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What's going on everybody? This is AJ Capasso here from Talking With The Source and I'm here with a good friend of mine.

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Robin from Half-Friend Paranormal and Talking With The Source.

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And today you are watching another episode of Talking With The Source.

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First thing I want to do is I want to apologize to everybody. Yesterday we were having some technical difficulties.

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We were having, well I was, I wasn't able to get on the internet. Robin didn't know what to do. He was scrambling.

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So we want to apologize to Alan Wright and we want to apologize to our viewers yesterday.

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But we have an awesome episode today where we're going to pick three viewers to come on, whoever would like to come on in a little bit.

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To come on and get a free reading from our guest.

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First thing I want to do is I want to shout out a couple people real quick.

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I want to shout out Paralynx and Parapost, which we are live on right now.

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We are on Paralynx Plus, but Paralynx has 1, 2, 3, live and plus, like I said.

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And we are also live on Parapost Network, which is both the home of Paranormal Podcasts, Live Investigations, Tarot Readings, you name it.

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We also want to give a shout out to our co-host, Relatively Paranormal.

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Right now he's got Relatively Paranormal equipment, great deals on SLS cameras, I mean all types of stuff.

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It's just you need to get there and check it out. He has an eBay store, an Etsy store, Marketplace.

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And we want to shout out obviously our friend Brian Laverty over at Huntaphobia Canada.

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Him and Patty Adams of the G-Team Paranormal, who we want to say we love too.

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Just got done with Bobby Mackie's last night, so awesome to them.

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We're a little jealous obviously, but we want to bring a little, right? A little, right?

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That's what I'm saying, Robin.

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I just want to say hello to One Stoner Three Cats from AAP.

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Hey, what's going on? Thank you so much.

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And Kimmy Dawn.

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Awesome, awesome. Good to see you guys.

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I see you brushed your hair today.

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No, not at all. But thank you so much for asking.

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Anyway, we have a great guest today. Her name is Lorelai Potvin.

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And she's from Canada. And let me tell you, she's an absolutely amazing person.

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She's clairvoyant. She's just an amazing person. She's been a sweetheart to us.

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She was able to come on. It's not short notice. We can't thank you enough.

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Her abilities are off the chart. So let's bring her in.

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Hey Lorelai, how are you?

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I'm fine, thanks. How are you? I'll let everybody know it's Lorelai.

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I knew it would happen. It always does because it's felt like Lorelai, but it's Lorelai.

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Thank you so much for having me here today. I'm honored to be here.

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I do try and educate them, but he's just...

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No, you know what's so funny is I went to see Lorelai and I said Lorelai and I'm like,

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no, but I went with it. But she called me out anyway.

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No, I just let people know. And you know what it is.

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Okay, my partner as well, his name is Del. Oh, isn't that...

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I got weird stuff going on you guys. This is perfect.

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Like my... literally my light just came on my camera.

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And you can probably see me when I was in the green room looking behind me.

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I am hearing something behind me and I haven't had any activity in this new house.

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This is strange.

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We brought it to her. Watch out, Robin. This isn't good.

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That's okay. I know how to handle it. After what I was through in my past house,

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So one star, three cats says, hey Lorelai, extra big hugs. Great to see you.

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Great to see you too. Hi. There'll be a few people here.

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There'll be other people because I shared it with my friends and they shared it with their friends.

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And it's on our United Public Radio Network Facebook page.

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So we could have people from all over. And I know you already do have people from all over.

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So this should be a lot of fun. Oh, this is going to be great.

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So thank you so much for sharing it out.

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The first thing we want to do is ask our generic question, which is what got you into the paranormal?

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Okay. Well, first of all, I will introduce myself. I'm Lorelai Potvin.

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I am a Canadian clairvoyant medium, a crystal reiki energy healer,

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Kashuk Records practitioner, spiritual teacher and mentor,

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as I mentioned the network a few minutes ago, and a nurse.

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So what got me into the paranormal?

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I always say I never went looking for the paranormal. It found me.

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But when I think back, I just turned 57.

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So my earliest memory, I was about four years old and I had probably paranormal experiences before that.

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But I remember something very scary that happened to me as a small child.

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As a nurse, I always had very unusual.

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I hope you can still hear me. Are you able to hear me?

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Yep. Yep. Hang on. Give me one sec, guys. I'm going to have to duck.

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OK, I got a phone call. Give me one sec. No worries.

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No worries. It happened to me all the time. So don't feel bad.

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Yep. Oh, I want to back in. That happens to me all the time.

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Right, Robin? Well, literally a lot of things happen to you all the time.

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Well, I mean, you know, one of them, I'll tell the viewers, one of them is not showing up for a podcast.

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Listen, you know that my I was down. I don't want to hear it. All right.

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Listen, people, don't listen to him. He's just a phone.

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Dude, you know, it's funny. I might do not deserve sign before.

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Hold on. Laura Lee is back. I'm so sorry.

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And you think my husband would know better. I literally texted him and said he's coming in from camp.

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And I said, I'm in a podcast starting at two o'clock. And he just kept calling.

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So I just I picked up the phone and said, don't call because it cuts off the audio.

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You see, it not brought you lower lead, but do you see this Robin Kimmy says excuses.

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Right, Robin, you know what? Both you were teaming up on me. That's it, Kimmy.

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I don't like you no more. Not joking. I'm just joking. Sorry.

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I figured you were right in the middle of something as I just jump in and start talking.

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You're in trouble now because even Ellie's out.

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So what got you into the paranormal? OK, well, first of all, that was my fault.

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I want to apologize to your audience because my husband knows better.

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He's on my network and he knows that somebody calls on StreamYard and it knocks out the audio.

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So I apologize. Anyways, as I was saying, as a nurse, I remember really strange, unusual things happening.

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I worked nights a lot. I worked in critical care. But the house I was living in, it happened.

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It started probably about, I guess, about 11, 12 years ago. Ever since we moved into that house,

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I was with my first husband at the time. We just always had a really bad string of luck.

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Like things would start going bad, you know, just small little things.

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And as time went on, actually, my marriage ended in that house.

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My husband was like he was a different person. Like he would just come home and sit on the couch from work.

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He wouldn't interact. It was like he was a stranger and he never knew what was wrong with him.

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Had three professional designations, never seemed to be able to get a great job or anything like that.

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But what happened when it started to reach a pinnacle was, you know, your keys.

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You keep your keys in a certain spot, usually at the front door. Most people do.

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You'd be going to head out and you'd put your phone down beside it, see the keys,

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you'd go down to put your shoes on, stand up, keys are gone.

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And what would happen was that started. I ended up splitting up actually with my first husband.

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And I'm with my second husband now. I've been with him for about 15 years or so, probably.

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Maybe not quite that long. Anyways, Del, his name is, had moved into the house with me.

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So having all these strange little things like things going missing, like you said, things like that.

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And then one night our bedroom was in the basement. My two children were upstairs.

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They're teenagers. And we heard this horrific crash.

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We came running up the stairs, met my eldest son in the kitchen. We're going, what the heck was that?

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Looking around for this noise. Couldn't find it.

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The kitchen was on this side, dining room on this side, and the cupboards were like this.

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So one side of the kitchen was the cupboards. The other side was a half wall in the dining room.

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And I had a little cabinet about this big hanging.

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The reason why I'm telling you this is because this is my introduction into the paranormal.

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A little long, but I apologize. You'll understand in a minute why.

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So we found the cabinet actually about 15 feet from where it was hanging on the wall.

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It weighed about five pounds and had all my little treasures from when I was a child in there.

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It had hung there for years.

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So when we examined things, what we realized was it must have come off the wall with such force.

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The hooks were still in the wall in the dining room. And I have pictures of this.

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The one on the left is reefed down and you can't move the hooks with your hands.

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As it flew to the wall, it must have come across to the open space in the counter.

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and our caller ID like with a scalpel precision.

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And then it was in the living room.

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So we figure it had to have flown about, you know, with the four walls or sorry, four feet to the left.

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You had to have flown at least 18 to 20 feet.

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And the cabinet was all broken in the front.

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And you could see where it had come off the wall with that amount of force.

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And after that, all heck broke loose.

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So these two incidents coupled together, all heck broke loose.

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So that was my introduction.

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Wow, Laura Lee, that's intense.

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Hold on one second. I want to tell Cindy.

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Cindy, I know you say you need a reading badly.

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Well, listen, you're going to be our first person to come on and do a reading with Laura Lee.

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Laura Lee, I want before we start doing the readings in a couple of minutes, I just want to ask you one more thing.

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If you could tell our viewers, because we're going to have you on in October, but I don't want to spoil now.

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But I want to tell about how they portrayed your guys life and all the haunting that you guys had in your old house on Paranormal Survivor.

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Right. Yeah, we're on season four, episode nine called Demonic Hauntings.

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And I didn't want to make this introduction any longer, but I'll add and maybe we'll save it for when I am on with you again at the end of the month.

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But it actually started out with a dream.

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And this dream was there was something looked like a man, but he said he was a demon, told me his name, spelt it for me, also told me his animal form.

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And long story short, when I was raised Catholic, I went to church every Sunday.

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I went to Catholic school.

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I no longer follow necessarily a religious, I guess, sector, however you want to call it.

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I don't follow that necessarily.

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But I actually found because I couldn't find this name anywhere.

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I've never heard it before.

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And about 10 years later, somebody had reached out that was having a lot of horrific experiences and had come across a name that they remembered from a dream, they think.

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And they'd asked me if it was demonic.

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But let me take a look for you.

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And there on the same page, I finally found the name I had been given in the dream, spelt exactly the way it was spelt, the animal form.

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Everything he had told me in the dream was right there on the page.

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And I've watched the episode because you showed me and hey, Kelly, and the way they portrayed it, like you said, and the things you told me about it, we'll get more deeper into it at the end of the month.

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But I thought it was pretty intense.

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So one stone or three cats.

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Yes, you may get a reading.

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You could be our second person to get a reading.

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Cindy, what I want you to do first.

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I'm going to put the link to come on to the show into the comments.

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I want Cindy and one stone or three cats to please use this link and come into the background.

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You could wait one stone or three cats or you can come in right now.

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I'm going to put obviously Cindy up on there first and then we'll let Laura Lee do her thing.

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Are you comfortable doing?

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I'm sorry?

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I said, are you comfortable if I bring one on right now?

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If you want.

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Let me send this in the chats real quick.

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Hold on one second.

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You got a gorgeous cat, Robin.

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That is that right there.

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You get hit by a train.

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Oh, my goodness.

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He looks like he's doing OK.

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Hold on one.

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Cindy and one three.

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Hold on one stone or three cats and Cindy, please click that link that I just put in the comments and area.

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OK, we got three cats.

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Oh, hey, three cats.

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How are you?

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How are you?

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So, Laura Lee, what I'm going to do is I'll take me and Robin off of the screen.

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I will let you guys do your thing.

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Is that sound good?

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Don't know cats.

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I can't see your face.

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I can just see the side of you.

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It's there.

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It's easier for me to connect to your energy when I can see your face.

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So how are you?

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I'm doing good.

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Thank you for asking.

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So I'm going to explain how this works because we wanted to get into the readings today.

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What I do when I'm on shows, I don't normally do medium shift readings.

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Because a lot of people, when they see a medium, they think, oh, I want messages from my loved ones.

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Now, that doesn't mean that I can't.

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I don't need decks when I do a personal reading with people an hour long.

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Kelly Hopkins, I believe, is in the chat.

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She can tell you.

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I don't need to use these.

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She's done paid readings with me before.

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Sorry, Kelly.

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I know you won't mind if I share that.

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But there may be, if you've got a loved one that's really, really got a message for you, wants to come through, sometimes they just come through.

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But usually what I do and I like to do how I work with mediumship is I get someone to send me a picture of their loved one, the last one that they have where I can see their face.

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You should take it into a meditation.

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And lots of times they show up, believe it or not.

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I've had many crazy readings, amazing readings that way.

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But like I said, I like to give people a heads up.

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The other thing to tell people is, I knew you wouldn't, Kelly.

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Thank you.

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The more specific you can be with me, the more specific spirit can be with you.

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I always say I'm just the mailman.

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So I'm kind of the go-between.

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So that was it.

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Sorry.

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Go ahead.

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I'd love to hear.

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How can I help you?

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Well, actually, my father passed away and I didn't know about it until two years after the fact.

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We were not close.

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And I would like to know if he did have anything to say to me.

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Yeah, that's what I was a little concerned about because, like I said, most people want to do mediumship reading.

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I can try and tune in.

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Well, let's see if he'll come through.

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The other thing I will share with you is, and everybody else's name, just like we have free will in the lifetime, free will in the afterlife.

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I'll be honest with you, though, I've never not had somebody come through, like when we're doing like an hour and a half long reading.

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I'm going to start.

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I'm hearing you.

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Let's start with a deck here.

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I did pull my mediumship readings because, like I said, I do lots of different podcasts.

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And usually everybody will hear one, right?

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The one thing I do, you know what, even before I grab the deck, what I'm hearing is, first of all, he wants to apologize to you, honey, that you weren't close.

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I don't know, he's not being very specific about what the reason is, why you guys, did you guys have a disagreement?

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That's kind of what I'm feeling, like a disagreement or no?

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Well, whatever that may be, that's not what it is.

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He wants to apologize to you, first of all, that you found out how you did.

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And second of all, that you didn't have the connection that you, I would guess, because he's saying that, I'll just say what he's saying.

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He's saying that you would have wished for in life because you would have wished the same.

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All I'm hearing is there were a lot of issues that you weren't maybe aware of that he was going through in life as well.

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And I'm going to grab a card now.

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Feel free if there's something else you want to ask him, because the more I, that's how my gift works, the more I can either connect with your face or I hear your voice, the more I connect with your energy.

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So go ahead, was there something else you wanted, you don't have to give me a lot of information or anything, but was there something else you wanted to ask?

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Just general, just, you know, a general reading.

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No, I'm not done here with you, like your dad's not finished yet. So give me a minute, I'm just shuffling my card deck here.

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I don't know if he, like I'm just sharing what I'm picking up here. It almost feels like he might have had some issues with substances.

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I don't know what that may be. I don't know, but that's what I'm feeling. Okay.

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Again, he apologizes. I literally just heard I had my own demons in life and was very sort of self-centered on my own self rather than how I should have been. He has some regrets about that.

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He is around you, so you know that. Okay, you talk to him all the time because I'm hearing that he says he hears you.

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Okay, so keep talking to him. The other thing I want to explain, and I'm shuffling, I'm waiting to hear stop here. Oh, you got one that just jumped out. So you're going to get two cards. If they jump out, they're meant for you.

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So what he wants me to share with you is that in, when we, I call it transitioning back home, but when we leave this Earthling Plane, we are our true self, if you will, our soul self. So he can see things from your perspective, from everybody else's perspective, how his actions affected you and any other family members with what happened.

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He wants you to know that he can see things from the bigger picture, and he takes ownership in basically with the relationship because you're asking about yourself with you, the lack of, okay.

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So he wants you to apologize. The other thing he says is it wasn't, obviously wouldn't have been his choice for you to find out the way that you did, but he is around you, and I'm hearing he's connecting with you when you're asleep. Okay.

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Do you remember your dreams because a lot of people don't.

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Sometimes I do.

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Especially when you think about him before you go to bed or say you've had a question like you're asking yourself, geez, I wish I would have had like, you know, my dad around to be able to ask this and now that he's gone, I can't connect with them and, and, you know, he hears you.

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So the easiest way for our loved ones to come through is when we're asleep, because we're wide open right. So he can come through that way and have conversations with you if you've got a question, or say you want some, maybe you want to do some healing with it, you know, some hear what he wants to say or what he has to say to you right with your own ears.

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When you go to bed, set that intention when you go to bed, and he will come through a lot of times we don't always remember our dreams so keep that notebook by your bed.

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Okay, I tell everybody this anyways because we get all kinds of information in our dreams. You don't have to write a big note or anything like an essay to yourself but what I find is when we get up for a minute we our feet touch the ground and we run to the bathroom or grab that cup of coffee, we forget 80 to 90% of what we've received.

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So even if it's just a few words and when you go back.

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I have a feeling you're going to be able to connect a lot of those messages, or say you want some clarification like why didn't he speak to you. Is that what you were sort of asking when you said, go ahead.

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He and I, we never, we never really had much of a relationship to begin with. And there was a lot of issues.

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Did you argue a lot because I keep feeling that I think I had asked I think I sort of replied that a little bit earlier, but it almost feels like there was really disjointed like you guys were just so different.

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It was almost like oil and water when you mixed.

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When you did see him.

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Like I said, there was not a lot of connection.

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He did not live in the same state that I lived in, and I only saw him maybe a half a dozen times while I was growing up.

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So I did not have a lot of connection with him.

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He really wants to say how sorry he is about that but this message I'm listening right now.

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He wants you to realize that if you're able to, whether you need to work with a counselor or whatever that may be to heal those feelings of rejection, because he sees that now that you, you wasn't you, and this was never your fault and I'm getting ghost bumps.

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That's my sign for truth that this was never your fault and he wants you to realize that because I'm just going to say what he's saying.

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I'm hearing you're taking this forward, whether it's subconsciously or not with further relationships throughout your lifetime, especially when it comes to a partner in life.

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And he doesn't want to. He doesn't want you to hold on to that because it's it's an it's impacting your life and this was no fault of your own.

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Does that make this does that resonate with does that make sense. Yeah, it does. And for that he has the deepest regrets because I'm hearing daddy's little girl like, like that going through and I apologize if this is getting personal but I'm hearing those questions

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and asking those like like what's wrong with me like why aren't you in my life like I want you in my life and why aren't you connecting with me. And he would this is why this is coming up right now honey, as he wants you to know this was not your fault.

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This was all him.

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And he now can see the hurt that he has caused you. And he says that is one of my biggest regrets when I was in this lifetime was the pain that he caused you. And he is so so so sorry for that he loves you deeply he always did love you.

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And he just has his own issue he had his own issues I heard has but he had his issues when he was here. Very self centered I'm hearing only thought about himself, and because the distance was between you two.

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It was easier to make excuses it was easier with his own issues in life, instead of realizing what an impact and he can see that now. So he wants you again, he's repeating, please realize that none of this was your fault, none in any way, he said he has always loved you.

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Literally hearing even though it's not the same as having him physically in your life. He is here for you now. But he he's asking if there's anything he could ask of you.

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And, and the reason why he's asking this is because it will help you is to really work if you're able to in some way whatever best suits you I'm hearing counseling. Okay, good, because it's it's impacting your life and he can see that now as a bigger picture he couldn't see that when he, he was living, and he wants you to be happy.

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I'm going to grab those two cards for you sweetie.

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My death was painless, please don't worry or hold on to guilt about that as well because you didn't know.

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Okay. The other one is, oh, this is a nice one. I don't usually get this card, he says I'm with the rest of the family. And he will be there to not that I'm trying to be fatalistic or anything like that but he will be there to when it's, we all transition as I call it back home one day

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that's pretty well given for born we're going to return where we once came from, but he will be there, and you'll get to see who he really is versus who he was in that lifetime. Does that does that help on.

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Yes, it does. Thank you. Okay. Is there any other thing you've got, I don't know, AJ and Robin didn't say how long to do for each reading. So, yeah, no, I mean that was perfect.

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Yes, thank you so much for coming on we really appreciate you. I appreciate you asking me I told you that last night because, because I'm sorry I asked so late and I said hey if you didn't ask you wouldn't know right and end of the week is usually better for me anyway so

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I mean no thank you so much I mean but one stone or three cats thank you for coming on as well.

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Thank you. Yeah, really appreciate you coming on. If you could I mean if you want you can always reach out to Laura Lee at Go ahead Laura Lee why don't you tell us one stone or three cats.

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I'm actually friends with her on Facebook.

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I feel so sorry about this you know when you have a ton of friends on your Facebook page and because people see the show and stuff. I'm glad so you know how to get a hold of me but I'll tell people listening if you ever want to book a reading with me I also do healing work

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I work with chakras I do teaching mentoring I do things free as well I have two groups on Facebook paranormal university for all things paranormal Angel Rock and try for many things we do.

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We were just talking about here. You can reach me also on facebook.com forward slash Angel Rock.

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I want to give you a hug.

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Okay, well we'll give you a virtual hug. Okay, I'm so glad and I'm really glad I got the opportunity to connect like I said I if your loved one comes through I just don't want to say to somebody, because I know what works best for me with my gas, my gifts so that's why I told you.

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Awesome and I want to thank you again.

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You're so welcome honey thank you for giving me the opportunity to connect with you and your dad. Thank you so much.

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Much love. Bye. Much love.

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Oh Laura Lee the next one we have on is Kayla. Hold on one sec. I want to say one thing before we begin. Hey Kayla how are you. Good how are you.

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Hold on one second one thing I want to say is Jen tardy I left a link in the description. Click it. Once Kayla gets done with Laura Lee.

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I want to let you ladies get at it and we'll be in the background. So whenever you're done with Laura Lee you just give me the heads up and I'll talk to you back up. Okay. Alright thank you. Hi Kayla how are you. Good how are you. I'm fine thank you. How can I help today.

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I was just wondering if any messages came through. Okay so you're just from spirit you mean like collectively from spirit. Okay so like I explained the more specific you can be with spirit the more specific spirit can be with you so if you're just wondering

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message wise and that's it I'm going to give other people a little bit of a heads up for me how I connect is when I speak with you and I see you so I'm glad I can see you. So I'll just tune in for a minute how about we do that because I know it's a little bit different than how I usually when I do a reading I'm talking.

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I don't need information I always say it's so much easier to read somebody I haven't met prior versus like a family member or a friend. So, hmm.

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That's why I'm hearing goddess, goddess deck for you. And I like to use decks when I'm doing things like this because I do go. I haven't done it a long time. I haven't at the time but I usually do. I will if I've got free time do one question free readings on my own Facebook page so that's why I was glad that AJ asked because I had my guides kind of giving me a poke like you haven't done that in a while. Do you think you might be able to pop on so this is perfect.

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Let's see.

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Okay, so the cards that we got. Yeah, that's why I was picking up before I even need this card because I was picking up kind of your energy like really stressed like all over kind of in one place all over the place. Yes. Yeah, I was picking that up because I'm getting should I go to school should I do this, and I'm like, what is this, and then as I was tuning into it the card was perfect.

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I don't think I've ever even gotten this card well this is really cool some of the stuff happening today. I think it's age or seeking. And this is one of the goddesses I'm one I'm not familiar with and what she's got is quiet time, take some quiet time alone to rest, meditate and contemplate.

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I don't know if you can see the picture or not.

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I don't have time for myself ever. Oh, okay, because, well, like I said I was literally hearing as I was trying to tune into you, like I was hearing should I go to school should I change job should I move should I like there was all these things and I'm thinking.

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And then I realized yeah you know what but as as moms or even doesn't not even as a mom like whatever we're doing in life right and especially for a caregiver which I'm picking up you kind of our meaning, you know you look after everybody else other than yourself.

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So, yeah, now this was an important card because do you meditate at all.

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No. Okay.

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So that's why that was some, and you don't get a lot of sleep to.

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Not really, no.

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Speaking that up as well. So, I'm just going to ask you to curiosity as a reason why you don't meditate and no judgment just ask.

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Um, I really never have the quiet time to do so really.

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Okay. All right, so this is what's like I said the more people talk with me the more that comes through. Okay, so what I'm hearing from spirit with you yes when it's crazy it's noisy right our body never gets a chance to rest that includes our minds.

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So a lot of people say it's difficult to meditate because again, I don't have a quiet time, I don't have the time. I can't quiet my mind. Some of the things I suggest and the reason why it's not just meditation for woo stuff as I call it to connect to spirit or whatever it may be right.

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We see people like CEOs of companies we see professional athletes, and many many different types of professions people meditate, and it doesn't have to be in the lotus position for an hour top you know some solitary mountain sometimes we get that vision or that picture right for meditation.

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Sometimes just even five minutes, or just making the effort to just focus on our breathing so like deep breathing in through the nose out through the mouth, and you know just trying to even if we're just focusing on breathing in breathing out, because once we take a few minutes even if you can do it,

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even if it's not possible every day every, you know, second day or couple times a week trying to get into it because the beautiful thing about medication. Once we quiet our mind.

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That's where we get a lot of answers, because we stop. And believe it or not and I do believe this we are all connected to our guides angels spirit, loved ones on the other side. Say you've got a question, a big one in life and you're trying to figure out like what should I do with this, where should I go with this.

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And that's when spirit will come in, if you ask for them, and especially if you give them permission you don't have to say it out loud you can say it within the mind's eye. You know I want to get to know you want to connect with you more.

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You can get a lot of answers that way. The other reason is, because I was picking up you don't sleep a lot. I believe it's 15 minutes of meditation, they have found through science is akin to like an hour of sleep.

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So, interesting. Yeah, so you can feel a lot more rested a lot more calm.

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I keep feeling like there's something with career direction with yourself very, have you been thinking about a new career you're not really sure where you're going with that or right now I'm unemployed.

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Okay, because I keep hearing that. So, we thinking of a new career, because that's what I keep hearing from spirit is that you're not really sure where to go with this or you've been looking and maybe not able to find something that really suits your needs.

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Yeah, I'm not really sure where to go with it.

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Okay, well let's put let's pull card for that then too okay.

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Okay, I've got life on life purpose card will pull that and see.

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I always suggest, because we get, you know, when we're not really sure, or, like, you know, as much as it can be really financially stressful when we're not working.

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Sometimes this is a great opportunity to look at what if I always wanted to do, wherever I wanted to go that I haven't done before.

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Right, say something.

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No, you're right. I, I just don't know which path to choose basically.

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Okay, because what I was going to suggest when, because this question comes up a lot for a lot of people.

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What spirit sharing as I'm shuffling this deck is this is actually a gift right now it doesn't look like one doesn't feel like one. But when you look back on this in from the future back into the past.

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It is because it's like an open slate right. And it's about what have I always wanted to do but like you said, I don't know. So one of the things that really sometimes helps something to look at is, what did I always want to do as a child.

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What brings me joy, what makes me happy that if I had my choice I didn't have any financial worries in the world. What would I be doing right now. Right, you don't have to answer that for me that's just for for you.

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Once we look at it, then our human brain jumps in there the ego, right, I don't like the word ego because it makes it sound like a bad thing. And it's not right it's a part of all of us and who we are.

375
00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:42,000
The beauty in that is right, looking at the big picture, and, and when we figure out sorry I lost my train of thought for a second because spirit's talking quickly.

376
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:49,000
So, once we figure out you know what I always wanted to do this as a child, or this.

377
00:38:49,000 --> 00:39:02,000
I if I could be doing this 24 hours a day I would be we all have something like that right, but then the human brain jumps in and says no, we can't make a living at that no, how would it happen like we're how would I make money at this how would I do this with

378
00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:07,000
a beauty and it all is, if that's something you really desire.

379
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:11,000
You can make that happen right, everything on this planet is energy.

380
00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:25,000
It is like right down to our bodies. Right. And so our thoughts and words and emotions, so taking a look at that and putting it out to the universe focusing on it and leave yourself a note a picture whatever right and then just a subconscious

381
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:39,000
and leave the figuring out to the universe, or your guides, because I don't know about yourself or if you've tried big buzzword manifesting something right that we've wished for and we've made it happen in whatever way when we look back.

382
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:51,000
And it happens. And we go and I don't know for yourself but I've met many people including myself you go, wow, I couldn't figure that out in a million years it would have worked out that way that I would have made this person or that person.

383
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:54,000
So that's one way to make this happen.

384
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:59,000
Okay, does that resonate with you in any way like this. Yes.

385
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:05,000
Okay, let me pull up a card for you sweetie.

386
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:11,000
This says travel, your life purpose involves traveling.

387
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:24,000
I don't know if that resonates or not, but if it doesn't maybe it will in the future but that's what I'm the card that I pulled for you. So yeah I've been looking into traveling right now.

388
00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:38,000
You? Okay. Yes. I have to remember too when I'm doing readings for people that you know what, it may not make any sense to me but you know what usually they don't let people down.

389
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:43,000
So I'm going to leave you with this, if you've been looking at traveling, right?

390
00:40:43,000 --> 00:41:02,000
Really focus on it, focus on it. If there's a place you want to go put that picture up, put, you know, maybe some videos, whatever it may be, and you know think about how it will make you feel if you were able to travel there like, and you're in just right now thinking about it, how would it make you feel.

391
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:06,000
Right, so something along the lines of like a vision board almost kind of.

392
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:23,000
Sure, or like with and I'm still working on manifestation but I think we're all a work in progress. I will be to the day I die, like all of us, but part of why that what makes it really work and really well is, you know, focusing on how it'll make you feel.

393
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:36,000
So, or, and if we can't muster up that emotion. Think about, I hear little people in the background so think about how you feel about those little people in the background how do they feel right the love that's behind them.

394
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:45,000
Well you're thinking about traveling because it's putting that energy out now I'm going to share a little secret and I'm going to, I always honest with people whether I'm on a podcast or not.

395
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:51,000
I'm trying it myself. There was a couple tips a couple people have given me called the magic journal.

396
00:41:51,000 --> 00:42:07,000
Pick a really beautiful journal. And I'll update you guys on the 28th how it's doing and I can tell you what I'm working on. And that's the other thing right. Keep it to yourself unless you absolutely know 100% that somebody has your, has your back beyond the shadow of a doubt

397
00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:24,000
Okay, times people and I'm not trying to make it sound like everybody's out to get us a lot of times people get jealous when right we're hoping and so work on something or manifest something magic journal, pick up a beautiful journal, a pen, that's expensive just something that you

398
00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:42,000
really really love. And you write in there but you write like you already have it. Dear universe, thank you for helping me travel to blah blah blah. You always blessed me with the most incredible things I'm so grateful for this but talk like you already have it.

399
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:59,000
Okay, it's my own experiment to but I thought I'll share it with you see how it goes. Okay. Does that help. Yes, thank you. Well I'm so glad to connect with you. Thanks so much. Thank you.

400
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:05,000
Thank you so much Kayla for coming on I really appreciate you.

401
00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:14,000
Oh, I think we lost her. We lose there. I think so. Pause connection. Um, hold on. So Cindy Cindy Riddle.

402
00:43:14,000 --> 00:43:37,000
Okay, I put the link in the comments you're gonna have to go look at the comments and you're gonna have to find the link. I'll put it in one more time. Hold on.

403
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:47,000
My gift works that I talk to people so I pick up their energy so that's why I've taken a few minutes here just sort of focusing on somebody so

404
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:57,000
you think the only thing I do want to let you know is your headphones I don't know if it has to do with the jack but it's making a it's knocking in and out every once in a while I'm sorry about that.

405
00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:08,000
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Okay, I think we lost her. She's not moving at all.

406
00:44:08,000 --> 00:44:13,000
I think we lost her. She's not moving at all.

407
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:18,000
It's a little bit more interesting. I think we lost her.

408
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:21,040
I've always been my best friend.

409
00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:22,440
He was my first friend ever in

410
00:44:21,100 --> 00:44:24,940
this field. Oh, hold on. We got

411
00:44:22,500 --> 00:44:28,440
somebody. Oh, hold on. We got

412
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:29,880
my friend Jen. Hey, Jen. Hi.

413
00:44:28,520 --> 00:44:33,320
Hey, how are you? Good. Good.

414
00:44:29,940 --> 00:44:34,880
yourself? Good. Good. Good. So,

415
00:44:33,380 --> 00:44:36,480
this is my friend, Jen Laura

416
00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:37,780
Lee. She's been. Hi, Jen. You

417
00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:39,120
know, we've been friends ever

418
00:44:37,860 --> 00:44:40,420
since school. Hi. So, I'm going

419
00:44:39,180 --> 00:44:41,920
to let you guys do your thing.

420
00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:43,200
I'm going to get off and be

421
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:46,800
here and I'll do your thing.

422
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:51,700
So, let me know if I cut out

423
00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:52,300
because I'm moving around here

424
00:44:51,780 --> 00:44:53,800
and apparently, it's cutting in

425
00:44:52,380 --> 00:44:56,140
and out and I apologize for

426
00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:58,580
that. So, how are you? Okay. I'm

427
00:44:56,200 --> 00:45:00,220
good. How are you? I'm great.

428
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:04,020
Thanks. So, how can I help you?

429
00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:06,020
Well, today is my birthday.

430
00:45:04,080 --> 00:45:09,460
Happy birthday. Thank you and I

431
00:45:06,080 --> 00:45:11,220
would love to hear from my

432
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:14,360
grandma if that was possible.

433
00:45:11,300 --> 00:45:15,860
Alrighty. I right away when you

434
00:45:15,860 --> 00:45:21,140
say cookies, I don't know why

435
00:45:17,240 --> 00:45:22,480
but cookies. Yeah. I oh my

436
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:23,840
gosh. Now, I'm getting like I,

437
00:45:22,540 --> 00:45:25,340
it's not cold in here but I'm

438
00:45:23,900 --> 00:45:27,740
getting goosebumps that never

439
00:45:25,420 --> 00:45:29,320
normally happens but like you

440
00:45:27,820 --> 00:45:32,620
said my grandma and I heard

441
00:45:29,380 --> 00:45:34,220
cookies. Say cookies. Yes,

442
00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:36,320
that's all we did was be baked.

443
00:45:34,280 --> 00:45:37,820
Did you? Okay. Well, that's

444
00:45:36,380 --> 00:45:39,820
your grandma coming through.

445
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:41,220
She said happy birthday. She

446
00:45:39,900 --> 00:45:42,800
wishes she could be here with

447
00:45:41,300 --> 00:45:45,800
you in physical form but she is

448
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:51,400
not here. Do you think of her?

449
00:45:48,740 --> 00:45:52,980
She is. Blue Jays or I mean,

450
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:54,080
seeing birds like birds. I don't

451
00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:55,180
know if you've had some birds

452
00:45:54,140 --> 00:45:59,920
around you or something. Maybe

453
00:45:55,240 --> 00:45:59,920
you will but

454
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:02,820
I'm feeling that. Let me see

455
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:04,720
what else. Anyways, she started

456
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:06,360
to talk and then what happens

457
00:46:04,780 --> 00:46:07,820
with my gift is and it was the

458
00:46:06,420 --> 00:46:09,320
biggest shock for me because

459
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:11,220
I'm what you call very clear

460
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:12,820
audience. So, I hear spirit all

461
00:46:11,300 --> 00:46:15,560
day long. I don't hear voices

462
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:20,000
and then when my gifts started

463
00:46:18,220 --> 00:46:21,420
to open up, it was like going

464
00:46:20,060 --> 00:46:23,300
to a different country because

465
00:46:21,500 --> 00:46:25,000
some people talk, some people

466
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:27,300
give me a spell, some people

467
00:46:25,060 --> 00:46:28,900
give me colors, sometimes it's a

468
00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:30,500
feeling and then sometimes they

469
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:32,000
mix them. So, there could be a

470
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:34,480
different reason for the birds

471
00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:36,000
but I she gave me a picture of

472
00:46:34,540 --> 00:46:38,040
a blue J. I have no idea why

473
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:39,540
and then a cardinal, blue J and

474
00:46:38,100 --> 00:46:40,980
cardinal. So, I don't know.

475
00:46:39,620 --> 00:46:43,480
Maybe you're going to see one.

476
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:48,960
I just heard that's me. So,

477
00:46:46,060 --> 00:46:51,560
she's got the most beautiful

478
00:46:49,020 --> 00:46:53,800
energy. Oh my god. She's just

479
00:46:51,620 --> 00:46:55,260
so loving like it's like when

480
00:46:53,860 --> 00:46:56,760
you met like when she was in

481
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:57,940
this lifetime, I almost feel

482
00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:59,160
like when you meet her like

483
00:46:58,000 --> 00:47:00,700
everybody wish she was their

484
00:46:59,240 --> 00:47:04,080
grandma because she's just that

485
00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:05,800
sweet. Yeah. She said she is

486
00:47:04,140 --> 00:47:08,680
with you always sweetheart and

487
00:47:05,880 --> 00:47:09,740
she hears you. Um she just said

488
00:47:08,740 --> 00:47:10,940
my darling. I don't know if she

489
00:47:09,820 --> 00:47:12,420
called you that or not but

490
00:47:12,420 --> 00:47:15,820
she's just so sweet. Um she

491
00:47:14,020 --> 00:47:17,380
holds you when you cry when you

492
00:47:15,880 --> 00:47:19,460
think about things and you miss

493
00:47:17,460 --> 00:47:20,980
her. She wants to let you know.

494
00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:22,460
She just said I didn't suffer

495
00:47:21,060 --> 00:47:23,460
when she passed. I don't know

496
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:24,420
if that's something you were

497
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:27,460
wondering or not but I just

498
00:47:24,500 --> 00:47:30,460
heard that. Um yeah. Is that

499
00:47:27,520 --> 00:47:32,340
every family gathering? She um

500
00:47:30,540 --> 00:47:34,140
every new baby, she said she's

501
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:35,540
showing me any new baby that

502
00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:37,000
comes into the immediate like

503
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:38,640
the whole family, not just say

504
00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:40,140
for yourself. She's showing me

505
00:47:38,700 --> 00:47:41,280
holding them and she gives him

506
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:45,260
a hug when they're born. Um

507
00:47:42,460 --> 00:47:47,400
she's with other family members

508
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:50,100
on the other side. She showed me

509
00:47:47,460 --> 00:47:52,560
like a big like I I want to say

510
00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:54,740
barbecue like a whole bunch of

511
00:47:52,640 --> 00:47:57,500
people all around all having a

512
00:47:54,800 --> 00:47:59,240
great time and like you know,

513
00:47:57,560 --> 00:48:01,080
our loved ones never ever leave

514
00:47:59,300 --> 00:48:03,140
us. So, she wants to let you

515
00:48:01,140 --> 00:48:06,820
know how much she loves you and

516
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:08,520
not too soon. She said but

517
00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:09,980
basically, she will be there.

518
00:48:09,980 --> 00:48:12,880
She will be there to take her

519
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:14,420
reception line when it's our

520
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:16,360
turn but she said not too soon.

521
00:48:14,480 --> 00:48:18,420
Very, very far, far away as much

522
00:48:16,420 --> 00:48:19,920
as she misses and loves you.

523
00:48:18,480 --> 00:48:21,500
Now, is there any questions you

524
00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:24,000
have for her at all or anything

525
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:25,700
you want to ask her? I just

526
00:48:24,060 --> 00:48:28,700
want to know if she's proud.

527
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:30,000
Oh, we just went. Oh, of course,

528
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:32,000
I thought you would know that.

529
00:48:30,060 --> 00:48:34,780
Of course, she's proud of you.

530
00:48:32,060 --> 00:48:36,380
She sees every, I'm getting, I

531
00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:37,900
don't know why it is not cold.

532
00:48:37,900 --> 00:48:41,540
She's got a major goosebumps.

533
00:48:39,500 --> 00:48:42,600
She said, of course, like kind

534
00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:44,040
of like that was a given. Of

535
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,840
course, you know, I'm proud of

536
00:48:44,100 --> 00:48:47,440
you. I'm proud of everything

537
00:48:45,900 --> 00:48:48,740
you do. She literally said you

538
00:48:47,500 --> 00:48:49,540
could be brushing your teeth

539
00:48:48,820 --> 00:48:50,840
and I'd be proud of the way you

540
00:48:49,620 --> 00:48:52,340
brushed your teeth because it's

541
00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:53,420
just everything you do is

542
00:48:52,420 --> 00:48:56,220
perfect to her in her eyes is

543
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:57,760
what she said and she she does

544
00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:59,320
miss you but she wants you to

545
00:48:57,820 --> 00:49:01,120
know she keeps going on about

546
00:48:59,380 --> 00:49:03,020
how thin the veil is like it's

547
00:49:01,200 --> 00:49:04,360
really really it's it's not

548
00:49:03,100 --> 00:49:06,700
she's not that far away is what

549
00:49:06,700 --> 00:49:10,940
she said. She's looking to her.

550
00:49:09,140 --> 00:49:12,940
She hears you and she loves you

551
00:49:11,020 --> 00:49:13,820
so much. The only thing she

552
00:49:13,020 --> 00:49:15,420
regrets is that she couldn't be

553
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:17,620
here for your birthday in

554
00:49:15,480 --> 00:49:19,820
physical form but she's with

555
00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:22,720
you like everything you do and

556
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:24,420
celebrates celebrates you when

557
00:49:22,780 --> 00:49:26,120
you do have a difficult time

558
00:49:24,500 --> 00:49:27,700
with something. She's still

559
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:29,260
there for you. She hears you.

560
00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:31,060
She she's holding. She shows me

561
00:49:29,340 --> 00:49:32,640
holding you like when you know

562
00:49:31,140 --> 00:49:35,340
you've had some sad moments.

563
00:49:35,340 --> 00:49:39,380
She's like she's holding the

564
00:49:37,980 --> 00:49:39,980
hearts for you but is there

565
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:42,240
anything else you want to ask

566
00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:43,320
her? I just love her. Her II

567
00:49:42,320 --> 00:49:44,840
don't get me wrong everybody. I

568
00:49:43,380 --> 00:49:46,620
love to connect with but

569
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:48,160
honestly when I say this like

570
00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:49,820
that people say this too when

571
00:49:48,220 --> 00:49:50,860
she was around like, oh, I wish

572
00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:52,220
she was my grandma because

573
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:54,400
like that's what she feels like

574
00:49:52,300 --> 00:49:56,200
to me. Yeah, everybody says she

575
00:49:54,460 --> 00:50:00,100
was such an amazing woman. Yes.

576
00:49:56,260 --> 00:50:02,160
Yes. And still is and she's I

577
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:03,800
don't know how what she had

578
00:50:02,240 --> 00:50:05,300
going on before she passed but

579
00:50:05,300 --> 00:50:08,240
she was just so happy. She had

580
00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:10,020
no pain when she passed. It was

581
00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:11,920
it was very peaceful and the

582
00:50:10,080 --> 00:50:13,480
other thing is that she's whole

583
00:50:11,980 --> 00:50:14,980
and healthy on the other side

584
00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:16,420
like looking and living her

585
00:50:15,060 --> 00:50:19,820
best life like how she did like

586
00:50:16,480 --> 00:50:23,320
she's almost showing me maybe

587
00:50:19,900 --> 00:50:26,300
her late 30s, 40s. Okay. Just

588
00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:27,760
beautiful energy about her. So,

589
00:50:26,360 --> 00:50:28,800
sorry, I might have cut you off

590
00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:31,940
or something else you wanted to

591
00:50:28,860 --> 00:50:33,440
ask. No, that was it. It's just

592
00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:37,080
like she's always like she keeps

593
00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:39,880
saying this over and over like

594
00:50:37,140 --> 00:50:41,320
she is always with you. So,

595
00:50:39,940 --> 00:50:42,720
whenever you think of her and I

596
00:50:41,380 --> 00:50:44,720
want everybody to know that too

597
00:50:42,780 --> 00:50:46,460
that's listening. I I truly

598
00:50:44,780 --> 00:50:47,760
believe that that our loved

599
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,360
ones when we think of them,

600
00:50:47,820 --> 00:50:51,360
they're there when we have

601
00:50:49,420 --> 00:50:53,460
Christmas or Thanksgiving or

602
00:50:51,420 --> 00:50:55,460
family get together. They're

603
00:50:53,520 --> 00:50:56,960
always there and they you know,

604
00:50:55,540 --> 00:50:58,440
even though we may not see them,

605
00:50:57,040 --> 00:51:00,440
we may feel them, we talk about

606
00:50:58,500 --> 00:51:02,840
them, we remember them. They're

607
00:51:02,840 --> 00:51:06,440
part of your soul group like

608
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:08,120
your intimate soul group, right?

609
00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:10,780
We incarnate every lifetime with

610
00:51:08,180 --> 00:51:12,120
she is of course, she keeps

611
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:13,280
going. I can't believe she

612
00:51:12,180 --> 00:51:15,780
didn't think I was proud of her.

613
00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:18,860
Of course, I'm proud of her. So,

614
00:51:15,860 --> 00:51:20,400
that makes you very happy. Oh, I

615
00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:24,800
literally just heard. How could

616
00:51:20,460 --> 00:51:29,040
I not be? Hang on. Let's see

617
00:51:24,860 --> 00:51:29,040
what we got here.

618
00:51:29,260 --> 00:51:30,800
Well, this is an interesting

619
00:51:30,060 --> 00:51:32,300
card. We'll see if this means

620
00:51:32,300 --> 00:51:34,720
that we're going to see the

621
00:51:33,780 --> 00:51:36,620
card. I shouldn't say she says

622
00:51:34,780 --> 00:51:40,080
the card says you are ready for

623
00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:44,080
a change of scenery. So, explore.

624
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:44,960
So, I don't know if maybe that's

625
00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:46,860
something you were looking at,

626
00:51:45,020 --> 00:51:48,860
something you were thinking of

627
00:51:46,920 --> 00:51:50,260
or maybe something down the

628
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:51,860
line. She's got your back is

629
00:51:50,320 --> 00:51:53,000
what she said. I've got your

630
00:51:51,920 --> 00:51:54,460
back. So, if there's something

631
00:51:53,060 --> 00:51:57,260
you're thinking of new, maybe

632
00:51:54,540 --> 00:51:59,240
to venture into or you weren't

633
00:51:57,340 --> 00:52:01,140
sure or is this the right time?

634
00:52:01,140 --> 00:52:06,080
Is this the right time to start

635
00:52:03,140 --> 00:52:07,580
exploring and taking a look at

636
00:52:06,140 --> 00:52:09,080
something? Maybe you've always

637
00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:10,680
wanted to do. We've put a lot

638
00:52:09,140 --> 00:52:12,980
of things on the back burner in

639
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:14,560
the last two plus years with

640
00:52:13,060 --> 00:52:16,360
what's been going on. Yeah. So,

641
00:52:14,620 --> 00:52:17,760
I would take this as a sign

642
00:52:16,420 --> 00:52:19,100
that this is the right time to

643
00:52:17,820 --> 00:52:20,600
start looking at maybe what you

644
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:21,700
were thinking about doing

645
00:52:20,660 --> 00:52:26,100
before we went through that

646
00:52:21,760 --> 00:52:30,140
period or Okay. Okay. Does that

647
00:52:30,140 --> 00:52:35,560
make you feel like you've been

648
00:52:34,180 --> 00:52:37,960
with her my whole day? I'm so

649
00:52:35,620 --> 00:52:40,160
glad and and she just said

650
00:52:38,020 --> 00:52:41,620
again, happy happy birthday and

651
00:52:40,220 --> 00:52:45,060
I'm so glad that I can't

652
00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:45,060
connect with everybody here.

653
00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:51,040
She said, I love you. I love

654
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:52,700
you. I just want to say, you

655
00:52:51,100 --> 00:52:55,680
know, me and Jen, we grew up

656
00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:57,140
together and we've been god

657
00:52:55,740 --> 00:52:58,840
knows how long. Uh I have to

658
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:03,520
say, she's there for her kids.

659
00:53:00,620 --> 00:53:05,320
100% over herself. I'm

660
00:53:03,580 --> 00:53:06,760
completely selfless and uh I

661
00:53:05,380 --> 00:53:09,560
couldn't ask for a better

662
00:53:06,820 --> 00:53:12,720
friend. So, I just want to thank

663
00:53:09,620 --> 00:53:16,160
you. For years and you're still

664
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:17,840
friends. Yup. Can you believe

665
00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:21,840
that? Yeah. I actually can't

666
00:53:17,900 --> 00:53:23,340
believe that. Yeah. Yeah. Well,

667
00:53:21,900 --> 00:53:24,380
she will be. She's showing me

668
00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:25,880
something about blowing out

669
00:53:24,440 --> 00:53:27,280
birthday candles. So, I don't

670
00:53:25,940 --> 00:53:28,780
know if you are or when but

671
00:53:28,780 --> 00:53:33,460
you're still here. I'm glad

672
00:53:30,220 --> 00:53:36,560
you could save one for me. I

673
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:37,720
will. Okay. Happy birthday.

674
00:53:36,620 --> 00:53:39,320
Thank you so much. You're so

675
00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:41,800
welcome. Thank you. Fake hugs.

676
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:46,100
Thanks, Jen. Bye. Bye. Thank

677
00:53:41,860 --> 00:53:46,100
you. Yup.

678
00:53:46,260 --> 00:53:48,100
So, Laura Lee, we got one more

679
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:49,600
person. This is the person I've

680
00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:51,800
been trying to get on since it's

681
00:53:49,680 --> 00:53:53,300
no problem. I'm not in a hurry.

682
00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:54,580
Like, I know you guys probably

683
00:53:53,380 --> 00:53:56,740
only do your podcast for so

684
00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:57,780
long. So, no worries. No, no,

685
00:53:57,780 --> 00:54:01,740
no. I'm just kidding. I'm just

686
00:53:58,900 --> 00:54:04,680
kidding. Cindy, how are you,

687
00:54:01,800 --> 00:54:07,520
Cindy? I'm doing great. How are

688
00:54:04,740 --> 00:54:08,780
you all? I'm from Kentucky.

689
00:54:07,580 --> 00:54:11,780
Good. Hi, Cindy. Happy from

690
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:13,220
Kentucky. We want to I'm going

691
00:54:11,860 --> 00:54:15,060
to let Laura Lee take over. So,

692
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:16,760
Laura Lee, go ahead and I will

693
00:54:15,120 --> 00:54:19,220
remove us from the stream.

694
00:54:16,820 --> 00:54:21,000
Perfect. Hi, Cindy. So, nice to

695
00:54:19,300 --> 00:54:25,700
meet you. How can I help you

696
00:54:21,060 --> 00:54:27,300
today? Oh, I'm extremely

697
00:54:27,300 --> 00:54:30,880
happy to be here. I've been

698
00:54:28,900 --> 00:54:35,180
trying to connect with my

699
00:54:30,940 --> 00:54:39,180
father who passed in 2011. And

700
00:54:35,240 --> 00:54:42,180
my mom has had Alzheimer's for

701
00:54:39,260 --> 00:54:45,420
many years and when all my dad's

702
00:54:42,260 --> 00:54:47,220
deathbed, he asked, he made me

703
00:54:45,480 --> 00:54:50,300
promise to take care of my mom.

704
00:54:47,300 --> 00:54:52,500
And so, now, I have M.S. and I'm

705
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:57,240
in a wheelchair and I had to put

706
00:54:57,240 --> 00:55:02,680
my dad on the street because my

707
00:55:02,020 --> 00:55:04,380
dad was my hero. He was just

708
00:55:02,760 --> 00:55:06,960
the three amigos. It was just

709
00:55:04,460 --> 00:55:10,260
he and myself and mom. Mm hmm.

710
00:55:07,020 --> 00:55:13,960
And I just want to know if if

711
00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:16,240
my dad's proud of me and if

712
00:55:14,020 --> 00:55:19,140
he's not mad at me for what I

713
00:55:16,300 --> 00:55:21,340
had to do with all. Honey.

714
00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:24,140
Well, you were talking. He said

715
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:25,680
Cindy, you're my hero and

716
00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:30,360
he's not mad at you. He he

717
00:55:27,260 --> 00:55:32,300
literally said that please, I

718
00:55:30,420 --> 00:55:34,360
yes, I know you made that

719
00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:36,160
promise to me and I know you

720
00:55:34,420 --> 00:55:38,960
did the absolute best that you

721
00:55:36,240 --> 00:55:40,440
could but he he sees it now

722
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:41,900
just like I was saying earlier

723
00:55:40,500 --> 00:55:44,000
with with I think it was our

724
00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:45,680
first reading we did that he's

725
00:55:44,080 --> 00:55:48,240
able to see it from the big

726
00:55:45,740 --> 00:55:50,040
picture and and he wants you to

727
00:55:48,300 --> 00:55:51,680
care for yourself. You did the

728
00:55:50,120 --> 00:55:53,620
best that you could. He's not

729
00:55:53,620 --> 00:55:57,700
mad at you. He's proud of you.

730
00:55:55,600 --> 00:56:00,640
He thanks you for everything

731
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:02,340
you have done. He went over and

732
00:56:00,700 --> 00:56:06,640
above what anybody could have

733
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:08,580
done. And he loves you so much

734
00:56:06,700 --> 00:56:11,640
Cindy. So, he wants you to let

735
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:14,620
this all go. The guilt, the

736
00:56:11,720 --> 00:56:16,580
fear, all of it because he has

737
00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:19,160
seen everything you have done

738
00:56:16,660 --> 00:56:21,760
and he's been so proud of you.

739
00:56:19,220 --> 00:56:23,360
He wants you to take care of

740
00:56:23,360 --> 00:56:27,200
him. He never would have been

741
00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:28,800
angry and the only thing that

742
00:56:27,260 --> 00:56:30,400
makes him sad is that you've

743
00:56:28,860 --> 00:56:33,140
been hanging on to this feeling

744
00:56:30,460 --> 00:56:35,580
like he might be angry or you

745
00:56:33,200 --> 00:56:36,480
know, be looking at you and

746
00:56:35,640 --> 00:56:37,880
thinking, how could you have

747
00:56:36,540 --> 00:56:43,280
done that? He has never thought

748
00:56:37,940 --> 00:56:43,280
that in any way.

749
00:56:43,620 --> 00:56:47,680
They've taken such a road off

750
00:56:45,480 --> 00:56:49,820
of me. Oh, I'm glad. I'm so

751
00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:51,820
glad that you got through. I

752
00:56:51,820 --> 00:56:55,400
know that when we're grieving

753
00:56:54,000 --> 00:56:56,160
and we're going through

754
00:56:55,460 --> 00:56:57,640
everything that we're going

755
00:56:56,240 --> 00:57:00,300
through and you've had a lot on

756
00:56:57,700 --> 00:57:02,240
your plate, sweetheart. You

757
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:03,700
know, it's it's it's hard for

758
00:57:02,300 --> 00:57:05,280
our loved ones to connect with

759
00:57:03,780 --> 00:57:06,780
us because we're going through

760
00:57:05,340 --> 00:57:08,540
grief. You're going through

761
00:57:06,840 --> 00:57:10,420
health issues. None of this is

762
00:57:08,620 --> 00:57:12,180
your fault but he does try and

763
00:57:10,480 --> 00:57:13,520
send you little signs. I don't

764
00:57:12,240 --> 00:57:14,780
know and I know this sounds

765
00:57:13,580 --> 00:57:16,380
really cliche but he is showing

766
00:57:14,860 --> 00:57:17,620
me pictures of dimes. I don't

767
00:57:16,460 --> 00:57:20,520
know if you're finding dimes or

768
00:57:20,520 --> 00:57:24,800
not. I'm just about to let you

769
00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:27,100
know that he's there, sweetie.

770
00:57:24,860 --> 00:57:28,460
He's there. He's around you

771
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:30,440
like and you heard me with the

772
00:57:28,540 --> 00:57:32,600
last reading. Our loved ones

773
00:57:30,500 --> 00:57:33,980
never leave us, okay? And some

774
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:35,140
people will say, well, does

775
00:57:34,040 --> 00:57:37,240
that mean that they're not in

776
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:39,520
heaven? No, we can be in a

777
00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:41,520
gazillion, trillion, bajillion

778
00:57:39,580 --> 00:57:44,480
different places at once. Once

779
00:57:41,580 --> 00:57:47,420
we cross over into our soul

780
00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:48,920
form, if you will. So, he's

781
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:52,960
like, same thing when and I

782
00:57:50,500 --> 00:57:54,360
tell people this too. If you

783
00:57:53,040 --> 00:57:55,840
want to connect with your loved

784
00:57:54,440 --> 00:57:58,840
one, the easiest way is when

785
00:57:55,900 --> 00:58:00,280
we're asleep, okay? Just say.

786
00:57:58,900 --> 00:58:01,800
I dream about him. We have

787
00:58:00,340 --> 00:58:03,880
strawberry ice cream sometimes

788
00:58:01,880 --> 00:58:06,240
at the table. Oh. Back when I

789
00:58:03,940 --> 00:58:07,780
was a teenager, back in the day,

790
00:58:06,320 --> 00:58:09,280
you know, we will do things

791
00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,780
like that and it's just as

792
00:58:09,340 --> 00:58:13,280
real. I mean, I can taste the

793
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:15,060
strawberries in the ice cream

794
00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:17,060
and I'm sitting there and we're

795
00:58:17,060 --> 00:58:21,260
like, oh my god. Yeah. Yeah.

796
00:58:19,160 --> 00:58:23,840
I mean, it's it's it's amazing.

797
00:58:21,340 --> 00:58:26,040
He was amazing person. He was a

798
00:58:23,900 --> 00:58:28,440
very wonderful person. He done

799
00:58:26,100 --> 00:58:31,080
everything for everyone and he

800
00:58:28,500 --> 00:58:34,080
gave everything he had. He gave

801
00:58:31,140 --> 00:58:36,740
your dad. I'm saying you're

802
00:58:34,140 --> 00:58:39,080
very much like he is and

803
00:58:36,820 --> 00:58:40,480
everybody says I am. Yeah,

804
00:58:39,140 --> 00:58:41,980
you're very much like he was

805
00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:44,260
doing something for everybody

806
00:58:42,060 --> 00:58:45,860
else and putting yourself last.

807
00:58:45,860 --> 00:58:49,000
It's a great, great artwork. It

808
00:58:47,460 --> 00:58:50,300
gives this kind of a theme and

809
00:58:49,060 --> 00:58:52,400
we've had, you know, readings

810
00:58:50,360 --> 00:58:53,800
with almost everybody here and

811
00:58:52,460 --> 00:58:55,300
I don't want to take away from

812
00:58:53,860 --> 00:58:56,740
this being your reading but

813
00:58:55,380 --> 00:58:58,600
we've got so many people taking

814
00:58:56,800 --> 00:59:00,300
care of other people but what

815
00:58:58,680 --> 00:59:02,440
I'm hearing is we can't pour

816
00:59:00,380 --> 00:59:04,220
from an empty cup because

817
00:59:02,520 --> 00:59:04,820
you're very giving, right?

818
00:59:04,280 --> 00:59:06,180
Nevermind what you're doing

819
00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,920
with your mom. You've been

820
00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:09,860
carrying this heavy load about

821
00:59:07,980 --> 00:59:11,880
this promise you made to your

822
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:13,420
dad. You're doing things for

823
00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:15,060
other people. It's time to take

824
00:59:15,060 --> 00:59:19,040
it out on ourselves, right?

825
00:59:16,700 --> 00:59:20,480
Then, we fill ourselves up and

826
00:59:19,100 --> 00:59:22,540
then, we can continue to give

827
00:59:20,540 --> 00:59:23,880
to other people but when we

828
00:59:22,600 --> 00:59:26,040
keep giving and giving and

829
00:59:23,940 --> 00:59:27,420
giving and we're not receiving

830
00:59:26,120 --> 00:59:29,920
or sometimes, we do have to put

831
00:59:27,480 --> 00:59:32,020
ourselves first. Then, we then,

832
00:59:29,980 --> 00:59:33,660
we can continue to give because

833
00:59:32,080 --> 00:59:35,420
we keep filling up our own cup

834
00:59:33,720 --> 00:59:37,060
which then, we can share with

835
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:40,060
others. Does that make sense?

836
00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:41,960
Yes. Yes. And and we have twin

837
00:59:40,120 --> 00:59:43,400
sixteen-year-old sons and

838
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:47,380
daughters. Even though I try to

839
00:59:44,980 --> 00:59:49,380
hide it and I suppress it, they

840
00:59:47,440 --> 00:59:52,880
still pick up on it. They feed

841
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:55,380
from it. It it makes them their

842
00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:56,480
moods. You know, of course,

843
00:59:55,460 --> 00:59:59,120
worried. Of course. Mom, are

844
00:59:56,560 --> 01:00:00,360
you okay? Mom, are you okay?

845
00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:03,320
And they have to do that at

846
01:00:00,420 --> 01:00:04,360
sixteen. Yes, but you have to

847
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:06,360
remember too that when we have

848
01:00:04,420 --> 01:00:08,040
children, whether especially if

849
01:00:06,440 --> 01:00:09,540
we do carry them, some people

850
01:00:08,100 --> 01:00:11,000
adopt and become parents that

851
01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:13,340
way but we have a special bond

852
01:00:13,340 --> 01:00:16,820
with them. It's very intuitive.

853
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:18,380
It doesn't matter how old they

854
01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:19,960
are. They, you could probably

855
01:00:18,460 --> 01:00:21,220
be halfway across the house

856
01:00:20,020 --> 01:00:22,260
worried about something and

857
01:00:21,300 --> 01:00:23,400
your boys will come in. Mom,

858
01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:24,220
are you okay? Cuz they'll pick

859
01:00:23,460 --> 01:00:26,360
it up. They won't know what it

860
01:00:24,300 --> 01:00:28,760
is but they'll pick it up.

861
01:00:26,420 --> 01:00:30,340
Right. So, you can't be

862
01:00:28,840 --> 01:00:32,240
everything to everybody is what

863
01:00:30,400 --> 01:00:34,340
your dad wants you to know. So,

864
01:00:32,300 --> 01:00:36,300
it's not being selfish, taking

865
01:00:34,400 --> 01:00:38,340
some time for yourself, caring

866
01:00:36,380 --> 01:00:39,900
for yourself, doing what you

867
01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:42,240
may need to do because then you

868
01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:46,800
will have a mother like you are

869
01:00:44,540 --> 01:00:48,240
but it's time to worry about

870
01:00:46,880 --> 01:00:49,780
you right now because you still

871
01:00:48,300 --> 01:00:51,240
need to be a mama to those boys

872
01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:53,680
of yours and the family you

873
01:00:51,320 --> 01:00:55,180
have and yes, I'm hearing you're

874
01:00:53,740 --> 01:00:58,180
spreading yourself pretty thin.

875
01:00:55,240 --> 01:00:59,680
So, yeah, that dream that you

876
01:00:58,260 --> 01:01:01,760
just shared with you to your

877
01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:03,260
dad with the strawberry ice

878
01:01:01,820 --> 01:01:06,200
cream. He wants you to have

879
01:01:03,320 --> 01:01:08,660
more moments like that in this

880
01:01:06,260 --> 01:01:10,260
lifetime. Okay, the joy that

881
01:01:10,260 --> 01:01:13,840
you're having with the ice

882
01:01:11,940 --> 01:01:15,200
cream. So, cuz he's always with

883
01:01:13,900 --> 01:01:16,880
you. You bring him everywhere

884
01:01:15,280 --> 01:01:18,580
you go. Everywhere you go, he's

885
01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:20,180
with you. Every time you think

886
01:01:18,640 --> 01:01:21,680
of him, every time you have a

887
01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:24,380
conversation in your head with

888
01:01:21,740 --> 01:01:26,280
him, he's with you. He is. And

889
01:01:24,440 --> 01:01:27,580
so, I was left to, I didn't

890
01:01:26,360 --> 01:01:29,280
mean to interrupt you but what

891
01:01:27,660 --> 01:01:31,160
always bothered me is that my

892
01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:32,920
mom was not in the condition to

893
01:01:31,220 --> 01:01:35,800
my dad was ill and we didn't

894
01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:38,100
know what happened and he was,

895
01:01:35,860 --> 01:01:39,300
he couldn't he couldn't take

896
01:01:39,300 --> 01:01:42,340
any medicine. He was on a

897
01:01:40,500 --> 01:01:43,740
drug. He was on a drug. And so,

898
01:01:42,400 --> 01:01:45,080
we didn't know what it just

899
01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:46,580
happened in a matter of two

900
01:01:45,140 --> 01:01:48,180
weeks and the thing that got me

901
01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:49,340
is the doctor came to me and

902
01:01:48,240 --> 01:01:50,820
said, we can let your dad live

903
01:01:49,420 --> 01:01:52,320
for two weeks and separate or

904
01:01:50,880 --> 01:01:53,220
you can let him go in two

905
01:01:52,380 --> 01:01:56,260
hours and I didn't even think

906
01:01:53,280 --> 01:01:57,760
and I said, two hours and I

907
01:01:56,320 --> 01:02:01,360
crawled up in the bed with him.

908
01:01:57,820 --> 01:02:03,360
Aw. As he passed and I held

909
01:02:01,420 --> 01:02:06,260
him and I wiped the tear from

910
01:02:03,420 --> 01:02:08,760
his cheek and I shut his eyes

911
01:02:08,760 --> 01:02:12,720
and I thank you for that by the

912
01:02:11,280 --> 01:02:14,260
way too. Did he know that was

913
01:02:12,780 --> 01:02:15,760
me? Of course, he knew it was

914
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:17,300
you. Of course, he did and he

915
01:02:15,820 --> 01:02:18,800
wants to thank you too for

916
01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:20,700
speaking for him because you

917
01:02:18,860 --> 01:02:22,760
knew him well enough of how he

918
01:02:20,760 --> 01:02:24,200
would have liked things. Yes.

919
01:02:22,840 --> 01:02:24,940
To have him. Yes. So, he

920
01:02:24,260 --> 01:02:27,140
thanks you. Of course, he knew

921
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,640
it was you honey. Of course, he

922
01:02:27,200 --> 01:02:30,640
did. Yes. He could hear you. He

923
01:02:28,700 --> 01:02:32,180
could feel you and again, he

924
01:02:30,700 --> 01:02:34,080
thanks you because he can't he

925
01:02:32,240 --> 01:02:35,680
he can feel and he could see

926
01:02:34,140 --> 01:02:37,380
now from where he is

927
01:02:37,380 --> 01:02:41,820
right now and again, you put

928
01:02:39,080 --> 01:02:43,320
him first, okay? Okay. Does he

929
01:02:41,900 --> 01:02:45,160
have anything in the cards to

930
01:02:43,400 --> 01:02:48,300
tell me? Well, we're going to

931
01:02:45,220 --> 01:02:50,660
pull some cards for you. He

932
01:02:48,360 --> 01:02:52,260
okay. He just said the other

933
01:02:50,740 --> 01:02:54,100
thing, keep talking to him. Do

934
01:02:52,340 --> 01:02:56,100
you do you journal it all or

935
01:02:54,160 --> 01:02:57,380
write down or anything? Mm hmm.

936
01:02:56,180 --> 01:02:58,340
Keep doing that. He said

937
01:02:57,440 --> 01:02:59,380
because I don't know if you've

938
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:01,740
been writing some questions

939
01:02:59,440 --> 01:03:03,940
down or something and the

940
01:03:01,820 --> 01:03:05,520
easiest way he is finding right

941
01:03:04,020 --> 01:03:07,320
now to connect with you again

942
01:03:07,320 --> 01:03:10,120
is to ask him a question just

943
01:03:09,220 --> 01:03:11,760
like he used to talk to him in

944
01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:13,260
life. You know, just before you

945
01:03:11,820 --> 01:03:14,660
fall asleep, ask that question

946
01:03:13,320 --> 01:03:16,060
and say, daddy, can you meet me

947
01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:17,360
in my dreams please? He'll meet

948
01:03:16,140 --> 01:03:18,260
you. He'll give you the

949
01:03:17,440 --> 01:03:19,740
fatherly advice that you'll be

950
01:03:18,340 --> 01:03:21,440
able to hear just like you

951
01:03:19,800 --> 01:03:23,040
would have heard him. You know,

952
01:03:21,500 --> 01:03:24,540
when he was on this earthly

953
01:03:23,100 --> 01:03:25,800
plane, I'm trying to grab the

954
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:27,240
deck I want. Hang on here.

955
01:03:25,880 --> 01:03:28,740
Where did you go, Jack? Oh,

956
01:03:27,300 --> 01:03:30,180
here it is. I brought, you know

957
01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:31,540
what? As much as I say, I don't

958
01:03:30,240 --> 01:03:32,640
do mediumship. This is, I know

959
01:03:31,620 --> 01:03:34,320
it's usually, that's what it's

960
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:35,820
going to be, right? Because we

961
01:03:35,820 --> 01:03:40,260
know that when our loved ones

962
01:03:37,320 --> 01:03:41,760
pass, right? And it just, I

963
01:03:40,320 --> 01:03:43,260
I really hope that that lifts

964
01:03:41,820 --> 01:03:44,760
that weight from your chest

965
01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:46,360
because that's what he's

966
01:03:44,840 --> 01:03:47,840
showing me. It's like a huge

967
01:03:46,440 --> 01:03:51,340
weight and he wants you to let

968
01:03:47,900 --> 01:03:54,280
it go. Yeah, I was I go down

969
01:03:51,400 --> 01:03:56,240
with it. Mm hmm. No, he

970
01:03:54,340 --> 01:03:59,040
couldn't be prouder of you. He

971
01:03:56,300 --> 01:04:01,240
loves you so much. He loves

972
01:03:59,120 --> 01:04:02,720
your family, your boys.

973
01:04:01,320 --> 01:04:05,220
Honestly, he couldn't be any

974
01:04:05,220 --> 01:04:09,320
more prouder of you than he

975
01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,820
would ever have expected with

976
01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:14,300
asking you to look after your

977
01:04:10,900 --> 01:04:16,740
mother. Oh, that's so much. So

978
01:04:14,360 --> 01:04:19,340
much more. Yeah, that's what he

979
01:04:16,800 --> 01:04:22,740
said and he would have said

980
01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:24,740
that. He would have said that.

981
01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:27,340
Mm hmm. He said he loves you so

982
01:04:24,800 --> 01:04:29,240
so so much but he wants you to

983
01:04:27,420 --> 01:04:30,820
look after yourself right now

984
01:04:29,320 --> 01:04:33,220
too. Like you said, you've got

985
01:04:33,220 --> 01:04:37,660
to be okay and it's not being

986
01:04:35,620 --> 01:04:40,060
selfish because when you're

987
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:43,160
feeling at your best, life will

988
01:04:40,120 --> 01:04:44,660
be want it to be because that's

989
01:04:43,240 --> 01:04:45,740
what he's sort of sharing that

990
01:04:44,740 --> 01:04:47,540
maybe it's not right where you

991
01:04:45,800 --> 01:04:49,540
want it to be right now but by

992
01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:51,100
doing something that may feel

993
01:04:49,600 --> 01:04:52,180
maybe to yourself and I'm

994
01:04:51,180 --> 01:04:53,700
hearing this from him. You may

995
01:04:52,240 --> 01:04:55,640
think this is being selfish.

996
01:04:53,780 --> 01:04:57,140
It's not being selfish. Okay?

997
01:04:55,720 --> 01:04:58,640
Because when you nurture

998
01:04:57,220 --> 01:05:01,180
yourself, care for yourself and

999
01:05:01,180 --> 01:05:05,740
you're going to be who you are

1000
01:05:03,700 --> 01:05:07,180
and what you want to do. Okay,

1001
01:05:05,820 --> 01:05:08,540
honey? Okay. I'm going to pull

1002
01:05:07,240 --> 01:05:10,180
some cards for you though. Hang

1003
01:05:08,620 --> 01:05:13,080
on. I got one. Okay. I'm

1004
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:15,160
hearing two for you. So, let's

1005
01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:17,160
see. So, I hope that that helps.

1006
01:05:15,220 --> 01:05:20,160
I'm so glad that you got through.

1007
01:05:17,220 --> 01:05:24,100
So, it's your dad. You just said

1008
01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:26,100
so why? Oh. Okay. That I think,

1009
01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:28,360
oh, I'm so glad this card came

1010
01:05:28,360 --> 01:05:33,640
out. Okay. So, your dad was

1011
01:05:30,660 --> 01:05:38,780
painless. Please don't worry or

1012
01:05:33,700 --> 01:05:40,780
hold on to guilt. Okay? Oh,

1013
01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:42,480
yeah. And the other one and I

1014
01:05:40,840 --> 01:05:44,380
don't get this card very often.

1015
01:05:42,540 --> 01:05:46,780
It says, I'm standing right

1016
01:05:44,440 --> 01:05:48,380
next to you. See, daddy's behind

1017
01:05:46,840 --> 01:05:51,260
you, I guess. They're right

1018
01:05:48,440 --> 01:05:55,560
beside you. Sometimes I smell

1019
01:05:51,320 --> 01:05:55,560
this call.

1020
01:05:55,560 --> 01:05:59,540
I don't know what you were in

1021
01:05:56,760 --> 01:06:01,940
my house. It was Aspen. It's

1022
01:05:59,600 --> 01:06:03,640
strange Aspen and I'll smell it.

1023
01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:06,480
I don't even sell it anymore and

1024
01:06:03,700 --> 01:06:08,140
I'll smell it. Well, that's him

1025
01:06:06,540 --> 01:06:09,680
then if you associate that

1026
01:06:08,200 --> 01:06:11,140
smell. Yeah, like I said, you're

1027
01:06:09,740 --> 01:06:12,440
you know, earlier in this

1028
01:06:11,220 --> 01:06:14,120
reading that your dad's been

1029
01:06:12,520 --> 01:06:17,180
trying to give you signs. Our

1030
01:06:14,180 --> 01:06:18,780
loved ones are specific to the

1031
01:06:17,260 --> 01:06:20,280
loved one that we have, right?

1032
01:06:18,860 --> 01:06:22,120
Like you said, they don't even

1033
01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,560
sell Aspen anymore but you'll

1034
01:06:22,200 --> 01:06:25,420
smell it because that's his

1035
01:06:25,420 --> 01:06:30,400
favorite. He's close. He's near

1036
01:06:27,320 --> 01:06:31,500
Yeah, he chokes me with it

1037
01:06:30,460 --> 01:06:33,100
sometimes and he always done

1038
01:06:31,560 --> 01:06:35,340
that in real life. Anyway, it's

1039
01:06:33,160 --> 01:06:38,440
like he's really letting you

1040
01:06:35,400 --> 01:06:39,900
know he's there. Go back to old

1041
01:06:38,500 --> 01:06:41,340
spots. You know, go back to old

1042
01:06:39,980 --> 01:06:43,180
spots. Dad, that's a little,

1043
01:06:41,400 --> 01:06:45,820
you know, but now, yeah, I

1044
01:06:43,240 --> 01:06:47,240
smell it. I smell it. I was

1045
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:48,420
just asking to tone it down a

1046
01:06:47,320 --> 01:06:49,780
little bit and you can say, I

1047
01:06:48,480 --> 01:06:51,280
know it's you, dad. Thank you.

1048
01:06:49,840 --> 01:06:53,760
Can you tone it down? He's my

1049
01:06:51,360 --> 01:06:55,360
mom. My mom talks to him.

1050
01:06:55,360 --> 01:07:00,300
She talks to him at the nursing

1051
01:06:56,960 --> 01:07:02,800
home. Of course. Absolutely.

1052
01:07:00,360 --> 01:07:05,800
That blows me away. She talks

1053
01:07:02,860 --> 01:07:09,240
to him just like he's never

1054
01:07:05,880 --> 01:07:12,740
left and he's not there. It's

1055
01:07:09,300 --> 01:07:15,780
just that she she's spot on the

1056
01:07:12,820 --> 01:07:17,380
question she asks him. Maybe

1057
01:07:15,840 --> 01:07:18,880
she sees him just because we

1058
01:07:17,440 --> 01:07:22,280
don't. I hope maybe we don't

1059
01:07:18,960 --> 01:07:25,020
see him. I hope. I hope she

1060
01:07:25,020 --> 01:07:30,220
sees him. Thank you, Cindy.

1061
01:07:27,680 --> 01:07:32,760
Thank you all. No, no worries.

1062
01:07:30,280 --> 01:07:35,760
You've helped me. I'm so glad.

1063
01:07:32,820 --> 01:07:39,260
Your dad says he loves you. I

1064
01:07:35,820 --> 01:07:40,900
love him too and he's I love

1065
01:07:39,320 --> 01:07:43,760
him too. Thank you all. Have a

1066
01:07:40,960 --> 01:07:46,040
great weekend. God bless. God

1067
01:07:43,840 --> 01:07:49,800
bless. Thank you. You're

1068
01:07:46,100 --> 01:07:53,800
welcome, honey. Thank you.

1069
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:59,300
Thank you. That's how I met AJ.

1070
01:07:57,600 --> 01:08:00,800
I just met Robin before but

1071
01:07:59,360 --> 01:08:02,160
because of Kelly's. I'm going

1072
01:08:00,860 --> 01:08:04,160
to give a shout out to Kelly

1073
01:08:02,240 --> 01:08:06,740
because she connected us. So,

1074
01:08:04,240 --> 01:08:08,280
yeah. Kelly Hopkins of Rainbow

1075
01:08:06,800 --> 01:08:09,740
Light Paranormal and SNK

1076
01:08:08,340 --> 01:08:12,640
Paranormal, my sister, one of

1077
01:08:09,800 --> 01:08:16,040
my best friends. Obviously, got

1078
01:08:12,720 --> 01:08:18,720
me and Laura Lee together and

1079
01:08:16,120 --> 01:08:21,720
Laura Lai. No, I'm just joking.

1080
01:08:21,720 --> 01:08:27,200
I'm just kidding. I'm just

1081
01:08:24,720 --> 01:08:28,700
like, where did I get that from?

1082
01:08:27,260 --> 01:08:29,800
I knew it. Maybe I put it in

1083
01:08:28,760 --> 01:08:31,640
your head though because I said

1084
01:08:29,860 --> 01:08:33,600
that to both of you before but

1085
01:08:31,700 --> 01:08:35,100
I'm used to this happening or

1086
01:08:33,660 --> 01:08:36,600
you have a conversation with

1087
01:08:35,180 --> 01:08:38,940
someone, right? And II usually

1088
01:08:36,680 --> 01:08:40,440
say once it's it's Laura Lee.

1089
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:41,920
I'm not going to keep correcting

1090
01:08:40,500 --> 01:08:43,840
people but some people just say

1091
01:08:41,980 --> 01:08:45,480
it like ten times in a row.

1092
01:08:43,920 --> 01:08:46,720
I'm happy you did. Well, listen

1093
01:08:45,540 --> 01:08:47,580
Laura Lee, we look forward to

1094
01:08:46,780 --> 01:08:48,620
having you on in October to

1095
01:08:47,660 --> 01:08:50,160
find out more about you to find

1096
01:08:48,680 --> 01:08:51,660
out about your but please shout

1097
01:08:51,660 --> 01:08:54,160
out to your sister because I

1098
01:08:53,160 --> 01:08:55,640
know people are looking to

1099
01:08:54,240 --> 01:08:57,140
connect all Facebook with you.

1100
01:08:55,700 --> 01:08:59,100
So, please go ahead and do

1101
01:08:57,200 --> 01:09:00,740
that. Well, thank you very much

1102
01:08:59,160 --> 01:09:03,600
for having me on here. So, I do

1103
01:09:00,800 --> 01:09:05,280
my own live show on United

1104
01:09:03,680 --> 01:09:07,580
Public Radio Network also known

1105
01:09:05,340 --> 01:09:09,340
as UFO Paranormal Radio

1106
01:09:07,640 --> 01:09:11,080
Network on Monday nights from

1107
01:09:09,420 --> 01:09:13,380
6 to 8 PM Eastern Standard

1108
01:09:11,140 --> 01:09:14,880
Time. You can see that on our

1109
01:09:13,440 --> 01:09:16,460
YouTube channels. I usually

1110
01:09:14,960 --> 01:09:18,860
stream it to my Facebook

1111
01:09:16,520 --> 01:09:20,260
profile. Um and you can find it

1112
01:09:20,260 --> 01:09:23,900
on YouTube and Twitter. You can

1113
01:09:21,660 --> 01:09:25,660
also get a hold of me on

1114
01:09:23,960 --> 01:09:28,000
Facebook.com forward slash the

1115
01:09:25,740 --> 01:09:30,300
Angel Rock. I do paid readings.

1116
01:09:28,060 --> 01:09:32,200
I also do healing sessions,

1117
01:09:30,380 --> 01:09:34,280
chakra balancing, teaching, you

1118
01:09:32,280 --> 01:09:35,780
name it and please by all means

1119
01:09:34,340 --> 01:09:37,240
please join my two groups,

1120
01:09:35,840 --> 01:09:38,820
Paranormal University for all

1121
01:09:37,320 --> 01:09:40,240
things paranormal and the

1122
01:09:38,880 --> 01:09:41,680
Angel Rocker Tribe for many of

1123
01:09:40,320 --> 01:09:43,220
the things that we did today,

1124
01:09:41,740 --> 01:09:44,720
connecting the spirit and such

1125
01:09:43,280 --> 01:09:47,120
and thank you again for having

1126
01:09:44,780 --> 01:09:49,020
me guys. I loved it. No, thank

1127
01:09:49,020 --> 01:09:52,260
you. Well, before you go,

1128
01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:54,460
actually, I just wanted to ask

1129
01:09:52,340 --> 01:09:56,040
you, do you ever find that when

1130
01:09:54,540 --> 01:09:57,540
you're doing them readings for

1131
01:09:56,100 --> 01:09:58,940
people that there's there's

1132
01:09:57,600 --> 01:10:02,140
someone else coming through

1133
01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:04,940
that's completely random? Um

1134
01:10:02,200 --> 01:10:06,880
not random because um somebody

1135
01:10:05,020 --> 01:10:08,340
how I've worked with quite a

1136
01:10:06,940 --> 01:10:11,180
few different mentors. So, what

1137
01:10:08,420 --> 01:10:12,980
my system for me is and Robin,

1138
01:10:11,260 --> 01:10:14,220
I had heard your podcast with

1139
01:10:13,060 --> 01:10:16,920
AJ when you were talking a bit

1140
01:10:16,920 --> 01:10:21,760
about in the mind's eye, I

1141
01:10:19,500 --> 01:10:22,400
called it. I have a waiting

1142
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:23,840
room. So, everybody lines up in

1143
01:10:22,460 --> 01:10:26,640
the waiting room and I ask them

1144
01:10:23,900 --> 01:10:28,900
to please take their their turn

1145
01:10:26,700 --> 01:10:30,840
and then um I have a color

1146
01:10:28,980 --> 01:10:33,680
coding system that I use. Pink

1147
01:10:30,900 --> 01:10:35,340
for mom's side, blue for dad's

1148
01:10:33,740 --> 01:10:38,420
side. The other thing that I've

1149
01:10:35,420 --> 01:10:40,820
done is I have set up a bit of

1150
01:10:38,480 --> 01:10:42,860
a dictionary if you will. So, I

1151
01:10:40,880 --> 01:10:44,660
work with spirit and anybody

1152
01:10:42,920 --> 01:10:46,620
can do this. It's not just just

1153
01:10:46,620 --> 01:10:49,620
a person. It's a person. It's

1154
01:10:48,660 --> 01:10:51,200
a person. It's a person. It's

1155
01:10:49,700 --> 01:10:52,700
a person. It doesn't matter who

1156
01:10:51,260 --> 01:10:54,060
it is. I believe we all have

1157
01:10:52,760 --> 01:10:55,600
these gifts. We just have to

1158
01:10:54,120 --> 01:10:58,140
tune into them. Use them like a

1159
01:10:55,660 --> 01:10:59,660
muscle. Um sometimes in your

1160
01:10:58,200 --> 01:11:00,860
death experience which I have

1161
01:10:59,740 --> 01:11:02,300
studied professionally and

1162
01:11:00,940 --> 01:11:03,740
personally for 40 years can

1163
01:11:02,380 --> 01:11:05,540
sometimes unlock things but my

1164
01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:07,240
point is we can sit down and

1165
01:11:05,600 --> 01:11:09,640
say for example, every time I

1166
01:11:07,300 --> 01:11:12,020
see a red rose for me, it'll

1167
01:11:09,720 --> 01:11:14,120
mean this. Every time you give

1168
01:11:12,080 --> 01:11:15,980
me a color or a sensation, it

1169
01:11:15,980 --> 01:11:19,180
means that it's possible to

1170
01:11:17,880 --> 01:11:23,720
those that we're working with.

1171
01:11:19,260 --> 01:11:25,720
Does that help? Yeah. Yeah.

1172
01:11:23,780 --> 01:11:27,960
Absolutely. Well, and you have

1173
01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:29,400
Oh, go ahead. Sorry. Sorry.

1174
01:11:28,020 --> 01:11:31,500
All I was going to say to Robin

1175
01:11:29,460 --> 01:11:32,960
or anybody else listening, you

1176
01:11:31,560 --> 01:11:34,340
have the right to set the

1177
01:11:33,040 --> 01:11:35,900
parameters working with spirit.

1178
01:11:34,400 --> 01:11:36,940
So, if spirits say you're a

1179
01:11:35,960 --> 01:11:38,440
medium or spirits waking you up

1180
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:40,340
during the middle of the night,

1181
01:11:38,500 --> 01:11:42,540
you can say, listen, I'm human.

1182
01:11:40,400 --> 01:11:43,980
I need my sleep. So, say for

1183
01:11:42,600 --> 01:11:45,340
example, every time I wear this

1184
01:11:45,340 --> 01:11:49,320
ring, maybe it's a ring,

1185
01:11:46,780 --> 01:11:51,120
whatever it is, I'm open for

1186
01:11:49,380 --> 01:11:53,420
business but if it's not there

1187
01:11:51,180 --> 01:11:55,120
or it's turned off, that means

1188
01:11:53,480 --> 01:11:56,860
that no, please, I need my

1189
01:11:55,180 --> 01:11:58,360
space. I'm not in a working

1190
01:11:56,920 --> 01:12:01,360
position. We have that right to

1191
01:11:58,420 --> 01:12:02,860
set those parameters. Yeah, this

1192
01:12:01,420 --> 01:12:04,300
is it. I'm going to AJ doesn't

1193
01:12:02,920 --> 01:12:05,800
know this yet because I didn't

1194
01:12:04,360 --> 01:12:07,360
get a chance to say to him but

1195
01:12:05,860 --> 01:12:09,760
I was doing an investigation

1196
01:12:07,440 --> 01:12:12,240
the other night and I picked up

1197
01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:13,800
on two males and one female

1198
01:12:13,800 --> 01:12:17,880
and I got the name straight

1199
01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:19,880
away of David which was one of

1200
01:12:17,940 --> 01:12:21,940
the males. I asked on the

1201
01:12:19,940 --> 01:12:24,820
spirit box for a name and the

1202
01:12:22,020 --> 01:12:27,080
spirit box said David. Also, as

1203
01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:30,060
I was asking questions, I kept

1204
01:12:27,160 --> 01:12:33,120
hearing the odd voice saying,

1205
01:12:30,120 --> 01:12:34,820
see, see, and I thought that

1206
01:12:33,180 --> 01:12:36,600
sounds Spanish. So, I said, is

1207
01:12:34,900 --> 01:12:39,600
there someone Spanish here and

1208
01:12:36,660 --> 01:12:41,360
it said, see, and I said, when

1209
01:12:39,660 --> 01:12:42,500
you tell me your name and I

1210
01:12:42,500 --> 01:12:46,500
said, let's just test this

1211
01:12:43,700 --> 01:12:48,500
now. Can you tell me your name

1212
01:12:46,560 --> 01:12:52,940
and a couple of seconds and then

1213
01:12:48,560 --> 01:12:54,500
it went Pablo. Oh, but that's a

1214
01:12:53,000 --> 01:12:56,000
different scenario and I don't

1215
01:12:54,580 --> 01:12:57,040
want to keep it because I I

1216
01:12:56,080 --> 01:12:58,540
don't know how long you've got

1217
01:12:57,100 --> 01:13:00,380
to go but when you're in that

1218
01:12:58,600 --> 01:13:02,420
type of situation and you're

1219
01:13:00,440 --> 01:13:03,940
investigating, you're kind of

1220
01:13:02,480 --> 01:13:05,420
open to receiving information.

1221
01:13:04,020 --> 01:13:06,420
I thought you admit like say

1222
01:13:05,480 --> 01:13:07,920
you're at home or doing a

1223
01:13:06,480 --> 01:13:09,380
reading when you're in a

1224
01:13:07,980 --> 01:13:10,980
paranormal investigation,

1225
01:13:10,980 --> 01:13:14,340
you're not going to know exactly

1226
01:13:12,580 --> 01:13:15,920
how many spirits are there. So,

1227
01:13:14,420 --> 01:13:17,620
for that to me, I think that's

1228
01:13:15,980 --> 01:13:19,520
incredible. It's wonderful.

1229
01:13:17,680 --> 01:13:21,020
You got evident proof with the

1230
01:13:19,580 --> 01:13:22,580
picked up a name and then that

1231
01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:24,960
name came through the spirit

1232
01:13:22,660 --> 01:13:26,460
box provided that it was the

1233
01:13:25,020 --> 01:13:27,920
spirit was, you know,

1234
01:13:26,520 --> 01:13:29,020
representing who they said they

1235
01:13:28,000 --> 01:13:30,420
were but I believe that that

1236
01:13:29,100 --> 01:13:32,020
would be a an example of

1237
01:13:30,500 --> 01:13:34,200
evident proof. You got that

1238
01:13:32,100 --> 01:13:37,700
name and then it came through

1239
01:13:34,260 --> 01:13:39,340
the box. Well, Laura Lee, thank

1240
01:13:39,340 --> 01:13:42,880
you so much for coming on

1241
01:13:41,020 --> 01:13:45,180
October, the last week October

1242
01:13:42,960 --> 01:13:46,820
that Friday. We cannot wait. Um

1243
01:13:45,260 --> 01:13:49,260
I can't wait to dive deeper in

1244
01:13:46,880 --> 01:13:51,700
this and get to know more. Um

1245
01:13:49,320 --> 01:13:53,460
hello. Yeah. Thank you so much

1246
01:13:51,760 --> 01:13:55,060
for coming. I'm going to be

1247
01:13:53,520 --> 01:13:56,300
having you guys on. I haven't

1248
01:13:55,140 --> 01:13:57,660
talked to you yet, Robin. If

1249
01:13:56,360 --> 01:13:59,240
you're open to it, if not, I

1250
01:13:57,740 --> 01:14:00,400
may have you separately

1251
01:13:59,300 --> 01:14:01,340
together or whatever but we'll

1252
01:14:00,460 --> 01:14:02,840
talk about that. We're going to

1253
01:14:01,400 --> 01:14:04,200
work that out because I

1254
01:14:02,900 --> 01:14:05,140
definitely love to return the

1255
01:14:04,280 --> 01:14:08,040
favor and have you guys on my

1256
01:14:08,040 --> 01:14:12,480
show. Alright, great. Well,

1257
01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:14,280
hey, well, until October, until

1258
01:14:12,560 --> 01:14:15,780
the end of October, I will

1259
01:14:14,360 --> 01:14:17,420
definitely be talking to you.

1260
01:14:15,860 --> 01:14:18,920
Much love. Absolutely. So much

1261
01:14:17,480 --> 01:14:20,400
love too. Thank you for having

1262
01:14:19,000 --> 01:14:21,520
me so much. I really

1263
01:14:20,460 --> 01:14:22,160
appreciate it. Have a great

1264
01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:24,260
weekend. Thank you very much

1265
01:14:22,220 --> 01:14:29,000
for coming on. Thank you. Bye.

1266
01:14:24,320 --> 01:14:30,500
Bye. Wow, man. Absolutely

1267
01:14:29,060 --> 01:14:32,000
awesome. I just want to thank

1268
01:14:30,560 --> 01:14:35,580
every all the viewers that came

1269
01:14:32,060 --> 01:14:37,040
on from Jen to Cindy to one

1270
01:14:37,040 --> 01:14:40,680
of the people that are coming

1271
01:14:38,540 --> 01:14:42,440
on. I tell you what. I just

1272
01:14:40,740 --> 01:14:43,940
really I want to thank a few

1273
01:14:42,520 --> 01:14:44,980
people. I want to thank a few

1274
01:14:44,020 --> 01:14:46,880
people on there. I want to

1275
01:14:45,040 --> 01:14:50,380
thank Kelly Hopkins, Kelly

1276
01:14:46,940 --> 01:14:52,760
Hopkins, Kelly Hopkins. Yeah,

1277
01:14:50,460 --> 01:14:54,420
right. Thank you, Kelly. We

1278
01:14:52,820 --> 01:14:56,320
appreciate you for hooking us

1279
01:14:54,480 --> 01:14:57,920
up with Laura Lee and uh I tell

1280
01:14:56,400 --> 01:14:59,100
you what, man, it was an awesome

1281
01:14:58,000 --> 01:15:00,960
reading to have somebody on

1282
01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:02,960
especially the last second um

1283
01:15:01,020 --> 01:15:05,460
to do this for us. Uh it's

1284
01:15:05,460 --> 01:15:10,020
great to be in talking with the

1285
01:15:08,020 --> 01:15:12,320
source. Uh another episode this

1286
01:15:10,100 --> 01:15:14,900
Sunday with Exorcist Bishop

1287
01:15:12,400 --> 01:15:17,400
Matthew Rockliffe. So, join us

1288
01:15:14,960 --> 01:15:21,000
this Sunday at 3 PM Eastern

1289
01:15:17,460 --> 01:15:22,440
Time. Okay. Then, Tuesday. No,

1290
01:15:21,060 --> 01:15:23,840
no, we're not talking about it.

1291
01:15:22,500 --> 01:15:26,200
We're not talking about it.

1292
01:15:23,900 --> 01:15:28,680
We're not talking about it. I'm

1293
01:15:26,280 --> 01:15:29,940
pumped for that one. Yeah,

1294
01:15:28,740 --> 01:15:31,380
Tuesday, we have another guest.

1295
01:15:30,000 --> 01:15:32,840
It's a pretty big guest but

1296
01:15:32,840 --> 01:15:37,120
anyway, he's a great guest. So,

1297
01:15:34,340 --> 01:15:38,620
um yeah, oh well, he loves UFOs

1298
01:15:37,180 --> 01:15:40,120
people. So, if you love UFOs,

1299
01:15:38,680 --> 01:15:41,720
you're going to love this

1300
01:15:40,180 --> 01:15:42,860
guest but anyway, this has been

1301
01:15:41,780 --> 01:15:44,360
another episode of Talking with

1302
01:15:42,920 --> 01:15:45,860
the Source. Thank you guys so

1303
01:15:44,420 --> 01:15:47,800
much. My name is AJ Capasso and

1304
01:15:45,920 --> 01:15:51,260
I'm with uh my good old friend

1305
01:15:47,860 --> 01:15:53,800
here. Robin from Paranormal and

1306
01:15:51,320 --> 01:15:55,200
talking with the source. It

1307
01:15:53,860 --> 01:15:57,800
sounded like a freaking robot.

1308
01:15:55,260 --> 01:16:00,840
You went Robin from Aperin

1309
01:15:57,880 --> 01:16:02,640
Paranormal. Well, you gotta mix

1310
01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:06,780
it up. You gotta mix it up.

1311
01:16:06,780 --> 01:16:29,100
Thanks for watching!