School music
in the sense of
When your connection with the Lord gets stronger, the enemy will try to deter you from keeping
your relationship with God by sending temptations through people, sending temptations through
enemy personally coming to try to talk to you. I'm just thankful that I realized how great
the Lord is and how amazing it is to be in a beautiful relationship with Him and that
I was able to see where I had gone wrong and where I was unknowingly going against God.
In the sense of I used to wear the hymns of hand all the time. I had a photo thing with
the hymns of hand on it with the eye in it, not even realizing that that was the all seeing
eye. I didn't realize that the hymns of hand was against God. I remember I saw it and I
was like, oh this is cute, I remember it was on there. So I immediately googled what it
meant and I was just like, oh it just means like, had we just a good fortune and this
and that. I was like, okay cool. But not realizing that like it was going against God. I didn't
know that because I didn't say anything about that online. And I didn't realize all the
other stuff through different influences that I was in was going against God. I didn't realize
that I was practicing witchcraft. I didn't know that. And again, that's why I feel like
the Lord allowed those things to happen, though they weren't sent from Him for me to understand
and have a true spiritual awakening with the Lord of understanding all that I was in because
of the influences around me. And that's why certain situations happened to me because
I had opened spiritual doors that didn't need to be opened by messing around in witchcraft
based off different people influencing me, making it seem like it was okay. They knew
that it wasn't okay, but they knew that because like the enemy always, what he does is tries
to take as many people. It's like an army. Let me recruit as many people as I can to
go to this side and people who were on that side are very clever with how they do their
recruiting. And I didn't realize in that sense that was being recruited. If that makes sense.
So because I was unknowingly recruited and I fell for it, I opened up so many spiritual
and there were times where I'm like, I could feel because I've always been sensitive to
energy and the sense of I could feel when someone had dark energy. But because I was
surrounded by dark energy from so many people for such a long period of time for years,
like in the sense of being in the same household. It made me numb to realizing that they were
dark because when I was away from them and would encounter them, I could sense it like
when the move happened, I was sitting here in the room and at the exact moment my sister's
car pulled into the front of the apartment building. At the same time that her car pulled
up immediately, the Lord just told me look out the window. When I looked at the window,
I was like, that's my sister. I couldn't see her like the window, like literally the side
window and the front was dark. Crazy, right? So I couldn't actually visibly see who it
was. But based on the type of car and what I felt, I was like, that's my sister. And
sure enough, I saw her down the hallway later on that day. And it sure enough was her. When
I'm away from it, I can sense it. I can sense when it's close. But here's another thing.
The Lord during this time because I have strengthened my relationship with him, that even with being
around it in the sense of like who my roommate was, I could still sense it. I could sense
her getting ready to come home before she would even come home. I could literally feel
her energy getting ready to walk through the door. And it's not in the sense of like feeling
it like taking it in just like, let me change it, not feeling it. I can sense her energy
before she actually would come through the door. And what the Lord has also showed me
is I'm anointed in a way that I never knew. And what I'm realizing is my grandmother,
Justin Peace, grandma, we love you so much. My grandmother saw it in me. She saw that
I was anointed. She was a true, a true church woman. And she saw that I was anointed. And
she kept me in church. And she had me in the choir. And she really was there. Now, what
I'm realizing through research and stuff, which is why this particular video is on
Patreon, Hello Patreon family. My grandma was sacrificed. I didn't want to believe it until
recently where I'm realizing how everything aligns, where it just so happens that the
age of one of my sisters, it was her 60 year, her birthday is in the sixth month. And we
moved away because everything reminded a particular person, Mama, allegedly, this is all
of her. But the only person in the room at the hospital at the time that my grandma passed
was my mom. She was the one also taking care of her. And she they had done all the things
that they needed to do to remove the cancer from her body. But visibly, she could still
she was still seriating. And the reason that I feel like this is true is my mom lost her
job taking care of her mom. And there was money, insurance money given after she passed.
And so many people in that industry do sacrifices. And I know that the end this work, because
there's a photo that I recently came across where