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Hey y'all, welcome back to another episode of Wholesome Black Girl.

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Hey y'all, I'm so hyped.

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I'm your host, Kayla.

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I'm Kamri.

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And I'm Alyssa.

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Yes, we have a guest here today.

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Two guests, not one, but two.

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We are, what do we call this episode?

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Oh, Bring Back Hooked on Phonics.

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We might call it that.

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We don't know yet, but like, we might call it that.

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But we are going to start with a...

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Well, are we going to address us going viral before we get into everything?

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Well, yeah.

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I mean, that was a part of like, life be lifin'.

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So that's what we're going to talk about first, our lives and how they was lifin'.

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All I got to say about that whole viral moment, shout out to everybody that like really took

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the time to come and follow us and things of that nature, interact with us.

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We really do appreciate it.

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Like, beyond words.

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Yes, for real.

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But fuck you to everybody else.

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Because like, y'all really was showing that y'all don't have comprehension skills.

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Y'all was showing y'all asses.

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Yeah, y'all don't have comprehension skills.

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Y'all took that little clip of us saying what we said about Aria.

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Y'all took it as us saying that Ari Lennox was ugly.

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Nobody ever said that.

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I'm not understanding where y'all got that from.

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Then fuck on site because y'all posted 30 seconds of that clip and didn't post the whole thing

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and had everybody coming at us.

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Y'all had bitches.

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It was bitches in the comments calling us ugly.

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I said, okay, you got to be another level of delusional to be calling us ugly.

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I'm not arguing with people who flunked the ninth grade seven times.

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I'm not arguing with niggas who really haven't picked up a books in second grade.

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Y'all don't touch grass.

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Y'all don't do anything but be on TikTok and Twitter all the time, going to hookah lounges

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in the club, which nothing is wrong with that.

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But that's all y'all do.

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Y'all don't do shit else.

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Sharing the hookah.

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Exactly.

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Don't even have enough money to get your own tip with weirdos.

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Exactly.

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I fuck each y'all.

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And I also want to address another thing.

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Y'all thought when we said regular that we was calling ourselves ugly.

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No, we're not.

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We wasn't doing it.

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We were like, I hate that I have to keep explaining this, but regular doesn't mean ugly.

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We just, we literally mean that we look like the average black girl in your neighborhood.

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That's all that it means.

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Kevin Samuels was right about you dumb bitches.

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He was.

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Preach.

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Because women hate being average.

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And he pointed that out about you weirdo.

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I'm the baddest bitch in the world.

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I'm a 10.

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I'm a 10.

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I'm a 10.

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I can't even get $10 out of a nigga at all.

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I'm sick of you bitches.

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I'm sick of you.

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Yes.

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Not even a full pussy at that.

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Damn.

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Like, you get no play.

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You get no niggas.

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You don't even, like Cam said, y'all don't fucking touch grass.

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And y'all think that y'all something that y'all not.

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Everybody is fucking normal.

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Everybody is normal.

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And nothing, me and Kella, we're able to have conversations like this because we have the

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nuance to have conversations like this.

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We actually read books.

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We watch documentaries.

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We have real conversations with people.

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We do all of those things.

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Y'all don't do any of that shit.

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We ask questions.

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Exactly.

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And we ask questions to people that we like that we have differing perspectives on too.

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Like, we can tell that y'all moms is young.

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Y'all ain't grow up with no big mama, no Madea, no grandmom, no nothing.

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Grandmom's like 43.

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Yeah.

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And y'all outside, like y'all outside at the same time.

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Your mom, your mom, your grandmom, and you all outside at the same time.

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That's how I know y'all niggas is fucking ditzy in the head because y'all have nobody.

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Y'all have no differing opinions in the house.

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None of y'all do.

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Those comments were a mess.

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A fucking mess.

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They really were, but I've also realized that TikTok and Instagram, they're two different

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audiences because most of the people on TikTok agreed with us.

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When we was on Instagram, people was calling us dumb bitches, saying that we was ugly.

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I'm like, okay.

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Then I had to do an analysis and I'm just like the people that follow these blog pages,

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and I'm not saying everybody, I'm not saying everybody, but it is a different caliber of

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people that follow like black blog, like gossip pages compared to the people that's on TikTok.

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They live like their lives are like reality TV.

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That's how y'all live y'all real natural born lives.

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It's like what you see on Love and Hip Hop and all that other stuff.

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And it shows.

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And it really shows.

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They have a name for that.

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I literally was on Twitter the other day and I think it was like Doja Cat that they were

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talking about.

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They were doing like an analysis of Doja Cat and Lizzo and people were in the comments

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like, oh my God, I'm so happy that Lizzo isn't catering to the shade room blacks.

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And I really thought about it and I'm like, there really is a category of you dirty motherfuckers.

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You don't got a job?

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That's the thing.

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That's the thing.

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Like I always used to look at myself and be like, Kayla, don't say certain things because

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it's classes, it's elitist.

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Right.

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I used to say what?

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You niggas are really bottom of the barrel.

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No, for real.

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Like the thinking caps are not on.

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Like at all.

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They don't even own a thinking cap.

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Just sloping hairlines and fuck the fast clothes.

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Yeah.

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Like y'all just y'all really have been y'all been stuck in 2012 for a real long time.

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For a long ass time.

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And it's very concerning.

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I'm genuinely concerned about y'all.

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It really is.

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And the fact that y'all thought processes are mimicking the thought processes of y'all

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in high school shows that there has been no maturity.

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No growth.

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It's just y'all growing up, like just getting older, not maturing, just getting older.

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Exactly.

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And it's, I mean, gag every time I think about it.

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Like every time I see one of y'all mentioning me, if y'all don't stop talking to me.

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If y'all don't stop talking to me.

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Yo, you still be getting tagged on that post?

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If y'all don't stop talking to me.

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Y'all gotta stop.

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Are you serious?

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Yes, I'm still getting tagged on that post.

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She's like six days old?

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Yes.

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Stop talking to me.

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Are you dead serious?

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I was really arguing on that shit like a couple days ago.

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She was.

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Melissa was going to war for us.

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This raggedy bitch was just talking all this shit.

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And then I was like, you know what?

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I had to really watch what I say now.

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I feel like my mouth is more for like a Twitter audience.

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Twitter still be trying to get me though.

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Fuck you, Elon Musk.

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I'm not even going to hold you.

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I literally looked at her fucking page and why the fuck she look like she got leftover

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COVID dead body meat in her ass cheeks.

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And I'm just like, for someone who literally has, and I don't judge nobody who got surgery.

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Like.

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No, real shit.

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If you can afford it, do what you need to do.

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Yeah, for real.

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Do what you got to do.

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But this bitch got her whole body done.

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And still look crazy.

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Are you talking about the light skin girl?

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I don't remember what color the bitch was.

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It was this light skin bitch.

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She up in color.

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Who had like a botched ass fucking body, filtered the fuck up, looked like she had fillers in

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her face.

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She called me a black ass alien.

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I said, now miss.

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Like be fucking for real.

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She looked like Tiny from Escape.

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That's what she looked like.

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Oh.

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And she had the all dancing.

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You said.

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She had the all dancing.

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She had.

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Because somebody going to post this song on site and she going to see this.

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I love you Tiny.

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Wait, wait.

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Yeah, we love you.

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We love you Tiny.

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We love you bitch.

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The vocals right there, you know, like you're a great person.

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So I'll say that about you.

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Shout out to you for creating the OMG girls.

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Yes.

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Shout out to you.

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They got me through a rough ass time.

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They did.

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For real.

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We don't mean it.

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Oh, well.

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We making it worse.

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Yo, we making it worse.

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But.

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Whatever.

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We don't want to just focus on the negative.

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We also had a lot of positives from that too.

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Like, we don't want to just focus on the negative.

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We also had a lot of positives from that too.

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Like, we gained like almost four thousand followers on TikTok.

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We got almost eight hundred followers on Instagram.

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Engagement is growing.

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Yeah, three hundred views on YouTube.

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Like from that video.

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So, you know, we definitely want to thank y'all for showing love and supporting us.

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And we gained a lot of subscribers.

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Yes.

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Like over one hundred subscribers that day.

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We did.

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Yeah, on YouTube.

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Like, we really do.

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Thank you for the love.

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And in the comments, people was watching that.

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And we were like, oh, we're going to be on YouTube.

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And we were like, oh, we're going to be on YouTube.

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And we were like, oh, we're going to be on YouTube.

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And we were like, oh, we're going to be on YouTube.

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And we were like, oh, we're going to be on YouTube.

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And in the comments, people was watching that episode and they were like, oh, I relate to

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this.

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I love how transparent y'all are.

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So that just made me feel like really good about what the fuck we're doing.

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Anything else we want to address?

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Remember what I told you in the Uber.

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Don't go too far.

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Don't go too far.

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Don't go too far.

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Niggas watched.

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Niggas watched.

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Let me tell you something.

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Let me tell you something.

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Let me tell you something.

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Wait, don't go too hard.

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And I'm not.

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And you know what?

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And you, you, you know who I'm talking about.

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Before, before you ever fix your dirty, stinking mouth to say, to say, to say, to say, to say,

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to even form sentences, make sure you're right with the Lord up above.

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Period.

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Make sure, make sure you are right with the Lord though, because that's all we're going

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to say.

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Oh my God.

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All right.

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All right.

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I'm done.

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That's it.

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That's, that's all we're going to do.

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That's all we're going to do for now.

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But that's really.

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All right.

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That's all we got for our show.

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All right.

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That's all we got for our Life Be Life.

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So we're going to, we're going to wrap that segment up.

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We still going to talk shit behind the scenes though.

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Yeah.

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We're going to.

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I got to, I got to get myself together.

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Yeah.

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You was really about to get it.

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Also want to say my last name is now Verizon.

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So anyway, we are going to segue into our wholesome chat.

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So it's going to be, by the time this is posted, this episode is posted, it's going to be Black

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Maternal, Black Maternal Health Week.

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So we have Melissa going to count us with her beautiful daughter.

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What's her name?

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I didn't even ask.

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So I'm going to keep it a beam with y'all.

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I did not give this baby the name that she fucking has.

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Her bitch ass daddy.

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Oh dang.

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Was the one who gave her.

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Shots fired.

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And I'll never do the whole fuck my baby dad shit, but I really wanted to name her so bad.

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So her first name is Adenike.

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Oh, that's so pretty.

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We call her Nini.

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None of us call her by her fucking name.

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Her first name means she who was crowned.

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Oh, that is so pretty.

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It really is.

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I love it because my stepdad, well, my mom's ex, she gonna cuss me out if I keep calling

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this man my damn stepdad.

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He's Nigerian and he had a niece that had the name Adenike.

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So that also ties into how my daughter got her name.

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Her middle name is Nefertiti.

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That's self-explanatory.

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She don't got my last name.

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She has her dad's last name of Jackson, wave plantation ass last name.

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But you know what?

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That's diasporic as fuck.

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It is.

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Very cultural.

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That is really, that's culture right there.

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A black ass name.

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That really is.

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That is a black, I mean black.

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It spans.

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It don't get no blacker than that.

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It really don't.

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Period.

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I don't want my daughter growing up having a basic name.

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I was the only one out of my two sisters that had an Americanized name.

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My older sister had a Haitian name, my little sister's name is a combination of my older

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sister's name and my name.

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And then I got basic ass Melissa.

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I know like 15 million Melissa's.

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Sometimes they really be doing that.

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But back to what I was saying, we wanted to have you on here because like I just said,

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it is Black Maternal Health Week and I got something I clicked from an article.

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It says, black women are three times more likely to die from a pregnancy related cause

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than white women.

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Multiple factors contribute to these disparities such as variation in quality healthcare, underlying

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chronic conditions, structural racism, and implicit bias.

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So we just want to talk on, well we want to touch on like your experience like with being

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pregnant like your labor and delivery story and even postpartum.

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So the first question we want to ask you is how did you find out you were pregnant and

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what was that moment like?

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Yo.

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I hope nobody sees this and start judging me because of the situation because I'm very

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in tune with my body.

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Okay.

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I knew the second that I was pregnant.

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I fucking knew.

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Here's the problem.

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I've been with the same group of friends since high school.

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Shout out to T, shout out to Danya.

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Fuck the fourth bitch.

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Oh wait.

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You still owe me $500.

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That's a story we gonna touch on later because that bitch, I added that bitch on my phone

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plan and she ain't telling me she OT mobile spraying all these motherfuckers money.

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So I had to pay like $500 to get her taken off my fucking phone plan.

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Wow.

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That bitch ran away to fucking Virginia.

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But anyways, my friend Tiana's birthday is April 5th, right?

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So happy belated girl.

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Nah real shit.

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Happy belated to that girl.

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She's celebrating all month.

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As she should.

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So we decided to do a weekend trip to New York.

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Okay.

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My period didn't come yet.

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I knew my period did not come yet.

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But in the back of my mind, I'm like, I know I got nutted in.

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But you know what?

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I gotta get fucked up with my bitches one last time.

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All right.

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By April 5th, that weekend, if I'm not mistaken, we went to New York.

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I was fucked up the whole time.

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I had a delivery from Amazon for a box of pregnancy tests because I was scared to go

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to the doctor.

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So I was literally drunk as shit in Times Square and I was just like, where the fuck

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is my package?

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Fighting for my life.

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I get back home, took the pregnancy test, and I knew I was pregnant.

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I still have the picture on my phone.

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I took like 10 of them because I just couldn't fucking believe it.

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I just thought I was infertile.

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Maybe the niggas I was fucking with was just shooting blanks.

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I don't fucking know.

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Possibly.

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Possibly.

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Because the sex was terrible.

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But it'd be the niggas that have the worst sex that'd be getting pregnant.

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I like this one.

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I got rid of the other two, but the sex was terrible all three times.

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And you know who you are because the other two are definitely blocked off my Instagram.

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Oh, Lord.

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Oh, yes.

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Actually, no, one of them is really cool.

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Like, I still follow him on Instagram.

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But the other one, I went to this nigga house and literally he had shit and backwood guts

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in the fucking toilet.

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Yo, what?

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Yo, I have the worst history with niggas.

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I just be picking the worst ones.

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I do too.

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I do too.

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Because why you got boo boo and then he used the bathroom and then asked me if I had to

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go pee.

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So I know you went in there and shit.

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There was no toilet paper.

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So you didn't wipe your ass.

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You didn't wipe your fucking ass.

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That's crazy.

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You niggas.

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You niggas are just weird.

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Yes.

404
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Just walk around and pee in your drawer.

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Finish your story.

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Finish your story.

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Doesn't it feel like between there?

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It don't feel wet.

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No, because you know they be hairy.

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Anyway, let's finish the story.

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Let's finish the story.

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But yeah, I went home, took the pregnancy test, found out I was pregnant.

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So I set up a doctor's appointment.

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I was six weeks pregnant.

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I was blunt with my doctor.

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I told my doctor what happened and she basically told me like, look, that early in the pregnancy,

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the alcohol that you drink is not going to affect your baby.

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I promise you, I was drinking like maybe a glass of wine every other day.

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That make me sound like an alcoholic.

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No girl, that be dope because I be drinking every damn day.

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I be drinking every day.

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I be drinking every day.

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Definitely had a glass.

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It was white wine.

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Had a glass of white wine like every, maybe even three days, every like three days while

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I was pregnant.

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But she came out healthy.

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Like she got all her fingers and toes.

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She be beating my ass.

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That's weird, that's weird.

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You know, that's how it happened.

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So like when you found out that you were pregnant, was your partner happy?

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I can't even honestly pinpoint what his reaction was.

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He wanted a girl so bad because he has two boys from another relationship.

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So he was always trying to get me pregnant.

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I think that motherfucker was trying to trap me, that dirty bitch.

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But you scared me doing that.

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No honestly, because he wanted me pregnant so bad and then three months into my pregnancy,

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he came to me.

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I guess he was going through something mentally and he basically told me like, oh if I had

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the option, I wouldn't be a father or a husband anymore.

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I would just leave y'all and just go away.

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Do like your daddy did.

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His daddy don't even like him.

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That's the crazy thing.

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Like that's fucking crazy.

447
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Wow, that was crazy.

448
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I shouldn't have said that.

449
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I'm sorry.

450
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Look, it's fine.

451
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Some people's daddies do, my dad left.

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Mine did too.

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That's why I got daddy.

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But at the end of the day, we all got daddy.

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That's why I be allowing these niggas to treat me like shit.

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Damn, dead ass.

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I ain't even gonna lie.

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They see the way your dad is.

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If he has a daughter, the daughters have to take the karma of what he did to other women.

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And I tell my dad that all the time.

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But her dad worshiped the ground that I walked on the whole time that I was pregnant.

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That's good.

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Rubbed my stomach, rubbed my feet.

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Actually bought a paintbrush, because he did art and stuff like that.

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Would get coconut oil and melt it down and just rub my body down in coconut oil but with

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the paintbrush.

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So it was like a long, strenuous look.

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That is so beautiful.

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It was so nice.

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So nice.

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I wanna see what that feel like.

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For real shit, I probably would have got horny.

473
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Exactly.

474
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I definitely did that for her.

475
00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:04,920
Yeah, like my coachy would have been on.

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It would be standing right up.

477
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Okay, so I'm gonna ask you a question.

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I'm gonna ask you a question.

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My second question is being a black woman and seeing all the maternal mortality rates

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amongst black women and how were it impacted the most?

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Did that scare you in any way?

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Like when you found out you was pregnant?

483
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It did.

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That was like one of the first things that popped up in my mind.

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Like I knew I wasn't gonna have to struggle during my pregnancy in terms of people being

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there for me.

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Thank God.

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Like a lot of people just end up being in predicaments where they don't really have

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any...

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I had an amazing support system.

491
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I didn't even tell my mom I was pregnant.

492
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I'm scared as fuck of my mom.

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My mom only found out because I told one of my cousins that I was pregnant and my cousin

494
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went and ratted me out to my mom.

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So my mom found out I was pregnant when I was like five months.

496
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Bought everything from my daughter.

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I wasn't gonna tell her.

498
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I was just gonna pop up at her house with a baby and be like, here.

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That's what I feel like I'm gonna do that when I have kids.

500
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I always say I'm gonna do that.

501
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I'm gonna just pop up with a baby.

502
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But me, I'm gonna pop out with a baby like for the rest of the world.

503
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But my mama gonna know.

504
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I ain't gonna tell my mom.

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I'm telling my mom.

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I wish I told my mom.

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I tell her everything.

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I be like, girl, guess what?

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She be like, what, you pregnant?

510
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Yeah, girl.

511
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They done took me out of the game.

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So what was it necessarily that scared you about it?

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Was it like the medical racism that black women experience or was it like maybe just

514
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the whole delivery experience?

515
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What was it that scared you?

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Was it both?

517
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It was both because I didn't know what to expect during the whole delivery process.

518
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But at the same time, I don't like fucking going to the doctor.

519
00:19:39,160 --> 00:19:45,880
Like I'm scared out of my fucking mind, especially because my pregnancy was really stressful on

520
00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:49,520
my body and I didn't really realize it until afterwards.

521
00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:52,640
And I was starting to get back to normal postpartum.

522
00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:53,640
Well that's a lie.

523
00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:55,280
I was going through postpartum like real bad.

524
00:19:55,280 --> 00:20:00,440
But in terms of my pregnancy, like I was in and out of the hospital.

525
00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:05,560
I forgot what the condition was called, but I wasn't even that.

526
00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:09,040
Like I was throwing up and I couldn't keep anything down.

527
00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:11,200
So I lost 30 pounds during my pregnancy.

528
00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:12,320
I had no stomach.

529
00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:14,440
I don't know where the hell the baby was.

530
00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:18,340
Some people even thought I was lying about my pregnancy because I literally didn't really

531
00:20:18,340 --> 00:20:19,340
have a stomach.

532
00:20:19,340 --> 00:20:22,200
By the time I was like nine months and it was time to deliver.

533
00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:24,200
They're like, are you sure you're at nine months?

534
00:20:24,200 --> 00:20:26,900
Because you're like, I said, bitch, I am pregnant.

535
00:20:26,900 --> 00:20:30,240
Please take this baby out of me because my back was hurting.

536
00:20:30,240 --> 00:20:32,760
One of my kidneys started feeling like really, really bad.

537
00:20:32,760 --> 00:20:33,760
Oh my God.

538
00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:34,760
Really bad.

539
00:20:34,760 --> 00:20:37,800
And did you like in those moments, did you like experience medical racism?

540
00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:40,240
Like did the doctors like just dismiss you?

541
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:42,720
I'm not going to expose Einstein.

542
00:20:42,720 --> 00:20:49,960
Anyways, they really, some people didn't really respect what I was trying to tell them.

543
00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:52,960
Like I knew something was wrong.

544
00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:56,600
But a lot of times when I would express it, they would be like, oh, that's normal.

545
00:20:56,600 --> 00:20:58,360
You have back pain during pregnancy.

546
00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:01,020
Oh, your pain is going to be like this during pregnancy.

547
00:21:01,020 --> 00:21:04,440
But I'm like, no, like something is really, really wrong.

548
00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:13,000
I think the one moment that really had everything come full circle for me was I had a UTI, BV

549
00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:17,160
and a yeast infection all at the same fucking time.

550
00:21:17,160 --> 00:21:20,520
Like I told my OBGYN, like I feel like something's off.

551
00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:26,640
Like the sex, I was like a porn star in that fucking room.

552
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,400
I was a fucking porn star in that fucking room.

553
00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:30,000
I'm going to be honest with you.

554
00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:34,520
But after a while, like my body just started feeling weird.

555
00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:36,840
The consistency of my nut was different.

556
00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:39,440
Like that shit was coming out in clumps in my hand.

557
00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:40,440
Oh my God.

558
00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:42,880
I've never experienced anything like that.

559
00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:47,120
And like I was scared to have a conversation with somebody about it because it made me

560
00:21:47,120 --> 00:21:48,120
feel dirty.

561
00:21:48,120 --> 00:21:53,760
Like, yeah, it automatically would make me think I have like a STI or STD.

562
00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:55,040
Exactly.

563
00:21:55,040 --> 00:21:57,560
And the way people act when you have an STD or STI.

564
00:21:57,560 --> 00:21:58,560
For real.

565
00:21:58,560 --> 00:21:59,560
Bitch.

566
00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:00,880
Like I've been through it two times at this fucking point.

567
00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:02,920
If I get it again, it is what it is.

568
00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:03,920
Right.

569
00:22:03,920 --> 00:22:04,920
It is what it is.

570
00:22:04,920 --> 00:22:05,920
It is what it is.

571
00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:11,840
But you'll be surprised about how they really do treat black women when you go to the hospital.

572
00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:14,960
Like I didn't really notice it until I went through my pregnancy experience.

573
00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:16,560
I was just like, well, these doctors.

574
00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:20,200
Especially when it comes to your reproductive system, because even with me, like I'm not

575
00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:25,360
a mom, but like I've since I was like 12 and I started getting periods, they were super

576
00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:26,360
painful.

577
00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:30,000
Like ever since I was 12 years old, tremendously painful.

578
00:22:30,000 --> 00:22:32,840
And I will always go to the doctors and I'll tell them like, this doesn't feel right.

579
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:36,160
Like when I'm when I'm on my period, like I can't move.

580
00:22:36,160 --> 00:22:38,400
Like I literally am always throwing up.

581
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:39,400
I can't eat shit.

582
00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:40,400
Your feet.

583
00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:44,160
And then one day I went to like a black doctor and she was the first doctor to tell me that

584
00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:47,800
I actually had an abnormality with my uterus.

585
00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,720
I have a half uterus.

586
00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:53,960
And that's why my periods were so painful because basically the blood is basically getting

587
00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:55,680
backed up since it's only half.

588
00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:56,680
It's getting backed up.

589
00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:57,680
So that's why it's so painful.

590
00:22:57,680 --> 00:23:00,680
And my cramps are so bad because I have a half of a uterus.

591
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:04,360
So I'm just like, I've been going to doctors for years and they always miss me and told

592
00:23:04,360 --> 00:23:05,920
me, oh, it's not that serious.

593
00:23:05,920 --> 00:23:07,480
Like, you know, that's normal.

594
00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:08,480
It's regular.

595
00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,520
But it's like as a woman, you know, your body better than anybody else.

596
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:13,480
And it just didn't feel right for me.

597
00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:17,120
So I mean, that's really crazy that you experienced it.

598
00:23:17,120 --> 00:23:18,120
Well, not.

599
00:23:18,120 --> 00:23:22,880
It's not going to say it's far fetched because they do it to us a lot, but it's still fucked

600
00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:23,880
up.

601
00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:27,680
I had other questions for you, but you basically already answered them.

602
00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:28,680
Yeah.

603
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:29,680
Yeah.

604
00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:33,640
Well, tell us about your labor experience, though.

605
00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:36,800
What was that like when you went into labor?

606
00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:41,640
I thought my daughter was going to be born at the end of December because that's around

607
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,560
the time that I hit my 40 weeks.

608
00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:46,520
But this girl was not trying to leave.

609
00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:47,520
I get why.

610
00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:48,520
This is a fucked up world.

611
00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:50,080
I would have stayed in there, too.

612
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:55,680
So I had so many people in my ear telling me, like, don't let them induce you.

613
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:56,680
Don't let them induce you.

614
00:23:56,680 --> 00:24:00,240
I thought I was going to have the big waterfall out my pussy.

615
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:01,240
Oh, my God.

616
00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:02,240
The baby's coming moment.

617
00:24:02,240 --> 00:24:04,600
But I didn't I didn't get to have that.

618
00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:07,280
They noticed that a lot of women don't get to.

619
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:08,280
Yeah.

620
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,240
Please do not let them fucking induce you.

621
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:14,200
Let the if the baby wants to stay in there for fucking 42 weeks and there's no issues

622
00:24:14,200 --> 00:24:17,000
and the baby's not sick and you're not sick.

623
00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:21,520
Let the body do what it needs to do because they induced me.

624
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,520
When was I induced?

625
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,360
January, New Year's Day.

626
00:24:26,360 --> 00:24:32,360
I went into the hospital on New Year's Day and I was in active labor for two days.

627
00:24:32,360 --> 00:24:33,760
Wow.

628
00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:36,040
They also don't tell you that you can't eat.

629
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:37,040
What?

630
00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:38,040
What?

631
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:39,040
What?

632
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:40,040
I didn't fucking eat for two days.

633
00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:42,040
I mean, I don't be eating now.

634
00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:43,040
Never mind.

635
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:44,040
What am I complaining about?

636
00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:45,040
What?

637
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:49,080
I'm not going to be in the hospital for the whole time that you're in active labor because

638
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:54,240
something I had to find out the hard way was my friend Tiana has a beautiful boy.

639
00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:57,040
Xavier is now five years old.

640
00:24:57,040 --> 00:25:01,880
I think it was either her or my friend, Danya, and her daughter is a Sia.

641
00:25:01,880 --> 00:25:03,320
She's four.

642
00:25:03,320 --> 00:25:05,120
One of them shit it on themselves.

643
00:25:05,120 --> 00:25:08,000
They should like they you're pushing so hard.

644
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:09,000
Oh, yeah.

645
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:10,160
They say that's normal, though.

646
00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:11,960
So hard that you shit yourself.

647
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:14,520
I just found that out.

648
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:15,560
You just found that out.

649
00:25:15,560 --> 00:25:17,560
I just recently found that out that you can shit.

650
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:21,480
Yeah, because like, first of all, the way that you know, whatever.

651
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,480
I think it was King Arthur some shit.

652
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:24,480
You're a nasty motherfucker.

653
00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:25,480
Let me tell you something.

654
00:25:25,480 --> 00:25:29,960
You are so disgusting because the whole reason why we be giving birth on our fucking back

655
00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:35,520
is because it's because the ass used to get around by seeing that shit.

656
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,960
You fucking nasty bastard.

657
00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:39,480
Oh my God.

658
00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:42,920
But like it don't make like the way that we give birth don't make sense.

659
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:44,200
Gravity don't even work that way.

660
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,240
You don't even pull that way.

661
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:47,680
Gravity goes down.

662
00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:52,440
So just for future reference, mama, if you watching this, because we argue about this

663
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:55,680
all the time, I'm standing up and having my baby.

664
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:56,680
I'm going to squat.

665
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:57,680
No, real shit.

666
00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:02,640
Because you're not you're not what you're not going to do is try to make me rearrange

667
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:07,280
my whole body when that science don't work like that.

668
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:08,360
Yeah.

669
00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:11,160
I mean, I'll be saying I want to have my baby standing up.

670
00:26:11,160 --> 00:26:14,520
But then after I realized I got it's quite a unicorn you with uterus.

671
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:17,960
I have a half uterus like I'll never be able to deliver vaginally.

672
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,960
Like it has to be a sex for it, though.

673
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,800
What's a cute term for a unicorn?

674
00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:24,800
Unicorn you a uterus.

675
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,400
Look it up, y'all.

676
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:29,000
Any unicorn girls like any of y'all follow us.

677
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:30,760
Let me know.

678
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:33,480
But yeah, I'll never be able to deliver vaginally like ever.

679
00:26:33,480 --> 00:26:35,440
It's going to be a C-section every time.

680
00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:37,440
It's not possible because the uterus is so small.

681
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:38,440
Yeah.

682
00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:39,440
That you can't like.

683
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:41,440
It's probably like the vaginal canal.

684
00:26:41,440 --> 00:26:42,440
Yeah.

685
00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:43,440
So it's not possible for me.

686
00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:46,440
So I'll always whenever I have a kid, it's going to be a C-section.

687
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:54,600
But OK, so do you have any other positive besides like you telling us, you know, he

688
00:26:54,600 --> 00:26:57,520
use coconut oil besides your body during pregnancy.

689
00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:01,560
Do you have any other positive experiences?

690
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:02,560
The eating part.

691
00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:09,360
What about eating like you just like the times when my body did allow me to eat?

692
00:27:09,360 --> 00:27:12,680
I was fucking eating.

693
00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:19,160
His best friend took us to like a K-pot and I was eating every single thing and it was

694
00:27:19,160 --> 00:27:21,240
so damn good.

695
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:22,240
Your skin.

696
00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:24,400
Well, I'm not disclaimer.

697
00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:30,880
I'm going to speak from my pregnancy experience because I can't speak for everybody.

698
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:35,480
They say that if you have a daughter that she's going to suck the beauty out of you.

699
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:36,480
Yes.

700
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:40,000
That's a fucking lie.

701
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,000
Give you beauty.

702
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:43,800
I felt absolutely beautiful.

703
00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:45,400
My skin was glowing.

704
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:46,400
My hair.

705
00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:48,400
You were beautiful when she was documenting her pregnancy.

706
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:51,000
I was like, oh, my God.

707
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:52,520
My skin was always clear.

708
00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:56,200
My nails were always done up until I was like seven months.

709
00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:57,200
I was doing my toes.

710
00:27:57,200 --> 00:28:00,760
But then after a while, I couldn't even see my pussy when I looked.

711
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:06,200
But it was like everybody also treats you way better.

712
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:08,160
That's fucked up.

713
00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:09,160
What about friends?

714
00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:12,200
Like, did your friendships change during pregnancy?

715
00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:14,040
Did my friends change?

716
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:19,500
My friends were there from day one to the point where one of my friends wanted to throw

717
00:28:19,500 --> 00:28:20,500
my baby shower.

718
00:28:20,500 --> 00:28:22,600
Actually, let me touch on it real quick.

719
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:24,420
I didn't have a baby shower.

720
00:28:24,420 --> 00:28:28,240
I'm not mad about that at all because of the circumstances of that situation.

721
00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:29,240
Right.

722
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:31,920
To the bitch ass nigga that made my baby shower not happen.

723
00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:32,920
Whoa.

724
00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:33,920
Fuck you.

725
00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:34,920
Fuck you.

726
00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:39,200
But I'm also kind of glad that it didn't happen because I would have just been stressed

727
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:40,200
the fuck out.

728
00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,240
I'm always my mind is just all over the place.

729
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:45,160
But my friends were there since day one.

730
00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:46,960
They were calling me in the hospital.

731
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:50,680
They went out that day, but they made sure that I was good.

732
00:28:50,680 --> 00:28:54,720
And from day one since my daughter has been born, they'll always ask about her.

733
00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:59,640
I don't really go down there with her as often as I should because my mom lives in Hatboro.

734
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:02,080
And it took me an hour to even get here.

735
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:03,080
Yeah.

736
00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:08,120
So anytime that I do have my daughter and I'm able to get down there, I'll bring her

737
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:09,280
down here.

738
00:29:09,280 --> 00:29:13,600
They love her beyond anything in this world.

739
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:16,680
I do have some friendships that I had to sever off.

740
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:21,920
Miss, I had to pay $500 to get you off my fucking phone bill.

741
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:25,800
But my friends were there since day one and it was fucking beautiful.

742
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:27,920
I gave them a niece.

743
00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:28,920
We all have kids.

744
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:29,920
Yeah, that's what I was about to say.

745
00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:34,560
I think it's a little bit different because your friends have children as well.

746
00:29:34,560 --> 00:29:40,120
I think that women, the more women who don't have any friends that have kids are the ones

747
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:46,480
that kind of go through like those rough patches with their friends.

748
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:47,480
Except me though.

749
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:49,120
Shout out to all my friends that have kids.

750
00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,120
Your kids are fucking beautiful.

751
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:54,640
I'll always be saying mothers are soldiers for real, for real.

752
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,840
Because like when I think about it, if I had a kid right now, I don't know what I would

753
00:29:58,840 --> 00:29:59,840
do.

754
00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:05,160
I still don't know what the fuck to do.

755
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:10,160
But the stuff that y'all do and the sacrifices that y'all make, I know that right now at

756
00:30:10,160 --> 00:30:11,440
this point in my life that I don't have it.

757
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:15,220
So when I see y'all doing it, I'm just like, yo, salute to y'all because y'all really be

758
00:30:15,220 --> 00:30:17,880
doing the damn thing for real, for real.

759
00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:21,840
And I'm not trying to take away from fathers at all, but I always feel like a mom is always

760
00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:24,600
going to give more than a dad will.

761
00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:26,480
I don't agree.

762
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:27,800
Why not?

763
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:28,800
I don't agree.

764
00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:33,760
I think that the fathers that want to be a father give.

765
00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:35,520
No, I get that.

766
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:41,280
But I'm saying in a sense, like in a sense, like a mom is always since the mom like biologically,

767
00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:44,040
like the baby needs the mom, like when it comes to like breastfeeding and stuff like

768
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:45,760
that, she's the mom is always going to give more.

769
00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:49,560
I'm not saying that, you know, men don't do shit, but I'm saying the mom is always going

770
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,720
to give more and sacrifice more than a man like every single time.

771
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:56,440
If they're actually meant to be a mom though, because there's a lot of unfit mothers out

772
00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:57,440
here.

773
00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:02,000
I was about to spill somebody's whole life story.

774
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:08,680
Let me not, but I'm going to be really honest, especially with all the stuff that's in the

775
00:31:08,680 --> 00:31:10,640
media and stuff.

776
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:17,360
I wasn't prepared the way that I should have to be when it came time for me to be a mother.

777
00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:22,060
But at the end of the day, when the time came, as soon as my daughter hit the earth, I made

778
00:31:22,060 --> 00:31:27,280
sure like I literally left what I wanted to do for the rest of my life because she was

779
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,360
four months and I was going through a divorce and I couldn't go back and forth between

780
00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:31,920
my mom's house and at school.

781
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:37,200
But some of y'all are some terrible fucking moms.

782
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:38,640
And there's a lot of y'all out there.

783
00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:41,960
It's a lot more than like people try to let on.

784
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:47,440
And I honestly, I honestly want to say like, even though I don't have any kids, stop using

785
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,240
your fucking kids as accessories.

786
00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:53,360
Because y'all start to resent them when they get older and they start being actual human

787
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:56,640
beings that you have to take care of for the rest of their lives.

788
00:31:56,640 --> 00:32:00,680
And also, parenthood does not end at 18, you dumb bitches.

789
00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:01,680
It doesn't.

790
00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:02,680
You're a parent for life.

791
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:03,680
Exactly.

792
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:04,680
Forever.

793
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:10,680
And the fact that a lot of y'all don't are just waiting until 18 to like, like be like,

794
00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:13,480
basically like, OK, fuck it.

795
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:14,480
It's really, y'all are disgusting.

796
00:32:14,480 --> 00:32:18,720
That's fucked up because you know damn well, an 18 year old cannot fend for themselves

797
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:20,520
in this fucking world at all.

798
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:24,160
And just because you had to do it doesn't mean that it was right.

799
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:28,000
I want to actually, I was having a conversation with somebody today about like having kids

800
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,000
and stuff like that.

801
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,640
Not me having kids, but I'm just we were just talking about just people who have kids in

802
00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:32,640
general.

803
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:35,960
Like a lot of I feel like a lot of and I can only speak from my experience because I'm

804
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:36,960
a black woman.

805
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:41,240
So I feel like we were saying how we feel like a lot of black parents really do just

806
00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:43,040
have kids just to have kids.

807
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:46,560
Like, or just because they feel like it's the right thing to do at a particular age.

808
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:50,800
They don't actually like look into where am I at mentally before they have kids.

809
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:54,440
Because mental health has never been a priority for us.

810
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:55,440
Never.

811
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:56,720
It's never been a priority for us.

812
00:32:56,720 --> 00:33:02,360
And that's why like the suicide rates in black men especially are like at an all time high

813
00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:09,080
because people are like men, black men, especially emotionally are neglected.

814
00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:10,080
And it's from us.

815
00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:15,080
It's from black women who didn't have a chance to really get themselves together because

816
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:21,280
especially after you have a kid like your whole body chemistry is like so much different.

817
00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:26,160
It is like a lot of your parents, a lot of your mom's going through postpartum and having

818
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,600
kids back to back.

819
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:29,060
So it's like five or six of y'all.

820
00:33:29,060 --> 00:33:32,820
She didn't eat her body never even got a break to like actually heal all the way.

821
00:33:32,820 --> 00:33:34,920
So of course you can be a little bitchy sometimes.

822
00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:39,080
And I'm not saying that like she is not her responsibility to heal that and like what

823
00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:42,120
you did, what you went through like didn't happen.

824
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:50,560
But it's like we have to do better at taking care of ourselves because the same the same

825
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:57,980
people having kids are the same people that are also on on Instagram talking shit and

826
00:33:57,980 --> 00:34:01,320
not knowing how to read.

827
00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:03,240
The same people that was coming at us in the comments.

828
00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:09,240
I bet y'all moms is like only like like was like 16, 15 when they had you.

829
00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:12,280
And I was like, it's nine o'clock.

830
00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:14,280
Do you know where to fuck your kids off?

831
00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:15,280
That's what I be thinking.

832
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:18,000
Like some should not fucking be parents.

833
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,000
You shouldn't be parents.

834
00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:20,240
It really shouldn't.

835
00:34:20,240 --> 00:34:21,920
Some of our parents shouldn't have been parents.

836
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:22,920
No for real.

837
00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:23,920
Like dead ass.

838
00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:27,600
What has like motherhood taught you about yourself so far though?

839
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:30,120
I have to be patient with myself.

840
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:35,240
But at the same time, there is no book on being a parent.

841
00:34:35,240 --> 00:34:38,800
My mom always say that when she be doing fucked up shit.

842
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:46,400
Like you just call me a dirty bitch and you talk about parenting don't come with a hand

843
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:47,400
to help.

844
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:50,280
This shit is hard.

845
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,240
Like I didn't really realize.

846
00:34:53,240 --> 00:35:00,320
Honestly, me having a child kind of shifted the way that I viewed my mom because I really

847
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:03,520
thought about it and my mom had me and my older sister back to back.

848
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,280
My birthday is December 2nd.

849
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,240
My older sister's birthday is December 5th.

850
00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:10,360
So we're Irish twins.

851
00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:15,720
But I'm going to make it clear when I say this.

852
00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:20,320
I'm a little more lenient with my mom now that I'm older and I had the experience.

853
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,320
I will never say my mom was a bad mom.

854
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:25,400
My mom did everything that she could, especially because my mom isn't from America.

855
00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:26,400
She's from Haiti.

856
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:31,480
So all my ICNs watching this, show love please.

857
00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:37,120
But yeah, some of you are actually like not meant to be parents.

858
00:35:37,120 --> 00:35:40,400
And at first I was always team fuck them kids.

859
00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:42,440
I sent the other two back to God.

860
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:44,000
I think I mentioned that earlier.

861
00:35:44,000 --> 00:35:49,400
No, because honestly, like you guys need to stop playing because you guys need to stop

862
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:54,760
playing and just understand at the end of the day that if you know that you're not ready

863
00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:59,360
to have a kid, you do have options.

864
00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:04,360
Don't sit here and close your mind off and think, okay, well, no, I had this baby because

865
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:09,040
your fucked up mind will fuck up that kid and that fucked up kid.

866
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:11,040
And I'm a byproduct of that.

867
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:13,600
Especially if you resent that kid.

868
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:18,840
Because I hear a lot of young girls that have kids like, oh my gosh, they're in the fucking

869
00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:19,840
way.

870
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:20,840
They're in the way.

871
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:21,840
Like I can't do this.

872
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:22,840
I can't do that.

873
00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:25,320
And it's like you had the option to get rid of this shit, but because people try to make

874
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:32,920
you feel so bad about yourself for like literally taking a clump of cells out of your body,

875
00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:36,840
like you sat there and had the kid and the kid can feel the resentment.

876
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:37,840
Yeah.

877
00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:42,200
And my dad, like he always, he used to always say this with like pride.

878
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:44,560
Like I never wanted to have no fucking kids.

879
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:50,240
Like he used to say it all the time and it would make me feel so shitty.

880
00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:53,520
And to this day, like I replay that over and over again.

881
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:55,080
He needs to get his ass whooped.

882
00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:56,080
No, for real.

883
00:36:56,080 --> 00:36:57,080
He really do need to get his ass whooped.

884
00:36:57,080 --> 00:37:00,040
But he used to always say, I don't, I never wanted to have no fucking kids.

885
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:01,320
Like I never want to be a father.

886
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:04,600
And I felt it like throughout my childhood, I always felt that shit.

887
00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:06,120
So I always felt less than.

888
00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:09,240
So I now I'm now I'm getting to a place where like I'm loving myself more and I'm figuring

889
00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:10,240
myself out.

890
00:37:10,240 --> 00:37:12,120
But like that bothers me to this day.

891
00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:18,140
Like I grew up very depressed, very sad because I knew that my dad did not want me.

892
00:37:18,140 --> 00:37:21,320
So if you know that you don't want kids right now, please don't have them.

893
00:37:21,320 --> 00:37:22,320
Don't have them.

894
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:26,080
Even if you literally your kids are literally going to be fucked up in the head and don't

895
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:28,520
feel bad for not wanting to have kids.

896
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:29,800
Yeah, please don't.

897
00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:36,320
And even if you're in a relationship with somebody that wants kids, leave them the fuckers.

898
00:37:36,320 --> 00:37:42,680
I'm being so I'm being so serious because like it's not fair that you hold them somebody

899
00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:45,960
else back from getting the things that they really want.

900
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:47,240
All because you love the person.

901
00:37:47,240 --> 00:37:49,280
You're not going to be able to change that person's mind.

902
00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:52,880
Just like the other person can't change your mind about wanting to have kids.

903
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:56,920
Don't let nobody guilt trip you into having a whole human being because human beings are

904
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:59,220
a lot of fucking responsibility.

905
00:37:59,220 --> 00:38:04,080
And that's coming from someone who like my lived experience was a little bit different.

906
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:05,280
Like I'm adopted.

907
00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:06,280
That's one.

908
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:10,440
My mom is is a single parent, but she was financially stable as fuck.

909
00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:11,960
I get whatever I want.

910
00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,600
Me and her fight a lot and I be talking shit.

911
00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:21,480
But like once the real shit she takes she takes takes very good care of me.

912
00:38:21,480 --> 00:38:24,040
She takes very good care of me.

913
00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:29,640
And if you can't provide that type of life for a kid or if you don't even if your kid,

914
00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:35,240
if you look at your kid and you can't even fathom trying to get there for your kid, you

915
00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:36,640
don't need to have one.

916
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:40,040
Like you don't need to have no kid.

917
00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:45,640
Because like I could tell, like even though like I said, my mom's really a hot ass mess

918
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,240
sometimes.

919
00:38:47,240 --> 00:38:49,480
Like she wanted me so bad.

920
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:52,640
And you could tell by the way she took care of me and set my life up.

921
00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:53,640
Right.

922
00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:56,640
Now, I that's it.

923
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,440
So don't be fucking dumb.

924
00:38:58,440 --> 00:39:01,760
It's some people that had questions for you on Instagram about motherhood.

925
00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:05,660
Some of them might not might not apply to you because you're a fairly new mom.

926
00:39:05,660 --> 00:39:10,380
So but one of them was, do you think some of your best intentions for your child might

927
00:39:10,380 --> 00:39:16,560
have caused more harm than good?

928
00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:19,040
A couple decisions I made.

929
00:39:19,040 --> 00:39:20,240
Yeah.

930
00:39:20,240 --> 00:39:25,160
And that basically ties back into like there's no book on how to do this shit.

931
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:26,160
Yeah.

932
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:27,160
There really isn't.

933
00:39:27,160 --> 00:39:32,640
Prime example, when me and her I didn't I actually knew from off rip that me and her

934
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:34,280
dad weren't going to be together too long.

935
00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:41,280
But by the time that I came to that realization, I couldn't do anything.

936
00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:45,720
And that's that's honestly what really hurt me because I was just like, damn, like, why

937
00:39:45,720 --> 00:39:49,280
would you get me pregnant and then put me in this position when I told you he had two

938
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:50,280
kids?

939
00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:52,120
I think I mentioned that earlier.

940
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:54,800
And they were enough.

941
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:56,080
They were bad as hell.

942
00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:57,400
I still love them, though.

943
00:39:57,400 --> 00:40:05,800
But by me being put into that predicament, it was just like we separated.

944
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:09,080
And for like two months, he didn't see my daughter.

945
00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,200
And that was just kind of like, what the fuck?

946
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:14,040
Like you asked for this kid.

947
00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:15,240
I couldn't work.

948
00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:16,280
I couldn't go anywhere.

949
00:40:16,280 --> 00:40:20,760
And at the time, me and my mom got into like this big argument.

950
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:25,400
So I was living with my cousin and her two kids in an apartment.

951
00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:30,400
So I messaged him one day and I was just like, you know, well, if you don't come see your

952
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:33,880
daughter and if you can't help me out, I'm putting you on child support.

953
00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:37,680
Niggas hate the word child support, which is kind of weird because like, if you don't

954
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:40,200
want to be a part of a child's life, like that's fine.

955
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:44,040
But at least try to make sure that they're taken care of.

956
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:45,920
Like, that's still your seed.

957
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:47,760
Like that's still a part of you.

958
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:48,760
Like you as well.

959
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:52,240
You niggas don't love yourselves.

960
00:40:52,240 --> 00:40:55,640
Just like some niggas was claiming that some people don't love themselves because you can

961
00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:57,920
use that child support card and swipe it.

962
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:04,000
I work at a seafood restaurant and damn, you can use that for seafood.

963
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:09,280
Literally my friend also works there with me and a mom came in with her child support

964
00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:12,000
card and boy seafood boils with that.

965
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:14,920
I see why you don't want to give a child support.

966
00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:15,920
I'm mad at it.

967
00:41:15,920 --> 00:41:16,920
After I saw that, I was like, okay.

968
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:20,640
I mean, it could be for like the other kids.

969
00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:21,640
I don't know.

970
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:22,640
I don't know.

971
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:23,640
You know what?

972
00:41:23,640 --> 00:41:28,680
Let's not assume the worst because she might have been treating her own kids.

973
00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:30,000
Especially because she wasn't my customer.

974
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:35,680
But also, also a lot of you young bitches really do be fucking up your children's money,

975
00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:36,680
you weirdo.

976
00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:37,680
And that's dirty.

977
00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:38,680
Why would you do that?

978
00:41:38,680 --> 00:41:40,120
You just using the nigga.

979
00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:43,040
Like you just trying to get back at a nigga.

980
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:44,840
You don't even want to put the nigga on child support.

981
00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:47,000
You really just want him to still fuck you.

982
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:48,000
Yeah.

983
00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:49,000
Basically.

984
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:50,000
What future said?

985
00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:53,320
Baby, now I'm mad because I won't fuck her no more.

986
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:54,320
Yeah, that's y'all.

987
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:55,320
Yeah.

988
00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:56,320
It is some women like that.

989
00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:58,160
It definitely is.

990
00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:01,560
Another question somebody said scenario, your child's a part of the LGBT community.

991
00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:02,560
How are you feeling?

992
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:03,560
I'm accepting her 100%.

993
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:04,560
Period.

994
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:05,560
I've never.

995
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:06,560
What type of question is that?

996
00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:07,560
No, most shit.

997
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,360
Like the type of world that we live in now.

998
00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:14,640
Like I've never flat out came out and said it, but I'm bisexual.

999
00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:17,480
So this is your first time like coming out.

1000
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:20,480
This yo, this little kid is my first time.

1001
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,480
I've never.

1002
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:24,480
Welcome to the alphabet.

1003
00:42:24,480 --> 00:42:25,480
Mafia bitch.

1004
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:26,480
Real shit.

1005
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:30,280
Like I've never, I guess because of the way that my family is set up, like my family is

1006
00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:31,720
Caribbean and they're real.

1007
00:42:31,720 --> 00:42:34,280
Like I literally have a great uncle who owns a church.

1008
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:37,920
So your Caribbean don't really fuck with us.

1009
00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:38,920
Queer folk.

1010
00:42:38,920 --> 00:42:39,920
They really don't.

1011
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:40,920
They don't.

1012
00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:41,920
I've heard that.

1013
00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:42,920
Yeah.

1014
00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:43,920
I told my mom I was bisexual.

1015
00:42:43,920 --> 00:42:44,920
She straight this.

1016
00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:45,920
Get the fuck out your ass.

1017
00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:46,920
I said, wow, I'm not.

1018
00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:47,920
See how that works.

1019
00:42:47,920 --> 00:42:57,000
If she comes to me and tells me that she's gay, she stole my daughter.

1020
00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:59,520
But just don't be bringing no crazy bitches in my house.

1021
00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:02,600
Cause I'm not about to sit here and be dealing with.

1022
00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:04,800
Look, I don't, I don't care what she is.

1023
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:05,800
Lesbians are crazy.

1024
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:06,800
They're fucking crazy.

1025
00:43:06,800 --> 00:43:07,800
They're insane.

1026
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:08,800
They are insane.

1027
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:09,800
Y'all, y'all are crazy.

1028
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:14,080
Okay.

1029
00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:15,720
Okay.

1030
00:43:15,720 --> 00:43:17,280
So we want to get to the fun stuff now.

1031
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:21,080
So we want to ask like the pregnancy sexual questions.

1032
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:25,360
So is it true that your coochie is wetter during pregnancy?

1033
00:43:25,360 --> 00:43:26,360
Yes.

1034
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:30,840
Except the time that I was like, yo, like that shit.

1035
00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:35,080
I'll literally be sitting there and I'm like, am I on my period?

1036
00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:37,280
But then I'm like, you dumb bitch, you're pregnant.

1037
00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:38,280
Me too.

1038
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:39,280
I'll be like.

1039
00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:40,960
So that's like times 10 when you're pregnant.

1040
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:41,960
That shit is times 10.

1041
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:43,960
Like sometimes I would wake up, there'll be a stand on the bed.

1042
00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:45,560
Whoever my future baby daddy is, I can't wait.

1043
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:48,920
Super soca.

1044
00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:54,840
I was drawing the whole, like up until nine months, literally I was drawing.

1045
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:55,840
Okay.

1046
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:57,240
Did you wait the six weeks to fuck though?

1047
00:43:57,240 --> 00:43:58,240
No, I did not.

1048
00:43:58,240 --> 00:43:59,240
No, I did not.

1049
00:43:59,240 --> 00:44:03,960
Did you tell them to put an extra stitch?

1050
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:05,240
Nobody asked me.

1051
00:44:05,240 --> 00:44:06,840
I did rip though.

1052
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:07,840
Yo.

1053
00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:08,840
How does that feel?

1054
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:11,680
What is this like?

1055
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:17,920
I don't, I think because of how traumatic the labor experience is, your body for, I cannot

1056
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:22,600
even fucking tell you what the fuck happened during my, I remember glimpse and pieces of

1057
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:23,600
it.

1058
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:25,880
I think what really helped the whole process go was I had an epidural.

1059
00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:27,240
That's what I was about to say.

1060
00:44:27,240 --> 00:44:28,240
You probably had an epidural.

1061
00:44:28,240 --> 00:44:30,880
Here's the fuck the part about it though.

1062
00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:37,040
The person who worked in anesthesia, who put my epidural in, it was skewed.

1063
00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:44,640
So one half of my body felt nothing and the other half of my body felt every, everything.

1064
00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:45,640
It was so painful.

1065
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:46,640
Count your fucking days bro.

1066
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:47,640
What is wrong with y'all?

1067
00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:48,640
It's fucked up.

1068
00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:57,640
It's because niggas was actually getting they like daggone nursing license on ICDC college.

1069
00:44:57,640 --> 00:45:03,240
Shit like that be fucking up people's lives.

1070
00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:04,760
Fucking Quizzlet ass nurses.

1071
00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:05,760
I fucking hate y'all.

1072
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:07,480
I got permanent back pain now.

1073
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:08,480
Oh my god.

1074
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:10,400
They also don't tell you that if you get an epidural, there's a chance that you can have

1075
00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:11,680
back pain for the rest of your life.

1076
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:12,680
Yeah.

1077
00:45:12,680 --> 00:45:16,000
My friend, her kid is six years old and she said that her back still hurts from her epidural.

1078
00:45:16,000 --> 00:45:17,000
I said, excuse me?

1079
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:18,000
No, no.

1080
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:19,000
I said, excuse me.

1081
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:22,000
But that was the highest I ever was in my fucking life.

1082
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:24,640
My friend too and her baby is almost two.

1083
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:25,640
Are you serious?

1084
00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:26,640
Wow.

1085
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:27,640
Yeah.

1086
00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:28,640
My mom be saying that too.

1087
00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:31,320
She'd be saying her back still hurt from her epidural and we're in our twenties.

1088
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:32,320
I'm sorry.

1089
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:33,320
I'm sorry.

1090
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:34,320
I'm sorry.

1091
00:45:34,320 --> 00:45:36,000
None of this is very convincing.

1092
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:39,000
At this point, I might get a surrogate.

1093
00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:40,000
Okay.

1094
00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:41,000
For real.

1095
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:42,000
You sacrifice your body.

1096
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:43,000
I'm not doing that.

1097
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:44,000
That shit is a fucking sacrifice.

1098
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:45,000
But I want to be pregnant so bad.

1099
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:46,000
I think I would look so cute.

1100
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:47,000
Me too.

1101
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:48,000
I think I would look cute too.

1102
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:49,000
I can't wait to get pregnant and get the pregnancy body though.

1103
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:50,000
Cause I already feel like I have a shape.

1104
00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:52,920
So I feel like once I'm pregnant, like my hips gonna definitely split.

1105
00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:55,000
My ass got so fat.

1106
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:56,000
My ass is already fat.

1107
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:57,000
Yeah.

1108
00:45:57,000 --> 00:46:00,680
And then my boobs, I always had small boobs.

1109
00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:03,720
Like I was like a B cup most of my life.

1110
00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:05,440
And I can't wait to get the boobs.

1111
00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:09,560
No, that titties be tittying because I don't breastfeed anymore.

1112
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:14,640
What they also didn't tell me about pregnancy is I'm still lactating.

1113
00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:18,400
If I hear a baby start to cry, I immediately have a baby start to really think.

1114
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:19,400
Oh my God.

1115
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:21,200
I thought my mom was playing when she said that.

1116
00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:24,880
She told me sometimes she would hear baby crying and her boobs would just start soaking.

1117
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:25,880
I'm out in public eating.

1118
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:27,920
My child is asleep.

1119
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:31,440
Somebody else's baby kid is crying and my titties start crying.

1120
00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:33,440
No, I don't like that.

1121
00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:35,560
And then I have nipple piercing.

1122
00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:36,560
I'm sorry, mom.

1123
00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:38,560
I thought she was just playing with me.

1124
00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:39,560
No, no.

1125
00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:40,560
I thought she was joking.

1126
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:41,560
I'm like mom, stop crying.

1127
00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:44,640
Today if I squeeze my titty, I'll get some milk that comes out.

1128
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:47,560
I'm like, wow, I'm really like a cow for real.

1129
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:48,560
Okay.

1130
00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:49,560
Boo.

1131
00:46:49,560 --> 00:46:52,480
So we also want to get into postpartum sex.

1132
00:46:52,480 --> 00:46:56,760
So I did some research and it says childbirth can shift your internal parts into just the

1133
00:46:56,760 --> 00:47:00,840
right place to make them more sensitive to stimulation.

1134
00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:04,440
Many women report more comfort with their bodies and more intense orgasms after having

1135
00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:05,440
kids.

1136
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:06,880
So do you agree with that?

1137
00:47:06,880 --> 00:47:07,880
That's true.

1138
00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:08,880
Because we want to know.

1139
00:47:08,880 --> 00:47:12,880
I'm going to be real blunt when I say this and I'm going to hurt a couple people when

1140
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:14,360
I say this.

1141
00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:20,520
I did not have my first orgasm until last month.

1142
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:21,520
Whoa.

1143
00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:22,520
Last fucking month.

1144
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:23,520
What?

1145
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:27,160
And I was lying to a lot of niggas like, oh yeah, you made me nut.

1146
00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:28,920
I don't know why.

1147
00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:29,920
I just be bored.

1148
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:31,360
I be fucking lying.

1149
00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:32,360
Last month.

1150
00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:33,360
Clearly last month.

1151
00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:40,400
And it's so crazy because this person isn't my boyfriend, but I would basically say it's

1152
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:42,800
like an elevated friends with benefits.

1153
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:43,800
Right.

1154
00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:49,040
Like the sex was fucking insane.

1155
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:50,680
And I hate saying that because he's a Libra.

1156
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:52,000
He a cocky ass motherfucker.

1157
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:53,000
Oh, I Libra.

1158
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:54,520
Cocky ass nigga.

1159
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:57,520
They definitely.

1160
00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:07,360
I've never, I've never dealt with, I've never dealt with Lieberman, but the propaganda is

1161
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:08,360
not good.

1162
00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,840
The propaganda is not good.

1163
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:12,360
I think I'm happy where I'm at.

1164
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:18,400
If I were to ever, I sometimes I think to myself and I'm just like, I used to complain

1165
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:20,000
about tourists men so much.

1166
00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:21,000
I really did.

1167
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,680
Tourist men are psychotic.

1168
00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:24,400
Don't talk about my man.

1169
00:48:24,400 --> 00:48:30,800
I talk about one and he was still fucking with his ex girlfriend and had me over there

1170
00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:32,160
while she was on vacation.

1171
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:33,160
Yikes.

1172
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:38,080
I mean, he probably running a muck with my ass, but I'm not, I'm just blind right now

1173
00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:39,080
like sissies.

1174
00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:40,080
So I'm in love.

1175
00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:44,440
But you said the guy that just recently gave you orgasm is a Libra.

1176
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:45,440
Yes.

1177
00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:46,440
Yeah.

1178
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:50,280
The guy that I just recently like, well, one of the niggas I was dealing with, like that

1179
00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:52,480
was the best sex that I ever had.

1180
00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:53,480
Like in my whole.

1181
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:57,160
Nasty ass niggas.

1182
00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:58,160
That shit was crazy.

1183
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:01,160
I ain't even gonna sit here and fraud.

1184
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:02,680
That shit was crazy.

1185
00:49:02,680 --> 00:49:04,840
I would just be left at all every time.

1186
00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:05,840
Like, wow.

1187
00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:08,840
I was shocked every fucking time.

1188
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:12,400
You were so good that you just sit there and just look at them like, oh.

1189
00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,760
No real shit.

1190
00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:15,760
Real shit.

1191
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:17,320
And then that nigga was stingy with his dick too.

1192
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:18,320
Like I, yes.

1193
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:19,320
I hate you niggas.

1194
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:22,320
He was stingy as fuck with that shit.

1195
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:23,600
Why am I acting shocked?

1196
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:27,240
Like I literally was up all yesterday waiting for this nigga to call me when he got off

1197
00:49:27,240 --> 00:49:28,240
work.

1198
00:49:28,240 --> 00:49:34,480
You be like, you be sitting there looking at the phone like.

1199
00:49:34,480 --> 00:49:36,440
He said he got out of work at three.

1200
00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:37,440
Yeah.

1201
00:49:37,440 --> 00:49:38,440
It's three oh one.

1202
00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:39,440
Where are you?

1203
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:40,840
I ain't get no call.

1204
00:49:40,840 --> 00:49:42,320
He called me this morning like nothing happened.

1205
00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:43,320
I'm talking about something.

1206
00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:44,320
Give me a kiss.

1207
00:49:44,320 --> 00:49:48,120
But you know, my Joe ass, my delusional ass, gonna give him a kiss every time.

1208
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:51,240
And it was like, nobody.

1209
00:49:51,240 --> 00:49:55,080
I didn't know that your organ shift, but I can tell.

1210
00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:56,080
Yeah.

1211
00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:58,800
It feels like.

1212
00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:00,440
My vagina got shorter.

1213
00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:01,440
If that makes sense.

1214
00:50:01,440 --> 00:50:04,600
I'm not going to flat out be like, yeah, my pussy black rubber band tight.

1215
00:50:04,600 --> 00:50:06,600
I'm not gonna lie like that.

1216
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:08,440
It's the same elasticity.

1217
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:09,440
Yes.

1218
00:50:09,440 --> 00:50:12,260
Your vagina goes back to normal, but it is an empty wall.

1219
00:50:12,260 --> 00:50:14,440
The first couple of days after you push that baby out.

1220
00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:15,440
Of course it's a whole fucking head.

1221
00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:18,640
You see how big his fucking head is, bro?

1222
00:50:18,640 --> 00:50:23,200
I definitely tore and I had fucking stitches, but bro, this nigga put his thumb in my ass.

1223
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:24,200
Look at this.

1224
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:27,200
In my ass.

1225
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:29,480
My friends looking at me crazy because I don't know.

1226
00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:32,880
Some people say like, oh, when somebody spits in your mouth, it's witchcraft.

1227
00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:35,880
This nigga looking at this man.

1228
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:38,880
Well, oogaloo bitch.

1229
00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:40,640
Yo, I'm spitting my fucking mouth.

1230
00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:45,680
I was like, yo, bro, I'll be fucking this man and he'd be fucking me and I'd be moaning

1231
00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:47,320
my social security number to him.

1232
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:49,000
Like no cap.

1233
00:50:49,000 --> 00:50:52,240
I said, let me screenshot this.

1234
00:50:52,240 --> 00:50:53,240
I put it in one of my dumps.

1235
00:50:53,240 --> 00:50:54,240
This shit was so funny.

1236
00:50:54,240 --> 00:50:59,640
Yo, was sucking on my titties and playing with my clit and fucking me all at the same

1237
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:00,640
time.

1238
00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:03,320
My body did a screenshot and I tried.

1239
00:51:03,320 --> 00:51:05,320
Wait, wait.

1240
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:06,320
Yo.

1241
00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,320
I'm screaming.

1242
00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:14,040
Like that was the first time that I've had sex with Smiley.

1243
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:19,240
The nipple, your clit and fucking you all at the same damn time.

1244
00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:22,960
Oh, she having next level sex.

1245
00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:24,960
Yo.

1246
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:28,720
And then it made me also realize like a lot of the sexual experiences I've had in the

1247
00:51:28,720 --> 00:51:30,800
past were because of two reasons.

1248
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:32,520
I wasn't even really horny.

1249
00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:34,140
That was a form of self harm.

1250
00:51:34,140 --> 00:51:37,360
So if I had sex with you prior to.

1251
00:51:37,360 --> 00:51:40,200
I laughed because I felt dead.

1252
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:42,880
No, like some of y'all did not deserve to fuck me.

1253
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:44,840
No, for real.

1254
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:49,840
Trash ass sexual experiences.

1255
00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:51,440
I had one niggas think so bad.

1256
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:52,680
I just called my Uber right then.

1257
00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:56,600
I went to the bathroom, called my Uber, left, blocked his number and didn't talk to him

1258
00:51:56,600 --> 00:51:57,600
ever again.

1259
00:51:57,600 --> 00:51:59,640
Wait, I want you to tell us about this one experience that you.

1260
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:01,240
Wait, I don't know if you want to talk about it though.

1261
00:52:01,240 --> 00:52:02,440
I'll talk about anything.

1262
00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:04,800
You said that you sucked dick throughout a whole movie.

1263
00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:05,800
Yo.

1264
00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:08,760
I need this bitch to talk about this.

1265
00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:09,760
Yo.

1266
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:12,040
Do I feel bold enough to say his name on this podcast?

1267
00:52:12,040 --> 00:52:15,600
No, no, no.

1268
00:52:15,600 --> 00:52:19,880
I'm going to break it down like this because I don't know if this is actual government

1269
00:52:19,880 --> 00:52:21,920
and I'm going to break that down in a second.

1270
00:52:21,920 --> 00:52:25,920
I went to the first HBCU, shout out Chaney.

1271
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,240
Them motherfuckers must think I'm a slut.

1272
00:52:29,240 --> 00:52:32,440
I went to Chaney and I just got out of a relationship.

1273
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:33,760
It was really abusive.

1274
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:35,720
I have a scar like right in the middle of my forehead.

1275
00:52:35,720 --> 00:52:38,920
I don't know if y'all ever peeped at, but this nigga literally decked me in my fucking

1276
00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:44,120
face and I have a permanent scar on my face, but that's another traumatic episode.

1277
00:52:44,120 --> 00:52:45,120
Dead ass.

1278
00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:49,120
We can talk about the physical abuse we went through.

1279
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:54,560
Yeah, because a nigga took me in my ass until I turned into Tina Turner.

1280
00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:55,560
We can laugh about it now, but back then it was sad.

1281
00:52:55,560 --> 00:52:56,560
Yeah, but I wasn't even sad back then.

1282
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:57,800
That's the shit that's really crazy.

1283
00:52:57,800 --> 00:52:58,800
I was still cheating.

1284
00:52:58,800 --> 00:52:59,800
That shit was not going to stop me.

1285
00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:00,800
I'm going to eat that punches, bitch.

1286
00:53:00,800 --> 00:53:01,800
I'm screwed.

1287
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:02,800
It's like that one sound.

1288
00:53:02,800 --> 00:53:08,280
That nigga going to knock my block off, but I'm going to just put it back on.

1289
00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:12,720
Finish, finish, finish.

1290
00:53:12,720 --> 00:53:16,580
So I was in the little Tinder and B.O.K. phase.

1291
00:53:16,580 --> 00:53:18,240
That's where it first started.

1292
00:53:18,240 --> 00:53:20,840
So he was a photographer.

1293
00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:22,200
I don't know if he's still a photographer now.

1294
00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:26,000
I know he does like filmography and stuff like that.

1295
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:29,440
His name is Cam.

1296
00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:33,880
And his contact name in my phone was Cam with the Cam.

1297
00:53:33,880 --> 00:53:39,520
So I was a drinker back then, but I was drinking the bottom shelf shit.

1298
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:42,240
Like I was drinking Amsterdam in my fucking room.

1299
00:53:42,240 --> 00:53:43,240
E&J.

1300
00:53:43,240 --> 00:53:44,240
E&J.

1301
00:53:44,240 --> 00:53:45,240
I hate E&J.

1302
00:53:45,240 --> 00:53:46,240
I love E&J.

1303
00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:48,680
That's how I know I'm a ghetto ass bitch because I love E&J.

1304
00:53:48,680 --> 00:53:49,680
I hate E&J.

1305
00:53:49,680 --> 00:53:50,680
That is like-

1306
00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:51,680
E&J, Amsterdam, Pink Whitney.

1307
00:53:51,680 --> 00:53:54,040
That shit tastes like fucking rubbing alcohol.

1308
00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:55,280
I still be drinking that shit.

1309
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,280
I know Kella be looking at me like, this bitch.

1310
00:53:57,280 --> 00:54:01,240
If times are tough, I'm going to pull out a Four Loko or a fucking Pink Whitney.

1311
00:54:01,240 --> 00:54:02,800
I'll be drinking Teleport too.

1312
00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:03,800
Look.

1313
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:04,800
I'll be drinking Teleport.

1314
00:54:04,800 --> 00:54:05,800
I've done some nasty shit on some fucking Teleport.

1315
00:54:05,800 --> 00:54:06,800
I know Kella ass looking at me like, this bitch.

1316
00:54:06,800 --> 00:54:07,800
That's what I grew up around.

1317
00:54:07,800 --> 00:54:08,800
So anyway, let's get back.

1318
00:54:08,800 --> 00:54:09,800
Let's get back.

1319
00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:10,800
Let's get back.

1320
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:11,800
I'm drinking Amsterdam.

1321
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:12,800
I'm high as shit.

1322
00:54:12,800 --> 00:54:13,800
So he comes to visit me and at the time-

1323
00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:14,800
High off what?

1324
00:54:14,800 --> 00:54:15,800
Weed?

1325
00:54:15,800 --> 00:54:16,800
Are we talking about weed?

1326
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:17,800
Weed.

1327
00:54:17,800 --> 00:54:18,800
Weed.

1328
00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:19,800
I don't get into that type of stuff back then.

1329
00:54:19,800 --> 00:54:20,800
I still don't get into that type of stuff.

1330
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:21,800
I'm not like that, yo.

1331
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:22,800
And I was just talking to him about weed.

1332
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:23,800
I was just talking to him about weed.

1333
00:54:23,800 --> 00:54:24,800
I was just talking to him about weed.

1334
00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:25,800
I was just talking to him about weed.

1335
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:33,800
I don't get into that type of stuff back then.

1336
00:54:33,800 --> 00:54:34,800
I'm not like that, yo.

1337
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:36,800
And I was just talking to him about bringing coke back into the scene.

1338
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:41,800
Wait, let's let her finish this story because after this story we're going to get into our

1339
00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:42,800
internet hoes.

1340
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:43,800
Oh girl.

1341
00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:44,800
But what happened?

1342
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:45,800
He came to my room.

1343
00:54:45,800 --> 00:54:46,800
By the way, his dick was little.

1344
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:47,800
Oh.

1345
00:54:47,800 --> 00:54:48,800
All right.

1346
00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:49,800
But here's the thing.

1347
00:54:49,800 --> 00:54:54,800
I fucked with him and that's what really beat the situation.

1348
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:57,800
It really just be a pity fuck and I'll just be bored and I was horny.

1349
00:54:57,800 --> 00:54:58,800
Yeah, I definitely didn't.

1350
00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:02,800
What the fuck was the name of that one movie?

1351
00:55:02,800 --> 00:55:04,800
I think Kid and Play was in it.

1352
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:05,800
House Party?

1353
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:06,800
Jamie Foxx was in it.

1354
00:55:06,800 --> 00:55:07,800
House Party?

1355
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:10,800
No, it definitely wasn't House Party because Jamie Foxx was in it.

1356
00:55:10,800 --> 00:55:11,800
Oh.

1357
00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:12,800
I don't know.

1358
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:13,800
I don't know.

1359
00:55:13,800 --> 00:55:15,480
The movie was like an hour and some change long.

1360
00:55:15,480 --> 00:55:17,680
I want to say like an hour and 15 minutes.

1361
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:20,960
Mind you, I'm drunk and high out of my fucking mind.

1362
00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:21,960
I start sucking.

1363
00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:22,960
All right.

1364
00:55:22,960 --> 00:55:23,960
This nigga nut.

1365
00:55:23,960 --> 00:55:26,960
I keep going.

1366
00:55:26,960 --> 00:55:30,520
Some people try to judge bitches like that and be like something's wrong with you.

1367
00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:31,840
I'm going to keep going.

1368
00:55:31,840 --> 00:55:33,640
This is Energizer Bunny mouth.

1369
00:55:33,640 --> 00:55:34,640
Yep.

1370
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:35,640
Okay.

1371
00:55:35,640 --> 00:55:36,960
And I'm going to keep going.

1372
00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:41,120
I don't care if you're like.

1373
00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:42,520
It's more of like a pleasure thing.

1374
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:43,920
Like I'm a submissive person.

1375
00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:48,040
I can't be a dominant person, but like seeing somebody being pleased like that, I kept going

1376
00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:49,040
in this.

1377
00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:50,040
Bitch.

1378
00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:51,040
Yes.

1379
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:55,480
I don't get that off a sucking dick.

1380
00:55:55,480 --> 00:55:59,200
Well, I do, but I get that off of riding.

1381
00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:00,200
For real.

1382
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:03,040
Once they start going back into their head, I just be like.

1383
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:04,040
I'm a throaty.

1384
00:56:04,040 --> 00:56:05,040
I'm fed as shit.

1385
00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:06,040
I can't ride no dick.

1386
00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:08,640
I really fear talking about this and having her right there.

1387
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:09,640
I promise you.

1388
00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:12,960
Because they going to eat us the fuck up.

1389
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,840
Y'all already been eating us the fuck up and at the end of the day, I'm going to make this

1390
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:17,160
pretty clear.

1391
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:22,480
The reason why that I ended up making a lot of decisions sexually in my life was because

1392
00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:25,600
there weren't transparent conversations had with me.

1393
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:29,680
As soon as my daughter has her first period, because I had my period at eight.

1394
00:56:29,680 --> 00:56:30,680
Same girl.

1395
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:31,680
Same.

1396
00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:33,080
And then I got molested at eight.

1397
00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:35,960
So there was no conversation had with me.

1398
00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:38,880
And when that situation happened, I was shamed for that.

1399
00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:42,520
I want my daughter to grow up and be comfortable with her body, but not only be comfortable

1400
00:56:42,520 --> 00:56:47,140
with her body, have the space to talk to me and understand that you don't have to have

1401
00:56:47,140 --> 00:56:51,920
trash ass experiments because you're going to know what you're looking for.

1402
00:56:51,920 --> 00:56:53,600
You're going to know what you want.

1403
00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:54,600
Exactly.

1404
00:56:54,600 --> 00:56:59,080
And also, just because you talk openly about sex with your children doesn't mean that it's

1405
00:56:59,080 --> 00:57:01,160
going to make them have sex.

1406
00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:05,640
I had comprehensive sex education because I went to private school.

1407
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:11,520
I also talked to my mom a lot about sex because like Melissa, I had my cycle at eight.

1408
00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:12,960
I was literally in third grade.

1409
00:57:12,960 --> 00:57:13,960
That's so traumatic.

1410
00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:20,280
Yeah, like I, and it didn't make me have sex any earlier.

1411
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:23,320
Like I had it when I was, when I felt I was ready.

1412
00:57:23,320 --> 00:57:29,840
I don't regret, even though like it was trash because I was like young, but like I don't

1413
00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:30,840
regret.

1414
00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:31,840
Was it good?

1415
00:57:31,840 --> 00:57:35,040
I mean, it was good for the time.

1416
00:57:35,040 --> 00:57:36,440
Like I was, I was young.

1417
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:37,440
I was like 14.

1418
00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:38,440
I was 14.

1419
00:57:38,440 --> 00:57:41,520
Yeah, I lost mine to be petty.

1420
00:57:41,520 --> 00:57:44,080
My mom did not talk to me about sex at all, or it was.

1421
00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:47,360
But I felt like it was like someone that I trusted in everything.

1422
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:49,160
Like you know what I'm saying?

1423
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:58,240
So I, like my experience was a little bit different.

1424
00:57:58,240 --> 00:57:59,240
You know what I'm saying?

1425
00:57:59,240 --> 00:58:04,120
I mean, I was, I was, you know, sexually assaulted prior to that.

1426
00:58:04,120 --> 00:58:06,440
The assault was pretty violent.

1427
00:58:06,440 --> 00:58:10,960
But I don't ever count that as me losing my virginity because it was not consensual.

1428
00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:16,000
I'm talking about the person that I actually lost it to that I trusted in everything.

1429
00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:17,880
That's like the purpose of this podcast too.

1430
00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:23,320
Just to like have open conversations, no matter how much people might judge us or like make

1431
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,840
us look like, make it seem like we're like crazy.

1432
00:58:25,840 --> 00:58:29,560
Like this, the purpose of this podcast is to just have transparent, vulnerable, raw

1433
00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:34,120
conversations no matter how wild or insane it might sound to people.

1434
00:58:34,120 --> 00:58:36,280
But that's back to your story.

1435
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,240
You suck dick for like an hour and some change.

1436
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:39,240
That is insane.

1437
00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:40,240
Fucking hour.

1438
00:58:40,240 --> 00:58:42,680
That nigga was blowing up my phone.

1439
00:58:42,680 --> 00:58:44,720
Of course he was.

1440
00:58:44,720 --> 00:58:50,240
And I didn't really think much about like at the time, like I was just like, fuck it,

1441
00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:51,240
I'm gonna just suck dick.

1442
00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:52,640
But this really some mouth.

1443
00:58:52,640 --> 00:58:55,280
And now I'm a little more select.

1444
00:58:55,280 --> 00:59:01,200
The choices in terms of people are not either more positive, but I'm a little more selective

1445
00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:05,160
with who I have sexual experiences with because I know at the end of the day, I've perfected

1446
00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:06,160
my craft.

1447
00:59:06,160 --> 00:59:07,160
I know that's right.

1448
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:08,160
I know what I'm doing.

1449
00:59:08,160 --> 00:59:09,160
I study movement.

1450
00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:10,480
I study body.

1451
00:59:10,480 --> 00:59:13,800
If a certain vein pops up here, I'm moving over here.

1452
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:15,680
Like everything is just tying into place.

1453
00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:19,920
But it's just like that nigga tried to ask me for some mouth again and I aired that nigga

1454
00:59:19,920 --> 00:59:20,920
the fuck out.

1455
00:59:20,920 --> 00:59:23,280
I'm like, don't you hate when niggas do some shit like that?

1456
00:59:23,280 --> 00:59:24,280
Just disrespectful.

1457
00:59:24,280 --> 00:59:26,280
Niggas never forget they throw gold stuff.

1458
00:59:26,280 --> 00:59:27,280
For real.

1459
00:59:27,280 --> 00:59:28,280
Never.

1460
00:59:28,280 --> 00:59:33,220
I had a nigga save my fucking name in his phone as vacuum cleaner.

1461
00:59:33,220 --> 00:59:34,220
He was the alpha.

1462
00:59:34,220 --> 00:59:35,220
Shout out to the alphas.

1463
00:59:35,220 --> 00:59:39,160
But let's transition into our internet whole segment.

1464
00:59:39,160 --> 00:59:43,960
So our internet whole segment is basically where we talk about like all things pop culture,

1465
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:48,440
things that's been happening in the media, politics, stuff in the blogs, all that stuff.

1466
00:59:48,440 --> 00:59:53,720
So one, I have a lot of joints under here, but we got to talk about a few.

1467
00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:58,040
So India went back to Dirk apparently.

1468
00:59:58,040 --> 01:00:01,520
Dirk recently went on live where India's wrist tattoo was seen.

1469
01:00:01,520 --> 01:00:03,120
I will go back to a rich nigga too.

1470
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:04,120
Fuck outta here.

1471
01:00:04,120 --> 01:00:05,120
No, real shit.

1472
01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:06,120
I will go back to rich nigga too.

1473
01:00:06,120 --> 01:00:07,120
We can't do that shit.

1474
01:00:07,120 --> 01:00:08,120
In two seconds.

1475
01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:09,120
Like, I don't care.

1476
01:00:09,120 --> 01:00:13,240
We got the niggas who is asking us for bread.

1477
01:00:13,240 --> 01:00:15,280
None of these filly niggas is buying me a Birkin bag.

1478
01:00:15,280 --> 01:00:17,600
Of course I'm not going to go back to him.

1479
01:00:17,600 --> 01:00:18,600
I'm going to go back to Dirk.

1480
01:00:18,600 --> 01:00:19,600
Yeah, exactly.

1481
01:00:19,600 --> 01:00:23,120
And then on top of that, it's just like, come on.

1482
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:26,320
We've all had our moments where we just do stupid stuff.

1483
01:00:26,320 --> 01:00:30,920
And if she want to play house with the nigga and all that other stuff, they got mad kids

1484
01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:31,920
together.

1485
01:00:31,920 --> 01:00:33,880
And plus she wasn't with him for a long time.

1486
01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:36,560
She was staying strong compared to all the other girlies.

1487
01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:38,560
She was stronger than me.

1488
01:00:38,560 --> 01:00:39,560
First of all, real shit.

1489
01:00:39,560 --> 01:00:44,480
Real shit because I was doubling back to that to Harlem Nights.

1490
01:00:44,480 --> 01:00:47,400
But Kella, you see why I was doubling back to him.

1491
01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:48,400
Exactly.

1492
01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:49,400
Like I understand.

1493
01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:52,000
Once I showed her the picture, she said, I get it.

1494
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:53,000
See, now I got to see.

1495
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:54,000
I got to see.

1496
01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:56,160
I got to find that picture I had.

1497
01:00:56,160 --> 01:00:59,640
But there's plenty of times where it's just like, you really like, you fuck with a nigga

1498
01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:02,580
so heavy, like you love them and all that other stuff.

1499
01:01:02,580 --> 01:01:04,960
And then the money on top of it.

1500
01:01:04,960 --> 01:01:05,960
Yeah.

1501
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:10,320
This business is out of our tax grade.

1502
01:01:10,320 --> 01:01:11,320
Exactly.

1503
01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:12,320
Like I would definitely go back.

1504
01:01:12,320 --> 01:01:13,320
This is not my broke ass business.

1505
01:01:13,320 --> 01:01:14,320
Real shit.

1506
01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:15,320
Exactly.

1507
01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:16,320
I'm on my mind.

1508
01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:17,320
Now see, I don't know.

1509
01:01:17,320 --> 01:01:19,320
Did you see when Jada went back to Lil Baby?

1510
01:01:19,320 --> 01:01:20,320
That kind of had me like, poor.

1511
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:23,320
Girl, I'm going to go back to him because everybody-

1512
01:01:23,320 --> 01:01:24,320
I know.

1513
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:25,320
I probably was.

1514
01:01:25,320 --> 01:01:30,320
First of all, niggas always trying to act like Lil Baby is ugly.

1515
01:01:30,320 --> 01:01:31,320
Um.

1516
01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:37,400
This might be the first time me and Kella might-

1517
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:40,520
He is just funny looking, but he's not ugly.

1518
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:41,880
Yeah, that's a good word.

1519
01:01:41,880 --> 01:01:42,880
He's not ugly.

1520
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:43,880
He's just funny looking.

1521
01:01:43,880 --> 01:01:44,880
Did you see that video?

1522
01:01:44,880 --> 01:01:45,880
He's like, let me slide past y'all.

1523
01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:46,880
Yes, I saw that.

1524
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:47,880
I was like-

1525
01:01:47,880 --> 01:01:52,880
Yo, you know who I would laugh me out my panties?

1526
01:01:52,880 --> 01:01:53,880
Who?

1527
01:01:53,880 --> 01:01:54,880
G-Erbo.

1528
01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:55,880
And he's not even my type.

1529
01:01:55,880 --> 01:01:56,880
He's not even my type.

1530
01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:57,880
That nigga is not my type at all, but he-

1531
01:01:57,880 --> 01:01:58,880
He fucking shit.

1532
01:01:58,880 --> 01:01:59,880
He fucking shit.

1533
01:01:59,880 --> 01:02:02,680
Y'all saw him on Karisha, please?

1534
01:02:02,680 --> 01:02:03,680
I was cracking up.

1535
01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:04,680
That man is too funny.

1536
01:02:04,680 --> 01:02:05,680
He's too funny.

1537
01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:08,880
He could definitely laugh me out my panties and get this to us.

1538
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:09,880
Okay, maybe not him.

1539
01:02:09,880 --> 01:02:11,880
I'm going to be honest with you.

1540
01:02:11,880 --> 01:02:19,000
Someone said that when he was on that live stream with Kai, he was typing like evil sciences.

1541
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:24,000
But he really was though.

1542
01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:27,000
G-Erbo will just be doing funny shit and I love a funny ass nigga.

1543
01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:28,000
He do.

1544
01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:30,920
When we say we love hood niggas, that's the hood nigga we talking about.

1545
01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:31,920
Yes, that.

1546
01:02:31,920 --> 01:02:34,040
The hood nigga that actually know himself.

1547
01:02:34,040 --> 01:02:39,600
You know, we love a hood nigga who is very self-aware because G-Erbo is super self-aware,

1548
01:02:39,600 --> 01:02:40,600
super intelligent.

1549
01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:41,600
We love those hood niggas.

1550
01:02:41,600 --> 01:02:42,600
I was actually very shocked.

1551
01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:45,600
Not to fake the game, poo, shite, even though G-Erbo had him.

1552
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:49,800
When I watched Karisha, please, I was actually very shocked at how aware he is.

1553
01:02:49,800 --> 01:02:51,360
He's very aware of himself and-

1554
01:02:51,360 --> 01:02:52,360
He's very intelligent.

1555
01:02:52,360 --> 01:02:53,360
Very intelligent.

1556
01:02:53,360 --> 01:02:57,000
A lot of these hood niggas are and that's the thing.

1557
01:02:57,000 --> 01:03:00,160
They all be listening to their music without listening to their interviews.

1558
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:01,160
Yes.

1559
01:03:01,160 --> 01:03:02,160
Oh my God.

1560
01:03:02,160 --> 01:03:03,160
Facts.

1561
01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:06,920
When you study, and this is for people in general, when you all start studying these

1562
01:03:06,920 --> 01:03:11,080
artists and all this other stuff for whatever reason, please pay attention to the totality

1563
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:14,800
of who they are presenting, not just one part or another.

1564
01:03:14,800 --> 01:03:18,040
Because a lot of these niggas be talking about shit that happened in the past, but they not

1565
01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,040
doing that shit now.

1566
01:03:19,040 --> 01:03:20,040
Yeah.

1567
01:03:20,040 --> 01:03:21,040
Facts.

1568
01:03:21,040 --> 01:03:22,040
And listen to them.

1569
01:03:22,040 --> 01:03:23,040
Because G-Erbo was talking about shit.

1570
01:03:23,040 --> 01:03:27,160
What, Kella, what do you want to talk about next on the Internet hoe segment?

1571
01:03:27,160 --> 01:03:36,480
Oh, I want to talk about, I was sent a tweet by somebody and they sent me a tweet of this

1572
01:03:36,480 --> 01:03:43,440
woman exposing a man for basically saying, I respectfully just want to fuck on you.

1573
01:03:43,440 --> 01:03:44,440
I don't want to-

1574
01:03:44,440 --> 01:03:46,240
I think I seen that.

1575
01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:47,240
I think I seen that.

1576
01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:49,240
She was like, if you wanted to ask me on a date, then just say that.

1577
01:03:49,240 --> 01:03:50,240
Is it talking about that one?

1578
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:51,240
Yeah.

1579
01:03:51,240 --> 01:03:52,240
Yeah.

1580
01:03:52,240 --> 01:03:55,240
I want to tell you a little bit more after we go off camera.

1581
01:03:55,240 --> 01:03:56,240
Okay.

1582
01:03:56,240 --> 01:03:59,240
Because the world is this small.

1583
01:03:59,240 --> 01:04:01,760
The world is this small.

1584
01:04:01,760 --> 01:04:09,520
But basically, I think, first of all, he was honest.

1585
01:04:09,520 --> 01:04:11,520
Wait, let's tell everybody what happened first though.

1586
01:04:11,520 --> 01:04:12,520
Okay.

1587
01:04:12,520 --> 01:04:14,280
So it was a screenshot.

1588
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:20,880
It was screenshots of a DM from a man to a woman, a very beautiful young woman.

1589
01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:23,480
And he was like, basically you trying to link.

1590
01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:26,280
And she was like, if you want to ask me on a date, just say that.

1591
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:30,840
He basically was like, I don't want to ask you on a date.

1592
01:04:30,840 --> 01:04:32,160
I told you what I wanted.

1593
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:34,080
He was really respectful with it too.

1594
01:04:34,080 --> 01:04:35,080
That's what I'm saying.

1595
01:04:35,080 --> 01:04:38,680
He said, I'm just looking for some sex partners to just have sex with.

1596
01:04:38,680 --> 01:04:40,360
Yeah, because I don't know what I want right now.

1597
01:04:40,360 --> 01:04:42,400
I don't want to take anybody seriously.

1598
01:04:42,400 --> 01:04:46,880
And to be honest, she could have really left it at that.

1599
01:04:46,880 --> 01:04:47,880
Yeah.

1600
01:04:47,880 --> 01:04:51,120
She posted on Twitter and was like, men are so un-serious or something like that.

1601
01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:52,720
But I don't think he did anything wrong.

1602
01:04:52,720 --> 01:04:53,960
He didn't do anything wrong.

1603
01:04:53,960 --> 01:04:55,280
He didn't do anything wrong at all.

1604
01:04:55,280 --> 01:04:58,280
And she was like, free my bitches from the bare minimum.

1605
01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:04,680
I was telling the person that sent it to me, women claim that they want honesty, but that's

1606
01:05:04,680 --> 01:05:05,680
not what they want.

1607
01:05:05,680 --> 01:05:10,120
They only want honesty if you're pouring your heart out to them and how much you love them

1608
01:05:10,120 --> 01:05:11,920
and want to spend the rest of it.

1609
01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:15,360
They all want all of y'all to be head over heels.

1610
01:05:15,360 --> 01:05:21,520
And quite frankly, a lot of y'all don't have anything to offer.

1611
01:05:21,520 --> 01:05:22,880
Not the part of nothing to offer.

1612
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:27,880
But I think it's really hard when you're in a predicament like that because everybody

1613
01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:30,040
wants to be loved.

1614
01:05:30,040 --> 01:05:32,960
Everybody wants somebody, everybody wants the dates.

1615
01:05:32,960 --> 01:05:34,600
Everybody wants all the extra shit.

1616
01:05:34,600 --> 01:05:39,000
Because I'm not even going to sit here and put too much on this dude.

1617
01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:42,280
Because I really don't want for this nigga to watch this shit and then get on Twitter

1618
01:05:42,280 --> 01:05:46,600
and be like, this bitch talking shit about me on her podcast.

1619
01:05:46,600 --> 01:05:51,200
But when we started dealing with each other, we had a transparent conversation and he straight

1620
01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:55,160
up was like, I don't want no relationship right now.

1621
01:05:55,160 --> 01:05:58,560
Like we both got out of really serious relationships.

1622
01:05:58,560 --> 01:06:00,960
So he straight up was like, yeah, I don't.

1623
01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:03,040
But I was just like, damn, this man's so fine.

1624
01:06:03,040 --> 01:06:05,760
And I was obsessed.

1625
01:06:05,760 --> 01:06:12,080
And like, I got this nigga wife beater that I sleep with every night in his hat that I

1626
01:06:12,080 --> 01:06:13,280
sleep with every night.

1627
01:06:13,280 --> 01:06:18,080
And it's not even because of the dick, because it's crazy because my dumb ass and a lot of

1628
01:06:18,080 --> 01:06:22,200
people really will straight up like try to have sex the first night.

1629
01:06:22,200 --> 01:06:27,480
This nigga took two months for us to fucking have sex.

1630
01:06:27,480 --> 01:06:30,480
Do you understand how stressed I was though?

1631
01:06:30,480 --> 01:06:34,680
Yeah, I was like, I was the second link.

1632
01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:36,120
I waxed my whole entire body.

1633
01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:37,120
I get in his car.

1634
01:06:37,120 --> 01:06:38,120
He took him out some.

1635
01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:39,120
What you doing?

1636
01:06:39,120 --> 01:06:40,120
I said, we not go fuck.

1637
01:06:40,120 --> 01:06:42,280
He's like, no, baby, I'm gonna teach you how to drive.

1638
01:06:42,280 --> 01:06:43,280
What the fuck is you're doing?

1639
01:06:43,280 --> 01:06:44,280
I'm crying.

1640
01:06:44,280 --> 01:06:47,280
I said, I'll be like, no, baby.

1641
01:06:47,280 --> 01:06:50,280
But it was it was worth it.

1642
01:06:50,280 --> 01:06:51,760
It honestly was worth it.

1643
01:06:51,760 --> 01:06:53,200
But oh, sorry, girl.

1644
01:06:53,200 --> 01:06:54,200
You're fine.

1645
01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:56,960
Yeah, she's this is really hard to do this with a baby.

1646
01:06:56,960 --> 01:06:59,960
And I didn't really think about that beforehand.

1647
01:06:59,960 --> 01:07:01,400
I just want her to be comfortable.

1648
01:07:01,400 --> 01:07:07,280
But at the same time, it's like she smacked my microphone a couple of times and smacked

1649
01:07:07,280 --> 01:07:10,160
Camry microphone, too.

1650
01:07:10,160 --> 01:07:15,760
But having somebody just be transparent like that, like no bitch want to admit to her friends

1651
01:07:15,760 --> 01:07:19,800
like, yeah, he doesn't want to be in a relationship, but I am giving him this pussy.

1652
01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:20,800
But why?

1653
01:07:20,800 --> 01:07:23,480
Well, we all do it.

1654
01:07:23,480 --> 01:07:24,480
Like just live your life.

1655
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:26,480
Yeah, I just live your life.

1656
01:07:26,480 --> 01:07:29,960
We all be doing it as much as bitches like to go on the Internet and act like, oh, I

1657
01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:30,960
don't do that.

1658
01:07:30,960 --> 01:07:31,960
Y'all do it.

1659
01:07:31,960 --> 01:07:35,840
Because if y'all wasn't doing it, niggas wouldn't be so comfortable asking other bitches

1660
01:07:35,840 --> 01:07:36,840
for that.

1661
01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:37,840
It's common sense.

1662
01:07:37,840 --> 01:07:38,840
What do you mean?

1663
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:39,840
Like the fuck?

1664
01:07:39,840 --> 01:07:45,200
And also, like we're not dealing with niggas like with mad money.

1665
01:07:45,200 --> 01:07:48,680
Like they really do have to troubleshoot because some of y'all bitches don't deserve anything

1666
01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:51,680
in this life.

1667
01:07:51,680 --> 01:07:52,680
Jack fucking shit.

1668
01:07:52,680 --> 01:07:55,840
Some of you don't deserve anything in this life.

1669
01:07:55,840 --> 01:08:00,800
So they really are trying to figure out like if it's even worth pursuing because some of

1670
01:08:00,800 --> 01:08:01,800
y'all ain't worth shit.

1671
01:08:01,800 --> 01:08:02,800
All right.

1672
01:08:02,800 --> 01:08:05,800
Some of y'all not worth shit.

1673
01:08:05,800 --> 01:08:07,080
Yeah.

1674
01:08:07,080 --> 01:08:10,360
The entitlement sometimes too with women.

1675
01:08:10,360 --> 01:08:13,920
And we like to hold all parties accountable on this pocket.

1676
01:08:13,920 --> 01:08:16,440
Sometimes women are just a little too entitled to men's money.

1677
01:08:16,440 --> 01:08:17,440
Yeah.

1678
01:08:17,440 --> 01:08:18,440
Why are you?

1679
01:08:18,440 --> 01:08:20,000
And I just that's something that I just don't understand.

1680
01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:22,840
As if you don't have your own, which you might not.

1681
01:08:22,840 --> 01:08:26,900
That's what she has to say.

1682
01:08:26,900 --> 01:08:28,440
We are grown adults.

1683
01:08:28,440 --> 01:08:32,720
I don't give a fuck what them bitches was doing back in 1960 because guaranteed that

1684
01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:36,880
nigga was going to work fucking other bitches, beating her ass, then coming home and making

1685
01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:38,480
her play housewife.

1686
01:08:38,480 --> 01:08:39,480
We are in 2023.

1687
01:08:39,480 --> 01:08:43,160
And they couldn't have no dad going bank accounts or nothing like that.

1688
01:08:43,160 --> 01:08:45,920
You couldn't even open a bank account as a woman until the 1970s.

1689
01:08:45,920 --> 01:08:48,640
So it was understandable as a man for his money.

1690
01:08:48,640 --> 01:08:51,040
But we're in 20 fucking 23.

1691
01:08:51,040 --> 01:08:56,640
If you really take that bird brain of yours and really think, do you really think on this

1692
01:08:56,640 --> 01:08:58,380
green earth?

1693
01:08:58,380 --> 01:09:00,160
And there's girls who will sit here and argue with me.

1694
01:09:00,160 --> 01:09:01,680
I don't care how wet your pussy is.

1695
01:09:01,680 --> 01:09:03,520
I don't care how good your throat is.

1696
01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:09,000
There's no way in hell that you are living comfortably with a man paying for all your

1697
01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:12,680
expenses without him having his cake and eating that shit too.

1698
01:09:12,680 --> 01:09:13,680
That it.

1699
01:09:13,680 --> 01:09:18,840
As long as you do you and don't say nothing about it, then it's even.

1700
01:09:18,840 --> 01:09:19,840
That's how I feel about it.

1701
01:09:19,840 --> 01:09:20,840
Like you on the side, baby.

1702
01:09:20,840 --> 01:09:21,840
Yeah.

1703
01:09:21,840 --> 01:09:22,840
Just don't say no.

1704
01:09:22,840 --> 01:09:23,840
Your grandma did it.

1705
01:09:23,840 --> 01:09:24,840
Hey, that's it.

1706
01:09:24,840 --> 01:09:25,840
Okay.

1707
01:09:25,840 --> 01:09:33,160
So let's go on to our other.

1708
01:09:33,160 --> 01:09:34,760
Well it's something else I want to talk about.

1709
01:09:34,760 --> 01:09:37,160
Suki, Sexy Red and NLE Chapa.

1710
01:09:37,160 --> 01:09:40,880
So basically a picture went viral of Suki Hana.

1711
01:09:40,880 --> 01:09:41,880
Oh you did?

1712
01:09:41,880 --> 01:09:42,880
I fucking hate that shit.

1713
01:09:42,880 --> 01:09:43,880
Wait the song that they all did together?

1714
01:09:43,880 --> 01:09:44,880
Yeah.

1715
01:09:44,880 --> 01:09:45,880
No I didn't listen to that.

1716
01:09:45,880 --> 01:09:46,880
No but I'm talking about this is what I'm talking about.

1717
01:09:46,880 --> 01:09:51,000
A picture went viral of Suki and Sexy Red getting walked like a dog by NLE Chapa.

1718
01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:54,600
He was holding them by the hair basically like walking them like they was on like a

1719
01:09:54,600 --> 01:09:55,600
leash.

1720
01:09:55,600 --> 01:09:56,600
And all parties were consensual.

1721
01:09:56,600 --> 01:09:57,600
So why are we talking about that?

1722
01:09:57,600 --> 01:09:58,600
Yeah.

1723
01:09:58,600 --> 01:10:02,160
Many people said Suki was disrespecting herself and even came in NLE Chapa.

1724
01:10:02,160 --> 01:10:04,920
He later clarified that it was Suki's idea and that he respects her.

1725
01:10:04,920 --> 01:10:07,600
My whole thing is they all consented to it.

1726
01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:08,840
What the fuck are y'all mad at?

1727
01:10:08,840 --> 01:10:09,840
Like for real.

1728
01:10:09,840 --> 01:10:14,280
As long as you not letting a nigga that gonna dog walk you by your hair.

1729
01:10:14,280 --> 01:10:15,280
Exactly.

1730
01:10:15,280 --> 01:10:16,280
Exactly.

1731
01:10:16,280 --> 01:10:17,280
You shouldn't be worried about.

1732
01:10:17,280 --> 01:10:18,280
They all consented to that shit.

1733
01:10:18,280 --> 01:10:19,280
I just don't see the problem.

1734
01:10:19,280 --> 01:10:20,280
I don't see the issue.

1735
01:10:20,280 --> 01:10:21,280
It's not for you.

1736
01:10:21,280 --> 01:10:22,280
Y'all just trying to find anything.

1737
01:10:22,280 --> 01:10:23,840
Like anything to be mad at for real.

1738
01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:25,840
Motherfuckers don't got shit to fucking do.

1739
01:10:25,840 --> 01:10:28,000
And if you know Suki Hana's music.

1740
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,080
You that's so on brand for her.

1741
01:10:30,080 --> 01:10:32,880
She just released a song and the last line was.

1742
01:10:32,880 --> 01:10:33,880
My pussy pink.

1743
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:34,880
My booty hole brown girl.

1744
01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:35,880
Sexy red.

1745
01:10:35,880 --> 01:10:38,840
Like what did you think they were gonna release bro?

1746
01:10:38,840 --> 01:10:40,200
She releasing a song about eating a nigga ass.

1747
01:10:40,200 --> 01:10:43,200
I'm out of town hanging with my rams.

1748
01:10:43,200 --> 01:10:44,200
Like.

1749
01:10:44,200 --> 01:10:45,200
My coochie pink.

1750
01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:46,200
Y'all expect her to act like Rory Harvey.

1751
01:10:46,200 --> 01:10:47,200
I like that song.

1752
01:10:47,200 --> 01:10:48,200
You know what I mean?

1753
01:10:48,200 --> 01:10:49,200
That's my shit.

1754
01:10:49,200 --> 01:10:54,200
That's my shit.

1755
01:10:54,200 --> 01:10:57,200
That song be eating.

1756
01:10:57,200 --> 01:10:58,200
Come in niggas.

1757
01:10:58,200 --> 01:10:59,200
Like a bitch toes.

1758
01:10:59,200 --> 01:11:00,200
I'm like.

1759
01:11:00,200 --> 01:11:01,200
Yeah she right in there.

1760
01:11:01,200 --> 01:11:02,200
I was at the same song where she was like.

1761
01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:03,200
You know the dreadheads do it the best.

1762
01:11:03,200 --> 01:11:04,200
I don't.

1763
01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:05,200
You know the dreadheads do it the best.

1764
01:11:05,200 --> 01:11:06,200
Come on.

1765
01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:07,200
I'm gonna be honest they don't do it the best.

1766
01:11:07,200 --> 01:11:08,200
I'm sorry.

1767
01:11:08,200 --> 01:11:09,200
Okay so.

1768
01:11:09,200 --> 01:11:13,200
I also want to talk about Trina's Tiny Desk performance.

1769
01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:14,200
That shit was great.

1770
01:11:14,200 --> 01:11:16,200
Now it was some bitches that was on Twitter.

1771
01:11:16,200 --> 01:11:17,200
That was saying oh.

1772
01:11:17,200 --> 01:11:20,200
Tiny Desk like they've lowered themselves to have someone like Trina.

1773
01:11:20,200 --> 01:11:21,200
Oh my gosh.

1774
01:11:21,200 --> 01:11:22,200
You classed us as needless bitches.

1775
01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:23,200
No real shit.

1776
01:11:23,200 --> 01:11:24,200
I said that's how I know y'all not bad bitches.

1777
01:11:24,200 --> 01:11:25,200
And I'm one of y'all.

1778
01:11:25,200 --> 01:11:26,200
Are you kidding me?

1779
01:11:26,200 --> 01:11:27,200
Yes it was bitches on Twitter saying that.

1780
01:11:27,200 --> 01:11:28,200
They was like oh.

1781
01:11:28,200 --> 01:11:30,120
Tiny Desk like they've degraded themselves.

1782
01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:32,200
Why would you put someone like Trina on such a prestigious platform.

1783
01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:33,200
Trina is fucking mother.

1784
01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:34,200
And here's my thing.

1785
01:11:34,200 --> 01:11:35,200
She is.

1786
01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:36,200
And she's a legend.

1787
01:11:36,200 --> 01:11:39,480
Laid the platform for the JT's for the Sukihanas.

1788
01:11:39,480 --> 01:11:42,400
Like I think at one point Love and Hip Hop had them all together.

1789
01:11:42,400 --> 01:11:43,400
And what I.

1790
01:11:43,400 --> 01:11:44,640
What y'all feeling to realize is.

1791
01:11:44,640 --> 01:11:47,280
If you think City Girl lyrics is wrong.

1792
01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,640
And you think Sukihanas.

1793
01:11:49,640 --> 01:11:53,000
Trina literally said I make them eat it while my period on.

1794
01:11:53,000 --> 01:11:54,000
Yes.

1795
01:11:54,000 --> 01:11:55,000
Now that's crazy.

1796
01:11:55,000 --> 01:12:02,360
She said if I had a chance to be a virgin again I'd be fucking by the time I was ten.

1797
01:12:02,360 --> 01:12:03,360
Okay so I don't.

1798
01:12:03,360 --> 01:12:04,360
What type of.

1799
01:12:04,360 --> 01:12:05,360
Y'all need to relax.

1800
01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:06,360
She is a legend.

1801
01:12:06,360 --> 01:12:08,720
Especially when it comes to southern rap too.

1802
01:12:08,720 --> 01:12:09,720
Oh my gosh.

1803
01:12:09,720 --> 01:12:14,240
Like one of the first like southern rap females to really come on the scene.

1804
01:12:14,240 --> 01:12:16,800
And do it like and did the damn thing.

1805
01:12:16,800 --> 01:12:21,040
And y'all can feel how the whole respectability part of this.

1806
01:12:21,040 --> 01:12:23,680
And it's like listen.

1807
01:12:23,680 --> 01:12:27,640
There are a lot of these girls like we was talking about the last episode where they

1808
01:12:27,640 --> 01:12:31,540
do OnlyFans and all that other stuff and they don't want to do it anymore.

1809
01:12:31,540 --> 01:12:35,920
But there's still plenty of women who are very sex positive and sexually liberated in

1810
01:12:35,920 --> 01:12:36,920
that sense.

1811
01:12:36,920 --> 01:12:41,600
And so they still deserve to have people be in bigger rooms.

1812
01:12:41,600 --> 01:12:46,040
And plus rich niggas playing the sex work.

1813
01:12:46,040 --> 01:12:51,040
And plus like our sex positivity and female rap has also transcended into other genres

1814
01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:52,040
too.

1815
01:12:52,040 --> 01:12:54,840
Like if you think about even some of the white pop girls that be having their little sex

1816
01:12:54,840 --> 01:12:57,000
songs where do you think they get there from?

1817
01:12:57,000 --> 01:13:00,480
It's from us being so open about our sexuality.

1818
01:13:00,480 --> 01:13:05,480
Exactly especially since they were really not allowed to like be so overtly sexual.

1819
01:13:05,480 --> 01:13:09,520
Like that was really taboo for them to really talk about it even though they was doing it.

1820
01:13:09,520 --> 01:13:10,520
Exactly.

1821
01:13:10,520 --> 01:13:14,760
It was a lot of pure image.

1822
01:13:14,760 --> 01:13:16,240
Trina looked the fuck good.

1823
01:13:16,240 --> 01:13:17,240
You bitches are haters.

1824
01:13:17,240 --> 01:13:19,160
Y'all pussy is trash.

1825
01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:20,840
And that's why y'all had an issue with that.

1826
01:13:20,840 --> 01:13:21,840
So next topic.

1827
01:13:21,840 --> 01:13:22,840
Exactly.

1828
01:13:22,840 --> 01:13:23,840
Not one fucking lie told.

1829
01:13:23,840 --> 01:13:28,040
Maybe you should take some notes from her tiny desk.

1830
01:13:28,040 --> 01:13:29,040
No real shit.

1831
01:13:29,040 --> 01:13:30,040
Respect the mother.

1832
01:13:30,040 --> 01:13:31,040
Like what the fuck.

1833
01:13:31,040 --> 01:13:36,480
Also have y'all been well so I only talk about this if y'all are familiar with it but the

1834
01:13:36,480 --> 01:13:44,000
escape and SWV drama.

1835
01:13:44,000 --> 01:13:50,840
I watched the show and it's like I ain't gonna lie like escape really was acting like SWV

1836
01:13:50,840 --> 01:13:54,320
is like really I don't want to say they was treating them like they was beneath them but

1837
01:13:54,320 --> 01:13:58,080
like escape was acting like they was bigger than SWV but when I talked to my mom and like

1838
01:13:58,080 --> 01:14:02,880
my aunties and stuff they was like SWV was way bigger than escape so I don't know why

1839
01:14:02,880 --> 01:14:04,160
they would want.

1840
01:14:04,160 --> 01:14:09,600
It's only because Candy and Tiny had a better career than the other two.

1841
01:14:09,600 --> 01:14:14,600
Like they're riding off of Candy and Tiny and I'm gonna I'm not gonna lie what her name

1842
01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:20,280
is Natasha the lead singer she was probably the best vocalist there but when it came to

1843
01:14:20,280 --> 01:14:23,200
overall talent Tiny and Candy were the ones that had the talent.

1844
01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:27,880
And Candy had such a distinct voice and that's what made escape pop because it's like her

1845
01:14:27,880 --> 01:14:28,880
voice was so different.

1846
01:14:28,880 --> 01:14:29,880
I mean I don't like her voice.

1847
01:14:29,880 --> 01:14:35,080
I'm not a fan of it.

1848
01:14:35,080 --> 01:14:40,760
No no this is the thing I think that Candy can sing I just don't like her tone.

1849
01:14:40,760 --> 01:14:43,920
I don't like her tone that's just me personally some people might like it though and that's

1850
01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:48,080
cool but um SWV was definitely bigger than them in the 90s.

1851
01:14:48,080 --> 01:14:53,000
This is from what my mom and my aunties have told me and I just don't I think one of the

1852
01:14:53,000 --> 01:14:57,680
arguments that Candy was making is that oh like me and Tiny we have like 10 million followers

1853
01:14:57,680 --> 01:15:01,560
so we're gonna reach more of an audience but I feel like people forget just because you

1854
01:15:01,560 --> 01:15:04,640
have a certain amount of followers doesn't mean that that's automatically gonna always

1855
01:15:04,640 --> 01:15:06,880
transcend into some of them be buying they followers.

1856
01:15:06,880 --> 01:15:11,720
Yeah even if we look at the whole sweetie situation like she got I don't know how many followers

1857
01:15:11,720 --> 01:15:13,200
I think like 13 million followers.

1858
01:15:13,200 --> 01:15:17,080
I mean I know that she didn't buy those but niggas are not coming to her for music they're

1859
01:15:17,080 --> 01:15:18,640
coming because she's beautiful.

1860
01:15:18,640 --> 01:15:20,360
Yeah and her aesthetic like I like her aesthetic.

1861
01:15:20,360 --> 01:15:22,360
Her doctor's fucking amazing though.

1862
01:15:22,360 --> 01:15:23,360
Yes.

1863
01:15:23,360 --> 01:15:24,360
Yes.

1864
01:15:24,360 --> 01:15:25,360
Them titties be sitting.

1865
01:15:25,360 --> 01:15:26,360
Them titties be sitting.

1866
01:15:26,360 --> 01:15:27,360
They kinda look hard though.

1867
01:15:27,360 --> 01:15:28,360
They do.

1868
01:15:28,360 --> 01:15:29,360
They do sometimes.

1869
01:15:29,360 --> 01:15:30,360
They do.

1870
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:31,360
They do.

1871
01:15:31,360 --> 01:15:35,480
I've never seen like a boob job where it looks super super natural unless it was like a breast

1872
01:15:35,480 --> 01:15:40,520
reduction but I just feel like they always have that little hard ass erect look to them.

1873
01:15:40,520 --> 01:15:41,520
Yeah.

1874
01:15:41,520 --> 01:15:42,520
Yeah.

1875
01:15:42,520 --> 01:15:43,520
I think it's supposed to give bimbo right?

1876
01:15:43,520 --> 01:15:44,520
Yeah.

1877
01:15:44,520 --> 01:15:45,520
Like the bimbo look.

1878
01:15:45,520 --> 01:15:46,520
I don't want to look like that.

1879
01:15:46,520 --> 01:15:53,960
Okay so next segment we gonna do the hot seat so we gonna ask like would you rather questions.

1880
01:15:53,960 --> 01:16:02,840
So first one golden showers or wax play?

1881
01:16:02,840 --> 01:16:06,760
Now when you mean wax play you mean like when they light the candle and pour it on your

1882
01:16:06,760 --> 01:16:07,760
body?

1883
01:16:07,760 --> 01:16:08,760
Yeah.

1884
01:16:08,760 --> 01:16:11,920
I'm gonna look at me funny because of this.

1885
01:16:11,920 --> 01:16:14,080
Golden showers.

1886
01:16:14,080 --> 01:16:15,080
Golden showers.

1887
01:16:15,080 --> 01:16:17,520
Golden have you ever like.

1888
01:16:17,520 --> 01:16:20,600
I feel like everybody needs to try something once.

1889
01:16:20,600 --> 01:16:22,920
I was just saying that to my man.

1890
01:16:22,920 --> 01:16:27,840
That's never for me I'll never try that but I ain't judging the girl he said to it.

1891
01:16:27,840 --> 01:16:28,840
Yeah I definitely did it in the shower.

1892
01:16:28,840 --> 01:16:29,840
He peed in my mouth bro.

1893
01:16:29,840 --> 01:16:30,840
Okay maybe not that.

1894
01:16:30,840 --> 01:16:31,840
I don't even talk to him no more.

1895
01:16:31,840 --> 01:16:32,840
Oh my god.

1896
01:16:32,840 --> 01:16:33,840
In your mouth?

1897
01:16:33,840 --> 01:16:34,840
In my mouth.

1898
01:16:34,840 --> 01:16:35,840
Did I swallow it?

1899
01:16:35,840 --> 01:16:36,840
No because I ain't that trifling.

1900
01:16:36,840 --> 01:16:37,840
Ciao.

1901
01:16:37,840 --> 01:16:38,840
Y'all is some freaky ass bitches.

1902
01:16:38,840 --> 01:16:39,840
I wasn't taking it that far.

1903
01:16:39,840 --> 01:16:40,840
I just pee on my feet or something like that.

1904
01:16:40,840 --> 01:16:41,840
Feet on your feet?

1905
01:16:41,840 --> 01:16:42,840
Oh my god.

1906
01:16:42,840 --> 01:16:43,840
Okay accidentally send a sex to your grandfather or your baby daddy?

1907
01:16:43,840 --> 01:16:44,840
My grandfather.

1908
01:16:44,840 --> 01:17:03,440
Not even no not a sex a nude.

1909
01:17:03,440 --> 01:17:05,080
I don't want to see my child's father happy.

1910
01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:08,800
I would send it to my grandfather because he's literally legally blind so I wouldn't

1911
01:17:08,800 --> 01:17:09,800
suffer the consequences.

1912
01:17:09,800 --> 01:17:10,800
Okay okay.

1913
01:17:10,800 --> 01:17:11,800
All right so.

1914
01:17:11,800 --> 01:17:12,800
I love you goodbye.

1915
01:17:12,800 --> 01:17:15,040
Kella had this one.

1916
01:17:15,040 --> 01:17:26,240
Shit on dick during anal or throw up sucking dick.

1917
01:17:26,240 --> 01:17:29,840
I've never thrown up on a dick before and if I know I'm sucking dick I'm not going

1918
01:17:29,840 --> 01:17:31,560
to eat beforehand.

1919
01:17:31,560 --> 01:17:35,920
But I don't think anybody can come back from.

1920
01:17:35,920 --> 01:17:39,040
That's the only image I have of Suki Hana in my mind at this point when she was with

1921
01:17:39,040 --> 01:17:40,040
Bill.

1922
01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:41,040
Oh yeah she did throw up.

1923
01:17:41,040 --> 01:17:42,040
And she posted it and I was just like.

1924
01:17:42,040 --> 01:17:43,040
Why would you do that girl?

1925
01:17:43,040 --> 01:17:44,040
I ain't got a lot of confession.

1926
01:17:44,040 --> 01:17:45,040
You've thrown up on dick?

1927
01:17:45,040 --> 01:17:46,040
No no not threw up on dick.

1928
01:17:46,040 --> 01:17:47,040
I shit on a dick.

1929
01:17:47,040 --> 01:17:48,040
You shitted on a dick?

1930
01:17:48,040 --> 01:17:49,040
I did.

1931
01:17:49,040 --> 01:17:50,040
What are you saying?

1932
01:17:50,040 --> 01:17:51,040
He was like I think you just shit on my dick.

1933
01:17:51,040 --> 01:17:52,040
I was like oh my god get off of me.

1934
01:17:52,040 --> 01:17:53,040
And then I ran to the bathroom.

1935
01:17:53,040 --> 01:17:54,040
I had a nigger stick his ass in my ass.

1936
01:17:54,040 --> 01:17:55,040
And he was like and I locked the door he was like Cam it's okay.

1937
01:17:55,040 --> 01:17:56,040
He was like it's okay.

1938
01:17:56,040 --> 01:17:57,040
I would have cried.

1939
01:17:57,040 --> 01:17:58,040
I would have been crying.

1940
01:17:58,040 --> 01:18:10,880
I was sitting in that bathroom and I was fucking crying.

1941
01:18:10,880 --> 01:18:11,880
I was crying.

1942
01:18:11,880 --> 01:18:12,880
I was like he was like Cam I promise you it's okay.

1943
01:18:12,880 --> 01:18:13,880
It's fine.

1944
01:18:13,880 --> 01:18:14,880
It's fine.

1945
01:18:14,880 --> 01:18:15,880
I've never shit on a dick.

1946
01:18:15,880 --> 01:18:16,880
Oh my god.

1947
01:18:16,880 --> 01:18:18,800
But I had a nigger stick his finger in my ass.

1948
01:18:18,800 --> 01:18:21,480
And there was shit on his finger and he wiped it on my fucking bed.

1949
01:18:21,480 --> 01:18:22,480
No.

1950
01:18:22,480 --> 01:18:24,520
Oh my god.

1951
01:18:24,520 --> 01:18:25,760
It's funny because he was an alpha too.

1952
01:18:25,760 --> 01:18:27,880
Shout out to the alphas.

1953
01:18:27,880 --> 01:18:33,600
But um honestly like I'm gonna keep it frank.

1954
01:18:33,600 --> 01:18:35,560
A little truffle butter will not kill me.

1955
01:18:35,560 --> 01:18:38,560
But throwing up on the dick will definitely kill me.

1956
01:18:38,560 --> 01:18:39,560
Yeah I've never done it.

1957
01:18:39,560 --> 01:18:40,560
Oh my god.

1958
01:18:40,560 --> 01:18:41,560
I've never done that before.

1959
01:18:41,560 --> 01:18:42,560
How did you feel?

1960
01:18:42,560 --> 01:18:43,560
I felt so embarrassed.

1961
01:18:43,560 --> 01:18:44,560
I literally pushed him.

1962
01:18:44,560 --> 01:18:45,560
Like I turned around and then I ran to the bathroom.

1963
01:18:45,560 --> 01:18:46,560
You had Taco Bell beforehand.

1964
01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:47,560
No no no.

1965
01:18:47,560 --> 01:18:48,560
I actually didn't eat nothing that day.

1966
01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:49,560
That's crazy.

1967
01:18:49,560 --> 01:18:50,560
I ran to the bathroom and I was crying.

1968
01:18:50,560 --> 01:18:51,560
He was like Cam I locked the door.

1969
01:18:51,560 --> 01:18:52,560
He was like Cam it's okay.

1970
01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:53,560
It's not that deep.

1971
01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:54,560
I'm like no.

1972
01:18:54,560 --> 01:18:55,560
No are you gonna think I'm a dirty ass bitch.

1973
01:18:55,560 --> 01:18:56,560
He said no.

1974
01:18:56,560 --> 01:18:57,560
Like it's fine.

1975
01:18:57,560 --> 01:18:58,560
It's fine.

1976
01:18:58,560 --> 01:18:59,560
To be honest it was like my second time doing that with him.

1977
01:18:59,560 --> 01:19:00,560
But I was like I'm gonna do it.

1978
01:19:00,560 --> 01:19:01,560
I'm gonna do it.

1979
01:19:01,560 --> 01:19:02,560
I'm gonna do it.

1980
01:19:02,560 --> 01:19:03,560
I'm gonna do it.

1981
01:19:03,560 --> 01:19:04,560
I'm gonna do it.

1982
01:19:04,560 --> 01:19:05,560
I'm gonna do it.

1983
01:19:05,560 --> 01:19:11,560
I'm gonna do it.

1984
01:19:11,560 --> 01:19:14,560
I'm gonna do it.

1985
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:19,560
I'm gonna do it.

1986
01:19:19,560 --> 01:19:20,560
Like I said no.

1987
01:19:20,560 --> 01:19:21,560
Like it's fine.

1988
01:19:21,560 --> 01:19:22,560
It's fine.

1989
01:19:22,560 --> 01:19:23,560
To be honest it was like my second time doing that with him so I don't think I was like

1990
01:19:23,560 --> 01:19:24,560
really like.

1991
01:19:24,560 --> 01:19:25,560
Girl you gotta be doing an anal douche for that type of stuff.

1992
01:19:25,560 --> 01:19:26,560
You gotta prepare.

1993
01:19:26,560 --> 01:19:27,560
Yeah.

1994
01:19:27,560 --> 01:19:28,560
I didn't prep.

1995
01:19:28,560 --> 01:19:29,560
I didn't prep.

1996
01:19:29,560 --> 01:19:30,560
You have to schedule anal.

1997
01:19:30,560 --> 01:19:31,560
Shout out to the LGBTQ community for putting me onto there okay.

1998
01:19:31,560 --> 01:19:32,560
I never thought that was a thing until I got older so now I don't know if I'm gonna be

1999
01:19:32,560 --> 01:19:33,560
surprised.

2000
01:19:33,560 --> 01:19:34,560
Yeah I didn't prep for it.

2001
01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:36,200
my friend put me on to like exfoliating.

2002
01:19:36,200 --> 01:19:38,000
I will, if I know that I'm-

2003
01:19:38,000 --> 01:19:38,840
You never know.

2004
01:19:38,840 --> 01:19:41,680
Look, I'm gonna make sure I'm fucking prepared.

2005
01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:43,080
I'm only fucking one person.

2006
01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:44,640
Shout out to you, baby.

2007
01:19:44,640 --> 01:19:46,960
But I'm gonna make sure I'm prepared.

2008
01:19:46,960 --> 01:19:48,480
Like I don't think he realizes the reason

2009
01:19:48,480 --> 01:19:49,580
why I be taking so long is

2010
01:19:49,580 --> 01:19:51,520
cause I'm literally prepping for the moment.

2011
01:19:51,520 --> 01:19:52,720
Prepping, yeah, yeah.

2012
01:19:52,720 --> 01:19:55,120
Cause I don't know what type of surprise he go.

2013
01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:59,760
Well, that wraps up everything.

2014
01:19:59,760 --> 01:20:01,960
Thank you for coming and talking about your experience.

2015
01:20:01,960 --> 01:20:02,800
We really appreciate it.

2016
01:20:02,800 --> 01:20:03,920
I appreciate y'all having me.

2017
01:20:03,920 --> 01:20:04,760
Like this was nice.

2018
01:20:04,760 --> 01:20:05,840
Yes, it really was.

2019
01:20:05,840 --> 01:20:07,680
We gotta have her on here again eventually

2020
01:20:07,680 --> 01:20:09,000
cause this was fun as shit.

2021
01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:10,480
Y'all.

2022
01:20:10,480 --> 01:20:12,920
Make sure you follow Melissa on Instagram.

2023
01:20:12,920 --> 01:20:13,840
Tell them your ad.

2024
01:20:13,840 --> 01:20:15,440
What is my ad?

2025
01:20:15,440 --> 01:20:16,360
What the fuck?

2026
01:20:16,360 --> 01:20:17,200
Now cause I just changed it.

2027
01:20:17,200 --> 01:20:18,720
She changed her ad so much, bro.

2028
01:20:18,720 --> 01:20:20,520
Like when you DM me today,

2029
01:20:20,520 --> 01:20:22,500
I was like, who the fuck is this?

2030
01:20:22,500 --> 01:20:24,480
So my ad is actually Creel.

2031
01:20:24,480 --> 01:20:26,080
It's Tfifoodtimes3.

2032
01:20:26,080 --> 01:20:28,020
That means crazy girl times three.

2033
01:20:28,020 --> 01:20:32,420
So it's T-I-F-I-F-O-U-X-3.

2034
01:20:32,420 --> 01:20:33,260
Okay.

2035
01:20:33,260 --> 01:20:34,100
If you wanna follow me,

2036
01:20:34,100 --> 01:20:35,400
I ain't gonna change it for a while.

2037
01:20:35,400 --> 01:20:36,600
I pinky promise.

2038
01:20:36,600 --> 01:20:37,440
No, I don't.

2039
01:20:37,440 --> 01:20:40,360
I don't owe y'all shit and I be fucking lying.

2040
01:20:40,360 --> 01:20:41,240
Thank you for coming.

2041
01:20:41,240 --> 01:20:42,080
Oh my God.

2042
01:20:42,080 --> 01:20:42,920
Who?

2043
01:20:43,800 --> 01:20:45,120
She's just so cute.

2044
01:20:45,120 --> 01:20:46,440
She was asleep the whole fucking-

2045
01:20:46,440 --> 01:20:47,280
She was asleep the whole time.

2046
01:20:47,280 --> 01:20:49,280
Just resurrected off the damn couch like that.

2047
01:20:49,280 --> 01:20:50,440
Make sure you follow Melissa.

2048
01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:51,480
Make sure you follow me.

2049
01:20:51,480 --> 01:20:53,200
My ad is Thee Only Kamri.

2050
01:20:53,200 --> 01:20:55,400
Cause I don't, Thee with two E's

2051
01:20:55,400 --> 01:20:57,160
because I don't believe there's no other bitch out here

2052
01:20:57,160 --> 01:20:58,320
like me that's named Kamri.

2053
01:20:58,320 --> 01:20:59,640
I just don't.

2054
01:20:59,640 --> 01:21:03,280
So it's T-H-E-E and then Only Kamri, K-A-M-R-I

2055
01:21:03,280 --> 01:21:06,000
and then Killa, you wanna give me your ad?

2056
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:07,680
K the curator.

2057
01:21:07,680 --> 01:21:12,680
C-A-I-T-H-E-B-U-R.

2058
01:21:13,000 --> 01:21:15,340
A-T-O-R.

2059
01:21:15,340 --> 01:21:16,320
So they know.

2060
01:21:16,320 --> 01:21:19,320
And then follow the Holdsome page.

2061
01:21:19,320 --> 01:21:20,960
I'm gonna drop the link in the bio

2062
01:21:20,960 --> 01:21:24,120
and make sure y'all also follow our Holdsome playlist.

2063
01:21:24,120 --> 01:21:26,680
If you're an artist, make sure you reach out to us

2064
01:21:26,680 --> 01:21:29,280
and put your music in our playlist if we like it.

2065
01:21:29,280 --> 01:21:31,520
Yeah, we're not just gonna play anything in there.

2066
01:21:31,520 --> 01:21:32,760
I've had some people reach out to me like,

2067
01:21:32,760 --> 01:21:33,680
oh, put me on your playlist.

2068
01:21:33,680 --> 01:21:34,520
And I'm like, no.

2069
01:21:34,520 --> 01:21:35,360
No.

2070
01:21:35,360 --> 01:21:36,960
Like that shit, I listened to it and that shit was trash.

2071
01:21:36,960 --> 01:21:37,800
Oh, French.

2072
01:21:37,800 --> 01:21:38,720
Like.

2073
01:21:38,720 --> 01:21:39,560
Did you let them know?

2074
01:21:39,560 --> 01:21:41,320
No, I never even told them.

2075
01:21:41,320 --> 01:21:46,320
Follow us at H-E-A-U-X-S-O-M-E black girl.

2076
01:21:47,600 --> 01:21:49,920
Yes, and fuck you bitches that was talking shit

2077
01:21:49,920 --> 01:21:51,120
in the comments or on site.

2078
01:21:51,120 --> 01:21:53,000
And we'll see you in the next one.

2079
01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:54,080
Bye.

2080
01:21:54,080 --> 01:21:59,080
Bye.