Welcome to Fit to Be Real.
And a little extra.
I couldn't be more excited about what's about to happen.
This is Victoria's Day.
I got up at 3 a.m. last night because I couldn't sleep because I was like,
a mix of nerves of hoping all of the, you know,
software systems were going to work out and just excitement because
our guest today is one of my favorite people.
So we're going to get right into it.
What you're going to hear is a full conversation
with Jesse Sadiq.
Jesse is a therapist, a psychic therapist.
She offers psychic readings, fitness classes,
and it's all geared towards highly sensitive people.
So you cannot go wrong contacting Jesse or just diving in a little bit deeper
to find out more for yourself and just because this is like one of my most favorite conversations.
It was the most fun.
Just wait, just wait.
I'm Victoria.
Hey guys, I'm Carly.
And here's Jesse.
Hello.
Hi.
Nice to meet you.
Thank you so much for doing this.
Oh my gosh, I'm really excited.
I was like, I was like, this podcast yesterday and I was like, I feel like this is just going to be fun.
Yeah, it's just fun.
It's just fun and it's for, you know, people to find out what it is you do and like all the interesting stuff that you do.
I love that I came to mind.
I'm so honored.
I love talking about all of this.
So I'm, yeah, like I'm ready.
Now you are in Miami, right?
Yes, I'm in Miami.
I'm in Miami for about two years now.
So I'm from Colorado originally.
Oh, far.
And then moved out here in 2022, early 2022, I guess.
Yes.
It's time is like, who knows what time is.
I mean, very different than Colorado.
It's, oh my gosh.
Yes.
Like climate wise, culture wise, like everything.
It's such in Miami.
I'm not going to explore that at all.
Okay.
So Miami is like so much different than the rest of Florida too.
It's like its own little world down here.
Yes.
And that like there, I mean, there's Latin culture everywhere, but like it's very condensed in Miami and Miami just has its own like specific feel, which there's like pros and cons to that.
But yeah, I'm learning.
That's awesome.
Yes.
So you'll have that beach sun glow at all times.
It is.
I do love that.
It's so funny.
I was looking at a photo of like when I went on like one of the first dates with my boyfriend and we were acts throwing.
And that was like when I was in my Colorado prime and I was like, I don't really care about like having a tan.
Like I live in Colorado.
Like it's fine.
And then three years later when we moved to Miami, there's a photo of us acts throwing and I look like a completely different rate.
Like it's crazy.
Great.
I'm sure it because you just live in the sun now.
Yes.
Yeah.
It's so wild.
I'm like, oh my God, I've been completed a different person now.
That's really funny.
I know.
I'll show you it.
Are you out in the sun a lot?
So, yeah, like I try and get outside a lot and like just being out in nature is like what I really need, especially like what I do for work.
Like it's just a necessity, but it kind of depends like we're starting to really get into like the hot season and summer.
And so it's like you kind of have to be like a little bit choosy as to when you can go because during the day, it's just, it's just so crazy.
Right.
Yeah.
No, I've been there.
I've been in December.
I've been to Miami in December.
Oh, yeah.
It's actually really nice in December.
It is really nice.
Yes.
Wait, let's get into that though.
What, explain exactly what it is that you do.
All the things.
She does so much.
I'm so excited to find out.
So, and it's funny because this is something that I've been practicing with in myself because I do a lot of different things, but they sort of like fit and integrate within one another.
Like very nicely, but sort of like the, I don't know, external or like terms that people might understand best is that I'm a therapist.
I'm a psychic medium and I'm a fitness instructor.
And again, like all of all of the things that I do kind of like commingle and mix in with one another.
But like just for people to understand those are sort of the terms that I use.
That is so cool.
And you, the intertwine is even in your fitness classes from what I read off your website, it's for highly sensitive people as well.
Or you put all that together, right?
Yes.
And that there's so much.
I weave in a lot of mindfulness.
I weave in visualization, like manifestation, techniques, somatic practices to help regulate the nervous system.
It's, yeah, it's so interesting because when I got into fitness, I had no idea what I was doing.
I had no idea that it was going to sort of put the turn that it has for me over the years where I mean, I think in the fitness community, and I'm sure you both know this, there's been more of an integration of the mind and body connection.
Oh yeah, very much.
And it's like such a shift even from I entered the fitness space eight years ago.
And just in that amount of time, I've noticed such a big shift, especially I would say like around 2020 when we were all sort of like, okay, we need to take care of ourselves.
Yeah, like this isn't working.
And so, yes, there's there's this new sort of like way to view fitness.
And then what I realized over the years too is like, how do we implement the spiritual in that as well?
And like, how do we kind of create this space for all parts of self to be taken care of through the movement, but it's so much more than that.
Right.
It is so much more than that.
What is it bar classes?
What kind of fitness classes do you teach?
Yeah, so bar class, that's what I got certified in back in the day.
And then, you know, it's interesting in Miami, there's not really like a lot of bar there's studios that include bar.
But there's like, there's like a random pure bar, and then that's about it.
And so Pilates is huge here.
So it kind of integrated over into Pilates as well, Matt Pilates, and kind of yeah, that's that's where I land, which is similar to yoga with the breath work and connecting all of that mind body.
So that is that is on its own makes so much sense.
Yes, yeah, it's like I there is such a way to bring mindfulness in bar.
I mean, I think there's a way to bring mindfulness into any fitness modality, but it's like, I kind of I get inspired from that.
I get inspired from different types of fitness and like yoga has really been my biggest inspiration the past few years.
And so that's kind of what I like to bring into my classes is that element of connection to the body connection to the breath, all of it.
My gosh, your voice is so calming soothing.
I mean, you don't need to teach me anything.
I just want to listen to your voice.
I get that feedback a lot.
Do you really?
Yes, yes.
I don't think the wave of your voice is so calming.
The cadence.
Sorry, the cadence.
Victoria, this is like Victoria's favorite day because she's like, oh, she's a therapist.
Carly needs therapy.
I've been saying this.
Like your gentle eyes.
Oh, she's slapping me across the face at this point.
This is the gentlest I've been.
I'm usually like very aggressive about it.
What is wrong with you?
Go to a therapist.
But wait, if you do, now you're a therapist, but you do psychic therapy.
Correct?
Yes.
Is that the only one?
Yeah.
Psychic therapy is kind of what I guess if you want to call it like my niche, what I've kind of fallen into over the years.
And I think as therapists are to develop their own practice or their own style of being a therapist, you kind of notice that there are certain populations.
That you're drawn to.
There are certain styles of therapy that you're drawn to.
And it kind of becomes your own unique expression of self.
But I think that that shifts over your career as a therapist.
But what I've kind of started to come into the past few years is this understanding of the psychic side and how that can show up in the therapeutic process.
And that they think it's a really big missing component in our conceptualization of mental health is that there are these psychic experiences.
We are spiritual beings and sometimes it can be written off with different diagnoses or whatever.
But when we understand like, oh no, there's not something wrong with me.
Like it's not bad to hear voices.
It's just understanding like what's happening when I'm hearing voices and how can I use it in a way that doesn't overwhelm me?
And how can I, you know, start to function with it knowing what's going on?
If that makes sense.
Yeah.
So being able to like hone in on all the all the Claire's.
Yes, exactly.
Yes, all the Claire's because we have each one of us has Claire's that we can use and I can go over those if that would be helpful.
Yes, please.
Do you know what the Claire's are?
No.
You do.
Like Claire sentient, right?
Yeah.
Claire sentience.
Claire cognizance?
No.
I only know one Claire, my BFF, Claire Boyant.
Claire Boyant?
Yeah, is that one?
Yeah.
I was really going to be upset with you for making a joke, but that was right.
Yes, there.
So there's Claire sentience, the ability to feel emotions and energy.
People who are empathic have a like very strong Claire sentience again to the point where it can be very overwhelming.
You can't walk into certain situations when you leave certain situations.
It sticks with you.
It can stay in your system if you don't understand.
That is Victoria to a T right there.
Yeah.
And that's kind of the population that has been attracted to me as the people who are highly empathic, highly sensitive.
They have very strong Claire sentient abilities.
And once there's that sort of a ha moment of like, again, oh, there's nothing wrong with me.
It's just this psychic ability that I have that I can use to my advantage.
That's so cool.
So you basically you would go to her to help you with your empathetic nature.
Yeah.
Yes.
If that's I mean me personally, yes, but then what are what are the other players?
Yeah, so there's the Claire cognizance, which I like to think of it as like when informations are dropped into you.
It's just kind of those aha moments where you're like, oh.
And it's just sort of that like idea like moment like knowing.
Yes.
And that one I have found from personal experience and working with people is the hardest one to trust because we feel like we're just making it up.
Or like, oh, did I just imagine that?
Yeah, a little crazy, a little insane, a little bit.
Yeah.
Yes.
So that one, I think people have a lot, but they can kind of dismiss it because it's not always logical.
And it can really force us to trust in something outside of the tangible because it's just like downloaded into us.
And then we get to decide whether or not we do something with it.
There's Claire audience.
So that's the ability to hear spirit to hear your higher self loved ones from the other side.
And Claire audience, it's it's not like when I'm using my Claire audience, it's not like I'm hearing both of you.
It's it's in my mind.
Got it.
And again, sometimes it can sound like words and a sentence happening.
That's kind of rare.
It's it's much like a game of trades where it's like, I hear one word and then I kind of use my other players to piece pieces of the puzzle together.
But sometimes your Claire audience can be so strong that you're really hearing a lot of different energies and to tease spirits, all of that.
What I have found is really tied into psychosis.
It's a very overwhelming experience.
And it's not that these people are making something up.
It's that they mostly have a very open crown chakra.
They're not very grounded into their body.
They're highly clear audience.
And so again, people can think that they're making things up.
But no, they're just tuned into a different dimension with these abilities that they have that they might not understand.
And you help them figure it out.
Wow.
And that's what they don't feel like they have no idea what's going on.
Currently, I don't work with anyone who is in active psychosis.
Okay.
That is something that I would love to down the line.
Maybe you have to be highly resourced to be working in that population because there's so much that can entail.
Like they need so much care when they're actively in psychosis.
Got it.
Eventually down the line, that might be something that I do when I'm more resourced and, you know, could have a center, could have something that I could really help people with.
But I do work with clients who have loved ones who have experienced that.
Or I do work with people that might have mild states of psychosis, but not again, highly active, like really not present.
I have, before I graduated and as a therapist, before you graduate, you go through like this whole training process and you are working under supervision.
And I actually was working with a client under supervision who was really in that just really not present in this reality.
It was really hard to get them to focus to show up to sessions, all of that.
So again, it's like you really need to be highly resourced in order to be effective in those situations.
But it is a hope that I have for mental health going down the line is like, how can we really help people feel grounded in their bodies and understand what's going on that they're not crazy.
They just have these abilities that once they're able to ground into their physical body and understand this about themselves, then they can find a way to move forward.
I mean, that makes sense.
What you need to do is listen to your voice and everything will be okay.
I mean, I already feel I'm healed.
I'm healed calm because I'm just like just talk to me.
And I'll be okay.
I had a reading with you.
I think it was about a year ago.
And I wrote, you know, I wrote all my stuff down.
I was on FaceTime.
I know you talk and you're like, oh, wait, go back.
Because the ones I start channeling, okay, I, okay, yes, now I'm remembering because we were, we were talking about like hips.
Yes.
Oh my gosh.
Yes, we were talking about opening my hips.
Yes.
What?
Yeah.
That's why I'll that you remember that because I'm sure that you read people all the time.
It's funny.
I, if I can like really focus, then I can remember what I need to remember.
And that's like tuning into like my Claire Cognizance, like coming back in and asking for the information that I needed to receive.
Um, yes.
Wild.
We said Claire Cognizance, Claire Audien, oh, Claire Boyance, which is kind of what people conceptualize as mediums is like the ability to see.
And again, it can feel like you're making things up because most of it's in sort of what you will call your imagination in your mind's eye.
But then people who have a really open third eye who are very clairvoyant actually see in physicality so they can see spirits, they can see energy.
Um, they can see how sort of the intangible blends with the tangible when you have a really open third eye.
Um, do you help people open all of these doors as well?
Yeah.
So my process that I found that has really worked is grounding into the body first, really connecting to the root chakra.
And so physical practices like movement, breathwork, things like that, um, really help with that.
So sort of the process that happens when people come to see me is most likely they're highly dysregulated with their nervous system.
They're not very grounded.
They're not very good.
What?
She just said my name basically.
She was like, Carly.
This is for you.
You're my ideal client.
You will be getting an email from me after this.
Well, you actually have, she has a reading.
I do.
Her husband bought one for Christmas that she has to schedule with you.
I have to schedule with it.
Amazing.
Oh, I love that.
I mean, we love this because we have been into this for years, especially Victoria, because she feels so deeply for everyone and everyone's feelings.
I feel like get attached to her.
So we go to mediums all the time.
So it's really nice to break it down like the difference in basically the Claire's.
I didn't know that.
I truly believe that there's so many more out there that we don't necessarily know about right now, but that would make sense to me that you can like put your hands on something, feel something work with energy through your hands.
I mean, massage therapist, people who do Reiki, things like that.
I have a client who they're whenever I work with them in a session, my hands get so hot because they have so much energy come out of their hands.
It's wild.
I've never felt anything like it.
And they do body work.
So it makes sense.
It makes sense.
The ability to do that with their hands, but I've never felt anything like it when I work with them.
I have a question.
Yeah.
So I know that when we spoke, you brought up like my grandma and like all this stuff.
When did you feel that you got that ability or like at what age?
Mediumship.
Yes.
Yeah.
So like a lot of people who have these abilities, you turn them off at a very young age.
So I have this very vague memory of around when I was six, when I just remember feeling so frustrated.
And I was like, I just want to stop feeling all of this.
I just want to like, I'm weird.
I shouldn't be doing this.
This isn't safe.
And that's when I kind of started to like push it down, filter it away, not bring it out anymore.
And so then it took to, I was around, oh gosh, again, what is time?
It was in 2019.
So a long gap of time where there were like little moments where things had happened in between them, but not enough for me to be like, oh, I'm a medium.
Oh, I'm a psychic because I'm not super clairvoyant.
I can, I'm starting to see things in the physical world, but it's more in my mind's eye.
And I think that's like the biggest clue for people that they might be a medium because you'll see energies and you'll see spirits.
But for me, that was something that I shut off from a very young age.
So I'm still doing the work to open back up my paradigm.
So it took going to a medium myself to want to connect to my dad.
And in that reading towards the end, she told me, you have these abilities, you're meant to work with them, you're meant to do something with them.
And then from there, that was in 2019, then 2020 happened.
And then it was just like this huge, huge thing from there.
Wow.
I'm going to have to call you more regularly.
I'm told that all the time and I just like don't know what I'm doing every time we see a medium.
They tell they look at her, we go together all the time and they look at her like, you're, you have it.
You can do this.
You look like, I don't know how.
Yeah, I'm going to call you.
The reason why you're so, why you're so drawn to it.
I mean, both of you, I know, clearly you might not see yourself as like someone who can do this, but you're a very sensitive person.
And it's just sort of, I mean, both of you are very sensitive, but it's sort of like that has expressed itself in different ways.
And so you have these abilities as well.
There's a reason why both of you are drawn to doing this.
I mean, people who are highly psychic, highly sensitive are drawn to these types of practitioners for a reason.
What you do with those abilities might be a little bit different, but it's still there.
It's within you.
You told me this in the reading.
I told Victoria and Victoria was like, I told you, I told you.
And I was like, no, this is your thing.
This is your thing.
I was like, I'm just along for the ride.
You finally gave me a thing.
Yeah, that's the earth thing.
Oh man.
So this is second time.
That's awesome.
I forgot about that.
I know.
I'll take it.
But there is, there is a difference between psychic and medium.
Yes.
Correct.
Yes.
And I can get like a little, because you're dealing with things that aren't very tangible.
It's energetic.
So it's, it's hard to always perceive it when it's not physical, but I can kind of give you what my definitions are.
Someone who is psychic is again able to tune into their extra senses.
So the clears that we just talked about in order to look at potential timelines, potential outcomes for someone.
They use it to look into someone's energetic fields to understand what is going on.
So energetic field is like someone's aura and within our energetic field, all of our information is in there.
So psychics are able to look into someone's energetic field and understand like, that's why I was able to see that there was stuff going on in your hips, like that's stored in your.
Got it.
Yeah.
I think that there's again, this sort of like, you know, you're not going to be able to see that.
And this sort of like, maybe stereotype of what people think of as a psychic someone with a crystal ball someone who's highly clairvoyant is future predicting.
And what was interesting about me starting to do this work around the time of 2020 was that I feel like psychic work made this huge shift at that point in time.
Before it was much more predictive. And now I've noticed that my readings have started to shift and open up more in that there's a lot more potential timelines for people at the moment.
And it's not as clear cut in readings.
I can see different timeline options for people now, whereas my perception of what it was before 2020 was that someone was on a very clear path.
And it was a little bit harder to go on to a different path. But now that the energy has shifted in our world, it's it's much easier to kind of go into a different timeline than it was before.
Do you feel, ooh, she got the shivers.
Do you feel that that's because after 2020 people have been tuning into their mental health more because we we like didn't bring up mental health until I feel I feel I mean this is in my small circle.
I have taboo and now it's everywhere.
Everyone's talking about it. Everyone speaks like a therapist now.
Right.
I just said tuning in and I was like, oh man, I feel smart. Yeah, I feel super smart.
You look it.
And your in sync t-shirt you look it.
Yeah, face.
Please tell me you know who in sync is.
Oh my gosh, of course.
Okay, all right.
I'm not that young.
Because I knew you were young. I knew you were young.
She can say huge crush on Lance Bass.
Of course.
Yes.
Lance.
She was so sweet and cute and they didn't let him talk at all.
Well, mine was Chris Kirkpatrick because I figured I had the best chance because nobody wanted him.
Everybody else.
And I was like, man, I feel bad for him.
So much.
How do I get in here?
That's the way to go. Go low right there.
You just made it the window.
Oh my God.
That's amazing.
I love that.
I like Joey if anyone cares.
I was into Joey.
If you split screen Joey and our brother, I think we have a little bit of time in there.
They look very similar.
You just ruined it.
Oh my God.
We can talk about that later.
She's like, call me. I'll bill you.
I'm going to need to now.
Sorry. I really not.
Oh my God. You totally.
I really meant to say.
I don't even know what we were talking about.
I meant to say I feel like mental health is more talked about now.
Oh yeah. Get back into it.
Yeah. We love mental health.
But it's true.
I actually remember a reading that I had with you where you talked about the different timelines with me and I was like, oh gosh, I don't know if it's such a hard concept.
It is the first time you've heard about it and what was it even about?
It was about a guy and you were like, it's not in this timeline.
It's not this timeline.
And I remember being upset.
But now in hindsight, I was like, oh, thank God.
Thank God.
But there's so many different ones.
So yeah, I remember that.
It's honestly a little confusing and a little overwhelming because it shows us how malleable our reality is and things that we think are finite and set in stone really aren't set in stone.
And so there are moments where that can feel super empowering and then there's moments where it can feel like very overwhelming of like, what do I do with this?
Like life is not what I thought.
But I always try and help people understand that like you are within control of what you experience by again tuning into what's going on for you on the inside.
The externals always going to be a reflection of what you have going on on the inside.
And so if you start from there looking at, okay, what is within me that's continuously attracting the situation that I'm experiencing?
What belief am I holding?
What experience in the past and if you want to take it even further, what did my ancestors experience in the past that's continuing to be brought down into the through the lineage and like how can I do something different?
That all needs to be on a t-shirt that I will wear because I from start to finish, I was like, yes, yes, yes.
Yeah, definitely put it on a t-shirt.
That's where it needs to be.
Not a book.
Not like a thesis, not some sort of website, a t-shirt for sure.
It's a t-shirt with instinct on the back.
Yeah, people will take note.
Just Chris Karpatcher's ponytail.
I'm sorry, he had white boy braids.
Yes, so he had the braids.
Just that.
Talk about you have, you're in a book.
Yes, I wanted to bring that up.
I have it right here.
Oh, I love that.
I have it.
So this is how I found you.
Oh my gosh.
My therapist recommended this book.
And so I remember reading your chapter and there was probably the most intuitive thing I've ever done in my life.
I was like, look her up booked session right now.
Like I didn't think about it.
There was not one thought in it.
And I have followed you ever since, but this book is amazing.
It's called The Sacred Feminine.
And it's a bunch of chapters written by different intuitive women.
Yeah.
Oh my gosh.
I love that.
I had so much fun writing that chapter.
I was so intimidated to do it at first and then believe it or not, just one afternoon I sat down at a coffee shop.
I wrote down the whole thing in one go.
And it was like the most like channeled like expression of myself that I've ever done.
And I had so much fun.
My intention is to write a full book one day.
But like that project was just so much fun for me to like bring together all of these different energies.
I mean, and we were like all over the world.
Some people were international when they were writing theirs.
A lot of people were in California, but it was such a such a fun project.
It's 20 different women who write their connection to the sacred feminine.
Mine happened to be how I started to activate my intuition and my psychic abilities and sort of the different practices that I used along the way.
Well, I have to bring up one part that I so I am a book reader and I underline like everything.
Oh, I love that.
I'm in a textbook, you know, classroom all over again.
And I was flipping through this to refresh.
I need to reread this book and yours.
You talked about your guides and how they're aliens.
Yes.
And I loved that.
I put four stars next to it.
Well, Victoria is big until like alien.
You got a lot of clothes with aliens on them.
Oh, yeah.
I'm here.
They're around us.
She might be one.
You could tell me that.
I'm pretty sure she is.
But oh, yeah, I watch all the documentaries, all the things.
I'm obsessed, but I've heard a lot about guides and everybody has spirit guides, right?
And yours specifically are aliens.
And I love it.
Yes.
And, and that was something when I first started to hop into my abilities, I had a reading by
someone who shared she went into my Acacic record and looked at my most.
I say like most recent in like quotations because I think that.
How do I want to say this?
That we, we have past lives from the perception of a human.
But then when we zoom out, we're not in this 3D world where time is happening.
I love that you both are like nodding and saying.
Yeah.
Like we got you.
We got you.
We understand.
Tell us more.
I can't get enough right now.
Like, yeah.
But I'm like, don't tell us too much because you want to make sure people buy your book.
Yeah.
We, we do have past lives from the framework of a human.
We have past and future lives.
But if we take sort of a quantum perspective and I'm not an expert on quantum physics by
any means, but I have little pieces that I use in my work and that it's all sort of happening
now in one moment.
All of your lives are happening now.
All of your past present and future lives are happening now.
But from the perspective of a human, we have past lives and we have future lives and we
have the life that's happening now.
But she tapped into this past life where I wasn't human and it was really hard for me
to digest at first.
And I was like, okay, this is like a little weird.
I don't know how much I believe.
Like, and I remember after my reading, a friend called me like five minutes later and I was
like, Hey, like, I think I'm like an alien and like, I just have this reading and like,
I don't know what's going on.
Like, do you still want to be friends with me?
This is a little weird.
And like, luckily, this is a friend that I truly feel like we've had a lot of lifetimes
together.
And so even though they were like, yeah, that's like a little weird.
They're still my friend.
Thank God.
Because she's an alien.
She's an alien too.
She was like, oh, we finally got her.
That's crazy.
But not not crazy.
Yes.
Let's see.
In a different way.
Yeah.
And the best way.
Yeah.
Yes.
Can you turn it off?
I know a lot of people probably ask you this, whereas like you're walking down the street
and you're not feeling things.
I mean, you live in Miami.
There's people everywhere.
Yeah.
That is something that I continuously practice and I continuously work on.
And that is also something that I really help clients with, especially deeply sensitive,
highly empathic clients, because it's just a lot to go out into the world, to go to the
supermarket, to go to any place where there's a lot of people.
And as my gifts have started to come back online and really started to strengthen, I've had
to be much more cognizant of where I'm going during my day, how I am upholding my energy
during those times.
And I've really had to prioritize rest, as I was saying earlier, to spend a lot of time
in nature because that's the easiest way to kind of cleanse yourself and release anything
that you might have picked up.
I'm getting better at it, but it's definitely, it's a practice.
And again, the shift that we've gone through after 2020, even leading up to 2020, I think
a lot of people started to realize when we stayed at home for a long period of time as
we started to venture back out into the world, people started to understand, oh no, I'm really
highly sensitive and it's a lot for me to go back out and to mingle with the people.
Right.
It's draining.
I would imagine, especially if you have all or most of the clairs.
Even after a session, you have to recoup a little bit, I would assume.
Yes.
Yeah.
There, I thought something that I've had to learn the hard way is like, I thought that
I could go into this and I could knock out a bunch of readings in a day, but it's just
not where my energy is at.
And there are some people, I think, you know, as you get further on into this, they're able
to do that a little bit more, but still most of the mediums, most of the psychics that
I know, it's maybe a handful of sessions a week.
And so, well, that makes a lot of sense.
That makes a lot of sense.
So we talked about psychic.
Consciousness is where you can speak to spirits.
Yes.
Yeah.
Or they speak to you.
It's a combination.
It can, you know, I can try and focus in on someone and talk to them, but it kind of depends.
Like they're just like humans in certain regards and then like sometimes they don't want to
come to the phone.
Sometimes they don't want to answer.
So people can have the intention of wanting to contact people in a reading and for whatever
reason it's that either that soul is on the other side doing work.
They need to be separate right now or maybe it's not for the person that's coming into
the reading.
It's not for their highest good.
So there are times where I can call them basically and say like, Hey, do you want to talk to
this person?
But yeah, usually it's them coming to me and sharing what they want to share.
We understand it as you don't necessarily, if you're walking into a reading with you
for the first time or just in general, you don't get what you want.
You get to hear what you need.
Right?
Because we've done that through like we want to, you know, come through, come through and
then the other somebody else comes through, but it's, but that's what we needed to hear.
Wait, I'm going to tell you something.
We used to go to a medium pretty regularly and we were in the car on our way there and
we said, we really hope this person doesn't come through.
We don't want to hear from this person.
We were like, no, no, no.
Don't you waste the time.
I want to talk to this other person and wouldn't you know they came in and said, we know you
didn't want to talk to us today.
And I was like, gosh, darn it.
You're like, are you kidding me?
But also that's really cool.
It was really cool.
It was so cool.
We're like, oh yeah.
Okay.
Yeah.
You do two things that I would do want to talk about.
Yeah.
I'm going to subscribe with you.
You send a newsletter out.
Yes.
So I have a monthly newsletter.
I'll be completely transparent in that I am wanting to shift what I offer in my newsletter
and kind of what I started out like doing a monthly tarot reading and I feel like it's
transforming into something else.
But right now it's kind of just the offering that I have where I'm like the most just sharing
what I'm feeling, what I'm picking up in the collective, some of the things that I'm personally
doing like the practices that I'm using on my healing journey at the moment.
So it's kind of my space where I just put it all out there.
I've really taken a step back from social media since towards the end of last year,
it just felt like I needed to like take a step back and reassess what I want to put back
out there because it wasn't feeling really aligned.
And speaking of being highly sensitive, social media can be a lot for highly sensitive empathic
people.
So I felt like I really wanted to take a step back and decide how and if I want to reenter
into social media.
Don't do it.
I know all of this because I follow you and I read all your newsletters that you do send
out and your energy is changing and she's not into social media.
I could have told you that.
So you've already touched a little bit on the second thing I want to bring up.
You started doing or offering and I know it via Instagram because that's how I think I
see you the most unless you do it in other places.
So please let us know.
But you offered tarot cards.
Just pulling a card or three card spreads, especially when the moon is changing and we're
in a new moon right now.
Did you know that?
Yeah.
What does the new moon mean, Carly?
Can you see it or can you not see it?
I can't see it.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
But you offer these random little card spreads and then she'll DM you what she pulled and
explain them, which is the best part is that you have these lengthy, full in-depth descriptions
of the card that you pulled and how it you felt it resonated to the person that's asking
you to pull cards.
That is so cool.
Every time there's been many times that I'm like, well, I'm just going to do it.
You just Venmauer and then she'll DM you and I've had clients of mine buy them for me.
This should be like, this is from da-da-da-da.
That's so awesome.
Which is really cool.
Yeah.
But you offer that regularly now?
Yeah.
So I generally do it on every new and full moon and I'll also be transparent in that and
that I feel that offering is shifting as well.
I'm not really sure how it's going to shift moving forward.
I'm in this really big like, okay, I know things are changing in my business right now,
but I'm not entirely sure where they're starting to shift.
So there's offerings like that that I want to take.
And how do I want to say this?
Maybe kind of bring it in to one place more or put it in a way where it can reach more
people, potentially be more accessible kind of be seen more.
So none of that stuff is going away, but it is shifting.
So by the time maybe someone listens to this, if it's down the road, it might be something
completely different, but for right now, I still have on the new moon and the full moon,
I offer a tarot readings through the DM.
So just give us your website and your handle so that everybody can look you up.
Yeah.
Right now are you wanting to give it?
No, like right now.
I can't wait another second.
We need the information.
So it's my full name.
My website is jessysideak.com, which is J E F S E S I D D E E K.
So many doubles.
So many doubles, double E double E and a K. Which is how I generally spell it for people.
But that's my website, jessysideak.com and then on Instagram at jessysideak as well.
I'm telling you if her Instagram is as calm as her voice, like your stories, I'm like,
Oh, what's she got today?
What's she going to give out?
What's she going to say about the collective?
It's so nice.
And she's it's always like usually with the beach behind.
I'm sure the words and like, Oh, just like Pennsylvania is where we are.
Just like it.
Love it.
Well, you know what's funny?
So there's two things that are funny.
We'll see.
We'll be the judge.
One.
Okay.
You can tell me.
You told me in one of the readings that I was going to move by water.
And it's when I was living at my, it was in between a house and where I am now.
I was living back at my mom's house.
And I'm being, I remember being like, my God, Karlie's going to kill me if I move to water,
like where is water?
And I ended up finding this apartment, which I love, whatever.
And I took all my stuff out of storage.
And just like you were explaining earlier, it's moments where you have to see if for
me the like the intuitive, not second guessing intuition, it's like, am I making this up?
Or is this, I don't personally believe in coincidences, but that's the other word that
it could be like an intuitive moment and synchronicity or, you know, people call it coincidence.
And the second guessing is being like, God, it's just a coincidence.
But I pulled all my stuff out and my giant headboard canvas is the ocean.
And I hadn't had it for a year because I was living at my mom's and it was in storage.
And I was like, this is the apartment that I love, but there's no water around here.
There's like a little creek.
Maybe it's that.
And I remember putting it all together and like putting the frame on the canvas.
And I was like, oh my gosh, this is the biggest ocean I've ever lived by.
It's totally forgotten.
I love that because sometimes there are messages that come through and it's different than
what I might be interpreting, what you might be interpreting.
But to me, that moment is like, oh, I'm exactly where I'm meant to be.
Like this is the water that she was picking up on.
And it was months, I think, after I even talked to you.
And that was the first thing that popped into my mind, which is why I know it was a synchronicity
of like the intuitive moment and not just like something random or nothing happens randomly.
But it was, you came into my mind when I unpacked.
So I was like, I think this is exactly what she meant.
And then the other thing is that this podcast wouldn't have to happen if I hadn't talked
to you because I had just.
I do remember we were talking a lot about Throchakra and a lot.
Yes.
You remember talking about this.
We were talking about communication and something I was going to dive into or whatever.
And that was one day that I talked to you.
And then I made the decision who knows how long after that I called her up and said, hey,
just bought all this equipment.
We're doing this.
She was like, cool.
Thumbs up.
And then I talked to you again and you were like, are you doing a podcast?
I was like, mm-hmm.
You were like, keep doing that.
Keep going with that.
And if you haven't found, I guess it was a platform.
I don't know what it's called.
We're like, look for one with the celestial or the sun.
And I was like, I have no idea what that means.
I'm going to write that down.
It's really cool.
Well, the platform that we use, that's what it is.
It's little aliens on the on like Saturn and the sun.
And that's what RSS.com is.
And I was like, it's this one.
It's this one.
I have to pick this one.
And it's been the best experience.
I'm even talking myself right now.
I'm like, well, I'm good.
We're basically obsessed with you.
I know.
I appreciate that.
I really do.
It's just little moments like that, though.
If you've never been to a psychic reading or a medium reading or the mix of both, you
just have to be open to everything, right?
It might not come as it said, which is like a hard thing to try to see when it does present
itself.
Yes.
We can go in with expectations of like what we want it to look like, what we want someone
to say.
And sometimes a reading.
I mean, there's been moments where after I signed off a reading and I'm like, I know
that that person hated that reading.
Really?
Well, you can feel it.
Yes.
Right?
Yes.
Because they came in with an expectation and they've been wanting to hear something
a certain way, whatever it was.
And there's a reason why they're attracted to me.
There's a reason why I also need to read for that person too, because just as much as you're
taking in information and learning and growing, it's also happening for me too.
So the people that are attracted to me are just as much my teachers as vice versa.
But there are moments where I have a woman come to me and people can be guarded and anyone
who does readings kind of understand like there are some people that you kind of just
have to find like that little entry point, like one thing that will kind of spark and
then they'll like soften a little bit and their energy will start to open a little bit
more.
But some people, it can take a little bit of time.
And so they might feel frustrated.
The information isn't resonating because they have a lot of walls and, you know, that's
for good reason, whatever they've been through.
But I had this woman that come, came to me and in the beginning I should have known the
way that she was saying things.
But she was basically saying like, you know, I don't think mediums are as good as they
say they are.
I don't think that they can really like tune in as much as they say that they can.
And so me, I was like, okay, like this is just information like she's skeptical, but
like let's see, you know, like I trust in myself.
Like I will see what comes through.
And again, anything I said wasn't resonating, wasn't landing.
And I just had to say, okay, I'm going to be completely honest with you here.
Like you're not meant to get any information that you are wanting to get because there's
a lesson in that for you.
Like you need to go do some internal work.
Look at why you're constantly going to mediums.
I mean, it was a thing where she was like really trying to get the information out of
people.
And the session ended early.
That was the only time that's ever happened to me.
It was like the most like after the session, I was just like, oh my God, am I proud?
Like I not do this.
And just call us.
It was.
We'll make you feel better.
We'll fix all that for you.
We'll light you up.
That's gotta be frustrating though, because you trust yourself and it's so, you know,
and it's totally not you.
It was a her problem.
Yeah, but maybe that's the lesson that you need to just trust yourself and know that
it wasn't you.
A thousand percent.
And now I know when I come into that energy, like I can say at the beginning of the session,
like, look, I don't think that you're going to get what you need here.
I think you need to take a step back and start doing some more introspective work rather
than trying to get answers from the outside.
And it's kind of similar to what I was saying before.
Like she really wanted to connect with some people on the other side.
I think they were, she was wanting to connect with her father.
I can't remember.
But he didn't want to come to the phone because he knew that this was not what she needed.
She needed something different.
So learning from.
I love how you say that, like coming to the phone, because for people that may have not
done this session, these sessions before, or really understand the concept of how you
can talk to, like, spirit, but coming to the phone, like they don't want to come to the
phone for you today.
Yeah.
But this person did.
And I love that visual because I think people can grab onto that a little bit more.
Yes.
So it makes it a little less woo-woo.
Yeah.
That's what we call her.
She's all woo-woo and hippie-dippy.
Listen, why'd you have to yell that?
I don't know.
It was aggressive.
That was aggressive.
You are so interesting.
And I want everybody listening to call her.
No, don't call her.
She doesn't want to come to the phone.
No, she's not coming to the phone right now.
DM her.
Or email her.
Go to her website.
I feel like it's more than just like, I want to talk to my friend that passed away.
It's not.
You get so much more than that.
It is.
And I mean, listen to her.
Just listen to her.
How relaxed does everybody feel right now?
And she likes in sync.
Done.
Is it with team in sync over Backstreet Boys?
Oh, my God.
Wait.
Wait a second.
We play this game with all of our people that we want to get to know better.
Don't answer that question yet.
Okay.
Ready?
I know it's called rapid fire.
Okay.
Answer as quickly as you can.
Okay.
All right.
Great.
Mountains or beach?
Oh, damn it.
I know from Colorado to Miami.
This is hard.
Those are literally like my heart, like two parts of my heart.
But I will say I know that where I'm meant to be right now is the beach.
I'm a mountain girl through and through, but like I'm learning so much from being by the
water.
You definitely play this game like Victoria.
Okay.
There's nothing rapid about it.
Going out.
I'm trying to say one more.
No, no, no, no, no.
You do you.
You do exactly Victoria.
Okay.
Going out or staying home?
Oh, staying home all the way.
Reading a book or listening to a podcast?
This is not a trick question.
It's whatever you like.
I know it depends on when I'm in the mood, but I am a podcast girlie.
So yeah.
I love it.
The cutest ever.
Drama or comedy?
These are all hard stuff.
Victoria doesn't like, there's not one answer.
Yeah.
Okay.
There's a gray area.
It depends on where when I'm in the mood, but I also am a real housewife's girlie.
Oh my God.
That's why.
There we go.
I love her.
Christmas or Halloween?
Christmas.
Long run or long walk?
Long walk.
Now we day beach day.
I know.
Sorry.
Beach day.
Coffee or tea?
Tea.
Pop music?
Emo.
Pop music.
Cats or dogs?
Dogs.
Vacation abroad or staycation at home?
Oh, I'm going to say depends, but right now I would say vacation abroad.
All right.
Last big one.
You ready for this?
Yeah.
Carly or Victoria?
You're just setting me up for failure right now.
No one ever answers that.
So you win.
No one answers that question.
This was so fun.
I can't wait to set up my next reading with you.
You really now you have to.
On my website, I have a couple of reading.
I have an individual reading that is either 30 minutes or a full hour.
And then they have psychic therapy consultation anywhere.
I think he got us a couple of reading.
I just thank you so, so much because this was so much fun and we would love to have
you back and talk even more.
Yeah.
My gosh, I would love to know this is so much fun.
And I just want to say Carly, I apologize that I didn't recognize you at the beginning.
And as he started talking, I was like, Oh, no, I know who she is.
And I felt a little bad.
No, no, please don't look at me right now.
I'm not my best self right now.
I just finished working out my hair is in a messy bun.
She looks we call her the light bulb.
Oh my God.
I had a hat on and Victoria made me take it off and I was like, I'm trying to cover my
face.
You couldn't see your face.
Please don't apologize.
No apologies at all.
You'll never forget me now.
I made sure of that.
Make you remember me.
Yeah.
Wait, you kind of look like Chris Kirkpatrick right now.
Yes.
Dustin, if he is listening to this, there's still a chance.
Thank you so much.
You are so welcome.
Everybody even so much fun.
So much fun.
Yeah.
You're very, very easy to talk to and even easier to talk to in sessions, which I feel
like people can get a little bit afraid of because it's like, what do you know about
me?
What are you going to say?
She literally said today, you can't lie today.
She will know.
Don't do it.
You cannot lie.
She was like, lie about what?
I was like, I have no idea.
But don't do it.
Don't do it.
Be on your best behavior.
Don't talk back.
Well, we will both be contacting you very shortly for your services.
Absolutely love that.
You both are welcome anytime.
And this has been so much fun.
And I love talking about all of this.
I'm always happy to chat.
Well, we'll definitely have you back because I know everybody's going to love this.
Yes.
I'm going to be out.
And I would love to dive into tarot a little bit more the next time we talk.
Yeah.
And like card pulling and like what different decks mean and all that stuff.
You have given so much time already.
You're totally fine.
Give us more.
Thank you.
But thank you, Jesse.
Have a wonderful rest of your day.
Go on the beach for us.
Oh yes, I definitely will.
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