funny and the dudes like fuck you kill yourself and I'm like fuck you fuck you you kill yourself you still died and so I got my gulag bitch what's up bro I cut that game so quick I was like fuck you you ain't shit 524 00:54:55,000 --> 00:55:11,000 I was so mad this game ain't shit you ain't shit fuck this hell yeah that's exactly how I felt and how I made it I was like you're a punk you're a piece of shit I can't stand that game so I'm about the way that game plays just bugs the shit out of me all of these new call of duty's 525 00:55:11,000 --> 00:55:29,000 so I switched from controller to mouse and keyboard I'm a full on actual like PC gamer now and I've only switched within like the last like month and a half he big fancy boy I'm starting to starting to it's just I enjoy I'm starting to enjoy running on PC better just because it's the game 526 00:55:29,000 --> 00:55:59,000 it's smoother like it's just a much more enjoyable experience you can run a lot of everything oh that too like I want to like I want to beef up my setup that I have so I can play tarkov because I really want to play this game it's a looter shooter and like so you like drop in like scavenge to try and fly for shit so not even like kind of but it's not pubg still about a royal this isn't about I mean it is and isn't oh so it's daisy yes yeah okay yeah super similar to that where you can instruct in and instruct oh no dude they pop you in the head and you're like oh I'm gonna do this 527 00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:29,000 I'm gonna drop you in game and you get dead like you drop all your shit I don't know what the fuck you're over there's a game you invited a gamer on here bro come on that is true there's a game called daisy and so pretty much what you do is you start you're dropped on an island I'm gonna get chastised it's pretty much like apocalyptic almost you start with nothing no clothes for somebody who doesn't play that's the easiest way to describe it because it's the style of it is but it's nothing like fucking daisy like after we're done with this I'll show you some gameplay on tarkov it's fucking insane I'm just explaining what 528 00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:59,000 kind of idea yeah but you drop on an island you have nothing it's like um cast away but you literally find everything you have to make everything and survive aware of the game you just said you didn't know what it was no no no you guys are just going on rants welcome to the podcast will yeah are you doing no you're going on rants and I'm stating I have I'm not following no no no no no reel that shit back in let me let's clear this up wills not a fucking idiot 529 00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:18,960 beside dumb not good sandy that's no good okay I love you two different movies fool I've never heard it's still funny I've never heard of this tarkov is that was called escape from tarkov escape okay escape from tarkov 530 00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:45,680 escape from R Kelly yes something like that I would actually buy that game whatever this this is a charitable person shooter like he's grabbing his wiener just so you don't want to know oh god you have to act it out I give a visual you got to act it out like it's more like temple run just with a peace stream behind you 531 00:57:45,680 --> 00:58:04,000 duck and dodge out of the hotel even worse make it like old crash bandicoot so you see him and then you got to run this way instead of the opposite it's opposite what the fuck with a wop of fruit be restraining orders I don't know 532 00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:29,520 bags of cocaine is your runaway like miss you just speed up just collect a bunch of restraining orders that don't do nothing about it I'm saying the next bag like we are not advocating for SA no we're just making fun of our Kelly we're making fun of a man who now currently sings during federal paid phone calls yes in that that I'm sorry like not but the funny thing 533 00:58:29,520 --> 00:58:56,240 is sorry R Kelly to say this but that interview you losing your shit is probably was one of my favorite moments on the internet for a long time here's the funny thing what cracks me up is people are actually recording these and posting them on the internet there was one where he started singing the intro to video games to pee on all people with R Kelly and singing he started fucking singing bump and grind the intro 534 00:58:56,240 --> 00:59:21,840 yeah exactly but you remember what the beginning was yeah it's been so long it's um he said my mind's telling me no oh yeah my body's telling me yes here's the problem with that you are in prison so if you're singing that shit a little too high pitched and too hard somebody's gonna feel that and then you're gonna feel them 535 00:59:21,840 --> 00:59:51,840 and you're gonna be hitting some high notes homie you're gonna hit all the high notes all of them they got shook knight in prison what makes them think they won't see you bro shook knight I don't give a fuck what anybody says shook knight's he's a beast he he what I don't he legitimately ran motherfuckers over and killed them both in his truck yeah they tried to run up on him and he just drove over him yeah I was gonna say he's not that he's a bad man like he is a bad man like I mean I mean that in multiple 536 00:59:51,840 --> 01:00:21,680 fucking ways like sure stay where you're at we thank you for making death row and like the music that came from that but please don't don't come back yeah do you not we know that you did it we know it was you because it so the reason why puff daddy is so fucking he's so rich but only came out with what one album and cameoed on a bunch is because in uh how it's set up is you wind up making a 537 01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:51,440 ton of money on discovering oh yeah so he discovered to pock and like all he has to do is live off the royalties on that motherfucker he also had biggie shook knight no he didn't oh no you said you said puff and then you said to pock so it's to pock shook knight yeah he's the east coast he's the I had a brain I know I totally know what you were getting but like if you weren't paying attention to that oh yeah I guess it came out 538 01:00:51,440 --> 01:01:11,840 but I guess that he still but I guess puff daddy does some interesting things yeah like he offered to fucking like at a at somebody's wedding offered to buy 50 cent like take 50 cent shopping yeah like 50 talks about it on a show he's like I'm about to ruin this fucking wedding would you say to me 539 01:01:11,840 --> 01:01:38,800 to rich motherfuckers suddenly you're offering to take me shopping like I'm your fucking partner partner I'm about to waste all your money oh dude I'm about to check your bank account motherfucker let's go but here's the thing here's the twist he's got enough money to pay motherfuckers like in fucking euro trip you're gonna get held down by giant men and you're gonna get the fucking fucking fucking 540 01:01:38,800 --> 01:02:06,440 how did that go can you say that again one more time try to get pick your pile we should pick your pineapple pick your pineapple exactly I got this shirt be be hitler and little Nicky and pick your pineapple fuck man okay my I gotta say my face hurts that's right now dude so we're gonna get back on topic 541 01:02:06,440 --> 01:02:18,440 people get like you can't listen to our podcast on like at work because you're gonna be sitting there have your headphones in and somebody's gonna be like this motherfuckers losing their mind 542 01:02:18,440 --> 01:02:43,440 I'm in a house working with two Hispanic dudes that like they don't understand us anyway so I have headphones in the next thing I know I start dying oh yeah bro oh yeah so I'm just cracking up laughing and then I point at my ears like whoa whoa whoa easy there crazy white man 543 01:02:43,440 --> 01:03:10,440 wall gringo it's fucking it's all right to them I am Arnesto okay oh god so it's from a fucking tick tock like I showed them the fucking video I got a question I got a question I'm gonna change it I got a question what is your favorite game um out of all of them in all history that I've ever played not that you've played any 544 01:03:10,440 --> 01:03:29,440 I mean any game battle toads battle toads battle toads why yeah bro that is like the that is the game I remember playing like the first memories I have of playing like cognitively like just sitting there battle toads was on uh Super Nintendo I think so is the one with the flap you pushed and you blew the cartridge and shit 545 01:03:29,440 --> 01:03:56,440 oh that's the original Nintendo yeah that's the yeah yeah yeah blow it like a fucking Nintendo cartridge like bro okay have you seen those battle toads huh well what's yours I'm gonna they actually read that shit and put it on Xbox game pass so like you best believe I played this what is your favorite of all time I like like story games so Final Fantasy 7 oh dude 546 01:03:56,440 --> 01:04:25,440 oh dude it's always the OG one right the original I have hey so you remember when they came out with the little uh the little like hard drive size ones oh yeah yeah the little the PlayStation classic is what they call it yeah no I bought that strictly because it had Final Fantasy 7 on it but I love that game so much that I started like paying attention like so there's certain uh like little easter eggs 547 01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:55,440 and shit like secret things that you can do in that game and the very first one I'm like you got to run up a bunch of flights of stairs and then you got to run back down in order to get some type of uh item box that's only in the American version oh the one without it is the Canadian version so I'm sitting there and I did that they run upstairs just for fun well it's part of the story to go upstairs you're not supposed to go back down oh really and so for the American and uh the 548 01:04:55,440 --> 01:05:25,440 Japanese one you actually get an item in there and so you actually decide to go back down well I stopped playing it immediately oh hell yeah you didn't get it fuck no it didn't I ran through that thing probably four or five times and didn't it didn't pop up so I was like fuck this this is a Canadian version this is some bullshit yeah I was so bad at ships so what I did instead was I went out I bought a PS1 and I got the fucking original so that way he could just get that one 549 01:05:25,440 --> 01:05:55,440 thing just to make sure I get the fucking secret shit do you think that possibly it's straight the fuck up do you think possibly it's only the that version that's on that PlayStation no because it's the coding for the game they changed and updated stuff they didn't it didn't update there was no updates back then so you gotta remember that no when they were on disc so what they used is the actual game that they had stored in their system I didn't play the news they added bullshit that like all the little sneaky things and shit that 550 01:05:55,440 --> 01:06:12,480 was stored in the disc because that's where that's what I was thinking was they don't they even on the disc version that was released in Canada it did not have that oh well fuck them don't don't do what it the Canadians no no fuck the game because they did that bullshit like them 551 01:06:12,480 --> 01:06:42,480 bastards but I want to be such a dipshit be like dude fuck that I love letter Kenny jeez so final fantasy seven final she said all toes what's yours James what's your favorite game I also have legends of Dagoon the original mine oh dude I love my I don't know I've never really thought of that I know that's why I was like you yourself don't have an answer for 552 01:06:42,480 --> 01:06:58,540 that I wasn't expected to be asked it but you on the table if I'm gonna pick anything it's gonna be like it's like a that's 70 shows 360 bro the camera spin yeah it came out on the 360 and it was burnout revenge oh hell yeah pick any game 553 01:06:58,540 --> 01:07:08,920 yeah burnout game burnout revenge the burnout no no no no that's specific no I'm just saying in general for me like I enjoyed all the burnout games I thought I know me too I wish they'd make a new one with like a new 554 01:07:08,920 --> 01:07:38,840 forza graphic revenge the one where they like the damage count yes yeah it's the one where you purposefully had to go crash and like shoot yourself out the windshield and shit yeah that's fucking I guess if we're going I guess we're going that fact that just brought up another one that like so Madden the Blitz yes the remake yes yes yes where you actually got to watch him like snap bones and shit bro I didn't battle no no and then that one the original brutality of a football the original back then 555 01:07:38,840 --> 01:08:08,560 like it was where they could get brutal bro like original ps2 version was the best for for blitz oh yeah yeah I liked the newer one because like the graphic they don't you like going into actually like the original but snap intendants and shit most frustrating game oh fucking for me assassin's creed because I'm not a big like so like you asked about like Elden Ring and shit like that so like that's not like like RPG so like Dark Souls fucking Assassin's Creed Elden Ring 556 01:08:08,560 --> 01:08:38,520 like older scroll older scroll whatever you ever had a problem with Assassin's Creed it's just like those style of like RPG like games and shit like that like MMORPGs like I'll get a few hours into them and even though if I enjoy them like it's just okay I'm done with this like the dopamine shuts off even though I still like it and it's like nope can't do this no more he would hate World of Warcraft and dude I'd never touched it and don't fucking plan on it I if if I ever got a PC that'd be the first game that's exactly what I told him this is literally 557 01:08:38,520 --> 01:09:08,480 if I ever swapped over to PC I can't stop myself that's going to be the first as much as I want to stay away from it and that's why I just don't go to PC I'll stay on the next box the tower that I just got is like like an eight hundred dollar tower yeah I'm not going to PC I cannot afford to play World of Warcraft again my wife will leave me she would leave me and I will be sitting there like oh okay well at least I got me from that episode of South Park 558 01:09:08,480 --> 01:09:15,820 just man hey guys put high-package my wife left me but it's raid night so let's go 559 01:09:15,820 --> 01:09:34,480 and then fucking go right into the dude you didn't know no no no no so you want to talk about some dumb shit so my homeboy we always talk about dumb shit my homeboy a couple weeks ago I remember what 560 01:09:34,480 --> 01:09:53,360 fucking game he was playing but he got smashed-drunk and he was not having a good night like got into it with his old lady like yeah so well this motherfucker blacks out and then starts playing his game oh bro he has like four different profiles he fucking like absolutely 561 01:09:53,360 --> 01:10:23,360 annihilated fucking two of them and then the third one with all of the shit that they had like him and his party and shit like he had a majority of it on his shit from the raid that they were doing and then his drunk ass just goes right off a fucking cliff with all the shit so they're pissed at him he pissed off his old lady he wakes up the next morning has no clue what the fuck happened he calls me he's like bro I fucked up he tells me the story dude I almost fucking peed just love it those are the honest 562 01:10:23,360 --> 01:10:53,200 like I hope he cleared everything up I know they literally just got married last weekend like we did this like oh yeah like a fucking shout them out yeah so a big shout out to my buddy Benji and his wife Jaylee they just got married last weekend it was fucking beautiful I was the best man I don't know fucking why hey cuz they love you hey you were my best man that is true oh fuck that's right I have been to best man I forgot about that yeah I haven't been a best man oh that's why we have a go to mine that's why we have 563 01:10:53,200 --> 01:11:23,200 that picture in fucking tux is where we're like this and it's just me and you I forgot I thought that was the other that was the other split personality here good thing I didn't go Gemini bro Gemini you would have been if you could go yeah we would have met a lot longer ago I'm certain we have probably but when you know I smoke a lot of pot and I smoke a lot of pot we live in Washington I can say that side of age I want to go back to this because I really had an answer to that question okay yeah now 564 01:11:23,200 --> 01:11:53,200 I'm actually excited about this I'm really excited weird it just sparked a whole fucking nostalgia in my head right there nostalgia we're talking about the worst game I just want to make this clear right now if you will have me back I would fucking love you we'll definitely have you back you said the most frustrating game I've ever played mm-hmm Donkey Kong Oh facts no dear God bro no old-school Nintendo that fucking cart level dude I killed the cart level well I can too 565 01:11:53,200 --> 01:12:10,960 do you know how fucking angry I got trying to get to that I smashed that game I was really good at he didn't play it on hard dude I just went and fucking plugged it in boom let's rock and roll see I don't sit there remember 566 01:12:10,960 --> 01:12:30,440 remember if I can just sleep it out this I got one people fucking spend hours to design their character I just look at him like we do Eve like for real go away I just hit random and make them white and then click okay let me clarify I just I just want to make I just want to make 567 01:12:30,440 --> 01:12:40,800 it clear that about half the time I just like randomly colorized like if I can make a motherfucker purple video game I totally fuck it with okay I got to clarify it's not because there's no 568 01:12:40,800 --> 01:12:52,480 racist or nothing in there I sounded like it I feel weird because I'm white I feel I want to see myself a little bit in there so I just I feel weird playing blue eyes nah bro fuck that shit I'm making 569 01:12:52,480 --> 01:13:02,760 them as dark as possible so I can hide in corners and like just assassinate you know what there's only one game I've done that for so camouflage bro no no so I'm not even saying that you guys play 570 01:13:02,760 --> 01:13:13,280 the god-honest truth for a video game have you guys played the South Park games yet stick of truth I played the old pressure like in 64 or what no no no so the new ones the stick of truth and 571 01:13:13,280 --> 01:13:22,640 fractured but whole one thing one I don't even watch the phone no no no why don't you ask me if I played the game it's so funny I just haven't I well I'm just 572 01:13:22,640 --> 01:13:33,520 down on the old man the games are actually kind of fun they're kind of RPG-ish but when you create listen you're not selling me this is this is hold on I'm not smelling what you 573 01:13:33,520 --> 01:13:43,040 step in when you create a character on there you you pick you know what it looks like all of that shit in a South Park character right when you pick Mr. 574 01:13:43,040 --> 01:13:55,920 Hank you the Christmas poo every time when you pick the skin color of your character determines the difficulty of the game dude the lighter your skin the easier the game is the 575 01:13:55,920 --> 01:14:11,040 darker your skin is like like like black black like like token like Vanta black like yes I'm just gonna shout out I love the Lord that fool is fucking funny yes the darker you get the 576 01:14:11,040 --> 01:14:23,200 hardest difficulty in the game oh dude he's so funny how do you feel about that well I want what do you think about that though personally think it's fucking stupid because if we're having so many issues 577 01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:34,200 about racism why would you actually like try and portray it in a game because it's South Park they're saying it doesn't matter what the fuck it is it's in a way if you think about it it's kind of like a social 578 01:14:34,200 --> 01:15:03,640 justice thing no it's kind of a fucked up joke here's the thing saying that the darker your skin the harder your skin is social justice they'd have flipped it fucking ass backwards no no no no no no if it was for a social justice movement or function in any facet it would actually get to the point where they would say something but those two do not speak publicly about racial opinions they just convey like essentially a mockery or 579 01:15:03,640 --> 01:15:33,080 satirical fucking versions it's modern satire exactly it's all every episode of South Park is modern satire that's all South Park that's all it is that's all it's ever been and the thing is is that's one thing that I are of fucking very sensitive topics that fucking in talking any other way gets fucking chastised and they still give no fucks but that's it's that's the thing they're fucking like let's let's be real about it like we're gonna touch on a hard subject they're white guys oh absolutely they're white Jewish guys yeah they're Jewish so they're white Jewish guys 580 01:15:33,080 --> 01:16:03,000 they come out on Jewish people more than anybody that's because that's their personal thing that's like me making fun of anybody African-American like I have a different that's like me saying I fucking hate white people like yeah like it's a different ground you can stand on at the same time like if you're gonna do that do shit like that and then expect people to find it acceptable the only people who generally do are Caucasian let's be real about it not sure actually they have a really wide fan base you literally did not 581 01:16:03,000 --> 01:16:33,000 say anything negative about the fact that their video games actually alter the difficulty based on the race you didn't give me a chance to finish you asked me what my thoughts were motherfucker like what are you talking about I didn't get a chance to get it out about the social justice part I was saying yeah see bitch bitch please the only thing I was saying about that from my point of view just so everybody knows I'm like sitting here like a little kid watching 582 01:16:33,000 --> 01:17:02,960 two grow motherfuckers go back and forth and I'm just like I'm gonna see what happens like I don't give a fuck either way because this is funny and shit to me like all I was all I was saying on what keep going okay all I was trying to say was that in a way making the darkest difficulty or the darkest scan being the harder difficulty or whatever is saying that black people have a harder time but that's only for a niche group that's not struggling publicly that's that's what I'm saying like they don't 583 01:17:02,960 --> 01:17:32,880 that's what they don't positive spin on it a little bit I don't agree or disagree with either or racism or the opposite oh they keep their mouths shut really that's the thing but they sit there and they make a mockery of it depending on the depending on how you stand on how you view is gonna how you interpret what they do so exactly you two having to you two having two different views on it is just because you two as individuals have different views about well genetics kind of did that for me true and true 584 01:17:32,880 --> 01:18:02,880 in here growing up the way that I did like I grew up in southern Idaho and fucking what everybody else would literally call ghetto but like there's like five black people and I knew most like I knew all of them like if there's even that's cool who knows I just grew up in that like we were influenced by that kind of culture even though like we weren't directly influenced by like people interacting with us individually but like the music that we listen to and all that other you know all that other bullshit and 585 01:18:02,880 --> 01:18:32,760 like I didn't necessarily act or talk like a little white kid so I got chastised by a lot of other white people I actually got picked on a lot too because how I speak I like to sound articulate I like to I like to be able to enunciate and like use big words and sound like I'm not fucking up like I like to you know convey that I am an educated man 586 01:18:32,760 --> 01:19:02,720 of which I am and I pride myself on NC and I don't know you like fuck I have NC like I have like a little bit different like altered opinion on that for myself personally like so my thing is is like absolutely am I an intelligent person yes can I prove that in it am I that can I prove that I'm an intelligent person yes I can are you worth me taking the time to prove that I'm an intelligent person that's the question are you an intelligent person I can't be will mama tell me to be 587 01:19:02,720 --> 01:19:32,520 that sounds like that stupid is this stupid but like no if I'm not cuz she's gonna tell me am I being a smart board in that pat me on a head calm a boy exactly mommy sorry I don't wear the dunes cap tonight baby would have built baby would have built right okay but like it also leads in like that also walks in hand in hand with one of like my biggest things is like the biggest thing 588 01:19:32,520 --> 01:20:02,320 that anybody can give to an individual your kids another person whatever is time you cannot get that back no matter how you shape and it's true this great so yeah all right guys that's part one a call me the whole ninja you guys want part two it'll be uploaded probably a little while from now it's kind of our think of it like a filler episode in an anime you know what I mean if you want to hear the full episode without breaks without edits without anything just go look up ADHD 589 01:20:02,320 --> 01:20:27,120 guys on a apple podcast spotify fountain wherever you get your podcast please rate review like all of that I hope you guys enjoy the bonus content got like a little trilogy of the home ninja is what I call it before tenacious geek started so hope you guys enjoy it again it's part one