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Hey, Big Love Fam, welcome to Super Freak.

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This is a high vibe podcast, y'all, exploring all things frequencies, how they govern form,

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shape our realities, and are the key to living from your full potential.

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It's non-moo combos about super-woo shit, unpacking what I call the science of self.

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From body and soul literacy to the power of understanding vibration, higher consciousness,

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quantum physics, and spiritual psych, let this podcast become a resource for you on your journey

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to self mastery.

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If you're curious and ready to free your mind, unlock the body, and truly become limitless,

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then you're in the right place.

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I'm your host, Tali.

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This is Super Freak, awakening for the next gen.

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Let's go.

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Hey, everyone.

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Welcome to today's episode of Super Freak.

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This is going to be a jam-packed episode.

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I'm going to talk about patterned lack.

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I'm just going to dive right in.

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How I have been seeing this in sessions, because it is rife in the field right now.

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I personally have come into this incarnation to override this coding in my own system.

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I really know this pattern intimately, and I can speak to it from my own experience,

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also what I've learned, and then what I've seen in sessions.

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When I'm working with people, I obviously just make myself very available.

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I empty out my mind, empty out my body, my vessel, if you will, and make myself available

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to whatever impressions or information that I need to receive in this moment in order

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to help the person that I'm working with or the group that I'm working with get whatever

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they need to take the next indicated action.

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Black is really tricky, and it's one of the top five that I see a lot, which is lack,

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control, fear, sacrifice, and exchange.

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I feel like there's even more that are going to start to create their own derived consciousnesses,

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if you will, because there's so much fragmentation in the field right now, and there's so much

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polarity going on that auric fields will be created from intense amounts of focus and

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thought around a very specific idea.

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That's for another podcast, but back to patterned lack.

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When I say patterned lack, we come in here with very specific programs at soul level

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that we want to overcome.

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Let's say that that is patterned lack or empowerment, or we really want to dissolve the binary code

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around fear.

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We will be presented with situations in our lives to help us aggravate that pattern within

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us to override that pattern, that makes sense, or override that algorithm.

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If you check the episode that I did about free will and destiny and choice, this kind

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of thing.

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I believe that we come in here with very specific lessons like overcoming patterned lack and

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that how we experience those things is our free will choice.

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We can decide if we want to hold on to these things or not, but it's ideal, and if we want

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to vibrate higher and have more synchronicities and abundance to deprogram these things as

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quickly as we can and often as we can.

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So patterned lack shows up as imposter syndrome, lack of trust in self, perfectionism, people

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pleasing, lack of boundaries.

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A lot of this has to do with capacity as well.

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What is my capacity to be able to take in patterned information as light?

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What is my capacity to take in and receive?

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What is my capacity to take in more responsibility so I can accelerate in my career, these types

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of things?

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The lack of trust in self is a way of gaslighting yourself, and I see this very much working

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in conjunction with the victim program and abuse and addiction.

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So I know this really well because I am myself 11 years sober.

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Well, in March, it'll be 12.

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And I grew up in an alcoholic and addicted family.

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So as an adult child of an alcoholic, it was extremely painful watching this and experiencing

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this.

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And I learned about several things.

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One, all things about addiction in general and alcoholism, that there is patterns to

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denial and there's a lot of enabling and enabling inevitable comes with people pleasing

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and having a lack of boundaries and overcompensation and just general delusion.

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And that the person who is the alcoholic or addicted will always choose that thing over

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anything else because it's all it knows.

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However, it is literally a program that's running in the background.

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If you guys have been following me, you know that I'm going to talk about how everything

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is algorithms.

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It's all binary code.

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It goes well beyond materialism and material physics and things like that.

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This is a quantum game.

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Everything is literally patterned information.

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We are biophotonic beings emanating light.

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We take in light, we interpret that and that's how we expand and we have been incredibly

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dumbed down and we have been veiled from this information.

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So the alcoholic and the addict in your life, whether or not this program was manifested

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itself, there was a lot of people who grew up in families where they came from a lot

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of patterned addiction and alcoholism, but their family was sober, but the pattern was

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running in the background and abuse came in other ways.

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So it's still manifested itself because these programs are designed to fulfill themselves.

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It's like a cell.

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It is designed to duplicate and multiply, learn, talk to the DNA, return messages.

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We are in feedback loops all the time.

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So having said that, when you come from that patterning or that imprinting early, early

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on inevitably, there is abandonment.

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So we're not shown how to meet ourselves ever.

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And as a result, we haven't been able to cultivate a sense of self, a strong sense of self.

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So there's a constant questioning and usually with an alcoholic or addicted parent, there's

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one huge enabler, narcissist, and or if those things aren't the same or there's someone

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who has to control everything and know everything.

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So this is a very egg shell type of environment.

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Your nervous system has no concept how to regulate these types of emotions.

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It's too much.

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You're a young child.

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Your brain is expanding.

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You're taking on.

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You're scanning your environment.

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You're seeing the incongruencies and you have no way how to meet yourself and no way how

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to kind of get out of it because you're young.

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You're a child, right?

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So this imprinting on our nervous system happens really, really young and we start to fall

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in line with these rule sets.

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And if we don't have very clear boundaries and a sense of self, then we certainly aren't

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going to know how to navigate any real heightened situations around stress.

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Also very typical with patterned lack, if you're running victim abuse, victim pattern

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will pretty much always or victim pattern in conjunction with the mothering frequency

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or the martyr frequency will always end up with someone who has tendencies to be alcoholic

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or addicted because those two patterns are very complimentary and one fulfills itself.

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It's actually very nuanced.

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I'll probably do another podcast on that.

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And then another thing with lack, there is a lot of emotional scapegoating and emotional

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dumping.

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So control is a big one here because when you are witnessing very heightened states of instability

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with a masculine particularly, and there's a lot of dysfunction and there's a lot of

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abuse happening, you shut down, you become a runner, you don't know how to handle it

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and you don't know how to hold space for everybody because it's very scary to do that.

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You're not safe and that's what the nervous system is telling you.

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Your brain is recording trauma.

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This is very deep levels of trauma.

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So again, it's not what's happening to you.

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You don't have to be hit.

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You don't have to be physically abused.

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Your internal experience is holding the score.

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Your body is holding the score.

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We are recording everything.

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Your brain is taking snapshots.

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Your body is holding the score.

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Your brain is then going to recall things that have happened in the past.

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Tell your body, this is how you should respond.

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Your ego is trained to keep you safe and you're going to keep yourself in very, very predictable

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situations where you do not allow yourself to feel any sorts of fear.

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In theory, this is really good, but you can't really live a limitless life if these things

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are all running.

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So with the emotional scapegoat, if you have siblings, most likely or you'll have friendships

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or you'll have other people who will use you as the emotional scapegoat in the family

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dynamic.

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The family dynamic doesn't know what to do with somebody who starts to get healthy and

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ask a lot of questions.

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So they will use that person as an excuse for discharge their own discomfort.

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And when you have the scapegoat, they're usually the black sheet of the family.

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They usually will manifest into some type of alcoholic or addict or seemingly feel and

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be unstable.

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I've also seen this a lot where there will be one person in the family dynamic that is

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secretly just erupting inside because they cannot understand how they ended up here.

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They feel completely not like anyone else in their family.

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They look outside, they're looking at the situation and the dynamics going, how did I

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even get into this family?

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None of this makes sense.

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You're asking completely different questions.

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I'm here to tell you, you are 100% not crazy.

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This is your intuition.

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This is your higher self trying to really get you to start making changes and deprogramming

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all the stuff.

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People who have patterned lack and have this dynamic running with all these different variations,

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You come from an addicted parent or you have someone who runs severe victim patterns.

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You're typically the creative type.

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You're the black sheet of the family.

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You want to get out.

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The person who is the emotional scapegoat or used for dumping are usually the ones who

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are trying to get out of the paradigm and also they're the pinnacle, they're the kingpin

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of their family.

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They're the ones who signed up to clear at spirit level all this patterning.

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I was the kingpin and am the kingpin for my family and it has been brutal, I have to tell

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you.

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Now I understand from a higher level perspective why I signed on for those things and I was

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like, okay, I take full responsibility.

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I get it and I'm just ready to continue to get curious, do the work and then move on

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to the next thing.

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The emotional dumping looks like this.

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Let's say you have a sibling or you have a parent that they're emotionally immature,

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typically unstable, but they present very, very mature.

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When it comes to people pleasing and perfectionism, there's typically a member of the family who

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has to be the messenger.

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If you don't have pattern black, looks like this.

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You don't have the capacity to meet yourself and you tend to take on the role as caretaker,

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provider, which completely undermines the feminine, overachiever, family messenger, or you have

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an over-responsibility pattern.

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These things as these roles right underneath them looks like imposter syndrome, perfection

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of them, people pleasing and a lack of boundaries.

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Just to compare those two things, there's a lot of notes.

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I'm just going off here, so follow the bouncing ball.

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The emotional scapegoat will be blamed, not taken seriously, and informed on a need-to-know

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basis.

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Because the emotional scapegoat has taken the effort to move beyond the family system,

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it's very uncomfortable because they're unpredictable and they're saying no.

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They will be informed about the family business on a need-to-know basis because they're not

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trustworthy.

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Also, this will usually work at the need-to-know basis, that person, the scapegoat, the black

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sheep, will also be the one who will start making efforts to reestablish new boundaries

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and a new boundary paradigm within toxic family members.

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When you met with more emotional dumping, responses will really be around what you did

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was wrong, the effect that you had on other people was all your fault, and what you are

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doing isn't good enough.

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What you do is wrong, and what you do isn't good enough.

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It's met with, by the way, this is how I felt, and it's all your fault.

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It's very much about the person.

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Someone who runs levels of empathy, if they say they're an empath, they typically run

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nuanced versions of narcissism because they have a lack of boundaries.

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Also inevitably, I've seen this as well.

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I swear, these are just sessions that are coming to me, and I was like, oh my God, I'm

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getting all these reflections of my life.

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You have an addicted parent, and then you have an emotionally narcissistic person in

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the family as well, who are incredibly emotionally immature, and they don't know how to handle

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stress.

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They don't know how to handle conversations, hard conversations, and quite honestly, they

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have a very hard time being honest with themselves.

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You're being shown that you're being gaslit, and you're being shown that your emotions are

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not valid, and you're also being shown that you have no capacity to, or you're not cultivating

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any tools on how to handle these levels of emotions.

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It becomes very challenging because as an adult, when you get into the working world,

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you're like, how am I supposed to survive?

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A lot of the sub-patterns around this stuff becomes obligation, and the I'm the syndrome.

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I have actually notes on this.

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You're being told in situations like this with family that you just have to suck it

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up because in the I'm the syndrome, it's the I'm your mother.

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I'm your brother.

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I'm your sister, which instigates the fact that you just need to suck it up and deal

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with it, which is this over-responsibility pattern.

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None of that is healthy.

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When I'm here to tell you, you don't have to deal with it.

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If you have to take time for yourself to get a clear head to establish your own boundaries,

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to relearn and re-meet yourself, this is why it's really important to do pattern work and

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timeline work, which I have all kinds of stuff on this, videos and content, and I have a

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freebie on this, like understanding how you create your reality, understanding the causes

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and conditions, understanding that everything is patterned information, and then once you

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get a hold and a handle on your key patterns, you have the power to start reprogramming

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this stuff.

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No one is above you.

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Just because someone can see things a little bit more clearly than you, at a different

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perspective than you, doesn't put them at a hierarchy than you.

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Just means that they've done a little bit more work, that they're stuff, that they're

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more of their innate talents are online.

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We're offline.

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That's what being unconscious is.

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We are offline.

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We are not light information, instantly upgrading.

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We're offline.

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When you come online, you have access to everything, which is the reason why I can riff on this

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stuff so intently.

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There's a lot here, but with pattern lack, notice if any of these things just started

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to make sense for you.

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If you're just like, oh my God, light bulb's going off, light bulb's going off, that's

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so me tally.

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That's exactly how I grew up.

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I relate so much to what you're saying.

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It was interesting because I'll be in sessions and someone will tell me what they do as a

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profession and I will say, wow, I didn't see any of that in your field because they have

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veiled themselves from their own brilliance with imposter syndrome.

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It is heartbreaking.

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At the core of patterned lack, you do not feel you have enough.

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It is a value program and you spend your entire adult life thinking that you're not worthy

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and it's just completely and utter bullshit.

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You are becoming a high value person.

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That person is kind of a lifelong game if you're not shown how to have it.

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If the masculine is not a strong provider minded masculine that is showing you and validating

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that your existence is enough and not pushing ideology onto you, you will spend the rest

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of your life being in dysfunctional relationships and settling for less and that will be disguised

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as high performance over achievement, never good enough.

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I want more and a deep desire to have impact when really what you want is more access to

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self.

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I totally get it.

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Once we can learn to remeete ourselves, everything starts to get a lot easier.

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Timeline work is really helpful.

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Powdering work is really helpful.

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I'm going to have a lot of meditations on this stuff coming up.

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So if you found this episode helpful, stick around because I'm going to talk a lot about

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narcissism in this upcoming season.

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Okay, in the meantime, get your freak on y'all and I'll see you on the next episode.

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Thanks so much for listening, you guys.

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Please make sure to leave a review and follow the fun on social media because that's how

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it works in this world.

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In the meantime, get your freak on.

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I'll see you in the next session.