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Hey, Big Love Fam, welcome to SuperFreq.

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This is a high vibe podcast, y'all, exploring all things frequencies, how they govern form,

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shape our realities, and are the key to living from your full potential.

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It's non-moo combos about super-woo shit, unpacking what I call the science of self.

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From body and soul literacy to the power of understanding vibration, higher consciousness,

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quantum physics, and spiritual psych, let this podcast become a resource for you on your

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journey to self mastery.

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If you're curious and ready to free your mind, unlock the body, and truly become limitless,

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then you're in the right place.

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I'm your host, Tali.

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This is Super Freak, awakening for the next gen.

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Let's go.

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All right, everybody, welcome to this week's episode of Super Freak.

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I am joined by Neha Oberoi again, my co-host for the SuperFreq podcast, every now and

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then.

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Sometimes I do solo sessions, and sometimes we do these co-ops, and we'll see how it

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goes.

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But today, we're going to do a little bit of a palate cleanser, because I know I've been

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coming in pretty hot on some topics, and do a Q&A, and whatever else comes up.

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So, Neha, I will pass it to you, and let's see how this goes.

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Yeah, so, okay, let's dive right in.

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So big question that I have, and I think a lot of other people have, is what happens

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to us when we die?

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Like our spirit, our soul, tell us more.

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Yeah, yeah, that's launching right in.

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That big, very meta question.

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To approach the conversation of death would be to talk about what it means to actually

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live, right?

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So we are non-local, and I believe if you've been listening to the podcast and some of

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the content, I talk about what non-locality means.

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What does that actually mean?

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So in the scope of the universe, we are non-local awareness, which is essentially what the quantum

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entanglement Nobel Prize was for.

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The universe is not local, as it turns out, that it's actually much different than we

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thought it was.

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So we're non-local awareness, meaning we're a little scoop, right?

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The ocean is everything, and we're a little cup of scoop of this awareness, and we come

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into this body localized in a point in time, right?

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So we're non-local awareness.

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We log into this reality, basically a body.

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We grab a body, and from the moment we grab space, the body, we start to be within a construct

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of time.

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So we're in a non-death experience prior to an embodied experience, because what we are

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is awareness, right?

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So we're just awareness, having an experience for a short period of time, becoming aware

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of itself.

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So I say that we are actually non-local awareness, separate of space and time, having a localized

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experience.

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That's basically what human is.

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So when we die, our soul knows exactly the time we're going to be born, and exactly the

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time down to the second that we die, that we log out of this reality.

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We come in with typically an inhale, and we leave with an exhale.

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So it is this idea of in and out, like breath coming in and out, and breath breathing, life,

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and oxygen leaving, and all becomes very poetic in a way.

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But essentially, when the functions start, stop, and the body slows way, way down, we

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disconnect from time.

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So I want to talk about near-death experiences for a minute, because a lot of folks who have

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near-death experiences, and if you listen to near-death experiences, they literally all

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say the same things.

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Where I was witnessing my body, I was outside of myself, everything was telepathic.

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I knew, I couldn't tell you what was in front of me, but I just knew that this was happening.

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All of a sudden, I was here at the speed of thought.

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All of a sudden, I was there in just a second, or some souls, when they cross over, they

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cross over the veil of time.

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They move beyond time, and they're in a non-time experience.

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So essentially, they revert, they disconnect from the body, and they go to a state of awareness

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as the soul, recognized as connected to the embodiment experience, that fictional character.

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It's almost like, imagine a video game.

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You're in the game as first person, you are interacting with life to learn and experience,

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Yourself, to experience your patterns.

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Then you move into the observer, which is more of a heightened sense of awareness.

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You can see your reality, there's more space between you and how you want to respond to

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That's essentially what the observer effect is.

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When you become the observer, you have more space between what's happening, excuse me,

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and your response to it.

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Then there's multiple depths of that.

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When you disconnect from the body, you disconnect from time.

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When people are having near-death experiences, they're in some people, depending on some

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religions, depending on what it's called.

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Some people call it, I know the Buddhists call it the bardo.

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You go in this space between.

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Sometimes it's kind of a waiting room.

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Sometimes you're met with your guides.

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Sometimes you're met with, depending on your faith here, you're met with what you believe,

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whether or not that's Allah, Buddhism, Muhammad, Jesus.

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Some people will have, rememberings of meeting the Blessed Mother when they cross over Mary,

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because that's what they believed here, as above so below.

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Death is essentially returning to a single source of consciousness, with loads and loads

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of memory of how you've experienced multiple incarnations.

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The caveat to all of this, and it's not scary.

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It's actually quite beautiful.

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You never really die.

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You only truly live in different moments of time, in different focal points of time, in

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localized experiences of time.

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You're a timeless being that's local.

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In sessions, I kind of run a metaphor a little bit, like imagine your Google Earth.

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I have to focus on where you are in time.

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I zoom in to you to see where you are, that kind of thing.

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It's really a perception, awareness, perception, your relationship with perception, and then

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the experience.

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The body is very physical, it's very dense.

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Again, going back to NDE is folks who have NDE's, they separate from time.

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They see themselves from perspective, like how can I be here, but I'm also there.

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The body is here.

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The body wants to stay alive.

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The body starts to run.

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The ego starts to keep the body alive, because it's the function of the mind, but the soul

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is separated out, expiring itself, going, how am I here, but also over there?

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Essentially, what is death is awareness without a body that just had a big fat lesson, the

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stream of now moments that work in a continuum where you got the opportunity to learn.

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What happens during the death space is, depending on the level of awakening you are here in

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this physical form, is you'll have various reviews.

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You'll have some type of review.

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If you are not supposed to die yet, you will be shot back into your body.

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If you are at, let's say you've come here and you've reached certain benchmarks, sometimes

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you will give choice.

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Do you want to go back or do you want to stay over here?

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Because it's just pure love.

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The frequency of non-locality is just pure bliss and love and beauty.

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What you thought was real is you're experiencing that tenfold.

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Even in the meditation that I told you I was in before I got on this call was just this

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deeply expansive state of nothingness that seemed to go on forever.

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I had no thought, no pain, no worry, all of that.

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People are scared of death because Western cultures don't talk about death, but truly

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it is a celebration of life.

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The idea of death should essentially help you appreciate life is what it is.

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People who hold onto their pets, I wish you could see or feel what they feel when they

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disconnect.

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Let's say they have life here, the form here for some pets is really hard.

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They have a hard life, but they disconnect.

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They go back to source and it's just bliss.

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It's definitely nothing to be scared of.

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I'll say a very long-winded answer is life, death is just a continuation of life.

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We just have a different form.

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We go into formlessness, essentially.

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One thing that you mentioned is that if you have a near-death experience you get pulled

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in or you get made into awareness, then your guides or whoever you believe in is there to

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consult with you.

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If you haven't passed benchmarks, you go back into your body.

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It's very much like, I think you've mentioned this, like an earth school.

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It really is.

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In school, we don't do well in our class.

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If you fail a grade, you're going back to that grade.

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Is that very similar to what you mean in comparison here?

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Kind of.

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It's not necessarily punishing.

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It's not punishing.

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This depends too because a lot of people have councils, they have guides, but they don't

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necessarily because that's what they need in that moment to help them access more of their

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limitless or innate potential or their higher self.

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Really, your guides are you in other dimensions.

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It's just you.

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It's really the only thing that's real, literally, is your relationship with your higher self

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in a now moment.

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Just series of nows.

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The past isn't real.

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It can be manipulated.

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The past was created from a series of now moments.

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Everything you look at in terms of physical matter is all in the past because it's all

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been created.

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It's already been created.

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I'll say depending on what you believe here.

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Again, this also depends on the person.

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Some people are greeted by a loved one to a press over because it's more comfortable

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Death is very scary.

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Souls don't know how to die.

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Western culture doesn't know how to do that.

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They will need to be presented with familiarity.

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This is where it gets a little slippery too because a lot of souls that die because they

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don't know how to die will move into the living.

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They'll go into what's living.

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They'll go into a matching frequency.

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They'll go into the next incarnation of body because this is a closed loop system, which

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I can talk about.

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You do get greeted by whatever is going to make your experience more comfortable.

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You will go right into an area and they'll be like someone waiting for you.

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It'll be like a hall of records, which is similar to what the Acaciax are.

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You will be told that let's say you're not done yet.

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You haven't fulfilled the things that you wanted to accomplish as a soul pre-agreement.

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You're not ready to die yet.

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It's time to go back kind of thing.

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You will be shown purpose, life purpose, deeper lessons, something that you need to

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let go of.

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I wouldn't say similar, but I think people feel like it's close to a death space when

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they do lots of DMT or Iowaska or a psychedelic.

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They'll move beyond the veil of time.

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They'll move into a non-ego-based space.

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Because those filters get dropped, which essentially what time is, is part of the construct of

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the mind, the filter gets dropped.

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You see yourself from a different perspective.

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You hear different truths.

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You see different things about your life.

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A lot of people who aren't finished yet and they get kind of pushed back into their bodies,

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usually were very, very, very dense and they needed to move things along faster.

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This will be debilitating depression, debilitating addictions.

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The patterns are really, really thick.

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They need to move beyond them.

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Something usually is correlated to an accident, some catalyzing event that will kickstart

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an awakening journey for people to see themselves differently, to see their lives differently.

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People feel lighter, they feel like, oh my God, I got all this information.

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I'm changed.

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Yeah, because it fundamentally changes you when you see that the unseen is actually the

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real world and this is the dream world.

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That's what's real.

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This is actually the illusion here and that's why it's all learning.

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It's all one big holographic earth school.

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Yes, depending on your level of awareness here, I say it's like spiritual Pokemon.

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It kind of is in a joking way, meaning the level of awareness you are here determines

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the access that you have beyond the veil of time, determines choice, determines you being

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able to basically liberate yourself from being in a closed loop system, which is what this

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This is literally a game that is one big computer program that runs on a loop and you're part

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of that loop until you awaken and you transcend the loop.

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That's the role.

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Imagine as a soul, you've been doing this thousands and thousands of years.

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You cross over and many, many different beings and many different other aspects of time and

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dimensions and things like that.

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Whatever your counsel tells you, your higher self tells you, your guides tell you, your

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dead grandmother tells you, there's more to be done.

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If you cross over now, the soul will not have fulfilled its agreement and that's not in

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alignment basically with the all that is.

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Time to go back kind of thing, or you'll have choice and you'll be like, no, I want to go

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back and I want to do this.

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I want to do this, this, this, and this.

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And then they'll ask you, for example, if you're in surgery, do you want to be in surgery

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during the brain surgery?

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Do you want to go in after the aneurysm?

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I want to pop in after.

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I don't want to feel that much pain.

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Okay, boom.

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And then you pop in and you're told exactly what's going to happen.

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Exactly how long it's going to take you to recover from a set accident.

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That's what I'm saying.

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I'm like, I know it gets really hard to understand the pain that's experienced here in the physical

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world.

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How can you understand victim-ness?

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How can we cognitively try to wrap ourselves around emotionally?

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What happens to children and just the hellacious things that are going on?

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Souls agree.

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They agree.

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And essentially they agree to this.

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This is going a little off.

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Because sometimes it's agreement to transcend this loop of being in constant victim state

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or in constant patterning, in constant algorithms around suffering.

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But they'll be asked, the soul will agree, do you want this or do you want this?

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Their options will be based on possibilities and probabilities based on the level of awareness.

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When you die, you have no emotional judgment.

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Everything's perfect.

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Okay, right?

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You see the way you lived your life through the living.

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You see the effects that you had on people.

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You see who you helped.

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You see who you hurt.

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And sometimes depending on who you are, you're meant to feel those things.

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You're meant to feel them so you understand.

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So again, this is all learning.

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The universe is trying to learn, right?

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Experiencing itself in all things.

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So if a soul is going to find the most efficient way to awaken, that's essentially the rule

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set, right?

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That's kind of the option.

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That's the most efficient way for me to awaken.

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They're going to find, tee themselves up perfectly, right?

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Sometimes that's deep levels of suffering in order to awaken, to transcend it.

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So when you look at it just from an algorithmic perspective, a lot makes a lot of sense.

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It makes a lot of sense.

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Like, oh, I know exactly why I chose my parents.

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Why I know exactly why I had this level of availability to me based on my level of awareness.

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So the idea is to awaken, become aware, learn.

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You can't make any mistakes.

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You're not going to graduate.

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You're not going to get punished.

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The idea is though, take advantage of having a body.

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Do it and take advantage of it because it just gets exponentially better.

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You just have more choice.

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Yeah.

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That's actually quite beautiful.

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It's actually quite beautiful when you think about it.

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Okay.

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One thing to mention is that we've lived thousands and thousands of lives.

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So how do our past lives play a role into our current lives?

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I'll say that everything is happening at the same time.

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This is a localized experience.

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Like again, think about this like Westworld.

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Okay.

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Thank you that you're Maeve.

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Maeve is waking up every day after her memory has been erased.

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So we come here with amnesia.

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We agree to be veiled from all of our lives, from all the experiences we've ever had, from

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all the awarenesses we've ever had.

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We agree to all of that.

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Our simultaneous lives, our patterns, experiences, playing out in non-locality all at the same

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time.

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Everything happening all at once.

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Where you put your awareness is what you're experiencing.

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The more you awaken, basically the more access you have to yourself, the faster all those

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things, let's say all those lives, those simultaneous lives happening in multi-dimensions and multiple

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timelines and everything happening all at once, they start to sink and they start to

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kind of aggregate by group and subgroup.

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And you can collapse timelines a lot faster.

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Imagine that you're watching 37,000 different versions of Star Wars.

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That storyline played out in 50,000 different types of movies, right?

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Where the arc is the same.

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Okay?

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Like that story, the storyline of Luke is the same, right?

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Where I don't know who I am, something happens, get a teacher, learn, master it, give it back.

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Like that arc is played out a hundred different times.

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So imagine you're watching a bunch of different movies all at the same time.

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And there's a thread that starts to sink through many different movies.

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It's kind of like imagine it's like circle, circle, circle, circle, circle, circle.

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And then the circles become whatever a Venn diagram where they start to merge and they

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overlap.

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Those are overlapping lessons.

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Those are over, okay?

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Can you see that visual?

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Like imagine you're looking at literally nothing but a wall of circles.

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Is that sort of like they call it like the flower of life or something like that?

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Similar, but that's a little different because so that's a good image, right?

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Imagine that image because essentially that's looking at the flower of life is really more

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about the holographic structure, the geometric structure of how the soul is created in the

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body from a holographic perspective, right?

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From an energy and frequency vibration perspective.

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So if you look at, imagine you're looking at a wall of circles, each of those circles

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representing a simultaneous timeline, which is like a circle like this.

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And then those timelines start to overlap based on lesson.

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The more you awaken, the more access you have to yourself, the more access you have to your

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body, which is holding all of the records.

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Those are all in your DNA.

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So the more you, let's say look at your patterns and you transcend patterns, the more all those

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movies collapse, they don't overlap anymore.

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They just become singular and then they just dissolve into nothing.

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That's truly what singularity is.

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You're moving out of being, okay, that singularity is being a singular expression of yourself,

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who you are at spirit level in reflection, in all dimensions, in all timelines, separate

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of distortion patterns, unresolved lifetimes essentially are keeping you fragmented.

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They're keeping your light fragmented.

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Okay.

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They're keeping you separate of being able to materialize faster, of being more of your

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authentic self, of being in lower density.

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The lifetimes are unresolved because there was something you didn't, you needed to learn

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that you didn't learn.

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So when you come into form, you come into form, you take the aggregated data from all of those

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lifetimes, your family lineage, you get on a USB, that plugs in to your body basically,

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and then you start the loop all over again.

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Okay.

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Now I'm a different character, right?

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You start at the beginning with a different character, and then the idea is to remember,

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oh, I remember.

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So a lot of people when they have dreams, I had this dream that I was this person, I

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was a queen, and I was doing that.

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Chances are you're living out an alternative, yeah, an alternative lifetime that has something

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to do with your lifetime here.

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So when people get really obsessed about past lives, I tell them to just focus on the one

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here because it's all the same.

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Like, focus on the one you're living here because that's the indicator as to what you've

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already done.

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Don't go past or alternate life or regress.

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Become deeply present and get really familiar and comfortable and curious about the life

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you're living now because that is the thing that's going to be the catalyst to basically

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collapse and obliterate everything else.

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You basically want to come back to a single source of nothing, single source of pure expression

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of what your soul is.

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That's what singularity is, right?

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Representing and refracting yourself, reflecting yourself in light versions in everything.

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That makes sense?

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Yeah, it does make sense.

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And I was just going to ask about past life regressions, and you sort of answered it there

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by saying, don't do that because is it the patterns that are showing up in our life right

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now that play out from our past lives?

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Is that what it is?

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They're already showing up in our life?

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Yes.

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This is what I believe to be true now.

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So it's not that you don't go ahead and do past life regressions.

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That's fantastic.

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It just is going to unlock more aspects of your brain, unlock more aspects of your body

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because chances are we're holding onto trauma.

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Okay?

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We're holding onto trauma in the body.

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Really past life regressions will open up where patterns stem from, similarly to what

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I'm doing in sessions, is I'm going to origin to see where the pattern started.

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If you're at a time here and there's been breaks in your timeline in the first seven

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years of your life, that's creating how you're creating your reality in today, in this moment

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right now.

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Something happened then.

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But why do you have a propensity to have that type of abuse?

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That's what I want to look at.

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So I'm going to look at the correlating timeline and the correlating patterns.

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I want to look at the pattern where they started, how far that's going back and resolve it then,

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there, basically in a different point in time, in space time.

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If I resolve it, right, this is where torsion field physics comes in.

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If I resolve it from origin, then it resolves in all timelines, in all directions, with

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all family members, right?

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Intergenerations, past generations, all of it.

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So a past life regression is instructive, but people will take that and hold on to it

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and create an identity.

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I was told that I was a czar in another life, Russian czar.

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And because of that, I'm a queen and this is why I have propensity to date really shitty

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men, right?

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This kind of thing.

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And I was like, that's great.

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But if past life regressions aren't helping you transcend patterns, then the fuck are

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we doing with past life regressions?

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All of this stuff should be a tool, literally.

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Like from frequency work to this podcast to the information that I give out to the conversation

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we're having now, to the effort, to all this stuff.

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It literally should just be a tool to help you understand yourself better, to give yourself

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permission to live bigger, to accept more and tolerate less and get more access to who

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you are, really.

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I mean, the tarot cards, the ceremonies, the staging, like the crystals, like the body

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work.

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Great.

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I'll do it all.

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I don't give a fuck.

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But if it's not amplifying happiness, joy, peace, the experience of yourself, getting

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more access to who you are, baby, I don't know what the fuck we doing then.

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You know what I mean?

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Gotta take advantage of this short time we have.

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Yeah.

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So how then do the Akashic records play into this?

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Library.

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It's one big fat library.

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So everything that you've experienced is in your soul's records.

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That's accessible through a signature, like a frequency signature or a sonic fingerprint.

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Okay.

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It's just patterned information.

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It's all light, right?

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We live, everything is made up of atoms.

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Everything has torsion fields, you know?

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That information, that patterned information is carried on a frequency, right?

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That's why it's all frequencies.

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So the Akashics are one big library of universal records and it's all light.

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It's all carried in light.

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So everything you've experienced is patterned light.

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It's patterned light in your spirit body, right?

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Your frequency creates this holographic spirit body that's all around you creating that as

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a hologram helping you create density, right?

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Reflecting in this density, basically.

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So the Akashics are like a metaversion of that.

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They're the galactic libraries or universal libraries.

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They're the history of the all that is.

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When you access yourself, you can, you know, you access the Akashics too.

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You can just ask the question and things will just come in.

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And of course it's infinite, right?

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Like you have to be able to hold higher bandwidths of frequencies to have higher, you know, different

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levels of information come in.

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So when I say it's like spiritual Pokemon, you know, you, let's say you pop into the

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fifth dimension and then you expand into your 13th and 15th dimensional self.

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Well, that's just in this 12D grid.

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There's multiverses and you can expand your awareness infinitely.

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It's an infinite game.

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So people really want knowledge, which is, I can understand.

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You know what I mean?

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Like having access and having knowledge is fun.

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It's exciting.

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That to me is when you start, you know, I mean, when you awaken, you just start life.

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That's where we begin.

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So yeah.

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So Akashics, a lot of people who do past life regressions will access some Akashic that's

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through your frequency signature.

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Everything is transparent too.

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So anything that is nefarious in nature has access to all of that.

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Anything that's, you know, loving in nature has access to all of that.

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There's definitely specific rule sets here to this game, this earth school, it's a game

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really.

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So there's rules, but yeah, Akashics are library records of everything, everyone that's ever

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existed all of their lives, all that is.

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So in a past episode where you talk about empathy, you talk about how empaths have healing

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abilities and maybe it's non empaths, empaths too.

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I'm only real empaths too, right?

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So I want to talk about empaths.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Well, so I want to talk about if you have these abilities, whether you're an empath or

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not, how do you access them?

481
00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:18,240
How do you know that you have them?

482
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:26,480
So I'll say with empaths, there's a few things at play.

483
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:32,520
One, just children with heightened senses, a heightened sense of awareness.

484
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:37,040
Lot of children come in with all kinds of crazy imaginations.

485
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:40,240
It's all play because they have very low filters.

486
00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:44,280
Their little brains are in theta, their little sponges and they're getting programmed from

487
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:46,320
zero to seven.

488
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,120
Their awarenesses are very heightened.

489
00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:51,520
Some of these children come in and they're very bright and they have a heightened sense

490
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:53,080
of awareness.

491
00:30:53,080 --> 00:31:00,160
Other empaths cultivate a heightened sense of having to calculate emotion as a trauma

492
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,000
response.

493
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:08,520
So if they're in an environment that isn't safe, they will learn, they will create a

494
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:16,320
strategy to scan their environment and the nervous system is starting to become predictive

495
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:21,080
and it's almost like they dress, rehearse tragedy.

496
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:25,640
So they'll dress, rehearse and come up with hypotheticals to prepare the nervous system

497
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,880
for worst case scenario in order to keep themselves safe.

498
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:33,520
So they'll feel the eggshell environment.

499
00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:38,320
Lot of times if there was violence in the house, if there was alcoholism, if there was

500
00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:43,760
just general emotional neglect, or if dad came home in a mood, or if mom came home in

501
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:46,200
a mood, they would sense it.

502
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,000
They have like a dog senses when the owner is near.

503
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:54,760
Those senses are really, really high, heightened and they'll know how to behave.

504
00:31:54,760 --> 00:32:03,880
They will kick into hyper performer perfectionism, growing up to faster than they need to in

505
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:08,200
order to get the mother's attention, father's approval, whatever.

506
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:16,360
So empaths typically have this cultivated sense of emotion to keep themselves safe.

507
00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:22,960
So there's also another version of just gifting, kids that come in with gifting.

508
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,360
Like I said, we all have different levels of gift.

509
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:29,320
We all have different heightened sense of amplification of senses.

510
00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:31,320
We all have different abilities.

511
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:34,880
And I don't like to put a lot of focus on that because I think it's creating a whole

512
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:43,800
other derived sense of ego in the neo-awake, shaman, pseudo-awakened community where everyone

513
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:48,920
is thinking they're having ego deaths when really they're just having identity deaths.

514
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:49,920
No one is special.

515
00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:51,200
No one is above you.

516
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:55,120
But there is some tenacity that certain people have.

517
00:32:55,120 --> 00:33:00,160
I mean, provided that you have a certain access to yourself and you've been able to stick

518
00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:05,280
with yourself long enough to see through the veil and to see through the illusion and you're

519
00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:14,720
in the work, meaning you're in an active relationship with perception and you're actively clearing.

520
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:18,160
And that comes with a lot of responsibility.

521
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:19,960
Not everybody has what it takes.

522
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:23,160
A lot of people are just like really okay being followers.

523
00:33:23,160 --> 00:33:28,840
So if you've reached a certain level, that's rewarded.

524
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:31,440
It's beyond the veil of time and this reality.

525
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:39,160
I mean, you are deeply loved anyway, but it is definitely looked upon like it is not easy

526
00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:41,040
to transcend the illusion in this reality.

527
00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:44,400
If you're doing any aspect of that, I mean it's like kudos.

528
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:51,600
So I'll say someone like me, I was a very imaginative kid and I think a lot of children

529
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:58,360
are, but there are definitely some kids that run different levels of abilities than others.

530
00:33:58,360 --> 00:33:59,360
Which do.

531
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:03,640
A lot of it too is how much you own them and claim them.

532
00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:09,240
What you see, what you're willing to step into, for me it was like I avoided doing this

533
00:34:09,240 --> 00:34:14,360
for a long time and then it was just like you don't have your divine will as taking

534
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:16,680
over your free will as out.

535
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,600
Divine will as in.

536
00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:20,880
So I don't know what your question was.

537
00:34:20,880 --> 00:34:23,040
Does everybody have these abilities to some degree?

538
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:25,320
Yeah, healing abilities.

539
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,320
Yes.

540
00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:28,720
It's about self healing.

541
00:34:28,720 --> 00:34:29,880
So I'll say this.

542
00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:34,400
So we get very, very focused on other.

543
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:42,520
We get very focused on having an impact of being able to help other and we forget that

544
00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:44,920
it has to do with us first.

545
00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:48,680
Like literally it has to do with us first.

546
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:58,200
So even in sessions, I will get very focused on how present I am with myself first.

547
00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:05,160
If the session is, if I can feel like I'm getting out and I'm focused too much on other,

548
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:07,520
I have to come back to myself.

549
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:14,560
I will say that the biggest lie in any type of spiritual community is the hyper focus

550
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:20,960
on other over yourself, meaning awakening yourself first, having access to yourself

551
00:35:20,960 --> 00:35:25,800
first, understanding the mechanics of how you operate, mastering yourself.

552
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:29,000
Self mastery is an infinite game.

553
00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:30,000
It's infinite.

554
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:36,640
The only way that you truly will have any impact and you can have lots of impact.

555
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:41,120
Mother Teresa had a lot of impact, but she was burdened.

556
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:42,720
You could see it on her face.

557
00:35:42,720 --> 00:35:44,080
You could see it in her body.

558
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,960
That is a self-sacrifice martyr pattern.

559
00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:52,880
But if you're looking at really truly like ascending and getting real access to who you

560
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:56,640
are, then other is not the focus.

561
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,880
That is a natural reflection.

562
00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:01,840
It happens naturally.

563
00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,360
Your impact in the world happens naturally.

564
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:07,840
You don't have to touch anybody, heal them.

565
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:09,240
You don't have to do shit.

566
00:36:09,240 --> 00:36:14,680
Your resonance being at a higher resonance, just being in love, being in joy, being in

567
00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:19,440
peace, your resonance alone will walk into a room and change people.

568
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:21,800
It just will.

569
00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:27,680
Before I even knew what I was doing with myself, I would go into a room and people would feel

570
00:36:27,680 --> 00:36:29,160
it.

571
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:30,280
They would tell me.

572
00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:32,160
Like, you have an energy.

573
00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:33,800
That's what charisma is, right?

574
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,120
There's like, that's what attraction is.

575
00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:41,800
People want to be around people who believe in who they are or have a sense of confidence

576
00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:45,240
or they just have an energy, that kind of thing.

577
00:36:45,240 --> 00:36:48,200
People will shift from people who have a high frequency.

578
00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:56,160
So yes, we all have different abilities to be able to perceive at different rates, right?

579
00:36:56,160 --> 00:37:01,440
This is a perception game, awareness, awakening, healing, whatever is perception.

580
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:06,720
When I'm working with other people, healing in general just means you're creating a change.

581
00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:07,800
There's two points, right?

582
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:08,800
There's multiple points.

583
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:10,640
You're a matrix, right?

584
00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:16,000
When the moment I bring your awareness to the patterns that you're running, something

585
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,000
happens.

586
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:20,640
Because my resonance is what it is, people will feel a change, right?

587
00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:25,720
In the body, in the sessions, they'll be able to feel something unless they're just totally

588
00:37:25,720 --> 00:37:30,440
closed off under the guise of being open and their skeptical nature, which I have very

589
00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:32,000
little tolerance for.

590
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:33,320
Fine.

591
00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:34,320
Move on.

592
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,280
I'm not trying to turn the skeptics.

593
00:37:37,280 --> 00:37:41,520
I want to work with people who are ready to go and we're going to do the damn thing.

594
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:47,480
So I would say I would focus less on abilities and less on healing and accessing who you

595
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:51,880
are and living from a fundamentally authentic place.

596
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:55,040
Then from there, all of a sudden, something takes over.

597
00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:57,120
I don't know how I know these things.

598
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:58,840
I don't know how I answer these questions.

599
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,720
I don't know how to write this book.

600
00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:08,080
I don't know where this information is coming from, but it just comes through me.

601
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:13,160
You just are living from that place where you just care a lot less.

602
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:18,120
All of a sudden, all the things that you saw for yourself or you wanted to experience

603
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:24,960
within yourself or how you see yourself starts to feel more coherent.

604
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:27,200
You don't feel so separate.

605
00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:28,200
It's coherence.

606
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:30,160
It's the coherence game.

607
00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:31,640
You feel singular.

608
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:36,600
I can watch loads of people having podcasts that are booming and I can see how separate

609
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:41,000
they are from themselves, how they're still running off ego, how it's never going to be

610
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:47,680
enough, have they sold four companies that have all hit a billion dollars and yet they're

611
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:52,760
still trying to prove that they're operating off of a smaller version of themselves that's

612
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:53,760
unhealed.

613
00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:57,040
So I'm like, don't focus on other.

614
00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:58,040
Don't do it.

615
00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:00,560
Don't focus on yourself, focus on clearing your patterns.

616
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:02,040
Become a master.

617
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:07,840
Become a master at understanding you and the matrix of you.

618
00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:13,800
Then because everything's a mirror, you start to see you back to you and you see through

619
00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:14,800
things.

620
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,080
That's when you start to amplify ability.

621
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,120
And I'll say, I'll finish with this.

622
00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:27,080
The thing that comes most naturally to you, whether it be intuition or a cognizance or

623
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:33,840
let's say you hear or you feel whatever your natural tendency is, amplify that.

624
00:39:33,840 --> 00:39:36,920
Like if you're a seer, own it.

625
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:41,200
If you're a feeler in your gut, when you know something, you know it, you got to amplify

626
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:42,760
that and not gaslight yourself.

627
00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:45,800
Like when you know something, double down.

628
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:48,600
That's how you start opening up other ability.

629
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:51,840
Usually we all have a stronger sense, right?

630
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:57,640
So amplify the strongest one and then that will open up other ones.

631
00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:00,080
So I mean, no, 100% makes sense.

632
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:06,040
So for people who are feeling stuck, for example, and I know a lot of the time, like for me

633
00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:09,280
in the past when I felt stuck, I've done that where I've looked outside of myself and I've

634
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:10,760
been like, okay, what can I do?

635
00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:11,760
How can I help people?

636
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:13,400
What business should I start?

637
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:18,040
You know, what would you say to them is the first step that they should take in order to

638
00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:24,320
stop doing that and start getting more access, like going within accessing themselves?

639
00:40:24,320 --> 00:40:30,440
This is where I wanted to like air punch myself in the face years ago when people would tell

640
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:32,160
me this.

641
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:35,960
But I like kick in the air.

642
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:43,920
Just like, you know, like you have to just, what I did that helped me is the version of

643
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:50,040
you that's just really striving to become something to get right, to just start that

644
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:53,240
next thing is an ego filter.

645
00:40:53,240 --> 00:40:58,480
And so I had to just get my head wrapped around being nothing.

646
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:00,360
So what helped me, a couple of things.

647
00:41:00,360 --> 00:41:06,000
There was two times, several different catalytic moments, but really I was like, you know what?

648
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:07,000
I give up.

649
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:08,000
I don't care anymore.

650
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:13,520
I'm just going to be a loser living in this shitty apartment, right?

651
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:19,120
I'm going to be a loser living in the shitty apartment, shitty apartment, eating fucking

652
00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:21,480
beans and rice from Trader Joe's.

653
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:23,280
And this is going to be my life.

654
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:24,280
It's fine.

655
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:25,600
I have my dog.

656
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:26,920
The sun is beautiful.

657
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:28,640
I can drive, right?

658
00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:30,760
I can drive to the beach right now.

659
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:32,640
That's kind of great.

660
00:41:32,640 --> 00:41:34,480
And I'm just going to do that.

661
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:40,920
I just kind of accepted deeply where I was, where I was.

662
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:47,280
So I will say the first thing is to just accept your basic bitchness, like accept your fucking

663
00:41:47,280 --> 00:41:53,080
ordinary, the moment that you're in that in like literally, I'm like, I'm never going to

664
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,600
have, I was like, I don't care about all the things that I think that I want.

665
00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:58,480
Why do I want to have this level of impact?

666
00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:01,680
Why do I think that I want this?

667
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:06,720
What if I just let all of that go and none of it mattered and my existence was just enough

668
00:42:06,720 --> 00:42:12,720
and my shitty apartment, eating fucking beans and rice from Trader Joe's was just enough.

669
00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:15,680
What if that was just cool and that was good.

670
00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:21,320
And the moment I did that, I felt a lot of what happened is like my energy stopped being

671
00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:25,680
contracted and forced and I expanded.

672
00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:27,520
I got to relax.

673
00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:32,760
People do, when they get into that mode of having to achieve and perform is they push

674
00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:37,000
their higher self out and they get into the mind.

675
00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:41,960
So when I accepted and a lot of people just cry, I mean, I could tell you like the way

676
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:48,760
the floor patterned of the grain of the wood looked when I had multiple, you know, the

677
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:52,560
first, there's 2015, I had just come back from traveling for three months.

678
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:56,800
I had just sat in the fucking jungle for 21 days and silence.

679
00:42:56,800 --> 00:43:02,080
I had tried to do all of these things, quiet my mind and get more access to myself.

680
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:05,560
And I just basically kept myself moving until I got so tired.

681
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:10,000
I, you know, flew back to United States and just hung out with friends and passed out

682
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:17,400
and I was right back in the loop of what I had been doing before with different perspective.

683
00:43:17,400 --> 00:43:18,400
Sure.

684
00:43:18,400 --> 00:43:22,000
But I was still kind of in the same place of feeling stuck.

685
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:25,320
So I would say, except your stuckness, you're stuck.

686
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:26,320
So what?

687
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:27,560
Okay.

688
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:29,040
It's not forever.

689
00:43:29,040 --> 00:43:30,040
Now what?

690
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:31,040
Right.

691
00:43:31,040 --> 00:43:34,760
So I just started really small.

692
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:42,600
Like I was like, okay, well, I'm just going to see if I can sit with myself in silence

693
00:43:42,600 --> 00:43:47,640
for one minute without a negative thought coming into my head.

694
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:50,480
Or if a negative thought does come into my head, I'm going to see if I can just kick

695
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:54,760
it out and just be with what is for a one minute.

696
00:43:54,760 --> 00:44:00,160
And I would set my timer, cry, sit on the couch.

697
00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:02,720
You know, see if I can get myself back into time.

698
00:44:02,720 --> 00:44:04,920
I didn't even know what that meant.

699
00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:10,240
But by that time I had enough like early spiritual tools where I could, I learned how to like

700
00:44:10,240 --> 00:44:14,680
run my energy where I would like run, put a grounding cord on me, run my energy.

701
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:19,960
And, you know, I would just try to like find myself in time and figure out the fuck, why

702
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:21,880
was so unhappy.

703
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:26,440
So moving through the emotional density, those emotionally dense layers are really tricky.

704
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:29,840
And it does take a level of discipline.

705
00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:34,360
But accept your basic bitchness, accept that you're in the moment that you're in, accept

706
00:44:34,360 --> 00:44:39,240
you're really stuck, stop judging yourself and then get into action.

707
00:44:39,240 --> 00:44:43,840
Just get into some type of action, not creating the life, the company that's going to make

708
00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:47,000
you $100,000 tomorrow, right?

709
00:44:47,000 --> 00:44:48,840
And then beating yourself up because it doesn't.

710
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:50,440
I'm not talking about creating anything.

711
00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:55,160
I'm talking about slowing everything way down and going inside.

712
00:44:55,160 --> 00:45:02,280
So like set little baby minutes, if you can hold for 30 seconds, if you can take 15 long

713
00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:07,080
breaths, if you can dive yourself into freezing cold water and change the perspective and

714
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:10,680
shake you out of the mental loop, do that.

715
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:15,920
But it is about like deeply accepting where you are and then stepping into contrary action.

716
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,040
Those would be the two things.

717
00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:19,200
And trust me, I get it.

718
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:22,120
It was really, really hard for me, really hard.

719
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:23,480
And I never did an ayahuasca.

720
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:24,480
I never did a journey.

721
00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:29,960
I never did anything to get me out of the state I was in.

722
00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:31,520
There's nowhere to go honey.

723
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:32,520
You're in jail.

724
00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:33,520
You know what I mean?

725
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:34,520
You're in hell.

726
00:45:34,520 --> 00:45:35,520
You might as well just keep going.

727
00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:36,800
Like at least that's how it felt for me.

728
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,880
I was like, I can't get out of my mind.

729
00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:40,880
Like I'm literally in hell.

730
00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:42,920
And so sometimes I just slept.

731
00:45:42,920 --> 00:45:48,240
I would just sleep and I would reset myself for 10 minutes and then there's a decision

732
00:45:48,240 --> 00:45:49,920
that has to be made.

733
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,720
Are you going to stay like this?

734
00:45:51,720 --> 00:45:55,000
Are you going to stay in this place?

735
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:59,920
Or are you going to pick the little version of you up right now that needs some love and

736
00:45:59,920 --> 00:46:02,040
what are you guys going to go do?

737
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:08,160
So it's not easy, but it's never going to be something that's outside of you that's

738
00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:09,160
going to fix you.

739
00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:14,320
It's always going to be a decision first, decision first, acceptance and then a contrary

740
00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:16,720
action type of thing.

741
00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:19,720
Oh yeah, that's true.

742
00:46:19,720 --> 00:46:21,920
Okay, so it's not easy.

743
00:46:21,920 --> 00:46:22,920
Yeah.

744
00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:25,840
So I mean, you mentioned like getting out of your heads because when you're in your head,

745
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:28,040
you really are controlling, right?

746
00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:30,520
That's what happens in your in your head to try to control the outcome.

747
00:46:30,520 --> 00:46:31,520
Yeah.

748
00:46:31,520 --> 00:46:32,520
You don't, I mean, we don't know.

749
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:36,920
You're in a loop tomorrow, but you're trying to somehow control this in your head and you're,

750
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:40,560
what you're saying is let go basically, right?

751
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:41,880
Accept and let go.

752
00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:42,880
Yeah.

753
00:46:42,880 --> 00:46:46,400
I mean, your brain is wired.

754
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:49,160
Essentially what's happening in your stuck is you're terrified.

755
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:51,160
You are utterly terrified.

756
00:46:51,160 --> 00:46:56,480
The nervous system is in a state of fight, flight, freeze, fawn.

757
00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,920
It's activating and responding the way that it is.

758
00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:04,360
It's activating and responding the way that it is because it's working in conjunction with

759
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:10,200
with the brain, which operates off of predictive qualitative information.

760
00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:13,960
So your brain is doing anything at that moment to keep you safe.

761
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:19,520
So it's going to keep you limited and stuck and in a narrative and in a loop, right?

762
00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:23,080
And then you get out of time and that's where depression and anxiety kicks in.

763
00:47:23,080 --> 00:47:27,120
And then it's a whole shame spiral dumpster fire to mess.

764
00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:31,560
That's why I was like, listen, if you're in a certain way, fucking jump yourself into

765
00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:36,200
freezing cold water that will get you out because you're just like get from here into

766
00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:37,480
your body really fast.

767
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:40,120
We're out of our bodies when all of that's happening.

768
00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:45,800
So the brain's trying to take over, it's trying to create predictive loops for you.

769
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:47,320
The ego is having its way.

770
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:49,600
It's going into mayday, mayday, mayday.

771
00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:57,400
And so you have to like the quickest way to kind of arrest the loop is to observe that

772
00:47:57,400 --> 00:47:59,840
you're in it, right?

773
00:47:59,840 --> 00:48:06,600
If you can actually become the observer for a second and realize that you're in that state,

774
00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:12,080
that you're in a state of contraction, typically it's a consumptive state.

775
00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:16,560
You've had a lot of sensory experience or you're in comparative or you're in judgment.

776
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:19,680
You are in a limited dense perception of yourself.

777
00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:21,440
You're in separation.

778
00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:23,640
So the quickest and you're out of time.

779
00:48:23,640 --> 00:48:28,680
So if you can observe yourself doing that, then you can, oh, that's interesting.

780
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:30,400
I'm in that loop again.

781
00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:31,560
Okay.

782
00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:33,120
I'm in that loop.

783
00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,000
Then you're like, oh, this is just a pattern.

784
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:37,080
I'm not a failure.

785
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:39,640
I don't not have control over my life.

786
00:48:39,640 --> 00:48:41,760
This pattern is just kicking in.

787
00:48:41,760 --> 00:48:42,760
That's all.

788
00:48:42,760 --> 00:48:43,760
Right?

789
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:46,000
Like how you would talk to a kid.

790
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:50,240
Little kid screaming, honey, put your hand on a nervous system.

791
00:48:50,240 --> 00:48:51,240
You're just scared.

792
00:48:51,240 --> 00:48:52,240
That's all.

793
00:48:52,240 --> 00:48:53,240
That's all.

794
00:48:53,240 --> 00:48:55,080
You're just, you're just scared.

795
00:48:55,080 --> 00:48:56,080
Take a deep breath.

796
00:48:56,080 --> 00:48:57,080
Where's your body?

797
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:58,080
Like however you talk to a child.

798
00:48:58,080 --> 00:49:00,780
And that's how you kind of talk to yourself.

799
00:49:00,780 --> 00:49:02,840
So I would talk myself off ledges.

800
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:07,040
Be on the ledge for me was always this way, right?

801
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:08,600
I would catastrophize.

802
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:12,040
So it's always going to be this way.

803
00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:13,680
I'm never going to amount to anything.

804
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:15,480
I'm always going to be single.

805
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:17,080
I'm never going to get out of LA.

806
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:18,080
Right?

807
00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:19,200
It's always going to be this way.

808
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:20,640
It's always like always shoulds.

809
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:22,480
It was always absolute.

810
00:49:22,480 --> 00:49:32,680
So talking myself kind of from panic and fear into well, how are you right now?

811
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:35,720
What's the story you're telling yourself right now?

812
00:49:35,720 --> 00:49:38,080
That's where that pattern exercise comes in.

813
00:49:38,080 --> 00:49:40,080
You're in a way, right?

814
00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:42,360
The story I'm telling myself is this.

815
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:45,400
It's affecting all these different aspects of myself.

816
00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:48,480
And I absolutely learned this from this parent and this parent.

817
00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:53,760
It's representing itself in all aspects of my body, but primarily it's up here.

818
00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:55,040
Most of the time people are in loops.

819
00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:56,040
They're up here.

820
00:49:56,040 --> 00:49:57,040
Their body gets tight.

821
00:49:57,040 --> 00:49:58,720
Their shoulders go up here.

822
00:49:58,720 --> 00:50:00,600
And they have to bring them back down.

823
00:50:00,600 --> 00:50:05,680
We have to get back into our bodies and then just start taking, right?

824
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:07,240
Not this, but this.

825
00:50:07,240 --> 00:50:14,120
And then just take the next indicated action and know that fast is slow and slow is fast

826
00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:15,120
kind of thing.

827
00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:19,600
We have to slow everything way, way, way down.

828
00:50:19,600 --> 00:50:27,120
So when we slow everything way down, things start to become less hectic and we panic less.

829
00:50:27,120 --> 00:50:29,560
We're not in panic.

830
00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:35,320
So the idea is to, you know, all these cliche things are true, but how does that get experienced

831
00:50:35,320 --> 00:50:37,320
in the body, right?

832
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:40,720
To accept where you are, accept the shit, right?

833
00:50:40,720 --> 00:50:42,080
Just accept it.

834
00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:43,080
This is what it is right now.

835
00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:44,080
And you know what?

836
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:45,840
I'm going to make the absolute best of it.

837
00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:48,000
You make the absolute best of nothing.

838
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:51,480
Then it's just like everything, your perception changes.

839
00:50:51,480 --> 00:50:56,040
So first start with the acceptance of where you are.

840
00:50:56,040 --> 00:50:59,440
Let go of any expectations of yourself and other, right?

841
00:50:59,440 --> 00:51:01,800
Come back to self and let go.

842
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:05,320
Meaning you're not going to try to control.

843
00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:13,120
You're not going to try to, you know, manufacture the outcome that you want because you really

844
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:19,760
are just looking to get from one moment to the next moment without dying, right?

845
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:21,760
Or feeling a certain way.

846
00:51:21,760 --> 00:51:27,720
So it's not about going anywhere, but going in and then letting go of expectation of yourself

847
00:51:27,720 --> 00:51:33,760
and other that you have to get somewhere and that somehow if you don't experience or achieve

848
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:35,720
something that you're going to be some kind of failure.

849
00:51:35,720 --> 00:51:43,040
So I would say that with perception, you know, there's, when we're in contraction, it's because

850
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:47,160
we're in some type of evaluation or judgment of where either we need to be in a different

851
00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:52,160
place than we are now and we need to be further along than we are.

852
00:51:52,160 --> 00:51:57,440
So there's something about time that is affecting the way we're experiencing ourselves.

853
00:51:57,440 --> 00:52:00,040
So we're in a construct of the mind.

854
00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:02,040
We're in an illusion.

855
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:06,640
And when we can shift our perception, then everything becomes a lot more expansive.

856
00:52:06,640 --> 00:52:09,680
Really, it's just a matter of perception.

857
00:52:09,680 --> 00:52:13,600
And then you can start programming yourself differently, which is, it's really fun actually

858
00:52:13,600 --> 00:52:16,520
when you can start programming yourself differently.

859
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:17,520
Yeah.

860
00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:22,120
I think just talking to you like things that I'm going through right now, I'm just like,

861
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:23,640
okay, yes, like, got it.

862
00:52:23,640 --> 00:52:28,320
And it just really like, help you sort of slow things down in my mind.

863
00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:29,320
So that really helps.

864
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:30,840
So thank you.

865
00:52:30,840 --> 00:52:37,200
And I guess the last question I'll ask is you talk about 5D and 3D consciousness and

866
00:52:37,200 --> 00:52:39,280
how we're seeing it out in the world.

867
00:52:39,280 --> 00:52:43,760
I want to know a little bit about the difference between the two, like how we experience it

868
00:52:43,760 --> 00:52:50,120
internally and then also what the differences would be in the world in terms of seeing like

869
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:53,520
if we're living in a 3D or a 5D reality.

870
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,920
So time is multi-dimensionality, right?

871
00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:59,080
Time is essentially fourth dimension.

872
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:00,360
And it's part of the structure.

873
00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:01,360
It's a fabric, right?

874
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:02,360
It's created.

875
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:07,280
It's, it's a multi, I'd say it's a multi, it's, it's, how much do I want to go into

876
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:08,360
time?

877
00:53:08,360 --> 00:53:10,120
So I literally just wrote about this.

878
00:53:10,120 --> 00:53:11,320
There's three aspects of it.

879
00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:12,760
I don't think people realize it.

880
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:16,160
It's like there's atomic clockwork time.

881
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:18,000
There's space time.

882
00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:24,080
There's particle non-duality time, particle wave duality.

883
00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:34,600
So atomic time is literally time that's created from decaying hydrogen and a facility in Denver

884
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:43,200
that, you know, is measuring the oscillations of decaying hydrogen, creating those measurements

885
00:53:43,200 --> 00:53:44,440
and then recording them.

886
00:53:44,440 --> 00:53:48,280
And that's what's dictating time that we operate off of.

887
00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:50,600
Three o'clock here, 10 o'clock there.

888
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:51,600
Okay.

889
00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:54,520
There's atomic time that's part of the system.

890
00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:59,240
And then there's space time that's part of our reality that creates the structure of

891
00:53:59,240 --> 00:54:01,320
how we experience ourselves.

892
00:54:01,320 --> 00:54:07,280
We can only experience perception based on where we're rendering ourselves in space and

893
00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:08,280
time.

894
00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:12,440
So if you're operating off of a very low level of density, you can only see the dimension

895
00:54:12,440 --> 00:54:13,440
below you.

896
00:54:13,440 --> 00:54:19,080
I'll say people, having said that, you can see how people are hypnotized.

897
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:21,360
And some people are like, oh my God, they're just so not aware.

898
00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:28,000
Well, yeah, because they can only see, imagine only seeing 2D drawings of stuff.

899
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:29,240
Right?

900
00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:30,640
That's literally what awareness is.

901
00:54:30,640 --> 00:54:32,960
You don't see in depth.

902
00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:38,000
You don't have the perceptive, the depths of perception that someone who has more access

903
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:39,560
to themselves does.

904
00:54:39,560 --> 00:54:45,880
So third D con 3D consciousness is closed for business.

905
00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:48,000
It is no longer in operation.

906
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:52,200
This is the separation that we're seeing, meaning Earth is a hologram.

907
00:54:52,200 --> 00:54:54,320
There's multiple Earths happening all at the same time.

908
00:54:54,320 --> 00:54:59,880
This is the many worlds theory from Everett from the 1950s in that everything basically

909
00:54:59,880 --> 00:55:03,760
acts like a wave function that's in a state of superposition, which I've talked about

910
00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:07,560
before, meaning everything is pure possibility.

911
00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:11,520
If we assume this, then there's multiple Earths.

912
00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:16,640
And those multiple Earths holographically as an expression from the universe can be experienced

913
00:55:16,640 --> 00:55:18,880
regardless of where you're rendering yourself in time.

914
00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:22,000
If you're in a depressed state, right?

915
00:55:22,000 --> 00:55:23,000
I'm stuck.

916
00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:24,200
I've got to do all of this.

917
00:55:24,200 --> 00:55:28,440
Let's say you're over in this coordinate of time, but then there's another reality of

918
00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:31,560
you that feels like where you are is just the best.

919
00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:33,720
This is the best ever.

920
00:55:33,720 --> 00:55:37,280
That's essentially what quantum shifters talk about is like, you just need to shift your

921
00:55:37,280 --> 00:55:39,240
awareness over there.

922
00:55:39,240 --> 00:55:40,240
You don't go anywhere.

923
00:55:40,240 --> 00:55:42,040
You expand your awareness, right?

924
00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:43,360
You change your perception.

925
00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:48,840
You change your experience and then things become less dense.

926
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:56,160
So 5D consciousness is essentially where the Earth is moving, going back into, back into,

927
00:55:56,160 --> 00:56:05,720
because the construct of Gaia itself, this plane of existence, this inertia, vibratory

928
00:56:05,720 --> 00:56:11,240
expression, Earth itself was originally a 5D consciousness where a lot of this low level

929
00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:13,960
density didn't exist.

930
00:56:13,960 --> 00:56:18,840
So we're moving towards balancing, right?

931
00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:27,680
The overarching theme of the world and the many worlds and the galaxy itself and all

932
00:56:27,680 --> 00:56:29,920
that is, is getting a cleanse.

933
00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:31,440
We're getting a big balance.

934
00:56:31,440 --> 00:56:32,720
We're balancing itself out.

935
00:56:32,720 --> 00:56:39,560
And this happens every hundreds of thousands of years, millions of years.

936
00:56:39,560 --> 00:56:41,120
The Earth goes through a big cleanse.

937
00:56:41,120 --> 00:56:43,520
The galaxy goes through a big cleanse.

938
00:56:43,520 --> 00:56:49,440
She will always balance herself because Earth is incredibly important in the structure of

939
00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:53,240
the universe and she will survive regardless, right?

940
00:56:53,240 --> 00:56:54,880
She will always survive.

941
00:56:54,880 --> 00:57:02,240
So if she gets too far, of course, it gets heavy, which is what we're experiencing now.

942
00:57:02,240 --> 00:57:09,760
That's why we go, if you look at economists, the economists go in cycles of 25.

943
00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:13,320
And I think I've been talking about this where there's going to be something that comes to

944
00:57:13,320 --> 00:57:16,600
fruition around 24 or 25.

945
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:24,480
And it turns out we're in a 25 year cycle where if you look at waves from 9-11 until

946
00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:29,400
now, we're in this kind of catalytic moment where that will either bring people together

947
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,640
or divide them further.

948
00:57:31,640 --> 00:57:34,440
So that's going to come to a head in 24 and 25.

949
00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:37,120
But 5D consciousness is basically just a consciousness of love.

950
00:57:37,120 --> 00:57:40,480
It's Christ consciousness.

951
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,960
There's not polarity to the level there is now.

952
00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:46,920
And we're moving more in to that.

953
00:57:46,920 --> 00:57:48,560
She's moving towards there.

954
00:57:48,560 --> 00:57:52,240
Now, I mean, as a consciousness, as a collective consciousness too.

955
00:57:52,240 --> 00:57:55,200
However, there's also all these different variables.

956
00:57:55,200 --> 00:58:01,120
We will make a decision as a collective and that might put us over in this Earth experience.

957
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:04,960
And then that Earth experience looks like it might take a little bit longer.

958
00:58:04,960 --> 00:58:09,800
Let's say it's 700 years or 2,000 years away for us to be in 5D.

959
00:58:09,800 --> 00:58:15,600
Or there's a possibility of a timeline where Earth exploded altogether, completely eradicated.

960
00:58:15,600 --> 00:58:21,640
And there has been beings that have come in to help change the trajectory of that possibility

961
00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:29,080
probability because this is a time bound experience and something that happened outside of time

962
00:58:29,080 --> 00:58:30,680
will look a certain way.

963
00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:38,760
It's a little sci-fi, but just know that let's say all of that is very possible and probable.

964
00:58:38,760 --> 00:58:40,640
How does it affect you in today?

965
00:58:40,640 --> 00:58:41,920
How does that help you pay your bills?

966
00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,320
How does that help you raise your children?

967
00:58:44,320 --> 00:58:47,440
How does that help you feed your family?

968
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:48,840
All that's fun to know.

969
00:58:48,840 --> 00:58:56,040
But if you're not actually experiencing peace, joy, expansion, personal accountability, love

970
00:58:56,040 --> 00:59:01,480
in this moment, in the now moment, none of that shit matters.

971
00:59:01,480 --> 00:59:04,160
Like literally none of it matters.

972
00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:09,200
Everything is as within, as without, as above so below is literally the expression of everything

973
00:59:09,200 --> 00:59:14,600
you learn, everything you are in this now moment is reflected back to you.

974
00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:16,560
And it's part of a collective.

975
00:59:16,560 --> 00:59:20,320
So literally I'm just like, don't worry about helping other people.

976
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:22,000
Don't worry about having this big impact.

977
00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:23,760
Don't worry on any of that.

978
00:59:23,760 --> 00:59:29,040
Just literally focus on being the best version of yourself coming from a heart centered place

979
00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:31,760
and things will just work out.

980
00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:34,600
They will just literally work out.

981
00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:41,480
So if anyone takes anything away from this podcast, it's not going to be an outward expression,

982
00:59:41,480 --> 00:59:42,480
really.

983
00:59:42,480 --> 00:59:45,880
And I don't even worry about five years.

984
00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:47,840
I don't even trip on that stuff.

985
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:51,160
I really am like, how present can I be in this moment?

986
00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:56,920
How much can I love the process of being alive, of being able to type, of have a body?

987
00:59:56,920 --> 00:59:59,640
How much, what do I want to experience?

988
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:01,560
Chew your food, see it differently.

989
01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:06,280
People who come back from near death experiences or any type of experiences where they lose

990
01:00:06,280 --> 01:00:08,880
the veil, things look a little brighter.

991
01:00:08,880 --> 01:00:10,640
Listen to the rain and love it.

992
01:00:10,640 --> 01:00:12,000
And lean into your family.

993
01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:14,040
Lean into the family that you have.

994
01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,800
Really hold your kids.

995
01:00:15,800 --> 01:00:17,960
Those moments, those are the ones.

996
01:00:17,960 --> 01:00:23,440
And when you review your life and when you have those moments, you're going to be able

997
01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:26,360
to see that through the living.

998
01:00:26,360 --> 01:00:28,000
And that's what you're going to feel that.

999
01:00:28,000 --> 01:00:29,000
That's the feeling experience.

1000
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:30,840
That's what it means to be human.

1001
01:00:30,840 --> 01:00:38,400
So ultimately, we're supposed to, I mean, humans are supposed to be at the resignation

1002
01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:39,400
of Earth.

1003
01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:42,240
We're supposed to be in a love frequency.

1004
01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:45,000
Honor her, protect her, and then transcend her.

1005
01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:48,320
That's ultimately the goal of what it means to be human itself.

1006
01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:50,760
One of the ways to experience human.

1007
01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:58,280
So I say all of that to say, the more present we are, the better off we are as a collective.

1008
01:00:58,280 --> 01:01:01,480
The better Earth is, the better off Earth is too.

1009
01:01:01,480 --> 01:01:02,480
I love that.

1010
01:01:02,480 --> 01:01:03,480
Thank you.

1011
01:01:03,480 --> 01:01:05,560
Thanks so much for listening, you guys.

1012
01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:09,120
Please make sure to leave a review and follow the fun on social media because that's how

1013
01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:10,120
it works in this world.

1014
01:01:10,120 --> 01:01:11,800
And in the meantime, get your freak on.

1015
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:15,760
I'll see you in the next session.