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Alright boom, there's something right in there.

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Introduce yourself, tell us where you're from.

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This is your girl, Zarya, where I'm from, from Detroit, you know, the, um, high Austin

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spy cast.

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Tell us a little about yourself.

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About myself, hmm.

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I'm Zarya again, um, pretty chill.

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What do you like to do?

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What I like to do, I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read.

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I like to read a bunch of stuff, nonfiction, history, science.

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I like to travel.

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I like to explore.

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I like to chill, just exist.

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You know, just being on my existing.

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Okay.

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How do you apply the information that you read?

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Um, how do I apply that information?

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If I was, I end up connecting, which is crazy.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Because everything comes together.

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I like how I could be reading religion,

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and I could apply like a science principle.

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I love how I can be reading something about the city,

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the history of the city, and how I could apply it

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to different aspects of history.

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I know I just love the interconnection of education.

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That's nice.

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And that's how I like going.

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I like yoga, too.

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I like movement.

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I like dancing.

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I like singing.

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I like poetry.

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I like movies.

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OK.

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Basic stuff.

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Yeah.

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Before we started the episode, you were talking to me

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about how you got a new job at the floor house.

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Yeah, the floor house.

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How did that come about?

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What was that about?

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So one, I wanted to actually use my education and my job.

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I don't like a regular job.

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I don't want to work in McDonnell.

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I want to be teaching, or I want to see people.

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I want to help.

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I wanted something similar to my old job.

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And it's crazy, because I don't know how funny

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stuff they just find me.

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You just manifest.

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So I just had a thought.

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Me and Austin, we were Jefferson.

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The Jefferson, we used to like looking at the houses.

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And I always thought I was like, I

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need to be that motherfucking in that big house.

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Oh, god.

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So I just was talking to the universe, to my god.

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And my god said, go on indeed, and put in museum.

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And it found me, because it didn't even show up.

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It sent me email to a pop for the job.

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What?

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So that's just the universe working.

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I noticed you said, my god, why do you feel about religion?

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That's interesting.

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I like that.

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But religion is so, so big and so deep.

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I consider myself a spiritualist.

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I don't believe in a certain thing.

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I believe in principles of Hinduism, Christianity,

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the basics.

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Believe in the basics of Buddhism.

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Suffering is life, but you don't necessarily,

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the way through is experience in the suffering.

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Bunch of philosophies.

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That's nice.

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What about you?

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About me.

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About what?

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About religion.

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How would you describe, what's your key values, key principles?

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I'm not sure how I would describe my key principles,

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but I do know.

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If you had to make the 10 commandments,

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what would be your 10 commandments?

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My 10 commandments.

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Or let's just do five, because 10 is a lot.

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Yeah, 10 is a lot.

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If I keep going, I'm going to go to 10.

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I'm going to try to give you five.

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I'll say my number one would be love.

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You got to love everything and everyone around you.

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Even if you hate them in your brain,

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love them through your heart.

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You can't just be out here throwing out bad vibes.

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Some people is annoying.

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Some people we just can't.

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You have to accept them for who they are.

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Yes.

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And that took me a long time to figure out.

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I just figured that out.

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But it's real refreshing, we could just, no matter what.

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Just love those around you.

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Love the person who's found my back.

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Because wounds heal.

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Scars heal.

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Scars heal.

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As long as you not dying, what they say,

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if it don't kill you, it'll make you stronger.

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Hey, it makes you stronger.

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It's the same.

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My second commandment will have to be, let's stay.

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Just learn from anything and everything.

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I mean, the same thing as loving.

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If you can love to learn, life will open every single door

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for you.

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You'll never have to worry about picking a lock,

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breaking into somewhere, imposter syndrome, nothing.

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None of that.

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As long as you're willing to learn,

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it's always something for you to do.

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Because it's always something to learn.

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No one knows it all.

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And I really appreciate it.

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It's something to learn. No one knows it all.

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And I really had to step outside of that thinking

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I knew it all.

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I mean, being the smartest in the room is OK.

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I mean, it's an ego stroke.

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But if I can play dumb and get more information out of you

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about some shit I think I know, then who really

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is up at the end of the day?

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You don't see it.

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Who really is up at the end of the day?

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That's my favorite part.

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I love paying, just acting like you and I.

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I don't know.

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I don't know.

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I've never knew that idea then.

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I've never heard that in my life.

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That's my favorite thing, because I feel like you're really

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able to see how people treat you,

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based off of what they think you know.

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That's the best part about it.

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What fun it's like if you're showing all your cars all the time.

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How do you make this fun?

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I don't want you knowing I got an ace in the deck.

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You know what I'm saying?

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I need you knowing I got a spade and we playing spades.

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You don't need to know all the never-breaking,

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all the information I know.

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I know.

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And I like that sometimes my appearance may show

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that I know less than what I actually do.

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And I'm actually okay with being seen as that,

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because people don't know you until you open up your mouth.

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That's another thing.

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Just lately, the way I've been perceived,

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I've always kind of not really cared, just because you know

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who you are.

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It's like when you know who you are inside your head.

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You know who you are behind closed doors.

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You know who you are.

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But like just really just separated from like the image of self.

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It's just amazing.

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It's okay to not be understood.

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It is.

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be okay with being misunderstood.

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Yes.

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And it's like not everybody needs to understand you.

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And you don't need to understand everything.

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I mean.

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And that's hard for like I think people were like me who wants

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to just know everything, who wants to understand the foundations

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of everything and how everything relate.

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It's like you just can't know and you have to be okay with that.

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You just got to be okay with it.

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Just not, yeah, just not knowing the answer.

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Not having an explanation.

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Some things just happen and never question what the universe

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give you.

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I mean whatever opportunities present themselves, take them

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and use them to the best of your ability, don't if you spend the

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whole time trying to figure out why, why, why, why you're going

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to go crazy.

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You're going to go in the whole experience.

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And you wouldn't see the big picture.

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You wouldn't see the collateral beauty of it.

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Wow.

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Because I know I struggled for a long time when I was even now

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sometimes I do stuff without thinking about it.

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Like it would be natural and I feel like, oh, I need to know

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exactly.

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I want it to be conscious of my movement.

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But life is really like a wave.

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It just happens.

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You just got to go with it.

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You got to go with the flow.

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You know what I'm saying?

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You can't, you're not going to understand why you do everything

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and how you do everything.

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Just accept being good.

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So that's really what I got to get over because I think it was

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an insecurity in thinking that I had a lack of control over my

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life.

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I want, we can't have control over our life.

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We got to control the controllables which is attitude.

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Mindset and how you choose to display who you are, how you

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choose to display your emotions.

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That's the only thing we can control.

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Right.

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And so me feeling like I had that lack of control over my life

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and I tried to grab it by, you know what I'm saying?

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Oh, I know how to do this or this is because I did it.

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Nothing I do.

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Everything is out of my hands now.

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Everything that I do is because it's not always an external factor,

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but I'm grateful for everything I have and everyone that I meet

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because they are really who make me who I am.

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And I want to be where I am today without all of those

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experiences.

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The experiences and just yes, I have the first thing.

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That's how I've been feeling.

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I feel like I've really acknowledged that, I think the word is

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a mirror.

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I always wonder why did this happen, why this happened, why these

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people treated this like this.

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But it's like if you really look at life like a mirror, you get to

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understand it better.

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And that's how I look at it every single day for me waking up and

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hearing birds, to me seeing how like a regular everyday people interact

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and just it's like a mirror.

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Yeah, however you see yourself, it's how you see the outside world.

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For a long time I saw nothing but sadness, depression.

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I go outside and everything was gloomy.

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Even though on a 90 degree day I see one cloud, I'm feeling like the

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cloud.

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But it's like we can't live like that, you know what I'm saying?

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You gotta be optimistic.

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Because there's people out here, I was listening to a video, he said,

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it's sunny outside but you're looking at the specs on the window, you

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know what I'm saying?

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Look past that, look past that, bad stuff, you know what I'm saying?

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See the bigger picture.

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You gotta appreciate the beauty and stuff.

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Even if the beauty is damaged, even if the beauty is just messed up, you

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have to experience it.

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You know that's a Chinese philosophy.

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If they break a dish in the house, Chinese, it's an Asian, I'm gonna say Asian.

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Asian philosophy goes if they break a dish in the house, they take the pieces,

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they put it back together and they glue it with gold.

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Because I forget, you guys can look it up, but it's something like you gotta

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see the beauty and things broken or something like that.

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You gotta be broken and beautiful, something like that.

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I think about that often, but yeah.

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We gotta go to the fourth commandment.

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What's the fourth one?

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Right here.

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I feel like the first three really.

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Yeah, that's a good one.

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The fourth one will be listen before you speak.

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We got two ears and one mouth for a reason.

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That's really what I've been focusing on lately because a lot of times we'll talk

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to somebody, we'll ask them one question.

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In our head, we have a follow up question that we think would be really good.

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Instead of listening to what they say into the first question, we too busy trying to

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remember what the second question was gonna be.

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By the time they get done talking, you're spitting out the second question.

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The second question don't got nothing to do with any of what they just said.

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It's a funny thing about human conversation.

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It's so funny how, and I've noticed that, I pick that up all the time because I'm always

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the quietest one in the room.

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You get to see how the two loud people, for example, are over-lav or it's just so funny.

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We really don't listen.

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A lot of people don't listen.

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90% of people don't even listen.

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They don't even know what you're talking about.

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They don't even know what you're talking about.

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They're just nodding.

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Yeah, because they think about some shit that happened this morning.

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They think about the bowl of cereal they just ate.

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They don't even fucking know what you're talking about.

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And you know the best part is, when you actually sit down and listen to somebody and repeat

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to them what they said with a little bit of context behind it, they ain't gonna palm

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your hands.

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You don't say it because they're like, wow.

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You really just listening.

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Exactly.

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And they feel it important.

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And people don't even realize when you listen, it's so easy to have what they call it a

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conversation.

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It's called chemistry and a conversation.

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You know a lot of people have broken dialogue or broken conversations because one person

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I listen to is somebody else's head somewhere else.

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But when you actually give the other person the time to talk and get their thoughts out,

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you guys can.

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And it flows naturally and that's the best part of human beings.

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You can really see how we are social beings.

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That's what I'm saying.

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And it's like, we're really, scientifically we bounce off of like, our skills, no one,

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another body of skills is present.

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And it's just so funny how science, like how humans, we do what we're supposed to.

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You know, we're complex.

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We're weird.

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Humans are fucked up.

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They're to me the most demonic creatures but it's really a beauty in just being a human.

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Yeah.

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And I was reading.

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He said the only thing that keeps us from being animals is being able to think about

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our own thoughts.

324
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Yeah, to be in conscious.

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And that's, it's crazy to think about.

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I guess I do need a fifth commandment.

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Let's see.

328
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What do you think the fifth commandment should be?

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What kind of thing?

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Yeah.

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Something as deep as, you know what I'm saying?

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Trust your intuition.

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Yes.

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That would be a good fifth commandment because just trust your gut.

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You have to.

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Your body is never going to be wrong.

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If you just listen to it.

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You just have to, and that's another thing.

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You just have to listen to like that voice in your head.

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It could be hard to like die separate between like anxiety and intuition but like it's

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so crazy how like intuition is real.

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Like how I've been able to see like stuff happen before it even happened or just have

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a feeling of like what the next step could be.

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Like, but I can't describe to you how I know, why I know, I just know.

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And that's the thing we were talking about earlier.

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Just, you just got to know.

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You just got to go with it.

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You just got to follow it.

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It's okay to be misunderstood even when you're misunderstanding yourself.

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It's okay to be lost in thought.

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It's alright.

352
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Yes.

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And I think if you always know the path, it's like what fun is that?

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You just, your whole life is mapped out for you.

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That's no fun.

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It's nothing fun in having your life mapped out.

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It's nothing fun in being just, I'm not articulated.

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And just knowing everything was going to happen.

359
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Which is, that's the good thing about life is because even if you do have intuition,

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really strong intuition, you never are for certain.

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You just know you're like, it's like a force.

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It's like a magnetic pole.

363
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Just magnetic energy, you don't know.

364
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You just keep going, keep going, keep working.

365
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Yeah.

366
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What else?

367
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I'm trying to think.

368
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Oh, I want to bounce this off for you.

369
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I was, I talked about it in my last episode.

370
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It was like how we can, we might misjudge anxiety when making decisions.

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And it's really like the key to listening to your body is being able to label emotions.

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If you label emotions wrong, you'll be taking the wrong medicine.

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You know what I'm saying?

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So I was saying like when we get anxious before we do something, maybe that's like a sign

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that we should be doing it.

376
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You know what I'm saying?

377
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Maybe that's not anxiety.

378
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Maybe that's your body telling you like, yeah, you're getting close.

379
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It's like a game of high and cold between making a decision.

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And I talked about how I get to that pushing point and I'd be afraid because I think I'm

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just anxious or I'm fearful of it.

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But now I try to fall into fear.

383
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I don't try to run away from it.

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I tell myself if something makes you anxious or you feel scared to do it, now you got to

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do it.

386
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Yeah.

387
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You got to do it.

388
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I feel like I've been so, for a minute now, I've been so content with the comfortable

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with what I know, not knowing it's a whole world out here.

390
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And I have to get comfortable with being uncomfortable.

391
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Yes.

392
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I have to be like, and that's something a lot to be thrown up.

393
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That's something that I think society don't even teach us.

394
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Like you're always taught, oh, do this this way.

395
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Go to school.

396
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Get this job.

397
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Get this job.

398
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Get this job.

399
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Get that job.

400
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Invest in this.

401
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Wait until you're 60.

402
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I don't even know if I'm going to make it to tomorrow.

403
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You don't even know tomorrow is meant for promise.

404
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I don't even know I'm going to make it through the rest of today.

405
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I can walk outside and die.

406
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Literally.

407
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I'm saying like, we got to learn to come.

408
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We have to learn to appreciate and experience.

409
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Yeah.

410
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We got to be able to, and we got to accept the fact that we're going to die.

411
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Because a lot of people be out here.

412
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We can't be afraid of that.

413
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Man, we got to love death because it's like, damn, all right, I'm done.

414
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You know what I'm saying?

415
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At least all I want to know, all I want to die is saying I did the best I could with

416
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what I had and I worked hard and I persevered.

417
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And I want to leave a long lasting effect on those behind me.

418
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I want to have a legacy.

419
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So really the only thing that dies is your body.

420
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But if you leave stuff here for people to study and for people to follow and for ideas.

421
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That's how I've been from up today.

422
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I've always kind of felt this way.

423
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I just have to leave the impact.

424
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I just have to.

425
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But seeing this old white man house and seeing how this legacy of just generational wealth,

426
00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:11,080
financial literacy, the arts, the science was passed down through the generations.

427
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This generation who's like, they're billionaires.

428
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I'm saying.

429
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They're billionaires.

430
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It really inspires me to be like, I need to have a legacy.

431
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I have a legacy.

432
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And it's so real.

433
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I love it.

434
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And it just, you ever, I don't know if everybody gets this feeling, but you ever get the feeling

435
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that you're just destined for something.

436
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Like you dumb in like, I can't be regular.

437
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I can't just be regular.

438
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So like, I've always felt that way, but like I can never articulate it until like people

439
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start noticing, people start bringing it up to my attention.

440
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You're out of, like you're not real.

441
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Yeah.

442
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You're like in my essay, because I'm writing an essay for, for the school of public health.

443
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That's what I want to do.

444
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I'm writing, basically writing about exactly what I want to do and why I want to do it.

445
00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:07,080
But I was like, I wanted to start it off saying like, I'm a statistical improbability.

446
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People with my story, people who've like been through with like, I shouldn't have this mindset.

447
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That's what I'm saying.

448
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But I do, because the universe gives what like, it was like you.

449
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It knows.

450
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It knows.

451
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And I think most definitely like, I think the God chooses certain people to have a voice,

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to be the best leader they can be, and to just work for better change.

453
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And I know for a fact, like a hundred percent say like, I know that.

454
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I just, I just feel different.

455
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I just, I'm different.

456
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I just don't fall in line with me.

457
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I'm from a different class.

458
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I'm not even from this planet.

459
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I'm not even from, I'm an alien.

460
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:51,080
Yeah, I'm an alien.

461
00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:52,080
I'm not even from this planet.

462
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I'm not even from this planet.

463
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That's me.

464
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That's me.

465
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They found my ship.

466
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I was looking for it.

467
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You know what I'm saying?

468
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Don't be fooled by this meat sack.

469
00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:01,080
You know what I'm saying?

470
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I'm not from here.

471
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I'm here to, I'm here to leave some for these people.

472
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,080
I'm here to, I'm here to make this money.

473
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I'm here to take all the money that's, that's dropping that people just can't catch.

474
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They ain't got the hands for it.

475
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I'm here to take it all in one pile.

476
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And right before I die, just give it all.

477
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Hand it straight to them.

478
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You know what I'm saying?

479
00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:21,080
But it's not just going to come as a free check.

480
00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:23,080
They got to, they got to do something for it.

481
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They got to, I need to know that they minds is ready to handle the money that I'm going to give them.

482
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I need to know that it's towards a solution.

483
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Solution's not creating problems.

484
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Because it creates a lot of problems.

485
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I want my money to create solutions.

486
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And that's just so inspiring.

487
00:21:37,080 --> 00:21:39,080
And that's so great we have.

488
00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:44,080
I really was journaling talking about this exact same thing yesterday.

489
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Yeah.

490
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That's okay to have a universe like.

491
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That's what I'm saying.

492
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It's like.

493
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This is so beautiful.

494
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Yeah.

495
00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:57,080
And it makes me like, it makes like every day, I'm just so happy to wake up.

496
00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:58,080
I'm so happy to be conscious.

497
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Yes.

498
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I'm so happy to just understand just that I matter in this world and just learning every

499
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:09,080
single day, learning just something different.

500
00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:12,080
Like that's the best part of our life.

501
00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:14,080
They say you learn something new every day.

502
00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:15,080
That is crazy.

503
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,080
That is crazy.

504
00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:17,080
That is insane.

505
00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:21,080
It's always a set of information you have never come across every day.

506
00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:22,080
Yeah.

507
00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:26,080
And it's, I don't know.

508
00:22:26,080 --> 00:22:29,080
It's so much that we don't know.

509
00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:34,080
The more you, the more you find out, the more you find out that you don't know.

510
00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:35,080
You don't.

511
00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:37,080
You don't know anything at all.

512
00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:50,080
And something, oh my God, something I feel like would not expedite, but that will help

513
00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:51,080
me.

514
00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:58,080
I don't know if I might help you to this figuring out how to understand my own potential.

515
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:04,080
Because a lot of the times we see other people's potential, but it's hard for us to see our

516
00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:05,080
own potential.

517
00:23:05,080 --> 00:23:12,080
So how do we go about finding our own potential and when we find it, going about executing

518
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it, you know what I'm saying?

519
00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:15,080
You ever thought about that?

520
00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:16,080
I have.

521
00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:21,080
And it's like, how do I understand what I am capable of?

522
00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:24,080
But other people see it perfectly fine.

523
00:23:24,080 --> 00:23:29,080
I meet strangers all the time that say, you know what, young man, you're going to be very

524
00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:30,080
rich.

525
00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:31,080
Never seen them in my life.

526
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:36,080
People coming up to you just knowing, they just, it's so freaky.

527
00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:38,080
I think that's the sign.

528
00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:39,080
That might be the sign.

529
00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:43,080
The universe always confirms when it comes down to, and your numbers when it comes down

530
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:46,080
to just seeing the things you want in front of you.

531
00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:50,080
Like being around them, working at the country club.

532
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:52,080
I always, I love golf.

533
00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:54,080
I love fast cars.

534
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:57,080
How about I be around the next, what are you not saying?

535
00:23:57,080 --> 00:24:00,080
That's what I'm saying.

536
00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:02,080
That's how I feel.

537
00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:04,080
And I feel like it's a new transition.

538
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:08,080
I feel like I've always been attracted to what I needed.

539
00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:12,080
I don't know, the universe gives you everything you can handle.

540
00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:14,080
All the tools are always at your disposal.

541
00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:16,080
You always have them.

542
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:21,080
And when you start using them, everything just starts working.

543
00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:22,080
Everything just changing.

544
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:25,080
Even like Lil said, Bex, you don't need to care.

545
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,080
He just brushed it off.

546
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:30,080
It's not.

547
00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:31,080
It's not.

548
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:32,080
It's gonna come back.

549
00:24:32,080 --> 00:24:34,080
I'm not worried about money.

550
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:41,080
It just seemed like, one thing, one thought that occasionally goes through my mind is,

551
00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:43,080
I know I'm gonna be rich.

552
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:45,080
How am I gonna do it?

553
00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:48,080
But that's one of the things that I just can't control.

554
00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:53,080
And I gotta leave it up to the universe to expose me to that horizon.

555
00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:55,080
When it's time for me to get the money.

556
00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:57,080
I'm just learning how to use it right now.

557
00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:02,080
So if I ain't got the money right now, I might as well do everything in my power to learn about it.

558
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:03,080
To understand it.

559
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:05,080
To meet the people with it.

560
00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:07,080
You know what I'm saying?

561
00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:09,080
That's exactly how it's been.

562
00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:11,080
I feel like I changed my outlook on just learning.

563
00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:14,080
Like, oh, I'm doing this because I want to get rich.

564
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,080
Because I know this is what I'm doing.

565
00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:18,080
No, I want to actually understand.

566
00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,080
I want to understand.

567
00:25:20,080 --> 00:25:22,080
I want to use the knowledge.

568
00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:27,080
I want to get it like, no, I want to do the hard work in order to receive the benefits.

569
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:29,080
So by the time it comes, you know what I'm saying?

570
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,080
There's nothing.

571
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,080
No, I'm not enough.

572
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:32,080
Because I already disciplined myself.

573
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:34,080
I already did the work.

574
00:25:34,080 --> 00:25:35,080
And I know it's a given.

575
00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:37,080
I know it's for me.

576
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:39,080
Hey, this is my, you know what I'm saying?

577
00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:44,080
I feel like the more I learn, the more people I meet, the more money just fall in my hands.

578
00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:45,080
You know what I'm saying?

579
00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:46,080
Connection.

580
00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:50,080
The universe not gonna give you the money if it know you can't manage it.

581
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:53,080
So you got to learn how to manage money without money.

582
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:55,080
So when you get the money, it's just, you know what I'm saying?

583
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:57,080
You got to go to practice before you go to the game.

584
00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:58,080
Exactly.

585
00:25:58,080 --> 00:25:59,080
You have to practice before you start.

586
00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:01,080
You got to practice before you go to the game.

587
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:02,080
That's not real.

588
00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:03,080
You know what I'm saying?

589
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:04,080
You got to put the work in.

590
00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:05,080
You're doing it.

591
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:19,080
And, you know, another thing I had to really get myself to understand was that hard work doesn't mean you working yourself too hard.

592
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:20,080
You know what I'm saying?

593
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,080
You don't got to be smart.

594
00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:23,080
You don't got to be done.

595
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:24,080
I'm sore.

596
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:25,080
I've been up all night.

597
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:26,080
That's another thing.

598
00:26:26,080 --> 00:26:30,080
And I thought I had to learn that.

599
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:37,080
You don't, and reason people don't get rich because they work that hard off.

600
00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:40,080
The way they get rich is they think rich.

601
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:41,080
They think smart.

602
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:44,080
They think, you got to think outside the bubble.

603
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:45,080
You have to like.

604
00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:47,080
How can I get somebody else to do this work?

605
00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:48,080
Yes.

606
00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:49,080
I don't want to do it.

607
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:50,080
I don't want to do it.

608
00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:51,080
I know how to do it.

609
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:59,080
How can I get, one of my brains can get 50 other brains to do exactly what I can do, but better and more efficiently.

610
00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:00,080
More efficiently.

611
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:02,080
Efficiency is very important.

612
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:03,080
Oh my God.

613
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:04,080
That's what I've been on lately.

614
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:05,080
Efficiency and quality.

615
00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:06,080
Yes.

616
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:08,080
I love the quality of stuff.

617
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:11,080
I've been ordering some good clothes because I just love the quality.

618
00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:12,080
I love clothes.

619
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:13,080
I just love clothes.

620
00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:17,080
I just like thrifting and just the quality.

621
00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:24,080
When you find like the real good shops, just the quality and like for $5.

622
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,080
Man, he's just.

623
00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:34,080
It's just, because you know a lot of people, a lot of the clothes today aren't that good quality because it's fast fashion.

624
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:36,080
Everybody wearing the same thing.

625
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:39,080
Everybody ordering off them sweatshops, shops.

626
00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:40,080
Yes.

627
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,080
You know what I'm saying?

628
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:43,080
And then the thing about thrifting is one of one.

629
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:45,080
You can't find it anywhere.

630
00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:51,080
If we are one of eight billion people currently, we don't know how many people came before us.

631
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:52,080
Oh my God.

632
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:58,080
We survived this, but you know how many, who knows how many times death was right there.

633
00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:05,080
Who knows how many times like the Mosse versus the different Austin Nazarius, they did different things.

634
00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:06,080
That's what I'm saying.

635
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:07,080
Like who knows?

636
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:09,080
Who got into this point?

637
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:11,080
It's a blessing that we hear.

638
00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:14,080
It just ain't building people and we made it.

639
00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:17,080
We have a unique just DNA.

640
00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:18,080
We are us.

641
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:22,080
It's only everybody is just like you said, everybody is one on one.

642
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:23,080
Everybody is one on one.

643
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:25,080
It's the craziest thing ever.

644
00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:26,080
And it's so cool.

645
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:28,080
Even animals, even plants.

646
00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:29,080
That's rooms.

647
00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:30,080
Like this.

648
00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:32,080
Even think about snowflakes.

649
00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:34,080
This snow, never this.

650
00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,080
It's never a snowflake.

651
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:36,080
It's the same.

652
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,080
It's never two of the same snowflakes.

653
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:40,080
That is so crazy.

654
00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:43,080
Every day is a day that has never happened before.

655
00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,080
It's just a different frequency.

656
00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:48,080
After writing this book and it's called a frequency.

657
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:49,080
Everything is a frequency.

658
00:28:49,080 --> 00:28:50,080
Light is a frequency.

659
00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:51,080
Really?

660
00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:53,080
Smile is a frequency.

661
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:59,080
And it's just a different frequency every day.

662
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:02,080
It's crazy how every day goes by.

663
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:04,080
No day is the same.

664
00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:05,080
Ever.

665
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,080
No day is ever the same.

666
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,080
And it's so cool.

667
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,080
It's just crazy to think about.

668
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,080
Every day we get older.

669
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:15,080
A little bit older.

670
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,080
I think about that all day.

671
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:20,080
I love just starting off the day in the shower.

672
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:21,080
Looking at you.

673
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:23,080
I usually like to do affirmations.

674
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:28,080
Today, no matter what, it's going to be a good day.

675
00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:29,080
And I'm going to learn so much.

676
00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:31,080
I'm going to get so much out of the day.

677
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,080
And every day I do.

678
00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:36,080
Even the day I sit in the bed and write.

679
00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:38,080
I get something out of it.

680
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:43,080
Even those days are at the beginning they be hard.

681
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:49,080
But when I really just give myself some time to relax and chill out.

682
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,080
And just be bored with the day.

683
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,080
Okay, yeah.

684
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:53,080
I sat at home one day.

685
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,080
And I was on my iPad.

686
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:55,080
And I was on my phone.

687
00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:57,080
And I was on the game.

688
00:29:57,080 --> 00:30:04,080
I can be happy knowing I've had days like that.

689
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:06,080
Not every day you got to get something done.

690
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:08,080
I mean, yeah.

691
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:10,080
It's all about balance.

692
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:13,080
It's all about, if one of you is working, be efficient.

693
00:30:13,080 --> 00:30:16,080
Learn as much as you can get out of it.

694
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:17,080
And ask questions.

695
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:18,080
Come up with solutions.

696
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:19,080
Yes.

697
00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:22,080
But it's also a break when you use time to chill.

698
00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:24,080
It's time to put up your feet.

699
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:27,080
It's time to eat something good.

700
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:30,080
It's time to eat on the boat.

701
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:33,080
It's a little rainy day sitting and creating a turn of lights out.

702
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:36,080
Yes, and then it's just a different vibe.

703
00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:39,080
And the crew laid up like, hey, there.

704
00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:41,080
Put the car in the garage.

705
00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:42,080
I ain't home.

706
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:43,080
Lights out.

707
00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:44,080
It's broad.

708
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:45,080
I ain't home.

709
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:47,080
Nah, ain't that turn of phone?

710
00:30:47,080 --> 00:30:48,080
Man.

711
00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:49,080
The best.

712
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:50,080
The best feeling.

713
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:51,080
I like that.

714
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:53,080
It's just beautiful.

715
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:54,080
Beautiful.

716
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:55,080
Life is beautiful.

717
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:57,080
I had that on my wall.

718
00:30:57,080 --> 00:31:00,080
Life is just every day.

719
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:05,080
And I think I've gotten to the point where I know you use affirmations.

720
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:09,080
I don't really necessarily need them.

721
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:11,080
Because I feel like I program myself subconsciously.

722
00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:13,080
Yes, because that's where we think it.

723
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:14,080
So you don't necessarily know.

724
00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:16,080
My affirmations are like in my head.

725
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:19,080
As soon as I wake up, I'm reminded of who I am.

726
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:20,080
That's my affirmation.

727
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:21,080
That's beautiful.

728
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,080
Because I'm always reminded of who I am.

729
00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:24,080
You're always reminding yourself.

730
00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:25,080
And you're always great.

731
00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,080
Just make sure you never lose sight of yourself.

732
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:29,080
Because we about to be in the real world.

733
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:30,080
We are.

734
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:32,080
We've covered so much ground.

735
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,080
And we ain't even...

736
00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:34,080
We ain't even...

737
00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:36,080
We ain't even lose sight of the world.

738
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:37,080
You know it's outside.

739
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:38,080
We know.

740
00:31:38,080 --> 00:31:39,080
And just make sure you keep...

741
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:41,080
Because it's going to get hard.

742
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:42,080
It is.

743
00:31:42,080 --> 00:31:43,080
And that's okay.

744
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:44,080
That's okay.

745
00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:46,080
Because the universe never going to give you anything that you're not ready for.

746
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:47,080
You can't handle.

747
00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:48,080
It's cool.

748
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:49,080
And anything...

749
00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:54,080
If anything happened or anything just that happened, we didn't think what's going to happen.

750
00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:57,080
It teaches us something.

751
00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:00,080
If we're not ready for something, we don't get it.

752
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:01,080
Yeah.

753
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:02,080
That's the law.

754
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:03,080
That's the law.

755
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:04,080
Because how could you...

756
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:05,080
How could an...

757
00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:07,080
The universe wants you to produce.

758
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:09,080
How can it expect you to produce?

759
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:14,080
And it gives you something that you don't even know how to use like at all.

760
00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:16,080
It's okay to not know how to use some.

761
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:17,080
Maybe you got some...

762
00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:20,080
You can use quantitative reasoning to figure out how to use some.

763
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:26,080
But if you just have no previous knowledge on it at all, it's not going to give it to you until you at least a little bit.

764
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:27,080
Ready.

765
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:28,080
Yeah.

766
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:32,080
So, thinking of life like that, it's like you can handle any challenge that comes to you.

767
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:35,080
Because think about all the bad days where you was like, I don't know how.

768
00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:37,080
Yeah, I don't know how I'm going to get through this.

769
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,080
I don't know what I'm going to do.

770
00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:41,080
It's like, look where you at today.

771
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:42,080
You made it through.

772
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:43,080
You're not dead.

773
00:32:43,080 --> 00:32:44,080
You know what I'm saying?

774
00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:45,080
You're still alive.

775
00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:46,080
That's the best thing.

776
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:49,080
And I feel like I'm a like a procrastinating perfectionist.

777
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:52,080
Because I feel like everything I got to do got to be so...

778
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:54,080
And I'm just so anxious.

779
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:57,080
I'm like, no, what if this don't work out this?

780
00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,080
Then I'm not going to be the greatest.

781
00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:00,080
But then it's just like...

782
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,080
Yeah, that's like, come on.

783
00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:02,080
Look at where we are.

784
00:33:02,080 --> 00:33:03,080
Look at what we've done.

785
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:04,080
Look how far we've come.

786
00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:05,080
Look how far.

787
00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:06,080
And look at all the lessons learned.

788
00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:07,080
Dog.

789
00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:08,080
And...

790
00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:09,080
I don't regret.

791
00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:13,080
Like, I love being just at any given point in time in my life.

792
00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:16,080
I could be like, I don't wish I really did anything differently.

793
00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:17,080
Yes.

794
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:18,080
I'm glad.

795
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:20,080
I'm glad in my potential path.

796
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:21,080
I'm glad in my past.

797
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:22,080
Yes.

798
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,080
But I'm in the present still.

799
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:24,080
Yes.

800
00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:25,080
And I love that.

801
00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:26,080
And I thank you.

802
00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:31,080
A lot of people, they'll be like, oh, I hate that I did this or I hate that I did that.

803
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:36,080
But it's like, no, I'm glad that that happened because of the person that will come today.

804
00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:41,080
Because I've hated I found out that what's the name was a bad person.

805
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:44,080
And we were wrong with that relationship.

806
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:49,080
Dude, how do you know like, what if you never find out that there's a bad person?

807
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:53,080
You still is in that relationship or that friendship today.

808
00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:54,080
You would never know.

809
00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:55,080
You would never know.

810
00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:58,080
You would be being held back and you wouldn't even know what was holding you back.

811
00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:00,080
Because some people just here for a season.

812
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:02,080
So, people here for a season.

813
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:03,080
It wasn't...

814
00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:04,080
Hold on, let me think.

815
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:05,080
I'm not to say something.

816
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,080
I think you're in places that...

817
00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:08,580
Some people here for a reason.

818
00:34:08,580 --> 00:34:10,080
Some people here for a season.

819
00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:11,080
You know what I'm saying?

820
00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:12,080
That's real.

821
00:34:12,080 --> 00:34:13,080
I love that.

822
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:14,080
Dang.

823
00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:15,080
That's a really good quote.

824
00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:16,080
You just got beautiful.

825
00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:23,080
You just got beautiful.

826
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:30,080
I appreciate every single person that I've met.

827
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:31,080
Good or bad.

828
00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:34,080
Any kind of stress that they brought into my life.

829
00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:36,080
I'm glad that they brought it now.

830
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,080
Especially before I go off to college.

831
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:43,080
I'm glad of all the negative experiences that I've had before I went off to college.

832
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:47,080
Because think about all the people that was shadowed and locked away from all the bad

833
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:48,080
experiences.

834
00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:49,080
Anything that could have happened.

835
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:53,080
Now they got to experience it on their own on a big campus.

836
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:56,080
For some people, a whole other state.

837
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,080
Some people never been outside their neighborhood.

838
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,080
Some people never been outside their city.

839
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:04,080
So, think about moving 2,000 miles away to a whole other state.

840
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:06,080
And you ain't never been through nothing.

841
00:35:06,080 --> 00:35:11,080
I'm so glad I had these people bring these amounts of stress into my life.

842
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:14,080
Because it just built my character.

843
00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:16,080
I'm a whole new character now.

844
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:18,080
And it gave me perspective.

845
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:19,080
Perspective is everything.

846
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:24,080
And for so long I feel like I was the victim.

847
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,080
I'm not the victim of my life.

848
00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,080
No, I'm not the victim of certain relationships.

849
00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:31,080
Every single thing has taught me something.

850
00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:34,080
Has taught me more about the intellect of other people.

851
00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:36,080
Because there's so many different people.

852
00:35:36,080 --> 00:35:39,080
As we just stated.

853
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,080
Everyone's one of one.

854
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:47,080
So, when you really get to experience and really understand perspective.

855
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:48,080
The best thing possible.

856
00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:50,080
The best thing imaginative.

857
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:56,080
So, even the people that's like going to like a whole new, brand new environment.

858
00:35:56,080 --> 00:36:01,080
I hope like, that me that would be like the number one advice.

859
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:03,080
It's just to constantly see perspective.

860
00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:05,080
Yeah.

861
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:07,080
Cause it's, like that's what we are.

862
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:08,080
Perspective.

863
00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:09,080
Oh my God.

864
00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:11,080
I used to, I was writing about this one time.

865
00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:16,080
It was like, anytime we feel like a negative emotion.

866
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:22,080
So say, anger, racism, stuff like that.

867
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:26,080
All those negative emotions derive out of misunderstanding.

868
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:27,080
Yes.

869
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:29,080
How can you get mad at something that you understand?

870
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:32,080
It's, at that point it's self-inflicted.

871
00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:33,080
Yeah.

872
00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:37,080
And it's like, once you understand why something has happened.

873
00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:40,080
It's easier to feel compassion for it.

874
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:43,080
Cause I've seen people, I get mad at them.

875
00:36:43,080 --> 00:36:45,080
Like, why would they treat me like that?

876
00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:46,080
Why are they doing this?

877
00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:47,080
Why are they doing this to me?

878
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:48,080
Why is this being done to me?

879
00:36:48,080 --> 00:36:50,080
And then I step back out of myself.

880
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:52,080
You gotta step out of the ego and stop thinking.

881
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:55,080
You have to be personalized and you have to step back from it.

882
00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:56,080
Yes.

883
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,080
Yes.

884
00:36:57,080 --> 00:36:58,080
Yeah.

885
00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:03,080
You step out of yourself and you look at them and you say, they human.

886
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:05,080
You gotta think about they past.

887
00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:06,080
If you know it.

888
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:08,080
If you know they past, think about they past.

889
00:37:08,080 --> 00:37:16,080
Say, I could, everything that happened to them back then could have affected them to make them who they are today.

890
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:20,080
And how was that being transcribed right now in front of me?

891
00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:25,080
And once you could see that, it's hard to get upset.

892
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:26,080
I start to feel bad.

893
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:27,080
It really is.

894
00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,080
Yeah.

895
00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:32,080
I feel like I haven't been, I think I shitting on it.

896
00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:34,080
And I haven't been like, oh my God, I've been.

897
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:37,080
I've still been given, like I still gave love.

898
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:38,080
I still pray for them people.

899
00:37:38,080 --> 00:37:39,080
Yes.

900
00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:40,080
I can't hate you.

901
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:41,080
I can't hate on you.

902
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:45,080
I don't know what caused you to be, for the way I did it.

903
00:37:45,080 --> 00:37:46,080
You're just human.

904
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:47,080
You're just human.

905
00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:50,080
I just hope you feel better.

906
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:52,080
I hope you get it together.

907
00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:53,080
I hope you get it together.

908
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:54,080
Because I would hate to see you feel.

909
00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:55,080
I would love to see you prosper.

910
00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:56,080
Yeah.

911
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:57,080
Just prosper over there.

912
00:37:57,080 --> 00:37:58,080
You know what I'm saying?

913
00:37:58,080 --> 00:37:59,080
I'm bringing it.

914
00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:00,080
Yes.

915
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,080
But still, I'm gonna still let you prosper.

916
00:38:02,080 --> 00:38:05,080
I'd have people cross me in my face.

917
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,080
And it's like, that's cool.

918
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:10,080
You know what I'm saying?

919
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:11,080
It's straight.

920
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:12,080
It's cool.

921
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:18,080
All it takes is like, save, save somebody or use some money.

922
00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:19,080
Right?

923
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,080
So I saw this in the movie.

924
00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:26,080
The door was getting bad because some door here had been, um, seen around all of them

925
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,080
$20, but he wouldn't come say nothing to him.

926
00:38:28,080 --> 00:38:30,080
He was ready to go hurt this door.

927
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:32,080
He was ready to go in his whole life and put himself in jail.

928
00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,080
You know what I'm saying?

929
00:38:34,080 --> 00:38:35,080
But he was stopped.

930
00:38:35,080 --> 00:38:36,080
I'm gonna say about his uncle or something.

931
00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:40,080
He was like, listen, how much do you owe me?

932
00:38:40,080 --> 00:38:41,080
It's gonna be $20.

933
00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:42,080
Okay.

934
00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:46,080
As he talked to you, you know, anytime, anytime you see him, he ran away.

935
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:48,080
Well, think about it.

936
00:38:48,080 --> 00:38:51,080
It took you $20 to get this person out your life.

937
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:53,080
You never got to talk to him again.

938
00:38:53,080 --> 00:38:55,080
He never come and ask you for anything again.

939
00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:57,080
All it took was $20.

940
00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,080
I see $20 every day.

941
00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:00,080
You know what I'm saying?

942
00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:02,080
That's all it, it's all it takes.

943
00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:04,080
It's $20 to get somebody out of my life.

944
00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:07,080
I take that over causing him any type of harm.

945
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:08,080
You know what I'm saying?

946
00:39:08,080 --> 00:39:11,080
I don't, because all that do is reflect back to you.

947
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:17,080
All you do is just hurt your brain just thinking about what somebody else is doing.

948
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,080
Yeah, like, let them go, bro.

949
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,080
They took my $20.

950
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:21,080
It's cool.

951
00:39:21,080 --> 00:39:22,080
$20 was gone.

952
00:39:22,080 --> 00:39:23,080
I hope they used it.

953
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:24,080
I hope they used it good.

954
00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:25,080
That's perfect.

955
00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:26,080
You know what I'm saying?

956
00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:27,080
I hope they multiplied it.

957
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:29,080
I hope that $20 turned into $100.

958
00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:30,080
You know what I'm saying?

959
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:34,080
And they just ain't telling me about it because they think I'm going to ask for at least $10.

960
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:35,080
You know what I'm saying?

961
00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:38,080
But it's fine.

962
00:39:38,080 --> 00:39:39,080
It's temporary.

963
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,080
Everything is temporary.

964
00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:46,080
And there's no point in me wasting time being mad at you when I could be happy that you're

965
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:52,080
either out of my life and you're doing good or just content with you not being around me.

966
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,080
That's the one piece.

967
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:58,080
And it would take me to get into one argument for you to leave me alone.

968
00:39:58,080 --> 00:39:59,080
I'll take that.

969
00:39:59,080 --> 00:40:00,080
You know what I'm saying?

970
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:01,080
That's real.

971
00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:02,080
It would take me to give you the $100.

972
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:06,080
It takes one misunderstanding for you to just leave me.

973
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:07,080
To leave?

974
00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:08,080
But that's fine.

975
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:09,080
That's cool.

976
00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,080
I'm glad we didn't waste that time.

977
00:40:11,080 --> 00:40:13,080
I'm glad we got it out the way.

978
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:14,080
I'm glad it was over.

979
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:17,080
I'm glad we...it is what it is.

980
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:18,080
It's gone.

981
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:19,080
You know what I'm saying?

982
00:40:19,080 --> 00:40:20,080
I'm damn mad.

983
00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:21,080
Yeah.

984
00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,080
It's gone.

985
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:24,080
It can hurt though.

986
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:25,080
It can.

987
00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:29,080
When you get attached though, you gotta learn how to love without being attached.

988
00:40:29,080 --> 00:40:31,080
And that's really hard.

989
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,080
Yeah, that is hard.

990
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:33,080
It's really hard.

991
00:40:33,080 --> 00:40:37,680
Yeah, it's hard not to be attached because a lot of times we love people for the things

992
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:40,000
that we were without for so long.

993
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:47,720
So somebody provides a...say like the touch factor in your life and you were just so used

994
00:40:47,720 --> 00:40:51,600
to not having a touch and not that you got it, you just...you just wanted for the touch.

995
00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:53,720
But they verbally abuse you.

996
00:40:53,720 --> 00:40:55,640
They touch you though.

997
00:40:55,640 --> 00:41:00,720
So you on the dynamic of, oh I'm ignored to bad because they got so much good.

998
00:41:00,720 --> 00:41:02,720
You gotta let that go.

999
00:41:02,720 --> 00:41:03,720
You attached.

1000
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:04,720
You gotta let that go.

1001
00:41:04,720 --> 00:41:05,720
It's not healthy.

1002
00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:06,720
It's not.

1003
00:41:06,720 --> 00:41:10,720
And once you feel like you able to step away from that...

1004
00:41:10,720 --> 00:41:13,720
Nah, I'm talking for a bit.

1005
00:41:13,720 --> 00:41:18,720
But yeah.

1006
00:41:18,720 --> 00:41:19,720
Yeah.

1007
00:41:19,720 --> 00:41:22,720
It's over here.

1008
00:41:22,720 --> 00:41:23,720
Yeah.

1009
00:41:23,720 --> 00:41:25,720
It's like, you know.

1010
00:41:25,720 --> 00:41:26,720
It's on me.

1011
00:41:26,720 --> 00:41:27,720
I don't...

1012
00:41:27,720 --> 00:41:28,720
It's 427.

1013
00:41:28,720 --> 00:41:33,720
How far is the face you gotta go?

1014
00:41:33,720 --> 00:41:35,720
Right on the corner.

1015
00:41:35,720 --> 00:41:36,720
It's over here.

1016
00:41:36,720 --> 00:41:39,720
So I'm gonna be on the inside anyway.

1017
00:41:39,720 --> 00:41:44,720
But yeah, that attachment is...

1018
00:41:44,720 --> 00:41:46,720
It's a matter of fact.

1019
00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:47,720
Yeah.

1020
00:41:47,720 --> 00:41:48,720
It's crazy.

1021
00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:49,720
It's...

1022
00:41:49,720 --> 00:41:51,720
But once it's gone, you be like...

1023
00:41:51,720 --> 00:41:52,720
It's not.

1024
00:41:52,720 --> 00:41:54,720
You have to go to real life.

1025
00:41:54,720 --> 00:41:56,720
You gotta...you gotta grieve.

1026
00:41:56,720 --> 00:41:57,720
Yeah.

1027
00:41:57,720 --> 00:41:58,720
It's hard.

1028
00:41:58,720 --> 00:41:59,720
It's a grieve process.

1029
00:41:59,720 --> 00:42:01,720
Grieve and real life people, it's really hard.

1030
00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:02,720
Yeah.

1031
00:42:02,720 --> 00:42:03,720
Because they still here.

1032
00:42:03,720 --> 00:42:04,720
You gotta see them.

1033
00:42:04,720 --> 00:42:06,720
Sometimes you still gotta interact with them.

1034
00:42:06,720 --> 00:42:07,720
Man.

1035
00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:09,720
It's like you gotta...

1036
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:11,720
Learn how to put your pride to the side.

1037
00:42:11,720 --> 00:42:13,720
Know who you are to your core.

1038
00:42:13,720 --> 00:42:14,720
Know your authenticity.

1039
00:42:14,720 --> 00:42:16,720
Know your personal frequency.

1040
00:42:16,720 --> 00:42:18,720
Your personal power.

1041
00:42:18,720 --> 00:42:19,720
Being content with that.

1042
00:42:19,720 --> 00:42:22,720
Being like, oh, I can control everything.

1043
00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:23,720
Yeah.

1044
00:42:23,720 --> 00:42:24,720
Just being content.

1045
00:42:24,720 --> 00:42:25,720
Yeah.

1046
00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:26,720
Being content.

1047
00:42:26,720 --> 00:42:27,720
But not comfortable.

1048
00:42:27,720 --> 00:42:29,720
Oh, content but not comfortable.

1049
00:42:29,720 --> 00:42:30,720
Wow.

1050
00:42:30,720 --> 00:42:31,720
I really liked that one.

1051
00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:35,720
You know, I'm grateful because a lot of people are falling out with it.

1052
00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,720
I ain't had to run the tour in public.

1053
00:42:37,720 --> 00:42:38,720
I fall out with them.

1054
00:42:38,720 --> 00:42:40,720
I never see them again in my life.

1055
00:42:40,720 --> 00:42:42,720
And I'm okay with that.

1056
00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:43,720
Unless they understand.

1057
00:42:43,720 --> 00:42:44,720
Unless they understand watching.

1058
00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:45,720
You know they understand watching.

1059
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:46,720
You know they understand watching.

1060
00:42:46,720 --> 00:42:48,720
But you know they understand watching.

1061
00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:49,720
But I don't look over there.

1062
00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:50,720
I know where they at.

1063
00:42:50,720 --> 00:42:51,720
You know they looking out.

1064
00:42:51,720 --> 00:42:52,720
Yeah, they watching.

1065
00:42:52,720 --> 00:42:54,720
But I'm not worried about them.

1066
00:42:54,720 --> 00:42:59,720
They worried about me because they like, oh, I did this tour and what...what are you going to do back?

1067
00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:00,720
Nothing.

1068
00:43:00,720 --> 00:43:01,720
Nothing.

1069
00:43:01,720 --> 00:43:02,720
They're not going to do nothing.

1070
00:43:02,720 --> 00:43:04,720
They're not going to hurt you.

1071
00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:05,720
They're not going to...

1072
00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:06,720
Just...

1073
00:43:06,720 --> 00:43:07,720
I'm going to chill.

1074
00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:08,720
I'm going to go over there.

1075
00:43:08,720 --> 00:43:10,720
I'm going to be a little sad and go thrice.

1076
00:43:10,720 --> 00:43:11,720
Yeah.

1077
00:43:11,720 --> 00:43:18,960
But I just want all the people to know anybody that I've ever had, not even necessarily a

1078
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:23,720
negative interaction, but I guess you could say an awkward falling out with.

1079
00:43:23,720 --> 00:43:28,720
Bro, even if we don't talk, I still got love for you.

1080
00:43:28,720 --> 00:43:29,720
Yeah.

1081
00:43:29,720 --> 00:43:30,720
I still love you.

1082
00:43:30,720 --> 00:43:31,720
I might not...

1083
00:43:31,720 --> 00:43:32,720
I might not...

1084
00:43:32,720 --> 00:43:33,720
I might not...

1085
00:43:33,720 --> 00:43:34,720
I still want to see you do good.

1086
00:43:34,720 --> 00:43:35,720
I still want to see you do good.

1087
00:43:35,720 --> 00:43:36,720
I appreciate what you showed me.

1088
00:43:36,720 --> 00:43:38,720
I still appreciate you showing me.

1089
00:43:38,720 --> 00:43:42,720
So because humans, we don't like being vulnerable.

1090
00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:48,720
But when every relationship shows a little bit of vulnerability, and as you've got to

1091
00:43:48,720 --> 00:43:50,720
accept it, even interactions with strangers.

1092
00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:55,720
Oh, the stranger didn't open the door, but he opened the door for...I can't be mad at that

1093
00:43:55,720 --> 00:43:56,720
stranger.

1094
00:43:56,720 --> 00:43:58,720
I just have to observe this as a human experience.

1095
00:43:58,720 --> 00:43:59,720
Yeah.

1096
00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:00,720
Keep it in my head and keep going.

1097
00:44:00,720 --> 00:44:01,720
Just...

1098
00:44:01,720 --> 00:44:02,720
Open the door for the next person.

1099
00:44:02,720 --> 00:44:03,720
Yeah.

1100
00:44:03,720 --> 00:44:12,200
Anytime I feel like I've been done wrong or I feel not a negative emotion, but I feel

1101
00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:18,720
down, instead of sitting there feeling sorry for myself, I go help somebody else.

1102
00:44:18,720 --> 00:44:27,400
Because it's really selfish to sit and talk within yourself and treat everybody around

1103
00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:29,200
you like how you feel.

1104
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:30,200
Don't do that.

1105
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:33,000
Go out and treat people how you want to feel.

1106
00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:39,160
So if you're feeling down and you've accepted it, now you're just feeling sorry for yourself,

1107
00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:43,520
get up and go do what...do unto others how you want done to you.

1108
00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:44,520
Yes.

1109
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:45,520
You know what I'm saying?

1110
00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:46,520
So...

1111
00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:47,520
It was this quote.

1112
00:44:47,520 --> 00:44:48,520
It was...I forgot.

1113
00:44:48,520 --> 00:44:53,520
It was something like, I would be the love I never received.

1114
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:54,520
Oh.

1115
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:59,680
In every single relationship, that's like friendship, maybe in a sister, me.

1116
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:04,560
Every single thing, I would be the love I never received.

1117
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:05,560
Why not?

1118
00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:08,400
Because...why not?

1119
00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:10,680
There's no real reason why you shouldn't.

1120
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:13,200
There's no reason why you shouldn't.

1121
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:14,200
Yeah.

1122
00:45:14,200 --> 00:45:16,720
Why you shouldn't just give nothing but positive.

1123
00:45:16,720 --> 00:45:18,200
Just push it out.

1124
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:20,000
Just push it out.

1125
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,000
Just push it out.

1126
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:23,160
Like, good vibes.

1127
00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:24,720
True good vibes.

1128
00:45:24,720 --> 00:45:26,240
I've been writing a book.

1129
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:31,920
I don't know what I'm gonna say, title it.

1130
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:32,920
It's not bad.

1131
00:45:32,920 --> 00:45:33,920
I just want to know.

1132
00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:34,920
I'm gay keeping.

1133
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:35,920
I just want to know what I'm writing, the book.

1134
00:45:35,920 --> 00:45:36,920
Keep the title.

1135
00:45:36,920 --> 00:45:37,920
All right.

1136
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:46,000
But in the book, I talked about how when we get down to the real, we got to be able to

1137
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:47,000
accept that.

1138
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:52,160
Now everything is going to be sunshine and rainbows.

1139
00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:53,160
Mm-hmm.

1140
00:45:53,160 --> 00:45:55,480
As duality of everything.

1141
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:57,760
Some bad gonna happen.

1142
00:45:57,760 --> 00:46:00,640
Accept that negative is gonna happen.

1143
00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:06,160
And when it happens, just take it in and be like, dang.

1144
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:07,160
It don't rain forever.

1145
00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,160
The sun gonna come out.

1146
00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:09,160
It's always gonna come out.

1147
00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:13,160
But just be aware that it's gonna rain.

1148
00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:14,160
Yeah.

1149
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:16,160
And when the cloud comes, don't be all sad.

1150
00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:17,160
Don't be sad.

1151
00:46:17,160 --> 00:46:18,160
Accept the negative.

1152
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:19,160
Don't victimize yourself.

1153
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:20,160
Persevere.

1154
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:21,160
Mm-hmm.

1155
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:22,160
And sometimes rain is good.

1156
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:24,160
Rain is how things grow.

1157
00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:25,160
Exactly.

1158
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:26,160
Rain is how things die.

1159
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:29,160
And pressure is how diamonds are made.

1160
00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:30,160
Oh.

1161
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:34,400
So it's like experiences bad, negative stuff.

1162
00:46:34,400 --> 00:46:35,800
It's not necessarily bad.

1163
00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:36,800
Right.

1164
00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:37,800
You just have to experience.

1165
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:38,800
You have to go through it.

1166
00:46:38,800 --> 00:46:43,160
That's why I let my negative emotions, I let them.

1167
00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:44,160
I feel them.

1168
00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:45,160
I experienced them.

1169
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:46,160
Yeah.

1170
00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:50,160
You only experience that emotion, I think for three minutes or something.

1171
00:46:50,160 --> 00:46:51,160
Yeah, I heard about that.

1172
00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:52,160
90 seconds.

1173
00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:53,160
Yeah.

1174
00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:54,160
And after that, it's like self-inflicted.

1175
00:46:54,160 --> 00:46:55,160
Mm-hmm.

1176
00:46:55,160 --> 00:46:56,160
Yeah.

1177
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,160
Once you observe that, and that's also depersonalizing.

1178
00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:01,160
You just have to step away from yourself.

1179
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:04,160
Step away from who you even think you are sometimes.

1180
00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:05,160
Right.

1181
00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:08,280
Because you have to understand that we are ever changing definition.

1182
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:09,640
Our DNA is always replicating.

1183
00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:10,640
We're always changing.

1184
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:12,160
We're never the same person.

1185
00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:13,160
Wow.

1186
00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:14,160
Never.

1187
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:15,160
Ever.

1188
00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:16,160
Ever.

1189
00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:21,160
Of course, we have like the same values, but not really.

1190
00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:22,160
Right.

1191
00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:23,160
A lot of people lose their values.

1192
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:25,160
A lot of people need to write their values down so they can follow.

1193
00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:26,160
You got your values ready?

1194
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:27,160
Mm-hmm.

1195
00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:28,160
I got mine ready.

1196
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:29,160
I got mine ready.

1197
00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:30,160
I'll win them every day.

1198
00:47:30,160 --> 00:47:31,160
And...

1199
00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:33,160
You don't want to read my values.

1200
00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:35,160
I text myself a lot.

1201
00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:38,160
Just so I don't forget some stuff.

1202
00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:41,160
I want to start writing my book.

1203
00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:42,160
I don't know.

1204
00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:43,160
I don't even know.

1205
00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:44,160
Or how it's there.

1206
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:45,160
You just got to go.

1207
00:47:45,160 --> 00:47:46,160
I got a book on how to write a book.

1208
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:48,160
So I'm going to read that book and start writing.

1209
00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:49,160
I just type.

1210
00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:50,160
I'll call my book.

1211
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:51,160
I'll just type.

1212
00:47:51,160 --> 00:47:54,160
I'll call my book the um...

1213
00:47:54,160 --> 00:47:56,160
My book is like...

1214
00:47:56,160 --> 00:47:58,160
Instead of it being structured like...

1215
00:47:58,160 --> 00:47:59,160
It's just...

1216
00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:00,160
Chapter, chapter, chapter.

1217
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,160
It's like just a book of lessons.

1218
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:05,160
And I put the little header.

1219
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:07,160
Type whatever lesson is in this paragraph.

1220
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:08,160
Might be two paragraphs.

1221
00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:13,160
I might get down to up to two pages from one little heading, but it's just a book of lessons.

1222
00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:14,160
Yeah, it's like...

1223
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:15,160
I like that.

1224
00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:16,160
That's how my notes at this.

1225
00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:20,160
I've been reading this book I stole.

1226
00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:26,160
Oh my god, you don't know how many books I've done so fast.

1227
00:48:26,160 --> 00:48:27,160
No, I don't.

1228
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:28,160
This is like 30.

1229
00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:30,160
They ain't looking for them.

1230
00:48:30,160 --> 00:48:31,160
But I'm reading those books.

1231
00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:32,160
They're not.

1232
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:33,160
They're not.

1233
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:34,160
It's free.

1234
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:35,160
They take it out on my check anyway.

1235
00:48:35,160 --> 00:48:36,160
Taxes.

1236
00:48:36,160 --> 00:48:37,160
Right.

1237
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:38,160
So there you go.

1238
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:40,160
I've been in Tupac.

1239
00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:42,160
The Rose Baker from the Concrete.

1240
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:43,160
Oh.

1241
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:45,160
And I love how like...

1242
00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:47,160
I love random poetry.

1243
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:49,160
Just jotting down random thoughts.

1244
00:48:49,160 --> 00:48:51,160
I've really been doing all my notes.

1245
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:56,160
And I think if I organize it, I could structure it like a book.

1246
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:57,160
Nice.

1247
00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:59,160
Alright, I'm looking for my...

1248
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:03,160
Looking for my code of ethics I call it.

1249
00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:04,160
Let's see.

1250
00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:05,160
I'm gonna read it.

1251
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:08,160
Alright, let's see.

1252
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:09,160
Alright.

1253
00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:12,160
This is my code of ethics.

1254
00:49:12,160 --> 00:49:14,160
I told myself this.

1255
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:17,160
Number one, always take care of family.

1256
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:20,160
And when I say that, I don't always mean blood.

1257
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:23,160
Just people that you consider family, you know what I'm saying?

1258
00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:25,160
Because family don't always gotta be the person you're related to.

1259
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,160
You know what I'm saying?

1260
00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:30,160
So just the people that you personally consider family.

1261
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:33,160
Number two, priorities.

1262
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:36,160
Understand the order of importance.

1263
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:38,160
You gotta know what's...

1264
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:40,160
And your priorities may change.

1265
00:49:40,160 --> 00:49:44,160
But always make sure they fall within some type of moral code.

1266
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:49,160
You gotta kinda put yourself first, but just always take care of your business.

1267
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:54,160
Number three, keep your word and don't make promises you can't keep.

1268
00:49:54,160 --> 00:49:57,160
Because it's disheartening to break promises.

1269
00:49:57,160 --> 00:49:58,160
I hate breaking promises.

1270
00:49:58,160 --> 00:50:00,160
It's the worst feeling in the world.

1271
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:02,160
Especially for the person's promise you broke.

1272
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:05,160
Because every time you break a promise, you break trust.

1273
00:50:05,160 --> 00:50:13,160
So no matter how bad you want some, if you think it's a possibility that that promise can't be fulfilled.

1274
00:50:13,160 --> 00:50:15,160
Excuse me, that promise can't be fulfilled.

1275
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,160
Don't even make it.

1276
00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:19,160
Under promise and over deliver.

1277
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:21,160
Yes.

1278
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:26,160
Number four, I take quality over quantity.

1279
00:50:26,160 --> 00:50:32,160
I want...in the weight room they say don't risk form for a heavier weight.

1280
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:34,160
So don't just...

1281
00:50:34,160 --> 00:50:38,160
I'd rather spend...

1282
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:41,160
Three good hours with my favorite person.

1283
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:44,160
Then a week with a person that I just like.

1284
00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:46,160
You know what I'm saying?

1285
00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:51,160
Number five, be grateful for what you have and share your blessings.

1286
00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:54,160
I think that's self-explanatory.

1287
00:50:54,160 --> 00:51:00,160
Number six, talk only good about people or say nothing at all about them.

1288
00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:02,160
And good doesn't always mean praise.

1289
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:07,160
But even defending somebody when you know they can't defend themselves because they're not there.

1290
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:10,160
Or just remove yourself from the conversation.

1291
00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:13,160
Number seven, listen attentively.

1292
00:51:13,160 --> 00:51:16,160
Number eight, it's learning people's name.

1293
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:19,160
The art of learning people's name is amazing.

1294
00:51:19,160 --> 00:51:21,160
I've been doing it for the past few weeks.

1295
00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:25,160
You just go up and you ask your name and you say...

1296
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:28,160
You introduce yourself, you ask them how they're doing.

1297
00:51:28,160 --> 00:51:30,160
And then you say, what's your name?

1298
00:51:30,160 --> 00:51:32,160
Or you can ask for the name first.

1299
00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:34,160
You can go...

1300
00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:37,160
I can go...

1301
00:51:37,160 --> 00:51:40,160
How can I go?

1302
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:42,160
You can say...

1303
00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:44,160
You can introduce yourself, you can shake hands.

1304
00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:46,160
You say, how are you doing?

1305
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:50,160
They say good and you say, I'm being myself.

1306
00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:52,160
What's your name?

1307
00:51:52,160 --> 00:51:54,160
They'll tell you your name.

1308
00:51:54,160 --> 00:51:57,160
And you say nice to meet you, whatever your name is.

1309
00:51:57,160 --> 00:52:01,160
That's true because people respond anytime you use somebody's name.

1310
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:03,160
That's how conversations go.

1311
00:52:03,160 --> 00:52:06,160
I say that today when I was seeing everyone introducing themselves.

1312
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:11,160
People who say their names, they constantly remember them.

1313
00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:14,160
That's how you get ahead, that's how you speak.

1314
00:52:14,160 --> 00:52:16,160
I love that. That's so funny.

1315
00:52:16,160 --> 00:52:19,160
And when you call them by their name, you got their attention.

1316
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:21,160
You grab it.

1317
00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:24,160
Today, you know my name is a little hard to pronounce by their name.

1318
00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:31,160
So I caught myself saying, oh, it's fine when people kept messing it up.

1319
00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:34,160
And then the lady, she was like, no, that's your name.

1320
00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:36,160
I'm just like, oh my God.

1321
00:52:36,160 --> 00:52:40,160
Yeah, that's my name.

1322
00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:43,160
Yeah, let's see. We can come back to that anymore.

1323
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:47,160
Number nine, always believe you're capable.

1324
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:52,160
Even when you got kind of a doubt overcoming,

1325
00:52:52,160 --> 00:52:55,160
you got to always believe you're capable of doing something.

1326
00:52:55,160 --> 00:53:00,160
Number ten, never wait for the right moment.

1327
00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:03,160
Because you're starting now.

1328
00:53:03,160 --> 00:53:04,160
Yes.

1329
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:06,160
One day or day one.

1330
00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:09,160
I've just seen that on TikTok.

1331
00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:13,160
Oh, I got 11.

1332
00:53:13,160 --> 00:53:16,160
It's not over until you win.

1333
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:17,160
It's not.

1334
00:53:17,160 --> 00:53:19,160
Never give up. Never.

1335
00:53:19,160 --> 00:53:21,160
Never.

1336
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:23,160
Beautiful, beautiful.

1337
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:24,160
Yes, it is.

1338
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:26,160
Yes. That's so crazy.

1339
00:53:26,160 --> 00:53:28,160
You like a duplicate of me.

1340
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:32,160
It's the frequency.

1341
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:35,160
Yeah, that's nice.

1342
00:53:35,160 --> 00:53:38,160
Wow, that was a really good episode.

1343
00:53:38,160 --> 00:53:39,160
How do we go?

1344
00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:43,160
What would be the title of this episode?

1345
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:46,160
I don't know.

1346
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:49,160
Because the first one was just pilot.

1347
00:53:49,160 --> 00:53:52,160
I let myself off the hook or down.

1348
00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:53,160
I just put pilot.

1349
00:53:53,160 --> 00:53:58,160
You got to think about that because you got to have a different theme for each one.

1350
00:53:58,160 --> 00:53:59,160
Yeah, we do.

1351
00:53:59,160 --> 00:54:02,160
Our location?

1352
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:03,160
We could do.

1353
00:54:03,160 --> 00:54:04,160
My favorite.

1354
00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:07,160
No, do something like...

1355
00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:09,160
I don't know how.

1356
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:11,160
I don't know how podcast titles go.

1357
00:54:11,160 --> 00:54:12,160
Yeah, I don't know how.

1358
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:14,160
I would think it would be something like a TV show.

1359
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:15,160
Like if it's like how they name it.

1360
00:54:15,160 --> 00:54:16,160
Yeah.

1361
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:19,160
We can end the episode and figure it out.

1362
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:23,160
I need a cash phrase and I need outro.

1363
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:25,160
I'm reminding myself here.

1364
00:54:25,160 --> 00:54:27,160
You need to call your fans something.

1365
00:54:27,160 --> 00:54:29,160
Yeah, I do need to call them something.

1366
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:32,160
Maybe we'll figure that out sooner or later.

1367
00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:33,160
Yay!

1368
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:34,160
Bye!

1369
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:38,160
From Zarya.

1370
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:40,160
I don't have no outro.

1371
00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:42,160
What do you think?

1372
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:43,160
Stay.

1373
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:45,160
Stay getting money.

1374
00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:48,160
Stay doing you.

1375
00:54:48,160 --> 00:54:50,160
Stay living.

1376
00:54:50,160 --> 00:54:51,160
Yeah.

1377
00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:52,160
Peace.

1378
00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:57,160
See ya.