1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,320 Hey, Big Love Fam, welcome to Super Freak. 2 00:00:08,320 --> 00:00:13,880 This is a high vibe podcast, y'all, exploring all things frequencies, how they govern form, 3 00:00:13,880 --> 00:00:17,480 shape our realities, and are the key to living from your full potential. 4 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:22,280 It's non-moo combos about Super Roo shit, unpacking what I call the science of self. 5 00:00:22,280 --> 00:00:26,800 From body and soul literacy to the power of understanding vibration, higher consciousness, 6 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:31,440 quantum physics, and spiritual psych, let this podcast become a resource for you on 7 00:00:31,440 --> 00:00:33,080 your journey to self mastery. 8 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:38,240 If you're curious and ready to free your mind, unlock the body, and truly become limitless, 9 00:00:38,240 --> 00:00:39,240 then you're in the right place. 10 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:40,240 I'm your host, Hallie. 11 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:43,040 This is Super Freak, awakening for the next gen. 12 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:44,040 Let's go. 13 00:00:44,040 --> 00:00:53,280 All right, y'all, let's jump into this mini podcast episode about the difference between 14 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:57,840 an identity death and an ego death, because in the spiritual community, it is talked about 15 00:00:57,840 --> 00:01:06,280 so much, especially with the ketamine bros who are doing psychedelics and microdosing 16 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:09,520 ketamine on the regular, and they're having a quote unquote ego death. 17 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:11,520 No, this is not what's happening. 18 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:14,440 Just to clarify, I'm going to give you the role of the ego. 19 00:01:14,440 --> 00:01:18,040 First the role is part of the structure of how the brain works. 20 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:25,640 It's part of the structure of how we are created, we have to have the ego because it's a translation 21 00:01:25,640 --> 00:01:26,640 kit. 22 00:01:26,640 --> 00:01:28,600 It's basically a way that we see ourselves. 23 00:01:28,600 --> 00:01:34,520 If you look at the ego as a lens, which you see yourself through, imagine that you have 24 00:01:34,520 --> 00:01:35,520 ego, right? 25 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:40,560 You have the small s, and then you see yourself through the lens of ego. 26 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:47,280 You're going to project a very insecure version of yourself because the small s is an amplifier 27 00:01:47,280 --> 00:01:49,200 of who you're not. 28 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:55,160 The ego similarly is an amplifier to who you're not, there to maintain the level of awareness 29 00:01:55,160 --> 00:01:56,160 that you're at. 30 00:01:56,160 --> 00:02:00,760 So if you see yourself through your big s, through your higher self, for example, and 31 00:02:00,760 --> 00:02:06,240 you shine that light through the lens of ego, the ego is going to help sustain that level 32 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:09,560 of awareness and become a propellant. 33 00:02:09,560 --> 00:02:11,920 It's almost like atmosphere to a plane. 34 00:02:11,920 --> 00:02:16,300 So when people say that they're having an ego death, what they're doing is they're shedding 35 00:02:16,300 --> 00:02:22,560 and dissolving identity layers that are creating more distance between who they are in their 36 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:28,080 small s and who they truly are as their big s or said differently who they think they 37 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:31,080 are and then versus who they actually are. 38 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:34,640 Those two things and those two experiences are very different. 39 00:02:34,640 --> 00:02:41,080 So the disillusion process is why awakening is so hard for people because you continually 40 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:44,280 have identity deaths over and over and over again. 41 00:02:44,280 --> 00:02:50,920 It's constant, it's all the time because you're constantly refining your own, let's say, rendering. 42 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:56,880 You're in a constant state of refinement, like going into high death, pixelation, higher 43 00:02:56,880 --> 00:02:59,280 pixelation, things like this. 44 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:06,600 So just to clarify a bit there about what an identity death is versus an ego death, 45 00:03:06,600 --> 00:03:11,640 I think it's very important to talk about this because again, the spiritual community 46 00:03:11,640 --> 00:03:16,400 is so convoluted with their definitions right now and it's a mess. 47 00:03:16,400 --> 00:03:21,080 Another thing you'll see is part of false light in the spiritual community is you'll 48 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:27,560 see people who are in the awakening community, for example, but you get this feeling about 49 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:33,360 them where they're still projecting a version of who they want you to be through the lens 50 00:03:33,360 --> 00:03:34,360 of ego. 51 00:03:34,360 --> 00:03:38,520 It is just, let's say, a different identity that they've taken on. 52 00:03:38,520 --> 00:03:45,840 So if someone is playing a character of, I'm posing in front of my Audi and I'm so woke, 53 00:03:45,840 --> 00:03:50,960 I know all these details about mushrooms and everybody needs to start eating more avocados 54 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:56,720 and this is the truth about psychedelics and they go and have several plant medicine 55 00:03:56,720 --> 00:04:01,800 experiences, they start to dissolve a little bit of this false identity and projection, 56 00:04:01,800 --> 00:04:07,560 but instead they move into, I'm Mr. Neo Woke, identity. 57 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:15,560 Still, the light is still refracting itself through a version of the small s. 58 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:25,960 So there wasn't necessarily an identity dissolution as much as an identity bifurcation. 59 00:04:25,960 --> 00:04:28,960 Similar identity, different costume. 60 00:04:28,960 --> 00:04:31,040 So it hasn't actually been dissolved. 61 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:37,440 The person may be creating more workarounds, may have more awarenesses, but it's still 62 00:04:37,440 --> 00:04:40,320 coming through the lens of the small s self. 63 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:49,240 Someone with moving through a big s would not care about anything that they're involved 64 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:50,480 with really. 65 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:53,640 You really have a detachment of self. 66 00:04:53,640 --> 00:04:58,200 You're in service of the work and you're in service to the spirit of whatever it is 67 00:04:58,200 --> 00:04:59,200 you're building. 68 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:01,480 I mean, it truly is a submission. 69 00:05:01,480 --> 00:05:06,880 For me, I am in deep submission to the spirit of what this is, of what Super Freak is, of 70 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:09,200 what I'm building and I'm in service to it. 71 00:05:09,200 --> 00:05:13,760 I really become an irrelevant part character in this whole movie. 72 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:17,320 Very few people that I've come across in the spiritual community have that. 73 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:19,160 There's still a lot of distortions. 74 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:24,880 So if you want to continue to have conversations around identity, death and ego death, message 75 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:30,360 me on Telegram and in the meantime, y'all, I will see you on the next episode. 76 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:31,760 Thanks so much for listening, you guys. 77 00:05:31,760 --> 00:05:35,280 Please make sure to leave a review and follow the fun on social media because that's how 78 00:05:35,280 --> 00:05:36,280 it works in this world. 79 00:05:36,280 --> 00:05:37,960 In the meantime, get your freak on. 80 00:05:37,960 --> 00:05:55,720 I'll see you in the next session.