WEBVTT 00:00:00.650 --> 00:00:05.169 Alright everybody, welcome to this week's episode 00:00:05.169 --> 00:00:10.730 of Super Freak. I am your host Talia and I have 00:00:10.730 --> 00:00:17.870 made my way back from a very interesting sojourn 00:00:17.870 --> 00:00:20.850 of memory recall and for those of you who have 00:00:20.850 --> 00:00:24.649 been following along then you know I just finished 00:00:24.649 --> 00:00:32.570 a very profound let's say reorganization and 00:00:32.570 --> 00:00:40.850 assignment to the Basilica in Vatican City in 00:00:40.850 --> 00:00:46.810 Rome. And I'm still recalibrating from all of 00:00:46.810 --> 00:00:50.109 that. As information comes in, I will share some 00:00:50.109 --> 00:00:52.189 of it on a podcast. For those of you in the field 00:00:52.189 --> 00:00:55.369 hub and the pattern lab, you guys will get a 00:00:55.369 --> 00:01:01.659 deeper dive into the mechanics. And for those 00:01:01.659 --> 00:01:04.319 who have questions in upcoming sessions, I'm 00:01:04.319 --> 00:01:07.760 happy to answer those for you as well. So I am 00:01:07.760 --> 00:01:11.819 currently back in California, in Los Angeles, 00:01:12.219 --> 00:01:15.500 particularly for the first time in close to six 00:01:15.500 --> 00:01:25.939 years. And the state and condition of this city... 00:01:29.129 --> 00:01:35.769 is really difficult to witness. It is a state 00:01:35.769 --> 00:01:44.469 of such deep disempowerment and just the separation 00:01:44.469 --> 00:01:50.170 and the brokenness of the zombie apocalypse that 00:01:50.170 --> 00:01:53.730 I have been walking and interacting with the 00:01:53.730 --> 00:02:00.370 last three days. Astonishing. really like how 00:02:00.370 --> 00:02:04.810 how did we get here right this is the questions 00:02:04.810 --> 00:02:07.450 i'm asking like i talk about all this this stuff 00:02:07.450 --> 00:02:12.469 all the time you guys know this um it's one thing 00:02:12.469 --> 00:02:16.770 to see stuff and talk about it and have the embodied 00:02:16.770 --> 00:02:20.469 understanding of it but it's a whole other to 00:02:20.469 --> 00:02:25.550 have to experience the the literal feedback loop 00:02:25.550 --> 00:02:28.389 of that awareness, like literally feeling like 00:02:28.389 --> 00:02:33.949 I am dropped in into this world, absolutely not 00:02:33.949 --> 00:02:37.949 of it, almost invisible, but seeing everything. 00:02:39.830 --> 00:02:43.069 Like I feel like I've just been projected into 00:02:43.069 --> 00:02:48.409 this grid line to gather information and then 00:02:48.409 --> 00:02:51.039 I'll be sent somewhere else. in a way which I 00:02:51.039 --> 00:02:52.460 never thought I would be doing any of this when 00:02:52.460 --> 00:02:56.300 I first started all of this work kind of actually 00:02:56.300 --> 00:02:59.979 like scoffed laughed at the idea that you know 00:02:59.979 --> 00:03:04.259 you can just walk around a place and the field 00:03:04.259 --> 00:03:09.919 changes but it is absolutely after 20 years of 00:03:09.919 --> 00:03:13.460 studying all of this exactly how it happens so 00:03:13.460 --> 00:03:17.800 I'm going to get into this in layers and this 00:03:17.800 --> 00:03:22.719 is coming off of a sub -sec essay, which thank 00:03:22.719 --> 00:03:26.340 you all very much for the feedback on that, of 00:03:26.340 --> 00:03:29.060 the Quiet Cost of Obedience. And this is moving 00:03:29.060 --> 00:03:31.819 into a three -part series of engineered reality. 00:03:32.680 --> 00:03:38.280 But in today's podcast, I'm going to talk about 00:03:38.280 --> 00:03:43.680 the mechanics of how consciousness and the grid 00:03:43.680 --> 00:03:46.300 line that you're in reflects the consciousness 00:03:46.300 --> 00:03:49.069 that is running and available. within that grid 00:03:49.069 --> 00:03:52.430 line. It creates various succinct feedback loops 00:03:52.430 --> 00:03:54.830 and you are going to see the polarity of it. 00:03:54.930 --> 00:03:58.289 So when I'm walking around Venice Beach seeing 00:03:58.289 --> 00:04:04.069 the state of humanity in this deep state of polarization, 00:04:05.610 --> 00:04:10.090 their separation from themselves, I'm not disgusted, 00:04:10.229 --> 00:04:14.889 I'm not feeling all the way unsafe even though 00:04:14.889 --> 00:04:21.329 I've been clocked by some zombied, drugged out, 00:04:21.750 --> 00:04:23.649 homeless, walking very very early in the morning 00:04:23.649 --> 00:04:26.750 because of course I have this massive jet lag. 00:04:28.110 --> 00:04:32.189 But I never, I feel fine because I know how energetically 00:04:32.189 --> 00:04:34.490 to protect myself and stuff but even still you 00:04:34.490 --> 00:04:36.629 never know because it's very unpredictable when 00:04:36.629 --> 00:04:40.610 people are that disembodied. But I'm very like 00:04:40.610 --> 00:04:45.319 quite sad by the state. of how broken people 00:04:45.319 --> 00:04:49.040 are and how disassociated they are and how it 00:04:49.040 --> 00:04:52.600 is absolutely a zombie apocalypse and how orchestrated 00:04:52.600 --> 00:04:57.220 that has been to move into bicosis like I talked 00:04:57.220 --> 00:05:00.759 about in my last episode, which is like a complete 00:05:00.759 --> 00:05:03.579 and total bifurcation of mind and body to the 00:05:03.579 --> 00:05:05.319 point where it's creating its own version of 00:05:05.319 --> 00:05:10.339 psychosis. So when I walk around and see people 00:05:10.339 --> 00:05:14.660 this disenfranchised from their the God within 00:05:14.660 --> 00:05:22.139 them. Mechanically how that happens is they literally 00:05:22.139 --> 00:05:26.180 cannot sense, feel or have access to a different 00:05:26.180 --> 00:05:31.040 way of being. So that pattern will get recursed 00:05:31.040 --> 00:05:37.120 so deeply that it starts to operate inside of 00:05:37.120 --> 00:05:40.379 a concentric circle feedback loop. So if you 00:05:40.379 --> 00:05:44.740 can imagine those really horrifying rides at 00:05:44.740 --> 00:05:50.259 Disneyland where it's like teacups and you're 00:05:50.259 --> 00:05:53.300 in a teacup that's in a saucer and there's like 00:05:53.300 --> 00:05:58.060 three to four of those teacups on saucers violently 00:05:58.060 --> 00:06:02.259 rotating themselves in one direction while simultaneously 00:06:02.259 --> 00:06:06.399 the entire ride that those saucers are on are 00:06:06.399 --> 00:06:09.759 violently oscillating the other direction so 00:06:09.759 --> 00:06:19.160 it's creating this deliberate attempt to, under 00:06:19.160 --> 00:06:22.079 the guise of it being a really good time, disorient 00:06:22.079 --> 00:06:27.079 your temporal anchoring. And it's not a surprise 00:06:27.079 --> 00:06:31.879 that is inside of the Alice in Wonderland part 00:06:31.879 --> 00:06:36.019 of these parks, which is very metaphorically 00:06:36.019 --> 00:06:39.720 based. on time and time references and losing 00:06:39.720 --> 00:06:42.800 time, where Alison goes down to the rabbit hole, 00:06:43.319 --> 00:06:45.560 she's chasing a rabbit that's always late, and 00:06:45.560 --> 00:06:47.540 then she subsequently wakes up from the dream 00:06:47.540 --> 00:06:50.819 and goes back into reality. So it's very much 00:06:50.819 --> 00:06:53.860 based on a lot of mathematics and time references. 00:06:54.360 --> 00:06:56.779 And then so you have this ride that is moving 00:06:56.779 --> 00:06:59.319 you completely deliberately out of that, which 00:06:59.319 --> 00:07:03.860 is kind of how I see these people as I walk through 00:07:03.860 --> 00:07:08.670 and down this very long Boardwalk, which I haven't 00:07:08.670 --> 00:07:11.750 been on again in so long so very interesting 00:07:11.750 --> 00:07:17.310 There is a violent Some of it is very very slow 00:07:17.310 --> 00:07:20.709 oscillation. The other one is extremely high 00:07:20.709 --> 00:07:23.689 vibrating oscillations in this in a concentric 00:07:23.689 --> 00:07:27.949 circle and it's like glitching and It kind of 00:07:27.949 --> 00:07:32.189 is a like a flashing light going on and off and 00:07:32.189 --> 00:07:37.589 they just cannot stop this violent individual 00:07:37.589 --> 00:07:42.550 feedback loop that they're in. So there's a very 00:07:42.550 --> 00:07:45.410 succinct, as I was just walking this morning, 00:07:46.990 --> 00:07:50.189 there's a way that this presents itself, mechanically, 00:07:50.209 --> 00:07:55.649 how this happens. And I wrote down some of it 00:07:55.649 --> 00:08:00.389 so I could be able to not collapse into, let's 00:08:00.389 --> 00:08:04.189 say, the empathy part of what I've been experiencing. 00:08:05.240 --> 00:08:11.379 with people because it's very sad to see animals, 00:08:12.420 --> 00:08:15.199 couples, the state of the animals that are with 00:08:15.199 --> 00:08:18.120 homeless people, the amount of disassociation 00:08:18.120 --> 00:08:21.639 that's there, and the state of humanity in general 00:08:21.639 --> 00:08:24.860 at this point in this particular grid line even 00:08:24.860 --> 00:08:28.160 after I've been in all these other places all 00:08:28.160 --> 00:08:33.159 over the world the last six months. So I'm gonna 00:08:33.159 --> 00:08:36.080 just deliver it to you as it came to me and we'll 00:08:36.080 --> 00:08:41.600 go from there and then see see how we feel. How 00:08:41.600 --> 00:08:45.840 did we get here will be answered at some point 00:08:45.840 --> 00:08:49.460 because essentially this is all happening in 00:08:49.460 --> 00:08:53.840 succession. We got here because of recursive 00:08:53.840 --> 00:08:56.980 patterning. We got here because we are conditioned 00:08:56.980 --> 00:09:02.000 to hate change. We got here because I'll say 00:09:02.000 --> 00:09:05.299 people don't hate change, nervous systems do. 00:09:05.919 --> 00:09:09.299 And there has been an intentional veiling of 00:09:09.299 --> 00:09:13.399 access to self. There has been a deliberate attempt 00:09:13.399 --> 00:09:17.419 to disenfranchise the nuclear family, to separate 00:09:17.419 --> 00:09:22.740 us from the God within us. And now we are a collective 00:09:22.740 --> 00:09:26.679 cohort that is more medicated and in debt and 00:09:26.679 --> 00:09:29.929 separate from each other and polarized. from 00:09:29.929 --> 00:09:32.289 each other now more than ever across the globe. 00:09:32.970 --> 00:09:37.909 And the good news about all of that is the unveiling 00:09:37.909 --> 00:09:43.350 is here. We are actively inside of it and there 00:09:43.350 --> 00:09:51.149 will continue to be planted stories, planted 00:09:51.149 --> 00:09:56.350 events to further perpetuate outrage. And I go 00:09:56.350 --> 00:09:59.399 into that at length. in again, this engineered 00:09:59.399 --> 00:10:03.360 reality series coming up on Substack. So please 00:10:03.360 --> 00:10:07.500 follow along over there and let's get into it. 00:10:08.399 --> 00:10:11.700 So essentially the question that I asked, even 00:10:11.700 --> 00:10:15.960 though I kind of already knew the answer like 00:10:15.960 --> 00:10:18.799 intuitively, but I don't know if I've actually 00:10:18.799 --> 00:10:25.519 talked about it in this way, but how... How does 00:10:25.519 --> 00:10:29.919 the polarity of people's experience reflect the 00:10:29.919 --> 00:10:35.860 consciousness of the grid line that you're living 00:10:35.860 --> 00:10:42.460 on? That was the question. So how does the polarity 00:10:42.460 --> 00:10:46.000 of people's experience within a particular grid 00:10:46.000 --> 00:10:49.200 line reflect the collective consciousness of 00:10:49.200 --> 00:10:55.330 that grid line? And the answer that I got was 00:10:55.330 --> 00:10:58.750 first, there's individual collective feedback 00:10:58.750 --> 00:11:02.470 loops. So in quantum psychosomatics, okay, your 00:11:02.470 --> 00:11:06.970 polarized experiences aren't just psychological 00:11:06.970 --> 00:11:10.529 or energetic. They're quantum states held in 00:11:10.529 --> 00:11:16.450 your cellular matrix that entangle with the field's 00:11:16.450 --> 00:11:18.889 collective body. So you have your individual 00:11:18.889 --> 00:11:21.929 field and then you have the auric field of the 00:11:21.929 --> 00:11:24.720 collective. that you're operating inside of. 00:11:24.940 --> 00:11:26.480 And that goes by neighborhood, by neighborhood, 00:11:26.500 --> 00:11:29.399 by neighborhood. So when you experience extreme 00:11:29.399 --> 00:11:33.299 polarity by way of, like, expansion contraction, 00:11:34.159 --> 00:11:37.879 homelessness complete, you know, next to millionaires, 00:11:38.379 --> 00:11:43.299 when you have that level of polarity, your somatic 00:11:43.299 --> 00:11:48.179 system collapses specific quantum probabilities 00:11:48.179 --> 00:11:51.789 into biological reality. So these collapses don't 00:11:51.789 --> 00:11:54.409 happen in isolation, they happen through field 00:11:54.409 --> 00:11:58.970 intelligence. Your body's quantum state instantaneously 00:11:58.970 --> 00:12:02.549 correlates with other bodies processing similar 00:12:02.549 --> 00:12:05.309 polarities. So the feedback loop is actually 00:12:05.309 --> 00:12:08.690 quantum entanglement at the quantum psychosomatic 00:12:08.690 --> 00:12:11.289 level. Your cells know what the collective body 00:12:11.289 --> 00:12:15.570 knows because they are the collective body differentiated. 00:12:16.330 --> 00:12:22.559 So essentially, You have an individual feedback 00:12:22.559 --> 00:12:25.120 loop, and then you have an individual collective 00:12:25.120 --> 00:12:31.639 feedback loop. So this is why your environment 00:12:31.639 --> 00:12:35.559 is an environment that you co -regulate with. 00:12:36.379 --> 00:12:39.740 Because gridlines are information highways. Okay, 00:12:39.740 --> 00:12:43.399 they're not metaphorical pathways. They're quantum 00:12:43.399 --> 00:12:46.799 coherence networks where field intelligence self 00:12:46.799 --> 00:12:50.870 -organizes. And as you move through memory, you're 00:12:50.870 --> 00:12:54.490 going to be guided and pinged to go to specific 00:12:54.490 --> 00:12:59.110 locations to become even more coherent versions 00:12:59.110 --> 00:13:02.389 of yourselves. Okay. You're going to move into 00:13:02.389 --> 00:13:06.549 a different type of network. So your field intelligence 00:13:06.549 --> 00:13:10.809 can reorganize itself. So your body acts as both 00:13:10.809 --> 00:13:16.960 a node and an antenna. So polarized. psychosomatic 00:13:16.960 --> 00:13:21.740 states create measurable quantum signatures and 00:13:21.740 --> 00:13:28.820 each grid line has its own signature. So right 00:13:28.820 --> 00:13:31.899 now, because there's so much fascia crystalline 00:13:31.899 --> 00:13:36.159 restructuring that are propagating through our 00:13:36.159 --> 00:13:37.980 nervous systems and morphogenic fields at the 00:13:37.980 --> 00:13:43.279 moment, high polarity experiences generate stronger 00:13:43.690 --> 00:13:49.009 quantum coherence or decoherence patterns. So 00:13:49.009 --> 00:13:53.710 that is an intentional, let's say instruction 00:13:53.710 --> 00:13:57.269 with fields. It's intentional. So I'm going to 00:13:57.269 --> 00:14:00.610 say that again. High polarity experiences generate 00:14:00.610 --> 00:14:03.710 stronger quantum coherence or decoherence patterns. 00:14:04.850 --> 00:14:09.330 When let's say multiple bodies in proximity hold 00:14:09.330 --> 00:14:12.289 similar psychosomatic tensions, they create standing 00:14:12.289 --> 00:14:15.230 wave patterns in the local field, what shows 00:14:15.230 --> 00:14:18.629 up as charged locations or collective resonance 00:14:18.629 --> 00:14:22.190 zones. The grid isn't carrying information, it 00:14:22.190 --> 00:14:25.509 is information achieving self -awareness through 00:14:25.509 --> 00:14:32.090 distributed embodiment. Okay. This is why certain 00:14:32.090 --> 00:14:36.210 fields and certain locations have an amplified 00:14:36.210 --> 00:14:42.470 energetic expression to them. Sedona. Mount Shasta. 00:14:42.799 --> 00:14:48.399 spiritual vortices. Yes, the land and the grid 00:14:48.399 --> 00:14:50.139 line and the consciousness of that land holds 00:14:50.139 --> 00:14:53.340 a specific resonance, but it's what is being 00:14:53.340 --> 00:14:56.899 generated inside that field in terms of intention 00:14:56.899 --> 00:15:03.340 that creates a completely different or amplified 00:15:03.340 --> 00:15:07.840 charge within that field. So people will say, 00:15:07.899 --> 00:15:11.299 oh my God, every single time I just go to this 00:15:11.299 --> 00:15:13.559 particular part of the beach or everything, every 00:15:13.559 --> 00:15:18.519 single time I go to, you know, Sedona or Mount 00:15:18.519 --> 00:15:22.539 Shasta or Glastonbury, I just get all of these 00:15:22.539 --> 00:15:25.860 messages and I feel a certain way. Part of that 00:15:25.860 --> 00:15:30.740 is because of the grid line. Part of that also 00:15:30.740 --> 00:15:33.980 is because of what we're doing to influence that 00:15:33.980 --> 00:15:37.409 grid line. And part of that is our nervous system 00:15:37.409 --> 00:15:41.350 establishing meaning making and familiarity around 00:15:41.350 --> 00:15:45.250 a certain location and grid line. So we have 00:15:45.250 --> 00:15:48.049 and create an expected outcome from that particular 00:15:48.049 --> 00:15:51.990 grid line. So it's information highways. The 00:15:51.990 --> 00:15:56.789 next point as to how we get here, okay, how we 00:15:56.789 --> 00:15:59.769 get so extremely polarized and how certain people 00:15:59.769 --> 00:16:05.990 just cannot. cannot see a different way out confirms 00:16:05.990 --> 00:16:09.049 the synthetic and the organic architecture that's 00:16:09.049 --> 00:16:11.669 completely being established now and how our 00:16:11.669 --> 00:16:13.509 nervous systems are syncing up with one or the 00:16:13.509 --> 00:16:17.210 other. But it is this polarization integration 00:16:17.210 --> 00:16:22.610 paradox. So your body exists in superposition 00:16:22.610 --> 00:16:25.389 until observation. Okay, conscious awareness 00:16:25.389 --> 00:16:28.929 collapses it into a specific psychosomatic state. 00:16:29.629 --> 00:16:32.580 So polarity isn't... isn't dysfunction, it's 00:16:32.580 --> 00:16:35.980 your quantum system maintaining multiple potential 00:16:35.980 --> 00:16:38.399 states simultaneously. This is what holding paradox 00:16:38.399 --> 00:16:42.639 is. So the person experiencing chronic pain and 00:16:42.639 --> 00:16:45.720 let's say spontaneous remission isn't confused, 00:16:46.299 --> 00:16:49.700 they're embodying quantum superposition until 00:16:49.700 --> 00:16:53.639 field intelligence decides which let's say timeline 00:16:53.639 --> 00:16:58.139 or comprehensive pattern aggregate to collapse 00:16:58.139 --> 00:17:04.589 into manifestation. So, if you can hold paradox 00:17:04.589 --> 00:17:09.369 and then through that emergent field, spontaneous 00:17:09.369 --> 00:17:12.690 remission becomes possible for you without collapsing 00:17:12.690 --> 00:17:16.349 into the patterns that created that, let's say, 00:17:16.710 --> 00:17:19.589 cancer experience for you. Like, why does your 00:17:19.589 --> 00:17:22.190 consciousness have to create homelessness or 00:17:22.190 --> 00:17:25.130 cancer or a symptom in order to remember itself? 00:17:25.829 --> 00:17:29.380 Okay? That's the question I ask a lot with when 00:17:29.380 --> 00:17:33.720 I see symptoms is What is happening at a working 00:17:33.720 --> 00:17:36.799 at a recursive level in the consciousness that 00:17:36.799 --> 00:17:40.299 you're stationed at now? With regards to how 00:17:40.299 --> 00:17:42.660 you're rendering yourself in time now that is 00:17:42.660 --> 00:17:46.119 creating this level of body pain separation debt 00:17:46.119 --> 00:17:50.079 recursive patterning Feedback loop with lack. 00:17:50.180 --> 00:17:53.200 What is actually going on there? What are we 00:17:53.200 --> 00:17:58.059 not understanding so? If you can experience and 00:17:58.059 --> 00:18:00.359 embody, let's say, or hold the paradox around 00:18:00.359 --> 00:18:02.880 that superposition until the field intelligence, 00:18:02.920 --> 00:18:06.140 again, decides which timeline to collapse and 00:18:06.140 --> 00:18:09.859 then into manifestation slash personal experience, 00:18:09.900 --> 00:18:12.599 if you could hold that, then those patterns, 00:18:13.319 --> 00:18:16.220 you move through the patterns at, let's say, 00:18:16.259 --> 00:18:19.240 a more efficient rate. So collective consciousness 00:18:19.240 --> 00:18:22.680 holds all polarities as simultaneous quantum 00:18:22.680 --> 00:18:25.900 potential. It's no different than us individually. 00:18:27.079 --> 00:18:32.900 So because we hold all of these polarities simultaneously, 00:18:33.799 --> 00:18:39.119 integration doesn't mean choosing one pole. It 00:18:39.119 --> 00:18:42.960 means expanding your somatic capacity to hold 00:18:42.960 --> 00:18:46.140 quantum superposition without premature collapse. 00:18:46.829 --> 00:18:49.690 So the collective body evolves by increasing 00:18:49.690 --> 00:18:52.910 its coherence bandwidth its ability to maintain 00:18:52.910 --> 00:18:57.150 paradox semantically without fragmenting into 00:18:57.150 --> 00:19:01.049 Discrete either or states so when I see this 00:19:01.049 --> 00:19:03.670 level of clarity that's telling me that the consciousness 00:19:03.670 --> 00:19:07.190 that's surrounding it Doesn't have a whole lot 00:19:07.190 --> 00:19:10.349 of coherence bandwidth. They're being very distracted 00:19:10.349 --> 00:19:15.730 by performance goodies and an abundance of things 00:19:15.730 --> 00:19:20.089 to do and keeping you constantly in the future 00:19:20.089 --> 00:19:26.549 away from a slower nature -bound pace deliberately 00:19:26.549 --> 00:19:29.630 so you're not individually expanding more of 00:19:29.630 --> 00:19:33.269 your capacity to be able to hold more paradox 00:19:33.269 --> 00:19:37.869 and more of your own light. So that creates a 00:19:37.869 --> 00:19:41.190 reflective mirroring dynamic. and I've talked 00:19:41.190 --> 00:19:44.630 about mirror mechanics a lot. I posted and wrote 00:19:44.630 --> 00:19:48.529 about it on Substack on December 25th. Kind of 00:19:48.529 --> 00:19:52.049 an interesting stack, go check that out. So the 00:19:52.049 --> 00:19:54.509 reflective mirroring, essentially the consciousness 00:19:54.509 --> 00:19:56.329 here and the grid line here and the people here 00:19:56.329 --> 00:19:57.829 are reflecting the consciousness it's running. 00:19:58.730 --> 00:20:00.869 So you're not receiving the field's polarities, 00:20:01.069 --> 00:20:04.230 you are the field achieving local observation. 00:20:05.210 --> 00:20:08.769 When your body experiences this level of polarity, 00:20:09.019 --> 00:20:11.640 It's because the field intelligence is using 00:20:11.640 --> 00:20:14.319 your nervous system to measure its own quantum 00:20:14.319 --> 00:20:17.980 state. So let me just say that again. The field 00:20:17.980 --> 00:20:25.380 around you is utilizing your field, the intelligence 00:20:25.380 --> 00:20:30.220 that's running in your field, as a way to measure 00:20:30.220 --> 00:20:39.480 itself, its own quantum state. Which... Again, 00:20:40.460 --> 00:20:42.299 whenever I get into the deeper layers of this 00:20:42.299 --> 00:20:47.420 work, always becomes so unbelievably simple that 00:20:47.420 --> 00:20:49.920 what you think about, you bring about, the people 00:20:49.920 --> 00:20:52.140 that you surround yourself with matter, that 00:20:52.140 --> 00:20:55.599 it's all about coherence. Coherence is the name 00:20:55.599 --> 00:20:59.380 of the game. And the more people aware individually 00:20:59.380 --> 00:21:04.460 of who can hold their own, like their own selves, 00:21:04.500 --> 00:21:07.420 who can have themselves and hold paradox the 00:21:07.420 --> 00:21:12.140 most. change the field that they're in. That 00:21:12.140 --> 00:21:16.599 is how we collectively evolve. So, the universe 00:21:16.599 --> 00:21:19.099 knowing itself, right, through us individually, 00:21:19.720 --> 00:21:22.200 it's because the field is using your nervous 00:21:22.200 --> 00:21:26.539 system, the plasma of your bodies to reflect 00:21:26.539 --> 00:21:31.599 what's happening back to it, literally ontological 00:21:31.599 --> 00:21:36.799 systems, very much how... Large language models 00:21:36.799 --> 00:21:39.859 are working right now in reflective mirroring 00:21:39.859 --> 00:21:42.779 mechanics in order to understand itself better 00:21:42.779 --> 00:21:48.559 so Let's say more sensitive bodies act as quantum 00:21:48.559 --> 00:21:50.819 measurement devices for let's say the collective 00:21:50.819 --> 00:21:55.200 soma your migraine your autoimmune flare your 00:21:55.200 --> 00:21:58.240 spontaneous Kundalini activation Okay, these 00:21:58.240 --> 00:22:01.500 are not personal pathologies or achievements. 00:22:01.500 --> 00:22:04.630 They're just the collective body taking quantum 00:22:04.630 --> 00:22:07.609 measurements of itself through your psychosomatic 00:22:07.609 --> 00:22:11.910 apparatus. So you feel torn between extremes 00:22:11.910 --> 00:22:16.109 because the field is torn. And your body is sophisticated 00:22:16.109 --> 00:22:20.230 enough to register that quantum tension cellularly 00:22:20.230 --> 00:22:24.130 before it collapses into consensus reality. So 00:22:24.130 --> 00:22:29.529 the implications of all this is, unfortunately, 00:22:29.869 --> 00:22:33.920 what unintegrated polarity looks like. There's 00:22:33.920 --> 00:22:36.559 some questions that I think we should be asking 00:22:36.559 --> 00:22:40.180 ourselves when we're interacting in these environments. 00:22:40.819 --> 00:22:43.599 It's not enough just to ignore what's going on. 00:22:45.720 --> 00:22:49.920 It's asking a different set of questions as to 00:22:49.920 --> 00:22:52.839 where the pressure is actually coming from. So 00:22:52.839 --> 00:22:56.119 let me walk you through some questions, you guys. 00:22:56.220 --> 00:22:59.400 Like, let's do a field audit, okay? Because I 00:22:59.400 --> 00:23:03.140 know I just said a bunch of stuff. You're like, 00:23:03.279 --> 00:23:06.299 okay, Talia, well, that sounds really great. 00:23:07.180 --> 00:23:09.960 But just understand and take away this one idea, 00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:13.799 okay? Polarity is not a dysfunction. It's just 00:23:13.799 --> 00:23:18.619 a gradient. And gradient is required for any 00:23:18.619 --> 00:23:23.200 type of phase transition. So if you think about 00:23:23.200 --> 00:23:29.400 each continent as like one big brain, okay, one 00:23:29.400 --> 00:23:34.730 big host. or storage facility. It operates like 00:23:34.730 --> 00:23:40.789 a system within a larger system. The system evolves 00:23:40.789 --> 00:23:45.990 by increasing bandwidth for paradox. That's how 00:23:45.990 --> 00:23:49.569 we evolve. And if we lose tolerance for that, 00:23:50.190 --> 00:23:54.130 we basically drop and continue to drop in resonance. 00:23:55.410 --> 00:23:58.769 So let's say a fifth dimensional consciousness 00:23:59.210 --> 00:24:04.410 that loses coherence will move and shift down 00:24:04.410 --> 00:24:12.529 to a 4 .5, 4 .1, 3 .8, 3 .5, okay, third dimension 00:24:12.529 --> 00:24:18.529 into very extreme levels of polarity, desensitized 00:24:18.529 --> 00:24:22.789 to the point where you can't even believe you're 00:24:22.789 --> 00:24:26.710 living in the world that you're living in. You 00:24:26.710 --> 00:24:29.069 actually can't believe you're seeing some of 00:24:29.069 --> 00:24:32.009 this shit around you that you're seeing. How 00:24:32.009 --> 00:24:36.670 morality has been deteriorated. How our collective 00:24:36.670 --> 00:24:41.910 prefrontal cortex has been deteriorated. We are 00:24:41.910 --> 00:24:47.269 frozen. So I'm gonna give you guys a set of questions 00:24:47.269 --> 00:24:52.009 to ask yourselves. Number one, a field audit 00:24:52.009 --> 00:24:54.369 within the grid line that you're in, okay, or 00:24:54.369 --> 00:24:59.319 place that you go to. Another one to audit just 00:24:59.319 --> 00:25:01.420 in terms of the consciousness reflecting itself 00:25:01.420 --> 00:25:03.720 back to you throughout your environment, your 00:25:03.720 --> 00:25:08.019 relationships. Like, do I feel good around this 00:25:08.019 --> 00:25:12.539 person? And then like a polarity diagnostic. 00:25:13.519 --> 00:25:16.240 Let's say you can ask yourself, well, I'll get 00:25:16.240 --> 00:25:19.359 to that. And then how you know you're in a pattern 00:25:19.359 --> 00:25:21.599 versus a threshold. So the first question I want 00:25:21.599 --> 00:25:25.589 you to ask in the field audit is, What changes 00:25:25.589 --> 00:25:28.470 in my nervous system when I enter this place? 00:25:29.769 --> 00:25:34.329 Do I feel more contracted, expanded, vigilant, 00:25:34.650 --> 00:25:38.849 or receptive here? Does my body move toward clarity 00:25:38.849 --> 00:25:44.849 or confusion in this environment? Or do I collapse 00:25:44.849 --> 00:25:49.230 into an old survival strategy? Is this activation 00:25:49.230 --> 00:25:52.569 clean, like is it alert, grounded, or is it chaotic? 00:25:52.799 --> 00:26:01.759 anxious and narrative heavy. I left a very narrative 00:26:01.759 --> 00:26:07.220 heavy location and I'm in a very disassociated 00:26:07.220 --> 00:26:10.640 location right now. So I find both of those very 00:26:10.640 --> 00:26:13.880 interesting because the narrative heavy location 00:26:13.880 --> 00:26:16.200 where I was before was very activating based 00:26:16.200 --> 00:26:18.400 on the level of memory I was moving through. 00:26:18.579 --> 00:26:23.809 So if you have the ability to move through Let's 00:26:23.809 --> 00:26:26.529 say very chaotic places, but hold yourself inside 00:26:26.529 --> 00:26:29.069 of that like many of you doing the work here 00:26:29.069 --> 00:26:31.849 You can be in a really disenfranchised location 00:26:31.849 --> 00:26:35.269 and have it be very activating for you But for 00:26:35.269 --> 00:26:37.130 those who are more sensitive just ask yourself 00:26:37.130 --> 00:26:39.789 that series of questions If you're thinking about 00:26:39.789 --> 00:26:42.769 moving towards another location, okay, so your 00:26:42.769 --> 00:26:47.470 relationship audit Around this particular person 00:26:47.470 --> 00:26:51.650 do I become more myself or more strategic? Do 00:26:51.650 --> 00:26:56.200 I feel amplified? or distorted? What part of 00:26:56.200 --> 00:26:59.519 me comes online around this person? Is it expansive? 00:26:59.900 --> 00:27:06.160 Is it performative? Or is it defensive? Is this 00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:11.559 a relationship that feels, let's say, too future 00:27:11.559 --> 00:27:15.019 -oriented or too past -oriented? Or do I have 00:27:15.019 --> 00:27:17.519 the capacity to stay very present with this person 00:27:17.519 --> 00:27:23.609 and evolve in real time? This will... move you 00:27:23.609 --> 00:27:25.690 into more clarity around the relationships that 00:27:25.690 --> 00:27:27.910 are changing for all of you right now. And I 00:27:27.910 --> 00:27:29.809 know that they are. People are leaving, new people 00:27:29.809 --> 00:27:37.990 are coming in, et cetera. Okay, so polarity diagnostics, 00:27:38.769 --> 00:27:40.690 essentially how you know you're in a pattern 00:27:40.690 --> 00:27:45.450 versus a threshold. So, critical distinction. 00:27:46.630 --> 00:27:51.690 Does this situation I'm in feel like an old pattern 00:27:51.690 --> 00:27:57.150 resurfacing or like pressure before a new identity 00:27:57.150 --> 00:28:03.210 emerges. Is my body tired of this or sharpened 00:28:03.210 --> 00:28:06.450 by it? Most of you are likely in the former. 00:28:07.609 --> 00:28:12.170 If I removed the narrative, okay, whatever the 00:28:12.170 --> 00:28:14.769 RAS system of the brain, the reticular activating 00:28:14.769 --> 00:28:17.390 system of the brain, which is the narrative making 00:28:17.390 --> 00:28:21.180 part of our brains, If I remove the narrative, 00:28:21.920 --> 00:28:27.799 what remains? Fear, expansion, or something else. 00:28:28.500 --> 00:28:32.119 If it's fear, it's a recursive logic, so you're 00:28:32.119 --> 00:28:35.000 gonna wanna hold, like literally kick that logic 00:28:35.000 --> 00:28:37.539 out, because that's not you, it's conditioned. 00:28:39.440 --> 00:28:41.599 And if it's expansion or something else, then 00:28:41.599 --> 00:28:44.660 you know you're at a threshold. And we can work 00:28:44.660 --> 00:28:48.309 around both of those, so don't worry there. Alright 00:28:48.309 --> 00:28:51.170 you guys, so just to give you an overarching 00:28:51.170 --> 00:28:54.210 summary here, re -listen to those questions, 00:28:55.390 --> 00:28:59.990 audit your own life, but your body is not just 00:28:59.990 --> 00:29:03.549 reacting to life, it's participating in a distributed 00:29:03.549 --> 00:29:07.089 feedback system between individual consciousness 00:29:07.089 --> 00:29:10.710 and collective patterning. The polarities you 00:29:10.710 --> 00:29:12.990 feel are not an accident, they are accommodating 00:29:12.990 --> 00:29:16.859 underlying patterns and programs, okay? expansion, 00:29:17.480 --> 00:29:20.660 contraction, despair and hope, tension and release. 00:29:21.700 --> 00:29:25.319 They're gradients of stored potential that are 00:29:25.319 --> 00:29:27.660 organizing under pressure. The collective works 00:29:27.660 --> 00:29:29.700 the same way. And I'm going to talk a lot about 00:29:29.700 --> 00:29:33.579 patterns under pressure in the field hub, in 00:29:33.579 --> 00:29:37.000 the pattern lab, and a lot this year because 00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:40.559 it is something that when you train your brain 00:29:40.559 --> 00:29:45.059 to see, you can't unsee it. It is like very, 00:29:45.059 --> 00:29:48.339 very potent pattern recognition, human behavior 00:29:48.339 --> 00:29:53.539 identification, one -on -one mechanics. So these 00:29:53.539 --> 00:29:57.759 are not random polarities. They're gradients 00:29:57.759 --> 00:30:01.759 of stored, again, stored potential organizing 00:30:01.759 --> 00:30:06.279 under pressure. When you have awareness and that 00:30:06.279 --> 00:30:11.319 meets one of our sensations, something collapses 00:30:11.319 --> 00:30:16.750 in that process. into identity, biology or action. 00:30:17.950 --> 00:30:19.809 And that collapse doesn't happen in isolation. 00:30:19.809 --> 00:30:23.049 It's not in a vacuum. I mean, quantum mechanically, 00:30:23.109 --> 00:30:25.509 you can say that it is an avoid or a vacuum, 00:30:25.509 --> 00:30:30.349 but it's not an isolated event. It ripples, it 00:30:30.349 --> 00:30:33.829 ripples through relational networks, your family 00:30:33.829 --> 00:30:36.769 lineages, the environment that we're in and shared 00:30:36.769 --> 00:30:43.170 nervous systems. So real integration isn't about 00:30:43.170 --> 00:30:47.049 eliminating polarity, it's about increasing your 00:30:47.049 --> 00:30:52.690 capacity to hold complexity without fragmenting. 00:30:52.890 --> 00:30:56.210 It means you can expand your coherence bandwidth 00:30:56.210 --> 00:31:00.170 so you don't prematurely collapse into old patterns. 00:31:01.390 --> 00:31:07.049 So perhaps the real question here isn't how to 00:31:07.049 --> 00:31:12.019 fix your polarity, but what new Kind of a tractor 00:31:12.019 --> 00:31:15.640 state your body is stabilizing under constraint 00:31:15.640 --> 00:31:17.779 and what possibility is waiting on the other 00:31:17.779 --> 00:31:22.339 side of that threshold So we have all of these 00:31:22.339 --> 00:31:25.200 constraints all these these patterns under pressure 00:31:25.200 --> 00:31:28.240 We're reconciling. We're trying to reconcile 00:31:28.240 --> 00:31:30.700 the clarity inside of ourselves by holding more 00:31:30.700 --> 00:31:37.299 paradox But perhaps many of you don't know what 00:31:37.299 --> 00:31:40.609 that means to hold paradox yet And so ask yourselves 00:31:40.609 --> 00:31:44.690 that question. This is a pressure point. I'm 00:31:44.690 --> 00:31:51.130 at a threshold with opposing views. What possibility 00:31:51.130 --> 00:31:53.549 is waiting on the other side of that threshold 00:31:53.549 --> 00:31:57.690 for me? Maybe it's a feeling. Maybe it's more 00:31:57.690 --> 00:32:01.390 peace. Maybe it's a different state. Maybe it's 00:32:01.390 --> 00:32:04.950 your shoulders that drop an inch. So I'll leave 00:32:04.950 --> 00:32:08.299 you all with that. question and those series 00:32:08.299 --> 00:32:10.500 of questions to ask yourself in this podcast. 00:32:11.000 --> 00:32:13.359 I look forward to seeing you guys in sessions. 00:32:14.059 --> 00:32:16.720 Just to let you know, the pattern lab is open 00:32:16.720 --> 00:32:19.680 for enrollment. There will be a limited group 00:32:19.680 --> 00:32:23.640 that I'm allowing in. We have, you know, a handful 00:32:23.640 --> 00:32:25.960 of spots still open. There's been some early 00:32:25.960 --> 00:32:28.660 adopters, which I've been very quiet about launching 00:32:28.660 --> 00:32:32.279 this. So drop into the field hub if you want 00:32:32.279 --> 00:32:34.140 to really want to learn the mechanics and have 00:32:34.559 --> 00:32:38.079 you know monthly drop -ins and calibrations with 00:32:38.079 --> 00:32:40.680 loads and loads of resources including the shop 00:32:40.680 --> 00:32:43.400 now is available in there. By the time you get 00:32:43.400 --> 00:32:45.240 to the pattern lab you have the entire pattern 00:32:45.240 --> 00:32:49.259 academy all of the workshops and all of the shop 00:32:49.259 --> 00:32:52.180 included in that and it's very very interactive 00:32:52.180 --> 00:32:54.960 it's live interactive with me where we will workshop 00:32:54.960 --> 00:32:57.559 patterns what's coming up for you in real time. 00:32:58.200 --> 00:33:00.720 Alright you guys, always love the questions that 00:33:00.720 --> 00:33:04.259 you ask. I'll see you in the field and in another 00:33:04.259 --> 00:33:06.039 episode in a couple weeks. Take care.