1 00:00:00,720 --> 00:00:01,520 Healing 2 00:00:01,880 --> 00:00:02,480 Dealing 3 00:00:02,840 --> 00:00:04,840 And working on some bullshit 4 00:00:05,680 --> 00:00:06,320 Healing 5 00:00:06,680 --> 00:00:07,180 Dealing 6 00:00:07,580 --> 00:00:09,580 And working on some bullshit 7 00:00:10,080 --> 00:00:15,080 Healing 8 00:00:15,160 --> 00:00:17,500 Dealing 9 00:00:17,500 --> 00:00:19,020 Working on some bullshit 10 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:26,440 Hey y'all 11 00:00:26,780 --> 00:00:27,560 one second 12 00:00:27,560 --> 00:00:34,560 I need to put some lip gloss on. 13 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:46,040 I need to have a sip of my drink. This is my memory placement shake. 14 00:00:47,040 --> 00:00:52,040 Alright, hey good-gum monsters, welcome back to my channel. Don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe so you can always catch these vibes 15 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:57,040 and turn on your post-poll notifications so that way you can know if my extra time is a biggity, biggity, biggity pass. 16 00:00:57,040 --> 00:01:01,040 Alright, hey y'all, hope you're having a great day. Yay, yay, yay, yay. 17 00:01:01,040 --> 00:01:06,040 We have some stuff we need to dive into, so we're going to do that. 18 00:01:06,040 --> 00:01:11,040 I have been forcing myself to talk about the hospital situation more. 19 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:20,040 To one, help me be able to talk about it without crying so that way my story can actually be heard and received. 20 00:01:20,040 --> 00:01:27,040 Because I need justice for this story and I am not going to stop until it happens. 21 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:40,040 So let's get into some things I want to break down and highlight some very key points as to what is wrong with this situation. 22 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:50,040 So I told y'all I went to Ramen Naji, which is the ramen restaurant inside the Santa Anita Mall in Arcadia, California. 23 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:53,040 And that's where the allergic reactions started. 24 00:01:53,040 --> 00:02:05,040 And they did not do their protocol by actually calling the ambulance and taking, and having me going that way because on the lows, 25 00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:13,040 if we can do it then we can try to avoid responsibility because if we call the paramedics, they're going to have to report it. 26 00:02:13,040 --> 00:02:19,040 So they didn't want to do that so they took me themselves, which is wrong because if something goes wrong at a restaurant, 27 00:02:19,040 --> 00:02:24,040 you're supposed to do the correct protocol and that is by going through an ambulance. 28 00:02:24,040 --> 00:02:31,040 I'm fighting for my life. I'm having a hard time breathing already. I can't argue and combat. I'm just getting to the hospital. 29 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:39,040 But the manager and the cashier should not be the person that's taking me to the hospital because the fact that I had to wait at the lights, 30 00:02:39,040 --> 00:02:43,040 each light to get there, prolonged me getting the help that I needed, 31 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:51,040 which is actually what eventually put me into the freaking ICU is because of the time frame of how long I had to wait to get help. 32 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:55,040 So Ramen Naji, you're responsible for that too. 33 00:02:55,040 --> 00:03:09,040 Now, at USC Hospital Arcadia, I walked into the hospital. When I left, I was wheelchaired out with the left side of my body partially paralyzed. 34 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:15,040 I had a feeling but I could not move it. I could not move my arm. I could not move my legs. I could not move anything on this side. 35 00:03:15,040 --> 00:03:21,040 Inside the hospital, we had physical therapy coming in. We had occupational therapy coming in. 36 00:03:21,040 --> 00:03:28,040 They saw how hard I was struggling. They had to help me try to small things like putting on my clothes and stuff by myself. 37 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:33,040 Just basic things that would help me when I would eventually leave the hospital. 38 00:03:33,040 --> 00:03:42,040 But even with that, I wasn't able to walk. I wasn't able to put any pressure on my left side. 39 00:03:42,040 --> 00:03:51,040 And even with that, they would still go and report back to the hospital saying that I was functional enough to leave, though that's not the case. 40 00:03:51,040 --> 00:04:04,040 And how that's not the case, the officers, which that will be another episode, at my home saw that I was not okay or physically able to be out on my own in the way the hospital tried to push me out. 41 00:04:04,040 --> 00:04:07,040 So I wrote some things that I want to get into. 42 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:12,040 Everyone at the hospital knew me by my government name because they got the information from my ID. 43 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:18,040 I never told anybody my nickname. Everyone online, social media, y'all know me as Cookie. 44 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:27,040 In real life, I go with my government name sometimes because sometimes I don't want the extra attention from being Cookie. 45 00:04:27,040 --> 00:04:30,040 Sometimes I just want to be me and just leave it at that. 46 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:33,040 So everybody was calling me by my government name, Kashan. 47 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:38,040 They actually said the full name, Kashan Ashley Cooksy Sims. 48 00:04:38,040 --> 00:04:43,040 One of the nurses, when they switched, she came in and she called me Cookie. 49 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:49,040 Okay, that was bothersome to me because I had no clue how she knew who I was. 50 00:04:49,040 --> 00:04:52,040 No, I didn't tell anybody who I was when I was in the hospital. 51 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:55,040 This nurse's name was Yohara. 52 00:04:55,040 --> 00:05:03,040 Yohara is the one that gave me the emergency shot of Decadrone that eventually led to me being paralyzed on my left side. 53 00:05:03,040 --> 00:05:05,040 She's the one that called me my nickname. 54 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:13,040 She's the one that refused to acknowledge the fact that I had a stroke and was sitting in my pee until another nurse came in 55 00:05:13,040 --> 00:05:20,040 and was like, you were in fact sitting in your pee and helped me change sheets and help me clean up and everything like that. 56 00:05:20,040 --> 00:05:29,040 So Yohara was responsible for taking the mobility on my left side as well as the original nurse. 57 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:31,040 I don't remember his name, but he did look like Santa Claus. 58 00:05:31,040 --> 00:05:34,040 It was an older white man, white hair, white beard. 59 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:36,040 It doesn't matter his name because here's what went wrong. 60 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:44,040 He was the one that tried to get a peek at my vagene while doing an inspection of my body for hides, 61 00:05:44,040 --> 00:05:50,040 though no one ever checked my back at all if I was breaking out in hides. 62 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:53,040 No one checked my legs. 63 00:05:53,040 --> 00:05:54,040 Nothing. 64 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:57,040 Like he literally all he did was lift this up. 65 00:05:57,040 --> 00:06:00,040 He looked at my stomach or quote unquote in that area. 66 00:06:00,040 --> 00:06:01,040 That's it. 67 00:06:01,040 --> 00:06:04,040 That is all he looked at was my freaking vagene. 68 00:06:04,040 --> 00:06:06,040 That is it. 69 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:12,040 So when I explained that by law, they have to now report it and there was an investigation open. 70 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:17,040 So remember that there was an investigation open. 71 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:24,040 I'm going to fast forward really quickly to towards the end of the two weeks. 72 00:06:24,040 --> 00:06:27,040 I was there for two weeks. 73 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:28,040 They discharged me. 74 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:29,040 I was back. 75 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:30,040 Okay. 76 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:39,040 So towards the end of my stay at the hospital, there was a nurse there named Karen, a white woman named Karen, 77 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:48,040 who told me she was mad because I told on the nurse when I first went to the ICU. 78 00:06:48,040 --> 00:06:54,040 And now there's an investigation open at the hospital and they're investigating all of the nurses. 79 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:56,040 So she was she told me she was upset. 80 00:06:56,040 --> 00:07:02,040 And then she was the one that told all the other nurses not to help me, not to feed me for 15 hours. 81 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:08,040 And also, even when as far as saying I was trying to mooch off the hospital as if I was just saying, 82 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:18,040 in the hospital for shelter and food as if I didn't have a home that I was already paying rent for. 83 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:28,040 Or the fact that like I didn't have any money when where I'm staying now, I pay over $2,000 a month for rent. 84 00:07:28,040 --> 00:07:29,040 I pay for my car. 85 00:07:29,040 --> 00:07:31,040 No, I pay for my car insurance. 86 00:07:31,040 --> 00:07:33,040 I pay for my phone bill. 87 00:07:33,040 --> 00:07:37,040 I pay for my rentals insurance. 88 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:39,040 I'm funding my businesses. 89 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:43,040 So how the fuck am I broke, Karen? 90 00:07:43,040 --> 00:07:45,040 That's one. 91 00:07:45,040 --> 00:07:47,040 Two. 92 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:49,040 Then we're going to backtrack a little bit more. 93 00:07:49,040 --> 00:07:51,040 I had to go in for multiple different tests. 94 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:54,040 They did MRIs, lumbar taps, everything. 95 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:58,040 And it's crazy because even with all that, they told me nothing was wrong. 96 00:07:58,040 --> 00:08:06,040 When I got released from the hospital and I did an MRI on my own, I did in fact find out I had a hernia in the disc in my neck and my back. 97 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:09,040 But the hospital said there was nothing wrong with me. 98 00:08:09,040 --> 00:08:10,040 That was 100 percent okay. 99 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:14,040 Still to this day, I don't have an official diagnosis of what went wrong. 100 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:16,040 Nothing. 101 00:08:16,040 --> 00:08:22,040 I'm able to move my body and I have my voice back by the grace of God. 102 00:08:22,040 --> 00:08:23,040 Okay. 103 00:08:23,040 --> 00:08:30,040 So one of the times the first time I had to go in for an MRI, I'm at the beginning of everything. 104 00:08:30,040 --> 00:08:32,040 I'm obviously I'm in there fighting for myself. 105 00:08:32,040 --> 00:08:38,040 I have no family physically with me at the hospital, so I'm trying to advocate for myself, fight for my life. 106 00:08:38,040 --> 00:08:39,040 I don't have a voice. 107 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:40,040 I'm trying to write things down. 108 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:43,040 There was a lot I was going to do on my own. 109 00:08:43,040 --> 00:08:46,040 So they took me in to get an MRI. 110 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:49,040 I didn't think I need to keep my purse with me. 111 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:53,040 I told you in the first video, I had a Fendi purse with my camera. 112 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:54,040 It's a Canon camera. 113 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:57,040 It's a Canon EOS 250D. 114 00:08:57,040 --> 00:08:58,040 Okay. 115 00:08:58,040 --> 00:08:59,040 Right here. 116 00:08:59,040 --> 00:09:03,040 Inside my purse with I had my prayer spiral. 117 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:09,040 I had a journal that I would write in daily that would be, you know, with my personal time with the Lord. 118 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,040 So I had that because I kept that with me at all times. 119 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:15,040 I had that with me in my purse as well. 120 00:09:15,040 --> 00:09:24,040 What I didn't realize is at the time when they first came in, I was recording when I came in into the hospital 121 00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:29,040 and when they did the official check of me having a hard time breathing before they put me, 122 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:36,040 check me into the ER and gave me the EpiPen shots and the steroids and before I was sent to the ICU. 123 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:42,040 I have recorded that part because I can already tell this is, I need documentation. 124 00:09:42,040 --> 00:09:43,040 Right? 125 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:49,040 When I went in for my MRI, I left my purse because again, there was so much going on I wasn't thinking. 126 00:09:49,040 --> 00:09:54,040 But intuition, when I got back, something told me, look at your camera. 127 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:59,040 When I looked at my camera, someone at the hospital deleted footage. 128 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:03,040 I had footage, like I said, at the beginning, the footage is no longer there. 129 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:11,040 That was showing how hard of a time I was having breathing before I was admitted into the ICU. 130 00:10:11,040 --> 00:10:14,040 I'm obviously very irritated. 131 00:10:14,040 --> 00:10:26,040 I'm very annoyed because it is evident that it's retaliation will happen. 132 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:30,040 My first time in the ICU is the night that the situation happened with that nurse. 133 00:10:30,040 --> 00:10:35,040 And the very next day, which is my first official day in the ICU, 134 00:10:35,040 --> 00:10:40,040 is when I had people coming to me explaining that there is now a case open. 135 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:51,040 And then there was confirmation by Karen letting me know that her and quite a few other doctors were taking side with that nurse 136 00:10:51,040 --> 00:10:56,040 because they had to stick together in the medical field and took it out on me. 137 00:10:56,040 --> 00:11:06,040 Refusing to answer the nurse's calls, refusing to listen to me when I explained I was losing mobility in my body, that there was pain. 138 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:18,040 Reusing to listen to anything that I was explaining because they were upset that I told on somebody who was a creep. 139 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:25,040 So, I'm going to keep posting videos, I'm going to keep dropping songs until this story is picked up, 140 00:11:25,040 --> 00:11:31,040 and until USC and Raman Naji pay for what they did to me. 141 00:11:31,040 --> 00:11:36,040 The pain and suffering I've gone through is nine months of recovery and I still can't walk without pain. 142 00:11:36,040 --> 00:11:47,040 I'm sitting here now in pain. My neck and my back ache. 143 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:54,040 I'm irritated. I'm pissed. My entire life was changed. 144 00:11:54,040 --> 00:11:59,040 I am now trying to emotionally pick myself up to try to do all the things I was doing before this 145 00:11:59,040 --> 00:12:05,040 to be able to continue to take care of myself because again, I'm the one taking care of me. 146 00:12:05,040 --> 00:12:10,040 Yeah, I did one time have to call my Paw Paw and ask for some damn money because guess what? 147 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:20,040 It's just me and I haven't worked in nine months. 148 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:30,040 So, I'm back working. I'm irritated. I'm annoyed. And I'm going to keep sharing this story. 149 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:36,040 I love you all. Thank you so much, Cookie Monster for tuning in. Please share this, share the original story. 150 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:46,040 Also, there was someone who reached out and asked if I had a donation link where you guys could donate money to help me fight for justice during this. 151 00:12:46,040 --> 00:12:50,040 I didn't have a link at the time. Again, it's a lot of stuff I was thinking of so I never even thought to do that. 152 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:58,040 But after he asked that, I did in fact go and create a link. So, the link is down in the description box below if you'd like to donate to help me out 153 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:06,040 and help me get justice against the restaurant and against Ramanaji, which is the restaurant, and against the hospital, which is USC IK against hospital. 154 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:11,040 I love you all and I will see you all in the next video. Thank you so much for taking the time to watch this. 155 00:13:11,040 --> 00:13:17,040 I'm irritated so I'm about to have a moment to calm down. See y'all soon. 156 00:13:17,040 --> 00:13:45,040 Be sure to go download my new song Pain in My Eyes if they were born on Australian platforms. I love y'all. 157 00:13:47,040 --> 00:13:55,040 We only knew my pain, herniated gizz, pain just to walk, but fitness is my job, got shit to figure out. 158 00:13:55,040 --> 00:14:02,040 Pain in my eyes, insomnia at night, thoughts racing, it's so hard to close my eyes. 159 00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:09,040 I've been praying while trying to disguise the pain I feel real deep down inside. 160 00:14:09,040 --> 00:14:17,040 I said pain in my eyes, insomnia at night, thoughts racing, it's so hard to close my eyes. 161 00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:23,040 I've been praying while trying to disguise the pain I feel real deep down inside. 162 00:14:23,040 --> 00:14:26,040 Nigga, you ain't hearing me. 163 00:14:26,040 --> 00:14:33,040 I said pain in my eyes, it's hard to realize my new reality that I had to call my life. 164 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:39,040 Sitting with my thoughts reminiscing how them people used to talk because of who I am. 165 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:43,040 They tried to humble me while I was fighting for my life. 166 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:48,040 It was hard to breathe calling me my nickname then shooting me up a plane. 167 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:52,040 You should be so ashamed like do you even have a brain? 168 00:14:52,040 --> 00:14:58,040 Bitch, the bitch paralyzed me and didn't even have a decency to say bye. 169 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:02,040 When she got off to leave, I can't even leave. 170 00:15:02,040 --> 00:15:07,040 You've added back the V. Oh my goodness. 171 00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:15,040 Pain in my eyes, insomnia at night, thoughts racing, it's so hard to close my eyes. 172 00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:21,040 I've been praying while trying to disguise the pain I feel real deep down inside. 173 00:15:21,040 --> 00:15:29,040 I said pain in my eyes, insomnia at night, thoughts racing, it's so hard to close my eyes. 174 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:36,040 I've been praying while trying to disguise the pain I feel real deep down inside.