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All right, y'all, let's jump into this mini podcast episode about the difference between
an identity death and an ego death, because in the spiritual community, it is talked about
so much, especially with the ketamine bros who are doing psychedelics and microdosing
ketamine on the regular, and they're having a quote unquote ego death.
No, this is not what's happening.
Just to clarify, I'm going to give you the role of the ego.
First the role is part of the structure of how the brain works.
It's part of the structure of how we are created, we have to have the ego because it's a translation
kit.
It's basically a way that we see ourselves.
If you look at the ego as a lens, which you see yourself through, imagine that you have
ego, right?
You have the small s, and then you see yourself through the lens of ego.
You're going to project a very insecure version of yourself because the small s is an amplifier
of who you're not.
The ego similarly is an amplifier to who you're not, there to maintain the level of awareness
that you're at.
So if you see yourself through your big s, through your higher self, for example, and
you shine that light through the lens of ego, the ego is going to help sustain that level
of awareness and become a propellant.
It's almost like atmosphere to a plane.
So when people say that they're having an ego death, what they're doing is they're shedding
and dissolving identity layers that are creating more distance between who they are in their
small s and who they truly are as their big s or said differently who they think they
are and then versus who they actually are.
Those two things and those two experiences are very different.
So the disillusion process is why awakening is so hard for people because you continually
have identity deaths over and over and over again.
It's constant, it's all the time because you're constantly refining your own, let's say, rendering.
You're in a constant state of refinement, like going into high death, pixelation, higher
pixelation, things like this.
So just to clarify a bit there about what an identity death is versus an ego death,
I think it's very important to talk about this because again, the spiritual community
is so convoluted with their definitions right now and it's a mess.
Another thing you'll see is part of false light in the spiritual community is you'll
see people who are in the awakening community, for example, but you get this feeling about
them where they're still projecting a version of who they want you to be through the lens
of ego.
It is just, let's say, a different identity that they've taken on.
So if someone is playing a character of, I'm posing in front of my Audi and I'm so woke,
I know all these details about mushrooms and everybody needs to start eating more avocados
and this is the truth about psychedelics and they go and have several plant medicine
experiences, they start to dissolve a little bit of this false identity and projection,
but instead they move into, I'm Mr. Neo Woke, identity.
Still, the light is still refracting itself through a version of the small s.
So there wasn't necessarily an identity dissolution as much as an identity bifurcation.
Similar identity, different costume.
So it hasn't actually been dissolved.
The person may be creating more workarounds, may have more awarenesses, but it's still
coming through the lens of the small s self.
Someone with moving through a big s would not care about anything that they're involved
with really.
You really have a detachment of self.
You're in service of the work and you're in service to the spirit of whatever it is
you're building.
I mean, it truly is a submission.
For me, I am in deep submission to the spirit of what this is, of what Super Freak is, of
what I'm building and I'm in service to it.
I really become an irrelevant part character in this whole movie.
Very few people that I've come across in the spiritual community have that.
There's still a lot of distortions.
So if you want to continue to have conversations around identity, death and ego death, message
me on Telegram and in the meantime, y'all, I will see you on the next episode.
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