All right everybody, welcome to another episode of Super Freak. I am actually
looking forward to this little sesh. So I thought that I would do a Q&A where to
get started and what to expect episode. This is coming off of the launch of
Super Freak, the podcast, the website, the experience itself. It's truly my most
personal and life's work. This business, it's the company of my dreams, honestly,
and it's kind of like the most epic hobby ever, and the fact that I get to help
people transform their lives and change in any kind of way is truly truly an
honor. And I don't know, I just have this like deep sense of peace and deep
sense of gratitude in this type of work and the work that I'm doing now and what
I'm sharing with you. And so I really do hope that this is a tool for you on your
journey to self mastery. With that being said, let's get into some of the questions
and then I'll expound a little bit on each one and hopefully this will start to
make sense for you guys. This first requires a bit of, first if you're
listening to the podcast, I know that you are either already in this type of field
or you're very curious about it. Like what's this chick up to? What is really
going on around here? So thank you for that. Thank you so much for giving me
your time. I'll say that the future is, it's such an exciting time to be alive. It
feels crazy, but really it is such an exciting time. And I say that because
we're moving, people are waking up, we're starting to take our power back, we are
moving through a lot of heaviness, we're moving through a lot of density, I feel
that, I know that, and people are seeing through the veil, they're seeing through
the bullshit. And this is what it is. It's peer-to-peer. It's people having their
own experience, sharing their experience, strength and hope with other people,
you know, sharing what they've gone through and awakening together. This is
why community is so important and one of the reasons why I have the Telegram
channel, why I give so much of this stuff away for free, why it's truly, why I
keep things really accessible and approachable for people because, and
that's going to be even more of a focus as I continue to grow is, you know, really
moving donation-based products. So I say that because, you know, like I said, it's
a very exciting time to be alive and there is a bit of like suspension of
belief, of where you think of what you think reality really is. Because what
we've been taught and what really is are two different things. And I use quantum
mechanics as a very good example because it's truly the field of science that
not only is it the newest field, but it's also the field that represents what I
see the most. So you have traditional physics that was shit created in the
1600s. Like, thank you very much, Newton. That was a long time ago. Nature reality is
very different and it's great if people have to see things to the believe them. I
totally get that. However, the issue with that I have now is the science community
continues to stay wildly divided because they refuse to accept certain
realities just to be a constant. So the 20s and 30s were a huge, huge boom in
physics. We had such great ideology and thinkers. We have Tessa, we have Einstein
coming out with great ideas. We have, you know, later we've got Riemann Reif, we
have Everett. We have, you know, all these amazing theories that came out of that
time. You know, scalar energy, ether energy, you know, different great great
experiments where great minds would come together, they would be Socratic in their
point of view, they would stretch their imaginations and they would come up with
these hypotheses and see if they could support it with math. So what we have now
is we have a quantum field, we have quantum mechanics, which is closest to
how I see and is closest to the work that I do, that is trying to be solved
with Newtonian math and Newtonian perspective and ideologies. It's very
different. It's not the same. You can't do that. You have to use quantum physics
principles and apply them to quantum physics hypotheses. So I say that
because that's, if you are a materialist, I totally understand that and stretch a
little bit. Just consider that everything perhaps is in a superposition, that even
in the TikTok video I made that where I postulated that time and space is just a
superposition and we are in a superposition all the time and
everything is pure potential until it's created. I loved that Everett came out in
the middle of the 50s and was like, guys, you guys are complicating this way way way too much
tristinal physics people. You're complicating it. Just everything's a wave. How
about that? And I'm just like, yeah, you know when I see people who get fired up
like Brian Carroll, for example, or Brian Cox, for example, Sean Carroll, Brian
Cox, these great physicists, these great minds and David Bohm coming in and
talking about consciousness and looping all these things together. I get really
excited about that because it's so deeply resonating and I feel like we are on
the precipice of starting to blend and bring these fields of science together
which is a big part of what I want to do is bring consciousness into mainstream
science and have that be a baseline like yes, what if everything is just pure
potential and nothing can be quote-unquote mathematically, you know,
proven or measured? What if it's just a possibility until it's experienced? And
when we start to actually adopt that level of ideology, then we really will
start to have magic. We'll start to have that schwa-de-vive where everything
just gets a little sparkle on it. So this is why I'm very excited because I
really do feel like we're just emerging into that way of consciousness and that
way of being. Some of you are already living there. You have no problem with
accepting the fact that, you know, frequencies govern form, that frequencies,
you match the resonant harmonic frequency with a virus and that virus goes
away. It's eliminated and it doesn't damage any surrounding tissue. That
is Raymond Reif, that is Dr. Raymond Reif. He was a biologist amongst other
things invented the microscope, came up with the Raymond Reif machine. You know,
this is science that was back in the 30s, y'all, and we're just now and people
still will look at me like, girl, you're crazy. I get it. But it's already been
done. So you have to understand that Rockefeller and these types of draconian
families came in, they removed all natural medicines out of the history books,
out of the medical field, and they created the cancer society. Okay? They
literally decided what you should and shouldn't learn. If there's a reason why
people who are talking about natural remedies, like frequencies and things
like this, like myself and my cohorts that are on TikTok, are getting wildly
shadow banned, if not on account warning, like every other month for talking about
natural healing modalities. So I always say this, like I don't claim to be a, I'm
not a doctor, I don't claim to heal anybody, but there's something that happens
through using the principles of quantum mechanics with the person that I am and
what it is that I do that creates shifts in people. It just is. So with that said,
like what is frequency work? What is it that you do exactly? I get this all the
time. And I literally have to decide who is the person that I'm talking to and
where, what's their bandwidth for like, you know, what an openness. Because some
people will say, what do you do? And I go, I'm a self mastery mentor. Oh, that's
cool. You like a coach? Yeah, sure. That's what they understand. Other people,
other people will say, I say, oh, you know, I do frequency there. Tell me more.
What is that? They're very curious. They kind of get it. So in short, everything in
the universe is made up of frequencies, sound, vibration, energy. Nothing is at
rest. Nothing, it may seem at rest. Everything has a resonant harmonic, even
the things that are the most solid in the world. If you look around you, if you
look at your physical environment, it's already in the past. It's already been
created. And it's resonating at a very specific frequency, even though it feels
very dense. This is what matter is. You change quantum tunneling, right? You
change the level of the resonant frequency, the coding, the binary code of
the things that are in solid matter around you. That thing changes. That is just
physics. So there is only one peer source to which we are a fractal of
experiencing itself in our own unique and individual expression. Our bodies are
made up of the same atomic and subatomic material of the universe. We are Tesla
technology. Furthermore, our brains, our quantum processors, this is
peer reviewed, even the CIA use this process in the gateway process, right, to
use transcendental meditation, holography, remote viewing. You know, the CIA
understands that because the world is quantum, and this is truly a projected
reality we're living in, that if you could somehow manipulate that projection, you
could do these remote viewings, have access to higher level beings, and get
very advanced technology, which is what we have, which is why they spent decades
and decades keeping all this ET information on lock. They already had
anti-gravity machines. We're already in bio warfare. Like this is happening. It's
very real. It's here. So and that our reality is made up of binary code. Like I
said, algorithms like the Matrix, like the Matrix, the movie that trilogy or
however many movies are were made, was very much a documentary, okay, kind of
letting us know the process of Neo. I have a whole series coming out of
like how to, it's kind of like the seven steps to awakening using the
analogy or a parody of, or a parable if you will, of Neo's expression as in the
Matrix as a character. So the freeing your mind aspect of it was about
understanding, you know, freeing your mind from time, from what you perceive to
actually be real. So when you start to understand this process, it feels like a
bunch of, you know, quantum woo and pseudoscience and you know, that's because
mainstream science doesn't want free thinkers. They want predictable Newtonian
materialists. When you embody, you come into, you come into this reality with a
hard drive of information because you are the latest rendition of your family
lineage. You're running into your last name, blank, you know, 19.0. Therefore you
are carrying all of their records. And if you don't clean up, then those records
and patterns continue to aggregate in a closed loop system into the next
generation. That's essentially what a dual harmonic system is. This is the, we're
moving in, that's what we're living in now, polarity. We're moving into a
tri harmonic system. It's multi harmonic, but just for, this is what the
Trinity is. It's basically, you have yourself, you have the observing, you have
this higher consciousness, but these things are very accessible. It's less
polarized. So I say that. So the goal of this, of this work, so you're in a, we're
in a closed loop system, freeing your mind is being able to move yourself out of
this closed loop system into an open loop, an open system. There's no
loop. So you don't have to incarnate all the time to get the lessons. The goal of
this work is to help you wake up faster, essentially reclaim who you are and for
yourself perceptively from what you think this reality is versus what it
actually is a big game of learning. Those of us who have been fortunate and
have to clear away enough of our own BS and come online, right? We're offline.
Our programs are offline. Our remembering is offline. Our binary code is veiled
from itself. That's basically what an inverted matrix is. This is what we're
living in right now. We're on the surface world. The dimensions are in the
universe is in. It's not about going out, which is what you were taught to do, even
in spirituality, even new age spirituality. It's all about going out, out, out. No
baby. It's about going in infinitely in. That's the zero point. Access to the
eternal now. Access to the void of creation. Access to it's like all the
records. That's what I'm saying. So because I've been able to merge with my
higher self, I'm online. So I have access to all this type of different types of
information. It's kind of like getting different security clearances. So
sometimes I'll get clearances from like D12, 12th dimension. Other times I'll
get clearances from beyond that. I don't even understand it. I was like, well, I'm
on a need to know basis with that information. Sometimes I'll know stuff
and I have no fucking idea how I know it, but I just do. That's what it is
because I make myself available to the consciousness and that information just
comes in. I ask a question and it pops in. It's like, this is what chat GBT is.
Right. Everything is a quantum processor. It goes up to a unified database. You
come online, you access the database. Boom. There it is. And that's just how it
works. Some people do not have that level of clearance. They can channel, they can
do all these interesting things. They have certain levels of abilities, but they
don't live from that consciousness. That is the difference between people who are
legit and not legit. And that's why people like myself get a really bad name
because people will start expanding and they will go into the astral realm of
the lower fourth dimension and they will get fucking taken out. They'll get
fucked up and it's, it's dicey. You have to be very vigilant with who you are in
yourself. And by the way, these clearances are pre-agreed upon between
your soul and certain councils. So if I fuck up with the information that I have
and the access that I have, if I'm not using it for the highest and greatest
good, like pure source myself, myself and my higher self were strapped in. I'm in
connection and in service of a unified field of consciousness, pure source. Thank
you. Very grateful. And what am I learning? What am I contributing? What am I
learning? What am I contributing? I mean, those are my two questions. I can give a
shit if I help millions, billions of people. I don't care. It's literally like,
am I in my, am I in time? Am I in my body? What am I learning? How am I
contributing? It's like that state of presence. And then whatever happens from
that place is whatever happens, right? So this is a huge game of learning. Like I
said, those who, of us who have been fortunate enough to clear away our own
BS and come online, we see beyond the veils. So our binary code is no longer
veiled from itself. We remember who we are. We're coming from a more authentic
expression. Therefore, when people come for me, I'm just like, bitch, you don't
even know. I know who I am. So some days I'm not, you know, I get tired of it, but
other days I'm just like, please, next, keep it moving. Like I don't have, I'm so
deeply, it's like I'm vortexed into myself. I can't help it. Like I can't stop
any of this. I am literally being vortexed even further into myself. And so
that type of perspective, that access, I know is what you guys want. So the idea
with this type of work, it being the fastest way to clear is you guys having
unique frequency signature that you came in with. You're separate from that
because of all this indoctrination, all this epigenetic bullshit, all the
conditioning, all the trauma, all the lot of the yada yada. So getting down into
the ones and zeros, baby, the binary code and getting down to the nitty gritty of
this is what this work is about. And sometimes it might take five, six, seven,
ten years, but it's a hell of a lot faster than 60. You know what I mean? Took me a
minute. I had all the things. Holy shit. But there was just a tenacity that I had.
I don't know. This is how I know that my purpose here, this incarnation, is
multiple lifetimes in the making of coming in for self-mastery. It's what I
came here to do. It's absolutely what I came here to do. It's just an innate level
of being able to lead people to themselves and fuck who it is. And let me tell
you, it is delicious. When you have this access to who you are, there's nothing
else like it. That's why I was completely willing to do whatever it took
without sacrificing myself to come to myself. Like I didn't care. If I felt
like I was falling into another pattern, if I had to leave friends and family, if I
had to do all the things, I did it. I didn't give a fuck. And I was like, it
doesn't matter because nothing is real except my relationship with my
higher self. Everyone will understand later whatever is for my best benefit will
come back from a higher level order and it is. But I'm not taking the hit
anybody for anybody else again. I'm just fucking not doing it. And I still feel
that way. Like I will cut somebody off in a second. I will take my lesson. I will
relearn. You're like, I'll learn, right? I'll go in love and peace, but I will not
sacrifice myself never again. Will not leave any version of my younger self on
the street. So I say that because that's essentially what this work is. Being able
to help you clear away patterns that are keeping you in stagnation at blueprint
level so you can change faster evolve higher and have more magic more joy more
more peace. You should be you will be able to do this for yourself so you're not
relying on me. I want to be able to make myself irrelevant. Essentially. You guys
know how to do this. Everybody. This is the innate standard of a 7D vibratory
harmonic of Gaia. That's what the standard is. Being able to just deprogram
ourselves. Everyone's transparent. You can read each other like books. This is
the standard. What we have been dumbed down to is criminal. Honestly. So again,
this is about embracing believing to see things not seeing things to believe
them. It's the opposite. We're an inverted matrix. You have to look at the
opposite of that, which is everything is possibility. Nothing is proven. Everything
is pure potential. You're in destructible consciousness. Everything is curable
healable. Pretty much healable. Everything that we've seen is pretty much a lie. Yes,
we're being told we're you're seeing that right? We're seeing that we're seeing
how all of the shit that's coming out about COVID all this conspiracy
theories are basically always fucking true. And the people who have so many so
much blood on their hands. It's insane. So this is why it's such an exciting time
to be alive. Oh, I think maybe why I'm just so fired up about it. The timing of
it is just so stunningly perfect. I'm like all about it. So okay, next question.
Okay, I've had several sessions and nothing has really changed. Why? Very,
very good question. I remember when I started doing this type of work and I
found the person who worked on me back in 2016. It was October of 2016. I can
tell you exactly how I walked into that session. I totally did not believe
anything that was going on. I was with persons crazy. There's no way. And I just
felt something. I felt an energy in my body. I was really tingly and I couldn't
sleep and I was really excited. But I got worked on the next day. I ended up
getting a lottery for a free session. I was in the deepest state of depression. I
had probably ever been in coming off of the end of 2015, the beginning of 2016.
End of 2016. It was October. I walked in. I had this session. I thought this person
was fucking crazy. He worked on me. I had pneumonia for six months. And he was
like butcher. Okay. And so I was like, well, that doesn't seem very good. But I
knew that something had changed. And there was a level of surrender, which
meant that there was just a deeper level of trust. Surrender means softening
actually and trusting instead of disempowerment and giving something else
to some giving away your power to something else is actually truly
empowering because you know so deeply that something is shifting and you're
ready to stop fighting. That's really what it was for me. I was ready to stop
fighting. So I will say that expectations are a big thing here because I'm not
going to wave my magic. I can't wave my magic wand and all of a sudden make you
better. What I can do is put you in the zero point as just a very basic level of
something, wake you up, connect you with your higher self and then highlight for
you what the hell is going on, help you rearrange some programming and then you
have to do the work baby. You got to confirm or delete that shit. It's kind
of like if I go in and delete control and then the next day when you're at work,
you are a seven star control freak, you're reinforcing that pattern. That's
kind of how that works. Okay, this is the irony of it. When you start to become
aware of the things, it's kind of like you can't unsee things. Once you see them
for what they are, it's your responsibility to continue to move through
those and step into contrary action, contrary action, contrary experience,
contrary life, right? Contrary behavior, contrary experience, these kinds of
things. So typically if you are a fearful person, you tend to be very
controlling or have been controlled. It's going to be a little bit trickier, a
little bit stickier. It's going to require a deeper level of belief. I had
all these by the way. So I was, but I had a lot of anger. I was extremely angry
and I was pretty, I look back at my informer self and I was actually pretty
miserable most of the time. I had tried all the things and I just knew that all
the characters that I was playing, all these identities I was trying on, all
these different things that I was doing just wasn't it. It was so heavy and it
was so awful. Like I don't know how I'm even like sitting here having this
conversation with you guys now, honestly. It's a miracle. It's a Christmas
miracle. I think that's why I don't give a fuck because I was like, I've already
been through hell 9,000 times. What can you say to me that I already haven't
said to myself? You know, so this really is about, like I said, it's about peer to
peer experience. So if you've had several sessions with me, something has
changed. It's the reality is there's a potential, a potentiality that the
patterns are flaring and that there's victim and a lack of responsibility or
accountability flaring. Those things are coming into play. Like I said, I'm not
going to wave my magic wand and lift and do the heavy lifting for you. If I'm
highlighting these things for you and you're reinforcing the behavior, you're
probably not going to see a whole lot of things quote unquote change right away.
And these things happen in layers. They are very, very sticky in terms of
patterning. Like I said, those who are usually fearful tend to be controlled or
are controlling, who want measurable results tend to have their measuring
stick and they're very, very critical because they're extremely critical of
themselves. Folks who are heavy in lack in patterns lack, pattern control and
victim abuse. So here's the irony. These patterns are sticky, okay? They're
usually connected with deep trauma, wounding and other inherited patterns
to take a little longer than others. I know this firsthand because I had, like I
said, I had all of them and more kick starting the momentum is key. So that's
let's say if you're not, if you're new to the work and I've really kick started
the momentum for you, you've had a few sessions, I'm not going to do what happened
to me where like I get you pneumonia for six months, my frequencies are soft,
they're very nurturing. And I'm kind of, you know, like I said, I'm not going to go
in there and butcher you. I'm going to go in there and lay a baseline layer so you
don't have heavy amounts of detox. I've actually honed this skill for myself
because of how much detox I had. Eventually there will be some crunchy
moments, headaches, body pain, a lot of this old shit presenting itself until you
do something different. And then those who are simply like literally, it'll just
be easier, the same situation won't present itself. Those who can let shit go
faster, this is what I mean by let shit go faster, who are ready to move kind of
move on to the next, you really have no detox, you have no detox. So a dear
friend of mine, Callie, swear to God, she's in a year, is it literally, I don't
like to say this, is quantum leaped. Like it is a whole other different reality.
I'm talking like she has literally left an old life and moved into a completely
different holographic timeline. I can tell you the quantum structure of how
this is, like the math behind how this works in a different podcast, but it is
wild what she did. She literally looked at her life. She's like, I don't like any
of this. She lit like in a matter of days, let it go. She started listening to
frequency work at night. I reconnected with her back in this year, earlier this
year, and shit is working out. And it was predicted and she's letting shit go. She's
staying very focused. She's taking care of herself. People are leaving her, new
people and dynamic relationships and opportunities are coming in. And I'm
talking these are big girl shit opportunities like major level board
positions, life-changing abundance, relationship of her dreams, like kind of
crazy. And I was like, damn, you good. And so I'm looking at the mechanics of how
she did that because like, hi, K-study du jour, right? And I was like, oh, I know
exactly how you did this. You just let shit go. You closed the door and you
moved on. It was like Stella got her group back. She burned down that house. She
walking away. And that's exactly what she did. And that's why I like, it's very
little detox for her. And that's why shit works out. The sooner you let go of shit,
the sooner you move on. That's the big caveat to having really facilitating
tremendous amounts of change. Do not stay in these lower vibratory experiences of
what was me. I'm worried about money, all the stuff. Lean, lean really, really, really
into the mundane, the gratitude. I can tell you in the higher dimensional
harmonic order, just these first emanations of the first light of the
big being of Christ, of these types of things, the energy is deeply, deeply
loving, full of just immense amounts of gratitude. So it's so cliche. I used to
roll my eyes and I was like, okay, so when you feel that level of innate love
and that innate gratitude for just very, very small mundane moments, like, I'll
have a friend of mine, she'll call me, and she'll say, what are you doing? I was
like, I'm looking at the different colors of like Auburn and brown hair on this
feral cat's ear on the left side, just hanging out, right? Like I'm feeding all
these cats here in Southern Turkey and she's like, girl, what? And I'm like, it's
so fascinating. Have you ever noticed these subtle details of things? Like, I'm
not, I was not this person, right? To geek out on the multiple colors of hair
between, with a foreign kitten's ears, right? But I'm, is an example, but like
leaning really, really into these like small mundane moments. Okay, so the next
thing is where it's at and like, then that gets you out of the future and gets
you out of these time distortions that a lot of people have and moving into more
of the eternal present now, when you're in the eternal present now, you can
manifest more quicker, easier, etc. Okay, can you talk more about the big five, the
core patterning we came in with? Yes. Okay, it's going to be a longer podcast to
you guys. But I love the big five so much. I don't like, I just started to hone in on
this acronym because I'm writing and doing a lot of research for this book and
hopefully it's going to be ready by the fall. I'm getting some help with it. So
there it is. So the big five is basically a combination of everything that people
come in with. I've heard them called your master patterns. But this is a nuanced
version of master patterns. This is basically what I feel keeps every
single human in enslaved and I know a lot about enslavement patterns. I moved
through them last year. It was the craziest experience I've ever gone
through in my life and I'm deeply grateful for it. Okay, the big five are an
acronym for slave and it's how we keep ourselves in a perpetual state of
being controlled and disempowered. So I call it slave SLAVE and it all all slave
is under the umbrella of fear. So everything leads to that. What am I
afraid to lose? What am I afraid if I have it right? Let's break down what
these are. So S sacrifice and control. When you are running sacrifice and control
or you are being sacrificed, it's because there is something that you are being
controlled by. I see sacrifice and control patterns deeply with those who are
running black magic, religiosity, and cult-like frequencies. So sacrifice
patterns will manifest as cancers, viruses, neurological disorders, being
perpetually at a time, being in a cult frequency, child abuse, all kinds of
crazy shit because the Catholic religion, not to knock it if you're deeply
Catholic mausoleum and that's working for you, but the dark side of that
religion is so dark it's crazy and it has wreaked havoc on my family, on the
paternal line. Reaked havoc, multiple people dying of cancer, multiple deaths
in the family from sacrifice and it's wreaking hell on my father and
yeah, staying neutral sometimes, not my strong point with this particular
pattern, but I see it so much in my sessions that shit, no wonder it's the
first. Next, L, lack in scarcity. So this was a big one for me. Overcoming all of
this is where you get the imposter syndrome, I'm not good enough, low cell
fourth, non-deserving, it's never enough, it's always this way, you're constantly
in a state of lack, it's just disempowerment on fleek and to the
point where you're constantly like I would, I didn't even notice it because I
grew up with this, I would constantly look at the price of things, constantly
talk about that, everything was always about price with my family and you know
like my grandfather would drive all the way across town to save one cent on gas
which really was like 20 cents in total, that is you can afford to lose the 20
cents, you know what I mean, I know some people can't but it's that kind of
nuance where things constantly have to be on sale and constantly looking at
price, constantly in a lack mentality that will never happen to me, these kinds
of things. A, addiction and abuse, let's talk about it. So in invariably an S or an
L will be looped in with an A, so if you're running abuse addiction, you see
these types right, alcoholism, addictions, sexual abuse, SA in every decade,
trafficking, sex work, they're running in conjunction an L or an S, if they're
sacrificed in the lineage they're going to, they're then therefore kind of
sacrificial lamb, they're therefore not gonna have a whole lot of value of self
which is where I'm going to get into that, so they were, they're running
patterned lack and they will choose a coping strategy through addiction or
abuse because that's in the lineage already as a way to reinforce this
patterning. How many people do you know, right? I'll say probably one in every two
person, someone you know is running addiction abuse patterns, whether or
not it's performance, it's perfectionism, it's success, it's perfectionism around
your body, this is the highest form of self-abuse is perfectionism and it's
worshiped in Western culture, Asian cultures, success, you know, different
type, definitely academics, then you get into Indian culture if you're not a
doctor forget it, so it's rife, it's rife in the field, right? V, victim and
self-value, victim patterns are insane, this one's, it's very nuanced with
lack and scarcity but this always happens to me, very disempowered, they tend to be
in high states of denial, take life exactly for what it is, they have to be
able to see it to believe it, they can't believe this always happens to them, it's
always a woe is me, they're constantly looking for free shit, they don't take
any accountability, they're for lack of the better word kind of dumb, I mean I
say that with so much love, I had this too, like this happened to me, it always
happens to me, it's always this way, I'm not worthy, I'm not good enough to ascend,
that's this self-value, low self-worth non-deserving, running very very
hint and ham with lack even though it's nuanced, so you can see how like an S, a
V and an A will be a nice combination of something or an S and L and an A or
you'll have a control pattern that's maybe a little bit more prominent in the
sacrifice control umbrella and that's running hand-in-hand with addiction
abuse, so it kind of starts to from this these five you guys and I'll get into
E in a minute, you can start to actually funnel your main shit into these five and
if you know that you have a tendency or propensity to run high levels of
addiction and abuse then you that's a very clear indicator for you to start
working on that pattern, so when I first started working on my shit it was all
about it was L in scarcity baby, it was all about lack, it was lack lack lack and
self-value, lack lack lack and self-value, so I was deep in L and V and then
eventually I got to A and S and then I had to handle E and then I transcended
for the most part enough of all of them for me to come online and then I work on
them now in different ways, so E is emotions and epigenetics, okay, deep
breath. Emotions are not helpful. I love you empaths, I get it, but the boundaries
are insane or the lack of boundaries is kind of insane. Emotions are incredibly
instructive, they're wonderful things to have, they're neatly when they're
regulated and they're neatly human, but I'll say they're wonderful things to have
because it's an information system. Emotions are there to accommodate the
programs that are running, okay, it's literally a flashlight, so emotions are
little lighthouses, like if I for example I'm gonna give you, I'm gonna tell you
something, so every now and then I'll watch like a voice recap, I don't have any
subscriptions to anything but I'll go on YouTube every now and then when I'm not
watching things on, you know, the subatomic quark particle relationship between
matter and the vacuum, or anything that's physics-based because I
just love it so much and I'm soaking it up right now and I'm also looking for
like little tidbits to use as proof kind of stuff, so I'm looking for, I'm doing a
lot of research right now for the book, so anyway, so I say that, so if I'm
watching like a recap audition of let's say a female on the voice, that's like
from the UK or Australia, and the father is freaking out so excited and like
crying for his daughter, I will cry, okay, I will love that moment so much because
it's like deeply healing for me, right, that's very instructive for me because I
look at why I'm having that level of emotion, so if I'm having that level of
emotion, there's something I'm grieving, so recently I've been moving through, I
talked about this on my telegram channel by the time this episode is
actually being recorded, I'm working on deprogramming a lot of these cysts that
are benign, however, I can, by scanning them, I knew that they were innately
related to unprocessed grief and trauma, so well actually unprocessed grief and
anger from the paternal line, so they were all on my right side, specifically
around my reproductive area, so if I'm having essay in every decade, not feeling
safe, naturally it's going to be on my right side, which is where my masculine
energy is, right, the paternal line is, and it just makes so much sense, so I'm
realizing that it's innately correlated with the fact that my father's going
through dementia and it's very sad, he's a PhD, he's a patent, it's just
heartbreaking and I can't do anything here to kind of quote-unquote help him, for
the most part, like my dad and I are very complete at spirit level, I don't need
anything from him, I'm deeply loved, I know that, and but the fact that I didn't
really have that type of dynamic here in physicality, like I didn't see it in this
rea- in my reality here, is sad, right, so there's an aspect of me that actually
allowed myself to be sad, so, but I realized that because I had that emotion,
it became very instructive, so I was very thankful for it, I got very curious
about it, I went into a deep meditation, I got to work on these, cysts a
little bit more, I got very grateful, and then trans-media the energy, moved on to
the next video, right, epigenetics, okay, epigenetics is the information that is
obviously transgenerational epigenetic inheritance, this is information that is
translated via algorithms from generation to generation to generation
through our programming, basically when you die, your information gets stored,
okay, when you at conception, your body starts to download all of these records
from every life it's ever had at soul level before you embody at fractal
level, you agree, you want to transcend this pattern, this pattern, this pattern,
this pattern, you are, you want to move through these types of things, these are
these soul agreements, right, this is like listen to the free will versus
destiny episode where I talk about you have master, master patterns, you have
core things you want to transcend, the free will is how those things come to
pass, so if you chose to transcend victim and abuse and sex work became the way
that you chose to transcend that, right, then it worked, that pattern fulfilled
itself, there might have been another option for you to overcome victim and
abuse that didn't require so much, let's say sacrifice itself, but this is the
free will choice, we don't really know, we don't know what we don't know until we
know it kind of thing, epigenetically when we start to download these
information, it's in our DNA that has been dumbed down from depending on where
you originate from 48 to 24 to 12 strands, now we're in a two-stram template
which is very low vibrating, it's very dense, but we have terabytes of
information that is equally as old as the universe that's in our records, that's
why I'm like the party is inside y'all, it's an inside game, so when you have
access to that, it's held like in your master frequency signature, in your own
coding, in your holographic sonic fingerprint, someone like myself has
access to reading that, I can look at the core patterns that's happening in
this moment that you need to look at to take the next indicated action, so
that's what's really cool about this work and so that's essentially the slave
acronym in a nutshell, so now you can see how the elites can control us, if they
know that we become, that inside of the emotions that we carry are five core
things, right, love, lust, sex, like we get really driven by connect, you know,
deep levels of connection, we're very very easy to control, it's
actually not that hard, so our goal here is to liberate ourselves from these, like
I said, these closed loop systems, so it's really easy to remember, I'm very
excited to bust this open, it's gonna be the center of the book, there's gonna be
a lot of stuff in this book, I'm really just like so unbelievably excited about it,
there's a lot coming out, definitely in research mode to make sure it's
methodically, it has a nice pace to it, because I can tend to get pretty myopic
and want to prove, right, all the scientists wrong, and so I have to be
very very pragmatic a bit with this type of content and not make it too
chewy, I still want it to be a light and fun, because Floating with
Infinity is the name of the blog and that came from a dear friend of mine,
thank you so much Hartman, but yeah, so it's supposed to be light and fun, okay,
I'm gonna finish this off with what is spiritual detox, some people think
spiritual detox doesn't exist, I disagree, I will say eventually the detox looks
very different, you can expect there will be some emotional and physical changes
as you're ascending, okay, this is an ascension process, this is an awakening
process, the level of density, your biofield is changing, your body has to
catch up to the change, so when you're clearing at such deep levels, detox to
me is inevitable, if you feel slightly off after sessions, it's kind of like
working out, you're working and using muscles you haven't really used before,
you might be sore in places, or let's say you're working on a hip issue and that
hip issue is kind of like ongoing even though you've had sessions, yeah, that's
leaving you, I'm working at the non-spacetime reality, it's gonna take a
second to like ripple into density, right, especially if you're not taking care
of your body or you know integrating at a high level or you're reinforcing
patterns, so again think of it like your spiritual Pokemon, right, there's
different levels and it takes a minute to integrate the work into the body, I
like how Giulio Tononi who's a neuroscientist talks about the integrated
intelligence theory which to him it's consciousness integrated into the body
which I love so much because the neural correlates prove that consciousness
lives in the brain, so if you think about it that your consciousness is indestructible
and that's who you are and it's represented in a fractal of a unified
consciousness, right, and you're becoming more aware of that, your perception is
changing, literally you are having a perceptive experience, so give yourself
some grace and give yourself some time, this can look like what I said before, if
I'm moving on, if I'm working on control patterns with you and the next day you are
in a control frenzy, okay, you are binging out of your mind on controlling
every nuance around you, you are detoxing, okay, if I'm working on trust of
self and you are negative, like really negative, then you are detoxing, okay,
you're in spiritual detox, so give yourself some grace and the more you
can work into being the observer, imagine that you're watching yourself, this
fictional character, experiencing all these things that you're creating, it's
experiencing detox right now, be gentle with yourself, sleep if you can, I've had
to go through sessions, I've you know not been in the highest vibratory
bandwidth of my experience, but deep presence helps, so I've got lots of free
resources, the zero point meditation, I have donation based meditations to help
you with this stuff, listen to these podcasts, they're frequency encoded, my
vibe is definitely high and it's move, it's in these, it's the resonance of me
is in these podcasts, these podcasts will change you by listening to them, it just
is, it's like listening to music, you can change your state, that's what frequency
is, okay, so what did I miss, I've tried everything, what makes this work
different, okay, I'll end with this, unlike other modalities, this is at
blueprint level, so I've said this before, it's your sonic fingerprint, by deleting
and or re-sequencing transgenerational epigenetic patterning, right, we're just
patterned light, reflecting into a holographic expression of ourselves, and
at some atomic or quantum level, how you create your reality begins to shift, so if
you're not running patterned lack at the outer layers of yourself, right, think
about it like a big, your bound light, bound with rubber bands, the moment you
start to snap off some of those rubber bands, you more light is revealed,
pattern removal happens in layers, so it's not usually a one-in-done thing, but
eventually you will know when it's time to fly on your own, just like I did, just
like many people I've seen before, you know when it's time to be on your own and
fly and trust yourself, you start to see how other people are working, you peek
over their shoulder, you get it, you start to get it, and it becomes a really,
really, really fun, because then you're the master of your life, you are the
master of it, and that's what we're here to do, and that's my main goal, is to help
you become the master of how you create your reality, and how you and how and
understanding the mechanics of that. Okay, maybe my favorite podcast episode ever,
maybe my favorite, honestly, so okay, I think that's good for now, let's re-listen
to this if you have any more questions, follow me on all the things, please, if
it resonates with you, I will see you guys on another episode and or in
sessions. Alright y'all, question everything, be good to yourself, be kind to
others, and I'll see you on another session.