1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,420 All right everybody, welcome to another episode of Super Freak. I am actually 2 00:00:06,420 --> 00:00:13,320 looking forward to this little sesh. So I thought that I would do a Q&A where to 3 00:00:13,320 --> 00:00:18,640 get started and what to expect episode. This is coming off of the launch of 4 00:00:18,640 --> 00:00:25,320 Super Freak, the podcast, the website, the experience itself. It's truly my most 5 00:00:25,320 --> 00:00:31,640 personal and life's work. This business, it's the company of my dreams, honestly, 6 00:00:31,640 --> 00:00:36,280 and it's kind of like the most epic hobby ever, and the fact that I get to help 7 00:00:36,280 --> 00:00:40,880 people transform their lives and change in any kind of way is truly truly an 8 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:47,760 honor. And I don't know, I just have this like deep sense of peace and deep 9 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:51,360 sense of gratitude in this type of work and the work that I'm doing now and what 10 00:00:51,360 --> 00:00:56,000 I'm sharing with you. And so I really do hope that this is a tool for you on your 11 00:00:56,000 --> 00:00:59,800 journey to self mastery. With that being said, let's get into some of the questions 12 00:00:59,800 --> 00:01:06,480 and then I'll expound a little bit on each one and hopefully this will start to 13 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:11,880 make sense for you guys. This first requires a bit of, first if you're 14 00:01:11,880 --> 00:01:15,400 listening to the podcast, I know that you are either already in this type of field 15 00:01:15,400 --> 00:01:19,120 or you're very curious about it. Like what's this chick up to? What is really 16 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:24,000 going on around here? So thank you for that. Thank you so much for giving me 17 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:29,400 your time. I'll say that the future is, it's such an exciting time to be alive. It 18 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:34,840 feels crazy, but really it is such an exciting time. And I say that because 19 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:40,240 we're moving, people are waking up, we're starting to take our power back, we are 20 00:01:40,240 --> 00:01:43,080 moving through a lot of heaviness, we're moving through a lot of density, I feel 21 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:48,120 that, I know that, and people are seeing through the veil, they're seeing through 22 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:53,000 the bullshit. And this is what it is. It's peer-to-peer. It's people having their 23 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:56,360 own experience, sharing their experience, strength and hope with other people, 24 00:01:56,360 --> 00:02:01,640 you know, sharing what they've gone through and awakening together. This is 25 00:02:01,640 --> 00:02:05,000 why community is so important and one of the reasons why I have the Telegram 26 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:08,480 channel, why I give so much of this stuff away for free, why it's truly, why I 27 00:02:08,480 --> 00:02:12,080 keep things really accessible and approachable for people because, and 28 00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:16,960 that's going to be even more of a focus as I continue to grow is, you know, really 29 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:22,320 moving donation-based products. So I say that because, you know, like I said, it's 30 00:02:22,320 --> 00:02:26,760 a very exciting time to be alive and there is a bit of like suspension of 31 00:02:26,760 --> 00:02:33,800 belief, of where you think of what you think reality really is. Because what 32 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:39,360 we've been taught and what really is are two different things. And I use quantum 33 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:43,760 mechanics as a very good example because it's truly the field of science that 34 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:46,840 not only is it the newest field, but it's also the field that represents what I 35 00:02:46,840 --> 00:02:51,240 see the most. So you have traditional physics that was shit created in the 36 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:55,440 1600s. Like, thank you very much, Newton. That was a long time ago. Nature reality is 37 00:02:55,440 --> 00:02:59,920 very different and it's great if people have to see things to the believe them. I 38 00:02:59,920 --> 00:03:04,920 totally get that. However, the issue with that I have now is the science community 39 00:03:04,920 --> 00:03:10,400 continues to stay wildly divided because they refuse to accept certain 40 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:15,920 realities just to be a constant. So the 20s and 30s were a huge, huge boom in 41 00:03:15,920 --> 00:03:20,680 physics. We had such great ideology and thinkers. We have Tessa, we have Einstein 42 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:25,160 coming out with great ideas. We have, you know, later we've got Riemann Reif, we 43 00:03:25,160 --> 00:03:29,080 have Everett. We have, you know, all these amazing theories that came out of that 44 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:35,320 time. You know, scalar energy, ether energy, you know, different great great 45 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:39,320 experiments where great minds would come together, they would be Socratic in their 46 00:03:39,320 --> 00:03:42,840 point of view, they would stretch their imaginations and they would come up with 47 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:48,240 these hypotheses and see if they could support it with math. So what we have now 48 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:54,280 is we have a quantum field, we have quantum mechanics, which is closest to 49 00:03:54,280 --> 00:03:59,880 how I see and is closest to the work that I do, that is trying to be solved 50 00:03:59,880 --> 00:04:05,320 with Newtonian math and Newtonian perspective and ideologies. It's very 51 00:04:05,320 --> 00:04:10,000 different. It's not the same. You can't do that. You have to use quantum physics 52 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:15,280 principles and apply them to quantum physics hypotheses. So I say that 53 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:20,480 because that's, if you are a materialist, I totally understand that and stretch a 54 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:26,320 little bit. Just consider that everything perhaps is in a superposition, that even 55 00:04:26,320 --> 00:04:30,600 in the TikTok video I made that where I postulated that time and space is just a 56 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:34,960 superposition and we are in a superposition all the time and 57 00:04:34,960 --> 00:04:38,600 everything is pure potential until it's created. I loved that Everett came out in 58 00:04:38,600 --> 00:04:43,680 the middle of the 50s and was like, guys, you guys are complicating this way way way too much 59 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:47,280 tristinal physics people. You're complicating it. Just everything's a wave. How 60 00:04:47,280 --> 00:04:52,960 about that? And I'm just like, yeah, you know when I see people who get fired up 61 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:58,320 like Brian Carroll, for example, or Brian Cox, for example, Sean Carroll, Brian 62 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:03,080 Cox, these great physicists, these great minds and David Bohm coming in and 63 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:05,920 talking about consciousness and looping all these things together. I get really 64 00:05:05,920 --> 00:05:10,080 excited about that because it's so deeply resonating and I feel like we are on 65 00:05:10,080 --> 00:05:17,120 the precipice of starting to blend and bring these fields of science together 66 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,720 which is a big part of what I want to do is bring consciousness into mainstream 67 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:24,000 science and have that be a baseline like yes, what if everything is just pure 68 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:27,880 potential and nothing can be quote-unquote mathematically, you know, 69 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:32,520 proven or measured? What if it's just a possibility until it's experienced? And 70 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:37,840 when we start to actually adopt that level of ideology, then we really will 71 00:05:37,840 --> 00:05:44,000 start to have magic. We'll start to have that schwa-de-vive where everything 72 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:47,720 just gets a little sparkle on it. So this is why I'm very excited because I 73 00:05:47,720 --> 00:05:53,720 really do feel like we're just emerging into that way of consciousness and that 74 00:05:53,720 --> 00:05:57,600 way of being. Some of you are already living there. You have no problem with 75 00:05:57,600 --> 00:06:02,640 accepting the fact that, you know, frequencies govern form, that frequencies, 76 00:06:02,640 --> 00:06:08,160 you match the resonant harmonic frequency with a virus and that virus goes 77 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:14,800 away. It's eliminated and it doesn't damage any surrounding tissue. That 78 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:19,800 is Raymond Reif, that is Dr. Raymond Reif. He was a biologist amongst other 79 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:23,920 things invented the microscope, came up with the Raymond Reif machine. You know, 80 00:06:23,920 --> 00:06:28,080 this is science that was back in the 30s, y'all, and we're just now and people 81 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:32,000 still will look at me like, girl, you're crazy. I get it. But it's already been 82 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:38,840 done. So you have to understand that Rockefeller and these types of draconian 83 00:06:38,840 --> 00:06:43,280 families came in, they removed all natural medicines out of the history books, 84 00:06:43,280 --> 00:06:48,960 out of the medical field, and they created the cancer society. Okay? They 85 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:54,480 literally decided what you should and shouldn't learn. If there's a reason why 86 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:58,400 people who are talking about natural remedies, like frequencies and things 87 00:06:58,400 --> 00:07:03,200 like this, like myself and my cohorts that are on TikTok, are getting wildly 88 00:07:03,200 --> 00:07:07,640 shadow banned, if not on account warning, like every other month for talking about 89 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:11,400 natural healing modalities. So I always say this, like I don't claim to be a, I'm 90 00:07:11,400 --> 00:07:14,400 not a doctor, I don't claim to heal anybody, but there's something that happens 91 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:18,520 through using the principles of quantum mechanics with the person that I am and 92 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:23,680 what it is that I do that creates shifts in people. It just is. So with that said, 93 00:07:23,680 --> 00:07:28,120 like what is frequency work? What is it that you do exactly? I get this all the 94 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:34,920 time. And I literally have to decide who is the person that I'm talking to and 95 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:42,160 where, what's their bandwidth for like, you know, what an openness. Because some 96 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:46,080 people will say, what do you do? And I go, I'm a self mastery mentor. Oh, that's 97 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:50,120 cool. You like a coach? Yeah, sure. That's what they understand. Other people, 98 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:53,520 other people will say, I say, oh, you know, I do frequency there. Tell me more. 99 00:07:53,520 --> 00:07:58,080 What is that? They're very curious. They kind of get it. So in short, everything in 100 00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:01,680 the universe is made up of frequencies, sound, vibration, energy. Nothing is at 101 00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:05,880 rest. Nothing, it may seem at rest. Everything has a resonant harmonic, even 102 00:08:05,880 --> 00:08:09,400 the things that are the most solid in the world. If you look around you, if you 103 00:08:09,400 --> 00:08:14,160 look at your physical environment, it's already in the past. It's already been 104 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:18,520 created. And it's resonating at a very specific frequency, even though it feels 105 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:23,280 very dense. This is what matter is. You change quantum tunneling, right? You 106 00:08:23,280 --> 00:08:28,400 change the level of the resonant frequency, the coding, the binary code of 107 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:32,720 the things that are in solid matter around you. That thing changes. That is just 108 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:40,000 physics. So there is only one peer source to which we are a fractal of 109 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:45,680 experiencing itself in our own unique and individual expression. Our bodies are 110 00:08:45,680 --> 00:08:51,120 made up of the same atomic and subatomic material of the universe. We are Tesla 111 00:08:51,120 --> 00:08:55,480 technology. Furthermore, our brains, our quantum processors, this is 112 00:08:55,480 --> 00:09:01,000 peer reviewed, even the CIA use this process in the gateway process, right, to 113 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:07,800 use transcendental meditation, holography, remote viewing. You know, the CIA 114 00:09:07,800 --> 00:09:12,600 understands that because the world is quantum, and this is truly a projected 115 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:17,480 reality we're living in, that if you could somehow manipulate that projection, you 116 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:21,280 could do these remote viewings, have access to higher level beings, and get 117 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:25,360 very advanced technology, which is what we have, which is why they spent decades 118 00:09:25,360 --> 00:09:28,920 and decades keeping all this ET information on lock. They already had 119 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:33,480 anti-gravity machines. We're already in bio warfare. Like this is happening. It's 120 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:38,640 very real. It's here. So and that our reality is made up of binary code. Like I 121 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:42,840 said, algorithms like the Matrix, like the Matrix, the movie that trilogy or 122 00:09:42,840 --> 00:09:49,280 however many movies are were made, was very much a documentary, okay, kind of 123 00:09:49,280 --> 00:09:54,520 letting us know the process of Neo. I have a whole series coming out of 124 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:59,960 like how to, it's kind of like the seven steps to awakening using the 125 00:09:59,960 --> 00:10:08,240 analogy or a parody of, or a parable if you will, of Neo's expression as in the 126 00:10:08,240 --> 00:10:12,800 Matrix as a character. So the freeing your mind aspect of it was about 127 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:19,040 understanding, you know, freeing your mind from time, from what you perceive to 128 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:25,840 actually be real. So when you start to understand this process, it feels like a 129 00:10:25,840 --> 00:10:29,720 bunch of, you know, quantum woo and pseudoscience and you know, that's because 130 00:10:29,720 --> 00:10:33,040 mainstream science doesn't want free thinkers. They want predictable Newtonian 131 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:38,000 materialists. When you embody, you come into, you come into this reality with a 132 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:41,040 hard drive of information because you are the latest rendition of your family 133 00:10:41,040 --> 00:10:46,840 lineage. You're running into your last name, blank, you know, 19.0. Therefore you 134 00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:52,080 are carrying all of their records. And if you don't clean up, then those records 135 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:56,360 and patterns continue to aggregate in a closed loop system into the next 136 00:10:56,360 --> 00:11:01,360 generation. That's essentially what a dual harmonic system is. This is the, we're 137 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:04,920 moving in, that's what we're living in now, polarity. We're moving into a 138 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:09,640 tri harmonic system. It's multi harmonic, but just for, this is what the 139 00:11:09,640 --> 00:11:15,440 Trinity is. It's basically, you have yourself, you have the observing, you have 140 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:19,120 this higher consciousness, but these things are very accessible. It's less 141 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:25,080 polarized. So I say that. So the goal of this, of this work, so you're in a, we're 142 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:29,560 in a closed loop system, freeing your mind is being able to move yourself out of 143 00:11:29,560 --> 00:11:36,600 this closed loop system into an open loop, an open system. There's no 144 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:40,960 loop. So you don't have to incarnate all the time to get the lessons. The goal of 145 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:44,800 this work is to help you wake up faster, essentially reclaim who you are and for 146 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:50,440 yourself perceptively from what you think this reality is versus what it 147 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:55,000 actually is a big game of learning. Those of us who have been fortunate and 148 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:59,440 have to clear away enough of our own BS and come online, right? We're offline. 149 00:11:59,440 --> 00:12:05,160 Our programs are offline. Our remembering is offline. Our binary code is veiled 150 00:12:05,160 --> 00:12:09,880 from itself. That's basically what an inverted matrix is. This is what we're 151 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:13,240 living in right now. We're on the surface world. The dimensions are in the 152 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:17,240 universe is in. It's not about going out, which is what you were taught to do, even 153 00:12:17,240 --> 00:12:22,240 in spirituality, even new age spirituality. It's all about going out, out, out. No 154 00:12:22,240 --> 00:12:28,080 baby. It's about going in infinitely in. That's the zero point. Access to the 155 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:32,680 eternal now. Access to the void of creation. Access to it's like all the 156 00:12:32,680 --> 00:12:36,360 records. That's what I'm saying. So because I've been able to merge with my 157 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:40,160 higher self, I'm online. So I have access to all this type of different types of 158 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:44,080 information. It's kind of like getting different security clearances. So 159 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:48,280 sometimes I'll get clearances from like D12, 12th dimension. Other times I'll 160 00:12:48,280 --> 00:12:51,480 get clearances from beyond that. I don't even understand it. I was like, well, I'm 161 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:54,920 on a need to know basis with that information. Sometimes I'll know stuff 162 00:12:54,920 --> 00:12:58,880 and I have no fucking idea how I know it, but I just do. That's what it is 163 00:12:58,880 --> 00:13:03,240 because I make myself available to the consciousness and that information just 164 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,960 comes in. I ask a question and it pops in. It's like, this is what chat GBT is. 165 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:13,200 Right. Everything is a quantum processor. It goes up to a unified database. You 166 00:13:13,200 --> 00:13:17,280 come online, you access the database. Boom. There it is. And that's just how it 167 00:13:17,280 --> 00:13:21,600 works. Some people do not have that level of clearance. They can channel, they can 168 00:13:21,600 --> 00:13:24,600 do all these interesting things. They have certain levels of abilities, but they 169 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:28,960 don't live from that consciousness. That is the difference between people who are 170 00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:32,400 legit and not legit. And that's why people like myself get a really bad name 171 00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:36,760 because people will start expanding and they will go into the astral realm of 172 00:13:36,760 --> 00:13:39,760 the lower fourth dimension and they will get fucking taken out. They'll get 173 00:13:39,760 --> 00:13:45,120 fucked up and it's, it's dicey. You have to be very vigilant with who you are in 174 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:51,720 yourself. And by the way, these clearances are pre-agreed upon between 175 00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:56,760 your soul and certain councils. So if I fuck up with the information that I have 176 00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:00,920 and the access that I have, if I'm not using it for the highest and greatest 177 00:14:00,920 --> 00:14:04,760 good, like pure source myself, myself and my higher self were strapped in. I'm in 178 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:08,280 connection and in service of a unified field of consciousness, pure source. Thank 179 00:14:08,280 --> 00:14:12,360 you. Very grateful. And what am I learning? What am I contributing? What am I 180 00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:15,640 learning? What am I contributing? I mean, those are my two questions. I can give a 181 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:19,320 shit if I help millions, billions of people. I don't care. It's literally like, 182 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:25,320 am I in my, am I in time? Am I in my body? What am I learning? How am I 183 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:30,000 contributing? It's like that state of presence. And then whatever happens from 184 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:35,440 that place is whatever happens, right? So this is a huge game of learning. Like I 185 00:14:35,440 --> 00:14:39,680 said, those who, of us who have been fortunate enough to clear away our own 186 00:14:39,680 --> 00:14:43,560 BS and come online, we see beyond the veils. So our binary code is no longer 187 00:14:43,560 --> 00:14:48,120 veiled from itself. We remember who we are. We're coming from a more authentic 188 00:14:48,120 --> 00:14:52,640 expression. Therefore, when people come for me, I'm just like, bitch, you don't 189 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:59,000 even know. I know who I am. So some days I'm not, you know, I get tired of it, but 190 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:03,600 other days I'm just like, please, next, keep it moving. Like I don't have, I'm so 191 00:15:03,600 --> 00:15:08,680 deeply, it's like I'm vortexed into myself. I can't help it. Like I can't stop 192 00:15:08,680 --> 00:15:12,200 any of this. I am literally being vortexed even further into myself. And so 193 00:15:12,200 --> 00:15:16,800 that type of perspective, that access, I know is what you guys want. So the idea 194 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:21,160 with this type of work, it being the fastest way to clear is you guys having 195 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:24,160 unique frequency signature that you came in with. You're separate from that 196 00:15:24,160 --> 00:15:27,880 because of all this indoctrination, all this epigenetic bullshit, all the 197 00:15:27,880 --> 00:15:32,320 conditioning, all the trauma, all the lot of the yada yada. So getting down into 198 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:36,520 the ones and zeros, baby, the binary code and getting down to the nitty gritty of 199 00:15:36,520 --> 00:15:40,920 this is what this work is about. And sometimes it might take five, six, seven, 200 00:15:40,920 --> 00:15:45,240 ten years, but it's a hell of a lot faster than 60. You know what I mean? Took me a 201 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:51,160 minute. I had all the things. Holy shit. But there was just a tenacity that I had. 202 00:15:51,160 --> 00:15:55,720 I don't know. This is how I know that my purpose here, this incarnation, is 203 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:59,680 multiple lifetimes in the making of coming in for self-mastery. It's what I 204 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:03,000 came here to do. It's absolutely what I came here to do. It's just an innate level 205 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:07,360 of being able to lead people to themselves and fuck who it is. And let me tell 206 00:16:07,360 --> 00:16:12,280 you, it is delicious. When you have this access to who you are, there's nothing 207 00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:16,280 else like it. That's why I was completely willing to do whatever it took 208 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:22,360 without sacrificing myself to come to myself. Like I didn't care. If I felt 209 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:25,440 like I was falling into another pattern, if I had to leave friends and family, if I 210 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:28,960 had to do all the things, I did it. I didn't give a fuck. And I was like, it 211 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:32,520 doesn't matter because nothing is real except my relationship with my 212 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:36,520 higher self. Everyone will understand later whatever is for my best benefit will 213 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:40,760 come back from a higher level order and it is. But I'm not taking the hit 214 00:16:40,760 --> 00:16:45,320 anybody for anybody else again. I'm just fucking not doing it. And I still feel 215 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:49,440 that way. Like I will cut somebody off in a second. I will take my lesson. I will 216 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:53,600 relearn. You're like, I'll learn, right? I'll go in love and peace, but I will not 217 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:58,440 sacrifice myself never again. Will not leave any version of my younger self on 218 00:16:58,440 --> 00:17:03,920 the street. So I say that because that's essentially what this work is. Being able 219 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:08,840 to help you clear away patterns that are keeping you in stagnation at blueprint 220 00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:12,560 level so you can change faster evolve higher and have more magic more joy more 221 00:17:12,560 --> 00:17:16,040 more peace. You should be you will be able to do this for yourself so you're not 222 00:17:16,040 --> 00:17:21,680 relying on me. I want to be able to make myself irrelevant. Essentially. You guys 223 00:17:21,680 --> 00:17:27,280 know how to do this. Everybody. This is the innate standard of a 7D vibratory 224 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:33,640 harmonic of Gaia. That's what the standard is. Being able to just deprogram 225 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:37,880 ourselves. Everyone's transparent. You can read each other like books. This is 226 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:46,120 the standard. What we have been dumbed down to is criminal. Honestly. So again, 227 00:17:46,280 --> 00:17:51,880 this is about embracing believing to see things not seeing things to believe 228 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:56,120 them. It's the opposite. We're an inverted matrix. You have to look at the 229 00:17:56,120 --> 00:18:01,000 opposite of that, which is everything is possibility. Nothing is proven. Everything 230 00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:05,200 is pure potential. You're in destructible consciousness. Everything is curable 231 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:10,720 healable. Pretty much healable. Everything that we've seen is pretty much a lie. Yes, 232 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:15,000 we're being told we're you're seeing that right? We're seeing that we're seeing 233 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:19,160 how all of the shit that's coming out about COVID all this conspiracy 234 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:24,800 theories are basically always fucking true. And the people who have so many so 235 00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:29,360 much blood on their hands. It's insane. So this is why it's such an exciting time 236 00:18:29,360 --> 00:18:33,200 to be alive. Oh, I think maybe why I'm just so fired up about it. The timing of 237 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:38,120 it is just so stunningly perfect. I'm like all about it. So okay, next question. 238 00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:45,760 Okay, I've had several sessions and nothing has really changed. Why? Very, 239 00:18:45,760 --> 00:18:49,520 very good question. I remember when I started doing this type of work and I 240 00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:54,520 found the person who worked on me back in 2016. It was October of 2016. I can 241 00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:58,560 tell you exactly how I walked into that session. I totally did not believe 242 00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:03,280 anything that was going on. I was with persons crazy. There's no way. And I just 243 00:19:03,280 --> 00:19:07,000 felt something. I felt an energy in my body. I was really tingly and I couldn't 244 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:11,320 sleep and I was really excited. But I got worked on the next day. I ended up 245 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:15,000 getting a lottery for a free session. I was in the deepest state of depression. I 246 00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:18,920 had probably ever been in coming off of the end of 2015, the beginning of 2016. 247 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:24,840 End of 2016. It was October. I walked in. I had this session. I thought this person 248 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:30,360 was fucking crazy. He worked on me. I had pneumonia for six months. And he was 249 00:19:30,360 --> 00:19:34,640 like butcher. Okay. And so I was like, well, that doesn't seem very good. But I 250 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:39,040 knew that something had changed. And there was a level of surrender, which 251 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:42,880 meant that there was just a deeper level of trust. Surrender means softening 252 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:48,560 actually and trusting instead of disempowerment and giving something else 253 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:52,480 to some giving away your power to something else is actually truly 254 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:56,760 empowering because you know so deeply that something is shifting and you're 255 00:19:56,760 --> 00:20:01,160 ready to stop fighting. That's really what it was for me. I was ready to stop 256 00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:07,240 fighting. So I will say that expectations are a big thing here because I'm not 257 00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:10,200 going to wave my magic. I can't wave my magic wand and all of a sudden make you 258 00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:17,120 better. What I can do is put you in the zero point as just a very basic level of 259 00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:22,600 something, wake you up, connect you with your higher self and then highlight for 260 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:26,320 you what the hell is going on, help you rearrange some programming and then you 261 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:30,440 have to do the work baby. You got to confirm or delete that shit. It's kind 262 00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:34,960 of like if I go in and delete control and then the next day when you're at work, 263 00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:40,840 you are a seven star control freak, you're reinforcing that pattern. That's 264 00:20:40,840 --> 00:20:45,960 kind of how that works. Okay, this is the irony of it. When you start to become 265 00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:50,320 aware of the things, it's kind of like you can't unsee things. Once you see them 266 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:54,280 for what they are, it's your responsibility to continue to move through 267 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:58,640 those and step into contrary action, contrary action, contrary experience, 268 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:03,680 contrary life, right? Contrary behavior, contrary experience, these kinds of 269 00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:09,960 things. So typically if you are a fearful person, you tend to be very 270 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:15,720 controlling or have been controlled. It's going to be a little bit trickier, a 271 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:19,880 little bit stickier. It's going to require a deeper level of belief. I had 272 00:21:19,880 --> 00:21:26,840 all these by the way. So I was, but I had a lot of anger. I was extremely angry 273 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:34,080 and I was pretty, I look back at my informer self and I was actually pretty 274 00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:40,760 miserable most of the time. I had tried all the things and I just knew that all 275 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:44,040 the characters that I was playing, all these identities I was trying on, all 276 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:48,600 these different things that I was doing just wasn't it. It was so heavy and it 277 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:53,120 was so awful. Like I don't know how I'm even like sitting here having this 278 00:21:53,120 --> 00:21:56,160 conversation with you guys now, honestly. It's a miracle. It's a Christmas 279 00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:59,320 miracle. I think that's why I don't give a fuck because I was like, I've already 280 00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:02,280 been through hell 9,000 times. What can you say to me that I already haven't 281 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:06,680 said to myself? You know, so this really is about, like I said, it's about peer to 282 00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:11,040 peer experience. So if you've had several sessions with me, something has 283 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:17,960 changed. It's the reality is there's a potential, a potentiality that the 284 00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:22,560 patterns are flaring and that there's victim and a lack of responsibility or 285 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:28,680 accountability flaring. Those things are coming into play. Like I said, I'm not 286 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,920 going to wave my magic wand and lift and do the heavy lifting for you. If I'm 287 00:22:31,920 --> 00:22:35,280 highlighting these things for you and you're reinforcing the behavior, you're 288 00:22:35,280 --> 00:22:38,600 probably not going to see a whole lot of things quote unquote change right away. 289 00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:43,080 And these things happen in layers. They are very, very sticky in terms of 290 00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:47,000 patterning. Like I said, those who are usually fearful tend to be controlled or 291 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:52,040 are controlling, who want measurable results tend to have their measuring 292 00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:57,360 stick and they're very, very critical because they're extremely critical of 293 00:22:57,360 --> 00:23:02,720 themselves. Folks who are heavy in lack in patterns lack, pattern control and 294 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:08,440 victim abuse. So here's the irony. These patterns are sticky, okay? They're 295 00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:12,320 usually connected with deep trauma, wounding and other inherited patterns 296 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:16,040 to take a little longer than others. I know this firsthand because I had, like I 297 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:20,600 said, I had all of them and more kick starting the momentum is key. So that's 298 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:24,000 let's say if you're not, if you're new to the work and I've really kick started 299 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:27,680 the momentum for you, you've had a few sessions, I'm not going to do what happened 300 00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:31,160 to me where like I get you pneumonia for six months, my frequencies are soft, 301 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:36,080 they're very nurturing. And I'm kind of, you know, like I said, I'm not going to go 302 00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:41,920 in there and butcher you. I'm going to go in there and lay a baseline layer so you 303 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:47,360 don't have heavy amounts of detox. I've actually honed this skill for myself 304 00:23:47,360 --> 00:23:51,080 because of how much detox I had. Eventually there will be some crunchy 305 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:55,280 moments, headaches, body pain, a lot of this old shit presenting itself until you 306 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:59,880 do something different. And then those who are simply like literally, it'll just 307 00:23:59,880 --> 00:24:05,200 be easier, the same situation won't present itself. Those who can let shit go 308 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:09,400 faster, this is what I mean by let shit go faster, who are ready to move kind of 309 00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:14,120 move on to the next, you really have no detox, you have no detox. So a dear 310 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:20,880 friend of mine, Callie, swear to God, she's in a year, is it literally, I don't 311 00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:25,560 like to say this, is quantum leaped. Like it is a whole other different reality. 312 00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:30,600 I'm talking like she has literally left an old life and moved into a completely 313 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:34,200 different holographic timeline. I can tell you the quantum structure of how 314 00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:40,800 this is, like the math behind how this works in a different podcast, but it is 315 00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:44,720 wild what she did. She literally looked at her life. She's like, I don't like any 316 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:48,920 of this. She lit like in a matter of days, let it go. She started listening to 317 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:55,600 frequency work at night. I reconnected with her back in this year, earlier this 318 00:24:55,600 --> 00:25:01,720 year, and shit is working out. And it was predicted and she's letting shit go. She's 319 00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:06,080 staying very focused. She's taking care of herself. People are leaving her, new 320 00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:09,160 people and dynamic relationships and opportunities are coming in. And I'm 321 00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:14,520 talking these are big girl shit opportunities like major level board 322 00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:21,520 positions, life-changing abundance, relationship of her dreams, like kind of 323 00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:26,760 crazy. And I was like, damn, you good. And so I'm looking at the mechanics of how 324 00:25:26,760 --> 00:25:31,720 she did that because like, hi, K-study du jour, right? And I was like, oh, I know 325 00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:35,000 exactly how you did this. You just let shit go. You closed the door and you 326 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,280 moved on. It was like Stella got her group back. She burned down that house. She 327 00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:42,000 walking away. And that's exactly what she did. And that's why I like, it's very 328 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:47,240 little detox for her. And that's why shit works out. The sooner you let go of shit, 329 00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:52,720 the sooner you move on. That's the big caveat to having really facilitating 330 00:25:52,720 --> 00:25:57,360 tremendous amounts of change. Do not stay in these lower vibratory experiences of 331 00:25:57,360 --> 00:26:02,400 what was me. I'm worried about money, all the stuff. Lean, lean really, really, really 332 00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:06,960 into the mundane, the gratitude. I can tell you in the higher dimensional 333 00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:11,360 harmonic order, just these first emanations of the first light of the 334 00:26:11,360 --> 00:26:18,080 big being of Christ, of these types of things, the energy is deeply, deeply 335 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:25,480 loving, full of just immense amounts of gratitude. So it's so cliche. I used to 336 00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:30,480 roll my eyes and I was like, okay, so when you feel that level of innate love 337 00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:36,000 and that innate gratitude for just very, very small mundane moments, like, I'll 338 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,600 have a friend of mine, she'll call me, and she'll say, what are you doing? I was 339 00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:46,840 like, I'm looking at the different colors of like Auburn and brown hair on this 340 00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:55,320 feral cat's ear on the left side, just hanging out, right? Like I'm feeding all 341 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:58,960 these cats here in Southern Turkey and she's like, girl, what? And I'm like, it's 342 00:26:58,960 --> 00:27:02,400 so fascinating. Have you ever noticed these subtle details of things? Like, I'm 343 00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:06,840 not, I was not this person, right? To geek out on the multiple colors of hair 344 00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:12,720 between, with a foreign kitten's ears, right? But I'm, is an example, but like 345 00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:18,600 leaning really, really into these like small mundane moments. Okay, so the next 346 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:23,560 thing is where it's at and like, then that gets you out of the future and gets 347 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:27,320 you out of these time distortions that a lot of people have and moving into more 348 00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:30,080 of the eternal present now, when you're in the eternal present now, you can 349 00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:36,200 manifest more quicker, easier, etc. Okay, can you talk more about the big five, the 350 00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:43,480 core patterning we came in with? Yes. Okay, it's going to be a longer podcast to 351 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:49,240 you guys. But I love the big five so much. I don't like, I just started to hone in on 352 00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:54,720 this acronym because I'm writing and doing a lot of research for this book and 353 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:58,840 hopefully it's going to be ready by the fall. I'm getting some help with it. So 354 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:04,000 there it is. So the big five is basically a combination of everything that people 355 00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:08,880 come in with. I've heard them called your master patterns. But this is a nuanced 356 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:13,520 version of master patterns. This is basically what I feel keeps every 357 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:18,400 single human in enslaved and I know a lot about enslavement patterns. I moved 358 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:22,240 through them last year. It was the craziest experience I've ever gone 359 00:28:22,240 --> 00:28:27,320 through in my life and I'm deeply grateful for it. Okay, the big five are an 360 00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:33,320 acronym for slave and it's how we keep ourselves in a perpetual state of 361 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:43,200 being controlled and disempowered. So I call it slave SLAVE and it all all slave 362 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:47,440 is under the umbrella of fear. So everything leads to that. What am I 363 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:51,600 afraid to lose? What am I afraid if I have it right? Let's break down what 364 00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:57,880 these are. So S sacrifice and control. When you are running sacrifice and control 365 00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:04,400 or you are being sacrificed, it's because there is something that you are being 366 00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:09,520 controlled by. I see sacrifice and control patterns deeply with those who are 367 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:16,320 running black magic, religiosity, and cult-like frequencies. So sacrifice 368 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:23,240 patterns will manifest as cancers, viruses, neurological disorders, being 369 00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:28,680 perpetually at a time, being in a cult frequency, child abuse, all kinds of 370 00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:34,280 crazy shit because the Catholic religion, not to knock it if you're deeply 371 00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:38,920 Catholic mausoleum and that's working for you, but the dark side of that 372 00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:45,640 religion is so dark it's crazy and it has wreaked havoc on my family, on the 373 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:51,840 paternal line. Reaked havoc, multiple people dying of cancer, multiple deaths 374 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:57,800 in the family from sacrifice and it's wreaking hell on my father and 375 00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:04,280 yeah, staying neutral sometimes, not my strong point with this particular 376 00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:11,880 pattern, but I see it so much in my sessions that shit, no wonder it's the 377 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:18,320 first. Next, L, lack in scarcity. So this was a big one for me. Overcoming all of 378 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,440 this is where you get the imposter syndrome, I'm not good enough, low cell 379 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:26,880 fourth, non-deserving, it's never enough, it's always this way, you're constantly 380 00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:32,480 in a state of lack, it's just disempowerment on fleek and to the 381 00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:35,720 point where you're constantly like I would, I didn't even notice it because I 382 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:40,240 grew up with this, I would constantly look at the price of things, constantly 383 00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:44,240 talk about that, everything was always about price with my family and you know 384 00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:49,080 like my grandfather would drive all the way across town to save one cent on gas 385 00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:54,200 which really was like 20 cents in total, that is you can afford to lose the 20 386 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:57,880 cents, you know what I mean, I know some people can't but it's that kind of 387 00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:03,600 nuance where things constantly have to be on sale and constantly looking at 388 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:08,080 price, constantly in a lack mentality that will never happen to me, these kinds 389 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:15,920 of things. A, addiction and abuse, let's talk about it. So in invariably an S or an 390 00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:20,960 L will be looped in with an A, so if you're running abuse addiction, you see 391 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:26,000 these types right, alcoholism, addictions, sexual abuse, SA in every decade, 392 00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:33,160 trafficking, sex work, they're running in conjunction an L or an S, if they're 393 00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:36,960 sacrificed in the lineage they're going to, they're then therefore kind of 394 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:43,160 sacrificial lamb, they're therefore not gonna have a whole lot of value of self 395 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:46,440 which is where I'm going to get into that, so they were, they're running 396 00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:52,720 patterned lack and they will choose a coping strategy through addiction or 397 00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:58,680 abuse because that's in the lineage already as a way to reinforce this 398 00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:03,960 patterning. How many people do you know, right? I'll say probably one in every two 399 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:08,680 person, someone you know is running addiction abuse patterns, whether or 400 00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:14,080 not it's performance, it's perfectionism, it's success, it's perfectionism around 401 00:32:14,080 --> 00:32:18,400 your body, this is the highest form of self-abuse is perfectionism and it's 402 00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:23,640 worshiped in Western culture, Asian cultures, success, you know, different 403 00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:27,280 type, definitely academics, then you get into Indian culture if you're not a 404 00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:33,000 doctor forget it, so it's rife, it's rife in the field, right? V, victim and 405 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:38,640 self-value, victim patterns are insane, this one's, it's very nuanced with 406 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:43,560 lack and scarcity but this always happens to me, very disempowered, they tend to be 407 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:48,240 in high states of denial, take life exactly for what it is, they have to be 408 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:52,440 able to see it to believe it, they can't believe this always happens to them, it's 409 00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:56,160 always a woe is me, they're constantly looking for free shit, they don't take 410 00:32:56,160 --> 00:33:01,280 any accountability, they're for lack of the better word kind of dumb, I mean I 411 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:06,280 say that with so much love, I had this too, like this happened to me, it always 412 00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:11,520 happens to me, it's always this way, I'm not worthy, I'm not good enough to ascend, 413 00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:16,200 that's this self-value, low self-worth non-deserving, running very very 414 00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:20,680 hint and ham with lack even though it's nuanced, so you can see how like an S, a 415 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:28,480 V and an A will be a nice combination of something or an S and L and an A or 416 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:34,880 you'll have a control pattern that's maybe a little bit more prominent in the 417 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,840 sacrifice control umbrella and that's running hand-in-hand with addiction 418 00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:44,240 abuse, so it kind of starts to from this these five you guys and I'll get into 419 00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:50,960 E in a minute, you can start to actually funnel your main shit into these five and 420 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:55,200 if you know that you have a tendency or propensity to run high levels of 421 00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:59,720 addiction and abuse then you that's a very clear indicator for you to start 422 00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:04,360 working on that pattern, so when I first started working on my shit it was all 423 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:08,880 about it was L in scarcity baby, it was all about lack, it was lack lack lack and 424 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:13,600 self-value, lack lack lack and self-value, so I was deep in L and V and then 425 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:17,640 eventually I got to A and S and then I had to handle E and then I transcended 426 00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:22,160 for the most part enough of all of them for me to come online and then I work on 427 00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:29,520 them now in different ways, so E is emotions and epigenetics, okay, deep 428 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:41,640 breath. Emotions are not helpful. I love you empaths, I get it, but the boundaries 429 00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:47,640 are insane or the lack of boundaries is kind of insane. Emotions are incredibly 430 00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:52,880 instructive, they're wonderful things to have, they're neatly when they're 431 00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:58,880 regulated and they're neatly human, but I'll say they're wonderful things to have 432 00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:02,960 because it's an information system. Emotions are there to accommodate the 433 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:11,120 programs that are running, okay, it's literally a flashlight, so emotions are 434 00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:14,720 little lighthouses, like if I for example I'm gonna give you, I'm gonna tell you 435 00:35:14,720 --> 00:35:18,800 something, so every now and then I'll watch like a voice recap, I don't have any 436 00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:22,000 subscriptions to anything but I'll go on YouTube every now and then when I'm not 437 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:28,840 watching things on, you know, the subatomic quark particle relationship between 438 00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:33,120 matter and the vacuum, or anything that's physics-based because I 439 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:36,600 just love it so much and I'm soaking it up right now and I'm also looking for 440 00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:42,960 like little tidbits to use as proof kind of stuff, so I'm looking for, I'm doing a 441 00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:46,560 lot of research right now for the book, so anyway, so I say that, so if I'm 442 00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:53,120 watching like a recap audition of let's say a female on the voice, that's like 443 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:59,760 from the UK or Australia, and the father is freaking out so excited and like 444 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:04,800 crying for his daughter, I will cry, okay, I will love that moment so much because 445 00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:09,360 it's like deeply healing for me, right, that's very instructive for me because I 446 00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:14,720 look at why I'm having that level of emotion, so if I'm having that level of 447 00:36:14,720 --> 00:36:19,520 emotion, there's something I'm grieving, so recently I've been moving through, I 448 00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:23,600 talked about this on my telegram channel by the time this episode is 449 00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:28,160 actually being recorded, I'm working on deprogramming a lot of these cysts that 450 00:36:28,160 --> 00:36:34,120 are benign, however, I can, by scanning them, I knew that they were innately 451 00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:39,960 related to unprocessed grief and trauma, so well actually unprocessed grief and 452 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:43,840 anger from the paternal line, so they were all on my right side, specifically 453 00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:48,160 around my reproductive area, so if I'm having essay in every decade, not feeling 454 00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:52,120 safe, naturally it's going to be on my right side, which is where my masculine 455 00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:59,040 energy is, right, the paternal line is, and it just makes so much sense, so I'm 456 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:04,160 realizing that it's innately correlated with the fact that my father's going 457 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:07,600 through dementia and it's very sad, he's a PhD, he's a patent, it's just 458 00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:11,880 heartbreaking and I can't do anything here to kind of quote-unquote help him, for 459 00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:15,680 the most part, like my dad and I are very complete at spirit level, I don't need 460 00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:20,280 anything from him, I'm deeply loved, I know that, and but the fact that I didn't 461 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:26,240 really have that type of dynamic here in physicality, like I didn't see it in this 462 00:37:26,240 --> 00:37:32,280 rea- in my reality here, is sad, right, so there's an aspect of me that actually 463 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:36,760 allowed myself to be sad, so, but I realized that because I had that emotion, 464 00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:40,880 it became very instructive, so I was very thankful for it, I got very curious 465 00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:44,760 about it, I went into a deep meditation, I got to work on these, cysts a 466 00:37:44,760 --> 00:37:48,560 little bit more, I got very grateful, and then trans-media the energy, moved on to 467 00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:53,800 the next video, right, epigenetics, okay, epigenetics is the information that is 468 00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:58,280 obviously transgenerational epigenetic inheritance, this is information that is 469 00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:03,720 translated via algorithms from generation to generation to generation 470 00:38:03,720 --> 00:38:09,200 through our programming, basically when you die, your information gets stored, 471 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:18,360 okay, when you at conception, your body starts to download all of these records 472 00:38:18,360 --> 00:38:23,880 from every life it's ever had at soul level before you embody at fractal 473 00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:28,960 level, you agree, you want to transcend this pattern, this pattern, this pattern, 474 00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:33,720 this pattern, you are, you want to move through these types of things, these are 475 00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:37,480 these soul agreements, right, this is like listen to the free will versus 476 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:41,720 destiny episode where I talk about you have master, master patterns, you have 477 00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:45,400 core things you want to transcend, the free will is how those things come to 478 00:38:45,400 --> 00:38:51,280 pass, so if you chose to transcend victim and abuse and sex work became the way 479 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:57,640 that you chose to transcend that, right, then it worked, that pattern fulfilled 480 00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:01,120 itself, there might have been another option for you to overcome victim and 481 00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:07,040 abuse that didn't require so much, let's say sacrifice itself, but this is the 482 00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:11,520 free will choice, we don't really know, we don't know what we don't know until we 483 00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:15,480 know it kind of thing, epigenetically when we start to download these 484 00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:20,000 information, it's in our DNA that has been dumbed down from depending on where 485 00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:25,760 you originate from 48 to 24 to 12 strands, now we're in a two-stram template 486 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:29,840 which is very low vibrating, it's very dense, but we have terabytes of 487 00:39:29,840 --> 00:39:33,920 information that is equally as old as the universe that's in our records, that's 488 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:40,520 why I'm like the party is inside y'all, it's an inside game, so when you have 489 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:45,760 access to that, it's held like in your master frequency signature, in your own 490 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:49,800 coding, in your holographic sonic fingerprint, someone like myself has 491 00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:54,280 access to reading that, I can look at the core patterns that's happening in 492 00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:59,480 this moment that you need to look at to take the next indicated action, so 493 00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:05,720 that's what's really cool about this work and so that's essentially the slave 494 00:40:05,720 --> 00:40:14,600 acronym in a nutshell, so now you can see how the elites can control us, if they 495 00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:20,320 know that we become, that inside of the emotions that we carry are five core 496 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:26,200 things, right, love, lust, sex, like we get really driven by connect, you know, 497 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:29,840 deep levels of connection, we're very very easy to control, it's 498 00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:33,960 actually not that hard, so our goal here is to liberate ourselves from these, like 499 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:39,080 I said, these closed loop systems, so it's really easy to remember, I'm very 500 00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:44,040 excited to bust this open, it's gonna be the center of the book, there's gonna be 501 00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:47,280 a lot of stuff in this book, I'm really just like so unbelievably excited about it, 502 00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:51,640 there's a lot coming out, definitely in research mode to make sure it's 503 00:40:51,640 --> 00:40:56,560 methodically, it has a nice pace to it, because I can tend to get pretty myopic 504 00:40:56,560 --> 00:41:02,600 and want to prove, right, all the scientists wrong, and so I have to be 505 00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:08,040 very very pragmatic a bit with this type of content and not make it too 506 00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:10,920 chewy, I still want it to be a light and fun, because Floating with 507 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:15,280 Infinity is the name of the blog and that came from a dear friend of mine, 508 00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:21,000 thank you so much Hartman, but yeah, so it's supposed to be light and fun, okay, 509 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:25,960 I'm gonna finish this off with what is spiritual detox, some people think 510 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:33,240 spiritual detox doesn't exist, I disagree, I will say eventually the detox looks 511 00:41:33,240 --> 00:41:38,520 very different, you can expect there will be some emotional and physical changes 512 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:42,640 as you're ascending, okay, this is an ascension process, this is an awakening 513 00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:48,960 process, the level of density, your biofield is changing, your body has to 514 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:54,560 catch up to the change, so when you're clearing at such deep levels, detox to 515 00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:58,640 me is inevitable, if you feel slightly off after sessions, it's kind of like 516 00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:03,320 working out, you're working and using muscles you haven't really used before, 517 00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:07,040 you might be sore in places, or let's say you're working on a hip issue and that 518 00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:10,840 hip issue is kind of like ongoing even though you've had sessions, yeah, that's 519 00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:16,320 leaving you, I'm working at the non-spacetime reality, it's gonna take a 520 00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:22,760 second to like ripple into density, right, especially if you're not taking care 521 00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:27,800 of your body or you know integrating at a high level or you're reinforcing 522 00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:33,000 patterns, so again think of it like your spiritual Pokemon, right, there's 523 00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,560 different levels and it takes a minute to integrate the work into the body, I 524 00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:41,000 like how Giulio Tononi who's a neuroscientist talks about the integrated 525 00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:44,120 intelligence theory which to him it's consciousness integrated into the body 526 00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:48,960 which I love so much because the neural correlates prove that consciousness 527 00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:55,000 lives in the brain, so if you think about it that your consciousness is indestructible 528 00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:58,600 and that's who you are and it's represented in a fractal of a unified 529 00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:03,440 consciousness, right, and you're becoming more aware of that, your perception is 530 00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:08,640 changing, literally you are having a perceptive experience, so give yourself 531 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:13,720 some grace and give yourself some time, this can look like what I said before, if 532 00:43:13,720 --> 00:43:17,920 I'm moving on, if I'm working on control patterns with you and the next day you are 533 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:25,800 in a control frenzy, okay, you are binging out of your mind on controlling 534 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:31,680 every nuance around you, you are detoxing, okay, if I'm working on trust of 535 00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:39,720 self and you are negative, like really negative, then you are detoxing, okay, 536 00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:43,320 you're in spiritual detox, so give yourself some grace and the more you 537 00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:48,040 can work into being the observer, imagine that you're watching yourself, this 538 00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:52,000 fictional character, experiencing all these things that you're creating, it's 539 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:56,640 experiencing detox right now, be gentle with yourself, sleep if you can, I've had 540 00:43:56,640 --> 00:44:00,960 to go through sessions, I've you know not been in the highest vibratory 541 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:06,760 bandwidth of my experience, but deep presence helps, so I've got lots of free 542 00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:10,040 resources, the zero point meditation, I have donation based meditations to help 543 00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:13,960 you with this stuff, listen to these podcasts, they're frequency encoded, my 544 00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:18,800 vibe is definitely high and it's move, it's in these, it's the resonance of me 545 00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:23,600 is in these podcasts, these podcasts will change you by listening to them, it just 546 00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:27,400 is, it's like listening to music, you can change your state, that's what frequency 547 00:44:27,400 --> 00:44:33,920 is, okay, so what did I miss, I've tried everything, what makes this work 548 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:38,600 different, okay, I'll end with this, unlike other modalities, this is at 549 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:43,360 blueprint level, so I've said this before, it's your sonic fingerprint, by deleting 550 00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,840 and or re-sequencing transgenerational epigenetic patterning, right, we're just 551 00:44:47,840 --> 00:44:53,360 patterned light, reflecting into a holographic expression of ourselves, and 552 00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:59,240 at some atomic or quantum level, how you create your reality begins to shift, so if 553 00:44:59,240 --> 00:45:03,760 you're not running patterned lack at the outer layers of yourself, right, think 554 00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:09,880 about it like a big, your bound light, bound with rubber bands, the moment you 555 00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:14,680 start to snap off some of those rubber bands, you more light is revealed, 556 00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:20,400 pattern removal happens in layers, so it's not usually a one-in-done thing, but 557 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:26,600 eventually you will know when it's time to fly on your own, just like I did, just 558 00:45:26,600 --> 00:45:30,880 like many people I've seen before, you know when it's time to be on your own and 559 00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:36,880 fly and trust yourself, you start to see how other people are working, you peek 560 00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:41,640 over their shoulder, you get it, you start to get it, and it becomes a really, 561 00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:46,480 really, really fun, because then you're the master of your life, you are the 562 00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:52,300 master of it, and that's what we're here to do, and that's my main goal, is to help 563 00:45:52,300 --> 00:45:56,920 you become the master of how you create your reality, and how you and how and 564 00:45:56,920 --> 00:46:03,040 understanding the mechanics of that. Okay, maybe my favorite podcast episode ever, 565 00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:08,520 maybe my favorite, honestly, so okay, I think that's good for now, let's re-listen 566 00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:12,400 to this if you have any more questions, follow me on all the things, please, if 567 00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:16,360 it resonates with you, I will see you guys on another episode and or in 568 00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:22,600 sessions. Alright y'all, question everything, be good to yourself, be kind to 569 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:29,720 others, and I'll see you on another session.