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I'm here as always with two great people. Go ahead.

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Robin from Half-Front Paranormal and Talking with the Source.

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Jonathan Keyworth, JK 47 Paranormal.

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Nice, so how you guys been man? It's been like 2-3 weeks dude.

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It's been, you know, we took a little break. I mean Robin had a nice little, like she's still having a nice little vacation.

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So, but yeah man, it's a nice little 2 weeks off.

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We have an awesome guest today, but how you guys been?

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Yeah, alright.

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Good man. Spending time on the phone lane.

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I feel you. Yeah, I'm good.

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Good, I feel you man.

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Hey, if anyone hasn't checked out Jon's podcast, check it out.

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Targeting with the Source, absolutely amazing. He goes, he does live sessions.

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He contacts. Targeting with the JK 47.

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Oh yeah, wow, my headache dude is so bad right now.

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Please tell everybody because I obviously can't right now.

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No, you're good dude. Targeting with the JK 47.

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Basically, I'll do live sessions, stuff like that.

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Last week was pretty good. A week before that, beer cozy, flew across.

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Yeah, it was pretty crazy stuff.

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So, that's the first time I ever had anything moved down here.

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And I've been doing it, what, for about a year and a half, two years now down in the basement.

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Yeah, tell everybody what the sessions are about though, because I find that the most fascinating.

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It's not just random. So tell them what it's about.

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Well, yeah, so, no, I just listen to Spirit and I try to help cold cases.

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That's what I want to do. I want to give the unknown a voice, let the Spirit talk.

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I was sitting there one day watching the news.

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And so this latest episodes were about Ellen Ray Greenberg.

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She was a first grade teacher that died in Philadelphia.

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Ten stab wounds to the front and ten to the back and bruises all along her left side.

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She was declared a suicide.

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That's some Joe Biden shit, dude.

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I swear to God, man, her fiance's father is way up there in NBC.

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And I don't think he wants his name tarnished.

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That's where I'm going with my communication.

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So I'll take it. I'll take it on. I don't care.

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Absolutely. Well, guys, check that all out.

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And our guest in back just said in a chat right now, she said, I know that on Greenberg case, I followed true crime, too.

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So let's bring her on right now. We've had her on before. She's amazing medium.

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She's been a paranormal survivor and told her amazing story of what she was affected by.

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And I mean, it just it was absolutely crazy.

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If you guys haven't seen it yet, she will let her talk about it.

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But check out our other episodes.

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She's also had we've also had her on where we've had three get random guests come on live and get a free reading with her.

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And it was absolutely tremendous.

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I mean, we had my friend Jen, who she has no idea who this girl is literally bawling her eyes out about her grandmother and certain things and really.

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I feel.

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But I want to bring her forward. Her name is Laura Lee Popman. And let's bring her forward.

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Hi, everybody. Thanks for having me.

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Hello. I know that Ellen Greenberg case.

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Well, I'm going to give one of my favorite YouTubers.

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There's quite a few besides you, all of you. And I'm following you already, Jonathan.

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It's called Grisly True Crime. And I love her.

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Do you know who she is? Gisela Kay.

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I watched a couple of her videos. Yeah.

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She's been the reason why I like her is she focuses on the victims and families.

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She's had a bunch of people involved with the Ellen Greenberg case, trying to get some traction with this because it is insane.

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The lady two steps to the back of her head postmortem, meaning after she was dead, rolled it.

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And then she was in the net.

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Yeah, that's great.

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How do you slide yourself out here dead? Yeah.

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Well, you know, it's wild, though, is that you said her whatever whatever what's a boyfriend or whatever husband's father was NBC.

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Is that what you said? The head of NBC? Yeah.

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Her fiance's father. So he's a producer at NBC.

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He's on the golf channel and some other shit. But he was just starting out.

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And this was back in 2011. OK, so so shit's been able.

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But, you know, just like most things in life, if you plant something, it's going to grow.

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It's going to come out. So that's what I feel.

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That's what I feel I'm here for. And her father is an NBC executive producer.

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So he has a call on in shots on a lot of things.

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I'm just I'm just bringing it forward, man.

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Well, I know she was their only daughter.

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She was their only daughter. Father was an old job.

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Joshua and Sandy Greenberg as their parents names.

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And I was like, I'm going to help this family. I don't care if people follow me.

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I don't care anymore. I'm going to do this live because I feel I owe it to my gift

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in sharing it with you guys. And that's why I always go live with my sessions.

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So there's no debunking anything. You hear what I hear.

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And I got some crazy shit. So yeah, no, definitely.

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The way it was handled, though, like, I mean, it's never been handled.

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The lawyers been on there. They've got an ex cop that's a PI on this.

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Like he called his uncle first when he said that fiancee, who's a big wig lawyer,

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I think, in the area and the whole thing, it just smacks of.

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No, she's told me she's told me that is him.

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She said his name very clearly twice live.

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has these endpoints and that we have certain endpoints that we could reach in life,

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like multiple ones. And it's so crazy to think like this poor lady passed away

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because of someone else's hand. And I wonder, you know, obviously she's not,

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you know, throwing books at him as we know or anything that we're hearing.

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We're making him crazy or anything. But it just makes you wonder, like,

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do some do most spirits, Laura Lee, do they like accept this or do they like do they

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accept that their life was cut short and it's one of their endpoints?

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down this path. Unfortunately, you knew of hand before coming here.

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and all that kind of stuff. But I'm just wondering, like,

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because there are some that want vengefulness and are angry about it.

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so when we cross over into the later, as I call it, going back home and I'll add,

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I've studied near death experiences professionally and personally for 40 years.

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And I believe I've had one as a toddler and I'm a nurse.

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So I've been very lucky to be there. God forbid, you know,

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the patient ended up going into cardiac arrest.

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They were resuscitated and then they shared their experience as well.

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So when we cross over into the life, we still maintain some of our

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characteristics as a human being. We can come through.

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We can come visit back here. Or I'm glad that she's working with you,

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Jonathan, and you're doing what you're doing.

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It doesn't leave any room for doubt when you're doing it live.

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the way it's been described. And we don't even have a word for it. Love.

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And it is so incredible, the love. It's almost one of my friends described it

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like a love soup. Like you start with all these ingredients, right?

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But once you chop them all up and curate them, could you separate them?

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No, that's how together we are.

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and agreed that this would happen. And regardless of what happens, right?

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Like say this does come to fruition how many years later and justice, you know,

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is sought and laid out. There may be something that comes because of it.

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It's hard to say. But she did. I will guarantee you.

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And it sounds like she's crossed over. We don't have revenge.

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We're home. We're home.

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I've never asked what on this on all the cold cases I've worked.

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I've never asked, you know, are you are you seeking revenge or anything?

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I just ask them the questions and they're, you know,

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I'm going to murder this guy or whatever.

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So you're saying that's the way it is.

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That can happen. That can happen. Sorry. I have a delay, guys.

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I should have said that I do. I'm getting a new computer.

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I ordered it yesterday.

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But so if I speak over you, I apologize in advance.

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Where we see this.

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As people who refuse to cross over into the light for whatever reason.

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They don't feel that they're going to do it.

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So that's why I'm asking people to do it.

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If they get any better,

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it's almost like they get worse once they leave the body.

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So that's where we'll see revenge and hatred and hauntings.

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So our thoughts are words and our emotions are all energy.

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And not everybody has thoughts of love and light.

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That's that it goes somewhere, right?

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people believing in it and stuff like that.

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So I hope I answered that.

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What about my list? I have things.

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I've got a list of people I want to haunt when I go.

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It's one of the other.

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I fully intend on doing it.

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Can I still do it when I go.

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Welcome to earth realm.

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That's where you're going to stay for a while.

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I'm going to get a rocket up there ours.

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Okay. So Robin, you're a jokester and I know you are.

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I love you dearly. Love all of you.

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You might pull a trick on them that you would have done in,

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in your lifetime.

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cause people will contact me and say, is this my loved one?

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bring really awful things to you,

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and you'll see maybe they didn't mean to scare you as a loved one,

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but you say out loud or think it like, Hey, you're scaring me, dude.

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Stop.

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A loved one is going to stop. Okay.

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that's not a family member. I'm sorry, but it's not.

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I'm going to be a little prank or a trick.

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These people are going to get some serious shit.

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passed away, she passed away.

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She passed the cancer really quickly.

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No, no, it's all right. And she passed in 2020.

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It was very quick, very random.

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She sat with a priest. She was happy. She was ready to go. I mean,

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it was amazing to see how much she was ready and how she was comforting

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all of us. It was really weird, you know?

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she was sleeping when she passed.

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was Patron. And she was a diabetic. She wasn't supposed to be drinking,

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but she's that type of person.

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she played beer pong with me in high school at all my friends and all my

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All my friends would come see her instead of me. And I tell you,

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it was absolutely amazing because when, after she passed,

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literally a couple hours later, the Patron was still out on the counter.

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Now it was completely, we had it in the freezer. We opened it up,

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poured it out. Now we left it on the counter. It thawed completely out.

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This is like four or five hours later. Well, me, my aunt,

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my uncle are walking into the kitchen and all of a sudden,

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as I'm about to open the fridge door,

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which is right next to the counter where this Patron was,

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the bottle made the loudest popping noise and the top of the bottle flew

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off and hit the ceiling as if it exploded out of a soda bottle.

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I fell to the ground. It happened.

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I saw a flash and it was my grandmother's face laughing hysterically.

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And I literally, I literally got up and I'm like, oh my God,

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grandma was totally messing with you. And everyone in the room was like,

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no, that was definitely your grandmother. Like, cause I shit my pants.

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I felt for her, you know, and it was her though. You knew, right.

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And like you said, her face laughing. It was such a cool thing.

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And it was just like, you know, it really was Chris. It really was.

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And I tell you, it was such a, such an amazing thing, but like just,

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it was like a knowing, like I saw her, like it was crazy, like just a flash.

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And I just knew it was her. And like everyone in the whole room just knew it was

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so wild, but how a Patron bottle can do that because there wasn't carbonation.

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You know what I'm saying? So it's like, this thing hit, like, I mean,

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off the ceiling, like as if it came off with a gun, it was just crazy.

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Energy, right? She was letting you know, I'm not gone because we never really

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die. I always say we,

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who would not choose to have our loved ones right in front of us,

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but they really are with us whenever we think of them, whenever we talk,

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you know, we think about them, we have a conversation in our head.

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They can hear us. So we never die. And I guarantee,

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I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, can I prove it? No,

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but I know we will see everybody that we have loved and we have lost.

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They, I know with working in palliative care,

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many loved ones will see loved ones that have gone before them coming here.

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The funny thing that I was thinking about yesterday,

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I was just watching the movie Gladiator yesterday. It wasn't 300 AJ,

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it was Gladiator, but yeah.

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But I was watching it and he, he, when he prayed,

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he gave thanks to his ancestors. You know, that's,

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that's what they did. Like they think they're ancestors, you know,

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and that just made me think about, you know, the spirits around me, you know,

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as much as I believe in the source or, you know,

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whatever you guys believe in Jesus or whatever, but you know,

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if you put that faith in the, like your ancestors and stuff,

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they're going to be more with you than, than they ever were, you know,

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Asian culture. That is a huge part of Asian culture,

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having an altar and paying respect to your ancestors. Right.

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That's where we come from.

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Yeah. With the incense and then they put it in front of the, yeah.

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Yeah. I don't know. Personally, for me, like on that,

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on the whole ancestor thing, like I have a hard time with that.

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And I think the reason why is like, I don't know them. You know what I mean?

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I can't envision them. You know,

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I'm just saying me as a person,

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I have a hard time putting my faith completely into it.

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Like I do with other things in my spiritual aspects,

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but I, for some reason with the ancestor thing, like, I don't know,

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that's the only time where I feel like I'm talking to air,

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even though I know I'm not.

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I feel like you do. I feel like you do because I don't know them,

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but that doesn't mean that your ancestors aren't there to be. Oh yeah.

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You walk, look over you, you know, some could be your guides, like there's,

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you know, so they know you and you'll know them when you cross over.

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It's amazing when you hear people's near death experiences and people show up

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and they have no idea who they were.

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And then they'll see old family photos and they'll say, that's the guy I saw.

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And, well, that was your great, great uncle. So-and-so or whatever.

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What is the whole point of us when we come here in each life?

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What is the whole point of what is the whole point of us?

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What is the whole point of us forgetting about our past lives and all that stuff?

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What is, what has spirit told you about that?

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What I believe and we have,

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all of us have lived thousands and thousands and thousands of lives.

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Sometimes new souls come in.

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I say they're a little bit easier usually to sometimes pick out because they kind of come here.

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We've all met people, kind of don't have a clue.

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And I'm not being disrespectful, but you know,

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there are things that most of us may just know, excuse me, inherently or things like that, right?

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They've got a different energy, but we've lived different lives.

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But I can tell you what spirit has shown me.

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Each and every one of us is here, not by accident.

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We are all here for a reason.

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And this is one of the most difficult places to incarnate.

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There is a lineup to come here because we come in with spiritual amnesia.

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Most of us, we come in these dense, heavy, fragile bodies, right?

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And we come here because as I understand it, I've heard it referred to,

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and I like to refer it this way, as Earth school.

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There is a potential to learn so much on this, in this incarnation,

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because you don't remember what you learned from your previous past lives.

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You come in here kind of blind, but you don't really.

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We've got guides like Jonathan was mentioning.

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You know, I never really understood astrology until I've got a,

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actually she's coming back on on Monday.

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I know Robin will know who she is, Carmen Turner Schott, and she's an astrologist.

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And for the first time, when she explained it, I got it.

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Like she said, basically, astrology is a snapshot of the stars in the sky,

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the way they're all laid out the second you were born, where you were born.

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And it's like a road map, if you will.

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And it's almost like a guiding map to show you along the way,

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things maybe that you have the opportunity to experience if you'd like.

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We have free will here, so we could screw it all up.

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But we come here, right, to help grow and evolve our souls.

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Like you've got to figure, too, if we are immortal beings,

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80 or 100 years of a human lifetime is literally less than a blink of an eye.

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It's like, as I've heard it described before,

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it's almost like the soul going on vacation, if you will, right?

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When we go to a new place and we learn new things and we grow and we evolve

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and then we go back home.

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Does that make sense?

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Yep.

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Yeah.

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Oh, my love.

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Yeah.

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I totally get it.

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Sometimes it's so frustrating.

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It's like, oh, the things I probably learned, I'm relearning, I feel like.

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But you're going to grow and learn so much thinking what you've all done in your lifetimes.

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You've all come in here as babies.

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You've all experienced life.

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Nobody has this wonderful, well, if they do, they're lucky, I guess.

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Maybe they're just here to kind of have a holiday, if you will, easygoing, kind of fun life.

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So people have that and come here for that reason.

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But most of us come here and it's just a theory of mine.

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But I feel like those that are older souls, I believe I am.

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And I believe probably all three of you are as well.

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But we don't have easy life.

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We didn't grow up with the Brady Bunch.

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We didn't have this.

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Like we really encounter, it seems almost like a lot of pain and suffering and difficulty.

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And then we almost sort of seem to find our way on our path, if you will.

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Like all three of you are practicing some sort of light work.

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I don't know if you know this one as well, Laura Lee, the answer to this one.

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But how come there's only certain people that can actually see spirit and other ones can't?

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Like when I'm out on an investigation and I can see and I'll point out to Hilbert's with me and they'll be like,

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there's nothing there.

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And I'm like, there is. There's someone there.

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Why can't we all see in that aspect?

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We can. But I will tell you right now, clairvoyance is one of my weakest gifts.

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I do not see something actually standing in front of me.

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But you've got to think about it.

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If we ever came into this lifetime, we're born, you were raised with parents that told you.

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Can you see that spirit over there? Because most little children can see spirit.

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I believe 100 percent, just like angels or angels, animals and other beings.

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Right. But what we get told is it's all part of your imagination.

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There's no such thing as this.

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I mean, I think that that's kind of my reason why I'm here.

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And I don't say from an ego perspective, but it's to remind people of who we are.

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We don't know who we are.

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We are quite capable of telepathy, of telekinesis, moving things, of seeing spirit,

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claircognizance, connecting to our guides.

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But it's almost like, and I had gone through this myself years ago, too,

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because some people hang on to it from childhood.

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I discovered it because of our paranormal experience.

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But I think we can all do it.

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But we have to learn how to things like frequency, raising our frequency.

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Also being able to tune in to clear the mind.

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And some people just naturally hang on to the gift like you, Robin.

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You can see spirit.

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Whereas I hear spirit all day long.

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I'm a very clear audience.

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So we're capable of it all.

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But it's kind of re-remembracing and learning how to do it, if you will.

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No, that's exactly the same thing.

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I'm seeing, you know, I've grown a lot.

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I started about three years ago.

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And I didn't believe in spirit guides.

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I didn't believe in that.

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And with AJ's help and, you know, and meeting Robin and his abilities,

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you know, I've kind of learned to open my heart up more to it.

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And now I'm so on board with it.

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You just said the magic word.

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You just said the magic word.

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Opening your heart, raising the frequency, right?

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Sorry, go ahead.

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I didn't mean to cut off.

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I got so excited.

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No, no, thank you.

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Thank you.

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I'm just saying that now I follow the numbers.

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Like, like when I look at a clock, I don't, I don't care what time it is.

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I'm looking to see if I'm on the right path or, you know,

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if I'm ready to evolve to my next level of meditating, you know,

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and it's crazy and they're always answering.

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Like, yeah, you're under your life path or you might be a little miskewed.

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You know, like I'll see, uh, um, three, four, five.

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And then the next, next time I look at it, it's five, four, three, you know,

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you're, you're on the right path, but it's a little skewed, you know,

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and I just, I just pay attention to them now more than, than I ever did.

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And I believe that's why I am able to talk with them.

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So, so clear, you know, what they feel like to now, right?

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You know how to do it.

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So it's opening that doorway.

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And when I talk about frequency, cause it drove me crazy.

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I used to hear all the time in the beginning, you have to raise your vibration.

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I used to say, what the hell does that mean?

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And as I start to learn about energy and stuff, it made sense, right?

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And learning to quiet our minds.

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How many of us are running around?

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I know for myself, my mind is going a hundred miles ahead of what my mouth does.

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And I talk a lot.

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So to quiet our minds.

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So let me ask you that, let me ask you this.

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If you think that's why they got more activity in the eighties, seventies,

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eighties is because we didn't have the cell phones and the stuff quieting

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ourselves.

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I do.

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It was a different time then to even collectively, excuse me,

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looking at the, I mean, I know it wasn't acceptable then, but I'm just saying,

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I think that's maybe why the Warrens were so in tune with stuff and you know,

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all these crazy cases happening, you know,

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because people didn't have phones to kind of minuscule that part of their

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brain.

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Well, I think Lorene and Ed Warren probably are soulmates,

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meaning and soulmates don't have to be romantic either by the way,

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but they found each other in this lifetime.

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I think Lorene was very intuitive that she knew she could hear her guides and

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connect to angels and higher vibrational beings.

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And they chose as a couple to utilize their lifetime to work on something

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that was not acceptable.

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We all know what they went through in the beginning,

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coming out with the things that they did.

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But if you think about it collectively too, even around the globe,

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the seventies was a different time depending on where you lived, right?

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It was just coming out of the sixties with free love, with, with drug, you know,

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drugs were a lot more freely open and experimentation.

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Then you get into the eighties and especially,

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I can only speak from a perspective over here in North America.

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Maybe Rodham can chime in if he's heard anything historically,

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but it's a different economic climate, climate, right?

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We were really financially boosted.

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Like it was a time of being able to sort of buy whatever you wanted.

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It was a completely different time.

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Plus there were no cell phones because cell phones can definitely interfere

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with energy. Absolutely.

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Yeah. That's my thoughts.

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Oh, hey, I like that. That's awesome.

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That is awesome.

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Now, one question that I know a lot of people have in this world,

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especially ones that aren't believers because I've been there,

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is why is it always feel and you may not, these are big questions.

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So I don't know if you'll have the answer.

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I'll tell you if I can.

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So don't get it. Don't get overwhelmed.

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So this question is why does it always feel like the good die young?

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Why does it always feel that the people that shouldn't die are dying

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and the ones that are seem like they're the biggest, excuse my language,

464
00:27:23,860 --> 00:27:26,860
but assholes are the ones that are being around for a hundred years.

465
00:27:26,860 --> 00:27:28,860
It feels like why is that?

466
00:27:28,860 --> 00:27:29,860
Okay. It's just a thought.

467
00:27:29,860 --> 00:27:32,860
What I think I'm hearing from spirit, you just kind of said it,

468
00:27:32,860 --> 00:27:34,860
because I've said it myself, right?

469
00:27:34,860 --> 00:27:37,860
There's the saying only the good die young.

470
00:27:37,860 --> 00:27:40,860
So say you get somebody that comes in here that is kind of,

471
00:27:40,860 --> 00:27:42,860
if you will, spiritually evolved,

472
00:27:42,860 --> 00:27:45,860
even if they're not following a spirituality path, it doesn't matter,

473
00:27:45,860 --> 00:27:47,860
but they're good to other people.

474
00:27:47,860 --> 00:27:50,860
They think of other people, they're loving, they're kind.

475
00:27:50,860 --> 00:27:54,860
They're not self, you know, it's not service to self, it's service to others.

476
00:27:54,860 --> 00:27:56,860
Maybe they didn't come here for a long time.

477
00:27:56,860 --> 00:28:00,860
Maybe that wasn't planned in this incarnation because there wasn't a lot

478
00:28:00,860 --> 00:28:02,860
to grow and evolve in this lifetime.

479
00:28:02,860 --> 00:28:03,860
Do you see what I'm saying?

480
00:28:03,860 --> 00:28:05,860
Whereas you've got somebody that's an asshole.

481
00:28:05,860 --> 00:28:07,860
She said, and believe me, I've met them too.

482
00:28:07,860 --> 00:28:09,860
Lots of them. We run into them, right?

483
00:28:09,860 --> 00:28:12,860
And they seem to last forever.

484
00:28:12,860 --> 00:28:16,860
Maybe it's because they got a lot of lessons to learn while they're here

485
00:28:16,860 --> 00:28:18,860
or whatever. Maybe they haven't achieved it.

486
00:28:18,860 --> 00:28:21,860
Maybe they knew coming into this incarnation,

487
00:28:21,860 --> 00:28:23,860
it was going to take them a long time, if ever.

488
00:28:23,860 --> 00:28:25,860
So they gave themselves more time.

489
00:28:25,860 --> 00:28:29,860
Maybe they had more karma to clear from previous lifetimes as well.

490
00:28:29,860 --> 00:28:33,860
I don't know, but that would be my thoughts and what I'm hearing from spirit.

491
00:28:33,860 --> 00:28:35,860
I'll be the asshole there.

492
00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:37,860
You're not an asshole.

493
00:28:37,860 --> 00:28:44,860
I've gotten that exact meaning.

494
00:28:44,860 --> 00:28:46,860
So it's so crazy you just said.

495
00:28:46,860 --> 00:28:48,860
That's exactly to the T what I got.

496
00:28:48,860 --> 00:28:51,860
I got that answer multiple times.

497
00:28:51,860 --> 00:28:54,860
No, not in me, just in me, but I've gotten it through the box

498
00:28:54,860 --> 00:28:55,860
and stuff like that.

499
00:28:55,860 --> 00:28:57,860
So it's like, you know, which is...

500
00:28:57,860 --> 00:28:59,860
What, were you an asshole or...?

501
00:28:59,860 --> 00:29:01,860
Well, that and...

502
00:29:01,860 --> 00:29:04,860
I've been called that. I've been called a dick.

503
00:29:04,860 --> 00:29:05,860
I've been called everything.

504
00:29:05,860 --> 00:29:07,860
Yeah, you're definitely an asshole, for sure.

505
00:29:07,860 --> 00:29:09,860
Definitely.

506
00:29:09,860 --> 00:29:11,860
I'm like, give me a new name and a title then.

507
00:29:11,860 --> 00:29:13,860
Yeah.

508
00:29:13,860 --> 00:29:15,860
I'm almost a full asshole.

509
00:29:15,860 --> 00:29:17,860
Almost.

510
00:29:17,860 --> 00:29:19,860
What I was going to say was that,

511
00:29:19,860 --> 00:29:23,860
I've gotten it through the box where they've said lessons

512
00:29:23,860 --> 00:29:27,860
that certain people have more lessons than you do or they've given themselves time

513
00:29:27,860 --> 00:29:30,860
or certain things like that.

514
00:29:30,860 --> 00:29:35,860
Or it's like the source or God or whatever gives them more time

515
00:29:35,860 --> 00:29:38,860
to learn from these mistakes that they keep making.

516
00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:41,860
And it's like, you know, it makes a lot of sense.

517
00:29:41,860 --> 00:29:43,860
And then, you know, it seems so unfair to us,

518
00:29:43,860 --> 00:29:45,860
but it's because we obviously can't see the bigger picture.

519
00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:48,860
And a lot of us don't know that, you know,

520
00:29:48,860 --> 00:29:51,860
we kind of chose what's going on right now.

521
00:29:51,860 --> 00:29:55,860
We kind of set this up for ourselves in a pre-agreement.

522
00:29:55,860 --> 00:29:56,860
You know what I mean?

523
00:29:56,860 --> 00:29:57,860
Things that we wanted to learn,

524
00:29:57,860 --> 00:30:01,860
but that we look at suffering as of right now because we're here in the physical.

525
00:30:01,860 --> 00:30:04,860
And that's what we have been told and environmentally around us all the time.

526
00:30:04,860 --> 00:30:08,860
But, you know, if we were told growing up that the reason why suffering happens

527
00:30:08,860 --> 00:30:11,860
is because it's a lesson that we need to learn that we've agreed to,

528
00:30:11,860 --> 00:30:13,860
I think that everyone's outlook would be a lot different.

529
00:30:13,860 --> 00:30:14,860
You know what I mean?

530
00:30:14,860 --> 00:30:16,860
But we're growing up in environments that tell us like,

531
00:30:16,860 --> 00:30:18,860
this is just suffering. This sucks.

532
00:30:18,860 --> 00:30:20,860
And, you know, it feels like it, obviously.

533
00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:22,860
I mean, it's terrible. It sucks.

534
00:30:22,860 --> 00:30:28,860
But it's like, what if this is what if this is that cocooning phase?

535
00:30:28,860 --> 00:30:32,860
Like, what if our lives is just that cocooning phase?

536
00:30:32,860 --> 00:30:35,860
You know, like we've talked about here.

537
00:30:35,860 --> 00:30:41,860
What they were supposed to learn how to feel and stuff before we can come back.

538
00:30:41,860 --> 00:30:43,860
What if that's what this is?

539
00:30:43,860 --> 00:30:45,860
Yeah. I mean, who would know? Right.

540
00:30:45,860 --> 00:30:47,860
I mean, just like you said before, you're like, what if, you know,

541
00:30:47,860 --> 00:30:49,860
this is like spirit being on a vacation.

542
00:30:49,860 --> 00:30:52,860
It's like, what if spirit went to sleep, woke up in a physical reality?

543
00:30:52,860 --> 00:30:56,860
And when we die, we go, we wake up in our full self.

544
00:30:56,860 --> 00:30:59,860
Basically what we do with reality spiritually wise, what we all believe, you know,

545
00:30:59,860 --> 00:31:01,860
we go back to our full self.

546
00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,860
But what if we just wake up? You know what I mean?

547
00:31:03,860 --> 00:31:05,860
Imagine that would be so crazy.

548
00:31:05,860 --> 00:31:07,860
You know, what a, you know, what a weird thing.

549
00:31:07,860 --> 00:31:10,860
But this is a dream, really?

550
00:31:10,860 --> 00:31:12,860
And all this would be gone. All this would be gone.

551
00:31:12,860 --> 00:31:14,860
You wouldn't remember it.

552
00:31:14,860 --> 00:31:19,860
And I think that's the way it is.

553
00:31:19,860 --> 00:31:21,860
What I was going to say is that,

554
00:31:21,860 --> 00:31:24,860
and again, I haven't studied every near death experience.

555
00:31:24,860 --> 00:31:27,860
I mean, even some people, very small percentage will have,

556
00:31:27,860 --> 00:31:30,860
but they would turn a hell like experience.

557
00:31:30,860 --> 00:31:31,860
But my,

558
00:31:31,860 --> 00:31:35,860
my point is that most people when they come back here and never afraid to

559
00:31:35,860 --> 00:31:36,860
die.

560
00:31:36,860 --> 00:31:37,860
Okay.

561
00:31:37,860 --> 00:31:39,860
They can't believe the most.

562
00:31:39,860 --> 00:31:42,860
I've never seen a person who has had a positive near death experience,

563
00:31:42,860 --> 00:31:44,860
but they're happy.

564
00:31:44,860 --> 00:31:45,860
They're happy.

565
00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:46,860
We're not our true self.

566
00:31:46,860 --> 00:31:48,860
I had a really interesting question.

567
00:31:48,860 --> 00:31:51,860
Actually spirit reminded me to bring this up.

568
00:31:51,860 --> 00:31:53,860
That somebody had said in one of my,

569
00:31:53,860 --> 00:31:56,860
my shows because I have two shows now since we've talked to AJ,

570
00:31:56,860 --> 00:31:59,860
I have one that we actually asked kind of questions with the audience on

571
00:31:59,860 --> 00:32:00,860
Thursday nights.

572
00:32:00,860 --> 00:32:03,860
I have a cohost David Robin knows who he is.

573
00:32:03,860 --> 00:32:07,860
Sometimes we talk the song at the foot of the bed.

574
00:32:07,860 --> 00:32:08,860
You remember it.

575
00:32:08,860 --> 00:32:12,860
I have a cohost David Robin.

576
00:32:12,860 --> 00:32:15,860
I have a cohost Kevin Bacon stuff from Friday the 13th with the,

577
00:32:15,860 --> 00:32:17,860
with the, yeah, I pulled it up.

578
00:32:17,860 --> 00:32:20,860
I don't know if you guys have ever seen that the speedo he wears.

579
00:32:20,860 --> 00:32:28,860
Anyways.

580
00:32:28,860 --> 00:32:29,860
Somebody had said, well,

581
00:32:29,860 --> 00:32:33,860
just they were asking what happens with blood transfusions and say,

582
00:32:33,860 --> 00:32:34,860
you know,

583
00:32:34,860 --> 00:32:36,860
You need a new heart or something. Right.

584
00:32:36,860 --> 00:32:38,860
So that's what we're asking.

585
00:32:38,860 --> 00:32:39,860
So that's what we're asking about.

586
00:32:39,860 --> 00:32:40,860
So we're asking about,

587
00:32:40,860 --> 00:32:42,860
what happens to the body parts of the body that they're being

588
00:32:42,860 --> 00:32:46,860
affected by and where that heart comes from cannot leave.

589
00:32:46,860 --> 00:32:49,860
Because a physical part of their body is still here.

590
00:32:49,860 --> 00:32:50,860
Interesting concept.

591
00:32:50,860 --> 00:32:51,860
But that's an interesting.

592
00:32:51,860 --> 00:32:53,860
But.

593
00:32:53,860 --> 00:32:55,860
We aren't our bodies.

594
00:32:55,860 --> 00:32:56,860
This is our vehicle.

595
00:32:56,860 --> 00:32:57,860
Right.

596
00:32:57,860 --> 00:32:59,860
This is just what we're using in this lifetime.

597
00:32:59,860 --> 00:33:01,860
And we make it really clear on Thursday nights.

598
00:33:01,860 --> 00:33:03,860
My cohost is David Hansel and I.

599
00:33:03,860 --> 00:33:06,860
And I'm going to be talking about this in the next couple of days.

600
00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:08,860
We're going to be talking about this in the next couple of days.

601
00:33:08,860 --> 00:33:09,860
And I'm going to be talking about this.

602
00:33:09,860 --> 00:33:10,860
And I'm going to be talking about this.

603
00:33:10,860 --> 00:33:11,860
Anyways.

604
00:33:11,860 --> 00:33:13,860
That's not who we are, but people,

605
00:33:13,860 --> 00:33:14,860
we think who we are is who we are here.

606
00:33:14,860 --> 00:33:16,860
That's not our real self, our true self.

607
00:33:16,860 --> 00:33:18,860
There's aspects that will come through.

608
00:33:18,860 --> 00:33:19,860
Like your grandmother,

609
00:33:19,860 --> 00:33:21,860
what she did with the Patron and they will let us know.

610
00:33:21,860 --> 00:33:23,860
Who we were in that lifetime with that.

611
00:33:23,860 --> 00:33:24,860
We've lost them in particular.

612
00:33:24,860 --> 00:33:26,860
So we know who they are.

613
00:33:26,860 --> 00:33:32,860
Right.

614
00:33:32,860 --> 00:33:33,860
And so it's like,

615
00:33:33,860 --> 00:33:37,860
it's like we can see the whole big picture once we go back home.

616
00:33:37,860 --> 00:33:38,860
So again,

617
00:33:38,860 --> 00:33:41,860
I can have all the answers, but to me,

618
00:33:41,860 --> 00:33:42,860
this is a car we're driving.

619
00:33:42,860 --> 00:33:43,860
Like we're going to leave it.

620
00:33:43,860 --> 00:33:46,860
We have no use for it once we leave here.

621
00:33:46,860 --> 00:33:47,860
Yeah.

622
00:33:47,860 --> 00:33:48,860
Can I upgrade?

623
00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:49,860
Is that possible?

624
00:33:49,860 --> 00:33:52,860
All right.

625
00:33:52,860 --> 00:33:53,860
Sorry.

626
00:33:53,860 --> 00:33:55,860
I want a new Mercedes, you know,

627
00:33:55,860 --> 00:33:56,860
Well,

628
00:33:56,860 --> 00:34:06,860
I don't want a Mercedes because anything I don't want,

629
00:34:06,860 --> 00:34:13,860
I seem to attract very easily.

630
00:34:13,860 --> 00:34:15,860
I don't want this. I don't want this. I don't want this.

631
00:34:15,860 --> 00:34:16,860
I don't want this.

632
00:34:16,860 --> 00:34:19,860
The universe doesn't hear things like don't and things like that.

633
00:34:19,860 --> 00:34:20,860
Right.

634
00:34:20,860 --> 00:34:22,860
It focuses on what we focus on.

635
00:34:22,860 --> 00:34:24,860
Like that's why when you're worrying about it,

636
00:34:24,860 --> 00:34:26,860
you're worried about something and then it seems to happen.

637
00:34:26,860 --> 00:34:28,860
Like if you're just ruminating, ruminating.

638
00:34:28,860 --> 00:34:32,860
So the universe hears, Oh, you, you, you don't want to go to work on Monday.

639
00:34:32,860 --> 00:34:33,860
No problem.

640
00:34:33,860 --> 00:34:34,860
Guess what?

641
00:34:34,860 --> 00:34:35,860
You're really sick.

642
00:34:35,860 --> 00:34:37,860
The universe will answer.

643
00:34:37,860 --> 00:34:38,860
No.

644
00:34:38,860 --> 00:34:42,860
And then they're going to happen.

645
00:34:42,860 --> 00:34:45,860
I've had, I've had a lot of experiences where,

646
00:34:45,860 --> 00:34:46,860
like every experience.

647
00:34:46,860 --> 00:34:54,860
So that I've literally had that has been negative has been me remembering me worrying about that or me saying it out loud,

648
00:34:54,860 --> 00:34:57,860
like, and me stupidly not catching myself.

649
00:34:57,860 --> 00:34:59,860
And I now I'm more mindful of it.

650
00:34:59,860 --> 00:35:02,860
But before I wasn't, and I remember when I first got my license back,

651
00:35:02,860 --> 00:35:04,860
I first got my car on the road,

652
00:35:04,860 --> 00:35:06,860
all of a sudden this thought in my mind would come and it'd be like,

653
00:35:06,860 --> 00:35:07,860
I'm going to get a flat.

654
00:35:07,860 --> 00:35:09,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

655
00:35:09,860 --> 00:35:10,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

656
00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:11,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

657
00:35:11,860 --> 00:35:12,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

658
00:35:12,860 --> 00:35:13,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

659
00:35:13,860 --> 00:35:16,860
I'm not having anything on my mind.

660
00:35:16,860 --> 00:35:17,860
Oh my God.

661
00:35:17,860 --> 00:35:18,860
And I'll get flashed.

662
00:35:18,860 --> 00:35:21,860
I don't know if it's from a past life or something of a head on collision.

663
00:35:21,860 --> 00:35:24,860
It's like, no, wipe the slate clean.

664
00:35:24,860 --> 00:35:26,860
I know.

665
00:35:26,860 --> 00:35:28,860
But I'll tell you what, there's one day where I wasn't, I was just tired.

666
00:35:28,860 --> 00:35:29,860
I wasn't catching myself.

667
00:35:29,860 --> 00:35:34,860
And I just let the thought come in and I would, I saw images, obviously of me getting a flat tire and no joke.

668
00:35:34,860 --> 00:35:36,860
The next day got a flat tire.

669
00:35:36,860 --> 00:35:38,860
I was so pissed at myself.

670
00:35:38,860 --> 00:35:40,860
I'm like, you know, I was like, I've been avoiding this for months.

671
00:35:40,860 --> 00:35:46,860
And just, I mean, only you, AJ, only you.

672
00:35:46,860 --> 00:35:49,860
No, but think about the flat tire.

673
00:35:49,860 --> 00:35:51,860
Think of it this way.

674
00:35:51,860 --> 00:35:55,860
Maybe you might've manifested it, but how do you know?

675
00:35:55,860 --> 00:36:04,860
Maybe your guide wasn't giving you a little inkling about it because that flat tire had to happen because if you had kept driving, you would have ended up saying a head or something worse.

676
00:36:04,860 --> 00:36:10,860
So you needed to be delayed so that you didn't go where you were supposed to go.

677
00:36:10,860 --> 00:36:11,860
There you go.

678
00:36:11,860 --> 00:36:13,860
There's two sides to a coin.

679
00:36:13,860 --> 00:36:15,860
Double-edged sword, baby.

680
00:36:15,860 --> 00:36:17,860
I have nothing to say on that one.

681
00:36:17,860 --> 00:36:19,860
You have got me because that's perfect.

682
00:36:19,860 --> 00:36:20,860
There's nothing I can say.

683
00:36:20,860 --> 00:36:22,860
You just gloss for words and you're not normally.

684
00:36:22,860 --> 00:36:24,860
No, yeah.

685
00:36:24,860 --> 00:36:27,860
No, that's one thing.

686
00:36:27,860 --> 00:36:30,860
AJ gloss for words.

687
00:36:30,860 --> 00:36:34,860
I try to look at it.

688
00:36:34,860 --> 00:36:38,860
You had said me stupidly thinking that's the other thing we do to ourselves.

689
00:36:38,860 --> 00:36:41,860
And this is with no judgment because I do it.

690
00:36:41,860 --> 00:36:42,860
We all do it.

691
00:36:42,860 --> 00:36:45,860
We are the hardest on ourselves, right?

692
00:36:45,860 --> 00:36:46,860
We really, really are.

693
00:36:46,860 --> 00:36:48,860
That wasn't stupid.

694
00:36:48,860 --> 00:36:49,860
You know what?

695
00:36:49,860 --> 00:36:53,860
Because of that experience, you know, mindful, more mindful of what you're thinking, right?

696
00:36:53,860 --> 00:36:55,860
It's not meaning you're going to be perfect.

697
00:36:55,860 --> 00:36:56,860
You're not.

698
00:36:56,860 --> 00:37:03,860
I think it's so important for ourselves to give ourselves grace and forgive ourselves because I'm just as guilty.

699
00:37:03,860 --> 00:37:14,860
And then I got to remind myself, you know, the things we say to ourselves and the things we think, most of us that are usually very kind to other people would never say something like that to somebody else.

700
00:37:14,860 --> 00:37:16,860
But we'll say it to ourselves.

701
00:37:16,860 --> 00:37:17,860
Right.

702
00:37:17,860 --> 00:37:25,860
So it's OK to learn from that experience and I always embrace it all because it makes us who we are today.

703
00:37:25,860 --> 00:37:27,860
That's exactly what you want.

704
00:37:27,860 --> 00:37:30,860
Oh, yeah, you're absolutely right.

705
00:37:30,860 --> 00:37:31,860
Absolutely right.

706
00:37:31,860 --> 00:37:34,860
Next time, AJ, manifest two flat tires and see where it gets you.

707
00:37:34,860 --> 00:37:38,860
You got Robin to remind you.

708
00:37:38,860 --> 00:37:39,860
Right.

709
00:37:39,860 --> 00:37:41,860
Seriously, it's these idiots right here that do it to me.

710
00:37:41,860 --> 00:37:49,860
They're like, oh, yeah, remember who manifested the 20 grain on the slot machine?

711
00:37:49,860 --> 00:37:55,860
Yeah, you feel like you did that.

712
00:37:55,860 --> 00:37:56,860
So here's the story.

713
00:37:56,860 --> 00:37:57,860
Here's the story.

714
00:37:57,860 --> 00:38:03,860
It was twenty twenty one went up to the Blackhawk Casinos here in Colorado, Colorado.

715
00:38:03,860 --> 00:38:06,860
And it was my father in law's birthday.

716
00:38:06,860 --> 00:38:09,860
I was going up to this machine.

717
00:38:09,860 --> 00:38:13,860
My wife went to the bathroom and I sat there before I put my money in.

718
00:38:13,860 --> 00:38:19,860
And I said, in the name of Jesus, I will hit the jackpot grand.

719
00:38:19,860 --> 00:38:24,860
And I put my money in and it went all the way down to the last spin.

720
00:38:24,860 --> 00:38:33,860
And I hit it. I hit the grand on an 80 cents, 80 cents, 80 cents, 120 grand.

721
00:38:33,860 --> 00:38:35,860
Can't beat that.

722
00:38:35,860 --> 00:38:37,860
That's so awesome.

723
00:38:37,860 --> 00:38:39,860
So, so awesome.

724
00:38:39,860 --> 00:38:47,860
You got all kinds of comments here about people saying stuff.

725
00:38:47,860 --> 00:38:50,860
I think it's Chris Binder said, avoid the wreck that happened because you were.

726
00:38:50,860 --> 00:38:52,860
Yeah, he got in.

727
00:38:52,860 --> 00:38:53,860
Let's see it. Yeah.

728
00:38:53,860 --> 00:38:59,860
He said, avoided a wreck that happened because you're pulled over with the flat.

729
00:38:59,860 --> 00:39:00,860
Yeah. No, yeah, definitely.

730
00:39:00,860 --> 00:39:02,860
I mean, I, you know, I never thought of it that way.

731
00:39:02,860 --> 00:39:03,860
But yeah, you're absolutely right.

732
00:39:03,860 --> 00:39:07,860
I mean, even though I didn't see the wreck or didn't, you know, see any kind of accident, you're right.

733
00:39:07,860 --> 00:39:21,860
Who knows that could have definitely happened, you know, and there's been a lot of cases where, you know, I've lost my car due to like, you know, when I was like back in the day when I was messing up, I would mess up and I would, you know, drive and all of a sudden, you know, I'd end up somehow in some random accident.

734
00:39:21,860 --> 00:39:26,860
That would be the stupidest accident, you know, nothing crazy, nothing serious or anything.

735
00:39:26,860 --> 00:39:31,860
But it would be enough where it would be like something was showing me like, listen, you're not learning your lesson.

736
00:39:31,860 --> 00:39:34,860
This needs to be taken away from you for you to learn.

737
00:39:34,860 --> 00:39:36,860
Why doesn't that surprise me?

738
00:39:36,860 --> 00:39:40,860
Oh, no, it definitely doesn't surprise me at all either because I'm one of those kids.

739
00:39:40,860 --> 00:39:46,860
Even my mom said when I was going to kindergarten, she said, yeah, we had to hold you back in kindergarten because all you wanted to do was play.

740
00:39:46,860 --> 00:39:49,860
And I, you know what, I totally understand.

741
00:39:49,860 --> 00:39:51,860
What is wrong with that?

742
00:39:51,860 --> 00:39:58,860
That's what I'm talking about when you asked about people saying like why Robin you did, why can't we see spirit and stuff?

743
00:39:58,860 --> 00:40:00,860
Because play is a child's work, right?

744
00:40:00,860 --> 00:40:01,860
And what do you do?

745
00:40:01,860 --> 00:40:09,860
Like you said, you have to be held back a year because all you want to do is you don't want to grow up.

746
00:40:09,860 --> 00:40:13,860
I still don't want to grow up.

747
00:40:13,860 --> 00:40:17,860
He still goes to kindergarten so he doesn't wake up.

748
00:40:17,860 --> 00:40:19,860
You're an asshole.

749
00:40:19,860 --> 00:40:21,860
I call me a child's work.

750
00:40:21,860 --> 00:40:22,860
I really do.

751
00:40:22,860 --> 00:40:23,860
I do.

752
00:40:23,860 --> 00:40:24,860
And don't get me wrong.

753
00:40:24,860 --> 00:40:26,860
I'm not perfect or anything like this.

754
00:40:26,860 --> 00:40:29,860
But the things I'm sharing with you and I'm always very honest.

755
00:40:29,860 --> 00:40:34,860
I do try to walk the walk of the talk of the talk that I do, but I'm not perfect at it either.

756
00:40:34,860 --> 00:40:36,860
But I've sort of tried to train myself.

757
00:40:36,860 --> 00:40:42,860
Like I said, when we run into these crappy things in life that we do, you don't always see the reason for them.

758
00:40:42,860 --> 00:40:45,860
Maybe we lost a job or a house or something.

759
00:40:45,860 --> 00:40:48,860
And it seems like the most devastating thing in the world.

760
00:40:48,860 --> 00:40:57,860
And it is at that moment that even as time passes and you look back at it, if you're willing to, you can usually see why something happened,

761
00:40:57,860 --> 00:41:00,860
why it either needed to be moved out of the way.

762
00:41:00,860 --> 00:41:06,860
Like you said, with the accident you had, you know, AJ, it wasn't a big accident, but thank God it wasn't.

763
00:41:06,860 --> 00:41:10,860
But there's always usually a reason why something's moved out of your way.

764
00:41:10,860 --> 00:41:15,860
I always like to think it makes room for something bigger and better, depending on how we look at it.

765
00:41:15,860 --> 00:41:19,860
Well, and I think if you keep asking, why am I here?

766
00:41:19,860 --> 00:41:21,860
You know, what's my purpose?

767
00:41:21,860 --> 00:41:29,860
I think the more and more you ask yourself and you let it out there into the universe, it's going to show you it's going to say, hey, take this path.

768
00:41:29,860 --> 00:41:31,860
You know, it's going to make it right.

769
00:41:31,860 --> 00:41:35,860
Never do we make it another year in kindergarten yet?

770
00:41:35,860 --> 00:41:39,860
OK, but you see, you asked me what you're here to learn patience.

771
00:41:39,860 --> 00:41:42,860
I hate to tell most people.

772
00:41:42,860 --> 00:41:52,860
You're not going to end up in a Buddhist monkery, you know, running around with no speech, praying and the whole bit.

773
00:41:52,860 --> 00:41:56,860
You're going to have people around you pushing your buttons constantly, right?

774
00:41:56,860 --> 00:41:59,860
Because that's why you're here. You're here to learn.

775
00:41:59,860 --> 00:42:02,860
Are you going to master it? Once you master it, it doesn't come back.

776
00:42:02,860 --> 00:42:07,860
But that's not true. I have found that it still comes back every now and then from the universe to remind you.

777
00:42:07,860 --> 00:42:11,860
Do you still remember the lesson? Do you still remember the lesson?

778
00:42:11,860 --> 00:42:13,860
Right. Yeah.

779
00:42:13,860 --> 00:42:15,860
Why are you lying there?

780
00:42:15,860 --> 00:42:20,860
Little subtle hints. Yeah. Remember that.

781
00:42:20,860 --> 00:42:22,860
Yeah, I agree.

782
00:42:22,860 --> 00:42:27,860
Patience, I feel is something that some like it's a lesson that we learn throughout our entire lives.

783
00:42:27,860 --> 00:42:30,860
I feel like, you know what I mean? It's not like something we ever master.

784
00:42:30,860 --> 00:42:32,860
I really truly believe that.

785
00:42:32,860 --> 00:42:39,860
Like, I feel like there is maybe a couple of people in this world that have mastered it and are truly, you know, at this point where nothing bothers them and whatever.

786
00:42:39,860 --> 00:42:44,860
And I don't know who maybe a monk, like you just said, I have no idea. I couldn't be that way.

787
00:42:44,860 --> 00:42:48,860
But, you know, all people that I met, I don't know anybody like that.

788
00:42:48,860 --> 00:42:53,860
Was that a might be surprised because I don't think it was one of my lessons.

789
00:42:53,860 --> 00:42:59,860
I was usually pretty patient. And then I had a son with their autism.

790
00:42:59,860 --> 00:43:05,860
You want to learn about having patience to give you give you an idea about the monks.

791
00:43:05,860 --> 00:43:18,860
The greatest saying I heard, I posted it on my Facebook is if the cup is full, you have to empty it.

792
00:43:18,860 --> 00:43:24,860
You have to relearn everything. You know, filling it right when you're giving.

793
00:43:24,860 --> 00:43:29,860
Yeah, if you feel it's full, empty it.

794
00:43:29,860 --> 00:43:36,860
You know, you know, learn it again, you know, just keep learning, you know, and you'll eventually get it.

795
00:43:36,860 --> 00:43:39,860
We use so to write as a light worker.

796
00:43:39,860 --> 00:43:43,860
And most of us, a lot of us are not just light workers, but are very good at giving.

797
00:43:43,860 --> 00:43:47,860
Like you'll hear somebody say, oh, that guy would he give you the shirt off his back. Right.

798
00:43:47,860 --> 00:43:54,860
Amazing people. But the other thing is, I think that part of being a human being on this planet is living in balance.

799
00:43:54,860 --> 00:44:01,860
Right. We need to be grounded, but also connected to source or whatever your belief system is, the universe, whatever it is.

800
00:44:01,860 --> 00:44:06,860
Right. So we're very good at giving. I'm one of these people.

801
00:44:06,860 --> 00:44:11,860
It was a big aha moment for me a few years back to realize that I was not very good at receiving.

802
00:44:11,860 --> 00:44:17,860
And what I mean by that is you get a friend calling you up and saying, hey, I was thinking about I want to take you out for lunch.

803
00:44:17,860 --> 00:44:20,860
My treat. What would I say? Oh, that's OK. I'd love to go out for lunch.

804
00:44:20,860 --> 00:44:25,860
But no, you don't have to pay. No, no, no, no. And I realized that was a gift.

805
00:44:25,860 --> 00:44:30,860
Right. And it was heartfelt. There was nothing, no strings attached.

806
00:44:30,860 --> 00:44:38,860
And so I started learning that it's OK to say yes to write and it keeps everything sort of in balance, if you will.

807
00:44:38,860 --> 00:44:46,860
Yeah. It makes sense. But no, no, I mean, the yin and yang of life, you know, for sure. Perfect.

808
00:44:46,860 --> 00:44:52,860
Yeah. Yeah. Then you get the scary, spooky stuff thrown in that we're all into.

809
00:44:52,860 --> 00:44:56,860
Kindergarten to first grade.

810
00:44:56,860 --> 00:45:02,860
You know, it's funny what we're talking about, like a little bit ago when you said we're talking about children and children's faith,

811
00:45:02,860 --> 00:45:09,860
a certain thing like that. And it's funny because in the Bible, Jesus said that we should have faith like a child.

812
00:45:09,860 --> 00:45:11,860
We should have childlike faith.

813
00:45:11,860 --> 00:45:17,860
And I read that a long time ago when I was really, really into Christianity, really hard for going to church and everything.

814
00:45:17,860 --> 00:45:20,860
And it made me think to myself like, you know what?

815
00:45:20,860 --> 00:45:30,860
We're always so scared to ask for certain blessings or healing of somebody because we feel whether it's insignificant to God or whatever it may be our reason.

816
00:45:30,860 --> 00:45:32,860
And it's like a child.

817
00:45:32,860 --> 00:45:36,860
Oh, that's what I mean. Like whether you're unworthy or whatever it is.

818
00:45:36,860 --> 00:45:45,860
Always worthy. No, exactly. But as a child, they don't think that type of stuff, you know, and it's so crazy that that's written in an old text like that.

819
00:45:45,860 --> 00:45:48,860
And, you know, my beliefs, obviously, are a little different now.

820
00:45:48,860 --> 00:45:53,860
But still, I hang on to certain scriptures like that because it's something that all of us can learn from.

821
00:45:53,860 --> 00:45:59,860
You know what I mean? And I believe there's a lot of stuff in old text, sacred text, whether you believe in the religion or you don't like even in Islam,

822
00:45:59,860 --> 00:46:05,860
something that's been really touching my heart lately, like Islam has really been, you know, for some reason, touching my heart again.

823
00:46:05,860 --> 00:46:10,860
And I've been reading the Koran and all this stuff. And I tell you, the teachings in there are absolutely amazing.

824
00:46:10,860 --> 00:46:12,860
There's so much wisdom in there. Yep.

825
00:46:12,860 --> 00:46:18,860
It really is. And, you know, it's so crazy to see how much wisdom you will find if you just have an open mind.

826
00:46:18,860 --> 00:46:23,860
You don't have to be dedicated to one, but have an open mind and learn, take what you can learn and shake the rest.

827
00:46:23,860 --> 00:46:28,860
And, you know, like a child, it would be like a child wouldn't sit there and go, well, I just don't like that. I'm not going to do this.

828
00:46:28,860 --> 00:46:31,860
You know, I like that, but I like that, but I don't like that. You know what I'm saying?

829
00:46:31,860 --> 00:46:36,860
It's like having that faith like a child, I think is really big when you're in a spiritual aspect for yourself.

830
00:46:36,860 --> 00:46:43,860
And, you know, having that childlike faith where law of attraction, believing in things that obviously can be attracted to us, positive or negative.

831
00:46:43,860 --> 00:46:50,860
I mean, that's just like having childlike faith because us as adults are always told, oh, that's garbage or that's, you know, that's magic.

832
00:46:50,860 --> 00:46:53,860
That's stupid. You know, but in reality, it's like, no, it's not. It's true.

833
00:46:53,860 --> 00:47:00,860
Like we are powerful beings and we don't just don't know it. We're not told it. We don't, you know, for some reason, we just don't believe it.

834
00:47:00,860 --> 00:47:04,860
And, you know, it's just so crazy to see. I mean, I'm sure you see it.

835
00:47:04,860 --> 00:47:11,860
I had a mentor tell me years ago what other people think of me as none of my business.

836
00:47:11,860 --> 00:47:16,860
And I remember thinking, what the hell are you talking about? Of course, I care what other people think.

837
00:47:16,860 --> 00:47:23,860
And I now understand it. Somebody's crappy to you or really mean to you or snarky or nasty or an asshole.

838
00:47:23,860 --> 00:47:30,860
Like you guys said, right. When you step back, like we really don't know what happened to that person for all we know.

839
00:47:30,860 --> 00:47:35,860
Maybe their spouse left them. Maybe they lost a pet. It could be anything going on in their life.

840
00:47:35,860 --> 00:47:40,860
We don't know what happened, right? Doesn't get them the right to take it out on us.

841
00:47:40,860 --> 00:47:46,860
But where I'm going with this is usually other people's behavior to ourselves are of two reasons, I believe.

842
00:47:46,860 --> 00:47:54,860
One is they may be mirroring something that we can't see in ourselves, like when we have pet peeves and things like that.

843
00:47:54,860 --> 00:47:56,860
There's always usually something in there to unpack.

844
00:47:56,860 --> 00:48:03,860
I always say it's so much easier to look from the outside and say we've got a friend going through something or whatever.

845
00:48:03,860 --> 00:48:12,860
And it's like, why can't they see this? Or the other thing that's even more important, I think, is it's usually says more about that person and what they're experiencing.

846
00:48:12,860 --> 00:48:17,860
It had really nothing to do with you. But we take it so personally, right?

847
00:48:17,860 --> 00:48:21,860
We could get a thousand wonderful comments. And I've done it too. Don't get me wrong. It still hurts.

848
00:48:21,860 --> 00:48:27,860
And you get one really evil, nasty, cut you to the heart comment. And what do we do?

849
00:48:27,860 --> 00:48:32,860
We focus on the negative, right? Instead of the hundred or thousand beautiful comments of people.

850
00:48:32,860 --> 00:48:37,860
You hear what I'm saying, but it's really about that person. It's not about you.

851
00:48:37,860 --> 00:48:42,860
It took a long time for me to figure that one out. I don't know if it resonates or not, but it certainly helps.

852
00:48:42,860 --> 00:48:46,860
I do it constantly. I literally will go out of my way.

853
00:48:46,860 --> 00:48:51,860
If like, say if I go into a room or something, I'm with a bunch of people and there's someone that I don't know.

854
00:48:51,860 --> 00:48:56,860
And say if that person just for some reason, I just don't like that person. I don't know what it is. Whatever.

855
00:48:56,860 --> 00:49:02,860
I immediately think to myself, you know what? Yes, it could be the energy of that person, whatever.

856
00:49:02,860 --> 00:49:08,860
But if I don't give them the chance to make them see what they are, then I can't judge that book by its cover.

857
00:49:08,860 --> 00:49:15,860
So what I do is I literally will be attracted to that person because I know that that insecurity is probably my own.

858
00:49:15,860 --> 00:49:18,860
It's not me being mad at this person just because the way they look or whatever.

859
00:49:18,860 --> 00:49:23,860
There's something energetically about this person that is eating me myself.

860
00:49:23,860 --> 00:49:28,860
And that's why I'm not, you know, not I don't want to be around people.

861
00:49:28,860 --> 00:49:33,860
So that's what I'm saying. There is times like that, too.

862
00:49:33,860 --> 00:49:39,860
But I'm saying a lot of the times for me, I'll find myself after the fact that I'm going, wow, you know what?

863
00:49:39,860 --> 00:49:44,860
After talking with them like, wow, this is what it was that was resonating with me. That's bothering me.

864
00:49:44,860 --> 00:49:47,860
It's not nothing about them, you know, and it's like something very important.

865
00:49:47,860 --> 00:49:53,860
I think a lot of us should do. But Chris Binder said real quick, he said, is that why children could see spirit better?

866
00:49:53,860 --> 00:49:56,860
Because they had like that childlike faith. Can you answer that for us?

867
00:49:56,860 --> 00:50:00,860
Yeah, I think it's the same reason why animals can see spirit.

868
00:50:00,860 --> 00:50:05,860
When I'm working with people with a paranormal investigation, so you're trying to help people.

869
00:50:05,860 --> 00:50:10,860
First thing I'll ask them, I have a whole questionnaire, but one of them is do you have small children or animals?

870
00:50:10,860 --> 00:50:13,860
And I think what it is is they live in the now.

871
00:50:13,860 --> 00:50:17,860
And that word I just said now is already in the past. Right.

872
00:50:17,860 --> 00:50:19,860
They just live in the now.

873
00:50:19,860 --> 00:50:25,860
They naturally have a higher vibration because they're not weighed down with bills to pay and jobs to go to.

874
00:50:25,860 --> 00:50:31,860
And all this other stuff that we as adults, especially as we get older, right, they play.

875
00:50:31,860 --> 00:50:37,860
They play. They have a natural childlike, as we say, curiosity and wonder about the world.

876
00:50:37,860 --> 00:50:41,860
Many of the things all three of you guys have already said, like they're open.

877
00:50:41,860 --> 00:50:44,860
They're open to learning. They're open to asking questions.

878
00:50:44,860 --> 00:50:53,860
They don't worry about what someone's going to say to them or like a little three year old that's laughing and maybe, you know, we'd say a fool out of themselves or whatever.

879
00:50:53,860 --> 00:50:56,860
They're not just living. They're just living in the now.

880
00:50:56,860 --> 00:51:03,860
They're just living in joy and they're not worried that uncle or aunt so and so is going to say, oh, that child's crazy or whatever.

881
00:51:03,860 --> 00:51:06,860
No, they they don't hear that. They don't care about it.

882
00:51:06,860 --> 00:51:16,860
You know what I mean? They're unencumbered. All this extra energy that we I mean, we have to write the world we live in and we're adults and we got people that depend on us.

883
00:51:16,860 --> 00:51:19,860
I get that. But children don't have all that. Neither do animals.

884
00:51:19,860 --> 00:51:34,860
It's living in now. No, I heard the scientists talking about about dogs the other day is is that is that it's genetically encoded that they know their mortality is not as long as ours.

885
00:51:34,860 --> 00:51:38,860
So every day that they live is a week of our lives.

886
00:51:38,860 --> 00:51:48,860
So think about that every every day for a dog is a week of our lives and and they know that they should just be happy.

887
00:51:48,860 --> 00:51:56,860
You know, and it's it's such a tremendous thing. You think about, you know, if you just go to the mailbox, you come home and your dog, you're like, oh, you're finally home.

888
00:51:56,860 --> 00:52:00,860
But you think about it that you've been gone for three days to the.

889
00:52:00,860 --> 00:52:08,860
So I know love there is animals and kids.

890
00:52:08,860 --> 00:52:12,860
But but yeah, I was about to say not only kids are like what I was going to what I want to say to that.

891
00:52:12,860 --> 00:52:23,860
I mean, I think you were just saying was, you know what? I mean, you know this, too, Laura Lee having a child that has a disability, anyone that I've ever met with a disability, whether it be autism, down syndrome, all this stuff.

892
00:52:23,860 --> 00:52:27,860
They're always happy. I mean, don't get me wrong. They have their moments, obviously.

893
00:52:27,860 --> 00:52:36,860
But I'm but I have a person I used to work with in a stoppage job, a bunch of disabled people that were there that were absolutely amazing.

894
00:52:36,860 --> 00:52:44,860
They'd be out in the snow, the rain, the crappiest weather, and they would be smiling, singing, pushing people.

895
00:52:44,860 --> 00:52:48,860
And I'm over here bitching and complaining because I couldn't get a girl at school today.

896
00:52:48,860 --> 00:52:52,860
You know what I'm saying? And it's like it makes me wonder why.

897
00:52:52,860 --> 00:52:55,860
Why am I so worried about all this stuff?

898
00:52:55,860 --> 00:53:05,860
And I'm not I'm not thankful enough for my blessing to see that if these people that have a disability that aren't living what I would say a full life to their fullest like they want to, you know,

899
00:53:05,860 --> 00:53:12,860
are super happy more than me. And I've gotten the gift of not having any ailments or having any health things, you know, thank the Lord.

900
00:53:12,860 --> 00:53:17,860
But it just makes me wonder just like how dogs have that thing where, you know, you could beat this dog for 20 years straight.

901
00:53:17,860 --> 00:53:22,860
Yes, he'll turn a little angry. But if you all of a sudden start to treat him with some love, he'll come right back to who he was, it seems.

902
00:53:22,860 --> 00:53:25,860
And all these videos that I watch and it just blows my mind.

903
00:53:25,860 --> 00:53:29,860
And it's like, how do we know this love? And it's something internal, I think, you know, something I feel eternally.

904
00:53:29,860 --> 00:53:34,860
And I mean, is that something I'm right about? Is that something that just in us?

905
00:53:34,860 --> 00:53:39,860
I think that we're born. I don't think we're ever born with hate.

906
00:53:39,860 --> 00:53:51,860
Hate is a learned emotion. I think that when we come from love and then when you return to love when we leave here, that that's truly who we are at a soul level.

907
00:53:51,860 --> 00:54:00,860
So it is naturally ingrained. And then you can get into really crazy talk about genetic studies and what have you that they're looking for the God particle and part of the DNA.

908
00:54:00,860 --> 00:54:10,860
And they think they may have identified it. But what is classified by scientists as junk DNA, believe it or not, they think they may have found where that is.

909
00:54:10,860 --> 00:54:18,860
So I think we're just naturally predispositioned, if you will, to love.

910
00:54:18,860 --> 00:54:33,860
And then, like, the reason why I'm a true crime fan is because to me, I try and understand, like, where could somebody come from that level of evil and depravity and do so many awful things, say, like a serial killer or something.

911
00:54:33,860 --> 00:54:38,860
And I'm not trying to get all morbid here. But my point is, I try and understand that.

912
00:54:38,860 --> 00:54:51,860
Like, obviously, there, I can't see the purpose for something like that. But that, who knows, maybe we've all chosen that in one lifetime, right? We experience everything as I understand it, everything.

913
00:54:51,860 --> 00:54:56,860
So you got a difficult life in this lifetime, somebody said to me recently, and it really resonated.

914
00:54:56,860 --> 00:55:08,860
Maybe you're experiencing some karma from previous lifetimes, maybe you inflicted some of this on somebody else. And now in this lifetime, because people think karma is a payback.

915
00:55:08,860 --> 00:55:18,860
And to me, the way it's been explained, it's that we experience it from the other person's perspective in the next lifetime, the karma.

916
00:55:18,860 --> 00:55:36,860
Yeah, that's that's rough. You know, it's rough. I mean, because we can't see the damage we cause right away. You know, I mean, anytime that I hate that, because if what if we like, you know, somebody's had and we've all met them, like, they've had a horrible life, like really difficult and nothing ever seems to go right.

917
00:55:36,860 --> 00:55:53,860
And then I always say it's not my job to judge. But what if that was like, maybe they had an amazing life before and they did really awful things to other people. So in this time, they get to experience it from the other person's perspective. But we don't know that like that's that's tough.

918
00:55:53,860 --> 00:56:02,860
Yeah, I just think that supports my cocooning theory that this is where I'll just cocoons here.

919
00:56:02,860 --> 00:56:22,860
It's supposed to be hearing anything and I do change my mind like more people I meet more experiences I have. I'm open I was raised Roman Catholic as first but a church I was saying from the day in the womb and school and the whole bed and there's nothing wrong with that.

920
00:56:22,860 --> 00:56:39,860
So anybody listening to this, I'm not judging you just for myself. I don't resonate with it. I never did. So to me, I consider myself spiritual. And some people need religion. I used to always kind of look at it privately and say I couldn't understand it.

921
00:56:39,860 --> 00:57:09,860
And then I listen there's a great podcast out there called the next level soul podcast is Alex Ferrari's the host he used to be a Hollywood director and stuff. Have you guys seen it? I've seen I've seen next level. Yeah, it's a great podcast and somebody was telling the analogy, it's too long to get into right here now but it was talking about if you were going to visit God basically, if you consider God if you believe in God or whatever your higher power is that you were going back to the

922
00:57:09,860 --> 00:57:39,860
system you've been away for a long time. Do you think God would care what car you showed up in? And he made the analogy as a parent maybe who haven't seen their children in a long time. Are you going to notice what the car is and the whole point of it was, and it really made me open my eyes is that if it's God, the universe is Buddha, whoever you believe it is right, any vehicle that gets you back and closer to love it to source to God, whatever it is, does it really matter? And I went Yeah, you're right. So maybe some people

923
00:57:39,860 --> 00:58:09,860
need religion and people need whatever it is, right? We're all different. It all has different names, but it all goes to the same place. You know, one thing we're when we were talking earlier about being like, you know, having a pre planned life like when we sit down in the beginning before we come here and incarnate. And, you know, how we learn, you know, how hate is learned feeling and all that stuff. And one story that always comes to mind when I hear about how we plan life and

924
00:58:09,860 --> 00:58:39,860
everything is already planned and you know, we just don't see that. I don't believe that either. I don't believe that either. You know, what's really crazy about it is, is that there was a priest in Germany a long time ago, and he was walking by this pond. And he happened to see a child drowning in the pond. Well, he ran out, he ended up saving this child. Well, this child grew up to become Hitler. Okay, this child grew up to become Hitler. Now, the thing is, would that priest have saved that child that he saw the bigger picture

925
00:58:39,860 --> 00:58:44,540
of what this child would have became? Or would he have allowed that child to die? What would you guys do?

926
00:58:46,260 --> 00:58:46,860
If I saw that,

927
00:58:46,860 --> 00:58:56,260
I think you saw that you live in the now. I think that's what we're supposed to do is live in the now. You can't control what the future is going to be.

928
00:58:56,260 --> 00:59:08,300
I think it's a good question. Yeah, I would be torn. And I wouldn't have that long to make that decision. Probably I would have just jumped in being a nurse and I've been a lifeguard before and save them.

929
00:59:08,300 --> 00:59:22,300
Why did I do that? Or I'm going to be gross here. I'm in Canada, and we I have to be careful what I say. But our fearless leader, okay, there's been many a meme where his mother because his father used to be in power.

930
00:59:22,300 --> 00:59:32,300
Okay, Mr. True Dope, we'll call him. And there's many a meme out there and I'm not trying to be gross. That's kind of true. Kind of same analogy. Maybe his mom should have swallowed. I'm sorry, but it's true.

931
00:59:32,300 --> 00:59:36,300
Yes, I have a sense of humor. I do. Wow.

932
00:59:39,300 --> 00:59:58,300
With Hitler. Okay. Do we save them if we know maybe that's why we come in with no prior memory, right? Like, because I don't know that it would have done because that I wouldn't have had time to ruminate the facts of how many different lives would be changed with the butterfly effect if we didn't save Hitler, would there have been a different Hitler?

933
00:59:58,300 --> 01:00:15,300
Could there have been you know what I mean? Okay, so that's a really interesting math. I'm just saying so everything I learned from spirit is you have to live in the now, you can't control what somebody else is going to be or you can't you can't change their their destiny.

934
01:00:15,300 --> 01:00:29,300
You know, that's their life path, just live in the now do what you're supposed to do. You're supposed to learn, even if it's you're supposed to learn something by a kid drowning in the lake. Oh, shit.

935
01:00:29,300 --> 01:00:48,300
Okay, but what about walk ins? Walk ins? Walk ins? I often wonder when you've had, say, a near death experience, and you have something that's pretty rare, but called a walk in. So I heard something recently and it resonated for those that may have not heard what a walk in is.

936
01:00:48,300 --> 01:01:00,300
Somebody has a near death experience. And when they survive it, they come back, they have no memory of their previous life before they have no, they're, they're like a stranger, they've just come into this lifetime.

937
01:01:00,300 --> 01:01:15,300
But something that resonated, see what you guys think is, what if that particular life that had the near death experience was here solely for the purpose to be able to help other people achieve their lessons and their goals and whatever it may be.

938
01:01:15,300 --> 01:01:28,300
It's a perfectly healthy body and you are needed to be here. Maybe that soul has said, you know what, I just can't do this anymore. I need to check out from their higher self. So a walk in comes in to take that place.

939
01:01:28,300 --> 01:01:33,300
So you don't change other people's lives if they were removed from the earth.

940
01:01:33,300 --> 01:01:35,300
That's pretty wild. I never thought that.

941
01:01:35,300 --> 01:01:55,300
Or here's the question AJ, after the father saved the kid in the pool, what did he do in his life to make sure he groomed that life? You know what I'm saying? How involved was that father? You know, if he, if he was willing to risk his life to save his.

942
01:01:55,300 --> 01:02:06,300
He was a priest. So just say that the child, it's up to the child to come to the God. I mean, really it's not a priest job to go to the house every day. So what I'm saying is, is just say you all it was about was saving this kid or not saving this kid.

943
01:02:06,300 --> 01:02:17,300
And if this kid, you knew if you got five minutes, which felt like an hour of somebody sitting there, giving you a vision and showing you and telling you all the understanding that this kid, I know I would have done it.

944
01:02:17,300 --> 01:02:18,300
You would have saved.

945
01:02:18,300 --> 01:02:30,300
Not my job to play God. It's not my job to judge. And as I'm listening to spirit, how do you know that that spirit still wouldn't have just come through in a different child being born maybe a few years later.

946
01:02:30,300 --> 01:02:38,300
Maybe it was preordained. It was one of those things that had to happen. And I say that with no disrespect to anybody that's gone through the Holocaust.

947
01:02:38,300 --> 01:02:56,300
The reason no the reason why no the reason why I say this is because of that reason because I believe that too. I believe that you know certain things are set in motion certain things and I don't believe that everything is but I believe that certain things and I believe that what he was going to become was he was going to become that I think no matter if he was here this time around.

948
01:02:56,300 --> 01:03:12,300
He was he was groomed to this. He he picked up and he learned what he wanted to learn. And he was but the fun never been able to read him though right the voice of Berlin they tried.

949
01:03:12,300 --> 01:03:15,300
Yeah, never been able to recreate him. Thank God.

950
01:03:15,300 --> 01:03:31,300
Yeah, I know. Well, you know, what's wild is that the story that I just told you about the priest and the pond and stuff is actually true story about Hitler and a priest and safe from drowning in a pond and the priest later on in life was like, I don't know what I would have done now if I

951
01:03:31,300 --> 01:03:46,300
know what I've done. You know, you know, and and and it's just it always begged me a question to ask somebody you know that question and you know I have no you know I have no disrespect towards anyone who suffered during that time because that was he I mean I would have won I would have killed him I would have wanted to kill him you know what I mean I mean I would still want to kill him.

952
01:03:46,300 --> 01:03:58,300
That's okay. That's okay. Yeah, no, no, totally. And but you know I feel totally bad for what happened there but you know I had to ask this question because it makes you wonder like if you really did see the truth and you know what happened.

953
01:03:58,300 --> 01:04:07,300
I mean I had to ask this question because it makes you wonder like if you really did see the bigger picture of everything would you react the way you are reacting or would you react different.

954
01:04:07,300 --> 01:04:16,300
You know, if you had the knowledge, you know, yeah, definitely. Even if even if he did die, who's to say that somebody else when it took his place.

955
01:04:16,300 --> 01:04:30,300
That made me change my mind because I was leaning towards no I wouldn't have saved him and then hearing spirit, right, but you are reminding me I always say it's not my job to judge and it's not. And then the other thing is exactly what you guys have all said to each one of you.

956
01:04:30,300 --> 01:04:38,300
What if he came back, just a few years later, but we incarnated in a different child different body.

957
01:04:38,300 --> 01:04:42,300
Chris goes just snap your fingers like Thanos. I like that Chris.

958
01:04:42,300 --> 01:04:54,300
I like that too. We have that power. But yeah, um, but yeah, no, I, I think that's a wild theory. I had to ask you guys and I think it's an awesome question. You know, I had to ask so.

959
01:04:54,300 --> 01:04:58,300
But guys, you have any other questions you want to ask or Lee.

960
01:04:58,300 --> 01:05:01,300
No, I can't make you enough for your time.

961
01:05:01,300 --> 01:05:13,300
I don't know.

962
01:05:13,300 --> 01:05:32,300
I didn't know I pulled out cards. I didn't ask Robin. I just said yes, because I love coming on your show and I'm so grateful that you guys asked me as first time meeting Jonathan and I always it's always a great discussion. You guys asked the best questions and I really enjoyed myself. So thank you for having me.

963
01:05:32,300 --> 01:05:44,300
Thank you.

964
01:05:44,300 --> 01:06:02,300
So spirit says Kyle gray. I don't need cards just so you guys know this, but when I'm doing shows like David, my cohost David hands away is a big following on tick tock. So we go we tried to on Wednesday nights will answer questions do readings and what have you on there.

965
01:06:02,300 --> 01:06:19,300
So, but when we're doing one question readings that are quick and fast sometimes it's easier just to pull a card. So I'm just shuffling. I'm getting I'm sorry Chris binder I have to point out your comment that you said I can't swim so Hitler drown.

966
01:06:19,300 --> 01:06:24,300
Didn't have the choice. It was already made for you. Right.

967
01:06:24,300 --> 01:06:27,300
Talk about that option.

968
01:06:27,300 --> 01:06:40,300
All right, so I'm going to pull a card so for anybody listening to this whether it's live or on the replay. If you hear this message and you feel like holy crap that's me like this, this resonates with me.

969
01:06:40,300 --> 01:06:50,300
Then it's meant for you. Okay, because spirit will know who's going to watch this or who's going to watch it on the replay, or maybe you feel maybe it a play pertains to somebody you know or whatever.

970
01:06:50,300 --> 01:06:57,300
Believe me it's for you, or for whoever you know. So the card we pulled.

971
01:06:57,300 --> 01:07:09,300
This is a cool card direction guardian choose, or sorry we're gonna read that again, choose your path, and I think this is after what we've all talked about.

972
01:07:09,300 --> 01:07:26,300
Oh, Jonathan's laughing I knew you would talk about today I love spirit they do it all the time, all the time getting goosebumps that's my sign for truth. So if you've been listening to the show and maybe you're listening you're not seeing it the card has like

973
01:07:26,300 --> 01:07:40,300
a green angel turn around in the middle, it has a 12345678 pointed star in the middle. It's got a beautiful I'll say steer with horns it's got an eagle and it's got a lion.

974
01:07:40,300 --> 01:07:44,300
And it's a really beautiful card a lot of green and gold.

975
01:07:44,300 --> 01:07:54,300
So, this fits very well thank you spirit with the show that we've had today and what we've talked about. But what are we going to say Jonathan.

976
01:07:54,300 --> 01:08:01,300
I'm just thinking spirit I'm like, Oh good. Okay.

977
01:08:01,300 --> 01:08:16,300
Because I think that we touched on something important that we did get a chance really to talk about. And that is why am I here. What is my life purpose. And what I'm hearing from spirit spirit for you is, if you're really stuck and you're not sure if you're able to take

978
01:08:16,300 --> 01:08:25,300
a couple deep breaths being even out nature is even better if you can be there, but to ask yourself, what do I love to do.

979
01:08:25,300 --> 01:08:34,300
What brings passion, you know brings my passion, what makes me happy. Every time I'm doing this I feel like I'm not doing work.

980
01:08:34,300 --> 01:08:46,300
Okay, that's one thing, you're still stuck and you're not sure what did you always say you wanted to be when you were little and you wanted to grow and you were growing up, or that you love to do as a child that you no longer do.

981
01:08:46,300 --> 01:08:55,300
Now even if that's not something that's going to lead into a career path it's going to put you in something we were talking about earlier, the vibration, the happiness, the joy.

982
01:08:55,300 --> 01:08:56,300
Okay.

983
01:08:56,300 --> 01:09:12,300
So you can look at these things and they may just be stepping stones for you. But there's an old saying of choose a career path that every day you go to work, it doesn't feel like work, it feels like you're going to play, you look forward to it.

984
01:09:12,300 --> 01:09:17,300
You go forward you move forward and you can't wait to go to work.

985
01:09:17,300 --> 01:09:32,300
I'm also hearing that there are a lot of people out here who will be here, you know hearing this watching this, you have a book in you. Maybe you've got a podcast that you want to do but you feel like who's going to listen to me, who's going to hear me who's going to see me.

986
01:09:32,300 --> 01:09:47,300
Guess what, if you're feeling that calling, you have got something to say to the world that there will be people out there that will definitely resonate with what you're seeing and what you're hearing.

987
01:09:47,300 --> 01:09:50,300
heart and mind, heart and mind.

988
01:09:50,300 --> 01:09:57,300
Absolutely. I was just going to say add anything you'd like gentlemen because all three of you are very intuitive so.

989
01:09:57,300 --> 01:10:02,300
Oh thank you, that was awesome.

990
01:10:02,300 --> 01:10:05,300
I love the card.

991
01:10:05,300 --> 01:10:08,300
I know how perfect was that.

992
01:10:08,300 --> 01:10:17,300
You weren't with us John when we picked three random guests to come on the show man and one of them was my friend Jen from like elementary school and literally.

993
01:10:17,300 --> 01:10:19,300
I remember with the cookies.

994
01:10:19,300 --> 01:10:31,300
And it was, she literally was in the car in her car outside her house by herself and she was like, she was trying not so hard not to ball her eyes on I mean she had such a good reading it was amazing and literally didn't know her didn't even know she was coming on I didn't even know she was

995
01:10:31,300 --> 01:10:41,300
going to watch, and it was just so crazy what happened and all three people got something doing mediumship readings remember because okay so David I feel better.

996
01:10:41,300 --> 01:10:54,300
We don't do mediumship readings on air we always say we don't but if somebody's loved one comes through or whatever we're not going to say sorry, get lost we're not going to talk.

997
01:10:54,300 --> 01:10:58,300
The reason why is personal.

998
01:10:58,300 --> 01:11:13,300
It usually takes a little bit of time to connect to that person's energy and what but because I had a conversation with spirit after your show let me tell you because I told a Jane Robbins, I'm not doing mediumship readings and this is why, just what they said, and then we said it on

999
01:11:13,300 --> 01:11:21,300
the show and the first person comes on and she said, I'm sorry but that's all I wanted to ask so we didn't do it.

1000
01:11:21,300 --> 01:11:28,300
I've never told you this afterwards, maybe that was spirit telling you, it's okay.

1001
01:11:28,300 --> 01:11:32,300
I said to spirit what the hell was that all about.

1002
01:11:32,300 --> 01:11:35,300
They said, it's fine.

1003
01:11:35,300 --> 01:11:40,300
That's exactly what they said I said so you're telling me I'm standing in my own way.

1004
01:11:40,300 --> 01:11:45,300
There you go. Thank you for that opportunity.

1005
01:11:45,300 --> 01:11:59,300
Awesome that's hey you know, whatever we could do to help I mean you were helping us more than we were helping you but hey it looked like it both work in both ways. So, I know but before I had this thing and I told you guys this I used to think I needed a picture of the person

1006
01:11:59,300 --> 01:12:14,300
where I could see their eyes and their face. So it was, it was a lesson for me and I've never had the opportunity to tell you guys this, that I don't need all that rigmarole, it was me thinking I did standing in my own way so thank you.

1007
01:12:14,300 --> 01:12:25,300
I just want to say thank you so much for watching man. Join us all the time we normally laugh a lot more. I just have a wicked headache today otherwise I'd be cracking more jokes but I appreciate you watching so.

1008
01:12:25,300 --> 01:12:29,300
No, we're normally laughing at you more.

1009
01:12:29,300 --> 01:12:31,300
Well true yeah you're right.

1010
01:12:31,300 --> 01:12:34,300
Okay yeah you got more than we wanted to have you watch.

1011
01:12:34,300 --> 01:12:47,300
But anyway, anyway, I want to say thank you Laura Lee so much for coming on it was an honor to have you on we're going to have you on again because we have so much to talk about but before anyone goes, please check out Laura Lee on paranormal survivor Laura Lee

1012
01:12:47,300 --> 01:12:49,300
tell them what episode what season.

1013
01:12:49,300 --> 01:13:05,300
Okay, I'm going to plug a few things here so I'm on paranormal survivor season four, episode nine called demonic hauntings and I have all our paranormal stuff that I've released to the public, pinned to my profile on Facebook at the top so you can find it my profiles public.

1014
01:13:05,300 --> 01:13:19,300
Also, I would love for you to tune in Robins usually there. I have a live podcast on Monday nights on UFO paranormal radio network. It's called the angel rock from six to 8pm Eastern Standard Time.

1015
01:13:19,300 --> 01:13:33,300
And then Thursdays I have a new show still on UFO paranormal radio network I've mentioned them a few times David Hansel, and we have the thing at the foot of the bed from seven to 9pm, and we would, I always involve my audience but I would love to have you.

1016
01:13:33,300 --> 01:13:44,300
So I have a lot of questions for them but you can ask you can ask Robin, like we you guys kind of steer the show the audience by asking the questions and what do you want to talk about so thank you and if you ever want to get ahold of me, facebook.com

1017
01:13:44,300 --> 01:13:48,300
for recession into rocks so thank you so much for having me.

1018
01:13:48,300 --> 01:13:51,300
Not a problem. Thanks for coming on.

1019
01:13:51,300 --> 01:13:59,300
No problem. Thanks spirit because I was supposed to be gone out to camp and everything I said if you'd asked me before we went on there a half hour before.

1020
01:13:59,300 --> 01:14:04,300
Thank you.

1021
01:14:04,300 --> 01:14:09,300
Do we just want to say hello to you real quick. Thank you so much.

1022
01:14:09,300 --> 01:14:13,300
So from Telfer paranormal hit me up, I'm a language here.

1023
01:14:13,300 --> 01:14:15,300
So, hit me up.

1024
01:14:15,300 --> 01:14:20,300
Yep, Robin up please we'll have you on the show and be awesome to show some evidence.

1025
01:14:20,300 --> 01:14:28,300
So definitely hit Robin up. But everyone thank you guys so much for watching Lurley we will talk to you next time we appreciate you so much, and we'll see you soon.

1026
01:14:28,300 --> 01:14:32,300
Okay, thank you.

1027
01:14:32,300 --> 01:14:37,300
Wow guys an awesome office awesome episode almost started over my words.

1028
01:14:37,300 --> 01:14:38,300
But

1029
01:14:38,300 --> 01:14:40,300
it never fails, man.

1030
01:14:40,300 --> 01:14:48,300
Like, every time all three of us are together we have the craziest.

1031
01:14:48,300 --> 01:14:59,300
It's pretty wild. It was pretty wild. I mean, we had such a great time though when Lurley comes on I mean, from the first time she was on till now I mean we always have a great thing and I wasn't going to let her leave without reading one of the cards at least you know so.

1032
01:14:59,300 --> 01:15:04,300
And yes, we're totally fucking nuts, totally bat shit crazy.

1033
01:15:04,300 --> 01:15:17,300
But that's how we like it. We're talking with the source we appreciate you so much for watching Chris do thank you so much please get ahold of Robin at Robin Robin at half an paranormal on Facebook or whatever other way you'd like to have from paranormal.

1034
01:15:17,300 --> 01:15:24,300
Come on the show. And let's have the honors of guests so please reach out but thank you guys so much for watching.

1035
01:15:24,300 --> 01:15:28,300
Whatever other way you want to get in contact with.

1036
01:15:28,300 --> 01:15:33,300
Yeah, I mean dude I tell you what I'm just gonna add this because my head.

1037
01:15:33,300 --> 01:15:45,300
Anyway, thank you so much for tuning in for another episode of talking with the source make sure you check us out on all podcasts listening platforms and social media platforms until next time, guys, thank you for an awesome show.

1038
01:15:45,300 --> 01:16:12,300
Love you.