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Hey, Big Love Fam, welcome to Super Freak.

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This is a high vibe podcast, y'all, exploring all things frequencies, how they govern form,

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shape our realities, and are the key to living from your full potential.

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It's non-moo combos about Super Roo shit, unpacking what I call the science of self.

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From body and soul literacy to the power of understanding vibration, higher consciousness,

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quantum physics, and spiritual psych, let this podcast become a resource for you on your

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journey to self mastery.

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If you're curious and ready to free your mind, unlock the body, and truly become limitless,

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then you're in the right place.

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I'm your host, Tali.

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This is Super Freak, awakening for the next gen.

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Let's go.

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All right, everybody, let's get into today's episode, which I'm really excited to talk

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about.

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It's about identity.

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What does it mean to have an identity?

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What does it truly mean to live somebody else's life?

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It's kind of like a case of projected identity.

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So let's dive into this.

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First, let's talk about what identity is and what it means, and what it means when we

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come into this reality and how it solidifies.

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So first, identity is the concept of self that defines and differentiates an individual's

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expression from another.

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It includes characteristics such as name, gender, sexual orientation, race, ethnicity,

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religion, and personal beliefs, values, et cetera.

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It's essentially all of these labels that we use to define that are solidified in our

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perceptive organs, like the pineal gland, pituitary gland, and the eyes that are part

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of the brain that help us perceive our reality so we can process and relate to each other.

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If you think about how animals live in the wild and how tribes lived back in the day,

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besides from language, there is an energy and an identification system that is used

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for us to find where we are in space time in this reality.

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The process of identity formation can begin in childhood and continues throughout an individual's

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life, obviously.

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In childhood, the developments of senses are heavily influential factors of how we are

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raised and how we take on the conditions from our environment.

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As a child grows and experiences new things, they're understanding a perception of themselves

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and the place in the world can change and solidify naturally because, at least when

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I was growing up, I knew that there was an innate blueprint, a book, a rule book that

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I got that I knew, and then there was my reality.

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And then there was me scanning my reality, and then I would see and feel the incongruencies.

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I see this a lot in my sessions as well.

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We are the product of our environments, conditionings, the family lineage that we came in with, and

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the patterns that we scanned in our environments.

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So if we grew up in a traumatic environment, we'd be able to feel the energy of those things,

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and we would take on that information as ours, and we would start to live off of that information.

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So patterns, conditions, qualitative and quantitative experiences is how our brain processes

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our reality.

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We scan things, we synthesize all this information, our brain takes snapshots of them as memory

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keeps it in our mind, our nervous system records everything, creates predictive algorithms,

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and potential outcomes for us to live, for us to play out, to keep ourselves safe.

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This is when you see a lot of ego, that ego filter becoming really strong during the formidable

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years.

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Identity is formed from one to seven years old.

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This is when our software is pretty much embedded into our nervous systems.

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By the time we hit early, pubescent teenage years, it is locked in.

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It's a lot harder to deprogram after these ages because that coding, if you will, has

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really solidified.

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We are extremely malleable when we were younger.

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We're living in our more plasma expression, energy expressions.

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So we see things that everything is really new, everything is really bright.

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We don't have an understanding of what's right and what's wrong.

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And you're just living in a state of newness.

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And it's very, very raw.

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We're very palatable.

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So we're taking on our information and scanning our information at a very, very, very high

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rate.

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A couple of case studies that I've seen around identity level is a person will come to me

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that will have illnesses chronic in nature, where it will not be their illnesses.

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Their illnesses that they are experiencing will be a projection of lineage that has run

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before them.

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So let's say it's on the maternal line.

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It will be their mothers, their grandmothers, their great-grandmothers patterns that are

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in their blueprint, in their field of information.

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And it's manifesting as them.

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This is literally a projected identity into somebody else's template.

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So when we come into embodiment, we agree to live a human template.

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We agree to that.

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We agree human template, free will, linear timeline, gender.

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So these are actually universal law.

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Universal laws include the law, the principle of mentalism, the principle of everything

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is a holographic projection, principle of gender that there is a plus and a negative

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charge to the realities that we're living in, neutrons, protons, et cetera, electrons,

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that we're in an electromagnetic field, and that we have this linear time construct.

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So when we agree to these things and we have this imprinting in our own templates, we're

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running the template of human, and we run the template of human as our original blueprint,

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our own frequency signature.

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When we are running outside of that frequency signature, we create a lot of incongruences.

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This is where you get a sense of disassociation, where you feel like you have your potential,

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and then you're here, and then there's this big gap in between.

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And you're like, wait a minute, I'm here, my potential is there, there's this big gap,

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and I can feel it, and I can know it, but I don't know how to get there.

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I don't know how to close that gap.

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I know that I'm built for more, and I don't know why I'm continuing to create my reality

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this way.

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This is going to be a loaded episode, I can feel that already.

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But go with the paces here, y'all.

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So you have your template, and many times you don't know any different, right?

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Our parents are supposed to know it's best for us, and they're doing the best that they

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And so you will take on their identity as a young child, or they will project what they

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want for you into your field so strongly that you begin to entrain to the patterning that

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you're seeing in your environment, and you take it on as yours.

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So you take on all the burden, you take on all of the diseases, and you take on all of

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that patterning, the genetic replication, the way the cells replicate, the way that

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the DNA is communicating to one another.

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That's all epigenetic inheritance.

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These generational epigenetic inheritance, which I think you guys have heard me talk

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about on these episodes before.

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This is literally memory in the DNA that's living that we come in with as our little

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unique hard drives, and then we sense our environment around us and start picking up

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a whole bunch of other stuff that isn't ours.

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So now you can see if these possibilities are actually happening, you will be running

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other people's issues, and a lot of the times you will go into the doctor and you'll have

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inconclusive diseases.

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You'll just chalk it up as chronic something.

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It's just chronic pain, or it's chronic this, or it's, we don't really know what it is,

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so we're going to call it this.

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Meanwhile, you have a deep knowing where you're like, yeah, no, this really isn't, none of

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this is me, and I know that.

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And then I'll have a session with you, and I will be able to tell you, like, yeah, that's

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because of this, this, this, and this.

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So for example, I've had several clients in the last two to three weeks who are running

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templates that aren't theirs to the point where they have had crazy health issues, chronic

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everything, where things have been inconclusive, or all of a sudden after a year of trying

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this medication or this certain diet or moving locations or trying something else, they are

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now in a place where things are recording as quote unquote within spectrum.

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I've had clients who have taken on identities and been told that they have borderline personality,

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dissociation disorder, when all of it was just a combination of case of projected identity

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kind of thing, someone else's template running in their field and then them moving themselves

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out of time.

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When you're not in time, you move ahead of time or behind it, you can go put yourself

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into other realities, and you can easily throw yourself into multiple realities happening

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at the same time.

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So you present as being, let's say, a little disassociating, but what you're really seeing

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is multiple realities, like everything happening all at once kind of thing, because you're

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not in one single moment of time, and then you run a dual pattern of running somebody

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else's duplicate template, you have no idea who you are.

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You can literally feel crazy.

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So these are just a couple of examples of what I've seen.

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Another client that I worked on had three to four generations of templates in front of

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her own.

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So she started to look just like her, her mother, she started to look just like her

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aunt, like the same eye color as a family member, same hair color, same age to the same

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way.

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And so I was literally scanning her, and this is a remote session.

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And by the time we got into it a little bit, I was like, yeah, so there's you, and then

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there's like three to four versions of all the family in front of you, all of them running

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their templates on top of yours.

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So she looked and felt a hell of a lot older than she really was because she had all the

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stuff running.

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So those are a couple of examples of what identity can look like when it's not really

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yours.

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You know, as we get older, the process of identity formation may slow down slightly, but it locks

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in at 13 to 14 that teenage year, but it never really stops.

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Like throughout life, people will still have new experiences and make new connections that

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can shape the sense of self.

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Even as they solidify their beliefs and values, some may continue to explore and experiment

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with different identities while others may feel and have a strong sense of self because

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they had that cultivation of it early on in their formidable years.

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So identity, it lives very much in this chest space, like from the neck kind of down is

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where I have a, I see a majority of the identity patterns.

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The idea around identity is you kind of want to like die a thousand deaths almost coming

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to self and real self mastery and having access to self requires you to constantly let go

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of all the things you aren't.

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So what is revealed is the true essence of what you really are.

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So you want to kind of not hold on to an identity in quotes too much.

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People think they're this, right?

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I'm this.

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I'm that.

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I'm not this, but that's not at all who you are.

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That's just the expression of who you are and how you identify yourself as right now.

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So you can navigate your environment a little bit.

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Some ideas how this actually materializes at frequency level, identity loss, let's say.

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And by the way, identity, you're going to experience yourself in a frequency bandwidth

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as you evolve and move down your self mastery journey.

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You're going to feel at a lower part of your frequency of your self expression.

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You're going to feel like, you know, how people feel like they're in the zone and they're

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on their A game or whatever.

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You're going to feel a little bit higher version of your frequency bandwidth.

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It's because you're learning how to modulate and master that level.

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And then you move into, to the top bandwidth levels, like let's say you're at level six

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and you're, you modulate between 6.1 and 6.5.

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You'll be in between that phase.

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And once you kind of master that level, you'll start to hover in the 6.5 to 6.9.

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And then you're ready to go into 7.1, if that makes sense.

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It's like spiritual Pokemon kind of thing.

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It basically means that you can take in more light and then you integrate that light into

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the body.

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That's what expansion and self mastery is.

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Information, then you embody that information.

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That information becomes how you perceive your reality.

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The ITT theory with Julian Tononi talks about it being the intelligence integration theory.

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So it's very similar to how I see information or the awakening process as patterned light

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embodied essentially.

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So identity loss can materialize at frequency level as gender dysmorphia, a loss of touch

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with self, general or chronic discontentedness, general disassociation, like kind of out of

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touch, right?

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With kind of everything and no real preference.

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Don't know what they like and a state of feeling a bit aloof or kind of checked out or very,

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very, very comfortable with the status quo.

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These types of people don't really have a sense of self.

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The other spectrum of that will be a very deep attachment to what they believe to be

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true for themselves.

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The spectrum is very broad because it's a very polarizing experience when you don't know

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who you are.

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You're either completely kind of out of touch and you're kind of like, I don't know, kind

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of right.

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You go with the status quo, a little bit of sleep, and then there's people who are really

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ego defined.

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So very, very borderline narcissism you're going to see on this spectrum on the side

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of things, feeling very much affirmative with what they see perceived believe to be

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true.

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They're very rooted in their ideology.

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They do not feel like they have to change.

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And they're so firm in that you see this a lot with the older generation that it becomes

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a bit manipulative and almost a bit gaslighty at times.

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So pretty much all of my clients I work with almost all of them.

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There's a handful of them that are actually really grew up with very, very solid parenting

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that helped them cultivate a sense of self early.

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A lot of that had to do with daughters and fathers and things like that because the majority

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of my clients are women.

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Say all of that to say that identity isn't something that you find.

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Identity is something that reveals itself when you remove the things that aren't you

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and you kind of become this nothing and everything and mass.

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It's this feeling where you access to yourself, you kind of have merged with this higher level

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of consciousness that is you.

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You really get vortexed into this path, into the path of you and to finding more access

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to yourself.

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That access gives you a sense of resiliency and assuredness and less doubt and more joy

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and more synchronicity and more peace than you can ever imagine.

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When you actually can locate and identify an aspect of true stillness with yourself,

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you are very much on your path to self mastery.

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Identity at its core is something, again, that we use to navigate our environment, but

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it's something that eventually we will need to let go of.

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All the things that we think we are, all of the things that we think that we believe so

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we can become who we really are.

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I know that sounds a little bit cliche and vague, but who you think you are is a combination

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of your life experiences, the formidable years, the conditioning that you had as a child,

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the patterns, conditions, and qualitative and quantitative experiences that you have scanned

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in those formidable years.

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You've processed them and then created an identity for yourself.

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Many times when things are not working out the way that you feel should be working out,

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it's because you have one of three things that are missing.

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The direction is not the right direction.

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The speed to which you think you want to go in that direction is not the right speed.

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The third thing is you don't have the right identity.

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If you go 100 miles an hour the wrong direction under the identity that you don't want to

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be known as, that's a mess for you.

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Your higher self, the higher intelligence that is you is protecting you in this way.

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We have come here to learn very specific things, but we've also come here to learn to have an

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impact.

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Everybody is going to have an impact in a different way.

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I wish people would know that just being of a high resonance, really, just awakening,

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becoming more aware does more for the collective that you can ever imagine.

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You can just walk into a room, change people because your resonance is high.

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That's enough.

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You breathing, you existing is enough.

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You being born is absolutely enough.

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All of this other stuff that we feel like we have to do is just gravy, really.

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It just becomes an expression of who you are.

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Believe me when I say I did not want to go down this path in terms of teaching this stuff

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and being in the frequency space.

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I was very drawn to it.

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It found me.

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I got thrown into it.

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I dove in.

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I went all in and I was like, I know this.

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This is, I innately do.

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It turns out that it's been who I am this whole time.

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This work found me.

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I fought it and then eventually I surrendered to it.

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It's been absolutely mind-blowingly amazing.

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To be able to work on you, to be able to share what it is, what I do, to help you with this

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higher level knowledge and help you understand all these things is really, really amazing.

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I say all of this to say, hang in there because if you don't feel like you have your direction

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yet, it's coming and if you feel like you do have a sense of who you think you are and

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what you enjoy and what you want doing, but you want quote unquote more, I totally understand

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that.

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My question then is what are you actually willing to let go of in order to have more?

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Not from a sacrifice or having less kind of space, meaning who you think you are because

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I promise you when you really have no attachment is when you change the most and when things

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naturally come into you, you just become this big vorticee.

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Identity is a self-concept, but it can become a small S-concept or it can become a large

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S-concept depending on your perspective and truly it is a perspective game.

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What we notice has everything to do with the details and how we observe and what we observe

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has everything to do with how present we are and how much we are in time and that becomes

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the dance.

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So, pay attention to how or just reflect on how you actually create your reality.

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What are the patterns that you notice as a kid?

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How do you tend to make your decisions?

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Did you just go with the flow?

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If you could change things about your life now, what would it be?

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If you feel like you have your potential, then here you are and then there's this gap

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in between and you don't quite know how to close it, what do you think would be the first

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step you would want to take to help close that gap?

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The pattern of freebies in show notes, it's in all my social media, check out the website,

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take good care of yourselves, stay curious, question everything, be kind to yourself and

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others and I'll see you on another episode.

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Thanks so much for listening you guys.

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Please make sure to leave a review and follow the fun on social media because that's how

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it works in this world and in the meantime, get your freak on.

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I'll see you on the next session.

